Narcissist Cheat Sheet Narcissist Q A
Narcissist Cheat Sheet Narcissist Q A
So the narcissist tells you “I’m leaving you” or “I think I should spend the night
somewhere else.” They may not tell you where or with whom.
First of all, this is one case where overreacting is okay. And even good.
Getting angry and jealous as if the narcissist is valuable keeps you safe.
When you do, you’re not losing anything and giving yourself more breathing room by
making them comfortable in their fantasy world.
Always make a narcissist think they have control when you don’t lose anything for it.
In this case, you’re upset they’re thinking about leaving you because you need them so
much.
If they’re really leaving, it’s a great thing. Unfortunately, it probably isn’t true and they’re
coming right back.
If a narcissist does this and they’re violent, you should break it off and leave right away.
Period.
This is a golden opportunity they’ve laid down in their lap. Call their bluff and go all the
way with it if you’re sick and tired enough.
Even if they aren’t violent can use this as the start of you two drifting apart.
And you can start getting away from them with this opportunity they’ve dropped in your
lap.
Talking bad about you. Sabotaging things so you don’t know about it.
Sometimes though, they really need you to do something. So they hit you with the “hard
sell.”
You need to do this and you need to do it now. By this time because there’s a hard
deadline.
They convince you it needs to be done. Or you actually want to do it and just don’t know
it.
The only problem is, you don’t. They just want you to do it.
“I appreciate your concern for me. But I’m going to what’s best for me. I’ve got
something else in mind.”
Usually they’ll ramp up their sales pitch and almost threaten you to do what they want.
Judging you harshly if you don’t. Like you’re an idiot or selfish for not doing it or
something.
When they start throwing fighting words your way, I like to say:
“It worries me you’re becoming so hostile. Maybe there’s another reason you
want me to _____ you’re not telling me?”
That usually makes them lay off a bit. Because they can’t reveal why they’re really
pressuring you.
If they try anything after that, ignore them. They can only go so far without looking
weird.
If you’re curious, they usually want you to do something to make them look good.
Something they can brag about forever. Like they got you a job or a date or something.
They want you to keep reaching out to them as if they didn’t hear you to make you
stretch for attention.
(They want to be Clint Eastwood and go for the strong silent type.)
Then shoot down your overtures with a dark remark and get really serious. Probably to
get into an unpleasant talk with your or something.
Neither is good. Ignore it entirely. Like you can’t hear or notice them not hearing or
noticing you.
There are many instances, especially as time goes on, where you know they’re lying to
your face.
Since you can’t prove they’re lying on purpose most of the time, they keep doing it.
Even though they know they’re wrong, and you know they’re lying, and they know you
know they’re lying.
I think they just like doing it, because it means “you can’t get me. He-he-he-he-he.”
Don’t just call out their lie. Call out their character in a subtle way.
When you correct them, don’t get worked up. Make it look like they’re incompetent and
it was probably just an accident. Like they’re not meaning to lie even though you know
they are.
They won’t expect this. It’ll make them look bad without making you look like you’re too
eager to correct the record.
When lie to your face, it’s to insult you and get you mad enough to have a blow up.
When they lie about you to other people while you’re there, it’s to make you
uncomfortable for looking bad in front of others.
Don’t give them the pleasure. Just correct them without getting serious over it.
And set up this silence that’s so uncomfortable and tense it makes you sick.
They’re just waiting to strike, and you know and can’t say anything about it.
This is where you should start acting like the blank-faced person. Someone who’s there
but almost entirely unreactive while they go about their affairs.
Narcissists don’t what to do with a mannequin. So that’s what you should become.
This isn’t a healthy thing you should do all the time. But it works mightily well against
narcissists.
Practice making an apathetic face. Like the Alexander Technique. Totally relaxed
without any tension or emotion whatsoever.
Stand up tall with good posture and always make eye contact with the narcissist when
you talk to them. And approach them directly from the front in a non-confrontational
manner when you address them.
The mannequin is a sort of neutralizing method the narcissist doesn’t know what to do
with. You don’t threaten them, and you also don’t give anything to them.
They also can’t call you out on it per say, because it’s just natural enough that you can
tell them you don’t know what they’re talking about.
They’ll make fun of you, but they can’t quite figure out what you’re doing.
As you get better at it, you’ll ease into it around the narcissist without any abruptness.
It’ll become natural.
The mannequin or stone-face method is a very reliable way to disarm narcissists. You
should use it in most cases except where I say not to.
If you can maintain it when they come after you, it makes your conflicts with them much
easier. Especially when used in conjunction with what follows in this guide.
Emotionally assaults you and won’t stop. Attacks you out of
nowhere
This is an onslaught where they’re trying to comfort their meltdown feelings by attacking
you.
I have a script for this called the Bulwark and redirect method:
NARC: “Because I’m concerned for you. I’m worried about _____ and I need you to
_____.”
YOU: “Then you should do it a different way. Because you’re just creating conflict.”
YOU: “It’s not going to work by bullying and threatening people. You’re acting like a
villain. You should just ask instead.”
Then go into making suggestions. There’s basically always a better way than what the
narcissist says to do, because force usually isn’t what you use to get people to do what
you want.
Bring those better solutions out in the open. The narcissist will be forced to
acknowledge them and feel a little bit better because they still got to vent and feel like
they’re running the show.
And you’ll reinforce that they actually care instead of just want to tear you apart.
It’s important to reinforce their narrative while challenging their argument and narrative
(blank mannequin style).
This way they become less defensive personally and try to perform all kinds of
acrobatics to justify their argument. Which usually has no point or isn’t justified.
Keep it problem focused. Even though they’re the problem. And never show more
emotion than them. This will tempt them to keep going forward instead of punish them.
When they get in your head and you can’t get them out
The first is they’re your parent, sibling or close friend and just know how to get under
your skin.
Because they know you so well. Narcissists just get better and better at this over time.
Usually it’s someone you’ve known a long time who knows how to hit you right where it
hurts the most.
They’ll slowly become an omnipotent God in your mind and make you feel insecure at
the snap of their fingers.
What they’ve done is attached themselves to your emotional energy. Sapping your
confidence and feeding off your fear like a parasite.
When they do this, it’s best to do the opposite of what you would normally do.
So with something you’d like to avoid, bring it up and talk frankly about it in an apathetic
way. Like it doesn’t bother you but is something to consider.
So, I don’t love to drive. And narcissists bring that up to bother me.
So I start talking about driving, even if I would rather avoid it entirely. Because if I did
avoid it they’d start picking at me to get into my head.
Then I mention how they drive out by themselves and no one knows what they’re doing
during that time. I wonder what they’re up to?
Or, they don’t “really drive” because they get a company car from their employer who
takes care of them.
Now, these comments are a bit asinine. They’re not the nicest thing to do. And you can
put them more softly.
However, they touch upon the narcissist’s fragile ego. Mentioning things like their
dependence on a caretaker or their whereabouts at strange hours.
And so they tend to stop right then and there. Because they can’t say I’m being mean or
anything because I’m not. I’m just making an observation.
You can do this with anything. Education, job, money, friends, family… Whatever they
pick at you about. There’s usually something that related to it makes them even more
comfortable.
“Oh, you have a company car, right? So they gave you that care and you don’t really
have to worry about it the same way. Gosh that’s nice.”
Again, I’m making the comments asinine to make a point. It is underhanded, but it
engages narcissists at their level when nothing else will.
Then they tend to get out of your head because you’re speaking their language. And
you’re defending from their mind games.
The problem with standing up and saying something like “you’re doing this to make me
uncomfortable” is they wave their hands and get excited at how defensive you’re being.
Then they keep pressing you. This makes them stop.
How to avoid giving them a narcissistic injury so they don’t
go berserk
“You really are a loser. A nobody. Complete and utter waste of time and human life.”
You probably already know what they’re most afraid of. What they’re most sensitive
about.
What they’re good at, what they brag about, what everyone knows or should know
they’re great at…
You don’t want to disturb it. That’s what protects them and makes them supreme in this
world.
Reinforce it to make them feel secure. Don’t let it be called into question.
The other thing that makes them lose control is if they think they’re losing you.
You’re a lifeline that must be present all the time to take care of them and prove to them
how great they are.
They hurt you when you try to leave because they feel like you’re hurting them. Like
you’re destroying their life and even killing them.
Your unspoken promise to them is to serve as their lackey for the rest of time.
That’s why you can never tell them you’re going to leave. There’s no amicable break up
or clean breaking with a narcissist.
You just have to get out of dodge fast.
So you want to reinforce their ego and illusion, make them feel secure as their lifeline by
acting under their control and…
Never call them a narcissist. Never reveal it. Never talk about it. It’s an insane
concept that doesn’t exist. And they definitely aren’t one.
This triggers narcissists more than anything. If you tell them they’re this angry,
vulnerable, dependent child who sneaks around and hurts everyone while pretending to
be independent and really needs everyone to adore them to feel safe…
You’re in for hellfire and possibly violence. They could try to hurt you or worse.
No. No and no. These are the things you don’t want to disturb.
On occasion – or more than that – narcissists will let you know what they really think of
you. And how terrible you are. And how ashamed you should be for yourself. Often for
no apparent reason.
Basically subtle. Where they almost say it under your breath so you get upset.
And not so subtle. Come on strong and start swinging. Telling you all the things you
should be doing and how pathetic you are.
Painting a bad scenario and implanting it into your head and telling anyone else who’ll
listen.
There are no complicated move to pull here. You don’t have to do anything. They’ve
already done it for you.
Comedian Martin Short would don a fat suit to play obnoxious interviewer Jiminy Glick.
When anyone would insult him, he’d say “Why thank you. You’re too kind.” With a
straight face. Go watch it.
You don’t need to do anything. Least of which feel bad. If you want to make a comment,
tell them you’re sorry they feel this way, because you are.
There’s no point in getting pulled into random provocation with them. So don’t.
So common.
This is a result of projection. A narcissist does this when they feel especially bad and
persecuted.
And they put those bad feelings onto you by treating you like a prison inmate in your
own home.
They become the victim and position themselves as such. Because they’re always the
victim.
Then project these horrible feelings onto you. Like you’re this horrible person who
needs to be shamed.
Even if what you did was completely by accident, they act like you’re out to get them
and hurt them.
Be friendly and proactive and figure out how you can help.
Act like the emotional tantrum and drama they want to have doesn’t even exist.
And put them to work trying to solve the problem instead of losing their minds over it.
Since naturally, they have to be proactive too because it’s the problem, not the
emotional stuff, they have to make you think is bothering them.
Narcissists only have a few things tricks up their sleeve to controlling you. The major
one is you’re creating a problem for them you need to solve.
As time goes on, you become the listener. And extremely tired for it.
You both switch roles and you’re expected to be a sounding board for them. You hear
all their opinions, concerns, rants…
And you don’t really talk or give your opinion much, you just reinforce and support what
they’ve already decided and are going to do.
And most of the time you don’t want them to listen to you. Because they’ll be picking,
poking, prodding and jabbing all the while.
However, there are a few ways to make them listen to you when you need to be heard.
You can sting them, by bring up something they have to pay attention to. I don’t like
doing this.
Narcissists have things that bother them and they always pay attention to. Especially
when it has to do with what other people think of them.
You can withdraw and make them come forward, which I also don’t like doing but is
better than stinging.
It’s a pain when you really need to talk to them and they know it because they like you
working hard to get to them. It makes them look needed instead of them needing you.
When you stop giving them so much, trying to reach out, extending yourself and making
it looks like you’re trying they come to you more. To impose their control. This isn’t
always a good thing, but they will listen to you.
So here’s what I suggest: do something in front of them while ignoring them. They
always have to interrupt what you’re doing if it’s a threat to them, so that’s how you can
get their attention, even if for a brief moment.
Quite frankly, I don’t like any of these methods. And I also don’t like it when narcissists
listen to me. But this will get their attention when you need it.
Threatens you with financial distress and to take away
money
This can be a constant. Especially if you’re dependent on them and it always works
because you have to respond to it.
Sometimes if you’re financially stable and a narcissist has emotional control, money
doesn’t come up much.
Mostly it does. Because it’s such a great tool to abuse you with.
Threatening you and family by taking away money. Taking money out of an account
when you expected and needed it to be there.
Taking the kids because they’re the only ones who can take care of them.
They just want to control you through money. So you have to follow them depending on
how they spend it.
The moral play is the only thing you can do when you’re financially dependent on them.
It’s morally wrong to manipulate people with money. And it’s not a play because it’s
totally true.
What they do with money to control the family is highly questionable. Expose it. Rein it
in by putting the spotlight on it where possible. In front of people the narcissist doesn’t
want look bad to.
They want to be bad as in tough. They want to be bad as in ruthlessly effective. They
want to be bad as in brilliant.
“I know you think you’re trying to help by [WHAT THEY’RE DOING WITH MONEY]. But
it’s highly manipulative and makes it look like you’re trying to control the family by any
means possible.”
Bait and switch. Faint a jab to the body and throw a right hand to the face.
There are endless variations of this, but I usually make fun of them back. Again, not
nice, but narcissists don’t like to be laughed it. It makes them feel like you’re the elite
looking down on them. When it should be the other way around.
Don’t respond or give them anything for it. I’ve also given them a half second blank
stare and turned away.
On rare occasion they’ll say something nice so you brace yourself and never drop the
mean bomb. They want you to feel obligated to them because they were nice.
Don’t. Just say “thanks” and maybe say something nice and carry on.
Uses love against you by claiming if you really loved them
and the family, you’d do what they want
Classic narcissist move. This will always happen at some point. Probably many times.
They can also do this outside of relationships. Talking about the family and how you
wouldn’t do this if you loved them.
Naturally, love means doing what the narcissist wants without question.
It’s words only. There’s no love. You’re searching for it and always come up empty.
You already know that. No one who even remotely cared for you would do this to hurt
you. And just to hurt you. Much less love you.
Here’s the thing: love can’t exist in the narcissist’s environment. What you’re doing is
good for the family and promoting love.
So say something like: “If you cared, you wouldn’t be addressing it in this way. You’re
no supporting love. You’re supporting yourself and it’s hurting the relationship/family.”
You can always educate them on real love this way and get them to back off. Because
you understand love and they don’t. And they’re misusing it for their purposes.
Remind them.
Tries to get you arrested and thrown in jail with their lies
And why don’t they leave is you’re such a mess or threat? Hmm, the world may never
know.
The only thing you can do is get away from them. And you have a golden opportunity
now.
Scream at the top of your lungs for help and tell everyone what they’re doing to you.
Other times they may try to hurt you and even kill you. I hope it’s rare, but I still have to
tell you.
They’re only going to do this if they have the opportunity to get you alone. Public places
are crucial.
They can’t be seen as the evil villain trying to hurt you. Never let them corner you and
run and scream like hell if they do.
Puts you in a back and forth relationship where they act like
you’re together and then act like you’re not
Honestly, wait for the “not together” part and disappear like a ship in the night.
That’s a recurring theme in this cheat sheet and I’m sticking to it even if it’s a broken
record.
They give you chances to get away with all these annoying tests. Call their bluff and use
it to flee.
Here’s the thing: if you keep letting them do it, of course they’re going to do it again. Or
at least test it.
If they feel you almost get away and it scared them, they won’t do it again.
I’ll say it again: when a narcissist gives you a clear out, by leaving or staying
somewhere else and playing the drama game.
Get out.
When the narcissist tests you, use it as every excuse to get away from them.
How to hold the moral ground so you’re good and not them
The secret is to make them justify everything they do by asking what they’re doing and
why.
The mannequin method works well here. Narcissists are used to fielding questions.
So really make them work to justify what they’re always doing, which is mostly bad.
Most of the time, you can get them to reconsider certain things because it’ll make them
look bad.
No contact is a great long-term solution. And really the only true solution.
However, you shouldn’t do it unless you’re seriously going through with it.
You don’t want to relapse. That’s worse than not getting away from the narcissist at all.
And makes them worse.
So take your time, and when the circumstances are right, go full no contact.
Honestly, unlike most of the things here, I don’t think this is a big deal.
It usually doesn’t last long, but if people think you’re a narcissist, so what?
Narcissists flip out when you accuse them of being one. Which you should never do by
the way.
I don’t think this is that big of a problem. And they’ll drop it eventually because it just
doesn’t stick.
I wish they did it more. Maybe it would cause them to not do other worse things they do
and say to you.
How to scare them out of your life instead of being their prey
they keep chasing
I’m going to give you an answer, I just want to say that the inside scoop on this is in
Narcissist Detox and Immunity Kit. Which you can check out by clicking here.
Basically there’s a weight scale. Right now everything is weighing in the narcissists
favor.
You’re giving them everything. They’re taking everything from you. The trade favors
them overwhelmingly.
And you have to tip the scale back to your side to repel them.
To tip the scales back, you have to stop emotionally supporting them. You have to offer
a passive resistance so they get no momentum or reward for their abuse.
Then you have to wean them off of your support. First you provide supply, but
inconsistently.
Then you start supplying very little consistently. Dropping month by month, week by
week ever so slightly.
You still give them control. You still act like the parent who cares for them.
But you don’t overly engage. You don’t emotionally commit yourself. You don’t put up
with nonsense.
You question and make them prove every wild claim they make.
While also never entering into conflict with them or challenging their fantasy. And you
show now emotion while doing it.
It’s weird, but it turns narcissists away and makes then try to get you to support them
more, then look for someone else. Which is what you want.
A narcissist without an enabler is a free radical and very dangerous. So they need
somebody to stabilize them.
Then when you’re away from them, you can become more directly repelling of
narcissists. You don’t have to be a passive mannequin anymore. But you can always
use it when you need to.
So that’s a good way to get away from a narcissist. They aren’t necessarily scared all
the time, but you start to intimidate them without setting them off. To where they just
avoid you altogether.
You should always leave a narcissist when you have the chance.
If they leave you and may come back, you should take that opportunity to break
everything off with them and not get into the back and forth game.
If things are desperate and they’re not present for a time, you should leave then to avoid
any potential conflict with them.
Sadly, most people only leave when they have to. When things have grown too
unbearable and intolerable to stand any longer.
Don’t wait that long. Be looking for an out now. And if possible, do so when they aren’t
around or suspicious you’re going to leave.
Say this when they ask you personal questions that are rude
and offensive
NARC: “I’m sorry you feel that way. I didn’t mean to say anything hurtful at all.”
YOU: “Well you keep doing it. So you must not care that much.”
NARC: “I’m not sure what you mean. I care about you deeply. And I’m just concerned.”
YOU: “Then you’d stop trying to hurt me and the people around you.”
This is probably the most direct script in this guide. It’s the most explicit moral judgment
script for sure.
It’s uncomfortable and they’ll use it to say “ohhh, you’re so sensitive. You must be really
upset.”
But if you “mannequin it” and don’t give them anything, they stop abruptly. Especially
since you knock them with that “hurting people” accusation at the end.
Narcissists say they care about family so much. They’re
really the biggest family splitters. Here’s what you should do
when they try to rip the family apart and turn them against
you
There’s nothing you can just say to show everyone how bad the narcissist is and bring
them over to your side.
Unless you have damning proof and evidence. Even then they may not believe you.
Sometimes the narcissist can openly do bad things and break the law and people still
won’t believe you.
However, you don’t have to make the narcissist out as the bad guy. This is really hard to
do anyway.
You just have to become a neutral party who doesn’t point fingers.
People may still think things are your fault, but you don’t have to be the bad guy.
You can be the reasonable one. Some people take longer than others to come around
to this.
Some family will never come around because they see everything in black and white
anyway.
Most family would just rather not talk about it. And you have to give them space and
time to think. If you bombard them about the narcissist’s misdeeds, they won’t believe
you and will think you’re the villain.
Don’t force anything on anyone. Even when they need it. The hard truth about
narcissists is too much for people who resist.
So you have to learn to accommodate the narcissist’s narrative. If you don’t it’ll look like
you’re the one tearing the family apart.
Never take the blame when it isn’t on you. If they start making stuff up, you should call
them out on it.
But there’s somewhat of a balance you can achieve with most narcissists. They get their
fantasy narrative, and you don’t have to be devil incarnate to your family.
Believe it or not, being a mannequin a little bit helps. You have to emote with your
family, but you can’t let it all out. It’ll make you look emotional and unstable. And give
the narcissist credit.
And when you reach out to family and talk to them about this matter, you have to be
understanding but firm and lead:
“I care about this family. And what’s being said about me isn’t true. Even if it were, the
way this person [NARCISSIST] is handling it isn’t justified. I’m being maligned for not
agreeing with them. Not for anything I’m doing. I hope you can understand that.
Everyone should be able to work things out without anyone being cast out or outright
exiled.”
Narcissist Q&A
Note: I’ve never divorced a narcissist. I’ll just give you my observations.
I’ve witnessed a few divorces, including between my parents, but I don’t know the ideal
procedure for doing so.
Stay away from them. They’ll get you wrapped up in so many legal loopholes.
Especially if you have children or share assets.
The best part is you get to use it as an excuse to maintain your distance from them.
From what I’ve heard, the problem is the narcissist turns the lawyers against you.
Also, be ready to make a court appearance and reveal what the narcissist has done.
This is the last thing they want. And will usually cave in to things so you don’t do it.
“Have I wasted all the time I invested in them? Was it all for
nothing? Did it just hurt me and make me weaker?”
When you follow those teachings, they can actually improve your life and make you
appreciate the things you already have.
Making you happier.
You’ll always be prepared for these emotionally poisonous people who want to get into
your life and do it all over again.
That’s more than you could ask for from a narcissist, in my opinion.
I won’t tell you what to do. But I’ll tell you what will happen depending on what you
choose to do.
If you go no contact, they’ll try reaching out to you. Which you’ll ignore, hopefully without
a second thought.
They could escalate things from there and try to get a hold of you, or just find and be
content with someone else. That’s nice.
If you go minimal contact, they find ways to steadily increase the time you spend with
them unless you establish a hard limit.
Then they’ll go to work on the hard limit, and you’ll be dealing with that. And they’ll make
you wonder if this whole thing was a good idea at all and cause you to question
yourself.
Deal with them a little bit and have them constantly trying to infiltrate and worm their
way back into your life. And maybe succeeding.
You decide.
“Why do they act like they love me and want my love only to
attack me out of nowhere and say the meanest things to
me?”
And it scars you deeply. To set you up for more abuse down the line.
The point is to condition you to taking more of it. By peeling away your self-esteem,
boundaries and confidence.
Once this erodes and is ground to dust, the narcissist has free rein over your mind and
soul.
So the herd seems to favor them. While dissenters stay quiet. Why?
Because they appeal to everyone’s good side with no cost. They don’t threaten to take
anything and seemingly make everyone feel good about themselves.
It’s only costly to go against narcissists. Then you’ve got a real problem.
As good as narcissists are at taking away. They’re at least as good a giving back when
they need to make a good impression.
And making you feel special. You know that because they probably made you feel that
way when you first met them.
That’s what they’re doing to everyone else around them too. Often at your expense so
you feel like an awkward outsider.
And they wrestle with your complicity until you agree. Because you want to fix the
problem, not make it worse.
And they just want you to do something that isn’t good for you.
So they summon your hidden shame and guilt lurking in your heart.
And keep talking about it without any answers or resolutions. They hit a dead-end and
spin around to go the other way.
Until they reach the conclusion they wanted to reach from the beginning. You’re an
inadequate person, and you need to do something about it. Now.
And keep it very well hidden so it’s eerie. You just feel so uncertain and in danger
around them but can do anything about it.
Normal reactions make you look strange here. You should run from a narcissist when
you see them but you can’t do it and look sane.
So you hang around with them and hope for the best. Which is to not get burned.
It took me years to realize you get nothing from them talking to or being around them.
They always take at least a little bit from you.
Notice too how they randomly bring up things that hurt you, even when they aren’t
relevant to the discussion at all.
They don’t sit and worry about you. Or wonder what you’re thinking. Or care what you
have to say aside from what helps them.
And they’re not sitting and thinking about your feelings either.
They have interests and hobbies. Some things they enjoy doing. But they mostly
disappear when their control is questioned.
It’s easy to feel better when you see the narcissist’s behavior for what it is.
Getting to that point and believing it is so hard because they rob your faith and certainty
in the world, other people and especially yourself.
You really are in a paper prison of your own making. And as horrible as you feel, you
can break out of it.
Picture this: I’m writing to you while comfortably sitting at my desk, iced tea in hand.
I’m happy.
Yet I know in the future narcissists are going to sting and get to me. And it’ll hurt.
However, I also know it won’t last. I believe I’m going to feel better, no matter how bad I
feel.
If a narcissist were able to rob me of the belief that things will get better, then I’d feel
awful.
That’s not going to happen. Because I’ve seen how wrong they are too much. Lingering
doubt doesn’t bring me to full doubt.
I won’t react too strongly and I won’t show them I’m bothered. If I argue with a narcissist
I almost always hit back to give them something to think about.
Keep your hope and aspirations close and they’ll always pull you out of depressing
times.
Persist and carry on. The world is so much brighter than what they tell you.
Keep going.
There’s a wavering process you go through when escaping the narcissist’s hold.
It’s especially sick because you feel you’re not making progress when you really are.
When you’re really held up, you’re getting better, even when you feel stuck and your life
hasn’t changed.
Because you’re finally processing all the bad feelings you kept bottled up. Your
emotional fortitude has to heal and recover before you feel better.
It can be as unpleasant as being around the narcissist, because it’s the residual after
effects of their abuse.
But it’s leaving your body. That’s what has to happen. It’s good and feels terrible.
I don’t want to belittle your experience at all, because I’ve been through it, but it’s mostly
just feelings.
Your bad feelings may not be lining up with reality at all. And when they do to turn out to
be right, they don’t last forever.
I remember a quote from somewhere: “Tough times don’t last. Tough people do.”
You can get through the narcissists. So you can get through this.
They’re appealing to the life in you. Bringing it out and showing it to you.
There’s nothing there. They never feel the enthusiasm you do.
This is a lot like the bait and switch traps I describe above.
The real narcissist is the one who disregards everything that isn’t useful to them and
despises the things that could be a threat.
“Will my life ever be normal again? Will I ever feel okay after
what they’ve done to me?”
But you’ll know so much more than you would have without the narcissist and be better
for it.
Nasty people are awful, but man they can make you strong.
To where regular ol’ mean people look like nothing. And you can shrug them off like
nothing.
It’s a powerful experience. And you’ll be able to love and appreciate more of life
because of it.
This is one of those things where if you have to ask, you already know the answer.
And I’m also not going to theorize why they don’t love you.
But they don’t. And they never did. And they never will.
Love to narcissists is a thing you demand from others but never give, and never believe
in, because it’s a weakness. They understand it as something to exploit, not something
you experience.
They want a parent to serve them and take care of them. Supporting their every whim.
That’s why they always have someone like that, and everyone else exists to support
that effort.
“How can I tell if they’re lying or not?”
Especially when they turn everyone against you and shame you into believing.
Confirming to them you believe it's true. And they're telling the truth.
Then they hit you with it again. Because for it to be true, you must believe it.
"I wasn't cheating. You know that." Or "I didn't know you didn't want me to _____."
They're crushing you with lies until you nod your head and believe.
The stuff they bring up and talk about that stands out like a sore thumb are probably
lies.
They also:
Their story changes. Narcissists are cryptic and hard to understand. So you can't
establish a clear picture of what they're saying.
They tell you a jumbled narrative of events that can change depending on who's
listening.
They're never the villain of the story either. There's always a reason why it's not their
fault or it's someone else's fault.
3. Bent on making you believe and become aggressive if you don't. They pressure
others to pressure you to believe.
Narcissists poke and prod you to test your commitment to their story.
When you don't believe everything, you come under suspicion as a bad person. And
become the black sheep.
They may even become worried about your sanity because you distrust them. This is
the hallmark of a narcissist's lie.
It’s not.
They fall apart when they lose control and stuff goes wrong.
Also keep in mind narcissists don’t have the same emotional weights on their shoulders
you do.
They’re terrified of being abandoned and losing control, but they don’t care about
anybody or anything else.
It’s just a self-obsessive loop of what they’re going to do next to get you and keep you
down.
So they’re not in control. They’re very good at making it look like they are, and the more
they can convince you they are, the more in control they feel and can put on.
One is by being too impressive. They have to continually tear you down.
If they can’t maintain that control because you’re too headstrong or an important
person, they tend to gravitate away.
However, if they’re already entrenched and controlling you they don’t want to give it up.
So you change.
When they can’t corner you and get you to support them, they have no use for you.
When you learn how to fight them off and expose them for who they are, especially in
front of other people, they become scared of you.
So by giving them less and less over a period of a few months, they become deprived
and have to look elsewhere.
First you need to understand the whole process of what’s really going on. Not just know
it, but feel it and accept it entirely.
Then you start to learn how to fight them. Using the things I teach you in Narcissist
Cheat Sheet and Narcissist Detox and Immunity Kit (which you can check out here).
You’re already stronger and scarier than the narcissist. You just have to know it.
I can tell you all the reasons why you shouldn’t. And you can too.
Yet when you keep falling back in with them, it’s because you have an emotional need
they’re satisfying.
They hook you and pull you back in by giving you this emotional drug.
If you keep going for it, you’re going to keep getting burned and putting yourself through
hell.
If you can find the insecurity and what you’re longing for that they’re pretending to
provide, you can stop going back to them for it.
Identify the pain and work backwards. Find a way to heal it instead of letting the
narcissist exploit it over and over.
You probably already know what it is, it’s just hard to accept.
“How do I recover from the trauma and emotional damage
done to me.”
This is a long process but there are several stages everyone goes through.
Identification – Realizing and accepting what’s actually going on. That it’s the narcissist
and not you. And you were a victim of their misery.
Separation – Removing yourself from the bad feelings so you don’t associate with the
narcissist’s emotions anymore. You recognize their feelings are not yours.
Actuation – Do things that reinforce all the thinking in the last stages.
1. People who support you and what you’re doing with your life
2. Activities that reinforce your independence and competence, like trying new things
that scare you and realizing you’re okay after doing them
Resolution and surrender – Now you’re accepting things you can’t change, like the fact
narcissists exist and want to hurt you. And it relieves you from feeling like you have to
fix everything.
You can’t control everything that’s happened with force. It doesn’t work that way.
We don’t have control. We have responsibility and some control over ourselves. Yet we
can’t change most things when it comes right down to it.
I’m not going to get religious, but you can’t let it hang over you.
Nothing you do to them is going to solve your anger. It’s their fault, but yours to deal
with.
Just like how to overcome them you have to be scared, uncertain, overwhelmed… and
still proceed.
You have to accept your anger and release it by forgiving them. That’s the only thing
you can do and the best thing you can do.
I think there are roughly 3 types of narcissistic people. With the last group being true
narcissists.
Controlling people – are anxious and insecure and behave in dysfunctional ways to
get people to do aimless and harmless things for them. This gives them a control boost
and eases their worry.
Manipulative people – use people to get back at other people. They want to cause
emotional harm but only do so with an impetus. They may enjoy it on that occasion, but
they donʼt desire to hurt people regularly.
Narcissists – do both to bring emotional harm to everyone involved except for
themselves. They want to hurt people and make them feel bad because it is the easiest
and most effective way to make them feel powerful. They have pathologically fixed
behavior and are tied to an illusion about themselves.
“Have I wasted all the time I invested in them? Was it all for
nothing? Did it just hurt me and make me weaker?”
It’s only a waste if you let them waste your life and you don’t grow stronger and adapt to
them. And share your knowledge with others.
Narcissists are a minority. They can’t beat us. They need us to live off of.
You have valuable knowledge to living a better life now. You’re better and stronger for
the experience. Use it.
I don’t know.
And no matter how lost I’m feeling, my beliefs pick me up and guide me on.
I do what I think is right even if they make me feel bad or ashamed for it. Which they
almost always do.
I hold onto my beliefs of right and wrong and do my best to carry them out.
You need something bigger than the narcissist and bigger than yourself. Whether it’s
God, family, principles or something.
Bigger things guide you out of the narcissist’s darkness when you’re totally lost and
hopeless.
This one’s easy. They are a monster, and are only pretending to be nice.
They just keep it hidden under a paper lid. Ready to fly off at any moment.
There are no tricks here. It’s toxic sludge in a plastic baggie, ready to burst at any time.
Be grateful for the worse pain you’re not going to experience now. And how you can
avoid someone like this in the future.
I think this is rare, but when it happens you’re in for a real blessing.
And there’s more good news. Narcissists usually discard you when you become too
much for them to handle and control.
Because they’re intimidated.
Which means you’re not a good enabler to narcissists so you don’t have to suffer years
trying to get away from them.
I know it’s painful now, but you have so many things you can do that would have been
impossible with the narcissist. Like being happy.
No, I don’t think there’s anything you can do. And even if there was, it wouldn’t be your
responsibility to help them.
Your responsibility is to yourself. I’m all for helping people, but help the people you can
help and don’t stab you in return.
You don’t see me writing to narcissists, do you? No, because I can’t help them.
There are scores of people you can devote your life too in so many different ways. A
narcissist only gives you room to devote to them… someone you can do nothing about
and only hurts you.
What a waste. Don’t take that chance to do good away from yourself and everybody you
can help.
Only reinforce the good in your life. It’s that simple. Some people are just bad. It’s not
good, not your fault and you can’t do anything about it.
It would be a shame if you let that destroy your ability to do good and help the people
who want and need your help right now.
Go to them.
“Will they always search for a new victim?”
They’re always scoping out new game for the hunt. In case you leave or just for the fun
of it.
More is always better. Toxic and deranged behavior never ends. Emotionally disturbed
people are never satisfied, they always need more.
And usually the more they get, the worse they become.
It’s like drug addiction. I‘m not saying drug addicts are evil like narcissists, but the
behavior is bad for them, even if it makes them feel better right then.
Giving a drunk a drink is a terrible idea. It won’t be his last. It ensures he’ll need another
in a never-ending chain.
Narcissists are no different. More control deteriorates them. That’s one reason why
older narcissists are worse than younger ones.
You let it keep happening because you’re compassionate and feel bad for them.
They probably make you feel good about something that bothers you. So you think you
need them to feel better.
Eventually you’ll get so sick of them you never want to see them again.
Narcissists are just hooks though. There’s no meat or anything for you after you bite.
They promise you something, you feel like something is happening, you get
overwhelming excited at what’s coming… and it never comes.
It’s just the same old hot air. Or searing hot air that burns and blisters your skin.
It’s up to you how many times you want to get burned before you say “enough is
enough.”
Speaking from personal experience, you grow up fast when you’re raised by a
narcissist.
You learn real quick how deceptive and untrustworthy narcissists are.
Some children are emotionally strong enough to confront the reality of narcissism.
Others never come around.
Usually it’s a sibling or two who believes the narcissist is bad and the rest think the
narcissist is a jerk but otherwise fine.
The only thing you can do is help them when they’re ready. The narcissist is going to do
things and upset them. Then they’ll start asking questions.
That’s when you can tell them what’s going on. But do it gently. They have to see
everything for themselves.
Once they connect the dots and see the narcissist demonstrate all the patterns, they’re
lifetime believers. And they’ll do better in life because they don’t have this person on
their back all the time.
So you can limit your children’s contact with narcissists and help them learn about
narcissism.
By the way, most of the things they’re right about are pretty trivial. And sometimes made
up.
They’ll also set you up to be wrong about things they already know about.
And even when they are right, just remember they’re sort of totally wrong about the
problem right in front of them. They’re raging narcissists who have to show you how
right they are all the time.
So don’t take it too hard when you get something wrong. They can’t even tell what’s
wrong with them.
You’re thinking too much and taking it personally. It creeps up constantly in the back of
your head and makes you question everything you do.
“You’re wrong and this won’t work. And you know it.”
Worst of all, it’s actually wrong. Mostly you misinterpret things as if you’re wrong. When
the narcissist is wrong.
They’re not right most of the time. Their track record isn’t impressive. They might be
good at something, but they’re flat wrong on everything else.
So I think in general you make them right by worrying about it. And even when they are
right, they’re wrong about the big stuff. Like how they need to work on themselves.
1. It’s okay to jump sometimes. It’s not pleasant but it’s also not a big deal.
2. If you stop telling them everything you feel when you feel it, they have a harder time
messing with you.
They can’t actually read your mind. And when you become a blank-faced mannequin,
you’ll start to notice a lot of their tricks start to bounce off you and back onto them.
This fight is always going on and you’re always waging war. It’s just most of the time
you’re acting like a civilian instead of a combatant.
The plain fact is you just have to fight narcissists using what I tell you in this guide every
time you see them. Nothing puts them at peace. They always want to get you because
they’re always hostile.
“Why are they this way? What happened to them? Are they
born this way or do they become narcissists? How?”
Abusive parent with enabling parent. Abusive parent isn’t outright narcissistic, just more
traditionally cold and unsupportive.
The narcissist was only rewarded for being superficial. So that’s what they did.
The narcissistic child, usually the oldest or youngest or both, seeks the favor of the
abusive parent.
And pressures everyone to support the abusive parent. Becoming their prince or
princess.
This pattern seems to hold in most cases.
They were only praised for their superficial appearance and behavior. And never
nurtured to become their own person.
So they’re the image of the perfect child as envisioned by the abusive parent.
There may also be physical and sexual abuse just to makes things more complicated.
This just makes narcissists worse. And more abusive to the people around them.
If you knew about them beforehand you could have done something. But you had no
way of knowing.
You aren’t responsible for the what the narcissist does. You can only do something
when you have the right information.
And you can do better by not accepting someone in the future who’s a little too good to
be true.
Don’t look at your past with a narcissist and take it too hard. Just try to remember the
abusive patterns so you can avoid them in the future.
“Is there some way I can save the narcissist from
themselves?”
The real good you do is the good you do for yourself and your family. Save the good
from the bad.
You can’t be responsible for what everyone thinks about you. And you probably can’t
change what they think.
Even trying would probably make them resist you. The narcissist has accounted for that.
The narcissist will always pretend to be the victim because they’re the abuser.
It’s a fight you can’t win. But you can use it to your advantage to get away from them.
Acknowledge there’s a problem and use it as a reason to separate yourself from them.
Because it is a great reason.
“Do they ever feel guilt?”
It gives them pleasure to cause you pain. It reassures them of their dominance and
security. So they feel less scared.
I’ve never seen a narcissist experience genuine guilt or remorse. Only fear for
themselves and their own safety.
Their regrets are usually about wishing they’d done something more controlling to get
you.
First of all, narcissists paint this perfect picture you’re supposed to attain.
Where you know and do everything right. Usually the first time you try it. And when you
don’t, you’re bad.
You have to get this out of your head pronto. It isn’t how life works.
You know that, but their emotional influence always pulls you in that direction.
You need to start doing things with different expectations. A reset, if you like.
You don’t have to be perfect at anything. You’re okay where you are now.
Who you are is acceptable and perfectly fine. Mistakes will happen but they’ll never take
that away.
By embracing self-acceptance and separating your performance and results in life from
who you are, you can start being certain again you’re doing what’s good for you and
your family. And that’s all you have to do.
At best they’re just neutral and okay. Mostly they aid the narcissist in draining you and
making you feel bad.
They support people who hurt you. And bring them around every chance they get.
They like it when you hate them. Or are angry at them. Or even say outright you can’t
stand them.
Because then they force you to be around them and fake a smile. Then they feel like a
God.
Being scared of them is natural. They’re really dangerous, even if they never raise a
hand against you.
Some narcissists are murderers when people try to leave them. Then justify it in court
by saying they were only helping or the victim attacked them so they defended
themselves.
Narcissists are scary and disturbing. Because they look and act nice but are really
dangerous and evil underneath.
So, I’m not sure I want you to be fearless in front of them per say. Though you need to
look it when you face them down.
Recognizing that, you can still find the courage to stand up to them even though you’re
scared.
There are rules, but mostly you need to keep in touch with yourself.
The key is listening to your emotions about people wherever possible. Even when
they’re wrong.
If the person is bad like a narcissist, you’ll keep getting that sick to your stomach, rolling
a boulder uphill just to tolerate them feeling.
That feeling is always present around a narcissist. You just feel wrong because they’re
wrong. Listen to it before you listen to the narcissist and you’ll be okay.
Mostly likely they’ll find someone too good to pass up and never let go of them. The
ultimate enabler.
When this happens a narcissist gets emotionally gluttonous.
They can do whatever they want and get away with it because this person lets them.
Then you see how self-destructive their behavior is. They can’t be happy even when
they have every bit of control they want.
It’s a “bait and switch” to disappoint you. It’s the fastest, easiest and most satisfying way
to rip you a new one and leave a hole in your heart.
So you come crawling back to them hoping they say something nice.
They want you desperately looking for approval. Only to be disappointed and look for
more. Anywhere and any way you can find it.
What’s so bad about this is it when it works once, it works better the next time.
It’s self-perpetuating. So you have to break out of it and never look back.
“Why do they tell me they’re the only one who could ever
love me? Are they right?”
Because they want you to feel you’re unlovable so you never leave.
They’re chipping away at that part of you who knows you’re better than the situation
they put you in.
And you’re afraid you aren’t better. They’re multiplying self-doubt so you stay put.
They know the opposite is true. There are far more wonderful people who would commit
themselves to you.
So no, they’re not right. And it’s proof you deserve and can find someone who actually
loves you.
They do this through threatening body language. They’re always hovering around like
they’ve got you cornered.
And by disapproving of all your emotions that keep you healthy and sane. They tear
down everything that makes you feel safe.
Your fight-or-flight instinct is going off and screaming: “Run, you’re in danger!”
And your logical brain can’t do it. The narcissist is making intellectual appeals about
how absurd your feelings are because they aren’t actually hurting you.
They take away your humanity and all the things making you feel good. That’s the best
answer I can come up with.
Don’t be afraid to go out and enjoy yourself. And repel narcissists where you find them.
When you try to hide they come for you.
You need to prove to yourself you can run into them without being absorbed
emotionally. Because you’re going to meet more. Trust me.
It’s how you handle their bad feelings that determines whether you get pulled in or not.
You’ll need practice to do that.
It’ll be uncomfortable since some narcissists are going to remind you just how
unpleasant they can be.
This just reenergizes you and keeps you narcissist free. By honing your resistance to
them.
Your resistance weakens over time because it’s so easy to forget how bad these people
are. It happens to me and I’ve known them my whole life.
So avoid them where you can, and don’t cower when you do run into them. It’s a certain
love and zeal for life that gives you the strength to turn them away forever.
They have to reach a certain point of acceptance and understanding on their own
before they see what’s going on.
I’m sorry to say some family will never understand. Which is probably why I’ve never
seen a family oust a narcissist family member.
The narcissist always has someone on their side.
And when family starts to figure it out, they waver back and forth. You can help them,
but they may turn on you a few times from the narcissist’s influence.
All’s you can do is be there when they need you. It’s not a fun thing to wait while the
narcissist gets to them, even though it’s entirely worth it when you can help them.
It’s just easier to get along and turn the other way with some crazy people.
The narcissist presents a choice, put up with me and accept my crazy, otherwise I’ll get
even worse and make hell. And you don’t want that.
Some family members are too invested in the narcissist’s world to turn against them.
With children, they have to experience how awful the narcissist is on their own. And
they will. Then they start asking questions.
That’s when you can gently introduce the idea and let them watch what the narcissist
does and understand.
No. They don’t and can’t. It never occurs to them. Even though they say it often enough.
They think it’s weak. Their control is the hippest thing in the world and they probably
think they’re the best at it ever.
Things are working out swell. It’s you that’s the problem.
Narcissists can’t change like you and I do. Decades go by and they stay mostly the
same.
They’re blind to what they’re really doing and don’t see anything that needs changing.
They also think everything they do makes them superior. It’s supreme haughtiness
rooted in fear that keeps them where they are. Doing the same things forever.
I think it all comes from fear in you. And a desire to please everyone around you and
make them happy.
Then you try complying with their every request to make things better again.
What they’re doing is taking the fear you already have and marrying it to the fear they
create. So you think it’s yours too.
They wouldn’t be able to project so effectively if you didn’t have some part of you that
was also scared.
So I think they’re scared of looking at the broken person they really are, and you’re
scared you’re secretly broken like they actually are.
Now let’s step away from how they do it and look at why it really works.
Somewhere along the line you have to accept their bad feelings for them to take root in
you.
And to stop accepting their bad feelings you have to separate how you feel from how
they want you to feel.
When you feel their bad feelings leaching into you, I want you to imagine putting them
somewhere else and letting them be.
What I do is imagine a “rotten snowman” made of their toxic feelings forming nearby
from all the mean things they’re saying.
You can think of anything you want, just externalize it to something else where it
belongs.
Here’s the bad part: you also feed monsters with your behavior.
Or worse, you go out of your way to take care of emotional vampires who take
everything from everyone.
When you hand the best of yourself over to bad people, you deprive and hurt good
people who need you.
You’re feeding the bears and putting yourself and other campers at risk. Don’t do it.
I’ll do my best.
I’d ask for forgiveness on the grounds that you can do better and bring more happiness,
by carrying out God’s will away from the narcissist.
And keep in mind, they don’t respect marriage either. And all the vows you took when
you were sworn into matrimony.
So out of respect for marriage, I think you’re doing the right thing.
“Do they think about killing me? Would they do it?”
And if the consequences weren’t so steep, I think more narcissists would kill people. If
they thought they could get away with it.
I hate saying it but I’ve seen the scary side of narcissists enough I have to assume
they’re dangerous. So I’m telling you.
Sometimes they snap and hurt people. A large enough narcissistic injury makes them
feel like you’re killing them by taking control away.
So they come after you and sometimes try to kill you. They already kill you slowly in
more ways than one. Some of them will take the next step.
So can they actually kill you? Yes, I think so. They’re dangerous. Don’t take chances
with a narcissist.
You have to get the full and complete narrative without resistance.
Let your guard down for a moment and let them speak to you.
I know this sounds completely backwards. It’s what you were doing before so you’re
only going to hurt yourself doing it again.
Don’t work too hard to debunk their narrative. It’s too much work. And not even worth
your time.
You don’t need to do that. They want you to sap your energy.
Just let it float around. When it’s exposed for what it is you see how ridiculous it is. It’s
purely emotional and has no bearing in the real world. Like other things they do.
First it’ll irritate you, then you can just nod your head and let it be.
This usually happens when you broke out in the early stages with them. Where things
are sometimes still good. So you think maybe they’ll get good again if you go back and
start over.
Though sometimes people who’ve been with a narcissist for decades get away and feel
that freedom and it terrifies them.
You miss the good feeling they gave you about yourself. However little it was.
So when you get away you feel relief, then longing, then fear at what comes next.
And to remember those things, really take yourself back to how bad it could be and why
you left in the first place.
When we look back on things, oftentimes we remember the good. Which is great.
However, you don’t want to forget the bad and just plain horrible that made you get out.
Whenever I feel like going back to a narcissist in some capacity, or wishing things were
the way they used to be…
I reimagine how they really used to be. And become scared. Then happy I don’t have to
deal with them anymore.
You can do the same. And let your gut instinct remind you how unhappy they made you
and how much worse they’d get if you went back.
Because if you did go back, you’d realize pretty fast how bad things were and how
much worse they’re going to get.
Don’t do it to yourself. Be grateful you’re free from the narcissist. It’s one of the best
feelings in the world.