I Have Begrudged The Year
I Have Begrudged The Year
I Have Begrudged The Year
Angela Manalang-Gloria (1915-1996) had her roots in Guagua,Pampanga. She is essentially a lyric poet and a pianist who
voices her moods and desires through musical, singing stanzas. A practical woman reshaped by the realities of life, she
had found that life is not all love, that love is not the only way to one's goal. In this particular poem, the persona evades
declaring his/her love in fear of being rejected and the unbearable pain it may bring in the process. By keeping the love a
secret, he /she is deprived from the feeling of happiness and sadness. I consider this poem very significant because it
converses about a love from the walls of fear. The uncertainties keep a precious feeling unspoken.
Angela Manalang-Gloria
Source: Dimalanta, Ophelia A., Virginia M. Mata. Philippine Contemporary Literature in English: Tradition and Change(
From the 20’s to the Present). University of Santo Tomas: UST Publishing House, 2001.
http://pinoylit.webmanila.com/filipinowriters/amgloria.htm
I believe that love is untrue when it is kept and left unsaid. There are things in life that have to wait
or be kept, even if it hurts so much, even if it means being dishonest to yourself and to the whole
world. Love, in this poem, is one that is true..although not reciprocated. It does not ask for anything
in return.
anonymous said...
Not being able to express what you truly feel for a person is a sign of cowardice. If you love
someone, tell him, show him. You shouldn't be afraid of rejection because nothing will happen if you
are too scared to admit what you really feel. If you get rejected, then just accept it even if it hurts