Not feeling like myself

Tired of feeling like a bother, prefer to keep to myself & nobody can misunderstand or interpret anything incorrectly.

I have not been myself for a long time, and even I pretended not to notice,along with everyone else. It’s a lonely place to be. Sometimes we abandon ourselves

"When I'm not feeling my best I ask myself, 'What are you gonna do about it?' I use the negativity to fuel the transformation into a better me." #relationshipquotes #womenquotes

Here. Where is here? This morning I’m full of emotion - both sadness and anger that could possibly run to rage. I again have poured myself into someone- stupidly. Always so ready to help often not helped myself. I’d like to call ‘I don’t care’ but I’m not numb I’m feeling today. I hope it shuts off soon - not dealing with the discomfort of feeling is a gift. I given up TRYING to shift my mood out of Sympathetic Nerve - I don’t like being here - out of control and willing to connect which…