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There's a fleeting thought that a couple of inches of bourbon would do him good, to calm this uneasiness, to keep him warm in his cold bed, or to simply get shit-faced to forget everything. But he ignored it, with great effort. He's unlike Dean who'd just grab the nearest bottle whenever things didn't pan out according to plan. Instead, he focused on the memory of Eileen's kind eyes, the smell of her hair, her cheeky smile, and how much he missed her.
Or the one where Benny's "death" didn't happen and Sam is dealing with Eileen leaving.
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No Kissing. That's Dean's first rule to himself. NO DAMN KISSING.
Broke and desperate, Dean found himself sitting on a casting couch after his roommate had left him to pay the apartment on his own, thinking doing gay porn might save him from being kicked out, save him from being homeless. It was supposed to be a one-time thing, but he needed money... no, Sam needed the money. And he would do everything for his little brother.
But...
Is he desperate enough to break his first rule for extra cash, or he actually liked how he was being treated to just... let go and say fuck it?
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Stakeouts are the best, Dean had initially thought a couple of days ago, loving the thrill of going undercover and busting drug dealers, but this was not he had signed up for: a lifeguard on a public swimming pool. Dealers, nowadays, were getting craftier on distributing their stuff. And it's a big problem not only in the neighborhood but also in the precinct Dean Smith was assigned to.
In normal circumstances, he was supposed to be concealed from the civilians’ eyes, somewhere in the comfort of his car or an old building, not like this, wide open and exposed to the public. The highchair he was sitting on didn’t help either. Even though he got the best seat in the house, to spot any shady activity in the vicinity, he didn’t like being presented like a Thanksgiving turkey.
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Sam was crying. Dean was hungry. Mary was cold. And John just wanted to sleep in peace.
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Benny.
It was the first word that had escaped his lips after the winged asshole, Michael, had left his body.
As Dean lay there on the dirty floor of an abandoned church, unmoving and gasping for air, the rancid stink of decaying flesh assaulted his nose. Whatever the archangel was planning, abandoning his perfect vessel like a broken toy, Dean was relieved that his suffocating battle to win his body back was finally over, that he’s finally free.
Would it make a difference if Benny lived this long?
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Stories of how John Winchester shows how much he loves his eldest son, Dean.
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"Took a morning ride, gotta leave this all behind, for with you is where I want to be
Maybe it's fate that we can't control, oh round and around it goes
And all that we seem to know
We just gotta let it go, we just gotta let it goSo I'm coming home to you, you
You're all I need, the very air I breathe
You are home"Ride Home by: Ben&Ben
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This series' first title was "Dad, please"
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Drabbles, Ficlets, or whatever it's called about Jim and Benny's life with Eleven.
These are not in chronological order.
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Dean is right behind him the second he stands tall before the giant mirror, wraps his hands around his middle, grins at him over his shoulder – chin digging into muscle and bone. “Well, this place has some benefits” his voice is low and cheeky as he grabs at his belly, hands digging into soft flesh over his shirt, under his jacket.
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11 Sep 2024
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Jeff had always thought that his boss liked him, but that was before he decided that Jeff would be little more than a glorified babysitter for the summer.
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Non Zombie AU where Negan moves into the house across the street from Rick's. Negan starts to make trouble with the neighbors, who are all like one big family, and a retired Rick has a front row seat from his porch. Only thing is, Rick can't help but connect with Negan's personal life, and things start to get complicated. Now he's feeling something he hasn't felt in two years, but it's with the entirely wrong person. How unlucky. Slow burn, it might be painful.
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You know, you got a willing slave and you just love to play the thought that you might misbehave by Imagination_creation
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
13 Dec 2023
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John never planned on this – Dean straddling his lap with his tear-streaked face, congested nose, and whiskey-scented breath nuzzled into John’s neck. Slurring pleas whispered against John’s throat - between plush lips pressing wet, open-mouthed kisses against John’s skin, his jaw, and then his earlobe, tongue keen yet lazy, heavy from alcohol still causing goosebumps to erupt over John’s skin, cock only half hard in his jeans in a way that had shame eating away at John’s insides.
John's POV.
Dean's lost when Sam suddenly leaves for Stanford without any notice. He gets drunk and John tries to comfort him, his son's sadness turns into neediness in a way John could never expected or prepared for.
After their first drunken fumble, John is eaten by guilt while Dean is consumed by want and its a battle of wills.
This is a just an excuse for PWP, let's be honest.
(bad at summaries basically PWP with a little plot)
Thank you to @thejewishcatinthehat (AO3) for the encouragement and the beta!
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21 Dec 2023
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After emerging from Purgatory and parting ways with Benny, Dean is lost. Sam is happy without him, and Dean can’t bring himself to disrupt his brother’s life again by announcing his return. So by day, Dean drives and hunts and drinks too much. By night, he dreams of Benny. He can’t quite bring himself to ask for what he really needs: help, company, and that sense of belonging he’s been searching for his whole life. But when a solo hunt goes wrong, their paths will cross again, and maybe this time Dean won’t let Benny go.
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The happier rewrite of Season 8 that we deserve.
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15 Nov 2023