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Cosplayer, Writer, Voice Actress, Gamer Pixie | 29 | Space Ace Check me out on Twitch and YouTube! FIC PROMPTS ARE WELCOME! PFP commissioned from marblegroves Other Links & Ko-Fi Here

Hey all! Pixie here! :D

I’m going to work on a proper pinned post later, but for now, let it be known that I have a long chain post from when I was live-blogging about a janky and chaotic theater production I went to see.

If you’d like, you can block it from your feed by filtering out the tag #MuchAdoAboutBarbie

Have a good weekend! I’ll update this properly at some point soon!

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I deal with ADHD on a daily basis, meaning I struggle with multiple (frustrating) things. There's one in particular that's been on my mind the most as of late: it's difficult for me to complete large tasks easily. For me, motivation, mental energy, and time are limited, and those rare moments where it all lines up so I can get shit done are often few and far between. This applies to both things I don't want to do, and things I do want to do. Even writing or cosplay construction or editing videos can become daunting tasks even though they're all fun and enjoyable hobbies of mine.

Recently, I've been trying to clean my room.

As anyone in my immediate family can tell you, this has been a big problem since I was young. My room starts clean, but then I put a few pairs of shoes by my bed, then don't have the energy to deal with the growing laundry pile, then can't find a place for the new mic stand I got for my birthday, then I start dumping jewelry on my bedside table at the end of the day when I'm tired, then - then - then. And then it builds to a disastrous tipping point and it has become this massive, incomprehensible task I have to tackle, and because my brain hates me, it's a frustrating and grueling process to even figure out where to begin.

But deadlines help (pressure helps) and I have found that working on it in the wee hours of the morning (from midnight to like 5am) is somehow a way to get my brain to focus on it. For some reason I work better then. Arguably, this isn't logical or useful every day because I need sleep and I have work, but I made MASSIVE progress two days ago by staying up way too late on a night when I finally found the drive to get shit done.

That's not really the point of this post though.

The point is that I've found that a majority of society (or maybe just the NT community in general) have a hard time seeing progress as worthwhile when completion is better.

"Did you finish your room?" "Not yet, but I dealt with that massive pile of crap on my couch! It's SO much better, and I can actually see the floor in front of my dresser now, and-" "That's not what I asked. Did you finish?" "Not yet." "The answer is no, then."

It doesn't matter how much I've done. It doesn't matter how proud I am of my partial progress. It doesn't matter that I fought tooth and nail to get to the point I'm at, because unfortunately, I haven't finished it all yet, so it's not good enough.

(And I know I have a deadline, and I know we have family coming over soon, and I know that being done is the goal, but the deadline isn't here yet. Give me time. I need time.)

I think we as a society need to award and praise ourselves more for the efforts we put in, whether we reached a finish line or not. I'm not saying we shouldn't strive for completion, because at the end of the day that's often the goal of any task. But we should also let ourselves be proud of how far we have come as long as we're doing our best. I don't see that often enough. I continuously struggle to reach that finish line, but hey, I came this far today! I didn't reach Toad so he could tell me my princess was in another castle (because god knows there's always another task), but I did hit that checkpoint, and since I've been struggling through this level for as long as I have, that's still worth celebrating in some small way. It's still worth all the coins I collected and the goons I defeated to get to this point.

Don't reprimand your kids because their hard work thus far doesn't quite live up to your standards. Applaud what they've done and then help them find the right next step so they're motivated to keep going.

It takes a lot of work to save a princess. The journey has a lot more monsters than just the dragon.

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My Fate Is In Your Hands - Entry 10

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➤ [He asks] to go downstairs. Food is a good idea, but he can’t stay cooped up in this room.

“Mind if I come downstairs with you?” Tango asks, his voice just a little bit raspy, and Jimmy pauses in the open doorway to look back over his shoulder. He looks pleasantly surprised, the feathers around his ears flaring, and Tango carries on: “I, uh…I wanna get out of this room.”

“Oh–! Yeah, ‘course!” Jimmy smiles brightly, and his eyes dart down toward the floor at Tango’s feet. “D’you need help walkin’ down there?”

…ah. Right. His ankle. Tango looks down too. He rotates his foot experimentally, and he decides it hurts decently less than before thanks to the potion Jimmy had given him, though it’s still a bit sore. He might have to wait to go look for his ship until he knows he can stand on his own, as much as it pains him to admit it.

“Probably smart, yeah,” he smiles weakly. “If you don’t mind?”

Jimmy just smiles and nods.

It takes a little effort to get downstairs, though not as much as Tango had been expecting. He can put more weight on his leg than he could before, and Jimmy is patient as they take it a step at a time. By the time they’re stepping down into a modest living space that’s a living room, dining area, and kitchen all in one, Tango is already casting an eye around for a chair so he doesn’t have to keep using his host as a crutch - and he does a double-take.

THIS IS NOT HOW I THOUGHT THE POLL WOULD GO Y’ALL

Me, reblogging cool art that came across my dash: “OH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, THIS IS SUCH AWESOME ART OF–” rapidly checking the tags to make sure it’s actually who I think it is so it doesn’t look like I automatically assume every dapper man with a mustache is my blorbo “–MUMBOJUMBO, HE LOOKS AMAZING–”

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➤ [He asks] to go downstairs. Food is a good idea, but he can’t stay cooped up in this room.

“Mind if I come downstairs with you?” Tango asks, his voice just a little bit raspy, and Jimmy pauses in the open doorway to look back over his shoulder. He looks pleasantly surprised, the feathers around his ears flaring, and Tango carries on: “I, uh…I wanna get out of this room.”

“Oh–! Yeah, ‘course!” Jimmy smiles brightly, and his eyes dart down toward the floor at Tango’s feet. “D’you need help walkin’ down there?”

…ah. Right. His ankle. Tango looks down too. He rotates his foot experimentally, and he decides it hurts decently less than before thanks to the potion Jimmy had given him, though it’s still a bit sore. He might have to wait to go look for his ship until he knows he can stand on his own, as much as it pains him to admit it.

“Probably smart, yeah,” he smiles weakly. “If you don’t mind?”

Jimmy just smiles and nods.

It takes a little effort to get downstairs, though not as much as Tango had been expecting. He can put more weight on his leg than he could before, and Jimmy is patient as they take it a step at a time. By the time they’re stepping down into a modest living space that’s a living room, dining area, and kitchen all in one, Tango is already casting an eye around for a chair so he doesn’t have to keep using his host as a crutch - and he does a double-take.

My Fate Is In Your Hands - Entry 9

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➤ Stay. The stranger seems friendly, and Tango could use a friend right now.

Tango never does stand up from the bed, though he’d sat up with that in mind. He slouches and sinks slightly into the mattress, taking another dry breath and clutching at the edge of the bed beneath his fingers. His toes curl against the rug inside their HASA-issued socks, and he just breathes.

The stranger seemed kind enough before. It would be worth asking for his help to find the remains of Tango’s ship. And beyond that, after how long he’d been stuck up on that deadly rock in the sky, Tango can’t deny he’s craving some friendly company right now.

There are footsteps outside and the door opens again before Tango can fully register them, though his reaction is far less extreme than it had been the first time. He flinches slightly and his focus snaps to the door, where the blond stranger from before is peeking cautiously into the room at him. The man smiles awkwardly and, when Tango manages a tight smile in return, he finally opens the door fully and crosses the threshold.

He isn’t human. Not that Tango isn’t used to inhuman players - pot, kettle - but the massive golden-feathered wings at the stranger’s back catch his attention straight away. They hadn’t been visible from behind the door. They’re the color of sunshine and larger than those of the avians Tango is used to. He must have been staring too long, because the stranger’s wings ruffle and he chuckles, drawing Tango’s eyes back to his face.

NINE HOURS LEFT ON THE POLL! :D

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Fun question!

For anyone who has been reading/voting on the Fate Entries series (also titled "My Fate Is In Your Hands", aka the Team Rancher poll-lead fic where S8 Tango crash lands on Empires S2)...would you ever be interested in knowing what the other options on the poll would have led to? Often the difference is minor, but the decisions DO change things, and I've never gone back to tell y'all what COULD have happened.

I don't intend to write full posts for the alternate options, but...would you be curious to know what the short-term effects of the losing choices would have been? 👀

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➤ Stay. The stranger seems friendly, and Tango could use a friend right now.

Tango never does stand up from the bed, though he’d sat up with that in mind. He slouches and sinks slightly into the mattress, taking another dry breath and clutching at the edge of the bed beneath his fingers. His toes curl against the rug inside their HASA-issued socks, and he just breathes.

The stranger seemed kind enough before. It would be worth asking for his help to find the remains of Tango’s ship. And beyond that, after how long he’d been stuck up on that deadly rock in the sky, Tango can’t deny he’s craving some friendly company right now.

There are footsteps outside and the door opens again before Tango can fully register them, though his reaction is far less extreme than it had been the first time. He flinches slightly and his focus snaps to the door, where the blond stranger from before is peeking cautiously into the room at him. The man smiles awkwardly and, when Tango manages a tight smile in return, he finally opens the door fully and crosses the threshold.

He isn’t human. Not that Tango isn’t used to inhuman players - pot, kettle - but the massive golden-feathered wings at the stranger’s back catch his attention straight away. They hadn’t been visible from behind the door. They’re the color of sunshine and larger than those of the avians Tango is used to. He must have been staring too long, because the stranger’s wings ruffle and he chuckles, drawing Tango’s eyes back to his face.

Don't forget to vote for the next entry's outcome!

I hadn't actively seen a lick of any Sonic-related media in my life until a week ago, when my roommate made me watch the first Sonic movie, then forced me to watch 2 so I could watch 3 in theaters with her and a friend of ours. Never played a game, never watched anyone play it beyond the three (3) Game Grumps clips that I saw here on tumblr. I only knew the characters from memes and fandom art my mutuals sometimes reblogged.

Saw all three films in a week, and I'm obsessed.

Which game do I start with? Or should I just start at the beginning and go through 'em all?

My Fate Is In Your Hands - Entry 9

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[A/N: This is a story entirely guided by you guys, by the readers. Be sure to vote at the end of each entry! ALSO, if you'd like to be added the tag list, please let me know and I'll be sure to add you next time!]

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

➤ Stay. The stranger seems friendly, and Tango could use a friend right now.

Tango never does stand up from the bed, though he’d sat up with that in mind. He slouches and sinks slightly into the mattress, taking another dry breath and clutching at the edge of the bed beneath his fingers. His toes curl against the rug inside their HASA-issued socks, and he just breathes.

The stranger seemed kind enough before. It would be worth asking for his help to find the remains of Tango’s ship. And beyond that, after how long he’d been stuck up on that deadly rock in the sky, Tango can’t deny he’s craving some friendly company right now.

There are footsteps outside and the door opens again before Tango can fully register them, though his reaction is far less extreme than it had been the first time. He flinches slightly and his focus snaps to the door, where the blond stranger from before is peeking cautiously into the room at him. The man smiles awkwardly and, when Tango manages a tight smile in return, he finally opens the door fully and crosses the threshold.

He isn’t human. Not that Tango isn’t used to inhuman players - pot, kettle - but the massive golden-feathered wings at the stranger’s back catch his attention straight away. They hadn’t been visible from behind the door. They’re the color of sunshine and larger than those of the avians Tango is used to. He must have been staring too long, because the stranger’s wings ruffle and he chuckles, drawing Tango’s eyes back to his face.

hey honest question, did anybody have GOOD stuff happen to them in 2024? cause it was really bad for me and for most people i know, so it would be nice to hear about anything that's been going WELL for any of you. even if it's small stuff. just to know there's light out there.

I made some amazing friends this past year year, ones I met in passing at a convention in 2023 and finally starting actively talking to on Minecraft in 2024. I became close enough with one of them to finally move out of my parents’ place and find a townhouse with her. Best roommate ever.

I went to a Billy Joel concert in New York because my brother lives there (musical theatre major) and my dad was willing to overspend on tickets to make a great family memory.

We hosted a Friendsgiving at my place (my own place!!!) and I expanded my minimal cooking knowledge to host them. I felt so proud when the things I made came out right! (Thank you to my roommate for helping to teach me, she’s a rockstar.)

I met an internet friend IRL for the first time.

I started listening to an amazing podcast that’s like having a book club for one of my favorite book series. I’ve loved every second of enjoying the story all over again and analyzing each chapter one by one to find things I missed the first time I read it.

I got a KitchenAid stand mixer for a good price on Facebook Marketplace. It may seem silly, but it felt like a massive step forward in independence when I didn’t have to use my mom’s mixer for our annual cookie party. (Plus it’s a sexy red one and I love her dearly. I should name her I think…)

I watched new movies. I watched new shows. I went to see Wicked in theaters with someone who had never seen the stage musical, and was delighted by the fact that I COULDN’T ramble about it to her because she got so into it that she’s now avoiding spoilers until Part 2 comes out. My roommate and I have been introducing each other to our favorite shows - Fairy Tail and RWBY - and most nights involve us swapping back and forth between one or the other when we sit down for dinner.

(We’re going to finish RWBY first, and she’ll get to pick another of her list to introduce me to. It’s my favorite new tradition in the house.)

I got a new bathrobe. I got new slippers. I got a really cool sweatshirt I need to stop wearing so I don’t wear it out too fast.

I went to a Marianna’s Trench concert.

I drove to Canada, and while I’ve been there before, I crossed the border from the driver’s seat for the first time.

I spent a weekend making a silly Minecraft audition tape with friends that went horribly wrong, but I still had fun making it.

I went to conventions (one in Arizona, one in my home state) and created new cosplays. I got really into character and had a blast when the friends who matched my cosplays roleplayed right back.

I learned how to make a family recipe.

I had good days. I smiled. I laughed over stupid memes. I kicked my feet over really good fanfiction and danced around my room when I found out some of my long-distance friends wanted to visit in January of 2025. (Which they did, and I miss them already.) I laughed with friends - family - my roommate - so hard at times that my lungs hurt and my ribs ached. Little things, little moments. Reminders that it’s all worth it, even during the days when I don’t want to get out of bed.

(And my dog is currently sleeping on my feet at my parents’ place where I’m writing this from. She’s warm and happy and I stopped in the middle of writing this to watch her dream. Little things.)

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