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    They've been steveandbucky since they were kids, but that ignores the parts of their lives that don't wrap around each other, that never did. (Bucky needs to figure out who he is, just him, with or without Steve.)

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    08 Jan 2025

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    There are a lot of things that don’t make sense to Bucky these days. Things like sex, and friendship, and basic notions of personhood.

    Sometimes it pays to enlist a little extra help.

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    27 Dec 2024

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    Bucky is starting to remember the things he'd really rather keep forgetting.

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    25 Dec 2024

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    He's just scruffy enough that most people would avoid eye contact in case he asked them for change. But his eyes are startling blue and stark and wild, and he looks at Sam and Sam looks at him, and yeah. Turns out he knows where Bucky is after all.

    Except, Sam reminds himself, this isn't Bucky. This is the Winter Soldier, who's gone completely, absolutely still like an animal trying to decide whether to attack or run. And Sam is suddenly, terribly aware of all the people around them: all the tourists and the kids on their field trips; all the families with their babies and toddlers; all the sentimental fools like him come to visit Captain America on an overcast Wednesday afternoon.

    But Sam has also seen that expression on the men and women who come to his counseling sessions. He's seen it in the mirror more times than he cares to count. He knows that kind of fear and pain, just like he knows that the man who was once James Buchanan Barnes could have already killed him. Killed as many people as he wanted to, and run.

    He could have, but he didn't.

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    20 Oct 2024

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    The story of Captain America and his Howling Commandos from "they're all idiots" to "to the captain."

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    10 Oct 2024