I didn't have the heart to finish the sound properly after my brother died suddenly while I was editing the film.
I'm eventually going to find someone to do a proper sound design pass and completely redo the sound mix.
The film was never meant to have a cohesive narrative structure since it's mostly a reflection of the inner turmoil I was experiencing after leaving the religion I was apart of for 39 years and the separation and eventual divorce I was going through at the time.
Each one of the characters, alive or dead, are all physical manifestations of myself only, my emotions and the heartbreak I was experiencing at the time, especially feeling like I failed my three kids.
The film was a way of expressing that inner turmoil, the guilt, shame and self criticism.
It was a nightmare...
...and nightmares do not have a narrative structure.
