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Gi-hun loses the next game.
Strangely, they don't kill him.
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09 Jan 2025
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Changing Stages by spideybegins
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
21 Sep 2021
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After Bucky and Sam finish their mission together, they both go home. Bucky starts to struggle, and Sam wants to do everything he can to help.
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09 Jan 2025
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tell me, what do i do when (you're not here) by notcaycepollard for
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies) RPF
27 Sep 2016
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“He didn’t send a text back for forty-eight hours. And it just said, thanks… playa,” he jokes, and it’s supposed to take the sting out, just a self-deprecating quip and making fun of Mackie too, a little, maybe. Anthony Mackie, what a guy. But all he can hear in his own voice is the earnestness, and it does sting, his voice hollow with disappointment, and it takes him a good forty minutes to stop overthinking everything. Fuck. Too real, too complicated, too much letting it show, again, and Seb is so fucked. So fucking fucked. He’s sick, that’s all, he’s sick and he’s tired and he’s kind of anxious, talking about it more than usual, knowing it’s all a little raw and just not giving a fuck because oh god he wants to be lying down right now.
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08 Jan 2025
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Rust You, Bridle by seinmit for Val_Creative
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 May 2021
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It's not new for Sam to wake up hard out of a nightmare, but it's the first time it has happened with the terror sleeping peacefully beside him.
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31 Dec 2024
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give up and ignite by glittercake
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
21 Aug 2021
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The Soldier gets his soulmate mark while on a mission in 1978, September 23rd.
It rips through him like a storm, a bright iridescent burn on his back like a hundred candles igniting at once, searing his skin beneath the leather.
He drops the rifle and unbuckles the straps that bind him. In the filthy rooftop window, he sees his reflection: his back alight with a pair of wings so beautiful and vivid it's nearly blinding.
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06 Oct 2024
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"Oh," he breathes, laying eyes on Bucky's back, "Oh wow." His fingers come up trembling, and Bucky feels his warm breath ghosting over the mark, "It's beautiful," he says, then a little more cheerfully, "Big."
Just like you, Bucky thinks, larger than life itself, more than I ever imagined you to be. Greater than what he thought his heart could stand, more than he ever thought he'd feel.
He remembers the first time the mark appeared on that rooftop 40 odd years ago, how he'd marveled at it in the dirty window, how instantly he had fallen in love with the thought of someone he hadn't yet laid eyes on. He remembers vividly each time it was taken from him, burned from his skin and his memory, how it called to him every time it came back. How he never forgot it, they could never make him.
He knew Sam without knowing him at all.
He turns to him then reaches out to touch his face.
"I've loved you from the first moment I saw it," he says quietly, softly, into the air between them.
Sam's eyes close, he smiles and presses his cheek against Bucky's hand. "Yeah, so did I. Since always."
"Since always."