messeduplittlebastard
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red paint in monochrome by messeduplittlebastard
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
05 Apr 2023
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// tw: self-harm
Immediately, a piercing jolt runs down Scaramouche's spine and he sits up, the sleep coating his thoughts evaporating.
“Ajax?” he whispers. He hasn’t drank water in the past couple of hours. His voice is far too hoarse and rough to properly cup Ajax’s fragile, glass-like voice in his hands.
“Scara, I-” Ajax’s breath hitches. “There was a knife- There’s blood- I’m sorry, I’m so sorry-“
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Angel doesn't desire Aki the way one desires a pretty face or a nice body. He doesn't desire Aki in the way he wants Aki to touch him with reckless abandon and leave intact. He doesn't desire Aki in the way he wants Aki to be the one person he can trust with his life.
Angel wants to touch Aki, and he wants to erupt into flames the exact same way he made Aki burn.
(Or five times Angel and Aki ask one another a question.
Five times (or at least, mostly five) Angel thinks about Aki killing him.
And one time where Angel witnesses Aki die.)
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They’re both naked in bed, Ajax kissing up Scaramouche's thighs softly, when the intrusive thoughts decided to barrel toward him like a bullet train.
And suddenly, Scaramouche’s chest feels too heavy to carry, a weight crushing his lungs and ribcage, and he is struck with the inexplicable need to cut his breasts off.
// scaramouche feels dysphoric during sex, childe helps him through it.
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cleaning up your mess by messeduplittlebastard
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
11 Sep 2022
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Scaramouche walks down the mahogany stairs with a clear scowl on his face, but then he sees Tartaglia clutching his stomach, blood seeping through his gloved fingertips and dripping onto the velvet carpet beneath his feet.
Holy fuck.
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i hate you (call me later though) by messeduplittlebastard for a_aahnr1
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Sep 2022
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Now, Fukuzawa is someone rational. He has to deal with irrational people who throw fits when they don’t get their way or get to hear exactly what they want to hear and children. He keeps himself sane and unaffected by their rhetoric of stupidity through mediation tactics, along with the fact his son is an absolute gem, yet menace of a human being.
However, nigh instantly, he decides he hates this Snape-from-Harry-Potter-but-what-if-gay of a man.
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Unsurprisingly, it’s Amiguchi waiting outside her door.
To put it nicely, he looks like shit.
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27 Dec 2024
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“I don’t know what’s going on with you,” Ogata says, uncharacteristically quiet, “but I know you, right? You’re Yuki Takamiya. You used to be able to kick my ass. You haven't changed.”
Yuki’s exhale comes out like a rattle. She doesn’t want to admit it, not weakness, not defeat, but—“Sometimes,” she says, like it’s being scraped out of her, “I’m really not so sure.”
Yuki struggles to reconcile her new life with her old one. Understanding comes from an unexpected source.
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23 Dec 2024
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It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a group in possession of a new world, must be in want of a beach day.
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23 Dec 2024
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For the rest of people, there's nothing, he's still the same Alhaitham everyone knows, but for Kaveh... Kaveh can see with horror, how control is slipping out of Alhaitham's reach the more people press against him.
Day 5 - Panic attacks,
migraines | "I can't take this anymore"Series
- Part 5 of Whumptober 2024
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18 Dec 2024
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The first thing Kaveh noticed when Alhaitham made it home was the care with which the front door was shut.
Alhaitham comes home late one night exhausted and overworked. Kaveh is there to pick up his pieces.
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18 Dec 2024