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    “Don’t care, ‘s long as there’s booze nearby.”

    “What a shining example of fatherhood,” Wade teased. “Reminds me of my own old man. Yeah, I’m sure your kid will turn out juuuust fine.”

    Laura’s grip loosened just enough for Logan to grab a nearby hairbrush and lob it at Wade’s head, smacking him right between his white-out eye-holes.

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    Or if Laura was still 10 years old when she met Wade and Logan in the void.

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    After the fight in downtown North Dakota left dozens of TVA bodies unattended because Paradox, who was to busy with his plan leaves time for something to go missing, and it comes back to bite Logan and wade in the ass. When a mission ends with Logan disappearing in a move to protect Wade and the villain escapes before wade can figure out what happened. Wade is left only his wit, and the familiar spark when Logan disappears. The TVA finds the possibility crazy and launches an investigation, but it will take more time than Wade is willing to wait. He needs to get to Logan, and Logan? He is taking a trip down memory lane. Feelings he tried to ignore coming to life.

    Will both of them finally give in to their feelings? or will they continue to be stubborn old men?

    (This will be part of an ongoing series!)

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    “This isn't the first time that this has happened. He always hides behind his jokes, quips, and acts like he doesn't care. But I think he cares more than most; there's not a single day where he doesn't think about what he could've done differently.”

    Logan stares at Charles, dumbstruck at the information he now knows about his best friend.

    “He’s been carrying this all by himself for this long…”

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    Death happens all the time, especially when you're a merc. Wade's not indifferent to that; he knows it's an inevitable thing. If he acts like he doesn't care, then he doesn't, right? Something happens that causes Wade’s mask to crack at the seams. Maybe he can let his family in. Maybe he can let Logan help.

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    Wade and Logan now share an apartment, which means a fic of domestic poolverine moments such as shirt stealing, Lush body cream and two idiots finally getting together.

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    Thinking about Wade's life and his mental health issues a lot, and I just thought about this. Not only being abused, but his entire brain being made out of cancer, and the fact that oxygen was physically taken from his brain over the course of 2+ days multiple times?

    We see him coloring a lot and claim multiple times that he doesn't/ can't read (this is probably a bit, I guarantee he can read), but it had me thinking what if some days were more childish then others as part of his coping mechanisms?

    And how would Logan take it? Would he be a good Caregiver? How far would he go to protect this little murderin' munchin'? Would he take him to the zoo? Yell at him? Hold him and tell him he's alright?

    A SFW mild Age regression series of thoughts.

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    "He dosn't quite get it but he's got the spirit" Caregiver Logan Howlett

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    Logan has moved in with Wade and Al and now comes the difficult part. He need to learn to get adjusted to... normalcy. Well normal in the way anything about him and Wade is normal.

    This could have been so much easier if the universe hadn't fucked them both up so badly over and over and over. But then again they wouldn't be here if it weren't for all that.

    Still they are determined to find a way to make this work even if the universe is hellbent on disappointing them.

    (It's just them being husbands really)

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    Some animals have the ability to detect cancer. James Howlett was one of those animals.

    And years later, Logan’s nose brings him back to where it all started.

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    It wasn't normal, he'd known even as a kid. It wasn't right by any definition of the word he'd been taught in school. But he hadn't known anything else. It wasn't that bad simply because there was nothing worse to compare it to.

    Wade takes up a job from Sister Margaret's, a job that should be simple but isn't. In a rundown house owned by a cokehead couple, he finds himself seeing his past in an unlikely stranger.

    For the Poolverine Week day 2 prompt: Job gone wrong.

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    Before he could decide, Wade shifted in his sleep, rolling onto his side to face Logan. But instead of his usual nonsense, a soft whimper escaped his lips. It wasn’t the playful, dream-induced whimper Logan was used to occasionally hearing. This one sounded different. More vulnerable. A whimper of distress.

    He couldn’t just lie there and ignore it, not when Wade had always been the one to help him through his own nightmares.

    Now that Logan thought about it, he realised he’d never seen Wade have a nightmare before. But maybe Wade had — maybe he’d been hiding them all along — and Logan just hadn’t noticed.

    “Wade,” Logan whispered harshly, reaching out to gently shake him awake, but this was obviously the wrong move.

    Or; Wade has a nightmare, Logan comforts him but also somehow ends up getting punched in the face.

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    Wade witnessed Peter get hurt bad on a mission. He’d give anything for Peter to wake up cause he worries. Even though he knows Peter will be fine. He can’t calm down until he sees those baby blues open again.

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    Peter and Wade have been roommates for a couple years when Logan comes to the city for contract work, and he and Wade fall into a fast relationship. Devastated, Peter reevaluates how he communicates (or not), just how much Wade means to him, and, with Logan's help, finds himself loved by two of the strongest and kindest men he's ever met.

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    Wade Wilson had never been one for love. Well, he had, but the universe seemed to avoid it actually happening. Yes, maybe he lies awake in heartache and despair most nights, and if it isn’t because of his lack of love, it’s because of what he calls his ‘abhorrent appearance’.

    When Wade had fought Wolverine (yes, THE Wolverine) in that Honda Odyssey, it was one of the first times his self deprecation had backfired so drastically. He heard all of his thoughts, his insecurities, and his worst fears yelled at him by the person he… uh.. respected? looked up to? Lov- no, no no no no, Wade, come on, don’t go there. Wade had sworn he wouldn’t ever fall in love or even like someone again, not after Vanessa.

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    And, fuck, Logan wasn’t cut out for this. He was better at hurting. Not healing, not helping. Aggression, anger, rage, that was what he knew. He could punch sense into someone any day; but comforting them? Fuck, no.

    (Or: When fighting alongside the X-Men, Logan and Wade encounter a mutant that reminds Wade of times better left forgotten. Logan does what he can to help.)

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    “I–I–” For once, Wade can’t think of anything to say. Shit. Logan’s eyes are barely visible in the near darkness, but Wade can feel his gaze nonetheless. It isn’t the piercing glare he’s usually graced with. Fuck. As the moment stretches on, there’s nothing to fill the silence but Wade’s breaths, the soft pants of wounded prey staring up at its soon-to-be killer. But Logan seems perfectly content to wait, and it’s only then that Wade realizes that Logan’s holding his hand. It makes his insides feel like they’re twisting into balloon animals in a not-fun way, and Wade thinks that six adamantium claws directly to the chest would be easier to take. His lungs already feel like they’re full of blood. Strapped down. Can’t move. Can’t breathe. His skin feels like it’s turning inside out. He can see his reflection in the glass of the hyperbaric chamber, can hear himself scream while he watches himself turn into a monster. Francis. Francis.

    “I was a mermaid in H20: Just Add Water and the condensation from my water bottle made me transform during my class trip to the beach.” The words tumble from Wade’s mouth like a waterfall. Finally.

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    Feeling alone in the world, Logan and Wade find an odd sense of familiarity in each other. The kind that comes from knowing what it’s like to be an ill-fated mutant, unfit for the life of the average person or even that of the X-Men. Together they decide it’s time to just do what they are meant to do instead of constantly being worn down…. and maybe, despite their struggles, they can manage a life with each other. No matter what that means.

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    Spiderman wrings a promise from Deadpool: he won't go after Jameson of The Daily Bugle under any circumstances. Fine.

    He didn't say jack about the photographer, though.

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    Wade and Logan have an intimate moment. Wade gets distracted by a ladybird.

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    Wade Wilson gets another offer in his work as a mercenary, this time to get the head of J. Jonah Jameson. At first he is doubting, he can't find anything dirty on him, until he gets to know the victim behind the complain and his blood boils with rage at such disgusting acts. Yeah, he may not be a good guy, but he has a bit of morals and a heart, one that searches for justice even in the darkest ways posible.

    Peter Parker is young photographer who gets sexually abuse at his job. After a year of letting this happens he enters "Sister Margaret's School for Wayward Children" as his only way to get his abuser out of his life. What he doesn't expect is some powers altering his DNA at the same time he gets to know the man behind the slaughter of his offender, getting some weird crush on his savior when meeting him.

    It's a match made in hell. Getting one of the most dangerous mercs in all the city pair up with a man that's becoming the hero of the same city he terrorizes. But sometimes love is blind and hearts just race for each others souls, not their dirty doings for survival, or their past in life.

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    Logan collapses at home and Wade decides to go to the x-men for help. He learns more about Logan and what makes logan, well...logan.

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    I wanted to do my own take on the Honda Odyssey scene, and maybe some things that come after it. Also first post!!

    I like writing a lot but I don't normally write smut, so please go easy on me.

    Also, this was not proof read or beta read. Oopsie. Enjoy!

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