In a previous review I criticized you Nick for what I thought was your lack of acting ability. I want to say I was wrong now that I think you finally have discovered what and where your character is and should go and it wasn't what I imagined for it but you made it better than I imagined. Your version of a bully isn't a screamer its someone who seethes and simmers with resentment and lets it out in nasty ways. The acting I saw this episode was certainly at an Emmy worthy level!
When I saw you spit on yourself in the mirror after kissing Keeley, that made me cringe and I was grossed out at first but honestly, never I have seen such a honest portrayal of someone with worthlessness/self loathing issues like that, this was an honest act from someone unsure how to act, done something wrong, and after having such a hard past and thinking about it, you know there are people out there who feel that kind of way and its sad.
I hope that the ending leans more to the realistic than the sappy if that doesn't spoil things too much. Most people want sappy, its Ted Lasso but I think in this case I wouldn't want things to stay the same.
Great episode guys and the finale should be amazing!