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Levi pov
What is he doing here! Hell fucking no! Hanji did not do this to me! So much for my best friend, why would she send him here to come get me if she couldn't pick me up? I could have driven. I don't drink in public anyway so fucking why! I take deep breaths as my heart races because Eren's outside my door that I just slammed in his face. It seems he's collecting himself too because he either left or he's shocked as fuck that his former best friend just screamed in his face and slammed the door in it.
I hear banging on the door and the deepest fucking voice that’s making me squirm. “ Levi fucking Ackerman if you don't open this goddamn door I'll kick it the fuck in!” Wow I didn't think his voice could get that deep and why does he sound so mad. Oh yeah I did just do that but he shouldn't even be here . “No!” Look at me being mature he just brings this out in me but I know he will kick my fucking door in if I don't open it he's done it before the little shit.
“ Open the fucking door!” And I know I will have to pay for a new one now. If you think Erwin was a strong alpha, he has nothing on Eren and maybe that's why they never got along even though Eren is 5 years younger than Erwin, Eren did beat his ass once. I don't even know what happened Eren wouldn't tell me and I don't like Erwin enough to ask but in the end the blonde had to go to the hospital after a 14 year old kicked his ass when he was 19 I still laugh to this day. It is kind of scary and hot as hell with how strong Eren is and I must have zoned out too long because I hear my front door crash to the floor. I looked up from behind my couch where I was hiding from him to see Eren standing on top of my door heaving even though I knew it didn't take much out of him and he was just pissed. I could tell by the look on his face his thick brows were furrowed and his plush lips were in a mean scowl and the fact that his eyes were almost dark green with how mad he was at me. I squeaked when he looked right at me and decided to book it and try to run in heels to my room to close another door in his face. You know the fucker chased me right. I didn't even make it to the doorway before he lifted me up and threw me over his shoulder and wow from up here I was really fucking far from the ground. I was in shock and then began the screaming because he was heading for the front fucking door fuck no!
“Eren! Put me the fuck down you dumbass alpha I'll kick your ass… Eren seriously put me down I'm to big for you to hold me up and I'm going to hurt you and I don't want to go anymore and you broke my fucking door again!” screaming at him is not working but it does irritate him more if the growl and the slap to my ass is anything to go by and the fact that it shuts me the hell up.
“I wouldn't have broke your fucking door if you hadn't slammed it in my fucking face maus you'd think you would have learned from the last time you tried to keep me away from you what happens to your shit stop talking bad about yourself and also where the fuck are you going in these tight ass pants and your top is low as hell, hell fucking no” he hissed st me his voice boarding an command oh shit I really made him mad. What the fuck is he talking about my outfit the fuck is wrong with it so I yelled that at him to not listening to the warning bells going off in my head.
“The fuck is wrong with my outfit and I told you to stop calling me maus you stupid shit head your not the fucking boss of me and how fucking dare you slap my ass Eren fucking Yeager you don't get to just come to my front door and think everything is going to be like in highschool!” I would deny this but I might have started to tear up because he still hasn't put me down and I'm so heavy.
“You want me to put you down fine but you'll always be maus to me and I've never been the boss of you but I protect what's mine and this ass this body is fucking mine so I'll touch what the fuck I want when I fucking want to and this” he puts me down in front of I guess is his car and gesture to my body before continuing “ is showing way to fucking much do you know how many fucking alphas are going to look at you do you know how fucking Erwin is going to look at you god fucking dammit Levi why do you think so bad about yourself when your body is fucking beautiful and of course this isn't highschool we're both older and I don't want it to be like highschool I want it to be new and mature and I want you to stop fucking talking shit about yourself for once!” He screamed in my face and I looked up at him because even in heels he had a good 4 inches on me and really looked at him and he's right it wasn't the same. For one his hair was long and in a messy bun that looked hot and he definitely muscled up his white button up clung to his hard chest and abs that were an 8 pack which I didn't know was fucking possibly to have and his jeans where tight and fit nicely on his thighs his waist was trim and I chose not to look at his dick because we were arguing after seeing each other for the first time in 10 years and I suddenly feel horrible because he was probably really looking forward to seeing me and I screamed at him slammed my door in his face and ran from him just to yell again when he caught me.
Really though it was his eyes that were fading back to those always changing three colors that I saw how much older my best friend was and I saw how much what I did hurt him. So I reached up and he didn't even need to be told to pull me into his arms as I cried like a baby because I was so scared to see him again because I knew I had changed that he would have changed that we weren't the same as back then and I think that scared me the most that he might not like the new me. I should have known we're always just Eren and Levi with each other and he pulled me closer to his chest and leaned against his car as his big hands ran up and down my back letting out a calming scent as he tried to get me to stop crying.
“I'm sorry I'm so fucking sorry for how I reacted it.. you just shocked me because Hanji was supposed to come get me and I would have had more time to prepare to see you again and see how you changed and you just showed up at my door and I fucking panicked because I'm never ready when it comes to you and how you make me feel” I shuddered out as I rub my face in his chest and curled my hands in his shirt staining it with my tears. I hear him take a deep breath and I automatically let my sweet scent out and let him pull me as close as he could before I felt one of his hand leave my waist and hold my chin gently as he lifted my head.
“ Levi you don't have to be sorry I overreacted but I haven't seen you in years muas and I was so fucking happy when I got off that plane because I knew I could see you again. Then Hanji told me we be meeting at a bar and I freaked the fuck out because the first time I would see you would be in front of alphas and it wouldn't be private like I wanted like you deserved then for you to slam the door in my face to me and my alpha it was like a rejection and I fucking snapped. Than you ran from me and berated yourself I should be sorry for breaking another door and putting my hands on you like that but Levi I fucking missed you ” he gulped “ you don't think I was scared to see you again and how much you changed do you know how fucking happy I was when you opened that door Levi you will always be the most important person to me” and he looked away from me at the confession I opened my mouth to speak “ why loup I know we were best friends but I can't mean that much to you Eren I don't even mean that much to my fucking self so why to you?”
His head snapped back so fast I heard his neck crack as he glared at me. His eyes changed to dark blue this time and this meant he was frustrated. He dropped his head to my shoulder having to lean down a little and I felt goosebumps at the hot air he released onto my neck when he breathed out. “ You really don't fucking get it do you muas I don't know if I want to cry or fucking laugh at how dense you are ” now I'm confused.
“What are you talking about dense I'm not dense just give me a straight answer for once about this we've had this fight in highschool Eren remember it was Mikasa 13th birthday party and you stayed in my room the whole fucking time instead of with the birthday girl and when I asked why all you said was because I meant more to you than her or her birthday and than made me help you with your homework do you know how mad at me she was and you still never told me what you meant so I want you to tell me right fucking now ” hissing the words in his ear that was by my mouth.
His head shot up and his eyes burned gold and I've never seen them like this before so I had no idea what it meant. I'm so enchanted by his eyes I don't even see Eren lean towards me. I do however feel his soft lips connecting with mine in a hesitant kiss before he pulled away to look me in the eye. I'm sure mine are open wide at what he just did but it's his words that had me yanking him down to my mouth again. “ I love you muas ”