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    “Think about it some more,” Alhaitham says. “There is no need to make a decision right now.”

    “No. You think about it some. I would not make an offer I do not want. You should know me better than that.”

    Alhaitham tips his head back. Observes. Watches the swell of Kaveh’s chest and shaking of his fingers and—

    “Okay.”

    Okay? Okay to what? To thinking about this preposterous offer that isn’t exactly easy to accomplish, that is unconventional and a little risky? Or okay, that’s his answer? That he’ll do it? That he’ll turn his roommate into an Omega so that they can—

    Kaveh needs to stop thinking.

    After being friends with benefits, Kaveh realizes that a house is not a home without Alhaitham. Or, Kaveh decides it's time for Alhaitham to do something about the fact that Kaveh's fallen in love and wants to share a bond with the only person who makes him feel alive. They get there eventually.

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    20 Dec 2024

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    god i love them i love THIS. PERFECT

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    Tsukishima Kei is the only person in the entire world that you trust enough to tell everything, even your relationship issues with Yamaguchi. Tadashi is an //amazing// boyfriend, really, he is. He's incredibly sweet, kind, and caring, but he just... he can't satisfy you.

    Alternately: When Kei agrees to help you, he's not expecting the baggage that comes along with it, like falling in love with you or having to teach Yamaguchi where he fits into it all.

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    17 Nov 2024

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    And, apparently, there’s another term hidden in the way Alhaitham leans in, lifting his eyes to Kaveh’s, lashes fluttering in a mix of intoxication and trepidation, laced over with the most ardent of wishes, akin to the yearning that Kaveh feels whenever Alhaitham is close to him.

    But the liquor is too strong, and the night is peaceful with the thrum of the contented conversation of their best friends in the background, and Alhaitham tips to the side, leaning his head against Kaveh’s shoulder as his eyes flutter shut, grasping his fingers instinctively.

    When Alhaitham leans his body against him, sighing as he dozes off on his shoulder, Kaveh understands that the word ‘betrothed’ is embodied in the faint outline of a ring box in Alhaitham’s pocket.

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    06 Aug 2024

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    so beautiful i cannot stop tears from running down my face. just beautiful

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    When Kaveh discovers that Alhaitham has been reading a book about human sexuality and kinks, he generously offers to assist Alhaitham with some sexual exploration. It’s a risky proposal, and one that could end very badly—thanks to their falling-out years ago, the two of them have trust issues galore.

    But it turns out that Kaveh and Alhaitham are surprisingly good at trust and communication when it comes to sex…which raises some questions about the nature of their relationship, and where exactly this whole experiment is leading them.

    “Look,” Kaveh says, “if you’re going to approach sexual pleasure like an experiment, most potential partners won’t take too kindly to the idea of you having sex with them for science. Therefore, to spare all the poor people you’d inevitably insult in your quest for data, I am willing to be that person.”

    “How charitable of you,” Alhaitham says.

    “And I assume that you’re somewhat comfortable with the idea of having sex with me,” Kaveh adds, “or else you wouldn’t have been so willing to have my fingers in your mouth just now.”

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    21 May 2024

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    best fic i have ever read in my entire life. tears in my eyes, stomach drops from the angst, THE CHARACTERIZATION... got me in a haikaveh frenzy. gonna go bankrupt buying merch to fill the hole this fic leaves in my heart between updates. yada yada

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    Jamie has always found herself looking to Cove with hope, ever since that first day she found him on Poppy Hill. When along the line did that hope turn into something so desperate, so potentially dangerous to the friendship they've built?

    How will she know when that longing becomes strong enough to take the risk of ruining their relationship? Or should she resign herself to always coveting that which she can never have?

    Covet, she thinks, is the perfect description- so close to Cove, yet never quite close enough.

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    08 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cove holden is america's sweetheart... this fic is the perfect amount of pining and smut