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I was born in Kazakhstan in Shimkent in Russian family.In year of 1988 ,May 10 I am a girl and my name is Veronika,but from my birth at home my family calls me Vika.I have a brother Daniil or Danya who was born 1982,2 October and sister Alisa was born 1977,May 18.This Heavenly place where I lived was village
of Geophysics,called Turlanka.I lived on nature all day I was with my best friends Tania and Lera traveling,discovering "new lands",nobody could make me go home,I was home very late (our home was on the ground)and we with mom and brother were making cookies,pies(all stuff like that)and after we'd walk till 4 in the morning on empty streets of silent village,almost all life there was like that.I wake up in 12 o'clock in the afternoon,go to our garden full of plants,trees(apple,cherry,raspberry) and smells,the sun is so bright,I see my sister who is playing with cat,that's such a delight(and we had uncounting number of cats).Divine life,so soulful,we always listened to the music.In busy year I was going to study violine and danced Salon dance where teacher Ivan:beautiful,optimistic,great dancer,soulful,gorgeous person and I always danced with him,that was great!That's a BLESS time Life From Heaven it was a life of Peace where rulles freedom,we did often go to the mountains swim in lake or river,play in cards,go into forest...make tea,we were alone just three of us,mom,dad and brother and that time is Unforgettable Mom's name is Vera she is from Russia from Ural and has two sisters Nadia,Natalia and one brother Alexei,can play on piano,loves nature the MOST and her profession is totally connected with Nature,of course.Father's name Ion he is Geophysicist Alisa lives in center of London very near to famous Bridge,married to French guy and she is computer designer,she paints and loves music,her paintings are really good,she also plays on piano and played guitar and always can,loves to travel and discover things,has a lot of passions Daniil plays on violine and on viole,organ,piano,guitar,flute and other instruments,practiculary he can play on all...and study in Academy,he also compose and has band,was on TV,concerts are really often especially with his band and in Academy as well...he is also roleplaying master and been on so many games like LOTR,Silmarillion,other and he's doing all chain armours,arrows,swords,blades,bows,cloaks,gowns,dresses and our home is FILLLED with all this beautiful stuff,he even doing elven jewelry and I'm wearing a lot on my hands and on my nack big piece of chain armour!I love it...
Loves to read like hell and can read all day and read again and again his most favorite books,his favorite books are all fantazy,all our house is filled with them.Loves to play games with others on comp and do everything on computer...compose and lots of stuff

These are my lovers.Everyone and everything:movie,singer,actress or actor,band and everybody I think ARE [black]DIVINE[/black]
And when I hear and sing with them I'm just in Heaven.
Singers And Groups:
Enya
Maire Brennan
Clannad
CARS
[black]Nathan Larson[/black]
Sandra
Celine Dion
Whitney Houston
Shania Twain
Elvis Presley
Joe Dassin
Victor Tsoy
Huey Lewis & The News
Natalia Oreiro
Gilda
Robertino Loretti
Adiemus
LORD OF THE DANCE
Riverdance
Anuna (Eimer Quinn)
Era
Aqua
Music from Princess Maker I,II,III,but THE FAVORIST from II
Ayashi no Ceres
Ah Goddess
Sailor Moon
I love All New Age,Horal,Country and folk especially Ireland!!!You can put it like all Ireland styles of MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love all kinds of folk music especialy
Ireland's

MOST FAVORITE Movies and Soundtracks that I LOVE the MOST:
LOTR TRILOGY
BTTF TRILOGY
Stand By Me
Titanic
Terminator
Terminator II
Stargate
Ghostbusters
Ghostbusters II
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$Boys Don't Cry$
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Good Son
Mr.Bean
Curly Sue
Men In Tights
Home Alone
Home Alone II
Liar Liar
Demolition Man
Pretty Woman
Big
Mask
Commando
Groundhog Day
Jumanji
The Shawshank Redemption
It Takes Two
Sliding Doors
Junior
The 6TH Day
The Hudsucker Proxy
Nothing To Lose
Brokeback Mountain
Noise
Jingle All The Way
Last Action Hero
Memoirs of an Invisible Man
Hot Chick
Last King Of Scotland
Cadillac Man
Rain Man
Patriot Games
Something To Talk About
Earth Girls Are Easy

Just FAVORITE Movies
Universal Soldier
That Thing You Do!
Benny & Joon
Affair Of The Necklace
Les Compères - Dadies
Stepmom
Love & Basketball
Mystic Pizza
Terror In Family
Dying To Belong
True Lies
Billy Elliot
Homeless to Harvard: The Liz Murray Story
Le Jouet - The Toy
Casper
New Port South
Gracie's Choise
Journey Of Heart
For Richer or Poorer
Ronnie & Julie
Still Breathing
Spliting Heirs
Honey,I Shrunk the Kids
Honey,I Blew Up the Kid
Weekend at Bernie's
Police Academy
Police Academy 2:Their First Assignment
Police Academy 3:Back in Training
Police Academy 4:Citizens on Patrol
Police Academy 6:City Under Siege
Police Academy 7:Mission to Moscow

Games (VG):
Princess Maker Irvin I
Princess Maker Leana II
Princess Maker Favlaina III
Might and Magic Man Date Of Heaven VI
Might and Magic Blood And Honor VII
Oddesey Of Abe
Abe's Exodus
Aladdin

Series:
Stargate SG1
Early Edition
Virtual Reality 5 or VR.5
That's 70 Shows
Grounded For Life
Spin City
8 Simple Rules...For Dating My Teenage Daughter
Still Standing
Full House
Mr.Bean
Sabrina,The Teenage Witch
Just Shoot Me
Family Matters
Harvey's Show
News Station
Hélène et les garçons - Helen and Her Friends
Premiers Baisers - First Kiss

Cartoons:
Aladdin
Pocahontas
Little Mermaid
Bambi
Peter Pan
Beauty and Beast
Donald Duck
Fantasia/2000 that's NOT all

Cartoon Series
Dungeons & Dragons
Aladdin
The New Adventures of Winnie the Pooh
Little Mermaid
Ghostbusters
Chip 'N Dale's Rescue Rangers to the Rescue
Donald Duck and Duck Tales
Darkwing Duck
Spin Tale
Casper
Mia Bee
Crazy
Gummi Bear and many more

Composers:
Howard Shore
Elmer Bernstein
Ronan Hardiman
John Williams
Alan Silvestri
David Arnold
James Horner
Dan Gibson

Classics:
Rimskiy Korsakov
Petr Tchaikovsky
Ludvig Van Beethoven
Johannes Brahms
Johann Strauss
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
Leo Delib
Felix Mendelson

Actresses or Actors:
Amanda Tapping
[black]Hilary Swank[/black]
Michael J.Fox
Elijah Wood
Tim Robbins
Wil Wheaton
James McAvoy
Richard Dean Anderson
Andrew McCarthy
Robin Williams
Arnold Schwarzenegger
Jean-Claude Van Damme
Alexis Cruz
Rowan Atkinson
Pierre Richard
Michael Shanks
Jamie Draven
John Cusack
Christopher Judge
Michael Welch
Kyle Chandler
Bill Murray
Tom Hanks
Dan Aykroyd
Liam Aiken
Lindsay Sloane
Gwyneth Paltrow
Kieran Culkin
Sigourney Weaver
Harold Ramis
Ian McKellen
Billy Boyd
Kirstie Alley
Dominic Monaghan
John Rhys - Davies

Most Favorite Comedian:Maxim Galkin!!!!!!!!!Extremely talented!!!!The Most talented!!!!!So intelligent!!!!Gorgeous!!!!!!Extremely beautiful!!!!!Outrageous!!!Outstanding!!!Most funny!!!Charming!!!!The BEST!!!!BRILLIANT AND FANTASTIC!!Perfect!!!!!!He's the best actor!!!!Divinest!!AWESOME!!!!So just no words!!!So incredible!!!!MOST GORGEOUS AND EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL!!!!Has such beautiful eyes,smile and body!!!!He's so incredibly smart and his work is brilliant!!!!Makes me laugh so much,every second and so happy!!!Everything he does is fantastic!!!The way he shows it and the way he writes!!!So FUNNNNNNNNYYYYYYYYY and so smart!!!!He can do everything!!!!His parodies and stories are fantastic!!!There are no better than him!!!And so much I need to say!!!!He's the BEST!!!But there are no words how can I desribe it well!!!!But I'll try soon!!!!


Russian Actors and Actresses:
Nikita Mikhajlovsky
Vadim Andreyev
Sergei Bodrov.Jn
Aleksandr Demyanenko
Andrei Mironov
Yuri Nikulin
Yuri Yakovlev
Leonid Kuravlyov
Anatoli Papanov
Georgi Vitsin
Yevgeni Morgunov
Yevgeni Leonov
Saveli Kramarov
Oleg Menshikov
Lyusyena Ovchinnikova
Nikolai Burlyayev
Oleg Tabakov
Oleg Dal
Mikhail Pugovkin
Irina Muravyova
Vera Alentova
Aleksei Batalov
Aleksandr Pankratov-Chyorny
Mikhail Kokshenov
Archil Gomiashvili
Sergei Filippov
Yevgeni Yevstigneyev
Andrei Myagkov
Georgi Burkov
Aleksandr Shirvindt
Irina Rozanova
Oleg Basilashvili
Vladimir Basov

I love so much films and I love Russian movies too,but if I'll list you them,you won't understand,but I'll list them anyway and for Russians

Russian films:
Ironiya sudby, ili S lyogkim parom!
Ivan Vasilyevich menyayet professiyu
12 Stulyev with Fillipov
Moskva slezam ne verit
Brilliantovaya ruka
Dzhentlmeny udachi
3+2
Balamut
U matrosov net voprosov
Brat
Brat II
Sestry
Vsyo naoborot
Voroshilovskij strelok
Vam i ne snilos...
Sibirskiy Tsiryulnik
Gde nakhoditsya Nofelet?
Sluzhebnyj roman
Operatsiya Y i drugiye priklyucheniya
Shurika
Osennij marafon
Devchata
Zhenitba Balzaminova
Neveroyatnye priklyucheniya italyantsev v Rossii
Ne mozhet byt!
Mama vyshla zamuzh
Lunoi bil polon sad
Karnaval
Kavkazskaya plennitsa, ili Novye
priklyucheniya Shurika
Kuryer
Lyubov i golubi
Otpusk za svoy schyot
Novogodnya Noch
Devushka i Grand
Devushka bez adresa
Dostoyaniye respubliki
Budte moim muzhem
Trostinka na vetru

Other Singers and Groups besides my Lovers that I really love no less than LOVERS just for one song and clip:
Ben E.King - STAND BY ME
Take That - Back For Good
Donna Lewis - I Love You Always Forever
Cardigans - Lovefool
Ray Parker Jr - Ghostbusters
All Saints - Pure Shores
Crowded House - Don't Dream It's Over
Pet Shop Boys - Se A Vida E
Lighthouse Family - High
Fool's Garden - Lemon Tree
Natalie Imbruglia - Wrong Impression
Natalie Imbruglia - Torn
Savage Garden - Truly,Madly,Deeply
The Corrs - What Can I Do
Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You
The Verve - Bitter Sweet Symphony
Enigma - Return To Innocence
Bryan Adams - Everything I Do (I Do It For You)
Bryan Adams - Please Forgive Me
The Cardigans - Lovefool
Rednex - Cotton Eyed Joe
Robert Miles - Children
Joan Osborne - What If God Was One Of Us
Dido - Don't Leave Home
Dido - Thank You
Pulp - Disco 2000
Annie Lenox - No More I Love Yous
Boyzone - Words
Boyzone - Picture Of You
John Waite - Ain't Missing You
Alanis Morissette - Ironic
Alanis Morissette - You Learn
Enigma - Sadness
Corrs - Runaway
Lolly - Mickey
Modern Talking - You Are My Heart You Are My Soul
Meredith Brooks - Bitch
Men Without Hats - The Safety Dance
Gina G - Ooh Aah Just A Little Bit
Puff Daddy, Faith Evans, 112 - I'll Be Missing You

Stand By Me - STAND BY ME BECAME MY THE FAVORISTE SINCE I SAW IT FOR FIRST TIME when I was 11 and from first sight it effected on me so MYSTICLY,MAGICLY,STRANGLY and SERIOUSLY!!INCREDIBLY MEANINGFUL!!!!!!!SO MEANINGFUL!!!!!!!With WISDOM of life!!!IN it what is LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!This is MYSTERY!!!!It touched me SO and almost ALL SCENES ARE INCREDIBLY
HEARTBREAKING,SO SOULFUL and Gordie the one who touched me RIGHT in the heart!!!That Story is mine!!!!!The most soft and dreamful boy,why is so much happened to him!!!!!!!I FEEL like I'm in this story and maybe I am!!Destiny!!!IT made ME REALIZE SO MUCH and I finally understood everything!!!!!!!!It's just destiny,changed lifes!!!!!!I FEEL SO MUCH FOREVER and I didn't lose even ONE drop of what I FELT from first sight for it and to all of them,of course for Gordie as well!!!It changed and made me realize FOREVER,I remembered SO MUCH!!I FEEL IT FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!OH GOD this movie is really is destiny!!!!!!I CAN'T DESCRIBE What I FEEL it's too BIG for WORDS!!!!!!!!I JUST FEEL SO MUCH and I know it's TRUE what I FEEL!!!!It's incredibly BIG!!!!I REALIZED EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!
I was 11-12 and it was such brilliant time,channel was on first hebrew channel (11),don't remember why,we just was watching these programs really often because didn't have much of them,I think...oh well,there were going commercials and then suddenly came trailer of STAND BY ME and I was so charmed and excited by seeing these boys travel and there were other interesting shots and voice were telling about the story,just something,not much,but I got some point and when I saw this amazing adventure withh interesting stuff and it was such fun seeing all this especially when I saw these guys going on train tracks with song Lollipop!!!All commercial was with Lollipop!!And it's just captured me!So powerful and endless!!I discovered something that I've been looking for for so long!!!It is so romantic and I don't know why,but I got really impressed and happy just from seeing that commercial,it is so magical,it affected on me so deeply and from first moment it was sort of destiny and I'm connected with that movie!!It means MUCH!!!It charmed and put spell on me so I right a away desired to see it and I saw it!!That was magical and unbelieveble what I felt and feel!!I was kind of in my other life and destiny and I think it is so~~~!!I was shocked,touched and happy,but mostly sad by everything at the same time and from first moment this movie became my closest friend,destiny,so much connected with it and sucn BIG story,it's long story to explain everything!!It gave so MUCH!!As hell!!And gives always!!Before I got it again many things happened because of it,well it's such long sotry just like life!!!I have it from long ago from internet and I can see it forever!!Divinest!!!!No words what it means to me and what is connected with it!!!


MOST disturbing,tragic story!!!!!Threw me in DEEP DEEP shock and you just couldn't believe that it's true!!!!Heartbreaking!!!!!!Made me feel TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE!!!!Such GRIEF!!!!!Movie that broke my heart to see people suffer that MUCH!!!Especially see people that didn't DESERVE it at ALL!!!So unfair and EXTREMELY AWFUL!!!!!!!!So undeserved!!!SO UNFAIR!!!And just no words how can it be!!!!!!!!To see those MOST horrible events!!!!And you can't even believe that it's true!!!You know what I mean and it's too HARD too explain how you feel!!!!!!It's too much to say to explain every detail,but I know you understand!!This hardest PAIN!!!Can never be healed for those people who went through so much hell!!!Their lives just too destroyed to be able to go back as they were and go on with right sense!!!It's too much pain and such hell these people went through...Just no words.Only real!!!!This movie done absolutely brilliantly!!!!And actors are divine!!!

Boys Don't Cry


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[black]Boys Don't Cry[/black] - FANTASTIC!!!!!!BRILLIANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Terrific!!!!!!Gorgeous!!!Fabulous!!!!!!BRILLIANT!!!!!!!!Stunning!!!!Incredibly AMAZING!!!!HEARTBREAKING!!!MOST TOUCHING!!!!!!!!!No words how I felt and feel after I've seen it!!!!!!UNEXPLAINBLE~!!!!!!!!!No words!!!!I saw that movie three or four years ago and it made me FEEL UNBELIEVEBLY HORRIBLE and it made me SEE and UNDERSTAND SO MUCH,EVERYTHING!!!UNBELIEVEBLE things and I was in DEEP DEEP shock and cried million tears !!!!!Thinking!!!!I never will underst and how that can be possible to happen those MOST HORRIBLE things!!!!!!!!Especially to that innocent,divine person!!!!!!!There is NO WORDS!!!DEEP shock!!!It TOUCHED me UNBELIEVEBLY like HELL,BROKE ME AND ALSO GAVE ME SO ENDLESSLY MUCH!!!!I'm thinking about IT night and day!!!!And then I watched it many times again and now I watched again!!!It made me UNDERSTAND so many things and makes make makes and I COULDN'T believe it is true story,that these things can truly
happen to people especially to person like Brandon well no words!!Made me feel horrible horrible like in hell!!!There is no description!!!!NO words!!!!!I did some research and then found out!!!Well I'll explain later
everyhting!!!!!!This movie is UNBELIEVEBLY brilliant!!!And you all should see this movie if you didn't yet!!!!Don't miss that much!!!!!!!It's BRILLIANT!!!!!!!!!And it'll give SO MUCH and you'll Feel and Understand so much,it'll open you just INCREDIBLY MUCH!!!!!!NO WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!You'll see!!!!!!Everyone just NEEDS to know It,See it,Feel it,Understand it!!!!Everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!Just brilliant!!!!!!!!!See this movie and you'll never see the world as you saw it before!!!It'll change everything!!!You'll never think as you did!!!You'll never live as you lived!!!!!!Never!!Be yourself forever!!!!!!!!Courage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I have million things to say about it and I will really soon so wait and you'll see so much more!!!!!I will explain ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!I think about it and feel!!!!!!!!!


Hilary Swank - [black]She's the best actress!!Hilary IS so GORGEOUS AND EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!BRILLIANT AND FANTASTIC!!!!!AWESOME!!TALENTED!!!PERFECT!!!Heartbreaking!!!!Touching!!!She can be anyone!!!She can do anything!!!She can do what nobody else can!!Has such beautiful soul and body!!!Mind!!!!!!All features!!So pure!!So clear!!!!Has deepest,beautiful eyes!!!!Breathtaking!!!Beautiful hair!!!Voice!!Personality!!!!Well Hilary Swank is DIVINE!!!!SO POWERFUL!!!Divinest!!!!!Holy!!!!OF COURSE ALL of her perforamance are UNFORGETTABLE!!!!But I think THE BEST and THE MOST FANTASTIC performance in history!!!!Is Boys Don't Cry!!!The MOST BRILLIANT AND FANTASTIC!!!!~!INCREDIBLY!!!!HEARTBREAKING!!!!!!!MOVING!!SPECIAL person!!!!Out standing!!!!!!!POWERFUL!!!!MOST TOUCHING,BREAKING!!!!AWESOME!!!!GOLDEN!!!All of her movies ARE BRILLIANT!!!And most TOUCHING!!!!!NOONE COMPARES TO HER!!!!TRULY DIVINEST!!!!!!NO WORDS!!!!!!!![/black]

Here's divinest person;Brandonhttp://www.theweeklynews.org/newsarchive/010426/Brandon_Teena_Story.jpg
Big description about him will come soon...


I love to read,and my passion music.And I love to sing with soul,forever,I can sing forever.I play on violin and dance Ballet.I'm creating Hobbitish!And wrote 24 songs in style of New Age in English and Hobbitish,but there is always 5 or more songs in condition when I'm thinking,rewriting,changing and other stuff

Love more the anything in this world Nature and my dream is live forever in Hobbiton on Nature of course you say that's impossible,but now home of Middle Earth is New Zealand so be it,I'll be on nature in Middle Earth in Toliken's World and I'll live there.I'm hobbit...

Animals that I do Love so much:
Horses,cats,puppies,hamsters,mice,pigs,tigers,squirrels,deers,goats,sheep,giraffes,elephants,gooses,camels,hedgehogs, ducks,chikens all farm animals other I'll tell later...

Love:
Talking with soul about topics of mystic and so much I have to say(especially with my mom)
Music that will fall deep in my soul
To go when it's rain and rain is falling on me
Sweet,gentle,smart kids
To READ With whole soul and desire
To write with whole soul
Give gifts to others.It's such delight
Everything about Ireland.Nature,music,culture,past,life...EVERYTHING
Cosmetics and I have thousands lip sticks and all stuff:eye shadows,eye liners,lip glosses,lip pencils,blushers,lip sticks,powders,porfums,nails enamels,mascara,every thing Much much much.Clinique,Miss Sporty,Miners,F.H.P.I love the art of putting make up...smells,everything...just art
To SEE forever sky and reach everything about SKY
To see through things and reach the Truth
Rise of Sun that is always Magical and Sun set
To lie under the sky on field and think about SKY,stars,space everything,just meaning of it...past prophecy,life...
Discover spirits of people,listen and understand them
To cook with desire especially pizza
To be alone and think think think
I LOVE when someone especially my sister and mom caress me...oh that feeling I'm like cat,from my childhood my mom did that and told me that I am a cat,she always guessing that I was cat in past life and till this time I'm just in HEAVEN when someone would caress my hair,shoulders,head,nack,hands...OH joy oh yeah I'm soft and love SOFTNESS
Smoke.Smell of smoke of burning wood lifts me to the past and touchs me so deeply
Smells and smell mysteries smell that threaded with me forever
To help people no matter what
Everything about Princess Maker
Divinest Paintings of Ayashi no Ceres,Ah Goddess,Sailor Moon etc.
Paintings and all ART
Invant something new and create
To laugh
To ride in car or bus,it makes me sleep so heavenly
To feel everything with ALL soul and full emotionaly
Care about people and to take everything seriously about them
Strange and mystic things
Make connections by telepathy
Practicing magic and make world better
Fantezise and make my own world wider
Stay awake till rise and think(when I think I make what I think)all night about my personal thoughts
Sands of Kazahstan,all nature of Kazahstan,winds especially warm and soft,SNOW
To make people happy and fight Dark untill it's GONE
Languages:discover,learn,create...just think about them
Think about my past lifes and others too
Discover destiny and meaning of life,connections,past,why,happenings,smells,feelings and everything in LIFE
Dream...that I saw three years ago it's destiny dream,predicter of future...Immortal,Divine and Heavenly dream of bless

Thing I Could Never Let Go:BLESS,I Went through it and will go forever,it's a FEELING of Absolute PERFECT,EXTREM Joy and DIVINE BLESS,ABSOLUTE LIGHT,this how I wrote every song all of them it's my feelings that comes to me...I feel immortal feelings and world just goes away and I'm flying...this feeling has no TIME and I feel like in HEAVEN I always sing in this FEELING and then it goes MUCH STRONGER with power os SONG and voice opens so wide,I feel the deep flow of it and it Goes STRONGER and more powerful,I can sing endlessly and this feeling would be like a week and then it'll come back AGAIN!You feel like it's divine dream,but it's real and true,FEELINGS of light the HIGHEST insparation,Languor and soul really FLYS and Forever Free!Against your will joyful smile borns on your face!I feel I'm in clouds in Valinor on immortal grass in forest where you're alone in silent MOST beautiful place oh Valinor,FREE,languor of joy and birds are singing or on field and see absolute LIGHT,Perfect Harmony with Nature,IMMORTAL,understanding and it feels like you are nature,child of Nature!First time I've realized there is Bless it was when I saw FOTR three years ago and then absolute bless gave me Enya...forever she is bless,my life became bless because of her...feel like you can do anything and of course I do feel bless of LOTR and DIVINE soundtrack
I'll be always in Bless...and I know it'll BE forever

Favorite food:
Pizza,fry potatos,potatos with tuna,every kinds of potatos,sausages,rice,fry chiken,meat with potatos,coffee,tea,red sweet wine, champagne,grog,almost every vegetable and fruits.Fruits:Grapes,tangerines bananas,oranges,apples,pears,melon,water-melons,lemons.Mushrooms,chocolate and sweets,pies,cookies,pelmens,vareniks,eklers,profitrols all cooking from my home,but I'm not fat at all,I'm thin

Went trough SO MUCH and know life really good,have a great experience!!!!
I am a Rei Kist - Healer and telepath,went to learn how to way energy,but the truth that we all got energy some more some less,in that school of Rei Ki will open the flow of energy to you,by that energy you could heal yourself and others,by that you'll be VERY healthy and others too and you can do LIGHT things to people,make wishes come true,predict the future,stop bad things and turn them to LIGHT and it'll flow from Space because everything is going from space...EVERYTHING...MAKE LIGHT TO ALL...But of course I could do these things like heal,wishs make true and other stuff,but to have MORE energy by Rei Kist and things would be much easier to make:make wishes true in short time,healing would be MUCH stronger,BETTER and could heal painful illness and other HEALING of soul and BAD pains,predict future really well,make connections,protect others and yourself...ENERGY is much bigger and Stronger,by that I'm proteced and MUCH STRONGER in all ways,everybody could be...it's LIGHT MAGIC

[white]The Most Mystic Lightful Season For me:/white]WINTER.I love the most WINTER the MOST Magical,DIVINE time,because it's mystic time,romantic,magical,destiny time,miracles,dreams!I believe in winter!After all you can hide from cold,but you can't from hot and Winter is Fairytale!!!!!!!!In cold that's a divine smell...,of rain,snow,fresh,amazing,wonderful,AIR,wind or even just smell of WINTER!!!Strange because I can't find exact words it just magic smell!Smell of Time!Another world!!Timeless life!I got so much in WINTER!!!That's a time of mistarious and MAGIC!!Misterious,blessed memories connected with Winter forever!MAGICAL FEELINGS ARE BURSTING OUT OF ME!That warm steam from mouth,Pleasant languor,dreamy feeling,some spell that falling into you,cosy bless feeling in your whole body and soul,special timeless dream,and that smell of something divine and beautiful! MISTERY!!!!!MISTERY!!!!PRECIOUS Timeless TIME!!!!!!!It's like BE IN COMPLETLY DIFFERENT WORLD!!!WORLD OF MAGIC...LIGHT...It's All divine in winter...AND FEEL ABSOLUTE JOY Prophecy,Doom!!!!!!And feels like you in a DREAM,everything going so slowly and divinely,in MAGIC PLACE,like somehting impposible would happen and it will!!!!I wanted to say that for a LONG time!And felt it forever...

The Part in Nature The Most Alive,Magic and Glorious for me:WATERlives forever,flows in magic streams,history of all,timeless,Water - Clear Crystal Truth!Water is emotionals,feelings that flows like from your heart...you're touching Water and you're touching pure Light that flows Forever!I feel water as I feel my self,it alive and lives in me,never disappears...oh Rain prophecy how I love you there is no words on this earth to explain!Prophecy of time and joy,bless,my joy and mystic past time,memories of past sorrow oh River you're live in me forever...In every kind of water:Rainy Weather,rain,snow,lake,river,water is Bless and prophecy of endless light.Water crystal light as a soul of child...water is time that never would be gone

Instruments that reeling me into Bless:
Guitar
Irish flute and all kinds of
Bagpipe Scottish
Bagpipe Irish
Harp Irish
Piano
Violoncello
Organ
Violin and electro violin
All Celtic instruments
Almost every flute

Life:
Isn't it strange that when you smell some smell and you feel that it's so familiar and you feel history of time and see visions,very beautiful,touching or even prophecy!!!Something SO STRANGE and Mystic!!!!!From the past and I think it's PAST it self,that smell was in your past life and it sealed with MOST beautiful moment in that LIFE!!!!I got this smells so MUCH,
but I never smelled them in this life!!!!But I feel memories that coming to me and past is coming to me in dreams!!I see other life Places,sounds,music,voices or even people I met in this life that from past and I felt this strange thread that this people are really destiny or I knew someone for so long!Sometimes when I'm walking on some street I see other life and moments,feel THAT TIME,see visions and I feel like....There is No Words to explain every bit!!!!

Best things that I think MUST BE in every person,specially good one:loyalty,friendship,love,honesty,truthfulness,scenserity,softness,soulfulnes,fidelity,understanding,blessing,LIGHT,freedom,doom,mystic I love mystic person.And about dreams,of course I wish and know that every dream does come true,these things that I wish would be to every men on earth,this are my dreams:bless,joy,divine life,Heavenly life forever free on Blessing Lands.

My SPECIAL Loves and Passions:I LOVE to sing FOREVER,love to create things like songs,compose something,poems,stories and languages,I love so much to fantazise and create new images,people,worlds and of course I got my own BIG world.The thing that I DO LOVE to make hairdresses SO MUCH I DO create so complicated hairdresses and I'm doing NEW very complicated hairdress everyday and not only once on the day...oh god what am I doing with my hair...I can do any most complicated and difficult hair-do!!

[white]My look:/white]very long below a belt brown really really soft hair,curlying really easily because of the softness and I can do whatever I want with it coz it's so soft,curlying big locks if I wear braid or some other twisted hair-do and all my life I have a bang,grey eyes or green,the eyes that change color from cloths or something else,skin very white and I loveed till this year to wear long nales naturely grown,my hight is 1.60m,thin,my waight is 42 and I'm wearing almost all season Elvish Velvet Long Long cloak,not wearing it when it's too hot and leather boots...

Me...I mean little about me and things that tell about me others
I'm very serious,but love to laugh so much and have good sense of humour,never laugh at people,totally respect people,sometimes shy,but I know how to be strong and brave,warrior,get excited TOO easily from tiny bit,more than romantic sort of so mysticly romantic mood always,EXTREMELY EMOTIONAL all my life,VERY sentimental,always see in everything SOMETHING...REASON,MEANING,MYSTIC and DESTINY...to ALL HERE IS A REASON,optimistic,sometimes or more than often I SO DO pity everything,sometimes I'm aggressive or angry,but that happens really not often and only when I'm in strange mood,strange - much people saying that I am strange.
I'm Gentle and honest,soft,dreamful,soulful,fair and loyal,scenser,sensetive,never lose hope and always reaching what I did plan...never dump thing that I wish and need,not naive,believeble in things that I FEEL,passionate,if I LOVE something I love it with all soul,spirit and creature with neverending timeless love with DESIRE...fire soul...passion,desire...
I trust only what I FEEL

My brother's look:as well he got really long,but tough hair,little bit curly,brown eyes,he is thin and tall, don't know really his weight and tallness,but know that he's really thin and tall

My sister's look:blond hair long as well,but not as long as we have,blue and grey eyes,tall and thin...she has all her life a bang!

Description of My Goddess Actress Amanda Tapping:AMANDA TAPPING is GODDESS,DIVINEST,BLESSED,IMMORTAL,HEAVENLY LOOK,AMAZING,WONDERFUL,PERFECT,THE MOST SMART,SHE GOT AMAZING SENSE OF HUMOUR,SHE IS LIGHT AND SHE IS FOREVER!!!!!!!!AMANDA TAPPING BRILLIANT AND HER BEAUTY IS UNEXPLAINEBLE SOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL THAT I EVEN CAN'T FIND WORDS,SHE HAS MIND OF GODDESS.There is no Words how MUCH I love her!!!!!!WHEN I SAW HER THAT WAS......!!!!!!!!SHE IS FROM VALINOR!!!!!THE MOST AMAZING PERSON!HER SMILE,EYES BLOWS AWAY ME!THE MOST BRILLIANT CHARACTER AND HAS DIVINE BEAUTY,SHE IS SO SOULFUL AND BRIGHT,AND SO ALIVE!SMART!!!!!!!WISE!!STRONG!!SOFT!!!TRUTHFUL!!!!!I CAN'T BELIEVE HER,SHE IS THE MOST LIGHTFUL PERSON!I'VE EVER KNOWN!!!!!I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE EXCITING WITH EVERY TIME WHEN I SEE HER!!!!LIGHT!!!!!I NEVER EVER CAN STOP ADMIREING HER WITH EVERY LOOK ON HER!!!WHEN WILL I FIND RIGHT WORDS TO DESCRIBE EVERYTHING THAT I THINK OF HER AND KNOW!!!!!I WOULD NEED HOURS TO WRITE EVERY THING ABOUT HER!!!!BETTER THEN LUTHIEN!!!MOST POWERFUL!!!!THANKS!!!!!!!!THAT IS JUST A BEGINNING!!!!I CAN TALK ABOUT HER HOURS AND STILL IT WOULDEN'T BE ENOUGH!!!!!!I WANT TELL HOW EXTREMELY I LOVE HER AND EVERYTHING THAT I THINK OF HER!!!!!!BUT SEEMS WORDS NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!WHAT A FEELING THAT I FELT FROM FIRST MOMENT THAT I SAW HER!!!!!GONDOLIN!!!!!SHE IS AN IMMORTAL FLOWER!!!!BUT I"LL FIND WORDS TO SAY EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!

Elwren - My name has an ancient history,when I was roleplaying for the first time I had to have a bio and name(I was a hobbit),so it just came right into my mind,but turns out later that my name from elvish means Crystal Star Of Town - Elwren,sure that's incredible that I didn't plan it and it just jumped into my mind,and from that moment became My Name and so much connected from the start with it and it has million stories

My signatures that were:
Many are in my language - Hobbitish and from my songs...

Why shoul I belong to you if I'm not that kind that you

Es etveil en Folonrin let rem zerg Ulievinis ri Sel - Without my Song there won't be a paradise for Us

Eivelliam venienen gelnuy am kir ahvil - The Endless heaven lives with you - River Alive,River Lives Forever,River Forever
About Wil Wheaton...endless

You're my child,you're my brother,you're my father even lover

WHAT'S @SSHOLE ABOUT WANTIN' TO BE WITH YOUR FRIENDS?! - Gordie

Hey,GODDAMMIT!What's your problem?LET ME GO!!! ~ John C.

Titles of my songs:Precious Time,Immortal Life,Lake Of Light,Prophecy Of Heaven,Army Of Joy,Endless Steam,A Vision Of My Life,Timeless Thread,Miracle,Tell Me Mystic Words,No Cry,Ill Heart Forever Lost,Your Heart,Angels Without Wings,Endless Touch,Magical Path,Meliana en Venienen,Biggest Secret,Sweet Water,Land Of Youth,Beleth en Uilis,Light's Call,Light Of Touch,Secret Of Touch,Truth

These songs are in condition of thinking and writing,creating,I know I will change something and they need to be so,some of them are finished,they're all different condition,but they're all soon be finished,when time comes,hard to explain:Journy To Justice,Wounded Lips,Divinest Soul,Dream Shelter,Mystic Eyes and more
One album will be entirely about Brandon Teena dedicated to him called Lips In Blood/Bleeding Lips

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Well and I'll show you one of my songs

True Friend
Someday I'll be your friend
I'll see you though crowd...yeah only you
Someday,you'll know it when
I'll catch up on all lost time
Better believe it,hey dear,I'm waiting for you
Better show up soon

Be prepared coz I'm strong as ever
No worries,a brand new song
Coz I cleared myself
The hell with past,only advantures with you
Only smiles now on my way
I'll meet this,coz I'm so strong from now on
Just forget everything that's in past
Open your eyes to brand new happiness
Without any darkness of the past
Yeah,darling,listen to me,I'll love you forever
Better believe it coz it's true
Only you can give me that
I know I need only you and I'm not asking much
Just the same you ask for
Don't worry,you'll know it's me

Souls are filled with joy
Only like this,only happy thoughts no matter what
Only smile,no thing would bring me down
Hey,friend,I won't lose you
No more let down
Better be strong coz it'd be wild
The life our hearts always desired
Don't be scared,from now on this is life
I'm with you,better be
This is true

Hey,smile at me,you're my true friend
And I know you'll stay like this for good
Yeah that's right,don't be surprised
You knew that too right from the start
Your smile,your hug will give me all

Don't get anything to heart
Hell with worries,it's all gone to no matter
Give me that lovely smile of yours
The only thing in my life is you
Nothing matters but our happiness
So hug me my lovely friend

Here is the site from game where I was three years ago... http://www.w4r.boom.ru/,I'm in white dress with flowers on head,there are many many photos of me,but they're all not on the sites,I just wanted to show you that game,it has such great potos too

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You're my child,you're my brother,you're my father even lover

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