let's grow old together (and die at the same time)
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but it scares me (don't look at me that way) by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
05 May 2022
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“I don’t get it,” he says sharply, causing her head to jerk up at his tone. “We haven’t talked in weeks, Jyn. I don’t know why you’re here, pretending to give a shit about me – “
“Don’t,” she snarls out, cutting him off. “Don’t you think for one second that I didn’t – that I don’t care.”
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Cassian is in shock. He has been, for the last couple of hours, ever since he’s heard the news.
Jyn Erso is dead. Jyn is dead. She’s dead.
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and it really does hurt when you love someone by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
07 May 2022
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Bodhi and Jyn have a conversation about her relationship with Cassian.
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but i've had no love like your love by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
09 May 2022
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If there’s one thing that Jyn’s learned over the years, one thing that’s remained constant, it’s that there’s something wrong with her.
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at best, you'll find a little remedy by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
12 May 2022
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“This is all your fault,” Jyn complains from somewhere on the floor.
Cassian lets out an incredulous huff and leans his head up against the mattress. “It’s my fault that you kissed me?”
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and i'm in ruins, but is it what i wanted all along? by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
14 May 2022
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“You can scream if you want,” Jyn says offhandedly, even though she knows Cassian’s not one to yell or break things in his anger. But she doesn't know what else to say –– at this point, she'll do anything to get a reaction out of him. “Punch a wall or whatever. If it makes you feel better.”
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your heart is the only place i call home by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
17 May 2022
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“Jyn, hey! Hey, you need to focus on me, okay? Just listen to my voice. There you go, come on. Come back to me.”
One of her eyes – the one that isn’t swollen shut – begins to flutter open, the hint of a dilated pupil peaking out from beneath her lashes. She swallows once, twice, her throat working as she struggles to speak. When she does, her words are slurred. “Cass’n?”
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these hands not fit for holding by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
20 May 2022
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“If you were leaving,” Cassian says gently, “I would've hoped you'd at least say goodbye before you went.”
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“I’m not going to let you die, okay?” Jyn murmurs to him, both hands curling around his, gripping it tightly like a lifeline. He doesn’t react to her touch or her words; she isn’t foolish enough to believe that she would be a catalyst to wake him out of his coma, but a small part of her hopes anyway. “I won’t let you die. Not you. Not for me.”
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i'll give you something to believe in by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
27 May 2022
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Jyn narrows her brows. “What, are you trying to tell me that you don’t want to get married in the middle of a war zone?”
Okay, well, when she says it that way ––
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scratch the surface / under your skin by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
03 Jun 2022
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Jyn is selective with her touch.
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an empty space between my lungs by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
05 Jun 2022
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“No,” Cassian says, shaking his head. It’s getting hard to see, Jyn’s prone form in front of him is growing blurry. “No, no, no! You are not allowed to die!”
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Ever since Scarif, Cassian’s been wracked with back pain. Even on his best days, there’s always a hint of soreness up and down his spine, a small limp that he’s never been able to shake. At his worst, he can barely get out of bed, shoulders hunched as he struggles to make his way around the base, pointedly ignoring the cane resting against the wall near their bed.
Today’s one of the bad ones.
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to live for the hope of it all by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016), Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
14 Jun 2022
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“You know,” Cassian says conversationally, pressing a kiss to the top of Jyn’s head as they watch the trio walk away. “For two people who didn’t want kids of their own, we sure seem to be collecting a lot of them.”
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are you carrying your burden like a badge of honor now? by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
18 Jun 2022
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“Jyn –– “ Cassian runs his hand through his hair, exhaling sharply, then grabs her bicep, tugging her forward. She stumbles slightly, his longer strides catching her off-balance, but she’s quick to steady. “We’re going to the medbay. Now.”
Immediately, Jyn digs her heels into the ground. Panic makes her stomach clench, gut churning and bile rising in her throat. Her voice is strangled when she interrupts him, "––No."
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In order for Cassian to escape, Jyn takes the fall when the mission goes poorly and gets captured –– but he won't let anything stop him from getting her out of there.
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“Y’know, I was talking to Bodhi the other day about this. You’ve been at every fire I’ve been on duty for over the past two weeks –– it’s almost like you’re following me, Detective Andor.”
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Rebellions are built on gossip.
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then it's just too much (i cannot get you close enough) by mindelan
Fandoms: Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
14 Jul 2022
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As far as Jyn knows, Cassian’s cover is still intact – Captain Casein Willix is not currently in binders, being dragged to an Imperial cell.
Not like her.
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Even though Jyn can’t say it out loud yet, Cassian knows that she loves him. She doesn’t have to say it, not when the look on her face and the gift in his hands tells him everything.
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