[re writing
Re della terra selvaggia (2012)] It's the scene where Hushpuppy punches her dad and tells him that she hopes he dies, because the movie's so much about me and my own father. My dad had all these heart problems and I thought that it was because of me; that's why I originally wrote the play that the movie was based on, to work all that guilt out. As best I could, I wanted to finally come to terms with it and articulate what was going on in my heart.
Writing that scene ... I had to run a lot that day. I would write a little bit, go for a run, and come back. It helped me get rid of that extra stuff: those extra voices, those extra judgments. If you have a perfectionist streak - and who doesn't? - running can kill the perfectionist inside you.
I still cry when I watch that scene. It's definitely the hardest for me to watch.
