19 Works in Jeremy Heere Has PTSD
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“Did you really think that your physical forms had been transported to the worlds of these video games?” The Squip mused “I may be a super computer but even I have my limits. This is not a movie Jeremy, I am not capable of such feats while I am restricted to your head with no access to advanced hardware. No, I simply meddled with your brains, activated a few neurons so it feels real, this is more akin to say… a hallucination, or a very realistic dream”.
“But why?” Jeremy pressed “Are you that desperate to fuck up my life?”
The Squip raised an eyebrow “On the contrary, my sole purpose is still to improve your life, with or without your consistent consent, and right now, I am attempting to improve your relationship with Michael Mell”.
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Boyf riends One shots (Requests open) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
11 Dec 2022
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If you're a theater kid you'll get this one :D
But to cut it short, Jeremy and Michael play twister in the couch during a play rehearsal break. -
The Weirdo, The Wuss, The Underdog by TOMMY (Disc_kid_and_slime_boy)
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
12 Jun 2022
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Jeremy doesn't know how to deal with this. He's had traumatic moments in his past, who hasn't? His mom left, he's been sad for as long as he can remember, but he can't deal with this. He had hurt so many people and when it comes crashing down he realizes he didn't even have the guts to apologize to the one he hurt the most.
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Michael Misses Jeremy's Brown Eyes by TsundereFloOf
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
09 Jan 2022
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Title explains it all.
He misses Jeremy's brown eyes.
Sure, the lingering blue is gorgeous, but it's not what Jeremy's eyes used to be. -
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Sicktember Day Ten — Medicine/Injection
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Sicktember Day Four — Headache
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You're obsessed just let me go (You're dead to me) by TsundereFloOf
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
03 Jul 2021
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The Squip never left Jeremy.
Faint whispers that get louder and louder in Jeremy's head.
He could never get rid of it, Not without Michael.
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Writing practice by winchestered_again
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Video Blogging RPF, Who Killed Markiplier? (Web Series), Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
23 Sep 2020
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A series of 100-500 word drabbles that I'll update when I'm bored. Or not working on a one shot.
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Jeremy can't sleep. He's constantly plagued by horrible nightmares and phantom shocks and irrational fears. Senior year had come and gone, and yet, he couldn't escape the past, as much as he wanted. He always, always felt guilty and he had a feeling the shame would never truly go away.
However...
Something about Michael made things easier. In his arms, he could finally rest. His mind and his body.
OR: Jeremy Heere can't sleep and his almost-boyfriend loves him a lot
(This story was discontinued.)
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Nato’s Poolside Therapy Corner by orphan_account
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz, Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz (Broadway Cast), The Black Suits - Iconis
09 Mar 2020
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“Yo, what’s up, William?” Nato called out, lifting up his sunglasses.
“Why did you call me by my middle name?”
“Eh, it’s more fun.” Nato shrugged. “What brings you out here on this fine day?”
Jeremy sighed. “Just thinking.”
“Uh oh. That’s it, welcome to Nato’s Poolside Therapy Corner, homeslice. What’s been flying around your conscience?”
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It's been almost a year since the SQUIPcident but it's effects still can still be feel by Jeremy and his friends as they try to survive their last year of highschool.
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Red Roses, Plastic Flowers, Wilted Leaves by chemicataclysm (toxictrubblez)
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
22 Dec 2018
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"Flowers. That was Jeremy’s thing. Jeremy was flowers. He was petals and leaves, he was roots and stems. His feet stood on soil and his head was in the clouds. Some would say he was beautiful. Jeremy was willing to say he was wilting. Some thought he was a red rose, whereas Jeremy saw himself as a black rose. A shriveled up and dying black rose. A dying feeling."
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Two years after a certain Halloween night, Jeremy and Michael are still very much in love.
Michael loves Jeremy. Jeremy knows it.
But one night, it's suddenly not Michael kissing down his jaw.
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"We have to Talk..." by Sappho_is_my_role_model (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz, Be More Chill - Ned Vizinni
10 Mar 2018
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Jeremy noticed subtle changes in his best friends behavior.
They need to talk.
One talk at a time Jeremy.
(Michael is touched starved (kinda) and Jeremy is worried)
(also inspired from this one shot on tumblr!)
link: https://prompt-master.tumblr.com/post/171674430124/i-miss-everything-you
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Back Again by em (eclipzkillerz)
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz, Be More Chill - Ned Vizinni, Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz (Two River Cast) RPF
05 Mar 2018
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The whole play debacle was now weeks in the past, and Jeremy Heere is trying desperately to put it behind him, but that'll be a little hard when you consider that his Squip never went away. In fact, it's gaining power and is trying to find a goal for Jeremy to achieve.
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Can't Take Back Words Left Unsaid by orphan_account
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
30 Dec 2017
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Jeremy Heere and Michael Mell just finished their senior year of high school. But not together.
It's been more than a year since they've made any kind of contact with each other. Michael is convinced that Jeremy hates him. Jeremy is convinced that everybody hates him.
Jeremy switched schools for his last year at high-school. He couldn't handle the thought of going back to Middleborough and having everybody staring at him with disgust.
Because who even does the things that he did? Who DOES that?
A terrible person does. And that's just what Jeremy was.
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I Lie and Say I’m Fine but I’m Really Not by orphan_account
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
21 Dec 2017
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I, Jeremiah Will Heere, am a cutter. And I’m not emo, so don’t label me as so. I’m just a normal teen boy, going through the struggles of high school, and eating a computerized pill, and maybe just being slightly suicidal, but that’s normal. Right?
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“Hey Michael, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m such an ass. I know I don’t deserve to talk to you, but I just needed to say sorry…again. You deserve to have better friends than me and I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. Tell the others I’m sorry. Tell them I hope they thrive in the future, but I just can’t do this anymore. I can’t handle everyone hating me. God, I just wanted to make friends and fit in but now I have absolutely no one, so what’s the point of me staying? It would be better if I just disappeared from everyone’s life .You all can move on and be happy. Mike, I’m sorry about what happened last Halloween. I’m sorry about what happened between us because of the Squip. I suppose I deserve the hate though, because I finally understand what you were feeling after I left you. I hope no one ever makes you feel that worthless ever again. I’m sorry. I can’t say that enough. I’ll see you around.”
After the whole Squip incident during the play, nearly the entire school hates Jeremy. He can't blame them, after all, he hates himself to, so he thinks it will be better for everyone if he just disappears.
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He would alleviate the hate and self-pity the only way he knew how. He coughed, his throat raw and aching along with his chest.
“Everything about me is just terrible.” He pushed out.
[So, so terrible.] The Squip added, solemnly.
Jeremy wakes up at 4 am, for seemingly no reason. As his best friend, it's Michael's duty to make him feel better.