we push away the unimaginable
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Alexander Hamilton is used to being able to control something. But when the one thing he could usually control becomes uncontrollable, he needs Washington help him
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- Part 1 of we push away the unimaginable
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Nobody ever expected Alexander Hamilton to be captured by the British. Yet he has been, and no one knows quite what to do.
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- Part 2 of we push away the unimaginable
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Alexander has had a fear of storms ever since the hurricane he survived at age seventeen. It’s up to his friends to help him through a rough storm.
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Alexander has a bad habit of overworking himself. Thankfully, Burr, his first friend, is there to take care of him.
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When attacked by redcoats who begin to shoot at the General, Alexander takes the bullet for Washington.
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25 years since his mother’s death. It only now begins hurting Alexander.
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~ my hand was the one you reached for / all throughout the great war ~
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~ achilles, achilles, achilles come down, won’t you get up off, get up off the roof? ~
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- Part 1 of the most dangerous thing is to love
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Lafayette had always felt out of place, and this deep feeling, seemingly endless void, of being alone only seems to deepen when someone refers to him as a boy.
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steal into my affections by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, Historical RPF, American Revolution RPF
11 Jan 2023
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“You should not have taken advantage of my sensibility to steal into my affections without my consent. But as you have done it and as we are generally indulgent to those we love, I shall not scruple to pardon the fraud you have committed, on condition that for my sake, if not for your own, you will always continue to merit the partiality, which you have so artfully instilled into me.”
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John and Alexander are the closest of friends, comrades, brothers. That’s what everyone thought anyway. Even they fooled themselves into believing that.
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- Part 10 of we push away the unimaginable
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the fact that you’re alive is a miracle by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, Historical RPF, American Revolution RPF
26 Jan 2023
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Captain Henry Lee really shouldn’t have just assumed that Lieutenant Colonel Hamilton was killed.
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- Part 11 of we push away the unimaginable
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fools who run their mouths off wind up dead by conjectureandgloom
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
29 Jan 2023
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Washington feels his heart hammering in his chest. “He’s dead.”
Arnold smirks.
“He’s dead?”
“Dead,” Washington’s voice sounds slightly too empty, apathetic.
“Lie to me again,” Arnold steps closer to Washington, so close that Washington can feel his breath on his cheek. “Make it believable this time,” he breathes.Series
- Part 12 of we push away the unimaginable
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Bodies
Tangled together
Under thin
Blankets,
Silent
Love.They kept
Secrets for their own
Sake.Series
- Part 13 of we push away the unimaginable
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Without saying a word, he reaches out, and grasps Alexander around the shoulders.
Alexander starts, but only for a moment, before he relaxes into the embrace.
He hasn’t felt a hug like this since his mother was around. Is this what a familial hug is meant to be like?
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“Angie,” Alexander tries again, reaching out to hug Angelica, tears constantly streaming down his face. Angelica flinches away from his outreached hand.
“No! He- he’ll be back shortly. Stop lying!”
Alexander’s shaking hands hug himself, eyes clenched shut. He had clenched his fists tightly after Angelica flinched away from him.
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‘They think I wouldn’t know what it is until I die.’
Until I die.
He’s going to die from this muzzle.
He writhes around on the floor, trying to bring his hands up to his face, to no avail, seeing as his hands are tied together.
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Grabbing his shoulder, Jefferson pulls him closer.
“Say that again,” he whispers in Alexander’s ear. “Say that again, and I won’t hesitate.”
A knife is pressed up against his throat once more.
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John surveys his bloody back, trying to make out where the cuts are, lightly feeling his back.
"Alex, that's going to scar."
Alexander hangs his head, hands shaking.
"Shh, love. It's okay. Here, I'll release your hands."
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'I seldom write to a lady without fancying the relation of lover and mistress.'
'Wherever I am believe always that there is no one can pay a more sincere or affectionate tribute to your deserts than I.'
'…from a persuasion that I was asked from one who promised me his love and attention if I returned to America.'
Seeing these phrases- written by Alexander to Angelica- right in front of her, it hurt.
Eliza’s hand shakes as she reads the letters from her husband to her sister.
She had heard whispers of the two having an affair, but Alexander always denied the claims when Eliza asked him about it.
So she believed him.
Now, she’s not so sure.
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The romance of John Laurens and Alexander Hamilton, told by Taylor Swift
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