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All Cats Go to Heaven by a_pynch_of_spice
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Dark Artifices Series - Cassandra Clare
23 Dec 2024
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“Something’s wrong with Chairman Meow,’’ Max said cautiously.
Alec blinked. “What do you mean?”
“He won’t move, Daddy.’’ Max’s confused, innocent round face made Alec’s heart immediately sink. Oh, no.Or, cats don't live forever, and it sparks an important conversation about love and loss and mortality.
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More Than You Know by angelsmalec
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments (Movies)
22 Dec 2024
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Alec was a person who needed rules; rules for everything. He followed them and so if he did something wrong, he knew why it had happened: he hadn’t followed the rules. What happened then if he didn’t follow the rules? It didn’t matter whether he had broken a rule on purpose or not, he had to be punished.
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In and out by MmalecC
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
19 Nov 2024
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Alec has a panic attack and Magnus helps him through it.
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Please Don't Push me Away by Fantasy_Fanatic03
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
22 Jul 2024
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After a mission gone wrong, Alec does what he does best. Beats himself up over it. But, Magnus is there every step of the way.
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Magnus Bane had a generally normal life. But one day everything changes when he meets Alec Lightwood and his siblings. He's not complaining though.
Alec Lightwood had a not normal life, but he knew what to expect. Until the day he meets Magnus Bane and everything changes. He doesn't know how to feel.
A story about strange coincidences, bad childhoods, found family, and friends.
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daylight by mercur1al
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
02 Mar 2024
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"Despite purposefully cultivating this image, this mask of a perfect Shadowhunter, perfect son, it didn't stop him from being irrationally disappointed, upset even, when his siblings couldn't see underneath the facade. He wanted them to look at him, see the way his smiles never reached his eyes, how his shoulders hiked up to his ears when he had to speak in front of people, how his hands clenched into fists when his parents started making disparaging comments about Downworlders even as he nodded stiffly along.
He wanted them to see all the tells he hadn't quite managed to train himself out of yet, see all the jagged edges where his mask didn't quite seamlessly blend into skin.
But they didn't. And so he was alone.
It was this loneliness that was a marked fact of Alec’s life, an enduring and unchangeable truth about his existence."
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Alec struggles to reconcile his sexuality with his Shadowhunter identity.
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Meow and Forever by Kasper_TAG
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
27 Feb 2024
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When Alec returns home from a week-long work trip, Magnus is nowhere to be found. The doors are locked, there's a horrible, lingering smell in the loft, and a big black cat shows up out of nowhere. Alec tries his best to solve the surreal mystery he's faced with while questioning his sanity. Where did this weird cat come from, and where the hell is his husband?
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My Love Mine All Mine by angelsmalec
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments (Movies)
02 Feb 2024
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The first part is all angst, so if you'd like to read please take into account the author's beginning notes first! The second part is mostly fluff. You can skip the first part and read the second one, it'll make sense as it's explained why Alec is going through this.
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- Part 16 of Painful Love
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The Hunger Games by angelsmalec
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments (Movies), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
22 Dec 2023
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On the seventy-fourth annual Hunger Games, Alec Lightwood is brought to the Clave as a tribute, alongside with his fellow tribute and their mentor, Magnus Bane. How will he survive the Hunger Games? Will he survive them? In a dystopian world with twelve districts and a Clave ruling over them, the only entertaining event is the Hunger Games, a cruel way of murdering children to remind the districts not to ever rebel again.
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I am the writer of this fanfic, but it's based off on The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins and the characters belong to The Mortal Instruments by Cassandra Clare. I am the owner of the fanfic, but the rest are all credits to the authors.Series
- Part 1 of The Hunger Games - Trilogy
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When his friend Maia asks him to help her with a fake engagement for a few weeks, Alec sees no reason to refuse. His love life is non-existent as he's too busy with his restaurant. Granted, there was that one night stand a year ago he could never quite forget, but no need to dwell on that since he’ll never see the guy again.
And then, he meets his Wedding Planner.
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The Course Of First Love (And High School Crushes) by dreamrabbit (satisfyingbliss)
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)
26 Sep 2023
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Alec's life was a game of chance and it all led to him becoming a bartender in a fancy New York bar.
Chance decided to play another game on him when Magnus Bane found himself ordering a drink from him. None other than the same Magnus Bane that used to be Alec's best friend in high school, and his first crush.
But Alec would never admit the latter. As much as he'd never admit he still had a thing for Magnus, and the constant flirting wasn't helping. Or the fact Magnus was his new boss.
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Alec has a fucked up life he’d known that since he was kids but now he’s moved in with his mom, her boyfriend and his younger siblings he release just how messed up in the head he really is. Can a Magnus and his friends bring him back from the edge? Or are they going to have to watch Alec fall.
Or Alec lived with Robert after his parents got divorced. Robert abused him before the divorce but after it became much worse. After Robert said he didn’t want Alec any more he move back in with Maryse but no one knows what’s really going on with the him.
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"On every mission I've ever been on, I've never felt that type of fear. Ever. Not knowing if you were alive or dead... I was terrified."
What happened in the hours after this declaration?
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Alexander leaned slightly forward, elbows on his knees. “What would you think, Mr. Bane?” He asked, one hand clenched into a fist on the armrest, gaze neutral. “Is it the work? Constantly trying to catch the Warlock Ripper, the serial killer no one can catch? Or is it whenever I see a dead body, wishing it could have been me, to construct such a beautiful work of art?”
For a brief of moment, the detective swore his psychiatrist’s smile widened. But it was so fast, that he wasn’t so sure anymore when he saw how Mr. Bane leaned back into his chair, fingers crossed together as he listened intently to his words.
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- Part 2 of Crimson Veils of Deceit
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So this is what would happen after Magnus removes all of his memories of Alec. It’s kinda rough but hope you like it :)
It had a couple modifications and differences but it’s only based loosely of the series.
(I do have the books, i’m currently in the process of reading them)I have updated this, slowly going through all of my older works and improving them :)
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Snow On The Beach by angelsmalec for DAkuCintaKamuM
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments (Movies)
16 Mar 2023
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Following Last First Kiss and Fool's Gold! They must be read before reading this one :)
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Alec is still at the hospital, Magnus is stressed and Catarina is there to help.Series
- Part 6 of Painful Love
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Daisy catches Alec and Mark (OC) having sex, which throws Alec into a state of complete panic and deep embarrassment.
Mark takes matters into his own hands and everything seems to be resolved.
However, Daisy has questions.
And when one has questions there is only one thing to do... go in search of answers!Series
- Part 7 of At Last
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Fireproof by angelsmalec
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments (Movies)
03 Jan 2023
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Alec has never celebrated his birthday before. Why would he have? Both Robert and Caleb despised him. He only knows about his birthday because of his ID. What happens when Magnus finds out about that? Along with that, a new diagnosis is found out about Alec on the day of his birthday.
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- Part 9 of Painful Love
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Exactly what it says in the title.
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History will call them anything but lovers by Freckles19
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
13 Dec 2022
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A Regency Era/Bridgerton adaption of Shadowhunters
Alec has known one thing his life, that he has a duty to his family, and he must abide by it
Izzy dreams of having a choice in a world where everything is already set for her
Clary only wishes to escape her fate before she's locked behind the veiled prison of marriage
Magnus wants to forget his past but that's easier said than done when your demons are chasing you
Jace longs to hide from the pressure as he grows closer to having to take his place in societyOne new social season and one scandalous newssheet and their lives are turned upside down.
P.s. this is already written and finished and will be uploaded regularly (Look at me being efficient for once!)
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- Part 1 of Shadowhunters Regency era AU