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    Homura survives, in a world bereft of HER.

    She does not live, because how can one live without a heart?

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    “Every act of creation is first of all an act of destruction.”

    AU: PUELLA MAGI MADOKA MAGICA.

    UNIVERSE: 42.

    Fact: Madoka Magica has not join the HIVE

    Fact: Do Not Enter Universe…entering The Universe will result in immediate execution.

    Fact: Two Abnormalities from two distant AU’S Have caused an Error…This has opened the gateway for more Abnormalities…

    Despite the circumstances do not enter the AU in any circumstances if you wish to watch and observe then click YES and continue.

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    What if Homura did eventually succeed at her goal in the way she had planned? No wish from Madoka to erase all witches, no saving Madoka at the cost of their ability to be together. What if she managed to defeat Walpurgisnacht in a way that allowed everyone to survive. What would it do to a person, to have lived through the same month over and over again, only to find herself suddenly past it following a victory she wasn't prepared to actually experience? To see the first of May after an eternity of April?

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    Black blood leaks from Homura’s bottom lip onto her lap, and it becomes an eventual puddle. Its reflection showcases her staircase reaching white gloves and white wings, her body but a husk with no fruit—a shell with no seed, red petals for her skull’s crown.

    As well, there is no heart.

    No eyes, no lips, no heart.

    (Or, Homura's thoughts and imagining and the borderlines between them as she tries so, so hard to be with Madoka. Angst. More pre-Walpurgisnacht Rising.)

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    “Where are you going?”

    Sayaka glanced at her soul gem. The blue crystal glinted dully, like polluted water.

    “Away,” she replied simply.

    Homura tries to convince Sayaka there is another path forward.

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    Homura nearly has the perfect run, but the failures of that run run deeper than they normally do

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    A weed without roots wishing to blossom next to a flower in full bloom—an angel devil with a featherless flight yearning to soar above to the empyrean where the Goddess salves all but herself.

    Kaname Madoka is a floral Midias—everything her fingers caress and bless transforms into a beautiful array of light and joy, with no petals fallen or stems broken.

    Akemi Homura is a monstrous, tainted, and nocturnal version of Icarus—her wings melt in her attempt to hold hands with the moon.

    (Or, another look on Homura and Madoka's relationship between the anime and movies. Lots of angst and horror in this.)

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    Akemi Homura is trapped in a time loop, trying to rescue the girl she loves. Over and over, repetition upon repetition, all ending with the same outcome has worn her down. But surely this time, things are different. They have to be...
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    After graduating high school, the life of Tachibana Hibiki has been (fortunately) free of world-ending catastrophes. But when a new SONG mission drags her into a conflict far beyond even her experience, will the power of her fist truly be enough? Will her justice really save them?

    "Using your bonds, create a reality in which..."

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    “You knew, didn't you?” Sayaka asked. “That I would make the contract. No matter what.”

    Sayaka and Homura, after Sayaka learns the truth about magical girls.

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    Homura's story has been told many times, she's lived it many times, and knows what to expect. But as her story starts again, a new figure drops into it. This figure confounds her and suddenly the story that seemed so familiar to her and the others begins to change drastically. For better or worse? See for yourself.
    SPOILERS FOR THE SERIES!!!
    TV Tropes Page link: https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Fanfic/TheUnlikelyAlly

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    If she can just get through one day, things will be different.

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    A tale of the moment when the Devil was born, and what she might have thought in those moments.

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    “In the world I envision, no girls suffer,” the Goddess says as she holds tightly onto her immaculate bow, “and no girls become witches, Akemi-san.”

    “In the world I wish for, you’re always by my side,” Homura says as her eyes lock onto the sun above, holding onto the red ribbon she just took out of her hair, "is that so cruel to warrant separation so no matter the timeline?”

    (Or, a look into Homura and Madoka's relationship throughout the anime and movies. A relationship study. Angst with happy ending.)

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    From the very first time Homura had seen her string of fate, she had known something was very, very wrong.

    She wouldn't have guessed that that something included time travel, soul modification, deceptive contracts, identity distortion, dilapidating morality, reality warping, and a fuck lot of strawberries.

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    Walpurgisnacht is defeated, and Madoka's soul gem is turning dark

    Again

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    Homura fell back, her world became a blur as it tore itself apart and put itself back together like a mosaic painting creating something new. Homura did everything she could to fight what was happening, jerking her body away from the glowing aura trying to take her back to a world without Madoka- to Kamihama.

    She’s sent careening to a star, and one of a million. Her body starts getting smaller and her memory begins to dissipate, her eyes close and everything she knew was no longer known.

    When she wakes up, she’s on a beach.

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    Homura gets sent to Destiny Islands by Madoka, put back in the body and mind of a child, and made to live a much more peaceful life. Unfortunately, the perfectly constructed life Madoka built for her began showing cracks the day one of her best friends, Sora, had a strange dream.

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    Homura decides to go off track and see if Madoka would ever like her, in the case she can manage to one day save her.

    It’s has interesting results.

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    Heaven has neither pen nor paper, and yet She writes anyway.

    The letter will never reach its recipient, but that does not matter.

    It contains Her hopes, regardless.
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    We must ask ourselves the question: Can humans ever truly understand one another?

    If we could, I think that there would be no reason for war, for we would be able to resolve every one of our differences without it.

    Therefore, it must be an impossibility.

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    But Kyubey. Kyubey would invalidate Madoka's wish. And just thinking about that damn cat's ugly face made sparks of rage bubble up in her chest. And what about Madoka's feelings? Madoka was selfless, yes. But she said she was sad. That hurt so much more. Madoka couldn't even live, and now she was sad. Now she was sad. Now Madoka was sad, so sad, so alone.

    Her eyes glazed over. Maybe this was Madoka, but this wasn't the real Madoka. It wasn't her Madoka. It wasn't the Madoka she remembered. It wasn't Madoka. Maybe it was her witching out, but she really couldn't keep Madoka safe in the end. Madoka needed to be safe. Madoka needed to be kept safe.

    OR:

    An in depth study of what Homura was thinking during Rebellion's climax.

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    A work of fanfiction set inside the winding mystery that is Homura’s mind. I can’t say too much about the actual plot without spoiling everything but I’m very excited to experiment and explore the way I think Homura experiences the world through her own view. There will be ‘madhomo’ fluff! But also lots of angst. Anyways thank you for reading this ramble of an intro and I hope you enjoy!

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