Hi everyone it is zero and I honestly was dreading this post but I feel like it is long over do.  when I started my blog in July of 2016 I was just a girl who didn’t have many friends and I used writing as a way to cope. I fell in love with music as a whole and k pop was once my favorite. The key word is once; my mental health has been slowly taking a down hill spiral the things I once loved do not bring me the same happiness. I have removed myself from all k pop fandoms, of course if their music comes on I will listen to it but I am not keeping up with the fandoms for the sake of my own mental well being. Writing for these beautiful men was one of my greatest escapes but it now feels like a nightmare. I do not know if I will ever be back but I am leaving my blog up for everyone to enjoy the stories I have written over the years. I have opened a new blog for the a new fandom that I have found a sweet escape in but I will not be linking that to this blog, I feel like I needed a fresh start so I created one for myself.  I appreciate every person who follows me and liked my stories so much. I want you to know that it is not noting you did or did not do, this is all me. I need for figure out some stuff for myself so if I do ever come back I can be better for everyone who follows me.

Much love,

~Zero

A/n: I am very sorry that I am behind schedule, as mentioned before I am going through a break up and the reality of it  is catching up to me. I lost my passion for everything for a while, I honestly was just existing. I am doing better now and this fic was kinda self indulgent because I added my spitfire personality to y/n character. If you could not pick up on it before each member is in a different story line but are still connected in a way as some of the events happen at different times. Without further explanation I present Taeil!~Zero

Part 1

Date Posted: May 25, 2020

word count:1289

Pairing: Taeil x fem reader

Warnings: Mafia au!, Violence, possible cursing, mentions of death

Please read responsibly! 

Originally posted by lulerains

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Sorry everyone for the in-activeness, I am going through a recent break up with my boyfriend. This being said I need a bit of a break, I am hoping to have new stuff for everyone by next week. Stay safe and take a deep breath it will be okay sunshine!~Zero

Originally posted by straygrrr

This was so hard because my biases are not in stone!

 I was tagged by: @heart-bleeding-autism-angel

Rules: List 10 biases and then answer the following questions

1. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
2. Leo (VIXX)
3. Wonho (Monsta X)
4. Yuta (Nct)
5. Taeyong (Nct+ SuperM)
6. Yesung (Super Junior)
7. Hyesung (shinwa)
8. Youngjae (Got7)
9. Lucas (SuperM+WayV)
10. Hoshi (Seventeen)

Questions:

Between 1 and 4, who would you rather kiss?

This is so hard! um I am going to go with Yuta because he lips look really soft and kissable, if that makes sense.

Between 2 and 7, who would be your best friend?

Hyesung, because I think he would give good advice because he has seen and experienced more. 

Between 5 and 10, who has a better voice?

Talking wise it is Taeyong because I find that his voice makes me happy and all smiley. Singing wise it is Hoshi because I love the uniqueness in his voice.

Between 1 and 8, who is the funniest?

Kyuhyun, he is known as the evil maknae for a reason.

Between 6 and 9, who would you date?

Lucas because his is closer to my real age and I like that he is dorky.

Between 4 and 8, who is the best dancer?

Even though Youngjae is a really good dancer but Yuta is the main dancer for a reason.

Between 3 and 5, who would you most likely to marry?

Probably Wonho because I feel like he would be the husband to encourage his wife to pursue her dreams and goals. I also feel like he would hype up his wife.

Between 1 and 7, who would you nurse when you’re sick?

Between Kyuhyun and Hyesung, I would be scared if Kyuhyun offered to help. so I am going with the safer option: Hyesung. Even though I would love to have both of them sing to me while I was sick.

Between 6 and 8, who would you rather have a vacation with?

Yesung if the vacation was suppose to be romantic because I feel like he is a very romantic person. In any other situation Youngjae, I feel like he would make any vacation really fun.

A/N: As I said in the teaser, this imagine is really close to my heart. I love writing for Kyuhyun. As long as I have been a fan of super junior this man has found a way to slide up my bias list and make his way to the ultimate position. He has been through so much and still manages to put on a smile for us and that is what I appreciate about him.~Zero.

Ps. Mood board is mine please don’t steal. 

Date: April 3, 2020

Pairing: Kyuhyun X Fem Reader

word count: 4,737

Warnings: Mentions of dealth, fluff and angst

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A/N: The mood board is mine, if you want to use it please ask first and if you have my permission tag me in the post. This imagine is one that I hold close to my heart. I wrote this almost three years ago, I did not post it sooner because I was scared to see how people react and if they would like it. This is probably my all time favorite work and I was selfish by not posting it for you all to enjoy. This story got me threw a tough time in my life and I am now ready to share this work with all of you. I have not written a part two but I have so many ideas. You all are going to have to wait until April 3rd to read it but please enjoy this teaser. ~Zero

Member: Kyuhyun ~Super Junior 

Pairing: Kyuhyun x fem reader 

Type: fluff and a little angst 

Release Date:April 3, 2020

Word count for full work: 4,737

Posted: April 1, 2020

Y/N P.O.V 

Everyone has a guardian angel, I happened to meet mine when I was only seven years old. My aunt and uncle on my father’s side were driving us home from going to see a movie. It was very late at night, so my aunt was asleep in the passenger seat and my uncle was really tired and wasn’t paying attention, he didn’t know that he was driving on the wrong side of the road until a semi truck came speeding down the line that we were in.

 He did what any panicked person in this situation would do. He swerved to the left, however on the left side of us wasn’t land or road anymore. It was a deep open body of water. So our car went right into the water and sank straight to the bottom. My uncle woke my aunt up and they quickly got out of the car to try and swim to safety completely forgetting about me in the back seat. The car was filling up with water fast too fast for me to fight against it or get my seat belt loose, so I sat there in the back seat and watched the last seven years of my young life flash before my eyes. I knew then and there that I wasn’t going to make it, I lost all hope. 

I start to feel myself lose consciousness, but before I could I see a blinding light fill the water sunken car.