During the shooting of my directorial debut, I must never let myself go
to any goliardery, even if I might think I am missing some fun, never
mingle with the rest of the crew, because they are actors while I am
the mirth of a rickety poem. They are solo artists, virtuosos - but I
am the orchestra, the strings carpet where everybody has to lay. They
are the public, while I am tonight's special event. I allow them to be
instantly well-liked, but I must remain rigorous to reveal my eyes, I
have to act out the things that never happen. When I think of my film,
I don't take anything from the reality that I know, I suck only from
the utopia/reality I would want to live. When I say my lines, the I
have written for myself, I think about this, of a womb-like world where
amniotic liquids protect me from injustices and the boogey man.
