18 Works in Self-Loathing Draco Malfoy

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    He lied.
    Everything he said was a lie.

     

    Draco has escaped from years of gaslighting, abuse, and captivity at what he thought was Harry Potter's hands, only to find that everything he believed was a cruel lie. His parents are alive. He isn't a fugitive. The public doesn't hate him and want him dead.

    Now he has a long road of physical and mental recovery, figuring out what is real, and eventually getting justice.

    (Reading the first story not entirely required)

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    English
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    37/?
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    Draco Malfoy无法入睡。再这样下去,他要么疯掉,要么死掉,要么两者兼而有之。

    然而,出于某种原因,只要和Harry Potter在一起,他就能睡着。而Harry Potter总会帮助那些需要帮助的人。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    7,382
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    2/38
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    10
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    3
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    143
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    Драко Малфой не может спать. Если так продолжится, его ждёт либо сумасшествие, либо смерть, либо и то, и другое.

    Удивительно, но, по какой-то причине, ему удаётся уснуть, когда рядом Гарри Поттер. А кто Гарри Поттер, как не спаситель для тех, кто оказался в затруднительной ситуации?

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    Русский
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    14,901
    Chapters:
    6/38
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    32
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    765
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    Draco Malfoy cannot sleep. If he keeps going like this, he will go mad, or die, or both.

    For some reason, though, he can sleep whenever Harry Potter is with him. And Harry Potter is nothing if not a helper to those in need.

    Language:
    English
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    179,486
    Chapters:
    38/38
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    4
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    2,132
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    10,690
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    2,813
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    365,286
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    Harry stared at the newspaper still spread out in front of him. Malfoy looked like he’d been caught trying to duck away from whoever had snapped the photograph. His shoulders were hunched in his suit jacket, his eyes darted, and he kept shuffling a step behind Narcissa. "Innocent," the headline on this page proclaimed, as the article went on to explain that in contrast to his father, the Malfoy scion had managed to secure himself a walk of freedom. Harry snorted. Malfoy could make a show of looking wan and frightened all he liked; beneath his perfectly pressed shirt sleeve there was a Dark Mark. There was nothing innocent about that.

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    18/?
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    169
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    20,012
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    Hermione Granger survived the war but lost herself in the process. Now, five years on, the Golden Girl is nothing more than a paper-pusher at the Misuse of Muggle Artifacts Office.

    That is until an unfortunate run-in with a London-based Seer leads her to Draco Malfoy's door. The ill-fated pair get tasked with solving a series of murders ripping through the Ministry before the Daily Prophet catches wind. But, to do so, they must first reckon with their complicated past and shared trauma.

    *Now complete*

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    35/35
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    253
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    122
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    17,057
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    An angsty double drabble for our girl's birthday. (Star-crossed lovers pine pathetically for each other instead of working out their problems on Hermione's birthday.)

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    English
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    1/1
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    19
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    1
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    222
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    Using the Whumpcember 2023 prompts, in order, in one fic.

    ("Comfort/Hurt" as in it starts comforting, and then the pain comes.) Slow burn abuse fic where the victim doesn't even realise he's a prisoner.

    Several years post-War, Draco is found wandering, incoherent, and ill, in the aftermath of an extended bout of the Imperius curse. Harry Potter brings him into his home to protect him while the rest of the world thinks he's dead.

    Ultimately a story about survival.

    Series
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    English
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    204,505
    Chapters:
    33/33
    Collections:
    1
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    404
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    518
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    139
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    27,479
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    English
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    1/1
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    11
    Hits:
    2,466
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    " She " by Jake Scott

    If loves a fool then I'm a liar.
    She has the power to save you.

    Language:
    English
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    1,008
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    1/1
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    Draco did not deserve any amount of politeness from the Boy Who Lived. He deserved hatred, disdain, disgust. To be spit on, stepped on, perhaps. Not this complete and utter horseshite.
    Buried beneath the self-hatred and self-pity, though, was one horny bastard.
    ~
    The year is 2003. Harry and Draco are both Aurors. Forced to be partners on a brutal murder case, the two grow strangely close. Trauma is a bitch, and perhaps all they need is the other in order to heal from it.

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    English
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    7,664
    Chapters:
    3/?
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    26
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    69
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    9
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    1,557
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    “I can be suave,” he argued petulantly.

    “Uh-huh." He saw the tickle of amusement in her dark brown eyes as she regarded him, the tilt of her lips in a half-smile because she was trying not to grin. It made Draco’s entire body want to suspend itself as if he were drunk on her and couldn’t find a sobering potion.

    Maybe, he thought, she was also the relief.

    Or: Game night and pining.

    Language:
    English
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    6,272
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    17
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    502
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    65
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    6,618
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    The fact was Hermione Granger was his mate, but she would never want him. The yearning and instinct to be at her side he felt every moment would not be reciprocated if he told her the truth. She would probably be horrified, or worse she would see him as one of her magical creature projects. She would blindly see something to save and coddle, defend from wizardkind even, but not build a life with.

    He dropped his head in his hands and sighed.

    Language:
    English
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    9,006
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    2/2
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    short drabble/oneshot i originally wrote for the continuous plot of a discord roleplay ive done.

    draco malfoy is far from ever truly believing he really can stand a chance at merely being worthy enough to be known as, harry potter's boyfriend.
    the savior of the wizarding world himself with an ex death eater? shocking.
    and the everyday reminder from students hexing him there and there reminding him he'll never be deserving of harry's love for him.

    overcome with consistent self loathing thoughts and self harming tendencies that soon leads to much worse, it seems as though harrys attempt at helping his boyfriend succeeded somewhat.

    Language:
    English
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    2,387
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
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    109
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    5
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    1,927
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    Harry has forgiven Draco, but Draco refuses to forgive himself. Harry befriends him, hoping to help ease his guilt, but it doesn't work. They move to different places in London, but Harry visits frequently to check on Draco. One visit, he finds Draco on the verge of death.

    Language:
    English
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    4,986
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    414
    Bookmarks:
    47
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    7,717
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    Hello all! The writing prompt for today was "Sharing Earphones"! I hope I did it justice!

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    English
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    1/1
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    Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter. Archenemies at school, on opposite sides of the war that tore the Wizarding world in half -- and yet, lovers who overcame all odds to be together.

    That's where it all starts. And maybe, that's where it all ends.

    (in which Draco finds a cursed object, shit goes down, and everyone needs to talk about Feelings.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,406
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
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    26
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    169
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    34
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    3,823
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    Every touch leaves a memory. For Unspeakable Draco Malfoy, this is literal. When Harry Potter goes missing, Draco is asked to use his ability to Read the memories embedded in the objects he touches to help find Potter. While following his trail, Draco’s only certain of one thing: what he learns about Harry Potter affects Draco's life more than he wants to admit, and, more worryingly, not just his life, but his heart.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,243
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    106
    Kudos:
    1,386
    Bookmarks:
    323
    Hits:
    15,828

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