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Av‡kK †nv‡mb

Av gv‡`i cv‡kB iwng KvKvi evmv| iwng KvKv evevi Aa¯—b n‡jI gv Zuv‡K †QvU
K‡i †`‡Lb bv, †`e‡ii gZ †mœn K‡ib| Avgiv Zuv‡K KvKv WvwK| Zuvi mv‡_
Avgvi Ges fvB-‡evb‡`i Lye fve| D`vi AvKv‡ki bx‡P meyR MvQcvjvq †Niv Avgv‡`i GB
†jvKvjqwU Qwei gZ my›`i| wQgQvg †ij‡÷kb, SKS‡K D”P we`¨vjq Ges wUb‡kW
†`vKv‡bi bvwZ`xN© mvwi w`‡q mvRv‡bv †QvULvU evRvi GB ¯’vbwUi ˆewkó|
AwaKvsk KuvPvevwoi gv‡S Qwo‡q wQwU‡q _vKv wKQy m¤£vš— cvKvevwo wb‡q
Mov GB MÖvgwUi cvk w`‡q e‡q P‡j‡Q †QvU b`xi wgwó evwiaviv| iwng KvKvi mv‡_
Avgiv we‡K‡ji †Kvgj Qvqvq †mme ¯’v‡b Ny‡i †eovB| GB fv‡e eq‡mi e¨eavb m‡Ë¡I
Zuvi mv‡_ Avgv‡`i eÜyZ¡ Mvp nq|
iwng KvKv GZw`b GKvB wQ‡jb| m¤cÖwZ ¯¿x‡K G‡b‡Qb| ZvB Avgv‡`i cv‡ki
evmvwU wZwb fvov K‡i‡Qb| KvwK nvwmLywk k¨vgjv gwnjv| GLbI wb:mš—vb|
Avgvi gZ, evj‡Ki Dc`ªe wZwb nvwmgy‡LB mn¨ Ki‡Z jvM‡jb| mewKQy fvjB PjwQj|
wKš‘ µ‡gB GKwU welYœ Qvqv evmvwU‡K MÖvm Ki‡Z ïi“ Kij| cÖvq iv‡Z Avgiv
KvwKi Kvbœvi Ki“Y myi ïb‡Z jvMjvg; †mB m‡½ KvKvi DuPz K‡Éi iƒp e¨envi| Avgvi
evjK gb Kó ‡c‡Z jvM‡jv| gv‡K wRÁvmv Ki‡j wZwb Gwo‡q †M‡jb|
Ñ †QvU †Q‡j‡`i Ime K_v ïb‡Z †bB| Ggb K_v ej‡jI wZwb †h wb‡RI Kó cvb Zv
eyS‡Z Amyweav nq bv| gv‡S gv‡S Aek¨ e‡j e‡mb,Ô iwngUv fvj †jvK wKš‘ eDUv‡K
Kó †`q|Õ iwng KvKv gv‡qi Kv‡Q cÖvqB KvwKi wei“‡× Awf‡hvM K‡ib| wK Awf‡hvM
Zv Aek¨ Avwg eywS bv| Z‡e GKw`b ïbjvg wZwb †ek k³ K‡i Av¤§v‡K ej‡Qb, Ôbv
fvwe , Avwg I‡K †be bv| euvSv †g‡q‡K wb‡q msmvi Ki‡ev bv|Õ gv A‡bK¶Y
†evSv‡jb wKš‘ KvKv †Muv a‡i e‡m iB‡jb| GKmgq gyL k³ K‡i D‡V †M‡jb| Avwg †f‡e
†cjvg bv, GZ AgvwqK †jvKwU GZ K‡Vvi n‡jb wKfv‡e|
‡mw`b †MvUv ivZ KvwK Kuv`‡jb| Zuvi Kvbœvi Ki“Y my‡i Avgvi Nyg fvj nj bv|
gvI Nygv‡Z cvi‡jb bv| evev M¤¢xi n‡q iB‡jb| Avwg cÖkœ Ki‡Z mvnm †cjvg bv|
mKv‡j iwng KvKv ev· †cUiv mn KvwK‡K wb‡q evmv †_‡K †ewi‡q †M‡jb| Kv‡QB
†ij‡÷kb| Avgvi gv-evev wKsKZ©e¨weg~p n‡q e‡m iB‡jb| KvwK Avgv‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv
Ki‡Z G‡jb bv| AvgivI †Mjvg bv Kvib welqwU AbvwaKvi PP©vi ch©v‡q c‡o| wKš‘
Avwg Lye Kó †cjvg hLb ïbjvg †h KvwK‡K wPiw`‡bi gZ cwiZ¨vM K‡i Zv‡K ev‡ci evwo
†i‡L w`‡Z †M‡jb iwng KvKv| k¨vgjv i‡Oi nvwmLywk gwnjvwU Avi †Kvbw`b H evwoi
†PŠKv‡V cv †`‡eb bv| iwng KvKv Avgv‡`i cÖwZ hZB AgvwqK nb bv †Kb, GB
gyn~‡Z© Zuv‡K Avgvi wb`vi“Y cvlÊ g‡b nj| Avwg Zuv‡K †Kvb w`b ¶gv Kie bv|
Avgvi ü`‡q Zuvi Rb¨ N„Yv evmv euvaj| Avi H Kv‡jv gwnjvwUi Rb¨ RvMÖZ iBj
wPiw`‡bi fvjevmv|
Zvic‡i A‡bK cvZv S‡i †M‡Q, A‡bK cvwb Mwo‡q †M‡Q| Avwg Avi evjK bB, ¯‹zj
‡Q‡o K‡j‡R Xy‡KwQ| GKw`b gv‡qi Kv‡Q ïbjvg iwng KvKv GLb WvKmvB‡U †jvK|
bZzb †eŠ I †Q‡j‡g‡q wb‡q Zuvi evoš— Ni msmvi| _v‡Kb †Rjv kn‡i; PvKz a‡i
Awdmvi‡`i KvQ †_‡K Ny‡li eLiv †bb| GKw`b Avgv‡`i mv‡_ †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡jb| M`©v‡bi
†g` †`‡L †evSv †Mj, hv i‡U Zv wKQy wKQy e‡U| gv‡K `vIqvZ Ki‡jb, Ôfvex, Avgvi
evwoUv GKevi †`‡L Avm‡eb|Õ Avgv‡K ej‡jb, Ô‡LvKv evey, gv‡K wb‡q G‡mv|Õ
msw¶ß mv¶vrKvi| †Zgb Kvh©Ki bq| Z`ycwi †Kv_vq †hb AvZ¥¤¢wiZv Av‡Q|
ZvB †m wbgš¿Y i¶v Kwiwb| mn‡RB fy‡j ‡MwQ AvcvZ g~j¨nxb ¶YwUi K_v| wKš‘
gvby‡li Rxe‡b †Kvb gyn~Z©B †h Zvrch©nxb bq Zv eyS‡Z mgq †j‡M‡Q AviI K‡qK
eQi| cÖwZwU gvby‡li Rxeb GK GKwU gnvKve¨ hvi ce©¸wj LyeB avivevwnK|
fvj QvÎ myev‡` Avwg GLb GKwU D”P wk¶v cÖwZôv‡b cov‡kvbv Kwi| mKvj
†_‡K `ycyi ch©š— K¬vki“g, we‡K‡j jvB‡eªwi Ges mܨvq eÜz‡`i m‡½ K¨vw›U‡b
AvÇv, GB wb‡q Avgvi Q‡K euvav gRvi Rxeb| Avgvi GK¸”Q eÜz Av‡Q hv‡`i wb‡q
Avwg Mwe©Z| MZiv‡Z †Zgb GKRb eÜz gvney‡ei Kv‡Q avi K‡iwQ ÔwewPÎviÕ

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GKwU we‡kl msL¨v| Gi g‡a¨ Av‡Q gvby‡li GK A`g¨ msMÖv‡gi Kvwnbx| `w¶Y
Av‡gwiKvi AvKv‡k Do‡Q GKwU wegvb| cvwo w`‡”Q AvwÛR ce©Zgvjv| wegv‡b
Av‡Q GK`j ivMex †L‡jvqvo| gvbyl‡K Avb›` †`evi Rb¨ Zviv †`‡k we‡`‡k Ny‡i †eovq|
Z‡e GLb Zv‡`i g‡a¨ Avb›` †bB| mevi †Pv‡L gy‡L AvZ¼| KviY Lvivc AvenvIqvq c‡o
†c‡bi †emvgvj Ae¯’v| Zv‡K D×vi Kivi Rb¨ cvBjU cÖvYvš—Ki †Póv Ki‡Qb e‡U Z‡e †kl
i¶v Ki‡Z cvi‡jb bv| †cbwU AvwÛ‡Ri cv`‡`‡k †f‡O coj| AwaKvsk hvÎx wbnZ n‡jI
we¯§qKi fv‡e K‡qK Rb †eu‡P †Mj| wKš‘ †Kvb D×viKvix`j Zv‡`i nw`m †cj bv| wPwji
`yM©g ce©Z AÂj I `y‡h©vMc~Y© AvenvIqv Zv‡`i mKj cÖ‡Póv e¨_© K‡i w`j|
Aciw`‡K fxlY kxZ I ei‡di g‡a¨ fMœ †c‡bi †Lv‡j i¶v cvIqv wKQy gvby‡li ïi“ nj †eu‡P
_vKvi msMÖvg|
cwÎKvwU cov nqwb| MíwU ï‡bwQ gvÎ| Rwg‡q coe e‡j a‡i †i‡LwQ| IUv
bvovPvov KiwQ Ggb mgq eÜz Gg`v` nvwRi|
Ñ ‡iŠ‡`ªv¾¡j mKvj covi Rb¨ bq| Mnxb Ai‡Y¨i Kvwnbx co‡e Mfxi iv‡Z| Z‡eBÕZ
Rg‡e|
Ñ Zvn‡j GLb wK‡mi mgq ? wm‡bgv †`Lvi, bv †g‡q‡`i †cQ‡b †Nvivi?
Ñ ‡KvbUvB bq| KviY GLb mgq nj wb¯‹vg åg‡Yi|
mviv mKvj kn‡ii hÎZÎ ˆn ˆn K‡i K¬vš— n‡q cojvg| ZvB †nv‡÷‡j wd‡i Svov
†MvQj w`‡q mKj kªvwš— `~i Kijvg| ga¨vý †fvR‡bi c‡i weQvbvq ï‡q †Kej wewPÎvwU
nv‡Z wb‡qwQ, Agwb Uzwc civ GK f`ª‡jvK N‡i cÖ‡ek Ki‡jb| Avwg D‡V emjvg KviY
wZwb Avgvi bvg D”PviY K‡i‡Qb| wRÁvmy `„wó‡Z Zuvi w`‡K ZvKv‡ZB wZwb e‡j
DV‡jb, ÔAvgv‡K wPb‡Z cviQ bv, †LvKvevey? Avwg iwng, †Zvgvi iwng KvKv|Õ
Avwg f`ª‡jv‡Ki gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q Zuv‡K ‡Pbvi †Póv Kwi| Ae‡k‡l mdj nB|
mgq KZ wKQyB bv cwieZ©b K‡i †`q| iwng KvKv Zuvi †QvU †g‡q‡K G kn‡ii GKwU
K‡j‡R fwZ© K‡i‡Qb| †mB Kv‡RB wZwb G‡m‡Qb| G‡mB hLb c‡o‡Qb ZLb Avgvi
mv‡_ †`Lv KivUv DwPZ g‡b K‡i‡Qb| gv‡qi Kv‡Q Avgvi wVKvbv †c‡q‡Qb| iwng KvKv
†ewk¶Y _vK‡jb bv e‡U wKš‘ Avgvi wewPÎv cov fÊyj K‡i †M‡jb| KviY wKQy¶Y c‡i
SgSwg‡q e„wó Gj, mv‡_ ev`jv w`‡bi cvMjv nvIqv| AvgMv‡Qi gMWvj¸wj evZv‡mi
SvcUvq jy‡UvcywU Kij| e„wóiv †b‡P †M‡q Pvwiw`K gvwZ‡q Zzj‡jv| e„wó gv‡bB
Avb›`| G mg‡q wK Avi covi cvZvq †PvL ivLv hvq! wKQy¶Y c‡iB wkj co‡Z ïi“ Kij|
Av‡¯— Av‡¯— †nv‡÷j gv‡Vi meyR PZ¡i mv`v n‡q †Mj| ei‡di UzK‡iv wQU‡K co‡Q
Avgv‡`i eviv›`vq| †nv‡÷‡ji †Q‡jiv jy‡UvcwU K‡i †m¸‡jv msMÖn Ki‡Q Mv wfwR‡q|
we‡K‡j e„wó †_‡g †M‡jI AvKv‡ki gyL †Mvgov n‡q iBj| `~‡ii AÆvwjKv¸wj wf‡R
Rey_ey n‡q †M‡Q| cÖK…wZi GB _g_‡g †Pnviv Avgvi †gv‡UB fvj jv‡M bv| Pvwiw`‡K
welv‡`i Qvqv Avi me nviv‡bvi myi MÖvm K‡i Avgvi wP‡Ëi Avb›`| Ae‡k‡l m‡Üi
Auvavi wb‡q Gj ¯^w¯—i e„wó| ¸‡gvU fvewU †K‡U †Mj| iv‡Z Lvevi ci weQvbvq ï‡q
Mfxi gbms‡hv‡M cojvg wewPÎvi AvwU©‡Kj ÔRxeb †hLv‡b †hgbÕ| evB‡i wUcwUc
e„wói Zv‡j Zv‡j Avgvi gb P‡j †Mj AvwÛR ce©‡Zi cv`‡`‡k wPwji `yM©g eid fzwg‡Z
†hLv‡b wKQy gvbyl †eu‡P _vKvi Rb¨ `yiš— msMÖv‡g wjß| gvby‡li †eu‡P _vKvi Kx
AvKzwZ! Kx AvKv•Lv! KviY Rxeb my›`i| A_P GKwU Rxeb `yÕk c„ôvi GKwU Dcb¨vm
ev `yÕNÈvi GKwU Pjw”PÎ eB wKQy bq; `yÕNÈv‡ZB †kl nvwmKvbœvi mKj Kvwnbx|
iwng KvKvi †g‡qi bvg iƒcv| †ek †`L‡Z, wQgQvg Zš^x| cÖ_g †`Lv‡ZB Avcb K‡i
wbj, †hb KZ w`‡bi cwiPq| Zvi mv‡_ †ek wKQy¶Y GK‡Î KvUv‡bvi c‡i hLb †divi c_
aijvg ZLb eySjvg I‡K Avgvi fvj †j‡M‡Q| fvj jvMvUv fvjevmvq iƒcvš—wiZ n‡Z †ewk
w`b jvM‡jv bv| GK mgq Avgiv ci¯ú‡ii †cÖ‡g c‡o †Mjvg| Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ hvZvqvZ †e‡o
†Mj|
QywUi w`‡b wbR©b `ycy‡i nuvU‡Z Avgvi fvj jv‡M| G mgq c„w_ex‡K g‡b nq
wbi“c`ªe wekªv‡gi bxo| ZvB gv_vi Dci †iv` wb‡q iƒcv‡`i †nv‡÷‡j Dcw¯’Z njvg|
`v‡ivqvb wei³ nj| KviY wVK mv¶v‡Zi mgq GUv bq| iƒcvi evÜexiv gyL wU‡c nvmj|
Z‡e iƒcv weeªZ nj bv| Avgiv cvkvcvwk emjvg| ci¯ú‡ii ¯úk© Abyfe Kijvg|
Ñ `ycyi †ejvUv eywS †Zvgvi †eovevi mgq?
Ñ `ycy‡i †eov‡Z Avgvi Lye fvj jv‡M| †Zvgvi?
Ñ ‡gv‡UI bv|

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 Ñ bv †Kb? Avgv‡`i me fvj jvMv GK n‡Z n‡e| KviY Avgiv †cÖwgK| AvR‡K `ycy‡i
Avwg Gjvg, Av‡iK `ycy‡i Zzwg hv‡e|
Ñ `ycyi †ejv †Q‡j‡`i †nv‡÷‡j †h‡Z Avgvi e‡q †M‡Q| †Zvgvi N‡i Zzwg GKv _vK|
†jv‡K wK ej‡e?
Ñ ‡jv‡K ejvi †K avi av‡i| Avgiv †cÖwgK †cÖwgKv; hw` wKQy¶Y GKv _vwKB
Z‡e Kvi wK ejvi Av‡Q?
Ñ `yózwg| Avwg wKQy eywS bv eywS?

iƒcv hvB ejyK, GKw`b `ycy‡i ‡m wKš‘ mZ¨B Gj| Avgiv ci¯úi‡K wbweo fv‡e
¯úk© Kijvg| iƒcv cÖkªq w`j| Avwg mvnmx n‡q DVjvg| bibvixi wgj‡bi †mB Avw`g
ZË¡ D`NvwUZ nj| wgj‡b nq m„wó| m„wó my‡Li Djv‡m gvbyl euvav c‡o gvqvex
c„w_exi gvqvex e܇b hv Zv‡K †eu‡P _vKvi †cÖiYv †hvMvq| Rxe‡bi g~j inm¨
m¤¢eZ GLv‡bB wbwnZ i‡q‡Q|
ÔH ‡h meyR ebexw_Kv, `~i w`M‡š—i mxgvbvq|Õ GwU GKwU Mv‡bi Kwj|
MvB‡Q GKwU †g‡q; Zv‡j Zv‡j Qwe AuvK‡Q GKwU †Q‡j| meyR w`Mš— †iLv| Zvi
gv‡S GKwU Kzu‡oNi †hLv‡b †Kvb GKRb †cÖwgKvi wcÖq _v‡K| iƒcv‡`i K‡j‡R
mvs¯‹…wZK mßv‡ni cÖwZ‡hvwMZv Abyôv‡b wbgš¿Y †c‡qwQ| †mLv‡bB GLb
AbywôZ n‡”Q Mv‡bi Zv‡j Zv‡j Qwe AuvKv| cÖwZ‡hvwMZvi MvbwU cwiwPZ Z‡e Zvi
†h GZ Av‡e`b Zv Av‡M eywSwb| wePviK n‡j Avwg GB RywU‡K cÖ_g cyi¯‹vi w`Zvg|
iƒcv‡K †m K_v ejjvg|
Ñ I †mvgv, Avgvi evÜex| mZ¨B fvj Mvq| GKmgq †Zvgvi mv‡_ cwiPq Kwi‡q
w`e|
‡mvgvi mv‡_ Avgvi NwbôZv evo‡Z jvM‡jv| †g‡qwU Zvi Mv‡bi gZ †mŠg¨, kvš—| G
†hb Zi½nxb ¯^”Q Rjvavi| Zvi mv‡_ K_v ej‡Z, Zvi Mvb ïb‡Z Avgvi Lye B‡”Q K‡i|
wKš‘ iƒcvi Rb¨ fq nq| ZvB GKUz `~‡i `~‡iB _vwK| Z‡e †ewkw`b ‰ah© ai‡Z nj bv|
wK GKUv cÖ‡qvR‡b iƒcv wKQy w`‡bi Rb¨ evwo †Mj| Avgiv ZLb KvQvKvwQ njvg|
iƒcv hw` b`x nq Z‡e †mvgv mvMi| Avgvi Aby‡kvPbv nj, †Kb Avwg †mvgv‡K Av‡M
†`wLwb| Zvic‡iI I‡K bv fvj‡e‡m cvijvg bv| Zvi mvM‡i Wye w`jvg| †m Avgv‡K Mvb
†kvbvjÑ g‡b Ki Avwg †bB, emš— G‡m †M‡Q, K…òPzovi eb¨vq ˆPZvjx †f‡m †M‡Q|
Ô‡Zgb emš— Avgvi PvB bv|Õ Avwg †mvgvi Pz‡ji Ai‡Y¨ gyL ¸uRjvg|

Av‡iK `ycy‡i †mvgv Gj Avgvi N‡i|

Ñ `ycyi †ejvq †h?
Ñ Zzwg `ycyi fvjevm, ZvB|
Ñ Avwg evm‡j wK? ZzwgÕZ evm bv|
Ñ Avwg evwm| Zzwg hv cQ›` Ki, Avwg ZvB Kwi| bB‡j fvjevmvi †Rvi _vKj
†Kv_vq? GB †`L †Zvgvi Rb¨ wK G‡bwQ|
‡mvgv Avgvi weQvbvq G‡m em‡jv| n¨vÛe¨vM Ly‡j †ei Kij GKwU Avg|
Ñ Avg! KuvPv Avg! Avgvi wK‡kvi‡ejvi †cÖg| Zzwg †Kv_vq †c‡j †mvbvgwY|
Ñ Avwg †c‡owQ| Avgv‡`i †nv‡÷‡ji MvQ †_‡K| GB †`L †euvUvq GLbI UvUKv
AvVv †j‡M Av‡Q|
Ñ Av‡Q eywS! Av‡i, Av‡i, bó Ki bv| jvwM‡q `vI, jvwM‡q `vI| Avgv‡`i †cÖ‡gi
gv‡S jvwM‡q `vI, †hb KLbI bv †Qv‡U|
Ñ gvmyg, Zzwg KuvPv Avg fvjevm; Avwg wK K‡i Rvbjvg, ejÕZ?
Ñ ZzwgB ej|
Ñ KviY AvwgI Mªx‡®§i †iv‡` †Uv ‡Uv K‡i Ny‡i †eov‡bv evwjKv †h Avg Mv‡Qi
Wv‡j wXj †g‡i `ycy‡ii Nyg fvOvZ|
Ñ I‡i †M‡Qv †g‡q, †m mgq hw` †Zvgvi mv‡_ ‡`Lv nZ!
Ñ Zvn‡j GZ c_ cvwo w`‡Z nZ bv| hvB ‡nvK, †Zvgvi N‡i Qywi Av‡Q? `vIÕZ|
wQ‡j †K‡U †Zvgv‡K Avg LvI- qvB|
Ñ Qywii wK `iKvi `yóz evwjKv, `uvZ w`‡q Zzwg IwU †Qj| Zvici Kvgo

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w`‡q `yÕfvM K‡i GKfvM Avgv‡K `vI| Z‡eBÕZ eyS‡ev Zzwg Avgvi wK‡kvi‡ejvi
†cÖwgKv, c_ fy‡j Ab¨w`‡K wM‡qwQ‡j|
Ñ `yóz evjK, GB bvI, KvRwU Zzwg Ki| KviY evj‡Kiv KLbI evwjKv‡`i Gu‡Uv Lvq
bv|
Ñ AvR †m wbqg APj| KviY evwjKvwU GLb †cÖ‡gi †`ex| Avi evjKwU Zvi
†mev`vm| myZivs †cÖ‡gi dj †m fv‡eB m`MwZ cvK|
cÖMjfv bvixi PUzj nvwm nVvr D‡e †Mj| Mfxi fv‡e †m Avgvi nvZ †P‡c aij| Zvi
†PvL wKQy ej‡Q| cv_i hy‡Mi fvlv, AwZ cÖvPxb wKš‘ wPiš—b| Avwg I‡K Rwo‡q aijvg|
†Vuv‡U †Vuv‡U ivLjvg| Avgv‡`i `yÕR‡bi gy‡L KuvPv Av‡gi NÖvY|
iƒcv †d‡iwb| ZvB c‡ii w`b `ycy‡i †mvgv Avevi Gj|
Ñ Zzwg AevK nIwb?
Ñ bv, Avwg †Zvgvi A‡c¶vq wQjvg| †kvb, Avwg †Zvgvi gZ MvB‡Z cvwi bv Zey
AvR †Zvgv‡K GKUv Mvb †kvbve| ïb‡e?
Ñ mwZ¨! Zzwg MvB‡e? Avwg ab¨ ne|
Avwg MvBjvg Ñ Ômvivw`b †Zvgvq †f‡e, nj bv Avgvi †Kvb KvR; nj bv †Zvgv‡K
cvIqv, w`b †h e„_vq †Mj nvq|Õ s
‡mvgv dzuwc‡q DVj|
Ñ †Ku‡`v bv †mvgv, Avgvi w`b e„_v hvqwb| Zzwg G‡mQ|
‡mvgv Avgvi ey‡K gv_v ivLj| Mfxi ggZvq Avwg I‡K Rwo‡q aijvg|
Ñ Avi KZ`~i hv‡e gvmyg?
Ñ hZ`~i Zzwg wb‡q hv‡e|
Ñ iƒcv G‡j wK Ki‡e?
Ñ AvmyKÕZ|
Ñ ‡cÖ‡gi gaycy‡i wK Avgiv †cŠuQy‡Z cvi‡ev?
Ñ cvi‡ev, hw` Zzwg mv_x nI|
mܨvi gy‡L gy‡L †mvgv Avgvi evû‡Wvi †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj|
Ñ AvR‡K Zvn‡j hvB|
Ñ AviI wKQy¶Y _vK|
Ñ mܨv n‡q G‡jv †h| †nv‡÷‡j wdi‡Z n‡e|
Ñ Av”Qv Zvn‡j G‡mv| Kvj‡K Avevi †`Lv n‡e|

c‡ii w`b †mvgv Gj bv| Gj iƒcv, iYiw½bx g~wZ© n‡q|

Ñ gvmyg G me wK ïbwQ?
Ñ wK ïbQ?
Ñ Zzwg wek¦vm f½ K‡iQ| †mvgvi mv‡_ †Zvgvi wK m¤úK©? Ii mv‡_ G‡Zv
gvLvgvwL †Kb? Kqw`b wQjvg bv, Zv‡ZB †Zvgvi G‡Zv Aa:cZb!
Ñ iƒcv †kvb, G‡Zv Aw¯’i n‡qv bv| †Kej evwo †_‡K G‡mQ| †nv‡÷‡j wM‡q †i÷
bvI|
Ñ Aw¯’i ne bv gv‡b? Avgvi me †kl n‡q hv‡”Q Avi Avwg N‡i e‡m †i÷ †be!
Zv‡Z †Zvgv‡`i Lye myweav nq, ZvB bv? ey‡SwQ, H WvBbx †Zvgvi gv_v †L‡q‡Q|
I‡K Avwg Qvo‡ev bv|
Ñ iƒcv wPrKvi Ki bv| †jvKRb Ro n‡q hv‡e| Zviv fve‡e wK?
Ñ ‡nvK Ro| Zviv RvbyK, Zzwg Avgvi, †Kej Avgvi| KvD‡K Avwg fvM emv‡Z †`e
bv| †Zvgv‡K Avwg me w`‡qwQ| Zzwg †Kv_vI †h‡Z cvi‡e bv|
Ñ wVK Av‡Q| GLb PjÕZ, †Zvgv‡K †i‡L Avwm|
Ñ ‡i‡L Avm‡Z n‡e bv, Avwg wb‡RB †h‡Z cvwi|
c‡ii w`‡bI †mvgv Gj bv; Z‡e iƒcv wVKB G‡jv| D`åvš— †Pnviv| †ekf~lv
cwicvwU bq| GgbwK PzjUvI fvjgZ wPi“bx K‡iwb|
Ñ gvmyg, †Zvgvi wK n‡q‡Q? Avgv‡K †h eo Gwo‡q PjQ| Avgv‡K wK †Zvgvi Avi
fvj jvM‡Q bv?
Ñ i“cv, j²x †g‡q, kvš— nI|

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 Ñ GZ¶Y c‡i Avgv‡K Av`i K‡i WvK‡j| †Zvgvi gy‡L nvwm †bB †Kb? †Kv_vq †Mj
†Zvgvi †mB eyK fiv fvjevmv? †Zvgvi wK n‡q‡Q gvmyg ? †`L, Avgvi w`‡K ZvKvI;
Avgv‡K Av`i Ki| Agb Ki bv gvmyg, †Zvgv‡K Qvov Avwg euvP‡ev bv|
iƒcv Kvbœvq †f‡O coj| Avwg wb_i n‡q e‡m iBjvg| I‡K ey‡K †U‡b wb‡Z cvijvg
bv| †m ¯’vb GLb A‡b¨i `L‡j| Avgvi g‡b c‡o †Mj, eû eQi Av‡M iwng KvKvi k¨vgjv i‡Oi
eDwU Gfv‡eB †Ku‡`wQj| NUbvwU Avwg GLbI fyj‡Z cvwiwb| Z‡e wK Avgvi Ae‡PZb
gb cÖwZ‡kva wb‡”Q? bv, †mUv wVK n‡e bv| Avwg Ii gv_vq nvZ ivLjvg| I †Ku‡`B
Pj‡jv|
c‡ii w`b `yN©Ubv NU‡jv| Avwg ZLbI weQvbv Qvwowb, Ggb mgq nš—`š—
n‡q Avgvi eÜz ¯^cb N‡i XyK‡jv|
Ñ IV, IV, Kvco ci| †ei“‡Z n‡e|
Zvi DwØMœ Kɯ^i ï‡b eySjvg Lvivc wKQy N‡U‡Q| hw`I me wKQyi Rb¨B
cÖ¯‘Z AvwQ Zey fq jvM‡jv|
Ñ wK n‡q‡Q †i?
Ñ Lvivc Lei Av‡Q| †Zvi evÜex iƒcv nvmcvZv‡j| MZiv‡Z A‡bK¸wj Ny‡gi Jla
†L‡q‡Q| Ae¯’v Lye GKUv fvj bv|
‡k‡l iƒcv Ggb KvR Kij! Avwg ¯—w¤¢Z n‡q e‡m iBjvg| ¯^cb Avevi ZvMv`v w`j|
Ñ ¯^cb, I‡K euvPv‡Z n‡e †i| wKQy GKUv n‡q †M‡j Avwg gyL †`Lve wKfv‡e?
Ñ Nveovm bv| GLb mvnm nviv‡j Pj‡e bv| mvn‡m eyK euva| Avgiv mevB
wg‡j †Póv Ki‡ev| me wVK n‡q hv‡e Bbkvjv|
iƒcv A‡PZb n‡q nvmcvZv‡ji weQvbvq ï‡q Av‡Q| Zvi my›`i gy‡L Aw·‡R‡bi gv¯‹;
†cje evû dz‡Uv K‡i m¨vjvB‡bi myuP cÖ‡ek Kiv‡bv n‡q‡Q| Avgvi †cÖwgKv g„Zz¨
kh¨vq| GB gyn~‡Z© Zvi weQvbvi cv‡k `uvwo‡q wb‡R‡K eo Acivax g‡b nj| iƒcvi
evÜexiv Avgvi w`‡K N„Yvf‡i ZvKv‡”Q| †mvgvI G‡m‡Q| Z‡e gv_v bxPz K‡i †cQ‡b
`uvwo‡q Av‡Q|
Avgvi eÜziv ch©vß cwikªg Ki‡Q| Zv‡`i cÖ‡Póvq †ivMxi wPwKrmv ev †mevi
ΓwU n‡”Q bv| Zey Lye nZvk I wePwjZ n‡q cojvg| m¤¢eZ Zv j¶¨ K‡i eÜy i“by
Avgv‡K evB‡i wb‡q G‡jv|
Ñ AZ nZvk nw”Qm †Kb? Ae¯’v Av‡Mi PvB‡Z fvj|
Ñ i“by, GKUv wKQy Ki fvB| I‡K euvPv|
Ñ †f‡O cwom bv gvmyg| Avgiv AvwQ †Zvi cv‡k| †`wLm wK”Qy n‡e bv| Pj,
gy‡L GKUz cvwb ‡`| †Zvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKvb hv‡”Q bv|
c‡ii w`b iƒcvi Ae¯’vi DbœwZ nj| H w`b nvmcvZv‡j iwng KvKv‡K †`Ljvg| cÖ_‡g
Avgv‡K †`‡LI bv †`Lvi fvb Ki‡jb| c‡i Ki“Y my‡i bvwjk Ki‡jb, Ô‡LvKv evey, †Zvgvi wK
¶wZ K‡iwQjvg Avgiv?Õ gv_v bxPz Kiv Qvov †Kvb m`yËi w`‡Z cvijvg bv|
c‡ii w`b Wv³viiv iƒcv‡K Avk¼vgy³ †NvlYv Ki‡jb| H w`bB Avwg †mvgvi mv‡_
†`Lv Kivi wmÜvš— wbjvg|
Avgvi cv‡ki i“‡g _v‡K wgqv fvB| mncvwV n‡jI eq‡m eo e‡j Avgiv Zv‡K H bv‡g
WvwK| wgqv fvB †mvgv‡K †W‡K †`evi `vwqZ¡ wbj| Giv Avgvi Kg‡iW, †Kvb Kv‡R bv
e‡j bv| we‡K‡j †mvgvi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡jv| Avgiv `yÕR‡b cÙvi av‡i †Mjvg| GB
RvqMvwU A‡b‡Ki gZ Avgv‡`iI mܨv åg‡Yi ¯’vb| Avgiv euv‡ai av‡i GKwU i‡K emjvg|
A‡bK¶Y GK mv‡_ e‡m iBjvg| †mvgv Avgvi w`‡K, Avwg †mvgvi w`‡K Mfxi fv‡e
ZvKvjvg| †mvgvi †Pv‡L GZ MfxiZv Av‡M †`wLwb|
Ñ wK †`LQ?
‡mvgv w¯§Z nvmj|
Ñ †mvgv, †cÖg Kv‡K e‡j?
Ñ giY‡K|
Zvi kxZj Kɯ^i GKUzI Kuvc‡jv bv|
Ñ ai, Avgiv `yÕR‡bB hw` g‡i hvB Z‡e gi‡Yi c‡i wK Avgv‡`i wgjb n‡e? Zzwg
wK Avgv‡K wPb‡Z cvi‡e?
Ñ Avgvi cyiv‡bv bvg a‡i †W‡Kv, Avwg wVK †Zvgv‡K wP‡b †be|

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 mܨvi Auvavi Nb n‡q Avm‡Q| el©vi AvKvk, †h †Kvb mg‡q e„wó bvg‡Z cv‡i|
Pvwiw`K Rbk~b¨ n‡q hv‡”Q| ZeyI Avgiv e‡m iBjvg| Avgv‡`i †divi Zvov †bB| wb‡P
cÖgË cÙv cÖej †e‡M eB‡Q|
Ñ gvmyg, Avgiv †cÖ‡gi gaycy‡i †h‡Z †P‡qwQjvg| Avgv‡K †mLv‡b wb‡q hvevi
K_v wQj †Zvgvi| GKwU Kzu‡oNi evbv‡e Zzwg †mLv‡b| †mUvB n‡e Avgv‡`i †cÖ‡gi
bxo| Avwg bxj cvnvo †_‡K P›`bv cvwL‡`i †W‡K Avbe| Zviv n‡e Avgv‡`i gaywgj‡bi
mv¶x| Zzwg wKš‘ I‡`i Zvwo‡q w`I bv|
‡mvgv duzwc‡q ‡Ku‡` DVj| I‡K ey‡Ki g‡a¨ a‡i AvwgI Kuv`‡Z jvMjvg| nVvr
Avgvi ey‡K mnmª cyi“‡li mvnm fi Kij| g‡b nj Avwg Kvjvcvnv‡oi eskai|
Ñ nuv, †mLv‡b hve Avgiv| †Zvgvi fq Ki‡e bv †Zv, †mvbvgwY?
Ñ Avgv‡K Gfv‡e a‡i †iL| Zvn‡j Avgvi †gv‡UI fq Ki‡e bv|
Ñ cÙvi Icv‡i H †`L gaycyi| nvRvi eQi a‡i cÙv Avgv‡`i gvZ…fywgi Dci w`‡q
cÖevwnZ n‡”Q| KZ gvbyl‡K †m Zvi RV‡i Avkªq w`‡q‡Q| Zv‡K fq wK? †m Avgv‡`i
wVK gaycy‡i wb‡q hv‡e|
ciw`b mKv‡j †R‡jiv cÙvi P‡i I‡`i hyMje× jvk Avwe®‹vi Kij| j¶Yxq welq GB †h,
I‡`i †Pnvivq g„Zz¨ hš¿Yvi †Kvb wPý wQj bv|
c‡ii Kvwnbx msw¶ß| gvmy‡gi AKvj g„Zz¨‡Z Zvi eÜziv GKwU †kvKmfvi
Av‡qvRb Kij| mfvi wm×vš— Abyhvqx Zvi ¯§i‡Y GKwU M¨vjvwii bvgKiY Kiv nj|
Abyôv‡b ¯^cb Ô‡kvKmfv PvB bvÕ wk‡ivbv‡g GKwU KweZv cvV Kij| AwZ m¤cÖwZ
†m KweZvwU iPbv K‡i‡Q|
Gw`‡K, iƒcv ax‡i ax‡i my¯’ n‡q DV‡j Zvi evev Zv‡K evwo‡Z wb‡q †M‡jb| Aí
wKQyw`‡bi g‡a¨ mycvÎ †`‡L wZwb Zvi we‡q w`‡jb| we‡qi Abyôv‡b gvmy‡gi gv
K‡bÕi Rb¨ GKwU †mvbvi nvi cvVv‡jb| D‡jL¨ †h, nviwU wZwb cyÎeayi Rb¨
†i‡LwQ‡jb| iƒcv Zv wdwi‡q †`qwb|

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 †mvbvwj †g‡Ni w`b
Av‡kK †nv‡mb

†Uªb GLbI _v‡gwb Z_vwc †ZŠwn` Avjg Avmb †Q‡o DV‡jb| `iRvi Kv‡Q †h‡Z n‡e|
KviY c‡ii †÷kb wniKcy‡i Avš—bMi †Uªb Aí mg‡qi Rb¨ _v‡g| wniKcyi †Kvb bMi bq,
m¤¢eZ †mUvB KviY| †ZŠwn` Avjg †mLv‡bB bvg‡jb| cvUd©‡g cv w`‡q Zuvi cÂvk
eQ‡ii cÖexY ü`‡q g„`y wkniY RvM‡jv| PvKwi Ki‡Z †h KLbI GLv‡b Avm‡eb GgbwU
wZwb KLbI fv‡ebwb hw`I ˆkk‡ei K‡qKwU †mvbvwj †g‡Ni w`b GLv‡b †d‡j †i‡L
†M‡Qb| †m¸‡jv Kzov‡bvi evmbv Zuvi eûw`‡bi|
cvUdi‡gi cÖv‡š— GKwU K…òP~ov, Zvi kvLv cÖkvLvq A‡bK dzj| wb‡PI Qwo‡q
Av‡Q †ek wKQy| †mLv‡b `uvwo‡q †ZŠwn` mv‡ne Pviw`‡K ZvKv‡jb| AZx‡Zi wniKcyi
GLbI Av‡Q, Z‡e Mv‡q Kv‡ji ay‡jv c‡o‡Q| bZzb ms‡hvwRZ n‡q‡Q A‡bK| wKš‘
†ZŠwn` mv‡ne †Zgb Avb›` cv‡”Qb bv| Pviw`K †Kgb †hb wNwÄ I mv‡_ A‡bK
†Mvjgvj| †Kv_vq †Mj †mB wbg©j, mRxe I cwi”Qbœ `„k¨! GKwU wiKmvi †Lvu‡R
wZwb Gw`K Iw`K ZvKv‡jb| A‡bK¸wj f¨vbMvwo Av‡Q e†U wKš‘ GKwUI wiKmv †bB|
bvn, f¨vbMvwo‡Z Pov hvq bv| mewKQyi c‡iI wZwb GKRb gvbx Kg©KZ©v| eis
GKUz nuvUvB fvj| wKQyUv G‡Mv‡bvi ci GKUv wi·v cvIqv †Mj| Kg©¯’‡ji wVKvbv e‡j
wZwb Zv‡Z Dcweó n‡jb| Agm„Y iv¯—v w`‡q wiKmv Pjj| nVvr wK nj, †ZŠwn` Avjg
Mš—e¨ cwieZ©‡bi wmÜvš— wb‡jb|
t GB †Q‡j, Av‡M †Nvlcvov Pj| wiKmvPvjK‡K wZwb wb‡`©k w`‡jb|
t m¨vi, †m †Zv D‡ëv w`K, iv¯—vI Lvivc|
t Zv‡nvK| †mLv‡bB Pj| †Zvgvi fvov cywl‡q †`e|
myZivs, wiKmv w`K cwieZ©b Kij| GLv‡b c_ wKQyUv fvj| wKš‘ n‡j n‡e wK,
Lvivc ïi“ n‡Z †`wi nj bv| Ge‡ov †_e‡ov mi“ iv¯—v| †hLv‡b †mLv‡b BU `uvZ †ei K‡i
Av‡Q| wiKmv B”Qvg‡Zv SuvwK Lv‡”Q| wm‡U e‡m _vKv `vq| VvmvVvwm K‡i
MwR‡q IVv evwoNi Mywj ‡hb iv¯—vwU‡K `yÕw`K †_‡K wP‡o‡PÞv Ki‡Z PvB‡Q A_P
GKmgq GwU wQj gm„Y evjygvwUi GKwU cÖk¯— c_| GKcv‡k wQj ey‡bv Mv‡Qi D`vi
cÖvš—i, Aci cv‡k e„nr Rjvkq| GLb †KvbwUiB Aw¯—Z¡ ‡bB| eo GKwU evwo †hb iv¯
—vi Dci ûgwo †L‡q c‡o‡Q|
t GUv wK?
wiKmvPvjK †Q‡jUvi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb †ZŠwn` mv‡ne|
t wm‡bgv nj|
t †Zv †jvKRb KB?
t nj eÜ| GLb †KD wm‡bgv †`‡L bv, m¨vi| mevB wWm& †`‡L|
‡ZŠwn` mv‡ne Rv‡bb †Nvlcvov ïi“ n‡q †M‡Q| K‡qKwU evwo †cwi‡q G‡jb|

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 GUvB †Zv| GUv bv? nuv, nuv, GUvB| wKš‘ ‡Kv_vq †mB evwo? wbevib‡`i
eviv›`v? G‡Zv †`LwQ †RjLvbvi †`Iq‡ji g‡Zv DuPz GKUv wK †hb|
‡ZŠwn` mv‡ne nVvr GKwU av°v †L‡jb| wiKmv M‡Z©i g‡a¨ c‡o D‡ë †Mj| wZwb
Avmb †_‡K wQU‡K co‡jb| g‡b nj kixiUv Lye nvév n‡q †M‡Q| wZwb evZv‡m fvm‡Z
jvM‡jb| Gfv‡e evZv‡m fi w`‡q P‡j †M‡jb A‡bK `~‡i, wd‡i †M‡jb Ô†mvbvjx †g‡Ni
w`b¸wjÕ‡Z |
`k eQ‡ii GKwU evjK, †Nvlcvovi gm„Y iv¯—v w`‡q †nu‡U Avm‡Q| Zvi ¯‹zj QywU
n‡q‡Q| ZvB eM‡j eB LvZv| evmvi mvg‡b Avg mycvwii evMvb| GKcv‡k wbevib‡`i
eviv›`v Aci cv‡k iwKe KvKvi cvKv evwo| iwKe KvKvi evmvq Iiv fvov _v‡K| evmvq
Av‡Qb Av¤§v, †QvU `yB †evb mvjgv I Avdmvbv Ges †QvU `yB fvB wg›Uz I gvmy`|
evev PvKwi K‡ib| e`jxi PvKwi| †mB m~‡ÎB Zviv GLb wniKcy‡i| Zuvi Awdm Kv‡Q
wc‡VB | cÖ‡qvR‡b AcÖ‡qvR‡b GK Qy‡UB †mLv‡b †h‡Z cv‡i †ZŠwn`| nu¨v, Zvi bvg
†ZŠwn` Avjg| evev-gv fvB‡evb wb‡qB Zvi RMZ| Zvi evB‡i cÖwZ‡ekx wbevib‡`i
cwievi Ges iwKe KvKvi evwo‡Z KvKxi †QvU †evb iwngv Lvjv| †ZŠwn` Zuv‡K
Lvjv¤§v Wv‡K KviY Av¤§vi mv‡_ Zvui Lye LvwZi| GLbI we‡q nqwb Z‡e kxNÖB n‡e|
cvÎ †LuvRv n‡”Q| ZvB ¯‹yj hvIqv eÜ K‡i‡Qb| Avi GKRb Av‡Q| Zvi mv‡_ c‡o| k¨vgjv
is Gi wQcwQ‡c †g‡q eKzj| dz‡ji bv‡g bvg| eKz‡ji g‡Zv eKzj dzjI Zvi Lye wcÖq| †m I
Zvi †evb mvjgv Lye mKv‡j D‡V eKzj dzj Kzov‡Z hvq| †÷k‡bi cv‡k GKwU MvQ Av‡Q,
Av‡iKwU Av‡Q evRv‡ii cÖv‡š—|
†ZŠwn‡`i AvR GKUz Zvov Av‡Q| ZvB evmvq cÖ‡ek K‡iB eB LvZv †i‡L †Mvm‡ji
Av‡qvR‡b †j‡M †Mj| evmvq bZzb bjK‚c e‡m‡Q| ZvB cvwbi mgm¨vUv †M‡Q| wKš‘
†QvU †evb Kj `Lj K‡i g”Qe K‡i †MvQj Ki‡Q|
t GB mvjgv, Kj Qvo| Avwg ‡Mvmj Kie|
t _vg, _vg| Avgvi nqwb|
t nqwb gv‡b, wf‡R‡Zv GKvKvi n‡qwQm|
wKš‘ mvjgvi Kj Qvovi †Kv‡bv j¶YB †bB| †ZŠwn` gv‡qi Kv‡Q bvwjk K‡i|
t Av¤§v, †`‡Lb, mvjgv †Kgb wf‡R‡Q| I wVK AmyL evav‡e|
t GB mvjgv IV| AZ¶Y K‡j wK KiwQm| VvÊv jvM‡e| D‡V co|
Av¤§v ivbœvNi †_‡K Av‡`k K‡ib|
t fvBqvi me mgq gvZeŸwi
mvjgv Kj Qv‡o wKš‘ ivM †`Lv‡Z Qv‡o bv| hw`I fvB †ev‡bi g‡a¨ Ggb †ilv‡iwl
†j‡MB _v‡K ZeyI AvR‡Ki welqwU GKUz wfbœ| †ZŠwn‡`i mwZ¨B AvR Zvov Av‡Q|
AveŸv weKv‡j cvwL wkKv‡i hv‡eb| †m Zuvi mdi m½x n‡e| AveŸv ivwR n‡q‡Qb|
ZvB †L‡q ‡`‡q †m G‡Kev‡i †iwW _vK‡Z Pvq| KviY AveŸv ivMx gvbyl| wKQy µwU n‡j
Av‡qvRb evwZj n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i| hw` †Zgb nq Z‡e weivU Avkvf½ n‡e | w`bwUi Rb¨
†m LyeB A‡c¶v K‡i Av‡Q| hv †nvK †Kvb weåvU n‡jv bv| AveŸvi †gRvR †ek fvj|
e›`yKmn evc‡eUv †ewi‡q coj| wKQyUv †nu‡U †ijI‡q †÷kb| †ijjvBb a‡i gvBj Lv‡bK
†M‡j nv¯—vi wej| †mLv‡b AwZw_ cvwLiv Avmv ïi“ K‡i‡Q| Zv‡`i GKRb m½x RyU‡jv|
AveŸvi eÜz¯’vbxq| wZwbI wkKvix| kx‡Zi cÖvi¤¢| coš— m~‡h©i †iv‡` †Zgb Zvc
†bB| Zviv mgqg‡Zv we‡j †cŠQvj| cvwLi WvK Qvov Pviw`K kvš— mgvwnZ| †ek
cvwL G‡m‡Q| Zviv Aw¯’i| KLbI Do‡Q, KLbI em‡Q| AveŸv fvj wkKvix| †ZŠwn` Zuv‡K
wb‡q Me©‡eva K‡i| GKRb Mwe©Z cyi“l‡K m¤¢eZ GKRb fvj wkKvix n‡Z nq| wZwb
mš—vb‡K wbivc` `~i‡Z¡ †i‡L we‡ji wKbvivq GwM‡q †M‡jb| AZtci wbR©b cÖvš—i
we`xY© K‡i e›`y‡Ki AvIqvR n‡jv| Kjie Ki‡Z Ki‡Z cvwLiv cvwb †Q‡o AvKv‡k Do‡jv|
Zv‡`i g‡a¨ K‡qKwU Avi KLbI Do‡e bv| AveŸvi m½x Zv‡`i Kzwo‡q Avb‡jb| AveŸv
w`K cwieZ©©b Ki‡jb| Avevi e›`yK dzU‡jv| AveŸv wej †_‡K D‡V Avm‡jb| AvR‡Ki
g‡Zv Awfhvb ‡kl| Zuvi m½xi nv‡Z †ek K‡qKwU evwjnvum| a~mi cvLvq XvKv Zv‡`i
big kixi| †ZŠwn‡`i nv‡Z K‡qKwU ¯’vbvš—wiZ n‡jv| †m Rv‡b AvRB Av¤§v G¸‡jv
ivbœv Ki‡eb| Zuvi nv‡Zi ¯ú‡k© Lye my¯^v`y nq †m ivbœv| e¨eüZ †UvUv¸wj
AveŸv †d‡j †`bwb| wZwb Rv‡bb †Q‡j †m¸‡jv Lye cQ›` K‡i|
Iiv `je×fv‡e †divi c_ aij| mdj wkKv‡i wPË Drdzj n‡jI D‡ËRbv I c_kª‡g kixi K¬vš
—| m~h©v‡¯—i Av‡jvq †mvbvwj iO aviY K‡i‡Q bxj AvKv‡ki †g‡Niv| aiYxi c‡i Zvi

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Avfv Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q| Ggb GKwU D¾¡j iwOb weKv‡ji ga¨ w`‡q Zviv nuvU‡Q|
‡ZŠwn‡`i g‡b nj c„w_exi w`b¸wj hw` wbqZB nZ Ggb ¯^wcj, ewY©j I myLgq|
†mvbvwj †g‡Ni w`‡biv evievi †Kb Av‡m bv !
Ae‡k‡l iwngv Lvjvi we‡q jvM‡jv| iwngv Lvjv my`k©bv, c~Y© †hŠebv †hb fiv
b`x cybf©ev| †ZŠwn` Df‡qi †cÖwgK| I‡`i evmv †_‡K cybf©ev †ewk `~‡i bq|
†hw`‡K †÷kb wVK Zvi Dëv w`‡K iwek‡m¨i gvV¸‡jvi g‡a¨ w`‡q cv‡q Pjvi mi“ iv¯—
vwU †mvRv P‡j †M‡Q b`xi wKbvivq| †ZŠwn` gv‡Sgv‡S GK‡`Š‡o †mLv‡b P‡j hvq|
Zi“Y GKwU eU Mv‡Qi bx‡P `uvwo‡q gy» †Pv‡L †m ZvwK‡q _v‡K †QvU b`xi ¯^”Q
Rjavivi w`‡K| Icv‡i dm‡ji gvV Avi Gcv‡i ey‡bv jZv¸‡j¥i †Svc Zvi fvj jv‡M| me‡P‡q fvj
jv‡M ¯^”Q evwiaviv‡K Av‡eób K‡i _vKv wbgMœ wbieZv‡K Qvwc‡q cÖkvwš—gq
b`xi KjaŸwb| G b`x Zvi GKvi wKš—y iwngv Lvjv‡K wQwb‡q wb‡Z †KD GKRb Avm‡Q
| †K †mB LjbvqK? †ZŠwn` †mB Z¯‹i‡K †`Lvi A‡c¶vq Av‡Q|
we‡qi Abyôv‡b I‡`i †MvUv cwievi wbgwš¿Z| Dc‡XŠKb wK †`Iqv n‡e Zv wb‡q
AveŸv Av¤§v †ek wKQy¶Y ˆeVK Ki‡jb| Abyôvb iv‡Z| ¯’vb K‡bi ˆcwÎK wbevm| `~‡i
bq| †ijNygwUi Kv‡QB| Av¤§vi cv‡q cv‡q h_vmg‡q †mLv‡b Dcw¯’Z nj †Q‡j‡g‡qiv|
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wbevib‡`i evwo‡Z cy‡Rv nq| †mLv‡b `yM©v cÖwZgvi cv‡qi Kv‡Q fq¼i `k©©b
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Av¤§v e‡ii mvg‡b †M‡jb| †NvgUv m‡Ë¡I K‡bi gy‡L nvwm dzU‡jv| Av¤§v
K‡qKwU †bvU ivL‡jb| ei m‡½ m‡½ Zv c‡KU¯’ Ki‡jb| Ggb Kv‡R wZwb e¨¯—B Av‡Qb|
†ZŠwn‡`i ei cQ›` n‡jv bv| Zvi ivM nj, †k‡l iwngv Lvjv‡K wKbv Agb GKwU †jv‡Ki
nv‡Z co‡Z nj| evmvq wd‡i Av¤§vI Amš‘ó|
t G †Kgb K_v‡i evev!
t †Kb wK n‡q‡Q?
AveŸv nvjKv Mjvq Rvb‡Z Pvb|
t ‡Kb, ei †`Lwb?
t †`‡LwQ| wK n‡q‡Q e‡ii?
AveŸvi K‡É †KŠZzK| g‡b n‡”Q, wZwb gRv cv‡”Qb|
t iwngvi mv‡_ gvbv‡”Q I‡K? †Kgb lÊv gvK©©v †Pnviv|
t †Kb, wK Ggb gnvfviZ Aï× n‡q †Mj| e‡ii Ggb wK Lvivc †`L‡j| AvwgÕ‡Zv fvjB
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†m fvj PvKwi K‡i, fvj DcvR©b K‡i| GBZ h‡_ó|
t n‡q‡Q, n‡q‡Q| A_©B †Zvgv‡`i Kv‡Q me wKQy|
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iwngv Lvjvi A‡bK cwieZ©b n‡q‡Q| wZwb kvwo c‡i‡Qb| Ggbfv‡e K_v ej‡Qb †hb
cy‡iv wMwbœ n‡q †M‡Qb| ¯úóZB ei‡K cQ›` K‡i‡Qb KviY Zuv‡K †ek Lykx g‡b n‡”Q|
iwKe KvKvi evB‡ii w`‡Ki GKwU Ni eiK‡bi Rb¨ eivÏ Kiv n‡q‡Q| NiwUi evwni w`‡K
GKwU `iRv Av‡Q| mKvj `kUvi w`‡K †mwU Lyj‡jv| wKQy¶Y A‡c¶vi c‡i †ZŠwn` Avo÷
cv‡q †mw`‡K AMÖmi nj| N‡ii wfZ‡i XyK‡e wK XyK‡e bv hLb Ggb fve‡Q ZLb ¯^qs
iwngv Lvjv I‡K †`‡L ‡dj‡jb|
t GB †ZŠwn`, `uvwo‡q AvQ †Kb? wfZ‡i Gm|
iwngv Lvjv‡K Lye my›`i †`Lv‡”Q| gv‡S gv‡S Bivbx †g‡qiv Av‡m Pkgv wewµ
Ki‡Z| I‡`i gv‡S fiv †hŠebv `yÕGKRb _v‡K hv‡`i NvMiv civ cÖwZgvi gZ jv‡M| iwngv
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t Lvjv¤§v, Avcwb GLv‡b Kqw`b _vK‡eb?
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†gv‡UB wei³ n‡jb bv|
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 ei GZ¶Y N‡ii g‡a¨ wQ‡jb bv| wZwb wfZ‡ii `iRv w`‡q cÖ‡ek Ki‡jb| DrmyK
†Pv‡L †ZŠwn‡`i w`‡K ZvKv‡ZB iwngv Lvjv cwiPq Kwi‡q ‡`b,Ôcv‡ki evmvi Avcvi
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t mvjgv, H †`L eKzjivI †gjvq G‡m‡Q| eKzj, GB eKzj|
eKzj WvK ïb‡Z †cj| †m Zvi †evb‡`i m‡½ wb‡q Kv‡Q Gj|
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Av‡Qb| I‡`i Rb¨ fve‡Qb| †ZŠwn` ¯^cb`v‡K ZvMv`v †`q|
t ¯^cb`v, evwo hve| e„wó Avm‡e|
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t bvn&, Avi fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv|
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wKš‘ †ZŠwn‡`i wKQyB fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv| Av¤§vi Rb¨ Zvi gbUv e¨vKzj n‡q
D‡V‡Q| AvKv‡ki Kv‡jv †gNwU mnmvB Zvi gb‡K welYœZvq Av”Qbœ K‡i
†d‡j‡Q|
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civwRZ n‡jb|
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wiKmvIqvjv †Q‡jwU Zuvi gy‡Li Dci Sz‡K i‡q‡Q|
t m¨vi GLb †Kgb jvM‡Q? Lye †PvU †c‡q‡Qb? DV‡Z cvi‡eb?
t nu¨v, Avwg wVK AvwQ| Pj|
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 t Gw`K w`‡q †M‡j b`x cvIqv hv‡e, ZvB bv?
t Awdm hv‡eb bv ?
t Av‡M b`xi Kv‡Q Pj|
‡ZŠwn` mv‡ne wiKmv Po‡jb| wiKmv b`xi wKbvivq Gj| wKš‘ †Kv_vq b`x? GwK
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GKwU wekvj eUMvQ| Zvi Wvj¸‡jv KvUv n‡q †M‡Q| wKQy cvlÊ GKwU weivU KivZ
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t wK nj m¨vi? Avevi e¨_v †c‡jb?
t nuv, Lye Lvivc jvM‡Q †n| Pj wd‡i hvB|
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†Kvg‡ji Ac~e© wgjb| evjyPi †_‡K evua †cwi‡q Avcwb hw` ebvbxi Af¨š—‡i cÖ‡ek
K‡ib Z‡e GKwU AwfRvZ cjxi Dcw¯’wZ Avcbv‡K AevK Ki‡ZI cv‡i| evjyKv‡ejvq
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GLv‡b Avwmbv| GLvbKvi mÜv Avgvi fvj jv‡M bv| ZLb Mv‡Qi wb‡P NwbfyZ AÜKvi
Pviw`K welYœ K‡i †Zv‡j| GLb m~h© h‡_ó kw³kvjx| Pviw`K Zvi iycvwj Av‡jvq Sjgj
Ki‡Q| Mv‡Qi wb‡Pi Qvqv ¯^”Q I kxZj| ZviB g‡a¨ w`‡q Avwg cv‡q cv‡q `xcvjx‡`i
evmvi w`‡K P‡jwQ|
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K_vB ewj| Zvi Av‡M KLbI GLv‡b Avwmwb hw`I `xcvjx †ek K‡qK evi e‡jwQj| †mw`b
iIbv njvg e‡U wKš‘ hZB wbKUeZ©x n‡Z jvMjvg cv ZZB Rwo‡q †h‡Z jvMj| †KejB g‡b
n‡Z jvMj, `xcvjx GUv‡K wKfv‡e †b‡e - K_v †bB evZ©v †bB GKRb ¯^í cwiwPZvi
evwo‡Z `ycyi †ejvq ûU K‡i nvwRi - bv nq K_vq K_vq GKw`b e‡jB wQj| Avgvi
P¶zj¾vi Afve nqZ Zv‡K cxov †`‡e, A_ev Ggb KvÊÁvbnxbZvq nqZ wei³ n‡e, A_ev
w`‡knviv †cÖwgK †f‡e Lye GK‡PvU nvm‡e [†cÖ‡g co‡j †Q‡jiv bvwK Ggb w`‡knviv
nq]| Rvwb, †g‡qiv GiKg weeªZKi Ae¯’v fvjB mvgvj w`‡Z cv‡i| ZvB mg¯— welqUv
Pvcv w`‡q mnRfv‡eB †m nqZ Avgv‡K we`vq Ki‡e| wKš‘ `iRvq bK& Kijvg, Avi
†ewi‡q G‡m hw` e‡j, Ò Avcwb ! G mg‡q ! Ó Zvn‡j cvjve †Kv_vq ?
hZB wPš—v KiwQjvg, Avgvi MwZ ZZB k_ n‡Z jvMj| Ae‡k‡l †hB I‡`i evwoUv
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njÑÒbv hvIqvB fvjÓ ev Ò†KD †`‡L †djvi Av‡MB cvjvBÓ ev Òbv nq Av‡iK w`b
AvmeÓ| wcQ‡b wdijvg| †divi c‡_ K‡qK cv †nu‡UI †Mjvg| nVvr wb‡R‡K Lye Kvcyi“l
g‡b nj| GZ`~i G‡m wd‡i hvw”Q †mB Abym~PbvI †c‡q emj|
wØavMÖ¯— Ae¯’vi Rb¨ wb‡Ri Dci wei³ njvg| ZvB Avevi wdijvg| GKUv evnvbv
wVK Kijvg, ejeÑÒ Gw`‡K KvR wQj, g‡b Kijvg hvevi c‡_ Avcbvi mv‡_ †`LvUv K‡iB
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Kijvg bv|
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G‡jv‡Kkx `uvwo‡q| g„`y evZv‡m Zvi kvoxi AvuPj Aí Do‡Q| mv‡_i evwjKvwU †k¦Z
Kiex Pq‡b e¨¯—| AwZ ax‡i `xcvjx wcQb wd‡i ZvKvj| AcÖZ¨vwkZ mv¶v‡Z Avwg
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D¾j nj gvÎ| †VuvU `y‡Uv mv`i Avgš¿‡Yi nvwm‡Z D™¢vwmZ nj|
†m †ek Av‡Mi K_v| Zvici eû evi Avwg eKzj MvQUvi KvQ w`‡q †MwQ| hvevi
c‡_ †mw`‡bi ¯§„wZ †ivgš’b K‡i cyjK Abyfe K‡iwQ| gy‡L nvwm dz‡U‡Q| Abyiv‡Mi
nvwm| cÖwZ evi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †f‡m D‡V‡Q †mvRv K‡i wmuw_ Kiv GKUv Kgbxq
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 iv¯—vUv m¤§y‡L euvK wb‡q‡Q| `xcvjx GLb wK Ki‡Q? nqZ evmvi mvg‡bi
jbUvq †njvb †Pqv‡i e‡m µxoviZ †evb‡K j¶¨ Ki‡Q , A_ev D`vm AvKvk †`L‡Q| Suy‡K
cov mey‡Ri Dci w`‡q †`Lv AvKvkUv GLv‡b eoB D`vm| `xcvjx GgbUv cÖvq K‡i hLb
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Zvici GKQy‡U evwoi wfZ‡i P‡j hv‡eÑLeiUv eo †evb‡K †`evi Rb¨| ...
bv, †KD †bB| GLvb †_‡KB †`L‡Z cvw”Q, `iRv eÜ|
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we¯§q, Avb›` Ges †k‡l KcU ivM| gy‡Li nvwm ej‡QÑÒ Avwg RvbZvg, Zzwg Avm‡e|Ó
†iv` GLb †ek K‡g G‡m‡Q| Mv‡Qi cvZvi duvK w`‡q A¯—Mvgx m~‡h©i Av‡jv G‡m
co‡Q| `xcvjx‡`i eviv›`vq Av‡jv Qvqvi †Ljv| Avwg mvg‡bi †iv`UzKz gvwo‡q Pjjvg|
GKUz c‡iB mܨv bvg‡e|

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