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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Wilted,” he responded, a defensive tone lacing his voice. “They're not dead. Just wilted.”

    Lawrence can't live without Adam. Adam can't live without Lawrence. From apprenticeships to love letters, they must endure for eachother.

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    An exploration of Adam and Lawrence's relationship (canon divergence) during Lawrence's apprenticeship.

    A chainshipping fix-it that explores the storyline after the hospital to SAW 3D/7 & a sequel to The Hand that Feeds and the Heart that Bleeds.

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    15 Jan 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    After the trap Alison asks Adam to come live with the Gordons. Lawrence doesn't know how to feel about it.

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    12 Jan 2025

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    reading | ch6

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    She allowed herself to cry for him and spent a few minutes near him, apologizing, propping his body back up, and cleaning his face off. He deserved some dignity in death; he’d been denied it up until now.

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    14 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fin

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    After the bathroom trap, Adam goes back to his old habits. Lawrence decides its time to take responsibility for Adam's care into his own hands.

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    12 Feb 2024

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    Reading | Chap19

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    The pad of Benson’s thumb wiped one of the tears aside, tracing gently over the sharp edge of Randy’s cheekbone. There was a gentleness there, and Randy couldn’t help but close his eyes at the sensation of it. He sighed out, something small and quivering. He almost wanted to press his face into Benson’s rough palm, for all the warmth it promised. Randy was so cold and scared, and Benson was steady. He might be the steadiest thing in Randy’s whole world.

    It all came back to him: the smell of dirty fryer oil, of moldy food, of bleach solution, of smoke lingering in the air. The image of blood and viscera, bone fragments and torn muscle sliding down into the mop bucket, the marbled trail of blood over dirty linoleum—

    “Hey, Randy, c’mon.” Benson was speaking soft and low, “None of that shit. Open your eyes.”

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    01 Oct 2024