âoi,â sukuna grumbles as he walks down the dirt path, carrying your slumped body in his arms. he canât believe you fell asleep on him. you were the one who was so excited to take a walk with him, yet here you are, snoozing peacefully in his embrace.
âwhat a fuckinâ brat,â the king of curses cusses under his breath. he isnât much of a gentle partner, so he definitely isnât going to let you sleep like any other lover would in this situation.
sukuna shakes your body with all four hands. âwake up. yâre droolinâ,â he complains once a drop of saliva makes contact with the bare skin of his shoulder. he flicks your forehead which finally wakes you up.
you blink a few times before looking up at the pink-haired man. âmgh, lemme sleep,â you whine and close your eyes once more. you nuzzle your face into the crook of his neck. itâs too comfortable to let go of him.
sukuna isnât having any of it. you said you wanted to spend time with him, so youâll have to do exactly that. âno, get yâr ass up,â he grunts and smacks your butt once as a warning. âyou beg me to spend time with you, only to sleep through it? idiot.â
you whimper at the slap against your ass, body jolting for a second, before relaxing again. you donât move an inch even after hearing sukunaâs rough voice in your ear, clearly warning you. itâd be a waste to let go of the precious warmth his body radiated.
âsorry,â you murmur and kiss his throat subtly while still half-asleep. âyouâre just too comfy,â you add and smile lazily against his warm skin. if it was up to you, youâd stay in sukunaâs embrace forever.
the king of curses tries waking you up again, but he knows itâs futile. he feels your sloppy kiss against his throat and he freezes for a simple second. he refuses to admit the fact that it made him feel contentâ experiencing your affection.
âyeah, whatever. iâm dropping ya,â sukuna rolls his eyes. you didnât expect him to actually drop his arms from around your body with the intention of letting you fall. however, you are faster than him this time.
your legs wrap around his waist and your arms are around his shoulders the moment you feel the lack of support. you grin in victory, having outsmarted your partner, who groans in annoyance.
sukuna even tries to tug at your kimono, but you still donât budge. itâs like youâre glued to him. you keep your eyes closed, the victorious smirk on your lips never disappearing.
â. . tch. yâre impossible,â the grumpy man sighs out of frustration and defeat. he doesnât try anything else after that. if you choose to give into slumber, then so be it. even when he would like to spend more one on one time with you.
sukuna continues to walk aimlessly into the forest with you clinging onto him. one arm comes up to balance your body on it, holding you up by your backside. the others hang limply by his sides.
his lower pair of eyes stays focused on you throughout the entirety of the strollâ secretly checking you out. itâs endearing to see your face from up close as you hold onto him like thereâs no tomorrow. he takes pride in the fact that you feel safe around a dangerous creature like him.
ânever takinâ ya out again. what a pain,â sukuna mutters to himself. thatâs a lie.
sukuna would never admit it, but he enjoys hearing your voice and having you walk beside him as he holds your hand in his. which is the secret reason why he wants you awake right now.
your rambling about all kinds of topics that he doesnât seem to care about at first glance, the way you fail to catch up to him as his long legs quickly stride forward, how youâd stop to look at flowers and pick one for himâ
thatâs what he misses. though, it seems like that would have to wait for a while.
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ex!sukuna drunk calling you to come get him from the bar bla bla bla
âSukuna, you weigh about 3 times as much as me. I cannot princess carry you up the apartment stairs.â As your words registered in Sukuna, he pouted like a young child. You told yourself that it didnât matter how many times he called or texted you, but you would absolutely not answer. Or so you thought
This particular night, he called you 47 times. Usually, he only called twice until he got the hint and left you alone for the night until texting you the next morning. The first 2 days after you broke up with him, he showed up to your apartment begging you to open the door. You were doing pretty good at ignoring him and moving on in life. Well, until tonight.
âIâm not going to be able to get up there angelâ Sukunas slurred words rang throughout the empty stairwell. Reminiscent of the multiple times you had done this during your relationship.
âYou have done it before cmonâ you said while wrapping his arm around your shoulder to help balance him. As you both made the trek up the stairs, you can feel Sukuna staring into your cheek. If it wasnât for the intense smell of alcohol you would have thought the flush on his face is from an extremely strenuous workout.
âWhy did you answer my call this time?â Even when Sukuna was drunk, he knew how to make things awkward.
âYou called me a million-â
â47 times. You picked up on the 48th callâ
you really wished you could push him back down the stairs right now. Sukuna decided that he wanted a break from walking, so he simply sat down without warning, pulling you down next to him. His arm is still wrapped around you, but slowly lowering from your shoulder down to your waist.
âImma ask again. Why did you answer this time?â His voice was suddenly clear devoid of any slurring or confusion. His eyes trained onto you as you turned your head to look into his eyes. You made brief eye contact before looking down. A sigh escaped your lips as you thought about all the times you and Sukuna sat in the stairwell laughing and smoking.
âI answered because I was worried.â Your voice shook as you spoke. Though you did ignore him, your heart couldnât help but miss him. You and Sukuna have been together since you were angsty tweens. though it didnât start as a relationship, you two have still known each other for so long that completely cutting him off hurts. You hear the sound of Sukuna shuffling in his pockets.
âMmm you sure you ainât miss me?â His voice is full of playful teasing. turning back to his face, you see that now he has a cigarette in his mouth and a lighter in his hand. His lighter had the lighter sleeve you had made for him in high school when he first started smoking. The sleeve was made of metal and had multiple heart engravings around it. One big heart in the middle with you and Sukunas initials inside of it.
âYou still have that?â You plucked the lighter from his hands as you inspected the sleeve.
âcourse I do angel⊠did ya think I would just throw it away?â
âI really did to be honestâ your heart squeezed and contorted as your fingers ran over the engravings. The burn of tears threatened to spill out as all the memories of you two came through your mind. Sukuna tapped your hand before speaking.
âSpark me up beautifulâ his smirk apparent on his face. You raise the lighter up to the cigarette in his mouth before the flicker of fire illuminates his face. His eyes stare deep into your soul as the cigarette lit. Sukuna could never and would never openly talk about his feelings for you. His way of communicating his love for you was through physical touch and the look in his eyes. He took a small drag of his cigarette before slowly blowing the smoke into your face. He had done this so many times that you had grown used to it.
âugh the smell still bothers meâ You waved a hand to try and get the smoke out of your nostrils.
âI know it doesâ He said while chuckling. This moment made you feel completely at peace, and you hated it. You broke up with Sukuna, and now here you are seemingly back in his arms, lighting his cigarette and resisting the urge to kiss him. The feeling of Sukunas' large and calloused hand on your cheek brought you back to reality.
âI love you angel.. so why donât you just stop being so damn stubborn and come back home yea?â
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You are absolutely going to lose your mind. Not because youâre stuck in a roomâ
no, that part isnât even the problem. Itâs who youâre stuck with.
âDonât look so mad, babe. Youâll get wrinkles,â Jungkook says, leaning lazily against the wall with his arms crossed, looking every bit like he owns the place.
His black t-shirt clings to his annoyingly perfect body, and his smug grin stretches wider every time he catches your glare.
âYouâre the reason weâre stuck in here, you idiot,â you snap, pacing the room. âWho even breaks a doorknob while trying to open the door?â
âIt wasnât my fault!â he protests, throwing his hands up. âThe thing was looseâlike, super loose. I barely touched it.â
You stop pacing and point at him. âYou yanked it like you were in a strongman competition!â
Jungkook shrugs, like being accused of destroying things is just another Tuesday for him. âMaybe. But hey, at least weâve got⊠each other?â His grin turns into that stupid wink he loves so much.
You groan and flop onto the bed. It creaks under your weight, and you make a face because this feels like the start of a very bad rom-com. âI canât believe this. I have work tomorrow.â
Jungkook leans against the bedpost, towering over you with that annoyingly pretty face of his. âRelax, princess. Iâm sure someone will fix it soon. MeanwhileâŠâ His eyes trail down your body in that blatant, shameless way that only Jungkook can pull off. ââŠyouâre looking pretty comfortable.â
âStop staring at my tits, Jeon.â You cross your arms over your chest, even though you know it wonât stop him.
This is seriously ridiculous.
âI wasnât,â he lies, biting back a grin.
âYou were.â
âOkay, I was,â he admits, laughing. He flops down onto the bed beside you, making the mattress bounce slightly. Heâs so close that you can feel the heat radiating off his body. âBut you canât really blame me. Theyâre right there.â
You grab a pillow and smack him with it, hard enough to knock some of the smugness out of him. He lets out an exaggerated groan, clutching his chest like youâve mortally wounded him. âAbuse! yn, youâre abusing me!â
âYou deserve it!â you say, your voice rising with every word.
you like being evil.
âOh, come on.â He shifts closer, so close his shoulder brushes against yours. His voice drops, teasing and low. âAdmit it. Youâd miss me if I werenât here.â
You scoff. âIâd celebrate.â
Jungkook gasps dramatically, his hand flying to his chest. âCold. That was cold, yn.â He shakes his head, his messy hair falling into his eyes. âYouâd be crying without me to entertain you.â
âIâd cry tears of joy.â
âSure, sure,â he says, his grin widening. Then he leans in, his voice dropping again. âBut⊠if youâre gonna cry, you might as well do it on my shoulder, babe.â
You hate the way your stomach flips at his tone. His big, stupid eyes are focused on you, and for once, theyâre not looking at your chest.
You roll your eyes to hide how flustered you feel. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd youâre irresistible,â he fires back, leaning in even closer. His breath tickles your skin, and you shove him away before he gets any ideas.
âDonât even think about it.â
âWhat?â he says, feigning innocence as he lays back on the bed, his arms tucked behind his head. âI wasnât thinking anything.â
âYouâre always thinking something,â you say, narrowing your eyes.
âMaybe,â he admits, his lips twitching up into a smirk. âBut if I told you, youâd probably hit me again.â
âYouâre not wrong.â
He laughs, loud and carefree, and itâs so annoying that you canât help but smile a little.
Even though heâs so fucking annoying.
Time passes slower than it should. Youâre lying back now, one arm thrown over your face to block out the overhead light, trying to focus on literally anything other than the fact that youâre stuck in a room with Jeon Jungkook.
âyn,â Jungkook says after a while, his tone softer now.
âWhat?â you ask without looking at him.
âIâm bored.â
You sigh. âAnd what do you want me to do about it?â
âI donât know⊠entertain me?â
You pull your arm off your face and give him a deadpan look. âWhat am I, a clown?â
His grin returns, and you immediately regret your choice of words. âYou could put on a show for me, babe.â
You groan. âShut up, Jeon.â
âOr,â he says, his voice dipping lower as he rolls onto his side to face you, âwe could play a game.â
You narrow your eyes. âWhat kind of game?â
âTruth or dare.â
âNo.â
âOh, come on, donât be boring.â
âIâm not playing truth or dare with you, Jungkook. I know how your brain works.â
He pouts, and itâs so absurdly dramatic that you almost laugh. Almost. âYouâre no fun, yn.â
âGood. I donât want to be fun.â
Jungkook sits up suddenly, a mischievous glint in his eyes. âFine. Then letâs make a bet.â
âA bet?â you repeat, suspicious.
âYeah.â His grin turns wicked. âIf weâre still stuck in here after another hour, you have to go on a real date with me.â
Your jaw drops. âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â He shrugs, like this is the most normal thing in the world. âTake it or leave it, babe.â
You sit up, crossing your arms. âAnd what happens if we get out of here before the hourâs up?â
Jungkookâs grin doesnât falter. âThen Iâll stop making inappropriate jokes for a week.â
You narrow your eyes at him. âYouâre lying.â
âScoutâs honor,â he says, holding up three fingers.
You stare at him for a long moment, weighing your options. Then, finally, you sigh. âFine. But youâre going to regret this when weâre out of here in twenty minutes.â
Jungkook just smirks, his confidence radiating off him in waves. âWeâll see, babe.â
And as much as you hate to admit it, you kind of hope you lose.
You stare at him, his stupid is grin practically glowing in the dim light of the room. Heâs lying on his side now, looking way too comfortable, while youâre still sitting upright like youâre waiting for a rescue team.
âYou seem a little tense,â he says, his voice dropping into that low, teasing tone that always makes your eye twitch.
âI wonder why,â you deadpan, gesturing to the locked door. âMaybe itâs because Iâm stuck in here with a man-child who thinks âtruth or dareâ is an appropriate solution to boredom.â
Jungkook props his head up on one hand, his biceps flexing in a way that feels intentional. âIâm just saying, if weâre stuck here, we might as well make it fun. And letâs face it, yn, no one else makes you laugh like I do.â
You snort, leaning back against the headboard. âYou donât make me laugh. You make me want to scream.â
âSame thing,â he says with a wink.
You roll your eyes, but you canât fight the small smile tugging at the corner of your lips. You hate that heâs right.
As much as you want to throttle him half the time, the other half? Youâre too busy laughing at his ridiculousness to care.
âOkay,â you say suddenly, sitting up straighter. âLetâs play your stupid game.â
Jungkook perks up immediately, his eyes lighting up like a kid on Christmas morning. âTruth or dare?â
âTruth,â you say, crossing your arms.
He doesnât even hesitate. âDo you think Iâm hot?â
You blink at him, stunned by his audacity, before letting out a disbelieving laugh. âYouâre unbelievable.â
âItâs a valid question,â he says, his smirk growing. âCome on, yn. Be honest.â
You narrow your eyes at him, your cheeks heating against your will. âFine. Youâre⊠decent-looking.â
Heâs very hot, but he doesnât need to know that.
âDecent-looking?â He clutches his chest like youâve just stabbed him. âYouâre breaking my heart here.â
âGood,â you say, fighting back a grin.
âYour turn,â he says, recovering quickly. âTruth or dare?â
You pause, considering your options. âDare.â
His smirk turns dangerous, and you immediately regret your decision. âI dare you to sit on my lap.â
âAbsolutely not.â
âCome on, itâs just a dare,â he says, his tone deceptively innocent. âWhatâs the worst that could happen?â
âI murder you in cold blood, for starters.â
Jungkook laughs, leaning back against the pillows like heâs got all the time in the world. âYouâre no fun.â
âYou keep saying that like itâs a bad thing.â
He grins, his eyes sparkling with mischief. âIt is when youâre this cute.â
You throw a pillow at his face, and he catches it effortlessly, laughing as he tosses it back at you.
Another twenty minutes pass, and youâre lying side by side now, both of you staring at the ceiling.
âYou know,â Jungkook says, his voice softer now, âthis isnât so bad.â
You turn your head to look at him, your brows furrowing. âBeing locked in a room?â
âBeing stuck with you,â he says, and for once, thereâs no teasing in his voice.
Your stomach does a weird little flip, and you quickly look away, your cheeks heating. âYouâre such a sap.â
You Kind of like it, butâŠ
âOnly for you, babe.â
You groan, shoving him with your shoulder. âStop calling me babe.â
âWhy?â he asks, rolling onto his side to face you. âDoes it make your heart race?â
âNo,â you lie, glaring at him.
Jungkook smirks, leaning in closer. âLiar.â
âIdiot.â
âHot,â he counters, his grin widening.
You donât dignify that with a response.
Eventually, the tension breaks when the doorknob jiggles, and a muffled voice calls from the other side.
âAre you guys okay in there?â
You spring off the bed like itâs on fire. âYes! Get us out!â
Jungkook stays lying down, his arms tucked behind his head, looking as relaxed as ever. âTake your time!â he calls out.
You glare at him, your heart pounding for reasons youâd rather not analyze. âGet up, Jeon.â
âNah, Iâm good here.â
âGet. Up.â
He sighs, sitting up with an exaggerated groan. âFine. But only because youâre cute when youâre bossy.â
You grab the nearest pillow and whack him one last time, just for good measure.
summary âžș dearest gentle reader, a new season is upon us as the ton gets ready for a season filled with drama, heartbreak, and passion. after being crowned diamond of the season, duke gojoâžșonly looking to marry just to secure his inheritanceâžșhas his sights set on you, the easiest (and most obvious) option. later, when you catch his saying unsavory things about you on a terrace when he least suspected it, you swear to never marry gojo. as london's fashionable set goes through yet another wedding season, will there be hope for scandalous gossip, hate, and thinly veiled insults, or will we witness blooming love and passion?
warnings âžș nsfw, enemies to lovers, bridgerton au, angst, fluff, SUGGESTIVE, making out, touching bare skin pre-marriage (the scandal), eventual smut, jealousy, misogyny, description of injury, concussion, blood, regency era au, gojo being infuriating, reader also being infuriating, both of them are clueless honestly
chapter summary âžș both you and gojo discover contradictory feelings lodged deep in your heart, and a confrontation (with an unexpected ally) leads to a rather....wet conclusion. (4.6k)
a/n additional warning that this chapter is not beta read. this may seem like a short chapter but it has TEAAAA (if you didnt already guess from the summary). i pushed myself to finish this for the peeps who finished finals this week so it may be a bit messy. anywho see u down below <3
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Dearest gentle reader,
This Author finds herself most intrigued by the unfolding events of the Inos' recent ball. It appears that Her Majesty has not yet abandoned her faith in the diamond she so carefully selected. Will her confidence prove to be misplaced? Only time shall reveal the truth. Yet one cannot deny that fortune seems to shineâdare this Author say, sparkleâupon Miss Itadori of late.
Last evening, she graced the ballroom with a strikingly altered appearance, one that left tongues wagging and gazes lingering. Most notable, however, was the company she kept. Duke Nanami himself was seen at her side, engaged in conversation that appeared both earnest and uncommonly animated. A rare sight indeed, for His Grace has shown little interest in the charms of other young ladies this season. Could this be the beginning of something extraordinary? This Author will watch closely.
And who could forget the Gojo house party, where the drama rivaled even the most lurid novels of the circulating library? Whispers abound of a certain Lord Naoya Zenâin, who, it seems, departed the event looking rather... bruised, both in pride and in visage. What transpired to cause such a spectacle? Alas, my sources have yet to provide all the particulars, but one can only assume that tempers flaredâand perhaps fists followed.
âž» LADY WHISTLEDOWNâS SOCIETY PAPERS
Satoru wipes his knuckles on a spare handkerchief, marring it with streaks of crimson. After the blood coating his hand is cleaned off, it reveals light bruises.Â
He always abhorred such physical entanglements. Let other men soil their reputations in drunken brawls or duels over imagined slights; Satoru prided himself on wit and charm, a tongue sharp enough to parry any insult.
But he allows himself this, one last time. Your expression lingered in his mindâthe way your lips parted in shock, the stiff set of your shoulders as you brushed past Naoyaâs lecherous words without deigning to respond. He had seen the moment your composure faltered, a crack in the armor you wore so effortlessly. The crack only he was supposed to cause.
It was intolerable.
As soon as pale pink ribbons trail out of the room, he moves toward Naoya, completely ignoring the lady who was talking to him and her trailing protests. When heâs right in front of the other man, he gives him a curt nod. âNaoya.â
The other manâs eyesâwhich were before no doubt prowling on other unsuspecting ladiesâflit to him in surprise. âLord Gojo, what a pleasant surprise. I daresayââ
âMeet me in the courtyard,â Satoru interrupted, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Naoyaâs brows shot up, but he recovered quickly, a sly grin curling his lips. âA private word? How intriguing. Lead the way, my lord.â
Satoru didnât wait to see if he followed. His stride was steady, his purpose unwavering.
The cool air of the courtyard carried the faint strains of music from the ballroom, the chatter of guests dimmed by the stone walls. Satoru turned to face Naoya, his stance deceptively relaxed, one hand resting on the pommel of his cane.
âNow, my lord,â Naoya drawled, his smirk widening. âTo what do I owe this rather dramatic summons?â
The reply came not in words but in the swift arc of Satoruâs fist, connecting solidly with Naoyaâs jaw. The sharp crack of the blow shattered the stillness, and Naoya stumbled, clutching his face as shock registered in his eyes.
âWhat in blazesââ
âHold your tongue,â Satoru bit out, seizing Naoya by the lapels of his coat and slamming him back against the cold, unyielding wall. His tone was calm, his voice low, but it carried a menace that silenced all protests. âYou will not speak of her in that way again. Do you understand me?â
Naoya grimaced, his defiant eyes narrowing despite the pain. âAh,â he sneered, a breathless rasp laced with derision, âthis is about Miss Itadori, isnât it? Playing the chivalrous hero, are we, Lord Gojo? Or is it your own wounded ego driving this display?â
The next punch silenced him mid-taunt, burying deep in his abdomen. Naoya doubled over with a strangled gasp, his knees threatening to buckle, but Satoru held him upright, his grip vice-like.
âSpeak her name again,â Satoru hissed, leaning close, his voice cold enough to chill even the night air, âand I swear youâll find yourself in far worse condition.â
The tension between them crackled like a storm. For a fleeting moment, Naoyaâs lips twitched into the ghost of a sneer, but his words died unspoken, arrogance muted by the sheer force of Satoruâs fury. Satisfied, Satoru released him with a sharp shove, watching dispassionately as Naoya crumpled against the wall, gasping for breath.
âYou are mad,â Naoya spat, wiping at the blood trickling from the corner of his mouth. âYouâll ruin yourself over this.â
âPerhaps,â Satoru replied evenly, smoothing the cuffs of his sleeves as though nothing had happened. âBut Iâve never much cared for your opinion, Naoya.â
He turned on his heel, his steps measured, his expression impassive.
The sting in his knuckles was a small price to pay. Unfortunately it seemed that for you, it was a price he would pay again and again.
He had told himself the decision was rational. Logical. Your match had to cease because it had begun to unravel him. You were a distraction, one he could not afford. His life was designed for control, every action measured, every move calculated. A match with you, he had realized, would be unlike any other. It would mean more. It would demand more.
And yet, how could he feel this jealousy? This fierce protectiveness? It was contradictory, maddening even. His resolve to avoid entanglements of the heart warred against the memory of your laughter echoing through his mind. It was absurd, but he could not dismiss the sharp ache in his chest whenever you looked at another man, especially one so undeserving as Naoya Zenâin.
He had known from the start that you were different. No coy smiles or simpering obedience. No easy conquest to stroke his ego. Your instant rejection of him during your first meeting had been a blow to his pride and a revelation he had been too stubborn to acknowledge then.
Satoru was not a man who chased after women. He had no need to. And yetâŠ
But even as he walked away, Satoru couldnât help but feel the cracks in his own carefully constructed armor widening. What, indeed, was he doing?
You startle in your sleep, sitting up abruptly on your bed in the dark.
The season has taken a turn for the good, so far. With Whistledown singing your praises and the Queen not yet deciding to behead you, you were on the path of securing great prospects, whether it be with Duke Nanami or someone else.
The voice is a low murmur, brushing the shell of your ear like the ghost of a touch. Your heart leaps to your throat as you twist toward the sound, your eyes darting across the dimly illuminated room. The corners of the chamber remain steeped in shadow, the moonlight doing little to ease your apprehension.
âWhoâs there?â you whisper, clutching the sheets tighter, your knuckles whitening around the fabric.
The silence stretches, thick and oppressive, before a figure emerges from the shadow near the mantle. He moves with a predatorâs grace, his steps silent against the floorboards. Even before he fully steps into the moonlight, you know who it is.
Gojo.
âYou look startled, my lady,â he says, his voice carrying an infuriatingly casual lilt, though his gaze fixes on you with unnerving precision.
âThis is a dream,â you murmur, your voice trembling despite your effort to remain calm. âYou are not real.â
âAnd yet,â he replies. âhere I am. Curious, isnât it?â
You swallow hard, the lump in your throat refusing to budge. Heâs closer now, standing at the foot of your bed, his pale hair catching the silvery light like a haloâan angel or a devil, you canât decide. âWhat do you want, Lord Gojo?â you demand, your voice sharper than you feel.
His eyes sweep over you, lingering for a moment too long before meeting your gaze again. âTo commend you, of course,â he says. âYouâve been doing wellâdancing with dukes, charming the Queen. The seasonâs darling.â
His words cut, though you canât say why. âWhy does that matter to you?â you snap, sitting straighter, as though defiance could shield you from the heat simmering in his gaze.
âIt doesnât,â he replies smoothly, though the corner of his mouth quirks into a smirk that betrays him.
âThen why are you here?â
His answer doesnât come in words. Instead, he steps closer, his boots brushing the edge of your rug. Slowly, deliberately, he reaches out, his gloved hand catching a strand of hair thatâs fallen loose. He rolls it between his fingers, as though testing its silkiness, before letting it slip away. âBecause I canât seem to stay away,â he murmurs. His voice is low, meant only for you, and it sends a shiver through your body.
You scoff, though the sound catches in your throat. âYouâre insufferable.â
His chuckle is soft, a deep rumble that seems to linger in the air. âAnd yet, you donât look away.â
Your fists clench around the sheets, anger flaring in your chestâanger at him, at yourself, at the fact that heâs right. Before you can stop yourself, you throw the covers aside and rise to your feet.Â
He doesnât step back. Instead, he stands still, a study in casual defiance, though his gaze flickers with something you canât name as you move closer. His eyes lazily drag up and down your frame, which you notice is only covered in a flimsy, almost translucent nightgown.
âIf this is a dream,â you say, your voice trembling with fury and something unspoken, âthen it doesnât matter what I do, does it?â
His smirk falters, replaced by a glimmer of uncertainty that only fans the reckless fire inside you. âPerhaps not,â he murmurs, though the tension in his voice betrays him.
Your hands shake as you reach out, your fingers curling into the lapels of his coat. His eyes follow the movement, then stare back at you, into your eyes. For a brief moment, his breath hitches, and his hands twitch at his sides, as though warring with the instinct to touch you. But the flicker of surprise in his eyes tells you he didnât expect this.
With a sharp tug, you pull him closer, your lips meeting his in a collision of unspoken longing, yearning, and pining. The kiss is unsteady at first, as if both of you are testing the waters, but it quickly deepens, becoming a clash of fire and desperation. His hands find your waist, his grip firm but not demanding, as if heâs holding on to something precious.
You press closer, letting the reckless freedom the dream gave you sweep you away. His lips part against yours, and the kiss turns slower, more deliberate, like heâs savoring the moment, savoring you, devouring you. But then, his hands shift, moving from your waist with a slow, tantalizing seductiveness. They skim over your hips, his touch deliberate, before trailing down to the curve of your thighs. His fingers brush over the soft fabric of your nightgown, the heat of his touch searing through the barrier like it isnât there.
Your breath hitches as he lingers, his thumb tracing a path along the sensitive skin just above your knee. The sensation is electric, and yet it feels like forbidden groundâan intimacy youâve never dared to imagine, even in your most audacious thoughts.
Itâs then that the dream begins to unravel.
His form flickers, as though caught in the haze of a mirage, the sharp lines of his figure softening. The room darkens, the corners of your vision blurring as though the world is folding in on itself.
âNo,â you whisper, the word barely audible over the sound of your own pounding heart.
He looks at you one last time, his eyes filled with an intensity that feels as real as your racing pulse. And then heâs gone, the dream dissolving into nothingness, leaving you gasping and clutching the sheets. When you wake, the echo of his touch lingers, the heat of his hands on your thighs an ache you canât explain. You press trembling fingers to your lips, your breath catching as though the kiss was still happening.
But no matter how much you try, you canât shake the memory of his hands, of the way heâd touched you like he belonged there. Like he had always belonged there.
You choose to blame the irregular slumber you have gotten this past fortnight as the reason why you are being so discourteous. For Duke Nanamiâs words drift your mind, never truly being registered, as you both had strolled, promenading hand in hand.Â
It is not merely His Grace who suffers from your inattentiveness. Any suitor who dares to approach is met with the same distracted gaze, your thoughts elsewhere. Whether it is the lingering remnants of that unbidden dreamâone youâve tried and failed to forgetâor the fleeting moments where you think you spot Lord Gojo across the green only to realize it is a figment of your imagination, your mind is a battlefield.
A few awkward conversationsâwhere you are not truly presentâpass and go, until you sit by the lakeside of Surrey Park, deciding to take a break from the conversations that awaited you if you were to stroll towards your familyâs pavilion.
But not now, for here, nature offers solace. The gentle ripple of water, the soft rustling of leaves, the occasional bird songâall soothe the cacophony in your head.
You settle onto a bench, your gown fanning around you, and allow yourself to breathe. But even as you close your eyes and tilt your head toward the sun, the peace does not come. Your thoughts betray you, circling back to himâhis infuriating smirk, his piercing gaze, the way his voice seemed to linger in the air long after he was gone. The dream was completely unbidden, unexpected. You had only started to move on and start this season anew. It seemed as your consciousness was working against you in an effort to bring fictional desires to life.Â
You knew clearly that Gojo was infuriating, and had colored your name. So why must your mind actively go against what was clearly a certitude?
Before you could ponder on your thoughts for much longer, you heard her.
âYou do seem terribly at ease for someone of yourâŠreputation.â
The voice startles you, cutting through your reverie like a blade. Your eyes snap open, and there stands Lady Mei Mei, her expression a mask of genteel venom. You sigh inwardly, and bring on your best smile, albeit artificial. âLady Mei Mei,â you greet, striving for composure. âTo what do I owe this very unexpectedâŠinterruption?â
âInterruption?â she echoes, feigning offense. âHow quaint. I merely wished to congratulate you on your newfound popularity. Though, I must say, theâŠboldness of your wardrobe choices does make one wonder.â Her gaze drags over your form, disdain dripping from every word. âAre you seeking a husband, my dear, or something far less respectable?â
Your fingers curl into the fabric of your skirt, but you maintain your poise. âBoldness, Lady Mei Mei, is often mistaken for confidence by those unfamiliar with either.â
Her lips twitch, but the venom remains. âConfidence, or desperation? It is difficult to tell with one so eager to flaunt herself before the ton. Tell me, do you find it tiring? Whoring yourself out for attention?â
The word lands like a slap, sharp and stinging, and you feel the surge of heat rise to your cheeks. Slowly, deliberately, you rise to your feet, smoothing the folds of your gown as you stand. Your chin tilts upward, a shield of composure against the venom Mei Mei has hurled your way. You desperately fight the urge to slap her into nonsense, but there are eyes, no matter how hidden from public view you may think yourself to be.
âI find it far less tiring than wielding envy as oneâs primary weapon,â you reply, your voice cool yet cutting, every syllable sharpened to a blade. âBut then, I would not expect you to understand.â
Mei Meiâs lips twist into something that might have been a smile, had it not been dripping with malice. Her eyes narrow, the sunlight catching the cold glint of her stare. She shifts closer, the deliberate grace of her steps at odds with the tension crackling in the air. For a moment, you think she might lash outâa slap, a shove, something physical to match her words.
But before the storm can break, a voice, smooth and deceptively warm, cuts through the charged silence.
âLady Mei Mei.â
Your breath hitches, and you whip your head around to see him. Lord Gojo strides toward you both, his movements as fluid and effortless as a ripple across the lakeâs surface.
For a moment, your mind stutters, unable to reconcile the sight before you. Heâs here. Not lingering at the edges of the crowd, not offering a polite nod of acknowledgment before disappearing into the fringes of Surrey Park. No, heâs walking toward you with purpose, the light catching in his silver hair, his focus unerringly fixed on the scene unfolding before him.
The man who had, for days, seemed to find every excuse to avoid you (and you him), whose gaze had flicked past you as though you were nothing more than a fixture of the lawnâhe was now approaching with a startling intensity, his presence impossible to ignore.
His expression is inscrutable, but the faint furrow of his brow betrays something darker beneath the veneer of his charm. The tension in his jaw, the faint set of his shouldersâit all speaks of an intent that sends a shiver down your spine.
âLord Gojo,â you whisper under your breath, your voice barely audible over the blood rushing in your ears. What is he doing here? And why, when he looks at you, does it feel as though the air has shifted?
Lady Mei Mei recovers first, her voice cutting through your disarray like a blade. âLord Gojo,â she purrs, her saccharine tone a stark contrast to the venom she had wielded moments earlier. âWhat a surprise to see you here.â
But you canât take your eyes off him. Youâre too stunned, too disoriented by his sudden appearance and the sheer force of his presence. Why must he appear now?Â
His gaze flicks briefly to Mei Mei, his lips curving into a polite smile that doesnât quite reach his eyes, before his attention returns to you. And when it does, itâs as though the world narrows to the space between you.
âNot half as surprising as overhearing this delightful conversation,â he says, his tone light, almost lazy, but thereâs an edge to itâa sharpness that wasnât there before. His eyes meet yours again, and this time, the intensity in them is impossible to ignore. Your breath holds itself in, your confusion and shock colliding with something you canât quite name. Thereâs no teasing quip, no playful smirk to soften his words. Just the weight of his gaze, pressing down on you as though heâs searching for something you donât understand. Then, he returns it to Mei Mei. âI was unaware you had taken to dispensing moral judgments, my lady. Though I suppose one must occupy their time somehow.â
The barb lands, and Mei Meiâs smile falters. Her spine stiffens, her fingers twitching at her side, but Gojo doesnât stop. He steps closer, his boots crunching against the gravel, and the shift in his demeanor is subtle but unmistakable.
âI would suggest, for the sake of civility,â he says, his voice softening to something far more dangerous, âthat you refrain from such remarks in the future.â
The crowd, drawn by the commotion, murmurs from a distance. You feel their gazes prickle against your skin, their curiosity thickening the already-tense air. Mei Meiâs cheeks flush a pale pink, and her hands clench at her sides, the effort to maintain her composure palpable.
âYou dareââ she begins, but Gojo cuts her off, his voice a degree colder now.
âI dare a great many things, my lady. Do not test the limits of my patience.â
The words hang heavy in the air, silencing the murmurs of the crowd. Mei Meiâs breath quickens, and though her lips curl into a sneer, the fire in her eyes dims. After a moment, she dips her head again, but this time itâs no longer polite. Itâs forced, a concession.
âVery well, my lord,â she says, her voice tight. âI can see when my presence is no longer welcome.â
Lady Mei Mei walked past you to exit the scene, clearly disgraced after Lord Gojo had surprisingly butted in to your defense. Her turn was sharp, and her skirts flared. Then, she did something you hadnât expected. After all, you were nonplussed from Gojoâs appearance in of itself that you did not have much awareness of your physical environment. Foremost of all, you were furious. How dare he waltz into the scene, aiming at playing hero and gentleman after all he has done to you this season? The anger consumed you, leaving you ignorant to Lady Mei Mei's schemes.
The movement came quicklyâa flick of her hand, subtle yet purposeful, as though she intended to brush away an inconvenience. Only, her target was not the hem of her gown or an errant lock of hair. It was you. That is, that was the intention of the action. However, fortuitously enough for you, Lord Gojo had noticed it.
With a sharp tug, his hand closed around your wrist, pulling you aside just as Lady Mei Mei's push landedâon him.
The splash was enormous.
For a moment, the world stood still, the lake swallowing the ripples as though it too were stunned by what had just transpired. Around you, gasps echoed, punctuated by the soft clink of champagne glasses dropped in surprise. All eyes turned toward the water, toward the spot where Gojo had disappeared.
Your pulse pounded erratically, caught between the shock of it all and the mortifying realization that everyone was watching. Watching and waiting.
And then, like something out of a scandalous painting that no young lady of good breeding ought to admit having seen, Gojo emerged.
The water clung to him as though reluctant to let go, his white shirt turned sheer and pasted to his torso, revealing every lean muscle and curve beneath. Droplets trailed from the tips of his silver hair, tracing maddening paths down the sharp edges of his jaw before disappearing beneath the soaked fabric. His black necktie clung damply to his throat, accentuating the hollows there, and when his eyes met yoursâgleaming with mischief and something darkerâyour breath hitched.
It was obscene.Â
The crowd seemed to agree, though their response was far less scandalized than you might have expected. The ladies werenât laughing; no, their gazes were riveted, their fans fluttering in a feeble attempt to hide their obvious fascination. Their admiration was palpable, their whispers laden with awe.
Flustered, you took a few steps back to give him space and to not drench yourself (a/n lmaooo youâre drenched already bestie), but you mentally noted to yourself to make his pectorals bigger in your dreams (not that you would continue to have such salacious dreams, of course. It was the mind creating desires you never had, obviously.) It was apparent that you were still very distracted, for you did not notice the two pairs of footsteps rushing towards your direction, towards Gojo.
âWhat happened?â Duke Nanami looked at Gojoâs veryâŠwet state, concerned and alarmed. âWhat did you get yourself into this time, Satoru?â
Gojo, who was still wiping water from his hair and grinning like a fool, gave him an exaggerated look of innocence. He ran a hand through his damp, platinum hair, the gesture almost too casual for someone in his drenched state. As he did so, the hem of his shirt inched upward, revealing a tantalizing sliver of bare skin, a sliver that led downward to a trail of white hair disappearing beneath his waistbandâ
âKento,â Gojo laughed heartily, as if there were nothing amiss. âYou worry too much! A little water never hurt anyone.â
Lord Geto, on the other hand, had been trailing behind Nanami. At the sight of Gojo, he started laughing, snickering mischievously at the sight. He had a knowing look on his face, as if he were fully aware of the scene he was witnessingâGojoâs accidental plunge into the lake being just another moment of unintentional chaos.
âOh, Satoru, you're impossible.â Geto stepped closer, shaking his head in mock disbelief, but his smile was far too amused to be truly accusatory or reproachful. "Did you get knocked into the lake by your own... charm?" His voice dripped with sarcasm as he glanced at the crowd of ladies now eyeing Gojo as though he were some mythical creature freshly emerged from the depths.
Nanami sighed, his brow furrowing as he crossed his arms in that ever-earnest manner that seemed to constantly play contrast to Gojoâs reckless energy. âThis is exactly why you need a keeper at all times, Satoru.â
Gojo, still basking in the odd mix of amusement and the lingering attention of the nearby ladies, merely shrugged. âIâm fine, Kento. Just a little... refreshment is all.â
âBy the looks of it,â Geto continued with a raised brow, âIâm more concerned about you than you are of yourself.â He gestured with a lazy wave, motioning toward the way the water had soaked through Gojoâs shirt, revealing a lot more than was likely intended. âAnd, I mean, look at thatâthose ladies arenât gazing at you for your intellect.â (a/n LMAO ate him up)
Before Gojo could lob a retort, Nanami interjected with his trademark no-nonsense tone. âEnough of this,â he said, pinching the bridge of his nose. âYouâre soaked to the bone. Letâs get you inside before you catch a chillâor create an even bigger scene.â
Gojo lingered for a moment, casting a leisurely glance around the gathering. The ladies, previously locked in their own conversations, now shamelessly ogled him, their fans fluttering uselessly against the rising heat in their cheeks. Their gazes trailed after him as he started to walk away, and you swore you caught more than one wistful sigh among the crowd.
And yet, even as he moved farther from the lake and closer to the house, his steps deliberate and unhurried, he suddenly stopped. Slowly, his head turned, and his piercing blue gaze found yours with unnerving accuracy, as if heâd felt your bewildered stare all along.
His smile appearedâlazy, confident, and maddeningly seductive. The corner of his mouth tilted up just enough to make your stomach flip, and his eyes... Oh, his eyes. They gleamed like a predatorâs, sharp and teasing, and yet impossibly inviting.
The world seemed to tilt, the air around you thickening. Your chest tightened with the realization: that smile wasnât for the crowd, nor for the fawning ladies he left in his wake.
It was for you.
Your cheeks burned, your thoughts a chaotic mess as he turned back and sauntered away, water still dripping from his hair and shirt. The ladies continued to gawk openly, but you remained rooted to the spot, your heart pounding erratically.
Oh, that bastard.
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a/n so....erm this was definitely a CHAPTER.....BUT AH POOKIES ITS HERE i got so excited bc i got the idea to write his lake fall so i finished this chapter. it's a bit messy, like i said, but i hope you liked it <333
I WANT TO SUCK GOJOS DICK BADLYYY i think this chapter was posted so fast after the last bc im on my period and im horny so hence the lake scene was born like i rawdogged this shit in five hours
ANYWYAS THERES PUSH AND PULL YEARNING PINING...so much contradiction hmmmmmm
miss itadori malfunctioning when gojo got out of the water (like a complete SLUT)
anyways i hope some of you WHORESS that simped for bridgerton!geto will be coming anew to simp for our main MAN. this debauchery i approve of. i fear all anons, especially zaynesbathrobe anon and anon in my walls, will be having a field day with this one
thank you for readinggg! please comment and reblog to let me know ur thots :3 (esp reblog, a lot of people have been binging bridgerton!gojo recently and spam liking. tumblr daddy might lock me up and shadowban me/mark my account, so reblogs would be appreciated <3)
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-in which you got in a heated argument with jjk men.
part ii.
toji, satoru, and nanami, (f).
warnings, genre. swearing! not proofread! | angst to fluff! |
notes i. this was requested from like a year ago so... yeah.
Toji. the scarred man was flaring up your temper for sure, you sat at the your side of the passanger seat. drowning in your own sea of thoughts whilst you looked outside the window of the moving car. tiny drops of water was plastered right on the car window. the sound of pitter-patter by the rain can be heard but slightly muffled.
the car however was silent, toji, your boyfriend was driving with a deadly grip on the steering wheel. you both were driving home after a disasterous date. it was going on fine at the beginning but all of a sudden, your meticulous boyfriend and you were suddenly fighting with him over something you didn't seem to think about now. you were just fuming in your seat because he had raised his voice at you in front of many people, "are you going to keep up this being a bitch act of yours?" he bites, you can feel the venom seeping through his voice.
you stayed silent, trying to send him the hint that you weren't going to talk to him any sooner. he hisses beside you before slamming his hand on the steering wheel, making you look at him with a flinch, "damn it!" "what the hell is wrong with you, toji!" "now you decide to talk to me."
"if you were just being so fucking easy back there, then maybe i wouldn't have yelled." the man beside you fills you in, trying to point out your mistakes from the fight.
"oh so now it's my fault that you have anger issues that you can not somehow get a hold of? you're a fucking assassin, toji. yet you act like you can't color inside the lines with a gun to your fucking head."
"what the fuck did you just say?" his voice grumbles, and just in time for a thunder to roar in the sky, light flashes in a second before the rain came down heavier. toji took a glance at you, his eyes were filled with anger and you can tell, you calmed yourself down. looking out from the window again you wrapped your own arms around your body to provide warmness, you couldn't handle it anymore. there was never a day where you don't find yourself arguing with the scarred man over and over again, you were tired, to an extent.
"you're a fucking jerk." you mumble, resting your head on the window as you feel your tears starting to build up. it hurts you, him being too comfortable yelling at you in front of a crowd, it shatters your heart into millions of pieces. you knew you were hard to love but... toji made you feel like there wasn't hope at all.
"I hate you." it came out like a whisper, your voice vulnerable and weak. toji's grip loosened, his eyes softening in an instant with his face muscle finally relaxing, but not in a good way. damn did those three words, eight letters, stab his heart a million times repeatingly, over and over again. he was hurting you, and now he realizes it, he has gone too far now, "y/n."his voice was gentle now, no sign of anger or irritation.
you didn't answer, you felt so weak now. you felt like you were going to burst into tears within a second, " 'm sorry." your boyfriend says, your heart warms up in an instant, it was unfair, he had this effect on you and you just can't ignore it, "whatever." you replied with a sob at the end of your sentence, you had been crying again... because of him.
toji didn't like seeing you like this so he swore in him, he would kill anyone that made you cry, and if he did make you holler again, he'll end his self instead.
Satoru. "This is crazy." you say in frustration, looking at your lover as if he has grown tw heads to make your eyes shine with horrid, "oh this is crazy? you're
crazy." the silver haired exclaims with his tone sharp and absolute, you were taken a back by his response, "oh wow, don't try to point this on me when you're the one who flirted with a girl." "it's like I can't even do anything in this relationship anymore, you have this fucking vision in your head that im so fucking wrong all the time."
"you're just making up excuses, satoru. it won't cover up the fact that you flirted with the girl." you pointed at him, your eyes glared at him with your voice slightly raising. smoke was basically coming out of satoru's ear, he was fuming, "you're insecure, that's what you are." "what did you just say?" "you make a big fuss whenever i talk to another girl, you're afraid ill le...
there was the sound of your palm hitting his right cheek, it echos through out the room with your eyes tearing up. who am i kidding, it already rolled down your cheeks, your eyes held betrayal. satoru, never in your life did he point out your insecurities in an argument.
"what happened to you. if that's what you think then I'm afraid we're better off by ourselves." you say calmly, your tears still can't help themselves from falling, "y/n." "no, you don't say those hurtful things and expect me to be okay."
"im sorry, i know i crossed the line." the silver haired exclaims with a saddened voice, the slap was like a slap from reality. truly the reason why he realized his mistake. "i would never do that to you." your voice cracked, you couldn't anymore, the burden rose up to your throat and it made hard for you to say something without finding it hard. you were crying now.
backing away from your boyfriend your back hits the wall and you slide down to the floor whilst trying to calm yourself down. and just like that you feel your boyfriends familiar scent crouch down to your level, grabbing your hands gently to replace his slender hands to wipe away your tears. "im sorry baby, im so... fuck, i hate seeing you like this."
Nanami. "im just trying to calmly apologize to you, i dont want to fight anymore." the blonde says, he brings his hand up to his mouth in a frustrated manner, you stood there, your arms crossed in front of your chest with your eyebrows furrowed. your face was bear but the outfit you were supposed to wear to your date with him was still on your body, "how is that going to help me, is it going to bring back the two hours i waited for you!" you exclaim, you were frustrated, the man forgot your date because he went to a party at work. and he didn't even tell you he was going, so it caused a misunderstanding, and you waited fir him like a fool.
"did you get hurt? i said i was sorry didn't i? can i go to bed now." he says in almost a monotone voice, you were offended by the way he reacted. it was almost like he didn't even care about your feelings. your eyes by now had widened, "so you're invalidating my feelings now? so what you said sorry?" "god your voice it's so..." "its so what." "...." "answer me!"
"fucking annoying! that's what it is, you yell, you yap do you ever get tired?" nanami finally loses his composure and his words were like daggers stabbing your heart. and if you listened closely, you can hear your heart breaking into pieces, and shattering beneath you. "you... you're the least man i have ever thought to say those words to me."
"wait." but it was too late, you had slammed the door in your shared room, nanami was left inside the cold atmosphere of the living room. he drops his self to the couch, placing his elbow on both his knees as he runs his finger through his blonde locks in frustration, he fucked up.
he needed to calm his self down before comforting you, in case he hurts you again.