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Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn't stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes.
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22 Jun 2014
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If these rich kids are going to throw away their money, they might as well throw it away on him.
He wants to ask Harry why he is the way he is.
He wants to ask why he makes pretty jokes and says lovely things and doesn’t mean any of it, and why he only seems genuine when he’s upset.
Why he’s poisonously charming and errant, and completely barren of any substance or reality.
Why, right now, amongst throngs of willing people and heaps of hedonism, he stands there alone, hanging his head, frozen to the spot.“You watch people love you and you love nothing in return.”
Of fucking course. Are pianos handed out at birth?
He feels so fucking stupid because he had made Harry laugh and he thought that changed the world.
“No. Come lie with me. I’m in a dark place.”
“What does that mean? You hungry?”
“No Sasquatch, I’m not hungry,” Louis says, irritated. “I’m vulnerable and on the precipice of darkness.”
Pause.
“Are you thirsty?”
“Fuck’s sake, Ireland, just get your ass in here.”He looks like a poem.
Louis always want him to look up. So the sky and the sun and the moon and the stars can see him and realize why they just don't compare.
“Share spring with me?”
Everything bad that’s ever happened to Louis suddenly doesn’t fucking matter because this makes up for it all.
Maybe some people aren’t made for love. Maybe some people aren’t strong enough.
And now Zayn’s crying, properly, and it’s potentially the most heartbreaking thing Louis has ever seen in his entire life. Worse than Fox and the Hound, worse than Black Beauty.
Minutes and forever passes, and Louis never releases Harry and Harry never releases Louis.
“This isn’t a fucking novel, Harry, you can’t run away.”
“Take me with you” he repeats, stepping forwards, breathless. “I want to go with you.”
“That doesn’t make sense,” he whispers.
“You make me want to not make sense,”“I don’t hate you at all—I just don’t understand you. You never let me understand you.“
“I don’t…. I don’t want anything that you don’t want to give,” he continues, and he breathes, forces himself to look up. “And I won’t ask it of you.”
Why must he constantly find himself drowning in Harry?
“We’ll fix this, all right? It’s fucked up. It is. But we’ll be all right,”
Harry’s eyes have widened—is that possible?—as they stare at him, his entire body in Louis’ direction, focused on Louis, and he’s like a force of concentrated energy, ready to combust and change the world. Like the moment before the Big Bang. Harry’s the Big Bang.
“I just need you,” he says, eyes finally meeting with Louis’. They’re shining. They’re fucking shining and they’re brighter than the rising sun, more important than the rising sun, warmer than all the suns in every stretch of the endless universe. They’re the collisions of stars and the supernovas, the moons, and the nebulas and they’re everything.
“You made me fall in love with the world again.”
“You gave me a world I didn’t know was there.”
“I’m in love with you, Louis Tomlinson,” Harry says, curls the words in Louis’ ear, and when Louis pulls back to look at him, his gaze is dazed and soft, grinning with freedom and the recklessness of inebriation. Fond. “And this belongs to you,” he continues in his low, rumbling volume as he places Louis’ hand over his heart and presses it there, holds it there with his cool fingers clasped around Louis’ wrist. “It’s yours, and yours to keep, and nobody deserves to know because nobody else matters.”
“I want you beside me under every sky.”
“You are impossibly cruel, Louis,” Harry whispers, turning his body to face him so that they are nose-to-nose, heart-to-heart. Louis’ entire body is thrumming with too many emotions and too many desires and too many fears. “You are cruel for making everything else seem dull. You are cruel for imprisoning me in your very touch—“—carefully, he brings the pads of his fingers to Louis’ cheekbones, swirls delicate patterns onto his flesh—“—for freeing me with your every word—“—his fingers slide to graze over Louis’ lips—“—and for bestowing upon me the most painful sense of longing that I’ve ever had the pleasure to suffer at the hands of. You have shown me color in a world of gray and you are cruel, Louis Tomlinson, for you take the color with you every moment that you’re not beside me. You are cruel because I will gladly suffer until the world has returned.” At that, Harry’s eyes flicker up to Louis’, and the words linger in his stare, pelting Louis again and again and again.
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Dean and Castiel fell in love in the midst of their college life, their relationship was one that could never be duplicated.
They lived normal lives and everything was perfect, until a bleak day in early June when Castiel woke up, alone in a hotel room, with no memory of the past few months.
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harry is a swimmer & louis is the writer who somehow manages to make him come up for air.
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Louis is ready to find the love of his life, but first he has to stop falling for the punk rocker next door.
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Where We're Meeting by qalets (Qalets)
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
26 Jun 2013
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Months after John Watson is invalided back from Afghanistan he meets a stranger on a train; one that can read his military career in his face and leg and his brother’s drinking habits in his mobile phone.
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Iruka saw his first execution barely a year after the Kyuubi. The executioner was a wire thin ninja in combat uniform, one eye covered and his hair almost white in the brutal sun.
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"Sometimes I wonder whether you'd be better off without me. Whether you really need me at all."
Taehyung has always doubted his necessity to the group, as well as to Jungkook. Usually a knock on the head would suffice to bring him back to his senses. But this time, it seems someone was listening to his request. Now, everything has changed. He's in a world where Jungkook and the rest of the group are still famous, but he isn't.
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Yoongi watches Jimin slowly wither, because less of him is more beautiful and the flesh on his bones is nothing but meat waiting to be cut away.
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Harry is overwhelmed by his own power and fame and angst, so he's become a hermit. Draco Malfoy is tired of the melodrama.
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The British Government accidentally clones Sherlock Holmes. Which brings a baby to 221B Baker Street.
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- Part 1 of Nature & Nurture
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Steven makes a pained sound, like he’s been punched. “I can’t keep doing this to you, Andrew.”
“Do what?” Andrew snaps. “Run off to some life-threatening situation for a cause bigger than all of us? Almost dying every other day?” Steven flinches, but Andrew isn’t finished. “I know—I know the whole damn city thinks it needs you, but not as much as I do.”
Or: Steven saves orphans from an organization that wants to do experiments on them. Andrew is a nurse who gets roped into all this, and will not leave even if it kills him.
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Veteran beach volleyball player Namjoon gets prodigy Jungkook, a smitten fan, as a new teammate.
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- Part 1 of Volleyball Boys
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maybe i'm fine with being by myself by misanthrpic (orphan_account)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
13 Feb 2018
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jeongguk learns about second chances through kim taehyung.
(or a fic where jeongguk travels back in time to stop taehyung committing suicide)
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Settle Down With Me, and I Will Be Your Safety by unclassified_lkg
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
14 Apr 2018
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Yoongi feels lightheaded and even more nauseas than before. He almost wishes he hadn’t shown up.
His hands are numb.
He could never tell Jimin before. He'd been too scared, and somewhat hopeful that all of this would have been forgotten and cancelled. But here he was now. Sitting inside this pretty decent café, hands and feet numb, his coffee entirely forgotten.
Yoongi knew that this meeting would be inevitable. He knew that this day would eventually come ever since he was 15.
And he finds himself completely unprepared.
Their eyes meet.
Yoongi can read the recognition, the disbelief, the sheer confusion in his eyes.
Jimin stands there rooted for so long, Yoongi is worried he’s going to bolt the moment he recovers. He kind of hopes he does.
But he doesn’t. Jimin was always too strong; too ready to listen.
Instead, with a whole lot more stability than Yoongi would have ever been able to muster, Jimin walks up to the table booked under their parent’s names.
Yoongi stands at once, careful not to knock into the table.
‘Hyung?’
‘Hi Jimin.’ Yoongi is surprised to hear his own voice. He didn’t sound as nervous as he felt. ‘It’s been a while.’ -
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Sugawara Koushi, perpetually tired exorcist extraordinaire, spends most of his time now caring for his cat and doing banishment jobs for Kiyoko, and he's happy like that, he swears. Kozume Kenma, witch, law intern, and illegal summoner, has a plan; too bad it involves demons and angels and he's convinced he can only do it alone. Yamaguchi Tadashi, ex-normal high school student with a newfound lucky streak, discovers he has a ghost haunting him and the rest of his life is soon turned upside down as a result, but maybe he's not complaining.
Together, they somehow stop an apocalypse. No, really.
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- Part 1 of bbacverse
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The lines of generosity and greed can be blurry when it comes to sex, but is it really greed when everyone wants the same thing? Or, the one where Akaashi tops for the first time.
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Fingers still prying open the battery cover, Jimin froze as a quiet sound made its way through the ringing in his ears. A sniffle. Instinctively, Jimin looked around wildly, but opening his eyes only reminded him that he was completely blind. The flashlight. The flashlight. He squeezed his eyes shut again and frantically pulled the pieces apart, trying to keep them steady in his hands so he didn't lose them in the darkness.
Another sniffle. It was quiet – so quiet. Jimin wouldn't be surprised if he found out it was coming from three rooms away. However, it was so clear that it could have been right beside him. Jimin's breaths came out in sharp gasps, shaking uncontrollably as his mind provided him visions of phantoms and spectres, or maybe even just a small child with sopping wet hair and pure white eyes.
The batteries snapped into place and Jimin turned the light on. A dark red color filled his vision as the light penetrated through his eyelids, but he didn't want to open them. He didn't want to open his eyes and see something staring back at him.
Bracing himself for the worst, Jimin cracked an eye open.
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Bookmarked by mpiercetw
18 Nov 2018
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this is fucking amazing the entire time i felt so tense and uncomfortable THE ATMOSPHERE JESUS CHRIST so unsettlingggggggg i love it
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Gentle As I Hold Your Heart (Let Me Hold Your Pain) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV)
17 Aug 2019
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Sometimes, Crowley needs to go down for Aziraphale when it doesn't have anything to do with sex.
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Eren has problems. Levi helps.
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The wider world has been obsessed with Namjoon’s pack ever since their debut: not only were they an idol group mixing omegas, betas and alphas together, but seven packmates headed by a young alpha squaring his shoulders. Most expected Namjoon to fail, for his pack to implode and disintegrate, but to Namjoon’s relief they have topped several World’s Most Powerful Pack lists. Yet when Seokjin unexpectedly needs time off for a heat, Namjoon falters. When Seokjin further requires an alpha to spend the heat with, Namjoon stops functioning altogether, and years of missed moments begin to dawn on him.
(or: if you wanted alpha!Namjoon whipped af for omega!Seokjin but denying his feelings for years (and vice versa), boy do I have the fic for you)