15 Works in Depressed Choi Soobin

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    Jungwon has done the unimaginable—he sacrificed his own life to keep on living. Banished from Eden and torn away from the boy he risked everything to love, he’s determined to track down his creator, Soobin, before the ruthless vampire Saerin destroys him. But the path leads him back to his birthplace in Seoul, where a discovery awaits that could shake the world to its core—and bring both humans and vampires to the brink of extinction.

    A new plague is spreading, a mutated form of the Red Lung virus that once decimated humanity, and this time, it’s lethal to both species. The key to survival lies within Soobin’s closely guarded secrets—if Jungwon can reach him before it’s too late.

    Jungwon once believed immortality was absolute. But with eternity itself under threat, the line between human and monster is blurring faster than ever, and he’s about to face a choice more devastating than he ever thought possible.

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    6/23
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    9
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    344
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    Korea is dominated by two of the biggest gangs in Asia, perhaps the world. Choi Soobin's only goal is to wipe out his biggest competitor and become number one. But when he meets Choi Yeonjun, a beautiful, respectful stranger, he will learn that being stone-cold and unforgiving in this world will only get you killed.

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    Chapters:
    24/?
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    114
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    22
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    5,524
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    JinJin: do I wait in the living room with the light off to scare the shit out of them or go and grab them?

    Chan: you could definitely do either of those things

    Chan: or

    JinJin: oh i like where this is going

    OR

    Just a compilation of chats from members of other groups and his own members asking for advice and Bang Chan giving solutions and helping in anyway he can because Chan is amazing.

    If you want, you can absolutely use this as inspiration for full length fanfic, I would absolutely read them!

    **REQUESTS SEMI-OPEN**
    Requests for Monsta x, Astro, Stray Kids, Ateez, BTS, TXT, and Xdinary Heroes (tho they may be really ooc) are accepted in the comments, but dont be surprised if they end up not completed right away or not done at all, or if it takes me like 2 years to complete them. It isnt uncommon for me to go through my older inbox notifs and find a request that sparks inspo that hadnt before, so dont give up hope unless i politely decline to write for xyz reason (which is rare but if you ask me to write for a certain person or plot i may choose not to).

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    54/?
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    67,539
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    Yeonjun was like a warm sun on cold winter days, bringing hope and comfort to Soobin during his darkest moments. When Soobin felt trapped in his own home, Yeonjun would quietly be there, leading him outside, making him feel warmth and safety. Despite Yeonjun's loving presence, Soobin struggled with his inner demons, knowing he could never truly hold onto the light that Yeonjun brought into his life.

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    1/1
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    4
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    8
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    175
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    If you have to choose to believe one lie, make it this one. Everything will work out in the end.

    Twelve years after Soobin's hopes and dreams shatter at his feet, a ghost from his past comes back to haunt him. He copes about as well as can be expected when that ghost is Choi Yeonjun. Which is to say, of course, he doesn't cope at all.

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    19,248
    Chapters:
    3/15
    Comments:
    37
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    97
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    1,822
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    Forgive me, my love. Forgive me for the pain, for the darkness that consumes me. Forgive me for your future. Forgive me for the inevitable.

     

    Love forever and always,
    Choi Soobin

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    2/2
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    1
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    Beomgyu decides to keep faith in human Choi Soobin and gets the consequences of it.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    1
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    92
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    2,754
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    “You never saw me on the roof. You were out to get some air, and you went inside when you got cold. The first time you saw me was at the café today. You said hi to me, and after we talked for a bit, you invited me to your apartment.”

    Soobin studies Yeonjun’s eyes. It’s obvious that whatever magic Yeonjun is trying to use on him is not working, even though there seems to be some hope in Yeonjun’s eyes. Soobin has no choice but to squash that hope.

    “Sorry, but I still remember seeing you crash landing on my roof.”

    “I did not crash land!”

     

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    Soobin is a stressed student who likes to spend time at the roof of his apartment in the middle of the night. One day, his peace is suddenly disrupted by a man falling from the sky. It turns out the man, Yeonjun, is an angel who is not thrilled to have been noticed by a human. The angel attempts to make Soobin forget, only for it not to stick, as Soobin easily recognises the angel the next time he pops up in his life. When no magic seems to work on Soobin, Yeonjun is left with no choice but to visit him to make sure he stays silent. However, there seems to be more than just duty compelling Yeonjun to visit, and it isn’t long before they grow close.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    33
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    294
    Bookmarks:
    58
    Hits:
    4,260
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    And he could only think of how jealous he is of Taehyun that he could see Soobin any time he wants  

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    855
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    "Promise you'll stay with me hyung ?" Soobin rasps, chest seeming to compress with the weight of his emotions: his love, his attachment, his need.

     

    "Here, always." Yeonjun kisses a firm affirmation to his lips.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    81
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    2,318
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    Soobin was miserable. He was internally at war with himself, yet remarkably didn't show it externally. He would laugh along with the members and smile away because those were the only moments of peace he had. When he was singing, dancing, or with the people he adored most, it was the only breath of escape. 

    A shameful man he was. He had to use other people in order to get any sort of self-satisfaction.

    But as bad and shitty as his life was, there was one ray of light that lit up his staggering path. A blinding ray of light that only made Soobin grow attracted.

    Language:
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    1,808
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    59
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    1,142
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    A pen and some papers were all Soobin needed to write from the heart.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    100
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1,828
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    Choi Soobin's life was monotonous, mundane and bland.

    He'd wake up, go to work everyday, then come home, eat his quick ready meals, brush his teeth and go to sleep, then do it all over again. Sometimes he'd go out for drinks with his friends, the only time he felt truly happy, but those were rare, as they were all busy working adults, and he was miles away from them.

    Soobin was tired of his life, and was about to end it all, but he stops when he finds a golden comb on the ground.

    Curious and intrigued, he goes to pick it up, as soon as he touches it however, it summons a blonde fox boy, who claims that Soobin is now his mortal companion, and now has the responsibility to guard the sacred golden comb. Great, guess Soobin's monotonous, mundane and bland life just got interesting. What could possibly go wrong?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,141
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,345
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    Soobin and Yeonjun are soulmates.

    Except they aren’t.

    Language:
    English
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    4,630
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    81
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,224
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    This is a Soobin-centric highly depressive and triggering songfic based on the song My R

    This is your author venting and therefore like I'm saying again, very triggering shit here, read the tags and please don't come at me because this is a fanfiction and no way at all reflect the actual reality of the idols in this fic

    "Just as I was about to take my shoes
    Off of the rooftop there I see
    A boy with blue hair there before me
    Despite myself I go and scream"

    "Hey! Don't do it, please"

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    English
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    3,068
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    58
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1,342

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