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So, this is what Buck really can’t wrap his head around. Being free to love Eddie openly and being loved by Eddie.
And the thing is, it isn’t weird. Or awkward, or anything someone might think their years of friendship would make this new relationship like. It is easy, natural. Buck used the word instinctive to describe it to Maddie when she asked him how they were faring.
Because loving Eddie is like breathing. Buck doesn't need to think about it. He isn’t questioning his every action—like he’d always done in his past relationships—for fear of being judged, or being left behind. Eddie makes it easy for him. And he really hopes he makes it easy for Eddie.or
Buck has a panic attack after lifting Eddie up and having flashbacks to the worst day of his life
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We Will Be Beer Pong Queens by julemmaes
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
29 Dec 2023
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Nesta and Gwyn come to pick up Emerie from a frat party, and the only way for them to leave is for Nesta and Emerie to beat Eris and Balthazar at beer pong. Cassian wants to tell Eris to fuck off but Nesta has it handled.
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House of Wind Shenanigans by julemmaes
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
28 Dec 2023
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The House of Wind gang living together in a modern au setting can bring up some funny stories, but mainly this is Cassian being a lost pup for a certain ice eyed lady
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Nesta and Cassian randomly meet at a work event and start a strangers-with-benefits toxic relationship after a fantastic first night together.
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Elide gets stuck in her dress and decides going up to her neighbor's flat is the best and fastest option to free herself. Little does she know she will find more.
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“Just don’t expect me to walk you down the aisle,” Phillip laughed, looking around like he expected the rest to agree.
And when no one did, glancing at one another in shock, confusion, and hurt on his behalf... it’d been the last straw:
“I wouldn’t ask you to,” Buck said, as if discussing something as inconsequential as the weather, “I’d ask Bobby.”
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or Buck experiences the unconditional love of a parent for the first time in his life at a five year-old's birthday party.
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03 Feb 2025
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These are the kind of concerns about how he can’t let himself do all of the things he wants to. About how Buck might leave him if he gets too much, too clingy, too greedy.
Eddie can’t let himself be greedy.
or: after buck and eddie get together, eddie struggles with how much he wants to touch buck. for flufftober day 17, only one bed!
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- Part 8 of buddie flufftober 2024
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29 Jan 2025
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Buck glances over his shoulder and smiles. “Sorry, lost in thought.”
“I would be too looking at a man that handsome,” she says with a glance at his phone as they move up. “Your partner?”
Buck feels his cheeks heat. What the hell – Eddie isn’t here to hear him, probably wouldn’t care anyway. It’s easier than explaining the truth to this stranger. “Yeah.”
“And he sent you to do all the Christmas shopping alone?” she teases with a grin.
“Oh, no he’s, uh – he’s gone.”
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Or: Eddie moves to Texas. Buck keeps accidentally telling people Eddie's dead. It goes about as well as you'd expect.
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23 Jan 2025
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“What are you doing here?” he asks his niece when she starts squirming back out of his embrace, carefully setting her down. He almost asks if she ran away from home, because he knows it would make her giggle, but thinks better of it. “Tea party? And I wasn't invited?”
“She's hanging out with her uncle Eddie today,” Eddie says, leaning back on his hands. He's smiling when he looks up at Buck, a real smile, and his whole face scrunches happily when Jee-Yun crashes into his side.
Buck feels like he needs to look away, but he has no idea how.
or: one toddler, two conversations, and so many missed opportunities for buck to act like a guy not in love with his best friend.
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22 Jan 2025
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“It’s yours,” Eddie had finally said, looking down at it for a moment before handing the phone to him. “I… There’s a lot of stuff you might want to go through on there.”
Buck frowned, confused, but when he looked down at the screen, he saw it.
[250 missed calls]
[635 unread messages]“Wha–”
“A lot of people used it as a… A way to communicate with you while you were gone.”
Eddie’s voice was tense. Buck couldn’t stop staring, reading the top message from Eddie over and over again, the only one that he could see. It didn’t make sense.
“You don’t have to go through it all but… We missed you, ba– Buck.” Buck slowly looked up from his phone, and there was that look again. Eddie had reached out, the same way he had when Buck came back, fingers brushing across his face gently. Buck wanted to melt into it. He did, later, but in that moment, he had to keep himself together.
“I want to.”
“Okay,” Eddie’s hand had dropped. Buck’s skin felt cold. “Come get me when you’re done.”
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Buck gets blipped. Eddie's left behind. A love story told through what Eddie did in his absence.
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16 Jan 2025