begging to be loved
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Sirius is not ready to accept the apparent friendship between Remus and Snape. Even though James and Peter have put it aside, he's sure Snape is up to something, he just needs to prove it first.
Or, Remus and Sirius have been fighting recently, and the friendship of the two of them is strained. In an attempt to show he's right, Sirius follows Remus and Snape one night, but ends up discovering things that change his perspective on the situation.
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- Part 1 of begging to be loved
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Sirius finds himself unable to stay away from the relationship that Remus and Snape are building. He also finds himself unable to not want to get closer to Snape, not after discovering the danger to his life that he was in.
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- Part 2 of begging to be loved
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Severus and Sirius eventually decide to tell Remus that they study together and have been getting close, in the hope that this will make Remus happy, but things don't turn out as expected.
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- Part 3 of begging to be loved
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The relationship between Remus and Sirius is further complicated by Severus' presence between them, and Remus can't help but be annoyed.
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- Part 4 of begging to be loved
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Severus and Sirius have a first serious conversation about the future. Even if things still aren't good, at least they don't fight about stupid things all the time anymore.
And, oh, Severus apparently has a heart?
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- Part 5 of begging to be loved
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Severus, Sirius and Remus visit Hogsmeade at the weekend. Between ingredients for potions, uniforms and chocolates, the three manage to find calm moments after so much confusion.
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- Part 6 of begging to be loved
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Severus finds out about the Marauders' map and James Potter's invisibility cloak. With the help of Remus and Sirius, he gets the books on souls he wanted from the restricted session, only to be caught by Slughorn reading one of them. Severus gets frustrated, but Sirius manages to convince him to go and watch a Gryffindor Quidditch match with Remus and Lily, which surprisingly improves Severus' mood.
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- Part 7 of begging to be loved
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Severus manages to get the book back with Dumbledore's permission, and the week is apparently starting positively. But Dirk Cresswell suddenly wants to become his friend, and Severus isn't the only one dealing with this in the worst possible way.
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- Part 8 of begging to be loved
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It won't always be like this by yvestumor (polkadotstingray)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
23 Mar 2023
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Severus suddenly disappears from Hogwarts and Remus, Sirius and Lily are left waiting for his return. Unfortunately, when he finally shows up, things aren't quite right.
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- Part 9 of begging to be loved
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Against the kitchen floor by yvestumor (polkadotstingray)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
03 Apr 2023
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During his stay at the Potter Cottage, Severus has a conversation with Fleamont and realises some things that affected him more than he noticed. Sirius and Remus are there to help him throught some stuff.
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- Part 10 of begging to be loved
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Dumbledore reveals something Severus wasn't expecting and makes an interesting proposal. Remus, Sirius and Severus discuss possibilities, and James shows Sirius something he hadn't been able to see until then.
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- Part 11 of begging to be loved
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The time to return to Hogwarts for their final year is approaching, but they need to get through one last full moon before returning to school. In the midst of all the commotion, Sirius and Severus discover things about each other.
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- Part 12 of begging to be loved
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The group makes one last visit to Diagon Alley before returning to Hogwarts for real. Severus has an encounter with a mysterious man in Knockturn Alley, only to find Peter Pettigrew in the company of suspicious people shortly afterwards. The last year at Hogwarts is approaching.
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- Part 13 of begging to be loved
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The first few weeks back at Hogwarts prove to be anything but hectic. In the midst of so many changes, Severus discovers something in the Room of Requirement.
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- Part 14 of begging to be loved
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Some Slytherin students decide to give Severus one last message, which ends up leaving him in a complicated situation. Fortunately, someone turns up to help him, but this situation cements a reality: the war is on their doorstep and the year at Hogwarts is ending.
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- Part 15 of begging to be loved
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Information from the Order is somehow leaking to Voldemort. Meanwhile, Severus has to deal with the growing tension between his two boyfriends.
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- Part 16 of begging to be loved
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In the midst of all the leads in the hunt for the horcruxes, a list of the Lestrange family's possessions and the Blacks' bad-tempered house elf put the group at the head of a desperate search. In the meantime, Severus, Remus and Sirius try to enjoy the moments they have with each other.
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- Part 17 of begging to be loved
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The war is drawing to a close as they find the last horcruxes. Along the way, people die and alliances are formed. In the end, only one side will emerge victorious.
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- Part 18 of begging to be loved