Unit 2
Unit 2
Unit 2
GLOSSARYAND NOTES
my heart leaps up, i.e. with great joy; I feel great joy
behold v. (old or poetic use) see
father, n a man who gives birth to something, i.e. from whom something
begins
Exercises
UNDERSTANDING
RHETORICAL STRATEGIES
A. Language in Use
Rhyme in poetry usually refers to the repetition of the
terminal sounds of words at the ends of lines of verse. Thus
in the poem, and old rhyme. Can you think of some other
words that rhyme with the following?
(a) old
(b) an
(c) now
(d) ant
(e) ate
B. Vocabulary
Look up in your dictionary and find out the
One child is outnumbered. You can brainwash it. You can make
it do what you want it to do, carry it to parties and toss it on the bed with
the coats, lug it in a backpack through the Adirondacks, teach it to say
"How do you do?" and pass the hors d'oeuvres. Plural children are a
counter-culture in the house. You and your husband are outnumbered. A
creeping, irresistible tide of Leggos and 10 Lincoln Logs and doll clothes
and Matchbox cars seeps into the living room and cannot be turned back.
You no longer go to New York for the weekend, you go to Disneyland
instead, and dine at six instead of seven or eight. You up everything and
move because the schools are better somewhere else. You spend long
hours in social converse with people you would never otherwise have met
at all, because your children know their children.
converse, n. talk
stamp, v. stamp
Exercises
UNDERSTANDING
RHETORICAL STRATEGIES
1. The main idea of this essay is clearly stated in the first sentence.
(When I had two children, Speaking of Children
1. Does this essay speak in favor or against having many children? Give
reasons.
2. Write an essay on the Position of Women in your society.
3. Argue why child spacing may be important for a happy family life.
Look at a Teacup
Patricia Hampl
Patricia Hampl was born in 1946 in Minnesota, USA
and educated at the University of Minnesota. Encouraged
by the literary community in her area, Hampl wrote
poetry, much of it about her town. Her first volume of
poems, Woman Before an Aquarium, was published in
1978 and the other volume, Resort, in 1983. Hampl has
always been fascinated by her community, her family and
her ancestral homeland in Czechoslovakia.
In "Look at a Teacup," first published in The New
Yorker (1976) Hampl reads her mother's history in a
delicate teacup. This essay shows how writing is a way of
finding out what one has to say, of discovering significance
in apparently minor events, and of making associations
between seemingly disparate elements. The mother has
escaped the magnitude of history by retreating into
pragmatism but Hampl, may have been attempting to
escape history by fighting it, by refusing to carry on old
traditions like marrying and bearing children.
She bought the teacup in 1939, of all years. It was on sale downtown,
because it was a discontinued pattern. Even on sale, it was an extravagance
as far as her new in-laws were concerned; it set her apart. She used to say how
she just put that money counter and let Aunt Gert sigh as loud as she pleased.
Nineteen thirty-nine. My mother was buying dishes that had come
from Czechoslovakia, because the best china and she was marrying an
Czech. Most of the teacups are still unbroken. mine now, because
I'm her daughter and out her china cabinet last week. Each
piece
"Czechoslovakia" stamped on the bottom. The cup thin—you can
almost see through its paleness empty; right now, there's tea in it,
and its level ca gauged from the shadow outside. The cup is water-
green imaginable. Sometimes, in certain lights is so pale it doesn't
seem green at all, just something
white. It is shiny, and there are thin bands of gold 20 around the
edges of the saucer and cup, and again midway down the bowl of the
cup and at its base, which is subtly formed into a semi-pedestal. There
is also a band of gold on the inner circle of the saucer, but it has been
worn away, after so many years, except for a dulled, blurred line.
There is no other decoration on the outside of the cup—a bland
precision of lines and curved light.
But inside the cup there are flowers, as if someone had scattered a
bouquet and it had tumbled into separate blossoms, falling in a full circle
around the inside. Some 30 have fallen faster to the bottom of the cup, while
some are still floating. The blossoms don't seem to be pasted on the surface
like decals; they really appear to be caught in motion. And now, for the first
time, alone in my own house (I've never been, alone with one of these cups
before; they were her company dishes), I see that no two flowers on the cup
or the saucer are the same. Each a different flower—different colors,
different altitudes of falling, nothing to create a pattern. Yet the cup and
saucer together are pure light, something extremely $0 delicate but
definite. As refined as a face.
My mother's face, which has fallen into sadness. Nothing
tragic ever happened to her—"nothing big," she'll say. I am the
one who has wanted something big.
"I know the most important thing in the world," I told her when
I was ten.
"Well, what is it?" she asked.
"Work. Work is the most important thing
Her face showed fear. "Oh, no," she said quickly, trying to
sweep away the thought. "No. Family is the important thing.
Family, darling." Even then, her voice was sounding a farewell,
the first of all those good-byes mothers say to their daughters.
Or maybe our parting began one day when Dad came up
behind her in the kitchen. He kissed her on the back of the neck.
She thought they were alone, but my brother and I had followed
him into the kitchen. He kissed her neck just where the hair stops.
She turned from the sink like a swaying stem, with her hands all
full of soapsuds and put her stem arms around his neck. Her eyes
were closed, her arms heavy and soapy. Pure and Passionate soap
arms of my mother. He drew her down Suddenly in a swooping
joke of an embrace—a Valentino bend, an antic pose for us
giggling kids. He swept her in his arms and gave her lips a
clownish kiss. We giggled, and our father laughed and turned to
grin at his audience. "My dahling, I luff you!" he said to her
soulfully. Her body struggled awkwardly, her eyes flew open, and
she tried to rise from his clownish embrace.
"No, no," she said. No, no to any joke. She stood at the 70
edge of her red-petaled life. There are buds that never open. "Just let
me up," she said. "I've got these dishes to do. Let me up And she
plunged her hands back into the dishwat6r. Every night, she swam
with her thoughts in that small sea.
"Mother," I said last week when I was over to visit and she
was putting red tulips in a vase, talking about how 250 everybody she
knew smoked and how she was glad I'd never taken it up. "Mother,
everybody I know, they're always talking about their parents, trying to
figure out their mothers. Did you do that? My friends, we all do that."
"No," she said. "We didn't, I guess. We didn't talk the way you
do. We didn't, you know, have relationships. Then she
remembered about the teacups, and we changed the conversation.
If she were alone having a cup of tea, as I am now, 260 she
would be smoking a cigarette, staring dreamily out the kitchen window,
absently rubbing her index finger over the nail of her thumb (she still
uses nail polish) in circle after circle. The smoke would be circling
around her head of honey-and-smoke hair. Just sitting. I can see her.
This afternoon, though, it is my finger looped in the ear of this
European cup. She is not the only submerged figure I see—she and this
buoyant cabbage-head rose. There is so much sinking, no hand can hold
all that has 270 happened.
We sit around a kitchen table, my friends and I, and try to
describe even one thing, but it flies apart in words. Whole
afternoons go. Women often waste time this way. But history has
to get written somehow. There are all these souvenirs in our houses.
We have to wash and dust them. They get handed down when
there's no way of explaining things. It's as if my mother has always
been saying, Darling, look at the teacup, It has more to say.
GLOSSARYAND NOTES
This essay begins with the mention of the year 1939, and later
many other incidents associated with that year have been described.
It was the year when the Second World War began. In the war the
Allies (Britain, the Commonwealth, France, the USSR, the USA and
China) defeated the Axis powers (principally Germany, Italy and
Japan). Britain and France declared war on Germany (Sept. 3, 1939)
as a result of German invasion of
Poland (Sept. 1, 1939). Italy entered the war on June 10, 1940
shortly before the collapse of France (armistice signed June 22, 1940),
On June 22, 1941 Germany attacked the Soviet Union and on Dec.
7, 1941 the Japanese attacked the US at Pearl Harbour. On Sept. 8,
1943 Italy surrendered, the war in Europe ending on May 7, 1945
with the unconditional surrender of the Germans. The Japanese
capitulated on Aug. 14, 1945 An estimated 55 million lives were
lost, 20 million of them citizens of the USSR.
Exercises
UNDERSTANDING
3. How does Hampl see herself and her mother connected by the
teacup?
4. How can writing sharpen an image that is only dimly recalled?
5. What does this essay/story tell us about marriage? about
mother-daughter relationship? about the importance of family?
about women?
6. What does the story tell us about being a woman?
A Worn Path
Eudora Welty
After she got to the top she turned and gave a full, severe look
behind her where she had come. "Up through pines," she said at
length. "Now down through oaks."
gently. Her eyes opened their widest the bottom and she of the started
down gently but before she got to the bottom of the hill a bush
Her fingers were busy and intent, but her skirts were full and
long, so that before she could pull them free in one place they were
caught in another. It was not possible to allow the dress to tear. "I
in the thorny bush she said. "Thorns, you doing your appointed
work. Never want to let folks past—no sir. Old eyes thought you
was a pretty little green bush."
Finally, trembling all over, she stood free, and after a moment dared
to stoop for her cane.
"Sun so high!" she cried, leaning back •and looking; while the
thick tears went over her eyes. "The time getting all gone here."
At the foot of this hill was a place where a log was laid across
the creek.
"Now comes the trial," said Phoenix.
Putting her right foot out, she mounted the log and shut her
eyes. Lifting her skirt, leveling her cane fiercely 70 before her, like a
festival figure in some parade, she began to march across. Then she
opened her eyes and she was safe on the other side.
"I wasn't as old as I thought," she said.
But she sat down to rest. She spread her skirts on the bank
around her and folded her hands over her knees. Up above her was a
tree in a pearly cloud of mistletoe. She did not dare to close her eyes,
and when a little boy brought her a little plate with a slice of marble-
cake on it she spoke to him. "That would be acceptable," she said. 80
But when she went to take it there was just her own hand in the
air.
So she left that tree, and had to go through a barbed
wire fence. There she had to creep and crawl, spreading her knees
and stretching her fingers like a baby trying to climb the steps.
But she talked loudly to herself: she could not let her dress be
torn now, so late in the day, and
she could not pay for having her arm or her leg sawed off if she
got caught fast where she was.
At last she was safe through the fence and risen up 90 out in
the clearing. Big dead trees, like black men with one arm, were
standing in the purple stalks of the withered cotton field. There sat a
buzzard. "Who you watching 7. "
In the furrow she made her way along.
"Glad this not the season for bulls," she said, looking
sideways, "and the good Lord made his snakes to curl up and
sleep in the winter. A pleasure I don't see no two headed snake
coming around that tree, where it come once. It took a while to
get by him, back in the summer."
She passed through the old cotton and went into a field of dead corn.
It whispered and shook, and was taller than her head. "Through
the maze now," she said, for there was no path.
Then there was something tall, black, and skinny there, moving
before her.
At first she took it for a man. It could have been a man dancing
in the field. But she stood still and listened, and it did not make a
sound. It was as silent as a ghost.
"Ghost," she said sharply, "who be you the ghost of?
For I have heard of nary death close by."
But there was no answer, only the ragged dancing in the wind.
She shut her eyes, reached out her hand, and touched a sleeve.
She found a coat and inside that an emptiness, cold as ice.
"You scarecrow," she said. Her face lighted. "I ought to be shut
up for good," she said with laughter. "My senses is gone. I too old. I
the oldest people I ever know. Dance, old scarecrow," she said, "while
I dancing with 120 you."
She kicked her foot over the furrow, and with mouth drawn
down shook her head once or twice in a little
strutting way. Some husks blew down and whirled in streamers
about her skirts.
Then she went on, parting her way from side to side with the
cane, through the whispering field. At last she came to the end,
to a wagon track, where the silver grass blew between the red
ruts. The quail were walking around like pullets, seeming all
dainty and Unseen.
"Walk pretty," she said. "This the easy Place. This the easy going."
She followed the track, swaying through the quiet bare fields,
through the little strings of trees silver in their dead leaves, past
cabins silver from weather, with the doors and windows boarded
shut, all like old Women under a spell sitting there. "I walking
in their sleep," she said, nodding her head vigorously.
In a ravine she went where a spring was silently flowing
through a hollow log. Old Phoenix bent and 140 drank. "Sweetgum
makes the water sweet," she said, and drank more. "Nobody knows
who made this well, for it was here when I was born."
The track crossed a swampy part where the moss hung as
white as lace from every limb. "Sleep on, alligators, and blow
your bubbles." Then the track went into the road.
Deep, deep the road went down between the high green-
colored banks. Overhead the live-oaks met, and it was as dark
as a cave.
A black dog with a lolling tongue came up out of the weeds by the
ditch. She was meditating, and not ready, and when he came at
her she only hit him a little with her cane. Over she went in the
ditch, like a little puff of milk-weed.
Down there, her senses drifted away. A dream visited her, and
she reached her hand up, but nothing reached down and gave her a pull.
So she lay there and presently went to talking. "Old woman," she said
to herself, "that black dog come up out of the weeds to stall you off, and
160 now there he sitting on his fine tail, smiling at you.
radiation. Without warning she had seen with her own eyes a
flashing nickel fall out of the man's pocket on to the ground.
"How old are you, Granny?" he was saying.
"There is no telling, mister," she said, "no telling."
Then she gave a little cry and clapped her hands, and said, "Git
on away from here, dog! Look! Look at that dog!" She laughed
as if in admiration. "He ain't scared of nobody. He a big black
dog." She whispered, "Sick him!"
"Watch me get rid of that cur," said the man. "Sick him, Pete! Sick
him!"
Phoenix heard the dogs fighting and heard the man running
and throwing sticks. She even heard a gunshot. But she was slowly
bending forward by that time, further and further forward, the lids
stretched down over her eyes, as if she were doing this in her sleep.
Her chin was lowered almost to her knees the yellow palm of her hand
came out from the fold of her apron. Her fingers slid down and along
the ground under the piece of money 210 with the grace and care they
would have in lifting an egg from under a sitting hen. Then she slowly
straightened up, she stood erect, and the nickel was in her apron
pocket. A bird flew by. Her lips moved. "God watching me the whole
time. I come to stealing."
The man came back, and his own dog panted about them.
"Well, I scared him off that time," he said, and then he
laughed and lifted his gun and pointed it at Phoenix.
She stood straight arid faced him.
"Doesn't the gun scare you?" he said, still pointing it.
"No sir, I seen plenty go off closer by, in my day, and for less than
what I done," she said, holding utterly still.
He smiled, and shouldered the gun. "Well, Granny," he said,
"you must be a hundred years old, and scared of nothing. I'd
give you a dime if I had any money with me. But you take my
advice and stay home, and nothing will happen to you."
230 different directions, but she could hear the gun shooting again
and again over the hill.
She walked on. The shadows hung from the oak trees to the
road like curtains. Then she smelled wood-smoke,
and smelled the river, and she saw a steeple and the cabins on
their steep steps. Dozens of little black children whirled around
her. There ahead was Natchez shining. Bells were ringing. She
walked on.
In the paved city it was Christmas time. There were red and
green electric lights strung and criss-crossed 240 everywhere, and all
turned on in the daytime. Old Phoenix would have been lost if she
had not distrusted her eyesight and depended on her feet to know
where to take her.
She paused quietly on the sidewalk, where people were
She entered a door, and there she saw nailed up on the wall
the document that had been stamped with the gold seal and
framed in the gold frame which matched the dream that was
hung up in her head.
"Here I be," she said. There was a fixed and 270 ceremonial
stiffness over her body.
"A charity case, I suppose," said an attendant who sat at the
desk before her.
But Phoenix only looked above her head. There was sweat on
her face; the wrinkles shone like a bright net.
"Speak up, Grandma," the woman said. "What's your name?
We must have your history, you know. Have you been here
before? What seems to be the trouble with
Old Phoenix only gave a twitch to her face as if a fly were
bothering her.
"Are you deaf?" cried the attendant.
But then the nurse came in.
"Oh, that's just old Aunt Phoenix," she said. "She doesn't come
for herself—she has a little grandson. She makes these trips just
as regular as clockwork. She lives away back off the Old Natchez
Trace." She bent down. "Well, Aunt Phoenix, why don't you just
take a seat? We won't keep you standing after your long trip."
She pointed.
The old woman sat down, bolt upright in the chair.
"Now, how is the boy?" asked the nurse.
Old Phoenix did not speak.
"I said, how is the boy 9."
But Phoenix only waited and stared straight ahead, her face
very solemn and withdrawn into rigidity.
"Is his throat any better?" asked the nurse. "Aunt Phoenix,
don't you hear me? Is your grandson's throat any better since the
last time you came for the medicine?" With her hand on her
knees, the old woman waited, silent, erect and motionless, just as
if she were in armor.
"You mustn't take up our time this way. Aunt Phoenix," the nurse said.
"Tell us quickly about your grandson and get it over. He isn't
dead, is he?"
At last there came a flicker and then a flame of comprehension
across her face, and she spoke.
"My grandson. It was my memory had left me. There I sat and
forgot why I made my long trip.
"Forgot?" The nurse frowned. "After you came so far?"
Then Phoenix was like an old woman begging a dignified
forgiveness for waking up frightened in the 310 night. "I never did
go to school—I was too old at the Surrender," she said in a soft
voice. "I'm an old woman without an education. It was my memory
fail me. My little grandson, he is just the same, and I forgot it in the
coming.
"Throat never heals, does it?" said the nurse, speaking in a
loud, sure voice to Old Phoenix. By now she had a card with
something written on it, a little list. "Yes. Swallowed lye. When
was it—January—two—three years ago—"
Phoenix spoke unasked now. "No, missy, he not dead, he just the
same. Every little while his throat begins to close up again, and
he not able to swallow. He not gets his breath. He not able to
help himself. So the time come around, and I go on another trip
for the soothing medicine."
"All right. The doctor said as long as you came to get it you
could have it," said the nurse. "But it's an obstinate case.
"My little grandson, he sits up there in the house all 330
wrapped up, waiting by himself," Phoenix went on. "We is the only
two left in the world. He suffer and it don't seem to put him back at
all. He got a sweet look. He going to last. He wears a little patch quilt
and peep out, holding his mouth open like a little bird. I remember so
plain now. I not going to forget him again, no, the whole enduring
time. I could tell him from all the others in creation."
"All right." The nurse was trying to hush her now. She
brought her a bottle of medicine. "Charity," she said, 340 making a
check mark in a book.
Old Phoenix held the bottle close to her eyes and then carefully
put it into her pocket.
"I thank you," she said.
"It's Christmas time, Grandma," said the attendant. "Could I give
you a few pennies out of my purse?
"Five pennies is a nickel," said Phoenix stiffly.
"Here's a nickel," said the attendant.
Phoenix rose carefully and held out her hand. She received the
nickel and then fished the other nickel out of
350 her pocket and laid it beside the new one. She stared at her palm
closely, with her head on one side.
Then she gave a tap with her cane on the floor.
"This is what come to me to do," she said. "I going to the store
and buy my child a little windmill they sells made out of paper.
He going to find it hard to believe there such a thing in the world.
I'll march myself back where he waiting, holding it straight up in
this hand."
She lifted her free hand, gave a little nod, turned round,' and
walked out of the doctor's office. Then her 360 slow step began on the
stairs, going down.
GLOSSARYAND NOTES
Phoenix Jackson. The name Phoenix reminds one of the
mythical bird of this name, which was the only one of its kind.
Every 500 years it burnt itself on a pyre and rose anew from the
ashes to live again.
meditative, adj. thoughtful
odor, n. (Brit. odour) smell
coon, n. (Brit. raccoon) N. American mammal with a bushy tail and
a sharp snout
bobwhite, n. a common N. American quail
black-freckled, adj. black-spotted
limber, adj. flexible mourning dove, a brown N. American dove
with a plaintive song
appointed adj. assigned (work)
creek, n. stream
mistletoe, n. a parasitic plant with white berries growing on apple
and other trees
buzzard, n. a large bird of the hawk family
furrow, n. a narrow trench-like depression
maze, n. a network of paths and hedges
nary, adv. (dialect) not, never
scarecrow n. human figure dressed in old cloth and set up in a field to
scare birds away
in a strutting way, proudly
rut, n. deep track made by the passage of wheels
quail, n. small game bird related to partridge
pullet, n. young hen, especially less than one-year-old
ravine, n. deep narrow gorge
sweetgum, n. a tree found in N. America lolling, adj. (of tongue)
hanging loosely milkweed, n. a kind of plant that secretes a milky juice
stall, v. stop (as a vehicle, engine, etc. because of overload on the
engine or inadequate supply of fuel in it).
June-bug, n. a kind of large brown beetle
springly, adj. elastic colored people, black people
Santa Claus, n. a person said to bring children presents on Christmas
Eve [from St. Nicholas]
radiation, n. bright light
nickel, n. five-cent coin
sick, v. make sick
cur, n. a mangy ill-tempered dog
pant, v. take short quick breaths
RHETORICAL STRATEGIES
1. How does Phoenix describe her situation to the white man who
helps her up?
2. How does she feel about stealing the nickel he dropped?
3. How does she explain where she is going to him? How do we
know how much old Phoenix loves her grandson?
4. How does Phoenix know she is in the doctor's office?
5. Analyze Phoenix's language. What is conveyed through her
speech?
6. Point out some specific instances of humor.
7. In lines 298—299 we read: "With her hand on her knees, the old
woman waited, silent, erect and motionless, just as if she were
in armor." What meaning do you attribute to this passage?
The rain stopped as Nick turned into the road that went up through the orchard.
The fruit had been picked and the fall wind blew through the bare trees, Nick
stopped and picked up a Wagner apple from beside the road, shiny in the brown
grass from the rain. He put the apple in the pocket of his Mackinaw coat.
The road came out of the orchard on to the top of the hill. There was the
cottage, the porch bare, smoke coming from the chimney. In back was the
garage, the
10 chicken coop and the second-growth timber like a hedge against the woods
behind. The big trees swayed far over in the wind as he watched. It was
the first of the autumn storms.
The Three Day Blow / 85
As Nick crossed the open field above the orchard the door of the
cottage opened and Bill came out. He stood on the porch looking out.
"Well, Wemedge," he said.
"Hey, Bill," Nick said, coming up the steps.
They stood together looking out across the country, 20 down over
the orchard, beyond the road, across the lower fields and the woods of the
point to the lake. The wind was blowing straight down the lake. They could
see the surf along Ten Mile point.
"She's blowing," Nick said.
"She'll blow like that for three days," Bill said.
"Is your dad in?" Nick asked.
"No. He's out with the gun. Come on in."
Nick went inside the cottage. There was a big fire in the fireplace.
The wind made it roar. Bill shut the door. "Have a drink?" he said.
He went out to the kitchen and came back with two glasses and a pitcher of
water. Nick reached the whisky bottle from the shelf above the fireplace.
"All right?" he said.
"Good," said Bill.
They sat in front of the fire and drank the Irish whisky and water.
"It's got a swell, smoky taste," Nick said, and looked at the fire through
the glass.
"That's the peat," Bill said.
"You can't get peat into liquor," Nick said.
"That doesn't make any difference," Bill said. "You ever seen
"Take them off and dry them and I'll get you some " Bill said. He went
upstairs into the loft and Nick heard him walking about overhead.
Upstairs was open under the roof and was where Bill and his father and
he, Nick sometimes slept. In back was a dressing room. They moved the
cots back out of the rain and covered them with rubber blankets.
Bill came down with a pair of heavy wool socks.
"It's getting too late to go around without socks," he said.
"I hate to start them again," Nick said. He pulled the socks on and slumped
back in the chair, putting his feet up on the screen in front of the fire.
"You'll dent in the screen," Bill said. Nick swung his feet over to the
side of the fireplace.
"Got anything to read?" he asked.
"Only the paper."
"What did the Cards do?"
"Dropped a double header to the Giants."
"That ought to cinch it for them."
"It's a gift," Bill said. "As long as McGraw can buy every good ball player in
the league there's nothing to it." "He can't buy them all," Nick said.
"He buys all the ones he wants," Bill said. "Or he
makes them discontented so they have to trade them to
"That's right," said Nick. "I guess he's a better guy than
Walpole."
"Oh, he's a better guy all right," Bill said.
"But Walpole's a better writer."
"I don't know," Nick said. "Chesterton's a classic." 160
"Walpole's a classic, too," Bill insisted.
"I wish we had them both here," Nick said. "We'd take them both
fishing to the 'Voix tomorrow." "Let's get drunk," Bill said.
"All right," Nick agreed.
"-My old man -won't care," Bill said.
"Are you sure?" said Nick.
"I know it," Bill said.
"I'm a little drunk now," Nick said.
"You aren't drunk," Bill said.
He got up from the floor and reached for the whisky bottle. Nick held out
his glass. His eyes fixed on it while Bill poured.
Bill poured the glass half full of whisky.
"Put in your own water," he said. "There's just one more shot."
"Got any more?" Nick asked.
"There's plenty more but dad only likes me to drink what's open."
"Sure," said Nick.
"He says opening bottles is what makes drunkards Bill explained.
"That's right," said Nick. He was impressed. He had never
thought of that before. He had always thought it was solitary
drinking that made drunkards.
"How is your dad?" he asked respectfully.
"He's all right," Bill said. "He gets a little wild sometimes."
90 / The Magic of Words
"He's a swell guy," Nick said. He poured water into his glass out
of the pitcher. It mixed slowly with the whisky. 190 There was more
whisky than water.
"You bet your life he is," Bill said.
"My old man's all right," Nick said.
"You're damn right he is," said Bill.
"He claims he's never taken a drink in his life," Nick said, as
though announcing a scientific fact.
"Well, he's a doctor. My old man's a painter. That's different."
"He's missed a lot," Nick said sadly.
"You can't tell," Bill said. "Everything's got its
compensations."
"He says he's missed a lot himself," Nick confessed.
"Well, dad's had a tough time," Bill said.
"It all evens up," Nick said.
They sat looking into the fire and thinking of th is profound
truth.
"I'll get a chunk from the back porch," Nick said. He had
noticed while looking into the fire that the fire was dying down.
Also he wished to show he could hold his liquor and be practical.
Even if his father had never
touched a drop Bill was not going to get him drunk before he himself
was drunk.
"Bring one of the big beech chunks," Bill said. He was also being
consciously practical.
Nick came in with the log through the kitchen and in passing
knocked a pan off the kitchen table. He laid the log down and picked
up the pan. It had contained dried apricots, soaking in water. He
carefully picked up all the apricots off the floor, some of them had
gone under the stove, and put them back in the pan. He dipped some
more water onto them from the pail by the table. He felt quite proud of
himself. He had been thoroughly practical.
He came in carrying the log and Bill got up from the chair and
helped him put it on the fire.
"That's a swell log," Nick said.
"I'd been saving it for the bad weather," Bill said. "A log like that
will burn all night."
"There'll be coals left to start the fire in the morning," Nick said.
"That's right," Bill agreed. They were conducting the
"If you'd have married her you would have had to 290 marry
the whole family. Remember her mother and that guy she married."
Nick nodded.
"Imagine having them around the house all the time and going to
Sunday dinners at their house, and having them over to dinner and her
telling Marge all the time what to do and how to act."
Nick sat quiet.
"You came out of it damned well," Bill said. "Now she can
marry somebody of her own sort and settle down and 300 be happy. You
can't mix oil and water and you can't mix that sort of thing any more
than if I'd marry Ida that works for Strattons. She'd probably like it, too."
Nick said nothing. The liquor had all died out of him and left
him alone. Bill wasn't there. He wasn't sitting in front of the fire or going
fishing tomorrow with Bill and his dad or anything. He wasn't drunk. It
was all gone. All he knew was that he had once had Marjorie and that he
had lost her. She was gone and he had sent her away. That was all that
mattered. He might never see her 3 10 again. Probably he never would.
It was all gone, finished.
"Let's have another drink," Nick said.
Bill poured it out. Nick splashed in a little water.
"If you'd gone on that way we wouldn't be here now Bill said.
That was true. His original plan had been to go down home and
get a job. Then he had planned to stay in Charlevoix all winter so
he could be near Marge. Now he did not know what he was going
to do.
"Probably we wouldn't even be going fishing tomorrow," Bill said. "You
had the right dope, all right." "I couldn't help it," Nick said.
"I know. That's the way it works out," Bill said.
"All of a sudden everything was over," Nick said. "I don't know
why it was. I couldn't help it. Just like when the three-day blows
come now and rip all the leaves off the trees."
"Well, it's over. That's the point," Bill said.
"It was my fault," Nick said.
330 "It doesn't make any difference whose fault it was," Bill said.
"No, I suppose not," Nick said.
The big thing was that Marjorie was gone and that probably he
would never see her again. He had talked to her about how they
94 / The Magic of Words
would go to Italy together and the fun they would have. Places they
would be together. It was all gone now. Something gone out of him.
"So long as it's over that's all that matters," Bill said. "I tell you,
Wemedge, I was worried while it was going on. You played it right, I
understand her mother is sore as hell. She told a lot of people you were
engaged."
"We weren't engaged." Nick said.
"It was all around that you were."
"I can't help it," Nick said. "We weren't."
"Weren't you going to get married?" Bill asked.
"Yes. But we weren't engaged," Nick said.
The Three Day Blow/ 95
"What’s the difference?" Bill asked judicially. "I
don't know. There's a difference." "I don't see it," said
Bill.
"All right," said Nick. "Let's get drunk."
"All right," Bill said. "Let's get really drunk." "Let's get
drunk and then go swimming," Nick said. He drank off his
glass.
"I'm sorry as hell about her but what could I do?" he said. "You
know what her mother was like!"
"She was terrible," Bill said.
"All of a sudden it was over," Nick said. "I oughtn't to talk
about it."
"You aren't," Bill said, "I talked about it and now I'm 160
through. We won't ever speak about it again. You don't want to think
about it. You might get back into it again.
Nick had not thought about that. It had seemed so absolute. That
was a thought. That made him feel better.
"Sure," he said. "There's always that danger."
He felt happy now. There was not anything that was irrevocable.
He might go into town Saturday night. Today was Thursday.
"There's always a chance," he said.
"You'll have to watch yourself." Bill said.
"I'll watch myself," he said.
He felt happy. Nothing was finished. Nothing was ever lost. He
would go into town on Saturday. He felt lighter, as he had felt before
Bill started to talk about it. There was always a way out.
"Let's take the guns and go down to the point and look for your
dad," Nick said.
"All right."
Bill took down the two shotguns from the rack on the wall. He
opened a box of shells. Nick put on his Mackinaw coat and his shoes.
His shoes were stiff from
the drying. He was still quite drunk but his head was clear.
"How do you feel?" Nick asked.
"Swell. I've just got a good edge on." Bill was buttoning up his
sweater.
"There's no use getting drunk."
"No. We ought to get outdoors."
They stepped out the door. The wind was blowing a gale.
"The birds will lie right down in the grass with this " Nick said.
They struck down toward the orchard.
"I saw a woodcock this morning," Bill said.
"Maybe we'll jump him." Nick said.
"You can't shoot in this wind," Bill said.
Outside now the Marge business was no longer so tragic. It was
not even very important. The wind blew everything like that away.
"It's coming right off the big lake," Nick said.
Against the wind they heard the thud of a shotgun. "That's dad," Bill
said, "He's down in the swamp." "Let's cut down that way,"
Nick said.
"Let's cut across the lower meadow and see if we jump anything,"
Bill said.
"All right," Nick said.
None of it was important now. The wind blew it out of his head.
Still he could always go into town Saturday night. It was a good thing
to have in reserve.
Exercises
UNDERSTANDING
RHETORICAL STRATEGIES