5 Works in Pianist Neil Josten

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    Never stop running Abram. Being found is worse than any death you can suffer at the hands of someone else.

    Her words echoed in Neil’s head, and he closed his eyes in an attempt to block them out. Leaning his head against the car window and letting the road bumps rattle his already aching body, he couldn’t help but agree. Maybe he was better off dead than the abused, wounded, pet he had become. But it was too late now. Neil’s fate had been sealed in that basement as he watched the life fade out from Mary’s Hatford’s eyes, and he had to make peace with that. This was his life now.

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    Or, a study in music, pain, and love intertwined together

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    23
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    "i'm a coward, I'm a freak...the scum of the Earth...a liar and a cheat...but I could be so much worse...you call me narcissistic...they say I'm the worst...to join this conversation...i could be so much worse.."

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    Chapters:
    1/3
    Comments:
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    Bookmarks:
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    The Moriyamas let go of him and Nathan is finally dead. Neil Josten finally is a free man, but he feels restless.
    He’s missing something, but can’t quite put his finger on it.
    Old memories and secrets slowly bubble to the surface and Neil doesn’t think he can keep it in anymore, he can’t run away from this.

    An introspection on grief and Neil's past with his mother. A story where he learns to navigate his own turbulent life and mental health with his family by his side as he decides to revisit an old passion.
    A/N: I’m changing shit up. Neil isn’t property of Ichirou cause fuck that.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Collections:
    3
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    313
    Bookmarks:
    68
    Hits:
    5,058
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    Andrew had everything he needed in life. A successful music acquisition and appraisal firm? Check. A best friend for a business partner who also happens to be a renowned concert pianist? Check. Time to play the music he wanted and cook what he wanted, and the money to afford both? Check, check, check.

    An awkward enigma of an incredibly attractive, adorably awkward, overwhelmingly talented musician with a tragic backstory and a British accent?

    Ah…he knew he was missing something.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    464
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    11,883
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    neil likes sometimes and maybe and the kingdom of life and death and when he's diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder, he realizes that perhaps he isn't crazy like his mother told him and perhaps he has a chance to heal and settle down but he can't help the feeling in his stomach that's screaming at him to keep running, don't slow down, and neil doesn't know if andrew's sudden presence in his life is allowing him solace or creating another explosion of complicated feelings.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,149
    Chapters:
    3/5
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    165
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    3,519

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