CCCC Apostasy AU

Series Metadata

Listing Series

• proselytism by janSikepa

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  17 Sep 2024

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Heart & Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Mentioned Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • whole is there depending on how you define ‘there’
  • Religion
  • Author Is Not Religious
  • Choking
  • Religious Fanaticism
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Eye Trauma
  • a bit as a treat
  • it’s when soul reopens heart’s scars
  • Apostasy AU
  • POV Heart (Chonny Jash)

  Summary

  noun
  the act or fact of becoming a proselyte; conversion.

  In Apathy, Soul teaches Heart what it means to be Whole.

  Series

  • Part 1 of CCCC Apostasy AU
  • Part 22 of CCCC

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,632

  Chapters:

  2/2

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  19

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  164

• Speak From The Heart by orphan_account

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen, M/M
  • Complete Work

  20 Jul 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart/Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Mentioned Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Mentioned Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Soul is there for the last two paragraphs but it's not enough to warrant a tag
  • Mentioned Whole (Chonny Jash)
  • Religion
  • Prayer
  • Monologue
  • Apostasy AU

  Summary

  Heart can't sleep, so he decides to pray to Whole, something he usually doesn't do unless he's really losing it. He isn't sure how good a job he does at praying, but at least it's a weight off his chest.

  Series

  • Part 2 of CCCC Apostasy AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,234

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  16

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  135

• the lamb by janSikepa

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  03 Oct 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • soul kind of
  • No Plot/Plotless
  • Apostasy AU
  • Alternate Universe
  • Religion
  • Mentioned Mind (Chonny Jash)

  Summary

  {Let Him consume you for parts.}

  Series

  • Part 2 of CCCCtober 2024
  • Part 3 of CCCC Apostasy AU
  • Part 25 of CCCC

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  523

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  12

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  93

• split opinions by janSikepa

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  19 Oct 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Mentioned Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Mentioned Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • POV Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Internal Conflict
  • Complicated Relationships
  • No Dialogue
  • No Plot/Plotless
  • Introspection
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Alternate Universe
  • Apostasy AU

  Summary

  Ever since the shot and what Soul did after, Heart’s head has been filled with noise.

  Series

  • Part 18 of CCCCtober 2024
  • Part 4 of CCCC Apostasy AU
  • Part 41 of CCCC

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  705

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  9

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  66

• a shadow is not cast by nothing by janSikepa

  Fandoms: The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song), Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  26 Jun 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart/Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Mentioned Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • One-Sided Relationship
  • heart/soul depending on interpretation
  • Biting
  • Blood
  • Angst
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • it is not made clear what it is though
  • Apostasy AU
  • Mind Has Mechanical Hands (Chonny Jash)
  • POV Mind (Chonny Jash)

  Summary

  Shadows and echoes are the same: they both show there is something more, something else behind it. Sounds must have a source.

  Right?

  Mind holds onto what is left of Heart behind his echo.

  Series

  • Part 5 of CCCC Apostasy AU
  • Part 19 of CCCC

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,433

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Comments:

  7

  Kudos:

  26

  Hits:

  294

• Domestic Bliss by orphan_account

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  06 Aug 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart/Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Mentioned Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Whole is here for two lines in a dream sequence
  • Choking
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • Dreams
  • Cooking
  • Past Mind/Soul
  • Past Heart/Mind
  • Neck Kissing
  • Bruises
  • Mentioned Unhealthy Eating
  • sky metaphors
  • Drowning
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Apostasy AU

  Summary

  Heart is happy with Soul. He really is. (He can't help but think about Mind.)
  //
  Vaguely connected scenes of love and yearning.

  Series

  • Part 6 of CCCC Apostasy AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,109

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  18

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  138

• that time is over now by janSikepa

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  08 Oct 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart & Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • only a little soul. hes there for a paragraph or so
  • Mutual Pining
  • Angst
  • Apostasy AU
  • Past Relationship(s)
  • POV Heart (Chonny Jash)

  Summary

  Heart has to leave Mind. It’s a necessary sacrifice.

  Series

  • Part 7 of CCCCtober 2024
  • Part 7 of CCCC Apostasy AU
  • Part 30 of CCCC

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,007

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  9

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  109

• persistence predator by orphan_account

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  02 Oct 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Slight Heart/Soul but this isn't a shipfic so I'm not tagging the relationship
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Choking
  • Paranoia
  • This fic is very focused on Mind
  • Heart and Soul only play a small part
  • Apostasy AU
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

  Summary

  Mind chases and is chased.

  Series

  • Part 2 of CCCCtober 2024
  • Part 8 of CCCC Apostasy AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  758

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  15

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  88

• The way she shows me I'm hers and she is mine by orphan_account

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  18 Sep 2024

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Heart/Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Mentioned Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Eye Trauma
  • Kissing
  • Dissociation
  • Drawing
  • Choking
  • Religion
  • Prayer
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • Stargazing
  • Apostasy AU

  Summary

  Soul and Heart love each other. Heart can't help but still under his touch.

  Series

  • Part 9 of CCCC Apostasy AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,856

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  14

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  138

• My Brain Is Rotting In Places by orphan_account

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  14 Aug 2024

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Mentioned Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Self-Harm
  • Cutting
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Angst
  • Past Hurt/Comfort
  • wound care
  • Apostasy AU

  Summary

  Mind will take any bit of Heart he can get.

  Series

  • Part 10 of CCCC Apostasy AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,848

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  23

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  173

• this can’t be called ‘alive’ by janSikepa

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Mature
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  06 Oct 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart & Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Mentioned Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Complicated Relationships
  • Violence
  • in like one paragraph mainly
  • Blood
  • off screen murder
  • he still lives though cause of headspace logic
  • Kind of kidnapping
  • as a treat
  • is there a tag for dragging someone around and forcing them to do things like theyre a corpse/puppet
  • Past Tense
  • POV Third Person
  • POV Third Person Limited
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst
  • Apostasy AU
  • Alternate Universe
  • POV Mind (Chonny Jash)

  Summary

  Mind takes Heart away from his [perpetrator] Soul.

  It isn’t that easy.

  Series

  • Part 6 of CCCCtober 2024
  • Part 11 of CCCC Apostasy AU
  • Part 29 of CCCC

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,550

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  14

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  137

• by heart by orphan_account

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  08 Oct 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart/Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Mentioned Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Blood and Violence
  • Technically this is past Heart/Soul but this fic is flashback based
  • Flashbacks
  • Religion
  • Human Sacrifice
  • Kissing
  • Choking
  • Complicated Relationships
  • Religious Guilt
  • Apostasy AU
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

  Summary

  Soul always enjoyed telling Heart his plans for their inevitable sacrifice. Heart always enjoyed listening.

  It's nice to have something to remember.

  Series

  • Part 7 of CCCCtober 2024
  • Part 12 of CCCC Apostasy AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  559

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  13

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  101

• Who Are You? by orphan_account

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  22 Aug 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • POV Second Person
  • Internal Monologue
  • Religion
  • Gun Violence
  • Choking
  • Bruises
  • Complicated Relationships
  • Drowning
  • Eye Trauma
  • Wing Trauma
  • Apostasy AU

  Summary

  Cyclical thoughts of the Apostate.

  Series

  • Part 13 of CCCC Apostasy AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  875

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  10

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  123

• Solace and Suffocation by orphan_account

  Fandoms: Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 - Chonny Jash (Album), The Mind Electric - Chonny Jash (Song)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  05 Aug 2024

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Heart/Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Heart (Chonny Jash)
  • Mind (Chonny Jash)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Mentioned Soul (Chonny Jash)
  • Past Heart/Soul
  • Choking
  • Self-Harm
  • Trauma
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Complicated Relationships
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Mind is also called Apollo (Chonny Jash)
  • Apostasy AU

  Summary

  Heart itches. If Mind won't grant him solace, then he will have to seek it himself.

  Series

  • Part 14 of CCCC Apostasy AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,488

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  20

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  224