Rag & Bone - Fragments: Free Content Friday - Outbreak: Undead.. September 2021
Rag & Bone - Fragments: Free Content Friday - Outbreak: Undead.. September 2021
Rag & Bone - Fragments: Free Content Friday - Outbreak: Undead.. September 2021
September 2021
I can’t explain any of it. I thought that I knew and understood where I stood in this fucked up
world. Now I don’t know. I’m just an old man with an old typewriter that is quickly running out
of usable ink ribbons.
My brother used to tease me for keeping this cast iron albatross, he would laugh and threaten to buy
me one of those brand-new candy colored iMac things that Apple Computers had released right before
The Collapse. God, I miss Eric.
I wish that I could remember his face before the infection took him, before I locked him in our
parent’s basement. I couldn’t put him down. It was just too much after our mother got sick from
The Kiss. The Kiss, that shit still pisses me off. Who came up with this crap? It was H195 but
then that red neck on the radio got half the United States all riled up and started spewing his
toxic hyperbole across the airwaves on his syndicated radio show, The Truth, Plain & Simple. Maury
Povich had more journalistic integrity than that clown, if that tells you anything.
There I go again, rambling off course and filling these yellowed pages with little more than the
first thoughts that cross my mind. Does it matter anymore? No one is left alive to read this.
And if they were alive, who knows if they would even understand any of my references... Do you?
Understand them?
Well, I guess there is no delaying the inevitable. I need to keep doing the exercises to keep
myself sane. I am still sane, not that it is much of a comfort here. It’s dark most of the time.
The hydroponics are running, and the garden is doing well but I can’t see past the walls. Sure,
Maisy painted them, they’re beautiful really but they aren’t real. Those trees and skies are just
paint and wishful thinking.
We all know what the world looks like now. A grey and empty corpse, just like each and every one
of the poor suckers that thought that this thing actually had a cure. That there was a way to vac-
cinate ourselves against it. That our government had our best interest in mind.
Fuck me with a rusty chainsaw... the exercises, the mission. I forgot about them again.
Name: Kalib “Kal” Mohemmed Balir
Age: 67
Subject Delta Green 1190 exhibited full loss of cognitive functions earlier than 1175It has
become apparent that increasing the dosage of X-9 has only resulted in a delay of the effects
of the virus, rather than a full remission of the necrotizing pathogens within the brain.
Fuck me. This is becoming harder and harder to focus on. What has it been? Five years since they
abandoned me here in this box? Maybe longer... maybe not. The scratch marks in the cafeteria got
all sorts of cluster fucked when I fell off that ladder replacing the oil in the lantern that we
hung in the gymnasium.
I was out for a while....no telling how long. Cracked skull, broken leg. No telling how long at
all. You can’t get rid of me that easy, God, you hear me? Of course, you can’t...you died along-
side the rest of the assholes.
Do you even care if I keep duplicating these god-forsaken pages? I’ve done this so many times that
I have almost every single word memorized. Sometimes I don’t even look at the page anymore. I just
copy it from my memory. What does that tell you about my sanity? I’m still here and I’m sharp as
a tack. I’m old though. I feel old. Tired.
I’ve eaten every one of the twenty-three flavors of MREs over 79 times each. They say that they
aren’t good past ten years on the shelf, but these are mostly fine, some are green where they
shouldn’t be. I don’t taste much anymore any way.
Age: 44
Subject Delta Green 1203 rejected treatment much more quickly than the other subjects that had
been placed on the higher dosage of X9 alongside a steroid booster. The results were promising
at first, but the rejection of the treatment was swift and violent.
I got no strings to hold me down, I got no string make me fret or make me frown, I had strings but
now I’m free, there are no strings on me! I fully and completely hate puppets. I always have.
Eric used to taunt me with that stupid clown puppet that Aunt Rita built from yarn and felt. It was
a nightmare. I still dream about it staring at me. I can’t remember Eric’s face, but I remember
the face of that clown.
I got no strings.
Age: 71
Delta Green 977 had already succumbed to his infection and was nearly lost. Given the lack of
viable subjects, it was decided to proceed with the injections. The results were as expected,
however, there was a significant delay in the loss of full brain function and the subject
performed well in the rudimentary testing. Advanced testing however was cut short due to
necessary termination.
I am a reasonable man. I know that I can’t last forever eating rotten old military rations and
whatever I can scrape out of the garden. I know that the well is going to eventually run dry or
become toxic...if it isn’t already. I know that no matter how hard I try that--eventually--I am
going to die. Just like Maisy, Richard, Kirsten, Michael, Brent, Jamal, and Cho. And Eric and that
horrible clown puppet.
Are you still paying attention? Should I keep going? The work isn’t going to do itself. I started
this vigil with 157 black and red dual typewriter ribbons, and I’ve reused each one twice already
and working my way back around to a third pass. How many years is that? Can my life be measured
in all the type-writer ribbon that I’ve ruined? How about the lives that I’ve ruined?
There aren’t enough people left in the world to justify what they are doing to them.
I remember thinking that the end of the world would be loud and quick. I was so stupid in my youth.
But Smells Like Teen Spirit has melted away into Smells Like Molded Beef Noodle MREs and too much
sweat and not enough water to wash with. Eric doesn’t seem to care, and he never looks dirty.
My brother is dead. He can’t be smiling at me. Just get back to work soldier, make your service
worth something. That typewriter that you have carried through the fires and swarms of the dead
has saved your life more than once. It keeps your mind sharp and has given you a purpose.
It isn’t true, Eric. You always were the one that they loved more easily. more quickly. I had to
work for it. You just smiled. Well, it doesn’t work on me, not anymore.
So, fuck right the hell off and let me get back to the mission.
Infection:
Height: Weight:
Subject Delta Green 1209 seems to be more resilient than the others, we have implemented a
series of operatives that are introducing the program into the wild as of Subject 2003. The
Ferals are a prime source of fresh data and provide few complications once tranquilized. This
subject is one of the first in that series of experiments. No restraints or confinement,
only remote observation and data collection. We are activating new protocol to facilitate the
operation and expect some attrition due to the difficulties inherit in the monitoring process.
Still, given the failures of controlled testing, we need to remove any wild variants that
may be produced through the introduction of naturally occurring factors. X9 has been reacting
positively to certain pollens and other biological outliers.
Some days feel like an eternity, and I forget so much of what the world was like before this. I
remember some of my favorite episodes of television. I hear songs in my head from time to time
that almost convince me that someone, anyone is still running a radio station. But I know what is
real and what isn’t. And the world is empty. Everyone is dead. I am alone and there is no hope.
Hope died when the missiles flew and the entire East coast became an impassable wasteland, when the
state of California fell into the ocean, when the last real radio broadcasts from overseas told us
about power plants failing. No future. That was the headline. Then those gangs starting spray
painting it on everything and it was like we had collectively signed a contract that humanity had to
agree to. The terns of our rental of this floating ball of water and dirt had officially expired
and we were being evicted.
I used to follow the protocol strictly, but I think that we can both be honest with each other at
this point.
Smiling at us again. There in the corner of the dark room. I won’t give him a lantern. The oil
is too valuable. We have it rationed out for just three hours a day, then we sit in the dark until
we start this important work again.
It isn’t surprising, is it? After what you did to him? You ruined everything and now we both have
to sit here and hope that mission is still worth serving.
What’s your operating code? Do you still have clearance and priority access to the files? The
computers are dead, but we have the backups on disc and the printout. Reams and reams of paper
with row after row of sprocket feeding holes neatly punched along the sides like soldiers on duty.
We’re still on duty here too, sir.
We saved it all and we made copies all because my brother teased me about being sentimental when it
came to this old typewriter. Get a word processor they said, computers are the wave of the future...
No, they aren’t. Rotten flesh and death, flies and maggots, putrid sickness and the end of all
things is the future, Eric. You understand......don’t you.
Age: Unknown, no records found outside of Atlanta Georgia. Estimated age mid-twenties.
Infection:
Height: Weight:
Subject 2013 is not a Feral, though she presents herself as one. She was detained by our oper-
ative and held under sedation long enough to confirm our initial testing. No Infection is
present. X9 is ineffective and neutralized within the bloodstream. Brain function is normal.
The Subject is healthy. Operational procedure has already green lit a full-scale evacuation
however our operative was neutralized by an outside force, and we have lost contact with Sub-
ject 2013. All remaining resources are being redirected to acquire and hold the asset. Top
priority clearance has been given to use any and all methods of reacquisition. Channel 156.800
is designated for code transmission. Delta Green Priority Alpha 011
Like when I put that kitchen knife into your chest and then threw you down the stairs at mom’s
house...she is going to be so pissed off when she gets back from office...
Dinner is served, Eric. The Chicken Stew only makes you vomit a little when you taste it but leaving
it open for a day or so let the maggots get in and provide some good nutrition for you.
Smiling Eric, sitting like a statue just staring at me. Well, I blame you for Eric’s lack of appe-
tite. But I made us something to eat too.
Something special.
I found the pickle jar that I had put the middle fingers of my left-hand in. They weren’t helping
with the mission anymore and we could spare them. The maggots found them too.
Don’t just stare at me, Eric. Smiling away like you know something that we don’t. Oh? so now
you’re standing? About fucking time.
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