Chapter 1: Chapter One
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He had always found solace in the library; the comforting silence, the scent of age-old parchment, and the intoxicating awareness of the sheer knowledge at his fingertips. His mother had always encouraged his thirst to learn, pushed tomes and books and scrolls into his hands and watched as he consumed the information with sad, yet proud eyes.
His year mates never did understand his drive, how he could prefer the looming shelves of the school library to the beautiful gardens and crystal statues. They did not understand why he immersed himself so thoroughly in faded, fragmented texts that held – what some may consider – unnecessary knowledge.
A sardonic smile always pulled at the side of his mouth at their ignorance.
They did not understand that one day, a scrape of obscure information may just save his life from the shadow that lurked, always, over him. But he knew all too well the importance of his study. He had known since he was six what was expected of him.
With a soft sigh, Hadrian took a seat at a polished table and plucked his book from his satchel. Magick Moste Evile was an unattractive book, but Hadrian knew the information in it was quite valuable. His mother requested he re-read it, and practice a small list of spells she had prepared that the book covered in extensive detail. Some were Light, most, however, were firmly considered Dark. This year, his mother insisted he expand his experience with the Dark Arts. They both believed that to face his opponents, Hadrian needed intimate knowledge of their methods.
Of course, they never spoke of how Hadrian was naturally gifted with the Dark Arts, or how he rarely felt the effects of using the tempestuous branch. His mother, as a Light witch, did not necessarily like the idea of her son being predisposed to Dark magic, but she knew that to survive he had to use whatever power he had at his disposal. And she valued his life far too much to try and hinder his growth.
Hadrian allowed himself to sink into the book with a single-mindedness he rarely permitted. He had been taught to always keep his attention on his surroundings, to never let himself be truly relaxed, not even at home. But every once in a while, he lowered his guard just slightly, just enough to release some of the tension that coiled within his body at the constant paranoia he maintained. Beauxbatons was far away from most of the political strife in Britain, and none of his classmates knew who he really was.
To them, he was Hadrian Evans – a particularly handsome, talented and charming student who had few close friends. Everyone recognised him, and many respected him, but his aloof attitude prevented most from getting close to him. He was the type of person that, when he wished, could command people's absolute attention, but could just as easily slip into the background and move unseen.
But none knew who he really was. His classmates and instructors did not know the name he guarded jealously, or that he and his mother were marked people. They did not know what had happened to his father, or why they had never met his mother. They did not see how Hadrian always listened for news on Britain, or how his eyes darkened at any mention of the Dark Lord. They did not understand, no matter how much he wished they could.
Because they were children. Yes, they were exceptionally intelligent, powerful and occasionally dangerous in their ruthlessness – but they were children nonetheless. Hadrian had long since lost the naïveté his classmates still had. He was a soldier, a survivor, and he was preparing for a war.
“Hadrian!”
The call startled him, and he looked over his shoulder to see Claire approaching with a smile. With faux-casualness he shut his book and slid it back into his bag, not willing to let the girl know too much. He was considered a Light wizard by most after all, and did not need anything risking the image he had striven to maintain just yet.
“Claire,” he greeted politely, allowing a gentle smile to tug the corner of his mouth. The part-veela settled down next to him, chin propped gently on the back of her hand as she gazed at him with stern blue eyes. “do you need something?”
Her lips thinned at his blunt attitude, but she did not rebuke him for it. “You weren’t in the gardens for lunch, Jacob asked me to come fetch you.” Her nose wrinkled slightly at the smell of the library.
Hadrian felt a flicker of amusement rise in his chest, and he grinned at the slightly older witch. “Are you Jacob’s owl now, Claire? I knew you fancied him, but being reduced to a messenger is a little too desperate, don’t you think?” His teasing was in good nature, and Claire responded by swatting his upper arm in a manner that was still oddly refined despite its puerility. The part-veela sniffed and pointedly looked away from him.
“I don’t know where you get those ridiculous notions from Hadrian, Jacob is hardly an acceptable match for me.”
Jacob Korin was in their year, and was a pureblood, universally respected in the school, and regarded with affection. He was also one of the few people Hadrian ever felt truly comfortable around. Claire had fancied him since fourth year, and Hadrian immensely enjoyed provoking the girl whenever he had the chance.
“Come now darling, Jacob is intelligent, powerful, a pureblood, handsome…surely you could do worse?”
A glint came to Claire’s eyes, “Perhaps you should court him then, if you are so knowledgeable of his personality.”
She was hoping to fluster him, but Hadrian merely grinned wolfishly as he stood and leaned to whisper in her ear. “Who said anything about courting?” he stepped back and winked as he tugged his bag onto his shoulder, “I’ve already had my fun with him.”
She gasped, eyes alight with interest as her quick mind rushed to put together what he truly meant. “Did you actually...?” She seemed hesitant to voice her conclusion though, and Hadrian used her minor distraction to begin walking away. Let her assume what she liked. Claire would never spread any rumour pertaining to him, and certainly not Jacob when she desired him.
He heard her sharply call after him, no doubt annoyed at him for dropping such a claim and then leaving her unsatisfied with no answers.
Claire caught up with him easily and Hadrian momentarily cursed the fact that her legs were longer.
“I don’t believe it. You and Jacob would never do that. You respect each other too much.” She was like a dog with a bone, he mused quietly. Or, more accurately, a shark that scented blood. “Hadrian!” she whined when he refused to acknowledge her.
“Let it die, Claire. I’m too tired to play today.”
“You little liar!” she laughed, slapping his shoulder again. “I hate it when you play mind games with me, I can never tell when you are joking or not.”
“You’re just mad that you can’t spot my lies anymore, Claire. You used to revel in the fact that I was a hopeless little boy.”
She smiled gently at him, and looped her arm through his. Hadrian allowed it and did not resist when she subtly took control of their direction. “I remember when we were eight,” she chuckled in amusement, “I had never seen such a scrawny boy before, and I thought ‘He’ll never last here, he’s too soft’, and now look at you.”
Hadrian rolled his eyes, “Top of our year, stunningly gorgeous, and entirely too aware of my own skill.”
She huffed, “Stop right there Hadrian, or your ego won’t fit through the doorway.”
“Ego is intangible sweetheart, and besides, magic remember?”
“You’re intolerable,” she groaned, brushing some of her fringe from her eyes as they exited the marvellous front door of Beauxbatons and down the marble steps to the lush gardens. Hadrian laughed at her annoyed expression, genuinely amused at their conversation.
At the sound Claire felt a small smile kick at the edges of her mouth. It was indeed rare to see Hadrian laugh like this, head thrown back and green, green eyes alight with warmth. He was so serious most of the time, or at least more refined than others in behaviour. Those who spent time with him regularly got a taste of his wicked sense of humour and sharp tongue; but only those who he was comfortable with got to see what a wonderful person he truly was underneath it all.
He was, honestly, one of the most intriguing individuals she had ever met. So many layers and secrets wrapped up in a beautiful face and strong body. There had been a time, when she first saw Hadrian with the new students, that she had scorned the young boy. The son of a squib that thought he had the right to enter such a prestigious school.
Claire felt her lips curl in a tight, self-depriving way. When Hadrian had excelled in his classwork and showed how much better than the rest of them he was…it had been a bitter pill to swallow for her. That a boy with no noteworthy family history had been so much stronger than her had broken some of her confidence. But now she could think of none more worthy than him to hold such power, no one who could be such a figure of importance and still so generous, as Hadrian was.
Unbidden, her arm tightened around his. She cared about Hadrian – deeply. Far more than she should, and most certainly more than was smart. Hadrian, for all his kindness, was dangerous. He was a wild card, and his power made him all the more unstable.
Unlike a majority of their year mates who were already fixed on their future paths, Hadrian had not once revealed where he would go. She, Jacob and a fair amount of the school, believed him to be headed towards politics. With his grades, natural charisma and easy-going personality he could quite successfully gain himself a position in the French Ministry and with time, climb the ladder – possibly even secure Minister. He was young after all, and had begun to make more significant appearances at various ministry-organised events that were breeding grounds for upcoming witches and wizards looking to make a splash.
Claire hoped that was the route Hadrian took. The boy was a bit radical in his ideas, and often reacted unexpectedly – but it was his unpredictability that made him very suited to play politician. There was nothing more detrimental then a leader that was predictable. Predictable meant weak, it meant easily countered and controlled. A leader who was unforeseeable was protected, as long as they had the mind to plan ahead. Hadrian was sharp and cunning, with a mind predisposed to strategy.
“You're being unusually quiet today,” his voice snapped her from her thoughts, and Claire turned to see him watching her curiously. “you've had me in your clutches for almost ten minutes and you have yet to drown me with prattle and gossip.” It was his own way of asking her what was troubling her. So like Hadrian, to be so indirect with his concern. She smiled at him, her chest warmed by his care, however hidden it was.
He blinked at her genuine expression of happiness. “I am fine my friend.” she spoke, squeezing his arm again and pulling him more demandingly than she had been. “Let us find Jacob, you know how he gets if he does not see you at least twice a day.”
Hadrian hummed “And we mustn't let poor, sweet Jacob suffer, correct? Some separation from me would do him good,” his eyes drifted to the group they were approaching, almost instantly landing on the topic of their conversation. “I cannot always be there to starve off his boredom.”
Claire laughed, drawing the group's attention to them just as they reached them, “Perhaps you're right Hadrian, but we graduate this year, let him have his fun while he can.”
“Oh, Hadrian and I are quite adept at making our own fun, aren't we?”
“I've already used that idea with her today Jacob, though my own hint was far more subtle then that attempt.” Jacob merely grinned at the two of them and latched onto Hadrian's spare arm, yanking the dark haired boy down on the fountain lip with him. Claire sat herself carefully on Hadrian's other side, delicate hands smoothing over her blue uniform skirt, content to leave them to themselves as she was drawn into another conversation with some of the others.
“Is there a reason you wanted me?” He wasted no time in beating around the bush, Jacob rarely resorted to getting others to fetch him. The Korin heir much preferred hunting Hadrian down himself – something to do with 'the chase' – and telling him news that way. So he was either feeling far too lazy, or the news he had was so important that he did not wish to waste time tracking him down.
Jacob inclined his head, his bright grin fading into something more subdued and fond. “You have always been an impatient person, in most aspects of your life I can now say.” His tone was light, but Hadrian narrowed his eyes fiercely and darted a quick glance around them. Jacob chuckled, standing up and brushing off his trouser legs. He jerked his head away, “Come, we'll walk and talk. I have much to tell you.”
Hadrian watched Jacob with suspicion laced with concern but stood to follow him regardless. They fell easily into sync and began to navigate their way to a more secluded area of the gardens, until the idle chatter of the hundreds of others occupying the green space began to dwindle to nothingness.
Hadrian held his questions, content in the knowledge that Jacob would share his information with him in time. They stopped just beyond the hedges of the eastern garden and Hadrian gave his friend his undivided attention.
It was an open secret amongst the upper students that Jacob had an unrivalled web with which he used to gather quite accurate titbits of information. For someone who only just reached their majority a few months earlier this was a feat – regardless that the Korin family was a prominent one in their society and held significant influence. Honestly, Hadrian was just relieved that he had secured Jacob’s good will years earlier and had so far managed to keep the other from growing too curious about his own secrets.
He knew Jacob was aware that there were some irregularities in Hadrian’s life, but luckily he had managed to blame that on his muggle heritage. Jacob respected him far too much to go prying into his past. Hadrian knew his mother’s efforts to conceal their identities could withstand close scrutiny – they would simply have not survived as long as they had if her work was subpar – but he also knew that if one became overly curious in either one of them, and had a keen eye, it would only take a matter of time before their cover unravelled.
And that could not be allowed to happen. Not before he was ready.
Jacob wandlessly cast a privacy spell and wasted no time in divulging his findings – another reason Hadrian appreciated him. Business was business.
“I’m sure you’ve heard about the council meeting taking place next month?”
He nodded. It was common knowledge that every two weeks the French Ministry held a public meeting to discuss a range of topics from monetary to auror matters, and everything in between; and allowed citizens to view the processions. However, every few months a special, three day meeting occurred that involved far more sensitive discussions about high-security matters that was, unfortunately, closed to the public. The next one was due to occur next month.
Jacob, seeing his nod, continued. “Yes well, I’ve heard whispers of one topic that will definitely be on the table during the meeting.” The pureblood leaned comfortably against the dark trunk of a tree and stared into Hadrian’s eyes. “Britain’s pushing for the reinstallation of the Triwizard Tournament.”
What?
Hadrian blinked, and though he knew his surprise was plainly visible he was hardly bothered by his lapse in composure. This was beyond anything he could have assumed; it was ridiculous in all aspects. His fingers twitched.
What is Britain thinking? Reinstallation? There’s no way they could convince the other Ministers to agree to this. It was stopped for a reason.
“It’s been banned for two-hundred years.” He said quietly, more for the sake of filling the silence between them.
Jacob inclined his head “Two-hundred and five if you want to be pedantic about it.” He did not offer any other comments, seemingly content to allow Hadrian time to absorb and evaluate. He understood, to an extent, how his friend’s mind worked and had no issue with waiting. If anything, it gave him time to observe Hadrian without restriction.
Hadrian narrowed his eyes and stared blankly off to the side as he allowed his thoughts to run.
It has to be Voldemort’s doing, there’s no other explanation. But why? It makes no sense to re-establish the tournament. He’s shown no signs of turning his attention outside of Britain since he conquered it, and unless he plans to use this as a way to gain a foothold in Europe there’s absolutely no purpose. He’s hardly stupid – the tournament was barred because it was considered far too dangerous and was widely unpopular after so many unnecessary deaths. He would know that proposing this could damage his public image so why –
A cold sensation filled him.
Could he…but no. No, there’s no way he could know about me. Mum left no evidence of where we fled, and even if he had somehow caught wind of me there is nothing linking me to the Potter family. He’d hardly do something this reckless just on the off-chance he’d run into me – there are much subtler, and easier, ways to kill me. It can’t be that. There’s something I’m missing.
“Did Britain give a reason?”
Jacob shrugged, “Something about it being a large part of our culture, and how it could repair the bond between our countries by ‘fostering international relationships’ between the next generation of witches and wizards.” A small grin flickered on Jacob’s handsome face, “Personally, my father thought that was a load of hippogriff dung; and I’m inclined to agree.”
Hadrian hummed and rubbed a hand through his hair. “Who proposed it?”
“The Minister, Lucius Malfoy.”
Hadrian’s eyes flashed, “Malfoy? Not Voldemort?” He watched as Jacob wrinkled his nose at the name, and cursed himself for the slip. He was always careful to hide his true opinions of Voldemort, and in the instances he felt himself unable to do so, always excused himself before he drew attention to it.
Voldemort might not have the same presence here in Europe that he had in England, but he was rarely so disrespectfully addressed.
Whether by luck, or some divine intervention, Jacob ignored his mistake. “It was definitely Malfoy, the Dark Lord wasn’t even in France at the time. Why?”
Indecision prickled at his chest. He trusted Jacob as much as he could trust someone other than his mother, but did he trust him enough to bring him into this? He would not be able to see his mother for another two weeks. He supposed he could owl her, inform her immediately…but what would she do with the information? Sit on it for two weeks? Or would she make preparation without him?
No, he decided swiftly. He would wait for the upcoming holiday when he could explain to his mother in person and have a say in what their next move would be. His mother was cunning, but the only way he could ensure she did not act rashly was to tell her later. That way, he would have time to organise his own thoughts and come up with some arguments of his own. Course of action decided, he answered his friend.
“Don’t you find it odd?” he began, looking closely at Jacob from the corner of his eyes. “That they’d be pushing for this now? He’s been in control of England for almost fifteen years, but that hardly means his rule is stable. Sure, resistance has dwindled, but such a rash move could topple everything he’s worked for.”
He knew he made the right decision when Jacob adopted a thoughtful expression. He could do this. He could allow someone else in without revealing anything too critical. Jacob would not betray him.
“I suppose it is a bit of a gamble for him to do this, but it’s not completely absurd when you take into account certain things.” Jacob rubbed his clean-shaven chin as he continued to share his thoughts. “I’ve heard from some that he’s trying to reverse the damage their blood prejudices have inflicted on Britain. Their pureblood families are dying out due to their unwillingness to taint their bloodlines. Opening up the tournament allows for Britain’s pureblood youth to make firmer connections with European families and possibly secure some marriages. It’s not inconceivable.”
He had not even considered that. The bubble of tension in his chest loosened the longer Jacob spoke.
“He could also be recruiting, I suppose. Using the tournament as a chance to have a look at the up-and-coming witches and wizards outside of Britain; getting an idea of potential future alliances he could make.” A sly look was tossed his way, “Better watch out for that then my friend, you’d make a pretty prize for anyone.”
Hadrian shot him an unimpressed glance to disguise the revulsion that curled in his throat at the thought of ever submitting to the likes of Voldemort.
Jacob waved his irate look away with a sharp laugh and Hadrian continued their conversation with another theory. “He could be using this as an excuse to show his power off. By being the country that proposes the idea this is as much a statement as anything. It’s showing he’s comfortable in his own standing. He’d hardly risk this if he wasn’t confident in his ability to maintain control over the populous.”
“That is possible.” There was a pause and Hadrian found himself being pinned under his classmate’s intense scrutiny. “Why are you so interested in their motives, Hadrian?”
Hadrian forced his body to relax, and shrugged carelessly. “I just find it odd. You admitted much the same. It’s suspicious, that’s all.”
He did not buy it. He could tell by the way a muscle in Jacob’s jaw clenched mere seconds after he spoke. It caused something much like guilt to pierce his chest, but he could not risk this. Jacob was one of his closest confidents, but he refused to draw him into the shit-storm that was his real life. It would be selfish and reckless and he would never forgive himself.
Jacob watched him closely for another moment, before he looked away, disappointment written in every line of his face. “One day you’ll trust me enough.” He said quietly. The soft words made Hadrian grimace and look away from the resignation in Jacob’s expression.
He said nothing, because what was there for him to say? He turned to head back to their group, but had barely moved four steps before his wrist was seized and he was tugged back towards Jacob.
Caught off guard, he stumbled, and the split second of confusion allowed for Jacob to push him against a tree and cage him between his arms. Realising what was happening, he looked up to see a grin on Jacob’s face and raised an unenthusiastic eyebrow. “Really?” he drawled.
“What?” Jacob asked, innocence practically dripping from his mouth.
Well, at least he’s moved on from his disappointment.
“Let me go, Jacob.” He pushed on his friend’s chest firmly, but otherwise made no effort to free himself – which they both knew he was perfectly capable of achieving, if he so wished. “‘Just this once’, remember?”
His friend hummed and dipped his head slightly to trace his nose along his jaw playfully. “That was last week, before I knew how good you were.” He pressed closer and moved his lips more insistently against Hadrian’s skin. Hadrian let his head fall back with a dull ‘thunk’ and sighed – partly in exasperation and partly in amusement. “Come on Hadrian, you still owe me my payment.”
Hadrian made a noise in his throat and shot Jacob a knowing look. “You usually want money, or help with your assignments. Since when did I agree to this form of compensation?” Jacob pulled back from his neck long enough to give him a bemused look, clearly annoyed at his resistance, no matter how weak it was.
“Since you propositioned me last week; if I’d have known you were open to both sexes I would have done this far earlier, I assure you.” One of Jacob’s hands wound its way into his dark hair and played with the ends. He meant that. If he had even caught a hint that Hadrian had no objection to being with another male he would have approached the other boy years ago; back when he first began to notice the way Hadrian tended to lick his bottom lip when he was deep in thought, or how enticing his neck looked when he stretched, or how when he stared into your eyes you felt trapped and exposed and smothered all at the same time.
He grinned when Hadrian’s hand on his chest curled to fist his shirt and the slightly younger boy gave a grin of his own. “Firstly, I was drunk when that happened and you know it, and secondly,” Hadrian pushed against him, forcing him to take a step back, before using Jacob’s confusion to switch their positions. His grin turned decidedly more predatory and Jacob shivered in appreciation at the change.
“I prefer being in control.”
OoO
The pads of her fingers lingered tenderly over the man in the photo. As she watched, he looked at her in surprise before his entire face broke into a beautiful smile. It was the kind of smile that changed the day of anyone who saw it, the kind that could persuade and comfort.
It was a smile that used to provoke deep aggravation in her, then exasperation, then love as the years rolled by and its owner wormed his way into her life and heart. Now, instead of being filled with youthful adoration, the sight of it brought a sharp bitterness and longing to her; because it was all she had left of the man she loved now.
“Maman?” A voice called out, and the sound of it broke her reverie. How had she not heard his arrival? He was hardly capable of using the floo without tripping over himself on the best of days. She should have at least heard the flaring of the hearth as it activated.
Folding the worn photo and slipping it into her robe, she stood. “In here, sweetheart.”
There was a pause, and then she could hear his soft footfalls as he made his way to her study. Mere moments later, his head poked around the door and he smiled when he caught sight of her by the desk. The sight of him made a different kind of ache fill her, but she stubbornly pushed it aside and moved to him.
He was already halfway across the room, and wrapped his arms around her so she rested snuggly against his chest the second she was close enough. He was taller than her now, she realised dimly, too focussed on the feel of having her beloved child back with her.
“Maman?” he asked softly, pulling away slightly so he could look at her. Concern was etched into his green eyes – eyes she knew were a mirror of her own.
This was her sweet boy, always worrying after her instead of himself. Never missing any change in her mood, always asking after her. She smiled as she gently cupped the side of his face in her hand and stroked her thumb across his cheek.
Instantly his hand was covering hers, and he leaned into her touch with closed eyes and a look of absolute tranquillity. She could almost see his defences melting away. Normally she would remind him that he should never let his guard down – not even around her – but after so long of not having her son near, perhaps…she could allow him one night of freedom.
“Harry,” she murmured softly to gain his attention. A slit of vibrant green in each eye let her know he was listening to her. “come, you must unpack and tell me how you went.”
He sighed but let her go. “Of course maman,” he murmured, voice perfectly respectful as she watched with a heavy heart as the walls rose swiftly in her son. She had not meant to push him away.
Harry, ever observant, must have noticed the shadow that appeared over her. He sent her a quirky grin, and a spark of mischievousness entered his eyes. “I slept with Jacob.” He proclaimed, utterly without remorse or embarrassment at telling his mother.
The sorrow that tended to plagued her evaporated, and she cocked an eyebrow even as she began to grin. “And that’s the highlight of your year so far?”
Harry ducked his head and rocked backwards on his heels. His face remained unrepentant despite the meek posture. “Well, technically it’d count as several highlights since it was a repeated occurrence, but yes I dare say it was.”
She laughed, delighted at her son’s attitude and how good it felt to just be with him again. “And?” she asked, eyes alight once more, “how did he do?”
Harry adopted a scandalised expression. “Why maman, I am shocked. Asking such personal questions about your own son’s sex life.” He paused in his mock-scolding for a moment, “And it was very good, especially when he did this trick with his-”
“Enough, Harry,” she interrupted with a laugh at his gall. “tell me about your classes sweetheart.”
And so, for the next hour Harry told her everything to do with his schooling while she flittered about the kitchen to prepare them dinner. Harry watched her from his perch on the counter top, occasionally helping her retrieve what she needed, or wandlessly floating an apple around their heads. His voice was soothing as she worked, and the ache she usually felt whenever Harry left for school slowly changed to the familiar warmth he always brought with him when he returned.
Eventually though, Harry’s voice trailed off. Curious, she half-turned to him just in time to catch the brief flash of indecision on his face before it smoothed over.
She placed the knife she had been using on the cutting board and faced him fully. “Harry?” she questioned, watching him closely. Harry blinked and refocussed on her.
“What’s-”
“The Triwizard Tournament will be reinstated.”
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Hadrian watched critically as his mother’s face became impassive the moment his words processed in her mind. He felt a moment of envy at her impeccable control over her emotions before it was brushed aside. They had more important things to deal with right now.
“Reinstated?”
He inclined his head.
“It is already decided?”
“Not entirely, but I doubt the French or Scandinavian Ministries will put up much of a fight.” Just as he predicted, his mother found the hidden meaning in his words. Her green eyes flared.
“Voldemort.” She spat.
Hadrian nodded once again, calm in the face of his mother’s rage. “My thoughts as well. Though Malfoy was apparently the one to propose the idea.”
“It doesn’t matter who proposed the idea Harry, we know Malfoy is just a figurehead. This has Voldemort written all over it, what concerns me is why?”
Hadrian leant back on his hands and watched as his mother’s mind began working. He hated to break the moment they were having, it had been so long since he and his mother had had a chance to just be themselves. But he could not put off this conversation any longer.
“I doubt he knows about us maman,” he spoke softly “because if he did he wouldn’t go to such lengths to confirm his suspicions. He has no idea where we went after the attack, and even if he somehow caught news of me he wouldn’t automatically jump to the right conclusion.”
He hopped off the counter and put his hands on her shoulders, waiting until she met his eyes and the anger in them had cooled. “Think maman, if he knew about us we would have already been attacked, or there would be surveillance, or any number of horrible things would have happened.”
He could see the grudging acknowledgement on her face and let her go, satisfied that she was now thinking clearly.
Lily Evans’ mind was, without a doubt, her greatest asset. She eyed him closely for a moment before turning back to the cutting board to give her hands something to do as she listened to her son. "What are your theories, then?"
Hadrian sighed and ran a hand through his messy hair. “I have several really. Mostly I think this is just a political play to spread his influence into Europe. Britain's been particularly quiet on the international stage for a while now, getting their affairs in order. This announcement could act as his declaration that he's ready to expand his empire." He licked his bottom lip in thought. "Jacob supposed that he could be looking to make alliances with European families, bring in fresh stock for the English purebloods. But he also suggested recruitment."
"Jacob?" Lily asked sharply, her eyes snapping to his face and the disapproval was stark in the downward twist of her mouth. Hadrian raised his hands helplessly.
"He was the one that brought me the news maman, and I picked his brain for ideas. I didn't reveal anything, I'm not an idiot."
Lily shook her head, fiery hair jostling at the harsh movement. "That's not what I meant Harry. I know you care for Jacob and your other friends, but you cannot let your affection cloud your judgement. Talking to them about these matters is dangerous, not just for us but for them as well. We've been lucky to keep up this charade for as long as we have. You know how critical secrecy is."
"I know, I've always known how important it is, but you do realise that I won't always been able to hide behind our lies. One day, someone is going to figure it out and what will we do then maman? Run to some other corner of the world, make new names and pray it doesn't happen again?" He could feel the frustration in him growing. "You do realise that they could help us? My friends might be children now, but in the future they will be the elite of French society. If they knew who we really were they could help us prepare, help us-"
"Enough!"
Hadrian's mouth clicked close on instinct.
Lily sighed deeply, and brushed her hair away from her face. Her eyes were tightly closed and Hadrian could see the stress weighing on her. He felt shame prickle at his chest that he had caused the weary expression. He could count on one hand the number of times he had raised his voice at his mother. They rarely fought, because when they did their fights were ugly and painful and they both knew how to twist their words into weapons.
"I understand you're frustration Harry, but we must protect ourselves. I'm sorry. This was never the life I wanted for you, but this is where we are." She reached out and delicately brushed her fingers over his cheekbone. He barely had time to register her touch before she was pulling away and retreating from the kitchen, leaving him standing alone next to their half-prepared food.
He groaned loudly and hung his head. "Merde."
That had not gone the way he had wanted. But he knew better than to run after his mother and apologise. He had crossed a boundary, and pressing his mother after he had prodded at a wound was not a wise decision unless he wanted her to close away from him more.
Hadrian knew very little about his father. Lily had lost something of herself that night when she had fled from their home in Godric's Hollow, and could barely bring herself to speak of James Potter. Hadrian knew his father had been an auror, he knew he had been a powerful man, and he knew he had given his life to give his beloved wife and son an opportunity to escape. But he knew next-to-nothing of the man behind the stories.
And now he had gone and reminded his mother that her husband was dead and gone.
Gods, he could be such an insensitive bastard sometimes.
Hadrian left the kitchen, making his way towards his room and collapsing on his bed. He carelessly tossed an arm over his eyes to shut out the trickle of afternoon light.
He would mend things with his mother at a later date, once they had both cooled their tempers. Right now he had to work out what he would do with the inevitable reintroduction of the Triwizard Tournament - because it would be started again, he just knew it. France and Scandinavia would not let themselves be intimidated by Britain. They would see this as a direct challenge to their pride. It did not matter if the tournament was originally banned because it was seen as a horrible waste of young lives, they would willingly throw a young witch or wizard into the tournament just to prove themselves.
And Hadrian had a horrible feeling he would be dragged along for the ride. He was widely known in Beauxbatons as the strongest in his year - or at least the one with the most raw power at his fingertips. It would not matter where the tournament took place, he would be expected to go as a representative. Which would put him right in the snake's jaws. Even if he was not chosen as the champion, he would still be trapped until the tournament was over.
He could only pray that Jacob was wrong and that Voldemort was not on the lookout for new recruits, because otherwise he had no idea how he would be able to fly below the radar with a fucking Dark Lord lurking around him.
Hadrian moved his arm and scrubbed a hand over his face.
Whatever happened, he would have no answers tonight. The meeting was two days away, and it was only then that he would get his answers and could properly begin to plan his next move. For now, he was exhausted.
Chapter 2: Chapter Two
Chapter Text
It was busier than normal this morning, the foyer of the Ministry filled almost to burst with harried witches and wizards scuttling about. Hadrian was hardly surprised at the number of people. On a normal day there could be hundreds moving through this part of the building, but on the last day of the closed council meetings everyone and their dog wanted to be here.
Not that he had any room to judge them, he was waiting for the exact same thing after all. Today would be the day the decision regarding the Triwizard Tournament would be made.
Hadrian let his head fall back to rest against the marble pillar he had claimed as his own hours before, and closed his eyes. He let the flashes of speech he could hear wash over him, until it was an unintelligible garble of French, English and several other languages he could barely pick out.
He still had not spoken to his mother yet. She was often gone from their home by the time he woke, leaving him nothing more than a short note explaining where she was and what she expected him to get done throughout the day. When she did return she locked herself away in her laboratory to waste the hours away making potions.
It hurt. That his mother had resorted to this. He thinks he would much prefer involuntary neglect then this purposeful avoidance. It had only been a handful of days and already he wanted to be back at Beauxbatons – at least there he had people to entertain him. At home it had always been the two of them, their little sanctuary, and now it felt cold and suffocating.
He just wanted to break down her laboratory door and force her to listen to his apology.
“You look like someone’s died.” Jacob said cheerfully as he slid up next to him and leaned against the pillar as well. Hadrian ignore the twinkling brown eyes watching at him and stared out at the mass of bodies in front of him.
“Where’s your father?”
“Still in session with the other council members, they’re scheduled to have a break soon. Are you hungry?”
Jacob merely grinned when Hadrian gave him an exasperated glance. “Trying another method to get into my pants Korin?” he asked half-heartedly.
“Is it working?” Jacob stepped closer to him, grin becoming a touch leery. Hadrian snorted softly and shoved the other away from him.
“Down boy, we’re in public. You need to think with your other head.”
“It’s hardly my fault I get them confused when I’m around you.”
He was unable to completely stop the chuckle from escaping him this time and Jacob leaned back, apparently satisfied. “Your flirting is atrocious Jacob, it’s a wonder anyone has sex with you.”
“You can’t judge Hadrian, when you’ve sampled the goods yourself. It was your idea initially.”
“Yes, can’t image what I was thinking. It’s almost like I was drunk at the time.”
They shared a grin, but their fun was interrupted when the large council doors opened and the members trickled out. Hadrian quickly scanned their faces for any sign of their moods, but they gave nothing away. Instead, he moved his gaze around until he landed on Jacob’s father.
Éric Korin cut an impressive figure as he strode away from the other councillors. He was tall, broad-shouldered and carried an aura of competency that could only come from years of experience in the political battling arena. He was also the source of his son’s handsomeness. Even though he was brushing his fifties, Éric still retained much of his youthful features; so much so, that if you put Jacob and Éric side-by-side they would resemble brothers far more than father and son.
Hadrian was already moving to intercept the man, Jacob trailing after at a more sedate pace.
Éric caught sight of them just as he was making his way to his office and patiently waited for the boys to meet him just before the boundary. He smiled at Hadrian and nodded a greeting to his son when he spotted him.
“I should have known the two of you would be here at some point,” he began walking again. “I suppose you are looking to get information from me Mr. Evans?” There was a lick of humour in the man’s voice as he pulled his wand from his robe and cast a simple spell to allow them to pass through the boundary ward into the next sector of the Ministry.
Only certain Ministry workers had access to this area, as it was where most of the politicians’ offices were located. Harry and Jacob were only allowed in because they were accompanied by Éric, otherwise the wards would have simply denied them entry. It was just one of the simplest security measures in place to prevent an attack, the entire building was brimming in protective and surveillance wards.
The three of them made their way to Éric’s office.
“You know me too well Lord Korin,” Hadrian acknowledged with a dip of his head. “I had hoped you would sate my curiosity on a matter.”
The man gestured for the boys to take a seat while he closed his office door. Hadrian felt the privacy wards spring into action the moment the door closed, and suppressed a grin. His relationship with Éric was an interesting one. It had taken him years to fight his way into the man’s good graces, navigating his way through the small games the man liked to play occasionally.
He knew Éric liked him, and in some way respected him. But he also knew the man was wary of him. Because he had been a politician too long to not recognise a potential threat when it was right in front of him. And Hadrian was a threat, maybe not to the man or his family, but to people who got in his way.
Éric sat himself down behind his desk and closely studied the two boys in front of him. He had been waiting for Hadrian’s visit, knew it was only a matter of time before the dark haired wizard would come asking questions.
He had been debating whether he would tell the boy anything, however he knew that even if Hadrian did not get any information out of him, Jacob would eventually tell his friend. It was frustrating the amount of pull the other had over his son but also admirable.
“What is it you wished to discuss?”
“The Triwizard Tournament,” he nodded, expecting that one. “it’s being restored, isn’t it?”
Éric sighed and leaned back in his chair. He looked at Hadrian and Jacob, suddenly feeling decades older than he was. “We’ve yet to officially decide, but at this rate I believe it will be, yes.” His fingers moved over some of the files on his desk as he spoke. “Most were firmly against the decision in the beginning. The Triwizard Tournament was a dark blotch in our history as far as I am concerned, and many were relieved when it was disbanded.”
“Well it did result in a lot of deaths.” Jacob injected. Éric nodded in acknowledgement at the point.
“Yes, yes it did. It was a senseless waste of young witches and wizards purely for the fanciful notion of eternal glory.” Scorn seeped into his voice. “Unfortunately many seem to have forgotten that when Malfoy got up to speak.”
Éric noted with some interest that Hadrian’s eyes sharpened. “Malfoy?” the boy prompted. “Why was he even given an audience? He’s not part of the French Ministry.”
“True enough, but as the Minister that proposed the idea he believed he should have the opportunity to present his argument before we came to a decision.” Something bitter took a hold of Éric’s chest. “Within minutes he had won over more than half of the council.”
“What could he have possibly said to change their views so quickly?”
“Mostly it was about what they would do to ensure the champions’ safety after it was restored. In the past, it wasn’t uncommon for champions to die outside of their challenges through a series of unfortunate ‘accidents’. If one champion was clearly a threat to the others, then all it would take was a slip of poison and the problem would go away. Malfoy suggested taking precautionary steps to prevent this sort of sabotage against the champions.”
Hadrian snorted, “It would take more than a couple of binding oaths or protection charms to prevent someone truly dedicated from killing someone else.”
“Yes but it would be more than the champions had in the past. I doubt back then they had much insurance that they wouldn’t be harmed outside of the actual challenges.” Jacob shot back.
“Which is why each champion would be gifted with a bracelet with some of the most powerful charms on it.” Éric cut in before Hadrian could reply, and instantly seized their attention back. “Malfoy suggested that these bracelets be worn at all times by the champions, only taken off during the challenges themselves. There would be a number of spells and runes warding against poisoning, curses or any other methods of foul-play to ensure none of the champions die.”
Hadrian tilted his head to the side, a caustic grin on his handsome face. “And just who would be making these bracelets? I somehow doubt England, France and Scandinavia would allow just anyone to protect their champions.”
Éric returned Hadrian’s grin with one of his own. “Why the Dark Lord, of course.”
He was rewarded with something he rarely saw – Hadrian faltering. It should not be so satisfying to see a young boy’s composure slip, but Éric could not stop it from warming his stomach. He had an inkling that Hadrian had a special brand of dislike for Lord Voldemort – why he did not know, but he would enjoy finding out – and over the years had learned how to push that particular button.
“The man might be British by birth, but his status as a Lord makes people more inclined to trust his impartiality.”
“He’s a Dark Lord, and a psychopath. I hardly think he’s worthy of so much trust.”
My, my. Éric thought in delight at the rage building in those green eyes. Did I touch a nerve?
“Regardless of your own opinions, when you have a Dark Lord supporting your decisions, you will find there are rarely those brave enough to oppose.” And just like that, the amusement he got from provoking Hadrian vanished, replaced by the crushing knowledge that there was a high chance these two boys would be sent to represent Beauxbatons.
His fists clenched at the hopelessness of the situation. He was enraged that his fellow council members had folded so quickly under Malfoy’s sly words and honeyed promises. It was disgusting and insulting, and Éric hated them for it.
A sharp knock at his office door startled them all, and after a sharp wave of his wand a young witch opened the door to smile apologetically at him. “Forgive me for the interruption Lord Korin, but Minister Malfoy would like a word with you.”
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Lucius watched with a pleased smirk as the French councillors dispersed from the chamber. He knew it was only a matter of time before they agreed to his proposal, their faces as he had spoken had shown their approval. The only annoyance he felt was that it had taken this long to convince the French to agree to reviving the tournament.
He had won over a majority of the council already, but there was one that might cause trouble.
Lucius cast his eyes around, landing on the figure of Éric Korin as he disappeared passed the boundary. He barely paid any heed to the two smaller figures with the man as he made his way to them. Unfortunately, it would have to be a short visit. He had other matters to attend to and while it would be nice to have a full vote supporting his proposal, it was not needed.
The process to get through the wards was tiring, but not as extensive as they would have been had he not held the position he did. Within minutes he had been cleared and was being guided to Korin’s office by a young witch that offered just the right amount of commentary to be considered polite.
He listened with half an ear as the witch announced him before he breezed into the room. “Korin.” He greeted curtly, briefly allowing his eyes to run over the two young boys – both near Draco’s age, he was sure – before snapping back to the man in question.
Korin’s face was carefully blank, but Malfoy knew he had unbalanced the man by coming here so soon after the meeting break.
“Minister Malfoy,” Korin acknowledged while standing. “surprising to see you. Is there something wrong?” The man made a gesture at the two boys and both immediately stood and made their way to the door.
With a grin Lucius snapped his cane out and blocked the closest boy from moving any further. He spotted the youth’s shoulders tensing out of the corner of his eye but no other reaction was forthcoming. Pity.
“No need to run off boys, I won’t intrude for long. Take a seat.” He pushed the cane into the boy’s chest, amused when he felt momentary resistance from the black haired boy before the second one – most likely Korin’s son judging from the brown hair and eyes – tugged his companion back to their seats.
“Now, Korin,” he began, voice smooth and smile sweet. “I wanted to discuss the upcoming vote with you.” He caught the slight tightening around the edges of the man’s mouth and contained the buzz he got. Korin was a good politician and was quite skilled at the game, but Lucius was better. And having his son in the room was a bonus. It would be thrilling to strong-arm the man in front of his boy.
“Of course Minister.”
Lucius hummed and ran his long fingers along his cane, allowing his silence to heighten the tension in the room. “I could not help but notice you do not seem to…approve of the proposal.”
He could see the wheels turning in the man’s head, and was momentarily intrigued when Korin glanced at the other two in the room. He followed the man’s gaze to the dark haired one who was watching them without a hint of the unease Lucius could see on Korin’s child.
Those green eyes were lovely though.
“It is more that I do not see the potential benefits in reviving an old practise.” Malfoy turned his full attention back to Korin and shaking off the sensation of familiarity he got when looking at the child.
He found himself smiling at Korin again. “Why my friend, there are so many! Think of the economic benefits, the trade opportunities. And the improvements to our auror forces – sharing training methods, and such.” He stepped closer to the two boys until he stood in between, and just behind the chairs the two occupied.
Korin watched him like a hawk.
“Potential family alliances between countries would make our culture flourish, not to mention the educational improvements that could be made.” Lucius cupped his hand over the shoulder of Korin’s son and gave the boy a gentle shake.
Surprisingly it was not Korin that reacted, but rather the other child.
The dark haired boy shot up from his seat and pinned him with his gaze. Lucius, startled but amused, cocked an eyebrow. “And what benefits does your Lord get out of this?” He demanded with a surprising hint of a British accent mixed in with the obvious French.
“Evans!” The child – really, the boy might be around majority age but he was still painfully young – ignored Korin’s sharp reprimand effortlessly. He met Lucius’ stare, holding himself confidently and acting as if he fully expected the British Minister of Magic to tell him what he wanted to know.
And instead of feeling insulted at the lack of respect Lucius felt his interest grow. It was not uncommon knowledge that he was a highly ranked Death Eater. Now that his Lord had crushed resistance there was no need for them to hide where their true loyalties lay.
He chuckled and enjoyed the way the boy’s eyes blazed even as his expression closed off. “Now, now Korin. The boy is allowed his curiosity. I am, however, afraid that I cannot speak fully on Lord Voldemort’s behalf.”
He stepped closer to the boy. “But I can say that the Dark Lord is immensely excited to witness the strength of the next generation.”
Lucius brought his cane up and traced the ornamented head along the child’s chin. If his actions discomforted him there was no hint of it on the younger’s face. Fascinating. He had come here to intimidate a politician. Instead, he found a little gem that apparently did not know how to bend its pretty little neck.
“What’s your name, child?”
“Curious?”
A pleased smirk curled the edges of his mouth.
“Thoroughly.” He purred.
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Gods, what was I thinking?
Hadrian struggled to keep his face blank after he heard Malfoy’s soft reply. This was his first time interacting with anyone significantly connected to Voldemort – and he had already screwed himself over.
He had known that eventually he would have to interact with Voldemort’s followers. He was not ignorant of that fact that to complete his goal he would have to fight against a majority of the Dark Lord’s Death Eaters, and that there was no possible way for his hands to remain free of blood.
He was supposed to keep a level head, to remain in control of his emotions and never falter – those are the qualities his mother had drilled into him since he was a child. He was supposed to be cunning in his dealings with these people, not hot-headed and overwhelmed simply by their presence.
Ever since Malfoy had stepped into Éric’s office it was as if all his nerves were sparking with repressed energy. Hadrian could feel his magic rolling just below his skin, gathering in response to his rising anger and desperate to be used against this threat. It was only by a thin thread of concentration that he was not projecting his magic around them.
He was actually doing quite well at suppressing his urge to attack the British Minister when he touched Jacob. The sight of such a dangerous man standing so close to his friend, and the implied threat in his actions had snapped Hadrian’s already shaky composure.
He had reacted thoughtlessly, and now here he was, dancing to Malfoy’s tune and drawing attention to himself. He should have kept his mouth shut and just let the man throw his threats at Éric. Now he was staring into the cold eyes of a predator.
There had to be a way he could salvage this before he lost all control.
It was too late for him to drop back and act meek. Malfoy was not stupid enough to fall for such a distinct personality shift, he would see it as the ruse it was. But how could he throw the man off without inciting more curiosity?
Unless…
He might not have to back-track. He could instead play up his attitude. Make himself seem nothing more than an arrogant young wizard that lacked respect. It would not be too hard. He usually used arrogance as a joke between he and his friends, this would simply be a matter of doing the same just without projecting any humour.
Yes, that could work. Malfoy would be less likely to find me interesting if all he saw of me was a brat. If I pull this off he probably won’t even remember my name. Hadrian plastered a grin on his face, making sure it contained all the haughtiness of a teenager.
Let’s play Malfoy.
“The name’s Hadrian Evans,” he slapped the cane away from his face and raised a condescending eyebrow at the older wizard.
“Oh? ‘Evans’, I’m not familiar with that family name.” There was a spark of rage in Malfoy’s mercury eyes at his blatant disrespect. Clearly the man was already revising his opinion of Hadrian. Before Hadrian had been challenging, defiant in his words and actions. Now he was openly antagonising and radiating insolence.
Someone like Malfoy would instantly despise this type of attitude. And his comment about Hadrian’s last name?
Even better. What blood elitist would want to waste time on the bastard son of a squib?
“It’s my father’s family name,” he jutted out his chin as if defensive. “and I wouldn’t expect someone like yourself to know that many muggle families.”
There. It was barely a flicker, but the disgust was visible purely because Hadrian had been watching for it. He was already losing Malfoy’s interest. He could see the way the Minister was subtly leaning away from him, his cane held aloof in front of him as an obvious physical barrier; as opposed to earlier when Malfoy was practically curling into Hadrian’s personal space.
He could taste his success already; all it would take is one little push to completely turn Malfoy off of him.
“Ah yes, unfortunately I have never had much of an opportunity to interact with many muggles over the years.”
I wonder if you count killing them as ‘opportunities to interact’, you pretentious murderer.
“I’d really recommend it Minister. There are a great many things you could learn from-”
Malfoy cut him off with a dismissive wave of his hand. Hadrian let his mouth click closed if only to contain the almost giddy laugh that threatened to escape him at having successfully outmanoeuvred Lucius Malfoy.
The man had been interested in the defiant young wizard. He had no interest in a cocky teenager expressing pro-muggle ideals.
“As delightful as that sounds Mr. Evans, I must decline.” And there was the impatience. It seems Malfoy finally remembered the real reason he had come here and was irritated that he had been distracted. Now he had lost whatever footing he had had by arriving so unpredictably. His chance to intimidate Éric was now undervalued and he would have to make a retreat early, or get to his point faster.
“Korin, I’m sure you will find plenty of time to consider your options by the end of our break.” Malfoy’s eyes drifted to Jacob, who asides from brief moments had managed to evade scrutiny until this point. “And I know you will choose what is best for you and your son. The Triwizard Tournament is a step in the right direction to improving the relationship between our three countries, after all.”
Finished with his little threat but clearly annoyed that it had lost some of its effectiveness, Malfoy swept from the room, missing the burning glare from Éric and the inaudible, savage snarl from Hadrian. Not two seconds after the trailing end of Malfoy’s cloak had crossed the office threshold was the door snapping closed with a wave of Éric’s hand.
The air in the room remained tense. Hadrian slowly let his muscles relax and dropped the aggressive stance he had taken when speaking to Malfoy. He carded his hand through his hair and let out a soft sigh.
He turned back to Éric and Jacob to find them both staring at him. The former’s gaze was calculating, the latter’s more concerned. Both had a touch of bewilderment to them though. Unsurprisingly, Jacob was the first to break the silence.
“What in the world was that?”
“That Jacob, was Lucius Malfoy threatening your life to ensure your father’s cooperation.” Hadrian dropped down into his previous seat and ignored the sour look his friend sent him at his sarcastic response.
“Yes I got that, thank you for that insightful observation Hadrian.” Jacob gestured sharply at the close door. “I was more concerned about you challenging the British Minister of Magic. What were you thinking?”
Hadrian ignored him with ease borne of years of experience. “What are you going to do?” he asked Éric, genuinely curious. He knew Éric did not take well to threats against his family, but Malfoy was hardly a simple politician trying to intimidate an arrangement out of him. He was a Minister and, as he seemed delighted to remind them, had the support of one of the most powerful men in the world.
Any threats Malfoy levelled against Éric – no matter how rushed that interaction was – had a very real possibility of coming true. And while Éric was certainly not the warmest father, he valued his son’s life more than his pride. Hadrian could already see where this was going, but he was going to let Éric come to the same conclusion in his own time.
The man had a pinched expression that told Hadrian he was already well on his way to accepting his defeat. “It seems it will have to be a unanimous agreement to revive the Triwizard Tournament.”
Even though he already knew the outcome of Malfoy’s visit, hearing the words opened a pit in Hadrian’s gut. With both Britain and France agreeing, it would only be a matter of time before Scandinavia would fold as well.
Which meant he was as good as a representative already.
But he had not lost just yet. Just because he was going to the tournament did not necessarily mean he would actually be the champion. There were plenty of Beuaxbatons students that could be considered more worthy than him to participate. All he had to do was try and avoid being named champion – and to do that he would have to know how the champions were chosen.
“So it’s going to go ahead then,” he spoke, carefully minding his tone so he did not sound too off. “and do you know when?”
Éric gave him a small grin, “Within a month, two if Scandinavia puts up much of a fight. But I know there is no way you two will avoid being involved.” A shadow lurked in his eyes. “I had hoped if I managed to gather enough support, to push it back one more year, you wouldn’t have to be subjected to this.” He sighed heavily. “I am sorry that I could not.”
Jacob stepped around the desk to lay a hand on his father’s shoulder. “It’s fine father, you tried. Hadrian and I will simply have to watch each other’s back.” There was a bitterness to his grin. “Who knows, perhaps one of us will be a champion?”
Neither of them said anything in response. They all knew that with the challenges in the tournament, failure often meant death. If they were lucky, neither Hadrian nor Jacob would be picked. After a beat, Jacob continued the conversation.
“So which country will play host?”
“Britain, since it was their decision.” Hadrian contained his grimace of pain at the thought of being in the country where Voldemort’s power was at its peak. “You will be sent to Hogwarts for the duration of the tournament.”
And just like that, his trepidation of going to Britain was washed away by a burst of excitement.
Hogwarts.
He had grown up on tales of the majestic castle his mother had attended. She never went into much detail, but the picture she painted with her few words had been enough to foster a sense of wonderment in him. And now he would be going to the same school that caused his mother’s sweet voice to take on such a reverent tone. The school his parents had met at, had fell in love at, and where Hadrian would have gone if his life was not ruined.
Jacob made a noise in the back of his throat. “Hogwarts? Well that will be interesting. We’ll be able to see just how the Dark Lord’s school measures up to our own, huh Hadrian?”
“It will certainly be interesting to see what their students are like.” Hadrian rubbed a hand along his chin, “Most of them would have grown up under his reign. I wonder how that has affected them.”
“You make it sound like they have all contracted some horrible disease for living under him.” Jacob commented. Hadrian shot his friend an amused grin even as his thoughts rolled.
He is a disease on this world. Hadrian thought harshly. The sooner he is dead, the sooner lives will stop being ruined by his madness.
But he let nothing of his vicious thoughts slip into his expression. Éric and Jacob might not have much love for Voldemort, but they respected the man’s power and influence. It would not do well to start projecting his abhorrence when he would have to be in the heart of his enemy’s territory for almost an entire year.
“Do you know how the champions will be chosen?”
Éric shot him a probing look at the question. “Malfoy mentioned using an impartial judge to pick the ‘most worthy’ students to participate. We were not told too much about it, other than students would nominate themselves, and then three would be chosen based on this artefact’s opinion.”
An inkling of a plan began to form at the edges of Hadrian’s mind. If that was all it took to become champion, all he had to do was not nominate himself. If he was not listed as a candidate, then he could not be chosen.
Could it really be that simple? He almost laughed in relief. He would have to wait to find out exactly what the artefact was, but if he could find out its properties then he would just have to work around them. He was smart, he could do this.
There was a second knock at the door, which had them all tensing again. The last interruption they had resulted in a very unwelcomed guest. The witch from before entered once again. “Forgive me for intruding again Lord Korin, but the councillors are gathering again to continue the session.”
Éric nodded and stood. Hadrian and Jacob, knowing they needed to leave now, followed him out of the office and back towards the barrier. Just before Éric was due to split from them, he turned and stared at them.
“I want you both to promise me that you will look after each other during the tournament, regardless of who Beauxbatons’ champion is.”
Startled at the sudden ferocity in the usually collected man’s tone, Hadrian could do nothing more than nod before Éric was swept away by the crowd. The two remained where they were for another several moments before Jacob tugged on Hadrian’s arm and they allowed themselves to drift towards the floo network.
The chatter from the crowd was much too loud for them to talk properly, but Hadrian knew Jacob was simply waiting to get him somewhere more private to start his ranting. No doubt the other was still miffed by Hadrian’s attitude towards Malfoy earlier.
They stepped into the first available hearth, and with a soft “Korin Manor” from Jacob, they were gone in a whirl of green flames.
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Jacob, despite his annoyance at Hadrian’s mercurial attitude today, still could not stop the spark of amusement he got from watching his normally graceful friend stumble his way out of their fireplace. It had always mystified him how someone as agile as Hadrian managed to trip over himself with something as simple as floo travel.
His friend clearly spotted his humour for he got a sharp glare as the other boy brushed himself off in an attempt to regain some of his dignity.
Hadrian hardly waited for him to step out before he was striding away towards the sitting room. Jacob followed behind, preparing himself for the upcoming talk. He could already feel the rise of anticipation fluttering in his chest, the one he always got whenever he spoke to his friend.
There was something intoxicating about speaking with Hadrian. Because he could never fully predict just how his friend would react in any given situation. Hadrian was a confident individual, and people tended to naturally defer to him simply because of the way he projected himself.
He moved into the sitting room to see Hadrian already perched in an armchair. The sight gave him pause for a moment as he allowed himself to take in the delicious image of his friend causally reclining in front of him.
Jacob looked up in time to catch the sly glint in Hadrian’s beautiful green eyes. “I know I’m stunning to look at, but I’d rather get this over with so I can go home.”
He shared the smirk Hadrian tossed his way. “Right,” he agreed as he took a seat across from the other. “are you going to tell me what caused your little scene earlier? Or are you going to hide behind obscure answers and cryptic comments once again?”
It was said jokingly, but Jacob knew Hadrian had caught the underlining bitterness. He just did not understand why Hadrian refused to confide in him. They had been friends for almost three years at this point, and while Jacob was not naïve enough to delude himself into thinking having sex with Hadrian would in any way change their relationship, he had hoped it might be enough to bridge the gap between them that his friend’s secrets maintained.
He supposed the only consolation he got was that sometimes he could see how much Hadrian wanted to tell him these secrets. So maybe it was not for a lack of wanting, but more a lack of ability that led to Hadrian keeping his mouth shut.
Like now. He could see the battle going on in his friend’s mind.
“Does it have anything to do with your reaction to me telling you about the Triwizard Tournament?”
Sometimes Jacob wished Hadrian’s mask was not so efficient. Occasionally the other slipped, but he was still young and he had no doubt with time and age Hadrian would be a devastating force to behold.
“It’s nothing for you to concern yourself with Jacob.”
“That’s not for you to decide.” The words spilled forth, unbidden. They both froze, and Jacob knew he had overstepped his boundaries when he saw Hadrian’s eyes flash. He took a deep breath, secretly glad that the other at least was giving him a chance to explain himself before he lashed out. “I merely meant that you are my friend Hadrian, and if there is something going on with you – that caused you to do something as stupid as challenge Lucius Malfoy – then I reserve the right to be concerned.”
He watched, relieved, as the rage bled out of Hadrian’s eyes. In its place, a weariness appeared.
“Why are you so afraid?”
“I’m not…afraid.” Hadrian breathed.
“Then what’s wrong?”
Why must you be so difficult?
“You wouldn’t understand Jacob. It involves some things I just can’t tell you about.” Hadrian was wavering. Jacob could see the fight leaving and resisted the urge to grin in triumph. He might actually get something out of Hadrian, after years of patiently waiting.
“Perhaps I could help? I might not be as intelligent or powerful as you, but I have resources. You are my closest friend; I’d be more than willing to assist you.”
“Well maybe you shouldn’t be,” Hadrian bit out, startling Jacob with his viciousness. Something harsh seemed to enter Hadrian’s eyes. “Don’t you get it? I’m dangerous, Jacob. And not in the way you think. I have things in my past that you cannot get involved with. Just drop this, I won’t warn you again.”
Jacob had to swallow the retort on the tip of his tongue. He wanted to break something to just get rid of the tension building in him. How could Hadrian not get it? Did he not see that Jacob might be able to help with whatever was troubling him, if only the stubborn bastard would let him?
It was not smart, this connection he had with Hadrian. He knew his father disapproved of how invested he was in the other boy as well.
In their society the only person you could trust was yourself. You could have acquaintances, allies, even friends on a rare occasion. But his level of familiarity with Hadrian was not something that should be encouraged. Because it was dangerous to care so much for someone not in your family. Having this friendship with Hadrian was a horrible weakness, and if he was not careful, it could be used to hurt him.
But even as all his logic demanded he hold the other at a respectable distance, a large part of him just wanted to be near the supernova that was Hadrian Evans. He would never go so far as to call it love – though he knew it would not be hard to go down that road – but Hadrian just had a way of bringing out a devotion in people. It made them want to be nearer to him, to have his approval and attention.
Jacob was glad Hadrian seemed to find this attitude people had towards him discomforting. Hadrian was not above using others to get his way, but if the other boy truly enjoyed controlling others then he would be terrifying.
“Fine,” he conceded. Mere seconds later he had his wand out and sent a curse flying at his friend.
The sickly yellow stream of magic hit Hadrian’s conjured shield that hovered mere inches from his body. Jacob wasted no time in leaping to his feet and sending a barrage of spells at Hadrian, who had also risen and seemed content to be on the defensive for now.
Around them, furniture began to splinter and burn marks littered the walls and floorboards from stray spells that did not quite hit their target. Jacob flung a blasting curse at the figure behind the glowing shield, and paused for a breath, taking the split-second break to readjust his grip on his wand.
It was in that moment Hadrian dropped his shield and attacked.
Breathtaking.
Literally, and figuratively Jacob mused as he was sent careening into the wall, winded.
Hadrian was talented in most subjects at school, had always excelled since the day he had glided into Beauxbatons’ halls. But there were still other students that provided him with a challenge in all of his subjects. Except one.
Duelling was an elective allowed from third year onwards. It focussed on using all that students learn from their various classes and teaches them to use this knowledge in battle. There were occasional theoretical lessons that looked at duelling styles, wand movements and such, but it was predominantly a practical-based class.
It was also the class Hadrian had dominated since fourth year. Even when they had been in fourth year no one had remained standing long when faced with Hadrian, not even the seventh years. It was the subject that had kick-started Hadrian’s notoriety and had become a school favourite for most – if only because it allowed them to watch a scrawny dark haired child mercilessly tear through the entire seventh year class within an hour.
Hadrian was a ruthless dueller, but he was infinitely graceful as well. No move was unnecessary or wasted. Jacob had heard their professors claim that Hadrian was such a methodical dueller because of his lack of flair, how he was so goal-orientated and did not stop planning until he had achieved victory.
And while that might be true in some aspect, Jacob much preferred to call Hadrian a passionate dueller. Because while he was as precise as a striking snake, there was an energy to Hadrian while he was submerged in a fight. Something feral that seemed to rise within the usually collected boy, and it was beautiful to witness.
“Any particular reason you decided to attack me?” Hadrian’s voice was soft, but there was an edge of biting humour to it that had Jacob grinning savagely up at him.
“You were being an uncooperative arsehole. I got annoyed.”
Hadrian snorted and knelt down to his level. A single black eyebrow raised. “Next time, I’d suggest not attacking someone who could have whipped you within the first few seconds. You need to fix your stance.”
With nothing more to say, Hadrian stood smoothly and began to make his way out into the hallway and back to the fireplace, leaving Jacob sprawled on the floor of a slowly repairing sitting room.
“I’ll beat you one day.” Jacob called half-heartedly after the other. He barely caught the chuckle, but heard the reply clearly.
“No you won’t.” There was a rush of flames, and then silence.
Jacob let his head rest against the floorboards – still warm from the lingering magic in the room – and smiled softly at the roof.
This was another reason he enjoyed Hadrian’s friendship. All it took to fix a problem between them was a duel, or – more recently – a good thorough fuck.
Chapter 3: Chapter Three
Chapter Text
Hadrian walked briskly down the hallway, just short of a run. The small holiday they had been given had quickly run out and now the year was really picking up in terms of schoolwork. The only difference this year had to all the others before it was the subtle thrum of energy that seemed to surround every student and teacher.
Hadrian hated it.
Everywhere he turned the Triwizard Tournament was on someone’s tongue. He never thought he would miss the inane conversation topics and scandals his classmates used to find so interesting.
But what he hated even more than the now official reviving of the tournament, were the eyes and whispers dogging his every step. It seemed most of Beauxbatons had already decided he would be their champion.
Well, he thought with a slightly bitter smirk, they are going to be disappointed. He had no intention of signing himself up for a death match between countries. It was bad enough he had to go as a representative.
In fact, that was where he was heading now. Two days ago he, as well as twenty-nine other seventh years were asked to attend a small meeting with their Headmistress. They were not told what the meeting was about, but considering everyone asked to attend were the top students in their year, it did not take a genius to put two and two together.
Still, it rankled him just how fast everything was progressing. Éric had assured him it would take almost a month to pressure Scandinavia to agree, and yet not two weeks after France folded, word of Scandinavia’s approval had reached them. Hadrian had thought he would have more time to prepare himself for his inevitable return to his birth country – and now he was becoming agitated.
He was almost positive Voldemort was somehow behind Scandinavia’s severe lack of fight.
Hadrian quickly scaled a staircase and took a left, his destination coming up.
The Headmistress had chosen one of Beauxbatons’ duelling halls to host the meeting, given the size of her audience.
The white door was already ajar when he reached it, and he could make out the buzz of multiple voices just inside. Clearly he would be one of the last to arrive. His lips thinned.
Without further ado, Hadrian slipped into the hall and kept himself close to the marble wall. A quick scan of the room allowed him to spot Claire and Raina. He wasted no time in sliding up next to them.
“And here I was hoping you had died.” Raina stated bored, not even bothering to turn her head to look at him.
“And miss a chance to torment you with my presence?” Hadrian tugged on her braid with just enough force to snap her head back. Raina shot him a look, murder in her eyes.
He grinned at her.
“Go to hell Evans.” she hissed.
“Oh sweetheart, out of the two of us, you would be more at home there.”
“What are you two bickering about now?” Claire snapped.
“Merely how I cannot wait for Raina to shed her mortal skin and re-join the other demons in their fiery kingdom.” Hadrian smirked and turned back to the girl in question. “Tell me honestly, does it hurt pretending to be human? Craving the souls of the innocent lately?”
Raina rolled her eye. “You are such an arsehole Evans.”
“I’m hilarious.” The two girls shared a glance at his response, amused at how certain he sounded.
He could practically see the scathing response on the tip of Raina’s tongue, but whatever delightful comment she wanted to make was cut off by the sound of the door opening fully. As one, all the students present straightened to attention with the swiftness of those who had years of experience.
Hadrian watched as their Headmistress glided down the path the students created for her. For such a tall woman, her gracefulness would be momentarily surprising to anyone not accustomed to the sight. Hadrian could still remember the first time he had seen Madame Maxime in person, and with amusement recalled how he had had to crane his neck back to even glimpse at her face.
To an average sized man she would be several heads taller. To a scrawny eight year-old she positively towered.
Madame Maxime smiled down at them once she reached the small raised platform usually reserved for the presiding referee of a duel. She hardly needed the extra boost to her height, but Hadrian supposed it was just a formality.
“My students,” she began, the sweet words filling the air like a caress. “I am positive that at this point you would have deduced why we are here?”
No one nodded or spoke to confirm her words, it was rhetorical question after all. Only an idiot would not have figured it out, and it was safe to say that if one were an idiot they would not be present for this meeting in the first place.
“The Triwizard Tournament has been restarted, and as it once was, our prestigious academy will be competing.” Her sharp dark eyes trailed over them with all the intensity of a lioness. “It goes without saying that you are the best of Beauxbatons. And with this title comes a responsibility to your academy.”
Madame Maxime ran one hand over the fur collar of her dress. “You will be sent to Britain as our representatives. As such I expect you all to hold yourselves with the respect and dignity befitting students of Beauxbatons.”
Such simple words. But Hadrian could feel his classmates bolstering under Madame Maxime’s speech. He wondered if he too would be brimming with the same excitement at the prospect of being a champion, if he was not slowly filling with anxiety over the whole event. He liked to think he was smart enough to see passed the ephemeral promises of glory.
“While at Hogwarts I expect you to maintain your studies to the highest degree, especially in joint classes. We must show those…lummoxes what proper wizarding students look like.” A ripple of laughter echoed through the room, and despite the break in their expected demeanour Madame Maxime did not reprimand they for it.
Her comment stirred a thought. Hadrian could not help but be curious as to what the curriculum at Hogwarts was like, how it differed from what he learned at Beauxbatons. Obviously their different culture would have an impact, with them placing more or less value on certain subjects depending on its weight in their society. It will be fascinating to see how the differences influenced the students as well.
“It’s going to be you.” Raina murmured to him. Hadrian blinked and shot her a glance out of the corner of his eye, surprised the girl was talking to him. Their relationship was tempestuous at best, and downright vicious when they clashed over something. He was well aware that the only reason they even interacted as much as they did was their close ties to Claire. Claire had latched onto him a few years ago, and Raina – as Claire’s closest friend – put up with his presence if only to keep her friend happy.
Hadrian and Raina had just never clicked. They tolerated each other, respected each other, but beyond that there was nothing more than the desire to crush the other.
With a careful glance around them, and half an ear paying attention to the Headmistress as she continued to speak, he leaned slightly towards her. “Not necessarily. There are plenty of worthy students here.”
The look she levelled at him was both disbelieving and scornful. “We might be the best, Evans. But you are the best of us. It is almost cruel of Madame Maxime to get our hopes up.” Raina tilted her chin towards the other students. “There might be plenty of worthy candidates to be our champion, but compared to you?”
There was a flicker of envy and weary resignation in her eyes. “Compared to you we do not stand a chance.”
Raina was a powerful witch – probably one of the closest challenges he had in their year – and she was exceedingly prideful. Admitting this to his face had probably felt quite similar to conceding to defeat.
He thought carefully about how to best respond to her without rousing any suspicions as to his plans. That was the last thing he needed right now. “I may be powerful and intelligent,” there was no arrogance in his voice, just cool fact. “but it takes more than that to be the champion. It is foolish to discount everyone else.” He sent her a sharp look. “Especially yourself.”
Content that he had put the matter to rest Hadrian tuned back into his Headmistress’ speech.
“– champion is one of you. We must present a united front to the other schools. Regardless of who is chosen, I do not doubt that you will all do whatever it takes to support our champion.” Hadrian felt a grin kick up the edges of his mouth.
Blatant permission to cheat if we have to. How sportsmanlike.
But his humour fell flat when a tightness entered Madame Maxime’s elegant face.
“I will not lie, my students. This contest is exceedingly dangerous, and the threat of death will hang like a shadow over our champion. Do not make light of this decision. There is an expectation for you to nominate yourselves, but I tell you now that there is no shame in not doing so.” Something soft smoothed over the harshness of her face.
It seems Éric was not lying after all. Some do not fully agree with the tournament.
Hadrian was slightly comforted by the fact that Madame Maxime appeared to be disillusioned to the hype. She, at least, appeared to understand the severity of the situation; and the fact that she felt the need to explicitly highlight the danger facing them was one of the reasons Hadrian held her in such high esteem.
“In one week we will depart for Hogwarts, please ensure you have sufficiently prepared yourselves and include all necessary pieces of school work. For those of you taking subjects not provided at Hogwarts, I will be holding classes and assessing you. That is all.”
At her dismissal, all the students gave a short, respectful bow before trickling to the exit. Hadrian moved with Raina and Claire, and spotted Jacob ahead of them already slipping through the door with a few other boys.
“Mr. Evans.” Hadrian paused and pivoted to see Madame Maxime gesturing for him. Raina and Claire had both stopped as well, the three of them acting like a stone in a river as the other students flowed around them.
Hadrian noted more than a few of his peers were staring curiously at him. No doubt they were wondering why he was being called back, or perhaps they were expecting him to be.
Without a word to Claire – it appeared Raina had already let herself be swept away – he strode back towards his Headmistress. The enormous woman smiled kindly down at him, somehow not making him feel like a child despite their ridiculous height difference.
He came to a stop in front of her and dipped his head in respect. It was not necessarily a rule to do so for the Headmistress, but Madame Maxime was the type to inspire such admiration without actively trying.
“‘adrian,” she greeted, her French accent sounding impossibly thick now that she had switched to English. “‘ow ‘ave you been?”
“I have been well Headmistress,” in contrast, his own accent only had a tinge of French – a by-product of being raised by someone with a British accent. “is there something you wished to speak about?”
Madame Maxime inclined her head. “Indeed. Come, we will walk and talk.”
He fell into step beside her, politely held the door open for her, and remained silent as they slowly moved through the marble hallways. Hadrian did not know if they had any destination in mind or if Madame Maxime simply desired to travel aimlessly while they spoke.
It was not the first time Hadrian had been asked to speak privately with the Headmistress. Ever since his fourth year – where his skills really began to outclass his peers – Madame Maxime had taken an interest in him. She often took the time to inquire after him, whether it be his classwork, his mother’s health or discussions about where he would go in the future.
He knew what this one would be about though.
“I ‘ad ‘oped to speak to you about the tournament before we departed.” She began. “I am sure you are aware ‘ow…favourably your classmates view you, no?”
“You mean their belief I will be the champion?” He could not help the small trace of wiriness. “It has not escaped my notice.” He looked up at her in time to catch sight of the small smile on her face, before it was wiped away.
“You may not ‘old the same assurance, but even you must see ‘ow likely your chances are?”
He let out a small sigh. “I admit there is a strong possibility I could be chosen, but I refuse to let that cloud my mind. Just because I might be chosen, does not mean I will be.”
Madame Maxime conceded to that with a dignified nod. “Of course, ‘adrian, of course.” She stopped suddenly, prompting him to as well. They stood facing each other in an empty hallway for a few moments, a tenseness building in the air.
Finally, the Headmistress reached out and gently gripped his chin with her fingers.
“Is it selfish of me to pray you are chosen?” She had slipped back into French, her words so soft he almost missed them. But they froze him nevertheless. “This tournament was absurdly dangerous centuries ago, and I fear that it will only be worse now.”
She must have seen his confusion because she was carrying on in seconds. “I know you are not foolish. You know who is behind this.” Her fingers slipped away from his skin and her hand fell to her side.
Hadrian hesitated before speaking. “Lord Voldemort.”
The woman breathed harshly. “A man renowned for his cruelty and power. I have no doubt that the tasks will be horrible for the champions to endure; but that is why I wish it to be you.” Her dark eyes scanned his face. “Out of all my students I feel you are the most prepared to face these challenges. You are one of the strongest young wizards I have encountered, and I do not only mean your magical abilities.”
The woman gazed at him with such sincerity that it was almost unnerving.
“I speak of your character. You are a wilful young man, and possess a resilience hard matched. That, more than anything, is why I wish our champion to be you. Because I know you would be able to overcome the challenges, and have the most chance of surviving without any…damages.”
Hadrian remained quiet, though his thoughts raced with the force of a hurricane.
Madame Maxime seemed to understand his need to be alone because she grasped his shoulder to squeeze it comfortingly before brushing passed him.
OoO
That night Hadrian lay awake in his bed.
Am I being selfish?
His conversation with Madame Maxime had rattled something in his brain. He did not like the path his thoughts were travelling down, because he could already see the conclusion he would reach if he let himself stray.
I am protecting my mother and I from a far greater threat. He reasoned.
But at the expense of your classmates? You would willingly sacrifice one of their lives just avoid the chance you might be discovered? How proud your father would be of you. Another part of him whispered slyly.
He is dead. I doubt he is feeling much of anything right now. And there is no guarantee that the Beauxbatons champion would be killed if I did not nominate myself. Your point is flawed.
Ah, but we both know you would be consumed by guilt if such a thing happened. The voice almost sounded amused. All those treacherous ‘what-ifs’ and ‘could-have-beens’ would begin to creep in. For someone so adamant about keeping your ‘friends’ out of your travesty of a life, you are remarkably content to throw them into danger.
That is not what this is! If I became champion I would be under intense scrutiny, and the last thing I need is people paying more attention to me than necessary. I cannot risk the chance that Voldemort would become suspicious. I cannot risk everything we have worked for being destroyed. Besides, I can still offer support to the champion and help prepare them accordingly for each task. It is not like I would abandon them to death!
The other voice was silent, and Hadrian could not tell if that was a good thing or not. All he knew was the words rang heavily in his ears, and he could not seem to shake the oily sensation of selfishness that seemed to cling to him.
A muffled noise snapped him from his thoughts and he turned his head to see Jacob watching him from his bed. The other boy’s eyes were half-lidded and glazed with drowsiness, but aware and fixated on him.
“What’s wrong?” the other questioned softly, shuffling so he was on his side facing Hadrian. His hair was tussled and stuck out at odd angles, and the sight made something warm spread in Hadrian’s chest. It was times like this he was glad they were split into pairs for their rooms.
“Nothing Jacob, go back to sleep.”
“Are you sure?” He could see that the longer they spoke the sharper his friend’s eyes became. He had no desire to talk about what was troubling him – that would just lead to another argument between them.
So he put on a smile for Jacob, a small soft thing. “I’m fine Jacob. I just have a lot on my mind.” Under his duvet he waved his hand and sent a wandless, nonverbal sleeping spell at the other. It had hardly any magic behind it – not enough to completely knock Jacob out, but just enough to make the urge to sleep seem a little more insistent than it was.
Jacob hummed something as his eyes fluttered closed and Hadrian sighed, refocussing his gaze to the white roof above him. Jacob would thank him in the morning for giving him a restful night.
He would have to write to his mother, let her know when they would be leaving and to inform her of his plan to avoid becoming champion. He would do that in the morning though, during his first free period when he had time to sit down and properly construct it.
The thought of his mother just stirred another aggravated trail of thoughts to his head. They had left on a bad note, and now he would not get a chance to see her until after the tournament ended and he returned to France. Which meant months away from her with limited communication. Because while Hadrian doubted it would be difficult to write to his mother while he was in Britain, he did not want to chance having his mail intercepted or monitored in any way that could reveal something crucial.
Enough, I will deal with this in the morning. He forced himself to stop thinking and rest so he would be prepared for tomorrow’s classes.
OoO
Almost the entire academy had come to see them off. Hadrian could see the mass of blue-clad bodies below them clogging up the main garden.
It was predawn right now, painfully early for even them to be awake and trudging up the side of a mountain. Late last night their luggage had already been transferred into their carriage, a small mercy as far as he was concerned. He only wished they had not already positioned the carriage on the runway, which was far above the school.
“I do not see why we cannot just use portkeys to get there.” Claire grumbled from his left. Hadrian huffed a chuckle and held out a hand to help her steady herself. The path they were walking had long ago been worn smooth, but that just made it more difficult to walk on the higher up they went. Already, a few had slipped.
Claire accepted his hand with a grateful smile and together they moved the last few metres into the cave mouth. Instant relief at having reached the runway rose. Hadrian tugged his friend after him as they moved towards the carriage itself.
It was a beautiful piece of craftsmanship. The soft blue colour with golden highlights, craved to magnificent detail with all manner of magical creatures. On each door was Beauxbatons coat of arms.
“They are beautiful.” Claire whispered. Hadrian followed her gaze to the Abraxans already connected to the carriage with their harnesses. And she was right. The magical horses were simply stunning to see, even as they pawed the ground and were clearly agitated at being trapped in such a confining space.
Soon enough they were able to climb into the carriage and were welcomed to the sight of an expansive lounge room filled with lush seats, thick carpets and a roaring fireplace that was already ablaze and filling the carriage with warmth. The interior was remarkably similar to the academy itself, even down to the palette of soft blue, stark white and gold.
It felt like home.
“Hadrian!” The call snapped his eyes over to Jacob, who was waving for him to join him by the entrance to a hallway.
He gave a small squeeze to Claire’s hand before letting it go and making his way to Jacob. The other boy was grinning at him. “You must see our rooms, they’re fantastic.” Was all he said before grabbing Hadrian’s arm and pulling him down the hallway, which was lined with beautifully painted doors.
“I have already taken the liberty of claiming one for us, and our luggage is already inside.” Jacob pushed open one of the doors and stepped aside to allow Hadrian full view of the room. It certainly was as impressive as the rest of the carriage. It reminded Hadrian vividly of their dorm rooms, only far grander.
The two beds were gorgeously decorated with blue sheets and more pillows then he thought necessary. Hadrian made his way to the one without wrinkles – clearly Jacob had already taken it upon himself to claim the other one – and smoothed his hand over the material. Silk.
Taking a seat on the edge of his bed Hadrian swept his curious gaze over the rest of the room. The walls were white, with the occasional splash of gold, and he could pick out several decorative carvings in the pieces of furniture.
Intricate vine patterns along the bed frames and headboard. Images of faeries on the dressers – looking far more innocent then they were in reality. Winged horses on the desks – so realistic they almost seemed to be moving in the dark mahogany.
It was a beautiful room, open and light, and he noted briefly the magnificent glass chandelier hanging from the roof.
He wondered how stunned someone who had not grown up surrounded by this type of extravagance would be. It seemed his years at Beauxbatons had dulled his perceptions a little, if he was hardly fazed.
“What’s through there?” he asked, gesturing to a separate door. Jacob waved his hand dismissively.
“Bathroom.”
Hadrian had no doubt the bathroom was just as – if not more – luxurious then the bedroom. He would explore it later when he showered. Instead, he let gravity have its way with him and fell backwards, bouncing slightly as he hit the mattress. Jacob made a soft noise from where he stood and Hadrian bit down a grin.
It seemed gravity was not the only one that wanted to have its way with him. “When are we leaving?” he asked quietly, feeling slightly drowsy now that he was on a comfortable surface after being forced to wake up before dawn. His eyes slipped closed.
“No clue. I would imagine soon though if we want to get there reasonably early.”
Hadrian hummed. He could hear Jacob rummaging around for something but did not bother opening his eyes.
He was forced to move though when something heavy landed on his stomach. He grunted and reflexively shot up while Jacob chuckled at him. Hadrian glared at him, and retaliated by hooking his ankle around his friend’s and jerking it out from under him.
With a curse Jacob tumbled backwards into his own bed, complete with flailing arms. “Arsehole.” the other boy spat, looking distinctly ruffled.
“Bastard.” Hadrian snipped back, turning his eyes to the thing Jacob had dropped on him. It was a red leather-covered book that had no title. “What’s this?”
Jacob shrugged, “My father asked me to give it to you, sent it along late last night. I didn’t look.”
Hadrian cocked a single black eyebrow. “Should I be concerned?” Éric would hardly give him something without there being some meaning behind it. Jacob shrugged and lounged back on his bed.
“Probably.”
“As helpful as always.” Hadrian muttered. He picked up the book and turned it over and over in his hands, debating what it could be. He finally opened it, flipping through the worn papers and seeing a majority of it was handwritten notes, with the occasional diagram. He paused on one and studied the detailed sketch of a creature.
He racked his brain and quickly supplied a name to it. Nundu. One of the most dangerous creatures in their world. He flipped some more and came across a drawing of a Hungarian Horntail.
Acromantula.
Demetor.
Manticore.
Quintaped.
Why would he send me a book on dangerous creatures? Hadrian thought with a confused frown.
“So?” Jacob prompted airily from where he was staring at the ceiling.
“I’m not sure.” Hadrian murmured, eyes running over the notes rather than the pictures themselves. From what he could see there were pages of information on each creature, from their strengths and weaknesses, to myths – both magical and muggle – involving the creatures.
He finally went to the first page, where he found a short jotted note in Éric’s elegant writing.
For the future. Take care.
Hadrian almost snorted. How incredibly cryptic of the man. Of course it would have been too difficult for Éric to explain himself.
There were three sharp knocks at the door, and Hadrian snapped the book shut. He could hear Claire calling for them. “Madame Maxime is aboard and everyone is accounted for. We are leaving in a moment. Come and see the take off.”
“I guess that’s our cue, come on.” Jacob let out a quiet grunt as he stood and made his way to their door. Hadrian took a moment to slide the book under one of his pillows for later perusal before he went to join his friends.
Everyone was gathering around the windows, no doubt exhilarated to see their take off. Hadrian only felt a small stirring of wonder, the joy he always got whenever he witnessed impressive feats of magic. But it was heavily shadowed by the feeling of dread.
In only a short amount of time he would be at Hogwarts, the very heart of Voldemort’s territory. He would be surrounded by his enemies, in constant danger and unable to communicate with his mother. He was smart, and knew he could get through this, but the reality of the situation was still suffocating.
And in a small, insignificant part of his mind there was the ever swirling curiosity. Hadrian had always ignored it, content to instead focus on his hatred. Now though…
He was going to finally meet Voldemort. The man that had always been a part of Hadrian’s life, an obstacle he would have to overcome, a threat he would have to neutralise. Sometimes, when he was younger, Hadrian had often wondered if the man was even real, he just seemed so untouchable.
And despite everything, that curiosity remained. He wanted to see the man, to know what made him tick. It was a dangerous thought he never shared with his mother – one of the only things he kept from her – because he knew how she would react.
So instead he focussed on the hatred that was always within easy reach. It boiled under his skin.
His hands clenched into fists behind him as he watched Claire and Jacob take up a position by another window, talking loudly with excitement. Their voices became a buzz in his ear as his breathing became harsh. He embraced it and allowed it to replace the curiosity.
He would finally meet the man that murdered his father, the man that had so royally fucked up his life by targeting their little family so many years ago. And he would not be able to do anything about it.
He would have to avoid notice, keep his head down and not misstep as he had with Malfoy. He could not afford a mistake, because while he had managed to divert Malfoy, he knew without a doubt that if he slipped in front of Voldemort he would be finished.
OoO
“My Lord.”
Crimson eyes leisurely trailed over to the bowing figure. A smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth.
“Lucius.” His gaze easily picked the shiver that ran through the man’s body at his voice.
The blond man straightened, cautiously, as if unsure he was allowed. The respect and fear that swathed the pureblood was as amusing as always. He turned back to his book and leaned his cheek on his fist, picking up from where he had left off.
Lucius waited, head slightly bowed as he waited for his Lord to address him. If it were anyone else Lucius would have been offended at being made to wait, especially seeing as he was the one summoned. But Lord Voldemort did as he pleased, and if he wished for Lucius to stand quietly off to the side while he read, then Lucius would do so.
Minutes rolled by until finally, Lucius heard the soft sound of the book closing and his Lord standing. He peeked through his eyelashes to watch the man smooth down his robes and walk towards the wall lined with bookshelves.
Long, pale fingers danced across the titles before they rested on a gap and slid the book back into its place. “What do you have to report?”
Lucius raised his chin to stare directly at the man.
“My Lord, we have received word from both Beauxbatons and Durmstrang. They are on their way and should arrive within the hour.”
He could make out the satisfied gleam that entered those mesmerising red eyes, and felt a jolt of pleasure at being the bearer of good news for his Lord. He did not know the real reason behind his Lord’s decision to revive the Triwaizard Tournament, or if there even was some ulterior motive, some grand scheme already in motion.
Lucius doubted he would be told if there was, or at least not a moment sooner than his Lord wanted him to know.
“Excellent, I am pleased.” His mark thrummed in agreement to those words and the sense of euphoria flooded him, clogging his mind. “Were there any complications during your trip?”
His Lord had moved to his desk and was shuffling through a number of pieces of parchment. It seemed he already moving on to other matters.
Lucius shook off the lingering pleasure and replayed the question in his head. Unwillingly, a flash of burning green crossed his mind, as well as a voice.
“What’s your name, child?”
“Curious?”
Obviously his delayed response did not escape his Lord’s notice, and Lucius once again found himself under the scrutiny of the powerful man. There was an intensity to the crimson gaze, and for a brief moment Lucius wondered if the man had used legilimency.
He cleared his throat.
“There were a few politicians that rose complaints, but I was able to…persuade them to see reason. Only one required a more personal visit.”
“Which one?”
“Éric Korin, my Lord.”
Amusement bled into the man’s expression. “Ah, yes. I had forgotten Lord Korin had joined the French Council. I trust you handled the man surreptitiously.”
“Indeed, my Lord.” He paused, considering. “I believe Korin’s son, Jacob, will be attending the Tournament.”
His Lord had returned to his papers. “And? What impression did young Mr. Korin give you, Lucius? Is he ‘champion’ material?” There was an odd tone to his Lord’s voice, something mocking. It gave Lucius pause as he tried to decipher it, but he pushed on.
“I did not get the opportunity to speak to the boy. There was…” he forcibly stopped himself from mentioning the second child. He doubted his Lord would be interested in hearing about an arrogant mudblood, one that stupidly questioned the man. “There was no time.” He amended when he realised the break in his sentence was too obvious to be brushed off.
His Lord spent a moment to watch him closely, as if he knew there was something he was holding back. Once again an image of the boy slipped to the front of his mind.
His Lord blinked and hummed. “Very well, that will be all Lucius. Please ensure that the students and staff are gathered at the appropriate time, as well as the dignitaries. We must provide a warm welcome to our guests.”
Lucius bowed and left the room.
Voldemort waited until the man had left the office before leaning back in his chair, steepling his fingers and frowning lightly. He closed his eyes and brought up the image he had managed to pluck from Lucius’ shielded mind.
It was a child, roughly sixteen, though he could be younger. Dark tussled hair and bright green eyes. He had no idea why this child was on Lucius’ mind, but if he had to guess he would say the boy had been present during the meeting with Korin.
With a considerate hum, he pushed the image away and focussed back on the reports on his desk. He had a significant amount of work to complete before he had to attend the arrival of the other two schools.
Something troubled him though, a sense of familiarity he felt when he saw the brief flashes of Lucius’ memories.
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“Hadrian.”
He glanced up from the book Éric gave him to see Claire looking at him as if he had somehow failed all of her expectations at once. He raised his eyebrows in a silent question.
The part veela sighed from her place by the window. “Drag your nose out from that book for a moment and come here.” Annoyed that she was breaking his attempt to forget his looming doom, but knowing the girl would simply become more insistent and distracting if he ignored her, he went over to her.
He stopped next to her and waited expectantly. Claire rolled her eyes and forcibly turned him to face the window, “Look.” she ordered sternly.
Humouring her, Hadrian turned his gaze to the countryside he could see zooming passed beneath them. They had crossed into Scotland not too long ago, and he knew they would be coming up to their destination soon.
“Not down, you idiot.” Claire snapped. She pointed further along, more towards the horizon. Heaving a sigh, as if she were a demanding child and he the obliging adult, he followed to where she pointed.
And promptly lost the ability to breathe.
Because he could see it.
“Hogwarts.” He whispered.
Before them was an enormous body of water, glistening in the rising sunlight and bathing the ancient castle on the mountainside in a beautiful array of pink and gold. Each window was like a shining diamond thanks to the reflexive light and simply added to its splendour.
Instantly, he felt all his anxiety drop away. It did not matter that his worst nightmare dwelled in that castle, it did not matter that he was about to be in constant danger.
Nothing seemed to matter as he watched the beautiful image grow larger until he could clearly see all of it in perfect detail.
“It is no Beauxbatons,” Claire murmured in his ear, leaning against him. “but there is something striking about it, isn’t there?” Her blue eyes switched between looking at Hogwarts, and looking at Hadrian. She felt a smile tug at her lips at how enraptured he was.
He is as remarkable as the castle. She thought privately.
She had noticed how withdrawn Hadrian had been acting since returning from their holiday. She also knew there was no way he would tell them what was bothering him. She briefly wondered if it was his mother. Hadrian rarely mentioned anything about his home life, it had taken them almost three years to find out his father was dead.
Claire still remembered their first year at Beauxbatons, the joy at finally being able to move from the junior school and into the official academy. She remembered how everyone had their parents there to wish them luck, and how Hadrian had stood alone the entire morning.
Claire remembered asking him where his parents were, and how simple Hadrian’s response had been.
“My father’s dead, and my mother couldn’t make it.”
She wanted to ask him what had happened, if he had had a fight with his mother, or if there was something else affecting him. However, every time she opened her mouth the words died in her throat.
Hadrian did not talk about his personal life. She doubted he would reveal anything now.
So instead she sighed and wrapped her arms around him, trying to impart to him her silent support. He was still gazing reverently out at the castle but she could feel the tension bleeding out of him the longer they stood like this.
She did not want to think about how chaotic their lives were about to become. Claire knew there was a high possibility Hadrian’s name would be called as their champion. There was barely any contest between Hadrian and the rest of them, so who else could it be?
The thought that her friend’s life would be in danger left her feeling cold and made her want to hide him away from this entire tournament. The only comfort she had was that Hadrian was exceptional, and he would have the support of Beauxbatons best. Even if he did not win the tournament, she would be there to ensure he came out at the end alive and safe.
“Attention.” Claire blinked as Madame Maxime’s voice rang out all throughout the carriage. Hadrian broke away from her, and they turned to see their Headmistress standing in the middle of the lounge room. Slowly, all of them emerged from wherever they had wandered and gathered in front of the formidable woman.
“We will be landing in a matter of minutes, I expect you all to be prepared and properly dressed for our arrival.” Here, Madame Maxime’s dark eyes pointedly lingered on some of the students who had either removed their school blazers, or were looking a touch rumpled.
Claire heard Hadrian’s sigh and glanced at him. There was a grimace on his face. He looked as if Madame Maxime had just handed him a death sentence.
“Be here in five minutes, and pair up. We are to be greeted by the British dignitaries and,” Madame Maxime halted, “the Dark Lord.”
Claire felt her heartbeat quicken. To think that someone as powerful as the Dark Lord would be in front of them, so soon. It would be absolutely incredible to see the man in person. Surely everyone would be feeling the same burst of nervous excitement she felt in that moment.
If she had looked at Hadrian, she would have seen that not everyone did.
Chapter 4: Chapter Four
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Hadrian smoothed down the lapels of his blue Beauxbatons blazer and used the moment to take a measured breath. The carriage had landed not one minute ago and he could feel the turmoil in his emotions. It was maddening that he had not even set foot on Hogwarts’ soil and already he felt like he had failed.
Gods, his hands were trembling.
Hadrian let his arms drop to his side and clenched them until the tremors dissipated. He felt disgusted at himself for allowing his fear to have such control over him, but bitterly acknowledged that this would hardly be the last time he felt this way.
The knowledge that the Dark Lord was just outside their carriage made him nauseous. The thought that he would be so close to the monster for almost an entire year prompted him flee towards the back of his assembled peers in a childish attempt to prolong the inevitable.
He did not feel even remotely prepared despite having been raised under his mother’s careful tutelage and having experience dancing verbally with many influential figures in France. Then again, Hadrian have never dealt with anyone quite like Voldemort before, so maybe he would never be fully prepared.
How utterly depressing.
Someone brushed against him, drawing his attention effortlessly. Raina watched him closely with an expression that spoke of how little she wanted to be anywhere near him. She held out a delicate hand to him and waited.
He gave her a light grimace. “Can’t we switch?” he asked even as he gently grasped her hand and guided it to wrap around his elbow.
“Stop being a child,” she snapped, tightening her grip on his arm. Hadrian briefly thanked the designer of their blazer for making it so thick, otherwise he was sure Raina’s harpy claws would be sinking into his skin right now. “everyone else has paired. And they are hardly claws.”
Hadrian blinked, “Did I say that out loud?”
Raina scoffed but did not answer him, and Hadrian felt a small wisp of amusement when he realised that while Raina had denied the comment on her nails being claws, she did not debunk his ‘harpy’ jab.
He wondered whether that was intentional or not.
“How are you feeling?” she inquired instead, sounding for the most part disinterested.
Her question gave him pause as he considered exactly what he was feeling. There was a whole storm brewing inside of him right now, and no amount of harmless banter could fully distract him from it. Hadrian had always been an emotional person, he simply had impeccable control over himself most of the time that it was rarely noticed.
He contemplated lying to Raina, playing it casual and deflecting, but there was hardly any benefit to it. So he went with the truth.
“Nervous.” He said bluntly, and was rewarded with a look of shock from his female partner. “Angry, I suppose or rather, annoyed. Excited.” The last word came out a little mangled he was sure, since he had not meant to even say it. He paused again before giving Raina one last one. “Scared.”
There was none of the usual mocking in her gaze. If anything, she seemed fascinated at his honesty. “Why are you scared?” She looked genuinely curious and Hadrian felt no harm in sharing his thoughts with the girl.
“Think about it, there is a high chance one of us is going to be dead by the end of the year. Someone that we have grown up with is about to be put in a ridiculous amount of danger because of a figurative pissing match between ministries. I just find it,” he searched for the correct word, “prejudicial for everyone.”
“How so?”
Hadrian gave a shrug. “There is a whole list of things that could go wrong, incidents that could virtually destroy our international relationships. The number one being the death of a champion. There are so many precautions being put in place to ensure the champions do not die, but these challenges are still going to be dangerous. The death of a champion would have so much political backlash. Especially if it is either ours or Durmstrang’s, because Minister Malfoy’s whole speech to revive this hinged on the protection of the champions.”
He smiled bitterly, “People like to watch life-threatening and thrilling events right up until someone dies. It might not the eighteenth century anymore, but our nature hasn’t changed much. The only difference is we like to pretend to be better than we are. If one of the champions dies, people will be outraged, regardless of the fact that moments before they were heartedly condoning it.”
He shook his head and breathed a harsh laugh. “Hypocrisy at its best.”
“So you are scared because there is a chance of death, but also because of the ramifications of that death?”
Hadrian shrugged again, “I suppose so.”
Raina tilted her head in consideration, and Hadrian felt a jolt of surprise that they had managed to have a civil conversation for this long. Either Raina was terribly bored and was willing to use him as a form of mental stimulation, or she really was interested in what he was saying.
“I can see your point,” She said a few moments later, “it’s rather well thought out. Are you scared for yourself?”
“Why would I be scared for myself?”
Three sharp claps cut off whatever Raina was going to say as the two of them turned their attention to Madame Maxime who stood towards the front of their lines. “When we leave you will form three lines in front of the dignitaries and await further instruction. I expect you all to hold yourselves with poise.”
Without further ado, the carriage doors swung open and like a stream of water they were departing the carriage.
Hadrian felt his gut clench in fear. He wanted nothing more than to stop this entire travesty before it began and go back home.
However, he was too well trained to allow any of his unease to creep into his expression, so his footsteps never once faltered and his posture remained strong even though his heart was hammering and his magic humming just beneath his skin.
Hadrian closed his eyes just before he exited the carriage, taking the steps by memory and only opening them once he felt sunlight hit his face.
Wordlessly they formed into the requested three lines and stood quietly. Hadrian let his eyes roam over those assembled to greet them, unintentionally seeking out one in particular.
There.
Towards the side a tall figure stood cloaked in smooth black robes that, while plain and lacking some of the stylish embroidery some of the others had, somehow emphasised the man’s presence.
Hadrian had only ever seen photographs of the Dark Lord, most fleeting images of his features thanks to the hood he usually wore. But the black and white figures that had moved in the newspaper could not compare to the man in real life.
There was no drawn hood today, and for the first time in his life Hadrian was allowed an unobstructed view of his father’s murderer.
Voldemort was positively disturbing with his tall, skeletal body, bone-white hairless skin, flat nose and gleaming red eyes. He looked like a figure out of one’s worst nightmare, a monster made all the more terrifying because he was human.
Hadrian studied the figure as subtly as possible, scanning the man and taking in as many details as he could in this time. The sooner he put together an accurate idea of the man the easier this entire trip would be.
His mother had always told him observation was crucial when dealing with your enemies. The more you saw, the more you understood, the less likely you were to make mistakes. So he used his eyes.
The first impression he got from the Dark Lord was power, not that he was surprised at that. The very air around the man was practically saturated with his magic, projecting his presence to all and demanding attention. Hadrian could see he was not the only one watching Voldemort, nearly all the dignitaries were tilted in the man’s direction in a show of subconscious deference.
The arrogance he could see was expected as well. It ran along the Dark Lord’s limbs and showed in the casual, loose way he held himself. Powerful witches and wizards tended to be arrogant in some manner, the confidence their strong magic gave them often led to the development of superiority.
Hadrian himself had been victim to the emotion over the years, but always tried to keep a level head when regarding his own power. Because arrogance led to a sense of comfort and caused you to relax, assured that you could handle anything. Hadrian preferred to be alert constantly; it was tiring, certainly, but at least his cultured paranoia was better than being caught unawares.
He imagined it would be similar for Voldemort, who was wildly regarded as the most powerful magic-user in the world. Having so many people automatically accede to him would not exactly encourage the state of constant vigilance Hadrian tried to maintain.
Unless the arrogance was a front? To lull his enemies into believing his guard was lowered, when in reality he was fully aware of their movements? That certainly sounded more like a Dark Lord, though Hadrian was also positive the arrogance was entirely natural. So perhaps a mix, then.
Hadrian turned his attention to Voldemort’s face and carefully watched the man’s features as they moved. He studied the way those piercing red orbs slid over the small crowd and tried to see if he could place the flickers of emotions that shot through them.
No. He was too far away to get an accurate read. Perhaps…
Far too dangerous, he thought harshly even as the idea continued to niggle at his mind insistently. If I’m careful he won’t even notice, he licked his bottom lip in indecision. He could not deny that he was curious, and if he did tread lightly there was no guarantee that Voldemort would even feel it.
Though if he does catch me…
Gods dammit he could feel his insatiable curiosity roaring to life, warring against his caution. He could already see what would win.
So with a great deal of trepidation, Hadrian sent out a minuscule thread of magic to seek out the Dark Lord’s. Touching another’s magic sometimes allowed for a brief look at their emotional state, not unlike empathy. You could be as blank as a brick with your expressions and still your magic could give you away.
The only differences between this and empathy is that Hadrian had no means of manipulating another’s emotions through it, and could only read the surface feelings. An empath would be capable of reading all emotions being felt by the person and, if they were powerful enough, could sense these emotions without any magical or physical contact.
The only downside to this small ability was that it was an open channel. Hadrian had to be careful to not project his own emotions too strongly lest he alert his target.
It took an immense amount of concentration to control pure magic like this without an object to focus it but Hadrian had forced himself to master many forms of magical control – even ones that generally took decades of intense training.
The fact that he already had quite a good handle on controlling his magical core left him wondering – not for the first time – if he was a normal wizard. He had always learned better through practical methods, but even he knew his rate of advancing was not particularly normal.
What took his classmates weeks to master took him barely two days, spells came to him with frightening ease and he was well on his way to proficiency with his wandless magic.
He remembered back to when he was six, two years before he went to the Beauxbatons’ junior school. He had been raised in a muggle suburb and one afternoon on the playground he had created a small flame in his palm.
“You’re a freak.”
For the life of him he could not recall the boy’s name, or what he looked like, but those words had stayed with him. Maybe that boy had be correct in a way.
His thoughts tapered off when his magic brushed against the darkest force he had ever felt. Hadrian could not stop the violent shudder that went through him when the vibrations from that magic reached him. He barely registered Raina sending him a concerned glance he was so entranced by the well of dark power.
The faint connection allowed him to get a more in depth idea of the man’s emotions. Like a tsunami, boredom, distaste and frustration crashed into him, prompting Hadrian to rip his magic thread away for fear that he would crumple to the ground under the influence of that overwhelming energy.
He shifted in his place in a futile effort to relieve the sudden exhaustion that eclipsed him. What the fuck is happening? I’ve never felt like this before from doing that. He blinked slowly several times and forcibly pushed the feeling away by sending a shot of magic straight to his brain to jolt him awake.
Hadrian swallowed thickly now that he had a proper grip on himself and dared to glance at the Dark Lord to see if the man had noticed anything.
Fuck.
Those crimson eyes were fixated on him.
Fuck.
Hadrian locked eyes with Voldemort and immediately he was aware of an enormous pressure building in his head, like a headache. Frantically he snapped his occlumency shields into place and breathed in relief when the unpleasant sensation of invasion faded away.
He swiftly broke eye contact with the Dark Lord and resolved himself to never do something so unbelievably stupid as forming a magical connection with that man again.
The probing gaze was a heavy weight on him for the next few minutes, but Hadrian refrained from so much as twitching in the direction of the man. He had already made a horrendous mistake; he would not leave himself open to another mental attack just because he was beginning to feel like prey.
So instead he focussed on the short welcoming speech being given to them, absorbing every word but retaining only half of them. Because no matter how hard he concentrated his traitorous mind continuously flowed back to the amusement he had seen bloom in the Dark Lord’s eyes in their brief connection, and the way those bright red eyes had brazenly scanned him from head-to-toe.
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Raina was staring at him.
Hadrian ignored her and continued to walk swiftly after a small group of dignitaries leading them to the castle. They were currently being escorted to some place where they would be required to sign a number of documents.
It was a formality, a legal requirement that basically showed they fully understood the implications of being a champion and their agreement to the tournament’s terms and conditions should they be chosen. It was hardly like the binding magical contract the champions would actually be under, this was merely a way for the British Ministry to cover their bases and avoid any possibility of being accused of not explicitly preparing them.
Raina was still staring at him.
“What?” he finally snapped, not entirely recovered from his brush with danger. The girl scoffed at him and shook her head in disbelief.
“You almost have some sort of seizure before and are going to just, what, pretend it did not happen?”
It was his turn to scoff. “Firstly, it was nothing. Secondly, if it was something I would hardly label it as a ‘seizure’. And thirdly, yes I will pretend it did not happen.” He pushed himself to walk faster to escape the other before she had a chance to start questioning him again.
“Lover’s spat, kid?”
Hadrian turned to look at the man he had unintentionally begun walking next to. He was young, most likely in his earlier thirties, and dressed in typical high-class politician garbs.
“I would not call her my ‘lover’, sir. Personal hell demon would be more accurate.” The politician chuckled delightedly as his comment, though gracefully left the topic alone. He held out a hand for Hadrian to shake.
“Arnold Abernathy.” He said with a quirky grin. Hadrian took his hand firmly and gave him a small smile in greeting.
“Hadrian Evans, it’s a pleasure.”
Abernathy seemed to find amusement in his words but did not say anything. Instead he gave Hadrian a quick once-over. “So Beauxbatons, huh? How’s it feel to be away from home?”
“It is an experience, that’s for sure. I’m sure Hogwarts will be just as magnificent on the inside as it is on the outside.”
Abernathy chuckled again, “Merlin kid, you’d make a heck of a politician if you answer everything so diplomatically.” The man waved his hand airily, the other tucked in his pocket. “Don’t know why anyone would want to be in politics though – far too many rules and regulations.”
Hadrian cocked his head to the side in interest. “Forgive me, but are you not a politician yourself?” His suspicions were aroused; this man did not speak like a politician. Hadrian caught a flicker of something in Abernathy’s eyes that merely increased his suspicion regarding the man.
“Well, I am, in a sense. No one important though like most of these people.” Abernathy laughed it off. “So, Hadrian, tell me about yourself, and France. Never been there myself but I’ve heard it is beautiful.”
What a clumsy topic change. Hadrian narrowed his eyes as he contemplated the man walking next to him. His request to hear about Hadrian might not be horribly suspicious, but to be so closely followed up with another, much broader question was odd. It was almost like he was trying to cover up the first question.
Either this man was a terrible conversationalist, or he was fishing for a reason. Hadrian’s question was why. He had done nothing to incur this man’s attention other than walk near him, and even that does not mean the man should feel obligated to talk to him.
Abernathy had been the one to speak to him, and he was the one trying to lead the conversation. If he had a purpose behind it Hadrian wanted to know what it was.
With casual ease he began telling Abernathy simple facts about France and Beauxbatons, avoiding bringing anything personal into his words and watching closely for the reactions he received. Abernathy listened intently to everything he said, as if he was attempting to commit it to memory, which really just sent more red flags up in Hadrian’s mind.
Whoever this man was, Hadrian told himself to not trust him in any way.
“Sounds absolutely fantastic,” Abernathy stated once Hadrian had finished describing a rough outline of the Beauxbatons’ gardens. The honest praise surprised him a bit, though it also pleased him. Hadrian took great pride in being from Beauxbatons, and always enjoyed when an outsider complimented his academy.
“I bet your siblings are looking forward to attending such a great school, then?”
Hadrian paused, weighing the pros and cons of answering a personal question. Finally, deciding it would be harmless he spoke. “I do not have any siblings, I’m afraid.”
“One of you too much for your parents?” Abernathy laughed, though there was a strange edge to it. Hadrian smiled coolly but did not bother to correct the man. He was not interested in bringing James Potter into the conversation, he found mentioning a dead parent more often than not lead to fake sympathies and made people uncomfortable.
“Something like that.” He said. Before the man could push for more – because Hadrian was not blind and this man had too keen a focus on him – he asked a question of his own in an attempt to catch the man off guard.
“So, Mr. Abernathy, tell me what you do in the Ministry.” Bright green eyes hungrily watched as a spark of unease flashed through the man’s plain brown ones. This man was certainly no politician, he had too many tells and holes in his mask. No self-respecting politician would be so easy to read.
Which begged the question, just who was this man?
“Oh, well, I work in finances. Manage a few pureblood properties and such. Write up some paperwork when I remember.”
“How fascinating.” Hadrian murmured, loud enough for only Abernathy to hear. He stepped closer to the man and, for the second time in the hour, stretched out a thread of magic to feel out the man’s emotions. Unlike with the Dark Lord, Hadrian was positive this man would not overwhelm him.
He was hit with a sense of strong fear and anger, but also a good deal of fascination, excitement and…affection? How odd. Hadrian withdrew and cut off the connection before the man noticed something.
They were quickly making their way towards a large entrance, the grass turning into stone. Hadrian shot his eyes up and around the towering structure and spotted a number of faces peering out of the countless windows. It was approaching midday at this point.
“Are you a graduate of Hogwarts, Mr. Abernathy?”
The man smiled genuinely and cast his gaze over the magnificent building as well. There was something wistful in his expression. “I am. It hasn’t changed a bit. Feels like just yesterday I was stumbling my way around with P – my friends.”
“Hadrian, get over here!”
Hadrian tossed a look over his shoulder to see Jacob and a few others gathered together. He snapped his gaze back to Abernathy to excuse himself, when the man waved a hand. “Go on, kid. Don’t let me keep you here. I’m sure we’ll see each other around.”
“Of course, it’s been a pleasure Mr. Abernathy.”
He spun on his heel and made his way to his friends. If he had turned around at all he would have seen the pensive expression that crossed the man’s pale features, or perhaps noted the way his hand seemed to curl around an object in his pocket.
Jacob slapped him on the shoulder when he got close enough, “Who was that?” Hadrian grunted but did not give his friend more than that.
“Doesn’t matter,” Nathaniel cut in with a heavy frown. “did you hear what they said? We have to give a performance. A performance! What do they expect us to do?” He sounded particularly offended.
“When did they say this?” Hadrian asked. He received several looks of disbelief from the other boys.
“During the speech that plump little man was giving, were you not paying attention?” Jacob tilted his head at him in interest. Hadrian shrugged and gave a little grin.
“Honestly, no. I make a note to only listen to people with voices that don’t make my ears bleed.” The others chuckled.
“How you are the top of our year I will never know,” Charles complained with a shake of his head. “I swear half the time you don’t even pay attention in our classes.”
“Well maybe if I had some decent competition I wouldn’t be bored.” Hadrian snipped back. Charles gave him a playful shove, muttering something suspiciously like ‘piece of shit’. He smirked at them all when his attention was caught by a second group moving into the ginormous entrance hall. His eyes landed on the Dark Lord immediately.
With a scowl he ripped his gaze away from the imposing man and clenched his fist. Now that he had touched that magic he seemed hyper aware to the man’s presence – and that was infuriating.
“A tad intimidating, isn’t he?” Jacob breathed in his ear, standing a little closer than strictly necessary to be heard. Hadrian could feel the other’s front brushing against his shoulder when he breathed. “He reminds me of a snake; I mean, look at that nose.”
Hadrian, despite the sudden churning in his gut, could not refrain from cracking a small smile at Jacob’s callous words. It was dangerous to speak like this of the man, especially with the Dark Lord only a few metres away; but Hadrian was tense enough that he was willing to appreciate any attempt at humour.
He leaned back slightly towards his friend. “Careful,” he whispered slyly, “just because his nose doesn’t work, doesn’t mean his ears are defective.”
And was it not horribly ironic that at that moment those red eyes landed on their group. In an instant Hadrian and Jacob leaned away from each other and projected the air of innocence that only teenagers were capable of.
A man spoke to Voldemort, and though those red eyes never faltered from them he must have replied, for the other moved off with purpose.
Gods, he’s coming this way. Hadrian struggled not to react the closer the man drew to their little group, and for one petrifying moment he thought Voldemort would try to talk to them. But it was an unwarranted fear.
Voldemort breezed past them without so much as a glance. Hadrian, who had the misfortune of being on the fringe of their group, held himself still and refused to step aside in submission. His small rebellion resulted in Voldemort’s arm brushing against his own. The fleeting touch left him shaken and ill even minutes later when they were being moved along to another room.
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He leaned against the rough stone wall behind him, trying to find some balance between his raging emotions. His patience was already worn thin thanks to the three hours they had been forced to endure witches and wizards coming and speaking to them. Telling them what was expected of them while at Hogwarts, the rules, asking them to sign copious amounts of paperwork.
He was exhausted and it was only just the beginning of the night. He still had to concentrate for their upcoming entrance.
He was just overwhelmed by everything. There were alternating waves of joy and fear rising in him. Joy at being actually in Hogwarts after a lifetime of imagining the school, at being able to see the ancient suits of armour, the moving staircases and the multitude of enchanted portraits.
But there was crushing fear, squeezing around his heart and tainting his wonder. The only upside to this was that Voldemort seemed to have moved on from any interest he might have stirred with his idiotic decision earlier. The man had all but ignored him in the hallway, which was a relief.
Hadrian was not quite sure how he felt anymore. So he forced himself to watch the Durmstrang students gathered across from him. He rarely got the chance to interact with someone from another wizarding school; even the parties he had attended lately were predominantly filled with French and Spanish witches and wizards.
They all had an air of wildness to them, a harshness in their eyes that intrigued him. He knew of Durmstrang’s reputation for being more inclined to the darker branches of magic, and he wanted to see just how much the students were affected by that.
“A bit rough, are they not?” Claire stated softly as she came to stand next to him. Hadrian gave a shrug.
“Rough, maybe. I was thinking more along the lines of menacing.”
His friend raised her eyebrows. “Surely you are not scared. The Hadrian that has flattened every duelling opponent he has had since fourth year?” There was an amused gleam to her eyes now. “The very same Hadrian that jumped between another student and an agitated Abraxan when he was twelve; is scared of a group of Durmstrang students?”
Hadrian breathed a laugh. “Animals are easy to predict; they simply follow their instincts. It’s humans that are the dangerous ones.” He watched with a critical eye as one of the Durmstrang boys blew a small burst of fire from his mouth, the bright orange flames rolling into the image of a small dragon.
It was an impressive piece of magic; the amount of control it took to bend fire – a notoriously difficult element – into such a complex shape was noteworthy. Hadrian silently committed the student’s face to his memory.
“How are you feeling?” Why was everyone asking him that?
“Like this whole thing is a waste of time and ridiculously frivolous.”
Claire rolled her eyes at him. “It is a simple performance Hadrian, meant to show our gratitude at being welcomed to this school. It is not ‘frivolous’.”
He gave her a knowing look. “We are going to be twirling down a walkway with sparkles dancing around us. It most certainly is.” They had only had little more than an hour to put together their ‘performance’, and had not even had a chance to practise. He supposed their draft and final would have to be one in the same.
Hadrian spotted the beginnings of a smile on her lips, and involuntarily began to relax. This was good for his nerves.
“Is your masculinity at risk?”
“Is it not always?” Raina asked as she and Jacob joined them.
“I will send a tripping jinx at you, don’t think I won’t.” He shot back, lazily turning his head to send her a grin because he knew it would annoy her. She had tried several times over the hours to corner him about his ‘episode’. So far he had been capable of avoiding her.
“If you embarrass me in any way, I will eviscerate you, Evans.”
Hadrian tipped his head back and barked a laugh full of scorn. Raina’s cheeks flushed at his mockery and he could see that they had caught the attention of several Durmstrang students. It was worth causing a scene. That Raina thought she could actually manage to hit him with an attack was, honestly, adorable.
Not that he would intentionally sabotage one of his classmates in this type of setting. This was not Beauxbatons, where there were little consequences to embarrassing another. Here they had to present a united front, as Madame Maxime had told them.
This silly little performance they were expected to give was more than to show gratitude to their hosts. It was to promote their school and intimidate. All ridiculous, as far as he was concerned. It did not matter which one of them had the best entrance, nor was it an indication of their champion’s strength.
There was a sudden rush of noise from inside the hall, which became clearer as the doors began to swing open. Hadrian and the others immediately ducked back towards the other Beauxbatons students waiting off to the side. They had been told Durmstrang would enter first.
Hadrian and Jacob split from the two girls and moved towards the other boys. They easily arranged themselves into two lines, girls towards the front and boys at the back. Madame Maxime stood behind all of them, projecting nothing but calm even as her students buzzed with energy.
Despite himself, and his earlier thoughts, Hadrian was a bit excited to do their little act. In theory, it would look spectacular, so he had no doubt that they would make quite an impression on the other students.
There was a rush of heat from the Great Hall, and the hallway they stood in was briefly lit by orange. Hadrian assumed the Durmstrang students had performed something with fire.
An eruption of applause echoed out to them and Hadrian felt a small grin begin to pull at his mouth. Whatever reservations he had about being in Voldemort’s territory momentarily took a backseat to the flood of adrenaline.
He dully heard a strong voice announce their school.
Show time.
The girls moved forward, their bodies finding a sensual rhythm as they almost floated into the Great Hall. The boys followed a few steps behind, pausing on the threshold of the room. The blue-clad figures had reached the end of long hall, and waves of blue butterflies emerged from their blazers.
The butterflies moved in dazzlingly patterns, before the hundreds of candles were extinguished by the little blue insects. The Great Hall instantly darkened.
As one, Hadrian and the others clapped their hands together once, the sharp noise silencing the shocked shouts of those inside. In the same breath fourteen sets of hands shot upwards, blue sparks releasing from each and rapidly ascending.
The second the sparks were in the air and illuminating the large room, they were moving.
It was with a flurry of manoeuvres that the Beauxbatons boys made their way towards the other end of the Great Hall. Cartwheels, somersaults, tumbles. Some boys took it to another level, preforming twists and flips in the air, using the small gaps between the students to step on their stools and boost themselves higher. Never once did they break stride, or lose their beat.
The girls had taken control of the sparks and morphed them into the forms of Abraxans. The crackling winged horses galloped above all, sometimes swooping close to the many heads of the students and sending small bursts of blue lights flittering down to them.
Hadrian and Jacob were the last in the line, and in perfect synchrony they completed the last few metres to the end of the hall with several rapid front flips.
The moment their feet planted firmly on the stone floor for the last time, the crackling Abraxans above them exploded into a shower of falling stars. The soft blue lights gently fell over the dumbstruck students, and for a precious few seconds there was absolute silence.
Then a roar went up as their audience burst into cheers.
Hadrian straightened and shared a satisfied smile with Jacob, turning to see Madame Maxime stop beside them. She radiated an air of smugness and Hadrian knew they had pleased her.
“Madame,” a voice greeted from behind him. Hadrian politely slid to the side to allow his Headmistress to address the man. He was stern-faced, and immaculately dressed. His blonde hair was pulled back in a loose ponytail which allowed a full view of his stormy blue eyes. “a pleasure to have you here with us.”
“‘eadmaster.” Madame Maxime acknowledged him with a barely-there nod and Hadrian felt amusement ripple through him at the subtle snub. Clearly his Headmistress did not think much of the Hogwarts Headmaster.
Hadrian quickly scanned the man with curiosity.
Edward Yaxley, if he recalled correctly. His humour soured. This was yet another one of Voldemort followers according to his mother, and Hadrian did not doubt it. The man looked like he had no qualms butchering innocent people.
He had to give the man credit though, he did not even falter at the less-then-polite response. Yaxley simply smiled – a motion so mechanical it seemed as if he rehearsed it in the mirror – and gestured up at the raised table where a number of other people were already seated.
Hadrian felt a pit open inside him. The lingering rush of adrenaline vanished at once because he knew what was coming.
With trepidation he raised his eyes and slowly moved his gaze along the table’s occupants, taking a moment to catalogue each one all the while praying he was not there.
And he was not.
Hadrian swung his gaze up and down the Head Table twice more just to confirm that there was, indeed, no Dark Lord. He would have sworn that Voldemort would have been present for the official welcoming of Beauxbatons and Durmstrang. That he was nowhere to be seen was…mildly concerning.
Though what tormented Hadrian the most was the small prick of disappointment he could feel at the man’s absence.
“Come on, let’s grab a good seat.” Jacob murmured as Madame Maxime was escorted by Yaxley to her seat. The thirty of them respectfully remained standing in their places, only folding themselves elegantly on their stools once their Headmistress was seated herself. Hadrian could make out a few snickers from the Hogwarts students nearest them, and he had no doubt more further away from them found it equally amusing.
He could tell the quiet chuckles were heard by his classmates when several of them frowned or clicked their tongues in anger. Hadrian knew they would get over it soon enough, it was common for the students to stand until their Headmistress sat and they would continue to do so at every meal.
Either his classmates would grow to ignore the mocking of the other schools, or there would be a confrontation of sorts. He was somewhat curious to see which course took place.
There were a few moments of quiet before Yaxley was standing at the golden podium. Hadrian moved his eyes from his perusal of the Great Hall to the man and watched as the beautiful gold owl stretched its wings and the students fell silent.
He dutifully paid attention to the man as he spoke, his harsh voice easily carried over the vast space.
“Greetings to all, students and staff. I wish to extend our most gracious welcome to our guests from Durmstrang and Beauxbatons,” each school received a short nod in their direction from the man, “and thank them for the marvellous performances they were courteous enough to do.”
Hadrian snorted softly. The man spoke without a hint of emotion in his voice, and so what he perhaps meant to sound cordial came off as cold and uninspiring. Did Yaxley not know that any leader was immediately more effective if they put something into their tone that could encourage some connection from the audience.
The most effective spokespersons could easily mould their voice to emulate whatever emotion would have the most impact on whoever they were speaking to. Clearly, Yaxley had missed that lesson.
Hadrian tried valiantly to pay attention to the Hogwarts Headmaster as he spoke, but his thoughts inevitably strayed back to the empty chair at the centre of the Head Table – so obviously there for the Dark Lord. He wondered why Voldemort was not present. It could be any number of reasons keeping the man.
Despite himself, Hadrian began to relax now that his greatest enemy was not here. Yaxley – while resembling a talking rock – spoke very briefly about the reintroduction of the tournament, skipping through the fact that it had taken many months for Britain to actually convince France and Scandinavia to agree.
Instead he spoke of the structure of the tournament, and the danger entailed. Hadrian heartedly approved of the age-limit in place, having no desire to see which half-wit children were stupid enough to risk their lives. If nothing else, at least they were treating this tournament seriously.
The only people that should enter the tournament were those who explicitly understood what they were risking.
He resolutely ignored the fact that he was in that category.
“Gods, what is that?” Raina whispered and Hadrian followed her gaze to where two men were carrying a large golden case towards Yaxley, the case itself was adorned with an almost obscene amount of jewels. Through that alone Hadrian deduced that whatever was inside was something of great value.
The artefact Éric told me about? The so called ‘impartial judge’? He straightened in interest.
This was it. If he paid attention and figured out just how this artefact worked, how it picked the champions – then he could figure out how to circumvent it. He was not above doing something illegal if it meant he could avoid being discovered. He had to protect his mother and himself.
He watched with no small amount of fascination as the golden case was opened and they were allowed, for the first time, a full view of the artefact.
It reminded Hadrian of a goblet, though far larger, and appeared to be carved from a type of stone. At a gesture from Yaxley, a blue flame erupted inside the goblet, causing more than a few students to stir in their places.
Whatever this piece was it was undoubtedly powerful. Hadrian could not help but stare at it in admiration. He could feel the thick magic that cloaked the goblet send small jolts across his skin.
“Anyone who wishes to take part in the tournament, must simply write their name on a piece of parchment and throw it into the fire.”
That’s it? Gods this will be easier than I thought.
He tuned out the rest of Yaxley’s speech, and only registered that dinner had appeared before them when Jacob bumped him reaching for his glass. Hadrian quickly picked out some food and began to eat in silence, letting his mind spin.
This goblet seemed easy enough to avoid, of course he would much prefer not having to put his name in the fire at all, but every one of his classmates expected him to nominate himself. He knew Madame Maxime’s words about opting out from last week were sincere, but Hadrian knew that if his classmates discovered he was intentionally not participating it would severely damage his reputation.
No, it was better to find a way to look like he nominated himself and was simply not chosen, rather than be labelled as a coward.
He wondered how the goblet would react to having a blank piece of paper thrown into it. Would it simply ignore it? Or would it react in some obvious way, if something like that occurred?
Hadrian would have to wait until he saw how the fire responded to an ordinary nomination. Then, he would simply have to find the time to test his theory, most likely late at night when no one would be around.
All he knew was that he would have to move quickly, because it would be very soon that he would be expected to put his name in.
Chapter 5: Chapter Five
Notes:
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Chapter Text
In the end he did not have to wait long for the first nomination to happen.
After the meals had been cleared, and the mass exodus of students had begun, a stern looking girl from Durmstrang approached the goblet. The noise and chatter of the remaining people in the Great Hall trickled away as more and more people noticed what was happening.
Hadrian, one of the few Beauxbatons left in the hall, watched as she stepped up to the goblet. The wispy age-line Yaxley had drawn gently moved with her for a few steps before evening back out into its original circular shape. Clearly this girl had either reached her majority, or would sometime this year.
It was surprisingly anticlimactic, he thought as she stretched up and dropped a sliver of folded parchment into the blue flames.
The goblet itself showed no reaction other than a brief flare; and then the girl was stepping back to a series of applause from her classmates.
Well, looks like I’ll be able to test my theory sooner than I thought.
He became aware of a presence directly behind him. A smooth voice spoke softly as lips brushed against his ear. “Someone’s eager, though I can’t say I’m surprised the first participant is from Durmstrang. They have the least amount of recorded wins, if I recall. Stung pride is a terrible thing.”
Hadrian hummed in response to Jacob’s remark as they began to make their way out of the hall now that the small incident was over. They received more than a few glances as they swept passed the lingering Hogwarts students. Hadrian wondered if they were just curious because they were foreigners and therefore, unknowns; or if it was the fluent French that grabbed their attention.
“I am sure more than half of the total nominations will be from Durmstrang – their Headmaster seems the type to encourage acts of reckless abandonment. He is pushing one of them to their death.”
“There is no guarantee the champions will die. I mean, the challenges will still be dangerous but if you are smart and powerful there is no reason you could not at least live through it.”
“Why do I get the feeling that was aimed at me?” Hadrian asked as they made their way out into the dark grounds where the carriage was located. Jacob laughed as if he had said something hilarious.
“Because of course you will be our champion,” he said with all the assurance of a seer. Hadrian actually stopped at that. Jacob continued walking, carrying on without noticing. “everyone already knows it. I doubt some of us will even slip our names in we are so sure.”
“That’s absurd. You are all being stupid. Just because I’m magically strong does not mean I will automatically be champion.” Again, Jacob laughed as he turned to face him.
“Hadrian,” his voice was almost patronising, and he stepped closer to clasp the smaller boy by his shoulders. He sounded as if he could not understand why Hadrian was even arguing this. “you are not ‘magically strong’. You are a literal powerhouse. And don’t start a spiel about how we are all worthy in our own way – you sound ridiculous.”
Those hands trailed absently down his arms, giving a lingering caress to Hadrian’s hips before falling away and returning to Jacob’s side. Hadrian ignored the small flare of interest the touch ignited. Jacob’s mind was obviously already moving onto other things. He could not decide if that was a good thing or not.
Hadrian looked away. A part of him mildly panicked at the thought that so many of his classmates were considering not putting their names forward. The other part of him was just annoyed. If he was going to wriggle his way out of participating, he needed to make sure some others still did it; especially the particularly talented students. If someone so clearly weaker than him was chosen it would be suspicious and questions would be asked.
Some of his thoughts must have shown on his face because Jacob lost his playfulness. He tilted his head and eyed Hadrian shrewdly despite the lack of sufficient light.
“You really don’t like this, do you? Ever since I first told you about it you have been agitated. You act as if you don’t even want to be here.”
Hadrian sighed, “Maybe that’s because I don’t?” he said dryly and continued making his way to the carriage, slightly faster than he had been previously. If this was going to lead to another argument between them he would much rather it happen in a more secure location than Hogwarts’ lawn. He did not want to have to cut into his friend in front of everyone.
And he still had to plan how he was going to sneak back into the school after curfew and conduct his little test as well. He had no idea what type of security there would be, but he knew there would some.
“But that’s what I don’t understand.” Jacob, much like Claire, had no problem keeping pace with him. Hadrian might be the strongest in their year but he was also cursed with below average height, a trait he shared with his mother.
“Everyone – even the ones that think it’s a waste of time – wants to be the champion on some level. Hell, even I wonder what it would be like to be champion. But you, you act like it’s the least interesting or thought-provoking thing you have come across; even though we all know you would get it.”
They stopped once again, just before Hadrian could pull the door of the carriage open. Jacob’s voice had steadily risen throughout his little speech and that would not do. They still had to make it to their room before Hadrian would be comfortable speaking with Jacob.
His disapproval was palpable, and it effortlessly cut off whatever else Jacob was about to say. Jacob huffed, but gestured for Hadrian to enter the carriage. He had gotten the unspoken message then to wait for privacy.
Without a word they slipped inside and moved directly for their room. Most of their classmates were already lingering in the lounge room, speaking in low voices or had retired. Hadrian opened the door to their room and pulled out his wand to set up a few privacy wards so they would not be overheard or interrupted.
He carefully placed his wand on his bedside table before giving his full and undivided attention to his friend. “Why does it bother you that I don’t want to be champion?” A bit of the fight seemed to leave Jacob when Hadrian did not brush off their conversation, or outright deny speaking about it.
“I just want to understand why you don’t want it. You do realise you would have a good chance of winning?”
Hadrian’s tongue darted out to run across his bottom lip as he thought, the movement followed by Jacob’s eyes. He wanted to tell Jacob, Gods knew having someone who was aware of his precarious situation here would be helpful. However, whenever he opened his mouth to speak, his mother’s words rang in his head.
“I know you care for Jacob and your other friends, but you cannot let your affection cloud your judgement. Talking to them about these matters is dangerous, not just for us but for them as well.”
He was already on thin ice because of his foolish choice earlier, he did not know if he could risk his friend’s life.
“You know how critical secrecy is.”
“I wasn’t lying when I told you I can’t talk about this Jacob. I thought we agreed to drop this?”
“I agreed to drop it at that moment, I made no such promises to never bring it back up.” Jacob folded his arms and frowned. Hadrian could see that Jacob had already made the connection that his aversion to being champion was somehow linked with his interaction with Malfoy weeks ago.
Unwillingly, Hadrian felt his pulse begin to race. The pieces were all there for Jacob, his friend merely had to connect them to get the right picture. They had already discussed that Voldemort was behind the tournament, Jacob was at least partially aware of Hadrian’s antagonism towards the Dark Lord, and Lucius Malfoy was a high-ranking Death Eater.
Hadrian really was not surprised when Jacob’s brown eyes darted up to him searchingly, the beginnings of comprehension dawning in them. “Are you in some form of trouble, Hadrian?” the other boy asked seriously. Hadrian sighed and ruffled his already chaotic hair.
“In a sense, you could say.” He sent a grim smile at his friend, now tired of this conversation. He was unsure if he wanted Jacob to even know everything, because he was hit with the sudden fear that revealing anything more than vague ideas could do irreparable damage to their friendship. “It’s nothing I can’t handle, so don’t fret.”
His friend sent him a disbelieving look as he drew closer. “Don’t fret?” he asked, “Are you kidding-”
Hadrian reached out and gently curled his fist in the lapel of Jacob’s blazer, slowly reeling the taller boy towards him and effectively shutting him up. He gave him plenty of time to pull away.
Jacob willing stepped closer with half-lidded eyes.
They stood quietly for a moment, just basking in the heat the other emitted. But then Hadrian was tugging Jacob’s head down to him and brushing their lips together. He could feel the tension their almost-argument created melt out of his friend’s body the longer the slight contact lasted.
“I do believe you are trying to distract me.” Jacob murmured, leaning back just enough to speak unhindered. His lips were curled in a resigned way.
Hadrian shrugged, unconcerned that Jacob had seen through the simple ploy. “I don’t want to talk any longer. You’re annoyed, I’m stressed. I happen to know a sure-fire way of easing it.”
He moved towards the beds, shedding his blazer and throwing it haphazardly off to the side. He pivoted so he was facing his friend and, with deft fingers, he began to unbutton his standard grey vest and stark white shirt. Once his chest was bare he paused and raised a black eyebrow at Jacob, as if to say 'Well?'. He knew he got his way when the other boy finally began to walk towards him.
When Jacob came to a stop in front of him he skimmed his hand over Hadrian's bare chest. Lightly tracing the lithe figure and pale skin. "Beautiful," he whispered, his head dropping down to the curve of Hadrian's neck and mouthing the skin there.
Hadrian dropped his head back to allow more access and felt the stirrings of lust spark under Jacob's reverent touches. Ever since he had begun exploring sex he knew he enjoyed a certain amount of challenge in his partners. He liked the clash of wills and the battle for control; mainly because he always won. But he could not deny that occasionally he enjoyed a more relaxed and sedate pace.
Unfortunately, this was not one of those times.
Jacob was in a similar boat because soon his ministrations turned more demanding, his teeth biting the flesh of his neck. Hadrian made an appreciative noise as Jacob’s mouth found his and pressed closer to the other boy. His hands come into play and roamed over Jacob’s clothed chest.
He allowed Jacob to control the kiss for a few moments before one of his hands was weaving into the other’s soft brown hair and tugging. He forced Jacob’s head back and wasted no time in latching onto the taller boy’s pulse point.
Jacob let out a throaty groan as Hadrian bit and sucked. “Embracing your inner vampire?” he asked breathlessly.
Hadrian finished up with a tantalising lick and nipped at Jacob’s jawline before pulling back with a grin that was equal parts dangerous and erotic. “I’m sure we can play around with that idea at a later date. But right now I’m vastly more interested in another bodily fluid.”
Hadrian’s fingers teasingly traced along the waist of Jacob’s pants, just barely dipping passed the rim and skimming over the material of his shirt. The touch sent shivers through Jacob. Without hesitation they clashed for another kiss. Hadrian worked his way into his friend’s mouth, tracing the other’s teeth and coaxing Jacob’s tongue to play.
It was messy but undoubtedly stimulating for both of them as Jacob had no problem pressing his groin against Hadrian’s to show his hardening cock. The dark haired boy responded with equal fervour by stepping closer. In his mind he calculated how he needed to manoeuvre Jacob to get him where he wanted them.
He slid his hands down Jacob’s firm chest and gave a shove. The other grunted as he toppled back onto his bed, but seemed content to stay where he was.
They both knew Hadrian was in charge right now, and secretly, Jacob thoroughly enjoyed being dominated by the smaller boy.
Hadrian smoothly climbed on top of his friend's lap and pinned Jacob's hands with a flick of his wrist, invisible bands wrapping securely around them. Jacob gave an experimental tug of the restraints but offered no protest. He did buck his hips though, and Hadrian was unsurprised to feel that Jacob was hard already.
He swiftly began unbuttoning his friend's own vest and shirt, latching his mouth onto the boy's skin as it was revealed to him. He bit down harshly, only to drag his tongue over the spots to sooth any pain. By the time he had covered Jacob in his marks the boy's chest was heaving and his eyes were glazed.
Hadrian smirked down at his panting friend, waiting until their eyes locked before he ground down so their cocks rubbed against each other, separated only by their standard grey pants. Jacob's head fell back onto the silk covers and he stuttered out a curse. Hadrian repeated the action again, and received a similar response from the boy beneath him.
He leaned over his friend, hands trailing up and down his bare chest, occasionally scraping his nails over Jacob's nipples or running his tongue over the pre-existing purple marks. He pressed his mouth to Jacob's exposed neck and sucked at the junction, loving the frantic beat of his heart that he could almost taste.
Everything he did elicited a reaction. A groan. A moan. A choked off name. It was intoxicating and Hadrian loved every minute of it. It gave him a rush, not unlike the one he got from duelling.
He jerked his hips again and again, feeling his orgasm building and knowing Jacob was almost finished as well. He kissed his way to Jacob's ear and tugged on the lobe with his teeth. "You're so fucking hot." He whispered, voice hoarse. Jacob let out a strangled moan at the sound of it, eyes fluttering closed.
Hadrian grinned and pressed a harsh kiss to Jacob's jaw when he felt his friend release.
Moments later he followed with a quiet groan. Hadrian pushed himself off of Jacob and dropped down on the bed next to his friend, looking up at the ceiling with a pleasantly hazy mind. For a few precious minutes everything just stopped for him, all his fear and frustration and plans were gone as his mind dulled.
The only sounds in the dark room were their pants.
"Think you'll let me up any time soon?" Jacob murmured, sounding as relaxed as Hadrian felt. The dark haired boy closed his eyes and lazily waved his hand. Instantly the restraints disappeared from Jacob's wrists and the other boy shifted them to his sides with a contented sigh.
"That was fun."
Hadrian hummed, "We're lucky I already put up those silencing wards otherwise someone probably would have heard."
Jacob chuckled. "I'm pretty sure half of them already know."
"Doesn't mean we want them interrupting."
"I'll say. But don't think I'm going to let your stalling work forever."
A fond smile appeared on Hadrian's lips. "Go to sleep Jacob."
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Hadrian waited a long time for Jacob to reach the brink of sleep before he pushed another light charm on the other to keep him under for a good five hours. It was already reaching midnight at this point, due to the lengthy feast, speeches and now his and Jacob’s romp. He could not afford to wait any longer.
Silently, he pushed himself up and made his way over to his dresser. With a wave of his hand he was clean, since he did not have time for a shower but was unwilling to go running around Hogwarts dirty and reeking of sex.
He quickly slipped out of the rest of his uniform and pulled on a set of black pants, followed by a simple long-sleeved black shirt. He retrieved his wand and began applying a disillusionment charm to himself. That taken care of, he slid it into the holster on his forearm.
Before he left the room he grabbed a loose piece of parchment, folded it, and slipped it down the back of his pants so it was snuggly tucked between his skin and the waist of his pants, due to his lack of pockets.
With light steps he made his way towards the carriage door, grateful that everyone seemed to have retreated to their rooms for the night. Tomorrow would be their first day of classes, and all of them would be eager to get a good night’s sleep to prepare themselves for whatever Hogwarts had in store for them.
Hadrian was sure he would be back in time to secure a few good hours of sleep if all went according to his plan. He would sneak in, toss some blank parchment in the flame, and see the effect. If the goblet reacted in the same way it had with the Durmstrang girl’s nomination, then he would leave. If it did not, he would have to run as many diagnosis spells as he could and return the next night. He only had a limited time frame to work with and would prefer to get this out of the way early.
He moved across the cool grass of the lawn, making a beeline for the colossal doors they had used when they arrived. He knew there were several entrances into Hogwarts, but until he had a firmer grasp on the castle’s outline he would have to stick to the paths he knew.
A small part of him bitterly noted that if Voldemort had not destroyed everything he would already know his way around Hogwarts.
When Hadrian reached the doors he cautiously moved his magic through them and searched for any defence mechanisms in place. He knew Hogwarts’ protective wards were a devastating force to behold, and just prayed there was nothing too powerful.
After a few moments of probing he pushed his magic from the door and out the hallway beyond to seek out any guards or lingering presences.
There was no one. Satisfied, he reached for the handle, feeling the protective wards pleasantly warm under his hand.
There was nothing on the door to repel a known entity. When he had signed those forms earlier today it had done more than show his agreement to participate in the tournament. It had registered him as a – temporary – student of Hogwarts. This meant the wards were no threat to him.
He used a sliver of magic to crack the door open and slide inside. He briefly considered leaving the door partially open, but eventually decided against it in case anyone came passed while he was occupied and raised any alarms. He did not want to get caught, because then he would not only be punished – he would be accused of cheating; and that would set off a whole range of international problems.
Hadrian quickly cast a silencing charm on himself so that nothing – not his footsteps, not the rustling of his clothes as he moved, not his breath – could be heard. He made his way towards the Great Hall from memory, scaling the staircase two steps at a time. He only paused when he reached the top to scan up and down the hall before he shot off to the large doors.
They were already slightly opened, and Hadrian peered through the gap to see if anyone was inside. Additionally, he sent out a careful wave of magic once again, and ducked inside when he assured it was empty.
He made his way to the goblet in the centre of the hall and easily passed the age line. It allowed anyone of majority age through, but also allowed those who would be turning seventeen to move through. This was to allow students like Raina – who were seventh years, but would be turning seventeen later in the year – the opportunity to participate as well. The only difference between a sixteen year old and a seventeen year old participant would be the former would require a guardian present for certain legal matters.
With nimble fingers Hadrian tugged out the blank parchment and ripped off a small portion.
He stood there for a moment, simply watching the dancing blue flames and switching his gaze between that and the parchment. He hoped that this would work, because if it did not then he would be in trouble.
Having lingered long enough, Hadrian steeled himself and reached up to drop the blank piece of parchment into the fire. He waited for a full minute, then two, then three. And when the flame showed no other reaction other than the initial flare of accepting the parchment he felt a grin curl the edges of his mouth.
He could avoid the tournament now, without looking like he was betraying his academy.
Pleased with his success he backed out of the age line and turned to go, only to freeze.
Because there was someone standing behind him, barely a metre away from the doors.
How did he sneak up on me? Hadrian thought, a mix of panicked and irritated. How much did he see?
The man was old, perhaps in his late fifties, but seeing as wizards and witches tended to age rather slowly, Hadrian suspected this man could be anywhere into his early seventies.
He couldn’t have seen anything other than the flame and age line moving. If I can just sneak out behind him, I’ll be fine. I haven’t tampered with the goblet at all, there’s no physical evidence I’ve left that could incriminate me.
The man’s sharp blue eyes swept from the goblet to do a swift survey of the room, letting him know that his concealment charms did nothing to hide his presence from the man. He might be – technically – invisible, but any powerful witch or wizard would be able to sense him.
Hadrian held his breath despite knowing he was silenced by his spell. He quickly calculated the distance between him, the unknown man, and the door. Could he risk it? He had no desire to be caught by whoever this man was, but staying here would be infinitely worse.
Hyperaware that any sudden movement would alert the man, Hadrian began to inch his way towards the wall, sinking deeper into the dancing shadows cast by the flickering blue flame. It had the benefit of masking the ripples he knew would appear if he moved too quickly. The brain would likely dismiss the movement as a trick of the light this way.
He was a bit disconcerted by the fact that the man had yet to move from where he had been standing during these long minutes. If he could somehow draw him away from the door…
“You are remarkably talented to have remained hidden for so long.” The man finally spoke, voice like velvet and quiet enough that Hadrian had to strain to make them out. The ‘from me’ at the end of his sentence made Hadrian hesitate for a fraction of a second before continuing along the wall. He would not be stupid enough as to react to anything the man said.
“Though I do wonder what you are doing in here so late at night.”
Technically, he thought with biting humour, it’s early morning.
Those blue eyes roved over the vast hall obsessively, more than once lingering near where Hadrian was hidden. He wondered if the man was strong enough to pinpoint his exact location through the small spells he was using to conceal himself. That thought merely strengthened his desire to leave.
With a little more confidence, he made it to the corner of the room and began to snake his way to the doors. If he could just slip out behind the man he would be able to escape without revealing anything. He was sure that even if the man sensed him leaving, Hadrian could outrun him.
Just as Hadrian was nearing the door the man spoke again, deadly amusement present in his tone.
“Very well then, if you won’t come out of your own free will, I will have to make you.” A wrinkled hand made a sharp cutting motion through the air. Instantly, Hadrian felt a massive force compressing around him.
With panic, he fought to maintain his concealment spells as the finite incantatem tried to tear them away.
Finite incantatem was a troublesome spell, but it could be resisted as long as you were focussed, and your magical strength was equal or superior to that of your opponent’s. Since he was a child Hadrian had rarely experienced trouble when overcoming this spell, having always possessed a very formidable magical core. He had always been able to brush it off.
This was the first time he had no doubt that if he was not concentrating as hard as he was, he would have lost.
Hadrian battled against the overwhelming power of the spell, pushing more of his own magic into keeping his disillusionment running at full capacity. Unfortunately, he could not spare the attention needed to keep his silencing charm from crumbling.
The sharp gasp of relief that slipped loose when the pressure abated was obscenely loud.
With the man only a few feet in front of him, there was no chance he missed it. Hadrian froze when the man turned, and he knew that he was able to see the blurry outline cast by him.
The man’s head titled to the side and there was a spark of curiosity in his eyes. Hadrian could feel that incredible magic focus on him directly, reaching and tugging at his own, clawing at his disillusionment charm in an attempt to get it to fall as well.
A flash of fear, and no small amount of white-hot rage surged inside him. It gave him enough strength to meet the invasive force head on and bat it away. Hadrian barely waited to see the widening of those blue eyes before he was ducking out of the Great Hall, reapplying his silencing charm and sprinting away.
He did not stop running until he was safely inside the carriage and leaning against the door.
He stayed there for a good long time, just replaying the night’s events over in his mind and marvelling at his sheer dumb luck at having escaped without getting caught.
A borderline hysterical giggle rose in him, adrenaline fading and fatigue setting in, leaving him in a state of exhausted giddiness. He would have to be careful if he ever encountered that man again, in case he recognised anything about Hadrian.
But the unease that the thought of that man inspired in him was nothing compared to sweet taste of success at having completed his goal. He now knew his plan to enter a blank piece of parchment into the goblet would work. His reputation would be intact, he would avoid being champion, and his secrets would remain safe.
Hadrian would do all he could to help whichever of his classmates was chosen, if only to ease the guilt his plan invoked. Other than that, he would continue to be the excellent student he had always been. And when this mess was all over and done with, he would return to France and proceed with the next step in his and his mother’s long awaited plan.
It would all work out in the end.
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Jacob looked over at the lump on the other bed as his fingers swiftly finished buttoning up his vest. He was mostly dressed for the day, and was intending to join some of his classmates soon so they could make the trek to the Great Hall for breakfast.
He picked up one of his pillows, approached Hadrian’s slumbering form and brought the fluffy weapon down on his friend’s unsuspecting head.
Hadrian’s arm shot up and intercepted the blow though, his glazed emerald eyes blinking rapidly as he looked from the pillow on his arm, to Jacob’s impenitent face. “What are you doing?” the smaller boy asked, voice muffled by the duvet that covered most of his face.
“Waking you up, apparently. A few of us are heading up for breakfast in a couple of minutes, did you want us to wait for you?”
Hadrian grunted as he pushed himself up and rubbed a hand over his face. Jacob stepped back, tossing his pillow back onto his own bed and taking a moment to appreciate the view. It was perhaps one of his favourite things, seeing Hadrian wake up in the morning. When the other boy – usually so quick and aware – was still sleep-addled and ruffled.
The purple marks on his neck from last night just made everything that much more beautiful.
“What?” Hadrian grumbled as he fought his way out of his duvet and off the bed. Jacob shook his head, internally chuckling at how different his friend was.
“Breakfast, Hadrian. We’ll be heading up for it soon. Did you want to join us?”
His friend stared at him blankly, before Jacob literally saw the tiredness seep away and Hadrian’s mind snap fully awake. “No,” his dark haired friend eventually said, making his way over to his dresser and pulling out his own uniform. “thank you, though. I will meet you in class.” His voice became stifled once again when he disappeared into the bathroom.
“Which is first again?”
Jacob reached out and plucked Hadrian’s schedule off the bedside table and easily found what he was looking for. “Ancient Runes, for you.” He dropped the sheets on his friend’s unmade bed. “Remind me again why you take that horrid subject?”
He could barely make out Hadrian’s laugh over the running water. “I like knowing what certain squiggles mean.” He called out, voice brimming with amusement. “Plus, there’s the benefit of being able to deconstruct wards, create my own spells, translate ancient pieces of text…you know, all that boring stuff you dismissed?”
“It’s one of the joint classes, isn’t it?” he ignored Hadrian’s teasing. So he had criticised the subject when he was younger, he had seen the workload Hadrian completed just for one piece of assessment for that subject. He did not need that level of stress in his life. “I wonder how those Hogwarts students will handle having you let loose on them? I hope you won’t make them feel too stupid during the lessons.”
“No promises.”
Jacob chuckled, and left their room with a small smile. It seemed like whatever grim mood had been shrouding Hadrian since they arrived here had been undone. He hoped the light-hearted attitude lingered, Jacob had no desire to be trapped with such a morose person for so long.
He greeted Nathaniel with a playful slap to the back when he caught sight of the other, “I’m famished,” he proclaimed. “we going or not?” The other boy gave a pointed look over his shoulder in the direction he had come.
“Hadrian not coming?” Nathaniel asked, green eyes – nowhere near Hadrian’s shade, Jacob doubted he would ever meet anyone else with that beautiful colour – moved from the hallway back to his face.
Jacob shrugged and started walking to the carriage door. “He said he’d catch up with us in class. I assume he’ll find some form of sustenance between then and now.”
Nathaniel snorted, “I bet he’ll have the house-elves at his beck and call before the end of the month. The little critters seem to fall in-love with him almost instantly.” Jacob grinned at that. It was true that Hadrian was capable of charming most creatures he came across; the house-elves back at Beauxbatons seemed to think he was the most wonderful being that had ever walked the marble halls.
“Who’s this?” Charles asked when they joined him and some of the other students. All of them were impeccably dressed, as expected.
“Hadrian, of course.”
“Ah,” fond amusement bled onto Charles’ smooth face. The other shared a look with Jacob, before his eyes dipped to Jacob’s throat. “Have fun last night, Korin?”
Jacob – hardly a prude – stretched his neck in a way that showed off the blooming marks more obviously. He fluttered his eyelashes, “Naturally. Why, jealous?” He purred. Charles laughed, but shook his head.
“I don’t think there’s anyone in our school who isn’t. Do try to be more subtle though, Hadrian’s not the type to advertise a relationship.”
Jacob shrugged, “Hadrian and I aren’t in a relationship, it’s more of a casual thing anyway.”
The other chuckled, all knowing that while Jacob and Hadrian cared for each other, the two would never take the step into an actual relationship. They valued their friendship too much.
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Hadrian sighed as he stepped out of the carriage, his book-bag thrown over one shoulder and an apple in his other hand. He threw the piece of fruit up in the air a few times as he began walking towards Hogwarts, following the same path as last night.
As his teeth sunk into the shiny red fruit he sucked to keep the juices from escaping and dripping down his chin. The morning was crisp and pale, but beautiful all the same. He left only five minutes after Jacob and the others, and he knew there was still plenty of time to go to the Great Hall for breakfast, but he wanted to get to the classroom early. To take a moment to just wander through the hallways and soak in the castle.
He made his way into the castle, this time bypassing the doorway to the Great Hall and making his way to the numerous moving staircases. A soft smile appeared on his lips as he looked over the constantly moving stone staircases, how they so effortlessly shifted and changed, like clockwork. It was a stunning display of magic.
He pulled out his schedule from his pocket and scanned it until he found the room he was supposed to go to for Ancient Runes. Now he just had to figure out how to navigate the stairs to get to the fourth floor. He grinned at the challenge as he stuffed the pages away, banished the remains of his apple, and stepped onto the staircase that appeared in front of him.
It was surprisingly fun, moving from staircase to staircase. He occasionally met another student as he made his way up, but he supposed since it was breakfast a majority of all the students would already be in the Great Hall. Still, Hadrian ignored the curious stares he received from the Hogwarts’ students, only acknowledging those that gave him a proper greeting.
When the staircase he was on came to a rest on the fourth floor Hadrian stepped off and watched with interest as it immediately moved off. It really was an impressive spell, and no doubt as ancient as the castle itself.
Shaking his head, he moved off, green eyes darting from side to side and taking in as many details as he could.
The same excitement as before began to spark in his chest when he imagined his parents being here. Walking the same corridors, breathing the same air, surrounded by the rough stone walls. This was everything he had always dreamed.
Though the excitement was still tinged with bitterness, because Hogwarts would never hold the same meaning to him as it did to his mother. He admired, respected and loved the place, certainly. But it was not his. He would always consider Beauxbatons his home away from home.
Hadrian turned a corner, and promptly collided with another. He grunted as the smaller figure slammed into his chest and sent him to the hard floor. There were several loud ‘thuds’, followed by a soft groan.
Hadrian pushed himself up and looked to see himself surrounded by a number of books, most likely dropped by whoever he had hit.
“Oh, I’m so terribly sorry! I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going! Oh, this is embarrassing.”
Hadrian looked up to see a girl, about his age, hurriedly collecting the scattered books. He let out a chuckle at how horrified she sounded. “It is no problem, it is as much my fault as it is yours.” He pushed himself up and straightened his uniform.
The girl had stilled where she was crouched, before she shot to her feet. Twin brown eyes were scanning him with fascination. Hadrian quirked a grin at her, bending to pick up the two books still on the floor. “You’re from Beauxbatons, aren’t you?” she asked.
His grin widened, and he pointedly looked down at himself. “How did you guess?” he asked in amusement. The girl promptly flushed at his teasing, clearly even more embarrassed then she had been before. To save her from having to reply he turned his attention to the books he was holding.
“Potions?” he inquired, gesturing with the books. The girl’s attention snapped down to them, as if questioning how they had gotten there. Her eyes returned to him, and she nodded once.
“We have an assignment due on the properties of a memory potion. I was just in the library doing study, but I would be late for Runes if I did not leave then and-”
“Ancient Runes?” Hadrian interrupted gently, finding the girl’s rambling more than amusing. She nodded again, some curly strands of brown hair falling out of her ponytail. “How fortuitous,” he said, “I’m actually in that class and it would be great to have someone who knew where they were going with me.”
“You take Ancient Runes?” she asked, eyes brightening. “I didn’t know you had Ancient Runes as a subject at Beauxbatons.”
“Of course we have it, it’s one of the most interesting topics in our curriculum. It’s a shame not many of my classmates share that opinion.”
There was an understanding grin on her face, “Let me guess, they don’t see the benefits of it?”
He laughed, “No, unfortunately not. Most that do the class are just there because either their parents pushed for it, or they want to learn how to create some ridiculous spells. I can count on one hand how many of us are there out of interest.”
“Well, I would be happy to escort a fellow student to the classroom. It’s only a little way away from here, anyway.”
They fell into step together, Hadrian content to be quiet. He could tell the girl was positively brimming with questions.
“So, how have you liked Hogwarts so far? I imagine it’s a great deal different from your own school.”
“It’s…different.” He said, “Beauxbatons is more marble and glass figurines and lush gardens, whereas Hogwarts is more rough and ancient. I think your school is beautiful, have no doubt of that. It will just take a bit of getting used to.”
She merely smiled at him, and he cocked an eyebrow in question. She flushed again. “Sorry, it’s just, I’ve never heard a French accent before, it’s not as thick as I thought it would be.”
Hadrian made a soft noise in acknowledgement. “When I was younger I was constantly around someone who had a British accent, after I went to the academy I picked up the French accent. I ended up with a weird mix, most of my classmates have much thicker accents when they speak English.”
“That makes sense.” the girl said, shifting so she had a better hold on her books. Without offering, Hadrian reached over and took three more from her pile and held them himself so she was not struggling. She gave him a grateful look as they came to a stop.
“We’re a bit early, class doesn’t start for another ten minutes I’m afraid. But students usually show up about five minutes before class starts.”
Hadrian nodded, opening the classroom door and having a quick peek inside. It was a rather large room, filled with a number of routine desks and chairs. He stepped into the room and moved to a desk near the front. The girl followed him in and placed her books in a neat pile next to him.
Hadrian handed over the five he had carried and placed his book-bag on the desk as well.
He turned to face the girl and leaned his hip on the desk. “So,” he said, effortlessly capturing her attention again. She frowned at him in confusion, and all that did was make him smile. He held out his hand for her. “my name is Hadrian Evans. And you are?”
Once again the girl blushed in embarrassment, probably dismayed at the fact that they were only just introducing themselves to each other.
She reached out and took his hand, which he swiftly brought up to brush his lips over her knuckles. She smiled at him, a gesture he returned.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you Hadrian. My name is Hermione Granger.”
Chapter 6: Chapter Six
Notes:
First off - I am so terribly sorry about the unbelievably long wait between these chapters. School started back up for me just after I posted Chapter Five and I've been slowly drowning in the workload because I am a horrible procrastinator and I should not be studying anything. This chapter was a bitch to write (seriously, there were like, seven versions of each scene) and is more of a filler than anything, but I have laid some groundwork for future events here - as you will soon find out.
Anyway, thank you to everyone who has waited patiently for this chapter to appear, rest assured that I have not forgotten this story - it is my baby - and I appreciate every little comment or kudos you guys drop.
Hope you enjoy this chapter as much as you have the rest of the story guys!
Chapter Text
“Once more, please?”
Hermione hid a smile behind her hand, but obliged him. “Hermione.” She said, slowly and clearly.
Hadrian nodded and took his time to draw the name out. “Her-my-uh-nee?” He still sounded unsure of his pronunciation, but he was getting better. While Hadrian’s accent was not as thick as others, her name was ludicrously hard to wrap his tongue around.
Hermione grinned at him in delight, “That’s it, now just say it faster.”
“Hermione?”
She tipped her head back and laughed lightly, thoroughly amused. “I’m so sorry, I didn’t even think how difficult it would be for you to say.” She watched as he shrugged, a small upwards tilt to his mouth.
“You can hardly help it; you did not name yourself. I am just glad that I won’t be butchering your name in the future.”
A thrill went through her at the thought that he would want to spend time with her again – that she had not somehow scared him away. She bashfully brushed a strand of curly hair out of her face and tucked it behind her ear. It had only been a few moments since they had officially introduced themselves and Hermione did not want their conversation to end just yet.
It felt wonderful to speak to someone who did not either already know her, or had some preconceived ideas about her because of her circumstances.
And Hadrian was a charming conversationalist. She could tell he was well educated simply from how he spoke, and his interest in Ancient Runes was just another indicator of his intelligence. This was hardly a subject you could just breeze your way through with minimal effort or skill.
“May I ask you something?” Hermione blinked at the somewhat abrupt question, but nodded nonetheless. Hadrian had a strange look on his face, a mix between confused, intrigued and regretful. It immediately made her wary.
“You said your last name was Granger, yes?” Hermione pressed her lips together, seeing where this line of questioning was going and feeling her opinion of this boy rapidly deteriorating. Hadrian paused, his head cocked to the side as he studied her; and Hermione was not oblivious to the almost clinical gleam to his bright eyes. It was a tad unnerving, and made her slightly uncomfortable.
When she remained silent, the boy continued. “You are a muggleborn.”
He certainly did not dance around the subject. Hermione jutted her chin out defensively, unable to help falling back to old habits whenever her blood status came up in a conversation.
She had faced this prejudice all her life, and had learned the hard way that if she wanted any respect in this world she had to constantly prove her worth; to prove that she was just as, if not more talented then the pureblooded children.
She had fostered a gentle hope that the foreign students would not have a similar mindset, that they would not hear her status and sneer. She knew that France, specifically, was rather accepting of all blood statuses, with only the particularly ancient houses still clinging to these old views.
The fact that Hadrian was even inquiring about her blood status proved her wrong. They were all alike.
“I am.” She said strongly, almost daring him to show her scorn. In a flash, his intense interest fell away to something more – worried? His eyes widened and his hands shot up pacifyingly.
“I meant no offence.” He rushed out, sounding sincere and gazing at her pleadingly with his beautiful green eyes. Hermione blinked in surprise, the change in his attitude so sudden she could not tell if it was just a mask he had put on to calm her, or if he truly felt this concern.
Her continued silence gave him a few precious seconds to gather himself, and like a cat finding its feet after a fall, his voice was kind and soothing when he spoke, and Hermione felt herself unconsciously relaxing her irritated posture at the gentle tone.
“I am truly sorry Hermione. I suspected it was a…sensitive subject. I was merely too curious for my own good.” He chuckled weakly and shook his head as his gaze darted off to the side. He muttered something in French, the different language sounding like fine honey dripping from his mouth.
She wanted to ask what he had said, but she doubted the change of language was anything but deliberate. He carried on before she could.
“I was under the impression that the Dark Lord was a blood purist. I did not think he would have allowed muggleborns to attend Hogwarts.”
Hermione’s face lost its tightness, and her initial suspicions of his sincerity dropped. She could perfectly understand his curiosity, and coupled with his apology she concluded that he had meant no harm by his rather blunt questions.
“He is, in many ways. But he is also a very intelligent man. He knows there are…issues with many of the pureblood families.” It was only after she spoke that she realised she probably should not be so open with this information. The state of the pureblood families might not be secret, but she knew it was not something to spread around in such a conversation-
“Inbreeding?” Hadrian asked, breaking her train of thought. He shrugged when Hermione gave him a look. “It’s a fairly common – if disgusting – problem all around the world, even in France there are the occasional inbred couplings to keep the bloodline untainted.” There was something very much like scorn in his voice.
Hermione hummed, “Yes, well, there have been a few…problems because of it. Muggleborns are an accepted group in Britain because we offer certain positive impacts.”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes in thought, “You mean you have fresh blood. New genes.”
Again, he surprised her, and he elaborated. “It is actually one of the reasons my friend and I believe this tournament is even running,” he said, “to allow Britain’s youth to make connections with international families. Try and reverse any damage generations of inbreeding has caused.”
“You seem rather well-informed on the state of Britain’s pureblood families, if I do say so.”
He smiled at her with just a hint of teeth. “Know thy enemy, Hermione. This might be a competition between schools, but it’s deeply trenched with politics. There is no such thing as too much information.”
She could certainly agree with that. “So is that why you were curious about my blood status?”
Her words seemed to drain the humour out of him, and Hermione was impressed at how quickly he could go from one emotion to the other. It reminded her vaguely of her foster father, the calculating light in his eyes, the coolness.
“In France,” he began, “we have little detailed knowledge of how Britain has been faring under the Dark Lord’s regime. We know about certain things, like the problems facing the purebloods, current politicians and powerful figures; but most of what has occurred in the past fifteen years is still a mystery.”
Hadrian ran a hand through his hair, causing the wild black strands to become more unruly. “It is known that the Dark Lord despised muggleborns – anyone of inferior status really.” The way he spoke was detached, as if he were reciting something he had long ago learned and repeated again and again. “When you told me your name I was more surprised than anything. Of course there was the chance you were a halfblood, but muggleborn was the more logical choice.”
He looked away from her once again even as he continued on in that flat tone. “I have always been curious as to what happened with the other blood statuses, but Britain has been so quarantined that we know next to nothing. At best I expected some form of slavery; at worst it was genocide.”
Hermione watched him, both intrigued and slightly disturbed at this side of the charming boy she had been talking to. But then he blinked and Hadrian’s eyes held that sparkle again, the one that she had seen ever since they had collided in the hallway. The change, again, was so sudden she was almost disorientated.
It was so hard to get a read on him.
Hadrian smiled at her, “I am glad I was wrong. Tell me more?”
OoO
Hadrian watched closely as Hermione’s face lost its grimness and she gave him a light smile. He felt a tad bad about manipulating her this way, but if it got him answers then he could deal with any residual guilt he might suffer.
He had already formed an opinion on the girl. She was clearly a loner, her obvious intelligence would set her apart naturally; but with her blood status it was a guaranteed outcome that she would have very little close contacts.
It was evident that she wanted someone to connect with, even someone she had no knowledge of. Was he a terrible person for capitalising on this glaring weakness? Probably. But he was more than willing to form some bond with the girl if it meant he had an open source on British affairs. Besides, she would likely be useful in other capacities later on.
“Well, your curiosity is definitely understandable now.” Hermione said, she took on a considering look. Hadrian kept quiet to allow the girl time to think. He was content to let her open up in her own time. Already she had given him a good amount of information. “And I’m not sure…” she trailed off, her voice turning a touch uneasy at the thought of sharing any more information with him.
Hadrian perched his head on his hand and smiled disarmingly at her. “How about a trade, then?” he suggested. “For every question you ask, I get to ask one in return. You are bound to have your own interests in my academy and country.” He let his smile turn a little more charming in a last effort to ensnare her.
She was an intelligent girl who desired knowledge. And here he was, dangling the opportunity for her to get information to her heart’s content. He could see her weighting the situation in her head, but he already knew what her decision would be. And true to his prediction, moments later she was giving a firm nod and facing him more fully.
He internally smirked at his success, and gestured for her to go first. It was another attempt to get her more relaxed before he started his real work. Letting her take the lead would give her the notion that she was in control; or at least was on even footing with him.
“What are three subjects you have at Beauxbatons that we don’t have here at Hogwarts?”
Academics. Of course she would go for academics.
“Medical Studies, Physical and Duelling.”
He could see the intrigue in her eyes grow, which only served to amuse him more. “What is you middle name?” She frowned in confusion at his question, clearly not anticipating that.
“Oh, it’s Jean. Hermione Jean Granger. After my grandmother.” Hadrian nodded at her to go while refraining from grinning at his luck. He assumed that Hermione would be like most lonely people who found solace in education; that she would be prone to providing more information than she was asked to subconsciously demonstrate her knowledge and prove her worth.
If she kept up with that attitude he would not even have to ask oddly invasive questions. The girl would willingly slip the information in without even realising it.
“What do you do in those subjects?”
“In Medical Studies we are taught basic procedures that might help ourselves or others in dangerous circumstances, as well as taught a thorough understanding of the human body. It depends on how skilled you are, but sometimes students are allowed to assist in the medical wing of our school if they are particularly gifted at the art.” He took a pause to get his breath back.
“Physical is the only non-magical subject we have. In all the others there are at least elements of magic. We simply train our bodies. It is a mixture of gymnastics, hand-to-hand combat and a variety of other skills that one might need if they want to be, say, an auror. Because of its popularity, it also ensure that most of our witches and wizards are in excellent physical condition.”
He had her well and truly interested now.
“Duelling is a subject available to third years and up. We are taught the proper forms and positions and, well,” he grinned, “we duel each other. The matches are strictly kept between year levels, however, occasionally a student is particularly powerful and is allowed to challenge students in the year above them.”
His grin became sly. “Very rarely, a student is able to compete with students in the senior years. They tend to be rather advanced."
There must have been something in his voice that caused her to look at him shrewdly. “And which one are you?” she asked. “The average, the slightly above, or the advanced?”
Hadrian merely winked at her, “What is your favourite colour?”
She did not look amused as his deflection, but understood that he would not answer before he had his turn. “Caput mortuum. Which one are you?”
He raised an eyebrow at her answer, clearly having some knowledge of it. “Pass.”
She gaped at him. “You have to answer!” she demanded. Hadrian chuckled at her.
“Do I? I do not recall that being in the deal. Ask another one.” She groaned, but did not put up much of a fight, because she could not refute his statement.
“Fine.” She scanned him intensely and Hadrian knew exactly what she as going to ask before she even opened her mouth. “Which are you then? Pureblood?” She was annoyed at his avoidance, so she was moving onto more personal matters.
Hadrian did not even twitch at the question as he said, “Muggleborn.” He had been lying about this for years, there were actually days when he forgot that he was only playing a role until the world was ready for Harry Potter to re-emerge.
He supposed that at some point the lines between the two began to blur for him. That he began to see himself as more Hadrian Evans than Harry Potter. An unfortunate by-product of his childhood, one that he would deal with when the situation arose.
Hermione’s eyes widened. “You’re a muggleborn?”
“I am indeed. Tell me about your parents.”
A strange emotion crossed Hermione’s face, though it was difficult to tell if it was due to his blood status or his question. Her teeth began to worry into her bottom lip, and he could tell she was almost frightened to tell him more. Sensing weakness, he offered a little more information about his backstory in an attempt to loosen her tongue.
“My mother is from a long line of squibs. She, herself, only has a very minuscule amount of magic to use. My father was a muggle, so when I was born it allowed my own magic to flourish in a way that had been missing for generations. I technically grew up in the wizarding world, so I have never really experienced much of the muggle world. That is why I asked, you do not have to tell me if it makes you uncomfortable.”
He leaned forward slightly and brushed his fingers against her clothed forearm gently. It was under the guise of giving her comfort, but it also allowed Hadrian to get a small glimpse of her emotions with a quick scan of his magic.
She was feeling both relieved and guilty. Hadrian knew precisely how to twist that to get what he wanted. He pulled his hand away. “You can ask me a question if you wish.”
“…you said ‘was’ when referring to your father.” It was not a question, but Hadrian took it as an opportunity to reveal a little more about himself. If Hermione saw him as more open to her, she would likely return the sentiment.
“Yes. My father died when I was five. It was a quick death; he did not feel any pain.” That was a blatant lie. James Potter undoubtedly suffered before he was killed. Hadrian knew his father was a very skilled duellist, and he knew that it was that fact alone that had allowed James to last as long as he had against the Dark Lord. He had managed to hold the man off long enough to let his mother escape with him.
Honestly, Hadrian did not know what would have happened had his father not had his wand on him that night. It was one of the reasons Hadrian tended to have his wand on him at all times, and why he invested so much effort into learning wandless magic. If he ever did lose his wand, he would not be defenceless.
Hermione reached over instinctively to touch his shoulder. Hadrian gave her a small smile, but he hardly felt any sadness concerning his father. It was more like a diluted loyalty he had for the man. Hadrian respected, admired and loved his father, but in reality he had barely any memories of the man that were not second hand from his mother, stories she would whisper to him when he was younger. Hadrian just did not have a connection with the man.
It was hard to love a shadow.
He wisely never told his mother this. She had gone to such great lengths to ensure the name James Potter was not forgotten in their – probably demolished – home in Godric’s Hollow. She would be devastated if she discovered his detached feelings towards the man.
“It is fine Hermione. It happened a long time ago.”
She looked dubious, and she did not remove her hand from its perch on his shoulder, but she did gain a rather pensive look. “I haven’t seen my parents since I was three years old.” She murmured softly.
Hadrian felt his heart give a little kick at his success. He really was interested to hear how Voldemort had handled the muggleborn populace. Hermione was his age, she had been born before Voldemort had secured his position as ruler of Britain. She would have a unique perspective.
“I still remember the day I was taken from them. I was playing outside, and I was approached by these three people dressed in funny robes.” There was a glassy look in her eyes as she remembered. “I didn’t understand what they were doing in the beginning, but the woman stayed with me while the men entered the house. It was only a few minutes, but when they came back outside the woman grabbed me and we disappeared. She took me to her house, and explained that I was magical, special.”
Hermione shook her head sadly. “When I demanded to go home she told me that my parents were not ‘fit to raise me’. She said they weren’t like us and that things were better this way. I found out a few years later – after I had tried to escape a number of times – that they had faked my death. My parents thought I had been killed in an accident. To the muggle world, Hermione Jean Granger died years ago.”
Hadrian felt pity for the girl, as well as a hefty dose of rage. This was yet more proof that Voldemort destroyed lives. “Did this happen to all of you?” He asked quietly, stewing in anger are the sheer audacity of the man. Hadrian knew that there would always be some contention between the wizarding and muggle worlds. He knew that realistically, the two would never be able to coexist in the way many idealists wanted.
But to outright kidnap muggleborn children and force them to live with complete strangers.
It made him sick.
Hermione nodded in answer to his question. “I’m sure one or two children are missed, but a majority of us are identified at birth and relocated to other homes. Either with a foster family or in one of the orphanages where we are giving a sort of introduction into the magical world. Not many remember that they even came from the muggle world. I don’t know how they cover up all the disappearances, though.”
Hadrian had no idea what to say to that. He hated even more that his brain immediately came up with several ways the kidnappings could be hidden. How easy it is to make someone disappear in a corrupt system, how with a few altered memories and false documentation a perfectly healthy baby could be classified as a stillborn. He also reasoned that there would be several key figures in the muggle world under firm control to keep these matters quiet.
One of the problems with studying an enemy as closely as Hadrian had, was that sometimes you start to understand their thought patterns.
“Hey,” Hermione said softly, capturing his attention fully. She gave him a smile – just a sad little quirk of her lips, “it’s alright Hadrian. Most of us that are even old enough to remember our lives before have come to terms with it. I don’t even know what I would say to my parents if I ever met them again; I’ve changed too much to ever be their little girl.”
She was trying to comfort him – as if he was the one brutally ripped from his family. Hadrian did not even want to consider what his life would have been like without his mother with him. He could never picture a world in which she was not there to support and guide him.
Hadrian reached up and grasped Hermione’s hand firmly. “I am sorry for what happened to you Hermione.” He said kindly, all thoughts of more information gathering trickling away. He briefly wondered if anyone had ever displayed her sympathy at her loss, rather than cool indifference at something that was no doubt seen as ‘normal’. “I am sorry that you had to go through that.”
She squeezed his hand back and gratefulness shone in every inch of her smile.
“Thank you, and it’s not all bad. The Malfoy’s might not be the warmest family, but they do not treat me terribly.”
She pulled away and began to set up her workspace as the classroom door opened and students began to slink in. Hadrian sat there, a little nonplussed at the casual reveal of her foster family.
Malfoy.
That horrible, bigoted, sanctimonious, arrogant man was Hermione’s foster father? One of Voldemort’s most trusted?
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Hadrian Evans, Hermione decided as they departed from the Ancient Runes classroom, was utterly fascinating.
He was intelligent, something Hermione valued and appreciated, but he did not necessarily flaunt his knowledge in an arrogant manner. It was like it was a simple fact he carried with him, an assurance that wrapped around his lithe form snugly.
Hermione had always had a drive to prove herself in this world. To prove that her blood did not make her lesser. She had always been one to provide an answer if she had one, and enjoyed sharing her knowledge with others.
Hadrian, in contrast, did not actively showcase his intellect in class. In fact, he rarely seemed to even be listening to the professor. He simply sat there and remained reserved, not even taking notes.
It had boggled Hermione, but she was sure that if Hadrian was not taking notes - or even paying attention - then he was comfortable with the material.
It was only when the professor had noted his obvious lack of note-taking that Hadrian spoke for the first time since the class began. Hermione had not be ignorant of the way the two other Beauxbatons’ students had smothered small chuckles, and hid their grin behind their hands when their classmate was called on.
“Is something the matter, young man? Is the material too difficult?”
Hadrian had not even blinked at the condescending tone, or minded how Hermione’s peers had dissolved into their own quiet amusement at a foreign student being singled out.
Instead, he had smiled politely and dipped his head in deference that was entirely mocking.
“Not at all, Professor. I just find it pointless to take notes on something I taught myself two years ago.”
It had certainly been a bold move. The best part was that the professor could hardly punish Hadrian for being ahead of the material. So their class was treated to the rare sight of a professor being flustered, standing in front of a mild-looking Hadrian and trying to find a response.
Now, walking out of the classroom, Hadrian was approached by the two Beauxbatons students; a dark skinned boy and a beautifully tanned girl. They both had smiles on their faces and spoke to Hadrian in quick, fluent French. Whatever they said had Hadrian chuckling and responding with an unrepentant grin.
Hermione trailed behind them, feeling a tad intimidated despite herself. She had only just met Hadrian after all, and was unsure if he even wanted her around while with his actual friends. But he was once again carrying a few of her books, so she had no choice but to go with them.
But she still watched how they interacted. How the other two seemed to unconsciously follow Hadrian, walking roughly half a step behind him as they were led back to the main hall.
As they piled onto the stairs, the girl gave a sharp grin and gestured at Hadrian’s neck. It was then that Hermione noted the several purple marks on his neck, only light – but on his pale skin they positively burned.
She heard a name. ‘Jacob’. With the leering grins, and Hadrian’s unaffected attitude, she concluded that this ‘Jacob’ was possibly the one that put those marks all along Hadrian’s neck. With a flush she darted her eyes away.
“Oh, yes. This is Hermione Granger. Hermione, these are two of my classmates, Albert and Sophia.”
Hermione snapped to attention and hurriedly extended her hand to shake. Sophia gave her a polite, yet cool nod and grasped her hand for only a few moments before releasing her. Albert, on the other hand, copied Hadrian’s earlier greeting by tugging her hand higher and bending to place a soft kiss on the back of her palm. “Pleasure.” He said while giving her a simple, dimpled smile. It made him look like he was twelve, even though Hermione knew he had to be at least sixteen.
She smiled back, suddenly very aware that her hair was a frizzy mess, likely having strands poking out, and stupidly worried that her teeth were still too large for her. Compared to the three of them she felt like a toad; they were all just stunning and groomed to perfection.
Sophia said something, her voice no longer having the light-hearted lilt to it. Hermione might not speak French, but she was well versed in being insulted. She would recognise that tone anywhere.
Albert seemed mildly amused by whatever she had said, though it was Hadrian’s reaction that stole her attention. His mouth was twisted into a smile, but not one he had shown her throughout their brief acquaintanceship. This was a smile she imagined a shark might give its next victim – and it was aimed at Sophia with a vengeance.
Hadrian spoke once again, not in French, and his words were so crippling cold that Hermione was instantly reminded of the Dark Lord whenever he came to the manor to speak with Lucius.
“Remember who you are speaking to Sophia. After all, I have dirty blood as well.”
And it would have been funny, how quickly Sophia went pale, if not for the very real fear present in her eyes as she looked at Hadrian.
Hermione thought back to the smug look Hadrian had given her when she asked what level of dueller he was. She wondered if his classmates were already well versed in how powerful he was. She wondered what Hadrian could have possibly done to get such a reaction in the first place.
Sophia ducked her head in chastisement, as if she were unable to handle the weight of Hadrian’s gaze. “I…apologise for my ‘arsh words. I was out of line.” Even though the words were directed at her, Hermione could see that Sophia’s eyes were trained intently on Hadrian, seeking approval.
The boy in question merely dismissed Sophia by turning to Hermione. “Sorry about that, which class do you have next Hermione?”
“I have Potions, it’s down in the dungeons.” He quirked an eyebrow and she felt her lips twitch in response to his mild interest at the word ‘dungeons’. She forgot that these other schools had completely different buildings and layouts – and she certainly doubted that they would have dungeons of their own. Well, at least Beauxbatons would not; she would not be surprised if Durmstrang did.
“Albert, what about you?” Albert hummed, but answered Hadrian’s brisk question without delay.
“Potions as well.”
“Perfect,” Hadrian deposited the books he carried for her into the other boy’s arms. “then you can walk there with Hermione.”
“Wait,” she said unthinkingly, “you don’t have Potions?”
Hadrian shook his head, looking a little disappointed himself – though whether that was because he loved the subject or wanted to spend more time with her, she could not tell.
“No, I have Medical Studies next, unfortunately.” Albert laughed loudly, having already rearranged his new load into a more comfortable position.
“The one subject you don’t completely rule.” He said with an almost obscene amount of glee.
Together they stepped off the staircase. “I’m still ranked second, Albert. That’s nothing to scoff at.”
“Yes, but it’s still endlessly amusing.”
Hadrian rolled his eyes and waved a hand at them dismissively. “Well, have fun in the dungeons, I have a cactus to suck dry.” Hermione gazed after him as he walked off, steps confident despite not having much experience navigating the castle.
Sophia muttered something to Albert and ducked off after Hadrian.
“Well,” Albert said brightly as he turned to her. “shall we go?”
Hermione startled and snapped her eyes away from where the other two had disappeared. “Did Hadrian really already know the topic we were learning?” The question slipped out without thought. She had no opportunity to feel mortified or embarrassed because Albert scratched his head.
“To be 'onest? I 'ave no clue – 'e probably did. 'e doesn’t pay that much attention in class because 'e teaches 'imself the material beforehand. It annoys some of the professors but they 'ave given up trying to change 'im.”
“Because he gets good marks?” She guessed as she led them further into the dungeons. Albert laughed once again, though this time it was directed at her.
“'e doesn’t get good marks, 'e completely dominates 'is subjects. I am pretty sure they 'ad to invent a new mark just for 'adrian. 'is knowledge is ridiculous.”
Hermione felt something akin to understanding well up inside her. She had known Hadrian was intelligent, but to hear that he was exceptional made her feel like, maybe, finally, she had someone who she could relate to. “But he isn’t the top in Medical Studies?”
Albert let out a strange sound as his mouth stretched into a grin. “It was great when Claire beat 'im the first time. But 'adrian just does not 'ave the same level of precision that Claire does with some of the more difficult procedures. 'e has too much magic.”
Yes, Hermione decided. Hadrian was definitely fascinating.
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Hadrian walked briskly away from Sophia with a group of other students, not in the mood to listen to her false apologies or placations. He did not know why her snide comment had grated on him so much; maybe it was because he felt a little protective of Hermione due to her troubled past, or maybe it was because he hated how his classmates seemed to always forget that he was not a pureblood.
Hadrian Evans might pretend to be a muggleborn, but Harry Potter was a halfblood. Either way, he disliked any form of blood prejudice – and his classmates should have remembered his stance on the matter. He did not care what they thought of halfbloods or muggleborns, as long as they kept it to themselves he had no problem with them.
“So,” Raina drawled from beside him, “what did she do?”
He glanced at the girl, “What makes you think she did anything?”
She scoffed, “Please. You come to us scowling up a storm, followed by a clearly scared Sophia who was trying to spout apologies. She obviously did something to piss you off.”
Hadrian scanned her face for a few more seconds before humming out something vaguely like an agreement. Raina’s lip twitched upwards in momentary amusement, before her expression cooled. Her eyes were trained on something else, and following her gaze he understood exactly what was on her mind.
Claire had been unusually quiet since their group had met up just outside the main hall, letting the other girls they were with keep the conversation flowing. Hadrian had noted her lack of enthusiasm and had glanced over at her regularly – but she seemed to be intentionally avoiding his gaze.
It was worrying for him, because he could not come up with one idea as to the cause of her strange mood.
Madame Maxime was waiting for them before they even entered the carriage. Her sharp eyes swept over them, assessing and deeming them satisfactory if the small smile she gifted them was any indication. “Once you collect your equipment, join me back here.” She ordered sweetly.
Hadrian slipped away from Raina and the other students as he headed for his room. He passed Claire on his way and tried to make eye contact with her, however she ducked inside her own room and closed the door before he could.
It was perplexing, and slightly annoying that he could not understand why she was doing this. Had he said something recently that had upset her? They had not spoken much since the feast, in fact, he had only really spoken to – Oh.
Hadrian blinked as the revelation came to him, his hands pausing in their gathering of his medical kit.
One of his hands rose and lightly traced over his uncovered neck, where several vicious purple marks were visible. He had not even thought to cover them this morning, and he had no doubt that the marks he had left on Jacob’s neck were uncovered as well.
It did not take a genius to put two and two together. They went into their room last night together, and emerged in the morning both baring obvious marks. He had been dealing with comments all day, after all. He felt like a bastard.
Claire was enamoured with Jacob; to see the one you desired with someone else would be miserable for anyone. The fact that it was Hadrian would be even worse, because he knew of her feelings and he was with Jacob regardless.
He breathed through his nose harshly. He would have to fix this. Claire was one of his closest confidents, he did not want anything jeopardising their friendship.
He grabbed his kit and made for the door, flicking his wand at the two beds as he left so they righted themselves and smoothed over – the rumpled sheets now irritating him.
He was the last to join the others outside, and endured the brief look of disapproval from Madame Maxime as he slid up the back of the group. Fortunately, the formidable woman did not say anything about his tardiness.
“We will be continuing from your last class. Unlike Beauxbatons, Hogwarts does not possess a suitable room for us to practice our studies for this subject in.” The slight twitch of her cheek was indicative of her annoyance at this fact. “Due to the confidential nature of some of our procedures and techniques we will be forced to make use of another classroom.”
A few of the students made disapproving titters at the news, apparently scandalised that Hogwarts did not have any medical classes. Hadrian, similarly, found the notion absurd. France was internationally renowned for its impressive medical programs – producing some of the world’s finest medics and healers, and being responsible for a number of medical breakthroughs – because it offered such courses to its students. He would have thought it obvious to other countries by now to follow their example.
As a group, they began to trek back up towards Hogwarts, and were met with two older students, a boy and a girl, both with yellow and black ties. They spoke to Madame Maxime, and after a moment gestured for them to follow; leading them to a large, empty classroom.
Minutes later, Hadrian was staring hard at the cactus in front of him, wand pointing directly at it.
His eyes flickered over the method written in his textbook and with some hesitance he began the spell. Immediately the tip of his wand glowed a soft blue, a colour that mirrored the one surrounding the cactus.
This was a particularly difficult procedure that required a high level of concentration and careful control of one’s magic. Hadrian had the concentration and control, but sometimes he had trouble regulating the amount of magic he channelled into the spell.
He just had to –
The cactus exploded.
“Fucking hell–”
“Mr. Evans.”
Hadrian bit the curse off and turned to stare up at Madame Maxime. The look on her face was purely unimpressed, and downright judgemental. It maybe would have made him feel rebuked if he did not have cactus pieces clinging to him.
He could hear most of the others dissolve into giggles. At least until three more cacti simultaneously shattered, and Madame Maxime was forced to make rounds.
Hadrian refrained from scowling, and cleaned the mess his own cactus had made with a quick flick of his wand. That done, he made for the bench near the back of the room that was lined with pots of different cacti. He selected one without needles and made his way back to his bench.
When he passed by Claire’s station though he stopped and placed the pot down. Claire did not react to his uninvited presence as she continued to draw out a steady stream of juice from the plant in front of her.
Hadrian took a moment to marvel at the girl’s complete mastery of the art. This procedure was mainly used to extract poisons from the bloodstream, without rupturing arteries, veins or capillaries. It was a more obscure procedure and was not recommended to try without a team of healers present to assist, but it was a handy skill to have at their disposal.
Eventually, Claire had extracted all of the liquid and guided it into the bowl beside her. Only then did she lower her wand and fix him with a sharp look. Hadrian leaned against her bench and returned the stare with equal intensity.
“I know you are mad at me,” he began kindly, “and I know the source of it.”
“And I know that you were waiting for a chance to confront me, in a public setting, so that I would not react in an undignified manner.” Her voice was like a whip and Hadrian could not resist the amused grin at her observation.
The look slid off of his face though, “I am sorry, Claire. About the situation.”
Something ugly flashed through her eyes, but it was difficult to pinpoint it behind the hurt on her face. “I am not mad that you and Jacob are…involved, Hadrian. I am mad over the fact that you did not tell me.” She shook her head, “You mislead me when I first asked about your relationship and I believed you because you are my friend. That is why I am mad.”
Hadrian took a moment to roll her words over in his mind. It was perfectly understandable why she would feel hurt – betrayed, really – over this whole thing, and he knew he had to smooth this over before it had a chance to bubble into something bigger.
“Still, allow me to explain?” He stepped around the bench so he was next to her, but did not make any move to touch her. Claire was angry right now, and physical contact could push her further away. She offered no complaint, so he continued.
“Jacob and I care for each other, a great deal. But whatever is going on between us is not permanent or substantial.” And that was true. He and Jacob had a clear understanding on what their relationship was. “It’s just fun, a stress-relief if you will. We are more than prepared to break off any intimacy we have at any point in time.”
He could literally see her relaxing, and in turn he lost some of the tension that coiled in his own body. Claire looked away, down at the bowl of liquid, and frowned lightly. Hadrian gave her a chance to think through whatever she needed.
“You truly don’t hold romantic feelings for Jacob?” she asked, almost as if she were afraid to hear his answer.
Hadrian snorted – unable to keep the noise inside. She looked up at him with a raised eyebrow. “No, I do not love Jacob, not in the context that you are suggesting. He is my best friend, who I occasionally have sex with. Nothing more.”
“Very well, I believe you Hadrian. But if I find out that you have lied to me again I will make sure you regret it.”
Hadrian nodded in acceptance, and basked in the companionable silence before gesturing to his cactus.
“Think you can give me some tips so I do not end up covered in crap again?”
Claire laughed at him.
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Claire’s arm was threaded through his as they walked. Her cheeks were flushed from laughter as Raina once again recounted Hadrian’s numerous failures at the procedure, with vindictive glee. He allowed the girls to continue to mock him – with more leniency then he usually would – because it made Claire happy and that was all he wanted for the moment.
Hadrian knew that while she had forgiven him for not telling her truth about his relationship with Jacob, she was still hurt by it. He did not think that she was jealous, merely that she was upset over the situation itself.
Which was why he had specifically waited for her this morning so he could escort her to breakfast and ensure that she was in a good mood.
It was just his luck that Raina had tagged along. They might not be friends, but they both had a common interest in Claire, and both wanted her to be herself again. So for now, they would tolerate each other for their friend.
“I only failed three times,” he said with a roll of his eyes. “I succeeded in the end, before most of the class if you remember.” He gave Raina a pointed look, causing her to flush. While Raina’s cactus might not have exploded, it had taken her a substantial amount of time to correctly remove the juice without rupturing the plant.
Raina quickly recovered from her embarrassment, and shot him a goading smirk. “It is the fact that you failed at all that amuses me. The great Hadrian Evans – beaten by a simple cactus. You do realise how quickly this will spread, yes?”
“Now Raina, it’s not Hadrian’s fault.” Claire said, still smiling. “That was a difficult procedure to learn. It is not supposed to be used unless a patient is poisoned with something particularly potent and there is no other option available to remove it. We are not even supposed to use it by ourselves it’s that dangerous.”
Claire turned her smile up at him and squeezed his arm affectionately. “You need at least four healers to properly balance the spell. The fact that any of us could manage it at all is impressive.”
Hadrian snorted, “So says you, you completed the spell your first try Claire.”
She blushed at his offhanded praise. “There is still a significant difference between a cactus and a human body. I doubt I would manage it so easily if it was an actual patient. You have to be mindful of everything – their heartbeat, their breath, wounds; and not to mention you need to know the properties of the poison itself – how fast-acting it is, what it does.” She shook her head, “No, I would probably rupture something doing the extraction on a person.”
Hadrian once again marvelled quietly at the girl. She truly would make a remarkable mediwitch one day, should she wish to. Her innate understanding of the human body was extraordinary, and her ability to master these healing spells rivalled his skills in duelling.
It was one of the reasons he was not bothered by Claire beating him in Medical Studies. She deserved every ounce of praise.
“It’s still impressive,” Raina insisted, “and I know for a fact that Madame Maxime is talking about getting you an interview with Healer Alexis.”
Claire gasped loudly, and even Hadrian was taken by surprise. Healer Alexis was one of the leading mediwitches in Europe, and was known to occasionally mentor students – but only those that displayed unparalleled proficiency in the healing arts.
If what Raina said was true – and it would be, Hadrian knew, she would not tell Claire otherwise if there was any room for her to be wrong – and Claire was taken under Healer Alexis’ wing it guaranteed that she would be able to work at any medical facility across Europe.
It also spoke highly of how Madame Maxime and their professors viewed Claire’s abilities.
Hadrian removed his arm from Claire’s and wrapped both of them around her waist. He quickly picked her up and spun her around, the hallway echoing with her bright, startled laughter.
Hadrian dropped her after one spin and smiled at her. “Promise that you will still treat me after you become a big, famous healer?”
Claire grinned at him, blue eyes crinkling in pure, unfiltered delight. “As long as you always have time for me after you become Minister, Mr. Evans.” She responded coyly.
He bowed at her mockingly, well aware of Raina’s exasperation at their play. “As if I would turn you away, Madame Daniau.”
“Stop being such children,” Raina drawled, her posture practically screaming disinterest, but there was a light to her eyes that betrayed her amusement. Hadrian straightened as Claire dipped into a graceful curtsy, and faced the other girl.
“You do not need to be so bitter, Raina.” He stepped closer to her, “If you wanted to join in, all you had to do was ask.” Before the dark haired girl could move he grabbed her around the waist as well and lifted her into the air, much like he had with Claire.
“Put me down you bastard!” she snapped, her hand viciously swatting him wherever it could reach. With a laugh he let her go, immensely enjoying watching her teeter unsteadily away from him.
“Animal!” She spat, hurriedly fixing her uniform as her face flamed.
“Harpy,” he snipped back.
He spotted Claire smiling at him off to the side. He cocked an eyebrow at her, “What?” he asked. It was not an amused smile, but rather something soft and sweet.
She blinked at him, but continued to watch him with that fond expression. “I like you like this.” Was all she said, and then she and Raina were walking arm-in-arm together towards the Great Hall, heads bent together in secrecy.
Hadrian paused for just a moment, partially bewildered at Claire’s words. He trailed after them regardless, eventually sliding up beside them. Whatever the two had been whispering about seemed to be over.
He mentally shrugged, knowing it did not really matter. The two of them were always whispering about one thing or another. He had long ago stopped being concerned over what exactly they spoke about.
As they entered the Great Hall, Hadrian’s eyes were inevitably drawn to the flickering flame of the goblet. The hunkering form was situated securely in the very middle of the room, and it instantly shattered any warmth he felt.
His green eyes dragged themselves painstakingly over the goblet as his mind flashed back to the other night.
That man…
“You are remarkably talented to have remained hidden for so long.”
He clenched his fists as the memory of the man’s smooth voice whispered through his mind. Just the thought of those cold blue eyes had him feeling anxious, as if even now he was being watched.
While he had spent most of yesterday in a relatively good mood, flushed with success at getting his answers and his narrow escape; he had held a lingering sense of paranoia that at any moment he would come across that man and everything would be revealed.
So much rested on his ability to remain hidden, all the plans he and his mother had been cultivating for years could be undone if he made one mistake.
It was unbelievably daunting, and yet Hadrian only felt a small amount of trepidation. Perhaps it was his age, or simple arrogance, but he knew he could handle this; looked forward to the challenges even.
All he had to do was make sure the man never made the connection between Hadrian and the other night, and it would be fine.
Momentarily soothed, Hadrian insouciantly cast his eyes over the tables. It was still quite early in the day, and the hall reflected the students’ opinion on waking up at this time. There were only a few students present, some clustered together in groups, but most spread along the tables.
His eyes landed on one student bent over a large tome, absently sipping at a cup of what appeared to be tea.
With a small grin he slipped away from Claire and Raina and approached Hermione, happy to see her once again.
He cleared his throat gently when he was close enough to be heard, so as not to startle her too badly, “Bonjour, Hermione.”
Despite his best intentions, the girl jerked. Big brown eyes snapping up to look at him in mild shock. “Hadrian.” She said.
“Usually, people sound more excited when they say that,” he said as he sat next to her. He leaned his elbows on the table, not even reacting as the plate in front of him filled with a few slices of golden toast, already buttered, and his glass filled with juice.
“I’m sorry, I just wasn’t expecting anyone to…join me.” She trailed off for a split second, eyes darting up and across the table. Hadrian, already aware of Claire and Raina coming to a halt on the other side of them, only hummed as he took a sip of his juice.
“I suppose it is early still. You do not mind do you? If we joined you?”
“Of course not, and,” she smiled sweetly at him, “good morning Hadrian.” She turned to the two other girls and her smile turned a tad hesitant. Hadrian knew she was remembering Sophia’s undesirable attitude. “Good morning,” she seemed to steel herself.
“I’m Hermione Granger.”
Hadrian was impressed that Hermione was, in a way, brave enough to put herself in a similar situation as yesterday. She had no knowledge of how Claire or Raina viewed muggleborns, yet she was taking a chance.
Of course, Hadrian was hardly concerned with how the girls would react – while they were both purebloods themselves – they had outgrown any closeminded opinions about blood statuses.
Hadrian had long ago provided enough evidence to quell any negative arguments.
Claire returned Hermione’s smile, “Bonjour,” she trilled. Raina, never as tactful as Claire, frowned.
“I will not even begin to attempt to say your name.” She said, “For I have no desire to insult you.” She sniffed and took a slow drink from the tea that had appeared in front of her.
Hermione blinked rapidly a few times, before her smile became genuine. Claire leaned her chin on her steepled fingers and stared boldly at the Hogwarts girl.
“How did you meet Hadrian?” she inquired.
Hermione flushed, “Oh, it’s a little embarrassing really,” her eyes darted to him before flying back to the Claire. “we bumped into each other when walking around a corner and fell over.” She let out a small laugh, “We had the first class together, so I walked him there and we got to know each other on the way.”
“You…fell over?” Claire asked him, sounding more than a little surprised. Hadrian shrugged.
“She caught me by surprise. I did not have time to react.”
“I am shocked your Quidditch reflexes did not save you.” Raina said plainly, taking a dainty bite of her breakfast.
“You play Quidditch?” Hermione piped up curiously. Hadrian shrugged once again.
“Only a little.”
Claire scoffed, “A little? You are the best seeker our school has seen in almost two centuries. You even beat Viktor.”
It was Hadrian’s turn to scoff. “Firstly, I did not beat him. We ended in a draw. And secondly, if my memory serves, your grandmother holds the record of most catches at Beauxbatons.”
“Technicalities. Drawing with Viktor is as good as beating him.”
“Viktor?”
Hadrian turned to Hermione when she spoke. “Viktor Krum,” he explained briefly, “is the seeker for the Bulgarian Quidditch team and one of the best seekers in the world. Last year we ended up competing in the same tournament together, just a little European seeker contest for charity. We got to the finals and tied.”
“That’s very impressive,” she complimented, though from the tone of her voice Hadrian deduced she was not terribly interested in Quidditch. Still, her praise pleased him and he grinned at her. “I imagine he wasn’t too happy with your draw?”
Raina chuckled, “On the contrary, they are as thick as thieves. Viktor wishes for Hadrian to join the French international team so they can versus each other properly. Something about ‘finally having someone worth playing against’.”
“He did not say that.” He said exasperated, but the girls paid him no mind.
“Are you thinking of professional Quidditch as a career?” Hermione asked him, and Hadrian took a moment to ponder. He noted both Claire and Raina watching him closely as well, eager to hear his so far unspoken plans for his future.
“I know it would be exhilarating, and I know I would be good at it, but it’s not where my primary interests are I am afraid. I have my eyes set on a different path.”
“Which is..?” the brown haired witch prompted, looking annoyed at his vague answer.
Hadrian chuckled at her and bit into his toast, moaning in pleasure at the taste. He caught Raina’s judging look and shrugged. “What? It’s very good.”
She shook her head at him, but seemed to accept that he would not divulge his career ideas yet, for she said, “Just try not to have an orgasm while eating. That tends to put people off their food.”
He smiled lecherously at her, the conversation easily flowing from their previous topic, and jabbed a corner of his toast at her. “Trust me, darling. You would know if I had an orgasm. I have been told the face I make is positively sinful.”
Beside him, Hermione choked on her next sip of tea. Claire and Raina barely batted an eye at his declaration, though both were slightly flushed. Hadrian triumphantly took another bite of his breakfast, green eyes daring Raina to start something.
“You are disgusting.” The girl snapped, leaning backwards as if to escape him without leaving her seat.
“You are just jealous that you have never had the opportunity to see it,” he purred, absolutely delighted that he had found another button to push.
Something flashed through Raina’s eyes, before it was covered by anger. “Maybe if you did not whore yourself out, I would consider it.”
“I can count the number of people I have actually slept with on one hand, you harlot.”
“And how many hands would you need to count the people you have sloppily thrown yourself at?” She asked, mouth twisting in cruel amusement – the same expression she always got when they started one of their more lengthy battles.
“Well, we would be here all day if I did that.” He dropped his toast and wiped his hands together to get rid of the crumbs. “But that just means I have plenty of experience.” He slyly looked at her through his fringe. “What about you, Raina? Still waiting for your future husband to fulfil all those naughty fantasies you have?”
Before anyone could continue, a foot connected brutally with his shin, making him jerk reflexively. “Merde.” He spat, hunching a little and curling his legs under his seat to protect them. He cast his eyes suspiciously between Claire and Raina.
“You’re behaving like children, and we have company.” Claire told him calmly, not at all bothered that she had hurt him. Hadrian darted a look at Hermione to see her practically stewing in embarrassment.
He completely missed the meaningful glance between Claire and Raina.
“Apologies, Hermione.” He said, just the right amount of regret in his voice to cover his amusement. She looked beyond grateful that they had stopped their teasing.
“It’s alright,” Hermione let out a breathy, almost shocked kind of chuckle, “it was just an…interesting conversation.”
“What was?”
The new voice cut through their conversation effortlessly, and Hadrian twisted to look behind him to find the speaker.
He was quite handsome, with his sharp features and slim build. Plus, his colouring – blond hair and stormy grey eyes – painted him in an increasing attractive light. Hadrian leaned his head on his hand and unabashedly let his eyes roam; he already knew exactly who this was, but the boy’s last name did nothing to put him off enjoying the view.
The boy’s uniform was immaculate as well, despite the fact that he had no outer black robe, and his sleeves were casually rolled up to his elbows.
“Draco,” Hermione greeted, a tentative smile on her face and a surprising amount of warmth in her tone. “Good morning, did you sleep well?”
Draco Malfoy resembled his father as much as Jacob resembled Éric, and while Hadrian could spot the dangerous intelligence lurking the boy’s eyes, he saw none of his father’s casual disdain for people of lower status. Interesting.
“I slept fine,” Draco waved away Hermione’s inquiry, though there was a hint of fondness there. Hadrian’s eyes flickered between the two Hogwarts students, taking in the way Hermione’s posture had actually relaxed further.
He knew she was the Malfoy’s ward, and would have likely grown up alongside Draco, but he wondered how they viewed each other. Were they simple acquaintances? Like brother and sister? Closer?
Draco’s eyes met his, and Hadrian let his mouth curl into something slow and appreciative. The other boy did nothing more than raise an eyebrow before turning back to Hermione, tugging an envelope from his pocket and holding it out for her.
As Hermione accepted the letter he spoke. “Mother sent that through for you,” he then turned his attention back to Hadrian.
The two boys spent a moment merely studying each other, with Draco ending the slightly uncomfortable silence by holding out his hand. “Draco Malfoy.” Was all he offered as an introduction.
Hadrian’s eyes drifted from Malfoy’s extended hand, up his arm – bare forearm, he noted distantly – to his face.
I wonder how far the apple has fallen from the tree?
He took Draco’s hand firmly.
“Hadrian Evans, and this is Claire Daniau, and Raina Séverin.”
He watched closely for any reaction to his name, but Draco was either far more skilled than his father at hiding his opinions, or perhaps his childhood with Hermione had dulled an immediate abhorrence for anything muggle.
Whatever it was, Hadrian found himself further intrigued.
He kept a loose grip on Draco’s pale hand, amused that neither of them were about to drop the contact. He probed the other’s emotions, finding his own curiosity reflected back, and felt the urge to grin.
“So,” he began politely, “the Minister’s son himself.” Hadrian’s smile turned wicked. “It’s an honour.” He purposefully rubbed his thumb along the back of Draco’s hand.
The other boy tilted his head to the side in a way that was entirely predatory. Hadrian felt his pulse quicken when Draco returned his smile with a smirk. It seemed they were about to start a game, and it had been so long since Hadrian had had someone new to play with.
“I’m afraid you have me at a disadvantage,” those grey eyes drilled into him, “I haven’t heard of you.” And he so clearly taking a jab at Hadrian’s lack of noticeable family connection. In their world, it was all about who you were, and who you knew.
It was a simple little insult, just to test the waters.
“I cannot blame you for not knowing me.” Hadrian release Draco’s hand and rearranged himself so he was facing the boy, leaning comfortably back against the sturdy table. “Though I’m sure by the end of this year you will be well aware of who I am.” His fingers reached up and brushed some of his fringe out of his eyes, and he smiled coyly.
Draco’s lips twitched in obvious amusement, “Will I now?” he asked.
“Oh definitely, I have been known to…make an impression on people.”
Draco somehow managed to look both interested and doubtful at the same time, and Hadrian slouched some more, practically marinating in confidence. “I might not be from such an esteemed family as your own, but what I lack in pedigree I make up for in other areas.”
“I’m sure,” the other boy drawled in a practiced manner. “that you have a number of…hidden talents.”
Hadrian nearly laughed aloud at that, and pressed his lips together to stop himself from dropping any innuendos. He was almost positive Draco had not meant that in a sexual way, so he refrained from falling into that line of conversation again.
“Alright, Hadrian,” Claire interrupted with mirth coating her words. “Enough peacocking, let us finish breakfast in peace.”
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Hadrian watched Draco from the corner of his eye as they made their way through the dungeons of Hogwarts. The longer he spent in the other boy’s company, the more fascinated he grew.
It had been a surprisingly nice breakfast, even as the Great Hall slowly began to fill with students. Draco had opted to join them, though he had remained quiet for most of the time, sharp eyes flittering between the rest of them.
Particularly, Hadrian had noted with amusement, he and Hermione.
Hadrian had not been fooled by the carefully neutral expression that had been on Draco’s face. The boy had been analysing him, Claire and Raina. He had been silently gathering information, forming opinions and calculating everything about them.
It had been exciting, if he was completely honest. To have someone he had to actually watch himself with.
In his time at Beauxbatons, Hadrian had grown quite comfortable in his abilities to – if need be – deceive his classmates. He had had years to study them and learn their patterns and habits. Years to perfect the art of manipulating those that would be his largest audience in the future, of controlling their opinions of him.
But here…Oh the challenges.
Ignoring the very real danger he was in due to Voldemort’s presence, Hadrian felt beyond exhilarated at the chance to put everything he had learned, every skill he had mastered, to the test. He had a whole school of students he could pit himself against after all.
Right now though, he was more than content to keep his attention on Draco.
Hadrian’s eyes slid to the other boy once again in contemplation.
“Hermione is your foster sister?” he asked to break the silence between them. He knew he had picked a good topic when Draco shot him a suspicious look.
“Yes.” He answered shortly, clearly not feeling the need to elaborate.
Come now pretty boy, you don’t think I will give up that easily, do you?
“She is a remarkable witch,” he continued, gauging Draco’s reactions closely. “and incredibly smart as well.”
“She is.”
Clearly Draco was not as loose-lipped as his foster sister, or as willing to let his guard down. Not that it mattered, Hadrian was sure he could get something out of the other before they arrived at the Potions’ classroom.
“Tell me about this professor, Carrow, wasn’t it?” He figured changing the topic to a more neutral one would relax his companion, seeing as Draco had tensed the moment he had mentioned Hermione’s name.
The other boy gave him a shrewd look, “Professor Carrow is a strict teacher, and accepts nothing but competence from her students. She detests failure or stupidity, and is not hesitant to hand out punishment to anyone if they displease her.”
“Understandable,” Hadrian nodded, “Potions is a dangerous subject and requires maturity. Only a fool would act carelessly when surrounded by potential bombs.”
Draco snorted, “A fool indeed. Are you any good?”
“Top of my class in nearly every subject, Potions being one of them. Why?”
The blond grinned at him, “Just scoping out prospective partners for today’s lesson. Ever heard of Potion No. 86?”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes in thought as he searched his memory. “I believe so – it is a poison, yes?”
Draco inclined his head in approval. “A highly toxic potion, and is consequently the one we will be making today. Professor Carrow has been hoping to throw some of the other schools by using an unnamed, largely unknown potion as a starting point.”
Hadrian chuckled. “She will be vastly disappointed then, we did highly toxic poisons last semester. We did not make No. 86, but we covered it.”
“Good to know I will have a partner that knows what they are doing then. Here we are.”
Hadrian smiled to himself at the compliment as he followed the other into a small, grimy classroom lined with all sorts of concoctions. He leaned closer to look at some of the jars that lined the walls and grimaced at the state of some of them.
The laboratories at Beauxbatons were meticulously cleaned and sanitised after each class, the benches polished within an inch of their lives to ensure that no cross-contamination occurred. Everything was correctly labelled and stored appropriately, out of reach of students when not in use.
To see this Potions’ classroom in such a disgusting state was rapidly dismantling his so far glowing opinion of Hogwarts. Potions was one of his favourite classes, and he was severely disappointed right now.
“Come on,” Draco gestured to one of the front benches, the ones behind it already occupied by a number of Durmstrang students. With a sweeping glance Hadrian recognised the female student who nominated herself after the welcoming feast, as well as the boy who had conjured the fire dragon in the hallway.
He hesitated at placing his bag on the benchtop, studying the discoloured, disfigured surface with concern.
There were snickers behind him, and a voice, low and guttural that spoke in German.
“Look at this one. I think his delicate sensibilities have been offended.”
Draco looked up at the Durmstrang students, but Hadrian could tell the other boy did not understand what was said from the confused crease between his brows.
“Not offended,” he replied, tilting his head to glance at them over his shoulder. “just worried I’ll contract something if I touch anything here.” He bit back a grin at their surprise that he not only understood them, but had responded.
Hadrian pointedly placed his bag on his seat, and turned his attention to the Durmstrang students. “Next time, if you have something to say, say it to my face.” he advised, “And if you want to insult someone behind their back, make sure to do it in a language they cannot speak.”
There was a tense moment where they simply stared at each other, before the dragon-boy’s face split into a large grin “Vell said täubchen. Vell said.”
Hadrian raised an eyebrow. “Really?” he drawled, unimpressed at the nickname. The boy shrugged, mouth still curled upwards, his crispy blue eyes pinned to Hadrian’s face.
“I am Adalard Forst,” he introduced proudly. He did not offer his hand.
"Hadrian Evans, pleasure’s all yours, I am sure.”
The shift in their behaviour was immediate. “Schande.” One of the girls spat, eyes blazing with unholy anger. Hadrian almost rolled his own at her, only refraining because it would do nothing to defuse the situation.
“Say what you will, your words hardly affect me.” He said calmly, keeping his arms crossed loosely over his chest. Not in a defensive manner, but not by his sides, which could be seen as aggressive.
Whatever she was gearing up to say was cut off by the entry of more students. The girl snapped her mouth shut, her eyes never wavering from his. Hadrian calmly met and held the eye contact, waiting until she eventually dropped her gaze.
Draco cleared his throat, for the first time since Hadrian had met him he seemed out of place. “Professor Carrow will be here soon; best get ready, Evans.”
Hadrian nodded his thanks as he took his seat next to Draco, waving his hand absently over his workbench to clean away any residue that had not already become one with the surface. It was still horribly disgusting, but at least the chances of his ingredients becoming contaminated were lessened.
Draco’s sense of timing was impeccable, for seconds later Carrow was sweeping into the room.
Hadrian’s eyes traced the woman’s path as she briskly walked to the front of the room. His mind buzzed with information.
Alecto Carrow. Death Eater. Sister of Amycus. Excelled in the art of torture. Heavily involved during the war. Psychopath.
Beneath the desk, his fists clenched. Gods how he wished he could end her right now. To think that Voldemort had her teaching them. Did he not understand the dangers of having someone like her in charge of children?
No. The bastard probably knew all too well. He just did not care.
“Good morning class,” her voice was brittle and harsh, silencing any lingering conversations. “Today we will be brewing Potion No. 86, a potion known for its incredible lethality. One vial is enough to toxify a water source as big as the Black Lake.”
Hadrian had seen the lake on their way into Hogwarts, and even though he already knew exactly how potent this potion was he listened closely to Carrow. While he hated the woman, he could respect her ability to command a room.
“I expect you to have brewed a perfect example of this potion by the end of the lesson, you will find a list of ingredients and instructions in your textbooks, page 197. Your partner is whoever you share your bench with. Begin.”
Hadrian let Draco go and collect their ingredients as he flipped to the correct page and began to pull out the equipment they would need. The potion primarily used hellebore syrup and powdered moonstone, with only a few minor ingredients added to balance the two. It was mainly the brewing itself that tended to cause problems.
This was not a potion you could allow to settle until it was complete. It required constant stirring and attention to ensure it did not fail. It was actually quite a good potion for a pair to work on, as it needed someone stirring and someone adding ingredients continuously.
He had just finished pulling out all the equipment when Draco returned.
Together, they breezed through the preparation, hardly even needing to speak. Hadrian allowed the repetitiveness of the motions to wash over him, mind straying to his mother and his memories of them cooking in the kitchen together.
It was peaceful, and Hadrian enjoyed being able to work with a partner who was proficient at making potions. Draco was clearly a natural.
When it came to the brewing, Draco stirred while Hadrian timed and tossed in the appropriate ingredients exactly when they were needed.
The hour trickled by with neither boy realising, until they were pushing a stopper into their vial and cleaning their space.
Hadrian made Draco take the potion up to Carrow, not quite sure what he would do if he was so close to the woman – and definitely not liking the fact that she had been throwing him looks every few minutes with something uncomfortably scrutinising in her cold eyes.
It was a blessing when they were allowed to leave early. The combined weight of Carrow and Adalard’s eyes had been grating on his nerves for the entire hour, and the moment the heavy door swung shut behind them, Hadrian let out a soft sigh of relief.
Next to him, Draco stretched like a cat. “What do you have next?” The blond asked with a groan. Hadrian felt sorry for him, knowing how painful stooping over a cauldron could be, and Draco was a good couple of inches taller than him.
“Defence, I am pretty sure. You?”
“Defence as well. We had better head up there, it’s best to be early to that class.”
“Another hard-arse professor?” Hadrian inquired jokingly. Draco’s lips twitched in amusement as they made their way out of the dungeons.
“I wouldn’t call him that, exactly. I think you’ll like the professor. His class is, by far, the most interesting out of everything we offer here. Not just because of what we learn in it, but with how he teaches the subject.”
Draco shook his head with a little awe. “I swear the man could make flobberworms sound like the most fascinating creatures in existence.”
“Well that is the making of a good teacher. One that can engage with their students is more likely to get the best response. What is his name, anyway?”
“Hadrian! Draco!”
They both turned to see Hermione, Claire and Raina making their way towards them. The two boys halted before the staircases to give the girls a chance to catch up to them. “How was your free period?” Hadrian asked his classmates, watching partially as Hermione greeted Draco with a short hug.
“Boring, though Hermione did show us the library. It is quite spectacular.” Hadrian almost laughed at Claire’s slightly jumbled pronunciation of Hermione’s name, but his mind was already latching onto what came after.
“Library?” He recalled Hermione mentioning it briefly the other day, but he had not really caught it at the time.
“Oh, you would love it Hadrian,” Claire exclaimed, as if suddenly remembering that her friend was addicted to the Beauxbatons’ library. “It is not as large as ours, but it has a lot of books we do not. We must find some time to whisk you away there.”
“I’d be happy to show it to you sometime,” Hermione offered kindly as they stepped onto the staircases.
“If you are fine watching him slowly becomes one with the bookshelves.” Raina said off to the side. Hadrian gave her a look as Hermione laughed.
“I’m afraid I can’t judge him; I spend so much time in the library.”
“There’s nothing wrong with liking the library,” Draco said, mainly to Hermione. The girl in question merely gave him a gentle smile.
As one, their little group stepped off the staircase and followed Draco and Hermione as they lead the way to the Defence classroom. Claire’s arm automatically slipped through his, and Raina’s shoulder softly brushed against him as they walked.
“What do you think of Hogwarts so far?” Hadrian asked quietly, slipping back to French.
“I have said it before,” Claire murmured, “it is not home, but there is a charm to it. I do not mind the roughness so much anymore.”
"I see it too.” Raina said. “The students are nice enough, I suppose. A little unrefined, but they have all been courteous.”
“Have you run into any Durmstrang students?” he asked.
Both girls gave hums of agreement. “Well at least your encounters were better than mine.”
“What do you mean?” Raina asked, voice gaining a harsh quality. Hadrian blinked at the change of tone, startled.
“They called me schande.” He gave a small smirk at their sharp intakes of breath. “Not the worst, I will admit, but I want us to keep an eye on the other muggleborn students just in case. I can handle whatever they throw at me, but I do not want one of our own being targeted. Spread the word for me when you get the chance?”
They both nodded, expressions steely and eyes like knives.
Beauxbatons were fiercely protective of their own. They might fight amongst themselves, but they did not tolerate an attack from an outsider. Hadrian knew that his fellow classmates would be on the lookout for any unsavoury behaviour from the other schools.
"Here we are,” Hermione said, the five of them tagging onto the end of a stream of other students and entering the classroom. Hadrian took a moment to appreciate the simple, efficient layout of the room. There was a raised platform at the back of the room where the professor’s desk was perched, with enough free space left for someone to walk comfortably up and down.
In front of the platform were rows of desks, neatly arranged and evenly spread out.
Compared to the Potion’s classroom, this place was glorious, especially with the windows open – the morning air making the room nicely cooled.
Hadrian, Claire and Raina commandeered a desk for themselves, and began to set up their workspace. Hermione and Draco joined another student at the desk in front of them, the other boy wearing the same green and silver tie as Draco.
“I have heard good things about this professor.” Raina told them softly. “He is very capable, a universal favourite amongst the Hogwarts students.”
“Charles said something similar,” Claire added. “Apparently he started all the other classes off with a mock duel, or a demonstration of some sorts.” She ran her fingers through her hair. “All I know is that I am glad we will have a skilled teacher. He has travelled all over, according to-”
Hadrian tuned the two out, having heard more than enough. He let his eyes move around the classroom, inevitably coming to rest on the office door on the back wall, stone steps leading to it.
He was a little curious as to what they would be taught. He was not oblivious to the change of name from Defence Against the Dark Arts, to just Defence – and wondered how the two differed from each other.
Whatever the differences, he was sure he would have no trouble handling the work.
Minutes passed, with the room filled with the buzz of students’ voices, until they heard the door open. It was not the office door, like Hadrian had been expecting, but rather the one behind them that they had entered through.
He began to turn in his seat, when a voice stopped him cold.
“Forgive me for my lateness.”
No.
Polished shoes clicked on the stone floor as the professor made his way to the front of the room. Hadrian’s wide green eyes glued to him.
It’s him. The man from the other night.
The man gave them a charming smile, none of the terrifying power Hadrian had seen was evident on his aged face.
“For those of you who do not know, my name is Professor Riddle."
Notes:
For those of you wondering what the occasional other French/German word means:
Bonjour - means "good morning" or "hello" (French) -- pretty sure everyone would know this one anyway
Merde - means "shit", or "fuck" (French)
Täubchen - means "little dove" (German)
Schande- means "shame" (German)I think those are all the ones I used. Anyway, hope you guys enjoyed - can't wait to hear your responses :D
Chapter Text
The leaves crackled merrily under his feet as he once again marched forward, only to pivot and continue in the other direction. His hands were clasped tightly behind him as he paced back and forth single-mindedly.
Despite nearing midday, the forest floor was quiet and dark, with a certain chill to it that made his breath fog with each outtake.
His eyes occasionally darted from the leaf-covered ground to scan the brilliantly lit sky just visible through the tree tops of the Forbidden Forest; searching for any sign of an owl.
It had been over a day since he had sent his report, and he was getting anxious despite himself. He knew that when he took this job there would be a lot of watching and waiting for each new order to be delivered – not exactly his forte, he would readily admit – but this was bothersome.
He was a man of action, and worked best with only a loose goal in mind, where he had the freedom to make his way there with his own methods.
But this was too important for him to rush. Each little action he made had to be carefully done, because the consequences of failing again –
He stopped in his incessant pacing and took a moment to compose himself.
Even since he had first laid eyes on the boy, he had known exactly who he was. The resemblance was uncanny, and left him breathless with want. Simply overwhelmed with the desire to grab the child, wrap his arms around his lithe form and crush him in a hug long overdue; to tell him how much he had missed him, and how when he had first heard of the attack all those years ago he had been crippled with fear and loss.
Harry. Little Harry.
Involuntarily, a small bitter smile tugged at his mouth.
“Hadrian Evans, it’s a pleasure.”
Merlin, could they have not picked a better name? And why was the boy not swimming in glamours? Allowing him to just walk around looking like a carbon copy of his father…
He breathed harshly through his nose at the thought of his old friend, the horribly familiar ache in his chest pulsed with each heartbeat. To think it had been almost seventeen years since everything fell apart.
He still remembered the shock that had coursed through him when he had been given this assignment. How wrinkled hands had tenderly slipped the glowing trinket into his own and told him that Harry was alive and here.
He gently pulled the small thing from his robe pocket and stared at it. He had absolutely no idea what it was meant to be – some sort of muggle contraption – but just seeing the soft light emitting from it settled his nerves.
He had never really understood the significance of it all these years, for the trinket had never glowed or done anything before. That is, until three days ago. Now he knew all too well what it symbolised, which was why the sight of it soothed him greatly.
As long as that light was on, it meant Harry was alive and in Britain or Scotland.
It had never glowed before, because while Harry had been alive – he had been in another country entirely. The second the Beauxbatons’ carriage crossed their border the trinket recognised Harry’s return.
Carefully, he curled his long, calloused fingers around the object and slipped it back into his pocket with a sigh, content with the knowledge that somehow, miraculously, impossibly, Harry had survived Voldemort’s attack.
Which gave hope that Lily had as well.
The thought of the fiery red head brought the smile back to his face. He was warmed by the idea that Lily had escaped with Harry, that she had managed to keep him safe all this time, that she had the chance to raise him.
Or he hoped she had.
No. He thought heatedly. She’s still alive, I know it. That bastard Voldemort would have gotten Harry if she wasn’t.
He rubbed a hand down his altered face, betraying his weariness to the trees around him.
But why didn’t she come to us? He frowned and closed his eyes. Why run to a completely different country? Surely she knew we would be able to help her? That we would be able to keep Harry safe?
It troubled him deeply.
A soft hoot broke through his pondering, causing his eyes to snap upwards.
There, on a branch was a simple barn owl. It’s wide golden eyes stared down at him in consideration, clearly waiting.
“Lemon drop.” He said, loud enough to reach the bird’s ears, but quiet enough to not catch unwanted attention if someone else lurked nearby. The owl’s head twitched once in acknowledgement of the code word, and with another hoot it descended and dropped its burden into his waiting hand.
Without waiting for a response, or payment, the beautiful creature continued on its way and soon disappeared from his sight.
Taking a cautionary glance around him, suddenly feeling infinitely more paranoid, he broke the plain seal and pulled out the letter he had been awaiting, for what seemed like hours.
His eyes skimmed past the cursory pleasantries inscribed in elegant, curling writing. He had no patience now that he held his answer.
However, the longer he read, the bigger the knot in his stomach became.
When he finished, he slowly lowered the thick parchment as his mind whirred.
This is ridiculous! How in Merlin’s name does he think this will solve our problems?
He reread the letter just to be sure he understood exactly what was expected of him.
Does he even realise how dangerous this will be for Harry? And asking me to do it! The amount of risk to both of us…if anyone found out I would be revealed. And Harry – does he honestly expect me to betray him like this?
He groaned. Merlin, if Lily found out! She’d skin me alive and paint the ground with my blood.
Nevertheless, he tugged his wand free and set the letter alight, watching until the parchment was nothing but a pile of ashes fluttering to the forest floor. He dusted his hands together to get rid of the remaining evidence.
Sighing, he turned to face the castle.
For a moment he just stood there, taking in the magnificent sight before him and remembering a group of boys that were as thick as thieves and had the world at their feet.
His face hardened in determination. He trusted the other man, and if this is what he thought would help their cause, then by Merlin’s hairy balls, he was going to do it.
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Calm down.
He took a slow breath, forcing his lungs to start working again. He pressed his hands flat against the desk to stop their faint trembling. He tore his eyes away from the man – his fucking Defence professor – and stared at the back of Hermione’s curly head.
“For our international students, I would like to take a moment to explain the differences between Defence Against the Dark Arts, and Defence, to avoid any confusion.”
Riddle’s voice held the same smoothness he remembered, though the steely quality that had accompanied it was replaced with something horribly nice to listen to; the words sliding into Hadrian’s head and snaring his full attention effortlessly.
He had thought Carrow’s presence had been impressive. This man was so far above her that it was ridiculous. He had not even done anything yet, and already Hadrian could see the changes in his fellow students.
The straightened backs, the attentiveness, the respectful silence.
Just like Carrow, Riddle radiated sheer confidence, though it was so much more concentrated. Even though the man was clearly broaching his seventies, he moved with a grace decades younger. He was thin and tall, had what must have once been dark brown hair, now peppered with white and wore robes of the highest quality.
All in all, he was an extremely well put-together, handsome older man.
And yet, all Hadrian could see was the predator from the other night. Lurking just below the sweet smile and soothing voice.
“Defence Against the Dark Arts, as the name suggests, focusses only on teaching students how to defend themselves from dark spells and creatures. But it has one significant flaw, can anyone tell me what that is?”
The answer came to the forefront of Hadrian’s mind without hesitation, as it was one of the greatest issues he had with the subject. He clamped his mouth shut and refused to speak.
“Yes?”
“It completely disregards defence against Light magic,” Raina answered dutifully from beside him. “A bombarda point-blank to the chest could be just as fatal as bone-crushing curse aimed at the ribs.”
“Correct, well done.”
Hadrian watched with a resigned expression as Raina smiled at the praise. It was disturbing. Raina was an intelligent witch, and Hadrian had heard their professors back home give her more flattering comments all the time. Yet a simple ‘well done’ from Riddle had her buzzing with excitement.
“Light magic can be just as dangerous to fight as Dark magic, though due to existing prejudices, many cultures have chosen to hate and fear Dark magic.” Riddle stood in front of them, blue eyes scanning over all the students. Hadrian stopped himself from dropping his gaze away from the man’s when their eyes met for a brief second.
There was a heart-stopping moment when Hadrian swore he saw recognition flare in the man’s expression before he was moving on.
Gods, calm down. He could have seen me at a feast or walking to a class. If he knew who I was he would have already approached me.
“It is because of this, that the curriculum at Hogwarts changed this class so that it equally covers both branches of magic, so that our students are more aware once they enter the real world.”
And I’m sure Voldemort wanting the next generation brainwashed to use Dark magic has nothing to do with it.
Hadrian had nothing against using Dark magic, but he did hold a healthy dose of caution regarding it. Even if he had showed an aptitude for using it, he knew that there was always a chance he could lose himself if he was not careful.
The idea that Voldemort was slowly spreading acceptance of Dark magic into the younger generations was both good and bad. Good, in the sense that it would put an end to the stupid biases people held; but bad because Hadrian knew less than half of them would be able to resist the temptation.
A hand shot into the air, and Riddle nodded at the Durmstrang student. “Does zis mean ve vill pe uzing Dark magic in class?” His accent was incredible thick that Hadrian had to take a moment to decipher what he had asked.
“If the lesson calls for it, yes.” Riddle smiled at them, and it seemed to take years off of his face. Hadrian saw that the man would have been absolutely stunning in his youth.
“I understand most of you may have mixed feelings about using Dark magic, and I promise that we will never force you to use a spell you are uncomfortable with. If you ever feeling this way, please come and see me and I will happily assist you.”
Oh, you are good. Hadrian thought. He had no doubt that Riddle would be capable of convincing any wavering students to use Dark magic if they came to him by themselves. In front of a class the man was limited to what he could do. If a student approached him alone, they were much easier to manipulate.
It was an underhanded move, but Hadrian could hardly raise a complaint in its application. He himself, had used this tactic in the past when he needed to get something from one of his classmates.
He wondered if he would have bought what Riddle was saying if he had not seen the other side of the man already. He liked to think he was smart enough to have not been caught in this act.
“Now,” Riddle turned back to his desk, waving his wand at it so it slid itself back a few more feet, opening up the platform more. “I would like to start the class with a small mock duel, if you will. Perhaps between Hogwarts and…Beauxbatons?”
Hadrian almost groaned.
“Goyle.” Riddle said, voice sharpening slightly. The hulking boy sitting next to Draco started at the call, “Since you displayed such aptitude when dealing with those second years yesterday, why not demonstrate your skills for us now?” And if that was not the most derisive tone Hadrian had ever heard. He almost laughed as the boy obediently stood and slowly clambered his way onto the platform, looking terrified.
“And a volunteer from Beauxbatons? Someone competent enough to match Mr. Goyle?”
Like moths drawn to a flame, his classmates turned to look at him, various expressions of malicious glee aimed at him. Clearly everyone had already figured this was punishment for the Hogwarts boy, and had no mercy if they wanted Hadrian to get up there.
Raina smirked at him and nudged his foot with her own, urging him to stand.
With a sigh, he did so and found the attention of the entire class wrapping around him. He saw Hermione’s surprised look as he silently made his way to the front.
He joined Riddle and Goyle on the stage, avoiding the former by staring at the latter. His classmates had broken into excited murmurs and he could hear them debating how he would go about this.
Would he let the match drag out? Would he even try? Which spells would he use?
His mouth twitched downwards in annoyance, even as he felt the same lick of energy he always did before a match.
“We will keep this nice and clean, Mr. Goyle, Mr…?”
Realising the professor was asking for his name, Hadrian glanced at him from the corner of his eyes. He did not like the way those blue eyes were fixed on him, it made his skin crawl and the hair on the back of his neck stand up.
“Evans,” he supplied quietly, returning his gaze to Goyle and quickly scanning the boy.
They were not even in proper stances yet, and Hadrian could already tell Goyle would have an abysmal form. The sheer size of the boy, the way his shoulders were curled and the wide spread of his feet would all throw his balance off.
He drew his wand, deciding then and there that he would get this over with as soon as it started. He had no desire to be up here, closer to this man, any longer than he had to. Hadrian would finish this farce of a match the moment Riddle called them to begin.
Riddle raised one hand, and the students settled. He set up a basic shield between the rest of the class and the platform, not that Hadrian intended to let this go long enough for it to be any use.
“Bow to each other.” Riddle commanded, and though something in Hadrian wanted to snap at the man, he rocked forward a little, barely dipping his head. He did not respect this boy enough to bend any lower.
There were more titters from the students as Goyle copied his almost non-existent movement. Regardless, Riddle had deemed their bows acceptable.
Hadrian made no move to join Goyle and get into a stance, opting to merely stand casually with his wand held aloof at his side. He could just make out some of the snide comments his classmates were making, and almost felt bad for the other boy getting paired against him.
Then again, he thought tiredly, he should not have been picking on younger students.
He once again swept his eyes over the other boy, cataloguing every fault and weakness he could find. His mind buzzed with how to best go about this.
He could just disarm the other, save him the humiliation of being so soundlessly beaten. Or he could hit him with a gentle spell, simply knock him out and end it that way. While most of his fighting arsenal was filled with spells and curses used to inflict significant damage, he did have a few that did not cause injuries.
It was hardly his fault he liked the powerful, dangerous spells. His magic was quite well developed for someone his age, and it responded better when he was doing something that required a substantial level of energy.
He would have to be careful that he did not pack too much power into whatever he cast at Goyle, not wanting to permanently hurt him.
Even if his father was a Death Eater.
“Begin.”
Hadrian’s wand scarcely twitched, and Goyle was sailing through the air, colliding with the wall with a smack. Another twitch and the other’s wand was securely clasped in Hadrian’s hand, before it’s owner had even hit the ground.
There was silence.
Hadrian slipped his wand away and glanced at the other students. Most were still blinking in shock at how fast it was over, though the Beauxbatons students were starting to clap and grin. They were more than used to his fast victories.
Hadrian started over to Goyle, passing Riddle on his way and feeling the weight of the man’s gaze on his back. He ignored it, and hopped off the platform to help the boy up. Goyle shook his head with a frown to clear it.
“Sorry about that,” Hadrian said, holding out the boy’s wand. “I did not mean for you to hit the wall so hard.”
“S’all right.” Goyle rumbled as he reclaimed his wand. He did not seem particularly bothered by the fact that Hadrian had beaten him.
“That was very…impressive Mr. Evans.” They both turned to see Riddle on the platform, looking down at the both of them. There was something in his expression that had Hadrian straightening and narrowing his eyes. He did not like the assessing gleam in the man’s eyes.
“Thank you, Professor.” He spoke eventually when he realised not responding to the praise would be seen as rude.
“Have you much experiencing duelling?”
He debated how to reply. “Only in the traditional sense, sir.” He paused, before giving a little more in the hopes the man would stop talking to him. “We have a duelling class at Beauxbatons.”
“I imagine your professors are very pleased with you, then. I did not hear the spell you used on Mr. Goyle.”
Hadrian shrugged as calmly as he could even as his senses prickled with warnings. “I suppose they are, sir. And it was a lesser version of everte statum. I did not want to break his neck by accident.”
He shifted, “May we be seated, Professor?” He asked to cut off any more questions.
Riddle stared at him for another moment. “Yes, of course. Thank you Mr. Evans.”
Grateful, Hadrian made a beeline for his desk and sat down. Claire grinned at him and leaned across Raina to whisper, “That was very good Hadrian, I doubt the Durmstrang students will bother you much after that. Who cares if it was a second year spell; it was nonverbal, and so quickly done.”
He quirked a small smile at her, glad at least one of them saw something beneficial about it. All Hadrian saw was the interest he had provoked in Riddle.
“Now,” once again, one word from Riddle and the class settled. “let us begin our lesson. Today we will be looking as several different species of dragons.”
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Raina watched silently as Hadrian answered yet another question, his voice flat and expression carefully blank.
Despite that, she could see the traces of tension in him. The way his lips pressed a little harder together when he was quiet, the smallest of crinkles between his brows, the way he held himself completely still.
All of this alerted her to the fact that he was uncomfortable.
When he was relaxed – or as relaxed as Hadrian could be – he was almost always fidgeting, whether it was his fingers tracing unseen patterns, or his head tilting to the side, or feet twitching.
He was a ball of the tiniest, unconscious movements.
It was only when he was uncomfortable, or nervous, or deeply in thought that he became this still and unmoving figure.
She also knew exactly what was bothering him.
Since he had won the mock duel, Professor Riddle had been strangely locked onto Hadrian. Constantly asking questions to provoke him into speaking, or asking his opinion on a matter.
Of course, other students were included in the discussions and many were asked a variety of questions. But it was Hadrian that held a majority of the professor’s attention.
Raina understood perfectly why the man might find Hadrian an interesting student, everyone who came into contact with him was in some way charmed; whether it was his looks, his power, or his mind, there was something in him for everyone to enjoy.
Though for some reason, whenever Professor Riddle’s eyes zeroed in on the boy beside her, she felt the overwhelming urge to hide him from view. There was just something…unsettling about it.
She could not do that, of course, as it was a ridiculous notion. She could, however, answer as many of the questions correctly as possible. It was a small thing, but it worked on drawing the professor’s gaze away from Hadrian.
Raina knew she and Hadrian were not as close as he and Claire, but she considered him a good friend – frustrating, stubborn bastard that he was; but a friend nonetheless. And Raina was nothing if not loyal to her friends.
So she kept raising her hand, she continued to answer, and she watched Hadrian carefully for any changes. Of course she did not always manage to stop the professor from singling out Hadrian, but she tried her hardest.
It was only when Professor Riddle turned to write something on the blackboard that she felt Hadrian’s should bump against hers. Raina glanced at him to be met with a soft, sweet little smile from the boy.
Thank you. She read in it.
It left her feeling a little breathless.
Why couldn’t you be ugly? She thought miserably as she nodded back. She hated how one smile from Hadrian – a real smile, though she could admit that nearly anything Hadrian did with his mouth was attractive – could mess with her so badly.
“What is the weakest point in a dragon’s armour, Mr. Evans?”
Hadrian looked away from her resignedly. “It depends on the species, but it is typically the soft underbelly on their upper chest, just underneath their forearms. The armour there is about half an inch thinner than the rest of the chest.”
Riddle nodded. “And why is it that?”
Hadrian blinked, “It is where the wings generally sit, it’s thinner to allow for the joint to be able to move without too much restriction. If you can damage the joint, then you severely limit it’s movements.”
“Correct. Are there any other noticeable weakness of a dragon?”
Hadrian shrugged, “I suppose their eyes, sir. Or the inside of their mouths.”
Riddle simply nodded, turning back to the board.
The second Riddle’s back was facing them Hadrian slumped, just a little, in his place.
And so the lesson continued, with more questions being shot at her friend; until finally they were allowed to leave. Raina was not oblivious to the way Hadrian speedily packed away his things, or the fact that he was not waiting for them as he normally did.
“Mr. Evans, stay behind please.”
Hadrian froze.
Raina’s packing slowed considerably, before stopping altogether. Her eyes darted between Professor Riddle and Hadrian as the room steadily emptied of students until only they remained.
Claire, similarly, had halted.
Professor Riddle was seated at his desk and was watching the three of them over the rim of his glasses. No, that was not entirely correct, Raina realised, Professor Riddle was only watching Hadrian.
Raina glanced at Hadrian to see what he thought. One look at his face told her that the last thing he wanted was to stay here, alone.
“You had better head out,” he spoke quietly to them. “I will catch up with you later.”
“Are you sure?” Claire whispered, and Raina was glad she was not the only one to notice the uneasy interactions between their friend and the professor.
Hadrian grinned at them, doing a remarkably good job of hiding his emotions. “I will be fine. Now go.”
Claire hesitated, but moved regardless. Raina leaned close to Hadrian, “We will meet you for lunch in the hall.” He rolled his eyes at her and gently nudged her to the door, before he started towards the professor’s desk.
Raina stayed a moment longer, then made her way outside. She could just hear Hadrian’s soft voice talking to the professor before the door closed behind her.
Claire said nothing as they slowly began to make their way towards the Great Hall.
“I wonder what the professor wishes to talk to him about?” Raina muttered.
Claire looked at her closely, “I doubt it is anything serious, Raina.”
“I did not like how fixated he was on Hadrian.” The dark haired girl said strongly, her eyes finding her friend’s and daring her to disagree.
“I will admit…it was a bit odd. But Hadrian has always been a point of interest for our professors back home. I’ve no doubt Professor Riddle merely wants to know about Hadrian’s skill in his subject. He practically blasted the other boy earlier.”
“Who blasted who?”
The two girls spun to see Jacob had slid up behind them while they spoke. Claire smiled warmly at the handsome boy, eyes fixed pointedly away from his neck. She had appreciated Hadrian having a glamour on throughout the morning, but seeing those marks on Jacob would likely ruin her day completely.
“Hadrian, in a mock duel.” Raina huffed. “Now the professor asked him to stay behind.”
Jacob hummed, “Defence, I’m assuming?” When both girls nodded, and grinned. “Alright then, I’ll go back and find him; give him an excuse to get away. We will meet you for lunch.”
Claire opened her mouth to say something, but Jacob was already moving away with a spring in his step.
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Hadrian stopped just in front of the first row of desks. “Professor?’ he prompted, eager to get this out of the way and escape the man. Riddle took a moment to shuffle some loose parchment on his desk before piercing him with a look the moment the door clicked shut.
He had no idea what Riddle could possibly want with him now. He had done nothing but answer the man’s questions correctly, and he was positive he had not slipped and given anything away about the other night.
The silence between them grew, Riddle’s eyes not once wavering from Hadrian’s. He refused to be the first to break, even if it was beyond intimidating. He found himself wondering if Riddle was a Death Eater. The man was certainly menacing enough.
Just as it became unbearable, the older man spoke.
“You have a remarkable mind, Mr. Evans. I was very impressed with some of your answers.”
Surprised by the compliment, but careful not to show it, Hadrian simply dipped his head. “Thank you, sir.” Riddle steepled his fingers and leaned forward on his elbows.
“I confess myself curious. Are you this well-studied in your other subjects?”
Tell the truth, or lie?
“I am at the top of most of my subjects, Professor.”
“Only most?” There was a small twitch to his lips that may have been the beginnings of a smile, Hadrian did not understand why the man was so interested in him.
“Medical Studies gives me a little difficulty. My friend, Claire, is the best in our grade for the subject. She is a natural.”
Should he feel bad for throwing Claire into Riddle’s notice? Probably a little, but right now he was more concerned with getting himself out. Besides, Claire deserved more credit than she got.
“And which other subjects do you take, Mr. Evans?” Riddle breezed past his mention of Claire effortlessly.
Hadrian’s tongue darted out and licked his bottom lip. “I take Potions, Ancient Runes, Care of Magical Creatures, Defence Against the Dark Arts and Transfiguration. I also have Duelling and Physical as my electives.”
“Quite a full plate, indeed. And you are at the top of all of them?”
“Yes.”
“Why did you choose those subjects?”
Why do you care? “They interest me.” Was his clipped response.
“And what of extracurricular activities?”
“Extracurricular?” Hadrian echoed with faux-confusion.
Riddle merely gave him an amused look, as if he knew perfectly well that he understood the question.
“…I am a seeker on one of our Quidditch teams.” Hadrian reluctantly answered the man, hating how he conceded.
Riddle hummed, pleased. “Are you any good?”
“I’m good enough.” He officially wanted to leave now. This was supremely uncomfortable and he did not like how fixated this man was on him.
Riddle continued to study him closely, eyes intense and seemingly oblivious to his discomfort.
“And what of your personal life, Mr. Evans?”
He could not stop himself from tensing in time, and Riddle’s eyes gained a satisfied glint. “What about it?” he bit out, rapidly growing agitated.
“I am merely curious my boy. You are a muggleborn, and yet so skilled.”
What’s that supposed to mean? How does he know I am a muggleborn? Did he just assume?
“Thank you, sir.” He said, trying to hold back his annoyance. “But being a muggleborn does not mean one is incompetent. In fact, I find those with muggle blood are often more powerful than those without.”
“You believe so?” There was something…probing about his tone. Hadrian vaguely felt like he was about to answer a test question.
“I know so. It is a simply matter of genetics, sir. Fresh blood can essentially wash away any problems that have manifested over generations.” He narrowed his eyes and studied the man shrewdly. “Though I would have thought you would know this, sir. Seeing as how Britain has slowly been integrating muggleborn children into pureblood families.”
Something much like amusement crept onto the professor’s aged face. “Right you are, Mr. Evans. Impressive that you have already managed to discover that.”
“It was not hard.” He answered swiftly, “All I had to do was talk to someone.”
“And know the right questions to ask. Which suggests an interest in the topic itself.”
“Well I am a muggleborn,” he quipped drily, unable to help himself. “you cannot fault me for wanting to know how others of my status are treated under the rule of a man widely known for being a blood-purist.”
Riddle’s eyes hooded, “Careful child, that was almost snide.”
Hadrian internally agreed, briefly biting his tongue so the small burst of pain focussed him again. At least that solved the issue of which side Riddle was on. If the man was so readily defending Voldemort, he was not someone Hadrian could afford to slip up around. Again.
“Sorry, sir.”
Riddle waved his apology away, and despite his reprimand he seemed more amused at Hadrian’s cheek than angered. “So you have no other siblings?”
Why is he so damn interested in my family?
“I am an only child.”
“Your parents must be very proud of you then.” Again, there was that searching tone.
“My mother has never told me otherwise.” To my face, that is. She has other ways of letting me know when I have disappointed her.
“And your father?”
Murdered. “He passed away when I was five.”
“My condolences; I imagine your bond with your mother would be quite strong as a result?”
What does that even mean?
Hadrian frowned a little, perplexed. “I love her.” He stated with all the conviction of a son.
Riddle’s lips twisted into something Hadrian could not decipher. “I’m sure,” he murmured softly. “And your accent?”
He was thrown for a loop. Try as he might, he could not understand the point of all these questions. It made no proper sense, why Riddle would be this curious about him. Yes, he had easily defeated Goyle, and yes, he had displayed his intelligence in answering all of Riddle’s questions; but that did not justify this level of interrogation.
“My…accent, sir?”
“Yes, it is such a curious blend. You are clearly French, and yet there is barely a trace of it in your voice.”
“I was raised around someone from Britain, and picked up the accent from them. I have never really been able to lose it.”
“How intriguing.” Riddle tapped his pointed finger against the surface of his desk, the movement and noise being far more intimidating than they should have been.
“Tell me more about your mother?”
Hadrian’s hand tightened around his bag-strap until the leather was almost creaking. “With all due respect, sir, how is this any of your business? Your first lot of questions I can understand, with you being a teacher; but why would you possibly care about my mother?”
The smile Riddle gave him was kind and humouring, and Hadrian hated it. He just wished the man would stop trying to pretend to be something he was not; especially since Hadrian could see the real Riddle lurking in the man’s eyes.
“What can I say, Mr. Evans; you remind me a little of myself.”
That’s not reassuring in the least. Something in his expression must have given that thought away, because Riddle’s sweet smile turned sly, his blue eyes sparking with dangerous humour.
Hadrian took a moment to ponder the situation, rolling the options over in his head. It was not like he was telling Riddle who he truly was, and the entire backstory he and his mother had created was purely for situations like this.
He had nothing much to lose by parting with his manufactured life-story.
“My mother and I come from a long line of squibs,” he began, lips tightening when he caught Riddle’s eyes sharpening. The man was not even trying to hide his smugness at winning.
Joke’s on you old man. He thought bitingly.
“My mother only has a limited use of her magic, which she uses to make potions. That is how we make money. When I was old enough, I assisted her.” He shifted his weight and tilted his head. He decided to wait for Riddle to ask questions, rather than freely offer information.
Make him work for it.
“Interesting. She sounds like a very resilient woman. And your father, what was he like?”
“I hardly remember my father, I’m afraid.” Not a lie.
“Though if my mother loved him, I’ve no doubt he was an extraordinary man.” Also not a lie.
“Indeed.”
There was another pause. Hadrian slackened his tight grip on his bag strap and made sure to hold himself loosely, adopting the posture of a bored teenager rather than the tense one of before.
For the most part, Riddle seemed content to just stare at him.
While Hadrian was used to the attention of others – hell, sometimes he revelled in it – the way the professor’s eyes drilled into him only made his skin prickle in warning.
“You are quite remarkable for your age, Mr. Evans.” The honesty in that compliment did not catch him off guard this time. “You have shown an incredible intelligence, as well as a formidable amount of magical talent. I am truly impressed.”
“Thank you, sir.” He intoned.
“Though there is one matter I find myself puzzled over.”
Hadrian’s jaw clenched in worry. He did not like the change in Riddle’s tone at all.
“Sir?”
As swift as lightning, the gentle guise that had been hovering over Riddle’s face since he set foot in the classroom crumbled.
The change that overcame the man’s features was daunting, and the way his blue eyes turned to steel made ice form in Hadrian’s veins.
In an instant, the air was stuffed with the crushing presence of raw magic – all encompassing, it wrapped around him and squeezed. The temperature chilled dramatically, making Hadrian grateful his blazer was on.
The familiar sensation had his mind flashing back to the other night, where he had desperately fought off this foreign magic as it attempted to tear through his concealment spells.
“What bothers me,” Riddle murmured, voice like silk. The man pushed himself up from his seat and rounded the desk until they stood directly in front of one another. Riddle made no move to touch him, but the way the man seemed to loom over him left Hadrian feeling trapped in a completely different way. “is what you were doing two nights ago, alone and skulking through the hallways like a thief.”
Hadrian swallowed, and the professor’s eyes dropped to catch the movement. For a hysterical moment, Hadrian wondered if the man had registered the faint glamour he had put on his neck to cover Jacob’s marks.
But just as quickly as panic flooded him, an icy wave of calm settled over him.
He licked his lips.
“Well Professor, that is an interesting question.”
Notes:
Just like to give a huge thanks to everyone so far for reviewing and leaving kudos and your bookmarks~ You guys have no idea how much it means to me that you actually enjoy this story! To be honest it's a bit intimidating, but I'll try my best.
I also love reading all the theories and ideas you guys are throwing around in the comments, it makes my day to hear where you think this is going, and seeing how you react to certain scenes.
Speaking of, I really hope you enjoy the chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it. We finally have the confrontation between Riddle and Hadrian - and I'd love to hear your thoughts about it.
Chapter 9: Chapter Nine
Notes:
So I absolutely loved all your feedback! I'm so glad you enjoyed the conversation/interrogation between Riddle and Hadrian. Rest assured, there will be many more in the future as the two get closer.
I actually just realised that the last four or so chapters have taken placed within about three days of each other, so I've decided to finally put this story in gear and actually get to the tournament stage - because I have so many ideas for that section of the story.
So within the next few chapters we should see a lot more events taking place, hopefully - if I don't let the scenes get away from me haha
Most of the time when I'm writing I don't even realise how much I've done until two-thousand words later, I can get so caught up in this.
Anyway, love to hear what you think of this one!
Chapter Text
Hadrian’s eyes drifted to the side as he contemplated how to go about this. Clearly Riddle knew it was him that night, and from the look on the man’s face, he doubted the professor would allow him to wriggle his way out of this.
It was annoying that he had been found out – but it was not necessarily the end of the world. He could still work with this.
Riddle was scarily intelligent, and he was dangerous because, unknowingly or not, he held Hadrian’s life in his hands right now.
If he could not convince the man to let go of this…if he went to the authorities with a claim that he had found Hadrian alone with the goblet, then no amount of skill or manipulations would stop his true name from being revealed.
An auror investigation into his life would uncover some discrepancies in their story and everything would unravel.
The world would discover that the Potter heir was still alive, and masquerading as a Beauxbatons student.
Gods, Voldemort would find out. And while Hadrian was granted some measure of protection in Britain due to be an international guest, he doubted something as flimsy as the law would stop the Dark Lord from killing him.
That could not be allowed to happen.
Which meant, Hadrian mused as he returned his gaze to the man in front of him, that as of two minutes ago, Riddle had become the biggest threat to his life.
Excitement sparked through his veins at the thought. Hadrian swallowed and clenched his right hand around his bag strap to stop the emotion from showing on his face.
It would not work, trying to talk his way out of this without revealing some facts. He would have to be very careful with what he said around this man. Because something told him that even the slightest hint of weakness would only entice the professor to look closer.
“Well, Mr. Evans? I’m waiting to be regaled by your tale of tampering with the goblet.”
Hadrian’s eyes sharpened, his posture straightened and he met the man’s gaze steadily. He ensured his occlumency shields were firmly in place just in case Riddle knew how to read his mind.
Or course, he had more than shields protecting his thoughts from prying fingers, but no defence was infallible. And he had no idea how many languages Riddle himself knew…
There was no way around it. He would have to let out some of his secrets, but if it helped him get out of this situation then Hadrian knew it was a necessary risk.
Besides, he had an advantage.
Riddle was fascinated by him. It was obvious from the way the man had been so intently focussed on him ever since Hadrian had stepped onto the duelling platform.
Even now, the way the man had chosen to confront him rather than take his knowledge to the authorities betrayed his interest.
The man was unconsciously giving him a chance to explain himself because he was intrigued and he wanted to know more.
He could use that fascination against Riddle to win this little round.
“You are right, Professor. I was in the Great Hall that night.” There, he had admitted it, incriminating himself. Riddle’s gaze was heavy, expectant. “But I was not trying to influence the goblet, as you think.”
“Then what, pray tell, were you doing?”
Hadrian gave a little grin, boyish and impenitent. “Satisfying my curiosity. Surely an academic man such as yourself could understand that at least, sir?”
Riddle made a little noise in the back of his throat, prompting Hadrian to explain further. Hadrian was suddenly very glad he had spent so many hours perusing through the Beauxbatons’ library, looking up any topic that caught his fancy.
That knowledge was about to come in handy.
And Raina scorns me for being too studious. He thought amusedly.
“Last year, I was in the school library and I was reading about a rather odd bit of magic.” For some reason, what he had said caused something unfathomable to spark in Riddle’s eyes. The look was so unexpected that Hadrian almost fumbled. “It was about the sentience of magical objects.”
And just like that, the strange expression flittered away, leaving Riddle only looking partially interested.
“And you wished to apply your knowledge to the goblet.” Riddle summarised swiftly. Hadrian bobbed his head once in acknowledgement.
“I had read that there is no one standard to which a magical object can be held. Each and every one of them have their own properties, and each and every one of them holds a different level of sentience.”
The professor hummed thoughtfully, and Hadrian could see that for all the man’s terrifying magic, he was also a scholar. “And what made you think testing the goblet was a smart idea?”
Hadrian shrugged. “I listened to the Headmaster’s speech, and it piqued my interest. ‘Throw your name in the goblet and it will pick the most worthy’,” he scoffed, “forgive me if I do not find that explanation thorough enough for my liking.”
“I enjoy learning new things, sir. And to my knowledge, no one really understood how the goblet worked. So I took it upon myself to sate my desire and find out. I snuck back inside after curfew and tossed a blank piece of parchment into the fire. I wanted to see if the goblet could differentiate between a proper nomination and a fake. I wanted to see how aware it was, and if it would react negatively.”
“And your findings?”
Hadrian took a breath. “The goblet did not seem to react, so I concluded that as long as the person is of age it does not particular care. But it will only register a paper with a name.”
Riddle’s fingers tapped unconsciously on the desk as the man thought. Hadrian waited with baited breath, praying the man left it at that. “And you decided to hide yourself because –”
“Because if I was caught,” he cut the man off, not even thinking. “I would be accused of trying to fix the goblet and the last thing our countries need is an international incident ruining relationships further. It was easier to just protect myself.”
He crossed his arms, meeting the professor’s gaze evenly. The man stared him down, but Hadrian knew Riddle was merely assessing him with interest.
“How did you even know it was me?” He asked, curiously. “You did not see me that night, and I know I did not slip up during the lesson.”
Riddle looked absolutely delighted that he had asked.
“I knew it was you the moment I felt you blast poor Mr. Goyle across the classroom.” Riddle explained, taking a great amount of joy in educating him. “Every witch and wizard has their own unique magical signature, much like fingerprints. It is one of the methods aurors use to track down criminals. A person cannot alter their magical core except through very dangerous means; rituals and curses far above the talent of a student, no matter how skilled.”
Hadrian nodded, he had read a few texts about the certain rituals Riddle mentioned. They were as equally fascinating as they were gruesome.
“You recognised my magical signature because I used it that night to fight off your finite incantatem. So when I cast that spell you could tell they were one and the same.”
The professor leaned comfortably against the desk behind him, looking quite pleased at the route their conversation had taken.
Hadrian wanted to smack that smug expression right off the older wizard’s face; only refraining because while Riddle seemed to enjoy their verbal sparring, attacking the man physically would likely provoke a dangerous reaction.
He had no idea just how strong Riddle could be, but the taste he had gotten of the man’s magic that night, as well as right now, warned him that antagonising the professor would be foolish.
Hadrian might be many things, but a fool was not one of them.
So instead, he took a deep, steading breath to quell the urge. “You did not report me to the others. Why?” he demanded. Riddle rubbed his chin with his long fingers and smirked at him.
“I wanted to…satisfy my curiosity.” The man purred, throwing his earlier words back at him. “It is not often that I find someone who is capable of not only matching my magical levels, but successfully fending me off.”
“But I did not fend you off, not completely.” He protested, though he could understand Riddle’s point. It had been both thoroughly terrifying and exhilarating to battle against a force stronger than him.
Being so far above his peers in terms of magical strength could get so boring after years without challenge.
His encounter with Riddle was the closest Hadrian had ever felt to losing, and it had left him breathless and giddy when he had escaped.
Maybe there was something wrong with him, if he was actually excited at the thought of being beaten.
“I failed in removing your disillusionment charm – which means you succeeded more than I did.” Much like Hadrian, Riddle seemed downright pleased at having someone who had challenged him and won – at least partially.
Maybe they were a bit alike after all.
There was a moment of almost companionable silence between them. But then Riddle’s eyes were filled with cruel amusement.
“So tell me Mr. Evans, were you truly curious as to the goblet’s mechanisms, or were you more interested in finding a way around nominating yourself in the tournament?”
And just like that, Hadrian’s entire body was pulled taunt again; leaving him dully wondering when he had even relaxed in the first place.
Riddle merely watched him with a genuinely interested expression, though his mouth was tilted in a strange half-smile.
I should have known he would figure that out.
Hadrian licked his bottom lip in contemplation, too busy thinking to notice the way the man’s eyes darted down to catch the motion. “Why would you assume I want to avoid the tournament?” He asked instead, to give himself more time.
“It’s simple really,” Riddle said after a moment. “you are clearly an intelligent young man, not one to be tempted by the glory and fame promised to the winner. And everyone knows the dangers that are in store for champions are almost insurmountable in difficulty. It is only natural for someone such as yourself to do all they could to avoid such peril.”
Hadrian bristled at the insinuation that he was a coward. It struck far too closely to his own doubts about not being champion – of letting one of his classmates put their life on the line.
He did not appreciate this man spotting that and tossing the point in his face.
The professor obviously caught his minor reaction, for he smiled pacifyingly. “I meant no insult, Mr. Evans. Self-preservation is an important trait to have, one that you find many people often disregard or view as cowardice. I merely see it, as living to fight another day.”
“I just do not see the value in risking my life for an abstract goal. ‘Fame’ and ‘glory’ are nice and all,” he said snidely. “but I prefer to know exactly what I am getting into before I jump into the deep end. Running headfirst into danger is a stupid thing to do.”
Riddle’s lips twitched, amused at his tone and words.
“That is a very Slytherin outlook,” the man said favourably. “So you do not approve of the tournament’s reinstatement, Mr. Evans?”
“That’s one way of putting it.” The boy said sourly and looked to the side, a little bitter at being compared to a Slytherin. He had nothing against the House itself. It was merely that his parents had been in Gryffindor, and Hadrian liked to think he embodied some of those qualities more.
“May I inquire as to why?”
Hadrian studied the man from the corner of his eye, considering. “I find the whole thing unnecessary, Professor.” He admitted. Riddle might be a Dark Lord sympathiser, but for some reason Hadrian felt as if the man would not reveal their conversation to anyone. It was a horribly naïve thought, but Hadrian’s instincts had never steered him wrong before.
There was just something about the man that had him lowering his guard – and that was incredibly dangerous.
His mind whirred back over their conversation, and felt angry at himself for being so open with Riddle, so quick to answer his questions. He got so drawn into their conversation that he barely paused to consider what he was truly saying.
At least he had not given away anything too important. And he had never really hidden his opinion of the tournament. Most of his classmates had likely picked up on his disapproval by this point.
And Riddle himself did not seem to particularly care about the event either. It was in his tone when he spoke of the tournament, as if the entire thing was a tedious affair.
“Completely excluding the risk factor to the champions, there are many things I do not agree with.”
“Oh?”
Hadrian hesitated for only a moment, before deciding to go with his gut.
“I am smart enough to see a political dominance display when it is occurring right in front of me, Professor.” He said dryly, prompting a small smile from the man.
“As well as see the reasons for Lord Voldemort reinstalling it.” He added slyly, watching closely for Riddle’s reaction. If Hadrian got even a hint of reproof he would drop this topic.
Riddle did make a strange, soft hissing noise when he spoke the Dark Lord’s name, but he showed no signs of anger or moved to reprimand him, so Hadrian continued cautiously.
“Other than ‘improving relationships’ and ‘building new alliances’,” here he scoffed lightly as he recalled Malfoy’s show in Éric’s office. “this is a chance for the Dark Lord to show the world that his hold over this country is absolute. He is making a statement to everyone that Britain is his.”
“You believe so?”
Hadrian gave the professor a look that bordered on mocking. “You do not invite your political opponents to your door unless you are sure you have everything under control. Lord Voldemort is not an idiot. If he had any doubts about his rule this tournament would not be on, and I would be back home.”
His words seemed to please Riddle, he noted with interest.
“And is that your only theory, Mr. Evans?”
Hadrian shrugged, now confident that as long as he spoke about Voldemort in a respectful manner, Riddle would likely not mind what he said. “One of them. He could also be looking to recruit talented international students.”
“And do you not fall into the category?” the professor asked, amused and something else.
“Oh, the Dark Lord would not want me.” Hadrian hummed out, teasingly. The expression on the man’s face was once again something he could not decipher – disbelief, possibly? Hadrian smiled as innocently as he could. “I am strictly a Light wizard, I am afraid. What use could I be to a man who worships the opposite spectrum of magic?”
That was a blatant lie. Hadrian could cast Dark magic as easily as breathing.
Either Riddle knew he was lying, or he speculated it, because the man pinned him with a dubious look. Whatever the professor’s thoughts, he moved on swiftly.
“So you do not intend to put your name forth.” He stated, sounding almost disappointed. Hadrian supposed a lot of people would be, when he did not get named champion.
Before he could reply, there was a knock at the door. Hadrian glanced over his shoulder to see Jacob waltz inside without a care in the world. He noted dully that the other boy had yet to cover his hickey-marked neck and prayed that Claire had not seen him.
Who am I kidding? He would have to have seen Claire and Raina to find out where I was. If she’s upset because he has no tact…
“Jacob,” he greeted politely as his friend stopped beside him. The other boy smiled at him and curled a hand around his hip. Hadrian blinked at the frankly uncharacteristic touch. He and Jacob might have sex, and they enjoyed playing with each other – but they were not overly affectionate people.
He glanced down at the hand in puzzlement, wondering what his friend thought he was doing. Especially with a teacher right in front of them.
“Hadrian,” he replied, voice deepening deliciously. “Professor,” he nodded briefly at the man. “forgive me for the interruption but our esteemed Headmistress has requested Hadrian’s presence. Something about a cactus?” The last part was directed at the smaller boy, Jacob’s voice was tinged with laughter.
Hadrian narrowed his eyes at the jab.
It seemed Raina was not the only one spreading the story around.
“Very well then.” He turned his attention back to Riddle, hesitant. “Thank you for the talk Professor, I am…sure everything we discussed will remain between us?” It was presumptuous of him to demand, but Riddle nodded cordially.
The man’s eyes swung from the hand he had yet to dislodge from his hip, to Jacob, lingering on the fading marks around his neck. For some inexplicable reason, Hadrian felt the urge to blush. “Of course Mr. Evans, though we will, naturally, have to continue this another time.”
Hadrian nodded, relieved that Riddle was willing to let him go, even if only because the man would find a way to talk with him again; and started outside. Jacob followed behind him, hand possessively pressing on his lower back.
The moment the door closed Hadrian slapped Jacob’s hand away and raised an eyebrow. Jacob sighed explosively, “I cannot believe you got left alone with him,” he said, tugging the smaller boy with him as he led them away from the defence classroom. “doesn’t he give you the creeps?”
Hadrian felt himself smile, despite being frustrated with his friend. “He was not that bad towards the end. Once I got used to him I thought he was rather interesting. He reminds me a little of myself.”
“He looked like he wanted to eat you,” Jacob complained with an over-the-top shudder. “he is old enough to be your grandfather.”
“He did not,” Hadrian snapped with fond exasperation, “he is an intellectual man and we were having an interesting conversation. Now, why did Madame Maxime wish to see me?”
“Hmm?” Jacob asked, the beginnings of a grin pulling at the corners of his mouth.
“Oh, that?” He waved his hand airily, “I made that up so I had an excuse to come and rescue you from that cradle-robber. As if I would abandon you to deal with someone like that by yourself.”
Hadrian closed his eyes and groaned, “Remind we why we are friends again?”
“Because I am an extraordinary human being and I brighten your day just with my presence.” Was the whip-like reply. Hadrian huffed a laugh.
“Ah, that sounds about right. Come on, I could use some food after that.” He jerked his head in the direction they had come from.
“What were you talking about anyway?” Jacob inquired, though there was a shiftiness to him. Hadrian immediately stopped walking, forcing his friend to as well.
“Jacob,” he drew the name out, watching as his friend twitched. “how much did you overhear?” His voice was surprisingly calm, and it must have been the lack of obvious anger that convinced his friend to answer immediately, rather than try and divert the question and risk him reacting badly.
“Most of it,” he admitted without remorse. “Enough of it to understand what is going on.” Hadrian closed his eyes tiredly.
“It’s not what you think.” He protested half-heartedly, knowing a lost cause when he saw one. He could practically envision the argument forming between them.
“What I think is that you – after explicitly telling me not to worry – snuck into Hogwarts at night, and used the opportunity to see if you could find a way around nominating yourself in the tournament; only to get caught by the Defence teacher!”
“Shut. Up.” Hadrian hissed, green eyes moving up and down the hallway frantically. His hand snapped up to grab a fistful of Jacob’s lapel, and wordlessly he pulled the other into a deserted classroom.
Jacob stumbled when Hadrian ruthlessly shoved him away and closed the door, quickly setting up a privacy ward without bothering to draw his wand. The dark haired boy whirled on his friend. “Alright, hurry up and say your piece so I can counter and distract you.”
Jacob flushed indignantly. “I’m not some idiot you can lead around by the nose Hadrian! Is that what you really think of me?”
Hadrian rolled his eyes, “Please Jacob, you are my best friend. Do not insult either of us by questioning that.”
“I know we’re friends, but you thinking that I am somehow easy to fool does not make me feel all warm and cuddly inside.”
Hadrian’s eyes softened marginally, but it changed his whole demeanour. “Jacob,” he murmured, “you know how highly I think of you. You know how much I care about you. I learnt most of my tricks from watching you and your father. Please, do not assume that I am so heartless that I would belittle you in anyway.”
Jacob tugged a hand through his hair roughly. “I just want to know why you are so against being champion – why you would go so far as to falsely nominate yourself.”
Hadrian sighed, “You know I would tell you if I could, but at this point in time it would not be wise.” The smaller boy took a few steps towards him, looking up at him imploringly with his beautiful green eyes.
“Please, Jacob?” he said softly. “Just trust me with this.”
Gods dammit. Jacob could feel himself deflating in the face of Hadrian’s sad, pleading expression.
The dark haired boy stepped closer and hugged him tightly when he caught the signs of defeat in Jacob’s posture. Slowly, he returned the gesture, thinking again at how disappointed his father would be if he ever saw this. Him, bowing again and again every time Hadrian asked something of him.
He was the heir to a powerful and influential family; yet he was too weak to stand up to the people he cared about.
“Come on,” Hadrian coaxed as they separated after a minute. He grinned up at Jacob, “let’s go get lunch. I am famished.”
Jacob smiled back, and together they headed for the Great Hall.
It was only much later, during their meal when Raina asked what Professor Riddle wanted, that Jacob realised not only had he failed to find out why Hadrian was so keen to avoid the tournament; he had purposefully let the other boy take control of the conversation and twist it around on him.
“Hurry up and say your piece so I can counter and distract you.”
His hand tightened around his cutlery as he watched Hadrian and Raina dissolve into their usual bickering.
He deflected me. Again.
Jacob felt anger spark in him at the thought that once again, Hadrian had so easily made him fold.
He just did not understand. It felt like he was dealing with an entirely different person sometimes. Hadrian had always been mercurial with his moods, and difficult to predict, but whatever was going on with him was something Jacob had never seen before.
There was something wrong. Ever since he told Hadrian of the tournament’s revival he had been agitated – not noticeably, Jacob doubted Hadrian even knew how different he was acting – and evasive.
He just wished his friend trusted him enough to outright tell him what was bothering him, not leave him scrambling to put the pieces together.
Jacob knew Hadrian did not necessarily like the Dark Lord, and the way he had reacted to Lucius Malfoy suggested a resentment for the man’s followers as well, but what Jacob wanted to know was why.
Why did Hadrian hold such a strong abhorrence for the Dark Lord?
Why did he react so strongly to Malfoy’s ploy?
Why was he so against the tournament itself?
Jacob was well aware of how dangerous the tournament could be for the champions. The entire process was filled with ridiculous challenges and the possibility of death. But he also knew that the champion who won the tournament was often hailed as some sort of hero.
He was unwavering in his belief that Hadrian could win the tournament. The boy was the most talented individual he had ever encountered, and his knowledge was beyond formidable. He could easily claim victory over the others and put Beauxbatons’ at the top.
To have overheard Hadrian say that he was trying to avoid nominating himself…
It would serve him right if he became Beauxbatons’ champion anyway. He thought with almost childish anger as he bit into his food.
OoO
That night, the hallways were absolutely silent as a figure moved quickly in the direction of the Great Hall, polished shoes making no sound as they connected with the aged stone.
Eyes continually scanned the way ahead for any sign of movement, as well as occasionally darting behind to make sure no one was following.
Hogwarts held an entirely different atmosphere at night, dark and oppressive and ancient. During the day, the hallways were streamed with light, the copious amount of windows allowing the beautiful countryside visage to peak through the walls and give the castle a sense of overwhelming warmth.
At night though…it felt as if the very walls were pressing in around you. The lack of noise made one feel so very small, the shadows played tricks on the mind and the air itself seemed to clog in the throat.
It was a wholly unnerving experience.
There was a sound up ahead, the briefest rustle of robes.
The figure immediately plastered itself into the rough stone wall, pressing as closely to the suit of armour as it could and hiding in its shadow.
There was a long moment of quiet, before a student – prefect badge proudly adorned on her outer-robes – strode passed. However, there was a tiredness to her, and her eyes were not as sharp as they usually were after such a long day.
And it was that fact that allowed the figure to go without notice. The girl continued on her way with hardly a pause, gaze not even flickering off to the side.
The figure waited for almost a minute before peeling away from the wall and quickly carrying on, steps slightly more hurried then they were before.
Finally, it reached its destination.
Hands gently reached out and pushed at one of the towering doors of the Great Hall until it swung open without so much as a squeak.
The figure hesitated on the threshold, eyes darting over the darkened hall and back down the hallway cautiously. The almost-run-in with the prefect filling it with unease.
Assured that no one was coming to interrupt for the next few minutes at least, the figure stepped inside and closed the door behind it softly. Once that was done, it swiftly made its way to the eerily lit goblet.
The dancing blue flame painting ominous shadows over the figure’s face.
The age line parted without incident, welcoming the person into its circle.
The figure stopped right next to the goblet, fingers moving almost unconsciously to drag out a slip of parchment from its pocket.
Dark eyes scanned over the hastily written name, a strange emotion rising in the figure’s chest.
Hadrian Evans.
For a long time, the figure simply stood, staring at the name almost reverently. A finger ran over the letters, almost smudging the words due to the ink not being quite dry yet.
Eventually, the figure roused from its contemplation and straightened its shoulders and with it, its resolve to do this.
With a determined glint in its eyes, the parchment was tossed into the goblet’s waiting fire.
There was a small flare, signifying the nomination was accepted.
The figure turned and left, both exhilarated and guilty at what it had just done.
OoO
“You are in a good mood this morning.” Claire commented as Hadrian dropped down next to her, his hand sneaking out and attempting to steal a slice of toast from her plate. She swatted the offending limb away from her food without looking.
Hadrian withdrew his hand, not seeming all that hurt. “I had a good sleep,” he said, his tone reflecting his bright disposition.
Claire shot him a look out of the corner of her eye, “Did you now?”
He hummed, taking a sip from his glass. From the strong aroma she guessed it was coffee, a treat Hadrian rarely allowed himself even back at Beauxbatons.
“And how was your sleep?” He inquired absently, green eyes scanning over the Great Hall with vigilance. Claire wondered who, or what, he was looking for. She was not all that bothered that he was not paying full attention to her.
“Oh, you know,” she said airily, “Raina and I finally worked out all that sexual tension together – I am surprised you did not hear us.”
“Good,” he murmured, clearly not registering what she was saying. Claire felt a small grin appear on her face.
Raina slid into her seat across from her. “What are we talking about?” she asked.
“I was just telling Hadrian that you and I had a round of wild sex last night.”
Raina cocked an eyebrow in confusion, before she looked at Hadrian and noted his distracted state. She grinned in amusement. “Oh yes, of course. Quite a way to spend the night. Maybe next time we will let you join us.”
“That’s nice,” the boy replied with a slight frown, eyes still searching the gathered students.
The two girls shared a chuckle, which grew into delighted laughter when they caught the stare of a few of their fellow students, their faces lightly dusted with pink.
“And now we sit back and wait for the rumours to spread. I can only imagine what they will be saying about us before the day is over.” Claire giggled.
“No doubt it will either be about the absolutely delicious relationship between two attractive females from Beauxbatons – or the potential threesome with wonder boy here.” Raina said dryly, mouth quirking up into a grin at the thought.
“I suspect the second option; Hadrian seems the type to be involved in such a scandalous affair. In fact, I wonder if he already has.”
Together, they sent a probing look at the beautiful boy beside them.
“I somehow doubt it,” Raina said after a moment, “he is picky about who he sleeps with. You remember Fleur?”
Claire laughed, “Oh, how could I forget that whole debacle. She was so ridiculously mad at him she spent half the year trying to beat him in duels.”
Raina smirked in delight as she recalled some of the more memorable fights between the calm and collected fourth year Hadrian, and fire-spitting seventh year Fleur. “But remember what he did at her graduation?” Claire continued.
They both sighed longingly.
Hadrian had spent a better half of his fourth year riling Fleur up whenever he could, taking great pleasure in making the quarter-veela lose her cool after he had not-so-subtly turned down her offer of courtship.
It did not help that that was the year Hadrian really came into his own and began to dominate the duelling class.
Whenever Fleur and Hadrian went against each other it was pure chaos that always ended in her defeat.
But at Fleur’s graduation, Hadrian had gifted her with a beautiful necklace. It was a simple pendent on a silver chain, but it was a stunning piece that had many girls stewing in jealously.
It was because of that, that Fleur had accepted the gift with grace. As she was the only girl to have ever been given such a gift from Hadrian at that point, and because it symbolised the beginning of their friendship.
“I wonder if she will be coming here after the champions are announced – does she not work in the ministry?” Raina mused as she took a bite from her breakfast.
“I believe so, though I have not followed her that closely after she left. I do know her father is on the council along with Jacob’s, but I’ve heard no mention of her taking over his place eventually.”
“She is an assistant to the Undersecretary,” Hadrian spoke up suddenly, breaking back into their conversation with an ease that suggested he might not have left in the first place. The two girls glanced at each other, before dissolving into quiet laughter again.
“Welcome back,” Claire said, jostling him gently with her elbow. Hadrian saluted her with his drink and a cheeky smile.
“Have either of you seen Jacob this morning?” he asked, “He was not there when I woke up, and I was hoping to talk to him before classes.”
“Did you have a fight?” Raina questioned teasingly.
Hadrian shrugged, “In a manner of speaking, yes. I wanted to clear some things up with him before I nominated.”
Instantly, the two lost their humour. “You’re nominating yourself?” Claire said, “Today?”
“This morning.” He agreed, folding his arms and leaning forward on them. “I figured it was time anyway, they draw the champions in only a matter of weeks, best to get it out of the way early.”
Claire looked down at her breakfast. “I both hope you get it, and hope you do not. Is that strange?”
He smiled at her, “Not at all. I, for one, hope I do not become champion; I have no desire to die.”
“I think out of everyone, you have the greatest chance of survival.” Raina said quietly.
Hadrian sent her a smirk, “Your vote of confidence is, as always, appreciated darling.” He took a final sip from his coffee and placed the empty glass on the table. “Well, I might as well do it now. I can always talk to Jacob at another time.”
He stood and made his way to the goblet. Much like every other nomination, the chatter in the Great Hall trickled off when others began to notice what was happening.
Hadrian passed easily through the age line and pulled a piece of parchment from his pocket. Claire watched as, without hesitation, her friend dropped the folded slip into the flame. The fire burned brightly in acknowledgement.
Hadrian seemed to breathe a sigh of relief as he made his way back to them, their fellow students clapping in support.
By the time Hadrian had returned to his seat, they were surrounded by a number of their peers. Charles patted Hadrian on the back enthusiastically.
“About time, I have been waiting for you to do that since the day we got here!”
Hadrian grinned back at the other boy, “And when will you be nominating yourself, Charles?”
“With you in the running there’s almost no need,” Charles replied, “but I will do so tomorrow, I think. Albert and I plan to do it together. I heard most of the Durmstrang students have already nominated themselves, so we should probably start. We don’t want to look bad.”
With that, the conversation swept onwards, others now announcing when they planned to nominate themselves.
Amidst the noise, Hadrian’s eyes finally landed on Jacob, who had just entered the hall in time to see his nomination.
The boy’s brown eyes went from Hadrian, to the goblet, and back again. Hadrian read the unspoken question in his friend’s eyes.
Even as something in him twisted at lying, he smiled and nodded.
The relief on Jacob’s face was almost amusing.
Chapter 10: Chapter Ten
Notes:
So sorry for the long wait for this one! This chapter was a bit of a pain to write, mainly because I had to both skip ahead a few weeks to finally get this thing in gear, but also felt the need to include the general stuff that happened during that time.
Anyway, we're getting into the good stuff soon - and the next chapter will definitely include another interaction between Hadrian and Voldemort.
Keep those theories coming guys - they honestly make me grin like a loon when I see one or two that are either spot-on or really out there and interesting. Hope you like this!
Chapter Text
The next few weeks passed relatively quickly for Hadrian, as the students settled into their school work and grew accustomed to the changes to their timetables, as well as the presences of the other schools.
There was, naturally, still a bit of tension in the air; simply the result of the rivalry between the three student bodies.
Hadrian knew though, that once the champions had been selected and the tournament officially started, the childish rivalry would undoubtedly explode into an all-out war.
Because if there was one thing he knew, it was that children had the tendency to blow things well out of proportion.
For now, there was only a crackling energy that seemed to follow everyone.
Hadrian, on the other hand, found himself to be the calmest he had been since he had first heard of the tournament. He had not even noticed how horribly tense he had gotten after arriving at Hogwarts until he had slipped his false nomination into the goblet.
It was freeing for him to just be a student, to only worry about his classes and assignments; rather than have to spend all his time plotting and scheming ways around his problems.
Of course, being who he was, he was never fully relaxed. He was all too aware of how his enemy lurked in every shadow of this place, how anything he did had the potential to be reported back to Voldemort if he drew notice.
Which is why he was so very pleased he had managed to avoid Riddle for the past weeks. While he had enjoyed their little battle of wits – loathe as he was to admit it – Hadrian knew the man was far too dangerous to interact with for any length of time.
He had been caught off guard too often during their meeting, had gotten too invested in the conversation and trading of questions to maintain total control of the whole thing.
His mother would be ashamed of him for so easily getting swept along by someone else. She had trained him better. It was just…
Riddle had been fun to talk with. The man – while positively sinister – was sharp and quick-witted, with a dark sense of humour that Hadrian could appreciate. Excluding the obvious age difference, it was almost like talking to himself in a way.
Which was why Hadrian had absolutely no qualms with researching the man. There was nothing wrong with…satisfying his curiosity after all.
He learned quite a lot actually.
It appeared Tom Marvolo Riddle was quite the celebrity in Britain, particularly in Hogwarts. He had attended from 1938 to 1945, during the height of Grindelwald’s reign, had been Prefect and later Head Boy, a member of Slytherin House, the current holder of the highest ranking results achieved by a student at Hogwarts, and had been awarded a special school service award for helping fix some fiasco that happened during his time at Hogwarts.
He was also a half-blood, if the rumours held any credibility. Though no one seemed too certain exactly which wizarding family the man hailed from. Hadrian suspected to was his mother’s side, seeing as it was customary for the woman to take the male’s name at that time and there was no way ‘Riddle’ was a wizarding name.
Hadrian was also pleasantly surprised to note he had been correct. Riddle had been insanely attractive in his youth if that faded article picture was anything to go on. He was definitely have propositioned the other had they been the same age.
Alas, Hadrian tried not to go for anyone more than a decade older than him – the exemption being Claire’s older cousin whom Hadrian had almost seduced one Yule when he had been fifteen, her cousin being almost thirty himself.
He could still remember Claire’s scandalised look when she saw just how effective Hadrian’s flirting had been. Nothing had happened of course, but her cousin still could not look him in the eyes; which amused Hadrian to no end.
And if his calculations were correct – and they usually were – Riddle would be seventy. Even if Hadrian was interested in seducing someone roughly sixty years older than him, he would pick someone far more influential than an esteemed professor.
So, grudging interest aside, he was very pleased that Riddle had not had the opportunity to initiate any contact between them outside of their lessons. In fact, Hadrian would go so far as to say the man was distracted lately.
Which was not all the surprising. From what Hadrian had seen, most of the Hogwarts professors were involved with the preparations for the tournament. There were no whispers of what exactly they were preparing – likely it had something to do with the first task – but if the challenges were even half as dangerous as everyone seemed to think, it made sense that the defence teacher would be included.
The man was quite intelligent after all.
Hadrian was almost tempted to try and take a peek into the man’s mind – just because he did not want to be champion did not necessarily mean he was not interested in what the tasks would be, the more he knew the better he could assist the student chosen – his instincts told him that Riddle’s head was not a place he wanted to be caught snooping around.
So to distract himself he turned his attention onto his secondary fascination. Draco was more than willing to play games with Hadrian, and the boy was far safer to interact with. He knew the other was well aware of what Hadrian was doing, that he was simply being studied; but he also knew that Draco rather enjoyed the attention.
Whenever the two of them were together, regardless of others around them, Hadrian would more than likely spend the time watching Draco and cataloguing his reactions and responses – both verbal and non-verbal.
Because of that, Draco tended to be a touch more cautious with what he did, but he also seemed to preen whenever Hadrian’s green eyes snapped to him.
It was almost adorable, because Hadrian knew the likely thought process of the other boy. It was expected that if someone you viewed as attractive, or in some way equal or better to yourself, paid attention to you that you would appreciate it on some level.
He was undoubtedly boosting Draco’s ego. But that was fine, because the Malfoy heir watched him just as closely – if not closer – than Hadrian was him.
He did not even know what he was really looking for, but all knowledge was good knowledge in his opinion. The more informed you were – no matter how disturbing or painful those titbits of information were – the more in control you were.
Control of your surroundings. Control of your allies. Control of your enemies. It all mattered.
Draco was the sole blood heir to an extremely important family associated with Voldemort, as well as the son of the Minister of Magic. If Hadrian could glean even the slightest detail from the other boy then it was worth it.
Plus, he was completely intrigued with the Hogwarts students in general. Before coming to the ancient school, if asked, Hadrian would have described the students as subdued and fearful of punishment from their Death Eater professors. That they would be marched between classes, that everything would be dull and lifeless.
It was not like that at all.
Hogwarts was…a completely ordinary school.
Students moaned about their work loads, and mumbled curses as their teachers assigned lines for their detention. They ran hurriedly to get to meals. The hallways were filled with excited chatter and laughter.
It was remarkable. To see just how untouched Hogwarts was from the Dark Lord’s tyranny.
Of course there were aspects of his presence in the school. Most of the teachers had the Dark Mark proudly on display on their forearms, and no one ever called him anything other than ‘the Dark Lord’ with the utmost respect in their voice.
Certain classes had been altered as well, Defence was one, and History of Magic another. Muggle Studies was surprisingly still around, though from what he had heard about the subject, it was less about how muggles lived and more about why they were so detrimental to the wizarding world.
Despite the consistent reminders of the man, Hadrian found he did approve of most of the changes. He knew the benefits of an updated education system that incorporated both older, proven sources, as well as newer techniques that were being created.
He had also, in his time at Hogwarts, learnt more about some of Voldemort’s policies and the man himself; due to his careful interrogating of Draco, as well as Hermione.
“Wait, so you do not actually join his ranks until you graduate?”
Hermione nodded distractedly as her brown eyes ran obsessively over her Potions’ essay. “Only if you want to, though,” she mumbled as an afterthought.
“What do you mean?”
Draco snorted quietly to himself from his seat, shooting Hadrian a look that was almost patronising. Hermione looked up from her work, a small confused knot forming between her brows.
“It’s not a cult, Hadrian. There is some choice in the matter. Only those that wish to serve the Dark Lord take the mark, and only once they are old enough to fully understand the implications of their decisions.”
She must have spotted his doubt, for she laughed a little. “Think Hadrian, what possible use would he have for a bunch of children fighting for him? It is like becoming the elite fighting force of Britain, you have the option to choose a different path if you want.”
“So…” he hesitated momentarily, “you won’t be taking the mark once you graduate?”
Her quill paused mid-word, and Hadrian noted that even Draco had stopped what he was doing. The two Hogwarts students locked eyes for a split second, seeming to have a private conversation.
“I’m not…entirely sure, really.” Hermione said slowly, fingers nervously running over her quill, switching it between her right and left hand. She stopped when she noticed Hadrian’s eyes dart down to follow the movement, both recognising it for the weakness it was.
“I just can see myself following a different path.” She said firmly. Next to her, Draco absently rubbed his left forearm, accidentally smudging ink onto the pale skin there.
“And you, Draco?” he asked, though he was fairly sure he already knew the answer. While there might be some choice in the matter, he was sure that some children would be expected to take the mark no matter what they wished.
The blond’s nimble fingers froze in their ministrations, and he cleared his throat. “I will be taking the mark once I graduate,” he said calmly.
Hadrian nodded, having expected that.
Something much like annoyance sparked through the other boy’s grey eyes. “I’m doing it because I want to.” He almost snapped, as if Hadrian’s lack-of-surprise at his declaration was an insult. “I could refuse if I wanted.”
It had been sobering, in a way, to learn that people were not forcibly induced into Voldemort’s ranks. Yes, Draco and other pureblood heirs like him, would be expected to take the mark; but what mattered was that they could say no.
Things were clearly very different from what he and his mother thought.
There was also the matter of his rising notoriety amongst the students. Word of his effortless win over Goyle had spread rather quickly, and while no one seemed particularly surprised that the hulking boy had lost, it had drawn a fair amount of attention.
Especially since Hadrian had easily established himself as a seriously talented wizard.
Mostly everyone knew who he was by this point – whether by name or sight – and while he was not shocked, it was a little tiresome having so many students either clamouring to talk to him, or simply watching him.
His fellow students at Beauxbatons might share the awe or respect he was receiving from the other schools, and knew that he typically enjoyed it; but they also knew that he did not appreciate being bothered constantly by others.
It was a delicate balance.
But Hadrian simply accepted the increased attention with grace.
Adalard Forst had been one of the students that was especially keen on talking to him whenever the opportunity arose, much to the contention of the other Durmstrang students. He did not know the boy’s motives yet, he was not trying to gain information on him – as far as he could tell – and had shown no sign that he was attracted to Hadrian.
He also did not seem bothered by the muggleborn status Hadrian claimed. If anything, it made Adalard more interested in talking to him.
For now, he was willing to humour the other, since there was nothing wrong with making ties with a Durmstrang. It could prove beneficial in the future, so Hadrian tolerated the boy’s presence whenever he happened to find him in his company.
The days continued to pass quickly, and the time to announce the champions drew ever closer.
OoO
“Hurry up!” Claire snapped, her foot tapping impatiently on the stone floor of the courtyard. Her blue eyes were glaring at her slowly moving friend.
Hadrian watched her with bubbling amusement as he purposefully slowed down even more.
The part-veela grit her teeth in frustration.
“Calm down, Claire. It does not start for another ten minutes. We have plenty of time.”
“Yes, but I want a good seat to see things from. You suddenly embracing your inner flobberworm is not as funny as you seem to think.”
He rolled his eyes with such exaggeration that it almost broke her annoyance at him. Damn Hadrian for always being able to charm anyone.
“Jacob will save us seats, and if he doesn’t, Raina will. Why are you even so excited? A classmate is basically about to be sentenced to death.”
And just like that, her enthusiasm dissipated.
He spotted the change in her immediately – of course he did – for his eyes softened and he quickly moved to her side.
He gently clasped her shoulders and waited until she was looking at him. “I’m sorry,” he murmured. “that was cruel of me. Let’s get inside.”
He tried to guide her towards the doors, but she refused to move. Curious and mildly concerned that his thoughtless comment had hurt her, he squeezed her shoulder in question.
“What…” She began quietly, “what if it is you they call? I know I said I was excited, but if it is you? I do not know how I would feel. And you are right, these tasks are deadly, whoever is called could die and I know you are strong and smart and capable of incredible things. But there is a part of me that worries that if you get called you could die and I would lose my best friend and –”
Hadrian blinked rapidly, stunned at the flood of words she was releasing. Oh Gods, was her voice cracking?
“Claire, Claire,” he cut her off. Partly so she could take a breath and partly because he did not want to hear what she was saying.
Hadrian was quite comfortable with the unsaid side of his relationships. He was never fully good with expressing how much he cared for his friend, or with hearing how they valued him. He much preferred the silent knowledge that they had a strong bond.
When he had her attention again he smiled at her, “There is no guarantee that I will be champion.” He shook her lightly in time with his words. “Do you hear me? I might not even be champion. You are worrying over something that might not even occur.”
“You’re the one always saying one should be prepared for every possibility. And even if you refuse to acknowledge the probability of you being chosen, that does not mean that I am so blind.” She pushed his hands away from her, only to reach out and frame his face in her own.
Normally, he would not allow such a restricting hold, but Claire was staring at him so intently that he found himself unwilling to move away. “You know that I would be there to help you, yes? That I would do whatever you needed to stay alive. Cheat, lie, mislead, bribe. If it meant that you would survive, I would do it in a heartbeat.”
Hadrian stayed silent and nodded, honestly touched.
A part of him was eternally glad that he would not be champion, that there would be no need for Claire to do any of these things; while another was quite pleased that he had, in a few short years, managed to secure the loyalty of the heiress of such an influential French family. He would need that devotion in the coming years.
He covered her hands with his own, stroking her knuckles. “Thank you Claire.” He kissed one of her palms and smiled gratefully at her. “Hopefully we will avoid having you commit such crimes.”
She returned his smile, still holding his hands tightly.
“Oh!” A voice exclaimed off to their side.
Hadrian’s eyes swiftly darted from Claire’s face to land on the figure watching them.
“Mr. Abernathy,” he greeted pleasantly, rotating to face the man fully and smoothly tugging his hands free from Claire’s grip. “what a surprise, heading to the ceremony?”
The man’s brown eyes switched quickly from Hadrian to Claire and back again, his mouth twitching with what looked like a grin. “Why yes, I would have thought all the students would be there by now though.”
“We were just about to go there ourselves, sir.” Claire spoke up, voice perfectly polite. “Hadrian and I were just having a small discussion.”
“I could see that,” and yes, that was a grin he could see curling the edges of the man’s mouth. His voice tinged with teasing. Claire’s eyes widened a fraction when she caught his implication.
“Ah, no sir, we, we aren’t –”
“We are just close friends, Mr. Abernathy.” Hadrian injected easily, a trickle of warmth in his tone and a smile that showed he felt none of the embarrassment she herself felt at the mistake.
“I believe you,” Abernathy said in a way that hinted that he did not, but Hadrian was willing to let it go. This was the first time he had seen Abernathy since their introduction, and all his original curiosities came roaring to the forefront of his mind again.
The politician that did not act as a politician. The man that, within a few moments, felt some form of affection towards him. It was odd. Hadrian briefly considered if the man had known his parents.
He knew he resembled his father a great deal, but the older he grew the more Lily’s features made an appearance. Without glasses, the resemblance between he and James had diminished slightly the older he grew.
It could explain why the man liked him so quickly, but Hadrian was sure that if the man did suspect anything he would have approached him by now.
“Perhaps we should head in together?” Abernathy suggested, walking towards them with an easy gait and bright grin. Claire made a noise of agreement, so Hadrian conceded with a dip of his head.
“So how have you two been, settled into Hogwarts yet?” Hadrian passed control of the conversation to Claire, letting her soothing voice distract Abernathy so Hadrian could watch him quietly.
He appeared to be restless, his hand dipping into his pocket to grasp something before quickly slipping out. He did it several times, almost subconsciously. Hadrian suspected that whatever object the man had there was quite valuable to him, and momentarily entertained what it could be.
“– House?”
“Oh, Hufflepuff. What about at Beauxbatons? I’ll admit I don’t know all that much about it.” Abernathy laughed, as if his lack of knowledge was some form of joke. Claire returned his amusement with a polite smile.
“We do not have Houses at our academy, I’m afraid Mr. Abernathy.”
The man blinked in surprise, the expression far too innocent to be faked. “Truly? None at all?”
Claire and Hadrian looked back at him, their faces a mirror of detached interest.
“But don’t you have a lot of students?”
“We have over five-thousand students, including our junior academy.”
Abernathy’s eyebrows shot up and he let out a low whistle. “And they only sent about thirty of you?”
Hadrian shrugged fluidly, and gave the man a smile with just a hint of teeth. “We are the best.” The corner of Claire’s mouth twitched upwards.
“And Hadrian is the best of us.” She said proudly, eerily similar to how a mother might boast of her child’s achievements. Hadrian almost smiled at the comparison, easily being able to see Claire as a mother. She had the right mix of compassion and steel to handle children.
“Is that right?” Abernathy looked down at him, though there was no condescension or doubt present on his face. He looked as if he fully believed Hadrian was the pinnacle of Beauxbatons students.
He opened his mouth to clarify, but Claire smoothly cut him off before he could deflect. “Oh yes, which is why most of us already know who our champion will be.”
Quick as lightning, Abernathy’s eyes darted to Hadrian, an odd emotion flickering in them and disappearing before he could properly decipher it. Instantly, Hadrian began revaluating his opinion of this man. Clearly he had underestimated him – someone who was so skilled in covering their emotions was someone to be wary of.
He automatically began reaching out to get a proper read on the other, but Claire bumped into him, distracting him. “Désoléé.” she mumbled, sounding more irritated at herself than anything.
“So…you think you’ll be champion?” Abernathy prompted, uneasily. Hadrian narrowed his eyes.
“I keep an open mind,” he said before Claire could jump in. “my classmates are the ones you refuse to believe in alternatives.”
“Oh, please,” Claire snapped fondly, “you are the smartest, strongest and most skilled student our academy has seen in decades. The chance of it not being you is miniscule.”
“Miniscule is still a chance.” He responded dryly, both extremely pleased and nervous when they finally reached the Great Hall, able to hear the chatter of hundreds of students.
It was filled to the brim, the centre of the hall being dedicated to the goblet with the tables and chairs pushed closer to the walls. Students were crammed wherever they could find space, all straining to keep the artefact in their line of vision.
Hadrian nodded to Abernathy and shook the man’s hand, silently watching for any changes. “Until next time, Mr. Abernathy.” He said.
The man gave him a tight smile, looking a little put off from their earlier discussion.
“Of course, good luck Hadrian.” Whether he was wishing him luck in avoiding the title of champion or not, Hadrian did not know.
He and Claire split from the man and hurried to the section of students swathed in blue blazers.
Raina spotted them first and ruthlessly shoved people away to make room for them. Hadrian hid a small grin at the grumbles they received.
“Where have you been?” the dark haired girl snapped quietly. Her blazing eyes locked on Hadrian.
He held his hands up in defence. “Gods, get out of my face, we’re here now aren’t we?”
She huffed in a dissatisfied manner, but could not deny that yes, they were here in time.
“They will be calling the name in a matter of moments.” She informed them before ignoring him completely in favour for Claire.
Hadrian used the opportunity to look at the High Table. His eyes were immediately drawn to the chair besides the Headmaster’s. Voldemort, while not seated at the centre of the table, was clearly the most important figure in the room.
It was only the third time Hadrian had really seen the Dark Lord. The man was practically a shadow, never showing up for any meals, never seen walking through the hallways. It was unnerving to know his enemy could ghost about without anyone seeing him.
He was still grotesque, features just inhuman. But at the same time, there was something absolutely fascinating to look at. There was just an aura about him that drew attention effortlessly.
Hadrian eventually pulled his eyes away before the man noticed his staring – though he doubted the man would single him out considering half those in attendance were doing the same – and scanned the rest of the table.
It seemed almost everyone was there, except Carrow and Riddle. There was a strange flutter of disappointment at the defence professor’s absence that he was in no way eager to evaluate. It was curious as to what would be keeping the man though.
Behind the Head Table was another, this one filled with Ministry officials. With only a cursory glance Hadrian could pick out Lucius Malfoy, blond hair acting much like a beacon in the dimly lit hall. He could also see Abernathy slinking his way to a seat.
Yaxley stood and made his way to the front of the students, standing patiently with his hands behind his back. Once others began noticing the man, the noise dramatically dropped, excitement and anxiety taking its place like a cloud over them all.
Even Hadrian could feel himself tensing in bubbling curiosity.
“Thank you for your attention,” the man began, his voice effortlessly carrying through the vast room. “as you are aware, tonight is the night where the three champions are selected, and signifies the official beginning of the Triwizard Tournament.”
There were murmurs running through the students.
“The champions will be faced with three extremely dangerous tasks throughout the course of the tournament, tasks that will test them physically, magically, mentally and emotionally.”
Yaxley’s steely eyes scanned over them, his face grave. “They will be asked to do extraordinary things, to push themselves further than they have ever gone before. There is the strong likelihood of death, and each will become world-renowned for being chosen. But the winner…”
The silence in the hall was devastating. Hadrian had never felt something like this before, trapped amongst hundreds, all clinging to someone’s word. It was exhilarating.
“The winner will become a legend.”
There was an almost silent sigh, a collective breath released slowly.
Yaxley allowed them a few moments before he nodded sharply, “We will now begin the ceremony.”
The man strode towards the goblet, standing just beside it and stared up at the flickering blue flame. Every pair of eyes was fixated on the fire, rapt. Yaxley raised one hand towards the goblet, and though he spoke no words, he had clearly preformed some sort of spell.
The fire turned a blazing red, and grew rapidly, wild tails of pure magic spouting forth and whipping through the air. The hall was bathed in colour and the intensity of the heat forced those closest to the goblet to shrink back in surprise.
Yaxley did not flinch from the artefact, his eyes followed each flicker of flame, clearly waiting for something.
It became apparent a moment later when, from the fire, a piece of parchment was released.
Hadrian rocked forward in interest, his bright green eyes tracking the singed paper as it fluttered down to the Headmaster’s waiting hand. He breathed deeply, his nerves still tingling from the sheer ancient power that clogged the air.
Unconsciously, his hands tightened around the edges of his seat.
He watched as Yaxley easily unfolded the parchment and read the name. “The Durmstrang champion is Galiana Kaiser!”
The Durmstrang section erupted into cheers, and Hadrian pursed his lips when he spotted the girl as she made her way towards Yaxley. It was the same girl that had practically spat at him when they first met in the Potions classroom, and had continued to glare and snarl whenever they happened to be in the same area.
The girl – Galiana, he mentally stored the name away – held herself proudly, shoulders thrown back and head high. She shook Yaxley’s hand firmly, her brow knitted with determination.
Yaxley handed the girl her nomination and ushered her to the side where she was herded down a corridor and out of sight by another wizard, his attire identifying him as a Ministry worker.
Hadrian accidentally locked eyes with Adalard from across the hall. The boy in question gave him a small nod in acknowledgement. Unlike his classmates, Adalard was not cheering obnoxiously, and Hadrian wondered if the other had wanted to be champion, and was now disappointed.
It took quite a few moments to calm the chanting Durmstrang students, with their frankly disturbing Headmaster – Igor Karkaroff – having to swoop in and growl at them to be quiet.
With the commotion dealt with, everyone’s attention drifted back to the goblet, the tension in the air escalating once again. As if it had been waiting, the goblet once again flared and spat out a second piece of parchment.
Again, Yaxley took a moment to read the name quietly before looking up and over towards their section.
Hadrian tensed, knowing that it was the nomination from their academy.
“The Beauxbatons champion is Hadrian Evans!”
OoO
Raina felt, more than saw, Hadrian go rigid beside her.
The students around them exploded into noise, shouts of excitement and vigorous claps broke out.
Her mouth went dry even as she joined her classmates in their celebrations.
Hadrian…
Her dark eyes shot to the boy next to her, searching for his reaction.
Like always, there was nothing to give away the other’s thoughts. It had once bothered her how efficient Hadrian’s mask could be, how easily he could hide his emotions behind a stony expression or a calculative smile.
It had been unnerving to see such precision from someone her own age, especially when they had first met. But that was before she had learned how to read him, at least partially.
She knew he was stunned at the reveal, could see it along the tight lines of his shoulders, the way his skin was a touch lighter than it usually was, the small clench to his jaw.
Her eyes trailed passed him to see Claire – her friend’s face was a strange mixture of pride and terror, mirroring her own emotions exactly.
Pride, because Hadrian was going to be representing their academy, that he would be able to showcase to the world just how skilled he was and heighten Beauxbatons reputation by competing and winning.
But terror, because Hadrian – the smug, daring, creative, dashing boy – was about to risk his life. He was about to be tossed into situations that could very well kill him, and expected to succeed for some twisted sense of honour and glory.
While she had always known it would be him, it did nothing to ease the sudden rush of fear that flooded her.
Her mind was overwhelmed with images of the boy broken and beaten and covered in blood, surrounded by unimaginable dangers that he was unable to fight off.
Raina watched with a heavy heart as Hadrian was forced to his feet from the swelling students behind him.
The boy hesitated for a fraction of a second, indecision and anxiety flaring in his eyes. The weakness was fleeting, because not even a moment passed before his face smoothed out and he began to make his way over to Yaxley.
The perfectly blank expression did not fool her though, she knew Hadrian was still reeling from the reveal. She had seen him react like this a number of times throughout their years together, had seen him retreat behind a wall of indifference when he lost his footing, or was taken by surprise.
He was doing that right now, a default precaution to protect himself while he processed and analysed the situation.
Claire slid closer to her, taking Hadrian’s spot and the warm weight of her friend broke her free of her morose thoughts. She released a shaking breath.
“He…he will be fine.” Claire said, voice barely audible above the ruckus their classmates were making. A small section of Raina wanted to be ashamed of them, a much larger part could hardly care.
“Of course he will be. He is the best we have. If anyone can handle these tasks, it is him.” Raina spoke with conviction. She and Hadrian might not see eye-to-eye all of the time, but she was fully capable of appreciating a person’s strength and skill.
Though even as she said this, her mind flittered back to the images of Hadrian hurt –
Claire made a strange noise in the back of her throat as they watched Hadrian shake Yaxley’s hand and take the parchment with his name on it from the man. The Headmaster’s lips moved, but they were too far away to hear, and neither of them could lip-read.
“I will contact my cousin in the Ministry and see if she has heard anything about what the first task could be.”
Raina nodded slightly, “I will send a letter to my father as well. He will likely be able to ask some of his circle if they have heard any rumours.”
“We should also have a look at what some of the tasks in previous tournaments were, there might be a pattern or some information that could prove useful.” Claire continued, her eyes tracking Hadrian’s small, blue-clad form as the boy was ushered down the same path as Kaiser had been earlier.
“I agree. We will start tomorrow, I will ask the others to get in touch with their connections as well and see what they can uncover.”
Hadrian was theirs, after all, and they took care of their own.
OoO
He paused just outside of the room they had pointed him to, leaning his forehead against the smooth stone wall and tried to breathe slow and deep in an attempt to fend off the impending attack.
He could feel the minute trembling escalate as he struggled to get air into his lungs. He knew he only had a few moments to get control of himself before the Hogwarts champion would be announced and would be coming down here.
But it was so hard. All he could hear was the blood rushing in his ears, not even his short gasps could break through the pounding of his heart. He could not breath.
Champion…
Gods…How…? How the fuck did this happen? What the fuck happened? I don’t understand.
He clenched his right hand tightly, the slip of parchment crackled harshly at the brutal treatment but he paid it no heed. His other hand came up and splayed across his chest, feeling the rapid movement under his palm.
Someone had to have slipped my name in. That’s the only explanation. Someone wanted me to be champion. But why? What possible motive…?
He twitched as another thought occurred to him.
Mother is going to be furious. The very idea of his mother’s reaction made his breath increased and body shudder violently.
She had not reacted well to him joining the European Seekers challenge, where he had still managed to keep a relatively low profile despite drawing with Viktor.
He could still remember her disappointment and anger at him – “How could you be so reckless!?” – and dreaded having to tell her that he had failed once again. It had been such a simple task, avoid being champion, and he had botched it so magnificently.
Their lives depended on him being able to keep his head down until they were ready. He was supposed to build contacts and alliances slowly, working and manoeuvring and influencing from the shadows.
And now he had gone and gotten himself involved in one of the biggest events to rock their word in two hundred years.
Being a champion meant unwanted attention. It meant that everyone and their dog would be hunting for information. It meant that his mother and he were now in an extremely precarious situation.
All it took was one dedicated reporter that was too curious for their own good, and their little family would be extinguished.
He would have to be so vigilant with everything he did, every word he said. Just one wrong move from him and it would all be over.
Ironically, it was that thought that calmed him down. The pressure in his chest began to abate and his breathing slowed until it was only a touch faster than normal. His mind settled as he accepted this latest occurrence.
He would just have to treat this like any other problem he had encountered. He would evaluate, learn every scrap of information relevant to his situation, then he would dominate it.
Because he knew that now that he was champion he could not afford to lose. This was an unfortunate circumstance, but it was not completely detrimental. Yaxley was many things but a fool was not one of them. The man had been absolutely correct in his assessment that the winning champion would become a legend.
Having that kind of recognition would be an immeasurable boost to his plans. Hell, it could be the thing that ended up saving everything he and his mother had worked for.
Hadrian pushed himself away from the wall and smoothed down his uniform, running his hand through his hair a few times and making sure he looked presentable.
With one last quick moment to collect himself, he opened the door and entered the room.
Galiana looked up sharply, her features contorting unattractively when she recognised who he was, and what his presence meant.
“You haffe got to be kidding me.”
“Believe me sweetheart, I am not exactly thrilled to see you either.” He responded almost automatically, his mind still swirling with ideas.
“I am going to destroy you, mudblood. Ve vill see vo is laughing in the end.”
“I wasn’t laughing in the first place.” He muttered, already bored with her. She was just another prejudiced soul that thought a person’s worth was dictated by their blood. Of course, there must be something special about her if the goblet chose her, but he would have plenty of time to study her at a later date.
There was another explosion of noise, muffled by the thick walls but loud enough that they knew the Hogwarts champion had been selected. They both straightened as the doors burst open and a figure entered.
Hadrian’s eyes almost closed in despair when he saw Draco ushered inside, a slip of parchment clutched tightly in his hand. The other boy looked a little pale, but besides that he did not seem to share Hadrian’s panic.
A man, dressed in obscenely decorated robes, instructed them to wait for another few moments before slamming the door closed behind him, and leaving the three of them in a tense silence.
Hadrian traded guarded looks with Gailana, before he slid closer to Draco. Out of the two of them, at least he had established some form of shaky friendship with the boy over the weeks. Gailana looked like she would bite him if he got too close.
“Looks like this year is going to be more difficult than I originally planned.” Draco said pleasantly to him, doing a remarkable job at hiding his nervousness. Hadrian could see it lurking in his eyes though.
He hummed in agreement. “I cannot imagine handling all this and our finals.”
“Oh no, my father told me the three champions are exempt from all exams. The tournament is, thankfully, seen as enough.”
“Honestly, I would rather take the exams.” The dark haired boy said dryly, prompting a small smirk from his companion. They lost their humour after a moment though. They were both disillusioned to the fanfare surrounding this, and knew exactly what could happen to them.
Draco held up his piece of paper, “It’s amazing, isn’t it? That one little slip of paper could be the reason I die.”
The name Draco Malfoy was scrawled elegantly for him to see.
His words brought Hadrian’s mind back to his own parchment. In his confusion and panic he had not even glanced at the little thing.
He quickly unfolded it and scanned the writing, eyes tracing over his own name.
“Are you alright, Hadrian?” Draco’s voice sounded far away and distorted.
No. He was not.
Seeing his name on the paper rammed home the fact that he was probably going to die, and there was nothing he could do to get out of this.
But what made it worse was that he recognised the handwriting.
How could he not, when for the last three years he had swapped notes with this person, that he had spent time reading over essays and assignments done in this writing.
Hadrian lowered the parchment, feeling something he was not quite familiar with fill his chest as a lump formed in his throat.
It was Jacob’s handwriting.
Chapter 11: Chapter Eleven
Notes:
Sorry about the wait guys! I got distracted by Gravity Falls! Anyway, things are finally moving along with this chapter, and as promised, another interaction between Hadrian and Voldemort. I hope you enjoy that one haha. I was also a little surprised how quickly you all turned against Jacob - I love it hahaha. You guys make my day. Hope you enjoy this chapter as much as the others, and as always, let me know what you think!
Chapter Text
For the first time he could recall, Hadrian’s mind just stopped. His thoughts fell flat, half-formed and unacknowledged.
He blinked heavily, once, twice, trying to struggle his way passed the haze that was clogging his head. Unlike before, he did not lose his composure. There was no shortness of breath, no horrible tremors.
Instead there was a small ember of anger that sparked in him as the disbelief and sting of betrayal wilted.
His hand clenched around the paper and his eyes darkened, the bright emerald becoming almost black as his magic began to writhe within him, begging to be released.
Hadrian had read that bursts of extreme negative emotions could affect a wizard’s ability to wield their magic, making it wild and uncontrollable. He had never, in all his years, felt anything so potent that it could shake the tight leash he kept on his power.
Until now.
He was not a naturally aggressive person – he felt anger, certainly, and his rage could be as disastrous as a tsunami, but it was always fleeting and easily conquered.
This? This was not something he could let go.
Jacob had betrayed him. Made a conscious decision to do this to him.
That could not be forgiven.
His eyes narrowed dangerously.
It would not be forgiven.
“I am fine, Draco.” His voice gave no indication of his emotional instability, and moments later his face was wiped of anything that could give it away.
Draco gave him a wary look, grey eyes searching for answers. “If you say so,” the other eventually allowed.
Hadrian took his burning rage and tucked it neatly away, not ignoring it, but knowing it would do him no good right now. His mother had trained him in how to deal with situations like this, how to organise his thoughts and compartmentalise so as to not get distracted by his emotions.
He did not know what he would do when he inevitably saw Jacob again, and part of him was actually scared of what his reaction would be; but for now, he revelled in the calmness that settled over his thoughts and blanketed his turbulent state.
By the time the doors opened again and a number of officials entered, Hadrian was the picture of ease, standing beside Draco with his hands loosely clasped behind his back.
The three newly named champions looked up as the adults entered, Lucius Malfoy in the lead and looking very smug for a man whose only blood-child was about to face certain death. Behind the blond Minister of Magic were the respective Heads of their schools, and Hadrian relaxed further when he spotted Madame Maxime’s towering figure.
The sight of her comforted him almost as much as seeing his mother would have.
The woman’s dark eyes landed on him the second she had cleared the doorway. There was intense pride on her features as she gazed at him, tempered by the tightness around her mouth. Hadrian distantly recalled what she had told him before they had departed Beauxbatons, of her hopes and fears.
He gave a small nod at her. The tenseness remained fixed to her, but she returned his dip of the head.
His eyes trailed passed her and ran over the number of politicians that had managed to wriggle their way into the room, most nondescript and dull, especially in the presence of the Dark Lord.
Hadrian stared at the man closely, tracing over his form with clinical interest. Already the air felt heavy with the man’s dark magic polluting in. He took a deep, steadying breath as his eyes finally reached Voldemort’s face.
He locked eyes with those crimson orbs immediately, because the man had been watching him just as closely. On the few occasions Hadrian had found himself under the scrutiny of the Dark Lord, he had always ducked away out of a healthy dose of fear.
Now, he held the man’s gaze evenly without the slightest flinch. For some reason, faced with the upcoming tournament, he was not particularly concerned with Voldemort. It was odd, considering that out of everything, his father’s murderer was indeed the deadliest challenge he would have to overcome.
But not for a few more years.
Hadrian broke the eye contact when Madame Maxime gracefully slid next to him and placed her hand comfortingly on his shoulder. He looked up at the large woman in acknowledgement. “Congratulations my student,” she said softly, the beautiful French words falling from her lips. “I’ve no doubt in my heart that you are the perfect choice to represent our academy.”
Her hand reached up to gently run through the back of his hair. The touch was light, likely unnoticeable to anyone not watching them, and it filled him with warmth. Teacher’s typically did not touch their students in such familiar ways, and Hadrian rarely allowed anything more than an encouraging pat on the back, but Madame Maxime was like the honorary aunt of all her students.
“Thank you Madame,” he replied, his shoulders straightening under her gaze. Despite his mixed feelings about being champion, hearing those words from this woman was enough to bring a small smile to his face. “I will endeavour to maintain our school’s reputation.”
Her answering smile was breathtaking, “Regardless of your performance during these tasks you will have the respect and support of myself and your fellow classmates. If you ever need assistance, you need only ask.”
“Thank you,” he repeated gratefully. He knew that Madame Maxime had already given them permission to do whatever it took to help the champion – to help him – but it was nice to have it reiterated.
“Olympe,” someone smoothly interrupted their small moment. Hadrian started at the cold, harsh voice and with a tinge of dread, turned to see Voldemort had approached them, and was standing at his back. This was the closest Hadrian had ever been to the man, excluding the accidental brush in the hallways.
How did he even get behind me?
“My Lord,” his Headmistress greeted pleasantly, her voice having a nice trill to it. She dipped in a bow even as her eyes hardened like diamonds. “can I help you?”
Hadrian cleared his throat softly to cover his disbelief at his Headmistress’ gall.
Voldemort smiled politely at the taller woman, not acknowledging her borderline-disrespect. “I merely wished to extend my congratulations to your champion, I have heard very impressive things about him from the professors at Hogwarts.”
Those bright red eyes moved to him, and Hadrian quickly moulded his face into the appropriate respectful and slightly awed expression it was probably supposed to be. There was a flare of amusement in the man’s eyes that told him he was not quick enough to do so.
“Thank you,” he said simply with lowered eyes, because he did not trust himself to not choke over the obligatory ‘my Lord’. Voldemort was many things, but he would never be Hadrian’s lord. The man was lucky that he even dropped his eyes as a sign of faux-submission.
He did wonder which professors in particular had been whispering reports to the man though. Carrow, most definitely, since the creepy woman seemed to watch him far too closely during Potions. Maybe a few of the more prominent Death Eater teachers.
Riddle too, he admitted to himself. Defence was a subject he was particularly brilliant in, and it was likely that anyone that displayed any significant talent in that class would end up on Voldemort’s radar. He just hoped Riddle had not mentioned some of his more liberal comments on the Dark Lord to the man himself.
“How do you feel, Mr. Evans, being selected for such a momentous honour?” There was something about how the man said his name that tickled his memory, but he could count on one hand the times he had even seen the man. In none of them could he recall Voldemort speaking directly to him, or using his name.
“The same as my fellow champions, votre seigneurie. It is, as you said, a tremendous honour.” A non-answer, and but still an answer, because he doubted Voldemort would appreciate him saying to his face just what he thought about his precious tournament.
The smile on the man’s face twisted into something very similar to a smirk, effortlessly catching the purpose of his comment. There was a flash of approval in Voldemort’s eyes. “Indeed.”
Unnerved by the intensity of the man’s stare he tilted his head in his Headmistress’ direction. The woman took lead of the conversation in an instant. “‘adrian is the best Beauxbatons ‘as to offer, my Lord. ‘e will do us proud.”
“Of that I have to agree. Top of all your classes are you not?” It seemed Voldemort was not one to take a hint. His eyes had barely flicked to Madame Maxime when she spoke. And having the question directed at him dictated that Hadrian should be the one to answer.
“I am, votre seigneurie.”
How could you possibly know that already? It’s barely been a month.
Voldemort hummed thoughtfully, head twitching to the side slightly.
Lucius Malfoy’s voice carried through the room. “Gather around champions, there are a few matters that must be addressed before we allow you to go celebrate with your classmates.”
Hadrian, glad at the timely distraction, slipped from between the two taller adults and joined Draco again. Galiana very obviously stepped up next to Draco, leaving the blond boy in between them. If he was not so unbothered by it, Hadrian might have rolled his eyes at her childishness. It’s not like being a muggleborn was contagious.
“Firstly, congratulations on your success at being named champions for the tournament, I am sure each of you are proud of your accomplishment.” Here, Malfoy’s gaze loitered on his son. When those mercury eyes moved to him, Hadrian almost grinned at the discontent present in them. Clearly Malfoy remembered him from Éric’s office, but was unsure with how to deal with him after their last encounter.
To be fair, he had purposefully messed with the man.
“These challenges, as Headmaster Yaxley explained earlier, are extremely perilous, though they are not the only dangers that linger during these times. One of the chief concerns our governments faced was how to ensure your safety in between the tasks, as in the past the occasional champion would – tragically – be injured or even killed by their competition.”
And was that not a wonderful way to kick start this tournament? Instilling paranoia amongst the champions that at any moment they could be taken out if they were too much of a threat. Next to him, Draco shifted minutely.
“Now, as we live in much more civilised times, the chances of these underhanded tactics are dismal. But, as a precaution, we have decided to enforce some means of protection for you.”
Ah, the bracelets. Hadrian glanced at the man behind Malfoy, who was clutching at a simple brown chest tightly with pudgy fingers.
“These bracelets have been personally enchanted by the Dark Lord to give each champion some measure of protection against all manner of harm. The bracelets will act as a detector in the presence of poisons, as well as produce a small, but powerful shield charm that will envelope your body when offensive spells are cast at you. There are a number of smaller enchantments as well, monitoring charms and such that will alert those of significance if something else were to happen to you; but they are unimportant.”
With a wave of his hand, the chubby man stepped forward and cracked the chest open. Inside, three intricate little bands of metal sat innocently for them to see.
They looked to be silver, and the light glimmered off them enticingly.
Voldemort stepped up to the chest without prompting and plucked one of the bands from the chest. He approached Galiana, who obediently held out her hand, wrist pointed upwards. The Dark Lord held one end of the bracelet close to her pale skin and spoke.
Or rather, he hissed.
Hadrian’s skin erupted in goose bumps at hearing Parseltongue slide out of the man’s mouth. He had always thought that French was one of the most pleasant sounding languages he knew. But this…he clenched his hands into fists to stop himself from shuddering at the sensual, caressing hisses.
With a jolt of disgust, he wrenched his eyes away from where they had been locked on Voldemort’s lips and forcibly glanced down at the band of metal. As he watched, the silver simmered and seemed to come alive. The band lost its rigidness and slipped like water from the Dark Lord’s pale hand to curl around Galiana’s wrist.
Once the band was securely in place, it regained its firmness and became the promised bracelet.
It was a fascinating piece of magic, made even more so due to its use of Parselmagic. Hadrian was determined to tinker with it the moment he was alone. While he doubted he could do much – if the spell was cast in Parseltongue, he had no hope of altering it, due to his inability to speak the snake language – he might be able to at least understand the mechanisms of some of the spells.
He watched again as Draco’s bracelet was applied, and listened to the blond’s soft, “Thank you, my Lord.” with half an ear.
When it came to his turn, Hadrian lost some of his curiosity, replaced with trepidation at wearing something created by Voldemort. He had not been blind to the way Malfoy had skimmed passed most of the bracelet’s functions. He knew that there were likely many more spells and charms in place than what they were told.
Karkaroff and Yaxley were already speaking to their respective champions, whispering feverishly in the young witch and wizard’s ears.
The figure in front of him drew his attention back to the matter at hand. With a silent sigh of resignation, Hadrian held his left hand up. Though unlike his fellow champions, he did not offer his wrist to Voldemort, he held it vertically so the back of his palm was facing the man.
The position was an unconscious decision on his part, and he hardly noticed he had done it until he caught the intrigued light in Voldemort’s eyes.
The wrist was a natural weak spot on the human body. Not only did it have the ulnar artery, which provided blood to the hand, but there was a vital pressure point located there. While muggles used acupressure to relieve pain, these points served a different function for wizards. They were the channels in which their magic flowed through.
The Nei Guan pressure point was, in Hadrian’s opinion, the most important to a wizard, as it allowed for one’s magic to flow from the core and arms to the hands, and usually then through the wand itself. If damaged or restricted, it was almost impossible to cast magic with a wand, much less without one.
It was instinctive of him to keep such a delicate part of his body and magic away from someone he viewed as an enemy. And from the curl to Voldemort’s mouth, the man had definitely picked up on the unconscious move.
Hadrian swallowed and waited patiently for the Dark Lord to attach the damn bracelet so they could get this over with. He just wanted to go to bed.
He twitched violently when a pale hand wrapped around his arm and repositioned it so that the wrist was pointed to the ceiling. The touch sent electricity racing up his arm, and he bit down on the instinct to jerk his arm away, especially when Voldemort’s thumb delicately traced over the thin skin of his wrist.
Hadrian’s breathing faltered and his fingers twitched reflexively, revealing his agitation. He barely heard the soft hisses from above him as his gaze remained fixated on that thumb resting just above the Nei Guan of his left wrist. The man only moving the digit when the silver band slithered its way over that point of his arm.
He dimly registered that the bracelet was that of a snake when he spotted the small creatures head. Its body was beautifully craved with a number of what had to be runes, though he could not read them, due to the strange, squiggling writing they were in.
Parselscript. A distant part of his mind murmured.
Voldemort hissed again, just a quick, sharp noise that only Hadrian could hear. The blank eyes of the snake flashed once in acknowledgement to whatever Voldemort had said, changing from silver to a pale red, almost pink.
Hadrian’s head snapped up to look at the Dark Lord, eyes narrowed in confusion. As far as he had seen, the man had not done that with the other two champions.
His gut churned when all the man did was smirk at him.
What the fuck did he do to it?
He clenched his jaw and pointedly did not mumble that same, simpering ‘thank you, my Lord’ as the other two. If anything, Voldemort’s eyes shone a little brighter at his disrespect.
“Excellent,” Lucius Malfoy spoke up, drawing the room’s attention once again. Voldemort stepped back next to his follower and allowed the blond to continue with his speech.
Hadrian barely paid attention, his mind too preoccupied with wondering what Voldemort had done to his bracelet. And a subtle glance at Draco’s bracelet showed blank silver eyes on his snake. His fingers traced along the cool metal behind his back, feeling out the grooves and learning the shape.
He was glad he had chosen to have it on his left wrist. Hadrian had been trained to be ambidextrous, but he had always favoured his right hand more. By having his left wrist carry the bracelet it gave him a bit more comfort to use his right hand to analyse the thing.
“The first task will be taking place in three weeks’ time from today. The task that you are expected to complete will be revealed to you two days before, to give you some time to prepare.” Hadrian blinked and glanced at the other two champions.
He doubted that any of them would wait until two days before the task to find out what they were expected to do. No doubt Malfoy would inform Draco almost immediately, and if he knew anything about Karkaroff it was that the man was absolutely ruthless and ruled by his pride. Galiana would know the task seconds after her Headmaster.
Which meant that Hadrian would have to come up with some way to find out the challenge as well. It would be a bit difficult, seeing as how he had no contacts here, and as far as he was aware, Madame Maxime had no affiliation with Voldemort’s regime. Karkaroff had the benefit of being a Death Eater, so it would not be hard for him sniff around.
Draco’s father was practically running this whole thing, so he naturally would know everything beforehand, he probably already knew what the first task was.
He supposed he could try and wheedle it out of the other boy, or maybe try Hermione. The two seemed close, so he was sure that Draco would confide in her.
His fingers never stopped tracing over the bracelet.
“I thank you for your attention, and wish you each the best of luck for the coming trials. Tomorrow, we will hold the weighing of the wands ceremony. It is a simple formality to ensure that each of your wands are functioning perfectly. Please note that there will be reporters there, and that the information will likely be published in both local and international newspapers. You are welcome to re-join your classmates now.”
Madame Maxime’s hand dropped on his shoulder again, startling him out of the odd mood he had fallen into. His hands fell apart and came to a rest at his sides.
“Come, we must return to the carriage now. Your classmates have already assembled there, and while they are likely waiting to celebrate with you, there is something you must do before.”
“Which is what, Madame?” He asked frowning lightly.
Madame Maxime smiled sweetly at him. “I have arranged for you to firecall your mother and inform her of your selection. She will want to hear it from you, I imagine, rather than the papers.”
His stomach clenched in dread at the thought of sitting down and actually telling his mother of his failure. He had hoped he could get away with simply writing her a letter, at least that way he could avoid her immediate reaction.
He slapped a smile on his face to cover his trepidation. “Of course, I had forgotten in all the excitement.”
His Headmistress tightened her grip on his shoulder. “I am positive she will be very proud.”
He chuckled lightly as he internally shrunk. “Yes, after all, this is a large honour.”
She’s going to kill me.
OoO
Hadrian shut the door to Madame Maxime’s office and leaned against it. He had managed to slip through his ecstatic classmates without much trouble, and had come in here before any of his friends could spot him. In particular, he had ducked to avoid Jacob.
The same anger started to bubble in his chest again and he shoved it down. He still did not know how he would go about confronting his frie– the other boy about what he had done.
He sighed loudly and let his head fall back against the wooden door, greatly pleased at the silencing charms that blocked out the excited chatter of the others. He let his eyes slip shut.
“Merde,” he groaned, “I’m doomed.”
He rubbed his hands together to stop the slight trembling in them and made his way over to the lit fire place. He supposed it was kind of Madame Maxime to lend her office to the champion to privately talk to their parents before the news really hit the papers, but all he could think of was his mother’s impending disappointment.
He connected it numbly and waited for his mother to answer.
It took almost a minute, but her face appeared in the flames before him. Hadrian felt his words fail him.
“Hadrian?”
Not Harry. She never called him Harry unless she was positive that there was no one around. A firecall was typically safe, but there was always the chance someone could hijack it. He released a soft breath.
“Maman,” he greeted, going for happy but falling flat. “how are you?”
“I am fine, why are you calling me? This is hardly normal for you.”
He clasped his hands together and thought furiously on how to do this. His mother was a strict woman, and while she had trained him to be wily with his words, she had always preferred him to be straight with her. He took a deep breath.
“That’s because this is not a normal situation maman.” He could see the confusion and suspicious coming onto her face, and rushed on before she could speak. “I was selected as the champion for Beauxbatons.”
Her silence was, in a way, worse than her anger.
Hadrian’s head lowered as he avoided looking at her flickering face. He could not bear to see the displeasure blossom over her features.
For a long time, she said nothing, and as each second passed without comment his nerves further unravelled. It was almost cruel of her, to drag this out for him.
“Please say something.” He murmured quietly.
“I thought you said you could avoid this.”
He could not help it, he winced. “I thought I had, but something unexpected happened and my name was pulled out.”
Lily was silent. Hadrian fixed his eyes on the lush carpet of the office. He waited for her to speak.
“What ‘unexpected’ thing happened?”
He hesitated.
She noticed.
“Hadrian.” The command had him opening his mouth instinctively.
“Someone else slipped my name in the goblet without my knowledge. I didn’t know about it until tonight when I was called.” As angry as he was, he could not bring himself to name Jacob as the source of this problem. He should, he knew it would lessen his mother’s wrath. But some misguided form of lingering attachment stopped the words from escaping his throat.
Lily sighed harshly, the noise quite loud in his ears. “Is there anyway you can get out of this?”
He shook his head slowly, “No. The moment the name is drawn, a magical contract is formed between the goblet and the participant. If I refuse to do it, my magic is forfeit.” Just the thought of losing his magic had him shaking. He could not imagine a life without it.
“Surely there must be some way. Some loophole we could use.”
“There isn’t. I checked earlier. I have to do this now.”
She sighed again, though this one was more exhausted than anything. “This shouldn’t have happened.” She said, the reprimand hovering in the air between them. Hadrian nodded once in acceptance. He knew that. He should have foreseen this, should have planned even if he had not considered it a possibility.
She had trained him to expect anything.
“This…” he bit his lip, “this might not be a bad thing, maman. In fact, I believe this could work in our favour.”
He finally raised his eyes to look at her flaming face. “And just how is this in any way useful to us?”
“Think, if I win the tournament, I would have much more influence in France. That alone would undoubtedly help us get to where we need to be. By participating, yes I draw immense attention to us, but I also have the chance to get my name out there in a way that I would not have had otherwise.”
He watched as she thought through his suggestion, holding his breath. He truly hoped she agreed with him.
Lily’s eyes returned to him. “Very well, I can see the benefits to that, are you sure you can handle it?” Her tone hinted at her lingering disappointment at his last failure to complete a task. Her doubt hurt him in a way he was never prepared for.
He straightened in his place and nodded firmly. “I will win, maman.” He told her with conviction.
“And you won’t slip?” She pressed. “You will be in the spotlight, constantly. You cannot afford to make one mistake.”
“I won’t disappoint you again, I promise.”
Her face softened in the fire. “I know you won’t darling. I know you will make me proud.” Her expression wavered. “Promise me you will stay safe. That you won’t take unnecessary risks.”
He smiled at her, pleased that she was no longer feeling angry at him. “Maman, this is me we are talking about. I don’t take risks.”
She returned his smile with a smaller one. “Of course you don’t,” she said softly. “I must go now, but I will talk to Madame Maxime about setting up a schedule to talk to you.”
“Very well,” he gave her one last smile, “I love you.”
Lily hummed sweetly, “And I you Hadrian. Goodbye.”
The call ended with one last flicker of fire.
He collapsed back in his seat and groaned loudly, running his hands over his face in exhaustion. That had been more draining than he had anticipated, but less explosive then he had thought it would be. He was just happy his mother had allowed him to explain things to her, rather than scold him.
He leaned his head on his fist and stared down at his bracelet. The red flames cast moving shadows over the metal, while making it also glow red. Like this, he could barely tell that the eyes were still their pinkish-red colour.
Hadrian rotated his wrist, watching as the jewellery caught the fire light in different ways.
It really was an impressive piece of magic.
There were several rapid knocks at the office door. Hadrian turned his head, debating if he wanted to re-join his classmates just yet.
His face grimaced at the thought of their rowdy celebrations, having no desire to be drawn into it. He just wanted to find his bed and sleep.
He froze halfway through pushing himself up.
He shared a room with Jacob.
“Merde.” He hissed.
One thing was for sure, he could not continue to sleep in the same room as the other boy. He would not be able to control himself from doing something he would regret if they were in the same space for the rest of the year. He knew Madame Maxime would move him if he asked, probably switch him with another boy.
But he would have to give a damn good excuse for wanting to move. Everyone knew he and Jacob were close, and they would notice immediately when Hadrian pulled away. Because he would pull away. As far as he was concerned, they were done.
But what could he say to Madame Maxime to get moved.
He made his way to the door and cracked it open, grateful to see that whoever had knocked had melded back into the group. Hadrian scanned the room carefully, trying to see where everyone was. The door to the carriage was still open, and he could see several students talking outside.
He silently cast a disillusionment and notice-me-not charm on himself, then exited the office. Hadrian weaved his way passed his fellow students and made for the bedrooms.
He opened the door and slipped inside, taking down his spells and closing the door quietly.
He turned around to move and stopped when he spotted Jacob sitting on his bed.
“Oh.” He blinked. The other boy gave him a little smile from where he was sitting, but the happy expression faltered when Hadrian failed to return the gesture.
“Ah…hey?”
Hadrian slammed his eyes closed and breathed deeply, clenching his hands to refrain from letting his anger get loose.
“You alright Hadrian?”
Fuck it.
“No, I’m not. But thanks for asking, it’s nice to know you are so considerate of my feelings.” The words were sharp and icy, practically saturated in his rage.
Jacob leaned back in surprise, “Woah, what’s with the venom?”
“You really want to know?” Hadrian stalked closer, unable to stop himself now that he had started. “I’m pissed because I thought I could trust you. I thought we were friends – hell, closer than friends. I thought that when I told you to drop it that you would respect my wishes.”
He yanked the crumbled nomination paper from his pocket and held it up so Jacob could see his own writing. “I didn’t think you would fucking stab me in the back! Do you have any idea what you’ve done?”
Jacob’s eyes popped out of his head, “But I thought you nominated yourself…?”
“No, you were banking on me having nominated myself so you wouldn’t get found out! I can’t believe you did this! Nominating me? What is wrong with you?”
He threw the slip of parchment at the other. “I’ll tell you what – everything. You were angry because I wouldn’t spill all my secrets to you, so you did this as some form of petty revenge. You just did whatever the fuck you wanted because you didn’t even bother considering that I had a reason for not wanting to be champion!”
“Wait!” Jacob shot to his feet, panic flashing across his face. “That’s not it! Just let me explain why I did it!”
“I don’t want to hear your excuses! I don’t give a fuck why you did it; all that matters is that you did it in the first place! Did you even pause – for one second and think ‘this is a bad idea’?”
“I thought that the very second after I put your name in – I was just…I was frustrated and you’re right, I wasn’t thinking–”
“Clearly you were thinking enough to write my name on some paper, make your way into the Great Hall without anyone noticing, and put my name in! That’s not something that can be pinned as a ‘spur of the moment’ decision. That takes motivation and planning! You knew exactly what you were doing! You knew you were going against my wishes!”
“–and I made a mistake!” Jacob carried on, voice rushing out of him. “I felt awful the second I had done it and I knew you would be furious with me which was why I was so relieved when I thought you nominated yourself!”
“Well you finally got something right,” Hadrian spat, getting in Jacob’s face and forcing the taller boy to shrink away from him. He could not remember the last time he had been so angry, and hearing the other’s flimsy apologies was doing nothing but adding to the fire inside him.
“I am furious with you, I’m beyond furious. I can barely even look at you without disgust.”
He shoved the other away from him, making him stumble backwards. “Do you want to know why I’m so pissed though? It’s not necessarily that you betrayed me, it’s more that you betrayed me. I can count on one hand the people I trust, and you were at the top. You were the one person besides my mother I knew I could rely on. The only one I knew would have my back no matter what happened.”
He scoffed and looked away from the brown haired boy. “I don’t trust easily, and I don’t hand out friendship carelessly. You took something sacred that I gave you and you used it against me. You severed that bond between us, this is on you, so don’t think for one minute that I will just roll over and accept some half-arsed, pathetic apology for what you’ve done.”
The chandelier above them shattered, sprinkling shards of glass around them and the room darkened instantly. Hadrian quickly reigned in his magic before it destroyed something else, despite the way it strained to be released.
“Tomorrow I’m asking for a new room; I refuse to sleep in the same room as a traitor.”
He stepped closer to Jacob’s hunched form. “And if you know what’s good for you, you will not breath a word of this to anyone. The last thing I need to deal with is rumours because of your inability to keep your mouth shut.” The other’s head remained lowered.
“Am I clear, Korin?”
The boy flinched at the use of his last name, the final piece of evidence that Hadrian no longer saw him as a friend. Jacob’s head raised, though he still could not meet his eyes. His nod was miniscule.
“Good.”
The snake’s eyes glinted knowingly.
OoO
His pale fingers ran along his smooth jaw, ruby eyes alight with pure, unbridled fascination.
He had known the boy was interesting from the moment he had seen a glimpse of him in Lucius’ mind, and that interest was cultivated during their defence lessons. But this…
He breathed harshly through his nose.
The sheer rage the boy had just exhibited.
It was intoxicating.
He had no idea that Hadrian was capable of such a display. The way his words had twisted into weapons to tear apart his little friend. The way he had so easily cowered the other.
His eyes fluttered close in delight.
“Oh, the Dark Lord would not want me.”
He remembered the way the boy had teased him.
“I am strictly a Light wizard, I am afraid. What use could I be to a man who worships the opposite spectrum of magic?”
There had been hints of this throughout all their interactions. An air around the child that alluded to something darker underneath his charm and smooth-talking. A flash of it in his eyes, a twitch to his lips. All these little signs that told him that maybe Hadrian was not as he seemed.
And now, he finally had proof.
That boy was no Light wizard. Light wizards’ magic did not automatically seek to destroy when they lose control. Light wizards did not shatter glass in a moment of anger.
His fingers brushed against his lips.
He only wished he could have somehow seen it, the expressions that would have crossed his face, the way those stunning emerald eyes would have darkened as his mood fouled.
It would have been breathtaking.
Alas, the bracelet only allowed him to hear what occurred around the child.
His complete dominance of his classmate was beautiful. He had been initially confused when Hadrian’s name had been called, but hearing this conversation allowed him to understand. How bitter he was at his friend’s betrayal. Yes, that conversation had been illuminating; but his conversation with his mother was just as fascinating. Clearly, young Mr. Evans held many secrets.
All that talk of plans between the two of them.
His red eyes fluttered open.
He would enjoy unravelling them all one by one.
Chapter 12: Chapter Twelve
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next day, Hadrian sat on his bed in an entirely new room, books strewn around him as his eyes darted between the pages.
He had approached Madame Maxime about switching rooms, and the woman, after staring at him closely, had agreed to move him. Though, he did not trade places with another boy, like he had expected. Instead, the Headmistress had informed him that he was being given a room all to himself.
He had been confused at first, but Madame Maxime had told him, gently, that it was for his own comfort. She had explained that being champion would put him under an extreme amount of stress, and the least they could do for him was give him a space all his own, somewhere safe he could retreat to should he need it.
Hadrian was just relieved that he did not have to spend the rest of the year in a room with Jacob. Last night had been incredibly painful and filled with tense silence.
At least now he could sleep without being overwhelmed with the knowledge that someone he had been betrayed by was lying just a few feet away.
It was a little smaller than the room he had shared with the other boy, but no less extravagant, and the soft blues, golds and whites gave the room a sense of calm elegance, mirroring Beauxbatons’. It set him at ease to be surrounded with such familiar features.
He tapped his wand listlessly against his thigh as he shoved one book away and dragged another to take its place. His bottom lip was likely a little swollen from how heavily he was biting it, but he paid little attention to it as his mind buzzed with information.
He flipped through the book quickly until he found the page he was looking for. With a hum, he brought his left wrist up to study the squiggly carvings in the metal. Now, in the bright afternoon light streaming through his window, he could clearly see that the bracelet was not fully silver.
It was electrum, an alloy of gold and silver, and a particularly powerful magical metal. Hadrian was not an alchemist, but he had a good enough grasp of the subject to understand a little about it. By using electrum, the Parselscript runes were given a natural boost in terms of strength. It was a simple method to increase the effectiveness of whatever was carved into it.
He sighed lightly and dropped his arm, eyes staring blankly at the wall.
This was harder than he had anticipated. As far as he could tell, there was no existing translation of Parselscript in any of the numerous books he had pilfered from the carriage and his classmates – who were all too eager to help him. They thought he was preparing for the first task.
In reality, he was trying to find a way to get this bloody bracelet off of him. He did not like the fact that it was crafted by the Dark Lord, and that it gave the man all sorts of information about what he did. Those ‘monitoring’ charms Malfoy had mentioned last night were no doubt more extensive than the minister had informed them.
Plus, it reminded Hadrian far too much of a manacle for his liking.
He sighed again, returning his focus to his books.
It was…frustrating, not being able to understand. He had always been an exceptionally bright student, with theories and knowledge coming to him easily. To be confronted with a problem he could not solve was testing his patience.
He was very competent at Ancient Runes, and had always been able to translate texts with little to no problem.
If only he had a key…
Parselscript was just like any language. Each symbol meant something. Each placement had a purpose. And like all other languages, you could translate it.
Hadrian ran his fingers over the bracelet again, stopping as he came to the head. The eyes were no longer glowing, having stopped and started at random intervals all throughout the day, but it did nothing to stop the uneasy feeling he had. He knew Voldemort had done something to it, issued some sort of command.
He rubbed a hand through his hair in aggravation. He was getting nowhere just sitting here. He dropped down onto his back, arms thrown out to his sides and stared at the ceiling.
Someone knocked at his door. He closed his eyes, praying it was not Jacob.
“Open the door Evans.” Raina drawled from outside. The sound of her voice brought a slight grin to his face. He flicked his wand in the general direction of the entry, hearing the lock releasing. Raina wasted no time in pushing her way inside.
The girl was silent for a few beats, then, “What on earth are you doing?”
“Wallowing in pity, contemplating how nice my funeral is going to be. I expect tears, darling, tears. Uncontrollable sobbing, in fact. And the speeches better be heart-melting, otherwise I might just come back to express my utter disappointment in you all.”
“…You are an idiot.”
“Takes one to know one.” He snipped back, childishly. “And I’m being realistic. That way if I do die in this shitty tournament, at least I won’t be too terribly surprised.”
“Pessimism doesn’t suit you,” she walked closer, eyes roaming over the books surrounding him in veiled curiosity. “the chances of you dying are smaller than you think.”
She nudged a few books away and perched herself on the edge of his bed comfortably. Hadrian cracked one eye open to gaze up at her. He waved a hand at her, “Why yes Raina, make yourself comfortable. Please ignore all social niceties and do whatever you like.”
The girl looked down at him in amusement. “What are you working on?” She asked him instead.
Hadrian frowned slightly, debating whether he should tell her or not. While Raina was intelligent, far more intelligent most, he was not yet ready to let another into his fold so soon after Jacob’s actions.
“A mini-project.” he answered vaguely, giving her a look that told her to leave it at that. Surprisingly, the girl simply nodded and moved on. He blinked, having expected her to push for more information, as she tended to do.
Raina folded her hands on her lap and gazed down at him quizzically. “What are you going to do about the first task?” she asked, voice turning serious.
He groaned, rolling over to stuff his face in the closest fluffy pillow. He lay like that for almost a minute, only moving back to his original position when she slapped him harshly on the back. Without his blazer the sting was sharp through his simple white shirt.
“Stop behaving like a child,” she snapped. “have you made any attempt at all to find out what you will have to do?”
He rubbed a hand over his face in irritation. “No, I have been preoccupied,” he gestured at the books around them pointedly.
Her face darkened. “Are you insane?” she hissed, “The task is in less than three weeks – and you have done nothing at all to prepare? Do you want to die?”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes, not liking her tone. “In case you forgot Raina, I am not exactly in the best position to go around demanding information from people. This is not France where the officials would be more than willing to give me a leverage. We are in a foreign country that has a harsher view on muggleborns than our own. I have no contacts here that I can rely on to slip me credible information, in fact, people are more likely to give me false information just to boost their own champion.”
She sat back at his words, face twisted in displease but unable to reject his logic. “Well,” she said primly, “luckily for you, you have me.”
He rolled his eyes, “And how will you help me?”
“I contacted my father,” she told him, tilting her chin. “and he provided a rather useful tip about how we might at least narrow down what you could be facing for the first task.”
Hadrian sat up, more interested. “Your father? I thought he hated me.”
Raina laughed sharply, “Hate you? No. Thinks you are an arrogant, powerful jack-arse? Yes.” She smiled nastily at him. “Regardless of his opinion though, he does not wish for his beloved daughter to lose one of her friends.”
Hadrian leaned his head on his palm, cocking an eyebrow. “‘Friend’? My, my, I had no idea we had moved passed the antagonistic stage already.” He smirked, “I knew it was only a matter of time until I won you over.”
She shoved him so he toppled over onto his back. “And you wonder why my father doesn’t like you.”
“So, what clue did daddy-dearest give you that could save me?” He said it jokingly, but the undertone of seriousness was still lingering. Raina caught it, and straightened her posture.
“He suggested we have a look at what the events of previous tournaments were. He hinted that there were recurring patterns in the challenges.” She reached into her pocket and pulled out a shrunken chest. “He sent a number of documents detailing past tasks in the tournament, and I believe we should look through them to see if we can deduce anything.”
He reached out and took the small chest from her hand, turning it over in his hand. He hummed thoughtfully. “You really think they will try and replicate a task from another tournament?”
She shrugged, for the first time appearing unsure. “It is worth a try, and even if we do not find anything, it could still provide useful information.”
He nodded in agreement, “Fair enough,” he waved his hand distractedly, and the books on his bed snapped shut and flew off to his bookshelf, arranging themselves neatly. Raina watched his casual display of wandless magic enviously.
“I never understood how you could do that so easily.”
He looked up in momentary confusion, before following her gaze to the books. He shrugged, “It’s like any skill, you work at it until you become proficient. Most are capable of performing small bits of magic, very few can take it to the next level.”
“Can you?” she inquired, eying him shrewdly. Hadrian shot her an impish grin as he unshrunk the chest, without his wand, again. She rolled her eyes in exasperation.
“Let’s see what your dear father sent us.” He flipped the chest open and pulled out a stack of parchment. He handed that to Raina, and took another for himself. Hadrian skimmed through a few to get an idea of how the information was presented, and how long it would take them to go through it all.
Classes were over for today, with everything being more troublesome than he had liked. Having his name called as champion instantly increased his budding reputation amongst the other students. Already, people were forming opinions and placing bets on who they believed would win.
It was exhausting dealing with the incessant whispering and pointing, and he found the opinions of all of them rather fickle, with the pieces of gossip floating around now.
“I have to head back to the castle in an hour,” he informed her, eyes already soaking in the details laid in front of him. “there is a ceremony I need to partake in.”
“What kind of ceremony?”
He made a noncommittal noise, “Something called the ‘Weighing of the Wands’? Malfoy said it was to ensure there was nothing wrong with our wands before the tournament began.” He lowered the pages and grimaced. “Apparently, there will be reporters as well.”
“Oh joy,” the dark haired girl snorted, “I’m sure that will go over well. Be careful with how you talk around them. Reporters are renowned for twisting someone’s words to suit the image they are giving them.”
“I know, I just have to make sure that the image I present to them is one they will want to write about.”
“Ugh,” she scrunched her nose, “just please don’t flirt with them. They will make you out to be some sort of whore.”
Hadrian chuckled, “If I do not take any action, I am afraid I will be presented that way whether I like it or not. I am French, after all.”
“What does that have to do with anything?”
Hadrian smiled, caustically. “Stereotypes, darling. A lot of people seem to believe most of us have a rather risqué attitude just because we are more open about sexuality than some, and that we lack manners because we are frank. If I do nothing, they will paint me as such, a ‘typical’ French boy if you will.”
“I doubt being painted as a rude slut would help you.”
“Precisely. Though it could have some benefits.” He caught her dubious look. “Think of it this way, if everyone believed me to be nothing but an effeminate idiot, then they will underestimate me.” A dark smile curled around the edges of his mouth. “And when the challenges happen, and I show them just how dangerous I can be, how quickly do you think they will change their tune after that?”
“So…you just want to mess with the public?”
He shrugged again, “I have not decided yet. I am just saying that having a stereotype could prove useful. Then again,” he tilted his head, “do I really want to have thousands of witches and wizards think I am a stupid little boy only interested in having a good time?”
“I would prefer that you show them exactly who you are, show them that underestimating you is a mistake, that you are not someone they can slap a label on or put into a category.” Raina stared at him with determination. “I want them to see that you are powerful, intelligent, charming and ruthless when you have to be. I want them to look at you and know intrinsically that you are dangerous.”
“I had no idea you thought so highly of me,” he teased lightly to cover his surprise. “you’re making me blush.”
Raina scoffed and crossed her arms, “Just because I find you to be one of the most intolerable young men in existence does not mean I am blind to your skills.”
“Wow, from you that is basically a declaration of eternal love.” He laughed softly, eyes already back on the documents in his hand. “From what I can see so far, most of the challenges involved a lot of physical movements. Look here,” he passed a particular sheet to her and pointed out the year he was talking about. “some sort of obstacle course, from the description.”
Raina nodded, holding up her own sheet, “I agree, there seems to be a lot of physical-based tasks, though here, it is a mental problem.” She showed him the brief description of her task. “The champions each had to prepare a potion to a poison they were administered.” A flare of disgust appeared on her face. “That is horrendous. Poisoning someone and forcing them to make the antidote, the sheer pressure you would feel.”
“There is a reason this tournament was cancelled,” he absently reminded her as he read through more of the pages. “I am seeing a lot of creature-based tests.”
Raina scooted closer to him, “What do you mean?”
“Here, and here, and here, the champions either had to battle or outmanoeuvre a dangerous creature. There are some on this page as well.” He continued flipping through, and saw that nearly every tournament included a similar challenge. He lowered his paper and they shared a dark look.
“I hate fighting magical creatures,” he said quietly. “and this,” he shook the parchment, “to be forced to fight one for the entertainment of others. Despicable.”
Raina almost reached out to grasp his shoulder, but paused. Everyone who bothered to pay attention to Hadrian knew the boy held an enormous respect for any and all magical creatures. It did not matter how dangerous, or dark a creature was considered, the boy would treat it with the same regard he would any witch or wizard.
It was one of the reasons the House-elves at Beauxbatons adored him so, because he treated them normally; and why their Care of Magical Creatures professor often allowed Hadrian to interact with the creatures, but no one else. The boy had an aura that attracted witches and wizards, but also the more extraordinary beings in their world.
While she had no doubt he would fight his hardest during the tasks, she knew it would hurt him to do so.
Hadrian shook himself from his thoughts and cast a quick tempus. He closed his eyes and exhaled loudly. “I have to head up to the castle now, but thank you for this Raina. I appreciate what you are trying to do for me. I’ll be sure to look through these more thoroughly when I get back.”
She raised a thin eyebrow at him, “If you think I am going to trust you to do all this by yourself then you are completely wrong.” She stood and began collecting the loose sheets in her hands. “I will continue to look through them myself thank you very much. And after I have done so I will return to you to discuss what I have found.”
He watched her with bemusement.
“I already have half the students asking around for what the first task could be, and I know Madame Maxime is looking into it herself. Between all of us, we should be able to find out what you have to do and adequately prepare you.”
“Slave driver,” he huffed in amusement, leading her to the door of his room after she had shrunk the chest again. He opened the door for her, “try not to run them into the ground doing all this research for you.”
“No promises.” Raina flipped her hair over her shoulder and left for her room.
Shaking his head, Hadrian locked his room and quickly exited the carriage, briskly making his way to the castle.
He still had a good thirty minutes to be there, but he liked being punctual. Besides, Madame Maxime would likely already be there waiting for him to arrive.
A Hogwarts student was waiting for him to give him the directions, and in a matter of minutes he was pushing the doors open and striding into the assigned room.
The first thing he noticed, other than the towering figure of his Headmistress, was the small, skinny man towards the other end of the room. Hadrian scanned him curiously, wondering what such a fragile looking figure was doing here. The man’s eyes were wide and glassy, staring absently at the wall and his lips were moving minutely, as if he were mumbling to himself.
What an odd man.
As if the thought called to him, those eyes latched onto him with an intensity that startled him. There was a spark of something a lot like recognition in them.
A trickle of fear moved down his back and without thinking he strode towards the man. He purposefully ignored his Headmistress, hating having to be rude but somehow he knew he had to deal with this wizard first.
He came to stop in front of him and held a hand out in greeting. “Good afternoon sir,” he greeted pleasantly. “my name is Hadrian Evans.” He could not help the way he stressed his name slightly. The man’s eyes were fixated on his face, as if searching for something important.
After a tense moment the look melted away and a small, pale hand slipped into his own. “Greetings Mr…Evans. I am Garrick Ollivander.”
Fuck.
Of course it had to Ollivander. He recalled his mother’s brief mention of the aged wandmaker, how he could remember every wand he had ever sold – and everyone he had ever sold them to. The next words out of the man’s mouth cemented the fear in his gut.
“Unfortunate that we only meet now,” for a brief second, the foggy expression in his eyes cleared and beneath it was a sudden and sharp knowing glint.
Hadrian saw then and there that Ollivander knew who he was, knew who his parents were. He unconsciously tightened his grip on the pale man’s hand. “Yes, I have heard a great many things about your wands Mr. Ollivander. You are quite the legend in France.”
Ollivander made a strange humming noise in the back of his throat. He completely ignored Hadrian’s comment. “Secrets have a way of finding the light Mr…Evans. And you do have so many. Best tread carefully when surrounded by those seeking to uncover them.”
With those ominous words the wandmaker shuffled away from the frozen boy.
Hadrian watched blankly as the older wizard departed to another corner of the room, and tried to hide how much those words had affected him.
It seemed his mother’s description of Ollivander’s strange behaviour was not nearly close enough to have prepared him for the man himself. Though…his continued use of Hadrian’s last name left him to believe that the other would not be revealing to everyone that Harry Potter walked amongst them.
He would have to keep a close eye on the man regardless. It would not do well to have someone like Ollivander knowing one of his secrets without any way to keep him quiet.
“Creepy, isn’t he?”
Hadrian spun to see Draco standing behind him. He had not even heard the other boy enter, but now that he was paying attention he could see the blond’s father off to the side with several other figures. He instantly recognised the French Minister of Magic.
“Disconcerting. Is he always like that?”
Draco shrugged one shoulder in answer. Hadrian took that as a ‘more or less’ from the other.
Hadrian and Draco stood together quietly, neither feeling the need to fill in the silence that had encompassed them. He did catch Draco absently stroking his own bracelet. He wondered if the blond had studied it as well.
A few more moments passed easily before the doors were thrown open again, and Galiana and her Headmaster stalked inside. They did not look pleased to see they were the last to arrive. Hadrian smiled coolly as the girl was ushered over to them, finding it somewhat amusing how ridiculous her attitude towards him was.
The three ministers spoke for a while longer, before making their way over to them. Hadrian bowed politely when Minster Lécuyer stepped up to him. He took her offered hand and gently kissed the air above it, before allowing the soft limb to slip away.
Minister Lécuyer was only just brushing her fifties, and still retained much of her youthful beauty. Her long brown hair was pinned up elaborately; her face was covered in the faintest traces of makeup, and her healthy skin hardly showed her age. It was their fifth official meeting, seeing as in the recent years Hadrian had made an appearance at several Ministry functions, as well as private family galas all high society politicians attended.
They had spoken a number of times, and Hadrian found the woman to be equal parts charming and dangerous. There was a reason she rarely had an opposition for her position.
“Monsieur Evans,” she greeted with a hint of a fond smile. “I admit I was very pleased to hear who our champion was. If word of your skills has not been exaggerated, I am sure you will make your country, and school, proud.”
He returned her smile and nodded in gratitude. “You honour me, Minister Lécuyer.”
Malfoy tapped his cane down on the floor once, the noise was soft, but it succeeded in capturing their attention. Lécuyer gave him a wink before moving off to join her fellow ministers towards the front of the room. Behind them, Hadrian could spot several different witches and wizards, along with a camera.
Reporters. Great.
He showed no outward sign of his annoyance, pointedly keeping his attention fixated on Malfoy, especially after he saw the flash of the camera.
Malfoy smiled at them, “Now champions, as you are aware, this afternoon we will be holding the ceremony known as the Weighing of the Wands. This is an age-old tradition, dating back to the first recorded instances of the Triwizard Tournament. It is nothing invasive, or dangerous.”
His gloved hand gestured off to the side, where Ollivander was standing with two other wizards. Hadrian brief scanned the other two, wondering what their purpose was. “We have called in the most renowned wandmaker in Great Britain to assess your wands. All Mr. Ollivander will do is evaluate the make of your wand, and tell if there are any…discrepancies with them that might affect your performance during your upcoming tasks.”
Malfoy gave them one more charming smile. “Afterwards, you will each conduct an interview with the lovely Ms. Skeeter, who works for the Daily Prophet. The interviews, as well as the information told by Mr. Ollivander, will be published in the next issue of the Daily Prophet.” His grey eyes rolled over them, “Are there any questions?”
None of them spoke.
“Excellent! Ms. Kaiser, would you like to go first?”
Galiana nodded sharply and approached Ollivander, tugging her wand from her pocket as she went. Hadrian could not help but compare her to a prowling lioness, poised to strike on unsuspecting prey.
It was only with a moment’s hesitation that the girl passed her wand over into Ollivander’s wrinkled hands.
The man studied the wand thoroughly, even going so far as to hold it to his ear and close his eyes. Hadrian knew very little about wandlore, and even less about the people who revolved their careers around it. To him, it was something you either had, or you did not. It was not a skill one could just learn.
All Hadrian needed to know was that his wand and he had a strong bond, and that together the two of them worked like a single-entity. He did not need to understand how the core and wood and length all intermingled to make his wand work. There was respect between them, and a fierce loyalty, and that was enough for him.
“Hmm, thunderbird tail feather core,” Ollivander said, his fingers running up and down the wand. “fir wood, eleven inches.” He tested the wand’s flexibility by grasping each end and attempting to bend it lightly. “quite springy, good for transfiguration. Geminio.” He pointed her wand at the closest unoccupied stool, and they watched as another appeared beside it. Afterwards, he handed the wand back to her.
“An impressive combination. The power of the core and the properties of the fir wood indicate you hold a great deal of power and sense of self, Ms. Kaiser.”
Galiana’s lips quirked in a self-satisfied manner, and she nodded in acknowledgement of Ollivander’s words. Hadrian stored the information away for later perusal. While he did not necessarily understand wandlore, it did not mean he could not use the knowledge to better prepare against his competitors.
“Mr. Malfoy.” Draco approached Ollivander and easily slipped his wand from his sleeve, giving it up without a pause. “Ah, yes. I remember this one quite well. Unicorn hair core, hawthorn wood, ten inches, and if memory serves,” he twirled the dark wand through his long fingers expertly. “reasonably pliant. Lumos.”
A cheerful light appeared at the tip of Draco’s wand, before the aged wizard was handing it back to its owner. “I see it has served you well these years Mr. Malfoy.”
Knowing his turn was coming, Hadrian stood and flicked his wrist, letting his wand slip comfortably into his hand. He raised it to his mouth as he walked towards Ollivander, passing Draco who shot him a curious look. “Sois sage.” He whispered to it in amusement, knowing his wand had a tendency to…be rather possessive of him. It did not like others holding it.
In fact, his wand’s rather obvious preferential treatment of Hadrian never failed to make him smile.
Coming to a stop in front of Ollivander he handed his wand over with a small smile, “Je suis désolé,” he said pleasantly, “my wand can be…difficult with strangers. I had to ask it to behave.” A curious light came to Ollivander’s milky eyes, and the man returned his smile.
“Signs of a strong bond,” the older wizard hummed approvingly. He accepted Hadrian’s wand a touch more cautiously then the other two; perhaps because of the boy’s warning, or perhaps because he did not immediately recognise who’s work it was.
Ollivander lightly frowned, twisting the wand this way and that, studying it curiously. “I am not familiar with this wandmaker’s work.”
Hadrian made a noise of understanding. “She is relatively young, Mr. Ollivander, and her business is small, but I have heard nothing but good reports from those who have purchased her wands.” He caught the man’s eyes, “Armelle Courbet.”
“Ah yes, Ms. Courbet.” Ollivander did not seem overly impressed. Hadrian hid a grin. If there was one thing he did know about wandmakers, it was that they tended to find fault in every wandmakers’ work but their own.
“Hmm, let’s see.” The man’s attention was once again fixated on the wand in his hands. Unbidden, Hadrian felt a little nervous. He wondered if Ollivander was able to tell exactly what kind of spells he cast with his wand. While Hadrian had not dabbled much in the Dark Arts recently, he did have experience with it, and did enjoy practising the branch of magic.
He knew a number of dark curses, but it was difficult to find a place to truly expand on his knowledge when he was either trapped in a boarding school that did not appreciate students flinging dark spells around, or at home with his Light witch mother.
He watched patiently as Ollivander looked over his wand, hiding the small ripples of anxiousness he could feel.
“Dragon heartstring core, laurel wood, twelve-and-a-half inches and,” Ollivander, once again twirled the wand between his fingers. “unyielding. Wingardium leviosa.” For an embarrassing moment, nothing happened. But then, after Hadrian pointedly raised an eyebrow at it, his wand begrudgingly levitated the stool it was aimed at.
He almost chuckled at how stubborn his wand could be, when not in his hands. He accepted it back from Ollivander and slid it back into the holster under his sleeve. The wood was pleasantly warm to touch. “A very loyal companion you have there, Mr. Evans.”
He looked up to see Ollivander staring closely at him. “The combination of dragon heartstring, and laurel wood certainly makes a powerful wand, and while both the core and wood are known to change possessors more easily, I can see that it would take someone truly miraculous to sway your wand from you.”
Hadrian glanced down at his sleeve, happy to have confirmation for something he already knew. “Merci.” Was all he could say in response.
He returned to his seat, catching Lucius’ eye on his way. The man was watching him with narrowed eyes, the same curiosity that had been there in their initial meeting was bubbling to the surface. Hadrian resisted the urge to smirk at the man, to mess with him once again. But nearly everyone in the room was watching him, and they would all undoubtedly see his smug expression.
So he sat and ignored the probing gaze with ease. He wondered if it was a good thing or not, that the man was paying attention to him again.
Whatever thoughts occupied the minister’s mind were brushed aside as he walked to the front, charming expression back in place. “Excellent, excellent. Now, I believe it is time for the interviews? Ms. Skeeter?”
A figure peeled itself away from the wall and stalked towards the minister. Hadrian watched as the woman, with her tight clothes, mass of blonde hair pinned up and blood-red lips stretched into a hungry smile, shook Malfoy’s hand. “How would you like to proceed, Ms. Skeeter?” The minister inquired politely, though there was an edge of cutting humour to his voice.
“Oh I would simply love to get them all one-on-one, Minister,” she purred, eyes darting over the three of them. “just a few snap questions, so our readers can better understand just who our brave champions are. How about you dear?”
Hadrian blinked as her dark eyes settled on him, and inwardly heaved a sigh. That was just typical.
On the outside, he sent her a smile that was equal parts amiable and alluring. Ms. Skeeter looked like he had handed her an early Christmas present. “I would be delighted, Mademoiselle Skeeter,” he said as he stood and smoothed down his uniform.
Skeeter’s eyes followed his hand as it tracked down his chest, her smile widening dangerously. “Where would you like me?” He asked, voice borderline teasing. He caught Minister Lécuyer half-smile from where she was standing.
Skeeter, gestured off to the side, where there was a door. “After you, dear.” She purred.
Hadrian shot a look back at Draco and Galiana, before heading off to the secluded room. He could hear the distinct click of Skeeter’s heels as she followed him quickly. Hadrian bit back a grin.
He opened the door and gestured for her to enter first, before closing the door behind them.
It was a simple, small room, with only one desk and two chairs. Skeeter’s hand burned on his lower back as she moved him to the seat on the right.
“So, Hadrian,” she began smoothly, “you don’t mind if I use a Quick-Quotes Quill, do you? Makes it easier to talk to you without distraction.”
Without waiting for his response, the notebook and quill shot out of her purse and she quietly spoke to it. Hadrian looked down to see the clearly biased quill scratching across the parchment.
Well, that just would not do.
So he reached out and snatched the items from the air, flipping the notebook closed and sending a small jolt of magic into the quill to force it still. With a lovely smile, he placed them on the table between them.
“Now, Mademoiselle Skeeter,” he started, crossing his legs and leaning back confidently in his seat. Skeeter looked a mix between irritated and intrigued. That was good. He could work with intrigued. “I am sure a woman of your talents has no need to have such a plebeian tool to remember a few basic facts.”
He tilted his head at her, piercing her with a stern gaze. “Besides, I am well aware how…faulty Quick-Quotes Quills can be. It would such a terrible thing for the answers I give you to somehow be…lost in translation.” He quirked a small grin at her, and was glad to see that the interest in her eyes overcame her annoyance at his actions.
Her blood-red lips peeled back to display at least three gold teeth amidst her blinding white ones. “An interesting idea Hadrian, but how can you be sure I will remember every little detail? My readers are quite fanatic when it comes to these types of stories.” Her painted nails danced closer to her notepad and quill pointedly.
He chuckled and waved a hand airily at her, noting dully that the little bracelet’s eyes were red again. That irked him. He knew it was doing something, and he would find out what.
“I am sure I can spin a tale good enough to avoid having any of those, hmm, embellishments reporters are so known for.” He leaned forward and gazed steadily at her, conveying his meaning clearly. “I am sure that, with such a delicate balance between our countries already, no one would appreciate a dogged reporter slandering a foreign champion with twisted statements and superficial additions.”
He smiled disarmingly at her. “I would hate to see the potential backlash that would occur to that reporter.”
OoO
A newspaper was slapped down in front of him.
Hadrian did not even bother to look at it, simply blowing gently on his coffee before taking a deep drink. The girl in front of him sighed impatiently.
“How did you do it?” Claire demanded sternly.
A smirk played at the edges of his mouth. “Do what?” he inquired innocently.
Claire picked up the newspaper and held it in his face so he could not avoid the front page of the Daily Prophet.
In the middle of the page was a group photo of the three champions, Galiana standing stiffly on one side, Draco on the other, mirroring his father in every facet from the tilt of his head to the curve of his smile. And in between them, Hadrian saw himself, smirking at the camera in a way that made him look both dangerous and delightful.
Above them was a generic title about their nomination. It was the sub-title towards the bottom to which Claire was referring. Hadrian’s lips twitched in amusement.
France’s Charming Champion!
“Well?” She prompted.
“Personally I would have gone for something with a bit more alliteration. Like: ‘Beauxbatons Beautiful Badboy’, or ‘France’s Fiery Fighter’. But, to each their own, I suppose.” He took another sip of his coffee to mask his grin. Claire once again tossed the newspaper in front of him in agitation as she took a seat next to him.
“What did you do? Have sex with her? I have read a number of this ‘Skeeter’s’ stories,” she sniffed, “she is frivolous and outright smears anyone she can get away with insulting. And yet here she is, practically singing you praises and weaving you flower crowns.”
“I would look dashing with a flower crown,” he said cheekily as he started reading the story for himself. Each line he passed only increased his sense of smugness. Claire was not far from the truth. Rita did seem to go out of her way to paint him in a flattering light, but not in a way that was too noticeable, or that undermined itself by being too thick.
It pleased him that she had taken his hint.
While Rita clearly had some leeway in how she wrote, they both knew that if she took something too far and insulted him, all it would take was a whisper in his minister’s ear, and the relationship between their countries would strain further. And that would only come back on Rita. He was sure, for all her tenacity, the woman had no desire to invoke the wrath of Voldemort.
Hadrian did not have an inflated sense of self. He knew that someone insulting him would not necessarily cause a rift between France and Britain. But he did acknowledge the power he held. In the eyes of his country, he was now a celebrity, a figure of national pride.
There would be an outcry of offense if he was in anyway slandered without reason. Especially since he was quite well respected by his peers, and many of their families knew of how skilled he was as well.
As long as he excelled in the challenges as well, then there would be no reason to worry what the media would print about him.
“You are such an idiot.” The girl mumbled.
“My exams results say otherwise,” he sniped back, but the humour on his face melted away when he spotted Jacob enter the Great Hall. His lips thinned and after a moment of them staring at each other, Hadrian dismissed the other with a turn of his head.
“That’s a new development.”
Hadrian glared at Claire, giving her that one warning that he would not be talking about Jacob with her. Her face stayed stubbornly focussed on him, but she eventually caved under his silence.
“It is not like it is that big a secret. Everyone can tell that something happened between the two of you. The day before, you were as close as, well,” she coughed, “I was going to say ‘brothers’ but since the two of you were…involved…I doubt that is an accurate description.”
He rolled his eyes at her, not rising to the bait.
“What do you have first?” he asked instead, to draw her away from any mentions of Jacob.
She gave him an unimpressed look. “We have Defence, as you would know if you took the time to memorise your timetable.”
He shrugged, uncaring. “Why should I bother memorising it when I have friends who do it for me?”
“That is a horrible attitude to have. You would think that someone as studious as you would bother to know their own damn schedule.”
“Ah,” he teased, “but it’s just that. I have so much information buzzing around in my head, do I look like I have time to remember my timetable?”
“Tsk, whatever, did you at least remember to finish your homework for Professor Riddle?”
The man’s name had him grimacing lightly. He could just tell that the man would have something to say to him at the conclusion of the lesson. After all, Hadrian had basically told him that he had no desire to be champion, all those weeks ago. And yet here he was, holding the title.
“You do remember who you’re talking to right? Of course I did the homework. Just because I have no clue of the order of my classes does not mean I am too lazy to do the work load.”
Notes:
I actually based Hadrian's wand off of the one I have on Pottermore haha - it seemed to suit him, so I figured I might as well. The first task is still a few chapters off, because I plan to have Hadrian slowly figure out what he has to do, and chuck in a couple more interactions with Riddle. So the next couple of chapters will just be slowly moving the plot along and laying some more foundations.
Also, in regards to how easily Rita folded under Hadrian, I just wanted to clarify here that while Rita is very much like she is in the canon, being a reporter in the country that Voldemort rules is a very hard thing to do, so everyone - especially someone like Rita - does have a healthy fear of one day crossing him and being taken down, I guess. So, as Hadrian explained, slandering him could cause a bit of political strife between France and Britain, and even if it might not happen - the possibility of her usual antics ruining the relationships Voldemort is trying to foster would be a very bad move on her part. I hope I explained it well enough in the chapter, but that's just for a bit of clarification if I didn't do it too well haha.
Anyway - thanks for reading guys and I hope you enjoyed!
Chapter 13: Chapter Thirteen
Notes:
Hhheeeeyyyy guys - so so so sorry about the long wait on this one. I have no excuse for the lateness, but it's finally here so whoot whoot! I'm trying to pick things up, so if some of the scenes seem a bit rushed, my fault.
We finally get a bit of Lily's POV, and if it seems a bit disjointed, it's supposed to. She has a very...odd view on Harry, is all I'm going to say. We also find out a bit more about someone who most of you have already guessed about haha, and discover what the first task is in this chapter. Hope you all enjoy :D
Chapter Text
“Félicitations Madame Evans!”
Lily smiled pleasantly when the call reached her. She turned, folding a strip of pitch black hair behind her ear as the man stopped in front of her. “Merci, Julien.” She replied softly, watching as he continued to almost vibrate with enthusiasm.
“I always knew zat boy of yours was going places! You must be so proud!” Julien grinned at her, his sun-kissed skin stretching with his smile. “Ma wife and I ‘ave already started collecting the newspapers about young ‘adrian. It is about time ‘e was recognised more!”
Lily chuckled into the palm of her hand, “It was certainly a surprise to hear. Honestly, I had been hoping Hadrian would not be named.”
Julien nodded in understanding, a sympathetic light entering his clear blue eyes. “Of course. Aucune mother should ‘ave to watch her son go through such dangers. But fear not, ‘adrian is as talented as Merlin ‘imself! I ‘ave aucun doubt zat ‘e will be absolutely fine, Madame Evans.”
Lily laughed lightly, “While Hadrian is very good, I’m not so sure he is at Merlin’s level, Julien.”
The merchant shrugged and winked at her. “Will you be ‘eading to Britain, Madame Evans? To support ‘im?”
“Julien! You ungrateful swine! Leave ze young lady alone and come ‘elp me!”
Julien and Lily snapped to look at the fuming woman at the entrance of the store, hair in disarray and wand waving threateningly in the air.
“J’arrive, ma chérie!” Julien hollered back, voice teasing. He tossed one last dimpled smile at Lily, murmuring a goodbye, before trotting off back to his fiery wife.
Lily stood on the little cobblestone street, her pretty red dress flapping in the gentle breeze, and green eyes fixated on Julien and his wife. She watched as he came up behind the angered woman, wrapping his arms around her waist and nuzzling into her neck until her fierce scowl morphed into a breathtaking smile.
The image the two painted sent a sharp jolt of longing and grief through her, and she quickly moved away before any painful memories began to plague her mind.
With a sigh, Lily disapparated from the bustling street, to the corner just around from her house. She leisurely walked down the scenic path, waving to her neighbours when they called out greetings, or shouted their congratulations at Harry’s appointment as champion.
It was only once she was safely secluded in the wards, front door closed firmly being her, that her pleasant mask melted away, replaced by a slight frown.
Lily shed the black shawl and moved into the lounge room. She draped the shawl over the back of the closest chair and took a moment to just stand there.
Even though Harry tended to be gone for most of the year, she never could quite get used to the silence. When she was younger, Lily’s home had always had someone there, whether it was her parents, or Petunia, or their aunt and uncle visiting. And at Hogwarts, there were so many people around you, you almost treasured the time you could get alone.
One inevitably got used to the noise of life around them.
Lily had always dreamed of having a large family, with three or four children constantly getting underfoot. She had thought that with James, she would get the chance to experience that life.
She disliked the silence.
She extracted her wand and pulled down the shoulder of her dress, pressing the tip to the small, pale, practically undetectable rune there. With a whisper, her dark hair turned back to brilliant red, and her green eyes dulled back to their natural forest green, rather than the almost illuminous shade of her son.
It was one of the many safety measures they had in place to protect their identities. When they had first arrived in France, Harry had been far too young for Lily to risk using disillusionment charms, or runes, on him. At his age, it could have done some permanent damage to his own magical core.
So to save her son from having to live his life under a charm, Lily, whenever she set foot outside of their home, changed her features to look more like him. With her long, messy black hair, bright green eyes, and sharper features, there was never any doubt as to whose mother she was.
It separated the chances of anyone connecting them back to the Potter family, especially if they believed that Harry predominantly got his colouring and features from her.
She closed her tired eyes in relief, running her fingers through her real hair with a small smile.
When she opened them again, they automatically landed on the newspaper sitting innocently on her coffee table – where she had left it this morning before she left to buy ingredients.
The face dominating the front page was one she was intimately familiar with. Harry’s school photo, taken late last year, stared back at her. His lips were quirked in a polite smile, his eternally difficult hair had, for once, succumbed to their wishes. Instead of resembling a bird’s nest, as it tended to, it fell in an artfully messy style, one that he had favoured since.
The article focussed primarily on Harry’s academic skills, broadcasting his scores and classes, having quotes and comments from his professors, all expressing their lack of surprise at his nomination, and their utmost confidence in his abilities.
Underneath the French newspaper, was a copy of the Daily Prophet.
Compared to the other, this article spoke of Harry’s personal life. It spoke of Harry’s lack of a father figure, his close relationship with Lily, his natural talent and his charming personality. It was so clearly twisted to show him in a positive light, that Lily had no doubt her son had had a hand in what was written.
And that photo, she did not know whether to be amused or annoyed at how cocky he looked.
Just the sight of her little boy had her feeling even more weary then before.
She left the lounge room, quickly scaling the stairs and heading to her bedroom. She unzipped her dress, letting it crumple to the floor, and set to running herself a bath. As the tub filled, Lily studied herself in the mirror.
It had been just over fifteen years, and she looked like she had barely aged.
Her eyes eventually dropped down to the scars spiralling along the side of her body, stretching from her hip to the underside of her breast. The deep red stood out against her skin angrily. But Lily did not hate the sight of it. She did not recoil.
Because to her, the scars were proof of her survival. It was undeniable proof that she had gotten away.
She had taken such a risk that night, apparating with Harry, when he had been little more than a baby. She could still remember the agony that had seared through her when she had landed in the only safe place she could think of. And of how glad she had been that it was her that had been splinched, and not her son.
Lily switched off the tap, and slipped into the warm water, releasing a soft little groan as her tense muscles began to loosen. She slid down until her nose rested just above the surface.
Her thoughts drifted back to her firecall with Harry, and with the memory, all her reservations came bubbling to the forefront of her mind.
She did not like this at all.
Things were deteriorating more than she had thought possible, and the lack of control she had over the situation was making her uneasy. She did not know what to do. But what frustrated her more was her lack of control over Harry.
Hadrian Evans was supposed to be a mask used by Harry whenever he stepped outside of their home, much like her rune. It was a persona created to shield him from scrutiny. A tool to be used to their benefit. He was their means of getting close to those they needed to further their own goals. He was useful only to ensure Harry remained hidden.
But Lily hated him.
Because Hadrian was not Harry.
Harry was her beautiful, kind-hearted and loving son. Harry was compassionate and sweet. Harry was everything to her.
Hadrian was cool where Harry was warm. He was harsh where Harry was soft. He was Dark whereas Harry was Light.
It was Harry, not Hadrian, who they needed to defeat Voldemort. It was Harry who would rise up with an army of his own supporters and finally end the man who had taken her husband from her.
She hated how she was seeing more and more of Hadrian as the years dragged on. She had known that there would be some drawbacks for Harry – having to play a part for so long, it was inevitable that at some point the two would mix. But she had never expected that Harry would…prefer to play Hadrian.
Her fingers came up and clenched at the edges of the tub.
In the last few months she had become uncomfortably aware of how different her little boy was becoming – of how much Hadrian was affecting him.
It had started small – as most things did. In the beginning of his schooling, Harry would write pages and pages of information to her, covering his entire week. Now his letters were shorter, more spaced out over the term. Not delving into as much detail, sticking strictly to his academic prowess, with only the occasional mention of his classmates.
Whenever he returned home, he took a beat longer to respond to her, as if having to remind himself that Harry was his actual name.
Whereas before, when he was younger, Harry kept no secrets from her. Now he avoided her questions with ease, distracting her with information that he knew would interest her to keep her away from topics he did not wish to talk about.
And now, there was this whole debacle with the Triwizard Tournament. When he had heard of its reinstatement, Harry should have contacted her immediately. He should not have kept the information to himself, he should not have accepted to go to Britain without her permission. He should have consulted her.
Lily liked to encourage independence in Harry, liked to have him solve his own problems. But she did not like how readily he moved around her. He was reckless, and this just proved it.
They could have come up with an alternative plan to avoid him leaving France at all. She could have falsified a medical issue that would have exempted him from being able to participate. It would have hurt his reputation, yes, but not irreparably so.
But instead of thinking, he dove in head-first.
Perhaps she would have found it endearing – that lack of regard was one of the things she adored about James – if Harry had not placed himself in unbelievable danger. Being at Hogwarts, being at the centre of Voldemort’s web, was foolish.
Harry might think he understood the risks, but he was a child, and he had no idea of the horrors that the Dark Lord was capable of. Lily had lived through Voldemort’s rise. She had witnessed the lengths the monster was willing to go to, to ensure his own power.
And her child was the one, key threat to his reign.
Harry was not indestructible. He was skilled – incredibly so – but he was as mortal as the rest of them.
If Voldemort discovered him…if Harry even slipped once, then everything they had been working for would be pointless.
The situation would have been salvageable, if Harry had not been named champion. He could have passed by relatively unnoticed, and returned to her unscathed.
But he had failed, someone or something had foiled his efforts. And now he was directly in the spotlight, where anyone with even the slightest bit of interest could dig.
It scared her, how delicately everything was balanced right now.
And while Harry was right – about being champion and the veil of protection that granted him, particularly in regards to Voldemort – that did not mean that he was in any way safe. The tasks themselves were designed by nature to be deadly.
Voldemort might not even have to make an attempt on his life. All it would take is one second. One moment of inattention, and Harry would perish like so many champions before him.
Lily was not about to stand back and allow her child to risk his life without someone being there to watch over him.
Her green eyes slid open, ducking off to the side where she could see passed the open door into her bedroom. On her desk sat a folded letter, welcoming her to join the French politician party that would be departing for Britain in the next week, in order to witness the first task.
Lily sat up, water cascading down her shoulders. She had some packing to do.
After fifteen years, Lily was going home.
OoO
Hadrian waved Raina on after the class concluded. He had caught Riddle’s eye earlier during the lesson, and he knew the man wanted to speak to him. It was a conversation he was both dreading and anticipating.
Other than Jacob, Riddle was the only one in the whole castle that knew that Hadrian had tried to avoid being champion, and for whatever reason, the man had kept that fact a secret.
Hadrian waited until most of the students had left before he started to walk to the front. He had packed his stationary away, but left his bag on his desk.
He passed Hermione, giving her a quick smile when she raised an eyebrow in question. Her big brown eyes darted between him and Riddle, a strange expression flitting over her face. He had not had much of a chance to talk with the girl the last few days, if only because he had been swept up with being appointed champion, and all the subsequent things that came with the title.
He leaned against a desk in the front row, crossing his arms and ankles to get comfortable as he waited for Riddle to finish whatever he was writing.
Hadrian let his eyes roam over the classroom in boredom, taking in the displays on the walls, the diagrams and specimen. It was quite like how he would set out a classroom, if he were a teacher.
In a glass container, a grindylow stared at him intently, its ugly little face twisting and snarling, snapping its teeth in an attempt to appear ferocious. Hadrian watched it, entirely unimpressed. In a large body of water, he might be a tad more wary about the disgusting looking water demon. But as it was, alone and trapped in a space that only just allowed it to stretch to its full length of 4 feet, he had nothing to worry about.
Riddle had stopped writing.
Hadrian rolled his head back to look at the professor, only to find those steely eyes already locked onto him. Riddle’s lips twitched into a smirk.
“I believe congratulations are in order.”
He rolled his eyes at the amusement in the man’s tone. “Indeed. I think I was the only person actually surprised at my name being called.”
“You handled your reaction well,” the man complimented easily, “one would not have known you were surprised unless they knew you had tried to avoid it.”
Hadrian hummed, tilting his head. “I did not see you at the ceremony.”
Riddle smiled at him, “You wouldn’t have. I arrived later, and stayed out of sight to avoid disrupting the event.”
The younger narrowed his eyes a little, searching for any lie. “Are you disappointed?” The professor asked, sounding genuinely curious.
Hadrian shrugged, “Initially?” He grinned sharply, “I was fucking pissed, but I’m nothing if not an opportunist. Once I had…hmm, calmed down, I was fine.”
The man tossed something onto the desk, and Hadrian did not even have to glance at it to know it was the article about him. “I am impressed with how effortlessly you appeared to have tamed Ms. Skeeter.” Something much like appreciation lit the man’s eyes. “She is…notoriously difficult to have an interview with.”
“Speaking from experience, sir?”
Riddle cocked an eyebrow, but did not reply. Hadrian almost snickered at the thought of Skeeter and Riddle in a room together. He doubted a man like Riddle would be able to handle her presence for too long.
“The lovely Ms. Skeeter and I came to an understanding, after a nice little chat.” He offered up, grin borderline insolent. Riddle’s eyes sparked with interest.
“Oh? Do tell.”
Hadrian leaned further back on the desk, uncrossing his arms and placing them on the edge to hold more of his weight. “I merely explained to her the benefits of cooperating with me. Why it would be in her best interests.”
“Blackmail? How scandalous.” There was a lick of sarcasm in the man’s words.
“Not blackmail, sir.” Hadrian ducked his head, looking up at the man from under his fringe. “That would be frowned upon. Besides,” he smirked. “I have more class.”
“Of that, I have no doubt, Mr. Evans.” Riddle reclined more comfortably in his chair – if that were even possible in the horrible wooden thing. “Tell me, how goes your research into the first task? I’m interested to see how much progress you’ve made.”
Hadrian blinked, “It’s barely been two days, sir.”
“And one would think that you would utilise every available second to gather information to improve your own odds.” That sounded far too much like a rebuke for his liking. Hadrian felt a scowl pulling at his brows at the arrogance.
He did not bother replying, Riddle was not entitled to anything from him. “Why would you care, if I may ask, how I’m going about my preparations? Last time I checked, sir, you were from Britain. Shouldn’t you be running after Draco?”
“Mr. Malfoy is the son of the British Minister. If you think he is not already receiving all the help he could possibly need, then you are more naïve then I first thought.”
Hadrian snorted, because while he might be a lot of things – naïve had never been one of them. “So? That does not justify your question. For all I know, any information I give to you will just be relayed back to Draco, to give him an idea of how prepared his opponent is.”
“A credible assessment, though you have missed, what is perhaps the most critical point.”
Enlighten me.
“You are far more interesting to me than Mr. Malfoy or Ms. Kaiser.”
The words threw him for a loop, and Hadrian looked down to study the floor. In all the time he had known Riddle, the man had been generous with his compliments. In every lesson, he never failed to make his students feel like they were appreciated, and he especially gave praise to those he thought deserved it.
Hadrian had known since their first lesson together that Riddle found him interesting. He had known that the man found him amusing and fun to speak with, and over the course of the last few weeks, he had enjoyed testing him. He had known all of this. He had just never really considered how deeply Riddle’s interest in him ran.
Hadrian glanced up.
“What’s in it for me?” He asked neutrally. In many ways, he felt like he was going about a business deal.
Riddle’s face was carefully blank. “Depending on how much progress you’ve made – a clue as to what the first task is.”
Well, then.
“What guarantee do I have that this clue will be reliable? And not just an attempt at misdirection?”
The man inclined his head. “I should clarify. When I stated that I found you to be the most interesting, I meant that I would very much like to see you live through the tournament. You are one of the few of your generation I have seen that has the potential to go on to do great things. It would be a shame, for everyone I believe, if you were to die before you had the chance to graduate.”
“And giving me false information would be counterproductive to your goal of what – nurturing my potential?”
Riddle spread his hands, “I am a teacher above all else, Mr. Evans. It is in my nature to help others grow and develop their skills. I see something in you that is worthy of surviving.”
Hadrian rocked back on his hands, thinking over the man’s words.
It would be very beneficial to have the man on his side. Riddle would have insider information about all of the tasks, and while Hadrian knew the man would not necessarily just hand him the information – hell, he knew the man would make him work for it – it could still be a good thing.
“And what’s in it for you? I’m not a fool, sir. I know there is more to your offer than keeping me alive.”
Riddle shrugged, the move oddly unrefined for the usually sophisticated man. “That’s for me to know.”
He scoffed, “Seriously?”
The professor merely smiled at him.
He cocked his head to the side. Did it really matter to him, what Riddle thought he would get out of this? So far this was all very theoretical. They had made no vow, no oath. Hadrian always had the option of refusing if Riddle asked something of him.
He wondered what else the man could possibly gain from keeping him alive. Hadrian might be good friends with a majority of the French pureblood heirs, but that did not grant him anything - yet - and he had no family connections of his own.
Unless…
His thoughts jumped back to the assumption he had made weeks earlier, of Riddle’s likely-Death Eater status.
Recruitment.
Was it possible? If Riddle was involved with Voldemort’s regime, being a teacher placed him in a prime position to scope future candidates for his master. The idea was full of irony, that one of Voldemort’s men would want to recruit the child destined to destroy the man himself.
It was a loose theory at best, but it niggled in his mind.
If Riddle was going to give him a clue to the first task, Hadrian was willing to play.
“Most of my classmates have contacted their families, trying to catch an idea of what the first task could be. Raina-” Riddle nodded to show he remembered the girl, “-her father sent a trunk of documents pertaining to all the previous Triwizard Tournaments. We have been looking through them, and compiling a list of the most likely challenges.”
“And?”
He shrugged lightly, “There are several possibilities. However, I am of the belief that it will be a creature-based task.”
Riddle’s lips curled, pleased. “What led you to that conclusion?”
“Dating back to one of the first recorded instances, eighty percent of the time, the first task involved a creature. The tournament has been stopped for over two hundred years. I think they would like to kick this off with a bang. What could be better than watching a student face off against a dangerous creature?”
“Very good,” Riddle steepled his fingers. His glasses had slipped down his nose, but he made no effort to push them back into place. “and right on the mark.”
So it is a creature-based task. Fantastic.
“Have I earned my clue?” The sarcasm in his tone was a little too sharp, and an odd gleam came to Riddle’s eyes, which quickly darted up and down his body.
“1296.”
“Informative.”
“Careful, I would almost think you were disrespectful with how flippant you are being with your attitude.”
That was true. He had grown far too comfortable with Riddle over the weeks, that he had started to expect the man to be more lenient with him. That had to stop. Riddle might be willing to help him, but he was not an ally. Not until he proved himself.
“My apologies, sir.” He dipped his head, accepting the chastisement.
Riddle, satisfied with his apology, waved it away. “I suggest you take a look at trials that occurred in Britain in the year 1296. They will lead you to what you wish to know.”
Hadrian chewed on his lip. There would be hundreds of trials that occurred during that year alone, and that is if the records were correctly kept and maintained. Seven hundred years was a long time for things to go missing after all.
“Thank you, Professor. I will most certainly look into it.”
“Come back to me when you have your answer. I would enjoy seeing your reaction.”
And that did not bode well for him at all. Neither did the chilling smile the man graced him with as he slipped out of the classroom.
Two hours later, he sat down heavily in his room, scrubbing his hands through his hair and over his face. His mind still processing his conversation with Riddle.
There was a storm of ideas and suspicions and emotions raging inside him. Questions over Riddle’s motivations, what he wanted and why. Anxiety over the unknown dangers he was going to face. And between those two warring things was a spring of tentative hope that maybe there was someone who could help him.
Hadrian sighed, drawing his eyes over the stack of books, scrolls and loose sheets of parchment in front of him. After their talk, he had all but pillaged the Hogwarts library for any and all information regarding 1296. The pile he had collected was not comforting – he had been right, there had been hundreds of trials – but if Riddle’s clue helped at all, then skipping his afternoon classes would be worth it.
He was far enough ahead in them that missing one or two lessons would not hinder him. Besides, Madame Maxime would undoubtedly cover for him, since this was relevant to the tournament. And he knew his classmates would gather whatever homework they were assigned and pass it on to him.
He grabbed the closest book and readied his wand. This was a simple locator spell, to save one having to read through each page separately. It would make the word he was thinking of glow.
“Illuminet verbum creature.” He tapped the front cover and waited for the tell-tale flash that signified the spell was complete. Flicking through the pages showed only a few instances of the word.
With a groan, he settled in.
OoO
It was almost midnight, and his breath fogged in the freezing air.
The figure rubbed his hands together to get some warmth, cursing the fact that he could not use a heating charm, lest he alert anyone to what he was doing.
He hovered just in the fringe of the Forbidden Forest, letting the ominous shadows of the trees hide him from view.
Everything had gone to shit, and he needed advice.
This was not supposed to happened. Harry was not supposed to be champion.
He plucked from his pocket, a smooth mirror and held it to his face.
“I solemnly swear that I’m up to no good.”
He waited for the spell to work. In a matter of moments, a familiar face appeared before him. “Padfoot, are you secure?”
He huffed, “Of course, you think I’d be stupid enough to do this where someone could find me?”
His friend raised an eyebrow.
“Whatever Moony, we don’t have time for this. Is he there?”
“No, he had to move to go attend to a matter at one of our other hideouts. Why, Sirius? What’s happened?”
“You don’t know? You haven’t seen the Prophet?” Sirius frowned down at his friend.
“In case you forgot, we’re not exactly in touch with society these days. Our news updates are always about three days slow.”
“Ah, right.” He cleared his throat, debating how to reveal the latest occurrence to Remus. “Well, there’s no point drawing this out. You’ll find out sooner or later.”
“What happened?”
“He was nominated. Harry’s the Beauxbatons champion.”
“What!” Remus hissed, “What do you mean he’s the champion! I thought you were there to make sure he couldn’t be nominated!”
“I did!” Sirius protested. “I did the spell exactly as he told me to. I used that vial of Harry’s blood. There’s no way the goblet should have accepted any nomination from him. It would have been automatically considered void. I don’t know what happened!”
Remus narrowed his eyes, a glint of amber visible in them. Unbidden, Sirius’ eyes swung up to the sky. It was nearing the full moon.
“Something must have gone wrong with the spell, then. Maybe there wasn’t enough blood, or the goblet just didn’t let the magic affect it.”
“Blood rituals are finicky at the best of times, trust me, I’d know. I did the spell correctly, but like you said, maybe the goblet just didn’t take it? It is pretty ancient. Who knows what type of enchantments it has in place.”
Remus hummed. “We can discuss that at a later time. It’s not important. What is important is helping Harry. If he’s champion, then he is in a lot of danger.”
“I’ve been trying to snoop around and figure out what the first task is, but you know what politicians are like – bunch of close-mouthed bastards, the lot of them. I can’t get anything out of them, other than the general consensus that it’s something to do with a Dark creature.”
“That narrows it down.” Hearing that weary humour brought a short smile to his face.
“I’m keeping an ear out, but there’s only so much I can do without someone getting suspicious. And I won’t be of any help, to Harry or the Order if I’m captured.”
“I know, Padfoot. I know.”
They paused, thoughts spinning. And then.
“Sirius. What…What’s he like?”
Sirius felt his throat tighten. “I’ve only spoken to him a few times, Moony. But he’s…he’s a good kid.” He ran over all the small observations he had made about his godson in their brief encounters.
“Cocky, but from what I’ve heard, rightly so. He’s been wiping the floor with all his classes left and right. Heard he was the top of Beauxbatons. He’s pretty quick as well, from what I’ve seen, and he’s got a mouth on him. Seems to think that just because he swears in French, no one understands him.”
Sirius chuckled. Thinking of the few moments he had passed the other in the hallways, listening with his limited French skills, to hear some pretty inventive curses come from the squirt. It was almost amusing, especially because it mirrored Lily to a frightening degree.
“Got a good lot of friends. All of them look out for him, and I’m pretty sure most of them had a plan of action for if he was their champion. They are…scarily efficient when it comes to keeping people away from him. Especially those girls.”
Just the thought of those two spunky firecrackers had him grinning. It was absolutely true. Harry’s friends were one of a kind, and he hoped to high heaven that the kid knew that as well.
Sirius understood better than anyone, the value of friendship.
“Have you found out anything about – Lily?”
He snorted, thinking back to the article. “Most of Britain knows about his personal life thanks to that bloody Skeeter. His mother is very limited magic-wise apparently, and they made most of their money through selling potions. Not much about his pre-Beauxbatons life though. If he’s one thing, it’s smart. He only gave her enough information to appease the general questions.”
“What else would you expect from her son?...Do you think she will come?”
And that was the question, was it not? Would Lily return to Britain to help her son through the tournament, or would she remain in France, where she was definitely safer.
Sirius liked to think she would let nothing stand between her and her child, but at the same time, he could hardly claim to know the woman anymore.
It had been so long since they had seen each other. So much had happened between then and now. They would have both changed.
He had wondered for so long why Lily had fled the country at all. Why had she not apparated to the nearest headquarters, where they could have helped her? They were questions he would likely never have the answers to. Not unless he had the chance to sit her down and ask her to her face.
“I honestly don’t know Moony. The Lily we knew; she’d be here in a heartbeat. But…”
“Yeah.”
The silence between them grew heavy.
“Whether she comes or not, Harry is our priority. We need to do whatever we can to make sure that he stays safe. Even without the tournament, he’s in enough danger as it is. With You-Know-Who lurking around Hogwarts, I’m surprised that he hasn’t been found out already.”
“What do you mean?”
“Remus,” Sirius levelled him with a stare. “he looks exactly like James. How the hell no one has picked up on it yet is beyond me.”
“He does?” His friend sounded ridiculously pleased with that, but his words were tinged with longing. Sirius could understand that. It was so hard to stop himself from calling him ‘James’. Only the knowledge that the result would be disastrous, for both of them, stayed his tongue.
“And well, it has been fifteen years Sirius.”
I know. And I have felt every single second of those years.
OoO
Almost a week had passed. Even with the spell, it was extremely tedious to comb through each trial that had involved a creature throughout the entire year.
People back then were even more prejudice then they were now – if that was possible – and there were quite a lot of occasions when a magical creature had gotten caught in the crossfire. It, honestly, made him a little sick.
His classmates, recognising the signs, had grown distant from him. They knew that when he got like this, it was best to leave him be and not disturb him. The only people who dared to approach him anymore were Raina – who had to bodily drag him away from his research to force him to eat – and, surprisingly, Albert.
The other boy had not even asked to help, he had simply walked into Hadrian’s room and begun searching through the books with him. It was nice, to have someone sitting with him, providing just a solid company without the inane chatter.
He was also useful to bounce ideas off of. It was nice to have someone new. Hadrian was already intimately familiar with how his closest friends’ minds worked. Albert had always been on the fringes, meaning Hadrian had not had the chance to studying him as much; and that meant he had a fresh perspective on things.
A fact he exploited greatly.
It was good as well, because Albert provided him with the reminder to sleep. Too often, Hadrian had worked himself into such a state where he forewent sleep in an effort to reach his goal faster. It was a horrible trait that he had unfortunately cultivated over the years.
He always eventually returned to his normal sleeping patterns, but these restless times had the unfortunate side-effect of affecting his processing abilities.
Currently, he was functioning on a completely inadequate amount of sleep.
It was just so hard, to put his research down, when he felt that he was on the verge of something. Not even Claire or Raina could coax him away at this point.
There was an energy building in him, something that kept him going despite everything telling him to rest.
It was worth it though, when he finally came across the answer he had been looking for.
In 1296, a certain creature had attacked a wizard, mauling him beyond recognition. It only escaped trial because it was too dangerous to be captured.
Hadrian knew, he knew, that this was what Riddle had been talking about.
The thought of the professor sparked his memory of the man’s request.
“Come back to me when you have your answer. I would enjoy seeing your reaction.”
Hadrian snapped his book closed, startling Albert, who had been dozing next to him.
“‘adrian?” The boy groaned, pushing himself up. “Where are you going?” Albert was rubbing his eyes.
Hadrian shushed him, “It’s alright Albert, I have just got to go see one of the professors.”
“It is almost two!”
“It will be fine.” Hadrian shrugged on his blazer, flicking a sleeping charm over his shoulder, towards the other. He heard Albert slump against the bed as he let himself out of his room.
Blinking rapidly to keep himself awake, Hadrian made his way across the grounds and slipped into Hogwarts.
It was well passed curfew, but he paid no heed to the time. Riddle had asked to see him when he figured it out, and so to Riddle he was going.
He made his way to the defence classroom, knowing that Riddle’s office was joined to the back of the room.
Hadrian scaled the steps tiredly, smirking when he saw there was still light coming from within the man’s room.
He knocked on the office door, waiting patiently.
It took a few moments, but the door cracked open. Riddle blinked down at him, as if confused. Hadrian wasted no time in pushing passed the man and entering his office.
He looked around curiously, having never been inside here before.
“Mr. Evans. Is there a reason for your unscheduled visit?” Even though he asked, Hadrian could pick up on the anticipation there.
He spun to face the man.
“Yeah. I’m going to be fighting a manticore.”
Chapter 14: Chapter Fourteen
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Impertinent child.
He did not know whether to be amused, or insulted by the boy barging in here at such an early hour, all signs of social grace abandoned. He had killed people for far less.
Evans was lucky that he was as interesting as he was, and that it would be rather suspicious if one of the champions disappeared before the tasks even began.
Lack of common decency aside, he knew immediately why the boy was here. It had been several days since he had kindly pointed him in the right direction, and they had not spoken in depth since that afternoon.
Having Evans here, in front of him, could only mean one thing. He asked anyway, because a part of him still felt slighted at the disrespect.
Hearing the word 'manticore' fall from the champion's lips erased any lingering annoyance at the unplanned interruption. It was replaced with a sense of deep satisfaction that burned in his chest.
Wordlessly, Voldemort closed the office door.
"Well done, Mr. Evans. I had heard a rumour that you had raided our humble library recently. I do hope the materials you took survived your research."
As if the child would dare. It had only been a handful of weeks, and he already knew Evans had a strong respect for knowledge. He would treat every book he touched with its due reverence. Normally, he would not have bothered asking, but seeing the current shape of the boy made him doubt.
It was almost shocking, to find Evans in such a dishevelled state. The student he was used to seeing was always groomed impeccably. His uniform pressed and freshly cleaned, his hair tussled neatly, and his posture straight.
This child in front of him looked nothing like that.
His dark hair was appallingly messy, falling haphazardly over his head, and there were circles beginning to form under his bright eyes. His crisp white shirt was completely wrinkled, the top two buttons undone, and his tie was missing. One of the lapels of his blazer was sticking up, and he was slouching noticeably.
He looked atrocious.
And yet, there was something absolutely fascinating about seeing this side of Evans, as if this were an unintended peek into the enigmatic boy.
There was something else, as well. Some subtle difference to the air surrounding the boy.
Evans flapped a hand at him, the move holding hardly any of the usual elegance. "Everything will be returned in the condition I found it in, as I assured the ancient-looking librarian when I borrowed them."
He blinked at the crude description of Madam Pince, no matter how accurate it was.
"That doesn't matter. I'm going to be fighting a manticore."
"So you have said."
Twin green eyes slid from his bookshelf to him, narrowed. "A manticore." He stressed, much to Voldemort's amusement. "As is one of the most dangerous creatures to exist in our world. As in a creature that is impervious to all known charms, and has genius-level intellect. As in, one sting and I die."
The boy raised his eyebrows at him, pointedly. "Who the fuck thought fighting a manticore was a good idea?"
I did. He thought in secret pleasure. "The Dark Lord, I imagine."
Evans scoffed, eyes rolling insolently. His face melted into that carefully disdainful expression it always did when his title was mentioned. It had always intrigued him, that reaction. Once he had noticed it, he made a point to watch the boy whenever the topic came up. While Evans was usually able to hide it better, he was always able to catch a glimmer of it in his eyes.
He wondered just what he had done to nurture such scorn in Evans.
"Well, you can go and tell him to fuck himself."
Voldemort very carefully kept his breathing even, though he was taken aback at the gall of the boy. It was true, that Evans had occasionally flirted with insults when they spoke of his other role, but he had never heard the boy outright say something so damning.
"I somehow doubt that would lead to anything good, Mr. Evans."
Just what was wrong with the boy?
Voldemort studied the child closely, trying to pinpoint the reason for this sharp change in behaviour.
Evans hummed in agreement. "Right you are, sir. But honestly, a manticore? I can count on one hand how many accounts there are of a magical defeating one, and still have four fingers remaining."
That was true.
Due to their resistance to all known spells, manticores were notoriously difficult to subdue, let alone kill.
The only known instance where one was killed is more a myth than an actual recorded event. A young witch, living in Archaic Greece, had managed to trick the beast into a chasm and pinned it with an avalanche. The manticore ended up drowning in the river at the bottom, unable to escape the watery death trap.
There was no way to confirm the story, of course, and no one was particularly keen on trying to recreate the described events.
Voldemort watched as Evans walked towards his bookshelf, one hand poised as if to touch the spines, but hovering just an inch away from surfaces. "Just because there are no accurate recounts does not mean that there is no way to do it."
"I would feel more confident fighting a dragon." The boy drawled, briefly glancing back at him from over his shoulder. "Tell me, what breed is it? I know you know."
Voldemort turned to his cabinet, opening it and pulling out a bottle of scotch. He unscrewed the cap, taking two glasses down and debating whether he should tell the child anything more than he already had.
He poured three fingers in each.
"Its sting will not kill you immediately." Was all he said.
Behind him, Evans was silent. Then, quietly, "Fantastic." The bitterness in his voice prompted a small, genuine smile to grace his face. By the time he had turned to face the boy, the expression was gone.
He offered the drink out, wondering if Evans would even take it. Everything he knew about the student told him he was naturally cautious, but also quite self-assured. It was an interesting contradiction. Being so wary with others, yet confident enough to act brashly on occasion.
To his surprise, Evans stepped towards him and accepted the glass without any hint of hesitation. The child studied the amber liquor with a twinge of longing in his expressive eyes. "Please tell me you poisoned this, so I do not have to compete."
The comment caused a snort to break free of him. "Have you so little faith in your own abilities that you would prefer to die beforehand?"
Evans' gaze switched from the liquid to him, intense and heavy, as always. "I am perfectly aware of my own abilities, sir. But a result of that, is that I am also perfectly aware of my limitations. If I fought a manticore, I might survive. Or I might not."
The student turned away from him, drifting around the office, eyes scanning without seeing anything. "It all depends on where I am fighting it, what my surroundings are, what special abilities it holds, how quickly I can react. You said a sting would not kill me immediately, but it is still venomous and I imagine it would have some...interesting effects on me."
Evans snapped back to look at him. "I am fast, I have high stamina, and I am strategic. But a manticore still outmatches me in every regard. The only way I could possibly beat one, is if I can use my environment to my advantage. The longer the fight drags on, the more chance I have of making a mistake, and of getting hit."
He took a sip of his drink, green eyes staring at him from over the rim. "I cannot say the idea of fighting such a creature while injected with its venom appeals to me. I have faith in my abilities, sir. Its everything else that concerns me. So," the boy grinned at him, the expression transforming his face into something disarmingly young. "I ask again - is it poisoned?"
Voldemort shook his head, amused at Evans' attitude, morbid as it was. He had been around far too long to be bothered by such remarks anyway.
For a minute, the two simply stood in companionable silence, nursing their drinks. Voldemort watched the child closely, taking in the sight of him - rumpled as he was - in a much more familiar setting then they had experienced before.
"What is that?"
He blinked and followed the small jerk of Evans' chin to the corner of his office, near the fireplace.
"That would be Nagini."
Evans stared blankly at his familiar, coiled happily in front of the flickering flames. Nothing in the boy's face gave away his thoughts on her presence, which was mildly surprising considering he had been so flippant with his emotions since he had entered here.
Voldemort tilted his head, observing the child as he continued to stare at the magnificent gleaming body of the snake. "Female?" He nodded once, and Evans hummed. "She's beautiful, though I am surprised they let such a dangerous breed inside a school full of children. Are you not concerned that she will attack?"
"She would never disobey a direct order from the Dark Lord."
The child rocked back on his heels, "She is the Dark Lord's? Why is she with you then?"
He smirked as he took another sip, "The dungeons, where the Dark Lord typically stays, are far too cold for her. She enjoys the upper levels because they are warm, and she is known to occasionally spend the night with different professors because we use our fireplaces to heat our rooms. Tonight she joined me here."
"He must have a great deal of trust that no one would injure her then."
"It has nothing to do with trust, Mr. Evans." He purred, "No one would be foolish enough to harm her, because they know the retribution would be swift and deadly. The Dark Lord is not a forgiving man."
His words caused something dark to flick through the boy's eyes. "No, I imagine he wouldn't be."
How curious.
"You do not seem to like the Dark Lord."
Instead of panic, or even unease, as most might feel when being confronted so openly; Evans merely shrugged. "I do not know him well enough to form any solid opinion on him."
A budding politician. Quaint.
"But you do not agree with some of his policies."
"I do not live in Britain, professor. I have not had the opportunity to really see the effect that he has had during his reign. I have discovered bits and pieces, naturally, but I am reserving my judgement for now."
There. Evans' eyes flickered slightly to the left. The move was fleeting and would have been impossible to detect had he not been looking for it. It was a lie. Evans had already formed his opinion, but was refraining from voicing it.
Which could only mean that it was a view the boy believed he would disagree with. His intrigue grew. He wished to know exactly what this student thought of his changes. "What policies bother you so?"
"I never said anything bothered me, sir."
"We both know something does. As you said, you do not live in Britain. Perhaps some of the information you acquired was...unfortunately worded, and gave the wrong impression." That was clearly the wrong thing to say, as anger - bright and fierce - flared in those lovely green eyes.
"And I suppose you would be perfectly capable of clearing up those misconceptions then? Do you take me for a fool, professor? That I would not be able to see through your pretty words, and let them influence me so easily?"
"I meant no offence, Mr. Evans. I apologise if I gave the impression that I doubted your perceptive abilities. I was merely suggesting that some of the people you spoke with might have allowed their own personal beliefs to colour the information they gave you."
He could see that the boy did not fully believe him, but he had calmed down. "Would you like to discuss the policies with someone who actually has a working knowledge of them?"
"Not particularly."
Voldemort leaned back, eyes shrewd. "I remember you mentioning the muggleborn initiative in our first meeting. You seemed to have some concerns about it."
The boy's eyes met his defiantly, and heat pooled in his gut. It had been such a long time since anyone had looked at him so heatedly. "I have a problem with entire generations of children being kidnapped from their families and raised to be simple breeding tools from purebloods."
"Breeding tools? Why, Mr. Evans you misunderstand. Muggleborns are relocated to the Wizarding World at a young age so that they might be better prepared for their schooling. In my time, muggleborns were much like lost lambs once they received their Hogwarts letters. It took years, longer for some, to acquaint themselves with ideas and notions that were ordinary in our world."
"And if they just so happen to have children with a pureblood, effectively saving entire families from being eradicated due to their own bigotry, then that is merely a benefit, yes?"
His smile was a sharp as his words. "A lucky coincidence."
Evans scoffed lightly, "You are not doing anything to dissuade me from my forming opinions, sir. If anything, you are proving them faster."
"Very well, consider this. Every day the muggle world develops further with their technology. Eventually, we would be discovered. Whether through a child having a bout of unfortunate accidental magic in the presence of others, or through one of us being caught preforming spells to - say, protect a loved one from danger. The knowledge of our existence would cause mass-panic through the world, as muggles everywhere began to try and understand us."
Evans had settled back down, his feathers no longer ruffled.
"Manhunts would ensue, conflict would be inevitable, and in their quest to understand, muggles would destroy. It is in their nature to tear apart that which they cannot comprehend. Thousands of witches and wizards would fall into their clutches and suffer due to their ignorance."
Voldemort spread his hands beseechingly. "By relocating muggleborns well before they begin to exhibit accidental magic, we have greatly reduced the risk of our world being discovered and our very livelihoods being corrupted. It is a measure to protect an entire civilisation from harm. Can you not see the logic behind such a move?"
"You are generalising an entire people, based on hypothetical scenarios. One thing I have learned is that people can react in the way you least expect them too."
"They can also react in a way that is entirely predictable if you understand their nature well enough. Our past with muggles hardly encourages interacting with them."
"And one could argue that our past is still our present."
They paused, both acknowledging that the other would not be swayed. Voldemort felt something similar to frustration trickle through him at Evans' inability to understand, but at the same time, debating such a topic with him was invigorating.
It had been so very long since he had had anyone who dared to challenge him; and while the face he was wearing might not be that of the Dark Lord, it was the idea that this child had no qualms disagreeing with him that stroked his interest.
He had not even realised how much he had missed having someone pitted against him until Evans had come along. He was young, and somewhat rough around the edges, but in time, Voldemort saw him becoming someone actually worth playing with.
"Perhaps such a conversation would be better to have when it is not well past midnight?" It was a graceful way to put an end to their current topic without either having to sacrifice anything. Evans nodded stiffly, blinking heavily as he downed the rest of his drink in one gulp.
The boy grimaced lightly at the burn, placing the glass on the closest available surface. "Agreed, sir. I am sorry for intruding, I-" Evans looked down to the ground, his cheeks dusted with pink in his embarrassment. "I have not slept in the last few days."
Voldemort frowned lightly, finally having an answer as to what had been bothering him about the boy. He had seen the circles under his eyes, and the slouching, and had certainly noted the lack of tact the child had been displaying. But it had not truly clicked.
Evans was exhausted.
"I mean, I have slept, but only for brief periods and not often enough for it to be good for me. It is affecting my attitude, and I apologise."
"Are you an insomniac, Mr. Evans?"
Those bright eyes snapped up to him. "W-No. Not exactly. I only have trouble sleeping when there's something I need to complete."
The boy's hand came up and began rubbing against the bracelet on his wrist. Voldemort's eyes dropped down to watch those pale fingers trace over the Parselscript runes. Evans did not even seem aware of his actions.
"I had to finish researching your clue. It was," he sighed deeply, "bothering me, keeping me awake. I could not afford to sleep because I had to figure it out."
Ah. It made perfect sense, as he himself experienced the same problem in his youth. "It is understandable, Mr. Evans. For people such as us, it can be difficult to switch our minds off at times -especially when there is something we believe we must finish."
"I should know better by this point," Evans smiled tiredly at him, face strangely open. "when I do not sleep I can get a little-" He gave a small, unspecific jerk of his hand, and somehow, it explained it perfectly.
"I should have caught on earlier." he stated, and really, it was embarrassing that he had not recognised the signs. Especially since Evans' speech had most certainly been hard to follow.
"You could not have known."
"You have been fluctuating between French and English for the entirety of our conversation Mr. Evans."
Evans' face flushed again, the expression delightful to witness. The boy cleared his throat awkwardly. "Right." He looked like a normal teenager in his embarrassment, and Voldemort revelled in the slip.
"Thank you for humouring me, professor. But it is terribly early, and I should probably head back to the carriage now."
"Nonsense," he placed a hand on the boy's shoulder, "you are in no state to navigate your way through the castle, it is a miracle you made it here in one piece. And at this time, if you were found, you would only be punished for breaking curfew."
He pointed to a door on the far side of the office. "Through there is a bedroom, you may rest there for tonight. In the morning, you can head back to your carriage without risking running into one of the patrols and potentially invoking someone's ire."
The child snorted, face becoming purely amused as he said, "Trying to get me into bed, sir?" The second he finished, his mouth clinked shut, and his eyes closed in barely concealed horror.
Voldemort chuckled, unable to hold the noise back in the face of such inappropriate humour. It seemed Evans was even more exhausted then he had originally thought. The boy's quick comments during their conversation had led him to believe he was in the right state.
"Come along, Mr. Evans."
He guided the boy to the room, opening the door and stepping back to let him examine the space. It was simply decorated, but the bed was of high quality and would undoubtedly be appreciated by the student.
Evans sat on the bed and gazed up at him silently. "Thank you, professor."
He nodded, "Pleasant dreams, Mr. Evans."
A smile - he would call it shy if he did not know the boy as well as he did - graced Evans' face. "I prefer Hadrian, sir."
It was a subtle permission, and one he seized eagerly. "Pleasant dreams, Hadrian."
The boy did not move to lay down until he closed the door. Voldemort turned away, breathing deeply as he moved back towards his desk. When he passed the fireplace, Nagini popped her head up and blinked lazily at him.
"You have a child in your bed." She hissed, voice silken and familiar as she slithered after him. Voldemort absently reached out a hand for her to climb onto.
"So I do. Do not touch him." He was not worried about Eva - Hadrian hearing him. The wards around his office prevented any noise from escaping, effectively cutting off any sound to the bedroom where the boy now resided.
Nagini hissed laughingly in his ear as she curled her enormous body around him. "He is pretty, master. You allowed him inside, you spoke to him without breaking him for his insolence, you gave him your bed."
He brushed his hand lovingly over her smooth scales, lips twitching in amusement at her insinuations. He had always enjoyed his conversations with Nagini, finding her far more engaging then most humans. "He interests me."
"You like him." She insisted, tongue flicking out over his cheek. "Why not mark him?"
The thought of the Dark Mark branding Hadrian's forearm was certainly heady. The expression of pain that would definitely mar his face when it happened would be even better. His force would benefit from having someone like him with them. "I have considered it. Though these things take time, my dear."
"Why should they? You want him. You are strong. Take him."
He smirked at how simplistic she could make this. He knew that if he wanted Hadrian on his side, it would require a great deal of manipulation on his part. The boy certainly held some antagonistic emotions towards him - which he was determined to discover more about, when he had the chance - and was rooted in beliefs that seemed to conflict with his own.
He was smart too, capable of seeing through traps even exhausted as he was. To get the boy, he would have to be much subtler than he usually was, lest he give the game away too early.
His eyes bled crimson as he turned his attention down to the file in front of him. He flipped it open, rereading through the information there, and ignoring Galiana Kaiser's face staring up at him; before putting it to the side and grabbing the second.
Hadrian Evans.
This could be exciting.
OoO
She was going to kill him.
Not even his mother would recognise him when she was through with him.
Of all the days he could possibly choose to disappear on, it had to be today.
Raina marched through the empty hallways of Hogwarts, a fierce scowl marring her usually calm face. It was midday at this point, and most students would be in the Great Hall for lunch. It was where she should be, but instead she had been tasked with locating their wayward champion who apparently thought wandering off at two in the morning was a perfectly fine idea.
She glanced down at her wand, following the direction it pointed her in, her mind spinning darkly with ideas of revenge.
Madame Maxime was in a flurry - had been since Albert had reported to her that Hadrian, who was most likely sleep-deprived due to his ridiculous study habits, had taken off to 'see a professor'. They had no idea where he had gone.
It was only made worse because none of their Point Me spells had worked in locating him, not until five minutes ago at least.
She would kill him.
Raina rounded a corner, and promptly stopped short when she finally laid eyes on Hadrian just a few feet in front of her.
Her face twisted in horror at his state, never having seen him look so unkempt. One would think, that living together for a majority of the year, that she would have seen him in some form of disarray at some point. But Hadrian had always been impeccably dressed, even when he was relaxed.
The most she had seen him discard had be his tie and blazer.
"Where have you been?!"
Hadrian winced, leaning back from her outburst. "Nowhere important. Why?"
She laughed once in disbelief. But her anger quickly exploded when she saw how genuine he was being. "'Why'? 'Why'? For the love of the gods! You have been missing most of the day! We could not find you! Everyone has been losing their minds trying to!"
"Ah," he said, shifting minutely in a way that told her he was feeling at least a little guilty. "I am sorry Raina. I was...researching."
"All day?"
He frowned, waving his hand in a quick tempus. When the time sprung to life between them, his green eyes popped open in unconcealed surprise.
"Shit. I did not realise it was that late. How many classes have I missed?"
"You're worried about classes?" She hissed at him, eyes running over his shabby state. Just what had he been doing? He looked like he had just woken up.
"Yes?" He said, drawing the word out uncertainly.
She clenched her fists. "You had a meeting with the Minister this morning - which you missed. You are lucky that Madame Maxime has been able to keep her occupied while we found you. Now hurry up, so you can explain to both of them just what was more important than showing up."
Hadrian's jaw twitched, the only sign that he was frustrated at himself. The sight of it curbed her anger. She grabbed his wrist and together they began walking swiftly towards the carriage.
As they walked, she began straightening his attire, freeing his uniform from wrinkles with a few charms and tossing a well-meaning cleaning spell at him, to which he rolled his eyes.
By the time they had reached the carriage, Hadrian looked significantly less rumpled then when she had found him. His tie was still missing, but at least he no longer resembled a walking corpse.
A few of their classmates that lingered in the lounge room looked up when they entered, their faces melting into exasperated amusement as they watched Raina bustling Hadrian inside and down the hall.
Raina smoothed down her skirt and fixed her hair before she knocked. Hadrian leaned closer to her and whispered in her ear, "Do not worry, you look as average as always." She elbowed him in the gut, satisfied when she caught his soft grunt of discomfort.
The door to Madame Maxime's office opened, and their towering Headmistress gazed down at them blankly. Raina and Hadrian dipped their heads in respect. The woman wordlessly opened the door wider, and Raina knew that Hadrian knew she was displeased with him.
They entered the room, and were greeted by the sight of Minister Lécuyer smiling at them from one of the chairs off to the left. Raina returned the gesture, and once again, the two of them bowed to their Minister.
Lécuyer stood and walked towards them, her eyes darting up and down Hadrian, amusement bleeding into them. "Late night, I assume Monsieur Evans?"
Hadrian, more collected than he had been when she found him, smiled impishly up at the woman. "I do not kiss and tell, Minister."
Lécuyer laughed brightly, charmed, as always, by Hadrian.
"Well, now that we have you here, we can finally begin our meeting." There was no reprimand in her tone, though Hadrian ducked his head as if there were and moved to take a seat.
"Would you like me to leave, Minister?" Raina asked politely, preparing to move back to the door. Lécuyer looked at her closely, then shook her head.
"You may stay, Raina. We are not discussing state-secrets or confidential information. Besides, your father and I have known each other for years."
Pleased, though trying not to show it, Raina moved to sit next to Hadrian. The mildly amused look on his face told her he knew what she was feeling. She narrowed her eyes at him warningly.
Minister Lécuyer and Madame Maxime both took a seat across from the two of them. There was still a tense line to their Headmistress' mouth, but with Lécuyer being so unconcerned, she could not say anything.
"Now," Lécuyer began, fixating her gaze on Hadrian. "in two days time, a group of councilmen and women will be arriving in Britain. I expect you to be there with me when I greet them, seeing as they are here to wish you luck in your upcoming trial."
He inclined his head in agreement.
"Excellent, your mother will also be among them."
Next to her, Hadrian jerked in surprise. "My...? She is - coming to Britain?"
Raina glanced at him from the corner of her eye, curious at his disbelief. Did he truly think his mother would not be here to support him during the challenges?
Lécuyer gave him a bemused smile, "Of course Monsieur Evans. It is something all previous tournaments had. It gives the champions a chance to be around their families, in the event that, well..."
"I die. Right." Hadrian was frowning down at his left hand, pensive. He still seemed - botheredconcernedannoyed? - confused at the thought that his mother was coming to Britain. Raina, for one, was looking forward to meeting Hadrian's mother for the first time.
She had, of course, seen the beautiful dark haired woman - and it was clear where Hadrian got his looks from - at the occasional academy event, but she had never had the chance to talk with her.
Hadrian did not speak too often about his mother, but when he did his eyes lit up with love and awe. Raina knew that anyone who could coax such an expression out of the boy beside her had to be someone incredible.
"Two days, you said?" The Minister smiled at him.
"That is correct. I will have to collect you relatively early, so no more gallivanting off until after, yes?"
Hadrian grinned at her, but the expression slid off of his face in the next moment. "About that, Minister. I have figured out what the first task will be."
Interest bloomed, and all three women snapped straight at his announcement. "I imagine you know little about the task itself?" He asked the woman, to which she nodded.
"The task-masters have been notoriously tight-lipped about it. I do know it is creature-based though."
"You would be correct, Minister Lécuyer. I was given a clue earlier this week by a, somewhat, trustworthy source. After researching for many days I finally managed to figure out what I will be fighting."
"And that it?"
Raina leaned towards him unconsciously.
"A manticore, Minister."
She inhaled sharply, and the two women across from them recoiled in open shock. Hadrian continued as they all processed. "I do not know the exact details of the task, but my source had no reason to lie to me. That," his cheeks flushed a little in lingering embarrassment. "was where I was last night. I was confirming my discovery."
"Who was your source?" Madame Maxime asked briskly, and Raina could understand her unwillingness to just take an unknown's information. If this person had lied to Hadrian and he spent the week before the task preparing to face the wrong creature, he would be as good as dead.
For the oddest reason, Hadrian actually hesitated, but the Minister was staring imploringly at him. "Professor Riddle." He admitted with minor reluctance.
Raina frowned even as the others began inquiring more.
Professor Riddle was an intelligent and practical man, and she had grown to greatly respect him in the short time that they had been here. He was charming and charismatic and knew his subject intimately. But he had not struck her as the type to reveal such sensitive information so readily.
Then again...
Her eyes drifted to Hadrian. She knew Riddle had a particular interest in her friend. It was all too evident during their first class together, with how he so clearly singled out Hadrian, and how he kept him back afterwards.
She did not know anything about what had occurred during their conversation, but she had been intensely aware of how, over the following weeks, the professor's eyes had continually strayed to Hadrian.
She wondered if Riddle's interest in Hadrian was strong enough that the man would willingly provide him with the means to adequately prepare himself for the upcoming task. It seemed a bit suspicious to her.
And Hadrian, he had said he had gone to Riddle when he left this morning. Which stood to reason that he had likely been there well into the day, just before she had found him. She recalled his rumpled appearance, and the way he had seemed positively cagey with her in those first few moments.
Had something happened between the two of them?
The thought made her sick. Riddle was so much older than them, and the idea that Hadrian might...
No, she thought fiercely. Hadrian would not do something like that. He is flirtatious, but he is not promiscuous. He jokes, but he rarely takes it further than that.
But still, the thought stayed in her mind and soured her mood beyond repair.
The next few minutes were a blur to her, a blending of words and promises to help, of hands grasping comfortingly at shoulders; and then the two of them were outside in the hallway.
Raina looked at Hadrian shrewdly, "You were with Riddle. Since two? What were you doing that took several hours?" She barely held back a wince at the touch of accusation in her tone, though she remembered his crack about ‘kiss and tell’. Hadrian squinted at her.
"Not whatever is on your mind, gods woman. He is, like, brushing one hundred. When I figured out the clue I headed straight to him. I wasn't really thinking right. I was tired. I went there, we spoke for a bit about - things, and then he let me sleep."
"In his office?"
Hadrian rolled his shoulders. "In a sense."
What does that even mean.
Raina tossed her head in frustration. She could never seem to get a straight answer with this boy. Hadrian bumped his shoulder against hers, eyes sparkling in a way she had not seen since he was announced champion.
"Let's find Albert. I feel like I owe him an apology for just deserting him like I did, and I could use some help coming up with a plan to beat an unbeatable creature."
She unfolded her arms, "Well, we both know you need all the help you can get. Come along, I believe I saw Albert just outside with Nathaniel. I can rope a few more into helping us as well."
Hadrian snorted in amusement as he followed her. "The Minister has all but promised me limitless resources. I guarantee that by the end of tomorrow I will have been contacted by anyone she deems remotely suitable to help me. It will certainly make things slightly easier for me."
Just as they hit the grass, Raina stopped him with a hand on his forearm. "Are you scared?" She asked plainly.
He grimaced lightly, "I would be a fool not to be. I am going to be pitted against something I have little hope of defeating. Something nobody has a chance at beating. I never wanted this, and yet here I am."
She tightened her grasp on him, trying to impart some comfort to him. "You will be get through this Hadrian. You will succeed because you always do, and besides," she smirked at him coyly. "with me on your side, there is no chance that you will fail."
It worked. His expression lightened, and his eyes rolled playfully. "Yes, how could this possibly go wrong. You are more likely to sabotage me then help me." He laughed softly, "At least then you would finally be rid of me, no?"
Hadrian spotted Albert and quickly stepped to where the boy was, with a joyful call of "Albert! So sorry about -"
Raina watched him go, lips twitching upwards. Despite the rather grave implication in their words, they both knew she would do all she could to keep him alive. Just like she knew, if the situation were reversed, Hadrian would help her prepare for each task without a thought.
The last few weeks, their relationship had smoothed out considerably. They still got on the other’s nerves, and bickered until their throats were sore, but that disconnection between them had faded.
A part of her knew it was due to Hadrian's falling out with Jacob – which she was still infinitely curious about – and that he was simply reaching out to her and Claire as a way to stabilise himself. But still, it felt nice that they had moved onto a more solid form of friendship.
She followed after him, arriving just in time to hear Albert’s disbelieving cry of “A manticore! You’re doomed!”
Notes:
Now before anyone starts saying things like "Hadrian would never act like that" or "he wouldn't sleep in Riddle's office" or anything like that, I will stress that he was very very very very tired. I'm talking, roughly-two-hours-of-sleep-a-night-for-a-week tired. I don't know about you guys, but if I have even two nights of crappy sleep I turn into a giggly, stupid mess. Hadrian wasn't thinking straight and he was less-aware as he should have been. He is still a pretty young - by wizards standards - kid, and he will make mistakes.
Don't want to sound defensive or anything, just wanted to reaffirm things in case I didn't write it well enough :')
Chapter 15: Chapter Fifteen
Notes:
Sorry for the wait guys! I'd just like to take a second to thank everyone who has been reviewing and leaving kudos! It means the world to mean to see so many people enjoying this story! To those of you asking about certain characters, rest assured your questions will be answered eventually throughout the story, you just have to be a bit patient haha. Anyway, hope you guys like it :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hadrian woke early, taking his time getting ready for the morning. He paid more attention to his appearance then he usually did, ensuring that his hair was tussled back neatly, and that his uniform was pressed and everything was in its correct place.
He was not particularly anxious about the upcoming meeting, but with the first task looming he was beginning to feel a bit of pressure. So far their research into manticores was going horribly, hitting wall after wall with information - simply because there was not any to be found.
The dismal amount of documentation about manticores was doing nothing to encourage him. So far, the most helpful slip of information he had gotten was dangerous, do not approach.
Yeah, thanks for the advice you dead bastards.
With a sigh he smoothed his hand down his tie, fingers absently playing with the end of it as he stared at his reflection.
"You look absolutely dashing." The mirror said, eyes roaming appreciatively up and down his form.
"Shut up." He ordered shortly.
In less than an hour, Minister Lécuyer would be arriving to take him to the meeting point, where he would greet a number of important council members - including, he was sure, Éric Korin.
The thought of seeing Jacob's father soured his relatively calm mood. He had no idea if Jacob had already written to the man in regards to the swift end of their friendship, and he had no desire to find out the man's reaction if that were the case.
He knew that Éric had disapproved of how much influence he had had over Jacob - considering recent events, Hadrian almost wished he had had more control over the Korin heir - and he was sure that on some level the man would be relieved that the two were no longer interacting.
On the other hand, he also knew how much Éric cared for Jacob and his wellbeing. Ever since his beloved wife had passed away three years ago, Éric had been far more attentive towards his son than the years previous. The last thing he needed right now was someone of Éric's status coming after him for hurting Jacob's feelings.
Thinking of Jacob merely added an unpleasant taste in his mouth. He was angry at the other, beyond anything he had ever experienced before; still ripped and raw from the betrayal. But a part of him missed the other boy greatly. He missed his company and the sense of security he had taken for granted.
Hadrian sometimes caught himself looking for Jacob, to murmur a joke or express an idea, only to be forcibly reminded that Jacob was not with him anymore.
His friends - Raina and Claire, and now, Albert - were good, and he enjoyed spending time with them, but it was never quite the same.
He had trusted Jacob. He had allowed the boy to see a bit more of him than he typically showed. He had given him small hints, offered him pieces of himself. And in turn, the other had broken that tentative bond Hadrian had formed.
It had hurt. A lot. So much so that he could barely handle looking at the other boy anymore.
His mother had always cautioned him against letting people get too close to him, and he had seen the logic behind her warnings. With their lives, they had only each other to lean and rely on.
Hadrian was still young though, and had been unable to refrain from reaching out to his classmates. He had not even realised how far he had fallen into his own webs, how much he had invested in his relationship with Jacob, until he had seen his name written in that horribly familiar scrawl.
He closed his eyes, slumping forward until his forehead rested against the glass surface of the mirror.
By now, the news that he would be fighting a manticore had spread to all of his school mates. He had seen Jacob's reaction to hearing what the first task was. He had seen the horror and guilt in his eyes, when he realised just what he had condemned Hadrian too.
A small section of him was viciously glad that Jacob finally got it, that he finally understood the danger he had so stupidly thrown him into. He wanted to laugh at how pitiful the other had looked afterwards, but nothing about his impending task was funny.
He wanted to forgive Jacob. He wanted to just let go and accept the other back. Gods knew he needed the support now more than ever. He just - he could not. Not right now. It was still too soon for him to even seriously contemplate offering anything more than strained acknowledgement.
"You will get wrinkles if you keep frowning like that." The mirror tsked at him. Hadrian slid his eyes open and gazed at it balefully. His reflection shrugged at him, "I'm just saying. You're too young to have wrinkles just yet, handsome."
"One day," Hadrian promised, "I am going to shatter you, and get a normal, non-talking mirror. A mirror that just does what it's meant to instead of mouthing off. Wouldn't that be nice?"
His reflection snorted, as if the mere thought of it being replaced was so laughable. "Please, sweetheart. Then who would be here to offer you advice for all your life problems?"
"In the weeks that I have had you, not once have you given me anything other than compliments on my appearance."
"To be fair, you are rather ravishing. Can't blame me for noticing." It leered at him in a way that would have been flattering if it was not his own face doing it. "And I help boost your ego in a healthy, friendly way."
Hadrian rolled his eyes at the grin it gave him. "Anyway, maybe if you did more than insult me and tell me to shut up, I would be able to give you better advice. Instead, all you do is scowl and mope around."
"I somehow doubt that an enchanted piece of glass is a fount of wisdom." He reached out and threw his blazer on, doing up one button and brushing it down to get rid of any crinkles that might have appeared.
"You'd be surprised," it said amusedly. "who are you dressing up for anyway, you don’t typically spend so much time in here. Is there a new interest in your life?" Its eyes brightened. "Oh I bet there is! So, tell me, is it a girl?"
Hadrian ignored its rambling. "You are the bane of my existence."
It hummed thoughtfully. "Boy?" He cut a sharp look at it. "Definitely a boy then." Hadrian now knew why people hated whenever he was smug, if his expression was anything like what his refection looked like. He had never thought he would have the urge to punch himself.
"I think after the last one, I can wait a while before getting tangled up in something again." Hadrian headed towards the door. He had never understood the appeal of enchanted mirrors, they were just unnecessary - and so annoying. Before he exited, he called back over his shoulder. "By the way, it's the Minister I'm 'dressing up for'."
He made his way out of his room and down the hallway, entering the lounge room and taking a seat near one of the windows. Hadrian leaned his elbow on the sill and perched his cheek on his fist, gazing out at the slowly lightening grounds of Hogwarts as his thoughts swirled.
He felt strangely detached right now. Adrift.
The closer the first task drew, the worse the feeling got. His classmates were putting ever spare moment into assisting him; all of them now looked at him with barely concealed worry, as it became more and more apparent that defeating a manticore was virtually impossible.
The sense of inevitability had caused two totally different attitudes to emerge. There were those whom were treating him as if he had already lost, voicing sympathy and false confidence, as if he were a child in need of comfort. He hated that, but he could understand their lack of hope at his situation.
Then there were those who dove into researching with him as if it were their lives on the line. Raina, Claire, Albert, and a handful of others. They steadfastly refused to accept the possibility that he would die. They snapped at anyone who hinted otherwise, and pulled him back from any spiralling negative thoughts.
It warmed his chest to know that they truly believed that he would not only live through his upcoming battle, but excel.
The only person who had ever shown that level of confidence in him was his mother.
He frowned lightly as he thought of the woman.
Hadrian had no idea how he felt about his mother coming to Britain. He does not know why, but the thought of her being here to watch and support him had never really crossed his mind before the meeting with the Minister.
He supposed he was happy that he would get to see her again before he competed; that he would get the chance to hug her and feel the familiar weight of her fingers carding through his hair. He could tell her that he loved her, and that she was the most important thing in his life, just in case.
She had always been there for him, pushing him and encouraging his growth; he would have been devastated if he died without having at least one last moment with her.
On the other hand, the thought of his mother here, surrounded by their enemies, made his stomach clench in fear. He knew she would be under the rune's protection, but so many things could go wrong. She would never do anything to endanger them, but this was far too risky for his liking.
If he lost his cool around Lucius Malfoy in their first meeting, without even having a history with the man, he did not want to see his mother have to interact with people she not only knew, but had fought against. It would be too draining on her, to have to be around the people that had ruined their lives and not give something away.
He trusted her to not say or do anything incriminating, but all it would take is one unguarded moment, one flicker of hatred, and everything could unravel.
Hadrian sighed, eyes drooping tiredly.
"Pleasant dreams, Mr. Evans."
He scowled fiercely at the insidious whisper, focussing on the anger that suddenly bubbled to life in his chest; if only to avoid having to address his almost crippling embarrassment. Just the memory of that night had him grinding his teeth together.
He was such an idiot.
"I prefer Hadrian, sir."
And the way Riddle had smiled at him.
"Pleasant dreams, Hadrian."
The way his name had slipped from the man's lips, so quiet and amused made him groan in exasperation.
He had behaved so childishly, seeking out Riddle in the middle of the night. He never should have allowed himself to get into such a state that a midnight visit to one of the most sly individuals he had ever encountered seemed like a fantastic idea. He would have been fine if he had simply spoken with Riddle, then left.
But no. He had stayed, he had actually accepted a drink from him and talked with him with a familiarity he should not have. They had been engaged, debating and arguing and baiting each other like it was a game. And to make things worse, he had slept in the man's room, without a single protest.
"Trying to get me into bed, sir?"
He deserved to be clubbed over the head for that remark in particular.
Waking up had been disorientating at first, having no recollection of where he was. Then the memories had slammed into him, and the mortification had risen like a tsunami. He had spent a good three minutes just burying his face into a pillow and mentally berating himself.
It was honestly a relief that Riddle had been nowhere to see when he had crept out of the office. Hadrian did not think he could have handled that. But it did leave him curious as to why the professor had just left him there, not only for the morning, but until almost lunch time.
The man would had to have come and gone from his office at least once during that time, and yet he had not attempted to wake him. It made him uneasy, not knowing the motive behind Riddle's actions.
One thing was for certain, he could not afford to let anything like that happen again. And he certainly had no intention of ever letting his mother find out about it.
She would be horrified to discover that not only had he let his guard down, but that he had done so in the presence of someone like Riddle - someone who clearly was not one to trust.
The problem was, on some level, Hadrian did trust Riddle. It was completely ridiculous, and no doubt a terrible idea, but there was something about the professor that just made him so easy to talk to. And it was not his charm - the method he used to entrap his other students - it was something Hadrian had never experienced before.
It was just a sense of understanding. Hadrian looked at Riddle and saw some who got it.
The feeling was as liberating as it was dangerous. Because Riddle was not an ally, and he had to remember that.
He was distracted as the front door swung open, and was on his feet the moment he spotted Lécuyer's intricately pinned hair.
Lécuyer smiled when she saw him, and embraced him warmly. "Hadrian, I am glad you are ready." Her sparkling eyes dragged up and down him, a small smirk pulling at the side of her mouth. "And not a hair out of place, an improvement I must say." Like before, there was no hint of rebuke in her words or expression, more gentle teasing then anything.
Hadrian returned her grin, immensely pleased to see his marvellous Minister. There was a reason she was unopposed.
"I assure you Minister, if it were not for my mother's presence, I would not look this good." She chuckled at him, delighted.
"Yes, I can understand that reasoning completely." She winked at him, hand curling around his shoulders to pull him towards the door. "Now, we must hurry. I have permission to kidnap you for only a handful of time before you are expected to be back here."
Together, they left the carriage and made their way out onto the dew-covered grass. The air was chilly, and even though his hands were freezing, Hadrian offered his arm to the Minister out of courteousness. Again, she smiled at him as she placed her hand on his outstretched arm.
"Minister Malfoy has given us special permission to use one of the apparation points to go to the designated meeting point."
"I thought it was impossible to apparate in and out of Hogwarts. The wards..."
Lécuyer tapped her nose conspiratorially. "It was put in after the change of power, as a means of allowing certain individuals a quick means of access. One must have someone keyed into the wards to use them though, to avoid just anyone coming through." She led him up into the castle and down various hallways until they entered a room.
Inside, Lucius Malfoy stood waiting.
Hadrian straightened when the man glanced at him, meeting his gaze head on.
Surprisingly though, the British Minister only scrutinised him for a few moments before turning to speak to Lécuyer quietly. Hadrian let his eyes wander over the room, taking in the runes etched into the stone walls and floor with intrigue. The marks were all glowing faintly, and that alone alerted Hadrian to the fact that whatever the runes did to the wards of Hogwarts required quite a lot of magic.
"Mr. Evans, please come here."
Hadrian looked up to see Lécuyer already standing patiently within the circle on the floor. He moved to stand next to her as Malfoy gestured.
"You might feel a brief pinch, but I assure you it is entirely natural. When you are ready to return Minister Lécuyer, please return to the corresponding location and we shall send you through."
Hadrian watched closely as Malfoy began the spell, taking in as much of the proceedings as he could, before he was gone with a loud crack.
Hadrian stumbled as he landed, shuddering at the horrible sensation that washed through him. 'Pinch. Right.'
Lécuyer seemed to have fared better than him, and was already moving towards the door. Hadrian trailed after her silently, surprised to note where they were.
This was his first time inside the British Ministry of Magic, and everywhere he looked there was something attention-snagging. He particularly was interested in the impressive floo network, fireplaces lining the walls and occasionally flaring as workers came and went. Even this early, the entrance hall was somewhat crowded.
Hadrian followed closely behind his Minister, glad that so far, they had avoided unnecessary attention. It appeared that in the morning, these witches and wizards had more important things on their minds than observing the two foreigners cut their way towards a side hallway.
"Where are we going, Minister?"
She glanced at him over her shoulder, "We are heading to the International Gates, Monsieur Evans. It is a point of access for foreigners wishing to enter from another country. This is where we will be greeting the party."
Content with the answer, Hadrian simply nodded. He cast his gaze around the hallways, mentally comparing it to the Ministry back home.
The French Ministry was beautiful white marble, gold and silver trimming, large open windows, crystal statues and light everywhere.
Here it was...oppressively dark. The walls, the floors, the pillars - all were made of what appeared to be black marble, veins of poisonous green streaking through everything. It added an air of severity, but also a strange sense of beauty. It reminded Hadrian of a panther in that way, reeking of danger yet being mesmerising in its deadliness.
His lips twitched upwards as he thought of the large cat breed, privately amused.
Lécuyer eventually came to a stop, Hadrian right behind her. There were two men stationed in front of the door they would be going through. "Minister Lécuyer." One of them, a reasonably attractive man with cut grey hair and sharp eyes, stepped forward with an affable grin on his lips. He took the Minister's offered hand and bowed politely, face never once wavering from its genial expression.
"An honour to meet you face-to-face." He pressed a simple, chaste kiss to the back of her hand before he straightened. He was quite tall, and his black robes emphasised his strong figure. Hadrian fixed a bland smile on his face when the man turned to him and offered his hand.
He hesitated for but a breath, before slipping his hand into the wizard's and firmly shaking it. "And your champion - I've heard nothing but praise about you Mr. Evans." There was a barely noticeable change in tone when the man said his last name. It was slight, and Hadrian did not know if anyone else caught it, but he had been dealing with this subtle prejudice all his life, and could immediately identify a blood elitist when he saw one.
They were all the same, after all.
His grin grew even as his eyes burned. "Undoubtedly." He murmured, watching in cautious amusement as something ugly flickered through those steely eyes. This reminded him intimately of his first encounter with Lucius Malfoy.
"Unspeakable Rookwood," Lécuyer smoothly interrupted, stepping up next to Hadrian in a move that was equal parts protective and threatening. Hadrian briefly marvelled at the gall of his Minister, feeling his respect for her rise. He was not particularly bothered at having her step in to defend him, nor did his pride prickle at her actions.
He had always appreciated strong women. His mother. Madame Maxime. Claire and Raina. Lécuyer. All women he held in high regard, due to their ferocity and strength of will. If anything, seeing her so effortlessly stare down someone as renown as Augustus Rookwood was delightful.
"I believe we have an appointment to make."
Rookwood dipped his head in obedience that was - surprisingly - not condescending in the least. Hadrian studied the Death Eater with interest. He would have expected a hint of annoyance from the man, but all he could detect was cool acceptance. Maybe even a spark of mild mirth.
How odd.
"Of course, forgive me, Minister. Come, everything has been prepared for your party's arrival." Rookwood spun on his heel and opened the large doors, his polished shoes clicking loudly on the floor. Lécuyer and Hadrian moved after him, leaving the second, unnamed wizard to bring up the rear.
Hadrian ignored the feeling of eyes boring into the back of his head. The urge to turn and look at the wizard behind him was almost overwhelming, especially when coupled with the fear of discovery.
He had no idea how many people here had known his father. James Potter was quite the auror when he was alive, and his heavy involvement against Voldemort had often brought him into conflict with the Dark Lord's forces. It was entirely likely that more than one of them would feel a fleeting sense of familiarity when seeing him.
One good thing would come from his mother's arrival at least. When she was under her glamours, there would be no doubt in anyone's mind which parent he resembled more.
After today, any lingering suspicions should dissipate.
The room they entered was more a chamber than anything, and the only thing inside was a fireplace. Though unlike the simple fireplaces in the entrance hall, this one was far grander.
He tilted his head back to stare at the ginormous structure, a little in awe despite himself. He could almost feel the hum of magic in the air, it was so potent.
"Your party is scheduled to appear in two minutes, Minister Lécuyer." Rookwood stated, pivoting until he was facing them again. The same, patient smile still on his face. "Unfortunately, for security reasons, my colleague and I must remain until all registered travellers are accounted for and the floo closed. I'm sure you understand."
From the borderline bored look in his eyes, Rookwood clearly did not care either way what their opinion on the matter was.
Hadrian stood quietly to the side, staring blankly at the fireplace as anticipation clenched his gut. In just a few minutes he would finally be able to see his mother again. The thought brought a small smile to his lips.
Hadrian took a moment to glance around the virtually empty chamber, his eyes eventually falling on the second escort. He was thin and bald, with a heavy scar running down the side of his face that was casting an ominous look on his face. He held himself rigidly, beady eyes fixed on Rookwood with unnerving intensity.
With curiosity, he carefully prodded the man with his magic, wanting to know what the dark glint in his eyes meant. Instantly, he was hit with an unhealthy dose of loathing, mingled with biting jealousy and longing. Hadrian bit back a smirk.
Whoever this man was, clearly he had some form of grudge against Rookwood. If he had to guess, he would say the jealousy had something to do with the fact that Rookwood was amongst the top of Voldemort's forces. Hadrian was not well-versed on many Death Eaters, but the top tier had been something he studied and reviewed constantly as a child.
He had to understand just who he needed to go after eventually.
Rookwood was important. And this man...not so much. It appeared even Death Eaters were human than.
A bell rang once, the sound filling the room and drawing their attention. Rookwood removed his wand and tapped the fireplace, to which the inside of it flashed once in acknowledgement. Hadrian moved to stand just behind his Minister.
The fire in the hearth burst to life, and five figures quickly moved forward. Hadrian immediately recognised the Undersecretary, and behind him -
"Fleur?" He blinked in surprise, cutting off the greeting between Lécuyer and the other officials. The gorgeous witch smiled at him, moving forward to plant a firm kiss on both of his cheeks. Her face glowed with happiness and pride. "'adrian!"
Her clear, musical voice broke his stupor, and with a grin he kissed her cheeks back before tugging her into a firm hug. Fleur was taller than him, but not by much, so she perched her pointed chin on his shoulder and laughed softly in his ear.
"I have missed you." She whispered, and Hadrian closed his eyes, enjoying the way their language fell from her lips.
"I missed you as well." They separated, and Fleur scanned him critically. She tutted in disappointment.
"Have you been eating enough?" He chuckled and rolled his eyes playfully.
"I promise that I have. Honestly, you need a new hobby, one that preferably doesn't involve mothering me needlessly." He teased lightly, and Fleur's eyes positively sparkled.
"When I can trust you to take care of yourself adequately, then I will leave you alone. I do not even want to consider how negligent you have gotten without me there to keep you on track."
Hadrian snorted, crossing his arms and fighting a grin. "'Keep me on track'? Really, is that what you are calling it these days? All I recall is you following me around demanding I fight you, because I offended your 'honour'." He rocked back on his heels, smug. "Remind me again how well that worked out for you?"
She brushed some of her fringe out of her eyes, before her fingers fell down to trace the very fine chain that hung around her neck. Her lips curled upwards in a simple, fond smile. "Rather well, actually."
Hadrian felt warmth spread through him when he realised she was wearing his graduation gift to her. It had been a spur of the moment purchase, something he had seen in one of the market stalls near his home during the holidays. He and Fleur had just moved passed the most antagonistic stage of their relationship, and he had wanted to get the part-veela something to show how much he had come to respect her before she took off into the wider world.
To know that she still wore the little trinket would have made him blush if he were anyone else. Then again, when he had presented it to her years ago, Fleur had basically preened.
" Monsieur Evans." The call drew his attention away from his friend, and with a jolt he realised that not only had more arrived, but many were watching them with expectant faces. Lécuyer raised an eyebrow at him and nodded her head in the direction of the fireplace. "I believe there is someone who would like to see you."
Hadrian took a sharp breath, spinning to see who the Minister was talking about. He spotted his mother, locking onto her disguised form with ease. He was moving to her before he could think. He ignored the countless eyes on him, wrapping his arms around his mother's petite frame and almost crushing her to his chest.
Seeing her brought a feeling of absolute contentment to him. It had only been a handful of weeks - not even the longest he had spent away from her - but the events and stress had made everything too much for him. Holding the only person in his life he knew he could rely on without hesitation was cathartic.
Lily's hands wrapped around him with equal force, and she breathed his name so softly he could barely hear it. There was so much relief in that one word, as if seeing him again was also undoing all of her own fears and worries.
They stayed like that for a long moment, before Hadrian pulled away and gently tucked some of her inky black hair behind her ear. "Maman."
Her green eyes, brighter than normal and matching his, roamed over him, taking in everything. Something flashed through them too quickly for him to catch, but whatever it was vanished in the next moment. She smiled up at him, one hand coming up and cupping his cheek. "I am so glad you are safe."
Almost an hour later, after being escorted to another room, Hadrian stood next to Lily. His mother had not spoken much during the round of introductions he had had to endure, seeing as she had already been acquainted with all of the politicians that come through. But Hadrian knew that they would eventually have to discuss everything.
He was dreading having to tell her what the first task was. He had told her that winning the tournament would be beneficial to them, but if he died during the first task then their plan would come undone. He doubted she would be pleased to hear he was being pitted against a manticore.
There was also the problem of Éric, who was prowling around the room. Hadrian knew the man would not pull anything when there were so many witnesses, and he certainly would not approach him about Jacob if Hadrian's mother was present. So, wishing to delay that as long as he could, he remained glued to his mother's side.
"What are you going to do about tomorrow night?" He asked quietly. They were in a relatively secluded corner, and he felt safe enough to bring up this topic with her.
To be honest, he had been blindsided when Minister Lécuyer had informed them that tomorrow night, and the night after, the gathered politicians from the three countries plus the champions and their families, would be asked to attend a small gathering of sorts.
Normally, Hadrian would not be too concerned. But then Lécuyer had informed them that the Dark Lord would be attending the first night. No matter how strong his mother was, Hadrian did not want her in the same room as Voldemort until they were positive she could handle being around the man.
Hadrian had trouble keeping himself subdued whenever he was around the man, and he had virtually no significant past encounters with him. His mother had been there the night Voldemort broke into their house in Godric's Hollow. She had fought against him, and fled from him to protect them.
Lily sighed inaudibly. "I don't know. It is best that I do not go tomorrow night. But I do not like the idea of leaving you alone with them all."
Hadrian smiled at her worry, and bumped his shoulder against hers. "I can survive one night dancing with the sharks maman." He assured her, casting his eyes over the gathered politicians. "And I agree. Somethings might not agree with you."
She inclined her head, "I think a sudden case of mild floo-sickness will be enough to excuse me for one night. Not entirely suspicious considering our manner of travelling here. International travel is always more taxing on the body."
Hadrian hummed knowingly, "And your immune system is, of course, still unsteady from your last bout of the cold." Lily's green eyes looked up at him with approval. "Best not to risk you becoming more unwell, maman, by pushing yourself to attend a simple gathering." He continued, the words of a doting son, but the tone of a mischievous boy.
Lily knocked her knuckles against his. "Indeed. I expect you will make the appropriate apologies on my behalf."
"Naturally."
She sighed again, a little louder this time. “Are you sure you will be okay without me there? I do not like the idea of letting you fend for yourselves with...them."
He chuckled humourlessly. "I have done alright so far. And besides, the only ones I have to watch for have already formed a solid opinion on me. I am a talented mudblood. Good enough to get noticed, but still too dirty to pay much attention to."
"Please don't use that term, not even in jest." Her voice was steely and Hadrian dipped his head in apology.
"You're right. I'm sorry, I should know better."
"It's alright, I understand what you mean anyway. So," she brought them back on topic. "you will be alright?"
Hadrian brought up his left hand and placed it on her shoulder, "Maman, I will be completely fine." He said firmly, yet kindly. Her concern was sweet, but unnecessary. He had been dealing perfectly well here on his own for more than a month. One more night would not kill him.
Lily was no longer listening to him though, her gaze was fixed on his arm - or rather, the bracelet that peeked out from under his sleeve. "What is that?"
Hadrian drew his hand away self-consciously. His mother did not sound pleased at all. "It is a condition to being champion. We all wear one."
"And just what does it do to you?" Her lovely face was pinched.
He grimaced. "Unclear. We were told it monitored our health, and that it protects us against dangerous spells and poisons, to make sure we do not die in between tasks."
She fell silent, glaring at the silver snake with abhorrence. Her disgust melted away though. "Why are its eyes glowing?"
Hadrian opened his mouth to answer - to tell her that for some reason Voldemort had done something extra to his - but he fell silent before any words could escape.
His mother was already stressed enough from these events, hearing that the Dark Lord had focussed on him specifically and done something suspicious to his bracelet would cause her more problems than she needed. He could figure out what was going on by himself. There was no need to give her something else to worry about.
So he shrugged, "I don't know." He answered, not technically lying. "It's eyes started glowing when it was put on me." Again, not a lie. He watched as his mother frowned, pensive. She was not satisfied with his answer, but she had no choice but to let it go for now, because the Minister was calling for their attention again.
OoO
He stood, sipping slowly at his drink, eyes scanning the crowd leisurely. The gathering was well underway at this point, and so far Hadrian had successfully managed to escape any significant attention.
Minister Lécuyer had spent the first half of the night looming close to him, more than ready to bring up his academic success, his prodigious skill and any other aspect she could to make these bigots see him as a credible threat to their own champions. Few seemed to take her words seriously though, and those that did were far too prideful to approach him about it.
His tactless comment yesterday with his mother, while insulting, was entirely true. To most here, he was considered a mudblood, and as such, they hardly believed him worthy of their notice. Oh, a select few had come to him throughout the night, picking at him in a similar fashion to how vultures swarmed, but they were easy enough to handle.
A smile here, and flattering comment there, and they left him alone, content in the knowledge that while he was charming, he was not particularly threatening.
Their mistake. He thought with a small smirk.
If this continued, he might actually manage to survive the night without having to deal with too much.
He spotted Draco hovering beside his father and mockingly saluted the blond when they locked eyes. The Slytherin looked unimpressed with his cheeky response to his barely-concealed boredom.
Not my fault you're his son.
"Mr. Evans, any particular reason you are lurking in the shadows rather than enjoying the company?" The sibilant voice shocked him, and he quickly turned to meet the burning crimson gaze that pinned him in his place. Hadrian's fingers tightened around the stem of his glass.
"Lord Voldemort." He greeted, a brief pause between the title and the name, making it stilted. He shook the feeling of unease off and answered the man's initial question. "I am not in a particularly social mood this evening, I'm afraid."
"Ah yes," the Dark Lord spoke softly, "I had heard your mother was not attending tonight due to illness. Her state would, naturally, preoccupy your thoughts."
Hadrian blinked as a perfect excuse for his attitude was handed to him. He internally frowned, but nodded in agreement. Let the man think what he wanted, it mattered little.
"International travel is often hard on those in an already fragile state, due to the amount of magic it takes to transport one over such great distances." Voldemort nodded at him, "Please pass along my well-wishes for her swift recovery. Have a good evening, Mr. Evans." And like that, the serpentine looking man was gliding away from him.
Hadrian watched him go with narrowed eyes, his mind spinning over the chorus of what was that?
He stiffened abruptly, breath choking off.
"I had heard your mother was not attending tonight due to illness."
He had used the phrasing his mother had when they had spoken yesterday. Not exactly the same but...it was far to coincidental for his tastes.
"I had heard your mother..."
He had not mentioned to anyone else the ‘previous’ cold his mother had suffered from. Most simply took his word for it when he had explained that she was not feeling well. There was no way Voldemort could have known about…
"I had heard..."
Hadrian eyes darkened, and tiny, hairline cracks appeared in the glass window behind him. He watched as the Dark Lord spoke with several politicians, as if he had not just alerted Hadrian to exactly what his bracelet had been doing.
You son of a bitch.
Notes:
Still not at the tournament - I know! (Believe me, it frustrates me as well) And I'm sorry for taking so long to actually get to the bloody plot of my story hahah. But once the tournament actually starts, everything starts rolling and I just really want the groundwork to be good otherwise it might not work out the way I want it. I promise, the first task is comping up - not sure when, but definitely soon!
Chapter 16: Chapter Sixteen
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
He slipped out of the party as soon as he could without raising suspicion. He made his way down the hallway and ducked into the first alcove he came across. His hands were clenched and trembling as anger surged inside him.
A listening charm.
A fucking listening charm.
How had he not seen this coming? How had he been so blind?
It was such an underhanded tactic, something only someone deceitful and two-faced would do. It was precisely the sort of move he should have expected from the Dark Lord. It was the sort of move he would have pulled if the positions were reversed.
And it was that fact that had him fluctuating between begrudgingly impressed and downright pissed off.
Right now, though, the rage was winning.
Hadrian took a steadying breath and leaned his head back against the wall. He had to fix this. He had no idea if the slip had been intentional or not, but now that he knew of it, there was no way he could simply sit and allow his biggest threat to listen in on his conversations.
There were advantages to this, of course. He could lay false information, use this to twist Voldemort's knowledge of him anyway it suited him. But to do that he would have to know, at all times, when the charm was activated. He would have to spend every minute of every day meticulously planning everything he said, just on the off chance the Dark Lord was listening in.
Hadrian was good, but he doubted he could keep that up for such an extended period of time. He would make a mistake eventually, if he spent all his time carefully evaluating every word that passed his lips; and with the added pressure of the tournament creeping ever closer, he could not afford to have another distraction tugging at him.
No. It would be easier to eliminate this factor. And it had the added bonus of showing Voldemort that he was not a silly little student. The man would know instantly that Hadrian had figured out and countered his charm the next time he tried to spy on him, but he could hardly kick up a fuss about it, lest he draw attention to the very illegal thing he was doing.
The French Ministry would splutter with outrage if they knew the rights of one of their own were being violated.
Dark Lord he may be, but Voldemort did not have the same political backing outside of Britain. If the man was so desperate to open up international communications, he would be unable to say anything, unless he wanted to sabotage his own efforts.
Hadrian liked the idea of that. How many people could claim to have one-upped the Dark Lord himself?
His heart rate settled as his mind began working, soothed with the knowledge that he might be able to shatter even one of Voldemort's little schemes.
To do that though, he had to get back to his room, where he could consult his books and figure this out.
Hadrian slipped out of the alcove, ruffling his hair and started to turn.
"Hadrian."
He paused, turning half-about before stopping as the voice registered. The pit in his stomach deepened and uprooted his previous excited buzz, and he narrowed his eyes as he locked onto the man in front of him.
Éric had his hands loosely at his sides, and his stance was entirely non-threatening. It meant little though. Hadrian knew that Éric was a master at keeping his composure, years of dancing and playing with the man taught him that. The man trying to not actively be intimidating just proved he was not going to like this conversation.
"Lord Korin," he started neutrally. "may I ask why you are here, rather than with the others?" As if they both did not already know, Hadrian merely hoped he was mistaken because he was not in the mood.
Éric watched him closely, brown eyes never straying from his face. There was a pause between them, before the man nodded once sharply. "There is much I wanted to discuss with you, Hadrian. When I noticed you leave I knew now was as good a time as any. How are you faring?"
Hadrian scanned the man from the toes of his polished boots to the tips of his hair. He shrugged, "As well as I can be, I suppose." He offered casually, trusting that Éric would understand the meaning behind his non-answer.
The man's lips twitched briefly, in the same half-amused way they always tended to do when Hadrian was around. "And your preparations for the first task? I had heard it was against a manticore?"
He inclined his head, confirming the statement. "Work in progress."
"And your mother, is she well?"
Hadrian rolled his eyes, uncrossing his arms and gesturing for the man to follow him. "Lord Korin, it's been a long day, and I have a lot on my mind recently. Why don't we go somewhere more private so we can skip the pleasantries and get to why you are really here."
Éric nodded in agreement, and together they walked further down the darkened hallway, away from the faint noise of the ongoing party, and lessening the chances of someone stumbling across them and overhearing something they had no business knowing. With a faint scowl, Hadrian glanced down at his bracelet, and was pleased to note that the eyes were not glowing. If his theory was correct, that meant there was no unwanted third person hovering.
Hadrian selected a classroom at random, pulling it open and letting Éric enter first. It was not a room he was familiar with, but in a castle this size it was no surprise. Hadrian doubted that he had even been in every room at Beauxbatons.
The thought of his school brought a wave of serenity to him. Hogwarts was magnificent, and a part of him desperately wished that he had had the chance to come here, to experience all the wonders of this ancient building, to walk the same hallways his parents did before him.
But Beauxbatons was, and always would be his home. Nothing could ever sever the connection he felt with the mountain-carved academy.
Hadrian walked deeper into the room, passing Éric and whipping around to face him when there was a good two metres between them. His eyes bored into the politician's, bypassing the typical cat-and-mouse routine they had. "You are here about my falling out with Jacob, yes?"
At once, all traces of politeness dropped from Éric's face, and something very much like frustration took over his strong features. "'Falling out' is a rather weak way of putting it, from what my son has told me."
Though he did not show it, a trickle of discomfort hit Hadrian. If Jacob had let slip to his father the reason behind their fight, this could go bad very quickly. He had to discern just how much Jacob had revealed when he told his father of what happened between them.
"Yes, well, Jacob has been saying and doing an awful lot of things lately." The bitterness in his words was not feigned or manipulated in the least, and Éric's eyes narrowed at his tone. "I would have thought you would be pleased we are no longer speaking. You always were annoyed over our friendship."
"I was more annoyed over the fact that my only son and heir allowed himself to be lead around by his nose by a -" Éric cut himself off abruptly, and Hadrian smiled viciously.
"By a - what, Lord Korin? A mudblood? A no-name? Do complete your sentence, I am waiting with baited breath."
"By someone who is more foe than friend."
His pride flared, stung. "Excuse me?" He spat, "A 'foe'? When have I ever acted in a manner that threatened you or yours?" He stepped closer, voice dropping to a hiss. "Jacob was someone I trusted, someone I cared for, and I treated him as such. I never once encouraged any recklessness. I helped him whenever he got in trouble. And you dare stand there and accuse me of being an enemy?"
"You were an unknown variable," where Hadrian was furious, Éric was unnervingly calm. "I did not trust you. I did not know what your motives or goals were, and it made me uneasy to have you around my son, influencing him. Surely it did not escape your notice how easily he succumbed to your whims? How readily he looked to you for guidance or advice or direction?"
Éric tilted his head down at him, "You had a dangerous amount of his loyalty."
"Then perhaps you should be speaking to him about that. It sounds more like his flaw than mine."
The man sighed, a hint of annoyance creeping into his words. "If you would let me finish, before you spoke, this would be far less painful for the both of us." Hadrian, still stewing over Éric's earlier remark, bowed mockingly, gesturing for Éric to speak. The man did so, with a twist to his mouth.
"I did not approve of the power you held in your friendship, in fact, if I had my way, Jacob would never have let your relationship progress beyond casual acquaintances. You were - are - dangerous. You have always been ahead of your classmates - unnervingly so, and the years have done nothing to stop your growth. I looked into your eyes and saw you as someone who was not above using others to get what you wanted. You are the type of person to let those around you crash and burn if they are in your way."
Éric glanced away from him for a moment, face like stone.
"I was not willing to let my child be a tool for you to exploit for your own purposes, I did not want to see him broken and tossed aside if you ever grew bored of him. But the more I pulled Jacob away, the more he sought you out. By trying to distance you, I inadvertently acted as the catalyst for the very thing I was aiming to prevent. Before I even knew it, he was so far under your thrall there was little I could do but sit back and watch."
A tinge of pain bloomed in the man's eyes.
"So no, I did not agree with your friendship, but I could also not deny that due to your company, Jacob flourished in a way I could never have predicted."
Hadrian blinked at the shift.
"He has become much more confident, and has learned to control his emotions better. He is more cunning and chooses his words with more care. I believe, in large, that that is thanks to you. The example you set for him - while not one I would have chosen - allowed for Jacob to hone his own innate skills and begin to develop other qualities that can only help him in the future."
Hadrian glanced away when Éric attempted to caught his eyes. He clenched his jaw and stayed silent.
"Jacob cares for you, far more than is appropriate, and certainly more than I agree with. But he had reached an age where my word is no longer the law for him. And that is why I am here."
He finally looked up at the politician, curious despite himself. "I do not know what occurred to create this rift between the two of you, and at this point, I would rather not be told." Hadrian narrowed his eyes.
Does he know, about Jacob and I? Does he know just what our relationship entailed?
It did not bother Hadrian if Éric had figured out that the two of them had slept together on more than one occasion, though he was intrigued to know what Éric's reaction would have been. Homosexual relationships were not frowned upon in the Wizarding World, but there were still a select few that would not stand for the idea.
His words made it clear that any interactions between Hadrian and his son had him wary. But he had also just admitted that Hadrian had helped Jacob's growth.
Personally, he did not see it. Jacob would have developed those skills eventually, with or without Hadrian beside him. He might have assisted, in the same way friends often helped support each other. But to credit it all to Hadrian? Ridiculous.
"I am here to help you fix it."
Hadrian dropped his defensive posture and laughed sharply, unable to help himself. "There will be no 'fixing it', Lord Korin. I do not know what Jacob told you about what happened, but he seems to have left out the very important fact that he betrayed me. This is not some spat between rowdy children that requires adult intervention. This is the case of someone that I put my faith in failing to meet it."
"Do you really wish to go to your death with this?"
A chill seeped into Hadrian's chest at the words. He was so used to everyone avoiding the topic, that to hear to addressed so plainly was startling. "I do not intend to die, Lord Korin."
The smile the man levelled at him was as dangerous as a viper. "Very few do, Hadrian. My point still stands. Would you like to die knowing that you and Jacob would never have had the chance to repair your bond? Would you like to die knowing that one of your closest friends would be forever haunted by a simple mistake?"
"You assume I want to be friends with Jacob again."
Hadrian knew what he was doing. Éric might not approve of their relationship, but the man knew that for all the control Hadrian exhibited over Jacob, the two of them were good together. Hadrian dying in the tournament would undoubtedly ruin Jacob beyond belief, seeing as it was he who nominated him in the first place. A morbid part of him wondered if the other boy would feel like a murderer if that came to pass.
Even though he did not know the whole story, Éric was trying to stop his son’s pain before it happened, or at least lessen it in a way that would not crush Jacob.
"You do." Éric said with all the assurance of the Gods. "Because you would not be this angered if he did not mean something to you. And no matter what they do to us, no matter how we may wish otherwise as times, the ones that mean something to us are always the ones we long for the most."
He knew Éric was referring to his late wife from the way he reverently touched his wedding ring. Hadrian's mind was reluctantly reminded of the look in his mother's eyes whenever she spoke of her father. It was the gleam of what if and if only.
"I can't." He shook his head as he spoke, slowly and deliberately. "I cannot forgive him for what he did. One day, maybe, but not yet. If Jacob and I are meant to be friends, then that is where we will end up. As for right now? I have no real desire to reconnect with him."
Éric sighed again, though not in an aggravated manner. The expression on his face said that he had expected this answer. "I just pray that you make the right decision before the day comes where you no longer have the chance."
Hadrian did not reply. He looked away from the man and stared at the wall blankly. He was finished with this conversation. He wanted to leave. Without even glancing at the politician, Hadrian pivoted and made his way to the door.
"Whatever your decision regarding my son is, I wish you the best of luck for the upcoming trials Hadrian. This year will most likely be the hardest you ever endure. And I do not envy you."
Hadrian closed the door and walked away, chest both heavy and strangely light at the same time.
He followed the route back to the carriage, entering the comforting surroundings and making his way to his room. For a horrible moment he paused outside of his old room - Jacob's room. He dithered on the spot, Éric's words repeating softly in his mind.
He was just on the other side of this door. Likely sleeping – on his stomach because he preferred using his arms to cradle his head then rely on pillows – but he would wake if he knocked. Jacob was always a light sleeper.
His hand twitched as if to carry out the thought, but at the last second he dropped it and stepped back to remove the temptation.
He was allowed to be angry for however long he wanted dammit.
Hadrian quickly shot into his room and clicked the door shut. He took a breath and headed to his bookshelf, determined that before the night was done he would have a solution to this problem. He pulled the first book he saw on the cancellation of spells from its place and sat on the closest seat.
All thoughts of Jacob and Éric and the future shrivelled in the face of this new puzzle, to be explored at a much later time.
He mind was now torn between finding an answer, and worrying over what this latest revelation meant.
If Voldemort had been listening in on him, there was no telling what the man had heard over the weeks. Hadrian was positive that the listening charm was activated whenever the snake's eyes glowed, but he could hardly recall every instance when that had happened.
Definitely the first night he had worn it, and sporadically after that.
Meaning he would have heard his talk with his mother. As well as his confrontation with Jacob.
Fuck.
Had they said anything incriminating that night? Other than expressing disappointment at his naming, he could not remember what was said exactly. He was suddenly beyond grateful that his mother was so cautious about using his birth name only in their home. If she had called him 'Harry' during their conversation, it could have caused something.
The worst Voldemort would know was that Hadrian did not wish to be champion, and that in and of itself was not particularly damaging. Because as far as Hadrian was concerned, nobody in their right mind should want this.
Hadrian traced his fingers over the text intently.
The most effective defence against charms is to know the exact counter for the particular charm in question. Incorrect or weak counters allow for the possibility of the charm not be stopped completely, or to continue functioning unaffected.
He hummed lightly, snapping the book closed. His eyes roved over the shelf and he plucked two more books from their places. He flipped through them until he hit the desired section.
In regards to listening charms - of which there are many - the most common form of protection would be the imperturbable charm. This charm is most effective for blocking potential eavesdroppers when in a secluded room.
Hadrian skipped a few more pages. Soundproofing a room was all well and good, but he needed something that was applicable to his situation. He needed something that worked on objects. He scanned for more information, frowning as the author moved on from listening charms and into silencing spells.
Those had some merit.
Almost an hour flew passed before he eventually shut his books in frustration. He knew what he wanted to do, but it would be virtually impossible to use any of these spells on the listening charm installed on his bracelet.
If it were a standard charm, he would have no difficulty cancelling it; however, due to the charm being cast in Parseltongue, he would need to find a completely different way to go about this.
He closed his eyes and leaned back in his chair, letting his thoughts wander at their own pace.
He could try and find a way to speak Parseltongue, but he was not particularly interested in learning the snake language, and it would take far too much time.
There was no spell he could use that would successfully counteract it, though.
Hadrian sighed, curling forward and rubbing his eyes tiredly. He impatiently ripped off his tie and tossed it in the general direction of his bed, his blazer following moments later. With deft fingers he started unbuttoning his shirt, to give himself something to do while he thought.
He collapsed on his bed after his shirt was removed, letting his limbs sprawl inelegantly and closing his eyes as the day’s events hit him.
He just wished there was a way he could solve all his problems, as if there was something to stop it all at once. Put himself in a little bubble and just get a few moments to himself without stress and fear weighing down on him.
The thought sparked, and with a cut off shout of excitement he sprung to his feet and moved to his bag. Hadrian dug through his belongings until he found his Ancient Runes textbook and pulled it free with a grin.
He quickly opened it to the page he needed, and reached to grab his kit.
Hadrian found the rune he was looking for and wasted no time in picking up the small ball-point tool and dipping it into the ink well. He moved the snake bracelet as high as he could, leaving his wrist bare.
Let's see you listen in now.
OoO
The next night, Hadrian stood smugly next to Draco, enjoying the warmth that spread through his chest with each sip of his drink. The rune on his wrist - hidden by the bracelet - sparked, and with glinting eyes he looked to see the snake's eyes flash red. He was almost giddy with his success.
He had taken a great risk - had acted completely reckless and stupid - last night after he had applied the rune, waiting until the listening charm was activated before saying two words that could have doomed everything. He had stayed awake for hours afterwards, waiting for any reaction, yet none had come.
He knew then that his plan had worked. Because if Voldemort had heard what he had said - what he had confessed - then there was no reason for the man to not come flying at him. Voldemort would have rained down on him like a thunderstorm and not stopped until he was dead at his feet, international status or not.
As the day dragged on, it merely reaffirmed Hadrian's belief that he had actually done it. He was still here, still breathing, and now free from Voldemort's charm.
He had been absolutely correct in his assumption that he would not be able to cancel the Parseltongue spell without knowing the language. But there was nothing stopping him from applying runes to himself to stop such charms from having an effect.
The tiny little line of tattoos on his inner wrist acted as a protective barrier, stopping any and all forms of spying charms from transmitting to their caster. They still activated, but nothing slipped passed the invisible bubble around him.
He was still reeling from his success that he did not even mind that he had been separated from his mother earlier this evening.
"You are awfully smug tonight," the Malfoy heir commented lightly, his own glass resting against his lips as mercury eyes watched the mass of politicians. "care to share?"
Hadrian grinned, "You can do better than that, Draco." He fluttered his eyes mockingly, "Besides, I can't just be excited for once?"
Draco returned his grin with something sharper. "In the time that I have known you, I have discovered that whenever you get that look on your face, it can never mean anything good for anyone but you."
He snorted in amusement, lightly knocking shoulders with the other. "You make me sound like a menace to society. I am as angelic as they come."
The look on the blond's face made it very clear what his thoughts on that comment were. Hadrian snickered into his drink, eyes drifting the lovely figure of his mother across the room.
She looked absolutely gorgeous. The simple green dress hugged her form and brought out her copied eye colour brilliantly. Her now-black hair was loose, falling over her shoulders and covering her partially bare back.
She was laughing with one of the French politicians, doing a splendid job of looking like she was enjoying herself.
"Your mother," Draco began, having followed Hadrian's gaze. "you look like her."
The observation made something almost nostalgic to spread through his heart. No, he thought, I look like my dad.
"I guess I do." Something in his tone clearly warned Draco off the subject, for he hummed lightly in silent acknowledgement and turned to a different topic.
"You have figured out the first task, then?"
Intrigued that this is what he went with, Hadrian locked eyes with the taller boy. There was nothing dubious on his face, and his emotions were projecting nothing but curiosity. So Hadrian nodded.
Immediately, Draco shifted closer and dropped his voice. "Which are you then? What did you get?"
"What do you mean?" He frowned, not understanding the question.
"I mean – what creature did you get? My father would not tell me what the other options were, saying I did not need it to distract me."
He felt uneasy. "What creature did you get?" He asked instead. With a huff, and a roll of his eyes, Draco answered.
"Hungarian Horntail, you?"
Different creatures. They gave us different creatures...Sweet Circe, why?
"Manticore," he replied, a little hoarse. He cleared his throat absently. "I got a manticore."
Draco rocked back on his heels, eyes widening and a glimmer of concern entered his delicate features. Much like everyone else that had heard, he did not look particularly enthusiastic for Hadrian's chances. "Fuck," he whispered, "I'm sorry." And he truly did sound it.
Hadrian shrugged, recovering from his brief lapse of composure at the revelation that they were all going to be fighting different creatures.
He supposed it made sense, in a way. Not only would it add a new level of drama to the proceedings for the audience, it eliminated the chances of a ruined task if one of the first champions somehow managed to seriously wound, or even kill their creature.
It also made it significantly harder for them to seek help from their fellow champions, should they be so inclined. They would each have to come up with completely different strategies to combat the unique qualities of their chosen creature.
It did make him wonder though, how they were assigned their creatures.
I swear, if Voldemort was the one who picked which ones we fight -
The thought broke off suddenly, and he choked mid-drink. The burning alcohol went down the wrong pipe and he coughed into the crook of his elbow, eyes watering.
Draco looked at him, scandalised, and shifted away from him with a grimace. Luckily, no one else appeared to have noticed his fit.
Well, no one except the man currently speaking with his mother.
What the fuck is he doing?
"I'll be right back."
Without an explanation he left Draco's side and made his way over to his mother, gut churning but fingers twitching in what he dully noted was excitement.
Above his mother's head, Riddle's eyes jumped to lock onto him, a small smirk on his lips, before his attention dropped back to the woman.
OoO
Lily smiled and shook hands and made small talk with murderers. She half-expected her hands to be stained red every time she was released from another's grip.
Of course, not all of those present from Britain were Death Eaters - no, most were just prominent figures too afraid to act out against their dictator.
She could not help but view them with something akin to disappointment, even though she knew it was unfair. They should have done more to stop Voldemort, but at the same time, the self-preservation that made them submit was the exact same instinct that drove her to escape with Harry.
She could not fault them for doing the smart thing when she herself had done the exact same thing.
Being in Britain again, being at Hogwarts was enough to almost bring her to tears. It had been so long, so many years, and yet the same sensation of coming home was seeping into every inch of her.
She had taken some time earlier to simply wander around the castle, under a disillusionment charm.
Consequently, she had found herself sitting morosely in a particular nook on the fourth floor, knees to her chest and fingers running idly over the small carving in the stone. It was out of the way, hidden by the shadows where the light could not quite reach, and the sight of it had left her breathless with want.
JP & LE
She had cried then and there, remembering the day fondly. It was the last game of the year and Gryffindor had just slaughtered Ravenclaw.
James had all but dragged her off to celebrate by themselves, and while they had been kissing he had pulled away, boyish grin firmly in place and eyes shining in that way that made her heart pound.
“Watch this.” He had whispered, aiming his wand at the wall and with a flash of light, their initials had been there, carved into the stone. Lily had slapped him for defacing the school wall, even though her chest soared at his actions.
It was like Hogwarts itself had approved of them being together, allowing the initials to stay exactly where they were.
“Now we’ve left our mark here, Lils. You and me, always, okay?”
He had said it like I love you. And Lily had believed him.
Seeing those letter, as fresh as the day they were created, had hurt her terribly. Because they were so young back then, so naïve and innocent. They had looked at each other and made a promise that transcended wedding vows.
But we weren’t ‘always’, were we, James? Nothing ever lasts, not even love.
She missed his laugh and his jokes and the way he looked at her like she was the only thing worth seeing. She missed how he would throw Harry into the air at two in the morning just to replace his crying with squeals of laughter. She missed the weight of his hands on her body, and the press of his lips to her skin.
She just missed James so much.
Lily cast her eyes around the room for her son, having been separated from him nearly the moment they had entered.
She spotted him on the other side of the space, standing next to Draco Malfoy.
The two boys were standing close and whispering intently. Her lips thinned at the sight of their easy familiarity, disliking the thought of someone like Malfoy's spawn influencing her child.
She knew that as another champion, Harry was likely discussing the tournament with the other boy, but did he have to be so friendly?
"Mrs. Evans, I presume?"
Lily turned and found herself staring at a handsome wizard. He was older than her, that much she could tell in an instant, but all the sprinkles of white through his dark hair did was add an air of refinement to him that most younger men lacked.
His face had the barest traces of wrinkles, a timeless sort of beauty that made it difficult to pinpoint his exact age.
The polite smile on his face was entirely too charming, but it was the glint in his eyes that had her instincts blaring a warning.
She accepted his hand when he offered it and was not at all surprised when he bent to softly kiss the back of her palm.
"Tom Riddle, I teach Defence here at Hogwarts."
Ah.
Lily smiled back demurely. "It's a pleasure, professor."
The man dropped her hand, eyes drifting passed her head briefly before returning to her own. He looked amused.
"Forgive my forwardness, Mrs. Evans, but you look stunning this evening." Lily had heard that particular compliment many times throughout the night, but this was the first time it had sounded even remotely sincere. She opened her mouth to speak, however he carried on swiftly.
"It is easy to see who your son takes after."
That - she had not heard.
People had remarked on their likeness, but never in such an appreciative manner. Lily watched this man closely from under her lashes, stomach clenching uncomfortably. There was just something wrong about the other.
Nothing overt, or particularly note-worthy. But there was a lingering air about him that reminded her of her son; only much more...intense.
Whoever this man was, he was no mere professor. A Death Eater? Or perhaps someone in Voldemort's pocket? It was difficult to tell.
Regardless of who he was, Lily knew then and there that she had no desire to be around this man any longer than she had to be. And she certainly did not like the way he spoke of Harry.
"Thank you, professor." She said anyway, though in a distant manner that told anyone who could hear that she did not appreciate his company.
He merely watched her with a patient expression, taking a measured sip of his drink. He looked so...expectant, and that unnerved her.
What did he even want? Why was he speaking with her?
"Maman."
Lily tilted her head in Harry's direction, not willing to show her back to this man. Because of this, she was able to see the satisfaction that bled into his eyes at the arrival of her son.
She did not like this at all.
"Looking well rested I see."
Harry stepped up beside her, and - surprisingly - a small smirk appeared on his face. "You could say that. I did not expect you to be attending tonight, sir."
No, Lily reminded herself. This was not Harry right now. This was Hadrian.
Riddle hummed, leaning almost imperceptibly towards her son. "I had some spare time, in between grading and whatnot. You look as impeccable as always." He...teased? Lily's eyes rapidly flew between the two of them, mind piecing together what was happening in front of her.
The dangerous amusement on Riddle's face was mirrored on her son’s, and Lily watched with morbid fascination as the boy took a step closer to Riddle. They had all but dismissed her from their attention completely, far more focussed on their words then on their surroundings.
It disturbed her, how easily Harry let himself be drawn into the man's sphere. She had always told him to be constantly aware of what was happening around him, to never let his guard down. And yet here he was, ignoring everything except the professor before them.
She needed to break whatever was occurring between them.
"I finished marking your assignment last night, quite remarkable, Hadrian."
Hadrian? Lily frowned at the casual use of her son's second name. As far as she saw it, no teacher would use a student’s first name unless there was a sense of ease and comfort between the two. But even then, the way he said Harry's other name, like he was relishing it...
Her son did not seem to notice, he smiled up at the professor, though his eyes sparked. "Aren't I always?"
Lily had never heard him use such a flippant tone with an authority figure before. He was always courteous and respectful to adults; and while Riddle made her uncomfortable, he was still a teacher. She did not know what to make of either of them, especially as Riddle merely chuckled lowly at her son's comment, more delighted than anything.
"Indeed you are, Hadrian. Indeed you are."
Enough.
"Darling," she called softly, knot in her chest loosening when Hadrian fell away and Harry immediately broke eye contact with Riddle to turn his full attention on her.
He could not see the flash of annoyance that crossed the man's features, though she did. It merely cemented her desire to remove her son from this man's presence immediately. "I'm afraid I am not feeling my best, perhaps it is time for me to retire."
Harry, smart boy, did not outwardly react, though she could see the question swimming in his eyes. "Would you please go inform Minister Lécuyer that we will be departing."
He bobbed his head, "Of course, maman." His eyes briefly returned to Riddle, and nodded in goodbye. "'Till next time, professor." And then he was gone, to find Lécuyer and excuse them.
The moment he was gone, Lily found herself subjected to the intense scrutiny of those calculating blue eyes. She met the gaze fearlessly, words dancing on the tip of her tongue.
Demands to know just what this man thought he was doing with her child, to know what gave him the right to address Harry so informally, to act so comfortably around him.
She bit her questions back, offering the man a bland smile all the while projecting daggers with her eyes. "'Till next time, professor." She echoed her son's words as she spun and headed towards the exit, catching sight of Harry moving to intersect with her.
She knew he would have questions about her abrupt need to leave the party, but he was not going to cause a scene here. He followed her lead without pause or complaint, and for that she was grateful.
Harry ducked out of the room first, and Lily took the time to glance over her shoulder and search for that tall, handsome figure once again.
Riddle was gone though.
Notes:
Damn this was quicker than normal for me, but I couldn't really help myself. Sooooo, Voldemort and Lily have met - sort of - and the tug-of-war over Hadrian has begun mwhahahaha. Thanks for all the feedback guys, and to all of you who point out any grammar mistakes and whatnot that I make - bless your little souls~ I don't have a beta reader for this story, so it's just me on my lonesome and try as I might, I will always miss some things. I appreciate those of you who take the time to help me fix those mistakes up!
Hope you guys enjoyed :D
Chapter 17: Chapter Seventeen
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
His mother sat next to him, her slim, pale hand clutching his tightly. If he concentrated enough, he could feel the faint tremors that ran through her. He tried to ignore that he was probably shaking as much as her.
Draco took a steadying breath, flexing his fingers and closing his eyes. He just needed to remain calm, and not let the terror that was licking at his heels overrun him. He could not afford to make any mistakes today, because unlike in class, if he screwed up here there would be no second chances.
Out there, his mistakes would cost him his life.
"Darling," his mother murmured to him, and just the sound of her voice was enough to sooth him. He relaxed and looked to her. The expression on her face was a strange mix of pain and pride. "you will succeed; I have the utmost faith in you."
Such simple words, but from her, they erased some of the tension. He gave her a tiny smile in response.
"Draco!" A voice hissed, just above a whisper. He jerked around, spotting Hermione peeking through one of the tent flaps and ushering him over frantically. He made an aborted motion to go to her, only hesitating to glance back at his mother.
Narcissa and Lucius had never been outwardly cold to Hermione, but they maintained their distance all the same. Draco was the only one who would actively seek her out.
Narcissa smiled at him, "Go. She may not have been born to us, but she is family."
Relieved, Draco immediately moved to his foster sister. As he went, he saw Evans, who's own mother was running her hands down his uniform and murmuring softly to him. The two boys locked eyes.
Out of the three of them, Draco believed Evans got the worse possible creature. While all of their choices were XXXXX class beasts, both his and Kaiser's at least had some weaknesses. Evans would have to pull off something extremely ingenious to get his item from the manticore.
Draco wanted to know how the dark haired wizard was so calm, especially considering the beast he was about to face. He knew there had to be something underneath the easy gaze, but the other hid his emotions so easily that Draco had room to doubt.
Then, as he passed, a completely terrified smile broke through onto the French wizard's face, and Draco found himself relaxing at the sight of it. It was somehow comforting to know that the other was just as scared as he was.
He slipped out of the tent, and immediately found himself with an armful of Hermione. Her hair - even in a ponytail - blocked his vision and her hands clenched desperately in his shirt as she clung to him, face buried in his neck.
Warmth spread through Draco's chest, and he hugged her back just as tightly.
"R-remember," she mumbled into his skin, "aim for the eyes, a-and there's always a split second delay when they open their mouth to shoot. If you can get its mouth, then you should be fine. And watch out for its tail for Merlin's sake. It's called 'Horntail' for a reason. I swear if you get hit by it I am going to be absolutely furious -"
Draco laughed, unable to help himself. Hearing her rushed advice - because she always, always had something to say - loosened the knot in his chest completely. She quietened at his amusement, settling against him with a familiarity that spoke volumes of their trust.
"Don't die." She pleaded. "I couldn't handle it if you died. You're my best friend and I...I just need you to promise me that you'll get through this alive."
The words sprung to the tip of his tongue, only for him to strangle them back. He pulled her closer. "You know I can't do that, Hermione." Because there was no guarantee that Draco would survive this challenge, and he could not promise her something he had no way of keeping.
"I know, I know. Can you at least say you'll try your best? I just need something to hold onto right now."
"You're holding on to me pretty tight."
It worked, she let out a watery laugh and stepped back, whacking him on the arm. "Not what I meant, you arse." Her grin wavered though as she stared up at him. "You will, won't you?"
He sighed lowly, reaching out to grab her hand and rub his thumb over the back of her palm. "I will absolutely try my best to stay alive. But you know the risks as well as I do."
Hermione looked down, a frown beginning to form. "I don't think that it's fair. You didn't even want to enter in the first place. If he hadn't made you -"
"Hey," he cut her off, "it was no one's choice but my own. I picked this. And I need you to accept that. If something happens to me in the challenges I need you to promise me that you won't hold it against my father. I need to know that you won't do something drastic."
He knew Hermione. He knew how her mind worked and how freely she let herself feel. She, in many ways, did not belong in a pureblood family. But to Draco, she was a symbol of everything he could never be.
Hermione bit her lip, scrutinising him with her sharp brown eyes. After a long moment, she nodded. "I promise, Draco."
He returned her grin, tugging her closer and pressing a chaste kiss to her temple. "Wish me luck?"
She chuckled warmly, "Always. And tell Hadrian the same. I don't want either of you taking risks."
Draco held up his hands in defence. "I'll pass it along, but something tells me he's the type to jump headfirst into danger if he thinks it's necessary." He could see the disapproval on her face. "You had better head to the arena now. Wouldn't want all the good seats to be taken before you get there."
She squeezed his hand once, "Draco, I -"
"I know." He murmured softly, "Me too. Now off you go."
She disappeared around the side of the tent, heading towards where Draco could hear the dull rumble of hundreds of voices. He took a second to brush his hair back and went to re-enter the champions’ tent, and had to quickly move to avoid crashing into Evans' mother.
The woman's green eyes snapped up to trap his, and Draco almost shivered at the complete lack of regard they held for him. It was stark, the difference between the son and the mother. Where Evans' eyes were almost always bright with some flash of emotion, his mother was cold and merciless.
He wordlessly stepped aside to let her pass, breathing in relief when she strode off.
His own mother was gone when he looked around, so he headed towards Evans. The other boy was twirling his wand between his fingers in what might have been a nervous tick. He watched how the wand - laurel, if his memory served - weaved through the boy's fingers without fault.
"Ready?" Evans asked him, attention fixed on something on the other side of the tent. Draco snorted and crossed his arms.
"Yes. Are you?"
The French wizard shot him a slight smirk, "Hopefully. Dying sounds like such a tedious thing that I'd rather avoid it for as long as possible."
Draco hummed in agreement, following the other's line of sight to see Professor Riddle speaking adamantly with Kaiser. He frowned in confusion. "What's he doing here?"
Evans shrugged, his expression turning amused. "Wishing us luck? I doubt a man like him needs an excuse to go wherever he wants."
For a heart-stopping moment, Draco thought Evans had the same suspicions as him. For almost two years he had been pestered by the idea of who Riddle really was, but had never been brave enough to ask his father. The ominous suggestion sat heavily in the back of his mind during every Defence class.
However, Evans was looking at Riddle with something like fond annoyance, and he was sure that if the other suspected the same as Draco, then no such expression would be on his face.
"Ah, Mr. Malfoy, Hadrian." Riddle had seen them, and with a pleasant smile that man was walking to them. Draco watched as Evans actually seemed to slouch in place, somehow both relaxed yet coil for attack. He had not missed the obvious difference in their names, nor the fact that over the previous week Professor Riddle and Evans seemed to have built quite the rapport between them.
"Sir." They both greeted him. Riddle shook their hands, first Draco, then Evans. "I know the upcoming task will be difficult for both of you, but I believe you are both fully capable of completing whatever lay ahead of you."
"Thank you, professor." Draco said graciously, bobbing his head. Evans repeated his sentiment, though carried the conversation on.
"Will you be watching today, sir?"
Riddle's eyes slid to Evans and stayed there. Draco studied them both with unguarded interest. "I will be in the crowd," he said with a smirk. "I expect a good show."
Evans scoffed, and Draco winced at the disrespectful noise. If his suspicion was correct about this man, then Evans was walking a very fine line at the moment. "You're in for a wild ride then. I always preform splendidly, sir."
The blond sucked in sharply at the borderline flirtatious comment. His eyes widened when Riddle grinned sharply at the French champion, looking entirely too amused for such a strict teacher. "I look forward to it then, Hadrian." He nodded at both of them and walked away.
The second Draco was positive the man was out of hearing range, he snapped his head to look down at the shorter male. "What was that?" he demanded.
Evans glanced up at him, appearing genuinely confused. "What was what?"
"You and Riddle." No reaction beyond a raised eyebrow. "You were...flirting with him."
Evans blinked up at him, incredulous. "Flirting?" He choked out a laugh. "That's just how we talk to each other. It's like a game, Draco."
He did not find that explanation comforting in the least. "And who's winning?"
Evans tilted his head thoughtfully, "You know, I do not actually know what the score would be. But it's just harmless fun. I have a firm 'no sleeping with professors' rule that I have done quite well sticking to." A glint of mischievousness came to those green eyes, and Draco warily leaned back.
"Though if I had to pick one, it might as well be him. I mean, have you seen what he looked like at our age?"
Draco grimaced, and the lustful expression on Evans' face morphed to teasing. "Don't get your panties in a bunch Draco. I am just trying to lighten the mood." The other champion rolled his eyes and gently shoved him in the shoulder.
And Draco, no matter how disturbing he found the idea - especially with the constant could he be? playing on his mind – had to admit that Evans had rather effortlessly reduced his budding tension once again.
That was a dangerous skill to have, being able to so easily manipulate how those around you were feeling with just your words.
Just as he was about to speak, several people bustled into the tent, headed by Yaxley. "Champions, please gather 'round. We have some things to discuss before we begin."
Once the three of them fell into place, Yaxley nodded and a short, stout wizard to come forward holding a small fabric bag. He held it out to Kaiser, "Please take out a token, Kaiser. It will determine which position you will be competing in." Kaiser reached in and plucked out a small wooden tile. The number two was printed in bold, black ink.
Evans was next, and his eyes flickered in irritation when they saw the thick number three staring up at him.
Draco swallowed, finding it pointless to do so, but reaching in and plucking out the only remaining tile when the wizard shoved the bag towards him. The number one had never looked so foreboding.
"Excellent," Yaxley turned to the man, "tell the handlers to prepare Mr. Malfoy's creature for the task." The wizard scrambled off, as if eager to escape the Headmaster. Draco could not exactly blame him, even after years of knowing Yaxley both as the head of his school, as well as a member of the Dark Lord's forces, he still found him unsettling.
"Now, champions." The Headmaster returned his gaze to them. "As you were informed two days ago, your job is quite simple." Draco felt, more than heard Evans snort, and had to admire the boy's gall. "You are to retrieve a single item from the arena, which will be placed upon a pole in the centre. You must do so while avoiding the dangers presented to you in the form of a different creature."
He gestured to Draco, "A Hungarian Horntail." Kaiser, "A pack of quintaped." Evans, "And a manticore."
They all nodded, well aware of this already.
"You will not be marked on how much damage you inflict on your beast. You will be marked on your speed at completing the task, as well as how effective the skills you utilise are. That being said," Yaxley's artic eyes pierced each of them. "rushing into this will only end in your death. Play it safe, don't take unnecessary risk, and for Merlin's sake don't die."
Comforting, Draco thought with almost hysterical amusement, the sentiment being echoed by his fellow champions judging from the looks on their faces.
"Once you have obtained the item - which provides a clue to the next task - the beasts will be subdued via a collar. This collar will pierce their skin and inject a serum that will knock them unconscious so they might be transferred. The moment you touch your item; the task is complete."
Having someone here, explaining the rules and objectives in such a monotonous, level voice quelled most of Draco's nerves. He took a breath and found himself able to focus better. He had a goal, he knew the weaknesses of a dragon, he could do this. They did not have to kill their creature, just dodge it long enough to get their item.
It made it infinitely easier, for all of them. Especially Evans though. If they had been expected to kill their beast, he would be faced with a virtually impossible challenge. Draco felt relieved on the other boy's behalf.
Yaxley scanned them closely, as if to see how seriously they were taking his words. When he was satisfied with their solemnity, he straightened and turned his eyes on Draco.
"Mr. Malfoy, I believe you are up. Good luck."
Before Draco could move too far, Evans reached out and grasped his wrist. The blond looked at him sharply, and he knew there would be very real fear in his eyes. Evans swallowed, but cleared his throat. "Kick arse, alright?" He said sternly, and Draco rewards him with a brief flicker of a grin.
"You as well," the other let go of him. "after all, if you die today, this tournament will be infinitely more boring for me."
Evans nodded, amused. Though anxiety still bit into him as Yaxley escorted Draco out of the tent and towards the arena.
OoO
Claire watched coolly as the students around her spoke excitedly. The arena stands were absolutely brimming with people, and the noise was intolerable.
They should conduct themselves with more respect, she thought as she watched a handful of Hogwarts students jostle each other rowdily.
Thankfully, where she was seated, surrounded by her fellow Beauxbatons students, was relatively calm. Of course, there was still a palpable tension hanging over them, but they at least had the decency to remain seated and to converse only as loudly as they needed to be heard.
She was...anxious. Had been since Hadrian's name had been pulled from the goblet, but more so when his task was revealed to them.
A manticore. She did not know whether to laugh at the sheer bad luck of her friend, or cry in despair.
For the past week or so she had been helping him learn all he could about the creature, and their results were not encouraging. No matter how long they looked, or who they asked, or what they read, everything was always the same. There was not one, recorded or otherwise, account of a manticore being defeated by a witch or wizard. Nothing credible at least.
They had stumbled across the most famous myth, naturally, but this was Hadrian's life they were talking about here, and Claire was not one willing to gamble her marvellous friend on something as flimsy as an ancient tall-tale. They had stuck to it anyway, devouring any and all information they could, whether it was just theories, or an actual report.
Claire knew Hadrian was skilled, and she knew that if anyone could hold off one of the most dangerous creatures in their world long enough to complete his task, then it would be him.
But she still felt sick to her stomach. Because eventually, she would see Hadrian escorted into the rocky terrain below her and battle for his life, while she was forced to sit here and do nothing.
Her hands twisted nervously into her skirt. She would not be able to handle watching this. Hadrian was her best friend. He was so bright and magnetic and had a type of vibrancy that not many did. The thought of seeing his crumpled body on the floor of this arena had bile swiftly rising to her throat.
A hand clamped down onto hers, squeezing tightly.
Jolted from her thoughts, she looked to see Raina watching her with concern. Just seeing her friend's face had her relaxing marginally. Unlike her, Raina was the picture of calm. She did not seem bothered - though Claire knew she must be - and her body was reclined comfortably on the wooden seat.
"You need to stop it." The dark haired girl murmured, "Panicking over something we have no control over will not do you any good."
"I can't help it," Claire admitted, brushing some of her fringe from her eyes. "Just thinking about him down there, fighting something that dangerous..."
"I know," Raina said, eyes dropping to the arena. "this will most likely be unbearably difficult for us to watch. Hadrian is very talented, but there is still a high chance that something could happen to him. There is nothing we can do to help him. This is something he has to complete by himself, Claire. We can only assist so much, and ultimately, he will do it alone."
Raina returned her gaze to her. "That being said, you need to have more faith in him. Hadrian will succeed in this. I have never met a more determined individual. He is not one to lay down and die so easily. He has been studying independently for many years by this point, and I have no doubt that he has much more in his arsenal than he has shown us."
She smiled at Claire, patting her hands. "He will be fine, Claire."
"Ladies and gentlemen, the order of the champions has been chosen. First challenger will be Draco Malfoy -" Hogwarts burst in applause. "- followed by Galiana Kaiser -" Durmstrang cheered, "- and Hadrian Evans." The two girls joined in as their section screamed their support.
"Please remain seated while the first creature is brought in."
The buzz hanging over the crowd stilled, as a large cage was teleported into the arena. Several masked wizards stood beside it, their wands pointed at the stands.
With a synchronised chant, something shimmered into existence over the arena, creating a bright silver bubble that capped the rocky terrain and separated the stands from the arena. It stretched upwards, before disappearing from view, leaving their view unobstructed.
Likely the height was to allow the dragon some mobility, but not enough room to fly.
"Smart idea," Raina muttered, "the last thing they want is a spectator getting caught in the crossfire. Especially with so many distinguished guests."
They watched with no small amount of fascination as the cage was opened. For a long moment, nothing happened. And then, with a burst of violent fire, the Hungarian Horntail launched itself from its cage with an ear-splitting roar of pure rage.
Raina actually flinched back, but Claire observed how the masked wizards quickly vanished the cage and slipped out of the arena and out of the range of the angered creature.
The Horntail prowled around the arena for many minutes, snarling and breathing molten fire at everything. The flames hit the boundary and dissipated though, much to the relief of everyone in the stands.
Raina released the breath she had been holding. "Malfoy is in for a treat."
Claire reached out and grasped her friend's hand again, seeking any form of support. Raina gripped her back with equal force, revealing her own nerves.
"Hadrian will be fine." Claire said, like a mantra.
"Hadrian will be fine." Raina repeated, as if to reaffirm their belief in the statement.
OoO
Hadrian stood in place for a moment longer after Draco had left, before turning and claiming the closest bed as his own for the duration of the day. He was not comfortable enough to actually lay down and close his eyes, and he tapped his wand against his thigh absently.
He was trying not to show it - but he was fucking terrified. The last week had gone by so quickly, a mess of studying and panicking as he crammed as much information into his head as he could in his remaining time. He knew all he could about manticores and their abilities, was as prepared as he was ever going to be - and yet he still felt like he had no chance at succeeding.
It had been such relief when, two days ago, he had been told that he would not have to actually kill a manticore. He might be talented, but even he had his limits. Killing such a creature would be next to impossible for a whole squad of highly trained witches and wizards. For a student - no matter how magically powerful, or intelligent - it was a death sentence.
All he had to do was get to the item and the creature would no longer be an issue. While defeating the manticore was most definitely out of his league, outmanoeuvring and evading was a skill he had long ago honed.
He was glad he had spent so long as a seeker right now. His reflexes had always been impeccable, and years of having opposing beaters brutally targeting him with bludgers had only improved his ducking and weaving in and out of attacks.
While a manticore was ridiculously more dangerous than a bludger, the basic principle was still the same. As long as he was quick, stayed on his toes, and did not let himself get distracted then he could do this.
Maybe.
He scowled in irritation and pushed the doubt away before it could take root and spread like an infection. The last thing he needed to do was unnerve himself.
Hadrian sighed quietly and made a pointed effort to put his wand away.
He half wished his mother was still here. His time with her just a handful of minutes ago did not seem like enough. He wanted to hold her and listen to her soft, encouraging murmurs. But at the same time, he was glad that she was gone. As soothing as her presence was, what she represented would only drive him into a frenzy.
He did not need to be reminded just what hinged on him surviving this, and despite her best attempts, he could still read the fear in her eyes. Fear for his life. Fear for him failing. Fear for their sixteen-year long plan going up in flames.
It was frustrating, and he did not need that right now.
Hadrian held his breath and counted to ten, let it out, then repeated again and again until his heart rate had returned to normal.
He could hear Galiana pacing just a little bit away from him, and beyond her soft muttering, the dim sound of a very large crowd. He had only caught a glimpse of the arena itself before he was essentially tossed in here with the other two, but it was huge.
Enough room to house all the students, plus faculty and the numerous politicians.
Plenty of people to watch us get killed, he thought bitterly.
He wanted to be able to watch Draco - and later Galiana - do the task. It would ease his mind, being able to see the other two compete, and get a feel for the look and atmosphere of the arena before he was quite literally thrust into it with a creature. Then again, he was supremely happy that he did not have to. He had no idea how he would react to watching the other two compete.
While it would give him a good view into their abilities and how well they handled themselves in stressful situations, he could not afford to let himself be phased by someone else's match. He needed to mentally prepare himself for what he was about to face.
Which brought him to another problem. He was last. If he had to pick a spot, second would have been good - the safe middle-ground. The uncertainty of being up first would be over, and the nerves would not have as much time to build for the last. It figured that the one champion he did not get along with got the place he wanted.
Hadrian cracked his eyes open and watched Galiana pace. Despite their rather spiteful relationship, he did wish that he could give her some comfort. No one deserved to have to sit here waiting in perpetual dread, even someone as vicious and petty as her.
He knew that anything he tried would be spat back in his face though, so he remained silent as she moved back and forth, eyes tracking her for lack of anything better to do.
She noticed his attention eventually, and sneered at him. "What are you looking at, mudblood?"
He rolled his eyes and moved his gaze to the roof of the tent. "Nothing in particular. Your pacing is annoying, sit down before you tire yourself out."
"I do not need to listen to advice from someone like you."
He shrugged, "Well, last time I checked, I am the top student at my school, and have been doing better than you in all the subjects we share." His green eyes cut to her, "By a significant margin."
Hadrian had not intended to aggravate her, but there was just something distinctly unlikeable about Galiana Kaiser, and it made his theoretical hackles bristle.
Whatever, no doubt scintillating, reply she had was cut off by a sharp roar.
Hadrian's head snapped around in the direction of the arena, eyes narrowing when the dragon's roar was echoed by the screams of the crowd. The noise had not been particularly panicked, from what he could tell. It was more like excitement.
He relaxed his tensed muscles and returned to staring at the canvas wall in front of him.
Draco must have done something good then.
He just prayed that the blond continued to do well.
Hadrian traced his fingers over his sleeve, feeling the smooth fabric and turning his mind firmly away from the spectacle occurring just a little away from him.
The uniform he was in was primarily black, and made of a sturdy, lightweight material. The pleasant blue and gold accents that ran along the edges and up his sides brought him a small amount of comfort. He always associated blue and gold with peace, since most of his childhood had been spent surrounded by them, and it broke the heaviness of his attire.
Over his shirt he had an unzipped vest, with the crest of Beauxbatons embroidered on the left breast, so finely done he could not even see the individual stitches. From the look and feel of it, it was reinforced with dragonhide and there to provide more solid protection for his chest.
Considering the creature he was going to be facing, he would have liked a little more for his arms and legs.
"Do you think he will win?"
Hadrian tilted his head to cast his eyes at Galiana. The witch was not looking at him, though he could tell her attention was zeroed in on him.
He was surprised she was willing to even start a conversation with him, though he supposed since they were the only two here, and there was nothing really here to distract them from their ominous thoughts but each other, it was not all that shocking.
He sighed, and shrugged again. "Honestly? I have no clue. Hungarian Horntails are quite dangerous, but above all, they are smart. Draco will be fine as long as he stays sharp. One wrong move though and...well."
She pursed her lips, eyes frosty as she finally looked at him. "You disgust me." She said plainly, and the sheer bluntness had him smiling slightly. "I have made that no secret, however," something flickered on her face. "I...would not wish a manticore on anyone. Not even a mudblood."
Hadrian dipped his head in acknowledgement of her unsaid words. "Quintapeds are not exactly a walk in the park," he said quietly. "but thank you."
Galiana nodded once and turned her face away from him again.
For the next twenty minutes, they sat in silence, only broken by the piercing roars of the dragon, and the cries of the spectators.
Finally, though, someone entered the tent.
Yaxley looked directly at Galiana, "Kaiser. You're up."
The girl in question stood and moved to the exit. Hadrian looked at Yaxley. "Sir?" The Headmaster turned to him, no expression on his face.
"What is it, Evans?"
"Draco, how did he go?"
Yaxley stared at him stoically for a long beat, as if evaluating the benefits of telling him. Hadrian knew the blond must be alive, for only minutes earlier there had been a great surge of applause. But alive did not necessarily mean uninjured.
"Mr. Malfoy succeed in his task, only suffering burns to his back and left leg. He is receiving medical treatment now."
Hadrian breathed out in relief. "Thank you, Headmaster."
Yaxley grunted, cast him one more tense look, before slipping out with Galiana a step behind him.
Alone, Hadrian put his head in his hands and started counting down from one thousand in Spanish to clear his thoughts.
Sometime in the next half hour - if Draco's time was anything to go with - he would be marched into the arena himself.
I will be fine, just stick to the plan. Evade. Dodge. Be quick, but not rash. Be smart, but don't overcomplicate things. Watch out for the tail. It takes about one minute for blood to circulate through the body and back to the heart. One hit, one minute to deal with the poison. The faster my heart beats, the less time I have to get rid of it. I need to remain calm and keep my heart rate steady.
He closed his eyes.
Ignore the crowd. Ignore the noise. Ignore my friends and mother. Ignore Voldemort. None of them matter the second I set foot in the arena. They are distractions. Distractions lead to mistakes and mistakes lead to death. Complete the task, get the item and get out. The manticore will no longer be an issue once I have the item.
Hadrian took a deep breath and straightened from his hunched position.
I will be fine.
A long time passed before he was disturbed again.
Hadrian looked up when the tent flap was once again pulled open. He was on his feet before he even registered Yaxley's face. "Kaiser passed," he informed him succinctly, before he could open his mouth. "though the quintapeds managed to take quite a few chunks out of her."
Hadrian grimaced at the thought of being eaten by a pack of the carnivorous little creatures. "Your turn, Evans. Follow me."
The dark haired boy took one last glance around the tent, before slipping out of the tent just as Draco and Galiana had before him. Yaxley led him through the grounds and towards the arena. Hadrian's original glimpse of it did not prepare him for the actual sight of the construction.
He could hear the dull roar of the crowd over the pounding in his ears, and swallowed his spiking fear, beating it down into submission.
Yaxley led him into a small side-section of the arena, keeping a firm hand on his shoulder. The Headmaster guided him further, the empty hallways amplifying the noise from above them. And over that, he could hear something else. Heavy footsteps.
The manticore was already in the arena then.
Hadrian removed his gaze from the hallway ceiling when they entered another room.
Immediately, his eyes locked with crimson. Out of instinct, his feet dug in for a split second before he continued forward. He had forgotten that he still had his bracelet on. Voldemort would have to remove it before he was allowed to go fight.
He stopped just in front of the Dark Lord, looking up at him blankly. Voldemort studied him just as closely, before the man held out his hands expectantly.
Hadrian wordlessly handed over his left wrist, tugging his sleeve back to reveal the silver snake ensnaring his arm.
Even with the fear and uncertainty of the upcoming battle, he still listened avidly to the Parseltongue command as it slithered from the Dark Lord's mouth. Hadrian might not be able to understand Parseltongue, but with enough practise, he might be able to repeat certain phrases - such as the ones his bracelet answered to.
He committed the hisses to memory, resolved to study them later if he survived. It would be useful to be able to remove the device if he ever needed to.
At Voldemort's voice, the snake bracelet became alive, and unwound itself from Hadrian's wrist, pooling itself in the man's own hand.
There was a small twist to the Dark Lord's lips when the small line of runes became visible, before Hadrian was pulling his sleeve down again and covering the damning marks. He was not particularly concerned if Voldemort figured out how he was messing with his listening charm, but he was not going to let the man see the lines long enough to come up with his own countermeasure.
"Best of luck, Mr. Evans." The Dark Lord said, standing straight and gazing down at him oddly. Hadrian bit his tongue to stop any negative comments from escaping him.
"Thank you." He replied stiffly.
"Headmaster, I believe it is time for our final champion to compete. Please bring Mr. Evans to the gate. I will go announce the news."
Yaxley bowed as Voldemort swept passed him, not even glancing at the man. Hadrian wanted to gag at the servient gesture, and the dismissive nature of the man himself. If he demanded such things from his subordinates, he could at least grace them with a look while they did it.
Once again, Yaxley seized his shoulder and took him out of the room, through a different door then the one Voldemort had used. The hallways they were in next was a lot lighter, and towards the end Hadrian could spot a barred opening.
His gut clenched and it was only his sheer focus that prevented him from stumbling.
This was it.
The Headmaster let him go when they were at the gate, and Hadrian immediately started scanning what he could see of the arena. He ignored the people in the stands, instead cataloguing the rocky ground.
Plenty of cover at least, but it might be difficult to manoeuvre quickly enough. I will have to watch were I put my feet. Some of the rocks look loose.
He could not spot the manticore yet, but Hadrian knew it was in there, waiting for him.
"Good luck, Evans." Yaxley muttered, actually going so far as to give him a solid pat on the shoulder, before the man was gliding back the way they had come.
Hadrian closed his eyes and breathed deeply, calming himself as best he could.
"And now, ladies and gentlemen, we have our third, and final champion."
The crowd hushed, and Hadrian opened his eyes the second he heard the bars begin to move.
He waited until the gate was fully open before taking his first tentative steps into the arena. The rocks shifted under his boots, the noise piercing the quiet of the arena.
The silence was disturbing.
If this were any other creature, Hadrian would suspect that it had yet to notice his arrival. But this was a manticore, and all evidence pointed to this creature being astoundingly intelligent, and understanding human speech perfectly well.
It would already know what was happening. It would be well aware of what his task was, and it would have known instantly the second he was in here.
Hadrian carefully cast his eyes around, searching for the faintest hint as to the creature’s whereabouts.
He paused only a metre into the arena, frowning to himself. If he wanted to beat this creature, he had to put himself in its shoes.
If he knew an enemy would be approaching him, how would he go about defeating them?
Well, that was easy. Set a trap. Wait for the opportune moment to strike, when the back was turned -
Hadrian leaped forward, landed in a roll and sprung to his feet a good distance from the entrance. In the place he had been standing mere seconds ago, was now a large stinger, embedded in the rocks.
His green eyes followed up the dark, armoured tail to the magnificent furred body of a large lion, until he rested his gaze on a face that was a mockery of a human. There was a lazy grin on the manticore's lips as it lounged on the outcrop just above where he had entered.
With a single flick of its tail, the stinger came loose. It curled its tail back up around its body and studied him with intense eyes. Aware eyes.
Its mouth opened, revealing rows upon rows of razor sharp teeth, and then - it spoke.
"Ready to play, little human?"
Notes:
It begins guys~
Chapter 18: Chapter Eighteen
Notes:
Holy shit you guys practically died last chapter. I think that was easily the most review chapter so far! I especially enjoyed that most of the comments ran along the lines of "wtf?" and "Not a cliffhanger!" It certainly amused me haha.
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Hadrian bent his knees as he watched the creature.
It was large, though not as big as he had been expecting, and he was sure that on all fours it would only be a handful of inches taller than him.
And its voice – every single note and report that he had read about these creatures had told him that it would be booming, like a trumpet. But instead, it was soft and pleasant, almost like a croon.
He could feel his intrigue bubbling to the surface. There was just something undeniably beautiful about the manticore, and it awoke the part of him that always reared its head when he was confronted with something interesting that he had yet to pick apart and evaluate.
This was an unprecedented chance for him to get information directly from the source. Manticores were a secretive species, and were incredibly difficult to find in the wild. It made Hadrian wonder how this one came to be here.
But was it worth the risk?
No.
The answer was instant and stanch. No matter how rare or valuable a piece of information was, he knew it was not worth his life. So with a resigned sigh, he let go of all notions of satisfying his curiosity.
As he thought to himself, the manticore’s tail twitched and swayed in a lethargic motion. Considering the structure of it, he would not have thought the movement would be as smooth as it was.
It tilted its head at him, as if to ask well?
“I’ve always enjoyed games.” He called back cautiously in response.
If he played this right, maybe he would not even have to fight it? Manticores were highly intelligent creatures, relying on their quick minds as much as their brute strength. He could try appealing to its wit.
It smiled at him again, the expression disturbing as it was too stretched, and there were too many teeth. Hadrian refused to cower even though the sight of those gleaming white fangs had his stomach rolling with unease.
“What should we play, then?” It asked, its claws scrapped against the rocks it was laying on. “I have always been partial to tag, myself.”
Despite the very real danger he was in, Hadrian could still feel his lips twist upwards at its words. He had always had a rather grim sense of humour, and it seemed so did the creature in front of him. “I don’t suppose you would consider just – letting me take my item without a fight?”
It huffed at him, and even with the distance between them he could feel the hot breath fan over him. “Where is the fun in that?”
It finally pushed itself to its feet, graceful and deadly. Hadrian tensed reflexively, unable to stop himself from reacting to seeing such a dangerous creature stand to its full height. “This is the most interesting thing to happen to me in the last three decades.”
Three decades?
“I do not particularly fancy the idea of fighting you.” Hadrian admitted truthfully. He saw no reason to hide that fact, seeing as there was nothing shameful about fear. “And you probably want to avoid being hurt.”
That was a guess, but he was pretty sure that most beings would actively evade something that was potentially hazardous to their life. There was always the rare exception to that rule, however he doubted the manticore was the type to endanger itself.
He watched as its eyes drifted from his face to his right hand, where his wand was held aloof.
Its expression turned amused, eyes crinkling. “Your little stick will be of no use to you here.” It said, sounding remarkable smug. “You cannot touch me.”
He felt like he should be insulted, however he was unfortunately well aware of how ineffective his magic was right now. That being said – just because most magic would bounce off the manticore, did not mean that he could not harm it.
There was a thin line between confidence and arrogance – he would know, seeing as he skirted it every day of his life – and the creature was already blinded by its on supposed invulnerability.
Even with the fragile hope that he could avoid a confrontation altogether, plans began to form in his mind. Some discarded almost immediately due to severe risk, other tucked away for further development as the circumstances unfolded.
He knew that for such a precarious situation it would be better to only have a loose strategy, to give him more manoeuvrability depending on what the manticore did, or in case of unforeseen complications arising.
“What will you even get out of beating me?” He asked, to buy himself more time to think and consider his options.
Appeal to its ego. Make it seem like I already know I won’t win. It might just give me an edge.
The manticore positively preened. “Entertainment.” It told him, “Captivity is so incredibly dull for me. You little vermin are so boring, your experiments yielded no results, and none of you are smart enough to amuse me for long.”
Its eyes gleamed eerily, and Hadrian did not like the way its stare pinned him in place. Though this did answer a few of his questions.
Captivity. For thirty years, if what it said was accurate – not terribly long when compared to the suspected lifespan of a manticore, but long enough to leave its mark. It certainly explained how easily they had managed to find one and ship it here.
It also told him why the creature was even speaking to him. He had expected a frontal assault as soon as he stepped inside, and while that did occur to an extent, Hadrian felt like that was more of a warning strike than anything.
It was bored. He was something new and fun to play around with.
Which means, he thought with a small smirk, it won’t go for the kill right away. It will drag this out, so long as I don’t piss it off too quickly.
He met the heavy gaze of the creature. Perfect.
The longer the manticore took to attack him seriously, with the intent to end him, the longer he had to think his way around the problem. And that was all he needed.
Hadrian was aware that he had to complete this within half an hour, if he wanted to be even close to the others’ times. He had already wasted a good five minutes just conversing with the manticore, which meant that if it made no move to attack him soon, he would have to strike first.
He also needed time to survey the arena better. From the gate he had not had a clear view of where the pole and his item were, and now, with his back to the rest of the area, he still had not had the chance to do so.
He was not stupid enough to turn his back to the creature to try it now, either. So he needed to somehow reverse their positions, or find a spot where he could get a better picture of what his surroundings were.
Hadrian took a deep breath, calming his mind. He adjusted his stance, balancing on the balls of his feet in preparation to move.
Readying his wand, Hadrian waited patiently. “I will have to give you a show then.”
The manticore noted his change immediately, and bared its teeth at him fiercely.
There was a beat, and then suddenly the creature was there.
Hadrian reacted without conscious thought, spinning out of the way and behind an outcrop of rocks. The manticore soared passed him, landing in a crouch towards the middle of the arena, twisting around to stare at him, a growl reverberating through the air.
The crowd screamed their approval.
With his back to something solid, Hadrian wasted no time in leaping forward, fire bursting from the tip of his wand and flooding the arena. The blue and white flames rolled into themselves, taking on the form of a dragon’s head.
It would have no effect on the creature, he knew that. The spell was merely a diversion.
The fiery apparition’s jaws clamped over the manticore, covering the creature from head to toe and for a few short seconds, blinding it completely.
“Augete petram.” He murmured, wand slashing upwards through the air. Immediately, spikes of rock sprung from underneath the manticore. The tips pricked the soft padding on the creature’s feet, not sharp enough to break the skin but enough to cause discomfort.
With a snarl, the manticore was forced to leap away.
Hadrian smiled grimly at the move, pleased that at least something in his studies had helped.
Impervious to magic they may be, but manticores were not completely immune to physical attacks. Throwing spells and charms would be of no use to him here, unless they somehow manipulated the physical matter surrounding them.
By using the natural environment, he would at least have a chance of fighting off the creature long enough to make a grab for the item.
He had to be careful though. Just because he could toss a couple of rocks at it, did not mean that it would necessarily be hurt. Manticore skin was likely as tough – if not tougher – than dragonhide, and could withstand any number of beatings. He had to aim for the less protected parts, such as the paws, if he wanted to cause any harm.
There was dark amusement in its eyes when it locked onto him again, as if he had somehow exceeded its expectations. Hadrian kept his back firmly to the formation behind him, tracking the creature as it skulked along the edge of the arena.
He resisted the urge to find more suitable shelter, knowing that if he moved, the manticore would be on him in a heartbeat.
He narrowed his eyes when the creature paused in its slow crawl, head snapping to face him directly. The manticore’s mouth opened, and Hadrian only had time for his eyes to widen before gales of harsh wind were spewing forth.
“Protego!” He snapped, the shield bursting to life before him and taking the brunt of the attack. He gritted his teeth as he pitted his own will against the sheer power behind the wind.
Slowly but surely, he could feel himself being pushed backwards, back crushing into the rocks behind him. If he kept this up any longer he would end up being flattened.
Deciding to take a chance, he jumped from his place, his shield collapsing.
He barely avoided the torrents of sharp wind, and landed with a grunt on the uneven ground. He had no time to stop though, for the manticore followed his movements, and without a break, the attack curved to him again.
Cursing, Hadrian pushed himself to his feet and sprinted hard. His arms pumped at his sides, and he could feel his clothing beginning to snag as the gales nipped at his heels. He ducked behind the first available outcrop and hunched over to catch his breath.
His hand rested on the rocks, able to feel them shuddering under the force of the elemental attack, though he could hear the wind cutting into the stone, it was doing marginally better than his shield had. Hadrian knew he would have to move if he wanted to avoid having the thing explode from the pressure though.
No one said anything about elemental magic!
He gritted his teeth, furious that such a power had not once been hinted at. How could no one – in the previous centuries – have discovered this? It seemed like a pretty significant ability to have.
How had no one ever stumbled across this? Why was it not documented? Could all manticore use elemental attacks? Or was it a rare trait only a handful could possess?
He almost started laughing at his fortune.
And the infamous Potter luck strikes again.
He had never really believed his mother when she would tell him of how much trouble his father managed to get into over the years. She would occasionally – when the memories were not too consuming for her – recount certain events, hands tugging gently though his hair and whispering stories of pranks and duels and other mishaps.
“I honestly have no idea whether the ‘Potter’s luck’ is a good thing or not.” She had admitted to him once, a soft smile on her lips. “Your father was always getting into situations he shouldn’t have, misfortune always followed him. And yet, he always managed to get out of it, somehow.”
She had grinned down at him lovingly, as if sharing a secret. “I think that’s what he meant by ‘Potter’s luck’, Harry. No matter how horrible things were for him, his luck always carried him through. After all, you can’t spell ‘misfortune’ without ‘fortune’.”
He discarded the memory of his mother, from years before she had even told him of the role he would play one day – back when he did not feel the crushing responsibility of saving an entire country from a madman on his shoulders.
Hadrian lowered himself, eyes scanning the area around him for the next place he could use for cover. He finally decided on one about ten metres away. It was not the closest, but it was the thickest he could spot.
He waited for the last possible second – when fissure began to form in his current protection and it cracked ominously – before shooting off. He darted between the other rocks, and finally slid behind his target.
His previous hiding place exploded, and he could feel the broken pieces rain down on him. He absently shook the few shards out of his hair.
From here, he had a better view of the rest of the space. He peeked out as far as he dared and scanned for the pole.
It took him a few moments, but his gaze eventually found it.
Atop an island, less than fifty metres away, there was a solitary metal pole jutting out from the ground. It was a washed out grey, and when he squinted he could just make out a small wooden box chained to it.
He bit his lip, calculating the best route to take to reach it.
With the manticore bearing down on him as it was, he did not have a chance at making it there before it got him.
Hadrian sighed and ran a hand through his hair, pushing the sweaty locks out of his eyes.
The beat of the harsh gales against his outcrop died off, and instantly he was on guard. He had no idea where the manticore was now, and he was not willing to try and check lest it launched another attack at him.
“Speculo.” He said, and a small mirror appeared in front of him. With his wand, he guided the object up over his head and used it to get a look at what was going on.
He could not see it, and that made him anxious. There were not many places large enough to shield the manticore from view in the arena.
Not unless this one can disillusion itself as well. He thought bitterly. He continued to tilt the mirror, painstakingly searching for even a hint of red fur or scorpion tail.
It was likely attempting to sneak up on him. He was not prey dammit – except, a small part of him could not help but remind him that ‘manticore’ literally translated to ‘man-eater’.
He very much did not enjoy the sensation of being hunted, and it was only worse because it knew exactly where he was, and could most likely smell him –
Fucking hell, why didn’t I think of that earlier.
“Abscondere odorem.” He hissed, tapping his wand on the crown of his head and enduring the phantom feeling of water trickling over him.
Hadrian vanished the mirror when it failed to give him a clue, and quickly scanned the crowd, following the direction their eyes were pointed. Many were looking at him, but some were focussed off to his left, eyes fixating on something with disturbing glee.
He swung his attention in that direction, trying to hear passed the noise of the spectators for the tell-tale shifting of rocks.
He raised his wand, prepared for the next attack, but unlike before, there was no elemental blast. Instead, a shadow fell over him, and Hadrian’s head tilted upwards just in time to see the stinger reach over the rock formation and jab at him with lightning speed.
He pushed himself to the side, dodging the venomous tip by centimetres. He moved backwards as the manticore rounded the outcrop and came after him.
The stinger swiped at him again, forcing him to duck, then wrench himself away as a clawed paw almost ripped through his chest.
“You are fast, human.” It acknowledged with a horrible purr. It sounded oddly approving, and Hadrian was reminded that for all the separate animals it was made out of, the manticore was primarily a cat. “And smarter than the others.”
It sniffed deeply, nostril flaring as it tasted the air. “Eliminating your scent was clever, though not clever enough.”
It leapt at him again, and Hadrian, in the face of that overwhelming speed, could do nothing but brace himself as he was slammed harshly to the ground. The manticore loomed over him, head pressing close.
He could distantly hear the screams echoing around them, his name being called shrilly by dozens.
However, it did not kill him.
The manticore’s mouth opened over him, teeth so close he could almost feel them brush against his body, and the smell was horrendous – like that of rotten meat. Saliva dripped down, landing on his cheek. It was hot and felt like it would blister his skin as it rolled down his neck.
He shivered at the feel of that thick substance.
“Curious.” It whispered to him, a paw coming up to press on his chest and keep him pinned. The weight had him gasping. “Before, I could see it in your eyes. Now – now you do not seem afraid even trapped as you are.”
“Because I’m not.” He bit out, and with a twitch of his wand, a rock flew and crashed into the manticore’s unguarded side.
The creature was shoved off of him, and sent stumbling a few feet away, snarling loudly.
Hadrian was on his feet and moving the moment the pressure on his chest was gone. Without looking he sent anything – everything – hurtling towards the creature behind him. Rocks, fire, water. Anything that delayed it for even a second was worth it.
Something caught his eye, just ahead of him, and he grinned as a plan erupted to life in his head.
He spun on his heel, turning just long enough to aim and shout, “Incarcerous vinculum!” Heavy chains appeared around him and launched at the manticore, wrapping around it and dragging it down.
That would not hold it, he knew. Already he could hear the sounds of the chain links shattering.
He only needed a few more seconds.
When he reached the crack in the arena floor, he wasted no time in jumping down into it, disappearing from view.
The rocks scraped harshly against him as he squeezed himself down into the gap, panting and leaning tiredly on the wall. He looked above him, and was pleased to see that there was no way the manticore would be able to fit a paw through the crack entrance, or for the stinger to follow him.
He was safe for now. Which meant he could finally start to plan.
Hadrian closed his eyes.
He had meant what he said only a few moments before. Though the manticore was outrageously dangerous, he was not particularly afraid right now. In the heat of this, his fear had shrivelled like a raisin in the sun and allowing him to work unhindered.
The adrenaline coursing through him probably had something to do with that as well. His heart was hammering in his ribcage, though it was more from the running then anything else.
He regulated his breathing to try and calm down, letting his mind go.
He had to reach the pole, but with the manticore well aware of his task, there was no way it would allow him to get close. So far, it had been smart and forced him to stay confined along the edges of the arena, never giving him a moment to make a break for it.
It seemed content to just stalk after him, and he knew it was only playing with him at the moment. It was just another downside to fighting a creature this intelligent.
The dragon and quintapeds probably had some inkling as to what was going on, but were most likely more focussed on the fact that there was an intruder in their territory. The manticore had likely overheard the handler speaking of the task and already had its own plan in place.
It was frustrating, but undeniably exciting at the same time.
I’m getting off-track. Focus.
So, he needed a way to get around it long enough to get to the pole and put it down.
By eliminating his scent, he had taken its nose out of the equation, but the manticore likely had superior hearing at its disposal, so mere flashy distractions were not going to work.
He sighed, head falling back against the rocks.
Was he positive that there was no actual way to kill a manticore? He hated the thought, but if he had too…
A small red book flashed through his mind, and Hadrian’s eyes narrowed. He had read through Éric’s book two nights after he had been confronted by the man; having honestly forgotten about it until then.
There were a great number of myths in the section about manticores, though one in particular had caught his attention.
If one were to show a manticore its reflection and it would turn to stone.
He had dismissed it at the time, because that myth had been disproven many years ago by a group of explorers who had swiftly been eaten by the very creature they had been documenting. But that was not the part that was clawing at him.
Mirror. Reflection. Twin.
Could he…
It would take a lot out of him…but it might actually…
Hadrian grinned, taking his wand and quickly summoning a stick of chalk. With precise movements only achieved with years of practise, he drew the runes he needed, creating as even a circle as he could on the rough rock wall in front of him.
Hadrian connected the final two symbols, and drew the star sign for ‘twins’ in the centre. He cast a critical eye over the drawing, searching for any mistakes that might cause this to literally blow up in his face.
Runes were dangerous for that very reason. One wrong line, one incorrect symbol, and suddenly you could be missing a limb. It had never happened to him, and he had no desire to start a trend now.
Satisfied, he stepped back, and created a shallow cut on his palm. Hadrian pressed his bleeding hand onto the chalk symbol, and in response, his magic rose and began to channel into the rock.
He grimaced as the symbol began to glow softly, shaking lightly as more and more of his magic was absorbed into the mark. He had never done this ritual before, and he knew in theory that it took a substantial amount of magic to work; but having his magic drained at such an alarming rate was far more unpleasant than he had anticipated.
It was worth it though, when the ritual finished and he could slump backwards. He watched with no small amount of interest as an outline began to form, before the shape solidified and it peeled itself out of the wall.
The figure shimmered uncertainly, then its features became clear.
The two shared a smile at the success.
“Ready?” he asked it.
The doppelgänger shrugged, “I guess. You alright?”
Hadrian winced, “As well as I can be considering you just took half my magic. I will be fine.”
He picked up a random rock and tapped it with his wand. In its place now sat a simple, silver dagger. He held it out to the doppelgänger, and watched as his artificial twin tucked it into his belt.
“Remember. As long as you can.”
The other-him snorted, “I know the plan, I do not need you hovering like an annoying mother hen. You should trust yourself more.” It smirked at him, crossing its arms confidently. “I’ll take the manticore, you go end this. I will only last for a short amount of time, considering the amount of energy I will be using and that you did not use a sacrifice; so you’d best be quick about it.”
“I know.” Hadrian snapped. He was the one who cast the spell after all.
It was borderline Dark magic, creating a doppelgänger. There were several variations of the ritual, and depending on how long you wanted the doppelgänger around depended on what you used to create it. There were stories of these things existing for up to two years, with the use of a human sacrifice.
He would no doubt face some uncomfortable questions when he got out of this thing, but he could handle any unnecessary attention. The version he was using only required a small dose of blood anyway, so it was not like he was doing anything particularly horrific.
Besides, he doubted that in a country ruled by someone like Voldemort, using this ritual would get him in trouble.
The doppelgänger leaned back and tsked at him, “Testy.” It murmured mockingly.
Hadrian scowled at it, “Just go do your job already, we need to get this over with.”
It rolled its eyes, but obediently started to pull itself up towards the gap entrance. “Make it look good,” he called after it. “and aim well, you have one shot.”
His doppelgänger glanced back down at him, grinning. “Don’t we always look good? And trust me, one shot is all I need.”
With that, it slipped out.
Hadrian groaned quietly, marvelling at how he had gone so long without anyone giving into the temptation to punch him; before disillusioning himself. He waited almost a minute – during which he heard chaos erupt above him – before pulling himself out.
He took a moment to glance at his doppelgänger, nodding in approval when he saw it leading the manticore back the way they had come, taunts thrown through the air with abandon. With each rude comment, the manticore grew more violent, and more enraged as none of its hits landed.
Hadrian started his way towards the pole, moving slowly so as to not alert the manticore that something was wrong.
He picked his way to the raised island, scrambling his way up the side.
A sudden scream had him freezing, and he looked behind him in panic, thinking the manticore was on him.
He sighed in relief when he saw it was only his doppelgänger being clawed across the chest and sent crashing to the ground. Even at this distance, he could make out the smirk on its lips, despite it coughing harshly, blood dripping down its chin.
Hadrian rolled his eyes at the overdramatic way it collapsed to the ground, thinking that for something that was essentially a magic-imbued pile of rocks, it was enjoying this far too much. Shaking his head, he continued his way up the island, ignoring the way the crowd was screeching in fear as the manticore once again pinned its prey to the ground.
As he pulled himself to the top of the island he bent over, taking a moment to recover his breath.
A smile wove onto his face as he looked up to see the little wooden box before him. To think, without a single scratch on him, he had actually done this.
A shriek filled the arena.
Hadrian spun to see the manticore rear back from his sitting doppelgänger, blood spraying from its eye. The silver dagger sticking out from the socket and glinting in the sun.
The noise from the creature’s mouth continued to rise until it became thunderous, and Hadrian slapped his hands over his ears in a vain attempt to protect himself.
Gods, he had never heard such a pain-filled cry in his life. Bile rose in his throat when he realised it was because of him.
This creature – this magnificent, beautiful, superior being was in pain because of him.
Hadrian had always held magical creatures in high regard, and had never understood the lingering pureblood ideals that witches and wizards were somehow better.
Some of these creatures had such advanced societies. They had belief systems, and hierarchies, and understood the importance of cooperation. To him, witches and wizards were the more despicable ones. They were the only ones that actively sought their own destruction, the ones that were incapable of rising above their base impulses.
Magical creatures deserved to be praised and revered, and he had shoved a blade through the eye of one of the most incredible beings in their world.
The manticore stopped its backwards scramble, standing in place as shudders ran through it. The air was thrumming with the echoes of its cry.
There was a heart-stopping moment of absolute silence, before it tilted its head back and screeched again, this time in rage.
It was done playing around.
Faster than anyone could follow, it swiped at the doppelgänger, claws slicing through the flesh and covering the ground with vibrant red.
The doppelgänger landed on the ground, eyes glassy and chest shredded.
The manticore roared at its triumph while the spectators descended into anarchy.
Hadrian lowered his arms and studied the grotesque scene of his own dead body.
And then – the doppelgänger shimmered and disappeared, leaving only a pile of rocks laying innocently in its place.
The manticore stepped back in surprise, cheated from its victory, and eye swinging around as it tried to understand where its prey truly was.
Hadrian cancelled his disillusionment charm, and met the creature’s gaze evenly when it spotted him. He had never seen such hatred directed at him before, and it left him shaken and cold. It flew at him with a snarl.
Wordlessly, he reached out and placed his hand on the item.
Something flashed through the manticore’s remaining eye before it dropped to the arena floor, mere metres from him.
Hadrian took a trembling breath, stepping away from the unconscious being and swallowing harshly when he finally caught sight of the injury.
It was horrific, and he had no idea if the damage would be permanent. Blood caked over the manticore’s face, distorting its features and painting it red. The dagger was almost entirely buried with the creature’s skull, and Hadrian believed it was nothing short of a miracle that its brain had not been stabbed.
He had no idea how they would be able to remove the weapon, for it looked like his doppelgänger had used the magic within it to melt some of the metal.
Unable to stomach looking at the sight – one he planned, one he executed – any longer, he turned his attention to the wooden box and grasped it with both hands. The chains fell away immediately, and he held it tightly to try and stop his hands from shaking.
There was a buzzing in his ears, and he looked up to see the crowd on their feet, deafening with their applause. Mechanically, he sought out the section of blue, unable to make out the individual faces of his friends, but just knowing they were up there, cheering, soothed him.
His mother was up there too. And Riddle. And…
His attention skipped passed the students and moved to the politicians’ pavilion. His gaze locked with crimson, and he nearly faltered under the sheer hunger in those eyes.
It unnerved him how fixated the man was on his dirtied, exhausted figure.
But what troubled him more was the slight smirk he could make out on the man’s lips. It was almost pleased.
Hadrian stared into those fathomless eyes, everything becoming hazy and unimportant under that weighty stare.
It was only due to his close attention that he spotted the flicker of – concernshockfear? in the man’s eyes.
Voldemort was not looking at him though. His gaze was pinned behind him.
Hadrian frowned, tilting to see what had caused the reaction.
Something slammed into his side, biting through his vest and sending him flying. He let out a shout, cut off abruptly when his body crashed against the rocks, his head snapping back.
And everything went dark.
OoO
Augustus had not even flinched when, almost three months ago, his Lord had approached him about using the manticore for the Triwizard Tournament. The beast had been doing nothing but collecting dust for close to thirty years anyway, so he had not hesitated when signing it over.
As far as he was concerned, everything in Britain belonged to his Lord anyway, to do with what he wished.
He had not flinched throughout all his years following the man. Not the torturing, not the spying, not the war. He had never stumbled, never been bothered by anything he had done in the name of his Master.
He was a very easy-going man, and nothing ever managed to get under his skin.
That being said – the sharp, piercing crack of Hadrian Evans’ head colliding with the rock wall of the arena had him gasping quietly.
The boy had done splendidly in his match. He had embodied the very notion of a Slytherin with his actions. Everything he did had an aim, no spell recklessly wasted. All of it was part of a plan.
His exploitation of the manticore’s slight weakness to physical attacks had been fantastic.
And the use of a doppelgänger. That was very advanced magic, especially for a seventh year. Using such a spell to draw the beast away from his target, allowing it to be sacrificed to further his goal of getting to his item.
The ruthless way it had stabbed into the manticore’s eye was nothing short of ingenious. The protective film over the beast’s eyes stopped all manner of attacks from blinding it – but much like a dragon, they were easily the most vulnerable part of its body.
The doppelgänger had been a bloody brilliant tactic, there was no doubt about that.
And Evans had completed his task in the fastest time, reaching his item and putting the beast down.
Only, something clearly went very wrong.
Shock had been the biggest emotion he had felt when he saw the beast stir, followed almost immediately by concern as its tail struck, catching Evans in the side and swatting him away like a fly.
It made no sense – the collar should have worked. They had designed it to be infallible, and the manticore had always succumbed to the serum before.
Without thought, he leapt into the arena, several others right behind him. Instead of joining his fellow Unspeakables as they set to trying to contain the beast, he sprinted to Evans’ crumpled form.
The boy was slouched unmoving against the arena wall.
Augustus had no attachment to the student, but he understood the political shit storm that would occur if the boy died after his task had finished. Everyone knew that the second the champions touched their item, they were done.
The manticore somehow getting passed the serum, tricking them into thinking it was defeated, and attacking Evans while his back was turned…there would be hell to pay, he was sure.
But there was no time for those thoughts right now. He had to check the damage, and – if necessary – stabilise the French wizard.
He crouched next to the boy, hand going for the back of his head and cradling it gently. With aching care his fingers ghosted over the back, magic probing at the damage.
His lips thinned at the amount of blood. He knew head wounds had a tendency to bleed, but the gash he could feel was definitely worrying. The fact that Evans had not so much as twitched since he had gotten to him was also doing nothing to abate his growing concern.
Augustus focussed on the child, and muttered a quick, “Rennervate.”
With a jerk and a gasp, Evans came to. His eyes popped wide, before they glazed with pain. Augustus made sure to keep a firm grasp on his head to stop him from moving too much and worsening the injury.
“Calm down, you were hit by the manticore’s tail and cracked your head. I needed you awake so I can assess the damage.”
Evans shook in his hold, breath wheezing. Two dazed, green eyes looked up at him unseeingly. The pupils were blown wide and a ribbon of bright red cut over the boy’s forehead and down his nose.
“Venom…” the boy whispered, voice almost inaudible in the surrounding insanity. “Tail…ven…” Evans’ eyes screwed shut.
Augustus grimaced when he remembered. Just what they needed on top of a head wound. Though at least the boy was coherent enough to speak, and about something relevant. Perhaps his magic had unconsciously protected him and lessened the damage?
It would not be the first time he had seen such a thing occur.
“We’ll deal with it later, for now -”
Evans weakly shoved him away with one hand while the other scrambled at his vest. With more skill than he would have thought given the boy’s current state, he pulled off his vest and began ripping at the bloodied shirt.
“Only…minute…have to…get it out.”
Augustus moved to grasp Evans’ arm and stop his harsh movements, but was stopped when the boy’s magic flared warningly, batting him away.
He leaned back in surprise, not having expected the boy to have been capable of utilising wandless magic. He watched silently as Evans held his trembling hand over his gaping side and a soft blue light formed in his hand.
Just what was he doing?
Evans exhaled three times in quick succession before violently flinging his hand out and away from his body. Augustus shouted when blood exploded from the boy’s wound, splashing over the ground next to them. He only had a moment to take in the inky-black colouring of the blood before the boy slumped forward, into his arms.
Evans whined low in his throat and clutched at Augustus, fingers curling into his cloak in an extremely childlike manner.
He just ripped the venom out of him. His head is cracked open, he’s barely conscious; yet he wandlessly and wordlessly just expelled his tainted blood.
Augustus looked down at the head of black hair in terrified wonder.
To think a mere child…
“Augustus.”
He glanced back over his shoulder to see his Lord standing there, blank faced but with spots of blood dusting his cheeks. His eyes roamed further back to the carcass of the manticore. The silver dagger that had been in its eye seemed to have grown within its fleshy confines, expanding until the beast’s head had burst.
“It’s bad.” Was all he said, already dismissing the supposedly undefeatable monster. If anyone was capable of doing so, it would be his Lord.
“Come, he needs medical attention.”
Augustus scooped the boy into his arms and followed after his Lord, mindful of the way Evans was mumbling to himself. It sounded like French, but every so often he swore it switched to Spanish, and even German.
His Lord lead them into the underground section of the arena, just short of a run. Augustus studied the older wizard carefully, unable to stop his curiosity from surfacing. His Lord looked…concerned? Understandable considering that if this boy died, there could be any number of unforeseen complications heading their way.
The fragile alliance between their countries could implode because of this. All their hard work, slowly weeding out any political threats to their regime, building up respect and credibility with the other world powers. It now all hung in the balance because of the boy in his arms.
But something told him there was more to it than that.
There was something personal in his Lord’s gaze, and it told Augustus that if his Lord had any say over the situation, Evans would not be dying today.
They emerged in a large room, filled to the brim with cabinets and lined with several beds. With one sweep of his eyes he spotted the two other champions, still being treated for their wounds.
Lucius’ spawn – bandages wrapped around his bare chest – sprung to his feet, eyes falling on the bloodied figure of Evans. Augustus could easily read the fear in the blond’s eyes and wanted to sneer.
Malfoy or not, this boy was far too soft to ever be one of them. He was incapable of hiding his emotions enough to ever survive in the carnivorous world of the Death Eaters. He would be picked apart the moment he was branded.
The girl also looked shaken at the sight of the third champion, going so far as to turn her head away. Though whether that was because the sight was too ghastly, or because she did not like Evans, he did not know.
Neither of them had been hurt this severely though, and despite his personal thoughts on them, he had to acknowledge that they were still children. Seeing someone their age, someone they knew and had interacted with, covered in blood and barely aware of their surroundings was likely to upset them.
His Lord gestured vaguely to one of the raised beds situated in the middle of the room, and Augustus carefully transferred his passenger onto the new surface. Evans’ fingers were still locked into his cloak, and he had to pry the hands off of him so he could step back.
The moment he was free, mediwitches were swarming the room, descending on the boy like vultures.
The first one that reached out to touch the boy jumped back with a yelp, cradling her blistered hand to her chest.
A look of mutual bewilderment came to their faces.
A second tried to touch the boy, only to be tossed back viciously.
Like a dam bursting, Augustus could feel the magic humming around the child, writhing like madness and lashing out at all who approached.
Beakers shattered, glass spraying everywhere as they ducked to avoid the shards.
“His magic is out of control!” One shouted.
It’s trying to protect him, he realised with awe. Even barely conscious, Evans magic was reacting to any perceived threat, unable to tell friend from foe.
It was much like a wild animal that was wounded, snarling and biting at whatever approached, regardless of intent. And in his current disjointed state, Evans was in no condition to reign in the violent power.
It made him wonder though, why he had not been attacking so fiercely when he had first approached the boy. Was it because they had already met once before, and on some level Evans knew who he was?
It was the only thing that made sense, seeing as he could not trust Augustus, not so quickly at least. That would be foolish, and if there was anything Evans’ match had shown him, it was that the boy was no fool.
“If we can’t stop him, there’s no way we can treat him! He’ll bleed out at this rate!”
Even in the midst of flying glass and the panicking mediwitches, his Lord stood tall and unaffected.
There was a dangerous glint in his ruby eyes as he watched the pandemonium play out in front of him, gaze fixated on Evans’ stationary figure.
The Dark Lord prowled forward, his own magic rising to combat Evans’, easily countering all the frantic attacks on his person. He stopped at one end of the bed, staring down at Evan’s face intently. There was a small smirk on his lips.
His Lord clamped his hands on either side of Evan’s head, leaning down until they were eye to eye.
“I will keep him subdued, be prepared to treat him the moment his magic stops.” His Lord tapped a finger on Evans’ cheek demandingly, causing the child to crack his eyes open. “If he dies, your own lives are forfeit.” He continued casually.
The Dark Lord smiled darkly down at the dazed boy. “Let’s take a peek at that brain of yours, Hadrian.” The man purred softly.
A hand shot up and clamped onto one of the Dark Lord’s wrists, nails digging into the bare skin with surprising force. Evans’ eyes cleared long enough to burn with anger, every ounce of it aimed at the man looming above him.
“Don’t you fucking -”
“Legilimens.”
Notes:
Hope the match wasn't too disappointing....I know I kinda built it up quite a lot, but when it came to actually writing the scene, this was the only way I was really satisfied with doing it. Everything else just seemed either to forced or way too outrageous. I wanted to keep it rather simple, while still showing off a bit a Hadrian's skills. But yeah...Hope it's still alright?
Chapter 19: Chapter Nineteen
Notes:
Jesus guys and I thought chapter 17's response was good! You completely blew me away with the response for chapter 18! I was actually left stunned by how many comments it got. Thanks so much for all the support! It means the world to me :D :D Thanks as well to all the people who point out any mistakes I make - I don't have a beta and I do try to edit but I'm me so naturally it doesn't go too well all the time haha.
Also, some stuff happens in this one, so I hope you're all ready because the plot is gone to start picking up now :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Voldemort had only ever encountered Hadrian’s mental shields whenever he attempted to skim the child’s mind, and those had always been quite strong, batting his efforts away easily.
Typically, with such a protected mind, he would have been met with more resistance when entering. The only reason he had managed to breeze passed the initial walls as effortlessly as he had, was because Hadrian was hardly at his peak right now, and his mental defences reflected that.
His body was already falling into shock, due to the blood loss, and the fact that there were likely still traces of venom circulating his system.
He had seen the boy remove most of it – and had that not been a delicious display of skill? – but he knew that without a wand, the level of precision for the spell would have diminished greatly.
With his magical loss, and the trauma from the task itself, coupled with the gaping wound on his head – Voldemort was unsurprised that the boy’s first line of defence had crumpled under his intrusion like wet paper.
He was, however, surprised with this.
He found himself in a void.
There was nothing but the unending darkness. All around him, pressing in on him, suffocating and consuming him. It seemed to thrum with warning, a silent threat that whispered you do not belong here.
Unprepared for such an attack, there was a brief moment – nothing more than a flicker – where panic washed through him.
Whatever he had anticipated lurked within the boy’s mind, it had not been this complete lack of everything.
From his interactions with Hadrian, he would have expected this space to be filled to the brim with ideas and emotions and memories. The boy was so quick-witted and sly, his eyes alive with every thought that came to him, constantly spinning.
This stillness, this silence…it was like nothing he had ever experienced in any mind before.
And that unbalanced him for a beat. But as quickly as he lost it, his calm returned to him when he noted that other than being supremely uncomfortable, this darkness was doing nothing but holding him tightly in place, restricting him from going forward or retreating.
He relaxed the tension that had sprung through him.
This was what the mindscape of a braindead person would resemble, the complete cessation of all thought – just without the crushing sensation of entrapment.
If he had not been able to feel Hadrian’s magic pushing against his own – futilely attempting to eject him – he would almost be tempted to label him dead.
Initially, he had been content to just stay on the fringes of Hadrian’s mind, to keep his magic focussed on his invading presence rather than the mediwitches trying to heal his broken body.
But now…his curiosity was piqued yet again by the child, and he acknowledged that this was a unique opportunity to unravel some of his little enigma’s secrets.
Ever since that first lesson his thoughts had repeatedly strayed back to the French seventh year. Sometimes fleetingly, thought more often than not, for long stretches of time. The more time he spent in the boy’s company, the more prominent his interest had grown.
And he was not foolish enough to allow this chance to slip through his fingers.
His eyes roamed over the shroud of darkness, senses reaching out to probe the strange defence, trying to see if he had any way to dispel it.
It was positively unnerving. There was just something undeniably foreign about its presence here.
It was clear that this was not a natural defence projected by Hadrian to protect his mind, because he could detect a different magical signature mingled in with the boy’s own. But it was also wrong, because it just…was not Hadrian enough.
If the boy did create this projection, Voldemort had no doubt it would be clawing at him, shredding him, viciously attacking at whatever fell into its grasp. Instead, it was almost placid, and that was not in the boy’s nature.
If he had to guess, he would say that it was planted here by someone else – someone who had an impressive amount of magic at their disposal, and an innate talent with the mind arts.
But more than that, they would have had to have had extensive access to Hadrian’s mind, because this was no small feat, constructing defences in another’s mind. It would have required months – even years, depending on the caster – of repeated visits to build the base, and then to grow it into what it was today.
There were very few people who he would bet Hadrian trusted enough to allow into his mind so often, and from such a young age. The boy was what, seventeen? They would have had to wait until his magical core was developed enough to accept such a presence in his mind, which would – most likely – place him around six to eight when this began.
The most obvious choice would be his mother. And that was entirely curious because he had been told by the boy himself that his mother barely held enough magic to make potions. A snippet of information he was intimately aware of mirroring his own pathetic mother.
And during his brief introduction to Hadrian’s mother, while he had noted her fiery personality and the dangerous intelligence in her green eyes, he had not sensed any significant amount of magic in her.
Of course, it was possible there was another figure in Hadrian’s life that he would trust to do this, someone he was not aware of.
An aunt or uncle perhaps? An older cousin?
He had been positive though that there was no extended family on his mother’s side, the woman being a descendant from a long line of squibs that lingered on the edges of magical society. Her parents had passed years ago, and there had been no other children. And his father was of muggle heritage, so there was no chance of the caster being from his side.
How fascinating. So it must be a close friend.
However, his mother did not strike him as a woman content to allow anyone to get too close to her child. The way she had so blatantly lied to their faces, just to scurry her son away from him was telling enough.
It was so odd a reaction, though what had caught his attention was not the anger in her gaze, or the way she had scanned him with suspicion. It had been the glint of possessiveness.
He had only approached the woman in the first place because he knew Hadrian would stop his amusing avoidance tactics if he perceived his mother to be in any form of discomfort or danger.
“I love her.”
He had only ended up with more questions though, ones he would get an answer to, now that he had been gifted with this remarkable opportunity.
But first he had to get out of this.
Very few things were infallible, and while Hadrian had consistently shown he was far from average, he was not skilled enough to keep him trapped here indefinitely.
Age did play a factor in cases such as this, after all, and for all his power, the boy was still a boy. In the face of someone such as him, who held years of experience and more power in comparison, Hadrian was at a severe disadvantage.
Slowly, Voldemort reached out and concentrated, feeling mentally for the edges of these shadows, his determination fighting against the child’s in a fierce battle for dominance.
It could have been seconds, it could have been minutes, but eventually Hadrian’s magic faltered.
Voldemort smirked, and pounced on the weakness with glee. He grasped at the trembling shadow and pulled.
There was a sharp ripping sound, and then, like a blanket being tugged away, the darkness receded and left him in brilliant light.
He took a moment to regain his sense of awareness, marvelling at the impressive trap, even with its unknown caster. Whoever had placed and grown the trap had been skilled, and resolute about keeping invaders from the boy’s mind.
Any ordinary legilimens would have floundered in the darkness, unable or unwilling to press onwards or retreat, simply stuck until they were ejected from Hadrian’s mind.
Fortunately, he had never been ordinary.
With a deep breath, he cast his gaze around the newest space he found himself in, almost childishly eager to catch his first true glimpse of Hadrian’s mindscape.
The stone walls on either side of him rose oppressively into the sparkling sky. In front of him, the corridor stretched for several metres, before taking a sharp right. A glance behind him showed much the same, only the bend occurred to the left.
He walked forwards and rounded the corner, cocking his head when he was met with a solid wall.
A terrifying grin slid over his face as he pivoted and made his way back in the other direction, this time, being allowed to continue by turning down yet another stone corridor.
A maze.
The first layer of the child’s mind was a maze.
A delighted laugh escaped him. Because this, this was what he had been expecting when he had come here.
A mind as challenging to navigate and difficult to decipher as the boy himself was.
Oh, he was going to enjoy this.
OoO
Mayhem.
It was the only word that could even begin to describe what was happening in the room.
Simone Lécuyer watched with tightly controlled anger as members of her council – some of the most respected and influential people in her country – spewed insults towards the British Minister and his associates with all the finesse of children.
She took a deep breath, biting back her own rage-filled comments, knowing that the last thing they needed right now was another raised voice adding to the already heightened tensions.
Something brushed against her elbow, and she tilted her head enough to make out Éric Korin gazing down at her stoically. His mask could not hide anything from her though, after years of knowing him, she could read every ripple across his face with accuracy.
He was just as angry as the rest of them, though perhaps for different reasons. If she recalled correctly, Éric’s son, Jacob, was quite close with Hadrian. The two boys were often seen together at social functions, joined at the hip even outside of their academy.
Éric would have known Hadrian for years, and she could see the worry lingering in the back of his brown eyes. She understood intimately how he felt.
She herself had only recently had the pleasure of meeting the boy wonder of Beauxbatons. She had heard of him, whenever the topic of student performance came up at various meetings. But until last year, he had been unknown to her.
Hadrian was, in a word, amusing.
A smart young man who knew how to use what he had to play the game.
He was attractive – not the most attractive she had ever seen, and it was only excessively noticeable when the boy put effort into his appearance, but it was there. Like a subtle trait that was impossible to ignore once it has been pointed out.
He could twist his words as easily as any politician, but he was not a polished act. He stumbled occasionally, and certainly made mistakes.
He was charming, and bold, and understood the subtleties of their lifestyle better than most of his peers, but he was reckless and that highlighted his youth.
He was good, and he knew it. Which made him arrogant.
Normally, such an attitude would make him unworthy of her notice. Just another ambitious, cocky child that did not know when to stop.
But underneath all of that there was something else, something she had caught a glimpse of during their first meeting that made him interesting. Potential.
As he was now, Hadrian Evans was simply a brilliant student with a knack for politics. But with the right pressure, the right guidance and advice, she could see him being someone truly spectacular in the future.
Simone might be ahead of herself, but in five or so years, she would not be against the idea of stepping down – but only if there was someone like Hadrian there to take the office from her.
With the current state of the world, they needed someone that could balance mercy with ruthlessness. Someone who was more than willing to put the needs of their country first and be prepared to make tough decisions.
Simone was perfectly capable of handling it at the moment, but she was more than aware of her creeping mortality. France needed a leader who was not hindered by such weakness.
Which was why, once he graduated, she was fully prepared to offer a job as her personal assistant to the boy. She would be able to provide him with practical experience dealing with actual political situations, and give him an open view into what the responsibilities of a minister were.
Simone was not a teacher, but she was not one to let such potential be squandered. She would use her last few years in office to groom him, help him hone his abilities and set him up for success. He was good, but she would make him great.
Hadrian was the type of person who could make a real difference, and she was determined to make sure it was a positive one.
That was, if he even survived the afternoon.
He had acted courageously in his task against the manticore, and truly displayed those talents his professors were constantly praising him for. Simone felt nothing but pride as France’s champion completed his task in the quickest time, without a single scratch on him.
And then it had all crumpled with one swipe of the creature’s tail.
Simone’s hands clenched when she recalled how the boy had collided with the wall, how he had slid to the ground listlessly, blood dripping down his face.
Her councilmen had every right to be furious. The moment Hadrian had touched his item, the manticore should have been neutralised. He was back under the protection of the Dark Lord.
If Hadrian died because the British Ministry was too incompetent to ensure his safety after his task, then no matter her own desires to keep the alliance between them open – her people would demand retribution.
They were entrusting Lord Voldemort with the life of one of their most prodigious students in decades, and now he was lying unconscious, life slipping away.
Unable to stand the chaos around her, she removed her wand and held it into the air. There was a loud crack, and the shouting voices cut off as they all flinched instinctively. Simone lowered her wand and moved her eyes over her people, well aware that they were all watching her, awaiting her next move.
“Now that that is over with,” her voice was as low as her opinion of them, and they dropped their eyes from hers. “Minister Malfoy, please explain to me, again, how the manticore managed to outwit your team of handlers.”
Simone stared down the blond man across from her, “Explain to me why my champion is quite possibly dying right now due to your negligence.”
Lucius Malfoy was a snake if she ever saw one. It was all in the placating spread of his hands, and the condescending curl of his smile. “Minister Lécuyer, I assure you, the incident is being investigated as we speak. What happened to Mr. Evans is a terrible tragedy; and we have our best healers working on him. Even Lord Voldemort is there, to oversee the boy’s condition.”
“‘A terrible tragedy’.” She echoed, unimpressed. “That does not even begin to cover what happened Minister. You, personally, told us at the beginning of this tournament, that between challenges the champions would be perfectly safe. Hadrian completed his task, and yet, he was critically wounded.”
Next to her Éric shifted.
“Minister, again, we do not know how the manticore was able to overcome the serum. Until such information has been handed to us, pointing fingers is a waste of time.”
“And how can we trust the information you give us?” Éric spoke harshly, and murmurs erupted through the gathered people. Simone shot him a quelling look, not in the mood for a male pissing contest.
Malfoy narrowed his eyes at the slight. “Are you suggesting we would falsify the report, Lord Korin?”
“I am merely suggesting that someone must be at fault, and I have found that some people would do anything to avoid being found guilty.” The two wizards glared at each other from over the table.
“That’s right!” Another cried. “‘ow do we know you did not sabotage our champion!”
And just like that, the voices were back, and much louder.
Simone resisted the urge to pinch the bridge of her nose. She could already feel the control of the meeting falling away. She ignored whatever retort Malfoy had, feeling weariness rise within her suddenly.
Resisting the urge to rub her temple, she finally reached her limit. With narrowed eyes, she once again cut through the shouts.
“As amusing as this has been gentlemen, I am afraid I have little patience to deal with this pointless conversation further. Until we know what exactly has occurred, there is little we can do. Minister Malfoy, I expect a full, detailed report within the next two days.”
She frowned lightly, “Now, I suggest we conclude this so I may attend to my champion.”
Without looking back, she left. At her departure, her councilmen scrambled to leave as well.
She did not care if she bruised any egos with her abrupt exit, or that it was hardly her most graceful moment. She had more important things to do then manage over bickering children.
“Well done,” she snapped quietly to Éric, knowing he was following after her. “let us accuse the British Ministry of not only illegally retracting information from an investigation, but also stir rumours that they planned an assassination attempt on our champion.”
Éric did not even have the decency to be ashamed. “You cannot believe that they did not know something like this would occur.”
“I believe in having all the facts before jumping to conclusions. Honestly, what were you thinking Éric?” She spun to face him, "Do you want an international incident on our hands?"
"We already have one." He said firmly, "And Britain will do whatever it needs to, to avoid being blamed for this."
Simone stared up at him silently, before she huffed lightly and looked away. "I have never minded your clearly antagonistic views on Britain's new regime. But you would do well to remember that we are standing in the heart of his kingdom. I need allies Éric, not people kicking up trouble.”
“No one man should have the amount of power he does. A single wizard cannot rule an entire country.”
“Tell that to Grindelwald,” Simone snapped, “he almost singlehandedly took over his country, and very nearly succeeded in conquering Europe as well. We should be thankful that Lord Voldemort has made no move to extend his reach.”
“Yet.” Éric stressed, “He may be content to remain within the Isles for now, but a man such as he will always crave more. It is only a matter of time before he turns his greed on us.”
All the more reason to have a leader unhindered by their own body – someone who stands a better chance of enduring his assault.
“Minister Lécuyer!”
They started at the call, heads turning to see the harried group of students approaching, led by Raina Séverin. Just paces behind her, Simone could make out the pale faces of Claire Daniau, Éric’s son Jacob, and several others.
“Raina,” Simone greeted the girl politely. She had a rather good relationship with Raina’s father, and could already see the girl intended to follow in his footsteps. It was a shame what had happened with her mother, though Raina had never known the woman, so she was largely unaffected by her mother’s beliefs. “are you alright?”
Raina stopped in front of her, taking a moment to glance at her friends, before facing them again. Her expression was pulled tight, and her cheeks lacked any colour. “Minister Lécuyer,” she began, “I – we were hoping you had some news…about Hadrian, and his…condition.”
Ah, of course. Simone sighed deeply, face softening at the signs of their obvious frantic concern for their friend’s state. “Unfortunately, I have not heard anything about Hadrian. All I know is he is being treated right now, and that Lord Voldemort is overseeing everything.”
Displeasure was evident in the slumps of their shoulders, and Simone felt her heart give a little at the sight. They were all so young.
She reached out and placed her hand carefully on Raina’s shoulder, gifting them with a gentle smile. “Hadrian is strong, and he is with the best healers in Britain right now. There is every chance that he may pull through yet. Have faith in him.”
“He was covered in blood.” Daniau murmured quietly, eyes unfocussed. “It hit him so hard.”
From the corner of her eye, Simone watched as Jacob drifted closer to his father, and the two conversed softly off to the side. Éric’s hands flickered as if to grab his child, but he refrained at the last second.
“He was gravely injured, yes. But we must not let our minds be plagued by doubts. Right now, all that matters is that he is receiving the care he needs.”
Her words comforted them little, but Simone honestly had nothing that could elevate their fears. The truth was, Hadrian had as much chance of surviving as he did of dying. They could do nothing for him but sit and wait.
“Are you going to go see him?” Raina asked, dark eyes staring up at her beseechingly.
“I was heading there now.” She could see the question forming before it even left the girl’s mouth. “You will not be allowed to come, Raina. I will likely not even be permitted into the room until he is stable. I am sorry.”
Her face lowered in disappointment. Simone stepped backwards, “Return to the carriage Raina, Madame Maxime will want you all there soon. Do not delay.”
Simone squeezed her shoulder once more in comfort, before sweeping passed. She had a champion to visit.
OoO
The ground gave way.
Voldemort landed hard, grunting as his legs bent to absorb the impact. He fought off a scowl.
This was the fourth time such a trap had occurred, with increasing frequency each occurrence. It was becoming tiresome.
He stood, scanning his new environment critically. The maze walls were as unchanging as always.
While this projection was incredibly well constructed and maintained, he was beginning to consider resorting to using a more forceful approach to get passed this. His patience had been slowly worn the longer he walked through the never-ending corridors.
His magic gathered, ready to push against the boy’s when an echo reached his ears.
“Stop being such children.”
He cocked his head to the side, moving in the direction of the whispery voice. It was faint and somewhat familiar. As he rounded the next corner, another voice spoke, still barely audible.
“You do not need to be so bitter, Raina.” Hadrian’s voice teased. “If you wanted to join in, all you had to do was ask.”
The rest of the conversation trickled away as suddenly as it had come, but hearing it made Voldemort grin. He was clearly getting closer to the boy’s memories if snippets of past conversations were leaking through.
Stretching out his magic, he probed along the corridor, searching for a way to break through.
His magic surged around one spot along the stone wall, and with a sharp shove, the maze fell away in front of him. There was a blinding light, and then his feet were landing in soft grass.
Voldemort hummed as he took in the beautiful, peaceful gardens. There were several marble water fountains dominating the green scenery, sculptured hedges and lush, flowering trees decorating the grounds.
He only needed one glance at the towering, mountain-carved castle and the blazing emblem to know where he was.
He had never personally been to Beauxbatons, but he had heard stories of its splendour, and seeing it in Hadrian’s mindscape did not surprise him.
Those who were taught occlumency were often encouraged to use a structure to better organise their thoughts. Many would choose something that was familiar to them, a building or location they associated with safety and comfort.
Most ended up constructing some version of their home – the Malfoy Manor construction in Lucius’ mind was superb – but there were others who picked otherwise.
His own was Hogwarts. As his first true home, he found more comfort in its hallowed halls than any other place he had been. It also had the added benefit of being an enormous building, giving him plenty of space to secret away his thoughts and memories.
It appeared Hadrian, too, understood that connection.
He moved towards the entrance of the academy, only pausing occasionally to witness small, insignificant memories play around him. Most were simply the boy and his friends eating together, or lounging in the sun as they spoke.
He scaled the marble steps, and slipped through the open doors without a problem. The moment he was inside, the doors shut behind him with a resolute click. He paused briefly, aware of how Hadrian magic was definitely more concentrated in here, and the overbearing presence of eyes pierced him.
He wondered if the boy was even conscious of his arrival at his core layer, or if it was only his magic reacting to a potential threat.
He waited to see if the power would attack, but it merely hovered, much like a librarian looming behind students to remind them to behave. A small smile kicked at the edges of his mouth at the apt comparison.
He set off through the grand halls, marvelling at the openness and how the light from the windows made the golden streams glisten and the crystals shine. It was truly a magnificent castle.
Voldemort moved through the halls leisurely, not knowing the outline of the academy but content that now that he was here, he had time to explore.
Curiosity guiding him, he paused in front of a random door. He had passed a number of them already, and could only assume behind them lay memories.
Voldemort reached out and opened the door.
Jacob threw himself onto the bed, bouncing from the force, and laughing loudly. Hadrian stood over him, eyebrows raised and mouth twisted fondly.
“Congratulations,” the dark haired boy snickered, “you have transcended from drunk to completely and utterly wasted.” Bottles of firewhiskey littered the floor around them, and Hadrian kicked one lightly with his foot.
Jacob wriggled in his place, looking up at his friend with a grin. “Thank you, thank you. I claim all the credit.” He buried himself deeper into the blankets, brown eyes sparkling playfully at the other.
Hadrian huffed in exasperation, collapsing on his own bed with a grunt. “Why I let you talk me into these things, I will never know.” He tossed an arm over his eyes and whined pitifully. “My brain isn’t working.”
“Good,” Jacob said, foot coming up and prodding insistently on Hadrian’s knee. “you are far too serious all the time. You need to get that pole out of your arse and live a little. Go find one of the girls and make out. That would definitely help your attitude.”
Hadrian swatted his foot away with a scowl, shifting without coordination until he was somewhat facing Jacob. “I do not have an attitude.” He protested.
“Yeah right,” he snorted. “you are such a stick in the mud. If you got laid, I bet you would be more fun.”
Hadrian groaned. “I’m not a virgin, Korin, I don’t know how many times I have to tell you that.”
“And you refuse to tell me who you slept with, therefore, I refuse to believe it. Name, or it didn’t happen.”
Hadrian groaned again, louder and longer. “Fine.” He snapped, “Michael Laurent. Last year.”
Jacob sat up, eyes wide. “Michael Laurent? As in the Quidditch captain of your rival team? The guy you spent nearly five years complaining about being a massive, egotistical dick? How did that happen?”
Hadrian shrugged. “After the last game of the year, he congratulated me on a good match, and asked me what I was planning to do after I graduated. We got talking, next thing we were having sex in the locker room.”
“No way.” Jacob breathed, stunned. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because you would have made a big deal about me finally losing my virginity and I didn’t want that getting out to the whole school by breakfast.”
“No not that,” Jacob brushed it aside with a wave of his hand. “I meant you – you know, being gay.”
“Bisexual, actually.” Hadrian corrected breezily, as if he was not causing his friend’s brain to explode.
“How did I miss that?” Jacob asked, throwing his arms out and falling back onto his bed. “I am as blind as a bat.” He complained.
“There there,” Hadrian said sarcastically, “you never asked and I never advertised. Why?” Something tentative crept into the dark haired boy’s voice. “Is it a problem?”
“No!” Jacob shouted, still sounding annoyed. “I’m just pissed that I have been pathetically pining from a distance because I thought you were as straight as an arrow, and now I find out I could have had sex with you ages ago!”
“Wow, way to make me sound easy.”
“Shut up you prick, that isn’t what I meant and you know it.”
“Still offended.”
Jacob crossed his arms and glared at Hadrian, as if all of this was his fault anyway. “I am very mad at you for being so sneaky with this.”
“I wasn’t ‘being sneaky’,” Hadrian scoffed, “I just don’t see the point of making a big deal out of it. I like boys. I like girls. It’s not a world-ending event.”
“But I could have been seducing you this entire time.” Jacob moaned sadly, “Do you know how long I’ve thought about having sex with you? Months, Hadrian. Months. You are a terrible friend.”
Hadrian chuckled lightly, “I’m so terribly sorry. What can I do to make it up to you?”
“Hmm,” he hummed, “how ‘bout a kiss?” Jacob teased.
There was a brief lull in their conversation, and Hadrian pushed himself into a sitting position, staring at Jacob blankly. His friend flushed, opening his mouth to mutter an apology.
“Sure.” Hadrian slid off his bed and crossed the distance easily. Jacob let out a noise of surprise, before Hadrian was gripping him by the back of his neck and reeling him in.
It was quick, but gentle, and Jacob shivered when they separated. Hadrian looked down at him, eyes crinkling a little as he smiled down at the stupefied expression on Jacob’s face.
“Anything else, your highness?” His fingers curled into his hair and his eyes ran over him thoroughly. There was no mistaking the glint in Hadrian’s eyes.
Jacob bit his lip, “Can we -?” He stopped himself.
Hadrian cocked an eyebrow, still grinning to himself. “Why Korin, I like how you think.” Even as he spoke, his hands trailed down Jacob’s chest and gave him a little shove.
“Down you go,” he said, “good boy.” Hadrian crawled on top of him, undoing his shirt as he went. “I don’t make a habit of sleeping with my friends Jacob.” He said softly, “Just this once, okay?”
The door snapped shut in his face as the memory faded.
Voldemort blinked to clear the sense of vertigo that rushed through him, processing what he had just witnessed.
He had suspected, but it was nice to have his suspicions confirmed.
With growing intrigue, he continued on his way through the hallways, tempted to view more memories but knowing that unless he wanted to draw more attention to himself, and risk Hadrian fighting him more than he already was, he had to wait until he got to more important memories.
He went up the first staircase he found, skipping the next two floors. He assumed the boy’s more prominent secrets would be better guarded in the upper sections, and so that was where he was headed.
The more levels he passed, the more locked doors he came across. Some simply refused to budge, other had padlocks securely over the handles. It was fascinating, and made his desire to know even stronger.
He wanted to stripe everything down and peruse it. He wanted to lay it all out and learn what made this child tick, learn every dream and thought and aspiration. It was, he acknowledged, quite a reckless thing. Something that was very close to becoming an obsession if he did not tread carefully.
Hadrian Evans was an interesting specimen, and he knew that he wanted him as a potential recruit, but was he really worth all the effort?
The very air seemed to become heavier the higher he climbed, and magic trailed along his limbs warningly, like nails scrapping against him.
He came to the final level, stepping onto the single hallway, lined with locked doors.
This was the place.
Each step he took had Hadrian’s magic scratching at him, though the boy was still too weak to hinder him. If Hadrian was not as injured as he was, Voldemort doubted he would have ever made it passed the maze.
He eventually stopped in front of yet another locked door, though unlike all the others, this one had heavy chains crisscrossing it. The boy’s magic was particularly strong in this area, and Voldemort knew he had found what he was looking for.
He stepped closer to the ridiculously protected door and let one hand hover just above it. He hummed softly, magic rising and preparing to start opening the locks. Only to stop.
Voldemort narrowed his eyes, and tilted his head to the left, gazing at the next door.
It had not been apparent at first, but the next door…the magic was positively swirling around it.
He smirked at the clever ruse. He was being baited with the chained door.
Voldemort dropped his hand and moved in front of the next door, eyes scanning it critically. An idea bubbled to the surface, and without hesitation, his magic slammed into the second door.
Instantly, he felt like he was being crushed. Hadrian’s magic wrapped around him like a python, squeezing and crackling with power. It was worse than the void.
The void merely kept him stationary, a delaying tactic until Hadrian could eject the intruder.
This was seeking to destroy. To crush. To devour.
Voldemort’s magic attacked, ripping at the boy’s own in an attempt to break free.
It was violent, and painful, and for a horrible few seconds Voldemort did not know if he would be able to win.
But just like before, Hadrian magic wavered under the constant strain, and with a vicious stab, Voldemort shredded the protections around the door.
Memories rushed at him. Voices and images overlapping.
Hadrian burst through the front door, hair windswept and broom perched on his shoulder. His grin faded under his mother’s harsh glare. “What were you thinking?” She snapped, red hair flying as she approached him.
“Maman, I -”
“I told you not to enter that Quidditch tournament. What if someone recognised you!”
Hadrian ducked his head, “It was just for fun.”
“‘Fun’ is not worth risking everything. You could have jeopardised all of it!”
“…I’m sorry.”
Another rose as the memory faded.
“I’m at the top of my class.” A younger Hadrian said shyly, and his mother smiled down at him, leaning to press a soft kiss to his forehead.
“I never doubted you for a moment. I’m so proud of you darling. Your father would be as well.”
And another.
“Voldemort.” She spat.
Hadrian nodded once again, calm in the face of his mother’s rage. “My thoughts as well. Though Malfoy was apparently the one to propose the idea.”
“It doesn’t matter who proposed the idea Harry, we know Malfoy is just a figurehead. This has Voldemort written all over it, what concerns me is why?”
Hadrian leant back on his hands and watched as his mother’s mind began working.
“I doubt he knows about us maman,” he spoke softly “because if he did he wouldn’t go to such lengths to confirm his suspicions. He has no idea where we went after the attack, and even if he somehow caught news of me he wouldn’t automatically jump to the right conclusion.”
He hopped off the counter and put his hands on her shoulders, waiting until she met his eyes and the anger in them had cooled. “Think maman, if he knew about us we would have already been attacked, or there would be surveillance, or any number of horrible things would have happened.”
And another.
She weaved her hands through his hair, humming quietly.
“Hey, mummy?” She looked down at him, eyes gentle and warm.
“Yes Harry?”
“How come I don’t have a dad?”
Her hands stuttered, and tears came to her eyes as she stared down at him. “Oh sweetheart…” she pulled away from him uncertainly. “You do – did have a father. You had the most amazing father in the world, one that loved you so much and who was so excited when you were born.”
He blinked up at her, not understanding. “But where is he now?”
“He…he died, when you were just a baby.”
“How did he die?”
She bit her lip, a debate warring over her features. “He was killed by a very bad man.” She whispered after a long moment. “Someone horrible came to our home, he wanted to hurt us. You father stayed behind to give us a chance to escape.”
Her fingers brushed strands of messy black hair from his face. “He loved us both so much Harry. He wanted to protect us from the bad man. Your father was the best man in the whole world, and I never want you to doubt that.”
He buried his face in her lap, peeking up at her with concern. His little hand rose to touch her wet cheek. Her own hand covered his and she pressed a kiss to his skin. “What was his name?”
She swallowed harshly, “James,” she murmured, “James Potter.”
He sat up, wrapping his arms around her as far as he could. She clung to him tightly, trembling ever so slightly. “Don’t cry mummy,” the boy said.
“I don’t want to lose you too.” She admitted, almost inaudibly into his tiny shoulder.
A beautiful smile pulled across the child’s face, and he pulled back so she could see it. “You won’t mummy. We’ll always be together. I promise.”
“Oh, my precious darling boy.” She pressed a kiss to his cheek, eyes clenched shut.
A force wrapped around him, and all at once he was wrenched away from his place. The door snapped shut in his face, before he was slammed into the marble floor and sent skidding away.
“Those,” someone snarled, “are private.”
Voldemort pushed himself up, eyes immediately locking onto the vibrating form of Hadrian, standing defensively in front of the door he had just brutally opened.
Something much like shock rippled over the boy’s face, and he stepped back unconsciously. “Wait…Riddle? But I thought…”
Voldemort paid no attention to the realisation that struck the boy. His mind was already occupied with his own revelations.
Hadrian Evans.
Harry Potter.
Notes:
Sooo, yeah. Sorry, again, 'bout the cliffhanger. I am a terrible human being, I know. I feel so bad whenever I do it, but it just always ends up happening and I can't stop it!!
Anywho, hope you guys enjoyed it - the big reveal has finally happened, and a lot of shit is going to start rolling from here.
Also, fair warning, I am starting uni on Monday, and this semester is going to be a bit full for me, so I'm not sure how quickly/often I will be able to update, but I will give it my all guys, I promise!
Chapter 20: Chapter Twenty
Notes:
So even though I'm doing five units this semester, I'm actually pretty on top of it right now. Fingers crossed my luck holds out. Technically though, I only count four of them as actual subjects considering my creative writing class is a bloody breeze and I doubt it will be too hard to complete when literally all my assessment is "write a short story that includes tension" - and I'm sitting here like "HAHAHAHAHA don't mind if I do."
Hope you guys like this one!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Tom Riddle.
Voldemort.
Hadrian’s first reaction was denial – complete and utter denial – as he stared at the man in front of him. He blinked, waiting for the image to dispel, because…this could not be real. There was no way this was happening. He had to be hallucinating.
Because nothing else made sense.
This had to be some sort of trick.
And yet, a part of him that he had developed and sculpted over the years – the part that always just reacted, not letting things like logic and facts hinder his movements – had already accepted this, and responded accordingly to the revelation.
Shackles erupted from the floor and ceiling and walls, heavy golden chains twisting their way around the man’s body and pulling taunt until they were on the verge of slicing through him.
Threat temporarily neutralised, Hadrian finally allowed himself to stumble back.
Ridd – Voldemort was in his head. He had viewed his memories. He had seen his mother’s face. He knew.
There was no way the man had not made the connection already. An idiot could have done it with all the information he had just uncovered, and Rid – Voldemort was no idiot.
The thought had fear ramming into him with the force of a sledgehammer.
Sweet merciful Morgana – he knows.
What was he supposed to do?
Could he even do anything?
They had plans in place for situations such as this, contingencies to eliminate any threat that could expose their secret; and he had always known that the day would come when Voldemort would discover who he really was. He just – never in a million years could he have prepared himself for this.
He was not supposed to find out so soon. He was not supposed to have entered his mind at all. None of their goals had been achieved yet, they still had years of work to do. This had all hinged on Hadrian’s ability to keep their secrets safe, and now Voldemort had all but plucked the information right from him.
If only he was stronger. If only he had better protected his mind. If only he had not let himself be so grievously injured.
Everything was ruined.
There was no way he would survive the night. Voldemort would kill him the second he got free of his mind, and then he would go after his mother –
No.
Hadrian clamped his eyes shut. No, I refuse. This bastard won’t touch her. I won’t let him.
A delicate calmness settled over him, icy and dangerous, blanketing the panic.
Hadrian dropped his hand and turned his gaze on Voldemort.
Riddle stared back at him blankly.
He looked – different, somehow. His features more youthful, around his late thirties if he had to guess, which was much younger than normal and a far cry from what the Dark Lord was supposed to look like.
For a brief, pathetic moment, Hadrian entertained the thought that maybe he was wrong, that they were not the same person.
But the thick, potent magic slithering through his mind was undeniably that of Voldemort. He remembered the feel of it, imprinted on him ever since he had foolishly established that tentative connection so many weeks ago on his arrival at Hogwarts.
There was no use deluding himself.
He just did not understand how.
How had he not seen this? How had he been so fucking blind? He had always prized himself on his observational skills, and yet, somehow, he had missed this very important detail.
Oh Gods, how much had he said to Riddle over the weeks? How often had he joked with him, enjoyed his company, admired his talent and wit?
And every single time – every single time – it had been Voldemort lurking behind the amused smiles and words of praise.
He felt sick. He felt like a fool.
The only consolation was that he had managed to hide his identity from the other all this time as well.
He shoved the thought away. He had more important things to deal with right now.
Riddle, Voldemort – whoever he was, Hadrian could not let him leave his mind with the information he now possessed. Which meant he either had to try and venture into the man’s mind and erase the discovery, or he would have to kill him.
Hadrian stared hard at the stationary figure – and was that not terrifying, that he had not so much as twitched this entire time? – contemplating his chances of actually crushing him before he could escape. He could do some serious damage to Voldemort’s mind here, if he exerted himself.
But would it be enough?
His projection of himself was already unstable, and his vision wavered horribly every few seconds. His magic would not last much longer, and trying to restrain that Dark Lord when he was at full power would be borderline impossible. As he was now, it was a pipe dream.
He had to do something before he feel unconscious, had to at least try.
With his train of thought, the chains around Voldemort tightened minutely, jingling merrily in the silence between them.
Hadrian watched as the heavy links dug into his enemy, knowing that if this was the real world, bones would be creaking, and muscles bruised.
“Do you honestly think you can?” His eyes snapped to the man’s, caught in the familiar blue the moment they connected.
“What?” he breathed.
“Do you honestly think you are in any way capable of hurting me?”
He just barely refrained from bristling at the condescending remark, this time wilfully tightening the chains.
However, instead of showing pain as he wanted, Voldemort smirked at him, looking utterly at ease despite his precarious position.
Hadrian hated him for it.
He should not be so calm, so in control. Finding the memories must have shocked him on some level. Learning his true name should have garnered more than the initial widening of his eyes. He was – Voldemort had been searching for them for years.
His mother and he were fugitives. In the first several years after their disappearance, there had been literal manhunts for them, searches that only died down around Harry’s sixth birthday.
He had expected anger when the truth was revealed. He had expected an attack. He had certainly expected more than this unruffled, tranquil figure in front of him.
“Honestly, Harry, we both know how weak you are right now.”
“Don’t call me that.” He spat without thinking. It was just…wrong. Hearing that name from this man. Only his mother called him that. The way Voldemort said his birth name tarnished it somehow, violated something he held close.
“If you were in the condition to hurt me, you would have had no trouble keeping me out of your mind. Look at you,” he sneered, “you’re in shambles, Harry.”
“I said don’t call me that!”
“Why shouldn’t I?” He asked, mocking and menacing. “It is your name, isn’t it? Harry James Potter. Son of Lily and James. Heir to the House of Potter.” The smirk on the man’s lips twisted a little more. “The Prophecy Child.”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes at the last title, having never heard himself referred to in that way before. He frowned, unsettled and unsure of how to proceed.
Voldemort stared at him, the intensity of his attention like a physical force. “I’m almost tempted…” the man murmured softly, the words having Hadrian freezing. “I do rather like the idea of wrapping my hands around your throat after this.”
The threat should not have surprised him, but it did. The idea of being absolutely defenceless in front of this man made him nervous. Because what would stop Voldemort from doing exactly that once he got free?
Hadrian would be unconscious, and all Voldemort had to do was wait until he was alone, lying unprotected. His life would be snuffed out, while he was trapped inside his own head, unaware of the danger.
He swayed backwards a hair, but the miniscule movement revealed everything. Voldemort’s eyes glowed in satisfaction, and Hadrian grit his teeth as another wave of pain hit him.
His projection flickered maddeningly, and shadows began to creep along the hallway they were in as his consciousness slipped further and further.
He held on valiantly, but the chains eventually evaporated, and Voldemort’s presence ripped itself from his mind with all the strength of a hurricane.
Hadrian screamed, dropping to his knees, before he was submerged back into the darkness.
OoO
Draco watched silently as the mediwitches fluttered about the examination table, wands weaving and voices mingling as they rushed to stabilise Evans.
It had been peaceful, if a little tense, only minutes before.
He and Kaiser had been receiving their treatment for their own wounds. The burns along his back were thankfully numbed at this point, but he knew that in a matter of hours, he would be able to feel them.
The dragon had not been as difficult to deal with as he had feared, and other than that one hit, he had emerged otherwise fine.
Kaiser had been splattered with blood when she was ushered here, and teeth marks littered her body. But like Draco, she was relatively uninjured.
The two of them had sat in silence, listening to the eerie silence above them, eye flickering upwards whenever the crowds roared their approval. Draco remembered how both of them had flinched terribly when that piercing, inhuman shriek had echoed down to them.
Draco could admit that he actually held a good deal of fear towards Evans now – because anyone who was capable of making a manticore scream in pain was not someone he wanted as an enemy.
When he heard the rather familiar cheer of the crowd, signalling that Evans had won, he had let some of the tension drip from his body. He had watched the door, ready to greet the other and congratulate him.
But then there was more screaming, sounding more terrified than ever, and Draco had known something had happened.
He thought he was prepared for the worst when he first entered his name in the tournament, he had read the past accounts, he knew the stories. But he was still shaken, terribly so, when the Dark Lord and Augustus had emerged from the hallway, the bloodied form of his fellow champion cradled gently in the Unspeakable’s grasp.
Never before had Draco seen so much blood.
Evans’ side was shredded.
When the shirt had been removed, and his injury bared for all to see, even the mediwitches had hissed quietly under their breath. It was only the sharp order from the Dark Lord that had had them snapping to action, once it was safe to do so.
Draco’s stomach rolled at just the thought of Evans’ wound.
The gash was a vivid red, and Draco swore he could see his ribs in between the gaps of the rotating healers.
The stark white seemed completely out of place, and that might have been the most disturbing thing – if he could not also see the muscles still moving in time with Evans’ sharp breaths. The way the pink flesh strained and bunched had bile rising swiftly to his throat.
But it was also the blood that continued to leak out of his body, stopped only when one of the healers tried to staunch the flow. He had not known that one person could hold so much blood in them, and grew worried the more he saw because that was supposed to be inside the body, not outside.
Draco had grown up knowing he would one day be a Death Eater, it was just another expectation in the long list that ruled his life. He had been surrounded with stories of his father’s less-classified missions, and any number of the visitors they entertained had never shied from revealing their own deeds to him.
His aunt, in particular, seemed to enjoy recounting her more gruesome actions whenever he had the pleasure of her company.
Draco loved Bellatrix – truly, he did – but the way her dark eyes positively glowed when she spoke of peeling away layers of skin, or explained the intricacies of how to cut out someone’s eye without killing them, disgusted him.
He was perfectly aware that he would likely never be able to stomach that side of the ‘job’. He would prefer to just be in the background honestly, in that aspect of his life.
Ambition was a Slytherin’s trait, most certainly, but it was tempered by self-preservation, and Draco very much wished to keep living. In their world, staying under the radar typically meant a longer life.
Seeing Evans like this – when only an hour ago they were standing beside one another, joking and laughing – was twisting something inside of him.
His aunt had caused similar wounds on others, his father had as well, and any number of other people he had known his entire life. They enjoyed inflicting pain, they enjoyed the rush of power they got from having someone else at their mercy.
Draco had no idea how anyone could enjoy inflicting something like this on another.
Evans’ skin – the bits not covered in bright crimson at least – was startling pale.
Across his chest, black veins crept.
The venom, he knew, but it was not as dark as he would have expected. Clearly someone had attempted to remove it before they brought him here.
Desperate to see something other than the gruesome sight, Draco drew his eyes back to Evans’ face, and consequently, the Dark Lord’s, which hovered just above.
Neither had blinked in the long minutes since the Dark Lord had entered the boy’s mind, and the stillness between them was unnatural.
Draco was well aware of legilimency, and knew that the Dark Lord was a master of the art. He had never been subjected to it – to his knowledge – and was grateful for that.
Curiosity prickled at him though. He wondered what was happening inside Evans’ mind.
The layers differed from person to person, and from his personality, Draco figured that Evans’ mind would be a very interesting place to visit.
What concerned him more though, was how Evans would take this invasion into his privacy. No one would dare reveal what the Dark Lord had done, but Evans’ vicious protest still rang in his ears.
He wondered just what had motivated the Dark Lord to do this. There were plenty of ways to subdue a person’s magic that did not involve entering their mind.
He felt uneasy all of a sudden.
Was it because of his…fascination with Evans? Draco was almost certain that his defence professor was truly the Dark Lord, though he would be more content to just ignore all the signs he had accumulated over the years. He knew Hermione had picked up on some things as well, but thankfully his foster-sister had enough sense to not poke at that topic.
Evans and Professor Riddle had an odd relationship, which meant that the Dark Lord was at least intrigued by Evans enough to get close to him in his other persona.
Draco let his eyes drift between the two, knowing this was a rare opportunity to study them when their attention was wholly occupied with something else.
So still they were, that when the Dark Lord leaned back sharply, everyone flinched.
There was burning rage in those red eyes, and every ounce of it was aimed at the unconscious boy in front of him.
The man ignored the mediwitches when they hesitantly began their work again.
He ignored Augustus as the Unspeakable sidled closer and whispered something in his ear.
He ignored everything happening around them.
His gaze was fixed on the thin pale hand latched around his wrist.
Draco held his breath as he watched the Dark Lord’s eyes slowly follow the limb up to Evans’ lax face, pain and exhaustion etched into the boy’s youthful features.
The Dark Lord’s fingers twitched outwards, then curled.
He pried the hand off of him, and without a backwards glance, he left the room.
OoO
Claire sat silently by his bedside, one hand softly resting on Hadrian’s limp one. Her eyes studied him passively, her shoulders drooping under the weight of her emotions.
She had never seen him in such a state, so motionless before. His skin was deathly pale, and if it were not for the slight movement of his chest, she would have thought him dead.
Her throat convulsed and she closed her eyes tightly, desperately trying not to recall just how lucky he was.
It had been over a week since he had been whisked off of the arena floor and treated, and he had not stirred once during that time.
The healers said it was a combination of his magical exhaustion and the physical trauma from the wound on his side, still heavily bandaged even with the extensive amount of treatment.
Claire thought it was more than that.
Hadrian might have been injured, but he was also one of the most stubborn individuals she had ever met. He was not the type to crumble like this. He should be awake by now, moaning about his boredom, demanding homework from his classes, and arguing with the Hogwarts’ healer on every little topic he could get away with.
She remembered fondly how the exact same thing had happened in their fifth year, when Hadrian had taken a bludger to the shin and was forced to remain in the hospital wing for three whole days before he was released.
He should be awake by now, even if only for a few seconds. It was not right that he had not even stirred, or that there was still an underlining sense of pain to his face. Why would he be in pain unless there was something else troubling him?
She tightened her grip on him, frowning at nothing.
She wanted nothing more than for his eyes to flutter open right now; to just hear his voice would be a blessing.
It was as if all the excitement and joy wilted the longer Hadrian remained in this state. None of them were eager to celebrate his win, when their champion was bedridden and unconscious.
Claire returned her gaze to his face hopefully, expression closing off when he did not stir.
“Please wake up soon.” She murmured, brushing some of his unruly hair from his forehead.
She combed the wild black strands back, fighting a smile at the sight. She had never really noticed just how uncooperative Hadrian’s hair truly was, he was forever styling it and keeping it in line with products.
She kind of liked how it was now – a mess of locks spread in every direction, utterly untameable.
He should wear it like this more often, she mused, huffing a laugh. It made him look younger, and it somehow suited his boyish charm more than the neatly tussled look he went with typically.
I will have to tell him that when he wakes up.
“Any change?”
Claire swung around to see Amelia Evans standing just behind her, watching her curiously.
The woman was every bit as lovely as her son, even exhausted as she was. Claire was momentarily jealous at how effortlessly the two seemed to carry their looks, before she realised that maybe they were not that similar after all.
Unlike his mother, Hadrian became a train-wreck the longer he went without proper sleep. She had seen it time and again whenever Hadrian dove into his studies with vigour, heedless of the signals his body gave him.
The thought of a tired Hadrian almost made her smile, before her mind was brought back to the question, and the decidedly not funny situation.
“No Madame.” She answered softly, hand still loosely wrapped around Hadrian’s.
Amelia’s eyes – Hadrian’s eyes – drifted to their joined hands, and a small, sad smile pulled at the corners of the woman’s mouth. “You are Claire, yes?”
Claire nodded, “Yes, we never have had the pleasure of meeting.”
Amelia swept closer, arms slack at her sides, face open. “I’ve heard plenty from Hadrian, he is quite fond of you, as I’m sure you know.”
She did, but it still felt nice to hear someone else confirm it. Claire straightened her back, her manners surging. “Would you like to sit -”
Amelia stopped her before she could finish. “That won’t be necessary, though thank you for the offer.” The woman instead perched herself on the edge of the hospital bed, eyes scanning over her son critically.
Claire watched silently as Amelia slowly reached out and traced her son’s cheek. Her eyes were dry, but Claire could see they were red-rimmed. She did not say anything to Hadrian, merely sat there watching him with a patient expression.
“He will be alright.” Claire piped up, disliking the silence between them. It merely reminded her of Hadrian’s state. Amelia dragged her eyes away from Hadrian to smile at her again.
“Oh, I know,” she agreed, some of the tightness leaking from her features. “I never had any doubt that he would pull through. He is young, and exceptionally healthy and strong. Hadrian has never truly let me down before, and I don’t think he will start now.” Amelia’s eyes crinkled in amusement, and Claire mechanically smiled back.
That last line had just been…a touch wrong.
But who was she to judge this woman? They had only met officially a few moments ago, and that was hardly enough time to get a firm grasp over her personality.
“He did well in the challenge,” she tried next, “using a doppelgänger was so unexpected. I did not even know he knew that branch of magic. He had never seemed interested in anything remotely Dark before.”
And now that she had said it, she realised how true it was. While doppelgängers were only considered ‘Dark’ if they involved a sacrifice, even the simplest versions still lingered in the murky area of Grey magic.
She had never even seen Hadrian touch a book about anything other than Light magic, unless it was for an assignment. And even then, he never really tried to expand passed what he needed to know.
To see him use a doppelgänger was both shocking and a tad concerning. Because if she had missed him somehow researching such a branch of magic – which most definitely was not on their curriculum – then it begged the question of what else he knew.
Claire shook her head lightly, frowning.
It was none of her business what Hadrian researched in his own time, she reasoned. As long as he played it safe she was happy to let him learn whatever caught his fancy.
Amelia hummed in response, eyes once again on Hadrian. “Yes, he did do rather well.” Pride licked at the edges of her tone. “And he has always been rather well-rounded with his studies. He likes to read a lot, and I try not to discourage his interests too much. As long as it is not too dangerous, I do not see the issue with him at least understanding the theory behind something.”
Claire nodded, a little pleased that his mother shared her own opinion.
Amelia glanced at her from the corner of her eye, “I think that the more you know, the better prepared you can be for future events.”
Hadrian had said something similar to her once, she believed. At least now she knew where it had come from. In fact, the longer she spent with Hadrian’s mother, the more she could see just how close they must be.
It was clear Hadrian adored the woman; it was in the way they spoke, with similar inflections on words, and that they shared the same philosophies.
Claire did not know if it was disconcerting, or cute, how much Hadrian emulated his mother.
“Don’t you have classes, Claire?”
Amelia’s soft inquiry broke through her thoughts, and Claire blinked at the woman in momentary confusion. “Oh, well, I am on my lunch break right now. Raina and I like being here with him whenever we can spare the time, just in case he wakes up.”
Hadrian’s mother tilted her head at her. “And what of your other friends? I have not seen Jacob around here.”
Claire shifted uncomfortably. Should she…?
“I am afraid Jacob and Hadrian had a…falling out.” The girl ducked her head down, missing the sudden sharpness in those green eyes. “Just a little after Hadrian was named champion. They do not speak anymore.”
“I see,” Amelia said after a beat. “and do you know the cause of this fight?”
“No,” some frustration crept into her voice. It hurt her, having two of the people she regarded the most no longer on speaking terms. Hadrian, her closest friend, and Jacob, whom she had liked for almost a year at this point. “I haven’t the faintest idea.”
Was it my fault? She thought suddenly, breath leaving her. Hadrian and I spoke about his relationship with Jacob, and right after they completely broke off their friendship.
She bit her lip and felt guilt plague her. Did I cause this?
“Well, I thank you for your consideration with Hadrian, but I doubt he would enjoy hearing that you spent all your free time hovering over him in worry, when you could be out eating with your friends.” Amelia shooed her good-naturedly. “Run along dear, I’ll sit with him. You get out of this drab place and get yourself a proper lunch.”
Claire hesitated, not wanting to just leave.
Amelia reached out and brushed her shoulder. “Please. Allow a concerned mother some time with her son?”
Well, there was no way she could say no without appearing completely heartless. Claire dipped her head in a nod and levelled the woman with a tiny smile. “I will be back later on then, thank you.”
Then, because Hadrian was her friend and she missed him, she leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead.
You had better wake up soon, you idiot.
OoO
Opening his eyes took a herculean effort, and he only managed to see the barest sliver of light before they fell closed again.
His eyes watered, and he groaned pathetically when his limbs refused to obey his command to move.
What happened?
He tried to remember, but it was all a horrible blank, and his head was throbbing like someone was beating a drum inside his skull.
His nose picked up on a familiar scent, but for the life of him he could not place it.
Where am I?
His fingers twitched, and his legs shifted, and he felt like smiling in relief. Only for that emotion to be obliterated by pain as it burned through him with a vengeance.
“Oh fuck me.” He hissed, tensing to brace for the next wave that hit him. Moving anything felt like a very bad idea, as his nerves cheerfully reported that everything was on fire.
He whined low in his throat and his body collapsed into the mattress even though he had barely moved in the first place.
He panted harshly, face screwed up as he waited it out.
“I would rather not, to be perfectly honest.” Someone commented airily from beside him, the words followed by the obnoxious crinkling of paper. The familiar voice took a moment to register, and when it did Hadrian wanted nothing more than to raise his hand and give his guest the finger.
“Why are you here?” he croaked, jaw clenched. He finally pried his eyes open enough to make out the blurry figure of Albert lounging in the seat beside him.
The dark skinned boy tittered at him, eyes not moving from the newspaper he was reading. “I’m on guard duty this afternoon – watching over our fallen champion, praying feverishly for his next awakening.”
“What…?”
Albert finally looked at him, one eyebrow raised. “You woke up for the first time yesterday, were lucid for approximately twelve seconds, before you fell back asleep. Since then there has always been someone lurking next to you for every minute. Lucky for you, this time you got to wake up to my gorgeous face, rather than the crotchety old healer.”
He did not remember that, but right now, he hardly cared.
“I’m blessed,” he snarled, eyes falling shut again, but refrained from falling back into the comforting darkness. “think you can make yourself useful and get me something to deal with the overwhelming pain I’m in – or is your only function sitting there looking pretty?”
“If you are well enough to snark, maybe I won’t give you this then.” Albert leaned over him, a corked potion in his hand. “This was on your bedside table, the healer said to make sure you drank it when you were coherent enough to understand what I’m saying. This is a numbing potion, it will dull the pain in your body, but you are not allowed to move too much, are not allowed to leave your bed, and are not allowed to use magic. Do you understand?”
Though Albert’s tone was joking, his words were serious. Hadrian nodded slowly. “Just gimme it already. My body feels like one big bruise.”
“That’s because you are one big bruise.” Albert commented, “Now say ‘please’.”
“Albert I swear to the fucking Gods if you don’t give me that potion -”
The bottle was pressed to his lips, and Albert tilted his head enough so he could swallow. The other boy snickered quietly, and if he were not as run-down as he was now, he would have glared.
His annoyance evaporated the moment the potion hit him, and he sighed in relief, sinking back into his pillow.
“Thanks.” He said, as sincerely as he could manage through the haze.
“No problem, boy-who-lived.”
Hadrian cracked his eye open and stared at Albert incredulously. “What?
Albert smirked, fingering the newspaper in his hands slyly. “Oh, it’s nothing.” He rocked back in his seat, somehow making the horribly stiff chair look comfortable. “Just introducing you to your new title, is all.”
With flourish, Albert flipped the newspaper to face him, showing off the bold headline.
Hadrian Evans: The Boy-Who-Lived!
“Oh, you have got to be kidding me.” He snapped, trying to reach for it, but Albert pulled it out of his range, expression gleeful. “Give it here, you arse.”
“No. You are not allowed to strain yourself, and reading all the lovely things Ms. Skeeter wrote about you will raise your blood pressure.”
“You raise my blood pressure. What does it say, exactly?”
“Just that you are so clearly one of the luckiest people alive, surviving a direct hit from a manticore, and then recovering in such a timely manner. How you gallantly removed the poison from your system, “at great risk to himself”, just to give the healers more time to save you.”
Albert glanced at him from over the top of the newspaper. “You’re quite the celebrity, apparently. Congratulations.”
He eventually relinquished the paper to Hadrian’s grasping hand, watching smugly as the other skimmed through the article, his face darkening with each line.
“Wait a minute – they just told her all of this information?” He asked, voice brimming with annoyance. “She mentions things that happened during my immediate treatment! How did she even get half of this?” He turned accusing eyes on Albert, as if he were the source of all of this.
Albert shrugged, reclining back and seemingly bored now that Hadrian’s brain was functioning normally. “Not a clue. Madame Maxime and the Minister are frothing at the mouth over the lack of security. Which is just adding onto the already big mess of you being hurt in the first place.”
Hadrian made note of that, but disregarded if for now. “There’s an investigation?” He asked, eyes reaching that section of the article.
“You seem surprised.”
“Not surprised, just…I would have thought that they would have solved the situation as quickly as possible so it did not,” he gestured with the newspaper, “escalate into this.”
“One of the champions almost died because of someone’s mistake. Some of the councilmen are out for blood. Something about ‘righting this terrible wrong’ and ‘avenging’ this attack on you. Personally, I think they just want to stir trouble with Britain.”
Hadrian snorted, tossing the newspaper back to Albert. “I’ve no doubt that is exactly what they are trying to do. But this whole thing is unnecessary. I already know what happened.”
“You have been unconscious since you were brought here a week ago.” Albert pointed out.
Hadrian shrugged, “Manticores are a largely unknown species. Everything we have on them is more theory than anything. Whatever they subdued it with, it must have built up an immunity to it over the decades – not entirely surprising.”
He rubbed his hand through his hair, absently grimacing when he was met with tangles. “The manticore knew what the task was, and knew that when I reached the box it would be injected. When I wounded it, it wanted revenge – again, not surprising. So it waited until I lowered my guard, believing I was safe. Then it struck.”
“And you figured that all out in the ten minutes you have been conscious?” Albert sounded amused.
“Yes?” Hadrian drew the word out uncertainly. “Why? Have they still not looked at it from that angle? Honestly, it’s not that big a leap in logic.” Another thought came to him. “Why not just ask the manticore? It’s not like it would bother lying.”
Immediately, Albert’s eyes darted away from his. Hadrian cocked his head.
“Albert,” he called sweetly, “why can’t they just ask the manticore?”
“It’s dead.” The other admitted bluntly. “The Dark Lord killed it using the metal you had gotten in its eye – exploded the head from the inside.”
“What?”
Albert winced, looking particularly uncomfortable when confronted with Hadrian’s harsh gaze and frigid tone. “It was killed.” Then, softer, “I’m sorry. I know how much you…like magical creatures.”
Hadrian breathed out flatly, hands curling into the blanket. “Voldemort killed it.” He said, not for clarification, but just to have the words out in the open. He ignored the look Albert sent him at the casual use of the man’s name.
Gods, he just wanted to punch something.
How dare he kill a creature so magnificent? How dare he take it upon himself to lay out his own twisted version of justice? What gave him the right?
Albert was speaking quickly, voice a buzz in his ears, no doubt trying to distract him from what he had just told him.
“You have not missed much in class, only a little bit of homework, but I think all the professors are willing to let you off the hook for any missed work.”
He killed it.
“- council is on Malfoy’s arse about this -”
Why? Because it was on a rampage?
“- and the Minister -”
Because it hurt me?
“- Riddle also said -”
“Riddle?”
Hadrian’s skin chilled drastically, and his stomach lurked.
Just the mention of the man’s name had everything rushing back to him. The legilimency. His secrets. Harry James Potter, in a voice so steely.
“Woah, are you okay?”
“I’m going to be sick.” He whispered, and Albert barely managed to summon a bucket before Hadrian was retching.
His throat burned as he threw up nothing, his stomach empty from the days without food. His back and arms trembled, and he started to shiver as he sucked in quick bursts of air.
A hand rubbed his back soothingly, and Albert’s fingers pulled through his hair so it was out of his face. The other boy was murmuring something softly, but he could not hear.
His mind was stuck on a loop.
Riddle. Voldemort. Riddle. Voldemort.
He curled around the bucket more, panting as panic clogged his throat.
I can’t believe…all this time.
Hadrian retched again.
I slept in his room.
“Better?” Albert asked, not unkindly. Hadrian breathed deeply, body shuddering uncontrollably. He looked down at his trembling hands as if confused about why they were shaking so much.
No.
“Yeah,” he said, voice hoarse. “I’m good.” Albert vanished the bucket.
“Hadrian?”
The call drew their attention, and Hadrian felt his throat constrict again at the sight of his mother standing there.
“Maman…” His arms lifted unconsciously, and all of a sudden she was there, her arms latching onto him and yanking him into her chest. He closed his eyes and sunk into her warmth, fingers digging into her clothes.
“Harry,” she breathed, her lips barely forming the word, and it was lost in his hair. She peppered him with kisses, never once releasing him from her grip. “I’m so happy you’re awake, darling.” Her hands framed his face, thumbs brushing over his cheeks tenderly.
“I’m so happy you’re safe.”
His chest throbbed at her words, because they were not. Not now. And never would be again because Voldemort knew who he was – who they were. They were done for.
He knew he should tell her, she needed – deserved – to know of the new level of danger. But…
She looked so happy, her smile threatening to burst off of her face. It had been so long since he had seen her so genuinely ecstatic about something. No – him. It had been forever since she had looked ecstatic about him.
He wanted to bask in that for a little while longer, even if that made him a terrible person for risking them so.
Lily pulled away from him, hands vainly and absently trying to smooth over his hair. Hadrian spotted the wistful glint in her eyes, and his heart ached when he realised she was seeing James again.
When his hair was tamed with products, the resemblance between he and his father was lessened greatly. It had further removed the possibility that someone might have made the connection between them.
But there was another reason that he always kept his hair neat. It was so his mother did not get that look in her eyes. There was nothing he hated more than reminding her of her dead husband, because no matter how she tried to hide it, he knew it hurt her.
Hadrian would do anything to protect his mother, even from himself.
He loosened his grip on her, and felt no embarrassment at Albert witnessing this. He had almost died. He would like to see any of his classmates go through what he had and not reach for their parents in desperation.
He looked into his mother’s eyes, slumping forward in exhaustion. She smiled at him slightly, leaning forward to press their foreheads together.
“I’m so proud of you.” She whispered, and his chest warmed at the praise, devouring it like a flower drank in sunlight. “Rest, Hadrian.” She coaxed, pushing him gently until he was laying on his back again.
She tugged the blanket up around his chin and pressed a sweet kiss to his cheek. He closed his eyes tiredly.
I need to tell you.
Notes:
Shout out to Uprooted for the suggestion of Rita calling Hadrian 'BWL' for the first task - it was such a hilarious and ironic idea that I just couldn't help myself!
Hope you guys all enjoyed this chapter, let me know what you think in the comments, love you all darlings~~
Chapter 21: Chapter Twenty One
Notes:
Sooooo sorry about the long wait guys - remember that time when I said uni was going good? Hahaha, yeah that didn't last long. I'm drowning, but that's alright, but here is chapter 21.
EDIT (24/04/17): To clarify for all those people that have commented on the chapter already, the story is marked as Harry/Tom for a reason. Rest assured that they will develop a sexual relationship eventually. The two of them have a lot of bad blood between them. Tom killed James, forced Lily and Harry into hiding, essentially fucked up his life and is directly and indirectly responsible for the way Lily raised Harry. There are a lot of issues that need to be fixed before we even begin to delve into actual romance. I really want CS to be worthy of all the love you guys are giving it, and to do that the development of Harry/Tom needs to be natural and most importantly, realistic, which means time and a bucket load of patience.
Now in regards to smut scenes - I don't have any actually planned out at the moment, but that could change as the story goes on. If it feels right, I'll give it my best shot, however for the most part, it will be a lot of UST as the two dance their way around each other.
So. Yes, Harry/Tom will happen, yes it will get physical, though they might not go all the way, and yes, there will be kissing for those of you that asked. Just because I said I probably won't write a sex scene, doesn't mean they won't be in their own twisted version of a relationship.
And for those of you that are disappointed, fear not. Just because they likely won't have a scene like that in CS, there is every chance I will be writing a couple in the sequel (which, yes, is already planned out but will be a long time coming hahahah).
Anywho, hope you guys enjoy~ (P.S. be prepared for another wait - Game Development is a surprisingly heavy course :D )
Chapter Text
Claire paced back and forth the length of their room with all the grace of an agitated lioness. Her stunning features were twisted into a small frown as she, yet again, made her way passed where Raina was lounging on her bed.
The dark haired girl did not even bother glancing up as her friend made another lap, content to simply read through her charms textbook. Claire had been in this state since Hadrian had awoken yesterday for mere moments, pensive and constantly murmuring to herself.
Raina knew better than to intrude on the other’s thoughts when she was like this. She was happy to wait until Claire was ready to talk about whatever was clearly bothering her.
Raina’s eyes ran over the passage she had been reading for the last three minutes, minorly frustrated that her mind was so preoccupied that she had not even taken anything in. It was just so difficult to do something as mundane as study, when her thoughts were never far from the hospital wing.
Or rather, the boy lying prone on one of the sterile beds there.
The past week had been agonising, waiting listlessly for any sign of Hadrian waking up. Each day that had ended without change had been disheartening, as they all felt his absence keenly.
Everything was…dull and uninteresting without Hadrian prancing around. At least to her things were. She had not even realised how quickly she had grown to enjoy the new rapport between the two of them until he was gone.
So seeing that smallest flash of green eyes yesterday had been like a balm on her fraying nerves. It was enough to loosen the stone in her stomach and let her truly breathe.
The knowledge that Hadrian would be up and about soon was the only thing that kept her from joining her friend in her pacing.
Claire passed her once again.
Raina refrained from sighing. Any second now.
“How can you be so calm?” the part-veela said, spinning to stare down at her with her arms crossed.
Raina flipped her textbook closed and rolled to face the other. “I see no point in working myself up over something I have no power to change. Hadrian is recovering, what more can I ask for?”
“But you don’t find it at all suspicious?”
“Find what suspicious, Claire?”
The incredulous expression on her friend’s face quickly morphed into something scornful. “You cannot be that daft, Raina.”
“Excuse you?” she sat up, eyebrow arched and eyes daring the insult to be repeated. Claire pursed her lips and wisely carried on.
“I merely meant that no one but me seems to find the fact that he was in a coma for a week – with no justifiable reasons – strange.”
It was Raina’s turn to stare at Claire. “‘No justifiable reasons’? Claire – he’s lucky to be alive!” Raina’s hands came up, but they hung pointlessly in the air, “His side was torn open, his skull was fractured, his magic exhausted…it’s a miracle they managed to put him back together at all.”
“I know that,” Claire snapped, “that’s not – I meant-” she stopped forcibly. “With the amount of treatment Hadrian got, a week-long coma is just…it’s wrong. A day or two would be understandable, he was injured severely. But he should not have been unconscious for that long.”
The blonde turned and moved to her desk, plucking a cream folder from its place and flicking it open. “Hadrian is in peak physical condition, and there is nothing from his family history that would indicate any problems medical-wise.”
Raina’s eyes widened. “Is that his medical record? How…why do you even have it?”
“It’s just notes,” Claire clarified. “not even I have access to student medical records. But that does not matter. The point is, with his overall physical health, plus his magical level, there is no way he should have been unconscious for as long as he was. It does not make any sense, and that is what I find suspicious.”
“So, what?” Raina asked, curling her legs underneath her. “I might not have your level of understanding with healing, but I do know that sometimes things like this happen. No situation is black and white. Sometimes patients react unpredictably to treatment. It does not mean that something untoward is happening.”
Claire lowered her folder and narrowed her eyes at her, displeasure written all over her. Raina rolled her eyes, gesturing with her hand sharply, “Fine, fine, continue. What, exactly, do you think is going on then?”
“I do not know.” She admitted, sounding horribly frustrated at her lack of information. “But whatever it was, it has to be more than just the physical wounds and the magical exhaustion. Someone of his age and strength would have woken within two, possibly three days. Hadrian took more than twice that to even show a flicker of consciousness.”
“Maybe it was induced then?” Raina suggested, but Claire was already shaking her head.
“The healer would have mentioned that when Amelia asked. He had no idea why Hadrian was not awakening either.”
Raina frowned thoughtfully, “That is…odd.”
“Exactly. I just cannot understand what is going on. People like Hadrian do not just fall into a coma unless something else occurred.”
Raina felt unease build in her. “There is talk that the manticore attacking Hadrian as it did was part of a plot against France.”
“To what ends? Killing-” her face screwed up, “-killing Hadrian in such a way would do nothing but strain relationships.”
“Maybe someone does not want our countries to form an alliance.”
The two girls stopped, sharing a dark look. This was dangerous talk.
A knock at the door distracted them.
As she was already standing, Claire moved to open the door as Raina stared down at her duvet.
“Jacob?”
Raina’s head lifted sharply, eyes straining to glimpse around Claire to see if their guest really was the Korin heir.
“Are you alright? What are you doing here?” Around the handle, Claire’s hand tightened fractionally.
“Claire,” and that was most certainly Jacob’s voice. “may I come in?”
“Of course,” the blonde opened the door wider and smiled kindly as the other entered. Raina tossed a polite nod his way when their eyes connected, unable to ignore just how awful Jacob looked.
Ever since the falling out with Hadrian, Jacob had progressively grown – not withdrawn, but subdued in a way that he had not been before. It made her more curious as to what exactly had occurred between the two of them.
Jacob smiled back, though it was done absently and his eyes were flicking away from her within seconds. “I am sorry for intruding ladies.”
“Nonsense.” Claire sat on her bed, looking up at Jacob with the same pleasant quirk to her lips. Raina almost rolled her eyes at the barely concealed adoration in her friend’s eyes. “What can we do for you?”
Jacob ruffled his hair, swallowed, and shifted. His other hand slipped into his pocket and his eyes roamed the room distractedly. He was terribly flighty, and Raina watched him with concern. She had never seen Jacob in such a state before.
“I was wondering if you had any news on Hadrian.”
“Oh,” Claire looked at her, eyebrows raised questioningly. Raina shrugged, seeing no need to keep the information a secret. “did no one tell you yet? He woke up yesterday.”
The boy’s shoulders drooped in relief, and his eyes fluttered closed. “Good. That’s – that’s fantastic.”
“I’m sure he will be even better tomorrow.” Raina carried on lightly, eyeing him shrewdly. She could not help but pick. “You could come with us when we visit him.”
Jacob jerked backwards slightly, panic flaring briefly over his face. “No.” He said too quickly, “No. That would not be a good idea. For anyone. I am sure Hadrian would prefer to recover in peace.”
“He almost died,” she said idly, noting how he flinched and disregarding the sharp looks Claire was giving her. “I am sure that whatever childish squabble you broke up over can be overlooked in this case.”
But Jacob was already shaking his head. “You do not understand,” he said quietly, “I cannot.”
“Why?” she pushed, suddenly annoyed at both boys. “Why can you not? What stupid little thing is stopping you from visiting your injured friend?”
She stood, hands perched on her hips. “Hadrian could have died – for the love of the gods, he was almost skewered! Do you really think him so petty as to hold whatever you did against you even now?”
“Not petty. But I can tell you now that seeing me will do nothing but make him angry. I would prefer to avoid pissing him off further thank you very much.”
“So you are happy to let him waltz into these dangerous tasks without closure? You do not want to fix whatever went wrong?”
“Of course I want to fix it!” Jacob shouted, startling them. “But it does not matter what I want – Hadrian made it perfectly clear that he had absolutely no interest in repairing our relationship.”
Claire slid between them, “But Jacob, maybe Raina’s right. Many people tend to have a change of heart when confronted with danger like Hadrian was. Perhaps he will reconsider?”
He laughed bitterly, “Trust me. Hadrian almost dying will only make him hate me more.”
“You are not making any sense!” Raina hissed, arms thrown wide. “Hadrian knew the risks when he nominated. We all did. He can hardly blame you for his accident.”
Again, Jacob’s face twisted unpleasantly. “But he can.” He murmured, and it brought the two of them to a halt.
“What are you talking about, Jacob?” Claire placed a hand on his arm, frowning.
“I cannot…I sworn I would not say anything.” He tried to step away, but Claire tightened her grip.
“Jacob,” she said softly, “please. You are hurting, and keeping this to yourself is clearly making it worse. Let us help you.”
The boy wavered, and Raina wisely allowed Claire to take over. The part-veela was better equipped to coax an answer out of Jacob than she was.
“What happened between you, Jacob?”
He glanced at her, conflicted. But after only a brief moment, he opened his mouth. “Hadrian did not enter the tournament. He did not want to be champion. I -” he choked off, tears prickling at his eyes. “I nominated him behind his back. I was the one that did it. I betrayed him -”
The sharp crack of Claire’s hand slapping his cheek cut through the air.
Raina stepped forward and grabbed the other girl, stopping her follow-up hit even though she burned to do the same.
She could not believe what she had just heard.
Hadrian…Jacob.
Jacob wisely did not turn his head back to them. “I’m sorry.” He whispered.
“We are not the ones you should be apologising to.” Raina said, still stunned at the admission, before it gave way to fury. “Get out.”
Jacob nodded, taking a few seconds to straighten his uniform before he moved to the door. He opened it, and jerked to a stop before he could leave. His entire body pulled taunt.
“Oh, Jacob,” Albert said, voice pleasant. “good afternoon. Are the girls in?”
“Obviously.” Jacob bit out, sliding his way passed the other boy and down the hallway. Albert watched him go for a few moments, smile fading into something almost angry.
“Well at least their fight makes more sense now.” He commented lightly, ducking in to see them. “You should really think of putting up more privacy wards, you are lucky it was me and not anyone else that overheard that drama.”
“What are you doing here? I thought you were watching Hadrian?” Raina asked, arms still loosely holding Claire.
“Well I was, but I’m afraid I was kicked out by the decrepit healer.”
“What? Why? Has something happened?” Claire asked, her expression still showing traces of her temper.
“‘Something’, indeed.” Albert grinned at them. “Boy wonder is awake.”
And just like that, their bubbling anger was replaced by overwhelming relief. “We need to go see him then, come on -”
Albert blocked their path, his face tight. “That is, unfortunately, not an option. Hadrian has been put in isolation.”
“Isolation? Why on earth would he be in isolation? He’s healed!”
He shrugged, “I am only the messenger. All I know is once the healer found out he had woken for almost twenty minutes, his mother and I were all but banished and told that no one was to see him until they verified how…extensive the damage to his mind could be.”
“His mind?” Raina piqued up, confused.
“They are worried the hit to his head could have caused some permanent damage to his brain.” Claire said, hands wringing her skirt. They all knew how important Hadrian’s mind was to him. His intelligence was one of his most prized possessions. The thought of him having damaged his most valuable tool was disturbing for all of them.
“How did he seem? When you were talking to him, Albert? Did he show any signs of damage?”
The dark skinned boy nibbled at his lip. “He switched between English and French a little, but he has done that plenty of times when he was just tired. His speech and mannerisms were all the same from what I could tell. He could remember everything up until he was hit, and had me jumping through hoops within a few minutes.”
He smiled softly at them, “He was very snarky as well, honestly, a terrible patient, so demanding.” His expression became thoughtful. “Although, he did have one moment.” He looked down at them, confused. “I was merely telling him what had been happening in the last week, when he went horribly pale and started throwing up.”
“That is not entirely odd, his body could have still been processing what had happened and it caught him off guard.” Raina suggested, but Claire was frowning.
“Did you say anything to him that could upset him? Enough to cause a physical reaction?”
“I told him about the manticore, but that was a good couple of minutes passed. I was in the middle of telling him about Professor Riddle’s lecture when he just.” Albert rolled his hand in a way that was clearly supposed to mimic throwing up.
“It could have been a delayed reaction.” Claire murmured, and Raina rolled her eyes.
“Look, Claire, who cares why he was sick. He is awake. And the moment he is released from the hospital wing we will be there to welcome him back. And,” she continued darkly, “have a long chat about Jacob’s actions. I want to know exactly why Hadrian saw fit to keep this from us.”
OoO
“My Lady?”
She glanced upwards from the report in front of her, blood-red lips pulling back into a smile. “Yes?”
“The latest report on Evans’ state has arrived.”
“Indeed? How has my darling champion fared?”
“He has awoken, and appears to be in fine health, considering his injury.”
Her smile widened, eyes glinting dangerously. “How fortuitous. I would have been terribly upset if little Hadrian had been lost to us. He shows such promise, don’t you think?”
“Yes, my Lady.”
“Without a doubt my favourite.” She continued, fingers brushing tenderly over a photo of the boy in question.
“Do keep me informed should anything develop further. I can’t have him being poached by that false Lord. The last thing I want is him tainted.”
“Of course, my Lady.” With a bow, the man left her study as silently as he had entered.
Letting out a delighted sigh, she leaned back in her chair, allowing her relief to wash away the other, unpleasant emotions that had been filling her today.
Her dark eyes looked over the report she had been reading, mouth twisting upwards as she once again reread the title.
Grindelwald Dead! – Nurmengard’s Last Prisoner
Oh she could hardly wait.
Her fingers played with the end of her necklace, tracing the pendant there fervently.
She glanced back at the picture of Hadrian Evans, tongue tracing her lower lip as she took in the boy’s features.
This was going to be so fun, as long as a certain imposter left her boy alone.
A scowl came over her brow as she thought on her greatest obstacle.
Tom Riddle. An arrogant little prick, in her opinion. Also sticking his nose where it had no place.
Well, she would just have to teach him a lesson.
OoO
The next two days were torture.
Albert had not been joking when he had said that the healer was irritable. The gruff old man seemed to possess some form of sixth sense when it came to his patients; because whenever Hadrian so much as shifted too close to the edge of the bed, he appeared from nowhere with darkness promised in every crevice on his face.
Not even the healers back home were this unyielding. Typically, he could sweet talk his way out of the hospital wing within hours of waking up if there was nothing seriously wrong with him.
He would not dare to even attempt that with this one.
Not only because he looked more leathery than any human should, but because he had a horrible feeling that there was more keeping him here than just a concerned old healer unwilling to let his – admittedly grievously injured – patient loose before he was healthy.
‘More’ being a certain Dark Lord that now knew Hadrian Evans and Harry Potter were one and the same.
He was not even allowed any visitors – the old man claiming that they needed to evaluate his mental health, and having people disturb him could risk his recovery.
Which was complete and utter shit. Hadrian knew his limits and mind very well, and seeing his friends was not going to do more than alleviate his crushing boredom.
He was being isolated for a reason, and the longer he was left alone, the more anxious he began to feel. He had taken to tracking the healer around the empty hospital wing, hoping to unnerve the old man into submission.
And while he was having very little success on that endeavour, it at least kept his thought preoccupied from his other worries.
Namely why he was still breathing.
He did not know what Voldemort’s game was, but the complete lack of control he had right now honestly scared him. His very existence rested in the hands of the man who had murdered James Potter, who had been hunting for his mother and him for years.
And Hadrian could do nothing, trapped in this stupid bed without any way to even send his mother a warning.
He did not even know if his mother was still alive. Surely someone would have been by to inform him if something had happened to her, but he could not be sure. A lot could happen in two days, and she had no idea of the amount of danger she was in.
He needed to tell her about Riddle, and cursed himself for being so weak when he had first awoken as to waste precious time on a hug. He was not five years old anymore. He should not be so easily reduced to such a state.
But what bothered him more though was how betrayed he felt.
It was ridiculous, and childish, but he had truly liked Riddle. He did not trust the man – was hardly that stupid – but the potential had been there. A few more weeks, a couple of months, and he might have actually thought of Riddle as a possible friend.
Hadrian had to bite his lip to stop the hysterical laughter from escaping.
How close he had come to falling for it. Gods, how often had he ignored his instincts when speaking with the man? How many times had he pushed his doubts and concerns aside, purely because he was too curious?
He had always held a small amount of fascination towards Voldemort, it was natural to be curious about the person your entire life revolved around, after all. He had hoped coming to Britain would give him more information about his enemy.
He had never intended to get this close.
Hadrian rubbed at his eyes, jaw clenched as his headache made itself known once again. He sighed as his hands fell into his lap, and a glint of silver caught his eye.
His fingers traced over the bracelet that now enclosed his left wrist.
It had to have been put on him when he was unconscious, and while a part of him was eternally glad he had not been aware when Voldemort had come to do it, another part raged at the thought that Voldemort had been near him when he was so weak.
Having the man looming over him, holding his arm, studying him…he shuddered.
He was not used to being prey – and he was prey right now. He was helpless, just stewing in tension, waiting for the man to approach him. He had to know he was awake by now.
The fact that he was still alive was concerning enough, but Hadrian knew that Voldemort’s distance was not a good thing. The man was planning something, and he likely needed him for it to work.
Which begged the question of just what the man had in mind. For the life of him, he could not think of any reason as to why Voldemort would risk it; but whatever the man was planning, Hadrian sure as hell was going to fight it every step of the way.
He would not allow the man to hold this leverage – could not afford to – so he had to get the upper hand quickly. He just wished there was some way he could prepare himself for whatever was coming.
“Mr. Evans?”
Hadrian looked over to the healer, not bothering to mask his disdain. He might be able to acknowledge the man’s role in his recovery, but Hadrian was far too wound up to check his attitude.
“Minister Lécuyer is here to see you.”
He straightened as much as he could, eyes brightening when he saw the familiar face of his minister just behind the healer. “Merci beaucoup.” Lécuyer said as she slipped passed the man and seated herself by his bedside. “You may leave, monsieur.”
With a quiet huff, the healer did as he was bid.
Hadrian smiled at the minister, honest relief plainly written on his face. “Minister, you have no idea how grateful I am to see you.”
She grinned good-naturedly at him, decades falling from her features. “As grateful as I am to see you, I imagine,” she reached forward to place her slim hand over his. “you had many people worried, Hadrian.”
He relaxed back onto his pillows, hiding a wince as his healing muscles twitched uncomfortably. Even though the wound was long healed, the area was still tender. “My apologi -”
“No.” She cut him off, borderline snapping at him. Hadrian blinked at the vehement protest. “Do not apologise. Do you hear me? What happened to you was not your fault. It should never have occurred.”
He dipped his head in acknowledgement, wrestling the second, instinctive apology from the tip of his tongue. Lécuyer gave him a look that told him she knew exactly what he had been on the verge of saying.
“Now, how are you, truly? I have received nothing beyond the occasional update since you were placed in isolation.” Much like Albert before her, Lécuyer somehow managed to look completely comfortable in the stiff chair.
“I am…fine.” He sighed, and smiled slightly at her dubious look. “Honestly, Minister. My side still twinges every so often, but I do not even have a scar. I would offer to show you, but I hardly think that would be appropriate.” He said wryly.
“Undoubtedly, though you are hardly my type, Hadrian.”
“It’s the hair, isn’t it? I knew I should have dyed it blond.”
She chuckled softly at him, “More like several decades too young.”
Hadrian felt some of the tension in his vanish that longer they spoke. There was just something unfairly calming about Lécuyer. Either that, or it was the fact that he doubted Voldemort would stop by when the French Minister was here.
“Other than that,” he continued, “I am good.”
“No head trauma? No blackouts or memory gaps?” She peered closely at him. “You were in a coma for a week.”
Hadrian rubbed at the back of his head, quietly tracing where his skull had clipped the rocks and marvelling at the smooth skin. Magic never ceased to amaze him. “My magic shielded my skull enough to keep the damage at a minimum, thankfully. As for the coma -”
The Dark Lord knocked me out when he ripped himself free of my mind with all the grace of a flubberworm, and it took me a week to recover from the damage.
“- I believe it was my magic keeping me unconscious, to protect me.” He was hardly in the mood to cause an international incident by revealing that. Not yet at least.
Lécuyer hummed, looking away from him with a small frown. “That is excellent news then.” She turned back to him. “I am very pleased to hear that, Hadrian. And while I hate to do this, we must discuss the second task.”
Hadrian took a deep breath, nodding in understanding, even though he hardly wanted to.
“You have been out of commission for a week, and that is a week your fellow champions have had to decipher their clues. Now the second challenge is a little more than a month away, after Yule, but we both know that you will need all the time you can to prepare.”
Gods, was it almost December?
He had hardly noticed the creeping chill in the rush of the past month. Glancing out the window, he could see the heavy clouds blanketing the sky, and knew snow would be close.
“The box, the one I had to collect – where is it?” This was just what he needed to occupy his roving thoughts, to distract himself until Voldemort made his move.
“The Dark Lord has been holding it, you will have to get it from him, I’m afraid.”
And just like that the pit in his stomach was back.
“The Dark Lord. Right.”
Lécuyer sighed lightly, her expression briefly contorting before smoothing out again. “I also feel the need to warn you.” Hadrian looked at her curiously. “There is quite a lot of, hmm, contention at the moment between France and Britain. Your accident has caused a stir.”
“How so?”
“There are some mutterings of it being deliberate.”
Hadrian started at that, eyebrows shooting up. “Assassination? Really? That’s completely ridiculous.”
Lécuyer clearly shared his opinion. “Unfortunately, these thoughts have a habit of lingering. I trust I can count on you to do your best to negate these whispers, if you encounter them?”
“Naturally.”
Assassination, Britain would not dare. Hell, Riddle told me point-blank he wanted me to survive the challenges. That was long before Voldemort discovered who I was, so he had nothing to do with the manticore attacking me.
He bleakly noted that he could not say the same for the following tasks.
“Good.”
“Minister Lécuyer?” he asked just as she stood, calling her attention back to him. “My mother, have you seen her lately?”
Lécuyer quirked a little smile at him. “Of course, I saw her only an hour ago at lunch. I was told your isolation will officially be ended tonight, so you should expect a flood of visitors tomorrow morning.”
“If I am still in isolation why are you allowed in?”
She straightened her robes and gave him a mischievous wink. “Maybe one day I will tell you. Have a good day, Hadrian.”
Lécuyer left the hospital wing, taking his good mood with her.
OoO
Sirius had officially lost his mind.
He walked as confidently as he could through the hallways, but his hands – buried deeply in his pockets, one curling around the little glowing trinket – were trembling.
He had been a mess of concern and anger since Harry’s match, having resorted to keeping in his suite for fear of letting something vital slip.
He had been so very proud of the boy, it was like a fierce storm in his heart that rose whenever the boy did anything.
Naturally, he had been terrified when the manticore had first struck out, but his fear had melted into intense excitement as his godson – his godson – danced his way through the arena, outsmarting the creature at every step.
The doppelgänger had thrown him, and it was only the fact that he had glimpsed the disillusioned figure as it moved towards the pillar that had stopped him from jumping into the arena to protect Harry when he had been caught.
Even knowing it was a distraction, Sirius had had to turn away from the sight of Harry ripped open and bleeding on the floor.
Because it was so easy for him to replace that face with another, and the feeling of failure had choked him so thoroughly that he had honestly missed Harry even reaching the pillar.
He had snapped back just in time to see his godson be swatted into the wall though, and Sirius knew he was not the only person in the crowd that had flinched at the sound of the impact.
His heart had frozen when Harry had slumped to the ground and had not gotten up. It had felt like a part of him had died in that moment, because his entire reason for being here was to protect Harry, and he could not even do that properly.
Sirius had leapt into the arena, and gods did it rankle him that he had not been able to go to Harry’s side. Because some fucking Death Eater had already slithered his way there. He had been unable to do anything, because after Voldemort had ruptured the manticore’s head, the Dark Lord and Rookwood had already secreted Harry away.
Sirius had visited during the week. Whenever he could get away with it, he had sat and simply stared at his best friends’ son and thought of what could have been.
He had found the silliest thoughts coming to him.
What was his favourite colour?
Did he enjoy flying, was he a prodigy just like James?
Was he a bookworm like Lily, did he sometimes get so lost in his books that hours slipped passed him?
What was his laugh like, had he ever laughed so hard he was gasping for breath with tears in his eyes?
Who was his first crush, his first kiss?
Such little, insignificant things but dammit he should know those things. He should know them.
This was his godson, his nephew in all but blood. He should have been there for every one of those milestones.
He should have been the one to torment the kid with gross stories, he should have been the one to sneak him his first drink, he should have been there to laugh at the awkward puberty years.
He felt cheated. He had missed so much of this wonderful boy’s life, and he hated that he had not been allowed to see him grow.
And as much as Sirius wanted to blame Lily for stealing that from him, he knew he had no right to judge her when he had no idea what her reasons were.
Which was why he was finally doing what he should have done the moment Amelia Evans had stepped foot in Hogwarts. He was going to get his answers.
Sirius refrained from tapping his foot on the staircase as it swung to the next floor, but still darted off before the two connected completely.
He made his way to the suites of the visitors, having already memorised which one was hers from the night before.
He came to a stop, chest lightly heaving as his hands clenched and unclenched rapidly. He was breaking so many orders right now.
This is it.
He knocked on the door as politely as he could.
“One moment, please.”
The door swung open after a few beats, and Sirius stared into the familiar yet strange face in front of him. “Can I help you?” She asked softly, the faintest trace of an accent coating her words.
Sirius blinked heavily, his tongue thick in his mouth.
There was not a flicker of recognition on her face, he knew with his glamour on she would not, but at the same time…
“Lily.” He croaked out, watching as her eyes widened and something very much like fear sparked in them.
“It’s me. It’s Sirius.”
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There was someone near him.
Hadrian very careful controlled his breathing, and made sure not to move in the slightest. There was nothing that gave away his transition into awareness.
It was late, and the hospital wing was quiet; the healer having departed to his quarters across the hall for the night.
There was no need for anyone to be in here other than him, let alone someone sitting right next to him.
His stomach twisted uncomfortably, and he opened his eyes to meet bright crimson.
Riddle smiled down at him.
“Hadrian,” he purred, “I believe it’s time you and I had a little chat.”
The Dark Lord gently closed the book he had been reading.
“Tell me, what do you know of the Order of the Phoenix?”
Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty Two
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Chapter Text
Looking at him now, it was a wonder he had never seen it before.
The ruffled, chaotic black hair, the facial features only generations of pureblood breeding could create. It all screamed James Potter. Exempting the slimmer, shorter build, and the electric green of his eyes, if you slipped a pair of glasses on, he was his father reborn. It was a miracle no one had made the connection yet.
It was a miracle it took him this long to make the connection.
True, he had not thought back to that night so many years ago, in almost a decade. His mind had been dulled by his continuous creation of horcruxes, and his want to eliminate any threat to his power had consumed him for the longest time, making his recollection hazy and unreliable. But if there was one thing he did remember as clear as crystal, it was James Potter and his defiant, bright eyes.
Voldemort held no high opinion of bravery. He saw it as a reckless, unsavoury thing that pushed people to take unnecessary risks. He had no time for fools that threw themselves to their deaths.
That being said, James came very close to changing his view on the matter. The young man had earned a quiet respect from him, for while his actions had been foolish, and had led to his demise, his determination to save his wife and son had given him a strength almost unmatched.
Voldemort might not entirely understand the concept of ‘family’, but he could certainly relate to the urge to protect what belonged to you.
James Potter had truly been a challenge to defeat. As much as it might gall him to admit it, had the man not been so preoccupied covering his family’s escape, he might have had a chance of beating him.
And at the tender age of twenty-one.
Voldemort knew only a handful of witches and wizards who held that level of pure talent at that age. There was a reason James Potter was one of the highest ranking students to emerge from Hogwarts, as well as an accomplished auror and duellist.
If he had known of the potential there, he would have converted the man well before Dumbledore got his talons too deeply into him. Having someone of that strength working for him, and in such a delectable position, very well could have secured his victory over the old headmaster completely.
And while James’ actions had allowed his wife and child to flee, Voldemort could hardly find it in himself to hate the man. James Potter had been an opponent that was worthy of his respect. It was the primary reason Voldemort had let the Order take the man’s body from Godric’s Hollow and bury it unobstructed. Any magical blood spilt was a waste, no matter how much of it stained his own hands; and despite how furious he had been back then, he knew how to honour a fallen enemy of that calibre.
James would have made a worthy follower, but now it seemed fate saw fit to give him another chance.
The last heir to the Potter House, the one prophesised to defeat him, Harry Potter. But that was not quite right.
For he was also Hadrian Evans, the Beauxbatons champion, and by far one of the most intriguing individuals he had met in years.
Once his anger had cooled, and the bitter sting of his pride at being tricked had ebbed away, he saw this for the opportunity that it was. He did not want to kill the boy, not yet at least. There was so much he could gain from this unexpected revelation, and he still had to satisfy the curiosity the child had managed to invoke in him.
Now that he knew of the threat, he could take ample measures to keep Hadrian from attempting anything.
And, when all was said and done, when he had squeezed ever last drop of usefulness out of the boy, gotten every announce of amusement he could from him then – then he would kill him.
Loose ends did annoy him, after all.
He had barely read a sentence of his book before he sensed a miniscule shift in the boy’s magic. Instantly, his gaze locked onto his face, and a smile bloomed when Hadrian opened his eyes.
“Hadrian,” his teeth flashed, “I believe it’s time you and I have a little chat.”
A barely recognisable flash of fear shot through those green eyes, and Voldemort felt a rush of control.
“Tell me, what do you know of the Order of the Phoenix?”
To his credit, the boy did not even hesitate in replying. “Nothing you yourself don’t.”
He tilted his head, amused at the non-answer. He had expected the initial resistance.
“Truly? You expect me to believe that you never – not once – had any contact with Albus Dumbledore or his gaggle of supporters, in all your years in hiding?” He tsked mockingly, though there was no mistaking the threat in his tone. “I detest lying, Hadrian.”
The boy pursed his lips, thoughts swirling behind the green of his eyes. He could watch him think all day.
There was just something incredibly alluring about Hadrian’s intelligence and seeing the calculations form in his mind. Unfortunately, he did not have come here for that.
Seeing as he was not going to respond, Voldemort pulled free a vial and held it up to the dim light. It was clear, like water, but he noted how Hadrian’s attention zoned in on it and his entire body coiled in preparation to attack. “Thankfully, I have something here that might make you more agreeable.”
Hadrian shot upwards, but barely managed to get anywhere before his magic latched onto him, weaving around his limbs and pinning him back to the bed. Voldemort watched him battle the invisible bonds with interest, especially when he noticed how Hadrian’s own magic reared up at the assault.
He took grasp of the child’s neck and shoved his head back, baring his pale throat. He unstoppered the vial with his thumb and tapped the rim teasingly on Hadrian’s clamped lips. “Say ‘ah’.” He murmured.
The boy glared up at him mutinously.
Voldemort narrowed his eyes for only a moment before he was standing, looming over the bed. Hadrian thrashed, but could do nothing to stop him from jamming his knee into the tender flesh of his side. Tears erupted in the boy’s eyes immediately, but they did not spill.
More importantly, his lips remained closed.
Voldemort put more weight on the healed wound, knowing that the pain would eventually get to the boy. He studied the emotions twisting on the boy’s face curiously, because years of experience had taught him that while the emotions might be similar, everyone reacted differently to pain. He watched as Hadrian’s breathing grew harsher.
They both knew it was only a matter of time before he succumbed, but Voldemort appreciate the fight nonetheless.
Seconds later, when Voldemort’s full weight was bearing down on him, Hadrian finally cracked. He shouted in pain, the noise loud enough to have woken the nearby healer across the hall if not for the silencing charm he had placed.
While the boy’s lips were parted, he poured the potion down his throat and curled a hand brutally over his mouth and nose to force him to swallow. He waited patiently while Hadrian struggled beneath him. His binds must have loosened – either that, or the boy had managed to free it himself – because one of Hadrian’s fists smacked against his chest.
He almost smirked, because with the little distance between them, there was no way the boy could gain enough momentum to harm him –
Pain burst in his lower abdomen, and he hissed more from the unexpectedness of it.
The bloody brat had shot his magic directly into his gut with his second hit, causing the muscles to spasm and his grip on his mouth to almost drop.
His second hand lashed out and snapped up the boy’s loose arm, pinning that one back to the bed. Hadrian bucked, murder written on his face, but his eyes were growing glassy, and his movement less wild. He eventually slumped, throat working once, twice – having no choice but to drink or suffocate.
“So stubborn.” He commented lightly, getting off of the trembling boy and moving back to his original seat. He ignored how quickly Hadrian was sucking in air.
“Y-” he coughed roughly, “You utter bastard. What did you give me?”
“The benefits of having a master potioneer under my command, is that all of his wonderful concoctions are passed through me before he publishes anything.” He took a moment to tightened the magical bonds around the boy, just to be sure. If anything, it was minor revenge for the way Hadrian had subdued him in his mind. “The delightful little potion circulating through you right now is his latest creation. You have heard of Veritaserum?”
Even in his current state, Hadrian still managed to toss him an offended look. Any self-respecting witch or wizard would know that potion, after all.
“Then think of this as its…improved version.”
Hadrian turned his head to stare at him. He graciously sated the boy’s curiosity. “There is no way to resist this one.”
And yes, there was the panic he had been waiting for.
But he barely had time to savour the expression, before something else took its place. Voldemort caught the slightest hint of defiance in the boy’s eyes, when Hadrian’s jaw locked.
Thrown, he could only blink when the boy grinned savagely at him, blood trickling down his chin and staining his teeth a vibrant red. His gaze followed the stripe of blood intently, heaving a sigh – because he honestly should have seen that coming.
“What am I going to do with you?” He asked, wand slipping into his hand. The boy grunted as he grasped at his thick hair, yanking him upright and snapping his head back again. The bonds changed to accommodate the new position. “Open your mouth.” He ordered, wand ready to heal whatever damage the foolish boy had done to his tongue.
Hadrian spat at him, the mixture of blood and spit landing on his temple as he jerked his head to the side just in time.
For a long moment he simply breathed, reigning in the sudden urge to crush Hadrian’s ribcage for his insolence. I still need him alive.
Instead, his wand slipped lower, until it was pressed against the boy’s navel. He paused only long enough for Hadrian to realise the new danger he was in, before he cast the curse.
Hadrian’s reaction was instantaneous.
Voldemort mercifully only held it for ten seconds. Pinned as he was, Hadrian could not clutch at his chest as he no doubt wanted, or so much as twist to get away. All he could do way lay, gasping in relief when the pain elevated, with his eyes squeezed shut and mouth hanging open as he tried to breath.
Voldemort wordlessly healed the boy’s tongue, released him and waited for him to recover.
“I do hope that taught you a lesson about respect.” He waved his hand and the pink-tainted spit vanished from his face. “I have enjoyed your spirit greatly these last few months, but my patience has limits.”
“You…didn’t have a p-problem when I told you to go fuck yourself.”
Still so bold.
“You believed you were speaking to Tom Riddle, not Lord Voldemort. If I had done more to discipline you then, you would have hardly trusted me further.”
“I didn’t-” Hadrian cut off, something like disgust rolling through his face.
Voldemort felt his mouth pull into a smug smile. Incapable of telling lies.
He knew all too well what the boy had been trying to say, and it pleased him more than he thought it would, to know on some small level, he had gained some of his trust. Even if the boy had been denying it for so long, he now had no choice but to confront the truth.
“I don’t trust you.” Was what was offered instead, but it did nothing to change the fact that Hadrian must also feel a sting at being tricked. His temper soothed rapidly at the knowledge that he was not the only one fooled.
“If that makes you feel better,” he said with a mocking nod, enjoying the indignation he received. “now, I believe we had business to attend to.”
And all at once, Hadrian tensed again. Voldemort was delighted, because that meant that the boy had relaxed to begin with.
“What is your name?”
“Hadrian Evans.” It slipped out under the influence of the potion, and Voldemort frowned, momentarily confused.
“Don’t call me that.”
“Why shouldn’t I? It is your real name, isn’t it? Why shouldn’t I call you Harry?”
“Because my name is Hadrian!”
Of course. Hadrian could only tell the truth of his own perspective. “My mistake. What is your full birth name, and those of your parents?”
Hadrian stared fixedly at the ceiling, eyes surprisingly clear considering what he had already endured tonight. He must be trying to beat back the potion’s effects, but his mouth opened again automatically.
“Harry James Potter, James Charlus Potter, Li -” he choked, but could not stop himself. “Lily Joyce Evans.”
“And how long have you lived in France?”
“Since November, 1981.” Was the clipped response.
Voldemort looked down at Hadrian, searching for more. While the potion compelled him to speak the truth, the boy was smart enough to know he could get away with giving the bare minimum unless otherwise asked. But from what he could tell, Hadrian was not withholding anything in particular. He supposed it was too much to expect that the child was aware of every little detail during the early years of his life. He would have been, what – one? No, Hadrian would not know all the specifics about his and his mother’s escape. But that was perfectly fine, he was more interested in other things.
One more question though, just to be sure the potion was truly working.
“Who entered you in the Triwizard Tournament?”
Hadrian’s eyes widened, clearly having not expected that. Voldemort merely raised an eyebrow at the look, watching as a barely visible flush of anger spread across the boy’s cheeks.
“Jacob Korin.” Hadrian said stonily, all traces of unease fleeing in the wake of his rage.
Excellent. Now that he knew the potion was working – because he doubted Hadrian liked acknowledging that snippet of information aloud – he could finally begin his actual line of questioning.
“Where is Albus Dumbledore?”
Hadrian met his gaze solidly. “I don’t know.”
“Where is the Order of the Phoenix’s headquarters?”
“I don’t know.”
“Have you or your mother ever had any contact with the group, directly or indirectly?” Frustration bled into his tone.
“No.”
He sat back, openly scowling at the child.
Severus was one of the most gifted potioneers alive, and he had personally assured him that this potion was impossible to circumvent. No matter how strong the individual was, they would answer truthfully. It specifically rendered Occlumency barrier useless. He had seen it tested, had watched as some of his strongest followers were unable to stop themselves from answering whatever question he posed to them.
Severus himself had taken it, and if there was one thing the man was better at than potions, it was Occlumency. If anyone would have been capable of escaping the potion’s effects, it would have been him.
He looked closer at the boy.
Hadrian’s hands were twisting the sheets ruthlessly, bunching the fabric. His body was covered in sweat from the earlier curse, and while he had regained control over his breathing, his muscles still seized occasionally. Talented though he was, Voldemort doubted Hadrian would have the strength or ability to overcome the potion.
There was no possible way he could be lying.
But he had been positive that the Order was behind the boy’s disappearance. The whole plan spoke of Dumbledore’s conniving mind, relocating the remaining Potter’s to another country to protect them – a country Voldemort would be in no way ready to move against for at least a decade. It was exactly what he would have expected from the man.
If Hadrian had never any contact with them though…
“Why?” He asked, and when the boy did not answer – could hardly do so, with such a broad question – he clarified. “Why are you not connected with the Order?”
Hadrian’s lips pressed together futilely, eyes darkening. “She does not trust them.”
“Your mother?”
“Yes.” He bit out, and his magic crackled warningly around him. Voldemort ignored it.
“And why is that? Why does she not trust her friends and allies, people she fought beside for years? Why does she not trust Dumbledore?” Lily Potter had always struck him as one of Dumbledore’s most avid supporters. And despite her tainted blood, she was an intelligent woman; she would have known Dumbledore could have protected her.
The fact that she had run to another country completely to keep her son from both of their grasps was both intriguing and odd.
“Peter Pettigrew.”
“Pardon?”
Hate, ugly and destructive, crossed the boy’s face. “Peter Pettigrew betrayed us. One of their oldest friends – my uncle – served us up on a silver platter to you. If he could do that, there was no telling who else you had gotten to.”
Ah yes, sweet Peter. So eager to please, so terrified of his own greed and lust for recognition. He remembered that moment well, flushed with success when the snivelling young man had given him the secret of the Potter’s safe house.
He remembered how Peter’s eyes had shined with tears, how his lips trembled even as he spoke. How one could almost smell the guilt emitting from him, even as he willingly betrayed those that trusted him completely.
He wondered what would happen, if he were to place Hadrian and Peter in a room together; there would surely be blood. He put that idea to the side for further evaluation.
He could perhaps understand now the terror Lily Potter must have felt when she realised they had been deceived. How the doubt would have flooded her, the questions of who could I trust, who could I turn to? that would have plagued her.
“So she fled with you. Took you to France, far away from the protection of the only man powerful enough to stand against me.” Humour coloured his words. “What a fool.”
Hadrian thrashed suddenly in his bonds, and Voldemort suspected he would have attempted to hit him again if his limbs were not currently preoccupied. “She had just lost her husband! We were being hunted like animals! What did you expect?” He spat, “Coherent thinking from a woman running for her life, trying to protect her only son from someone like you?” He laughed, loud and bitter. “No. She was acting on her instincts, and by doing so she saved my life.”
The boy looked at him, piercing him with his eyes.
“Because of her I was able to live a life without war or bloodshed. I was able to grow up relatively normal. I was able to go to a school that wasn’t drowning under your influence. My mother may have made a mistake not going to Dumbledore, I don’t know and I don’t care. All I know is that she has always done what she believed was right for me. So don’t you dare sit there and try to insult her, when she has dedicated her whole life to keeping me safe.”
Voldemort paused, noting how aggressively Hadrian had jumped to his mother’s defence. He had seen small instances of this burning loyalty – how Hadrian was always quick to appear if he perceived any threat to the woman. It had been amusing in the beginning, and he had used that devotion to draw the boy out before. Now he wondered if there was more to it than that.
For while the words were nothing he would not expect from a child such as Hadrian defending their parent, it was the tone that invoked his interest. He did not know many children whose first reaction to something like this, was to bypass anger and descend right to homicidal.
He cocked his head, intrigued.
“Your mother was a fool.” He repeated, carrying on before a new slew of protests could erupt, “But I cannot fault her actions, in fact, she has undoubtedly helped me by taking you far from Dumbledore’s poisonous teachings.”
And that was entirely true. He could feel the taste of victory on his tongue already. This here was Dumbledore’s precious saviour, but one that had never met the man, had never been influenced by his ridiculous ideals. This was a James Potter without a steady Light mindset.
Hadrian might preach his lack of skill in Dark magic, but he was a liar. Some of the magic he utilised rested very firmly on the Dark side of the magical spectrum. Even the overall taste of Hadrian’s magic was an intoxicating mix of the two branches. If the boy was already dabbling in the Dark arts, than Lily Potter was either more ignorant, or more open-minded than he had originally believed.
Whatever the answer, he could work with this. The Dark arts were addicting to most, and all it would take was a small push from the right angle, and Hadrian would fall to the pull of power.
Plus, the idea of snatching Dumbledore’s little prophecy child right from under him, of turning the Light’s one last hope Dark, was too good to pass up.
“You say you have had no contact with them, which I believe means until now, Dumbledore had no way to find you or your mother. He has grown desperate these past few years, his belief in winning had dwindled. Your return seems to have…reignited his hope.”
If his increased movements mean anything.
He had Hadrian’s full attention now, and it pleased him that the boy had settled unconsciously as he spoke. This might be easier than he thought.
“He will be quite eager to speak with you.”
Hadrian frowned, and Voldemort decided to loosen the bonds around him slowly. Green eyes stared at him, swimming with curiosity and wariness, as he pushed himself upright. He let Hadrian rearrange himself in peace.
“You want to use me to get to him.”
He refrained from smiling at the astute observation. If there was one thing he did not tolerate in others, it was stupidity. Enemy or ally. “Precisely.”
“The Order is one of the only factions still actively opposing you.” Hadrian raised his eyebrows. “Why on earth would I help you stop them? My entire life has been dedicated to killing you.”
Voldemort crossed his legs, sending a small, indescribable grin in his direction. The boy’s magic flared tellingly.
“Do you love your mother, Hadrian?”
The rage he was becoming accustom to blazed back to life in his eyes.
“Obviously.”
“Would you do anything to protect her?”
“Yes.”
“Would you willingly throw yourself into harm’s way, if it was the only way to save her life?”
“Yes.”
“Would you give up everything you have been working for, to keep her safe from me?”
The boy’s head dipped slightly, eyes finding the stone floor. “…yes.” He whispered.
“Then there is your answer.”
Hadrian took a deep breath, face dropping into an impressively blank mask. “So either I help you find Dumbledore, or you will kill her.”
“Oh no,” Voldemort leaned forward, smile sharper than knives. He waited until he caught the other’s eyes. “you will help me find Dumbledore, or for every rebellious act you commit, I will take a limb, starting with her fingers.” He said, soft and light, “And once she is reduced to little more than a bloody stump, I will enter her mind, and I will make her witness the death of her husband again and again and again, until she is nothing but blubbering mess. Then, and only then will I return her to you, so you can see what your own disobedience led to.”
Hadrian flinched, but it was the slightest of movements. Voldemort had to commend the child for his control. He had seen much older and wiser people crumble to their knees with similar threats. But it was not enough. He needed to see more.
“And your little friends,” he continued mildly, pleasantly. “I will of course endeavour to come up with something particularly creative for them should you not do this. I can’t kill all of them, true, but there are so many ways in which to destroy people.”
He stood, smoothing down his front and slipping his outer robe back on. “I trust you will do the right thing, Hadrian. I am not a man to be tested.” He adjusted his sleeves and reached into his pocket. “Help me end Dumbledore and his Order, and no harm shall come to your mother, your friends, or you.”
He pulled out a simple wooden box and placed it carefully on the bedside table.
“I expect you to tell me immediately when they initiate contact with you, and know that should you mention any of this conversation to anyone besides myself, they will pay the price. Pleasant dreams, Hadrian, and I look forward to seeing you next class.”
He headed to the doors, pausing just on the threshold to turn back. Hadrian had not moved except to tilt his head just enough to look at his parting gift. His expression was strange, but his eyes were whirring with thoughts and emotions.
He did not look defeated, not in the manner most would after such an ultimatum. No – he looked alive. And Voldemort felt like he was truly seeing the boy for the first time.
“I can’t help but wonder,” he called back, blood soaring when Hadrian’s eyes slid to lock onto him. “that after all I have done, all I plan to do…Do you hate me?”
He closed the door before he heard the answer, content with the knowledge that Hadrian would do what he wished. He did not need an elaborate plan to get what he wanted. Often times the best way to keep someone in line was with the simplest threats.
The boy’s one glaring weakness was his love for his mother. As long as he held her life in his hands, Hadrian would bend to his commands.
Oh, he had no doubt the boy would try and wriggle his way out of this, but the thought of playing this game with him was exciting enough that he was looking forward to see Hadrian’s next move.
With what was almost a spring in his step, he made his way back to his office, only to stop just around the corner. He braced a hand on the wall and frowned at the ache in his abdomen.
His hand deftly tugged at his crisp white shirt, pulling it from where he had tucked it into his pants and lifting it high enough to see his stomach.
There, right where Hadrian had hit him. A livid bruise burned across his pale skin, a large blotch of purple and black. He pressed his hand lightly to the wound, hissing when the pressure caused a flare of sharp pain.
He leaned against the wall completely and immediately began to heal the damage the boy had done. He tilted his head back until he could feel the chill of the stone through his hair, eyes closing.
Voldemort laughed.
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Sirius honestly expected to have the door slam in his face. Lily looked caught between two decisions, conflict darting across her face.
He held his breath, not daring to hope.
Her eyes – brighter than he remembered, more like Harry’s fiery shade then the lovely green of his memories – turned icy as she stared at him. He could see her son in that calculating gaze.
She stepped aside, holding the door open in invitation.
Sirius felt like grinning as he ducked inside. He barely waited for the door to close before he was speaking. “Lily – I don’t even know where to begin! You, you were gone. I don’t -”
He turned to face her, and flinched backwards away from the tip of her wand. His hands lifted automatically, and he cursed himself for his own naivety. He should have expected this, should have been prepared for this reaction.
“Lily.” He stepped away from her, keeping his voice steady. “Let me take down my disguise. I’ll prove it to you. I am Sirius.”
Her hand did not waver, and she remained silent.
He swallowed at the lack of anything on her face. What had happened to the lively woman he had known?
“L-"
Her spell slammed into his chest, careening him back and into a leather chair. The material came alive, wrapping around his wrists and ankles and tightening uncomfortably. Sirius glanced from the leather restraints, to Lily’s blank face, and felt for the first time that maybe he had acted a bit too hasty.
I knew I should have approached Harry first.
Her next spell, thin and purple, smacked into his face.
Sirius twitched as he endured what felt like worms crawling over every inch of his skin. He shuddered, but a simple look at his hands revealed that his disguise had been torn away. Trust Lily to know the exact counter to such an advanced charm.
He peeked up at her, trying for a smile even as his stomach churned. “See? Regular old me.”
“What was the first thing you ever said to me?”
She had dropped the accent at least, which meant she either believed him and knew it was no longer needed, or she did not intend to let him go. He prayed it was the first.
He frantically tried to think back to his first meeting with the woman, but it had been so many years ago that he was not entirely sure. He squinted, and shifted, and took a guess. “‘Have you done McGonagall’s assignment yet’?”
Her wand rose an inch.
“Bloody hell woman! It was decades ago! How am I supposed to remember the first thing I ever said to you? I was eleven! Why not ask me what my best man speech was? I remember that. Or how you about you ask me about the time you took me as your date to the Christmas Slug Club party, because James pissed you off, and you thought it would be hilarious?”
Sirius watched as the hard look in her eyes began to waver. He continued swiftly, bringing up whatever he could.
“Or how about that time when James was on an assignment in Germany, and your sister didn’t invite you to her wedding, and I sat you down and said that she was a jealous crone that couldn’t stand the idea that you might outshine her?”
He closed his eyes, throat tightening. “Or how about that my last words to you and James were about how I would see you tomorrow morning, and when I tossed James his wand, I said he was a bloody awful auror because he never kept it on him?”
There was no word to describe the noise she made.
“…and he laughed and said that he’d prove you wrong…that he’d keep it on him all night and hex you when you came over again.”
Lily’s voice was so soft, so bloody sad, that Sirius had to open his eyes again. He watched as her wand fell to her side, and just stopped himself from sighing in relief. They stared at each other, and after a few moments, where his heartbeat was thundering in his ears, Sirius saw her face begin to ripple.
Hair as dark as night bled into the vibrant red he remembered, poisonous green eyes lightened, her cheekbones receded slightly, and her face rounded. All such subtle shifts, but in that instance she went from Amelia Evans to Lily Potter, and Sirius felt like he was home for the first time in years.
“Lils.” He said, pushing himself up as the bonds fell away from him. He stepped towards her, arms coming up in an almost forgotten instinct. However, she shuffled back, arms crossed defensively. He could see her walls desperately trying to stay up, and his heart broke for her.
“Please don’t, Sirius.” She whispered. “I can’t.” She blinked rapidly, voice cracking. “I can’t.”
“Hey, hey,” he slid closer, stopping only a few feet from her and fighting the urge to just crush her to his chest. “it’s okay. It’s okay. It’s me, you’re safe. I’m not going to hurt you, Lils.”
“No,” she said, though she did not retreat again. “you don’t understand. I can’t trust you.”
He beat back how much those words hurt him.
“Lily, it’s me. Of course you can. I’m your friend, we went to school together, I was James’ best mate -”
“So was Peter.” The interjection was quiet, but it stopped him cold. He had to wrestle against the hatred that burned through his chest at the mention of that…that…
“Peter was our friend. He went to school with us. I helped tutor him. He was like a brother to James. He loved Harry, he held my baby like he was the most important thing in the world, he played with him, he ate with us, spent time with us – and he still betrayed us. So no, Sirius, no I can’t trust you. Nothing you can possibly say would make me even consider -”
He reached out and grabbed her, not harshly, just firm hands on her shoulders. She struggled initially, tugging away from him even as he reeled her in. She thumped against his chest, hands pressing against him. Sirius ignored the tautness of her as he wrapped his arms around her, trying to show her everything he could never say.
She did not melt against him, she did not lean closer or even tilt her head into his neck. But her hands, still so small and pale, curled into his robes in a quiet acceptance.
“I’m not Peter,” he said into her hair. “I’m not him.”
I would never betray you.
Notes:
So, the actual, ACTUAL plot is starting in this story, hooray for me - it only took 22 fricking chapters to get here, but meh, slow and steady guys, slow and steady.
Chapter 23: Chapter Twenty Three
Notes:
BOOM and I'm back. Hello lovelies, it's been a while but semester one is now behind me because my course is nice enough to have only assignments and no exams and I am free a full two weeks before most of the other unfortunately souls mwhahahaha I'm so tired.
Anywho, chapter 23 is here, ready for your enjoyment. Love you guys!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Lily accepted the cup of tea Sirius passed her, fingers curling around the warm china and holding the steaming beverage just below her chin.
Sirius was seated across from her – not in the leather chair, he could still feel the phantom touch of the restraints – with his hands resting on his knees. He studied the woman quietly, familiarising himself with her features again.
He had no idea what to say.
He had so many questions, so many things that needed to be discussed. But now that the moment was here, he found himself unable to voice any of them.
The silence between them had a physical weight, and Sirius wondered if he had ever felt so alienated from one of his friends before.
He rubbed at his thighs, unbearably uncomfortable.
Lily took a delicate sip of her tea, eyes fluttering closed. She sighed once, and dropped her head in what Sirius could only classify as defeat. “Just ask, Sirius. I swear I will answer what I’m able.”
And just like that, his mouth opened.
“How are you? And Harry, the both of you – are you…are you okay?”
She did not look at him as she placed her cup on the saucer and sat back, hands folded in her lap. “We are as well as we can be, I suppose.”
That was not the comforting answer he had been hoping for, and he frowned. “No, Lily. How are you? You’ve been gone for so long.”
Her face was infuriatingly calm. “We were, and we’re fine, Sirius. We’re alive, and that’s all the matters.”
He strangled back the response to that, because ‘alive’ and ‘okay’ were too completely different things. There was a hardness to Lily’s eyes though, that warned him off pushing further. He swiftly changed routes.
“Why did you run?” It was, perhaps, the question he should have started with, but Sirius was honestly still overwhelmed with the knowledge that Harry and Lily were within touching distance to really care about the hows and whys. He knew that Dumbledore would want to know though.
“I’ve already told you,” Lily looked away from him, jaw tight. “I didn’t know who I could trust. Peter had sold us out, James was dead or dying for all I knew. I had no way of knowing who I could turn to.”
“But why not just come to Dumbledore? If there was anyone you could be sure of-”
“Dumbledore is a complex man, Sirius. He had built a web around himself, filled it with lies and misinformation and traps. I couldn’t go to him for the same reason I couldn’t go to you, or Remus, or any of the Order. His suggestion to settle and use the Fidelius Charm lost me my husband. How could I know it wasn’t planned? How do I know he didn’t want us to be in the one place, to make it easier to find us if the secret did break?”
“Dumbledore would never have done that.” The mere thought that the former headmaster was capable of such a thing was sickening.
But Lily only shook her head slowly. “I couldn’t know that. I was scared, Sirius. I was absolutely certain I was going to die, that my baby would be killed, that James would have died for nothing. I could only trust my instincts, and they told me I was better on my own.”
Sirius closed his eyes, anger and sympathy warring inside him. He could imagine the feeling of loss Lily had experienced, mirrored from when he had renounced his own family. That uncertainty and fear of what lay ahead had been near consuming. It was only through James that he had managed to survive, to beat back the shadows of his past.
He had had James to lean on during that time, and the Potter’s, and Remus and even Peter.
Lily had been alone, with a small baby and a broken heart. Could he really blame her for doubting them all?
No.
He sighed, feeling far older than thirty-seven.
“I get it,” he said, voice exhausted. “but then why go to France? Why not just go underground? The Potter’s had more than one house you could have sought refuge in.”
Lily shrugged, bitterness seeping into her.
“Voldemort was winning, even before he attacked us, he was so close to achieving his goal. I couldn’t take the risk of being trapped in Britain if that happened. We would have been hunted like dogs – hell, we still were, even in a completely different country. Wanted posters, ridiculous rewards for even news of our sightings. Those first few years were…” she brushed her hair out of her face, “they weren’t good.”
She shook her head, chasing the stray thoughts away. “I couldn’t be in Britain. I couldn’t risk Harry. But I also couldn’t afford to be somewhere so far away. I needed to go somewhere that didn’t have the direct threat of Voldemort, but that was still close enough to keep informed. France has the military, political and economic power to challenge Britain if it needs to, while still being an ally.”
Sirius absently crossed his arms, allowing himself to get swept along by Lily’s words like he had so many times in the past.
“And asides from that, Beauxbatons is almost as formidable as Hogwarts in terms of defences. Harry would have been safe there, and he would learn a more neutral stance on Light and Dark magic.” Lily frowned lightly, her hands squeezing into fists. “I was more than a little shocked when he was tested with an affinity for both, but I suppose it works out better -”
“Whoa,” Sirius interrupted. “what do you mean ‘tested’?”
Lily looked up, doe-eyes blinking in confusion. “Ah, I forgot that Britain doesn’t do that. When the children enter the secondary part of Beauxbatons, they undergo a simple test to show which magical branch they are better prepared to handle, or which one their core leans more towards. The results are private, and it helps the students to better understand their own skills and abilities as they progress.”
Sirius sat back, surprised. “And Harry – you said he was both?”
She nodded, “Yes. Not terribly uncommon. Grey magic doesn’t necessarily mean anything really. Just that Harry is perfectly capable of casting both branches with minimal effects on himself. Of course, the more he uses one branch in particular, the more his magical core will begin to lean towards that one, but so far he’s done a splendid job of keeping himself neutral.”
Sirius felt his stomach clench at the thought of Harry casting Dark magic. He knew all too well the addicting pull of the branch, had lost his brother to it, his cousins, his whole family really. He did not want his godson to end up like Bella, so drugged on violence and the pain of others that nothing else was important.
Grey magic was, as Lily said, not uncommon. About one-in-eleven people were Grey. Most just did not discover the fact until they were well into their majority. He was just confused as to why Harry was one.
His parents were both Light magic users, and the Potters – while having married with quite a number of Dark families – were predominantly Light as well.
A small, pale hand covered his. His head rose, and Lily offered him a smile. It was somewhat stilted, nothing like the warm grins of their youth, but it was comforting all the same.
“He knows the dangers, Sirius. He swore only to use Dark magic when he has no other choice. I want him to have as much of an advantage as he can for when the time comes, and unfortunately that means him learning exactly what will be used against him.”
He slowly turned his hand over and caught hers in a gentle grip. Her fingers flexed automatically, but she did not move away.
“Does he know?”
“About the prophecy?” There was a bitter amusement in her tone that confused him. “Yes. I told him quite some time ago, when he first asked me why we used different names in public.”
“And when was that?”
“When Harry was six.”
Sirius reared back, hand slipping out of hers. “Six? Lily! Merlin’s beard!”
She leaned away at his outburst, honest confusion in her eyes. Sirius felt queasy. “You told a bloody child that one day they were expected to rise up and kill the most dangerous Dark Lord we’ve ever seen? What the hell?!”
And just like that, the budding softness on her face evaporated. Sirius felt like he was drowning. “I did what I had to do to protect us, Sirius! Harry had every right to know exactly what was expected of him when he was older. Would you have preferred him growing up completely oblivious to the danger we were in every second of every day? That I spring it on him when he was a teenager – yes, I’m sure that would have gone well.”
“Of course not! But maybe don’t tell a six year old that. Bloody hell Lily – did you even consider what that’d do to him?”
“It helped prepare him. He needed to know how dangerous things were. He needed to start planning early, he had to have time to develop the skills he needed. I wouldn’t let him face Voldemort unless he was ready. I wouldn’t risk my own son.”
Sirius swallowed the sickly feeling that rose in his throat. He hated hearing this, hated the idea that Harry had been neck-deep in these sorts of problems – plotting to overthrow a Dark Lord – since he was little more than a boy.
He hated that he could see the logic in her words more. Because from a tactical view, preparing Harry from early childhood would give him the best chance of facing Voldemort.
But at the same time…
“He’s just a kid.” Sirius murmured, eyes dropping to the floor.
“He’s not.” Lily said, voice quietening. “He’s never been just a kid, Sirius. From the moment he was born he’s been a target. I know it, you know it, Harry knows it.”
He rubbed at his face, pushing away the despair in him. “Okay, okay. I get it.” He sighed deeply. “So how did you get to France? We looked for you as well, there was no record of you – or any of your alias’ – leaving the country.”
“That’s because I didn’t go through magical means.”
And suddenly Sirius couldn’t stop the small chuckle that escaped him. “Of course,” he groaned, “of course you didn’t. You just booked a plane ticket didn’t you?”
Lily smiled at him, head dipping in acknowledgement. “I got some muggle money, got on a plane and didn’t look back until I had lost us completely in France.”
“Who’d you get the money from though? You wouldn’t have had time to exchange any.”
Here, a strange emotion flitted in her eyes. “I went to Petunia.” She admitted, “That night, when I apparated. I landed in her front yard, splinched. She took me inside, helped me.”
“But…you hate Petunia.” There was no doubt about it, Sirius remembered the fall-out clearly. Had seen how much Lily hurt over her stubborn, bigoted sister. The idea that Petunia – nasty, rude, cold Petunia – would help her sister was…it made no sense.
“I do – did.” Lily, eyes fixated somewhere over his shoulder, smiled sadly. “I doubt that’s changed. We’ve both said things to the other over the years, grown too far apart to ever be close again but…” she shrugged, “we’re sisters. We might hate each other, and loathe the very idea of spending time together, but she’s still my big sister, and I’m still her little one. That’s never going to change.”
Her hands twisted in the fabric of her night gown. “I think it’s because I was crying.” She said softly. “When she opened the door,” she clarified when Sirius raised an eyebrow. “I was barely able to string two words together, I was covered in blood, I had a baby with me…She didn’t say anything at first, just – let me in. She took Harry from me, put him in a crib with her son, cleaned me up, got me fresh clothes, bandaged me.”
Lily looked down, expression conflicted.
“When I finally managed to tell her about James, and said that I needed to leave the country, that we would probably never see each other again…she just helped me book a flight, gave me money, drove us to the airport.”
Sirius was silent.
“I don’t know why, but I just knew she would be able to help me. Blame it on my dormant belief that my older sister could always fix everything, I don’t know. She was the only person I knew that would help me, that I could trust to help me. There was no way she would be connected to anything Voldemort-related, and she hated Dumbledore with a passion so the Order was out too.” She bit her lip. “Maybe I just wanted to see her, one last time.”
Sirius looked away from his old friend, mind buzzing with something he could not identify.
Regulus.
His brother was dead, he knew it even though it was never confirmed. He did not know how, or why, or when, and Sirius felt both relief and pain at the thought. Relief, that his little brother was finally free of their family’s hold, and the influence of Voldemort. And pain because he did not know what happened.
Had Regulus been scared? Did he even have a chance to be scared before it happened? Did he have any regrets? What was his last thought? Did…did he cry out for anyone? Wish for someone to be there with him?
Had he begged for his older brother to save him?
Sirius breathed deeply, slowly unclenching his fists and glancing down to see the small red marks littering his palms, left from his nails.
“I want to meet Harry.” He demanded, the words bursting out from him before he even completed the thought. His head rose to pin Lily with a sharp look. “I want to meet my godson – not as Abernathy, I want him to look at me and know who I am. I need him to know that I’m here for him.”
Like I couldn’t be for James, like I never was for Regulus.
“Sirius -” Lily began, and he could see the denial on the tip of her tongue.
“No.” He cut her off, head shaking. “He is my godson, my bloody nephew. I’ve already missed too much of his life – I’m not missing a moment more. Either you set up a meeting, or I will approach him myself.”
She was frustrated, but all Sirius could see was Harry.
“He’s not going to trust you, he trusts the Order even less than I do. You forcing a relationship on him that he’s not ready for will just push him away. You’re a stranger to him, Sirius. He won’t react well.”
“I don’t care,” he did – he really did. The idea of Harry not wanting him in his life was unbearable. But Sirius was nothing if not determined. He had to try. “he’s got a godfather, and he’s going to have to accept that – as well as all the perks I come with.”
“We don’t need the Order’s help.” Lily bit out, fingers tight around her wand. She had not lifted it yet, but the threat was there for him to see. Sirius ignored it.
“You really do.”
“No, we don’t. We’re doing fine by ourselves.”
“Oh yes, Harry in the Triwizard Tournament seems to be going swimmingly for you. Tell me, was it all part of your grand plan to have him fight a manticore? Or what about cracking his skull open? I’m very interested to know how that factored in.”
“It wasn’t -” Lily shoved her hair out of her eyes again. Her lips were nothing more than a thin white line cutting across her face. “We do have a plan, and no, being champion wasn’t in it, but we’re working around it.”
“You need help,” he insisted. “two people can’t fight a war, Lils.”
“We’re not waging war.” Lily said, head tilting back to him. The glint in her eyes chilled him. “We’re starting a revolution – and if history has taught us anything it’s that sometimes all it takes is one person to change everything.”
“You need allies, you need support. A war, a revolution – it doesn’t matter. You can’t beat him by yourselves. You’re not just fighting the man himself, you’re fighting his ideas, the belief system he has spent over a decade assimilating into the people. Killing Voldemort won’t fix what he’s already done. You need us to help challenge the ideals.”
Sirius slipped from his seat and knelt in front of her, gripping at her forearms. She looked down at him blankly.
“Please Lily – I know you don’t trust Dumbledore, I know you have your doubts. You’ve been by yourself for so long, you and Harry against the world. But you can trust me. I would never try and trick you like this. I would never jeopardise Harry if I thought there was even a chance of him being in danger.”
She was wavering, he could see it.
“Just meet with him, just once, Lils. Talk to him and listen and then you can decide. Don’t turn us away yet, please. Give us a chance to prove ourselves, and you won’t regret it, I swear.”
“Okay.” She whispered, “Okay. One meeting with Dumbledore, and then I’ll decide.”
Sirius felt a grin kick up the sides of his mouth, her next words stopped it in its tracks though.
“But you can’t meet Harry, not now.”
“What? Why -”
“Sirius he has enough to deal with right now. The second task is coming up, and he has to prepare. On top of that he has all his regular classes. He has to tread so carefully right now. I can’t risk him becoming unbalanced by another weight, no matter how good your intentions are.”
“But what about the meeting with Dumbledore? Aren’t you going to bring him?”
Lily closed her eyes, steeling herself. “No. Harry won’t be involved in any of this until I make my decision. If I chose to join forces, then I’ll tell him. But for now, he doesn’t need to know.”
She was not wrong. Harry did have a lot on his plate right now, and there was no need to burden him unnecessarily until they were sure.
At the same time though, Sirius suspected the boy might not appreciate being kept in the dark, especially over such an important decision. He just hoped Lily knew what she was doing.
“Alright,” he agreed. “no Harry, for now.”
OoO
Hadrian slid his white shirt up and over his shoulders, wincing slightly at the pang in his side. He looked down at the bandages still wrapping around a majority of his chest, and sighed.
He was exhausted, having been unable to get any rest last night after the Dark Lord’s visit.
He was still reeling from the conversation, his thoughts twisting and writhing in his mind as he tried to see if there was any way out of this mess he had been so kindly dropped into.
Mostly, he was disappointed in himself. He had been so utterly and fantastically beaten by the man. He should have anticipated the move, should have known he would be cornered so soon, before he could even think of telling anyone anything.
He was an idiot. There was no excuse for his stupidity.
And because of his mistake, he was now at the mercy of his biggest enemy.
“…and I will make her witness the death of her husband again and again and again…”
He glared down at the tie in his hands, fingers curling around the silky fabric until it was strangled in his hold.
“…and know that should you mention any of this conversation to anyone besides myself, they will pay the price.”
The eyes on his snake bracelet were mocking him, even unlit as they were.
“I’m going to destroy you.” He hissed, even though Voldemort was not listening to him right now. He would have to re-draw the runes, so until then he would have to keep one eye on the thing at all times, just to be sure when the bastard was paying attention.
He dropped the tie so it landed listlessly on the hospital bed and started doing up the buttons on his shirt.
He had other things to worry about right now, namely, what he was going to do when the Order contacted him. Hadrian might want to throttle the man, but if Voldemort was absolutely certain that Dumbledore wanted to meet him, then he was probably right.
But what would he do when he was confronted with Albus Dumbledore?
Hadrian ran his tongue over his bottom lip in thought. He had mixed feelings about the man and his followers, but much like with the Dark Lord, there was a level of fascination as well.
He would not be opposed to meeting Dumbledore, if only to satisfy his own curiosity.
“Hadrian!”
He turned just as two arms snaked around him, and a body collided with his chest. Hadrian wheezed, stumbling back from the assault as his side twinged.
Immediately, his attacker released him and stepped back, hands flying to the half-obscured bandages. “I’m so sorry!” Claire exclaimed, eyes popped wide in concern. “They said you were healed!”
Hadrian reached out and caught her fluttering hands, smiling at her. “I am, mostly. It only hurts when there’s pressure.”
“I want to check it.”
His smiled swiftly turned delighted, his mood brightening from her presence. “Claire, how forward of you. If you wanted to get me out of my shirt then -”
She smacked him, only to look guilty when he twitched in discomfort.
“Oh no, he’s finally found a way to avoid punishment for being annoying. We can’t hit him if he’s already hurt.”
“Raina, darling, is that you skulking in the shadows?” Hadrian chuckled, “Come into the light, we already know you’re hideous so it won’t make -”
Claire whacked him again.
“Why?” He whined pitifully, gazing at Claire in betrayal.
She sniffed, but he caught the beginnings of a relieved smile on the corners of her mouth. “I almost miss coma-you. You were much more agreeable.”
“And a delightful conversationalist too, I’d wager.” He replied, swiftly finishing buttoning his shirt. He looped his tie around his neck, fingers deftly moving through the motions. When he was done, Hadrian opened his arms wide.
Claire instantly slipped into the space, her arms much more carefully sliding around his waist as she buried her head in his neck. “I was so worried.” She admitted, and Hadrian tightened his hold on her. “When you got hit…you were so still, and there was so much blood. And then in here, you were too pale, and looked so small and I just…”
“I know,” he murmured, one hand running through her hair. “I’m sorry you had to go through that.”
She stayed for a beat longer before pulling away. Hadrian turned his attention to Raina, and he hesitated briefly, before offering his arms to her.
Raina and he were on surprisingly good terms for the first time since they had met, but he had no way of knowing exactly what she considered him. She had called him a ‘friend’ once, so he was willing to take another step.
Wordlessly she moved into his embrace and hugged him lightly. He loosely wrapped his arms around her and was surprised when he briefly felt her fingers curl into his shirt. It was a sign of weakness he had not expected from her.
She pulled away after only a few moments and moved back next to Claire.
“Do I get a hug too?”
“No.” Hadrian shot Albert down without so much as glancing at him.
“Pity,” the dark skinned boy commented, not sounding at all bothered by the rejection. “I even bought you a present.” He held up a bag, and Hadrian’s eyes lit up at the sight of it.
“Finally,” he breathed, taking it from the other and immediately rooting through it. “I’ve been going crazy without anything to keep me occupied.”
He pulled out the first sheet of parchment he could, scanning it quickly. His eyes closed in pure bliss.
“Never in all my years have I seen a student so pleased to be given homework.”
“Raina,” Hadrian put a hand on her shoulder. “you don’t understand. Humans need mental stimulation or they go crazy. I have been in this room for days, with the most interesting thing being the patterns of the bed sheets. This,” he held the paper up to her, “is my salvation.”
She swatted his hand away, but her eyes were amused.
“What’s this then?”
Hadrian glanced over at Albert, who was holding the wooden cube Voldemort had given him last night. Instantly, his good mood vanished. “The clue to the second task.” He said, taking it away from the other and dropping it into his bag.
“Have you made any progress?” Claire asked.
“I was only given it recently, so no. I’ve had…other things on my mind.” He sighed, eyes drifting to the side, and completely missing the significant look that passed between the other three.
“Speaking of the tournament,” Albert began, sounding odd. Hadrian turned back to him curiously. “we recently came by some…interesting information.”
“Okay? Is it about the second task? Please don’t tell me I have to fight another creature.”
None of them so much as smiled, and Hadrian frowned at the unusual solemnity of his friends.
“No, it’s about your nomination.” Claire took over, only to stop when Hadrian’s face turned stony, the muscles in his jaw clenching.
“What about it?” And Claire had to take a moment to be amazed with Hadrian’s level of control. Not an ounce of his irritation was present in his voice, even though his eyes were glinting dangerously.
“We know about Jacob, and what he did.” Raina finished when Claire took too long, unwavering as Hadrian’s eyes cut to her. She raised an eyebrow back coolly. “We know he entered you behind your back, we know you had no desire to be the champion, and that you cut him off because of this.”
They waited quietly for his reaction, and were surprised when Hadrian merely sighed again and pinched the bridge of his nose. “I’m going to kill him.” He declared darkly, dropping his hand and grabbing his bag.
“Wait.” Albert’s hand closed around his forearm. “Look, none of us particularly care that you did not want to be champion. No one with any sense would completely want to be in a death contest. What bothers us more is what Jacob did to you. He betrayed you, that is not something to be taken lightly.”
Hadrian ducked his head and scowled at the stone floor. “Look, even if he did, the offence was against me. You three have no authority on how I deal with it.”
“That’s not it, Hadrian.” Raina stepped closer. “You are our friend, and he hurt you. Say the word, and he’s out of our lives as well.”
Hadrian stared at her intently, equal parts touched and uncomfortable with the statement. It warmed him to know his friends would so readily rally behind him, but it was also a reminder of Éric’s ominous comment on his influence over his peers.
His eyes went from Raina to Albert, then, finally, to Claire.
Her face was smooth and unreadable, but looking at her, he found his anger at Jacob waver. Claire was torn, over her feelings for Jacob and her friendship with Hadrian. She was angry, and hurt on his behalf, but she still cared for Jacob.
Hadrian knew, then and there, that if he asked it of her, she would cut Jacob from her life. She would kill any potential love she might find with the other boy, purely because of her devotion to him.
“No,” the word slipped out unbidden. “no. This is my issue, not yours. I’m still furious with him, and likely will be for a long time, but I cannot allow my own relationship with him to colour yours, and I ask you to not let that be. If you want to be friends with him, then do it. I need time for my anger to cool, and when it has – who knows? I may be open to his friendship again.”
He smiled at Albert and Raina, “I appreciate the support, but it is not necessary. I would never forgive myself if I came between anyone and their other relationships.”
Hadrian glanced passed them to lock eyes with Claire. She gave him the tiniest nod, eyes shining with gratitude.
Raina and Albert looked mulish at his words, but they respected his decision either way, which was all Hadrian could ask for.
He clapped his hands together, “Now, I am famished. Breakfast?”
He held his arm out to Albert, grinning brightly. “Madame.” The other cocked an eyebrow but took the proffered limb, daintily placing his hand on his elbow.
“Finally, someone who acknowledges my status as a high-class lady.” He drawled, and the four of them laughed.
Hadrian lead them out of the hospital, glad to put the place behind him and eager to get some food before attacking his growing workload.
They made it all the way to the second floor before they were intercepted.
“Täubchen,” Adalard Forst greeted when they almost crashed into each other. The Durmstrang student’s eyes moved between each other, before settling back on Hadrian. His friends shifted, knowing who Forst was, but having had little interaction with him they were too cautious.
“Forst,” he nodded back politely, ignoring the horrible nickname, and wondering what the other wanted when he did not immediately move on. “how have you been?”
The Durmstrang student’s eyes flashed in dark amusement. “Petter zan you, undoubtedly.”
Behind him, the others bristled. Hadrian merely grinned, amused despite himself. “Undoubtedly.” He agreed. “Is there something I can help you with?”
“Nein, it is more how I can help you.”
Well this was an interesting development. He had known Forst was intrigued by him, and had spent time leading up to the first task hovering nearby, but the other had never really gone out of his way to offer him assistance with anything.
Though this had been the primary reason he had even bothered entertaining the German boy in the first place – answering whatever inane little questions he could – on the off chance he might get some information out of him.
Hadrian stepped closer, “I’m listening.”
“You have your box, yes?” Hadrian barely blinked at the switch to German. His hand came to rest on his bag pointedly.
Forst nodded in approval. “I take it you know little about it?” And when Hadrian nodded again, he continued. “It is a puzzle, one you need to solve by moving and rotating certain sections. There are at least two layers. If you make an incorrect move it reverts back to the beginning, and you are…well,” he grinned savagely. “shocked.”
Hadrian’s eyebrows shot upwards. “Who comes up with these challenges?” He muttered, annoyed already. “I take it Kaiser has already made progress.” He asked.
“Indeed, and I know Malfoy has as well.”
“Leaving me at a disadvantage.” Hadrian studied Forst closely, shrewdly. “Why are you helping me? Shouldn’t you be backing your own champion? Why should I even trust you?”
Forst shrugged, seemingly unconcerned he was helping another school’s champion. “You are impressive.” He justified. “You are strong, and cunning, and a dangerous person. I respect your skill, and I respect your conduct.”
Hadrian tilted his head, magic brushing against the other boy and feeling nothing but sincerity.
“Thank you,” he said, completely genuine. “I appreciate this.”
Forst grinned at him, and Hadrian held out a hand and they shook. Forst’s hand was calloused and warm, and Hadrian was content that he now had a new connection to work with.
“Come, we need to go to the Great Hall.” Claire interrupted, “No doubt everyone will want to see you are alright.”
“Surely there’s been something more interesting than me in the papers by now?” He complained as they set off again, Forst lingering by Albert.
“Zere has.” Forst confirmed, and intrigued, Hadrian looked to the others for an explanation.
“Grindelwald’s dead.” Albert said, “A couple of days ago, but it only just hit the papers. Everyone is talking about it, wondering how he died.”
“Old age?” Hadrian suggested, finding the news less exciting then he had thought. Grindelwald’s reign had been a long time ago, and the former Dark Lord had been secluded from the public’s eye for so long that almost all interest in him had waned long ago.
Besides, Voldemort had succeeded in making himself so much more effective than his predecessor, that the old German wizard was more myth than an actual person these days.
“There’s a rumour of assassination, actually. But no one can confirm it, so that’s why everyone is talking about it.”
“Who cares,” Raina snapped, “he’s dead. Let the world move on.”
Hadrian glanced at her in worry, the vehement reaction not unreasonable for her, but still strange. “I agree,” he said, “Grindelwald has been dead for years as far as everyone else is concerned, no need to constantly dwell in the past now that he’s finally gone.”
Claire nodded quickly in agreement, her eyes fixed on Raina; and Forst and Albert remained quiet.
“Are you -”
A sharp crack cut Claire off, and Hadrian blinked as he was momentarily blinded by the flash of a camera.
“Well, well, well, Beauxbatons’ champion back amongst the living, how incredibly fortunate!”
Hadrian bit his tongue to hide the grimace at the sound of her voice. “Mademoiselle Skeeter.” He said, slapping a charming smile onto his face and cursing the woman’s arrival.
“Mr. Evans, so glad to catch you here,” she sauntered closer, gold teeth shining threateningly between her blood red lips. “Everyone’s been so concerned over your health, they’ll be comforted to hear of your swift recovery.” Her perfectly manicured hands pressed against her chest in what might have been relief if this were anyone else.
I’m sure. “Thank you, mademoiselle.” He dipped his head in a short bow. “I own it all to the talented healers though, if not for their quick actions and skills, I might have died.”
“Which would have been a travesty.” Skeeter rushed to tell him, as if Hadrian needed the reassurance. He could feel the faint tremors from Claire brushing against his arm as she tried to curb her laughter. Hadrian subtly flicked her in vengeance.
“My friends I were just headed to the Great Hall for breakfast, mademoiselle. Was there something you needed?”
Skeeter bared her teeth in what was probably supposed to be a smile, unperturbed by his unspoken order for her to leave. She sidled closer.
“Why yes, actually. You see, this tournament is so fascinating to all of my readers, and I’ve managed to snag an interview with all the champions, except you.”
“We have already had an interview.”
“Oh, Hadrian!” She laughed, patting him on the arm in a move so patronising he almost smacked it away. He probably should have, for she used the opportunity to slither her arm around his shoulders and pull him into her side.
He looked back at his friends, none of whom moved to help him.
“We had an introductory interview,” Skeeter said, drawing his attention back to her, and the painted talons digging into his upper arm. “but everyone is so much more eager to hear from you now that the first task is out of the way. You’re in first place after all! And every loves the drama of your injury. Why they’re practically ravenous for news of you.”
Lucky me.
Hadrian stopped walking, dropping down and under her arm to escape her hold. She blinked in surprise at his evasion, half-turned back to stare at him.
“I would be perfectly happy giving you an interview, mademoiselle. However, in the middle of a school day is hardly the best time. I am absolutely swamped with class work as well, having missed a week due to my dramatic injury. I’ll be sure to let you know when my schedule frees up. Until then, perhaps your lovely readers will be content to hear that I am up and walking, and ready to tackle the next task when it happens. Au revoir.”
He spun on his heels, marching back to his friends and linking arms with Claire to drag them away before the reporter gathered her wits.
They ducked around several corners before he groaned, “She’s got a grip like a python.” He said, rubbing his arm to soothe the pain.
Claire lost her battle and started laughing, Raina close behind her. Hadrian scowled at them, though the expression feel away into fond exasperation when they just laughed harder. “Yes, yes, make fun of the injured one. Mark my words, that woman is more dangerous than any magical creature.”
Albert clapped a hand on his shoulder, shaking him lightly. “I fear for you, my friend.”
“Kaizer vanted to hex her afder her interview.” Forst told them, an easy grin on his face.
Hadrian shook his head. “I would probably lend a hand. Now let’s go before she hunts me down again.”
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“Fils de pute!”
Hadrian yanked his fingers away from the wooden box, glaring at the innocent-looking object.
“Mr. Evans!”
He turned his gaze on the professor at the front, just barely clearing his expression before he met her eyes. “Yes?” he bit out, agitated.
Several of his classmates broke into silent giggles, and he could see Albert and Sophia hiding the lower half of their faces.
“Is the work not interesting enough to hold your attention for more than five minutes?” She said, mouth tight in disapproval. Hadrian barely stopped his eyes from rolling.
They went through this same routine every lesson, with her harping at him about his lack of effort in class, and him easily demolishing every question she tossed his way until she returned to her sulking.
“Of course not, professor, I’m merely…preoccupied.”
He gestured at the box, then held his hands up as if to say what can you do?
She was less than amused, unlike the students, who tittered louder.
“If you can’t bring yourself to complete the classwork, you can stay after and finish it in your own time.” She threatened, and this time Hadrian did roll his eyes. He reached for his quill anyway and quickly breezed through the three questions she asked them to complete.
Her frosty eyes watched him as he picked up the box again and immediately began twisting and fiddling with it again.
“Are you okay?” A voice asked him softly. Hadrian’s eyes slid to the girl next to him.
Hermione was still focussed on her own questions, but her head was tilted slightly in his direction, awaiting an answer.
He sighed, “I’m just stressed. Nothing to worry about.” He said, equally quiet lest he bring the professor’s attention back to him.
“Draco’s having trouble with it too.” She informed him, “But he’s on the second layer.”
“Yes well, I only just got it.”
She frowned, “That’s hardly fair.” She protested, “It wasn’t your fault you got injured. The others should have had their boxes withheld until you recovered.”
Hadrian chuckled, eyes crinkling in amusement. “Hermione,” he chided, “this tournament is many things, but ‘fair’ is not one of them. I’ll be fine, I always am.” He patted her elbow before returning back to his box.
The little bastard was even tougher to figure out than he had anticipated, and Forst had not been lying when he said they were shocked for wrong movements. His fingers were still tingling from the latest zap.
The first layer was a ridiculous combination of a rubix cube and an ancient Chinese puzzle box. And every mistake, his fingers were singed with a small zap of lightning.
He did not know whether to commend whoever invented this, or punch them in the face.
I bet it was Riddle. Everything else has been his idea after all.
Hadrian nibbled at his lip as his fingers flew over the first few mechanisms with ease, having solved them earlier. He hesitated when he reached the next sequence, slowly flicking one part, then pressing in. When he was not shocked, he smirked in victory.
His thumb brushed against another knob, and his hand jumped away. “Merde!” He spat.
“Enough!” The professor said, standing swiftly. “If you’ve completed the work, out with you!” She pointed at the door. “I will not have any more disruptions from you Mr. Evans. Out!”
“With pleasure.” He grumbled, swinging his bag onto his shoulder and making for the exit, passing a snickering Albert on his way.
Closing the door behind him, Hadrian groaned in relief. “That woman is quickly killing my love of runes.” He said, walking down the corridor and towards the stairs. He slipped the box back into his bag as he went, determined to get it out again when he returned to the safety of his room.
He got to the staircases and stepped on the first one to appear, his mind already wandering.
He was…conflicted.
He knew he should tell his mother of Riddle being Voldemort and what the man wanted him to do.
There had to be some way to keep her protected.
They could move her back to France, far away from the man’s influence, until it was safe again. They could inform Lécuyer of an anonymous threat against his mother, get her into protective custody. They could do a whole number of things to get her out of the equation, to keep her from harm’s way.
His hand closed around the bracelet.
But he was afraid. He was terrified that Riddle would react and counter any move Hadrian made. The threat against his mother was a very real one, and Hadrian knew Riddle would not hesitate to act if he tried to disobey the man.
His was afraid, and that pissed him off.
He hated feeling this powerless, hated the lack of control and the uncertainty. He hated being outsmarted.
Hadrian had always known that Riddle was dangerous, he had just never realised how much until the man had traipsed through his mind like he owned it. The raw power he had witness in that brief clash of wills was humbling.
And while Hadrian might have nothing against taking risks, he could not do so now. If it were just him in danger, if it was his own safety he had to worry about, then he would push back. But it was not. His mother was the target, and Hadrian would do whatever it took to protect her.
Even betray an entire organisation of people with the same goal as him.
The Order were not his allies. They were not his friends. They were virtual strangers to him. He knew their names, their ages, their backgrounds, but he did not know them, and he was happy to keep it that way.
Yes, Dumbledore would be absolutely fascinating to meet and talk with, but compared to his mother’s life and wellbeing? Hadrian would not hesitate.
What concerned him more was what would happen after he did as Riddle asked. He doubted the man would just let them go on their way, and it was that unknown that left him uneasy.
Riddle held all the cards in this situation, but if he thought Hadrian would simply roll over and let the man do whatever he pleased, he was in for a rude awakening.
He would do as he was ordered, for now. He would wait and watch for the Order. He would tell Riddle whatever he needed to. He would play along with this role of spy until he found a way out of it.
Then he would kill the smug bastard for ever thinking he could control Hadrian.
He refused to be a pawn.
Notes:
As a younger sibling myself, I can attest to how utterly gut-wrenching it can be to fight with my brother and sister. And yeah, I might (technically) be an adult now, but there will always be a part of me that views my siblings as instant fix-its for any of my problems. I know canon-wise the Lily/Petunia and Sirius/Regulus were very shitty relationships but goddamn they were still siblings and no one can make me see it any other way. Sirius is a giant walking sweetheart and he bloody feels guilty in my mind for never figuring out what happened to Regulus so that's what's here. And Petunia might be the biggest, most jealous bitch in existence but her baby sister rocked up on her doorstep, recently widowed with a baby and she still cares no matter how much she hates it.
*Ahem* so, what'd you think guys?
Also for those awesome French people lurking in my story - if there are any translation problems, point those suckers out because I am a sad little Aussie who is as multi-lingual as a rock and Google only carries me so far, and butchering your language is not a goal for me. Bless~
Chapter 24: Chapter Twenty Four
Notes:
Sorry this took so long guys, something family-related came up and I've been a bit busy handling things. Anyway, thanks to everyone who reviewed/kudos - it really means alot~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Lucius stared at the parchment in his hand, more than a little perplexed.
“A…ball, my Lord?”
The man’s red eyes slowly moved from whatever he had been studying on his desk, to look at him. The attention, much like always, was both arousing and horrible in its intensity.
“That is what I said.” His Lord drawled, an eyebrow lifting smoothly. Lucius lowered his head, both to show deference and hide the confusion he knew would be in his eyes.
“May I inquire as to why?”
It was just so odd. True, his Lord had worked tirelessly to ensure Hogwarts was largely removed from other aspects of his rule – in an attempt to keep the school a school. But there had never been any form of dance or ball in all the years since he had won the war.
His Lord hummed, attention already drifting back to his previous focus, lips curled into a small smile. Lucius had obviously caught him in a very good mood, if he was so blatantly showing his pleasure.
He briefly wondered what it was that captured the man’s interest so intently.
“The Yule Ball is a tradition of the Triwizard Tournament, Lucius.” His long pale fingers tapped idly on the wooden surface of his desk. “Who be we to deny tradition?” There was a note of ironic amusement in the man’s voice.
“Of course, my Lord.” He hesitated, eyes scanning along the list with a growing sense of bewilderment. “The Weird Sisters?” He murmured, more to himself than the other. His thumb traced over the dried ink, as if to verify that what the intricate handwriting said was true.
“Ah, yes,” his Lord leaned back in his seat, “I wish for you to procure their services for the night. They are certain to…liven things up.”
“A rock band, though?” Lucius could not quite curb the disdain in his voice. He was eternally glad that both Draco and Hermione were more sensible than the other children their age, being more concerned over their grades and futures than obsessed with celebrities.
His Lord waved a hand at him. “The night is for the children, Lucius. A chance for them to unwind and relax from the stress of the tournament. They have no desire to listen to a perfectly composed orchestra all night. Let them have their fun.”
He could see the logic behind that. Times were changing after all, and the younger generation was almost a different breed to Lucius’ own.
“Very well, my Lord. What would you like us to do in terms of decorations?”
Again, the man dismissed the question with a faint air of distraction. “I will leave the main preparations in your capable hands, Lucius. I trust your tastes will be impeccable.”
Lucius nodded, already mentally constructing a rough idea of what he wished the Great Hall to look like for the night. Despite the presence of a band of miscreants, he was determined to have a pleasant, traditional Yule theme. It would somewhat nullify the unavoidable unruliness of the students as the event worn on.
And he was sure their international guests would appreciate the effort.
“Shall I announce the news this morning at breakfast, my Lord? It is only a handful of weeks away, and would be best to give the students time to prepare for the night.”
“Perhaps dinner would be a better time. Best not to test our esteemed professors’ patience in their lessons with the buzz.”
Lucius almost felt foolish for suggesting otherwise. Of course dinner would be a more suitable time.
“Make sure they understand the ball itself is only for the upper years. There will be a smaller event planned for the younger students.”
He nodded again, making a note of the order.
“How is your son faring with his clue?”
Lucius looked up at the unexpected question, observing that his Lord was still preoccupied with what was on his desk.
“I have attempted to remain somewhat distant during the tournament, my Lord. To avoid any claims of favouritism or cheating.”
“That wasn’t what I asked.” The humour in the older man’s voice was tinged with something else infinitely more dangerous.
“He has progressed to the second layer. I wager he will have the clue within the next week.”
“Good,” his Lord’s head tilted. “and Ms. Kaiser?”
“I believe she is much the same, my Lord.”
“And Hadrian?”
Lucius’ mouth opened automatically, though he paused.
Hadrian.
It was unlike the Dark Lord to address someone – much less a student – in such a familiar manner. It was a common courtesy to not use one’s first name unless permission was given. The Dark Lord similarly adhered to this unspoken rule, despite the fact that as the ruler of Britain he was well within his right to do whatever he pleased, with little – if any – consequences.
It was yet another reason Lucius admired the man so.
Only those that had the honour of working with the older wizard personally, or had a long-standing relationship with him were addressed with such familiarity.
To hear his Lord say the Beauxbatons champion’s name so casually, as if it had fallen from his tongue so many times before, was surprising.
Lucius remembered the dark haired boy quite clearly. He still felt irate over being so easily outsmarted by the child, months ago in Korin’s office.
He had known there was something intriguing about the boy originally, his instincts were rarely wrong about such things. He had seen how intelligent and dangerous the boy was in those first few minutes – the way he so blatantly challenged a foreign minister, the glint in his eyes that practically dared Lucius to push back.
And he had seen the way those eyes had flickered, just briefly, before his personality had changed to obnoxious.
He had let himself be so easily led astray. Let a mere boy manipulate his opinion in the span of a few seconds.
It had only been Hadrian Evans’ nomination that had led to him revaluating his view, and what he discovered had certainly been eye-opening.
A mudblood, but the top student at his academy, holding some of the highest marks Beauxbatons had seen in decades, personally connected with a majority of the high socialites’ children, a shoe-in for a comfortable political career once he graduated.
After the wand ceremony, his doubts were finally confirmed. There was something so clearly wrong with Evans. Not even Draco, raised from birth surrounded by the dangerous aspects of politics, had the same measure of control as Evans did.
Certainly, the boy made mistakes, and from his observations, he was still susceptible to his emotions. But his mind was like a steel-trap, and he had no issue looking someone in the eye and threatening them – as he had done with Ms. Skeeter. There was no way the tenacious woman had written such a flattering piece about the boy without some vicious persuasion.
In an abstract way, he reminded Lucius of the Dark Lord.
Which made him wonder if he was not the only one to see that faint echo.
As Tom Riddle, his Lord would have definitely interacted with Evans on more than one occasion, giving him ample time to build up the rapport he had only glimpse at on the second gathering night with the foreign politicians.
But to be so familiar with each other, as to call the boy by his first name? Lucius must be missing something.
“He is still on the first layer, to my knowledge.”
“Give him time, I only gave it to him the other night.” For some inexplicable reason, the edges of the other man’s mouth curled upwards. Lucius stared at the odd little smile with no small amount of fascination.
The Dark Lord was hardly an impassive man. He had enviable control, but he did not hide his emotions behind a frosty wall of indifference.
That being said, Lucius had never quite seen such an expression on his Lord’s face before. He would be tempted to call it fond if not for the sliver of cruelty lingering in the background.
“You visited him in the hospital wing, my Lord?”
That was…strange. Evans could have easily been handed the box after he was released.
The expression on the other man’s face grew more pronounced, and his fingers brushed lightly over his abdomen. There was a heaviness to his gaze now.
“There were a few matters I needed to address privately with him.”
What that truly meant, Lucius could only guess at. He felt the stirrings of intrigue low in his gut at this barefaced interest his Lord was showing.
Evans was impressive to be sure, and could be an ideal ally in the coming years. Was his Lord considering recruiting the boy while he was still young? Gaining a small foothold in France would have merits.
His Lord blinked, gaze sharpening. “How goes Bella’s hunt?” He asked, apparently done with discussing Hadrian Evans.
Lucius folded the list and slid it into the upper pocket of his coat. “She has gotten her hands on the official reports and, hmm, tactfully questioned the guards that were present that night.”
His Lord’s lips twitched in amusement, much fainter than before. “Tactfully, I’m sure. And what did she uncover?”
“Nothing suspicious. For all intents and purposes, he died naturally.”
If his Lord were lesser, he thought the man might snort. “Tell me Lucius, how old was my predecessor?”
He took a moment to make the calculation. “One-hundred and fourteen, I believe.”
“And what is the average life-expectancy for our kind?”
Though this answer came much swifter, Lucius felt much like one of his Lord’s students, being slowly led along to the solution. “Anywhere from one-hundred and thirty to one-hundred and forty.”
His Lord hummed, eyes pointed somewhere off to the side. “And of course, someone as powerful as Grindelwald would be expected to exceed that by quite a lot, even with his less-than-stellar conditions, wouldn’t you agree?”
Lucius nodded, somewhat hesitantly, beginning to see the logic behind sending Bellatrix to investigate the death of Grindelwald. “You believe he was killed, and the entire report is a coverup.”
His Lord shrugged, the simple roll of his shoulder filled with apathetic elegance.
“Have her take another, more thorough look.”
“With more…lenience, my Lord?”
“It has been a while since I allowed her to stretch her claws.” Was all the man offered, now plucking a letter from his desk and holding it out. “I’ve outlined my desires within, ensure it reaches her.”
Lucius stepped closer, fingers grasping at the course parchment, eyes lowered.
Unconsciously, he scanned the top of his Lord’s desk, when he saw the most curious thing.
Open, directly in front of where his Lord was sitting, was a file. A small array of photos stared up at him.
One, clearly a standard school photo of Evans, lips pulled in the slightest of smiles. Another, a clipping from one of the many articles written on the tournament, showing Evans leaping at the manticore. And another, from what appeared to be a party of some sort, Evans standing next to Korin’s offspring. And just next to that, the boy dancing with who Lucius recognised as Fleur Delacour, an assistant to the French Undersecretary.
The letter he was attempting to take was suddenly immoveable. Lucius was so surprised his eyes immediately snapped up from the strange assortment of photos to catch the burning gaze of his Lord. The man’s fingers were pinching the parchment tightly.
He barely refrained from swallowing at the very clear warning in those crimson eyes, but knew better than to hold the intense eye contact for long.
“Forgive me, my Lord.” He apologised, though for what, he was not entirely sure.
Lucius was not an idiot, he now knew precisely what had so enraptured the other man’s attention earlier. But just what was his Lord doing, with a file filled with photos of Evans?
The older wizard said nothing, though after a handful of moments where his gaze scorched through him, he loosened his grip and allowed Lucius to take the letter.
Lucius bowed, and swept from the room as quickly as he could, still able to feel the weight of those eyes on him even as he walked down the hall.
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Riddle had not so much as glanced his way since he entered the room.
Hadrian absently ran the feather of his quill through his fingers as he watched the professor – the Dark Lord – explain the differences between a muggle and a magical vampire.
Considering their last meeting, Hadrian had been prepared to endure a lesson full of smug glances and thinly veiled threats.
To be completely disregarded, or rather, treated as any other student was…odd.
Because he was not just a random student, not anymore.
Riddle had always been at least intellectually interested in him, these lessons often spent with the two of them trying to outwit the other under the guise of a class debate.
He would have thought, now that they were uncomfortably aware of who the other truly was, that the man would merely increase the verbal battles.
Then again, perhaps Riddle was so assured of his control over Hadrian that he did not even consider him a threat.
The thought was almost enough to make him snarl.
A piece of parchment fluttered onto his desk, distracting him from his broiling thoughts.
Are you okay?
He glanced to the side to see Raina watching him with concern. His eyes darted to Riddle, debating the chances of him catching them.
Screw him, he thought, already scribbling a reply and pushing it back to her.
Tired. Why?
You seem distracted. Is it the box?
He caught her eye and gave a little nod.
It’s annoying. Don’t worry about me though.
Raina cocked an eyebrow, quill flowing across the paper smoothly.
I’ll do what I want. Let me help, after class.
His lips quirked, fingers grasping the slip of parchment by its corner. He began to write, when he suddenly tensed.
Without thought, a small flame sparked between his fingers, catching the parchment and incinerating it within seconds. Hadrian slowly raised his head to see Riddle’s steely blue eyes pinned on him.
“Mr. Evans, you’re usually more vocal.” He said, gaze moving between him and Raina. “Something on your mind?” Hadrian had no doubt he had seen the small fire.
Naturally, the entire class turned to look at him. He smiled at the professor, contrite and innocent, all the while imagining cursing him through a wall.
“Forgive me, but I think it would be rather obvious what is on my mind,” he tilted his head, and after a blatant pause, “professor.”
As one, all the heads swung back to face Riddle. Free from scrutiny, Hadrian’s smile turned a touch more vicious.
The man’s façade stayed perfectly intact, though Hadrian hoped his comment made something twinge inside him.
What would it take, he wondered, to get Voldemort to shine through the mask in front of a classroom of naïve students?
Was it bad, that a part of him wanted to push until that happen?
“Of course, Mr. Evans. Though I hope in the future you can still bring yourself to focus during class. Being champion, while stressful, is no reason to neglect your studies.”
Neglect his studies? Hadrian refrained from glaring, because of all the things the man could have picked, he went after his work ethic?
He was the best student in his entire academy, and while he might not always pay attention in classes, his work ethic was spectacular. Damn anyone who suggested otherwise.
Hadrian forced himself to back down, no matter how his blood boiled at the slight.
It’s not worth it, he told himself as Riddle returned to his lecture.
Underneath the desk, Hadrian’s hands pressed together to stop the endless desire to fiddle.
He was acting ridiculous. Trying to antagonise Voldemort like that, in such a public setting. It was foolish. He was letting his lingering rage affect him, and that just would not do.
Yes, he was still pissed about how easily Voldemort had manipulated him, and yes, he wanted nothing more than to grab the man’s head and introduce his face to the closest surface; but for the foreseeable future that dream was unobtainable.
He had thought he would be able to handle seeing the man face-to-face after their last encounter, and was acutely disappointed in himself.
A hand landed carefully on top of his. Tanned, with impeccable nails, slim and feminine, with minimum callouses. He recognised them immediately.
He separated his own hands, turning one and curling his fingers over Raina’s gently. She squeezed him once, and he tilted his head to catch her eyes.
She was still worried about him, he could see it in the way she was analysing him. He doubted his little interaction with Riddle had lessened her concern.
Hadrian gave her a smile and shook his head. “After class.” He murmured to her.
Raina scowled at him, warning him with her fierce look that he would not be able to squirm his way out of this conversation.
The rest of the lesson passed without a peep from Hadrian, and with Riddle’s eyes seemingly sliding straight over him.
When the hour came to its end, Hadrian stood and packed away his equipment. He had just slipped his bag over his shoulder when he heard his name said.
The unmistakably angry tone of a woman had him tensing instinctively. He slowly pivoted to see Hermione marching towards him.
Oh shit. He thought, recognising the same glint in her eyes that his mother had whenever he did something wrong.
He had not spoken to Hermione since yesterday, and could not think of what he had done to set her off. From the smugly amused look on Draco’s face, Hadrian knew he would not enjoy the coming experience.
“Hermione, lovely to see you as always.” He injected calmly, pretending not to notice how he completely cut her off before she could do more than open her mouth. “How have you been?”
“No.” She jabbed her finger in his face, and Hadrian carefully swayed away from the offending digit. “You don’t get to charm your way free.”
They were still standing in the middle of the Defence classroom, and all the students leaving took the time to snigger and whisper. Hadrian hoped all of them tripped down the staircases.
“Are you sure, I’m quite skilled at it. Why don’t we give it a go anyway?” He smiled winningly at her.
Quick as a snake, Hermione grabbed his tie and yanked him down, so he was awkwardly bent towards her. “What on earth were you thinking? Getting kicked out of Ancient Runes!”
Hadrian blinked at her, caught between being bewildered and laughing at the ridiculousness of this. “You can hardly blame me for that.”
“I can and I do! You picked a fight with the teacher, and got kicked out.”
“Ah, technically that’s not what happened,” he said, debating whether to try and pry her hand off his tie before it died in her grip. “she set me out for a stupid reason.”
“You were swearing in class.” She continued briskly. “I might not speak fluent French, but I know a few things. What is wrong with you?”
“I was being attacked,” he said mildly, unconcerned that Raina, Claire and Draco were silently laughing. “it was swear or start throwing the blasted thing around the room. I chose the safer option.”
Hermione released him, but only so she could throw her hands in the air. “You’re an idiot.” She proclaimed. “Don’t do it again.” She warned. “Making an enemy of a professor is a stupid thing to do.”
“Of course Hermione,” he said with complete seriousness, which made her eye him suspiciously. “I promise not to make enemies with any more teachers than I already have.”
Hadrian reached out and took her hand, smiling at her softly. “Forgive me?” He asked.
She stared at him hard, before her expression faltered. “Oh, alright. Just promise you won’t do that again. Lessons are still important, I don’t care how far ahead you are.”
“I promise.” He said, kissing her lightly on the back of her palm and grinning boyishly at her.
“And also,” she began again, yanking her hand free from him, “I haven’t had a chance to yell at you yet. I completely forgot yesterday.” She smacked him on the chest, and Hadrian grunted at the surprise assault.
“I told you to be careful with the manticore!” She was scowling up at him.
Hadrian spotted the brief flicker of panic on Draco’s face, before he stared at her with faux confusion. “Did you? But I didn’t see you that day.”
“I -” Hermione’s face did an odd twitch, before her head snapped to face her foster brother. The blond was doing a wonderful job of meeting her gaze.
“You didn’t tell him?”
“I wished him luck.” Draco protested.
“From me?”
“I – no.”
Hadrian covered his grin with a small cough, then slid up next to Hermione, taking hold of one of her hands again and successfully snagging her attention.
“I’m apologise for scaring you Hermione.” He said earnestly, having already gone through this process with his friends, his classmates, his Headmistress and a number of others. “But what happened was unavoidable. The manticore had three decades to build up immunity to whatever they injected it with. It was an accident.”
“You could have died.” She said, still stubbornly clinging to her anger.
“I could have,” he acknowledged, “but so could have Draco, and Galiana. And we could die in the next two tasks as well. So instead of getting all worked up, how about we celebrate the fact that all of us survived, yes?” He tapped her chin fondly, and was rewarded with a small smile.
“Why don’t we head down for lunch now?” Claire suggested, appearing on Hermione’s left. Raina stepped up to her right. They weaved their arms through Hermione’s and began tugging her to the door. Though Raina did take the time to shoot him one last reminding look over her shoulder.
Hadrian waved at her, “We’ll be right behind you.” He called.
“That went surprisingly well. I’ve never seen anyone calm her down that fast, except me on occasion.” Draco commented, mercury eyes moving to Hadrian.
The dark haired boy shrugged, “Women are not that difficult to deal with, I don’t get the philosophy that they are impossible to understand. Just listen and you can usually handle them.”
“You don’t find women intimidating?” Draco quirked an eyebrow.
Hadrian looked at him, eyes wide. “Are you insane? Have you met half of my classmates? Have you seen my Headmistress? Or my minister? My mother? I am fully aware of how dangerous the fairer sex is, which is why I learned how to talk to them years ago.”
Draco chuckled softly, and a moment later, Hadrian joined him.
“An enlightening conversation, but shouldn’t you two be headed to lunch by now?”
They spun at the interruption to find Riddle staring at them with boredom. Hadrian straightened, mouth pressing into a tight line.
Draco briefly glanced at him, before taking the lead when it was obvious Hadrian was making no moves to do so. “Of course, sorry professor. Let’s go.” He tugged on Hadrian’s arm, all but dragging the other out of the room.
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That night, Raina sat writing a letter to her father. She had neglected to do so the previous week, too caught up in Hadrian’s recovery to be in the correct mindset.
Speaking of Hadrian, she was still annoyed that the boy had successfully avoided talking to her for the entire day. After Defence, lunch was filled with too much excitement and conversation to have a serious talk. And the rest of their lessons were too busy as well.
It annoyed her, how adept Hadrian was at squirrelling his way out of discussions, how easily he could fade into a crowd even when his name was on every tongue.
And after dinner tonight, the buzz in the air was so thick she had lost him again.
“Are you going to ask him?”
Raina looked up to see Claire had, at some point, claimed the chair across from her. The part-veela’s chin was perched on her palm, and her eyes were positively sparkling.
“What?” She asked, honestly confused.
Claire sighed, shoulder dropping in sheer disappointment. Raina beat back the same flutter of guilt she always felt when Claire gave her that look.
“Hadrian. Are you going to ask him to the ball?”
Her fingers tightened around her quill unconsciously. Her stomach clenched. “Why would I?” She asked coolly.
“Oh honey, you know why.”
“We agreed never to speak of that again.” Raina hissed quietly, leaning across the table and jabbing the feather at her friend threateningly.
“No,” Claire sung teasingly, using a single finger to push the quill away from her. “you demanded we never mention it. I made no such promises, I’m afraid.”
“Anything said under the influence of alcohol should be disregarded.”
Claire laughed, “A drunk mind speaks a sober heart, Raina.”
“Who’s drunk?”
Albert invited himself into their presence, taking a seat next to Claire. He looked between them with excitement.
“No one.” Raina said forcibly.
“What were we talking about then?” He asked, folding his arms and leaning them on the table.
“Noth -”
“Oh, just that Raina is going to be going to the Yule Ball with Hadrian.” Claire said lightly, but there was a wicked smirk on her face.
“Nice,” Albert said, a genuine smile on his face. “did you ask, or did he do it? I don’t know who I’m going to ask yet.”
“I’m not.” Raina snapped quietly. “No one has asked anyone anything.”
“Yet.” Claire piqued up.
“Stop it, you’re a horrible person.” Raina said with another swirl of her quill.
“I don’t know why you’re so against it. You fancy him, just ask.” Her best friend pressed.
“I do not fancy him. It’s a minor infatuation.”
“That you’ve had since you met him.”
Raina straightened with narrowed eyes. “That’s hardly true.”
“Wait,” Albert said, turning to Claire, “really?”
“Oh yes, don’t you remember? Their first meeting was positively explosive.”
“I didn’t mean it like that!” Raina complained, crossing her arms and leaning back into her chair. “He took it completely out of context.”
Claire’s smile was almost breaking her cheeks. “You said you were “impressed that someone like him could be better than the purebloods,” if my memory serves. Right after you transferred.”
“You didn’t.” Albert gasped, eyes filled with delight. “Oh ho ho, Hadrian would have lost his shit.”
“He did.” Claire whispered gleefully. “He called her a spoilt little princess that didn’t understand the first thing about magic if she thought something as silly as blood determined strength. It was horribly fantastic.”
“How do I not remember this?” Albert asked in disbelief. He shook his head, “I always wondered why you two hated each other. But if you insulted his blood status, it’s no wonder. Hadrian hates bigots.”
“I simply meant that I thought he was incredibly talented to be able to beat the pureblood children because they have more training and education than muggleborns. I was not insulting his blood.”
“Well that would have been easy to explain if you hadn’t snapped at his comment.” Claire said.
“He called me spoilt. I had just lost my mother, I was overly emotional. We both reacted badly.”
“You still liked him though.” Claire reminded her. Raina waved her hand, as if to disperse the remark.
“Everyone liked him.”
“Well, yes, but most got over it.” Albert said with a little grin.
Raina scowled at him. “I can name at least eight people in this room right now that still fancy him.” She declared.
“Are you on the list?” Claire snickered, only to yelp when Raina kicked her in the shin viciously. She sighed, “Why don’t you want to ask him? You two are on such good terms right now. And Hadrian is bisexual. It would be different if he was only attracted to men, or something.”
“And in case you have forgotten, the last “relationship” he was in, ended with his partner throwing him into a death tournament and completely betraying his trust. I doubt he’s exactly ready to commit to someone else right now.”
“You don’t have to date.” Albert said, “Just ask him to the ball. As friends if you’re uncomfortable with the other option. I doubt he would turn you down.”
Raina frowned, “He could.”
Her friend shrugged. “Think of it this way,” Claire said, reaching over to take her quill from her hands before she ruined the feather. “Hadrian is not ready for a relationship right now, like you said. But I think he would like to go with a close friend, someone who he does not have to pretend in front of. He’s too stressed, he needs to relax for at least one night. By going with you, he gets to have fun without worrying about an ulterior motive.”
“But don’t I have an ulterior motive, because of my feelings?” Raina said, ignoring the glint of excitement in Albert’s eyes due to her confirmation.
“No,” Claire said, “because unlike some of the others, you understand that he’s not ready. You won’t push him, or make him feel obligated to do anything remotely romantic. You know he needs a friend more than a fling. And that, my dear, makes all the difference.”
The blonde leaned away with a content grin, and Raina had to admit there was a grain of truth in what her friend was saying.
“I’ll think on it.” She told them.
Albert nodded, “Well, just don’t think too long. Like you said, people would want to go with Hadrian even if he was not champion. Now that he is, well, that’s just a nice bonus of being his date.”
OoO
Lily climbed the stairs to the owlery, avoiding the small cracks on the stairs completely thanks to years of experience. In her pale hand she clutched her letter to Dumbledore.
Sirius had been kind enough to tell her how she could reach the former-Headmaster, who to address the letter to so that it would eventually find its way to the correct hands.
She swallowed the unease she felt at contacting the Order, trying to ignore that if all went well, she could very well be surrounded by old friends and allies very soon. That she would be confronted with the knowledge that she had, in a way, abandoned them all when she fled with Harry.
She wondered what reception she would receive. Surely more than a few of them would be furious with her. The death of James, and her running with Harry would have been a severe blow to their forces. Their numbers had already been so small in the war.
James. Lily. Peter. Frank and Alice. Others, no doubt.
All lost, in some form or another.
And without Harry, they had lost one of their only hopes of ever defeating Voldemort. Lily knew Frank’s child had been another contender for the prophecy, but she had heard nothing of the Longbottom boy surviving the assault on his home, and when she pressed Sirius, he had been unable to provide her with more than a shake of his head and a soft “We don’t know.”
Yet another casualty of Voldemort’s viciousness.
And all Lily could think was it could have been Harry. It could have been her son, taken just shy of his second birthday because of a madman and his lust for power.
But this was the reason she had always pushed Harry so hard. To ensure that no matter what, no matter what challenge confronted him, he would always be able to overcome it. To make sure that she would not lose him, the last good thing in her life.
Lily reached the top and slipped inside the owlery. Taking a moment to breathe in the chilly air and listen to the hooting of the owls. She remembered James following her up here one day, trying to be romantic and ask for a date; only to end up slipping on some ice and landing in a pile of droppings.
God, she missed her idiotic husband and all his ridiculousness.
Shaking the melancholy thoughts away, she approached the wall of owls, searching for the one Sirius had snuck in. She spotted the black and grey creature, and with a sigh she murmured, “Lemon drop.”
The owl ruffled its feathers once, before fluttering down to her and extending a foot. Lily handed over the letter and watched with a heavy chest as the owl moved to the closest window, taking off into the snowy sky to deliver her letter.
She heaved a sigh, and rubbed at her forehead.
This would either end with allies, or destroy any relationship she might still have with the Order.
And Harry…she knew he would understand why she was doing this. He was a smart boy, and Hadrian was cunning and logical. He would understand, and together they would move forward, regardless of the Order’s decisions.
She bundled her cloak around her more tightly, shivering lightly over the wind that still bit into her despite the warming charms.
Her eyes remained trained on the owl, waiting until it was nothing more than a dark speck on the white background before turning to go.
The was a shuffle behind her, and Lily spun to the entrance in surprise. She slipped on a patch of snowy sludge, losing her balance.
An arm snapped out and caught her before she could hit the ground, helping her upright and steadying her.
Lily grasped onto the arms, planting her feet firmly on a clear piece of floor and scowling at the patch that tripped her.
“Are you alright, Mrs. Evans?”
She looked up at the familiar voice and blinked when she saw who had helped her. She stepped away immediately from his half-embrace. “Yes, thank you Professor Riddle. You startled me, was all.”
Professor Riddle smiled kindly at her, and Lily still had difficulty picking his age. He looked much the same from their last meeting, though perhaps a touch more tired. It was understandable, being so early in the morning.
“My apologies for that, I was surprised to see someone else up here at such a time. May I ask what brings you here?”
The lie fell from her mouth without prompt. “I was organising my lodging for the Christmas holidays. I wanted to take my son for a short tour of Britain, after the Yule Ball.”
Riddle hummed in intrigue, “I’m sure he would be delighted at that, he has expressed quite the interest in Britain over the weeks.”
“Oh?” Lily said, the unease from before coming back full force. She remembered vividly how her son had interacting with the man on the night of the gathering, and how Riddle had stared at her when she had whisked Harry away. She could not forget that. “You speak with Hadrian often then?”
Riddle shrugged, “Only occasionally. Your son is quite intelligent, and I am always happy to assist my students.”
“If my son is so smart, why would he need your assistance?” The question was out of her mouth before she could check it, but Lily had no regrets.
Riddle looked amused at her question. “He required some…insight on the first task, which I was more than willing to provide for him.”
Lily’s arms uncrossed, and she stared up at the professor incredulously. “You helped him prepare for the first task?”
Why am I only just finding out about this?
Riddle shrugged elegantly. “I provided a simple clue, it was entirely through his own skill that he came to the right conclusion. I can hardly take credit for Hadrian’s tenacity.”
Again with the name, said so casually, as if he had used it a hundred times already.
“Then I thank you for that, professor.” Disturbing he may be, but Lily could appreciate the help he gave her son.
“Please,” Riddle said jovially. “call me Tom. There is no need for such formality.”
Lily begged to differ, but she could hardly reject his offer, and propriety forced her to do the same. “Then you may call me Amelia, Tom.”
His name felt wrong on her tongue.
“Amelia, thank you.”
She hesitated, wanting nothing more than to make for the exit, but he made no move to dismiss her.
“May I be so forward, Amelia, to ask you to attend dinner with me, one night.”
The request came out of nowhere, and Lily blinked up at him in shock. “Pardon?” She asked.
“Dinner.” He repeated calmly, as if he were not breaking all manner of social rules right now.
Lily glanced away, uncomfortable.
True, this was hardly the first time a man had asked to dine with her. Over the years there had been any number of suitors that had expressed an interest in her, despite her status as an almost-squib.
She had even accepted a few, just to see what it was like. But no matter how charming, or handsome, or wonderful her dates were, she was haunted by her husband’s shadow. She could just not let go of James, and no one she had met had ever come close to being on his level.
She had long accepted that she would never remarry, and that she would likely never find anyone even close her first love.
But something told her Riddle was not interested in her in that way. Other than the fact he was probably a great deal older than her, he just…he did not look at her with lust or even a hint of sexual interest.
No. He was asking her to dine with him for another reason completely, and it disturbed her that she could not tell what it was.
“It does not have to be soon,” he continued when her silence stretched on, “whatever time is better for you.”
Lily brushed some of her inky black hair behind her ear. “I’m afraid I would not be available until the Christmas holidays.”
He smiled at her, “Whenever is best for you.” He repeated, stepping to the side and giving her enough room to move passed him. “I look forward to it.” He said as she slipped outside, despite that fact that Lily had neither accepted or denied his request.
With pursed lips, she headed down the stairs as quickly as was safe.
Notes:
*le gasp* Riddle's obsession is not exactly subtle anymore. Sorry, but I've always had a weakness for Riddle/Voldemort when he has a creepy fixation on Harry, borderline fangirl hahaha. He's already making a shrine :'D :'D And poor Hadrian, mad that he's being ignored and picking fights.
Lemme know what you guys think~
Chapter 25: Chapter Twenty Five
Notes:
Thanks to everyone for reviewing the previous chapters, it always gets me smiling to see how much you guys enjoy CS. Shameless self-promotion right here - I've started up a new story as well for Harry Potter, with Tom and Harry again, if you want to check it out. Not sure when I'll be updating it but it should be soon~~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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His tapped his fingers against his knee repetitively, eyeing the woman across from him shrewdly.
“So, Hadrian,” Skeeter smiled at him as she seated herself. “let’s start with how you’re doing.”
Hadrian glanced down when she crossed her legs, refraining from twitching away as her leg brushed against his. He did not see why she had insisted on them being so closely seated together for this ridiculous interview. If her goal was to intimidate him she had a long way to go. It took far more than a simple touch to unnerve him.
He had managed to avoid the ghastly woman for almost two days before she had pinned him after his last class. It had not been pleasant, stepping out of the Transfiguration classroom to see her grinning at him from the other side of the hall.
He had promised her an interview though, so he had allowed himself to be dragged along to this empty room, ready to proceed with the upcoming torture. He was sure Skeeter was still smarting from how he had dismissed her the other day, and was positively salivating at this chance to get him back.
“Very well, thank you. I am practically back to normal.”
“Practically?” She pounced on the opening.
Hadrian gave a little shrug. “There are some lingering issues, as to be expected from such an injury. The healer assured me that there is nothing to worry about.”
She wiggled back in her chair, the tip of her quill tapping obnoxiously on the pad.
He had allowed her to take notes this time, so long as the quill was not enchanted.
“Such excellent news.” She said, voice filled with an almost painful amount of relief. Whatever problems he had with Skeeter, he had to admit that she was quite impressive in many ways. Like possessing the ability to sound so sincere, yet so sarcastic at the same time. It was a hard trait to master.
“And on the topic of your injury, I must say, when news of your coma reached the public, it caused quite the stir. Do you have anything to say on the matter, about why you suffered such an immense reaction to something that was healed within hours of the accident?”
Hadrian blinked, “My skull was cracked open.” He said slowly, bordering on insulting. “My body went into shock. Forgive me, mademoiselle, but I believe it was a perfectly reasonable reaction.”
“Of course,” she simpered, reaching over to pat at his knee after Hadrian casually slid his hand out of her reach. “it was very traumatic, but let’s come back to that a little more later. Tell me more about the match itself. Everyone is so eager to hear your version of events.”
Why? It’s not like they have not already heard everything about it anyway. He forced a charming smile for her regardless.
“What would you like to know, mademoiselle?” He asked politely.
Skeeter’s mouth opened immediately. “How did you feel, when you first discovered which beast you would be fighting?”
Hadrian’s finger twitched in agitation. “I will admit I felt quite nervous over going against such an incredible creature.” He stressed the word lightly. “It was daunting.”
Skeeter’s head tilted to the side, causing a few of her elaborate, blinding blond curls to fall from their place. She absently replaced them. “And the task? How did you feel during the match itself? Surely you would have been terrified.” He quill tapped damningly on the paper.
Hadrian rearranged himself in his own seat, finding his back beginning to twinge. “I did not exactly have time to feel anything, mademoiselle. Everything happened so fast, I had no time to feel fear or concern. All I could do was react and plan as best I could.”
“Yes,” she agreed instantly, “your use of a doppelgänger was rather interesting. Are you a Dark wizard, Mr. Evans?”
Well, she certainly is blunt.
“No,” he said pleasantly, though he wanted nothing more than to leave. “I am not. Doppelgängers are hardly Dark in nature, mademoiselle. The one I used was actually one of the simplest forms.”
She made a quick note, and when his eyes darted down to catch the movement she tilted the pad away from him just slightly. Her blood red lips peeled back into a knowing smirk, and he had a hard time stopping himself from returning the look.
Annoying she may be, but Skeeter was somehow still charming in her viciousness. Like a newborn dragon.
“I admit myself curious,” she said, eyes zeroing in on him. “you’re a well educated young man, top of your class, one of the best and brightest of your academy.” She leaned closer, “What’s your opinion on the tournament?”
Hadrian rubbed his chin. “I believe it will be very beneficial to the relationships between our countries. I can say I have certainly made quite few friends from the other schools, relationships I hope to keep even after we graduate.”
“Like Draco Malfoy?”
“Among others.”
She hummed thoughtfully. There was a glint in her eyes that had him tensing in preparation. “You’re from France, a country famous for its rather neutral stance on Dark magic. Tell me, what are your thoughts on the topic?”
Hadrian raised an eyebrow, intrigued as to where she was going with this. He had expected the interview to remain solely about the tournament itself.
“I have no solid opinion on the matter,” he said slowly, selecting his words carefully. “there are both branches of magic. It is what one chooses to do with them that concerns me more.”
She made another note on her pad. There was an eagerness to her.
“And the Dark Lord? What’s your opinion on him?”
Hadrian was instantly on alert. His eyes narrowed the barest amount, studying the woman in front of him closely. He did not like this sudden line of questioning.
“He’s the Dark Lord.” He replied evenly. “He’s a great man.” And that was true. Hate him though he did, Hadrian could not deny the incredible force that was Voldemort. The man who, after completely totalling his enemies in a civil war, was able to almost singlehandedly change the very foundations of an entire nation.
It was, to be completely honest, both intimidating and awe-inspiring.
“Yes, yes,” Skeeter said, her eyes never once wavering from him. “but what are you actual opinions on the man?”
“Those are my opinions.” He answered shortly.
She laughed, delighted. “Oh please, we both know there must be more to it than that. I mean, he did do something quite invasive to you.”
And just like that, Hadrian was standing. “I’m done.” He said, already turning to leave.
Her hand, nails painted a sick purple, clamped over his wrist and halted him. “Why are you running, Hadrian? Have I struck a nerve?”
He turned back to face her, glare fixed on his face. “How do you know?” He asked lowly.
Skeeter looked much like a cat watching a mouse scurry about in front of her. “Every reporter has their methods.” She told him smugly.
He scowled at her, unsure how to handle this.
Honestly, he was not particularly bothered that someone had discovered the truth that Voldemort invaded his mind. It was not like Skeeter could actually publish that information, seeing as it would be a direct challenge to the Dark Lord. She would be signing her on death sentence printing anything damaging to the man. And blasting his way into the mind of a student – while not the worst Voldemort had done – would cause some unrest in the populace.
No, he decided.
What pissed him off, was Skeeter trying to use this against him. She was trying to unbalance him by bringing this up, trying to needle her way into his head and intimidate him, to get back at him for so easily threatening her the first time.
She was a smart woman, she would have researched him, she would have watched him. She probably knew by now that he liked being in control.
They both knew she could tell no one about it, but by bringing it up with him, she was reminding him of how vulnerable he truly was. Of how helpless he had been in that moment.
And, unbeknownst to her, she was reminding him of his biggest failure to keep his mother and him safe.
Icy calm settled over him, and he loosened his stance. “You’re a vile woman,” he said bluntly, “but I have to give you credit for that attempt. I did not see that coming.”
He pried her hand off of him, enjoying the minor confusion that brushed over her features at his sudden change in behaviour. “You can’t tell anyone about that, no matter how delicious you find the information. And while your move was commendable, you missed something.”
He stepped into her space, backing her up until she hit her chair and was forced to stumble into her seat with a light gasp.
“You were in the room, that’s the only way you could have known what he did. And while my brains might have been pouring out of the gigantic gash on my head, I was pretty lucid up until that moment.”
He leaned down, bracketing his hands on either side of her. “Which begs the question – how where you there in the first place? I somehow doubt the healers would have just blurted the truth out to any nosy reporter that started questioning them.”
“What are you inferring?” She half-snapped, not fear, but something closer to anxiety coming to her eyes.
“I’m inferring, Mademoiselle Skeeter, that you did something very naughty, something you would likely get into a lot of trouble for if it was ever discovered.” He stepped away from her, “You had best hope I do not find out what that is. Have a good day now.”
Hadrian was tempted to slam the door as he left, but had to admit that allowing it to gently click closed behind him was infinitely more satisfying.
He smoothed his hair back, and made a mental note to start his own research into the blasted woman. There was something suspicious about her, and he was determined to discover what it was before she had a chance to do anything against him.
But for right now, he needed to speak with his mother. He still had a good two hours before students would begin to head towards the Great Hall for dinner.
With a small smile, he started towards her suite.
It was odd, having his mother so readily accessible when he was still at school. At Beauxbatons, he was away from her for nearly all of the term, only being able to see her on the holidays. He had grown used to a certain amount of freedom.
But he did like it, being able to simply drop by her rooms whenever he fancied.
As he walked, he worked on the puzzle box. It was a truly ingenious device, no matter how it infuriated him. He knew he had to be close to solving it. It was only so big after all, and he had moved a fair amount of it.
Hadrian waited patiently for the staircase to move to the next floor, absently answering to a few students who greeted him.
He hopped off on the right floor, putting a stasis charm on the box so his progress would not be ruined, and slipping it back into his bag.
Hadrian made his way to the visitor section and knocked on his mother’s door, leaning against the wall next to it as he waited for her to answer.
Barely a minute later, the door swung out, and he opened his mouth to greet his mother.
Only for the words to die on his tongue.
Arnold Abernathy stared down at him, eyes wide in surprise.
Hadrian straightened, posture growing aggressive. “What are you -” he began, only to cut off again when he saw his mother come up behind the man.
“Hadrian.” She greeted, voice twisting oddly.
“What is he doing here?” He asked abruptly, all thoughts of respect dancing from his mind. When she did not answer immediately, his eyes swung back to the man in question. “What are you doing here?” He demanded.
“Uh.” Abernathy looked distinctly uncomfortable, shifting from foot to foot and looking everywhere but Hadrian. “This isn’t what it looks like.” The man eventually said.
Hadrian glared, arms crossed and back rigid.
His mother sighed, placing a hand on Abernathy’s shoulder with a casualness that had Hadrian swallowing in discomfort. “Enough, Hadrian,” she said, weary amusement in her tone. “Arnold and I were just discussing our plans for the Christmas holiday.”
It took him a second to understand the ‘our’ meant the two of them, not her and Abernathy. He relaxed minutely. “Oh.”
“Yes,” she said, “‘Oh’.” Her head turned to Abernathy, who was eyeing the end of the hall longingly. “Thank you for your advice Arnold, I will definitely take your words into account. Have a good evening.”
“You as well,” he nodded. “Amelia.”
The man hesitated for a moment longer to give a slightly awkward smile to Hadrian, before slipping past him and down the hall.
Hadrian watched him go critically.
“Did you need something?” His mother’s soft inquiry drew his attention right back to her.
“I just wanted to speak with you.” He admitted, stepping inside her warmly lit abode. “But I…apologise for my overreaction. I was just…caught off guard.”
His mother smiled at him, soft and amused. “I noticed.”
He ducked his head in embarrassment. “You know I do not mind if you…want something like that, yes?”
“Oh, darling,” she reached over and patted his cheek, “I know it makes you uncomfortable. It’s alright.”
“No,” he protested, grasping at her hand and holding it carefully. “you know what I mean. It would not bother me if you found someone to spend your time with. I know starting a new relationship would be difficult enough without concerning yourself with my opinions.”
He licked his lip, “If you found someone, you know I would not stand in the way, yes? I want you to be happy.”
She smiled at him, “I am perfectly happy as we are, sweetheart. I have no intention of starting a relationship; certainly not with all we have to worry about right now.” She attempted to pull away, but stopped when he squeezed her hand.
“What’s wrong?”
Hadrian traced his thumb over her knuckles, frowning slightly. “Are you alright?” He asked seriously.
His mother’s smile widened a touch, too much to be anything but fake. “I’m fine.” She told him.
Hadrian’s frown grew more pronounce. “Don’t lie to me.” He said firmly, though there was a touch of a plea in his words.
Her smile faded away, and her eyes grew tired. She sighed softly, and he released her hand. “I don’t know.” She answered, “There is something bothering me, and I have no idea what to do with it.”
“What is it?” He asked, walking them both over to the closest lounge to sit. He gently guided her down, then set to preparing her some tea. “Perhaps I can help?”
He missed the flash of guilt in his mother’s eyes as he bent to pour her a cup.
There was a slight silence between them, before she spoke again, rushed.
“What do you know about Professor Riddle?”
Hadrian hissed as he accidently spilled some boiling tea on his hand. He placed the teapot down and quickly soothed the burn with a wave of his hand. He carefully avoided looking at his mother, knowing she would link the slip with her question.
Why is she asking about Riddle? He thought wildly. She has only met him once, right? Did he approach her again? What the hell is that bastard playing at?
“Professor Riddle?” He echoed, playing for time.
“Yes, you seemed to know him quite well the other night.”
Hadrian hid a wince by turning a little more away from her. He had acted recklessly that time, he could admit. Approaching Riddle and interacting with him so flippantly – even though he had no idea who the man really was back then – in front of his mother had been bound to come up again.
“He is…an excellent teacher. Quite skilled. Very intelligent. I – respect him.”
He finally turned to watch her digest his words. She appeared thoughtful, which was a good sign.
“I agree. He was very well-spoken when I talked to him.”
Hadrian passed her the cup of tea and took his place beside her. “Forgive me, maman, but why are you asking about Professor Riddle? I did not think you would know each other.”
“We don’t,” she confirmed, taking a slow sip. “which is why I find it suspicious that he asked me to eat with him at my earliest -”
They both flinched as one of the glasses on the desk a few metres away shattered.
Hadrian looked at the numerous glinting shards with a scowl, waving his hand to fix the damage. “Pardon.” He muttered, annoyed at his lack of control over his magic.
His mother hummed lightly, glancing between the mess and him curiously.
“He asked you to dine with him?” Hadrian asked, briskly.
She nodded, still watching him with that assessing gleam in her eyes. “Yes. We ran into each other outside, and he requested it.”
I will kill him.
“I see.” Hadrian said hollowly, “And, you said…?”
“I’m considering it.”
“No.”
Lily blinked at the vehement refusal. Hadrian held her gaze sternly. “Maman, you cannot.”
She smiled at him, sardonically. “You just gave me your approval to do this.” She reminded, though there was no heat in her words.
Hadrian shook his head, no hint of humour on his face. “Not him. He is…not good.”
Lily gently cradled the cup of tea in her lap, eyes sharpening. “You said you respected him.” She asked with that probing tenor.
“That does not mean I trust him.” Hadrian said swiftly. “Riddle is dangerous. I don’t care how pretty his words are, you cannot believe anything that man tells you.”
“Then why are you so careless around him?” She suddenly demanded. Her harsh tone had him leaning away in confusion.
“What?”
“That night, you were so clearly under his sway. You completely blocked your surrounding out, you let him lead you around by your nose. It seems to me that you don’t know your own advice.”
Hadrian flinched at the accusation, having a hard time recalling when his mother had ever sounded so judgemental before. True, he had disappointed her in the past, and she had no qualms telling him when and how he made a mistake. But he had never really heard such a tone from her before.
“I understand the danger more than you do.” He snapped before he could check himself.
He rarely had the gall to argue with his mother, was hardly ever that disrespectful to her. But this was different. He was trying to protect her from falling right into Voldemort’s trap. He knew he was right.
He just wished he could shake her and tell her why.
Lily straightened at his rebuttal. She did not looked the least bit amused. “Is he a Death Eater?” She asked shortly.
“I – no.” Hadrian said, already losing wind. His mother stared him down.
“Is he connected to Voldemort?”
Hadrian squinted at her, “In a way.”
She nodded, head turning away from him. Hadrian waited quietly.
“I know he’s dangerous, Hadrian. I would hardly be stupid enough to trust the man.” He looked down at the subtle slight, feeling worse than he had when he was with Skeeter. “But dining with him could gain some benefits. He wants something from me, and I want to know what.”
“So you will just walk right into whatever he has planned for you?” He asked bitterly.
Lily faced him again, stern-faced. “Of course not. We will plan, and come up with a strategy. I told him I would not be available until after the Yule Ball, so we have time.”
Hadrian nodded slowly, settling next to her silently. He listened to her mumble to herself, stewing in his own anger for a long time.
He startled when one of her hands rested over his clamped ones. “I need you to help me with this, Hadrian. We need to do this.”
“I know.” He said before she had even finished speaking. The look she gave him was quelling.
“We can’t trust anyone but ourselves right now. Yes?”
He nodded automatically. “I know. No one but us.” He repeated.
Lily smiled at him, smaller and more reserved this time. Her hand raised to pat his cheek one more time.
“Good.”
OoO
Hadrian sat quietly at a small table in the Hogwarts library, books open but unread next to him. His fingers moved smoothly over the box surface, doing and redoing the combinations again and again.
There was a group of students a few metres away, chattering softly. He had been studiously ignoring them since he had entered, his mind focussed on the small item in his hands.
His argument with his mother was still fresh in his mind, and with it, his roiling annoyance.
He hated how quick she was to shut his advice out, even though he had been at Hogwarts for far longer, and spent more time around and with Riddle than she had.
She just never listened and he hated it.
“Excuse me?”
He paused when the voice pierced his bubble.
Hadrian glanced up to see a girl standing next to him. She was smiling sunnily, and he caught sight of the yellow and black tie secured around her neck. Her outer robe was gone, leaving her in just a white shirt and the standard skirt most girls wore.
“Yes?” He knew where this was going and while she seemed like a nice girl, this was the last thing he wanted to deal with right now.
“You’re Hadrian, right? Hadrian Evans?”
He nodded, resisting the urge to just cut to the chase. Unfortunately, he knew any rumours of rudeness would somehow trickle back to his Headmistress, and then he would really be in trouble.
“My name’s Jessica Laurence. Anyway, I know this seems like it’s completely out of nowhere, but I wanted to know if you wanted to go to the Yule Ball with me?”
And Hadrian truly did feel bad for her in this instance. He had already done this routine with a number of people, and always felt a little bad with rejecting them. But he was not in the mood for a whirlwind romance, and the Yule Ball was the furthest thing from his thoughts right now.
He slapped a kind smile on his face anyway, going the gentle way. “I am flattered, mademoiselle,” he began, “but I must decline.” Her face fell a little at his rejection. Quick to soothe, he tilted his head back in the direction of her table. “However, I believe the gentleman in Ravenclaw over there would be rather agreeable if you asked him.”
She looked surprised, glancing back over her shoulder to her table of friends. “Who, John?”
“If John is the one who is currently glaring daggers at me, then yes. Most boys are terrible at expressing their interest in someone, and quick to get jealous. I’ve seen it many times.” He gave her a quick wink, which had her smiling at him a little.
“Oh, okay then.” She dithered in her spot as he watched her patiently. “I don’t suppose you’d be interested in going with any of my friends either, huh?”
He dipped his head, not even glancing to where she was gesturing. “I’m sorry.” He said genuinely.
Jessica shrugged, “Hey, it happens. At least you weren’t a jerk about it.” She waved a little as she walked back over to her table, dropping into hushed whispers with her friends the moment she returned to their fold.
Hadrian turned back to his box, head shaking.
It was getting ridiculous, the amount of invitations he was receiving. He understood the appeal of the ball, but it was almost a month away, and he had much more important things to deal with than bothering to find a date.
It was not worth the hassle. He briefly toyed with the idea of just saying yes to the next person that asked, but then there was the problem of them possibly expecting more afterwards.
Would it be acceptable to just not take a date?
He shut that wistful thought down immediately. He had already been told by Madame Maxime that as a champion, he was required to have a date. Some stupid little tradition of the whole tournament that had the champions dance first.
Whoever invented the Triwizard Tournament was a sadistic individual and Hadrian hoped they were burning in hell.
The tasks were difficult enough without adding the trouble of a ball.
“If you think any harder, you might hurt yourself.”
Hadrian’s lips twitched, and he pushed out a chair with his foot. “Always lovely to see you, Raina. Join me?”
“No, I won’t be here long.”
Hadrian looked at her in curiosity.
Raina stood where Jessica had mere moments earlier, her hands resting comfortably on her hips and her gaze focussed keenly on him.
He raised an eyebrow.
“We are going to the Yule Ball together.” She announced with no prelude.
Well, this solves that problem.
Hadrian shrugged. “Okay.” He agreed, already going back to his box. His easy answer clearly took her by surprise, for she did not immediately stalk off. “What?” He asked when she lingered.
“I thought you might put up more of a fight.”
He huffed a chuckle, mindful of the patrolling librarian. “I have endured invitation after invitation from complete strangers ever since this ball was announced. At least I know you.”
“Well, thanks.” She said sarcastically. “Nice to know what my appeal is as a date.”
He laughed, slightly louder this time. “You are a close friend Raina, and I enjoy your company. You are a good conversationalist, and you are an excellent dancer. At least with you I know what I am dealing with.”
Which was as close to I am comfortable around you as he was going to get.
Luckily, Raina had always been absurdly attuned to him. She nodded, pleased at the odd compliment he had given her.
“Good. I’ll see you in class then.”
He nodded at her, watching quietly as she left him alone. Amidst the browns and dull reds of the books, the fluttering blue of her dress was a nice addition.
Hadrian shook his head, smiling as she turned the corner and vanished from his sight. No doubt going to terrorise another person with her presence.
Raina had always been an odd one, but compared to all the other options, he still viewed her as one of the best.
Truthfully, he would have approached her later on if she had not come to him. Going with someone he liked and knew was just one less thing he had to worry about.
He was no stranger to pretending to like the people around him, but the thought that he would hardly have to act at all for the night of the ball was soothing.
He sighed lightly, running his finger absently alone a groove and shifting a section.
Hadrian was already done with the year, and he still had almost a month until the next task. He was looking forward to the Yule break at least, because a relaxing tour around Britain sounded exactly like what he needed right now.
There was a faint click, and Hadrian looked down in surprise.
The box had a crack in it, the wooden pieces separating only slightly.
He carefully peeled the two parts away from each other, a pleased grin appearing on his face as the first layer of the box gave way to reveal a smaller one underneath.
“Finally.” He breathed in barely contained excitement.
It had only been a few days, but now that he was at the same level as the other champions, he felt more at ease.
“Congratulations.”
Hadrian jerked at the sudden, and completely unwelcome interruption. His knee slammed into the table and he cursed at the burst of pain even as he stood and spun to face the man behind him, the chair screeching on the floor from his speed.
Why the hell is everyone bothering me today? He thought angrily. I came to the library to get away from them.
Riddle barely blinked at his quick movements, staying patiently where he was leaning against a bookshelf less than two metres away.
Hadrian darted a look around them, noticing with annoyance that the other students had cleared away some point after Raina had left him.
This corner of the library was deserted, except, of course, for the two of them.
“What do you want?” He asked, boldly turning his back and beginning to pack his bag. He was hardly an idiot. If Riddle was approaching him when he was alone then he likely wished to discuss something sensitive.
The man tsked lightly, and though Hadrian could not hear him do so, he was intrinsically aware that Riddle was drawing near him. “It appears you’ve regrown your spine. I was worried when you rolled over so easily our last, proper meeting.”
And that he could not ignore.
Hadrian turned on his heel, eyes immediately raising to find Riddle’s. The man was well within his personal space, one more step and he would be all but pinning Hadrian to the table. “Funny words coming from a man who was only willing to approach me when I was wounded and bedridden.”
“You were hardly bedridden,” the man snorted, as if the mere thought of finding Hadrian intimidating was impossible. “but I could not have you prancing around Hogwarts with my identity when I did not have something over you.”
“I do not prance.” He hissed before he could stop himself. He cleared his throat in minor mortification that he had even addressed that comment in the first place. “You didn’t answer my question. What do you want, haven’t you already made our positions obvious?”
“This is a public area,” Riddle pointed out blandly, “what makes you think I’m here for you?”
It was Hadrian’s turn to snort, “Please. You expect me to believe you just conveniently appeared right as I solved the first layer?”
There was a pause.
“I may have been watching you for a few minutes.” Riddle admitted without an ounce of shame. His candidness had Hadrian hesitating, a little uncomfortable and confused at this odd conversation.
“Right.” He said after a moment, shifting his weight. “Is this a thing we do now?” He asked, “Go back to pretending the last two weeks never happened? That we’re not on complete opposite sides of a war?”
“Of course not,” Riddle said in such a manner that Hadrian thought he might roll his eyes were he anyone else. “but there’s no reason for our professional relationship to affect how we interact.”
“Our ‘professional relationship’.” Hadrian echoed dully, eyebrows rising only to crash down into a heavy sneer. “‘Professional relationship’? You are blackmailing me. There’s nothing ‘professional’ about it.”
Riddle smiled at him, “I can only blackmail you because you let me find out.”
“Va te faire enculer!” Hadrian shouldered his way past Riddle, hands almost trembling with rage.
Let him? Let him? This bastard breaks into my mind when I’m on the brink of dying – and he has the nerve to say that to my face?
Hadrian froze when another thought occurred to him. He spun back to face Riddle, who looked entirely too pleased with himself for having caused such a reaction.
“Why are you asking to dine with my mother? What are you planning?” He demanded, marching his way back over. Riddle watched him approach calmly.
“Does it bother you?”
“Of course it bothers me. She’s my mother. I don’t want her in the same country as you, let alone the same room.”
“Not that,” Riddle said dismissively. He leaned closer to him. “does it bother you that she refuses to listen to you?”
Hadrian stopped, staring up at Riddle in confusion. The man took his silence as permission to continue.
“You can’t tell her who I am, not with my threat, but you tried to warn her. Does it bother you how quick she was to brush you off?”
“I replaced the runes.” Hadrian said suddenly, defensively. Too late he realised that he was essentially confirming what Riddle had said.
“It does, doesn’t it?”
“This conversation is over.” Hadrian said, turning to leave again.
“I can see it you know,” the man’s voice followed his every step. “how suffocated you feel. You’d like nothing more than to play this your own way, and yet, time and again, you bend to her whims. Like a loyal, dotting son. It would be sweet if not for how you resemble a dog bowing before its master.”
“Better a faithful dog than a mindless servant. Go near my mother again and I’ll show you just how sharp my bite can be, damn the consequences.” He warned over his shoulder as he left.
As he turned the corner, a bookshelf now blocking his view of Riddle, he felt the privacy ward dissipate.
At least that answered the question as to why no one had come running at the ruckus they had made.
He had been sure that the ruthless librarian would have come running at them within seconds. But Riddle was a Lord of magic. If he wanted to talk to Hadrian privately, even in such an open and well-trafficked area, then he would find a way.
The knowledge of how outclassed he was did nothing but incite him more. He hated how easily he let Riddle get to him. The only consolation was that it was Riddle seeking him out, not the other way around.
He might be the underdog here, but at least he was not actively going to the enemy for pointless little chats.
He had a new goal though, one that required his immediate attention.
Riddle should not have been able to listen in through his bracelet, with Hadrian having replaced the runes the night he had been released from the hospital. Which meant he had another means with which to do it.
And if there was no way Hadrian was the source, that only left his mother as an option.
He almost sighed, knowing he could hardly go directly up to her and demand to search through every inch of her belongings until they discovered whatever device or spell Riddle was using. She would want to know both how and why he knew these things, which would lead to talking about Riddle and Voldemort and Hadrian could not let her know that true connection just yet.
The Gods only knew what she would do if she discovered they were one and the same.
So he would have to be discrete. Luckily, he could quite easily sneak into her rooms when she was not there, to do his search. All he had to do was wait for her to leave.
When he got outside he leaned against the wall, closing his eyes and just taking a moment to breath.
First Skeeter and her attempts to intimidate him. Then his mother refusing to take his advice into account. And now Riddle. Well, Riddle was always there, lurking on the edges of his mind when he was not the main feature, a constant presence. But the point remained.
He still had the whole tournament to worry about as well. Solving the first layer was only the beginning; he now had to endure the entire process again with the next layer. And on top of that he had the Yule Ball to prepare for.
All the while he had to plan for what to do when the Order eventually confronted him.
Hadrian rubbed a hand over his face, allowing himself one moment of complete and utter exhaustion.
He felt like he was being pulled in so many different directions at once. He had known fighting Voldemort would be an almost impossible challenge, he had just never suspected he would be this close to tearing at the seams.
But at the same time…
At the same time he had never felt more excited. It was like for the first time in his life, he was actually alive.
He was so close to breaking, but the knowledge of it did nothing but spike his blood and make his heart pound.
Hadrian dropped his hand and sighed deeply, taking his frustration and exhilaration and neatly locking them away. He could not afford to be overwhelmed right now.
He pushed off the wall and started back down the hall, mind buzzing.
OoO
Remus stood as still as a statue as he watched the hooded figure of Rabastan Lestrange pass through the outermost ward surrounding Malfoy Manor.
He had been stalking the Death Eater for around three days at this point, following his movements as closely as he dared. It was a dangerous mission, following such a high-ranking member of Voldemort’s forces, but Remus was uniquely equipped for surveillance.
His eyes glinted a faint amber as he crept back into the safety of the woods. Even with the full moon having already happened, the constant pull of its influence never truly left him.
These past years had been hard, in more ways then one. Every day filled with uncertainty and paranoia as they tried to rally their forces and fight back against the Dark Lord.
It was getting more and more dangerous for him to be around the Order as well. True, the abilities his wolf side gave to him were valued and most certainly useful. But the transformations themselves were excruciating and added one more weight to their minds.
Every hideout, every time they moved their base, they had to ensure there was a space to keep him during that time.
Remus was aware of the burden he placed on them, and it frustrated him how much his affliction affected his friends and allies.
Sirius had understood, as best any non-werewolf could. He had eased the pain with his blasé attitude towards the entire affair.
James too, had strived to support him without a hint of fear. And Lily, always so kind and understanding.
He remembered how terrified he had been of her reaction, even with James and Sirius and him whispering encouragements in his ears.
And when the words – the confession – had stuttered through his lips, she had looked at him like he had said something amusing.
“Rem, honestly, I’ve known for years.”
“…you have?”
“You four aren’t as subtle as you think you are.”
She had always been special to him, in a different way to the Marauders. Her smile had been able to sooth his greatest fears, and a kind word from her could erase a night of tremors. He had loved Lily, for her brilliance and ferocity, and his heart had sung when she and James had finally come together as he had been hoping they would for years.
And when Harry had been born, and Lily had so casually placed the newborn in his arms like he was not keeping a monster caged within his flesh, Remus knew he would do everything to protect them.
But he had lost James, and Lily and Harry had vanished, and he had betrayed them all. Only Sirius had remained, but he was gone now too, to watch over Harry who had finally returned to them.
The only one – well, not the only one, but he was trying so hard to resist the second option – Remus could turn to now was Dumbledore, but the man was so busy and tired. Harry’s return had rejuvenated them all, but the years had already taken their toll.
He silently apparated to their current headquarters, waiting for the wards to recognise him before he approached the door.
Before he could even open it, it was flung open.
“Wotcher, Remus!”
He blinked at the keen greeting, but nevertheless smiled at the brightly coloured woman in front of him.
“Dora,” he greeted, a tad awkwardly, their last conversation still fresh in his mind. “hello.”
She grinned at him, all youthful enthusiasm. As he watched, her hair bled into a rather vicious shade of bubblegum pink. “How…how have you been?” He asked as he entered.
Dora shrugged, snapping the door closed loudly with a small shove. Remus winced as it slammed shut. She looked at him in apology, the tips of her hair falling flat to her head.
No matter how often he was treated to the sight of her abilities, it never failed to intrigue him. It was such a rare trait, and the scholar in Remus always perked up whenever the girl unknowingly used it.
Which was, of course, always.
He smiled again, giving her a short pat on her shoulder, dropping his hand almost immediately afterwards. “It’s alright.” He told her.
Whether by his words or his action, she brightened instantly, and her cheeks grew rosy. “How was the stake-out?” She asked as they went further down the hall. The house was remarkably quiet, though Remus could hear the faint sound of several voices murmuring.
“Nothing too exciting,” he said with a sigh, scratching the back of his head. “I don’t even know what I’m looking for really, though I imagine if they knew about Harry, there would be something.”
She nodded, face oddly serious for such a happy person. Remus felt his heart twinge, that someone as young as Dora was involved in such a horrible fight.
“Is Dumbledore in?” He asked when the silence between them got too tense.
Dora hummed, “He’s in, but they’re still going over what they should say in reply to the letter.”
“Lily’s?” He asked, curiously.
“I guess. I know Dumbledore wants to meet with her and Harry as soon as possible, but they want to do it right. I think they’re afraid of scaring her off or something.”
Remus gazed down the hallway to the door at the end. There was a sliver of light spilling from the bottom, and now that he was focussing, he could pinpoint Dumbledore’s strong voice amongst the mumbles.
He took a breath, and was immediately assaulted with a painfully familiar scent.
He looked down to see Dora had taken his moment of inattention to step into his space. She was smiling up at him, dimples showing and eyes turning a lovely shade of blue.
“So, Moony,” he closed his eyes in resignation, cursing the day Sirius had essentially adopted her after her parents had fallen to Voldemort. The last thing this woman had needed was Sirius’ influence. “we never did finish our discussion the other day.”
“Dora,” he said firmly, “we really did. You know my answer.”
Her grin widened impishly, and Remus desperately reminded himself of the number thirteen. Thirteen years. “Oh I remember, I just think you’re forgetting something.”
She reached out, entirely unafraid of the amber of his eyes. Her palm pressed against his cheek, thumb tracing the scars and worn lines. Her other hand slipped into his, entwining their fingers as she moved even closer.
Unable to resist the sheer peace her presence gave him, Remus’ eyes fluttered shut. Her unique scent filling his lungs.
“I want you.” She breathed softly, lovingly – bold and daring as she was with everything.
And God did Remus burn for this woman.
He allowed himself a moment of weakness, to lean into her touch and let her wash over him.
“And you want me.”
His nose trailed along her wrist, and he could hear the rush of her blood through the thin skin. The sudden noise reminded him sharply of why he was so against this in the first place.
Remus gently, but firmly, removed her hands from him. “We’re in the middle of a war.” He told her, as he always did. Ever since this whole thing had begun. Since he had begun to notice how the scrubby teenager had developed into a wilful young woman, or how her eyes strayed to him more and more these days, the appreciative light in them growing with her.
“All the more reason.” She shot back, well versed in this script by now. “Why deny ourselves a little bit of happiness?”
Remus stared down at her, going for stern but likely falling short. He always felt so powerless when he looked at her.
She was much like the moon, in that way. So capable of controlling him, so encompassing and beautiful. Eternal and strong. Distant and untouchable.
He released her hands, ignoring how cold he felt without her warmth seeping into him.
“I need to speak with Dumbledore.” He muttered as he slipped away, shoulders curling under the weight of his cowardice.
He heard her sigh, and the creak of her steps as she went up the stairs. He paused just before the office door, ears tuned into her movements.
“I’ll wear you down eventually.” He heard her murmur, and a small, bitter smile appeared on his worn face.
She already had, but he could not let her know that just yet.
Notes:
So, Hadrian's onto Skeeter, who's trying to get back at him by being a horrid bitch, Lily is being uncooperative (and can I just say how hard she is to write? I have a plans and I'm trying so hard not to mess it all up haha).
Raina and Hadrian are going to the ball together (sozzle for all those who wanted him to go with Riddle, but I doubt anyone would approve of a student going with a teacher, and current relationship-wise Hadrian's more likely to stab Riddle then dance with him), and Riddle is trying to drive the wedge between Hadrian and his mumma.
And we get our first proper glimpse of the Order huzzah - and I will not apologise for the shameless inclusion of Remus and Tonks because they are so precious and I love them :'C :'C
Thanks again guys, and let me know what you think~
Chapter 26: Chapter Twenty Six
Notes:
Well hello again everyone. So sorry about the random disappearance, things have been happening in my life relationship-wise, and horrid, gooey emotions have poisoned me. Forgive me. Anyway, thanks to everyone who reviewed the previous chapters, I always appreciate the feedback! And to the person who asked - I do, in a way, have a tumblr account but it is legit completely empty, so I really wouldn't recommend looking for it darling, sorry~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hadrian watched quietly through the window as the snowfall continued.
His elbow was beginning to ache from where it was perched on the sill, the added weight from his chin in his palm driving the joint into the corner; but he was oddly calm right now, and had little desire to emerge from his bubble.
It had felt like a lifetime since he had had a chance to just sit and relax.
From the moment he had found out about the tournament, he had been stressed or frantically thinking about something.
How to avoid being champion. How to beat the tasks. How to avoid notice from Voldemort. How to outmanoeuvre Riddle. How to keep his mother safe from the axe precariously swinging above her fragile neck.
It was one thing after another, with barely a chance to breathe.
And yet, right now, despite everything he still had to deal with – Skeeter, Riddle, the Order, his mother – he was nothing but content to watch the snow.
Next to him, Albert sat. The other boy was humming soothingly, reading through several letters as they waited for the sun to set.
Classes had finished almost an hour ago, and most of their schoolmates had joined them in returning to the warmth of the carriage.
Hadrian watched as a group of students – Hogwarts, from their black robes - started throwing snowballs at each other. He smiled lightly at their innocent faces.
He loved winter. He loved the cold. He loved the absolute blankness of the snow, wiping over everything.
He sighed longingly.
At Beauxbatons, it rarely snowed.
Despite being located in the Pyrenees, the wards encompassing the mountain-carved castle kept the academy and its surroundings pleasantly warm. They could look out and see the snowfall, but none of it crossed the barrier.
This was nice.
Hogwarts was stunning normally, blinding people with its unique brilliance. The way the sun glossed over the thousand glass windows and turned the aged stone a beautiful golden shade. It never failed to captivate his eyes and his breath.
But there was something positively magical about Hogwarts covered in snow.
He sighed again, wistfully.
Hadrian loved Beauxbatons. He loved it fiercely, and viewed it as more his home than their house could ever be. But Hogwarts was special to him too, and represented something he wanted yet could never have.
I could have gone here. He thought privately. This could have been mine.
There was the familiar sting of bitterness he always had at the thought of going to Hogwarts. Though it was far fainter than ever before.
He wondered if he was just beginning to not care anymore.
Albert stopped humming.
Hadrian blinked, and drew his eyes away from the gorgeous vision just outside to glance at his friend.
Albert stared at the letter in his hand, face unusually serious. It was unopen, and from his angle, Hadrian could not catch sight of the writing on the front.
He frowned, a little curious. “Something wrong?” He asked softly.
Albert looked at him, face swiftly changing into something vaguely troubled, before a slightly grim smile clawed at his lips. “A letter from my aunt.” Was all he said.
Hadrian winced, hissing from between his teeth. “What does she want this time?” He asked, looking down at the letter in his friend’s hand as if it would catch on fire.
Albert was always receiving random letters from his estranged aunt. Hadrian had never met the horrid woman, but Albert’s muttered stories of her outdated beliefs and controlling attitude were more than enough to make him glad he had never done so.
His friend shrugged, tucking the unopened letter into his blazer’s inner pocket. “I don’t particularly care to find out. It is either a letter informing me of the latest progression in creature rights in the States, and her laments on how far MACUSA has fallen since the war; or something about you.”
“Me?” Hadrian tilted his head in time to catch the bitter glint in his friend’s eyes.
“She detests muggles. Thinks the complete worst of them, and only holds a marginal interest towards muggleborns. If they completely accept Wizarding traditions and forsake their other heritage she has no problem with them. If they do not…well,” He spread his hands. “they are poisoning society and all that rot.”
Hadrian shook his head, biting back a chuckle. “I must make her blood boil then.”
“Oh, you do,” Albert agreed. “she has nothing but praise for your accomplishments in the tournament so far, but your first interview with that British reporter must have pissed her off, with how you spoke so fondly of your muggle heritage.”
Hadrian hid his grin in the palm of his hand.
“Last letter she told me to stay close to you due to your success, but to see if I could, hmm, gently show you the error of your views.”
Hadrian’s shoulders were shaking, and a hidden smile lurked at the edges of Albert’s mouth.
“And if I could not, I must distance myself immediately, lest I get infected.”
“Lovely.” Hadrian quipped drily. “Better stay back, Al. I might poison you with my dirty blood. That is how philosophies are spread, after all. We can’t be too careful.”
Albert threw his head back and laughed. “Oh, no. Whatever will I do if you get a papercut? Promise to bleed in the opposite direction, for my sake?”
“Only for you.” Hadrian assured him, lips curling into a genuine grin.
While bigots did honestly infuriate him, he often could not resist teasing them for their completely outdated and illogical stances on blood. Witches and wizards such as Albert’s aunt were ridiculous, and Hadrian always felt exhausted after dealing with them.
He did get a dangerous amount of glee whenever his mere existence disproved their ideals though.
His green eyes drifting upwards over Albert’s head when he saw a figure moving from the lounge room and down the hallway to the bedrooms.
Perfect.
“I’ll see you in a bit.” Hadrian told Albert, already standing up.
The dark skinned boy waved, watching him go, fingers absently tracing the outline of the letter in his pocket.
Hadrian slipped down the hallway after his target, clearing his mind of the voice – which sounded damningly like his mother – telling him that this was a bad idea.
He came to a stop in front of a familiar door and rapped quietly on the wood. He straightened his back as it opened.
Jacob blinked down at him from the gap, equal parts surprised and anxious. “Hadrian – what..?”
“Can we talk?” He asked, trying to ignore the sudden clenching of his stomach. It had been so long since he had even really looked at Jacob, let alone spoken to him.
It had only been around two months since he had cut ties with the other boy, but it felt like so much longer.
So much had happened in that time, Hadrian had barely had time to even really acknowledge how he felt about Jacob. The confrontation with Claire, Raina and Albert had made it clear that he could no longer ignore the problem, however.
“I-” Jacob closed his mouth, the skin around his lips tightening. “I shouldn’t.” He said, anger skimming along his words like electricity.
Hadrian felt his shoulders tense at the tone, his own rage – half-forgotten, yet quick in its resurgence – bubbled at the back of his throat. He dared Jacob to say anything with a glare; because Jacob might be hurt over their fight, but they both knew that Hadrian was the victim in this.
The anger drained out of Jacob’s eyes, and he wordlessly opened the door more, backing up to let Hadrian enter.
Once he was over the threshold, Jacob gently clicked the door closed and marched back towards his bed.
Inevitably, Hadrian’s eyes were drawn to the other side of the room. It looked incredibly bare without someone else staying here. He glanced away, because thinking such things only reminded him of the last time he had been in this room, and that only made him angrier.
He slipped his hands in his pockets and waited as Jacob turned to face him, arms across his chest.
“What did you want to talk about?” Jacob asked, stiffly.
Hadrian took a breath, cutting to the chase and blocking out his irritating emotions.
“I need a favour.”
The shock that rippled over Jacob’s face would have been amusing had the divide between them not been so gapping.
“…A favour?”
“Yes.” He waited patiently.
Just as swiftly as it had disappeared, the anger crashed back over Jacob’s features. “Seriously?” The other bit out.
“Over a month I have been avoiding you. I have respected your wishes. I have kept my distance, even as you have dangled your new best friend in my face, and I’ve not said a thing. And now you come and ask for a favour?”
Hadrian scowled, grappling with his own temper. “Firstly, we both know you have spoken about what happened. Raina, Claire and Albert confronted me about it. And secondly, yes, I’m asking for a favour because you owe me.”
He stalked closer and jabbed a finger at the other.
“Snarl all you want over my audacity in asking this, but it does not and will not change the fact that it was your fault I am in this mess.” He gave Jacob a small shove, hardly any force behind the move, just enough to sway the other backwards. “You put me in this tournament, any injuries I get are on your head. So when I come asking for a favour, you don’t have any fucking right to refuse me.”
Jacob looked away, jaw clenched and eyes frosty.
Hadrian watched the other boy intently, searching for any glint of fight.
“What do you need?” Jacob asked stiffly, body held taunt and head still turned away.
Hadrian narrowed his eyes, but took a small step back to give the other more space. He knew Jacob had backed down, but he still had to tread carefully lest he caused the other to lash out again.
“Information.” He said, tone as steely as Jacob’s. He ignored the dull throb in his chest at how far they had drifted that this was the only way they could talk anymore.
So many years of laughter and support and whispered late-night conversations, and this was the result.
He had always appreciated Jacob’s worth, and was aware of how useful the other was. Both his name and his own skillset were quite influential.
And yes, those facts were primarily the reason Hadrian had even approached the other in the first place. His mother had certainly approved of him making connections with the heir of the Korin family.
But he had been young, and Jacob was more charming than he had anticipated, and somewhere along the way they had become friends.
“About what?”
He blinked the thoughts away. “Rita Skeeter.”
A flicker of curiosity leaked through the harshness of Jacob’s eyes. “The reporter? From the Daily Prophet? What would I possibly know about her?”
“It’s more what you can find out, rather than what you already know.”
Jacob’s body lost some of its tension. “You intend to blackmail her?”
Hadrian did not know if he should be more insulted that that was the first thought Jacob had, or by the lack of surprise in the other’s voice. Was him asking for something illegal really that normal? He had never really done for anything like this before.
Of course, he had used Jacob’s webs for information on people. Certain Lords and Ladies of France’s high society that he needed to have dirt on in the event they ever posed a problem for him.
But still.
“I need to keep a handle on her.” Was all he gave in response.
“So blackmail?” Jacob asked, almost snidely.
“Look, can you do it or not?” He snapped, patience frayed. His meeting with Skeeter had rattled him, and he knew that leaving the tenacious woman alone for any period of time was asking pain and destruction. He needed something to keep her under his thumb before she ruined everything.
Jacob’s shoulders twitched, and his expression flattened. “Give me a couple days. I should have something by then.”
Hadrian nodded, closing his eyes and sighing heavily. He reached up and pinched the bridge of his nose, vainly trying to ward off his impending headache.
“What did she do to warrant this?”
He peeked up at the question, frowning lightly. “What?”
Jacob tilted his head forward, “Skeeter. She must have done something to have you this worked up.” There was a flash of what might have been guilt, but just as easily could have been pain, over Jacob’s face. “Or to have you come to me.”
Hadrian sighed again, biting his lip as he contemplated what he should say.
“She…is a wildcard. And recent events have told me it would be better to have some more control over what she published about me.”
The breath Jacob released was piercing in the quiet. When Hadrian looked to him, the expression Jacob was aiming at him was somehow both fond and annoyed.
“I miss this.” The other admitted softly, and the whimsical note of his voice caught Hadrian off-guard. “I miss listening to your scheming and watching you hatch plans and theories.” Jacob looked down. “I know I made a mistake, and I know that what I did to you was unforgiveable. I honestly don’t even know what I was thinking.”
Jacob scoffed, the derision aimed nowhere but himself. “Something stupid, no doubt. But whatever it was, it wasn’t worth losing your trust.” Vulnerability shone through Jacob’s eyes. “I am not asking for forgiveness, Hadrian. I just want you to know how much I regret what I did, and how, when you got injured…” Jacob broke off, swallowing.
“All I could think when it hit you, was this is all your fault you stupid boy, you did this to him, he’s dead because of you, and I wanted nothing more than to take back everything. It doesn’t excuse my actions, but…” He made a helpless gesture with his hands.
Hadrian, despite the anger stilling burning in his chest, felt the smallest edge of affection creep into him. He would not forgive Jacob – could not, for now – but they had been friends for a long time, and a part of him would always hold some measure of feelings for him.
“I cannot accept your apology,” he said plainly, and Jacob nodded lowly. “not yet, at least.”
Horrible hope blossomed in Jacob, and Hadrian held up his hand to forestall it. “Possibly not ever.” He clarified.
“I do not know what will happen, Jacob. You hurt me. A lot. And I am not one to forget things like that. But I said it to the others, and I will say it to you. I don’t want my opinions to influence how our friends and classmates treat you.”
He had not been blind to the way Jacob had seemingly slipped into obscurity amongst their classmates. While many of them had not been privy to the argument between the two of them, the fact that something serious had occurred had affected them.
One would have to be an idiot to not see that Hadrian had been furious with Jacob, and like the children they were – sons and daughters of politicians they may be, they were all still young – their classmates had begun to subtly shift their attitude towards Jacob.
Hadrian was the champion of their school, and on good terms with nearly every student. Those two factors had secured him their unwanted support almost immediately. No matter how loved Jacob was, he had still suffered from the quiet judgement of their peers.
That had never been Hadrian’s intention – even if some dark part of him had rumbled in satisfaction at seeing the other boy brought low. So he would try to rectify the situation.
“We won’t be friends, but I can play nice. You are welcome to have breakfast with me tomorrow.”
Jacob blinked in bewilderment, and Hadrian gave him a slight, grim smile. “Besides, it’s not me you have to bother with. The others are quite pissed at you, and will not make anything easy for you.”
Jacob grimaced, understanding exactly what lay ahead of him. Raina, especially, would been vicious with him.
The thought of the dark haired girl brought something else to mind, and suddenly Hadrian was hit with a wonderful idea.
“There is one thing you could do.” He began, unable to keep his voice from going sly. “Claire.”
Jacob cocked an eyebrow in confusion. “What about her?”
Hadrian rolled his eyes, moving to leave the room. “Ask her to the ball you twit.”
He might have mixed feelings about Jacob, but he was willing to put his own misgivings aside for the benefits.
One of those benefits being the blinding grin on Claire’s face as she hugged him the next morning and pressed a kiss to his cheek.
The second, would be the slip of paper Jacob handed him three days after, containing a very interesting fact about the lovely Rita Skeeter.
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Hadrian sat in his mother’s lounge room, staring up at the ceiling with a small, pleased grin on his face.
In his pocket, the folded piece of parchment rested.
Just the thought of it had his chest warming, because he had her.
There was no way Skeeter could threaten him, not when all it would take is an anonymous tip that there was a non-registered Animagus skittering around Hogwarts, and she would be gone.
Hadrian was well-versed in the laws about Animagi, having studied it intently for himself. In France, the offence for not registering was a hefty fine and a nice vacation with the aurors.
In Britain, well. Before Voldemort’s reign, it was a short trip to Azkaban. Now, the stay in Azkaban had been lengthened to an almost ridiculous period.
Though Hadrian could understand the dangers of being unregistered. There was no telling what someone with those skills could do, depending on their animal transformation.
He did not care particularly what would happen. All he needed to know was that Skeeter was playing with fire, and if she wished to keep her perfectly manicured talons free of burns, she would do what he said.
He hummed in contentment.
“Sweetheart?”
He opened his eyes and turned to look at his mother. She was dressed nicely, and looked lovely. He told her so, and she gave him an indulging smile.
“Thank you, but what are you doing here?”
Hadrian shrugged, utterly relaxed. “I am getting stressed being surrounded by all the preparation for the ball, measuring for suits an such,” he waved his hand vaguely, “and merely wanted to get away. Your rooms are thankfully free of bothersome people.”
Lily approached him and gently began carding her fingers through his hair. The touch so absentminded and instinctive that Hadrian hardly batted an eye. He merely enjoyed the sensation of her nails running over his head.
“I’m heading out soon, though.” She told him.
Hadrian looked up at her beseechingly. “Please maman.” He said, voice edging on whining.
She raised an eyebrow at him, unimpressed.
“I just want to relax for a bit. I’ll be gone before you get back.”
Lily sighed, but she nodded reluctantly at his request.
“Fine, just don’t go into my room, please.”
Hadrian smiled up at her, closing his eyes as she bent down to press a kiss to his forehead. “Have fun with…Mr. Abernathy.” He told her, lips stretching a little wider to cover his discomfort at his mother’s chosen company.
Lily smiled at him, giving a short wave as she closed the door behind her.
Hadrian stared at the wooden door for long minutes, waiting to see if she was coming back. When almost five minutes had trickled away, and the handle had not so much as twitched, he sprang upwards.
With a flick of his wrist, the lock clicked into place, and ensured he would at least have some warning before she came back.
“Now,” he said to himself, “if I were Riddle, were would I put a listening device?”
Luckily, Hadrian had experience dealing with the man and his quick mind.
He headed for the bedroom, ignoring the small flicker of discomfort he got from disobeying his mother so blatantly.
Riddle would not have entered her rooms, the wards his mother had placed over the area would have alerted her otherwise. And seeing as the man had only had two – that he knew of – encounters with his mother, it greatly limited the number of anchors he could have used for his spell.
The safest bet would be a piece of clothing, or jewellery that she had been wearing the day he confronted her. It would have been child’s play for a man of Riddle’s talent and power to set up a rudimentary listening charm, and do it without his mother noticing.
Hadrian slipped into his mother’s bedroom, eyes methodically skimming over the entirety of the room.
He licked his bottom lip and headed for the wardrobe. The spacious walk-in lightened as he entered, easily illuminating everything in front of him.
Hadrian rubbed his chin in thought, scanning through the items of clothing on display.
He honestly felt quite weird right now. Rooting through his mother’s personal clothes was not by any means a pastime of his, and he was invading her privacy spectacularly right now.
But still, he had to find and get rid of the listening charm Riddle had tagged her with. That was of the utmost importance.
She had no idea what she was dealing with, and while Hadrian would like nothing more than to grab her and tell her everything, he was too cautious to risk Riddle’s wrath.
With that, Hadrian reached out and let his fingers brush over the first shirt he touched.
He frowned, wandlessly casting a detection spell and waiting for the faint tingle in his fingers that would signal his success.
He repeated the process with several more items before he paused.
This doesn’t make sense though. He would not bother tagging a shirt or pants – not something she would only wear once or twice a week. He would want something she would use regularly. Which means…
Hadrian’s head swivelled until he was looking out of the wardrobe and to the cloak draped over the foot of his mother’s bed.
That’s it.
He picked up the finely made cloak and cast the detection spell again, releasing a savage grin when he got the confirmation.
I win this round. He thought in satisfaction, as his magic rose to begin ripping the listening charm to shreds.
Only once he was certain the spell was gone – and that there were no more, nasty surprises lingering on the fabric – did he begin to lower it.
As he did, something caught his eye.
Hadrian frowned at the mess his mother’s desk was. She was always such a meticulous person, seeing her work station in such disarray was disquieting.
Cloak still in hand, he approached the desk.
It was even worse up close, and Hadrian wrinkled his nose in confusion. It did not make sense to him, that his mother would ever allow her space to become so cluttered.
He thoughtlessly reached to bundle a few pieces of paper together, when he stopped. His heart gave a dull thump when an envelope was revealed.
The thick parchment, at first glance, was one of many. It was simply addressed, with Amelia Evans written in smooth cursive. But the longer his eyes stayed on the parchment, the more his senses screamed at him that it was more.
Never one to ignore his instincts, Hadrian’s fingers zoned in on the envelope and touched the surface.
The moment his skin came into contact, there was an almost unnoticeable buzz in the air. Hadrian watched with wide eyes, as the green writing of Amelia Evans, rippled and became Lily.
His breath lodged itself in his throat, and Hadrian choked.
He ripped his hand away, and stared as the writing reversed itself.
Hadrian took half a step backwards, mind roaring with dozens upon dozens of thoughts.
Why does it have her name? Who is it from? Why does she have it? Why did it react to me? Why does it have her name?
Hadrian drew in another breath, concentrating on making this one go correctly. He exhaled, dropping his gaze back to the letter in question.
It was open, which could only mean that his mother had already read what was inside.
His hand began to inch towards it, only to hesitate.
Was this really any of his business? This was his mother’s mail. Hadrian had never been so disrespectful as to go through it before. He trusted his mother to let him know if anything important came up.
On the other hand…it had her name. It was clearly supposed to be a secret, if the concealment spell was any indication. Which meant they had been compromised. Someone, somewhere, knew who they were and was trying to reach them.
Hadrian had a right to know who, and why, and what. This was serious. This was dangerous. He had a right to know.
He did.
Hadrian plucked the letter up before he could begin to question himself, and pulled the letter free of its confines.
My dearest Lily –
He closed his eyes, throat suddenly dry. He pushed through the strange emotion in his heart – fear? Concern? He could not quite name it – and started again.
My dearest Lily,
It warms my heart to finally have news of your survival after all these long years. When you disappeared, we were so fearful of what had become of you, and of young Harry. To know you escaped Voldemort’s clutches is a great relief to myself, and the rest of the Order.
Hadrian lowered the letter, eyes unseeing. “The Order?” He whispered, voice raw. “But this is…”
These years have been hard on all of us, and our losses are incalculable. So many innocent people, torn and ravaged by the acts of one man. But regardless, we still stand tall and strong in the face of his hatred.
Please, my dear girl, let us once again join forces against our greater enemy. Both you and young Harry are invaluable to us, and I know that this is the moment we have been praying for. Your return could very well turn the tide of this war.
You have done so well, Lily. But together we can defeat Voldemort.
I implore you, consider my offer, and let us know of your decision. Should you agree, time is of the essence, and seeing you this coming Christmas holiday would be the greatest gift.
- Albus.
After a long moment, Hadrian mindlessly refolded the letter and slipped it once again into the open envelope. His mind was quiet, even as he took a seat on the edge of his mother’s bed and stared blankly at the wall.
He…
He did not understand.
His mother and the Order – Albus Dumbledore, it was Albus Dumbledore – were communicating. Had been communicating. This letter was proof.
The Order knew that they were back. They were trying to meet with them. They were sending letters to them.
No. Not them.
They were sending letters to his mother. They were trying to meet with her.
Hadrian suddenly had trouble breathing. He hunched forward, one hand coming up to clutch at his shirt, crinkling the white fabric in his trembling grip. Each inhale was too quick, half-finished in his throat; his chest jerking each time he tried to breathe again.
She had not told him.
She had not told him.
She had been speaking, organising, planning. All of it, behind his back. And not once – not once – had she designed to tell him.
It was still in the early stages, nothing was concrete. But she had not told him.
Hadrian closed his eyes tightly, trying to get his lungs working while battling with the sudden and sharp hurt in his chest.
His mother had been lying to him. She had been deceiving him with this. She should have told him the moment the Order contacted her.
But she had not.
And sure, Hadrian was keeping secrets of his own. But that was different. Riddle was threatening to kill his mother if Hadrian told anyone. The Order had hardly forbidden Lily from speaking with him about this.
And his mother hated the Order of the Phoenix. He could still recall her voice, soft yet harsh as she whispered names and ranks in his ear, in lieu of lullabies. He knew all of the original members of the Order, knew their strengths and weaknesses. She had taught him all he needed to know.
She had told them they could not be trusted. That the Order was filled with traitors, that they were the reason his father had been killed.
He had listened to it all. Where she hated, Hadrian loathed. He did not trust the Order, because that was what he had known growing up.
And now she was…consorting with them.
Dimly, he heard the rattle of the doorknob, the muffled voices in the other room. He heard footsteps – two sets – approaching the bedroom.
He remained where he was when the door swung open, and the two abruptly stopped talking.
An icy sense of calm washed over him. Whatever had been clogging his throat vanished, and his next breath was crisp and clear.
Hadrian raised his head and stared hard at his mother. His eyes locked with hers.
He could see the second she understood what had happened. How her gaze drifted from him, to her cloak, to the letter held loosely between his pointer finger and thumb.
She looked angry. Angry and disappointed.
“Hadrian -”
“Care to explain?” He asked, voice unwavering, tone casual. He lifted the letter for emphasis. “Well, mère?” He hardly ever addressed her so formally.
Lily’s face tightened, and by her shoulder, Abernathy looked distinctly uneasy. Somewhere in the back of his mind, Hadrian knew this was not a conversation to be had in front of the man. But at the same time, all he could process was the easy familiarity between the two of them. How quickly his mother formed a bond with the man.
He had a feeling Abernathy was more involved in this business then he let on. The fact that his mother made no move to evict the man confirmed his theory.
“Hadrian -”
“I find it funny,” he carried on when she tried to speak. Because he knew that tone, was well acquainted with the authoritative ring of it. She was trying to shut him down. “that after everything you have told me, every reassurance of ‘just you and me, Hadrian’, you do this.”
He dropped the letter so that it landed on the carpeted floor, just before half-way. “How long?” He asked.
Neither made a move to answer him. His lips tightened as the beginnings of his rage bubbled forth. “How long have you been contacting the Order?” He demanded.
Lily scowled at him, disapproval in every inch of her face.
It was hard not to flinch away from that visage, but he was so mad.
“Well?”
“Harry.”
Abernathy took a step forward, and hearing his true name uttered so gently, so achingly soft from this stranger’s mouth snapped his last reserve.
The pillows on his mother’s bed exploded, raining feathers down on them.
Abernathy halted his tentative approach at the sudden assault of fluffy white pieces. His hands hovered listlessly in the air.
Hadrian zeroed in on the man, because he could not bear to look at his mother right now.
“Which one are you then?” He asked, “Which one?” He prowled towards the man, eyes bright and hands trembling with the urge to just blast something.
“Diggle? Dearborn? Fletcher?”
Abernathy faltered at the rapidly listed names, clearly not having expected Hadrian to actually know.
“N-no. None of them.”
“Which one then? I know Arnold Abernathy is a lie. Are you new, then?” He laughed caustically, “Recruitment must be a bitch for you people. You tend to lose members faster then you can gain them.”
Anger and pain crawled over Abernathy’s features, which was good. He was reacting. Hadrian wanted a fight right now. Anything to get rid of the itch under his skin.
“Hadrian, that’s enough!”
His mother’s voice cracked like a whip, and despite everything screaming otherwise – Hadrian stopped. He shook in his place, jaw clenched so hard his teeth throbbed. The rush of blood in his ears was deafening.
But he made no move to continue.
Abernathy’s shoulders dropped in obvious relief. There was still a touch of concerned-awe in the man’s eyes as he gazed at Hadrian’s frozen form.
Somewhere off to the side, Lily sighed.
From the corner of his eye, Hadrian registered her hair bleeding back to red as she removed her disguise.
“Enough, okay?” She stepped closer, but she made no move to touch him. Which was good, because Hadrian had no idea what he would do if she actually tried. The uncertainty was both electrifying and terrifying.
“Let’s discuss this like adults.” She continued, eyes scanning Hadrian critically, before addressing Abernathy. “Drop your glamour.” She ordered.
Hadrian kept his eyes fixated on Abernathy, a snarl barely contained when the man’s wand rose and cancelled the spell.
He watched as midnight dark hair appeared, skin paled, and features sharpened into something markedly pureblood. Eyes as grey as storm clouds peered back at him.
The man in front of him was familiar, the sight of him tickling the back of his mind with violent intent.
He knew this man. He was sure of it.
The man grinned at him, faltering and so horribly sad. Faded laugh-lines, covered by much more weary, tired ones, came to the surface.
“Hey kid,” he greeted, voice stilted but still incredibly warm and kind. “you probably don’t remember me.”
Hadrian made no acknowledgement of his words, too busy trying to place where he had seen this man before.
He was young, underneath the creases formed from years of hardship. Close to his mother’s age.
“I…” The man glanced at Lily, expression briefly morphing into something helpless. “I’m an old friend of your mum’s. And James. We – well, we went to school together.”
Hadrian remembered the man’s slip during their first meeting. James. His father’s nickname…it had been –
“Sirius Black.”
It had to be. His mother’s age. Close friends with both of them. His obvious affection towards Hadrian from the moment they had met. His parents had many friends, but it made sense that only one of their best would be placed so far into enemy lines to establish contact with them.
All that, coupled with the man’s clearly pureblood features. The famous Black looks. Even so far in France, the Black family was notorious for their beauty.
Sirius’ face brightened a little when Hadrian said his name.
“That’s right.”
The man took a step closer to him, hands raised as if asking a question. Hadrian stared at them blankly.
When he made no move to back away, Sirius took that as permission to come closer. Hadrian’s whole body pulled taunt when those firm arms wrapped around him and slowly guided him into a broad chest.
He stood stiffly, arms pinned to his side, as Sirius hugged him gently – as if he were something precious.
This was his godfather, he realised numbly.
Hadrian had never met one of his parent’s friends before, much less one that featured as prominently in his mother’s tales as Sirius did.
The way Sirius held him, the faint tremors Hadrian could feel running through the man’s larger body, the almost inaudible breath hitches in his ear.
Hadrian blinked, and was surprised at how much his eyes burned.
He was no stranger to hugs. His mother hugged him all the time. His friends and he were never shy with their affections either. Hadrian had received many, many hugs in his life.
But there was something about this one in particular that had his throat working and his eyes watering.
Notes:
And the plot thickens! I'm actually quite surprised at how well my plot has fallen together tbh. So many things I set up donkey's years ago are now moving, and the future events are all tying together nicely in my mind that I'm shocked at my own planning :')
So, Harry and Jacob are in a semi-okay place, but only so Hadrian can use Jacob. It's kinda the best of both worlds for those divided on the Jacob-front. He's back in the group, but he and Hadrian ain't gonna be buddy-buddy aannyy time soon.
And things are moving on the Order front, with Dumbledore contacting Lily. Hadrian's stumbled onto it, and now Sirius and him are going to actually have a relationship of sorts! I'm legit so excited guys. I have soooooooo much planned and I'm practically frothing at the mouth that it's all finally rolling!
Chapter 27: Chapter Twenty Seven
Notes:
Sorry 'bout the wait guys, the first bit of this chapter was surprisingly really really difficult for me to get through. But anyway, it's finally here!
To answer a question from last chapter: yes, Harry and Tom are endgame guys - but labelling them as "happy" would be a stretch. In fact, once things start heating up, I'll more than likely slap an "unhealthy relationship" tag on this story because they ain't gonna be a good, wholesome couple.
And I also just discovered that this is on goodreads??? I honestly didn't know my story was that popular but it's sooo cool that people are talking about it out in the big wide world
Anyway - enjoy darlings~
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sirius carefully let his arms slip away from the boy, watching him with blatant concern.
Harry stared up at him, eyes swirling with a number of emotions. And yet, Sirius could not read a single one of them.
It was intimidating, more so when he remembered the boy’s vehement reaction after discovering the letter from Dumbledore. The remnants of Lily’s pillows still saturated the ground around their feet.
Confronted with this, Sirius was forced to acknowledge that the biggest challenge with his task would not be convincing Lily to join them, but convincing Harry.
Lily had told him that they both held less than stellar opinions about the Order, but he had not expected something to this level.
Harry had been legitimately furious. Not annoyed. Not angry. Those words seemed childish in comparison to the danger that swathed the boy before him.
Just what had happened to the little boy that squealed with laughter whenever he used to throw him up in the air?
Life changed people, he knew that. But this was more than that.
“Let’s take a seat.” He suggested, glancing between the mother and son tensely. The air was still choked with Harry’s magic, and Lily was staring fixedly at her child, an odd expression on her face.
An almost physical weight hung over them.
“Yes.” Lily agreed with him swiftly, seizing the idea with both hands.
They both watched as Harry stalked past them and out into the lounge room without a word.
Sirius bit his lip, “He’s pissed.” He murmured to the woman.
Lily sighed at his words, eyes clenching shut for all of two seconds before opening in determination. “I knew he would be.” She told him. “There was no way around that. Come on.”
They trailed after the boy, exiting the bedroom and leaving the fluffy white carnage behind.
Sirius hesitated when he saw Harry sitting on one of the leather chairs, his left leg thrown comfortably over the arm of the chair. His side leaned against the opposite one. Sirius was bitterly reminded of times he would take up a similar position, all on the account of aggravating his parents.
He doubted he had ever managed to look as casual as Harry did though. The boy’s face was so passive, there was not a hint of his previous fury on his features. And with his magic wrapped up so tightly once again, there was nothing to suggest he had ever been mad in the first place.
And that was somehow more terrifying than Harry’s rage had been.
Sirius remembered being seventeen. No one that age should be so skilled at masking their emotions.
He took a seat across from Harry, Lily beside him, and just took a moment to look.
This was the first time he and Harry had officially met, face-to-face, fully aware of who the other was. No secrets.
Merlin, he looks so much like James.
Except the eyes. Those were all Lily, right down to the steely glint.
“You wanted to talk.” It was almost a demand, and Sirius found himself straightening intuitively in response to the tone. Harry’s eyes were half-lidded, and his mouth nothing more than a flat line.
He appeared patient, but there was an energy to him, writhing just underneath his skin in a way that told Sirius he would probably prefer to be on his feet pacing than sitting.
Sirius took a deep breath, recognising Lily’s silence as his cue. “Harry,” the boy’s mouth twisted slightly, but Sirius pushed on. “I know you are – upset about this. But you have to understand what we’re trying to do here.”
Sharp amusement flashed through those green eyes, so abrupt that it caught him off-guard. “You mean the complete annihilation of the Dark Lord and his influence over your country? Your staunch opposition of all things Dark? I’m well versed in the purpose of the Order of the Phoenix, Sirius.”
It was odd, the way Harry said his name. Both familiar in the way it fell from his tongue, yet completely disconnected.
“It’s more than that.” He told him, shooting a glance at Lily to see what she thought of her son’s remark. The red haired woman sat stationary next to him.
“Is it?” Harry tilted his head like a bird. “When you really think about it, isn’t that your ultimate goal? Triumph for the Light? The Dark pushed back into obscurity, feared and persecuted?”
Well, when he puts it that way…
“Dark magic is dangerous, Harry. It twists and brutalises people.”
“Only those that cannot handle it.”
“So you admit it does have drawbacks?”
Harry quirked a small, vicious smile at him. “Every branch has drawbacks, parrain.” He murmured.
Sirius’ French was slightly rusty, but he was pretty sure he knew that one. Hearing Harry acknowledge his godfather status warmed him a little inside.
“But Dark magic more so than the others.”
Harry shrugged, neither agreeing nor disagreeing. Sirius might have found the lack of response irritating with anyone else, but even now there was something oddly charming about the boy.
“We just want to stop his tyranny.”
Harry laughed then, bright and sudden, yet condescending and harsh. One of his hands came up to rest just above his eyes as he did nothing to stop the sound.
Sirius’ hands dropped into his lap, and he stared at the boy in both concern and disappointment.
“‘Tyranny’? You do realise that in this day and age, you are the ones seen as menaces to society, right?” Harry grinned at him, chin perched on his palm and eyes sparking. “The Order of the Phoenix,” he said, as if relishing it, “terrorists.”
Sirius turned to Lily for help. He had no idea how to handle this. He knew Harry did not like the Order, but the way he was speaking…it was almost as if he were defending Voldemort.
Lily sighed, the small sound had Harry’s gaze cutting to her like a knife. All his mocking amusement sputtered out like a flame snatched by a gush of wind. She brushed a stand of vibrant hair behind her ear.
“Hadrian,” her tone was patient and maternal and made Harry bristle. “I know you’re angry at me, and you have every right to be. But please don’t push this away because of some momentary emotions.”
Before she had even finished, Sirius knew that was not going to help. Indeed, Harry’s eyes darkened.
“Why shouldn’t I?” The boy questioned, “You are the one that nurtured these emotions in me in the first place, mère. I’m just doing what you taught me, like any good dog.”
Sirius scowled at the comparison, wondering where Harry had even gotten that notion from.
“I taught you to think and react without letting your heart rule your head. I can see those lessons haven’t quite stuck.”
He glanced away to try and hide the wince at Lily’s reprimand. It was a little below the belt, he thought. Harry’s fists tightened, and it was such a familiar reaction that Sirius recognised it immediately.
He used to do the same thing when he argued with his own parents. He remembered the restraint he tried to employ. He never did quite handle it as well as Harry did though, for the boy’s hands loosened and fell into a relaxed position after a moment.
Sirius wondered if it was admirable how easily the boy backed away from violence or cowardly bottling away the issues he clearly had with Lily’s words.
Not a flicker of that anger had touched Harry’s face though, and the boy remained silent. His gaze roamed the room in carefully constructed boredom. For all intents and purposes, he was ignoring his mother.
Sirius narrowed his eyes in thought. “Lils,” he asked softly, waiting until her eyes slid away from her son and to him. “can Harry and I have a moment alone?”
Her shoulders tightened the second he voiced his request, disapproval painted all over her face.
He begged her with his eyes, hoping even a ounce of his intentions somehow transferred to her. She had to know, just as he did, that Harry might be more comfortable without her here.
Their eyes locked and battled, before something in her shifted.
Wordlessly, she stood and headed for the main door. Harry’s eyes tracked her every move, before flitting back to stare at Sirius warily.
The door clicked closed.
“Harry-”
“Hadrian.”
He blinked at the simple interjection. “What?” He asked dumbly, his words forgotten.
Harry shifted his body so he was sitting properly, crossing his legs and watching Sirius closely. “I prefer Hadrian to Harry, parrain.”
“Oh.” Sirius glanced down briefly in minor surprise. It was strange, having spent all these years referring to the boy by his real name. But he supposed it would make sense, if
Harry had grown up being called Hadrian, that he would develop a preference for that name.
“Alright. Hadrian, then.”
There was a spark of appreciation in his godson’s eyes, and Sirius offered a slight smile at the sight of it.
“So,” the boy leaned back in his chair, rolling his hand at Sirius. Already, some of the tension had leaked from his body. “I imagine the reason you sent her away was so that you could pitch your spiel easier.”
So they were just going to ignore the strain between him and Lily then. Alright.
“There is that.” He started, studying Hadrian closely and coming up empty. The boy was bloody good. “I can see now that it’s not just Lily we have to talk to. But there is another reason.”
Hadrian cocked an eyebrow, intrigued.
Sirius licked his lips, a momentary shyness creeping up on him under those steady green eyes. “I – well, I wanted to just…talk. To you.”
The boy blinked slowly, surprised. “Talk? As in – get to know each other?” At Sirius’ nod, the bewilderment in Hadrian’s eyes glowed a little brighter. “Why?”
The simple, honest question stumped him. Sirius barely refrained from gapping at the boy, because what?
“‘Why’?” He echoed, incredulous. “You’re my godson.”
“And?”
Sirius made no attempt to hide his disbelief this time. Hadrian was frowning at him, lightly, as if he were unable to conceive any idea as to why Sirius wanted to spend time with him.
“I -” he laughed uneasily. “I care about you.” He admitted openly. “I’ve spent the last decade and a bit agonising over what happened to you. Listening for any whisper of news about you. I volunteered for this whole undercover mission just to see you again.”
He spread his hands helplessly, trying to show what he meant with the useless gesture. Hadrian’s eyes darted down to study them, before jumping back to his face.
“Huh.”
Huh?
Huh?
That was all Hadrian had to say?
The boy looked down at his own hands thoughtfully, the smallest crease on his forehead. Sirius sat there quietly, allowing the other to work through his thoughts.
“Okay.”
“Okay?”
Hadrian nodded, albeit stiffly. “It’s not like I have much to hide.” The boy mused, “You can ask me questions.”
Sirius leaned forward eagerly, eyes searching for any lie. Lily had told him Hadrian was a secretive person. The fact that he would suddenly just let him in was –
“So long as I get to ask you some.”
Well, that’s fair. “Okay.” Sirius said, a small smile appearing. “What’s your favourite colour?”
For whatever reason, Hadrian found his question amusing, and he looked at Sirius with a grin tugging at the edges of his mouth. The expression only lasted a few beats though, eventually fading as Hadrian’s eyes drifted away.
“I do not have one.” He informed Sirius, shrugging.
“Everyone has a favourite colour,” He reasoned, watching his godson’s face closely as it briefly contorted in confusion.
“I’ve never really given it much thought.” Hadrian said.
What kind of kid doesn’t have a favourite colour?
“Oh. Well. Do you fly?”
Again, Hadrian’s lips quirked upwards in faint amusement. Sirius felt like crowing as the boy once again relaxed further. He could hardly contain his joy at finally getting answers to his long standing questions.
“Yes.” Hadrian tilted his head, then, almost tentatively he added. “I play seeker for one of Beauxbatons’ Quidditch teams.”
A seeker! Sirius’s grin stretched wider at the information. He chuckled fondly, “I reckon you kick everyone’s arses then?”
“I am the best.” Hadrian assured him with confidence that bordered on arrogance.
“I’m the best chaser on the team, Padfoot! Did you see me sneak past Cranker? Oh – was Evans watching? Please tell me she saw me pull that off!”
“And, you’re pretty smart, yeah?”
The boy’s eyebrows rose steadily. “I guess. I am the top of my year.” He continued dryly. “I suppose that counts as ‘pretty smart’?”
Sirius chuckled again at Hadrian’s cheek. The boy was so much like James and Lily it was ridiculous. The confidence, the sharp tongue, the fleeting expressions. It was all them.
“My turn,” Hadrian said playfully, “why is the Order so intent on recruiting us? Enough to send one of their own into such a dangerous place?”
Any light-heartedness was sucked dry from the air at the question. Sirius’ smile faltered, and Hadrian watched him patiently, an odd little twist to his mouth.
Sirius pressed his lips together, but knew he had to convince Hadrian. “I know you know about…” he glanced around even though there was no one else present. “the prophecy?”
Again, Hadrian’s eyes shone with laughter, his mouth pursing as if to hold back a chuckle. “Obviously.”
“Right. Then you know how important you were – are – to us?”
There was a beat of silence, then Hadrian sighed, reaching up to rub at his nose. “You lot are still hung up about that?”
Sirius sat back in surprise at the question, and the derisive tone smothering it. “You…don’t believe it?” He asked, cautiously. Lily had mentioned that Hadrian knew what they expected of him, but the disdainful glint in the boy’s eyes showed that once again, this was going to be harder than he thought.
Hadrian shrugged once again. “I am not one to put all my belief in something as unpredictable as a prophecy. I will admit that I certainly fill out a number of the criteria for this so called ‘saviour’. But I am not fighting because some cryptic words foretold it.”
“Then why are you fighting?”
Hadrian looked him directly in the eye. “Voldemort killed one of my parents, and hurt the other. He was the one who declared me his enemy, not the other way around.”
A bitter smirk slithered onto the boy’s face. “I am not fighting for some righteous cause, Sirius. I am fighting because I want revenge.”
Something in Sirius withered at the proclamation. “And that’s it? You’re fighting because it’s personal? Not because he’s enslaved an entire nation and forced his beliefs on them?”
Hadrian laughed, grimly. “You forget that I grew up in a country that is perfectly comfortable with the Dark Arts, parrain. All my life I have been surrounded by both Light and Dark. Some of my closest friends come from ancient Dark families. Sure, there is some undercurrents of prejudice in France – no society is perfect, after all, and there are always some suspicion around Dark magic. But I view both branches equally. In fact, I find this fear of Dark magic absolutely ridiculous.”
Hadrian leaned forward, elbows on his knees, and smiled at him.
“I do not agree with all of the man’s changes. Quite a few of them piss me off, to be perfectly honest. But I am not one to condemn someone for the type of magic they are naturally drawn to. That is like blaming someone for being left or right-handed.”
Hadrian jerked his wrist dismissively, mentally tossing the idea away.
“Your entire war is pointless.” The boy continued ruthlessly. “You all act like there is only one possible victor. Them, or you. Dark, or Light. Only one can prevail. It’s nonsense. There are hundred of countries out there that have both working in tandem. France, Spain, China, Australia – just to name a few. And their societies flourish for that very reason.”
“They’ve killed hundreds of people!” Sirius snapped, “They killed your father!”
“And I will get revenge.” Hadrian cut him off, cool and collected in the face of Sirius’ rage. “Make no mistake about that. Voldemort is mine to deal with. But I am not going to kill the man just so your lot can swoop in and immediately begin shoving Dark magic back into the shadows. I won’t let you do that.”
Sirius had to look away, because the fire in Hadrian’s eyes was all-consuming, and the conviction in his voice was like steel.
“So, what? Kill Voldemort, take his place?”
Hadrian bared his teeth in a mockery of a smile. “I have no interest in ruling Britain, parrain. But if you think things will return to what they were before his reign once he’s gone, you’re more naïve than a child.”
Sirius stared at him, unable to discern exactly what he was feeling.
He knew all of this already. He understood that after Voldemort there would be years of hard work in front of them. He knew nothing would ever be the same again, and that they could only continue forward.
He understood loss, and pain, and suffering so acutely that some days he forgot what it was like to laugh.
But he had hope. And for over a decade, that had been the only thing keeping him going.
Hope in the Order. Hope that Lily had survived. Hope that she and her son would return.
And now the end was in sight, so close he could almost taste it on the tip of his tongue, and Hadrian was like nothing he had expected.
The boy watched him blankly, and Sirius closed his eyes.
He heard a sigh, soft and apologetic. “I am sorry, Sirius.” Hadrian told him simply, his tone bordering on kind. “I know this must be difficult for you. But you wanted to get to know me.”
Hadrian spread his hands, “This is who I am.”
And Sirius hated it. He hated the bitterness he could see tainting this boy, he hated the glint in his eyes, and he hated how Hadrian was too bloody old for his age.
The boy clasped his hands loosely in front of him and leaned forward, bracing his arms on his knees.
But Merlin did he love him.
It was ridiculous. They hardly knew each other, they were so different, their views were clashing already, and Sirius knew there would be plenty more for them to disagree on in the future.
But at the same time his heart burned with pride for the man Hadrian had become. And Sirius knew that no matter what Hadrian did he would always love him.
It was a dangerous type of power the boy held over him, but Sirius never did anything half-way. He would do whatever he had to, to keep Hadrian safe.
Sirius released the breath he had been holding, stood and crossed the small distance between them to squat in front of his godson.
Hadrian made no move to get away when he reached out and dropped his hands on his shoulders.
“Whatever your reasons are for getting involved – they’re your own. I can’t judge, and I promise you I’ll try not to in the future. But are you willing to help us, Hadrian?”
Something indescribable danced through the boy’s eyes, and for the briefest second he looked conflicted. But the play of emotions smoothed out and he nodded just once.
“I will help the Order, Sirius. I cannot guarantee that I will always agree with your actions or your plans, but I will help where and when I can afford to.”
And Sirius knew that was the best he would get out of the other. He sighed heavily, and clapped Hadrian on the shoulder, a weak grin tugging at his mouth.
“Good man,” he praised, rising to his feet with a quiet groan. “now let’s see if we can get Lily back here.”
Any softness leaked from Hadrian’s expression at the mention of his mother. “I should go.” He declared stiffly, shooting to his feet.
“Woah, hang on a second. What do you mean ‘go’?” Sirius’ fingers just barely brushed against Hadrian’s arm, pleading with him to stay.
The muscles in Hadrian’s jaw jumped as he gritted his teeth.
“I agreed to work with the Order, you both got what you wanted. I have things to do.”
Sirius frowned at him. “Is this about the letter? About her keeping it a secret?”
“No.” Hadrian bit out in a way that absolutely meant yes.
“You know she was just doing what she thought was right, right?”
The boy glanced up at him balefully, and said nothing.
Sirius bit his lip, feeling the need to defend one of his oldest friends, even though he had not agreed with her decision in the first place. “She just wanted to protect you.”
Quick as a snake, Hadrian slapped his hand away and stalked his way to the door. He wrenched it open and turned back to face him with a scowl.
“I don’t need protecting.”
OoO
Hadrian fiddled with the cuff of his robes as he waited patiently for Raina and Claire to emerge from their room, before huffing and closing his eyes.
Next to him, Jacob leaned against the wall and stared at the ceiling absently. He too, was dressed impeccably, his robes a flattering dark blue that hugged his slim figure nicely.
Nearby, several other boys were similarly waiting for their dates to join them. The air was thick with boredom.
“What do they even do in there?” Albert muttered in annoyance.
Nathaniel laughed quietly, “Everything, my friend. Everything. Trust me, as someone with six sisters, I am well versed in these matters.”
There was a round of snickers from the other boys, and Hadrian tuned out whatever rude comment William made that prompted Nathaniel to shoot him with a stinging jinx.
“You look nice.” Jacob said to him quietly.
Hadrian opened his eyes to look at the other boy. “Thank you.” He replied after a beat. “You as well.”
Jacob gave him a tiny smile, still focussed on the ceiling. “How are you going with the cube?” He asked.
Hadrian sighed, head connecting painfully with the wall as he joined the other in staring at the roof. He thought back to the frustrating little box sitting innocently on his desk in his room.
“Awful.” He told him, crossing his arms over his chest. “Contemplating just throwing it into the lake and going in blind. It’s almost not worth the trouble. Whatever the clue is, it had better be good.”
Jacob chuckled lightly. “You will figure it out.” He assured him, with the same natural confidence he always held. “You always do.”
Hadrian slowly let his gaze drift from the ceiling to Jacob. “That kind of reckless faith is what got me in this mess in the first place.” He reminded him blandly, and was rewarded with a wince from the other.
“Right.”
The silence between them was heavy.
Jacob took a breath, “Hadr -”
The doors opened, and every boy perked up, eyes shooting to the group of girls slowly trickling out of their rooms.
They were all stunning. Hadrian smiled at his classmates as they walked past to find their dates.
At the end of the group was Claire.
Hadrian stepped up to her and pressed a soft kiss to her cheek. She giggled at him, smile blinding.
“You look gorgeous.” He told her honestly.
And she was. Her soft blue gown was sleek and flattering, and her blonde hair was curling softly around her face and shoulders.
Claire blushed at his comment, before she winked. “If you think I look good, wait until you see Raina.”
He cocked his head, eyes darting past her to only see a empty hallway. “Speaking of, where is my wayward date?”
Claire grinned at him, patting him twice on the cheek with a gloved hand, before going to Jacob. Hadrian felt warmed at the sight of the two of them, and of the stunned expression on Jacob’s face as he looked at Claire like it was the first time he had seen her.
He hid a smile behind his hand.
“Ready to go?”
He turned at Raina’s voice, reply on the tip of his tongue, only for his next breath to lodge in his throat.
Gods have mercy.
The dress she wore had to be illegal. The dark green gown – it matched his eyes – flowed down to the floor, and wrapped around her form like a glove. Only one shoulder was covered, the front of the dress dipping enticingly down her chest to slip under her opposite arm. Black vines crawled over the thin, shimmering top layer.
Her dark hair was swept up off her neck, showing her unblemished skin. It was bundled artfully atop her head, with only a few inky strands spilling out down the sides of her face.
Hadrian cleared his throat, gaze ducking to the side. He closed his eyes to regain his composure before attempting to look at her again.
The smug expression on her face almost made him stumble again.
“You look…” he struggled to find his words - a first for him. His shoulders slumped. “Okay, I have no compliments that are even worthy of describing you. Please let me have my dignity back.”
Raina laughed, and behind them he could hear Jacob and Claire following her lead.
She approached him and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek. “Your reaction was more than enough. Now let’s go, I did not get this dressed up just for you. We have people to make envious.”
Hadrian smiled, offering his arm to her. “My lady.”
“It’s nice to know even you can get stumped by a pretty girl, Evans!” William called out, laughing loudly when Hadrian gave him the finger.
“In all honesty, you look magnificent.” Hadrian told her, finding his feet again.
Raina glanced at him from under her lashes, a pleasant blush on her cheeks. “Thank you,” she squeezed his arm. “you look handsome as well.”
“I am curious though,” he said as he helped her down the carriage steps and onto the pathway that had been cleared to allow them to walk to the castle without the snow in the way. “how on earth did you convince your father to let you wear this.” He waved a hand vaguely at her dress.
Raina smirked at him, eyes sparkling deviously. “Let’s just say my father is perfectly content letting me have free reign over my wardrobe – and after tonight my rights to unsupervised meetings with my seamstress will likely be revoked.”
He snorted, “You do realise he hates me, yes? And you wearing that, while I am your date, will only add fuel to the fire?”
“Probably.” She agreed cheerfully, sounding utterly unrepentant at the chaos she might cause.
Hadrian shook his head, eyes crinkling in amusement at the enthusiasm reverberating from the young woman beside him.
He had a good feeling about tonight. The Yule Ball – for all his grumbling and complaining – was just what he needed to relax from all the stress that had been eating at him lately. Especially after his tense meeting with Sirius a couple of weeks ago.
He had been actively avoiding his mother since that day, citing whatever reason he could to stay away from the woman, needing the space to work through his anger and the pricks of betrayal at her lies.
And on top of that, he was still no closer to solving the puzzle box, and he only had until just after the Yule holiday. That was two weeks. Two weeks he would more than likely be unable to properly utilise thanks to the Order of the Phoenix, who Sirius told them was eager to meet them.
Thinking of the organisation only soured his mood further, whenever it drifted to the forefront of his mind. Because with that came the thought of what Voldemort wanted him to do, which brought him back to the threats against his mother, which then spiralled back to his conflicted feelings for her once again.
It was a horrible circle to be trapped in, but for now, he could see no way to escape the chains torturously curling around him.
The only bright spot these last few weeks had been the short, sharp letter he had written to Rita Skeeter about her little Animagus problem. A letter which had incinerated the moment she had finished reading it, erasing any evidence that he was blackmailing her in the first place. He had not so much as caught a glimpse of the foul woman since then.
So yes, Hadrian was very much looking forward to this night.
They entered the main foyer of Hogwarts, the entire space completely packed with students and staff alike. Hadrian and Raina paused just inside, taking a moment to breath in the atmosphere.
“It’s beautiful.” Raina murmured, and Hadrian hummed in agreement.
The decorations were delicate and glasslike, gold and silver intermingling gorgeously throughout the entire space. The tapestries that hung from the ceilings were stunningly embroidered with traditional patterns.
“You can thank my father for the styling.”
They turned to see Draco standing behind them, looking sharp in his crisp black robes. Hermione stood next to him, wearing a lovely silver dress.
“Draco, Hermione.” Hadrian kissed Hermione on her cheeks in greeting, and shook Draco’s hand firmly. “How have you been?”
“As well as I can be.” Draco said, shrugging. He was at ease though, shoulders loose and hands tucked uncaringly in his pockets. Even his eyes were less tight then Hadrian was used to. “You?”
Hadrian grinned and jerked his head towards Raina, who was speaking politely with Hermione just off to the side. “Well, I was almost knocked flat when I saw her, but other than that, I’ve been alright.”
Draco scanned Raina, though there was nothing more than a small flicker of appreciation in his eyes. “Nice.”
“Uh huh.”
“Ah, Mister Malfoy, Mister Evans!” Yaxley cut through the crowd to slip in beside them. The Headmaster clapped them both on the shoulder. “Excellent. Everyone is processing to the hall now. We must get you ready. Where are your dates?”
Raina and Hermione materialised next to them, and Yaxley nodded in approval. “Good. Follow me.”
Hadrian took Raina’s arm and gently guided her after the imposing man. Behind them, Draco and Hermione followed.
Galiana was already present with her date, a Durmstrang boy Hadrian had only seen a handful of times. She barely gave them a glance as they approached, and turned her face away when Hadrian was pushed closer to her by Yaxley.
“Now, the six of you will process in once the music starts and take your place on the dance floor. You will complete one dance, and then the others will be allowed to join you. Later when dinner is announced, you will head to the front table and remain there for the entire meal. After that, you are free to go where you please.”
He waited only long enough to get their nods of understanding, before he was gone with a swish of his robes.
The six of them stood in silence as they waited for the signal.
“You remember how to dance, yes?” Raina asked him softly, her voice teasing.
Hadrian nudged her sharply with his elbow, causing her to sway away from him. “Do you?” He shot back.
“I’m just saying, you have not been as smooth tonight as you usually are. I have a right to be concerned if my date is in a state that could ruin my reputation.”
“Harpy.”
“Bastard.”
The trumpets started.
Galiana and her date started forward, and Hadrian and Raina waited two beats before following after them.
They burst into the Great Hall to the applause of their classmates, and Hadrian was momentarily blinded by the sheer brightness of the room.
Lucius Malfoy was an awful man, but he was damn skilled at interior designing.
Hadrian helped Raina up the stairs to the slightly raised dance floor, and they swiftly moved to one side of the floor while the other two couples split in different directions.
Hadrian and Raina easily slipped into a standard waltz hold, his hand balanced perfectly on her upper back. They shared a private smile as they waited for the first few notes to play.
“You do realise you do not have to be so polite?” She whispered to him. “We are friends, I am not about to slap you for holding me more comfortably.”
She was right, he knew. Having to keep his hand so high would grow tiresome eventually.
At her suggestion he stepped a touch closer, so their chests were almost brushing, and slid his hand down to her waist to rest more securely.
They took a deep breath, and as the music began to sweetly fill the hall, they moved as one.
Dancing was something Hadrian had initially had some trouble mastering, and his first few lessons at Beauxbatons were a dark time in his life. For all his natural grace, and skill and balance on a broomstick, Hadrian had just been completely clueless on how to dance.
But his pride had been bruised and he had thrown himself into learning all sorts of dances until he was as smooth on the dance floor as he was in the air.
He and Raina spun around the hall with a laidback sort of skill, so much so they seemed to glide. Their movements perfectly timed, their steps unhurried and relentless. They switched their grips and carried on to the beat of the music.
Hadrian lifted Raina easily and gently set her down, catching sight of Draco and Hermione whirling off to the side.
The three pairs of them circled the floor again and again, eventually coming to a stop when the last notes of the song came to an echoing end.
The applause were loud and encouraging, and Hadrian smiled at Raina as they caught their breath.
“Very nice, mademoiselle.” He told her, taking her hands and brushing a short kiss over the knuckles.
“Not so bad yourself, monsieur.”
Her smile was soft and sweet.
The music began to pick up again, and Hadrian pulled her back to him, ready for another one set.
More and more couples trickled onto the dance floor, groups of students clumped together in their eagerness to join in.
Hadrian grinned as the music became faster, and with some quick footwork, he guided them through the throng of students to pull up alongside Claire and Jacob.
“Having fun?” Raina asked with a breathless laugh. Claire smirked at them, effortlessly following Jacob’s lead without glancing at him.
“Most definitely. Some of them could work on their moves though.” She said with a careless toss of her head in the direction of some couples.
“Come now, Claire, not every school provides formal classes.”
She sniffed, though her eyes were bright and happy. “It’s not about having classes, it’s about having coordination, darling.” She said.
“Less talking, more dancing.” Jacob ordered fondly, whisking her away.
Raina chuckled in his ear, “Would you look at that. He’s half in-love already.”
Hadrian made an odd noise in the back of his throat. “Not that far-gone yet, Raina. But it’s a possibility.”
“She will be good for him, I think.”
“Oh, undoubtedly. Anyone would be lucky to have Claire. Jacob’s always adored her, and mentioned once or twice ages ago that he thought she was attractive.”
Raina stared at him with a funny smile on her face. “What?” He asked, suspiciously.
“Nothing. I’m just…I still don’t forgive him for what he did to you, but that you have – or at least, have started to…it’s admirable.”
He spun her out and yanked her back in, catching her safely. “I’m always admirable.” He laughed as she swatted his shoulder for breaking the steps. The song came to an end.
There was a brief pause, and then, to the delight of every student present, the lights in the hall dimmed dramatically. Towards the back of space, where the raised stage sat, mist began pouring out, and music – loud and so different from the sweet, light songs from before – punched the air.
“No way.” Hadrian whispered, eyes widening when a familiar song erupted. The beat pounding in his chest. “No way.”
The Weird Sisters cracked onto the stage, and the screams of the students rivalled that of the instruments.
He spun to Raina, grabbed her thin wrist and began tugging her in the direction of their friends. Albert grinned at their approach, shouting over the band. “I can’t believe they did this!”
“I know!” Hadrian’s heart thudded dangerously.
Around them, everyone was already dancing, undulating in response to the band.
Hadrian held out his hand to Raina, because ballroom dancing was not the only type they learned at Beauxbatons, and more than once they had all visited some of the clubs Paris. It was practically a rite of passage to participate, and more than once one of the academy’s halls had been liberated and transformed into a suitable substitute.
The staff were well aware, and typically turned a blind eye on the late-night gatherings. They knew how much it mattered to let the students have fun every once in a while.
Around them, their classmates had already started properly dancing – not the pathetic jumping and arm-waving of a majority of the others.
“Come on, sweetheart,” he said with a feral grin. “let’s show them how it’s done.”
She stepped into his space willingly, arms draping behind his neck and crushing close to his chest. Hadrian gripped her hips firmly, and let the music take over.
Notes:
So Sirius got a bit of a wake-up call in regards to recruitment, Hadrian's finally openly stated his stance on some important shit, and they are - sort of - bonding?? Idk if that scene classifies as bonding or not but whatever, they're talking. And before anyone says anything I will just put this here that Hadrian and Raina aren't going to be a couple in the story. They're just horny teenagers.
So yay we've reached the Yule Ball! And OMG guys - there is a scene coming up that I have had sitting in my head since this whole story started and I am DYING to write it ahahahahahaha! Huzzah! And secretly I find it quite amusing that last year when I was first writing this I thought it'd only be around 30 chapters at max. Clearly I'm an idiot, since this looks like it's gonna take a while haha, whoops. Oh well, lemme know what you guys think~
Chapter 28: Chapter Twenty Eight
Notes:
Now don't get too excited guys. I'm heading into assessment and I figured I might as well pump out one more quickly before I have to take a small break. So enjoy this one, and preemptively, sorry.
Warning - there is some minor alcohol consumption and drug use in this chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“No.”
“But Hadrian,” William whined, tugging playfully on his arm. “it will be hilarious.” When Hadrian made no further move to acknowledge him, William threw a balled up napkin at his face.
Hadrian slapped it out of the air before it reached him and smirked at the pouting boy. Around them, their friends snickered.
Dinner had past without much fanfare. The food was delicious, naturally, and the student had returned to dancing.
Most of the Beauxbatons students carved out their own little corner just to the side of the dance floor, relaxing and talking and drinking the cool punch provided.
“I’m not doing it.” Hadrian told him, shaking his head even when several of their classmates groaned at him. “Not happening.”
“Come on, Evans.” William pressed, “You’ve done it before.”
“Yes, at Beauxbatons, where that sort of stuff is downright expected. There are minors here, you idiot.”
“So what,” William shrugged, “it won’t be the end of the world for them.”
Hadrian shook his head again at the blasé attitude. He took a sip of his drink. “If you want it done so badly, why don’t you just go do it yourself?” He suggested.
This time it was Nathaniel that answered. “We already tried, that thing has more wards on it than my manor. Nothing we did worked.”
Hadrian raised his eyebrows, “You tried – did anyone see you?”
They shared a few looks, then shrugged again. Hadrian rubbed at his face with a sigh. “Well if no one has come to scold you then I guess they already knew someone would try something and are confident it wouldn’t work.”
“All the more reason for you to give it a go,” William said, draping an arm around his shoulders. “after all, you are the best of us. Come on, Champion. Take one for the team.”
“I’m already ‘taking one for the team’ by being champion,” Hadrian told him dryly. “I’ve filled my quota for the next few years.”
“You,” Nathaniel said seriously, even as a grin pulled at his lips, “are a disgrace. Look at us, Hadrian. We’re dying. This ball is so sterile. Sure, the band was nice and all, but we need a little more here. We’re so bored.”
“I am not spiking the punch.” Hadrian said firmly, though the laughter tinging his voice lessened the effect.
They all groaned at him, disappointed. Even Claire and Raina – who he expected better of – looked annoyed at his resistance. Despite himself, their upset expressions made him crack.
“And even if I was going to, I wouldn’t aim for the punch.”
They all perked up, smiles spreading at the mischievous glint in his eyes.
“How would you do it then?” Nathaniel asked, leaning forward eagerly. Hadrian swirled the drink in his hand pointedly.
“The punch bowl is warded against tampering – so go for the cups.” He tossed back the rest of his drink, then pulled his wand free. He tapped the side of his cup, murmured the enchantment, then tossed it to William.
“You are my favourite.” The other boy declared, holding the cup reverently. “Now we just need to get to the other cups.”
“Yeah, have fun with that.” Hadrian said, leaning back as he lazily waved his hand around. “This entire place is being monitored by Death Eaters. You would need a distraction.”
“You could take your shirt off and dance on a table.” Claire suggested slyly, a few of the others catcalling in agreement.
Hadrian snorted. “No thank you, though you are not entirely off the mark.” He stood, smoothing a hand down his front, then holding it out for Raina. “What do you say we steal the floor for a bit?”
“What are we doing?” She asked, already allowing him to pull her to her feet.
“Not just us, darling. Everyone, up.” They stood, watching him curiously. “Remember the ball for the end of last year?” He asked them, and the smiles on their faces turned conniving. “Precisely. You two,” he said the William and Nathaniel, “can do whatever while we are dancing. I was not involved.”
William gave him a two-fingered salute, dragging Nathaniel off to the side where they could slip off to do what they wanted to without drawing attention.
One of the students went off to request the right song, while the others slowly weaved their way onto the dance floor, getting into position.
Yaxley’s voice rose over the murmuring in the hall, announcing their intention. The floor cleared until only Beauxbatons’ students remained, spread out in three small circles, each with four pairs. Only a small handful of their peers neglected to join them.
“I cannot believe I let them talk me into this.” He whispered to Raina as the first few notes trilled sweetly through the air. They slowly began moving together.
She chuckled in his ear. “I just wish we did not have to dance to this one. The female part is ridiculously hard to do.”
“Oh please,” he scoffed, “I could do it in my sleep.” He declared. They circled gracefully.
“I bet you couldn’t.” Raina teased.
Hadrian playfully scowled at her, and in the next step, switched their positions without missing a beat. Raina barely hesitated as she suddenly found herself slipping into the male sequence. She cocked an eyebrow at him in amusement.
“You realise I get to dip you at the end, yes?”
He grinned at her as the music picked up, the soft tone giving way to something borderline frantic. “See you soon.” He told her with a wink as he moved in time with all the other girls, twirling out of their first partners’ arms and into the next one.
If Albert was surprised to receive an armful of Hadrian rather than Raina, he showed no sign of it, merely wrapped his arms around him securely and kept dancing.
“Do I want to know?” He asked Hadrian as they spun.
“She said I wouldn’t be able to do the female part.” Hadrian defended, following Albert’s lead effortlessly.
Albert rolled his eyes, “So obviously you took it as a challenge.” His grip shifted, preparing to send Hadrian off to the next partner.
“Obviously.” Hadrian agreed, arm raising so he could spin rapidly out of Albert’s orbit and land in his new partner’s arms.
It was the most fun he had had all night.
Raina had not been joking with the difficulty of the piece, and it was only because Hadrian bothered to pay attention to both parts of the dance sequence that he even knew what he was doing in the first place.
Typically, he just trusted his partner to know her moves. But there was something magnificent with the Viennese Waltz that intrigued him.
He came back-to-front with Malcolm, and for the first time got a glimpse of the crowd watching them.
Every eye was fastened to their group, fascination and awe shining at them as they weaved through the complex waltz, perfectly synchronised, unnaturally smooth.
It made his ego purr.
The music reached its crescendo, and Hadrian smirked to himself as he was finally twirled back to Raina. His arms slipped around her slim form as they spun, once, twice, three times.
At the last possible second, he switched back into the male form, hands rearranging and he spun her once more to reverse their spots.
Her eyes widened in surprise, and he dipped her in time with everyone else as the last note pierced the hall.
They held the pose for a beat more, then he tugged her upright to the deafening applause.
Raina hit him, eyes narrowed, though her cheeks were dusted with pink and her chest was heaving as she fought to reclaim her breath.
Hadrian was not much better, and sweat was plastered to his forehead and his back. It was one of the more intense dances, with the added complexity of switching partners constantly, and they only preformed it every so often because of it.
“You said I could dip you.” She complained as they moved off the floor and there was a surge of students taking their place.
“Ah, I never agreed to that.” He pointed out, reclaiming their previous section as their classmates trickled back as well. “Besides, you liked it.”
She crossed her arms but did not deny it.
“Here.”
Hadrian blinked as a cup was thrust at him by William. He took it instinctively, tilting it until he could see the punch inside. He looked inquisitively at the other.
William winked at him and downed his own drink in one go.
Well, I guess it worked. Hadrian thought as he took a sip, humming in approval as the faintest trace of alcohol hit his tongue. It was buried underneath the normal flavour of the punch, but it was there.
“How long until they realise?” Raina asked, taking one of the offered drinks for herself.
“When everyone starts stumbling around like an idiot?” He guessed, and she laughed quietly. “Tonight is about to get interesting, at the very least.”
She grinned at him, though the expression morphed into confusion when she caught sight of something over his shoulder. “Huh, I didn’t know Professor Riddle was a chaperone for tonight.”
Hadrian coughed, head swivelling around to spot the aforementioned teacher standing on the other side of the hall, conversing easily with one of the other professors.
“Neither did I.” He admitted, frowning.
Other than classes, Riddle and he had kept a respectable distance. In fact, Hadrian had not had a single private interaction with the man since being cornered in the library.
The freedom was liberating, and he could not deny that the past few weeks had let him breath easier, without feeling like he was drowning under scrutiny.
He bit his lip, suddenly anxious. His fingers fluttered around his cup.
Seeing the man again reminded him sharply of his task. Riddle would want to know about his conversation with Sirius. He would want to know the Order had – essentially – made contact with him.
His mother’s life was on the line.
He should tell him.
Hadrian turned his head away, staring down into his drink intently. He drank it in one draw, reaching for another one immediately.
He just wanted to stop thinking for once. He wanted the blissful haze that came with being drunk, the mind-numbing sensation that made him feel as if he were floating. Was it too much to ask for just one night without his worries plaguing him?
He had plenty of time to tell Riddle of the meeting. Hell, he could do it after the holidays – he would have more information for the man then anyway. He could play off having no prior knowledge of the meeting, say his mother sprung it on him after they had left Hogwarts.
Which isn’t a lie, exactly. Hadrian thought viciously, still smarting over his mother’s secrets.
His grip tightened when he recalled Riddle’s mocking words from the library.
“Does it bother you that she refuses to listen to you?”
He rubbed at his eyes.
“Does it bother you how quick she was to brush you off?”
More than you can possibly know, old man.
“Hadrian, are you alright?” Raina gently placed her hand on his arm, frowning at him. “You look at bit pale.”
“I’m fine.” He gave her a smile, though he no longer felt the same energy as before. Seeing Riddle had effectively shredded his good mood.
Raina watched him, her eyes clearly showing she did not believe him. Hadrian stretched his smile wider. “Sorry, just a bit tired from the dance. You were right, your part is definitely more difficult.”
She smiled back at him, more reserved. “Of course it is. Welcome to the life of a woman. Everything is more difficult.”
He laughed at her, reluctantly amused.
“Come on,” he urged her, “I’m in the mood to get smashed.” He jiggled his cup at her enticingly.
He glanced behind him once more, swallowing when he found those chilling blue eyes watching him.
But Raina’s hand was in his and she was dragging him away. He turned his back.
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Hadrian slipped out onto the balcony, steps only a touch unsteady as he draped himself over the stone baluster with a sigh.
Even in the biting chill of the December air, his body was warm; the alcohol chasing away the cold more effectively than a warming charm.
Almost an hour had past since he had glimpsed Riddle lurking in the Great Hall, and in that time he had achieved his goal of quietening his mind.
He started giggling, muffling the sound into his shoulder, even though there was nothing funny about the situation.
“Haffing fun, täubchen?”
Hadrian squinted his eyes, looking over to see someone standing a little bit away, leaning much more casually against the baluster than he was.
“Forst,” he said when his fuzzy brain finally connected the voice with the shadowed figure. “fun. Yes. Lots of it. You?”
The Durmstrang student grinned at him, stepping closer. It was now that Hadrian could make out the cigarette balanced between the other boy’s lips. The tip of it glowed a burning red as he took a drag.
“How drunk are you?” The other asked instead, switching to German. Hadrian shrugged carelessly.
“Not a clue. I’m not tripping over myself, and I have not propositioned anyone yet. So not drunk enough.”
Adalard chuckled at his answer, cold eyes looking out on the darkened grounds of Hogwarts. He tugged the cigarette from his lips and blew out slowly. Hadrian watched the smoke thread its way through the crisp night air.
“Can you make shapes with it?” He asked, almost childishly curious. He remembered an old wizard doing it once, when he was a little boy and out with his mother one day in the market.
Adalard glanced at him from the corner of his eye, but his next exhale took the form of a horse.
“Nice.” Hadrian complimented, watching as the magic-imbued smoke figure did a few loops before vanishing.
“I have a talented mouth.” Adalard stated with an easy grin, and Hadrian snickered, pillowing his chin on his folded arms.
“Why are you out here?” He asked, lazily scanning the courtyard underneath. It was late, but no one was quite ready to leave the ball yet. There were clusters of students milling below them though, their faint chattering just barely reaching his ears.
Adalard waved his cigarette pointedly. “For some reason, smoking indoors is frowned upon.” He said sarcastically. “What about you? Don’t you have a date to be accompanying?”
Hadrian huffed. “Raina is doing something with the girls. And no matter how feminine your classmates seem to think I am, I was not allowed to join in.”
“Ah,” Adalard let out, “we do not think you are feminine.”
“Sure you don’t.” Hadrian agreed easily, too easily to be genuine. “I have ears. I just chose not to comment on most of what they say about me.”
Adalard turned so his back was leaning against the freezing stone instead. He tipped his head back and closed his eyes. “They mock you because you intimidate them.” He informed him bluntly.
“If I intimidated them, they wouldn’t insult me so much.”
The noise Adalard released was soft and amused. “Originally their insults were genuine, yes. You were an unknown muggleborn, unafraid to stand up to your betters.” He took a pause to breath in another lot of smoke and let it out painstakingly slow.
Hadrian watched the action with interest.
“And then the first task happened, and you were magnificent.” The German boy continued. “You went from an irritating nuisance to a terrifyingly dangerous opponent. Even Galiana is intimidated by you.” He added as an afterthought.
Hadrian perked up at that. “Really? I thought she detests me.”
“Oh, she does. She thinks you are the worst thing in existence. But it is not just because of your blood. It’s more the fact that you are too good for your blood status that works her up so much.”
Adalard snuffed the cigarette butt out on the stone baluster and flicked it away carelessly.
“You’re intelligent, and powerful, and there’s something in your eyes that is unnerving.”
“You’ll make me blush with all these compliments.”
The other snorted, pulling out another cigarette and lighting it with the tip of his finger. It was a small display of wandless magic, but amusing nonetheless. “It would take more than what I’ve got to make you blush, Evans. Want one?”
In his hand he held out a second, small white stick.
Hadrian hesitated at the sight of it. He had never smoked before, had never really understood the appeal of inhaling such damaging fumes.
“What is it?” He asked cautiously, slowly taking it from the other and holding it close to his eyes. It was so innocuous. Just a slip of white.
“Nothing muggle, that’s for sure.” Adalard told him, flipping around so they were shoulder to shoulder. “It’s just something to give a little kick. Makes an interesting night a bit more memorable.” There was a dangerous sort of humour in his eyes.
“It will have zero impact on your health, if that’s what concerns you. Just takes the edge off for a while.”
“I’m not sure…” He lowered the cigarette and frowned.
Adalard shrugged, completely unbothered. “You don’t have to. I don’t particularly care. You just seem so tense all the time, I figured I would give you the option.”
Hadrian looked at the cigarette.
His mother hated smokers. She found the habit distasteful and rude. If she were here, she would no doubt have slapped it from his hands and scolded him for even considering it.
“Why do you smoke?” He asked to take his mind off of his mother in general.
Adalard tapped some of the ash off of the end as he spoke. “Some do it because they get addicted, and can’t help themselves. Others because it calms them down. My mother smokes because it reminds her of her brother, before he died.” He grinned at Hadrian, teeth as white as the slip dangling from in between his fingers. “I do it because I enjoy it.”
Hadrian hummed, gaze returning to the courtyard, trailing over the burning fires that illuminated the area. He was still pleasantly buzzed from the alcohol, but he knew the feeling would dissipate soon unless he started drinking again.
“It’s a strange place.”
He looked back to his companion, eyebrows raised in question. Adalard gestured out at the grounds. “Hogwarts. It’s odd.”
“How so?”
“I can’t explain it. It’s just so different from Durmstrang. I thought they would be more similar.”
“Why – because of Voldemort?”
“Lord Voldemort.” Adalard corrected with a grin. “You should be more careful with your tongue. And yes, because of him.”
Adalard sighed. “Durmstrang is a strict place. Very controlling. The professors are more wardens than educators. Step out of line, and you are punished. You follow your schedule, even if you are sick. Don’t speak out of turn, don’t disobey direct orders. Don’t make mistakes.”
“Sounds harsh.” Hadrian commented, but without a hint of humour. Durmstrang did sound harsh, and he knew he would hate it with a fiery passion.
“It’s not all bad,” Adalard told him, likely having guessed at his thoughts. “the friendships are strong, and we produce some of the best dueller in the world. We live in a dangerous world. Durmstrang does not coddle us. It prepares us to face it. Conquer whatever is thrown at us.”
“And you thought Hogwarts would be similar?”
He shrugged. “I thought his presence would be more pronounced.”
And Hadrian felt the absurd need to laugh because Adalard had no idea just how pronounced Voldemort’s presence was.
“I thought that too, when we first got here. It was so bright and open, like Beauxbatons. Call me naïve but I was expecting more doom and gloom.”
The German boy laughed, shoulder bumping Hadrian’s. “Tell me about your academy.” He demanded fondly.
Hadrian smiled reflexively. “Beauxbatons is…home.” He sighed heavily, eyes fluttering closed. “It is carved from the mountainside, filled with crystal and marble and so light you would not be able to tell half of it was buried under rock and ice.”
“Sounds fancy.” It was an echo of his own remark on Durmstrang, and Hadrian punched the other on his arm at the scornful tone.
“Shut up, you’re just jealous that we have colour there and are not a big, grey, stone building.”
“We have a garden.” Adalard pointed out. “Though most of the plants are lucky to survive the climate.”
“The entire front of our school is a garden, almost too green to be natural.”
“We are based almost directly on the Norwegian Sea. I miss the smell of the ocean.”
“I have not been to the ocean in years.” Hadrian admitted wistfully. “I think it was when my mother and I went to Spain for one holiday. Bluest water I have ever seen.”
They sighed in unison.
Hadrian looked down to the cigarette in his hands, tracing it between his fingers. He lifted it up and clamped his lips around it.
Wordlessly, Adalard leaned over and lit it with the tip of his finger.
Hadrian sucked in, and immediately started choking. He snatched the cigarette from his mouth and coughed roughly and loudly.
Next to him, Adalard tossed his head back and laughed, slapping him in between his shoulders.
“Like a fumbling virgin!” He cackled.
“You are such an arsehole.” Hadrian rasped. “Why do people do this again?” He pointed with the cigarette, eyes watering and throat burning.
“Try again, this time, small inhales.” The other boy grinned at him, guiding the cigarette back to his mouth. Hadrian stared at him suspiciously, but did as instructed. He inhaled only slightly.
“Hold it.” Adalard commanded. Hadrian squinted, holding the smoke in his mouth. “Now take the cigarette out and suck in, slowly.” He again followed the orders, feeling the smoke trail down his throat and into his lungs.
It burned, but in a different way.
“And out.” He released his breath, and watched with no small amount of fascination as the smoke exited his mouth.
“Huh.” He looked at the cigarette, twisting it this way and that in curiosity. “That was more complicated then I thought it would be.”
Adalard smiled at him, “Most things usually are. Your first time smoking is often bad unless you know what you are supposed to do. I should have warned you, but you sucked in before I could.” The laughter dancing in his eyes though told Hadrian he had enjoyed his failure a little more than he let on.
“Sure.” Hadrian warily raised the cigarette back to his mouth and did it again, remembering Adalard’s instructions. The next inhale was easier, smoother. And the one after that was even better.
“It taste strangely sweet.” He announced after they went back to their previous spots, and the silence had stretched.
“That would be the alihotsy.” Adalard told him blandly, flicking the end of his cigarette away and exhaling the last lot of smoke.
Hadrian stopped before his next drag and turned to the other. “They put alihotsy in these things?”
“Not too much, just enough to make you feel lighter. I promise you won’t be brimming with glee and making a fool of yourself.”
Hadrian huffed, going back to the mindless routine. “How hard will this hit me then?”
Adalard shrugged. “Depends on the person, I guess. Me, it would take maybe two more before I begin to feel it. This is your first, so it would take a lot less time and a smaller amount to affect you. Give it a little. You might not even notice it when it happens until after you start coming down.”
“So I could be walking around high and not even know? Should be exciting.”
Adalard chuckled.
“Mister Evans.”
With reflexes only a rebellious teenager could possess, Hadrian tossed the cigarette away. He could do nothing to hide the smoke he exhaled, but could probably pass it off as his breath in the cold night air if pressed.
He turned to see Carrow lurking just outside of the door leading to the balcony. It was hard to make out her expression, silhouetted as she was by the gleaming light from the hall.
“Professor.” He nodded in greeting, smiling innocently.
She stared with the same fixated gaze she always seemed to have, particularly around him. “Professor Riddle would like a word.” She told him. “He’s waiting for you in his office.”
With that she slipped back into the hall, leaving the door cracked open as a reminder of her message.
Hadrian scowled, mouth twisting downwards at the thought of Riddle.
“What does he even want with you?” Adalard asked, sounding annoyed. “It’s Yule. School ended this afternoon. We are on holidays.”
Hadrian pinched the bridge of his nose. “I’ve no idea. But I had better go see what the bastard wants.” He started towards the door, chucking over his shoulder. “Thanks, Forst.”
“Anytime, Evans.”
Hadrian first went to find his friends, apologising and telling them he had to duck out for a while. He pressed a kiss to Raina’s hand, and was grateful when she waved him off with a smile, already being swept away by Claire and Sophia.
With that handled, he went off to find Riddle. The castle was quiet and subdued, and the further he went from the Great Hall, the colder it became. It was as if all the warmth in the castle had been absorbed into that one place, leaving the rest barren.
His steps echoed as he made his way to the Defence classroom. It was a short walk, but something about atmosphere made it seem so much greater.
When he eventually entered the corridor, he halted when he caught sight of the behemoth coiled in front of the classroom door.
Large yellow eyes peered at him unblinkingly. A black tongue flickered twice, tasting the air.
It was not the first time he had seen Nagini, but here in the darkness she was somehow more monstrous. Maybe the lack of her master was also a factor to the prickle of fear he felt.
The snake made no move to attack him, merely watched and scented the air.
Remembering that Riddle had ordered her to not attack students, Hadrian steeled himself and drew closer.
The snake followed him with her gaze, and when he opened the door to the classroom she slithered after him, her scales making the faintest sound on the stone floor.
Her powerful body weaved past the desks and chairs and back to the office. Hadrian trailed after her.
Nagini nudged the door open with her head and slipped inside the office. The orange glow from within told him Riddle likely had the fire lit, and that explained some of the snake’s eagerness to get inside.
He was on the verge of entering when he heard the softest of hisses. It sounded different from the Dark Lord, but Hadrian was positive it was Parseltongue. His eyes widened when he realised it was Nagini speaking.
“Come in, Hadrian. You’re letting the heat out.”
He tightened his hands into fists and breezed into the office, trying not to shiver when the door gently clicked closed behind him without his consent.
The last time he had been in here was fresh in his head, but he had been far too exhausted to properly appreciate the sheer amount of books then.
Now, he let his gaze travel leisurely over the bookshelves crammed full of tomes and scrolls and journals.
It was much like he had always imagined his own office would be, one day.
He finally turned his attention to the main attraction.
Riddle – face smooth and young – reclined contently in his chair, watching him evenly with his red eyes. The gigantic body of Nagini was wrapped around him like a lover.
He looked every bit the Dark Lord he was, and Hadrian swallowed, intimidated despite himself.
Those faint whispers picked up again, and whatever Nagini said caused a slight smirk to appear on her master’s lips. Hadrian was tempted to ask what was so amusing, but decided swiftly that he would rather not know.
“Hadrian,” the man said, “how is this fine evening treating you?”
The fire dimmed, sucking the light from the room. It was a cheap tactic that was damn effective.
Never one to back down, Hadrian folded his arms across his chest. “Well it was rather enjoyable, up until right now.”
Shrouded in the shadows as he was, the only part of Riddle he could really make out now was the outline of the man’s jaw. That being said, Hadrian just knew his comment had made the other smile.
He frowned lightly, wondering for the first time just when he had become so intrinsically attuned to the man’s moods that he did not even have to see him to know what he was feeling.
“And Ms. Séverin? She looked to be having quite a lot of fun.” There was an odd note in the man’s voice, and Hadrian rolled his eyes.
“Did you want something?” He asked instead, ignoring whatever hidden agendas Riddle had at the moment.
He was not in the mood to play the same game they always did. It was fun most of the time, but for once Hadrian just wanted the man to speak plainly. Being around him was bringing back all the annoying problems he still had to deal with.
He wanted to get back to his friends.
“No.”
Hadrian blinked at the simple denial, his arms loosening in surprise and falling to his sides. ‘No’? What does he mean ‘no’? Why did he even ask for me if he had nothing to discuss?
And then Hadrian’s fists clenched as a horrid thought occurred to him.
It was entirely possible Riddle had only summoned him on a whim to see if Hadrian would even show up. Like a master checking that their puppy would come when called. It was terribly reminiscent of the man’s crack at him being his mother’s dog.
His teeth gnashed together as he cursed himself for his stupidity.
Because he had not even considered not coming. Carrow had told him where Riddle would be, that he wanted to speak with him, and nothing more. And he had just…gone.
He had left the ball. He had left his friends, left his date, and come running like a trained pet.
His cheeks flushed at his humiliation and he was overwhelmed with the sudden urge to hit something.
“Calm down, boy.” Voldemort chided. “I can feel you working yourself up into a frenzy from here.” The man took a sip from the glass on his desk – fire whiskey, judging by the colour and the smell.
“Come here.”
Hadrian’s knees locked and he stayed where he was.
Voldemort tsked. “I said, come here.”
Hadrian grunted when he felt the wisps of magic latch onto his body and propel him forward. His hip crashed into the seat opposite from the Dark Lord, and he braced himself against the man’s crushing power, refusing to bend under the force.
The seconds crept by before the sensation of being suffocated disappeared, and Hadrian just barely stopped his legs from collapsing. He had been fighting to remain standing against the magic that now that it was gone he found it difficult to stay upright.
“So stubborn.” Voldemort whispered, amused, into his glass.
It was exactly what he had told him weeks ago, in the hospital, right after he had pinned him to his bunk and forced a truth serum down Hadrian’s throat.
The reminder of his failure that night just stroked the raging inferno inside him.
Voldemort gestured to the seat again, face polite, eyes mocking.
Hadrian sat, knowing that he was already walking a thin line. Voldemort might find him fun to play with, but the power was all in the man’s hands. One wrong step and he could decide to just do away with this whole thing.
That being said, when Voldemort murmured, “Good boy,” in that smug, arrogant voice, a snarl broke free from him. The noise was low and guttural, and the most animalistic sound he had ever made.
The Dark Lord cocked an unimpressed eyebrow, but otherwise ignored the opening Hadrian had given him.
The two sat in silence for a long time, Voldemort sipping occasionally from his drink, and Hadrian drumming his fingers anxiously on the arm of his seat.
Finally, the man pulled his drink away. “You seem afraid.” He observed lightly, red eyes scanning him.
Hadrian felt a flicker of irritation because he was hardly scared. He was just…restless. His head felt too light, and there was a strange humming beneath his skin, particularly in his fingers.
He looked down at his hands quickly, curiously, searching for whatever was causing the sensation. He opened and closed his hands, watching how the pale skin rippled and stretched over his knuckles and the muscles flexed.
Fascinating.
“Have you been approached by the Order yet?”
Hadrian slowly raised his head, reluctant to move his gaze away from his fingers. He stared blankly at the man in front of him, repeating the question again and again in his head until he processed it.
“No.” The lie slipped out before he was even consciously aware of it, but his attention was already drifting away to the arm of his chair. He rubbed the fabric there, marvelling at the odd texture and how it felt against his skin.
“Truly? I would have expected them to make contact before the holidays began.”
It was not a question, so Hadrian ignored it. His fingers traced one of the chair’s seams, nail scraping along the stitches.
His bit his lip as he intently followed the movements. He could feel his heart beat increase the longer he studied the chair.
He wondered how hard it was to make them. Chairs came in such a rich variety, so they all had to be made different ways. Some had to be much harder than others to create.
“Hmm?” Hadrian looked back up at Riddle, blinking slow. The man looked irritated, though that quickly changed to what he might be tempted to call concern.
“What is wrong with you?” Riddle asked sharply, eyes narrowed.
“You’re what’s wrong with me.” Hadrian told him plainly, the retort out in the open before he could think to bite it back. “Do you have any idea how much stress I’m under right now? What right do you have to judge me?”
Riddle stared at him blankly.
“Are you -” His mouth clicked closed and he went back to staring at him. Hadrian raised an eyebrow, tilting his head in invitation to finish his question.
“Can I go? This is significantly more boring than I thought it would be.” He was already standing and moving to the door.
He tried the handle but it would not budge. He scowled at it, putting more force into opening it.
“Your door’s being rude.” He told Riddle, turning to face him. He was surprised to see how close the man actually was, and stepped back with a huff. “Personal space please.”
Riddle ignored him, reaching out to grasp his chin and tilt his head up. The fire in the hearth had grown, illuminating the room more.
“Let me go.” Hadrian demanded, smacking the man’s hand away.
“Are you – drunk?” Riddle asked, incredulous.
“Don’t be stupid.” Hadrian told him, and even with the insult, Riddle’s shoulders lost some of their tension. “I’m drugged.”
And just like that, the man was taunt again. “What?” He hissed.
“Drugged?” Hadrian repeated for him. “Stoned? High? On a trip? What part is confusing you?”
“You’re wearing the bracelet. You shouldn’t be able to be drugged.”
Hadrian scoffed, “The bracelet counteracts harmful substances. What I took was perfectly safe. Your wards don’t register them as a threat. Ergo – I can.”
Riddle looked down at him with a frown, and he looked so absolutely perplexed that Hadrian wanted to laugh.
“Stop that.” The man ordered, and Hadrian put a hand over his mouth when he realised he actually did start laughing. “How long ago did you –” He seemed incapable of even saying the words.
Hadrian rolled his shoulders in a half-hearted shrug. “Just before Carrow found me.”
Riddle stared at him. Hadrian stared back.
A minute trickled by.
“Why did you really want me here?” He asked quietly. “You don’t do anything without a reason. So why did you ask to see me?
“I wanted to discuss the Order.”
He’s lying. Hadrian did not know how he knew. But it was so clear to him now. He felt his anger bubble forth.
He was so sick of being lied to.
Hadrian reached out and snatched at the man’s tie, yanking him down and closer, forcing him to bend. Riddle’s hands slapped harshly on the wooden door, just by Hadrian’s ears, to stop himself from being pulled further.
The anger he saw in the Dark Lord’s eyes was intoxicating and it felt like the first real emotion he had gotten from the man.
“Stop lying.” He snapped. “Everyone is always lying to me. You, Jacob, my mother. Why can’t any of you just tell me the fucking truth for once.”
There was something else in Riddle’s eyes now, and Hadrian focussed on it because it was easier than dwelling on the tightness in his chest.
Riddle’s breath ghosted over his face, and a muscle in the man’s jaw was jumping. Hadrian stared into those burning red eyes, searching for what he had glimpsed at, positive he had seen it before – and then it hit him.
He blinked.
Oh.
Riddle was attracted to him.
His hand loosened around the tie, not entirely releasing it, but leaving enough room for Riddle to escape if he tried; and he rocked back on his heels, eyes dropping to the floor.
Riddle was attracted to him.
Hadrian had always known Riddle thought he was handsome. It had been there in their first ever meeting. But there was a huge difference between thinking someone was good looking and actually being attracted to them.
He could see it now though. The rapid fluttering of the artery in his neck, much faster than it should be. The widened pupils. The smallest of hitches in his breath. The way he made no move to put distance between them even though Hadrian had given him the chance.
Riddle was attracted to him.
Hadrian felt a rush of something he had not felt in a long time. It filled him up, from the tips of his toes to the top of his head. He flexed his fingers, trying to handle the sudden influx.
It was a heady feeling – because for once he was in control.
He glanced up from under his lashes at the man, mouth twitching in a desperate attempt to smirk.
He cocked his head slightly, tightening his hold on the man’s tie as his mind began to spin with plans and ideas.
“Well?” He prompted, and Riddle tensed further, likely hearing the subtle change in his tone. “Why did you really call me here, Riddle?”
He pinched the tie between the tips of this fingers, and ever so slowly began to trail them down. His knuckles brushed against the man’s shirt, and Hadrian was treated to the sight of Riddle swallowing.
It was not enough though. Hadrian wanted to see him squirm.
He reached the end of the tie, hand bumping against Riddle’s belt, but the man made no move.
Hadrian wanted to see just how far he could push.
With that in mind, he grinned, and carefully lowered himself to his knees. Above him, he heard Riddle’s breath stutter, and had to hide his glee because he was winning.
“Is this what you wanted?” He asked lightly, tone obscenely calm. He looked up at Riddle, head tilting back to meet his eyes. And oh, the look in those eyes would have made anyone else blush.
Hadrian was on a mission though, and while yes, the glint was most certainly flattering, he would not let it distract him.
“Is it?” He pressed when silence was his only answer. “Did you want me to kneel for you?” He was referring to the Death Eater’s tendency to bow down before the man, of course, but was happy to let Riddle think what he wanted.
“Did you want me to let you mark me?” His forearm twinged in revulsion at the very suggestion, but he could see the shudder than ran through Riddle and that made it more than worth it.
He went in for the kill. “Well, my Lord?”
Hands dug into his thick hair, and with a grunt, Hadrian was yanked to his feet.
Riddle held him stationary, gazing at him with a mixture of fury and desire. “Don’t,” he said, voice soft but ringing with warning, “start something you don’t intend to finish, boy.”
Those fingers tightened in his hair, digging into his scalp, and Hadrian smiled darkly, savouring his victory.
He licked his bottom lip, inwardly crowing when Riddle’s eyes dropped to follow. He did not have to say anything, for the man’s grip on him loosened enough that he could pull away.
“Have a nice holiday, sir.” He said, and without glancing back, he slipped from the room.
He made it almost to the Great Hall before the flood of success he had been riding crashed, and with it, the pleasant buzz.
Hadrian froze, eyes widening as his actions caught up with him. He leaned against the wall, hands trembling as he started to panic.
What the fuck is wrong with me? He thought wildly. What was I thinking?
His hand rose and pressed against his mouth harshly, and his stomach rolled with disgust. He clamped his eyes shut.
He had tried to seduce Riddle.
He had tried to seduce Voldemort.
No – that was not right.
Hadrian had seduced him. There was no doubt about that.
He shuddered, feeling a chill sweep through him.
“Hadrian?”
His eyes snapped open to see Raina standing in front of him, eyes wide with concern. “Are you -”
“I’m fine.” He cut her off, “I’m…fine. Just tired. I – do you want to head back to the ball?”
Raina mouth pressed into a tight line. “No, I was coming to find you to tell you that I was ready to turn in. Are you sure you are alright?”
“Yes, yes.” He pushed himself upright, focussing on her and pushing everything else to the back of his mind. Raina was safe. Raina was good. “Let’s go.”
She stood frowning at him for a moment longer, before reluctantly nodding.
Their trip back to the carriage was a blur, Hadrian hardly listening to Raina’s soothing voice, just letting the sound of it carry him along.
He opened the door to his room quietly, and Raina followed him in. “Okay, you are clearly not fine. Hadrian – what’s wrong?”
He made a beeline for his desk, hands automatically going for the puzzle box. “It’s nothing.” He told her, going through the motions as he sat on the edge of his bed.
She joined him, reaching out and plucking the box from his hands. “Look at me.” She ordered kindly. “Tell me what’s bothering you.”
Hadrian looked at her, studying the dips and curves of her face. She was beautiful, and so unbelievably kind to be sitting here with him, making sure he was alright.
He closed his eyes, trying to banish the lingering vision of Riddle from his mind.
“Hadrian, I swear to the Gods, you need to tell me what’s going on. You’re scaring me.”
He opened his eyes, and without a pause – to consider or question or think – he leaned forward and kissed her.
Notes:
So I'm just gonna leave this here. That scene between Hadrian and Riddle has been in my head for over a year now and I'm glad it's out of the way. Clarification - it is not love or romance between them. Right now, it's more one-sided on Riddle's end, and mainly just lust. Hadrian's just a little shit who dives in head first.
Anywho, lemme know what you think lovelies!
Chapter 29: Chapter Twenty Nine
Notes:
I'm really sorry about the super long wait on this one guys. I'm not gonna lie, the past two months have been, well, not bad, but not good at the same time for me personally, and uni has been more difficult then I would have thought. I've only got a couple more weeks until I finish for the semester, so hopefully it won't take as long for the next update. That being said, I do have to produce three games for three different subjects so who knows?
Thank you for all those lovely comments last chapter, and leaving you on such a cliffhanger was a bit of a dick move, so apologies for that haha. Anyway, hope you all enjoy this chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
For several impossible seconds, Raina froze.
Her thoughts jerked to a sudden stop and her eyes widened in disbelief.
Hadrian’s lips were pressed against hers, firm, yet not demanding in their touch. Completely chaste and achingly innocent.
She had thought of this moment many times over the years, fleetingly and with a disgusting sense of girlish excitement and anticipation. She had entertained so many scenarios that would lead to a kiss between them.
More often than not, it was just to shut him up; to gain the upper hand in one of their arguments. A chance for her to wipe that taunting smirk off his face whenever he leaned too far into her space, daring her to respond to his goading.
Raina had thought of kissing him many, many times over the years.
And why would she not?
Hadrian was annoyingly handsome, and even from a young age he had drawn eyes wherever he walked. His attractiveness was the first thing she had ever noticed about him, followed almost immediately by the sharp glint in his green eyes and the aggravating tilt to his mouth.
But it was more than that. It had taken her a long time to realise it, but Hadrian was an uncommonly sweet individual when he wanted to be. He cared for his friends, and protected them with zeal.
He was intelligent, and not afraid to show it; and while that was often assumed to be arrogance initially by most, it was simply Hadrian’s natural confidence coming through.
And he was powerful, both in his presence and magic. She had seen the wonders he was capable of, had witnessed firsthand what he could accomplish with a little effort.
Hadrian was exactly what a young pureblood should be – and the fact that he was a muggleborn just made all of his traits that much more impressive.
He was perfect in many ways; but for all her fantasies, she had never truly believed something like this would actually happen.
She felt a flicker of panic when Hadrian began to pull away, because this was what she had wanted for so long and here she was thinking.
Raina quickly curled her hands in his lapels and tugged him back, pushing their mouths together again in a way she prayed was not desperate.
She had never kissed anyone before, and Raina clamped her eyes closed in fear.
She twitched when a gentle hand framed the side of her neck, a thumb nudging her jaw and tipping her head slightly. Hadrian tilted his face in the opposite direction, and Raina relaxed as their lips slotted together more naturally.
It was languid, and soft, and his lips were warm despite how cold the night air had been.
Raina sighed when they parted, a hair’s breadth between them.
Hadrian’s thumb traced over the line of her jaw, the briefest of caresses that sent her heart scrambling.
They leaned back in, and Raina finally gave into the temptation to touch him. Her fingers trailed from his lapels to his shoulders, feeling the strong muscles there and loving every second of it. She wove one hand up and into his rumpled hair, nails scrapping lightly over his scalp – and doing it again when she felt, more than heard, the sound he made in response.
Hadrian pressed forward, one of his hands braced against her back and the other placed firmly on the bed behind her.
With a thrill, Raina let herself be guided back onto the soft mattress. Hadrian stayed poised over her, weight entirely off her, their chests only brushing as they breathed.
Emboldened, she opened her mouth, and was delighted when he automatically followed her lead.
It was nothing like she had thought it would be, and she was honestly lost in what to do. Hadrian, either sensing her hesitation or simply being more experienced, moved his mouth against hers, and between one breath and the next, she felt his tongue brush against her lips in question.
Raina hummed, and opened her mouth wider in invitation.
She knew Hadrian was hardly a prude, and that Jacob was not the only person he had ever fooled around with, but it was now that she understood just how much practice he must have had.
He kissed like he was drowning, and Raina gladly let him drag her down with him.
His hand traced along her back, smoothing over the laced material of her dress before tracing back downwards and resting on her hip.
There was the strangest taste to him, the faintest trace of sweetness on his tongue.
She frowned lightly, the observation almost driven from her mind by Hadrian’s kiss. But no matter how much she wanted this, there was something in the back of her mind shifting.
It took her several moments to even dreg up the ability to process the distinct scent, but once she did, her eyes widened.
Alihotsy.
“Wait,” she blurted, pulling their mouths apart in panic. “stop. Hadrian, stop.”
He was up and off of her before the words had even finished falling from her lips, and despite the situation – despite her knowing, and oh Gods, that stab of embarrassment and hurt was wrenching – a part of her was appreciative of how instantly he obeyed her.
Raina would never think him capable of such things, but there were always stories of those who did not take well to refusal.
The speed with which Hadrian backed off was equal parts relieving and sweet. How quickly he stopped, at her first signs of discomfort.
The silence between them was heavy, their harsh breaths the only sound that pierced the air.
Raina closed her eyes, hating the prick she felt in them, and how the wonderful fluttering in her stomach now turned to churning. She felt cold.
“Fuck.” She heard Hadrian curse, low and vicious, though she knew it was not directed at her. She had always been exceptionally good at reading his moods, even before they were friends. And she knew Hadrian was not the type to snap at her over something like this.
No. He was angry at himself.
“Raina -” He took a shaky breath. “Are you alright? I didn’t…?”
“I’m fine.” She whispered, taking the sharp barb in her chest and neatly folding it away. She sighed. “I’m fine, Hadrian. I am fine.”
“I’m sorry.” He sounded so guilty. “That was all on me. I should not have just – done that. I should have -”
“I was hardly passive.” She nipped that in the bud immediately, because yes, she was hurt. But she could never allow him to think she had been unwilling, or that he pressured her. “It’s okay, Hadrian.”
“It’s not.” He told her softly, and Raina finally pushed herself up into a sitting position. Her eyes found him right away, hunched over on the edge of the bed, head lowered and face twisted with frustration. “I shouldn’t have done that. You didn’t deserve that.”
“Hey,” she said gently, combing a hand through his hand tenderly. “it’s okay. You are not in your right mind. We all make mistakes.”
“What?” he asked her, glancing upwards searchingly.
Raina looked at him closely, eyes narrowed in confusion. “I could taste the alihotsy.” She told him plainly.
His eyes widened, in surprise or fear she did not know, and he leaned back.
“You’re high, aren’t you?”
Something close to discomfort but not quite slithered over his features, before darting away. He looked to the side. “Not…completely.” He forced out. “I am – coming down, I guess.”
She nodded slowly, steadfastly ignoring the hurt attempting to creep back in on her at his words.
He groaned then, collapsing forward and burying his face in his hands. “I have ruined everything.”
Raina smacked him on the top of his head, glaring at him. “Stop speaking nonsense, you idiot. Nothing is ruined. We are fine.”
He did not lift his head, though some of the tension in his shoulders dissipated at her words, and Raina, in turn, felt some of the lead in her stomach lessen.
They sat for a few beats.
Raina twisted her hands together, the nagging need to know suddenly slamming into her. “Why?” She asked quietly. He rolled his head to glance at her from his hands. “Why did you kiss me?”
Hadrian closed his eyes, rubbing at his face vigorously. He seemed so tired in that moment, but she deserved to know the truth.
“I did something very, very stupid earlier tonight.” He admitted to her.
She frowned, and he elaborated before she could question him. “When I ducked off towards the end of the night. That was when I had the smoke, and then…I did something even stupider.”
The skin around his eyes tightened, and the grimace on his face was both pained and angry.
“What did you do?” She asked when he fell silent.
“I had a meeting with Riddle.”
Raina rocked back slightly, eyes blinking, not understanding the connection. Just what is he talking about?
“And?”
The dark haired boy hissed and squeezed his eyes shut, jaw muscles twitching. Whatever had happened had clearly affected him greatly, and Raina found it easier to shove her own twisted emotions aside in the face of his clear struggle.
“We talked about…stuff.”
“What kind of stuff?”
His lips pursed. “Personal stuff.” The clipped tone was enough for her to know he would tell her no more about that particular subject. So with her usual grace, she carried on.
“Then what happened afterwards?”
What happened between your meeting with Riddle, and me finding you in that hallway?
Hadrian’s eyes dipped to the floor, shame and apology wrapping around him like an embrace. Raina swallowed, suddenly finding it difficult to breath normally.
“We…almost kissed.”
The confession was whispered, the words barely audible. But when they reached her, Raina felt something in her snap. Her eyes burned horribly, and she had to turn away from him.
“So, what?” She bit out. “You just kissed me as a…distraction? To make yourself feel better?” She wanted to be angry. She wanted to be furious. All she could muster was an exhausted flicker of pain.
He said nothing, and that – his inability to even defend himself against her accusation, his lack of desire to even try and dig his way out of it – made her slump.
She knew she did not want to hear excuses, and damn him, Hadrian knew that as well. He stayed where he was, watching her cautiously, but also with such concern in his eyes.
“I used you.” He said, “You did not deserve that, Raina. And I am so sorry that I kissed you. I just wanted him out of my head so badly -”
“What are you even talking about?” She asked, rubbing at her forehead. “What do you even mean ‘out of your head’? The two of you have been so entrenched in each other from the first fucking day. You really thought kissing me would stop that?”
Hadrian tightened his hands into fists, resting them on his thighs. “I don’t want to go into this with you. It’s not important. What is important is that I hurt you Raina, and I never meant to do that.”
She still refused to look at him, and her mind was too busy whirring to properly take in what he was saying.
She was still stuck on the thought of him and Professor Riddle.
Raina had always known there was…something between the two of them. There was just a crackling intensity whenever they were in the same room, regardless of if they were paying attention to each other or not.
She had had a front row seat to the development of that interest, seen how more and more often they clashed. She knew Hadrian respected and, in some ways, admired Professor Riddle. And she knew Riddle was equally fascinated with Hadrian.
The way the man’s eyes tracked him in the classroom, in the halls, during meals. Every little thing had spoken of that burning fascination they had with each other.
But she had never thought it might turn into something like this. Hadrian had seemed disgusted at her mere suggestion of it just weeks ago, laughing off the possibility of being involved with the man.
And now here he was, telling her that they almost kissed.
Gods, why could she not be mad at him?
Maybe it was the expression on his face, drawn and tight and resigned, as if fully prepared to lose her in this moment. Or the downward curve to his lips, the clear regret in his eyes – not for kissing her, not exactly, but for the motive behind it.
He was clearly not alright.
With sudden, blinding clarity, she could see it.
She could see the exhaustion emitting from his very bones, the slight bags beginning to form under his eyes, the tension in his shoulders.
He was cracking, and whatever had occurred between him and Riddle had pushed him further than he had thought it would.
The sting in her chest vanished, replaced by overwhelming pity for him.
The gap between the tasks sometimes made it easy to forget that Hadrian could very well die within the year. He still had two challenges to complete, and she knew he was struggling to open the clue to the second task.
On top of that, she knew he was at odds with his mother right now. The way he was returning from visiting her with that horribly blank expression again and again. How he refused to talk too much about her, and how his desire to go and see her had diminished over the past weeks.
And now, there was this.
He was struggling to keep his head above the water, and no one had noticed because they were so used to him succeeding. They were so blinded by their faith in him to be perfect that they had not even thought to ask him if he was okay.
He had bounded back so quickly from his fight with the manticore, laughing and smiling and talking loops around them, that they grew complacent.
She refused to be another weight on his shoulders.
Raina closed her eyes and sighed, coming to a decision, and feeling lighter already.
“Hadrian,” she reached out and clutched his hand gently, stroking the skin of his knuckles. “come here.”
She guided him slowly towards her so she could wrap him in a hug.
He stayed in her arms, body coiled to spring away at a moment’s notice. She just brushed her fingers through his hair soothingly, breathing long and deep and waiting until his own breaths began to match with hers.
Raina pressed a kiss to the crown of his head when he finally slumped against her.
“I’m sorry.” She murmured. “I won’t lie and say I am not hurt by what happened, but Hadrian, I do not blame you, and I do not hate you or whatever ridiculous thing you think I feel.”
His arms tightened around her waist, but he did not raise his head from where it was buried in her shoulder.
“You are just as muddled as I am right now,” she told him, “what happened with Professor Riddle clearly upset you, and I only reacted like that because of my feelings for you.”
The gentle puff of his breath against her shoulder stopped, and she felt some of the tension return to him. “You like me?” He asked quietly, sounding confused.
She pulled back from him and gave him a look. “Surely you figured that out.” She told him.
“What?” He frowned at her, “No. I had no idea.” Hadrian closed his eyes and rubbed at them. “Great. Just great. Gods I am such a dick.”
“No.” She cut in, before she amended it. “Well, yes, normally you are a complete and utter dick, but it’s part of your charm so we let you get away with it.”
He chuckled, a weak grin pulling at his mouth. Raina responded in kind. “It’s a silly fancy, Hadrian. I have always sort of known nothing would come of it. I suppose I was just caught off guard by being kissed. That was my first.”
Hadrian groaned again, louder and longer, but there was a spark of humour to him now that she revelled in. He collapsed back on his bed and rolled over.
“Stop. Gods I am a terrible human being.”
“Yes,” she patted his shoulder, watching as he burrowed into his pillow. “the absolute worst. Now are we going to actually talk about this like adults?”
“No.” He said petulantly from where his face was mashed into the fabric.
Raina rolled her eyes, the last lingering bit of sorrow being washed away in the wake of this familiar banter.
“Get up you idiot,” she pulled at his robes, “and talk to me. I can tell you are having trouble, and I want to help you.”
Hadrian rolled over, some of the humour melting off of him. “I don’t want to talk about it. It was nothing – nothing even happened.”
She crossed her arms. “Something happened, Hadrian. You do not get this shaken over ‘nothing’. Now tell me what is bothering you.”
He sighed, eyes drifting from her to the roof with a frown. He remained silent for a long time, and Raina waited patiently.
Hadrian needed to get things off his chest. She was done letting him handle everything by himself – she would not let him be swept away underneath all this pressure. If she could help with even the slightest thing…
“I…” He open and closed his mouth as he searched for his words. It was one of the few times she had seen him struggle with this. Hadrian always seemed to have something ready to say.
“This, this thing with Riddle. I don’t know what I’m doing.”
Her arms loosened and fell to her lap as she watched how his expressions flitted from one emotion to the next, before settling firmly on frustration.
“It’s just…every time we speak it is like some sort of game. Trying to outdo the other, outsmart, outmatch. It’s exhausting, but I cannot stop. Every single time I’m with him I feel like I have something to prove. That I have to show him that I am not a child, or that I can keep up with him and – I hate how much it feels like I am trying to gain his approval.”
Raina bit her lip in thought, before letting it go, remembering how her father thought it was a horrid habit. “Well, I think it is a natural thing, to want approval from certain people.”
Hadrian looked up at her, a question on his face.
“We are human, Hadrian.” She said, spreading her hands at the fact. “Humans are social creatures, and from children we are conditioned to seek approval from those in positions of authority, whether it is our parents or teachers or leaders.” She hesitated, “Or people we care about.” She continued pointedly.
Hadrian pushed himself up onto his elbows, eyebrow cocked in disbelief. “You think I care about Riddle?” His tone was incredulous, insulted, and if Raina did not see it for the diversion it was, she might have fallen for that.
As it was, she met his raised eyebrow for one of her own and waited.
The stubborn jut to his jaw let her know immediately that she had won this small battle of wills, but she was not deluded enough to think that Hadrian had backed down for any reason other than he knew he needed to talk about this.
“I don’t.” He denied.
“But you do want his approval.” She confirmed, then shrugged. “It’s an instinct Hadrian. You admire him, you see similarities between yourselves-”
“I am nothing like him.” The snarl stopped her short in surprise.
Raina watched him closely, disturbed by the dark glint in his eyes and the anger roiling inside him at her suggestion.
It seemed she had hit a nerve.
“You are. You are both incredibly intelligent, and powerful, and respected by others. You speak the same language, have the same way of thinking that makes you both very dangerous. Those aren’t bad traits Hadrian, not in the way you use them.”
Some of the fight bled out of him, but she did wonder why he had such an intense reaction to that. True, Professor Riddle was an odd one, walking that fine line between charming and sinister, but she had never seen anything to suggest he was a bad man.
“There is nothing wrong with wanting his approval Hadrian, so long as you do not let it grow to the point it dictates your every action. That’s when I would be concerned.”
The carefully blank mask on his face worried her, but she was positive it could not have reached that point already.
“I suppose.” he agreed softly, the words barely more than a whisper. “Why are we talking about this again?” He asked.
Raina shrugged again, “You needed it. And we are friends.” She shoved at him gently, then wriggled around so they were lying side by side facing the ceiling together. They stayed silent for a long time.
“So,” she started once she grew more comfortable with bringing this up. “what happened to ‘he is, like, brushing one hundred’?”
Hadrian huffed, shooting her a glare from the corner of his eyes. “Seriously?” He asked dryly.
“What?” she smirked, enjoying the returned equilibrium. “You are the one that almost kissed him.”
“You are a spawn of Satan.” He told her plainly, though the smile he tossed her way spoke otherwise.
“He’s a very attractive man.” Raina pointed out needlessly.
“Are you trying to talk boys with me, Ms. Séverin?”
“Maybe,” Raina said coyly, “your life is infinitely more interesting than mine, apparently.”
Hadrian laughed, still with a tinge of bitterness, though mostly warm and happy. “Believe me, you have no idea.”
OoO
Tonks stood underneath the cover of the thick trees, body as still as a statue despite the burning urge she had to fidget in impatience, or check the time. Her disillusionment charms always made her twitchy.
They had to be close by now, surely.
Sirius had sent the message, with the date, time and location almost a week before the school break.
Her stomach was squirming with the knowledge that she would see him again. It had been months since she had laid eyes on her cousin, and she missed him terribly ever since Dumbledore had sent him undercover.
But she was also excited because Sirius was bringing the Potters with him.
Lily Potter, who Tonks had only vague recollections of, having been too young to be initially included in the Order when the witch was still a part of it, had agreed to meet with them.
Tonks was looking forward to that, because the stories she had heard about her – oh Merlin, just the thought of meeting such a prominent woman was enough to make her vibrate with excitement.
A charms prodigy, and, according to anyone who knew her, the brightest witch of her age. She was clever too, from what Sirius – and occasionally Remus – told her. One of the sharpest minds they had ever meet.
Merlin, Tonks was going to make a fool of herself in front of the woman, she just knew it.
But even better than Lily Potter was her son.
Harry.
Now there was someone Tonks could hardly wait to meet officially. Anyone capable of fighting a manticore and living to tell about it was her kind of person.
And the whole prophecy thing was cool too, she supposed. Tonks did not know how much faith she had in the rumours, seeing as Dumbledore had never really told anyone what the real prophecy said, but she could read between the lines.
Harry was going to defeat Voldemort. Harry was going to help them fix things.
The crack that sounded through the air jolted her from her thoughts, and almost caused her to give away her position.
Three figures stood in the clearing just in front of her.
Tonks held her breath, easily recognising Sirius’ disguise, but her eyes were drawn to the two others him.
Lily looked nothing like what Tonks had thought – thick red hair was now black, and her face was just a bit off from the old photos she had managed to find – but she supposed it made sense that the woman would change her appearance if she were hiding.
Next to her, was none other than Harry. He looked even better than he did in the photos, but his posture was tense and his eyes were sharp as they scanned the area. Other than that, he looked bored.
Tonks liked him already.
She waited patiently for Sirius to give the signal.
“They always make me do this,” she heard Sirius say, his voice normal, rather than the fake one he had practiced before he left on his mission. “which is ridiculous because only someone keyed into the wards can get in here.” He raised his voice at the end, and Tonks stifled a laugh.
They could never be too careful.
“It makes sense,” Lily said, her voice muted and soft. “dangerous times for everyone.”
Sirius made a noise and waved his hand dismissively. “Still.” He turned to face the woods, and Tonks held her breath. “I solemnly swear that I’m up to no good.” He said firmly, not a single trace of humour on his face even though the spark in his eyes never quite wavered.
Tonks smiled, stepping out from her place and removing her charm. “Wotcher, cuz.” She called out, already flinging herself into his arms and gripping him tight.
“Dora, you little rascal, they let you out for once?”
She squeezed him once more before pulling away, and grinning brightly. “I might have demanded I be the one to pick you up.” She told him seriously. “They were going to send Dedalus.”
“Ah,” Sirius said, a grimace on his face. “yeah no.” He ruffled her hair fondly, “Good girl.”
Tonks preened at the words, never tiring of hearing Sirius’ praise. He was much like an older brother to her, and she loved him dearly.
“Now,” her cousin said, clapping his hands together. “let’s get the introductions out of the way quickly. Lils, this is Nymphadora Tonks -” he pinched her arm when she grumbled at the name, because he was a jerk and loved winding her up about it. “Dora, this is Lily and Harry Potter.”
Tonks took a breath and stepped towards the other two. “It’s a pleasure.” She said, holding out her hand to Lily.
The woman shook her hand, and scanned her with interest. “You’re Ted and Andromeda’s girl, aren’t you?” She asked kindly, smiling when Tonks nodded. “They were good people, I’m very sorry for your loss.”
Tonks’ smile dimmed a little, as it always did when the topic of her parents came up. “Thanks, Mrs. Potter.”
The title brought an amused tilt to the woman’s mouth. “Just Lily is fine, please.” It was a touch too firm to be a request, and Tonks could understand the aversion of being reminded of someone she lost.
“This is my son, Harry.” Lily said, turning slightly so her son was included. Tonks held her hand out, minorly surprised when the boy automatically raised the hand to his mouth and pressed a brief kiss there.
“Pleasure to meet you.” The boy intoned politely, releasing her hand and folding his own behind his back. There was the faintest trace of an accent to his words, and Tonks could admit she was a little charmed at the manners.
Living most of her life on the run sometimes made it hard to remember that out there, there were people who still did things like hand-kissing.
His green eyes flicked briefly to her hair and back down, curiosity swirling in them. “You are a metamorphmagus.” He said, and Tonks was thrown. She had made sure to keep her hair a boring brown for this, because her abilities were an asset and still somewhat a secret.
“What gave me away?” She asked, chagrined that he had figured her out so quickly.
The smile he gave her was a touch rueful. “Your hair changed shades just slightly.”
“Dammit.” Tonks groaned, head falling backwards as she berated herself. She was usually so good at keeping it under wraps. Maybe seeing Sirius again after so long was what made her lose her concentration. It was just so hard some times to not let her features flow and change as they wanted to.
Now that the cat was out of the bag, she let her hair change back to her preferred shade of bubble-gum pink, and enjoyed how both Lily and Harry cocked their heads, intrigued. The small movement was eerily synced, but still flattering.
It was even better when she heard the soft, “Awesome.” Harry murmured under his breath.
Hearing the genuine amazement at her rare trait never got old.
“Alrighty then, shall we?”
Tonks lead the way back to the safehouse, resisting the urge to strike up a conversation with their two new arrivals.
For the first time in a long time, she felt like they were finally making progress.
The manor they walked to was old, and not many knew of its existence outside of their group, so it was perfect for their hideout. It belonged to the main branch of the Black family, and as typical for the paranoid family, there were enough wards around it to choke on.
As the heir, Sirius had the firmest claim on the property, and that was something they took full advantage of. The wards had been redesigned and only Order members were keyed in now. It was only with Sirius’ permission that the Potters could even step foot on the land.
Once they began approaching the door, Sirius took the lead, with Lily naturally pulling up next to him.
Tonks hung back with Harry, watching the two old friends speak quietly amongst themselves.
The boy next to her was studying the manor clinically.
“I know,” Tonks muttered, “looks like something out of a nightmare, huh?”
A tiny grin crept onto his youthful face, and he glanced at her in amusement. “Not mine per say,” he said, “but it is a very…distinct taste.”
She definitely liked him.
Tonks reached out and ruffled his hair on instinct, chuckling at the stupefied expression on his face. “We’re gonna get on great.” She told him.
He looked up at her, his hair a mess atop his head, and huffed a laugh, though his eyes were closed off.
It gave her pause for the smallest of seconds, but she supposed his distance was expected. They were complete strangers to him after all, and they were going to be expecting a lot of things from him. It was only fair that he was wary of them.
“Alright, kids, let’s get inside.” Sirius called.
“I’m twenty-four!” Tonks protested.
“Practically a newborn.” He shot back with a wink, opening the door and ushering them inside. “Welcome to our newest headquarters.” He bowed to the Potters.
“What happened to the old one?” Harry asked as he slipped inside, before his mother. His eyes jumped back and forth the length of the foyer.
Searching for threats, Tonks thought, and found it sweet that he was protecting his mother.
“Oh, you know,” Sirius said, straightening, “Death Eaters found us, raided it, blew some things up. The usual.”
“How exciting.” Harry said, a grim sort of humour in his voice that caught Tonks by surprise.
Unsurprisingly, Sirius smiled in a way that was more reminiscent of his Animagus form at the boy’s words.
Tonks felt her own lips twitch, happy that Sirius was happy. He had been hurting for so long, and no matter how she tried, Tonks had never been able to help him recover from losing his best friend.
Maybe having Lily and Harry around could finally do what she never could.
A door opened from somewhere down the hall, and Tonks looked away from the little group in front of her to spot Remus coming around the bend.
The sight of the man had her unabashedly grinning, just like always.
But Remus had frozen barely a step past the corner, his eyes locked onto the two new arrivals.
“Lily…” he breathed out, and there was such an ache on his face. Tonks swallowed at the sight of it, looking away.
She ignored the equally soft greeting Lily gave him, but could not quite resist the urge to watch their hug.
Tonks knew that Remus and Lily were friends. She knew from all the tales she had heard – when Sirius or Remus were feeling alright enough to talk – that the two of them had always been close.
But a part of her could not help but think that he had never really looked at her with the same fervour that he was watching Lily Potter with.
“And…Harry?”
Harry stood a little further back from them, his eyes scrutinising Remus intently. There was something strange in his expression, however it was gone before she could place it.
The boy nodded once in greeting. “Oncle.”
Tonks and Remus both blinked at the address.
Sirius, with a smile so large it looked like it hurt, nudged Remus playfully in the side. “Lucky bastard, all I get is parrain.”
Harry raised his eyebrow at the man, “I call you what you are parrain. Though I am sure I can find another term for you if it bothers you so much. How about branleur?”
“Harry!” Lily said, turning to him in shock.
Sirius only laughed, patting Remus on the shoulder. “Told you, he’s a firecracker. Now, how ‘bout giving the shrimp a hug, Oncle Moony.” With a gentle push, Remus slowly began to approach the dark haired boy.
Harry watched him from under his lashes, his body loose but his expression was cautious.
If watching Remus hug Lily was difficult, seeing how tentatively he wrapped his arms around Harry was heart breaking.
Tonks felt her eyes prickle at how carefully Remus was holding the boy, as if afraid to break him.
The last time he had seen Harry, he had been nothing more than a baby, she remembered suddenly. And even then, in the middle of a war, with the Potters in hiding and the outcry against Dark creatures hitting a critical point, Remus would have only seen him a handful of times.
Tonks had seen how ravenously Remus had stared at photos of Harry ever since his announcement as champion came out. She had seen the longing in his eyes whenever the topic – more frequently these past months – came up.
Having him within touching distance must be so hard for him.
Harry slowly reached up and returned the hug, though unlike Remus, he had no qualms about tightening the hold into something less awkward and more friendly.
The unspoken invitation was seized greedily, for Remus buried his face in the boy’s messy hair and clamped his eyes closed, arms almost crushing him to his chest.
Harry stayed silent throughout the hug, his own eyes staring unseeingly over Remus’ shoulder, comfortably nestled in the hold.
Someone brushed against her side, and Tonks looked over to see Sirius watching the scene fondly, a secret smile on his lips.
“You did good, Sirius.” She whispered to him. He hummed quietly, not daring to tear his gaze away from the reunion in front of them.
“I certainly hope so.”
OoO
Hadrian cleared his throat as he stepped back from Remus, keeping his head ducked away from those inquisitive, kind eyes.
He had not expected to run into the man so soon.
Of course he knew, vaguely, that Remus was still alive. Sirius had given them a few names of those that would be in-and-out of the headquarters while his mother and he were staying there.
Remus Lupin had been on that list.
But actually meeting him – finally putting a flesh and blood face, not a wanted poster image, to the name – affected him more than he thought it would.
Like Sirius, Remus had featured heavily in his mother’s stories.
He had a feeling he was going to have to endure many more moments like this in the coming days. Meeting people who already knew exactly who he was, who would all want things from him.
He was already grimacing at the thought.
“Harry,” one of Remus’ hands hovered above his shoulder, nervous. “it’s very good to see you again.”
Hadrian looked up at him, glancing briefly at his mother, who was now speaking to both Sirius and Tonks, before looking back.
“I -” he began, chancing one more look at his mother. “I would prefer if you called me Hadrian.” At Remus’ frown, he continued softly. “I am used to it more than Harry.”
Remus’ expression cleared, “Of course, whatever you like. I might slip, just a warning though.”
Hadrian felt himself smiling at the simple acceptance, relaxing just a little more. “Thanks, oncle.”
Remus returned the look, and the warmth in the man’s eyes matched how Sirius looked at him as well. “You can call me Remus, if you want.”
Hadrian shrugged. “You were like a brother to James, I think that warrants the title enough.” He said it easily, but he could see how the gentle insistence made the man stand a little straighter, and his eyes brighten.
“You look a lot like him.” Here, Remus tugged on some of his hair playfully, the wisps of nostalgia clinging to his face. “Same birds nest as James.”
“A hereditary disease, I’m afraid.” Hadrian quipped, just to see his reaction. The tired smile he got in return was worth it. The man looked far too weary.
The full moon had only been a week and a bit ago, Hadrian knew, but he supposed the change was always hard on werewolves.
“It’s good to see you again.” Hadrian told him honestly. He had no memories of his first few years beyond a few fleeting impressions. However the stories from his mother were enough in those first few years.
He might not know these people, but he knew enough about them to at least give him the illusion of familiarity.
Remus gripped his upper arm determinedly. “I missed you as well. I was so worried ever since we got word of the attack.”
“Harry, Remus.”
They looked over to see the other three watching them. Lily was smiling slightly, her and Sirius’ glamours now removed. “Is there anyone else here?”
Remus released him, nodding. “Yes, just a handful. Most are either out on a mission, or at one of the other hideouts. Almost everyone will be here by tomorrow though.”
They all want to see you was left unsaid.
Lily nodded slowly, her eyes narrowing. “Who’s here now?”
Remus ambled his way over to them, leaving Hadrian standing separate. “Just Molly and her eldest currently. The rest of hers are at another location. Emmeline and Alastor are here somewhere, and Kingsley just got back about two hours ago.”
“Alastor’s still around?” His mother sounded both surprised and not at the same time. Sirius had not mentioned him earlier.
It was Tonks that answered, “He mainly sticks to headquarters and directs ongoing missions right now. He’s an old grump.” She concluded happily.
Alastor? Hadrian thought, intrigued. Alastor Moody? One of the best aurors alive.
“He’s not that old.” Remus scolded, eyes soft as he stared at the younger woman.
Tonks smirked up at the man but said nothing more.
Hadrian’s eyes darted between them, curious.
“And Dumbledore?” His mother asked, cutting through the moment. Hadrian perked up at the mention of the Order’s leader himself.
“Still at another location. He’ll be here soon enough.” Remus told her.
Hadrian turned his attention away from the three of them, mildly irritated at being excluded from the conversation, however unintentional it was.
His gaze looped around the room, coming to a stop on the stairwell and the man leaning against the railing at the top.
He was handsome, with his long red hair pulled into a ponytail, and young. Closer to Tonks’ age then the others. His blue eyes were already locked on Hadrian, meaning he had been there for some time; and after a second his feet carried him down the stairs.
“Ah, Bill.” Sirius greeted when he caught the movement. “Come meet some old friends.”
Bill reached the end of the stairs and smiled, shaking hands with Lily politely. “Nice to finally meet you, Mrs. Potter.” He said, “I’ve heard a hell of a lot of good things about you.”
“Bill Weasley, I assume?” His mother asked with a pointed look at his hair. The young man laughed.
“You’ll fit right in.” He assured her with a boyish wink, before turning to Hadrian. “Hadrian, right?” He held out his hand.
Hadrian felt a trickle of appreciation at the blatant use of his preferred name. Sure, it meant the other had likely eavesdropped on his comment to Remus, but it was considerate of him regardless.
He ignored the flash of disapproval on his mother’s face as he took his hand and said, “That’s right.”
“Read what you did with that manticore. Impressive.”
Hadrian blinked in surprise, but a small genuine grin broke free. “Thank you. Would have liked to have not almost died, though.”
Bill simpered at him.
Hadrian decided then and there that Bill was delightful.
Notes:
Translations:
Oncle (French) - Uncle
Parrain (French) - Godfather
Branleur (French) - WankerRaina is the real MVP of this story. I kinda of understand where she was at from a similiar-ish situation, but I'm also pretty skilled at compartmentalising, same as her, so that's why she bounced back so quickly. Hadrian made a mistake, and she understood that because she is a good friend.
And yay - back with the Order and the actual dangerous stuff now.
Lemme know your thoughts guys :)
Chapter 30: Chapter Thirty
Notes:
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Chapter Text
It was crowded in a way she had not entirely expected; this moderate sitting room they had all filed into.
The whole interior of the mansion was aged, and in some parts, almost dilapidated. But it also showed signs of effort. Sections where the thick layers of dust were missing. New pieces of furniture. A throw here, a pile of books there. Someone had worked hard to make this place appear lived in.
Lily cast her eyes around the space, uncomfortable and unsure and not knowing how to handle this. It seemed that no matter where she looked there was another painfully familiar face taunting her.
They had arrived in ones and twos – not the whole group, over half of which were still out preforming tasks and carrying out business, or simply unable to make it, Sirius had told her – and each she had met so far had greeted her with warm smiles and kind words.
It made her feel despicable.
Because she had deserted them all, had turned and fled while they had had no choice but to stay and fight for what they believed in. They had fought, bled, and even died to try and stop Voldemort. For years they had been pushed down and slowly, meticulously decimated.
And all this time she had been holed up in France, hiding.
I did it for Harry. To protect him. She thought furiously. I had to keep him safe.
Next to her, Molly Weasley sat drinking sweet smelling tea in a fine cup. The woman had offered some earlier, but Lily’s stomach had been clenched tight since Sirius had met them this morning to take them here; and she knew it would rebel if she tried to force anything down.
Lily watched the kindly woman from the corner of her eye, uneasy with her presence for some unfathomable reason. She had known of Molly and her family distantly during the first war.
The Weasley’s had not been actively involved with the Order at that time, not with six children all under twelve to look after. And her husband and her had been quite a few years older than Lily, well out of Hogwarts before Lily had even set foot there, so they had never had the chance to meet before Voldemort’s rise.
Molly looked tired and stretched thin, with wrinkles around her eyes and mouth. However, there was a warmth to her as well; one that shone softly under her skin. She looked like a woman that was just as comfortable sitting down knitting, as she was charging into battle.
She looked like a mother, in a way Lily herself had never quite managed to achieve.
Lily turned her gaze away and forcible relaxed her hands from where they were twisting in her pants. She smoothed the material out.
There were so many of her old friends here, some she had not even known were still alive. It was hard keeping tabs on the Order from France all these years. She had taught Harry everything she could about them, their names and faces and as much about their skills as she could. But it was always unreliable because she had no way of following information about them without casting suspicion on herself and Harry.
The only one that had not approached her yet was Alastor, and part of her was glad for it. Alastor had always held so much of her respect. She was afraid of what he might say to her now.
Instead, she searched for Harry.
He was off to the side, sticking close to Bill since they had met; as well as Tonks and another boy she did not know but who had introduced himself with a cheery grin and a pleasant “Cedric. Nice to meet you.”
Lily bit her lip as she watched them.
The difference in their ages, compared with the rest of the room was stark. There was a clear divide between the four youths and the worn adults.
Lily felt some of the tension in her shoulder lessen the longer she watched her son. Harry was not too engaged in whatever conversation was happening between the others, but his gaze was attentive and his body loose as he leaned against the wall.
She was tempted to smirk when she noticed that Harry had specifically allowed the other three to box him in, providing a strong blockade from everyone else. She could understand that desire perfectly. Lily at least had some history with these people. To Harry, they were nothing but names and facts he had learned about years ago. Complete strangers.
He was more anxious that he was allowing to show, and with good reason.
Harry had been bombarded since he had arrived. Everyone had been eager to meet him, to shake his hand, to speak with him.
Harry had always been popular in school – a trait he shared with James – and his skills meant he was accustomed to the spotlight and attention. But this was on another level to the innocent fascination his peers had with him, and she could see the frustration brewing in him the longer he had to interact with them.
Lily frowned lightly as she thought that. Harry was usually much more in control of his emotions, and he had told her once or twice before that he truly enjoyed the wordplay he had to partake in.
Ever since the Yule Ball though, he had been irritable and short-tempered. Lily had tried to ask him about the night, and if he had had fun, but he had evaded her questions with half-answers and easy platitudes that really did nothing to soothe her.
It was so painfully obvious that something had happened that night, but no matter how she prodded and poked, Harry just would not talk to her.
She hated the gap between them, and how it felt like she could do nothing but watch as Harry actively made it wider and wider each time he pulled away.
“It’s nice to see them together.” Molly spoke suddenly, snaring Lily’s attention back from her son immediately.
She turned to the woman and raised an eyebrow. Molly smiled at her and gestured at the cluster of children. “It’s been too long since they’ve had a chance to make friends. Most of them grew up together, so they’ve known each other for years.” Her eyes crinkled as she watched them. “It’s hard to find people close to their age that are on our side.”
They both stared at the group, and Molly continued softly. “I haven’t seen any of them smile like that in a while.”
Lily blinked, her chest twisting. She had not considered that their arrival would affect the Order so quickly. She knew how much they were likely relying on the prophecy, and on Harry, but to hear that already their spirits were lifting was heartening.
They both watched as Cedric laughed at something Harry said, the sound bright and infectious as it echoed around the room. Now that it had been pointed out, Lily could see the side-smiles and gentle looks the four of them were receiving from the others.
They’re the future. She mused. They are the next generation, and seeing them like this must be so relieving.
“So, Hadrian,” Cedric said, rocking forward on his toes and grinning, “tell us about Beauxbatons. I’ve heard it’s beautiful.”
Lily’s jaw clenched sharply at the name.
All of this would be fine – perfect even – if Harry did not insist on being called that. They had no need for his mask here, because the Order would be their ally after today. She had bitten her tongue on the issue earlier when he had requested it of Remus, not willing to break their reunion with it. But now it was everyone.
Without fail, everyone who had introduced themselves to him had been politely corrected about using his real name, and for the more part, many of them had done as he asked.
It irritated her, how stubborn he was being with this. It was like he did not understand that Harry was the most important aspect to their cause, and that Hadrian was just his protection.
He would not have that name forever, and he needed to come to terms with that. Blatantly ignoring that was ridiculous.
She tuned out what Harry – or was he Hadrian right now? He certainly seemed to be acting like it – said in response to Cedric, her attention drifting to the door of the sitting room.
Mere seconds later, the handle turned, and Lily stiffened, her awareness narrowing down to that one small brass knob.
The door opened, cutting off the conversations, and Sirius and Dumbledore stepped inside.
Even though years had past, he looked the same. And yet, at the same time, so different.
Dumbledore was still tall, and thin, with his long silvery hair and beard. And his bright blue eyes still shined with sharp intellect and danced with secrets, gazing out at them from behind his half-moon spectacles.
But the bright, mind-boggling robes she remembered were dull and plain now. The air of joy and light that had hung over him like the sun was dim and fractured. His shoulders were bowed under an unseen weight, and his face was aged terribly.
On his neck, a horrid scar mangled the pale skin.
Lily’s eyes watered at the sight of him.
“Good day.” The man greeted, and at least his voice still rang with the same kindness.
Mumbled replies bubbled from around the room, but apparently they were all more interested in the impending moment.
As those wise eyes turned to her, Lily drew herself up, shoulders squared and chin raised.
“Lily, my dear.” Dumbledore said, soft and longing. “It is good to see you again.” He strode over, gait confident and sure as he approached.
Lily hesitated for only a beat as he hugged her, before returning the gesture.
Her thoughts on Dumbledore were still jumbled, even after so long away from him. The night she lost James – the night she lost everything – she had been so afraid of him and his winding plans.
She had thought the worst of him, believed he had betrayed her and her family and set them up.
But now he was here and offering her help and support and information.
After so long of being alone, it finally felt like she could breathe.
“It’s good to see you as well, Albus.”
He smiled at her, and his eyes drifted off to the side without turning his head. She understood instantly what he wanted.
“Harry, come here sweetheart.”
Harry slipped closer at her request, coming to a stop at her elbow and nodding respectfully at the much older wizard.
“My boy,” Dumbledore held out his hand, “seeing you here, healthy and strong, is a blessing. We all feared the worst when you vanished.”
Harry remained quiet, mustering up a small, blank smile. He politely shook the offered hand.
“It is fortuitous to have you both back with us, unharmed.” He continued when he realised Harry was not moving to speak. “I trust you have much to tell us, and we you.” He said as he looked back to her.
Lily nodded. “Looking forward to it, professor.”
He chuckled warmly, “My girl, I have not been a professor for many years I’m afraid.” It was said jovially, but there was an ache in his words that resounded in them all.
Lily glanced down, acknowledging that she was not the only one who had lost something in this struggle.
Dumbledore smiled. “Now, are you staying here the entire holiday?”
“No,” Harry interjected coolly, “we will be staying in our hotel.” It was the first time he had spoken since Dumbledore had entered the room.
Lily shrugged, “We would like to, Albus, but we need to keep up appearances. Disappearing for two weeks with no sightings would be hard to explain. If Harry weren’t champion, maybe we could get away with it, but…” She shrugged again.
People would be expecting to see Harry out and about during the holiday since he was not staying at Hogwarts or returning to France. They would be on the lookout for any of the champions.
She reached out and brushed her hand against Harry's to calm him. His fingers curled around hers in response before retreating.
“Of course, of course,” Dumbledore nodded, “whatever is easiest for the two of you.” He turned his attention to the room as a whole.
“William, Nymphadora, Cedric, why don’t you take young Harry here and show him the rest of the mansion?” It came as a suggestion but really was not.
Beside her, Harry had gone rigid.
Lily glanced at him quickly to see the stormy expression growing darker on his face. Her eyes cut to the three other younger ones, and saw the resignation there. It must not be the first time they had been excluded from such discussions.
Before Harry could say anything, Lily placed her hand on his arm and squeezed. “Go.” She told him.
She could feel the twitching muscles under her hand through his shirt, and stared him down.
This, this right here was her greatest problem with Hadrian. He never listened the first time.
The moment stretched further, and then his head lowered. Anyone with eyes could see he was not pleased. He shook off her grip and made for the door, his natural grace the only thing that stopped him from looking like a stomping child.
Bill, Tonks and Cedric were waiting for him out in the hall already, and Lily closed her eyes in annoyance when the door slammed shut loudly behind Harry once he was over the threshold, without him touching it.
A few of them shared uncomfortable looks, and Lily felt her cheeks flush in embarrassment over Harry’s juvenile display.
“I’m sorry.” She said as clearly as she dared. “He can be…temperamental sometimes.”
Dumbledore was staring at the closed door pensively, even as he waved off her apology. “Fret not, my dear. We have seen our fair share of teenagers over the years.”
There was a general noise of amused agreement, and Lily relaxed fractionally at the sound of it.
“Come.” Dumbledore said, guiding her to the long, unoccupied couch off to the side. They sat together, Lily tucking her hands into her lap, and looking to him.
One of his creased hands landed on hers and he squeezed, “I am so very sorry, Lily, for what happened to James."
And just like that, there were tears in her eyes. “Thank you, Albus.” She gripped his hand back.
Sirius, perched on the back of the couch, made a noise of agreement. “He always was a stubborn bastard, and a damn wicked duellist.”
The fondness in his voice dampened the edge to his words, and Lily laughed quietly at the remark, soaking in the feeling of understanding they gave off.
This was the first time she had ever had people who knew precisely how she felt about James. Harry tried – God, did he try – to be sympathetic, but he had not truly known his father, and while she knew he loved the man, he could never empathise with her like this.
Only someone who had spoken to James, lived and laughed with him, could really comprehend what she felt.
She gazed around the room, her good mood wavering as her mind gradually returned to more serious things.
“How,” she began, “how have things been here?” She almost did not want to ask.
The atmosphere soured instantly.
“Not good.” Moody informed her stoutly, and Lily cautiously looked his way. The gruff man was staring out one of the half-covered windows. “We were backed into a corner before we even realised. The Dark Lord is more cat in his dealings with us than snake. He’s been playing with us since he first rose to power, and he’s winning.”
The man pivoted, the movement less smooth and more jagged due to his leg. His magical eye remained pointed back outside, only the white of the orb showing.
“He sees us as a threat, but not a pressing one. He counters our moves whenever we make one, but leaves us to scurry away and lick our wounds – those of us lucky to escape, that is. He spends more time chipping away at our moral than anything else.”
Lily grimaced at his words.
Truthfully, that sounded precisely like how she imagined Voldemort.
Playing this cat-and-mouse game with the Order, systematically crushing their hope again and again, letting them get a glimpse of victory, then snatching it away. Each time wearing on them a little more, until their spirits were nothing more than blooded shreds.
If we had stayed…would it have been like this?
If she had not run, if she had gone to the Order that night...if Harry had been raised surrounded by these people, would this fight still be happening? Or would they have triumphed already?
No one spoke for a long time.
Finally, Lily sighed heavily, feeling the words building in her throat. “I owe you an apology, Albus. All of you deserve one.”
“Oh no dear.” Molly rushed to assure her, eyes wide in surprise.
“No.” Lily stopped her, swallowing thickly. The guilt was so strong it felt like a chain around her neck. “I need to do this. Please.”
The woman frowned, hands wringing, but she returned to her seat.
“That night, when we were attacked…” She clenched her fists. “I was terrified. When he first arrived, and James told me to take Harry and go, I knew I would never see him again. I was so afraid, and lost.”
Lily looked around at them all, faces grave but still kind.
“I didn’t know who I could trust. We were supposed to be safe. Hidden. But he still found us. And with Peter-” Sirius snarled quietly at the name, but was hushed by someone, “being the one to betray us – he was one of our oldest friends, and yet he turned on us without anyone knowing…I just panicked. I felt like I couldn’t trust anyone, not even you, Albus.”
She tilted her head to him, and caught the forgiveness in his eyes. It loosened the knot in her heart.
“I went to Petunia, my sister. She was the only person I could think of that would be completely safe to go to. She wasn’t involved in this world, and anyone who knew anything heard that we hadn’t spoken in years. She would be the last place anyone would think to look at.”
Lily stared hard at her hands, rubbing at her knuckles and avoiding the urge to touch the ring on her finger.
“She was the reason I was able to get away.”
“Why France?” Lily glanced up to see Emmeline watching her curiously.
France. Her second home. Her new beginning. The gilded cage she chose. Locked the door and swallowed the key.
“Because, it’s a neutral country, not predominantly Light or Dark, and was far enough removed from Britain to be safe, while still being connected enough to hear any vital news. And it’s politically powerful.”
She looked away.
“I chose France, because I wanted Harry to have the best possible education, and Beauxbatons is exceptional. I chose France, because it would be helpful to have their backing when we went after Voldemort.”
“Wait,” Arthur interrupted, “just what were you planning to do?”
Lily met his gaze evenly. “Harry is going to become the French Minister of Magic.” She announced with all the certainty in the world. “And when he does, he will use his position and power to kill Voldemort once and for all.”
They were silent.
“Lily…” Sirius said carefully. “That’s…a very unstable plan.”
She shook her head. “No, you don’t understand. Harry, he can do it. He’s already got the backing of most of France’s high society families. He’s close friends with many politicians’ children. He is already being invited to events and parties. The current Minister is prepping him to be her apprentice the moment he graduates.”
She turned to look at him from over her shoulder. Eyes bright and smile proud, “He’s going to do it. I know it.”
“You truly think him ready to fight Voldemort?”
Her head snapped around to find Moody’s eye, and unwillingly, she felt slighted. “Harry is the best dueller his entire school – has been since he was a fourth year.” Her tone was biting.
“He is the top of his cohort, one of the best students to come from Beauxbatons. He’s been dazzling his professors and peers since he first set foot there. He is proficient at wandless and nonverbal magic." She paused to let that sink in. To give them a moment to understand. Nonverbal magic was not rare, but it was difficult for a number of high-powered spells. Wandless magic was more unique, harder to master, and many just never bothered. But Harry could do them both. "He’s only seventeen right now. Imagine where he’ll be in two years, three, four? He can do it. Even the professors at Hogwarts think he’ll go far. One in particular-”
She cut herself off. Riddle was a problem she would deal with later.
“‘One in particular’?” Dumbledore prompted, eyes scrutinising her, knowing there was more.
Lily pursed her lips, but decided it would not hurt to continue. “Yes. Tom Riddle, he’s the Defence teacher at Hogwarts.”
She watched, confused, as Dumbledore’s eyes clamped shut, and his head bowed forward. “Albus?” She questioned.
Sirius repeated her call when he did not answer, and his sudden stony countenance caused the others in the room to shift nervously.
“Professor?” Lily grabbed his hand, and finally succeeded in dragging him back to the present.
He blinked heavily, and Lily almost leaned back when she saw the despair in his eyes.
“There is something I must tell you, my dear. Something I have kept secret for many, many years.”
Lily felt as if icy fingers were trailing over her spine. “About what?” She asked, voicing the thoughts of them all.
Albus gazed around the room, before returning to her. “Tom Riddle was a student of mine from decades ago. A violently talented wizard, too intelligent, too powerful, and too charming for his own good. He was a very dangerous child, and I suspected him to be behind a number of incidents that occurred during his time at Hogwarts. Including the death of Myrtle Warren.”
There were several stunned noises at that. All of them were aware of the ghost haunting the girl’s bathroom on the second floor. To hear a legitimate theory as to what happened was shocking.
“I kept a close eye on Tom for as long as I could, but I could never find any proof of my suspicions. He was too careful for that. It was years after he had graduated that rumours of a new Dark Lord coming into power began to circulate.”
Lily’s breath caught in her throat, her eyes widening as her mind rushed to complete Dumbledore’s tale.
No. She thought, fingers trembling.
“Since his rise, I have known Voldemort’s true name.”
It was Molly, her hands lowering from her mouth, that spoke next. “Why did you never say anything, Albus?”
Dumbledore exhaled. “Because, Molly, his transformation, his descent into madness; it is perhaps my greatest failure. I – I was ashamed of my part in his development.” His clear eyes scanned them gravely. “However, that is not all. I kept this secret because of his actions after his reign began in earnest. By separating those two parts of himself, by being Tom Riddle and Voldemort, keeping them individual, he has remained a visible figure. If his identity were discovered, we would lose that advantage, no matter how small it is.”
Lily’s mind was numb, her thoughts forced to a standstill, trying to comprehend the enormity of what Dumbledore had just revealed.
Harry.
It broke through her like a bolt of lightning.
The party, the way Riddle had gone to her for the sole purpose of drawing Harry out. The way the two of them circled each other, completely enthralled with their conversation.
“Riddle is dangerous. I don’t care how pretty his words are, you cannot believe anything that man tells you.”
Riddle had been in the tent before the first task as well, speaking with Kaiser, but Lily was positive he would have spoken with Harry and Malfoy at some point.
“I understand the danger more than you do.”
She recalled how brutally Voldemort had killed the manticore after it injured Harry. At first, she thought it was merely because it had jeopardised whatever his political goals were. But now…
“Is he a Death Eater?”
“I – no.”
And the owlery, how casually Riddle addressed Harry, the fondness in his voice as they spoke of him, mentioning how he gave him a clue to the first task. Inviting her to dinner.
“Is he connected to Voldemort?”
“In a way.”
Lily stood, making for the door without stopping to think.
OoO
The door slammed behind him, loud enough to echo down the hall. Hadrian clenched and unclenched his fists, his magic humming dangerously under his skin.
He could hardly believe this.
They kicked him out.
They kicked him out of a meeting he had every right to be a part of.
A glass figurine on a bookshelf shattered abruptly, and Bill, Tonks and Cedric jumped at the sound.
“Hadrian, hey, calm down.” Bill stepped up to him and clapped a hand on his shoulder. “Don’t do anything stupid, it’s not worth it.”
He glared up at the man, and something in his eyes must have been warning enough, because Bill released him and backed away, hands up.
Hadrian spun on his heels and marched down the hallway, the other three hurrying after him. He ignored their presence as he went for the front door.
It shot open as he approached, responding to his silent demand.
He stepped out of the old mansion and into the mid-morning air.
Hadrian walked towards the fence, just needing to get away from the utter bullshit that was the Order.
“Hadrian, wait up!” Cedric called. Rapid footsteps followed him as he rounded the mansion’s side, sticking to the fence. He made it to the back of the mansion and hopped up on a fallen stone pillar that once might have been a feature in the garden.
His fellow banished people cautiously perched around him, keeping their distance.
“That was, uh, intense.” Cedric said, slow and unsure.
Hadrian snorted, tilting his head back and closing his eyes. It was cloudy, and he hoped it rained.
“I’ll say,” Tonks carried on when he showed no sign of blowing up again. “I thought you were going to lose it.”
Hadrian rolled his neck back towards the mansion, staring into the half-covered window across from them. It was too far to see clearly, but he thought there was someone there, watching.
He scowled and looked away.
Minutes trickled by as they sat there.
“You calmed down yet?” Bill asked from where he was laying in the long grass. “Or do I need to use my big brother skills?”
Hadrian seized the new topic with greed. Anything to distract him from the fact that his mother brushed him off, again.
“Tell me more about yourselves.”
They looked at him in surprise. Hadrian shrugged. “It will take my mind off my anger.” Then, because he did have manners, “Please?”
The three older members shared a glance, before Bill sighed. “Sure, whadda wanna know?” He plucked a strand of grass and stuck it between his teeth.
Hadrian racked his brain, and settled on the first idea that came to him. “Did you go to Hogwarts?”
Bill hummed. “For a bit, yeah. Had to drop out during my second year though. The war was reaching critical point and my family was a target. Not even Hogwarts was safe from the fighting at that time.” He cocked his head so their eyes could meet, reading the question there.
“My family’s pureblood, but we don’t believe in magical supremacy. Dad’s actually a huge muggle fan. Got labelled as blood-traitors and have been on the run since.” He explained easily, like it ranked the same as ‘date of birth’, or ‘middle name’ in terms of interesting information.
Hadrian frowned, already feeling his anger give way to sympathy.
“Well I’ve never been.” Tonks stated, kicking her legs back and forth, smiling even as the tips of her hair turned limp and dark. “Too dangerous for my scandalous little butt to be roaming around those halls.”
“Scandalous?” Hadrian asked.
Tonks laughed, her hair returning back to the bright pink. “Oh yeah, I’m a big blight on the Black family tree. Mum was from a secondary branch of the family; ran away from home and married a muggleborn. Got blasted off the tapestry and everything. Doesn’t help that I got the coveted gene, either.” She morphed her face slightly, making her features sharper, darker, before snapping back to her usual appearance.
“Mum and Dad weren’t comfortable sending me, so they home-schooled me for a while. Then Sirius took me under his wing. I would have liked to go, I think. Everyone always says it’s beautiful.”
“It is.” Cedric said softly, fingers playing with the tips of the grass.
Hadrian nudged him gently. “You went?”
Cedric tossed him a small smile. “Yeah. Lucky enough to graduate too, unlike all the others. I’m from a Light family, but we’re not politically important, or dangerous enough for them to care about us. I went through the new syllabus, and grew up surrounded by pro-Dark propaganda.”
The older boy shrugged lightly. “Didn’t even know about the Order until I graduated and Dad gave me the option. Said I could help or not; no pressure, even though I knew he wanted me to stay out of it. But I was one of the only ones that had finished all seven years, so I jumped right in and started helping out with the others. Teaching them whatever I could.”
Hadrian ran a hand through his hair, “Others?”
Bill’s hand lazily rose and waved. “Those would be mine. Five younger brothers. All of them too troublesome for their own good.”
Five? Hadrian thought, incredulous. He had only entertained the idea of siblings once or twice in his life, the fantasy growing dimmer the older he got and the more he realised his mother would likely never love another.
But to have five siblings? What would that even be like? And raised while their family was classified as enemies to the state.
“Five?” He ended up asking anyway.
Bill huffed a laugh, “Yeah.”
They sat in relative silence after that. Hadrian drew his legs up, and wrapped his arms loosely around his knees. His head swivelled back to the mansion unconsciously, but his anger had diminished.
“Doesn’t it bother you?” He asked, staring hard at the peeling paint and occasional cracked bricks.
“What?” Cedric frowned at him.
He jerked his head in the direction of the mansion, “This. Being pushed outside like unruly children. You are members, you have just as much right to be in that room as any of them. We should be in there.” He glanced between them, frustrated and hating it. “Doesn’t it make you angry?”
“Ah,” Cedric’s face cleared, and he smiled tightly. “The thing is, Hadrian -” He stopped himself, expression twisting in discomfort. “There’s just some…things that happened. It. We.” He sighed loudly. “It’s hard to explain, but we’re used to this sort of thing.”
“They want to protect us.” Tonks picked up, face solemn even as her eyes darted to Bill rapidly. “Most of us grew up in the Order, they’ve seen us change from little kids into young adults, that it can be hard for them to look at us like equals. They care. We’re the future of the Order, we’re what they’ve been fighting for.”
“Exactly,” Cedric nodded at her. “and we understand how difficult it is for them to let go of those memories. If it means missing the occasional meeting, we deal with it.”
Tonks grinned, “Besides, Sirius or Remus always end up telling me everything anyway, and I tell the rest.”
Hadrian rubbed his hands together thoughtfully. Those were the exact excuses he often used to explain his mother’s actions. Protection. Love. Safety.
“And you do not mind that they purposefully push you aside?”
How was it, that they could be in the same situation, yet have completely different reactions to it?
“Not really.” Cedric and Tonks said, shrugging.
Hadrian looked to the final member of their little group. Bill was watching him, eyes hard and assessing. It was a bold contrast from his earlier attitude. Hadrian met his stare evenly.
Finally, the older wizard nodded.
“It’s more than them just being protective,” he started, and instantly the atmosphere changed. Tonks’ and Cedric’s eyes pointedly moved away. “it’s to do with my Mum, my family.”
The red haired man rearranged himself so he was sitting completely upright.
“Just a few months after your family was attacked, and you escaped, the same thing happened at the Burrow – where we used to live. Death Eaters stormed the place, blasted everything they could. Dad, Charlie and I were on the offensive while Mum got the others out and apparated, only -”
Here, great sorrow flashed over the other’s face.
“My little sister, Ginny. She was only a couple of months old…They were aiming for Mum and hit her instead.”
Bill looked down at his hands, mouth pinched. Hadrian swallowed back the sudden lump in his throat. His hand came up and covered his mouth.
He had always known Voldemort committed atrocities to win the war. He had known hundreds, potentially thousands of people had died due to his actions, and many more had suffered.
And this whole time, Hadrian had been slowly drawing closer to the man – the monster. He had been getting sucked further into his gravitational pull, letting his fascination and amusement blind him to the blood Riddle was saturated with.
What the fuck is wrong with me? He thought with renewed disgust.
“Losing Ginny broke something in Mum, in all of us really. She grew obsessed with keeping the rest of us out of danger. We let her do what she wanted, to keep her happy and safe. She doesn’t like that most of us are in the Order, and most of them,” he pointed to the mansion, “go along with it for her. That’s why none of us are particularly bothered by it. We’re still young in their eyes, and none of us want to be the one to break it to Mum that she can’t protect us forever.”
Gods. It was exactly like Hadrian and his mother. Losing James kick-started her growing need to protect him from everything.
Hadrian slid off of his perch and squatted down next to Bill. “Je suis tellement désolé de ce qui est arrivé à ta soeur.” He murmured, hand resting on the man’s shoulder.
And he was, sincerely.
“Harry!”
His head snapped up at his mother’s sharp call. The other three stood with him, looking uneasy at her swift approach; and considering how hard their last interaction was, Hadrian did not blame them.
She was marching towards them, and the expression on her face had him automatically stepping back before he caught himself.
“Maman?” he replied, hesitant.
“Come with me.” She grasped his wrist, already tugging him away from the others. Hadrian glanced over his shoulder only once before he was forced to follow.
He could have escaped her grasp quite easily, but the harsh air to her had him being obedient immediately.
She lead them away from the mansion, and as they walked further into the unappealing, weed-infested garden, Hadrian grew more uncomfortable.
His mother halted abruptly, and wrenched him in front of her. The move had him stumbling to regain his footing as he spun to face her, stunned.
From here, the mansion – and the other three – were completely blocked from his sight.
“Maman, what’s -”
“Did you know?” She spat, eyes burning.
“What?”
“Don’t!”
Hadrian flinched. His eyes widened, because no matter how many times it happened, he would never get used to the sound of his mother’s raised voice.
“Do not play coy with me. Not about this.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about!” He said, hands spread, as if to show her how little he understood her accusation. His anger rushed up, taking the place of his bewilderment, because it was easier and at least gave him some semblance of control
“In case you have forgotten, I don’t know what you discussed in there.” His hand shot out in the direction of the mansion. “You kicked me out for some inane reason, when I had every right to be there.”
She glared at him, matching his anger with her own.
He wished he knew what he had done wrong.
His mother ignored his words, ploughing past them like she always did. “Did you know?” She spoke, enunciating each word slowly, daring him to deny her.
“I don’t know what you’re even talking about!” He yelled, arms thrown wide. “Did I know what? Tell me what you want to know and I’ll tell you.”
Her next breath was thick and loud. “Did you know that Tom Riddle – the man you seem unable to take your eyes off of. Your latest obsession – was Voldemort? Did you know he was the one who murdered your father?” She stalked closer, fists shaking. “Answer me.”
Hadrian’s hands dropped to his side as he backed away from her, heart freezing in his chest.
Oh Gods, oh Gods, oh Gods. She knows. How does she know? Who told her?
“I -” The words would not come.
He did not even know what he could say. A denial? The truth? She was furious. Anything he said could make this even worse.
“Hadrian.”
A warning and a command in one word.
She never calls me Hadrian.
“Tell me. The truth.”
He blinked swiftly, lips half-opened but his tongue like lead.
His mouth was moving before he really thought.
“Yes.”
Notes:
Shit's getting real.
(P.S. - My habit of leaving cliffhangers is getting worse. I'm so sorry.)
Je suis tellement désolé de ce qui est arrivé à ta soeur. - I'm so sorry about what happened to your sister (roughly)
Let me know what you think! <3
Chapter 31: Chapter Thirty One
Notes:
Hey guys. Sorry about the super long wait. The holiday period kinda knocked me flat, and work and personal stuff have kept me bogged down for the last month pretty much so I haven't had a real chance to write anything in a while, and this chapter was particularly difficult to write for some reason. But it's finally here so yay? Haha, thanks for being so patient with me darlings~
(Also, I edited this at like, 1am so I fully take responsibility for all mistakes etc. etc. that pop up haha)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hadrian clicked his mouth shut.
He wanted to close his eyes the moment the word – the admittance, the acknowledgement of his mistakes – slipped loose. But no matter how desperately he tried, he could not drag his gaze away from his mother.
There was something interminably fascinating about seeing the flickers of emotion cross her face as she registered what he had said. It was like watching cracks snake through a piece of glass, hairline fractures foretelling the impending break.
Hadrian could only stare raptly as her expression faltered, blanked, and then was overtaken by a violent red flush.
He expected anger. He expected her voice to rise like a storm. He expected her to scream and shout.
He did not expect the sheer disappointment that frosted over her eyes.
And, somehow, that upset him more than any words ever could.
Her jaw clenched, and Hadrian felt an invisible hand reach up and crush his throat when she turned her head away from him in a harsh jerk, as if she could not even bear to look at him.
Gods, why did she always know the best way to hurt him?
His chest ached.
“Maman -”
Her hand shot up, and whatever he was about to say withered and died on his tongue. He bit his lip instead, biting back the incessant desire to explain and justify.
She still would not look at him.
“How long?” She asked softly, her voice steel. Her gaze stayed on some point over his shoulder – refusing to look at him. “How long have you known?” How long have you been keeping this from me? he heard in its place.
Hadrian’s fingers tapped against his thigh before he forced them to curl listlessly at his sides. He licked his bottom lip and let his mind whirl.
What could he even say? The threat against her life was still painfully real, and rang in his ears, Riddle’s voice coiling through his head. How much could he tell her? Everything? Nothing?
“Since the first task.” He said slowly, swallowing and observing her for the slightest of changes.
Other than the spark of potent rage in her eyes she remained unmoved. “That long?” She asked, flat and lifeless, a carefully constructed mask to hide what she was really feeling.
Hadrian dipped his head, hardly daring to move an inch. His eyes stayed glued to her no matter how much he wished to hide from this. “Yes.”
Her lips pressed together until they were a harsh white line cutting through her features. “And you didn’t tell me.” She stated, ruthlessly frank and accusatory. Her next breath was heavy. “Does he know that you know?”
Again, Hadrian could do nothing except nod, guilt churning in his stomach. The gleam of displeasure on her face had him bursting, desperate to fix. “He threatened you. I -” his hands raised, gesturing futilely. “I couldn’t risk it. Telling you would have…” He cut off.
“And once she is reduced to little more than a bloody stump, I will enter her mind, and I will make her witness the death of her husband again and again and again, until she is nothing but blubbering mess. Then, and only then will I return her to you, so you can see what your own disobedience led to.”
“I couldn’t risk it.” He repeated dumbly, words failing him so utterly that he could do nothing more than stare at her.
His mother tilted her jaw away from him, dismissive. Her green eyes cast unseeingly somewhere on the ground between them, and Hadrian clenched his fists, praying that she would understand.
Seconds ticked by, stretched and fraying.
Finally, she raised her head and looked at him. “Does he know who you are?”
Hadrian very carefully forced himself to breath.
Because this was what it all boiled down to. Riddle – Voldemort – knowing who he really was. Them losing their thin veil of protection in the worst possible way.
Discovering Riddle’s identity might have been a boon, might have given them a chance to use it against him, if the man had not figured out who Hadrian Evans was a disguise for in turn.
Gods, if it had been the other way around…if Riddle had found out who he was, but Hadrian had remained clueless over the connection between the Dark Lord and his Defence professor…the advantage that would have been handed to Riddle was horrifying.
Hadrian could almost see how things would have played out, and it made him sick just visualising it.
Being played from both fronts, slowly getting closer to Riddle while avoiding Voldemort, dancing to the man’s tune without realising the steps were not his own.
He had been so close to considering Riddle trustworthy – in his own twisted little way at least. Hadrian knew himself well enough to know he would not have handled the reveal of Riddle and Voldemort gracefully at all if he had discovered it later.
His silence continued to linger, and his mother’s shoulders drew up the longer he did not speak. “Hadrian,” she snapped, and he dimly noted that she had not called him ‘Harry’ since she had confronted him. It was such an inane thing to notice. “does he know?”
“I -”
How could he even begin to explain how completely he had failed her?
“Does he kn – oh my God, did you tell him?”
Her accusation stabbed through him, and when the words – the meaning behind them – solidified in his mind, he jerked back.
“No!” He choked, anger and bitter memories of Riddle invading his mind – tearing through his defences like a clumsy toddler, all because of his greed to wrench Hadrian’s secrets from him – clogged his thoughts. “No I didn’t tell him. I never told that bastard anything!”
He stole it from me. He reached in and took it. He hurt me and threatened me and I could do nothing about it because I was so scared that you would be dragged into it. I was so afraid he would hurt you.
His mother quietened at his vehement words, her hands relaxing, shoulders lowering from where they had risen, and she heaved a sigh. Her hand came up and rubbed at her forehead as she closed her eyes, and Hadrian looked away at last.
He could not just stand there and witness her reaction to finally knowing just how in over his head he was.
“Alright.” His mother murmured, “Alright. We can still work with this.”
Hadrian’s neck snapped up so fast because – what?
Where was the anger? Where was pungent disappointment and fear?
His mother’s eyes were glinting, calculative and cold, but there was no sign of any of the anticipated reactions. He frowned lightly, confused at the lack of response.
Why is she…why isn’t she mad? Surely she knows? I basically confirmed –
His thoughts ground to a halt as the realisation cracked through him. Because he had not confirmed anything. He had denied willingly telling Riddle their secret. He had said nothing of the man stealing the information from his mind.
The warning jumped to his lips, because she did not understand. She was assuming that Riddle was still in the dark, and that was too dangerous an assumption on her part. Any plans she made while acting under that belief would immediately fail simply because Riddle would see through it.
The Order would try and overthrow the man using this knowledge. They would fall into whatever trap Riddle was carefully putting into place. And Hadrian did not know what to do.
Riddle had sworn that no harm would come to either his mother or him so long as he did as the man asked. He was not nearly naïve enough to believe his compliance for this task was all it would take to secure that promise, but…
Was he willing to risk his mother’s life by getting her more involved than she already was?
How would she even react to finding out they had been found out?
Would she run? Would they disappear into the world again, leaving behind everything they had worked so hard to accomplish? His mother had always tended to lean more towards flight than fight in these instances.
Hadrian knew what would happen if that was what she chose.
Riddle would tear the world apart looking for them. He knew they were alive now, he knew what they looked like, he had insurances in place to keep an eye on Hadrian.
If they ran, he would hunt them down, and, Hadrian suspected, kill them both. And that was unbearable.
But his mother confronting Riddle under the pretense that he was oblivious to her true identity was equally nauseating. Riddle would run circles around her. His mother was formidable, having taught him most of what he knows. Riddle, however, was more.
Hadrian bit his lip, indecisive.
What was the safer option?
So long as he did what Riddle asked of him, the man would likely leave his mother alone. Unprovoked, the Dark Lord had little interest in Lily Potter. It was the Order he wanted.
And the man had to know that laying so much as a hand on her would shred whatever weak form of compliance Hadrian was bothering with. And Riddle would not risk that, not at this point.
No. He needed Hadrian to flush out his enemies.
Keeping his mother in the dark might be the only thing that kept her safe.
And lately, that was the most important thing for him.
After steeling himself – because Hadrian knew that when this came to light, it might just ruin the one thing he held sacred in his life. But she would be alive enough to hate him, and that was all that mattered – Hadrian released his bottom lip from his teeth and kept his silence.
“Come on,” his mother said, turning her back and stalking back the way they had come. “we’re going back to our hotel.”
“Maman?” He hurried after her, but stayed firmly behind her as they walked. He somehow doubted she would appreciate him hovering after what he had told her.
She ignored him as they approached the manor. Just by the door, Bill was leaning up against one of the aged pillars. He straightened the moment he saw them, his expression pinched in concern.
“Everything alright?” the man asked lightly, though his eyes darted between them.
“Yes, thank you.” His mother said. Hadrian nodded belatedly when he realised Bill was looking at him for an answer. The concerned lines on Bill’s face grew deeper.
“I’m afraid that we will be departing now. Hadrian and I have some errands to take care of.”
Bill hummed, his eyes leaving Hadrian and returning to the woman. Hadrian instantly felt better having that sharp gaze off of him. “When can we expect you back?” He asked, arms and legs crossed, one shoulder propped against the pillar, hips cocked.
“I’ll contact you,” his mother told him, holding an arm out. Hadrian hesitated, then reached out and grasped it gently. “please apologise to the others for me leaving so quickly, but this is rather important.”
Bill inclined his head, “Sure. See you soon, then.”
They disapparated and landed in the main area of their hotel room.
Hadrian dropped his mother’s arm and stepped away, eyes wary.
For all intents and purposes, his mother did not even acknowledge him as she fluttered to the lounge and began sorting through the small pile of letters sitting there. Most had not been there when they had left this morning, meaning some owls had been by while they were out and the letters left here for them.
A majority of them would be from his friends, but Hadrian made no move to approach and collect them. After this morning, he had little desire to do something as innocent as read of his friend’s letters.
He made to go for his room, when a noise from his mother stopped him. He glanced over his shoulder to see her holding an odd-looking letter up to her face.
It was pure white, with golden accents running along the seams and edges, and on the seal was a frankly ostentatious ‘M’.
“It’s for you.” She said, holding it out.
Hadrian swallowed but came to take it from her outstretched hand. He broke the seal easily and pulled out the letter. The entire time he read, he could feel his mother’s eyes on him, silently observing.
He could not stop the flicker of surprise that erupted in his chest as he read the flowing script.
“It’s from D – Malfoy.” He caught his slip, knowing his mother was wary of his association with Draco and disliked their budding friendship. “He has invited me to go out for lunch with Hermione and him next week.”
He lowered the letter and looked at his mother in askance. It felt far safer to let her decide, lest he invoke her anger again so soon.
She hummed, eyes distant. Hadrian waited with dwindling patience. He knew better than to interrupt her as she was thinking.
Finally, his mother nodded her head. “Tuesday.” She told him.
Hadrian looked down at the letter. Tuesday. That would give him a few days to work out why Draco had invited him to lunch; if this was just a friendly outing, or if there was some other reason behind the other boy’s decision.
“Alright.” He said, “I will go and write my reply.” He took a step before swaying back in her direction. “Are…are we okay?” He could not stop the slight waver in his voice.
His mother gazed up at him. One of her pale hands came up and touched him on the cheek. He leaned into the touch unconsciously. “Of course we are, sweetheart. I was just angry that you lied. But we will be alright.”
Hadrian nodded, very firmly ignoring the guilt that sparked at her words. “I’m glad.” He leaned down and pressed a kiss to her forehead. “I love you.” He told her, quiet but resolute.
Her expression warmed considerably. “I love you too, sweetheart.”
OoO
Hadrian lay in bed long after he heard the soft sound of the door closing. He was already dressed, the bed neatly made, as he stared at the ceiling. His fingers traced over the small puzzle box, solving the sections from memory at this point. He was close to opening the second and final layer, he was sure of it, but had not seriously applied himself to it in a while. At some point, running through the sections had become a calming habit to him.
It was the third day since he had met the members of the Order, and the third day he had stayed safely restricted to their hotel room while his mother went to meet with them.
She had not offered for him to join, and Hadrian had not asked.
No matter what she might have said, his mother was clearly still upset over his deception, and Hadrian was not willing to push the subject by demanding to be included.
Things were strained between them – had been for a while now, if he was completely honest. Ever since he had come to Britain – and he had no desire to make things worse.
That being said, the unspoken confinement he had borne without complaint was starting to chafe at him.
He had already replied to both Draco, and all of his friends, as well as completed all of the assigned homework for the holidays yesterday.
Hadrian was bored, and he had never particularly enjoyed being bored.
Being left alone for most of the day did nothing but let him stew in his own thoughts. He was beginning to doubt his decision to not tell his mother the truth about Riddle, but the longer he put it off, the more he squirmed at the idea of actually telling her.
She would not have been pleased to hear it from him that day, but finding out now would be infinitely worse.
He was…he was honestly afraid of telling her the truth, and that was perhaps the biggest obstacle for him.
To make matters worse, when he was not thinking of his mother, he was thinking about Riddle, and valiantly battling both his bubbling anger and his crushing embarrassment over their last meeting.
It was a horrid state of limbo to be in.
With a grunt, Hadrian swung his legs over the bed. He needed to get out before he went insane.
He left the hotel, only just remembering to slip his coat on and place the puzzle inside his pocket. It was snowing outside, but only lightly, and his shoes crunched on the soft white ground as he walked.
Diagon Alley was bustling, but with Yule having come and gone, the crowds had begun to thin.
Hadrian walked through the street, soaking in the air. The stores were all well-lit, the people smiling and cheerful, children were playing in the snow. It was beautiful in a way that reminded him of France. While snow was not necessarily uncommon in certain areas of France, and Beauxbatons saw its fair share of it being so far up in the Pyrenees, it was still novel enough to bring a smile to his face.
He stopped beside a cart selling pastries, the warm, sweet smell drawing him in magnetically. He looked over the brightly assorted goods. He knew a number of them, but his eyes were caught by one he only vaguely recognised. He bought a small tartlet and bit into the sugary delight, humming with pleasure.
He resolved to remember to look for treacle tarts the next time he went to the markets near his home.
Hadrian nibbled at the treat while he walked, gazing through different windows with interest. He was aware of the eyes on him, and when he made his way further down the alley he entered a nice little bookstore.
He was inside for all of two minutes before three men entered. Hadrian watched them from over the top of the random book he had picked up, intrinsically aware of their approach.
“Mister Evans?” One of them asked, strangely polite for all his gruff appearance. The store owner had tellingly ducked into a back room.
Hadrian glanced up after a beat or two, meeting the dark eyes curiously. “Can I help you?” He inquired, the book still open in his hands. Not even half an hour and he was already in trouble. Maybe he should have remained inside after all.
“Your presence is required.”
“That was strangely cryptic.” He replied, snapping the book closed and crossing his arms. He had a strong feeling he knew who they wanted to take him to see. “What if I do not feel like going with you?” It was a futile argument, and Hadrian knew he would end up following them, but he felt the need to say it anyway.
He did not particularly want to see Riddle, not after his confrontation with his mother.
The man straightened his back and loomed over him. Hadrian gazed up at him, unimpressed. “We were told to use whatever means necessary.”
Hadrian rocked back on his heels, thinking it over. That was a loaded statement, and he had little doubt these men would carry through with it just to get him to come with them. It was an unbelievably arrogant and childish move from Riddle, just to meet with him.
“Fine.” He placed the book back where he had hastily grabbed it from, and flapped a hand at his escorts. “Lead the way, messieurs.”
They hustled him out of the bookstore, and smoothly boxed him in the moment they got onto the main street. Hadrian wanted to roll his eyes because if he was that desperate to run, he would simply disapparate and risk the splinch if one of them was fast enough to grab him.
They made their way down towards a side entrance, where the crowds were smaller and the shops of a less friendly variety. Hadrian spotted a simple, understated sign as the went by. It seemed he was about to get acquainted with Diagon Alley’s less reputable twin, Knockturn Alley.
His escorts lead him by a series of unsettling stores, including an undertaker’s and a tattoo parlour; before eventually stopping in front of a grimy pub. He looked up at the hanging sign above the door, then to the men. One of them gestured expectantly to the door, and Hadrian pushed inside.
The White Wyvern was an uninspiring sight, with its dark interior and unpleasant, gruff customers. Hadrian’s nose wrinkled ever so slightly as he stepped inside, the smell of alcohol and other unseemly scents assaulting him. Call him a spoilt, but he was used to much more auspicious places than this.
Hungry, speculative eyes stuck to him the moment he entered, taking in his clean, impeccable ensemble and instantly labelling him an outsider.
Resisting the first pricks of nervousness rising in him, Hadrian glanced dismissively away from the unsavoury people in front of him. He cocked a questioning eyebrow at the single guide that had followed him inside.
“The back.” Was all that was grunted at him, and a heavy hand landed on his shoulder to direct him forward. Hadrian scowled at the touch, but allowed himself to be steered towards the more private booths on the other side of the spacious room. Here, there were fewer patrons, the gaps between tables were bigger, and he could feel the buzz of multiple privacy wards around different tables.
Only one of the booths was occupied, and Hadrian’s attention was so completely arrested by the man sitting there that it took him several steps to even realise the hand on his shoulder was gone. He stopped and glanced behind him. But his escort was lingering on the edge of the more secluded section, acting as some form of physical marker for the barrier.
Hadrian turned forward and continued to his destination. He paused just beside the table, taking in the way Riddle – face altered just enough to be called a disguise – was calmly sipping from a glass of wine. He took a seat across from the man without waiting for an invitation, and placed his clasped hands on the table, in plain view.
The silence between them was awkward, or, at least it was for Hadrian.
He could not help but drop his gaze away from Riddle, the back of his neck prickling with unease. He remembered their last meeting with unnecessary clarity, and the embarrassment he had been struggling with for days came clawing to the front.
It was accompanied by the very real knowledge that, on some level, Riddle was attracted to him. It was both flattering and uncomfortable, and Hadrian had been studiously not thinking about that fact since he had uncovered it.
But here, in front of the man, it was hard to push aside.
He hated it, and the memory of how powerful he had felt in that moment, on his knees and playing Riddle like an instrument.
There was a soft sound – the base of a glass being placed on the table cloth – and then Riddle spoke.
“You’re not normally this reserved.” He stated, casually, like they were old friends just having a chat. “And here I was looking forward to hearing your sharp comments.”
Hadrian watched the man from under his lashes but said nothing. Riddle’s face gave nothing away as he continued. “How have your holidays been so far, Hadrian?”
He thought to the meeting with the Order, to his mother’s face as she accused him.
“…Relaxing.” He answered slowly, wondering what Riddle was trying to accomplish with this impromptu kidnapping.
The man made a curious noise in the back of his throat, long fingers trailing loosely up and down the stem of his glass. “I would imagine so, given that you hadn’t left your hotel before today.” He raised the glass and took a refined sip.
Hadrian’s skin prickled. “Are you having me watched?” He asked, head tilting.
Riddle smiled as he once again placed the glass on the table. “You’re an investment, Hadrian. And a threat. Why wouldn’t I have you tracked?”
Tracked.
It was a deliberate word choice, of that Hadrian was sure. And the implications had him shifting in his seat.
Riddle’s smile grew.
With dawning suspicion, Hadrian’s right hand crept over to cover his left wrist, and the snake bracelet that sat there snugly.
It had been on him for so long that sometimes he forgot about its presence. He had eliminated the listening charm Riddle had activated on it; and he had foolishly believed that that was the only countermeasure he would have to employ.
He recalled Malfoy’s explanation of the bracelets, on the night they first received them.
“There are a number of smaller enchantments as well, monitoring charms and such that will alert those of significance if something else were to happen to you; but they are unimportant.”
Monitoring charms.
Hadrian gritted his teeth. He had suspected that there was more to those charms then spoken about, but with everything happening it had honestly slipped his mind. He had thought that his runes stopped all manner of monitoring charms from transmitting any information.
“How?” He practically snarled, leaning over the table.
Riddle’s eyes, which had drifted down when his hand moved to the bracelet, shot up to his, smug.
“Your runes were ingenious, and true, they stopped a number of my charms from working correctly. However, you are incorrect. The tracking spell was not on you.”
Hadrian’s temper sparked hot. “I told you to leave her alone.” He would have to get rid of that the moment he saw his mother again.
“And I have.” Riddle assured him condescendingly, like Hadrian was an silly child. “Your mother is merely a convenient tool for keeping an eye on you. I had her tagged before you both left Hogwarts that morning, and the hotel is under surveillance.”
He knows. He has to.
“So, imagine my interest when, shortly after the two of you left your hotel, your mother somehow apparated to an unplottable location, and subsequently returned there over the next handful of days.”
He definitely knows.
Hadrian slid his hands onto his lap and clenched them together to keep his emotions in check. This was dangerous.
The man was watching him from the corner of his eyes, before his head slowly turned to face him completely. He looked amused, and what Hadrian might call fond on anyone else.
He was so confused. He had kept information from Riddle. He had not told the man that he had met with the Order – or that his mother was continuing to meet with them, and Riddle had made it abundantly clear that he would not tolerate lying.
They both knew the other knew, and yet the man made no attempt to go through with his threats.
Riddle said nothing as he raised a hand and called over a waiter. Hadrian watched the man’s approach, how his head remained ducked, eyes averted and expression frozen in a carefully crafted façade of politeness.
The waiter refilled Riddle’s glass without prompt, and hovered patiently beside their table. Riddle tilted his head back to Hadrian and raised an eyebrow. “Can I get you anything? A drink, perhaps?”
And his reply was out before he could stop himself. “With all due respect sir, my history of drinking and speaking with you is less than stellar.”
There was a pause, and Hadrian felt the betraying heat crawl along the back of his neck at the mere mention of their previous encounters. He prayed the flush reached no higher than the collar of his coat.
It did not help that Riddle’s eyes dropped low and scanned him intently, the wicked glint in his gaze was almost enough to make Hadrian’s breath catch. It was entirely too reminiscent of how Riddle had looked at him that night, and without the haze of the drugs or alcohol to fall back on, Hadrian had no way to justify the burn that raced through his veins at the sight of it.
He cleared his throat. “Just water, please.”
The waiter jotted down the order, but still did not leave. Riddle’s eyes did not stray from Hadrian as he addressed the other. “The lunch specials, as well. One each, for my companion and I.”
“I’m not hungry,” Hadrian objected, but the waiter was already walking off, ignoring his words easily. He turned back to Riddle, annoyed. “I’m not.”
The man shrugged, “Indulge me. I am, after all, forgiving you for your failure to keep me informed about your…activities.”
“Yes,” Hadrian snarked, “you are the essence of clemency, thank you.”
Riddle saluted him with the glass as he took another sip. Hadrian hoped he spilt some on his perfectly crisp white shirt and it stained.
They sat in silence as the waiter returned with their meals and placed them in front of them. Hadrian barely spared a glance at his plate, but made sure to thank the man as he put a glass of fresh water before him, and then wandered off.
He sat back in his seat, making no move to eat.
“Is it not to your liking?” Riddle inquired, cutlery in hand, knife diligently making a larger gap between the roast and the steamed vegetables. It was such an instinctive action, likely something the man had subconsciously done for years – and so terribly human. “Not to your standards?” There was a taunt there, lurking.
Hadrian narrowed his eyes. “Not a fan of poison, actually.”
Riddle snorted, taking a mouthful of food and chewing; forcing Hadrian to wait until he had swallowed before he replied. “The bracelet would protect you from any such attempts anyway. Besides,” he pointed the knife at him, “I would hardly poison you.”
“Reassuring.” Hadrian drawled, but his hands uncurled and plucked his knife and fork up anyway. “For future reference, how would you kill me then?”
“And spoil the surprise?” Riddle cocked an eyebrow, and that was genuine amusement on his face, Hadrian was sure of it. The expression melted into something thoughtful. “I would at least give you a fighting chance.” He continued simply. “Poison is too…boring for the likes of us, wouldn’t you agree? I’d want your last moments to be more animated than that.”
“Surprisingly noble of you.” He commented, taking a bite of his roast. It was not the best he had ever had, but Hadrian found not much could compare to the food at Beauxbatons or Hogwarts. He swallowed and took a sip of his water.
“I have my moments.”
Hadrian smothered a smile.
They ate comfortably, and as much as he loathe to admit it, it was surprisingly enjoyable. They spoke little, but the silence was easy to handle. He felt no need to fill it, and Riddle appeared just as content with the lull.
After days of resisting the urge to climb the walls, Hadrian was almost relaxed.
So, of course, Riddle ruined it.
Hadrian was watching as the man swirled his almost-empty glass, the red liquid going around and around the curve. Neither had bothered speaking for quite some time, and the waiter had already cleared their plates almost ten minutes ago. He was mildly startled when Riddle finally opened his mouth.
“I confess I was surprised,” he admitted, “when I was told you had finally emerged from your hotel.” Another swirl of the glass. “Did your mother finally loosen your leash?”
Immediately, whatever minor pleasure Hadrian had dredged up shrivelled and died. His muscles tensed, and his lips twisted downwards.
Riddle – the bastard – picked up on it immediately, and if the delighted curl to his mouth was any indication, he clearly liked the reaction he got. “Well?”
Hadrian did not answer, clenching his jaw and meeting the probing gaze head on.
His mother. Gods. What was he even doing here? She would be absolutely furious to hear about this. To find out that not only had he willingly let himself get dragged here, but that he eaten and chatted with the Dark Lord, like this was just an ordinary lunch date.
She had been so disappointed that he had kept Riddle’s identity from her. How would she react to know just how often the two of them ended up meeting?
What was wrong with him? Why was he incapable of resisting the urge to be around Riddle? Why did he look forward to their meetings, rather than dread them?
He had always known the Dark Lord was charismatic – anyone capable of ruling an entire country for more than a decade had to be. He had just never suspected that that charm might be used on him, or that it would be so effective.
He was compromised, and he needed to regain control over what this was between them.
“Does your sullen silence mean you have finally become aware?” Riddle leaned forward, baiting him. “Of how much control she truly has over you?”
It stung, and Hadrian had to wrench back the instinct to flinch.
Riddle smiled at him and slipped back into his seat properly. He seemed content that his verbal barb had found its mark, because he switched topics. “How far along are you with the puzzle box? Surely you’ve almost solved it by now?”
Hadrian slowly let the tension bleed out of his jaw now that Riddle had left the subject of his mother alone. “I’m close.” Was all he offered.
Riddle hummed, one hand reaching out, palm facing upwards expectantly. “Show me.” He demanded.
OoO
The boy’s eyes twitched at the order, and Voldemort hardly put any effort into hiding his amusement. “What makes you think I brought it?” Hadrian asked, chin raised.
Voldemort tsked, even as a part of him enjoyed Hadrian’s incessant need to rally against him. It was undeniably refreshing having someone not hesitate to stare him down, to defy him and push back. Not too much, of course, but just enough to provide a challenge.
“You expect me to believe you don’t carry it with you?” He chuckled, “You yourself admitted to me that you find it difficult to leave a project uncompleted. It niggles at your mind until you have finished it.” He pushed his hand closer. “Show me.” He repeated.
Their standoff lasted no more than a minute, before Hadrian aggressively went for his pocket and tugged the puzzle box free. The boy slapped it into his palm, the move borderline childish. “Stop pouting.” He said, leaning back and taking the box with him.
He ran his fingers over the box, going through the sections from memory.
He was disappointed at the lack of progress the boy had made. Kaiser and young Draco had both solved their puzzles and received the clue to the next task already. And here was Hadrian, easily the best of all three, struggling behind like he were inept.
Voldemort supposed some allowances could be made, considering how many problems Hadrian currently had to deal with, not including the tournament, but he expected more.
Did the boy think this was a game?
The Triwizard Tournament was renown for its violent and deadly challenges. It was hardly something the boy could afford to treat lightly. True, the Order was important. But this? Risking his life with his own inaction?
Unacceptable.
Voldemort had too much weighing on Hadrian’s continued existence. And while it would not be terribly difficult to flush Dumbledore out without the boy’s assistance, he found himself…unwilling to attempt it.
The boy was a threat to him, but he was also a desirable asset to have.
In more than one way, he thought as he remembered their last meeting.
He wanted to keep the boy alive. He wanted to continue this fascinating little game they were playing between them. He wanted to cut Hadrian free from the strings his mother had so achingly tied around him, if only to see how the boy would react without her overbearing presence.
Voldemort wanted to sink his own claws into him, so deeply they could never be pried from the boy’s body and mind. He wanted all that brilliance, all that power and unwavering loyalty – and, strangely enough, that warmth and kindness, that smile and those bright, bright eyes – dedicated to him.
And he was not known for his tendency to let things he wanted slip through his fingers.
To keep Hadrian alive, to ensure he stayed that way, he was not afraid to bend the rules.
“Tell me something, Hadrian.” He did not look up from the box as he started working on the next section, the one the boy had yet to complete. He knew he had the other’s attention the moment he started to speak, and the knowledge was exhilarating. “I asked you once if you hated me,” his finger clicked a tile out of place, “care to tell me your answer?”
He watched the boy from the corner of his eyes, taking note of how rigidly he now held himself. It was an impulsive question on his part, completely unplanned – he absently acknowledged that he was prone to making thoughtless decisions around Hadrian – but now that he had voiced it, he was quite eager to hear the answer.
Just what did Hadrian think of him?
There was admiration, certainly. He had seen glimpses of it throughout all of their encounters. Admiration and respect, for his power, for his skills, and for his accomplishments in a way, despite how the boy disagreed with his methods.
And there was understanding as well. Not as apparent, but it was there simmering beneath everything else. They were so alike, after all. Parallels and mirrors. There was no way the boy had not already seen and accepted that fact.
However, all of those had been clear from the beginning.
He wanted to know how the boy felt about him. What did he see when he looked at him? What thoughts darted, quicksilver, through his tantalising mind?
Did he truly hate him for murdering his father, a man he did not even know? What lies – what truths – had his mother whispered honey-sweet in his ear, from before he even knew to defend himself against manipulations?
How did he measure up to the monster Hadrian had no doubt conjured up in his mind?
It was disgusting, how interested he was in finding out those answers. How willing he was to sit and simply listen to this boy talk, to take every word that dripped from his mouth and savour it like the finest of wines.
Pathetic, but he was incapable of ignoring the pull.
“Are you sure you don’t want to shove a truth serum down my throat first?”
Oh, how this boy amused him so.
He laughed, sudden and loud. From over the boy’s shoulder he saw the way Gibbon – one of the men he had sent to collect Hadrian for him – jerk and half-twist around at the noise, before stopping himself.
Voldemort grinned at Hadrian, inclining his head in what one might call a bow if they were being generous. “I will take your answer at face value. Whatever you wish to say, I will assume to be the truth.”
He kept his attention on the box, letting Hadrian roll that over in his mind and come to his own conclusions without scrutiny. He stopped himself from solving the final part and finally looked up at his companion.
There was such noticeable conflict on that young face. It made him wonder just how accurate he had been with his earlier jab at his disillusionment of his mother’s law.
Intriguing, and full of promise.
Voldemort would deny that he held his breath when Hadrian eventually went to speak.
“I…I don’t know.”
It was a concession he had not anticipated, but one he gladly seized.
Uncertain. Hadrian was uncertain over what to feel about him, which essentially told him that even if the boy did hold some flicker of hatred towards him, there was more than enough of something else to make him falter.
He had won wars with less.
“Very well.” He said, nodding in acceptance, and covering his excitement by flicking the last part of the last section so that an audible click followed his words. With a flourish, he presented the completed box to Hadrian, enjoying how the unmasked surprise fluttered over his features.
Voldemort placed the box before him, cracked open only slightly, before standing. He smoothed down his front and slid his outer coat back on.
Hadrian sat, staring at the box in confusion.
Unable to resist, Voldemort buttoned his coat and leaned down so his mouth brushed against the boy’s ear. “Think of it as a gift.” He murmured. “We can’t have you falling too far behind the others after all.” He tapped the table with his knuckles softly, straightening slowly.
Hadrian’s head was tilting up at him, eyes bewildered.
“I’ll be seeing you soon, Hadrian. ‘Till then.” He brushed a hand over the boy’s shoulder as he moved off.
As he passed Gibbon, he ordered, “Make sure he makes it back to his hotel.” Without stopping to make sure it would be carried out, he departed the pub.
He apparated to his manor, feet not missing a beat as he entered his study.
It had been a good day, and he had no doubt tomorrow would be even more interesting.
His eyes skimmed over the open letter on his desk, lips tugging into a smirk.
Professor Riddle,
I’m writing in regards to your offer of a meeting. As Yule itself has finished, I find my schedule has cleared, and was wondering if you were opposed to a late lunch with me this coming Tuesday.
Sincerely,
Amelia Evans.
Honestly, this was almost too easy sometimes.
Notes:
For those of you disappointed at the lack of Hadrian standing up for himself, be patient my lovely readers. I promise you, the reckoning is coming. And it will be glorious to behold.
And editing the scene between Hadrian and Riddle had me kinda sitting here like, "jfc Riddle is so much like someone on a date with their crush. 'Does he like me? Oh he's so pretty! I hope he likes me as much as I like him!' - Like, did I accidentally make the Dark Lord a giddy schoolgirl?"
Oh well, I guess haha.
As always, lemme know your thoughts guys :)
Chapter 32: Chapter Thirty Two
Notes:
*Slowly drags my body out from the hovel I've been residing in* Hheeyy guys~
God, I'm a terrible person. I know how badly people have been waiting for an update, and honestly, I've been so wanting to get to this section of the story for ages. This chapter and the next couple have been in my head since DAY ONE of CS and now they're finally getting written.
I'm really sorry I've made you all wait this long. Tbh, I've been caught between writing this MONSTER fic for the Voltron fandom (not related to my War Games series, unfortunately) and it's already at 36,000 words and I'm not even half-way done T_T and trying to find inspiration to write other stuff and it's just been ugh for these past months.
For those asking, ybtm(ibty) is still ongoing, it's not abandoned, but like I said when I first posted it, CS is my main priority, so that one is on the back burner for now. But I will return to it soon.
As always - thank you to everyone who has commented/left a kudos. Weirdly enough, the number of comments and bookmarks have been increasing these past couple days......it's almost like you guys knew I was about to update....suspicious.....
But enough about all that junk, please enjoy this long-awaited chapter!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sirius watched her from where he was leaning against the bathroom doorframe, not even attempting to hide the disapproval that dug lines around his mouth.
Lily ignored him as she adjusted her hair with all the care of an artist; ensuring that the black strands were impeccably styled. The last few years of her life had been solely dedicated to maintaining the image of Amelia Evans – perfecting the act of the magically-weak witch, whose only redeeming qualities seemed to be her talent for potions, and her son.
She knew how to present herself just so to convey her role convincingly; to escape suspicion and get what she wanted from those around her.
Slipping that mask on was as easy as breathing for her now.
But she never forgot her roots – never forgot what she had lost. What was stolen from her.
Her eyes critically scanned her altered features, scrutinising every inch for the slightest hint of a flaw.
She could not afford to make any mistakes today, not with what she was about to do. All it would take was one little thing going wrong and it would all fall apart.
She looked harder.
Lily knew that she was attractive. Even without the fabled pureblood genes, she had always been considered pretty. But that had not been enough back then.
As Harry grew, it was obvious to her that he was taking after his father in terms of looks. He so clearly had the features of a pureblood line, and Lily had been pressed to explain why that was.
So, she had chosen a glamour that emphasised her natural beauty into something more sophisticated, to stop the awkward questions before they became a problem.
Lily had made sure that Amelia Evans was a gorgeous woman, and over the years she had handled plenty of would-be suitors, fending them off with soft smiles or vicious words.
She was effortlessly able to use her looks to her advantage if she had to, not matter how it gnawed at her. Because it always felt like a betrayal to James to so much as flirt with another.
But this…
This was completely, frighteningly, different. She had charmed many a man before, she knew how it worked. But she had never tried it on someone even close to Voldemort’s level – both in magical prowess and sheer dangerousness.
If this were anyone else, she knew she would have a chance. But Tom Riddle, Voldemort, whatever he went by, would likely never fall for such a ruse.
She was insane for even contemplating it. Everyone thought so, and had made their opinions known quite vocally during the meeting.
But she knew something they did not.
“Forgive my forwardness, Mrs. Evans, but you look stunning this evening.”
Just the memory of his words, his eyes, his tone, shook her to her core.
Riddle had made the compliment sound genuine that night – so genuine in fact, that she honestly believed he was telling the truth. At the time, she had been too uncomfortable with the man’s attention to really understand the intent behind his words. She had been trying to see the whole picture while missing half the puzzle pieces.
So she had chalked it up to the professor just being a disturbing old man and a Death Eater sympathiser.
But now that she knew who he truly was, she could not help but feel a greater unease at the Dark Lord’s casual admiration, and at what it meant.
“It is easy to see who your son takes after.”
Just thinking about it made her skin crawl. It disgusted her to even acknowledge what the man had been hinting at.
But then again, if Voldemort was actually attracted to her son, then it was not an avenue that she could wilfully ignore.
She had to use any advantage she could if she wanted to succeed.
Though it would be so much easier if she could…but no, this was not something she could ask of Harry, or Hadrian for that matter. To use himself as honey in such a way.
No. This was one fly she would have to trap alone.
She wanted to believe that it was because the idea of him engaging in such a perilous game with the Dark Lord nauseated her; and while that was correct for the most part, Lily quietly knew it was also because she did not even know if she could trust her son these days.
Harry was acting less and less like himself. She rarely saw glimpses of her boy now, totally submerged as he was in Hadrian.
He was keeping secrets. He was going behind her back. He was excluding her when making important decisions.
If she set Hadrian after Voldemort now, she did not have faith in him to actually do the job.
There was just some connection between them, some implicit thread winding around them – and that horrified her. Because the way they looked at each other, the way they spoke about the other, the small, infinitesimal smiles that lurked on their lips when they were together…
That was not hate. That was not even dislike.
There was a sliver of intimacy to their interactions, like the moment they locked onto each other everything else ceased to exist.
Lily had foolishly overlooked that for too long. She had seen it, recognised it, but brushed it aside. Because she had not know that the sly, discomforting professor was the ruler of Britain.
Their enemy.
Hadrian had though. He had been aware for weeks and instead of coming to her with the information so that they could re-evaluate and retreat, he had let himself get compromised.
It made her feel like a failure, somehow, for letting it get that far without even realising it.
Harry had always been a bright boy after all, driven by curiosity even as a small child. She had encouraged that spark, had loved the way his green eyes would light up with knowledge, even as it pained her to know why he needed to understand these things.
Harry’s thirst to learn had always been ahis greatest asset and most obvious weakness.
She had known that his interest in Voldemort was both academic and something more, but she had seen it as an innocent obsession. What else could she have expected from the way they were forced to live?
Voldemort must have seen that, and used it to warp Harry’s perspective.
Her fingers tightened around the sink’s edge, the porcelain cold under her palms. Lily forced herself to take a slow breath and let go.
Her resolve strengthened.
She had to do this by herself. She had to get close enough to Voldemort to get what Dumbledore wanted, and – maybe, if it was possible – take him out.
That second part was not in the official plan, but it burned through her.
For so long, Lily had held onto the prophecy like it was her salvation. The assurance that Harry was supposed to be the one to vanquish the Dark Lord had been forever at the forefront of her mind. It had been her guiding light for almost two decades.
But now Harry was faltering in their cause, and if he could not – would not, did not want to - do it, then she would.
For them. For Britain. For James.
“Are you sure this is a good idea, Lils?” Sirius asked, his arms crossed and eyes narrowed.
He had been reserved ever since she had volunteered for this task; following her when she had left for the hotel room and watching her get ready for her mission without a sound.
Lily caught his gaze in the mirror, easily spotting the apprehension on his face. Her chest warmed at the naked concern he held for her. Sirius and her had always been close, even before she and James had begun dating. There were odd parallels between them that had called out to each other.
“It needs to be done.” Was all she offered him, eyes already fixed back on her reflection.
Behind her, his expression twisted.
“Just because it needs to be done, doesn’t mean you have to be the one to do it. This is…” he grimaced. “He killed your husband, Lily.”
Her shoulder drew back automatically, as they always did at the mention of James. “I’m well aware, Sirius.” She said, barely able to unclenched her jaw long enough to squeeze the words out.
Sirius did not back down from the clear warning in her tone, not like Harry would have. “Are you even going to be able to control yourself?” His doubt stung more than she expected, though it was swiftly drowned by her anger. She whipped around to face him.
“Yes.”
He studied her, and the gleam of disappointment in his eyes when he glanced away was like a slap. He looked like he had been searching for something and had not found it.
Lily hated that expression, like she was lacking.
They both already knew what she was missing.
What right did he have to judge her for her decisions? She was not the sweet, doe-eyed girl that had skipped into Hogwarts with silly dreams and big aspirations. She was not even the jaded soldier from the first war.
Lily was like a shattered stain-glass window. Her pieces mismatched and cracked. She had taken her broken edges and sharpened them, surrounded herself and her child with them like a shield.
She was ruined, but like hell was she going to let that stop her.
“You don’t need to prove anything, you know that right?” Sirius said to her, quiet and sad. “Taking a risk this big, it’s not like you, Lils. Trying to get close to Voldemort…We can do this another way. You don’t have to go through with this.”
She heard what he said, but all her mind could comprehend was the I don’t think you can do it that his tone implied.
“Enough, Sirius. This isn’t a negotiation. I’m doing this, and nothing you say is going to change my mind. I have to.”
Frustration crossed his face, and Lily knew she was not going to like what he said next.
“What if you make a mistake, huh? What happens if you give something away and he figures it out? What then? You believe he’d just let you waltz out of there? You think that you’d have some shot at getting away again if he came after you?” He looked at her darkly.
“The only reason you got away the first time was because James was there to distract him. And we both know that you’re a formidable witch, Lily, but you’re not a dueller. If James couldn’t beat him in a fight, how the fuck do you think you could?”
She wanted to recoil from his venom, but stubbornness and pride kept her in place. “I’d find a way.” She declared.
Sirius barked a laugh, short and disbelieving. “You are a dangerously arrogant woman.” He told her. “I can’t –” He spun on his heels and vanished back into the main bedroom.
Lily stood frozen for a moment before she stalked after him.
“Are you alright?”
She stopped just inside her bedroom when she heard Harry’s voice.
That was right. He was preparing to go out with Malfoy’s progeny and their muggleborn ward. It was the entire reason she had scheduled this lunch with Voldemort today, after all.
Lily bit her lip, tempted to step in, but she knew Sirius would keep what was discussed between them. It was one of her conditions with the Order, to leave Harry out of this whole mission.
The last thing any of them needed was him trying to interfere in some misguided attempt to help her.
She listened as Sirius sighed. “Yeah kiddo, I’m just getting antsy from all this sitting around.”
There was a smile in Harry’s voice when he replied. “I can understand that.”
“You going out I take it?”
Lily wanted to roll her eyes at Sirius’ tone. It was too obvious that he was hiding something, and she had no doubt that her son would pick up on it immediately.
True to her thoughts, there was a pointed lull before Harry spoke again. “Yes. I’m heading out with a few friends for lunch. Are you going back to your group soon?”
Sirius laughed again, though the noise was softer this time, tinged with open affection. If this were any other moment, perhaps Lily would have appreciated how hard Sirius was trying to connect with Harry.
“That eager to be rid of me?”
“Well, I didn’t want to say anything but…”
There was a dull thump, followed by what sounded like a scuffle. “Ungrateful little monster. Where’d all that respectful parrain business go?”
“Let me go!”
“Apologise!”
Lily, curiosity awoken, peered around the corner. She took in the sight of Sirius and Harry, the former having wrapped an arm around the other’s neck. Her son was flailing like an eel to free himself from the hold.
It meant nothing, she knew. Harry was well-versed in self-defence, and was at the top of his physical classes – particularly hand-to-hand combat.
If he truly wanted to get out of Sirius’ grip, he would have the older wizard pinned to the ground.
“Va te faire foutre!” Harry snapped, but the glint in his eyes was downright playful.
“I know that one.” Sirius announced, rubbing his hand roughly through Harry’s hair and absolutely destroying what only copious amounts of gel could create. “Nice try, squirt.”
From the way he was bent, Lily had trouble reading Harry’s lips. Whatever he murmured must have been interesting though, for Sirius hesitated. “I’m not sure I want to know what that one means.”
“You really don’t.” Harry told him sweetly, finally digging his fingers into a nerve in Sirius’ elbow that had the man releasing him swiftly, a wince cutting into his face.
“Dammit brat.” Sirius hissed, rubbing at the point and staring ruefully at his godson. “You’ve sure got a mouth on you. They let you swear at that hoity-toity school of yours?”
Harry was attempting to fix his hair fruitlessly, his eyes guarded as he stared at Sirius. “I’m seventeen.” He answered, as if that explained everything.
Sirius, of course, nodded sagely, humming in agreement. “Ah, yes. How stupid of me.”
Harry rolled his eyes, smoothing out the front of his shirt with a slow press for his hand. “Maman.” He greeted, though his gaze had never once flickered in her direction. “Are you leaving with Sirius?”
Her old friend’s attention shot to her as she approached, looking startled, as if he had forgotten that they were not alone. Lily avoided the judgement in his eyes by turning to Harry. “Yes, darling. I’m not sure when we will be returning, but I’m sure you will be fine.”
She walked over to him and placed a gentle kiss on his temple. Harry leaned into the touch, but did not reciprocate with anything beyond a smile. She ignored the twinge in her chest at his subtle rejection.
Yet another example of how far he had drifted from her.
“Stay safe while you’re with them, okay?” She asked, pulling on her overcoat and going to stand by the door. Sirius had already ducked out ahead of her and would be waiting in the hall.
Harry made a vague noise of promise, and Lily only hovered for a second before she closed the door, knowing that that would be the best she would get out of him.
Her fingertips lingered on the wood before she forced herself to step away.
Sirius stared at her for a beat, then his eyes trailed back to the door. His brow furrowed, and she knew what he was going to say before he even opened his mouth. It was written plain across his face. “You should tell him.”
Lily pursed her lips but did not reply, lacking the energy or desire to have another fight over this.
She headed for the elevator and pressed the button for the ground floor. Sirius stepped in beside her when it shot in, still looking ready to start something. “Lily –”
“Don’t tell me how to deal with my own child, Sirius.” She warned, the back of her neck prickling.
He scoffed. “In case it’s escaped your notice somehow, he’s hardly a child anymore. He’s an adult, Lily, and you have to start treating him like one.” He gestured at the elevator doors pointedly. “I’ve known him for what might amount to a week, and even I can see how much he hates being belittled.”
Her head snapped around to stare at him. “You think you have the right to lecture me? You’re the one constantly calling him ‘kid’ or some other infantile nickname. Maybe you should take your own damn advice.”
His shoulders kicked up defensively. “That’s not the same and you know it.” He said firmly. “There’s a big difference between me giving my godson a nickname, and me dismissing him because of his age. Come on, Lils, you know this. He’s in this as much as we are now. What would James –”
“Don’t.”
Sirius wisely stopped himself from continuing, turning his head away from her and glaring at the elegant interior of the elevator.
They remained silent the entire way down, and as the doors opened they spilled out into the lobby floor.
Lily led the way outside, heading for the apparition point. Sirius, disguised once again, stayed half a step behind her until they came up to the place.
As they approached, Sirius reached out and closed his hand around her arm. “Look…what I was saying before…I know I overstepped. You’re right, he’s your kid and I shouldn’t stick my nose into your business.” His expression changed, a shift of his mouth, the skin around his eyes becoming pinched.
“It’s just. I know what it’s like to have a falling out with your mother, and while you and Hadrian are nowhere close to that level, I don’t want anything similar to happen to either of you.” His thumb rubbed against her absently. “Can you just promise me you’ll think about what I said? Please.”
Lily glanced down at where his fingers were curled softly around her arm, feeling shame and guilt burst inside her gut. “I will.” She said quietly.
A small smile came to his glamoured face, and the storm in his eyes subsided. “Good.” He released her, his expression melting into something more stern, and whatever small moment they were having was pushed away.
“We’re going to have a few people stationed around the restaurant, but there won’t be anyone inside with you unfortunately. The place is too pricey, too private and too elite for us to wriggle our way in. So you’ll have to be extra careful.” He held out a ring to her, which she took and slid onto her right middle finger.
“This will alert us if you’re in trouble. Only activate it if you think he’s about to try something, or if he figures anything out. We’ll rip the place apart to get you out.”
Lily nodded, gazing down at the ring.
It was a last-option only, she knew. Activating it would without a doubt blow her cover. Voldemort was a genius, and he would know she was a part of the Order the minute they tried to rescue her. It would be painfully easy for him to narrow the possibilities down to her true identity.
She swallowed, the weight of this settling around her shoulders, and dropped her hand.
“I’ll be careful.” She promised.
“You’d better.” Sirius pulled her into a loose hug, and it was as warm and encompassing as always. “I don’t want to lose another friend, Lils. Especially not you. You’ve got to be smart about this.”
“I’ll be careful, Sirius,” she repeated. “I swear.” Her finger briefly dug into his coat, hiding how they trembled.
Lily felt the heavy breath he let out as he stepped back. “Okay.” One of his hands came up and tugged on one of her inky strands of hair. “See you on the other side.”
She gave him her most confident grin and moved to the apparition point. She pulled up the image of the corner of Diagon Alley where the restaurant resided in her mind, and let herself be whisked away.
The crowd that she appeared in was thick and loud.
Lily took a moment to orientate herself, eyes searching for some familiar sites.
It felt like it had been so long since she had been in this section of the Alley.
Not since James…
Lily pushed onwards, keeping a look out for the name of the restaurant that Rid – that Voldemort had picked. She had not recognised it, but it had been almost two decades since she had last been in the area. Businesses came and went all the time.
She craned her neck, trying to see over the heads of those around her. Sometimes she really hated being so short, but at least she did not have to suffer alone. It was always kind of amusing to her to see Harry with his friends, most of whom were at least a few inches taller than him.
Lily’s eyes landed on the expertly painted sign perched atop a large three-storey building, and made her way there.
It certainly did look extravagant, but her time spent in France had dulled her senses to such luxury. It was such a beautiful country, filled with rich culture and artistic features. One grew accustomed to that standard of opulence eventually.
Lily went for the door, not even surprised when it opened before she could reach for the handle.
A neatly dressed man stood on the other side, looking at her with a perfectly polite, welcoming expression. It was the same painstakingly crafted face all types of service employees donned, muggle and magical alike.
“Good day, my lady, and welcome to The Opal.” He ushered her inside, his movements precise and clearly well practised. Lily stepped in, smiling and waiting as he closed the door before returning his gaze to her. “Do you have a reservation?”
Lily kept her lips tilted upwards, even though her gut clenched. “Yes. I believe it’s under ‘Riddle’.”
There was a barely perceivable widening of his eyes. “Of course, you are Professor Riddle’s date. He’s already been seated.”
“Oh.” Lily numbly allowed the man to take her coat, her mind pinching over the ‘date’ remark. She refrained from correcting him. “Do you know Professor Riddle?” She asked.
And the man grinned, apparently deeming it safe to drop his work persona. He ruffled his blonde hair with one hand and tapped his thigh with the other in what might have been a nervous tick.
Lily frowned, suddenly struck. Did she know this man? He could only be a few years younger than her. Perhaps they had gone to Hogwarts together?
“Naturally. He was something of a tutor for me after I graduated school. Really helped me improve on my defensive and offensive magic. The man’s incredible, and he really cares for his students, you know? Never berated me for a mistake, never demeaned me, always had a bit of advice ready. And he’s just so passionate as well.”
The smile on his face was definitely filled with admiration. Lily’s unease bloomed once more. “I see.”
He shook his head, blushing charmingly as he ducked his eyes away. “Sorry about that, sometimes I get carried away. Would you like me to take you to your table now?”
“Yes, thank you.” She answered mechanically.
The dining hall she was brought into was just as lavish as the outside. Filled with soft whites and gold accents and splashes of light pinks and yellows, all reflecting off of the three ornate crystal chandeliers that hung from the ceiling.
It was gorgeous, and Lily might have basked in the pleasant picture for more than a fraction of a second if the breath had not been stolen from her lungs.
Because…it looked different…the colours were wrong, and the layout had changed – but those arches, and the pillars, and the way the midday sun was lighting the room…she was almost positive…
“My lady?”
She blinked heavily, throat working furiously to wet her suddenly dry mouth. “Was this restaurant by any chance renovated recently?”
The attendant cocked his head, but shrugged. “Well, not ‘recently’, but there was a change in management about fifteen years ago, I think? The whole place got redone.”
“What was it called?” She asked, voice hardly above a whisper.
He gave her another long, searching look, before answering. “The Golden Dragon.”
Lily felt the strength in her knees wane, and it was only sheer force of will that stopped her from collapsing in the middle of the room in shock.
The Golden Dragon.
God, why had Sirius not warned her? Did he know? He had been in Britain this whole time. But would he even be keeping track of something like this? He was a fugitive, and it had been nineteen years.
“Are you alright, my lady?”
Lily came back to herself, her mind sluggishly shifting into focus. She swallowed thickly and cleared her throat. “Yes. Yes I’m fine, thank you. Just lost in thought.” She laughed lightly, delicately, as her thoughts spun.
This was where –
“Right this way, then.”
She let herself be guided up towards the back of the room. For one horrid moment, she thought it was that table, and her chest contracted harshly with each step until they were right there -
No. No, he gestured to the table just beside it.
Her heartrate slowed, and she sat down when he pulled the chair out for her. She was acutely aware of the table behind her, of the chair less than a metre from her back, of how if she looked over her shoulder she would see it all.
The place opposite her was empty, and Lily latched onto the random thought like a lifeline.
“I thought Professor Riddle was already here?” She asked, tilting her head up to the attendant and regulating her breathing.
“Oh, he is, my lady. But he’s in the back right now. The manager is an old friend of his, and he doesn’t come by as often as he used to unfortunately.” The same friendly grin was aimed at her full force. “I’ll go let him know you’ve arrived.”
And with that, she was alone.
Lily stared at the white tablecloth, studying the intricately embroidered patterns blankly. Her mind whirred.
Did Voldemort know? Did he suspect? Was that why he chose this restaurant – to mock her pain in some cheap way to hurt her? Or was it all some big coincidence, and this was just a universally popular setting?
She closed her eyes, memories from long before echoing in her ears.
“Are you going to leave me here all night? My knees aren’t what they used to be, Lils.”
“You’re twenty.”
“Oh good, you’re still there. Want to answer my original question though? Before the embarrassment kills me, and all the other guys get called in to investigate the crime scene and laugh –”
“Yes, you moron! Of course it’s yes!”
“Mrs. Evans.”
Her eyes flew open.
Voldemort, through Riddle’s face, stared down at her.
“Professor Riddle.”
His lips twisted into a small amused curve. “I believe we’ve done this before,” he said, taking his seat across from her with all the grace of a dancer, “but it bears reminding. Just Tom is fine.”
Sometimes she despised societal norms.
“Amelia.” She offered, hating every second of this.
It seemed like an age since that conversation in the owlery; she had forgotten that she had already had to endure this. Although, back then she had been completely unaware of just who she was conversing with.
Now, giving this permission – even if it was not her real name – carried all new meaning.
“I’m sorry for keeping you waiting, I was visiting an old friend. I’m sure you can understand how that can go.”
Lily did, much more these days at least. “It’s fine. Time often runs away from us when we are catching up with people.”
“Aptly put.” Voldemort said as he flagged down a waitress, who must have been hovering just out of her sight, because the woman appeared within seconds. “Two glasses of Witch’s Heart.” He ordered without glancing at the menu laid out in front of him.
The woman bowed respectfully and left.
Voldemort glanced back at her and smiled again. “Forgive my presumption,” he said in an almost sweet tone, “but it is one of their finest brands. I do hope you’ll enjoy it.”
Lily dipped her head demurely, and firmly kept any irritation hidden from view. “Thank you, I’m sure it will be delicious.” The words fell smoothly, but they felt wrong.
Voldemort loosely linked his hands together and stared at her from over his knuckles. The intensity behind his eyes was suffocating, and it made her wonder how no one – including her – ever seemed to have put two and two together.
There was something erroneous about Tom Riddle, some sinister air that made the hairs on the back of your neck rise in his presence. But for some reason, everyone was content to ignore it.
Lily had noticed it the moment they had met, but it was only Dumbledore’s confession that finally told her why, exactly, the man made every one of her instincts shudder.
Focus, Lily. You have a mission.
“So, Tom.” She said, lilting her voice a touch higher to disguise how she wanted to gag at addressing him so casually. “This lunch was originally your idea. I admit that I am curious as to why you wished to meet with me.”
His eyelids lowered in a lazy blink, unhurried, and not once did his expression waver from the pleasant mask he was wearing.
He reminded her sharply of a cat sunbathing, watching as a mouse scurried about in front of it, but lacking the desire to chase just yet.
The comparison did little to calm her nerves.
“I imagine a woman such as yourself is not unaccustomed to receiving such invitations, Amelia.”
“Such as myself?”
Voldemort grinned at her, his charm completely disarming and utterly reminiscent of Hadrian.
Her fingers twisted in her lap.
Was this what Harry had to contend with all the time? The full weight of this man’s threatening attention. All that charisma being targeted on one person…
It seemed that Tom Riddle was equally as treacherous to deal with as his alter ego – perhaps even more so, given that most would not be able to see the knife he fiddled with until it was buried in their back.
“Intelligent, of course.” The compliment hit her strangely, the stone in her chest growing. “Refined. Tasteful.” Those blue eyes dipped from her own down to her body with a single sweep.
If this were anyone else, Lily might have assumed the move was a sign of sexual attraction. But she knew who this was, and it would take more than her body to draw him in like that.
“Exquisite.” He murmured, tongue curling around the word like a lover’s embrace.
Lily had to look away first, the chill spreading through her, starting at her cheeks and rapidly racing down the back of her neck. She felt light-headed.
The waitress reappeared beside them, saving her from having to find a reply to that. The woman gently placed their glasses down, then filled them just under halfway.
The deep crimson wine looked like blood.
‘Witch’s Heart’, indeed.
Lily watched through her lashes as Voldemort grasped his drink and took a long, slow drag of his wine. The man’s unnerving gaze pierced her as he drank, eyes practically glinting at her from over the rim of the glass.
“It is to your liking, sir?” The waitress asked, patient and apparently unbothered by the tension playing out in front of her.
Voldemort delicately put his glass back down, turning his smile on the woman without his attention straying for an instance. “Absolutely perfect, my dear.”
There was a splash of relief on the waitress’ face that was swiftly washed away by her professionalism. “Are you ready to order?” She inquired, a quill and notepad shooting up to float beside her when she flicked her wrist.
They had not even looked at their menus yet, and Lily opened her mouth to say as much. Voldemort, however, merely waved his hand flippantly. “Surprise us. I’m sure your choice will be more than adequate.”
Lily swallowed down her protest before it could bubble out of her. Amelia Evans was not the type of woman to fight over something as silly as having her meal chosen for her. No matter how she wanted to have measure of control over the situation, Lily could not afford to break character.
Though this time, she could not help but note, Voldemort did not apologise for ordering for her. Instead, he had returned to staring at her with that curious little expression on his face.
They sat in silence, Lily brimming with discomfort and severely regretting this plan. It was just that underneath her fear and concern, was the ever consuming inferno of rage nestled in her heart. She could feel it, pulsating and hungry to finally get revenge on this monster.
It was only her impeccable level of restraint that held her back from going for her wand and striking.
“So, Amelia.” Voldemort spoke, effortlessly snaring her attention again. “Tell me more about yourself. I’ve learned some from Hadrian, but speaking with your son tends to leave me with more questions then answers.” The edges of his countenance softened with affection.
Under the safety of the tablecloth, her hands clenched. It seemed that no matter how many times she heard of their interactions, she would always react with anger whenever they were brought up.
“What do you do?”
Lily reached out and took a sip of her wine. It was rich and heavy and burned deliciously as it slid down to her stomach. “I make potions for a living. I lack a strong magical core, but I have just enough to create them.”
A perfectly vague answer.
Voldemort hummed, the noise rumbling low in his throat. “A talent you’ve passed onto your son, I understand. From what the other professors say, Hadrian is easily one of the most proficient students to ever grace Hogwarts’ halls.” A borderline arrogant smirk graced his mouth. “And that is high praise indeed, considering the long list of legendary witches and wizards Hogwarts has nurtured over the centuries.”
That was very close to bragging, and though Lily was Hogwarts through and through, Amelia Evans was loyal to Beauxbatons.
“Yes, Hogwarts is a marvellous school, but I have found few locations that can compare to Beauxbatons.”
He tipped his glass in her direction, acknowledging her point but letting the topic move on. “I find myself curious, Amelia.”
She could feel the slow creep of tension slipping into her back. “Oh?”
“Yes.” He leaned forward, one elbow braced on the table, his hand cupping his jaw, long fingers stretching up over his cheek. “What is your opinion on this tournament? I’ve spoken with many of the foreign representatives, but your view, I believe, would be rather different – considering your son is one of the champions.”
Lily took another drink to give herself time to think. She had far too many opinions on Harry’s appointment as champion, nearly all of them negative. However, listing them so plainly in front of the man largely responsible for the tournament’s revival would be foolish.
“I have the utmost faith in Hadrian’s abilities to survive the tournament.”
The man tilted his head, “‘Survive’. Not ‘win’?”
She bit the side of her mouth and sucked harshly. The burst of fresh pain clearing her mind. “Hadrian has as much chance of winning as any of them. Forgive me, but I am much more concerned that he lives, rather than a potential redundant title.”
Lily cleared her throat, getting rid of the sudden itch building there. She drank again to sooth the sensation.
“Of course.” Voldemort’s keen eyes flittered down to her wine glass, then to the tablecloth, then back up to her. “My apologies for suggesting otherwise. You must already be fraught with stress from the first task.”
Lily carefully projected sorrow at the reminder of that colossal mess. Hadrian had competed splendidly, but Britain’s failure to keep him safe after he had finished still left her queasy.
She remembered the sheer amount of blood that had painted the wall behind Harry’s head.
She remembered that she had almost lost her boy.
And, she remembered quietly, the manticore had shrieked so loudly when the Dark Lord expanded the knife in its eye to rip its head apart.
Lily had not given it much thought at the time – too filled with panic at the fact that Harry was not moving - but now that she gave it pause, she had to admit that that had been quite the reaction from Voldemort.
He had not dawdled or prolonged the torture of the creature that dared defy him. He had not simply subdued it as he probably should have.
No.
He had bypassed logic or reason. He had gone for the first, most efficient option available to him and murdered it out of vengeance.
“I was terrified for him then, yes.” She admitted softly, even as her eyes picked and prodded at his face.
It was barely perceivable, but she caught the flash of violent energy that flared behind his poised mask.
As if the mere mention of Harry’s brush with death pushed him close to losing control.
That…was not what she expected.
It was painfully clear that Hadrian’s captivation with Voldemort was mirrored back, but this…
If Voldemort had truly lost his composure during the first task just to avenge her son…
Lily had no idea what to do with that. What could she even do with it?
She did not know what telling the Order of Voldemort’s - interest in Harry would lead to.
The tickle in the back of her throat reappeared, and she coughed lightly to dispel it.
The noise broke whatever cloud had draped itself over the disguised Dark Lord, bringing the full weight of his focus back to her. “Well, here’s to young Hadrian’s continued good health.” He offered his glass, and Lily tapped hers against it in the lightest of toasts.
The irony of Voldemort wishing Harry well was not lost on her, and she struggled to supress a dark, sardonic smile.
The waitress returned at that moment, two crisp white plates balanced in her hands. She placed the meals in front of them, and Lily’s stomach faintly groaned in approval at the wondrous scent.
The lamb alone looked like perfection.
Once the waitress departed, with a low question of whether they required anything else, Voldemort started eating. Lily, with her heart throbbing in her ribcage, did the same.
The man’s eyes fluttered closed in apparent rapture, and she froze in the wake of such a human expression. This was all so wrong.
Her fingers trembled around her cutlery.
They ate in silence for a few precious moments, but Lily knew the peace would not last. Not with this man.
But it finally allowed her to regain her feet.
“Have you always wanted to be a professor?”
Dumbledore had already told her the intimate details of Tom Riddle’s life, or a mostly completed picture at least. Much of Voldemort’s life was still obscure to them all.
Voldemort swallowed, shifted his knife and fork to one hand, and took a drink. Lily reigned in her annoyance at the delaying tactic.
“Teaching has always been a point of interest for me. Even as a student I enjoyed helping my peers better themselves. Becoming a professor was a natural progression I suppose.”
I’m sure it was. It had nothing to do with indoctrination or conditioning an entire generation to follow your ways.
She definitely could not say that. Lily sliced off a section of lamb and stuffed it in her mouth to kill the temptation.
“And how has my fair country rated for you?” He asked easily, probing and only showing the dimmest glimmer of interest in her response.
Lily severely doubted the pretence. But the truth was slipping from her mouth without reservation. She had missed England. All these years, and the ache had never once diminished.
Not even being here again, for the first time since that Halloween night, could erase the sheer longing she still felt. Because this was not the home of her memories. It was an ugly and broken place right now.
But even as much as its current state burned her, she loved it fiercely.
“England is a beautiful country.” She told him, making sure to check the deep want in her voice.
He smiled at her, and Lily could not tell if the delight in his eyes was genuine or not.
“That’s excellent to hear. But I was referring to our society itself. France is a neutral country, and for decades you have striven to ensure the rights of not only Light and Dark magic, but of magical creatures as well. One might even say your country was the one who set the precedent in Europe.”
He wanted her to discuss her views on - himself?
This could very quickly spiral out of order.
He must have spotted her hesitation, for he smiled again in amusement. “Are you a Light witch, Amelia?” It was hardly the most invasive question she had ever been faced with.
“Yes. And you?” As if she did not already know. But what type of man was he pretending to be? Who was Tom Riddle?
“Dark.” He replied swiftly, and there was more than a little pride in his tone. “And yet here we are. Two opposing forces, eating and talking without a problem.” His smile was a touch too sharp, and as he cut into his steak, it bled red.
Lily’s guard snapped up instantly.
“I find it simply fascinating that a Light witch and her muggle husband produced one of the strongest Grey wizards I have ever encountered. You see, that normally doesn’t happen. Magical affiliation tends to be a common trend in families, and according to your records no one in you family line had more than a sliver of potential for anything other than Light magic.”
There was something in his expression, something too hard and too distant for her to properly read. His eyes caught and held hers.
Then it cleared and he looked only thoughtful. “Although…Perhaps it was your muggle husband’s blood that purged your own tainted bloodline and that allowed Hadrian’s true strength to emerge, like a butterfly from a cocoon. I rather like that idea, it reminds me of myself.” He glanced down at his wine glass, and the warmth on his face was almost a private, sweet thing.
“Yet another similarity between us.”
Lily inhaled sharply at that, appalled and disgusted. She opened her mouth – to reject the idea? How could she, without revealing something vital? Or to defend her son, who would never be like the Dark Lord – but was cut off by a sudden, horrible burn in her throat.
Her hand came up to cover her mouth, and her shoulders heaved as she coughed harshly to try and clear her blocked airway.
Across from her, Voldemort did not so much as twitch in concern.
Lily gagged, and it was like stones were lodged in her oesophagus. She choked and groaned, felt something give way, and then the attack passed.
Her hand shook as she slowly drew it away from her lips.
Her palm was speckled with blood.
“Ah.” She heard, but it sounded far off. “It was taking so long to affect you that I was beginning to suspect we hadn’t given you enough. The blood is a surprise though.”
Lily raised her head to stare at him, uncomprehending. Her mind was still stuck on the red staining her hand.
Voldemort had his chin perched carefully on the back of his palm. He was watching her, apathetic to whatever was happening – to whatever he had done to her.
But it was not his indifference that had her freezing in fear.
His eyes were red.
Lily threw herself to her feet, the chair clattering noisily to the ground.
But the room swam.
She stumbled back, knocking against the table behind her. Her knees gave out and she tumbled down with a surprised gasp.
Her chest was on fire, and she could feel her airway closely rapidly once more, announcing the oncoming attack.
Lily hunched over to cough again; her entire throat was rubbed raw, and blood dribbled from her mouth to the polished wooden floor.
She had to get out of here.
Blindly, Lily reached for her ring, her fingers clumsy and wet and frantic.
Hands curled over hers, pulling them apart and using the grip to haul her half-upright so that she was sitting instead of laying in a heap. Her eyes were watering too much for her to see properly.
“Breathe.” The order was whispered against the shell of her ear. Lily tried but it was too hard to force oxygen down her swollen throat. “Hush, it’s alright Lady Potter.” The voice paused, and then, “Barty.”
Lily saw a blur move towards her, and barely felt the pinprick on her thigh as the person crowded close to her.
Her head was too clouded by panic and confusion to process what was happening – but air, cool and blessedly fresh, rushed through her.
A warm palm flattened against her forehead, fingers brushing the sweat-dampened hair back from her face.
She blinked up, vision jumping in and out of focus.
Curious red eyes peered down at her.
Voldemort was sitting beside her, his strong body supporting her shuddering form easily.
“W – w –”
He shushed her again, tracing his thumb across her cheek tenderly. Lily tried desperately to turn away, but whatever he had poisoned her with had left her as weak as a newborn. She did not even have the strength to hold her own head up.
“Don’t try to speak, Lady Potter. The antidote is working through your system right now. I did not anticipate how strongly you would react.” He sounded more annoyed than concerned.
But then his words fully registered. Lady Potter. It was the second time he had addressed her as such, and her heart thudded in terror.
He knew. He knew who she was – who Harry was.
Why was she still alive?
He rearranged her, gently, like he actually cared how much damage he dealt her. His arms slid around her and he stood, placing her comfortably back in a chair from the table beside them.
Where she had been when James proposed to her.
Tears sprung to her eyes, hot and painful.
Voldemort stayed crouched in front of her, gazing up with pity in his eyes.
Just beside him, Lily could finally recognise the attendant that had greeted her, though everything about him had changed. The innocent, boyish façade had melted from him. Now, she could see the manic energy that vibrated from him and the dangerous curve to his lips.
Voldemort sighed deeply, the noise dragging her attention back to him. “I apologise for the rough treatment, Lady Potter,” a strange emotion rippled over his features. “Lily.” He corrected, like had had any right to say her name.
Her gaze roamed the room urgently, but of those few in the dining area with them, none were looking in their direction. Even the wait staff carried on like nothing unusual was occurring.
Voldemort hummed, following her line of sight and smiling slightly. “They won’t be any help I’m afraid. You see, I own every person in this room. They don’t care what I do.”
Death Eaters, she thought woozily, they’re all Death Eaters.
Voldemort patted her hands, and now there was no mistaking the mocking in his red, red eyes. “Your letter put me in quite the predicament, Lily. I had…let’s say ‘promised’, Hadrian several times that I would leave you out of this little game between us. He’s very protective of you after all.”
Lily shivered, face pale and sickly.
“Does he know who you are?”
She had asked him…
“Does he kn – oh my God, did you tell him?”
She had asked him.
“No! No I didn’t tell him. I never told that bastard anything!”
Harry. Hadrian. He had lied to her. Again. Again and again, he always seemed to these days. He had lied about knowing Riddle’s identity. And he had lied about Voldemort knowing theirs.
He lied.
And now, he had unwittingly sent her into a trap.
Voldemort shifted some of her hair behind her ear, and Lily despaired to see the strands were blazing red instead of black. Her glamour had failed.
“The last thing I want right now is to do something that would push him away. In fact, I was going to let you leave here intact. Because, to be perfectly honest – you’re not really of interest to me.” The man confessed to her.
“But this opportunity was too good to pass up. I couldn’t just let it slip through my fingers. Not when I finally have a chance to get some proper leverage over him.”
He sighed again, wistful this time, and undeniably fond. “See, I want what you have. I want his loyalty. I want that control he so naïvely gives to you. I want his devotion and talents at my fingertips.”
He tapped his lips, and a sliver of playfulness erupted inside him. “He will be exceptionally mad when he finds out about this, but I’m sure I can win him over again. After all,” his teeth were sharp as he grinned up at her, “he’s had weeks to tell you about who I am. Even with the threats I made – a smart boy like him? – he could have found a way around my rules.”
The glee on his face was almost childlike in its brightness. “And that tells me the only thing I need to know. Hadrian likes playing against me. He wants this to keep going. He thrives on the challenges and the danger. He can’t stop because he’s invested in, and drawn to me.” The delight grew with each word he said.
“Which means,” he continued, relentless and harsh with each statement he threw in her face, “that he’s mine. Maybe not yet, not fully, but now? With you – the thing he loves most in this world – in my possession, it’s only a matter of time before that comes to fruition. Because he would give up everything for you.”
His hands came up and framed her face, his skin warm and alive and so, so terrifying.
“He would give me anything I asked for if it meant keeping your heart beating. He’d give himself over to me completely to ensure your safety.”
Lily’s breath was coming hard and fast now, her mind strung between horror at how well he had manipulated this all, and pure rage at what he was alluding to.
Because she knew Harry would do anything to protect her.
“How does it feel, Lily? To know that the weapon you nurtured inside your hollowed out child is going to be mine? How does it feel,” there was a sibilant undertone to his words, so silky and deadly that it rang in her ears, “to know that you raised your boy into precisely what I desire?”
She stared into his eyes, petrified by what he was saying.
The Dark Lord finally stood to his full height, towering over her slumped form. “Now, we have much to prepare for. Barty, the potion.”
The young man stepped closer, a single vial held aloft. A dog presenting a gift to his master.
Voldemort bestowed a pleased smile on the young wizard as he took the vial. He turned to look at her again and gripped her chin.
“Let’s see if you’ll prove as amusing as your son.”
He poured the thick purple liquid into her mouth, clamping her jaw shut until she swallowed.
Lily spluttered, the foul taste lingering in her mouth.
“What –” she coughed.
“Just something to keep you out of the way until I get what I want.” He said dismissively, tucking the empty vial into his pocket and running a hand through his hair.
“Take her to my manor, make sure she is secure. And Barty?”
“Yes, my Lord?”
“This stays between us.”
The young man tipped a grin at the Dark Lord and bobbed his blond head in a low bow.
“Of course, my Lord.”
And Lily could do nothing but tremble and snarl as he reached for her, frantically trying to beat back the blackness creeping in on her.
“Sweet dreams, Lily.” Voldemort murmured as she was carried away.
She lost the fight.
Notes:
So. Yeah, hope this one wasn't too stilted or awkward or anything. Writing Lily is just so hard because she's such a frustrating character, and stupid me was like "why not write an almost 9,000 word chapter from her POV ONLY - that's a great idea!"
Anyway Voldemort's totally a control freak and his possessive streak is finally rearing its head. Lily thinks she's crafty but really she's the fly in this equation. And everything is about to hit the fan - not just shit, because Hadrian's up next chapter and ooohhhh boy, there will be blood and a lot of undertones ( ͡° ͜ ʖ ͡° )
Let me know what you guys think!
Chapter 33: Chapter Thirty Three
Notes:
God, it's been way too long since I updated and I am really sorry about that. I've had a number of personal problems that have come up in the past few months with my family and my uni has only just started to slow down. Plus I have just really lacked the motivation to sit down and write things. I'm really sorry about the wait lovelies - but I want to thank everyone for their patience and comments/kudos/bookmarks! It means the world to me guys~
I've also finally branched out into tumblr so yay? I had a beautiful fan do two pieces of fanart for CS actually and I absolutely love them!! If you guys wanna check them out (I'm not too sure how to embed images in my chapters haha) they're on my tumblr!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The sky was dark, bathing the rolling hillsides in shadows and turning the lush green lawns a dull grey.
Her mouth pulled back in a sneer, eyes balefully taking in the approaching clouds. The rumbles of thunder were faint, but there was a weight behind them that made her anxious.
She had never liked the noise as a child. Her mother had always condemned the fear - called it a weakness, and scorned her for every whimper that had passed her lips. Told her that such a flaw in her composure was a disgrace to her lineage.
She never could get rid of it though, so instead she squashed her fear, kept it guarded and secret inside her where no one could see it. Never showing how the threat of a storm still sent her pulse fluttering, or how her fingers trembling at each crack that split the heavens.
It might be a weakness, but she knew she was right to be cautious. Nature was one of the deadliest forces in their world, and anyone who failed to recognise that was either too stupid or too arrogant.
She had neither the time nor the patience for either of those.
A soft knock drew her attention, and she flicked her hand. The knob turned and the door to her office swung open silently, allowing entry to her visitor.
He was right on time. Though in all the years that she had known him, he had never been late to their appointments.
She had mentioned that to him once, towards the beginning of their acquaintanceship; and he had shrugged. Punctuality is the soul of business, he had told her, quoting some inane muggle from over a century ago. And while the origin of the saying made her sneer, she could not deny the wisdom behind it.
She turned to face him.
Erebus - the name he had given her, but one of the many he was known by - bowed politely before straightening. He was dressed in only a simple black shirt and pants, and looked young - not a hint of the centuries he had lived showing on his face - but the glint in his blood-red eyes told her that he could snap her neck in less than a second if he so wished.
Not that he ever would. He had invested too much into her and her cause to back out now. So long as she continued to uphold her end of their bargain, he would remain loyal.
“My Lady.” He greeted warmly, a flicker of a smile brushing over his lips. Her spine tingled at the hint of danger and respect that coated his voice.
No matter how many times she heard it, the title always left her breathless. It had been a long, difficult road to get to this place and do what she had; and while there was still so much she had to do before things were right, in this moment, she was content.
Everything was moving smoothly. Her plans were all slowly aligning. Her pieces all following the careful tugs on their strings.
Well. All but two.
Her lips twisted in displeasure. The reports she had been receiving about her little champion were...troubling to say the least.
Disappearing to unplottable locations. Growing distracted from the tournament. Having play dates with Riddle.
He was not so far out of place that it would hinder her, but he was not behaving as she would have liked.
His budding obsession with Riddle was something she very much wanted to cut off at the root. The last thing she needed right now was some false Lord dragging Hadrian down with him.
She needed the boy strong and apart from other influences, ripe for the taking. His mother was an unfortunate necessity for now, but that would change soon, she was sure. All it would take was the right push, and Hadrian would slip completely from the woman’s orbit and be adrift.
Riddle could upset all of her efforts if he swept in when that happened.
Her eyes narrowed further as familiar rage licked at her gut. It was infuriating that even with no knowledge of her existence, Tom Riddle was still somehow capable of undermining her moves.
“What is it?” She finally asked, shifting her mind away from that bastard and focussing on the present.
Erebus seemed unbothered by her long distraction. He merely let satisfaction bleed into his eyes at her question. His genuine smile immediately told her that whatever he had seen would brighten her day considerably.
“It appears Voldemort has grown impatient.” He said simply, hands clasped behind his back and eyes pinned on her. “He’s taken the mother.”
She blinked, her mind sinking its teeth into that.
He’s taken the mother.
It was like Yule had come again.
She pivoted until she faced the large, floor-to-ceiling window again. One of her hands came up to hover just in front of her mouth, hiding her blooming smirk from view.
“Truly?”
“Would I lie to you, my Lady?” His reply, as smooth as ever and just a quick, still carried the ever-present hint of danger.
No. No, he never did.
Her fingers drummed against her lips. “The little lord took his mother.”
Erebus hummed, and when she glanced at him there was another, sharper smile on his lips - the tips of his canines only just peeking through. “Mr. Evans is currently unaware of his mother’s situation. But he soon will be, and from what I’ve observed, his reaction will not be...contained.”
“No,” she agreed, delighted, “no, he’s going to rain fire down on them. This is absolutely perfect.”
“I thought it might bring you some joy, my Lady.” He approached her with the poised gait of a predator, coming to a stop beside her. “May I ask what you intend to do?”
She shot a pointed look his way. “Why? Are you worried about the boy?”
His smile never wavered as he answered, “Of course not, my Lady. I’ve watched him for years now. I know how capable he is. I am merely curious - he’s an interesting human.”
She watched him silently, searching for any sign of a lie. But Erebus was far older than her, and a master at subterfuge. If he did not wish for her to see something, she would never get a glimpse.
“I’m thinking of lending poor, sweet Hadrian a helping hand.” She confessed, resolving to let Erebus’ motives go for now. “He will need it if he hopes to get his mother back.”
“Oh? And how will you do this without arousing his suspicions?”
She grinned at him, “Desperate people will do anything to complete their goals. Riddle taking his mother will push him into a corner, and he will take the first hand that leads him to getting her back.” She went to her desk and pulled the topmost drawer open.
She gently took out the two objects inside, holding them up for him to see. “Hadrian does so love his mother, after all.” Her eyes returned to her company. “How soon can you get back to Britain?”
Erebus looked from her to the two items in her hand and back again, his face drawn and vibrant eyes blank. “For you, my Lady? Tonight.”
“Excellent. Then take these and make sure they get into my champion’s hands, will you?”
Erebus stepped up, his pale hands grasping the items and tucking them into his pockets. He bowed low, “Your wish is my command.”
OoO
“Are you sure you have to go?” Hermione asked, her disappointment palpable.
Hadrian smiled gently, patting her on the shoulder. “Unfortunately. I have something I need to do, and I cannot afford to put it off any longer.” He firmly ignored how he was essentially parroting Riddle. As much as it aggravated him to admit it, the man had been right in his remarks. Hadrian had been neglecting the tournament these past weeks, and that was both dangerous and stupid.
He had to get himself back under control and prioritise his problems. Surviving death challenges trumped planning coup d'états. The Order might be his allies currently, but Hadrian was not willing to put their mission above his own. His entire life had been leading towards a specific outcome, and while he was still aiming for Minister, his mind now shied away from acknowledging just what was supposed to follow that.
Draco’s eyes caught his, and the other boy nodded in understanding. He too would be studying the second clue, and Hadrian was inexplicably glad that he had befriended at least one of his fellow champions.
Hermione was worrying her bottom lip between her teeth, gazing at him. He knew she wanted to ask about his progress, but the unspoken agreement to keep their lunch away from those heavy topics was still there.
“Well, we’ll still see you at the ball?”
Hadrian’s smile widened, and he pressed his hand over his inner coat pocket, where the golden invitation snuggly sat. “I wouldn’t miss it.”
She returned his smile, “Good. I’m glad Lucius let us invite you in the first place. Normally the New Years Eve ball is kept to –” her excitement wavered slightly, “– to the Inner Circle, their families, and a few select politicians. But with the tournament this year, they’ve opened it up a little to some foreign guests.”
“Yes,” Draco agreed drily, “though because we invited you, father insisted we invite Kaiser as well. To avoid the appearance of favouritism or alliances. So thank you for that.”
Hadrian laughed, even as his stomach squirmed. He suspected there was a different motive behind his invitation, but there was no way he was broaching the idea with these two.
If Riddle was pulling strings to get Hadrian at this ball, there really was not much he could do to avoid it.
A bit presumptuous, to think he’d go to such lengths to see you, a part of him sneered. Hadrian almost agreed, chastised. But then he remembered that Riddle had basically abducted him to have lunch together, and merely felt the urge to sigh.
“I’ll see you two then.” He told them, shaking Draco’s hand and chastely kissing Hermione’s hand. “Thank you for lunch.”
“Thank you for indulging us.” Hermione replied, waving as they parted and Draco started to herd her to the apparition point.
Hadrian walked alone back to the hotel, keeping an eye on the slowly darkening sky. They had ended up speaking longer than he had anticipated.
He hoped he at least beat his mother back.
The hotel foyer was warm when he entered, candles and heating charms already lit and buzzing away on the edges of his senses.
Hadrian greeted the concierges with a wave before entering the elevator.
He tapped his fingers against the wall, blinking heavily to combat the sudden wave of exhaustion that rolled through him.
The day was hardly over and he was already waning. He rubbed at his face, stepping out of the elevator and heading straight for their suite.
He pushed the door open, closed it, and leaned back against it with a yawn. “Maman?” He called, slowly peeling himself away from the door and moving down the entrance. He came to stop when the hallway fanned out into the lounge room.
Everything was as he had left it.
“Maman?” He asked again, looking around with a frown. He slipped his coat off and draped it over the back of the closest chair. Hadrian hummed when there was no response, and absently waved his hand.
Just before five. Not exceptionally late, if she was still preoccupied with the Order.
He dismissed the glittering blue clock and muffled another yawn. I hope she gets back soon, he thought as he made his way to his bedroom.
Hadrian kicked the door shut and dropped onto his bed, bouncing once before settling. He stared up at the ceiling blankly, wondering just how much effort it would take to get changed into something more comfortable. He squinted, at war with himself.
His head tilted to the side, eyes catching on the box sitting innocently on his bedside table. He jerked his gaze away.
“Think of it as a gift.”
He could feel those lips against the shell of his ear. Could feel the gentle puffs of air on his skin.
“We can’t have you falling too far behind the others after all.”
His eyes slid back to the box.
“Dammit.” Hadrian rolled onto his side, reaching out and snatching the box up. He dropped onto his back again, fingers deftly cracking the lid open and pulling out the slip of parchment inside. He tossed the box away and unfolded the clue to the second task.
Holding it up in front of him, he studied the image in the dull light, drawn in ink so dark it almost seemed to writhe on the page.
He already knew what it showed – had stared at it hard and long enough for each line to be branded onto the back of his mind. He had looked at it the moment he had returned from his impromptu lunch with Riddle, unable to stop the burning curiosity in his gut.
His thumb traced over the black markings – over the hills and trees and the prominent cross in the upper right corner.
It was a map.
Hadrian closed his eyes and lowered his arms. He let out a harsh breath.
He was positive that it was the Forbidden Forest; even though he had never seen a detailed map of Hogwarts’ infamous woods before. It was the only thing that made sense to him. It would be just like Riddle to use such an impressive, dangerous, and conveniently placed asset for the tournament.
Honestly, he did not know why he had even been surprised when he first realised.
Hadrian had never gone too close to the forest before, usually keeping a safe distance; heeding the warning in the damn thing’s name. From what he had seen, it looked savage. Untamed and pulsating with limitless energy. Twisted and dark, yet somehow alluring and addictive.
Much like the Dark Lord himself.
Hadrian frowned lightly, disturbed at the sudden thought. It had been happening quite a lot the past few days, random snippets of uncomfortable, half-formed musings bludgeoning their way to the forefront of his mind.
Memories of the way Riddle looked at him. The way the man spoke to him. The amusement and respect and damned appreciation sparking in the man’s eyes whenever he looked at Hadrian.
It was disorientating.
And distracting.
And…
Hadrian huffed out a dejected laugh. He ran a hand through his hair and tugged at it roughly. “What the fuck is wrong with me?” He whispered.
There was something between the two of them. A simmering intensity that burned at his nerves whenever they so much as entered the same room.
His jaw twitched as disgust rumbled in his chest. He closed his eyes in despair.
He knew precisely what it was. He was no stranger to it – had more than enough experience with it to recognise it on others and in himself. But he did not want to acknowledge it.
It was…it was wrong.
The man was responsible for the abduction of thousands of muggleborn children. He was renown for his brutality. He was a cruel ruler and a crueller man.
He had murdered Hadrian’s father. Had destroyed his mother in ways he was still discovering years later.
Riddle was a horrible human being. A murderer and a liar and the opposite of everything Hadrian stood for.
So…why is it so hard for me to remember that when I’m with him?
Hadrian clenched his hands hard enough for his nails to bite into his skin. He turned onto his stomach, burying his face into the pocket of his arms and clamping his eyes closed.
He shoved the dangerous thoughts away, into a corner of his mind where they could torment him no more, and waited for sleep to claim him.
In the morning, he would speak with his mother about the New Years Eves ball, and hopefully forget any notion of Riddle or this thing between them.
OoO
The day broke with still no sign of his mother, and as the hours slipped by, rolling into midday, and eventually the afternoon, Hadrian was forced to admit that something was wrong.
His mother – no matter how angry she was, no matter how far he pushed her – would not stay away this long. Not without sending a message. Not without giving him something to let him know that she was alright.
It had been over a day since he had last seen her, and the unease creeping in on him was too much to ignore.
Hadrian had migrated to the lounge room – too empty, too quiet – and kept his eyes trained unerringly on the hallway leading to the front door, ears straining for any sounds that might be her. His thumb rubbed over his knuckles again and again, as if trying to smooth away his worry.
He had been like this for almost two hours now, stuck in place, desperate to get up and find her, yet unable to move an inch. They had been on such unsteady terms with each other lately – and despite how a part of him said otherwise – Hadrian could not help but think that maybe she had simply forgotten.
It would not be the first time that she had distanced herself from him after they had a disagreement.
He knew he had made a mistake by not telling her about Riddle, but while their argument had hurt in a visceral way, he had thought they were working through it.
She said we were fine. She said it. She wouldn’t lie about that. She wouldn’t do this to punish me.
He gnawed at his lip, not even noticing when the faint metallic tang hit his tongue.
He could go to the Order, just to check on her. To make sure everything was okay. They would understand his concern.
But how would she react to that? How would she see his checking in? It was so hard to tell with his mother these days – sometimes it felt like they were mere strangers, the bond between them was so strained.
Hadrian’s eyes drifted from the hallway to the clock he had placed on the table in front of him, tracking the seconds’ hand obsessively as his mind spun in circles.
What if something had happened? What if their base had been discovered while she was there? What if there was an attack?
His leg jerked up and down rapidly, bouncing in place as he watched the clock tick away the minutes.
What if she was in danger?
Hadrian shot to his feet, barely pausing to tuck his wand into his holster and grab his coat, before he was out the door and in the elevator.
His foot tapped against the floor as he waited, utterly restless. The moment the door opened, he darted free, his shoulder clipping the man that was walking in.
They grunted at the collision, and Hadrian grasped at the other, forcing them both to regain their feet. “Pardon.” He muttered distractedly, moving on with a brief pat on the stranger’s shoulder.
He left the hotel and made for the closest apparition point, reigning in his desire to simply shove his way through the crowds. He forced himself to wait, to follow the flow and strangle back his impatience. When he reached the point, he finally let his magic swell around him as he envisioned the decrepit old building that the Order currently called home.
His feet landed heavily on the ground, but for once he retained his balance instead of stumbling like a fool. His stride never broke as he walked up the dirt path, the trees falling away until he could look upon the house unobstructed.
He scaled the cracked stone stairs and knocked on the door. “I’m overreacting.” He told himself plainly, the first uncomfortable pricks of embarrassment finally digging into him. “She’s fine. She’s going to open this door and I’m going to look like such an idiot.”
He gritted his teeth and pounded his hand against the thick wooden door again, concern thick in his throat. “Come on,” he snapped, “come on.”
The lock clicked, and the door had only opened a few centimetres before Hadrian was forcing his way inside. Whoever had let him in – one of the older members – was quick to recognise him, for the man lowered his wand. Though he did splutter when Hadrian spun to face him.
“Where is she?” He demanded, keeping his voice level.
“H-Hadrian.” The man started, his beady eyes blown wide. “Ah, you see. Well –”
“My mother.” He stressed, because the man clearly needed prompting. “Where is she?”
There was a flash of something on the man’s face, and Hadrian’s stomach hollowed.
Because that – that was guilt. Guilt and fear, shining so bright for him to see.
“Hadrian.”
The new voice was hardly audible over the rush of blood in his ears, but when it registered, Hadrian turned his head to look.
Sirius stood just a few feet away from him, with a number of Order members spilling out into the hallway behind him. Hadrian briefly let his eyes run over them, searching for a glimpse of red – but all he saw was Bill lurking in the back, Cedric and Tonks beside him. Their eyes filled with so many things but he could only see the same fucking guilt - before his attention snapped back to Sirius.
“My mother –” He began only to cut off, his jaw tensing. He did not like this at all. She was not here, he could not see her. “She hasn’t come back to the hotel. I’m – worried. Do you know where she is?”
Sirius’ face twisted with an ugly emotion, and Hadrian’s mind went blank as the man spoke. “Hadrian, I’m so sorry.”
No.
Hadrian stalked towards Sirius, fire spreading through his chest. “Where is she?” He demanded.
Sirius glanced to the side, hiding his eyes from view. “Look at me.” He snarled, the vehemence in his tone dragging the man’s focus back to him. “Where. Is. My mother?”
Sirius’ hands, which he had raised the moment Hadrian approached him, dropped in defeat. His whole body did. Hadrian’s question seeming to age the man decades.
“She’s gone. He took her.”
The heat inside him dissipated, replaced by a sudden cold flush. It crawled from his cheeks to his neck, down his arms and to the tips of his fingers.
“What do you mean ‘she’s gone’?”
He said he’d leave her alone.
Sirius squeezed his eyes shut, as if in pain. “She organised a meeting with Voldemort – Riddle, really. They were supposed to have lunch yesterday. Only, he must have found out who she is, because he took her. We couldn’t find her, no matter where we searched. He’s – I don’t know, taken her somewhere. I’m so sorry, Hadrian.”
Hadrian had stopped listening.
She lied. She said she would be here, with the Order. She lied. Again. Why does she always lie to me?
He remembered telling her about his plans with Draco and Hermione. He remembered how her eyes had grown distant and changed. He remembered how swiftly she had told him what day to go.
He had thought nothing of it at the time, but now he understood. Gods, he had been so blind.
She had planned her lunch with Riddle to cross with his. She had known he would be busy, so she went behind his back and orchestrated a meeting with the most dangerous man in the damn country.
What the hell was she thinking?
His throat caught, lungs shrivelling as he struggled to breathe. His chest erupted in pain, and the tingling in his hands intensified until it felt like bugs were squirming under his skin.
Oh Gods, I should have told her.
He had been more concerned about her potential reaction at knowing their identities were ruined, that he had not pushed the knowledge on her. He had been so relieved when she had accepted his stuttered response and not bothered to look deeper because it meant he could keep her safe.
But now his inaction had caused this.
This was all his fault.
“ –drian!”
He blinked and Sirius’ face came into focus in front of him. The man looked harried, his hands hovering between them uselessly.
He sucked in a trembling breath, and some of the panic Sirius was showing faded. “I’m fine.” He croaked out, leaning away from the other and pushing himself firmly against the wall that was somehow behind him. “I’m fine.”
“You’re not fine.” Sirius hissed, “You weren’t bloody breathing! You weren’t reacting at all!”
Hadrian blinked again glanced around. The foyer was suspiciously empty now, with only Sirius, Remus and Tonks remaining and forming a loose line before him.
“I’m fine. It was nothing.”
Sirius reared back, shocked.
Hadrian slipped along the wall, putting more distance between him and the group. The ache in his chest was still there, and his steps felt far too unsteady – he should stop using the wall as a crutch but the feel of it beneath his hands was the only thing keeping him grounded.
He needed to get out of here. He needed –
He went for the door.
A hand brushed against his arm, trying to stop him. Hadrian felt his magic surge up violently, slapping the offending limb off of him. “Don’t touch me.” He warned, unable to keep it under control right now.
But he needed control. He – dammit he needed –
“Hadrian, for Merlin’s sake just stop! Where are you going?” Remus asked, stepping up and pressing his arm against the front door, effectively stopping Hadrian from opening it. He did not touch him again though.
Hadrian did not bother tugging on the door like a child. Even though they were a similar height, Remus was a werewolf, and no matter how suppressed his creature side was, he was naturally stronger than an average man.
“I’m going to do what none of you seem capable of doing.” He told him harshly, his familiar rage bubbling forth, giving him something to use to cover how his hands would not stop shaking. “I’m going to find my mother and get her back.”
Remus’ jaw clenched at his words, but to his credit he let them roll off his back like water. “That’s not a good idea. If Voldemort truly does know about Lily – if that’s why he took her, then you’re in more danger than you know.”
The laugh that erupted out of him was tinged with hysteria. “I’ve been alone for the entire night in a less-than-secure hotel. You think that if he wanted me dead, that I would even be here? Don’t be stupid. Get out of my way.”
“Just because he hasn’t made a move yet, doesn’t mean you’re safe. You need to stay here, where we can watch out for you.”
He scoffed, “You mean how you watched out for my mother? She made the mistake of relying on you, and look what happened. I think I’ll take my chances by myself.”
“Hadrian, please.” Tonks said, inching closer.
“No.” He said strongly. “I’m going to do this my way. You had your chance, and you failed.”
Remus’ hand fell, and Hadrian yanked the door open, breaking into the fresh air like a drowning man. He headed for the trees, intent on getting back to his suite and figuring out his next course of action.
“Hadrian, wait!” Sirius raced to catch up with him, his Abernathy persona hastily applied. “You’re not thinking right, kid.”
“On the contrary, I’m thinking exceptionally clearly.” He did not slow his pace. The moment he was out of the wards he apparated.
Diagon Alley stretched out before him, and a heartbeat later, Sirius appeared beside him once more. “Kid –”
Hadrian brushed passed him.
The man trailed him the entire way back to his room, speaking low but adamantly, trying to get him to reconsider. But as the suite door closed behind him, Sirius lost all signs of patience.
He rounded on Hadrian, eyes burning.
“What are you even planning to do? March up to the Dark Lord and demand he give her back?”
Hadrian shook his head, discarding his coat and rolling up the sleeves of his shirt. “Don’t be ridiculous. I am going to ask politely first, and when he refuses, I will find out where she is hidden, and I will break her out.”
“Wh-what?”
Hadrian closed his eyes, letting his brain spin.
The most obvious place to keep his mother would be the Malfoy's manor. It was large, ancient, brimming with wards, and controlled by the Minister of Magic, one of the Inner Circle. If there was anyone Riddle would trust with his mother it would be his seconds.
But he was not dealing with a common enemy here. Riddle was as conniving as he was powerful, which meant the glaringly obvious options would be the least likely.
There was Hogwarts – but inundated with foreign students and politicians as it was would make it an impractical choice.
“If I kidnapped someone, where would I take them?” Hadrian murmured, resting his fingers lightly against his chin as he thought.
“Somewhere secure. Somewhere I was familiar with. I would have to know the area intimately and be in full control of the wards around it. And it would need to be relatively unknown. Somewhere isolated, with no obvious connections to me. Somewhere people would not think to look…”
Hadrian turned, raising his voice even though he suspected Sirius was already listening to his rambling. “How much does Dumbledore know about Riddle? After my mother and I left, did he share anything more with you?”
Sirius hesitated, his arms spread helplessly by his sides. “Bits and pieces. That he was a Slytherin. That he grew up in an orphanage, tormented the kids there. That he’s a halfblood –”
Hadrian zeroed in on his godfather. “That’s right. He’s a halfblood. I remember reading that somewhere. What of his parents? Did Dumbledore know anything about them?”
“Only that they’re both dead? His mother died giving birth to him, and Albus said he murdered his father and grandparents in their home – or at least he suspects that. His uncle went away for the crime, I think he said.”
Hadrian cocked his head, intrigued despite himself, before shaking himself with a frown. “Does he know where the father lived?”
Sirius’ eyes flashed, and Hadrian knew that the other had caught onto what he was thinking. “He did mention a town, I think…oh what was it called. A really weird name…Little Hang-something.” The man scowled at the wall, mouth pinching in concentration.
Hadrian waited, hands trembling just slightly. This had to be it. Riddle did not necessarily hide his muggle heritage, but he certainly did not advertise it. And if he had murdered his own father in his home then the connection would have grown obscured over time.
He was positive that this was right – or that it would at least put him on the right path.
“Little Hangleton.”
He looked at Sirius, saw the determined jut to his chin, and released a sigh. “Little Hangleton?” He sounded it out, tasting the name on his tongue.
It was…innocuous. Strange, but lacking anything substantial.
He had almost expected a name with…more everything, really.
“Alright then,” he said, crossing his arms and gazing blankly around the room. “Little Hangleton will be where I start. If Riddle does have anything going on in the area, I should be able to find out. And if my mother is there, I will burn the whole place down if I have to, to free her.”
“You do realise that there will be no going back from this, right? You make a move like that against him and that’s it. He’ll be coming after you.”
Hadrian felt his lips pull up in a weary smile. “I have been told my whole life that if he ever discovered who I was he would kill me without hesitation. That I would have to strike first, when the time came, before he became aware.”
He tilted his head just enough to watch Sirius from the corner of his eyes. “But I am still here. Still alive, still breathing. He has taken my mother yet made no effort to destroy me – the one who is arguably his biggest enemy. I am the one with the prophecy hanging over my neck, after all. His foretold doom…”
Hadrian let his gaze drift to the small coffee table between the two lounges. He frowned.
There was a wooden box sitting there, long and thick, with a green bow tied around it. It had not been there this morning when he had left, and he had missed it when he had first come back being so focussed on his problem.
He walked over to it cautiously, watching suspiciously.
Hadrian’s first thought was that it was from Riddle. It would make sense, in a way. The man did seem fond of giving him ‘gifts’ – be it knowledge, or clues, or a free lunch. And the green of the bow was just a few shades off of the colour of Slytherin, the man’s own House.
He lifted it from the table, running his fingers along the grooves curiously. It was a finely crafted container, and when he touched it, the bow was as soft as silk.
“What’s that?”
Hadrian hummed, studying the box from a different angle. “I do not know. But someone left it here for me. Whoever they were, they went to the effort of waiting until I was away before doing so.”
He vaguely heard Sirius approach from behind him. “Is it from him?”
Hadrian shrugged, pulling the bow off and flicking the latch. “One way to find out.” He opened the lid. “Oh.”
“What is it?”
It was a dagger, polished until it gleamed. The handle was a mix of black and gold accents, striped along the entirety of it, and engraved with breathtaking detail. The actual blade itself was rather plain, other than the fact that it was made of solid gold. The edges of the blade were so sharp they seemed to ripple the longer he stared at them.
“It’s a lector blade.” He breathed out reverently.
Hadrian ran one finger along the flat surface of the dagger, and his skin hummed with the sheer magic the blade emitted. It was thick and heady, folding over his hand like an embrace.
“A lector blade?” Sirius asked, his voice guarded.
Hadrian nodded absently, his mind consumed by the sight of this magnificent object. “They are unbelievably rare magical items. Created and used by the lector priests of Ancient Egypt, back when they were devoted servants of the Pharaohs. They are said to bond with the wielder for life no matter what, unlike some wands, and can change shape depending on the wielder’s needs. The lector priests were renowned for their use of heku - a branch of specialised magic. They had this ability to tear through the magic of their enemies, absorbing it somehow. There has been a lot of speculation, but some believe it was actually the daggers that did that. That they could slice through spells and essentially eat magic for power.”
He swallowed. “I had no idea any still remained. I have only ever seen drawings of them before. There have been rumours over the centuries – last I heard was of one in Germany – but this…Why give it to me?”
Ripping his eyes from the dagger, Hadrian spotted a small pin also nestled in the box. It was silver and thin, no bigger than a regular button, and utterly blank.
Just beside that, however, was a slip of paper.
Hadrian tugged that out and opened it with a curl of his thumb. It was written in French, the writing cursive and some of the most beautiful penmanship he had ever seen.
Monsieur Evans,
Forgive the deceitful nature of this gift. I had come across some pertinent information regarding you in the last few days, and felt it my duty to provide you with some form of assistance.
If you do not already know, the dagger I have given you is a lector blade, famed for its rare ability to cut through an opponent’s magic. I am sure a man of your intellect will understand the benefit of such a weapon. As well as this, the pin acts as a cloaking device, shielding the wearer from a majority of standard detection spells and wards.
I do hope you find a use for these in the future.
Regards,
E.
Hadrian lowered the note, switching his gaze from the paper to the box’s content and back again.
“What does it say? Who sent them?”
Hadrian pursed his lips. “I’m not sure, but whoever it is clearly knows far more than they should.”
Sirius was a rigid pole behind him. “Someone knows who you are?” He asked, but Hadrian shook his head.
“No, that is not it. More like they know about Riddle taking my mother. They have handed me two extremely useful items that could easily help me get her back.”
“You can’t use them.” Sirius protested. “We don’t know who sent them. And if they know about Lily that means that they’ve been watching you. Or that they saw her get taken and did nothing to stop it. We cant trust them.”
Hadrian stared hard at the dagger. “I do not trust anyone these days. But you are right nonetheless. Whoever sent these is trying awfully hard to be an ally. And that makes me suspicious.”
Sirius’s tension lessened at his easy agreement. The man clapped him on the shoulder before moving away. “Good lad. Now, how are we going to find this town?”
Hadrian plucked the dagger from its place, biting back a gasp at the rush that shot through his arm at the contact. He slipped the dagger into his belt, untucking his shirt so that it covered the golden weapon from view.
Mysterious ally or not, there was no way he was going to let a lector blade slip through his fingers.
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“So how, exactly, are you planning on asking him to release Lily?” Sirius’ voice was distant, almost garbled as it tore its way through his thoughts.
Hadrian flattened his palm over the blade hidden under his shirt as he turned to face his godfather. He gave the man a sharp look when he saw him moving one of Hadrian’s textbooks from the small stand beside the armchair, to the coffee table.
He regarded the man as he drummed his fingers over the dagger idly, before letting his hand slip away so as to not draw attention to it.
He felt like he was walking on a tightrope right now. Balanced precariously between horrible, burning rage, and an artic-like precision.
The weight of the dagger against his skin was…calming, and he could not help but latch onto its presence greedily – needing anything that could keep his tempest of emotions from spiralling out of his control.
He could feel the connection between him and the lector blade already blazing in the back of his mind. A warm, gentle sort of hum that spoke of contentment, that whispered honeyed promises to him. It was as disconcerting as it was interesting.
The lector blade might have forged some sort of bond with him – but it was not fulfilled, not until he actually used it, the books had said. But there was definitely something between them now.
Only magical objects of substantial power could form such strong connections so quickly. In fact, the only thing Hadrian had encountered that had the same flavour of sentience about it that the blade did, was his wand.
There was just some essence of awareness that he could feel rocking through him from the dagger. A dangerous sharpness that was tempered by the protective nature wrapping around him. And when Hadrian prodded at the fledgling bond inquiringly, he felt his own curiosity reflected back.
Fascinating. But he did not have the time to study what had happened just yet.
He shook his head and refocused on what Sirius’ pointed question had been.
“I’m not going to confront him face-to-face, if that’s what you are worried about.” He told him, tone just shy of derisive.
He had already considered and discarded that route, because he was more than aware of how his patience evaporated whenever his mother was even tangentially in danger. Whatever thin wire he was standing on would snap if he met with Riddle right now.
Hadrian, as much as he wanted to reclaim his mother – as much as the idea of her being held by Riddle nauseated him – knew that he could not rush this.
This was a provocation. A challenge and an insult in equal measure. And he refused to be goaded into thoughtless retaliation.
Besides, he was in no way ready to pick a fight with the Dark Lord. He was good – he was superb – and had been duelling and beating opponents older than him since he was fourteen.
But that meant nothing in the face of someone with decades more experience. Voldemort was on another level altogether. There was a reason that Lords of Magic were so few and far between, and Hadrian was not even close to achieving that title.
The lifelong plan his mother had concocted, and he had striven to implement, had already taken that into account. His fight with the Dark Lord was not supposed to a one-on-one magical duel.
It was supposed to be a siege. A political attack on Britain, carefully constructed and brutally enacted, using France’s power to slowly purge the Dark Lord and his influence from the country.
It was supposed to take years to reach the point where Hadrian and Voldemort would actually oppose each other.
Gods, if everything had worked out the way they were initially hoping, Hadrian would never duel the man at all.
But plans often went awry, and right now Hadrian had no interest in what he had long believed to be his inevitable future. His primary concern was getting his mother back. Anything beyond that they would have to handle as it developed.
“Well what, then?” Sirius asked, arms crossed and mouth twisted in frustration. The slope of his shoulders displayed his guilt and pain, all blatantly obvious as Hadrian’s eyes roamed over him.
It was a miracle this man was able to remain undercover as long as he had.
“You going to send an owl? He’s going to have wards all around wherever he stays. He’s the ruler of magical Britain, no owl you send will get through his security.”
Hadrian conceded to that with a nod, and he was glad that Sirius was no longer actively shutting his goal down. “I’m well aware. But there are other ways of sending him a message.” He slipped his wand out of its holster and twirled it absently between his fingers.
His eyes fluttered closed.
“I can get my message to him easily enough. Even if he does have wards against this spell, he will let it through when he senses my magical signature.”
“What are you talking about? Which spell?” The question came from somewhere close – Sirius evidently having moved towards him.
Hadrian ignored him, focussing on something else entirely.
He recalled his mother’s smile. He thought of Claire’s laughter, and of Albert’s sparking eyes. Of the first time he met Jacob. Of the feel of Raina laying next to him on his bed, the silk of her dress brushing him, and her perfume surrounding him.
“Expecto patronum.” He said with a simple flick of his wand. The light feeling in his chest spread through him, flowing down his arm and to his hand. From the tip of his wand a white mist broke free, quickly condensing into a familiar shape just before him.
Hadrian stepped up and stroked his patronus’ nose with a fond smile. “Hey there,” he greeted sweetly, “how have you been?”
It was not alive, not in the traditional sense, but Hadrian swore he felt a rumbling reply as he ran his hand along its neck, then up behind its ear to scratch at the thin layer of what passed for skin.
He was mildly surprised that he had even succeeded in summoning his corporeal patronus, given the state he was in. But he had always excelled at this charm, even if it had taken him months of rigorous training to do it properly.
It was worth it though, to finally see his patronus fully formed.
“I have a job for you. Think you can handle it for me?” He asked quietly, basking in the purity emitting from the creature as it nuzzled into his chest. Just by standing close to it, Hadrian could already feel his stress vanishing.
Again, he felt that quiver, and took it as his answer. “Good boy.”
He knelt in front of it, staring into its glowing white eyes. He had never tried to communicate through his patronus before, and though the theory was simple enough, he felt the need to elaborate just in case. “I want you to find Riddle and deliver a message for me. Only let him hear it if he is alone – or if he is fine with the people around him hearing.”
It was a small mercy he was granting the man, and Hadrian refused to think too deeply as to why he was even doing it in the first place.
His patronus blinked patiently back at him.
Hadrian took a breath, then hardened his voice, only now allowing a trickle of his anger to bleed into his words. “This is your first, and last warning. Give. Her. Back.” He spat.
His hand tightened around his wand, trying to squash the slight tremors.
He bit his lip, and, mindful of the man beside him, continued in French. “You gave me your word.”
Hadrian ignored how Sirius shifted, clearly annoyed at his limited knowledge of the language. He pushed himself upright, one hand reaching out to brush over his patronus’ nose one last time. The creature’s head ducked in a brief nod, its eyes flashing in acknowledgement.
He returned the gesture, watching as the silvery figure stretched from its relaxed position, crouched, then bounded through the air and out the window. Within moments, it was gone.
Hadrian let out a soft sigh, feeling that sense of calm crumbling through his fingers without the patronus there to soothe him.
The tension in his shoulders returned with a vengeance, and with the shock and beat of myfaultmyfaultmyfault that whispered in his mind, was the ever-present fire burning in his gut.
He focussed on that. Because anger was safe. Anger was a familiar thing to him these days. It gave him something to channel; something to focus on other than the creeping panic and the odd ache behind his sternum.
He rubbed at the spot, trying to will it away. But all it did was grow heavier.
He swallowed thickly, knowing without question just what it was that was bothering him. It was the same thing that had plagued him when he had recognised Jacob’s handwriting on that slip of parchment that had sealed his fate.
Betrayal.
He had been so stupid, and so wilfully blind to so many things. He knew it then and he knew it now. But no matter how ridiculous it was, he could not help but feel so utterly hurt that Riddle had gone back on his word.
That the man had the gall to look Hadrian in the eyes and say he would not touch his mother, only to turn around and snatch her right from under his nose…
It stung not just his pride, but his heart as well. Maybe it was his sense of honour speaking, but he had honestly believed Riddle. He had taken his words at face value because on some level –
Dammit it all, but Hadrian trusted the man.
Just admitting the fact made his stomach clench and laced his tongue with ash. But the reality remained. He had trusted Riddle to keep his word, and his naivety had resulted in his mother being put in danger.
He should have pushed for something more concrete. He should have demanded a vow, an oath, anything that would have made sure that the man kept his promise.
But he had not. He had not even thought to ask.
He was an utter fool, and Riddle had played him expertly.
Hadrian though, he always learned from his failures, and he rarely made the same mistake twice.
He screwed his eyes shut tight.
He was exhausted all of a sudden, mentally and emotionally. It had been one problem after another this entire week, and he was drained beyond measure. It felt like everything was slipping through his fingers, and the tighter he tried to hold it all, the faster it fell.
He needed…he needed to mediate, or take a calming draught, or do something other than be constantly drowned by his worries.
Hadrian looked at Sirius as he placed his wand back in its holster. The man’s expression was warped terribly, and with a brief brush of his magic, Hadrian felt the wave of confusion and anger warring within his godfather, as well as wistfulness and disappointment. It was an odd mix.
The man’s gaze was fixated on the window his patronus had darted out of.
Hadrian tilted his head. “Sirius?” He prompted when the other remained motionless.
He watched as the older man twitched, coming back to himself with a series of rapid blinks. His eyes shot between Hadrian and the window repeatedly.
“Sorry. Just – didn’t expect it to take that shape. I guess I thought –” He cut himself off with a pained grimace.
Hadrian frowned lightly. “What?”
Sirius avoided his gaze and cleared his throat. “Nothing. It’s nothing.”
It was clearly not nothing, but Hadrian was willing to let the unspoken displeasure in Sirius’ eyes go unmentioned.
He had no idea what the man expected his patronus to be, and was mildly bothered by the reaction.
Everyone who had seen his corporeal patronus typically told him how much they thought it suited him. All of his closest friends had seemed unsurprised by its form, and even his teachers had remarked on their similarities.
All of those people had known him for years.
What right did Sirius even have to comment? The man hardly knew him. He had no idea who Hadrian truly was. He might have seen bits and pieces – mere glimpses of Hadrian’s core – but nothing that would let him paint an accurate picture.
His patronus reflected his innermost self. Hadrian had worked relentless for months to be able to produce it – for no other reason than to prove that he could.
He was happy with its form. He liked what it represented, liked that the animal embodied the traits he valued – liked that those parts of him were unequivocally who he was.
Hadrian brought his hand up to rest on the blade again, closing his eyes and letting the budding bond between them smooth his mind over.
“So, what are we supposed to do now? He’s not going to just let her go, you said it yourself, he’s going to ignore you.”
Hadrian fought a scowl as Sirius’ voice snapped him out of the tenuous calm he had found. “You are going back to the Order. There’s nothing more you can do here.” And you will only be in the way, Hadrian did not say.
“I’m not leaving you here by yourself!” Sirius shot to his feet, outraged. “You have the biggest target painted on your back right now, he’s going to be after you next! Don’t you understand?”
Hadrian spun, magic crackling and eyes dark. “As I told Remus. I spent the entirety of last night here, and most of today by myself. Because you did not tell me anything. He had ample time to do something to me, and he hasn’t. Don’t you get it?”
He ran a hand through his hair, agitated and resisting the temptation to shake the man. “This is a game, alright. He’s playing with me because he thinks I’m fun. This is what he does. He is not going to come after me, because then the game will stop, and he will be bored.”
Why was it so hard for people to understand? It was so obvious to Hadrian. So painfully clear what Riddle was doing.
Taking his mother, but leaving him alone. It was a strategic move, but one that ensured the man had his utmost attention. That was all this was. Just another shift of a piece in the chess game they were playing. Riddle wanted Hadrian to retaliate, to make his next move.
But Hadrian was not just going to lash out. He had a plan. And for it to work, he needed Sirius and the Order to get out of his way.
They would never let him do what he had to, to find his mother. They would sooner keep him locked away then let him infiltrate the enemy’s camp.
But he was under a time limit here. Draco’s invitation had come late, and Hadrian, if he wanted to succeed, needed to prepare for tonight. He still had several hours until the Malfoy’s ball was set to begin, and it would run well into the next morning, as was expected for the end of Yuletide.
He had plenty of time to perfect his plan and get ready.
“Leave, Sirius. The Order needs you more than I do.”
He was not going to listen to him, Hadrian could see it in the stubborn frown being aimed at him. Hadrian swallowed a sigh, and safely from his godfather’s view, he let his wand slip back into his hand.
OoO
Voldemort stepped out of the fireplace smoothly, his hands absently coming up to brush away at the offending specks of dust that clung to his robes.
As he walked through the hall his features began to change, age lines melting away and colour returning to his thick dark hair. By the time he had reached the office, the glamour had fallen completely.
The doors opened for him without prompting, and at once his red eyes landed on the two figures standing before his desk.
They had clearly been mid-conversation, and their fierce expressions immediately told him that absence did not, in fact, make the heart grow fonder.
They turned in sync, bodies dropping into low bows the moment he stepped inside.
His lips curled at the instant deference – he would never tire of it, he was sure.
Just the knowledge that he had some of the richest figures – some of the most powerful in all of Britain – scrabbling for even a hint of his attention, was beyond delicious.
“Bella, Lucius, the room is still intact I see. Miracles do happen.”
Lucius’ head dipped lower at the subtle reprimand. Bella, in contrast, merely gazed up at him impishly from beneath her lashes. There was a wicked smile on her bloody lips.
Voldemort felt a sliver of fondness wind through his chest at the sight of her. Bella and her quirks were an indulgence he allowed, if only for the amusement she provided. Her loyalty to him was unparalleled in fervour, and as one of his favoured, he was far more lenient with her than he perhaps should be.
He made his way to his desk, circling until he was across from them and seating himself. With a nod, he let them join him.
His gaze darted between them briefly, taking them in.
Two very different standards of beauty, both equally breathtaking – Lucius, with his almost elven grace and colouring; and dear Bella, with her feral intensity and venomous disposition.
And they were his.
There was a private sort of pride in him at the fact.
But despite the lovely image they painted in front of him, his mind could not help but compare the darkness of Bella’s hair, and the delicate features of Lucius, to that of Hadrian Evans.
It made little sense. Hadrian, while gorgeous in his own right, should not hold much of a candle to either of his followers. He was painfully young next to them, and that youthfulness still lingered in him.
He lacked the refinement even Bella projected, and while he was capable of imitating the nature of the pureblooded elite, it was obvious that he was not raised in the same manner as his classmates.
The boy should not be as attractive, and yet, he was.
It was maddening that he was so easily ensnared by a pretty face, a sharp tongue and a defiant spark.
He wanted to burn himself on Hadrian’s flame. He wanted to take that fire and smother it beneath his hands until only he could feel its heat.
The mere thought of the boy’s reaction to any outside attempt to control him was far too entertaining.
Hadrian would not appreciate it, but it mattered not. Voldemort has the ultimate leverage over him now, and he was going to finally do what he should have done the moment the boy caught his attention.
For now, he contented himself to wait.
“Bella.”
The woman’s gaze was fixated on him hungrily. “My Lord.”
“Tell me what you discovered.”
The heat in her eyes faded, turning into just a low simmer in the background. Her shoulders righted themselves with a lazy roll.
“It was as you suspected, my Lord,” she started, words flowing easily from her curled lips. “Grindelwald did not die naturally. It took time, but I managed to squeeze the truth from the guard.” A dimple appeared in her right cheek as her smile deepened – the only flaw in his darling protege.
“Someone visited Grindelwald mere days before his death. The guard’s mind had been obliviated with far more skill than I had anticipated.” Here, a flicker of her irritation came forward. She clearly felt that she had failed him in taking so long to reconstruct the scattered memories.
Mind magic was a delicate thing though, and Bella lacked the finesse it required. Had he done it himself, the process could have taken mere hours, rather than days.
Regardless, the fact that she had reconstructed anything at all was a testament to her tenacity and abilities as a witch. She truly was a credit to their kind.
He nodded for her to continue, pleased that she had held her tongue until his attention had returned to her. Too often those reporting to him rushed through their retellings, and either missed details or ended up aggravating him with their ramblings.
“While any memories holding the visitor’s appearance were unrecoverable, I was able to determine that shortly after they left, Grindelwald’s health declined suspiciously. Within a day he was dead.” Her head lowered, disappointment thick in her voice as she spoke. “Forgive me, my Lord.”
Voldemort shook his head lightly in admonishment. “You’ve done well, Bella. Regrettable as it is that you did not find out who rid the world of my predecessor. You’ve earned a reward.”
Her dark eyes peeked up at him hopefully, and despite how tempting the promise in her gaze was, that was one thing he would never give to her.
He gave her a chiding look, enjoying her playfulness more than strictly necessary. Bella grinned, unrepentant, while next to her Lucius seemed fascinated with the painting on the opposite wall.
He had missed her.
Resisting the urge to shake his head, Voldemort returned to the current topic. He steepled his fingers together and stared at the file on his desk, one that contained all his gathered research on the former Dark Lord.
Grindelwald had led a long, eventful life, and accomplished many things before his fall at Dumbledore’s hand.
His imprisonment had resulted in his power diminishing, and his name becoming little more than a dark memory for many people. Voldemort’s own rise had merely cemented a new era for Dark magic.
He was nothing more than a footnote in history these days. Which is why he found it curious that someone had gone to such great lengths to kill him now.
Could it be revenge? Grindelwald had been a staunch supporter of the Nazi party – even if he had only used them for their influence in Europe. And bitterness still persisted to this day over the horrors wrought in the war.
But no. If it were simply revenge in mind, why would they go to such lengths to hide their identity? The visitor had hidden all signs of their meeting with Grindelwald, even going so far as to destroy the memories of the only guard stationed there.
Whoever did this did not want their identity to leak out.
Curiouser and curiouser.
“It appears we’ve a new player on the board.” He said, equal parts thrilled and vexed. It had been so long since anything interesting had happened, and now it seemed everything was happening at once.
“My Lord?” He tilted his head enough to let Lucius know he had his attention. “What do you wish us to do? While I am sure Bellatrix did as much as she could, perhaps someone more skilled in legilimency is required.”
Voldemort hid his smirk behind a strategic brush of his fingers as he waited for the reaction.
Sure enough, Lucius had not even finished speaking before a low hiss escaped Bella. Her glare was murderous.
Truly, these two were the most amusing to watch.
“That will not be necessary I’m sure. Severus has more important tasks to complete and I am not too concerned with Grindelwald. While suspicious, his death was inevitable. Whoever killed him will make themselves known in time.” He waved his hand, sending the file back to its proper place. “Now, tell me how the preparations for the next task are coming along.”
Lucius straightened at the new topic, whereas Bella artfully slouched, her mind likely already growing bored. “Of course, my Lord. Everything is on track, and will be ready for the day. Negotiations with the centaurs have officially finished, and the routes have been constructed. Most of the more...civilised creatures have agreed to leave the champions relatively unharmed should they encounter them.”
Voldemort hummed, pleased. “And the projection spell?”
“Is working as expected. The items follow their designated target and produce clear images over large distances. The only problem is that the conduits are not impervious to damage.” A sharp glint grew in Lucius’ eyes.
“Should the champions be attacked, and the conduits destroyed we would lose all signs of them.”
It had to be worry. The man’s own son was one of the champions after all, and while not the warmest father, Lucius still loved young Draco.
He supposed, in a way, he could understand the man’s unease at the upcoming task. The possibility of death was high in all the challenges, but there was something particularly damning about Hogwarts’ forest.
The thought of any of the champions perishing was uncomfortable, thanks to the political climate. But if Hadrian were the one to die?
The boy had escaped death’s grasp once already; and if he closed his eyes, he could still see the way the bright streaks of blood stained his skin, and the glazed green eyes staring up at him.
The knowledge that Hadrian was heading into certain danger once again was – unpleasant.
Voldemort’s lips twitched downwards, discarding the very notion.
If the boy ended up killing himself before Voldemort was through with him, then he would simply bring Hadrian back to life – laws of magic be damned.
Lucius misread his displeasure, hurriedly continuing. “We have a team working on improving the durability of the spells however, and they assure me of their confidence in doing so before the task, my Lord.”
He blinked, refocusing on his follower. “I expect results, Lucius. I don’t want to lose any potential international alliances due to a faulty spell. It’s a miracle France didn’t kick up more of a fuss last time.”
“I’ll see it done, my Lord.”
Voldemort nodded, shifting in his chair as he prepared to dismiss them. “I will see you both tonight for the ball. I’m sure Narcissa will have outdone herself once again.”
It appeared the Malfoy matriarch was the only point they could agree on, for both Bella and Lucius looked increasingly pleased at the compliment.
Voldemort stood, one hand smoothing down the front of his robes, before he froze.
His head snapped to the side, registering the approaching magical signature with a wave of heat low in his gut. He did not hesitate to allow it entrance.
Within seconds, the blinding white form materialised in the room, bursting through the office wall and coming to a stop mere feet from him.
He felt his breath catch in his chest at the sight of it.
The glowing animal was easily distinguishable, and even if he had not recognised the magic, Voldemort would have known who it belonged to at once. He felt the absurd need to laugh.
Because of course Hadrian’s patronus was a panther.
The large feline cocked its head at him, then slowly glanced towards his two followers, who had only shot to their feet at its abrupt arrival. Its eyes returned to him pointedly.
Voldemort smiled darkly, amazed at how much the patronus imitated its caster.
“Speak.” He commanded, barely holding back the giddy tone in his voice.
The panther’s ears flattened, but the familiar voice echoed out of it. “This is your first, and last warning. Give. Her. Back.”
He was vaguely aware of Lucius’ quick intake of breath but paid it no heed. The patronus continued, this time in French. “You gave me your word.”
Voldemort’s eyes drank in the way the animal twitched before him, then disappeared.
He did not know if he should be surprised that Hadrian was capable enough to produce a corporeal patronus. It was incredibly Light magic, and required a significant amount of power to create.
He probably should have anticipated it, actually.
He braced his weight against his desk, eyes pinned to the place where the patronus had faded. Excitement raced through him, in time with the harsh beat of his heart.
He had wondered when Hadrian would discover that his mother was gone, and found himself delighted.
Over a day since he had taken Lily Potter, and only now had her son bothered to try and get her back.
“My Lord?”
He looked back at the other two, small smile still in place as he imagined Hadrian’s expression when he realised. “Yes, Lucius?”
The man was so obviously trying not to stare. “That patronus…”
Voldemort released a sigh, “Yes?”
“That was Evans’ voice.”
“Evans?” Bella echoed in interest. Her dark eyes skittering back to him.
Lucius frowned thoughtfully, seeming to gain confidence when Voldemort made no move to correct him. “Hadrian Evans, the champion for Beauxbaton.”
Bella’s nose crinkled delicately. “A mudblood?” She sounded appropriately scandalised.
Lucius nodded distractedly.
Voldemort’s lips curled upwards in obvious amusement. How well the child had fooled even one of his favoured. He could not resist stirring trouble.
“He’s a halfblood, actually.”
Both of their heads twisted to face him, but only Lucius seemed unsettled by the declaration. Voldemort tapped his fingers against the top of his desk in consideration.
A part of him wanted to keep the boy a secret, to keep his significance to himself and not jeopardise the tender balance between them more than he already had.
The more rational part of him, however, knew that Hadrian was currently planning his counterattack. And if he knew anything about the boy, it was that he would be ruthless in his response.
No. Voldemort would have to include at least some of his most trusted followers in this if he did not want them accidentally murdering Hadrian when he did make his move.
“And his name is not, technically, Hadrian Evans.”
Lucius’ frown grew more pronounced. Voldemort felt a bubble of dark pleasure grow in his chest at what he was about to reveal. “He isn’t French by birth either. In fact, he was born right here in Britain, to James and Lily Potter.”
Their eyes widened in realisation.
Everyone within their ranks was aware of the manhunt for Harry Potter. They had lived through Voldemort’s obsessive search for years, had endured countless missions chasing even the vaguest rumours of the heir to the Potter family.
They all knew that he sought the boy - though not many were aware of why, exactly, he wanted him.
Bella and Lucius knew of the prophecy. They had proven their loyalty a thousand times over. They knew what threat Harry Potter posed to him.
“All this time,” Lucius breathed out, “he hasn’t even been in Britain. We suspected he wasn’t but…” The man shook his head. “Harry Potter…” He looked as if he could hardly believe it.
Voldemort dipped his head, eyes tracing around the room until they were fixed on the window. “He prefers Hadrian.” He told them absently, his quiet smile betraying him.
“What do you intend to do with him?” It was, surprisingly, Bella that posed the question. And it was that fact alone that saved her. Had anyone else so blatantly questioned him – and with what could be considered a tone – he would have killed them on the spot.
“Do?” He echoed, and enjoyed the way her head ducked in apology. “I won’t be killing him, if that’s what you are implying, Bella.”
They made no efforts to hide their confusion. He knew how surprised they must be, since for so long he had sworn to do exactly that when he found the boy.
But they did not know what he did. They had not seen the potential lurking in Hadrian’s eyes. They had not heard the sheer hatred that consumed his voice when he was pushed too far. They did not know just how dangerous the boy could be.
“I have an interest in him. Hadrian and I are in the middle of a game right now, and his next move will undoubtedly put him in a precarious position. Whatever he does, I do not want any lasting damage inflicted on him.”
He huffed lightly in amusement. Stubborn brat, he thought fondly.
“That being said, I wouldn’t want to make it too easy for him.” He circled around his desk with calm, deliberate steps. “I expect the two of you to keep an eye on him during the ball tonight. Don’t engage him unless he instigates things.”
Voldemort glanced at Bella. “He’ll be...volatile. Try not to wind him up too much, my dear.”
A heavy look entered her eyes, a mixture of pleasure and dreadful promises.
Satisfied, Voldemort waved his hand at them. “I trust you will keep what was discussed to yourselves.”
They bowed lowly in response, and Voldemort smiled in approval as they departed.
The moment they had left the room, he could hear their hushed voices erupt to life.
He waited until their magical signatures had vanished from his manor before leaving the office and heading to the second level.
He turned right and walked until he had reached the door furthest from the staircase. It was laden with protective charms that rendered it invisible to all but him.
The knob turned without a sound and he entered.
The lone figure on the couch turned to face him, expression downright poisonous. He could not contain the smirk that appeared on his face.
“Forgive me for leaving you for so long.”
He closed the door behind him, unbuttoning his outer robe and sending it floating into his wardrobe. “I hope you weren’t too bored by yourself.”
He came closer, seating himself on the lounge opposite, one arm thrown carelessly along the back. He gestured with his other at the cups on the table before them. “Tea?”
Her jaw was clenched, eyes burning.
“Oh, how forgetful of me.” He said with falsely rueful twist to his mouth. “You can’t speak, of course. But a simple nod would suffice, Lady Potter.”
She refused to acknowledge his words, and he clicked his tongue in disapproval. “It’s rude to ignore your host. Surely you picked up some manners from your pureblood husband?”
And there it was. The blaze of hatred in her eyes.
He chuckled at her reaction. “I guess it skipped a generation. Hadrian’s always been delightfully well-mannered whenever we’ve spoken.” He cocked his head and watched as she struggled to hold back her anger. “Such a courteous boy, he is. I’d commend you on that, but I feel like that would be giving you too much credit.”
At his silent command, the teapot rose and poured into their cups. “No, you were more focussed on turning him into your own little puppet to care about his manners.”
He took a sip of his tea, gazing at her from over the rim curiously. “Honestly Lily, you’ve made so many mistakes with the boy it’s just sad. I’m not an expert on parenting by any means, but even I can see how dysfunctional your methods are.”
The rage was practically radiating from her tense frame, and a part of him could not help but think that her son wore the emotion better. On Lily Potter, anger looked like a cheap necklace. On Hadrian, it was like watching a diamond sparkle.
He let loose a soft sigh, gently placing his teacup back into its saucer. “Moving on from your blatant exploitation of your son’s love for you; you will be pleased to hear that this arrangement is only temporary.”
Voldemort gave her a moment to digest that, picking up on her confusion. He smiled at her, as charming as a starving wolf. “I’ve already told you no harm would come to you while I have you. Damaging you would hardly be productive to my goal, and I’m hardly stupid enough to test his patience more than I already have.”
She twitched at the vague mention of her son, and he knew she was likely recalling his declarations from their aborted lunch. Just the memory of the horror leaking into her eyes had him humming in delight.
In hindsight, it was almost embarrassing how much he had revealed to her. He had gotten completely caught up in his own thoughts and plans for the future. He had tasted his oncoming triumph and let his tongue run away from him.
If he were anyone else, that embarrassment would probably be firmly leaning towards humiliation at speaking so openly to Hadrian’s mother.
As it were, he was tempted to see just how far he could push her until she snapped.
“You know,” he started, fingers drumming on the lounge silently, “I must confess that how my thoughts on Hadrian have changed was a complete surprise.”
The woman’s face shuttered. She was good at hiding, and it was clear who had taught Hadrian most of his tricks. But where Lily was merely good, Hadrian was on another level.
He was emotional, true, and stumbled quite a lot in his control over himself. But he was simultaneously as steadfast as a rock, and never lacked for confidence.
His mother…well.
It was honestly a miracle the boy had turned at as well as he had, with Lily greedily holding his leash as tight as she did.
“I was intrigued from the beginning, naturally.” He continued, eager to stab through her cold façade and watch her shatter. “Our first meeting wasn’t even our first, technically. But he truly is an accomplished student – and I fully admit that the more we spoke, the more interested in him I become.”
A sly smirk came to his face, and his eyes drifted from her stony face to the bed just a few metres away.
“Though I have to say, he did make a splendid sight in my bed.”
And just like that, she was on her feet. Voldemort stared with lazy satisfaction as she hurtled the teapot straight at his head. Her aim was impeccable, but it vanished before it got anywhere near him.
Lily stood there, chest heaving with every burning breath. She was livid, and underneath he could see the revulsion and misguided protective instincts blazing to life.
Like this, her defences so clearly broken, he found it easy to slip into her mind.
Memories played like a movie reel before him.
Hadrian, barely more than seven years old, stared up at her with confusion. His small mouth was pursed. “I’m sorry, mummy.”
Lily sighed, reaching down and framing his face. She tried to smile. “You shouldn’t say things like that, Harry. I know things are hard right now, but you need to listen to me. When you’re older, you’ll understand, alright? Just trust me.”
His head dipped, shoulder curling inwards. “Okay, mummy. I love you.”
She kissed his forehead. “I love you too.”
He could feel her mind buck under his, frantic.
Hadrian, eight and dressed in his uniform, held her hand like a lifeline.
He was so small, but his hair was combed and neat, and his green eyes were glowing with fear and excitement. He tugged at her, and Lily looked away from the front of Beauxbatons to gaze down at her son.
“Do you think I’m ready, mummy?”
She leaned down to smile at him, though her heart ached because he should be in a different uniform, and they should be on a train station, and her husband should be with them.
“You will do so well, darling. Now, remember what I told you, yes? We’ve been training for this.”
He nodded, so serious and so young. A part of her regretted all of this. But she knew he could do it.
Before her eyes, her sweet little Harry was locked away, and when he looked back up, there was only Hadrian Evans in his place.
It was not enough. He wanted more.
“ – and then Fleur almost started crying. Which is silly, it was just a necklace –”
Lily laughed at his retelling. “I’m sure she appreciated it more than you realise. You did say that she has been trying to get your attention for most of the year.”
Harry shrugged. “She didn’t like me like that. She was just curious, then I pissed her off.”
Lily fixed him with a look. “Language.” She reprimanded. Harry looked down sheepishly.
“Sorry, maman.”
Lily shook her head in exasperation. “So, what about your other classmates. Have you formed any connections with them yet?”
Harry’s smile flickered at her question, and the light in his eyes dimmed. “Ah, yes. Most of my classmates are the children of politicians. I haven’t spoken to them about their parents too much, but they seem to like me enough.”
“We need more than them just liking you, Harry. We need them to be willing to support Hadrian when we’re ready to go for Minister. This is important. If we lay the groundwork now, it means less work in the future.”
He swallowed, eyes filling with the barest hints of shame. “Of course, maman. I’ll be better next time.”
“I know you will.”
The next memory slipped forward, and Voldemort felt the way Lily’s mind trembled.
“How long? How long have you known?” She asked quietly, her heart breaking in her chest.
Hadrian squirmed before her. Looking guiltier by the second. “Since the first task.” He admitted.
Lily felt like she had been struck. “That long?”
Hadrian tucked his face away from her, jaw tight. “Yes.”
“And you didn’t tell me.” She said, unable to stop the accusation from slipping out. “Does he know that you know?”
He nodded slowly, the words tumbling out of his mouth as he rushed to give her excuses. “He threatened you. I – I couldn’t risk it. Telling you would have...” His hands shook as he lowered them to his side.
“I couldn’t risk it.” He repeated.
Voldemort pulled out of her mind, watching as she sat there, gasping silently.
He felt strangely incensed, the emotion bubbling up from his bones and boiling under his skin.
He recalled Hadrian’s face in perfect clarity. The hopelessness. The shame. The way he never seemed able to meet his mother’s gaze for too long.
How quickly he accepted her ire.
Voldemort recognised the signs so clearly because long ago he too exhibited them.
Back before he learned to defend himself. Back before he knew how special he was. Back when he had gritted his teeth and accepted the matron’s hatred and the other orphans’ spite.
He too used to bend his neck.
He despised that part of his childhood. How weak he had been.
No child should ever fear their guardian.
And to see Hadrian show those all too obvious ingrained behaviours…
He took a breath, calming the sudden storm in his head.
He had been excited to see how the boy had grown. He had wanted to see how he had forged himself into the person he was today.
But the only thing he had confirmed was that Lily Potter did not deserve her son.
His wand slid into his palm, and within a heartbeat he was across the space and pinning her to the lounge.
She thrashed under him, thin hands smacking against his body in a futile effort to push him away.
It was too easy to take a hold of her arm and press his wand to the inside of her wrist. She stilled.
“I’m going to take him from you,” he whispered in his family’s tongue, relishing in how her eyes popped wide, “I'm going to make him see you for what you are. And when all is said and done, he’s going to make a choice, and it won’t be you. You’re own ignorance and stupidity will drive him right into my arms.”
The tip of his wand traced the frantic pulse of her artery.
“And I’ll treasure him. You will break him, completely and utterly, and I’ll be there to pick up the pieces. He’ll be glorious.”
Parselmagic was difficult to perform, and took a significant amount of magic to successfully do. He typically avoided using it because it was hardly worth the effort.
The only benefit was that the spells he cast were impossible to undo by anyone but a parselmouth. Since he was the last one alive, there was no one else that could challenge him.
A part of him sneered at the thought of using such extensive, pure magic on a mudblood like her; but to accomplish his goal, some sacrifices had to be made.
“Sleep.” He hissed, his wand gently tracing up to her throat and over her face.
At once, her eyes fluttered and fell shut.
He rearranged her on the lounge, laying her on her side so that she was in no danger of slipping off.
He sat back on his own seat, already feeling drained from the chunk of magic that the spell devoured.
He had no time to rest however. He had to prepare for the Malfoy’s ball, and his inevitable confrontation with Hadrian.
After all this time, he was finally going to have what he wanted. And once he had Hadrian, the Order would surely fall into disrepair.
Having their last ray of hope acting against them would destroy them.
Voldemort quickly entered his wardrobe, redressing in his formal robes, and running a finger along the delicately stitched silver snakes on his collar.
He contemplated putting on a tie, and unbidden his mind rushed to the way Hadrian had curled his hand around his on Yule.
The half-smirk that had lingered on the boy’s mouth as he so effortlessly dropped to his knees and gazed up at him.
The way his title fell from those taunting lips.
He closed his eyes and braced one hand on the cupboard door. His jaw clenched as he felt arousal burn through him like a wave of fire. It had been a long time since he had experienced such an intense reaction like this to someone.
He craned his neck backwards and pushed the distracting thoughts away. There would be plenty of time for that later, after he ensured the boy’s loyalty and cut him free from his mother’s influence.
Voldemort waved his hand in front of him and felt his skin tingle as his features altered into those the world recognised as the Dark Lord’s.
He left the room, and Lily Potter, behind.
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Chapter 35: Chapter Thirty Five
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Hadrian gently lowered Sirius’ unconscious body onto the bed, ignoring the small twinge of guilt that gnawed at his gut.
The only reason that he had been able to subdue the man so quickly was surprise. Sirius – no matter how hardened the last decades had made him – had honestly never thought Hadrian would attack him.
It was painfully naïve of the man, and even though that split second had been essential to knocking him out, Hadrian still felt wretched at the trust he had violated.
It had to be done though. He needed the Order to stay out of his way for the rest of the day, and nothing short of keeping Sirius unconscious would have worked.
He could have meddled with his memories, but someone would have realised something was wrong with the man sooner, rather than later, and then he would be right back at square one. Less, actually, considering he had just attacked one of their founding members and proven himself a potential threat.
Besides that, Hadrian was not a fan of playing with another’s mind like that. He could understand the usefulness, and had taught himself the theory to prepare for any time he had to utilise them.
But he also found memory charms disdainful, and unfair, and thought they should be blacklisted for the sheer damage they could do to a person. How easily they could destroy someone, erasing their entire life with a negligent wave of a wand.
So, this was the safest option. With luck, the others would believe that Sirius was staying the night with him to make sure he did not do anything reckless. By the time they realised that was not the case, he would be well and truly on his way to rescuing his mother.
Hadrian tapped his wand on the crown of his head, concentrating as his magic rose to his command. His hair lightened to a golden brown, his green eyes dulled, and his skin darkened as the glamour took hold. He spent a moment adding a few age lines around his mouth, completely eliminating any lingering resemblance to his true appearance.
The first thing he needed to do was go to Knockturn Alley. While he was sure that he could find and buy the items he needed from Diagon, he wanted the relative anonymity that Knockturn provided.
Even in a country under the rule of a Dark Lord, Knockturn had apparently never quite managed to drag itself into a reputable light. Which was fine by him. The fewer people that remembered him and his purchases, the better, and like most Dark aligned districts, Knockturn had a strict ‘don’t ask, don’t tell’ policy that made witnesses non-existent and shopkeepers mysteriously unable to recall the barest details of a client.
He hesitated at the threshold of the bedroom, turning enough to gaze at Sirius from over his shoulder. The apology sat heavily on his tongue, but he refused to say it aloud. He had made his stance on saving his mother clear, and they had tried to stop him. He might feel uncomfortable, but not enough to change his course.
Hadrian slipped out of the suite without another thought to his godfather. The man could use some rest, anyway.
He exited the hotel and made his way swiftly to the more infamous branch of Britain’s shopping district, following the path Riddle’s men had escorted him down, acting as just another face in the sea of people.
The difference was stark from the moment he took his first steps down the cobblestone street.
The air was heavier, filled with the faintest traces of waste and rotten leftovers. The buildings were taller and more cramped. And the sizzling taste of Dark magic curled around him like a lazy fog.
Hadrian might have been here before, but there was something about walking down the streets without a guide that had the hair on his arms standing to attention.
The crowd had dispersed rather rapidly, leaving him almost deserted. The lack of chatter or warm bodies was jarring, and he pulled his coat a little tighter around him.
He avoided the gaze of a hag as she shuffled by him, stepping to the side to ensure that there was plenty of room between them. He was technically of age by law and magic, but he had learned plenty about hags to know that while they preferred children, they had no compunction against eating the occasional adult if they were hungry enough.
He did not want to cause any waves while he was here.
Hadrian ducked into the first apothecary he saw and searched the store swiftly until he located the blood-replenishing potions. He grabbed one of the bottles, studying the crimson liquid inside to make sure the colour was correct, before going to find a jar of elm powder and some dried Typha. Once he had everything, he went to the counter.
The shopkeeper hardly glanced at him as he handed him the money, keeping his beady eyes fixed on his grime-covered hands as he pulled out the change.
Hadrian did not bother thanking the man – he just grabbed his purchases and left as quickly as he could.
Next, he headed to a wizarding equipment store. It was dark inside, with towering shelves shoved into every available space, each filled with a large arrangement of miscellaneous items.
Hadrian grimaced at the disorganisation, but set off to find himself some chalk and a bronze bowl.
It took him almost half an hour to get out since the owner had taken the time to try and push all manner of strange sales on him. Hadrian had hit his limit on being polite when a jar of baby skulls was shoved at him.
He sighed in relief when he stepped outside, closing the door behind him with more force than necessary. It was a fierce reminder that he was still quite inexperienced with a lot of Dark magic, and Hadrian was happy to say that he would never take the full plunge into the murky depths.
He scowled again.
Baby skulls.
And some wizards had the nerve to say muggles were only the horrible ones.
He turned around and headed down the street, eager to get back to his suite and enact his plan. He looked up at the sky, noting how late in the afternoon it was getting. He had to hurry up if he wanted to time everything correctly.
As the shadows drew longer, Hadrian’s awareness of his surroundings bloomed in his mind, his instincts flaring to life with each step he took.
A huddled group of vampires watched him from the mouth of one of the side streets. There were five of them, and their bloody eyes followed him closely.
All but one of them stared at him with that unquenchable hunger.
He was towards the outskirts of the group, leaning against the wall with a casualness that looked out of place in the dangerous streets. He was young too, almost as young as Hadrian, physically.
But he knew that meant nothing to a vampire. They measured age in centuries, not looks.
In fact, judging by the almost reverent glances being thrown his way by the other vampires, Hadrian suspected he was quite old. Possibly even their sire.
The vampire watched him with a curious little twist to his mouth, neither malicious nor friendly, and when Hadrian’s eyes met his, the vampire inclined his head in an acknowledging nod.
The show of respect was startling, even as Hadrian returned the action.
Vampires were an...unruly presence in the world. They were sentient, and most followed the rules imposed by the wizarding government for convenience’s sake. But they also had their own twisted web of politics that they abided by.
The Ministries always hated when a vampire was involved with a situation because they were as likely to help as they were to interfere.
All the vampires that he had met were civilised enough, and frequently attended all manner of high-society functions. There was quite a high population of them in France, and many were wealthy, influential figures.
Hadrian knew, logically, that it was mostly a guise. That a majority vampires merely hid the violence and bloodlust behind a thin veil of politeness, purely for human sensibilities. They were, by their very nature, a predator, and no amount of embroiled clothing or sparkling jewellery completely obscured that.
But still, that was in France, where the finery was expected. The vampires in Britain might as well be another breed entirely with how openly they wore their deadliness.
He hurried passed them, trying not to look too much like fleeing prey. That would only entice them more.
His breathing evened out when he finally emerged back into Diagon Alley, immediately losing himself in the crowd and finding comfort in the mass of bodies and cacophony of voices.
But he did not feel safe until he was back in his suite, locking the door and leaning his forehead against the wood wearily.
He rapped his knuckles against the door a few times, slow and soft as he counted down from ten.
What he was about to do was unbelievably stupid, dangerous and had a staggeringly high chance of failure.
But he had to try. For his mother, he had to attempt a rescue.
At least Riddle would not kill him if he got caught.
Probably.
Hadrian shook his head, pushed himself upright and began to rearrange the furniture in the sitting room.
He cleared a large section of the floor, then, with his wand, he cut a section of the carpet loose to get to the unblemished wooden floor beneath.
He grabbed the chalk and began to draw the ritual circle, copying it from his last attempt, only enlarging it properly now that he had the room and actual equipment at his disposal.
With the circle complete, he drew one more symbol in the centre, making sure to keep the lines impeccable.
Next, he gathered the powder, dried Typha and the bronze bowl in front of him.
Hadrian took a deep breath, tugging the lector blade out from his belt. He unbuttoned his shirt and shrugged out of it, letting it fall to the ground behind him with no more than a whisper.
He held his arm out over the bowl, and with the dagger, made a deep, precise cut along his forearm.
It stung horribly, the skin opening like a flower and blood welling. He tilted his arm and watched as the bright red began pouring into the bowl.
Hadrian winced as the seconds drew on, waiting impatiently for the blood to fill the bottom of the bowl. In his hand, the lector blade was considerably warmer, and he almost gasped when he felt his magic eagerly rush to the surface in response to the ritual.
He blinked heavily, fighting the faint tremors that had begun to spread through his body. He shook his head to clear it.
When the amount of blood was decent, he pulled his arm away and swiftly wrapped his discarded shirt around it.
He had to move quickly. He could not afford to heal himself just yet. Not while he needed all of his magic focussed on the ritual. If he did not perform it correctly then the backlash could be dangerous.
With shaking hands he grabbed the elm powder and upended it into the pool of blood. Instantly, it was harder to breathe. Hadrian closed his eyes as the magic swirled around him, so much more intense than the last time he had done this.
Though, last time he had not had the time to do the proper ritual - instead forced to use a smaller, less powerful version to satisfy his needs. This time, it would be even stronger.
He pushed the distracting thoughts away and picked the Typha up next. He crushed the dried plant between his palms and let the remains fall into the concoction as well.
Magic swelled, choking him with its raw power.
He picked the bowl up and gently rocked it a few times to make sure the ingredients were mixing. The blood was darkening in colour, just as it was meant to.
Without pause, Hadrian tossed the mixture onto the symbol in the middle of the circle, the thickened liquid splattering all over the chalk lines.
He backed out of the ritual space the second he released the bowl, hastily unwrapping his shirt and healing the vicious cut now that it was complete.
He reached over and downed the blood-replenishing potion, eyes glued to the circle in front of him.
The spilt mixture began to bubble and hiss ominously, and Hadrian watched with satisfaction as it began to converge on itself and warp.
Now all he had to do was break into the home of a Dark Lord.
Easy.
OoO
Lucius surveyed the ballroom with unconcealed approval simmering in his chest.
Truly, Narcissa had outdone herself once again. His wife was unparalleled in many ways, and her ability to turn an already opulent space into something downright awe-inspiring each and every year was one such example.
He had long ago learned to never question her when it came to planning such events, lest he invoke her considerable wrath at what she considered a slight against her refined tastes. And tonight, it was proven yet again that she did not need his input at all.
He hid a smile behind his flute of champagne, listening with half an ear as the assistant to the undersecretary praised the evening so far. He wished Narcissa were beside him right now to hear how spectacular people found her tastes, but he knew that she was busy working the other side of the room.
He caught sight of her exquisite black and silver gown from across the room and felt the strongest urge to sweep her into a dance. She would not appreciate the interruptions, he knew, when she was preoccupied with being a diligent hostess.
Later, he promised himself.
His eyes roamed once more, acknowledging his companion’s parting with a simple nod, and searching for his son to make sure the boy was not getting underfoot.
He found Draco towards one side of the hall, closer to the entry, with a number of his friends surrounding him. Hermione, as always, was at his side and currently speaking animatedly with Daphne Greengrass.
Both were conducting themselves appropriately, for which he could only be thankful. He remembered all too well that recklessness of youth, and with alcohol present, he hoped neither of them were irresponsible enough to take any chances.
Especially with the Dark Lord here as well.
Lucius’ gaze drifted to the man in question, quite unable to help himself. His Lord’s presence was like a shining beacon, a scorching flame that drew everyone’s attention. It was impossible to not be aware of the man, even as he did nothing more than converse quietly with a select few.
He filled any room he was in, and to this day, Lucius always grew a little breathless in the face of that unrestrained power.
He could make out the familiar figure of Bellatrix standing beside his Lord now, a silence, completely unnecessary sentinel as the man commanded the attention of his audience effortlessly.
Lucius also recognised the woman his Lord was primarily speaking to. Minister Simone Lécuyer was a tenacious woman, and a formidable politician and Lucius begrudgingly respected the witch for all that she had accomplished in her time in power. She was virtually uncontested for her entire career, and for all his research, Lucius had not been able to find any underhanded means she might have used to remain that way.
Either Lécuyer was a universally adored public figure in her country, or she was much more wily and a great deal cleverer than they had anticipated.
She seemed perfectly at ease under his Lord’s attention, however, with a charming smile and a refined poise around her as the words flowed rapidly between them. There were only a handful of people that he knew that could manage that.
As he was watching them, he saw the exact moment his Lord’s eyes darted up and off to the side, cutting through the mass of attendants like they were not even there.
Lucius followed his Lord’s gaze, unease building and tongue growing heavy when he spotted the impeccably dressed form of Hadrian Evans entering through the door.
Seeing him now, hair falling freely over his forehead in an admittedly roguish way, he felt foolish for not figuring it out before this. It was embarrassing that it had taken his Lord outright telling him the boy’s true identity for him to know.
He had been in his final year when James Potter had started at Hogwarts, and other than the vicious stories Severus had regaled him with, Lucius had not held much interest in the Potter heir. Not even when Sirius Black had spat on his heritage and scurried his way into the Potter family, had he bothered to pay attention.
In the war, Lucius had never really interacted with the man. While he was sure they had crossed paths at least once during the numerous battles between their sides, those memories were often filled with screams and bright, chaotic clashes of magic, rather than individuals.
James Potter’s face had long since faded from his mind – if it had ever truly resided there in the first place – and considering it had been almost two decades since the man had first gone into hiding, then was summarily killed by his Lord; Lucius firmly believed that it was only this unfamiliarity that had led to his failure to correctly recognize the boy.
However, after their meeting earlier today, Lucius had managed to find a few images of the late Lord Potter, taken right from the man’s sealed auror file. Photos before him, he had been unable to deny the similarities.
Hadrian Evans was undoubtedly the son of James Potter, and the current unnamed head of the Potter House.
He had had an inkling that the boy was of good stock when he had first seen him, so many months ago in Korin’s office. He had seen the hints of a pureblood in the arch of his eyebrows, and the cut of his cheeks; in his nose and the line of his jaw.
The boy had a loveliness to him that only existed with generations of proper breeding. But his name and despicable attitude had thrown him off. Lucius was ashamed at how easily the boy had tricked him, even though a part of him admired the skill with which he had done it.
But now, knowing the truth had finally allowed Lucius to understand. To know why Evans had been such a contradiction since their very first meeting; to see why the boy carried such ardent hatred for them. It let him understand just why his Lord was so interested in the child.
Lucius took another sip of his glass, finding his gaze unable to move away from Evans.
Yes, he could definitely see James Potter in his son. But where James Potter had been tall and broad, his son was lean and a touch shorter than most his age.
Delicate, he would be tempted to claim, if he had not seen the way Evans had faced down a manticore.
There were traces of Black blood in him too, with his thick, rich dark hair and the shape of his eyes. In that way, the boy reminded him sharply of Bellatrix. Such an innocent figure that hid the wild force underneath.
He wondered if Evans’ blood was diluted enough to let him escape the Black Madness, or if the boy was already affected. Surely he must be, if he was willing to play such a dangerous game with a Dark Lord.
And that thought was more terrifying than it should be. The last thing the world needed was another Bellatrix running around. Lucius knocked back the rest of his champagne, dismissing that line of thought and debating if he should approach Evans despite orders, when he son and ward abruptly latched onto the French champion.
He watched, bemused and slightly apprehensive, as Draco handed the boy a flute and a conversation was struck between them.
He had known that Draco had tentatively begun to establish a connection with Evans, and had dutifully relayed whatever important information he had managed to uncover – though it never seemed to be much, Evans evidently a slippery one. Which made a large amount of sense now, all things considered – but he had not known that they were this comfortable.
He felt a minor prick of concern over how at ease Draco and Hermione were in the other’s presence, as well as how swiftly the two had joined him. He and Narcissa had gone above and beyond to keep the two as removed from the less savoury aspects of their lives as possible.
The fact that they were both growing closer to their Lord’s current focus was…dangerous. For all of them.
His eyes flicked back to the Dark Lord to try and gauge his reaction.
They had been told to only watch the boy and ensure that he did not do anything unpredictable. His Lord had even stressed how volatile Evans would be with his mother missing, and warned them of the boy’s penchant for aggressiveness.
But from what he could see, there was not even a glimpse of foretold fury in Evans. He seemed completely normal as he spoke with Draco, his body loose and confident, his eyes bright and his smile warm.
He looked calm and collected. Controlled.
It appeared his Lord had noticed the lack of anger as well. But rather than suspicious, the man merely looked curious.
Lucius’ eyes drifted between the two figures, anxious at how Evans did not once return the clear scrutiny being aimed at him. The Dark Lord’s attention was like a hot iron, and Lucius had felt the heat of it many times. He had never quite been able to shake himself loose from the sensation.
Evans, in retrospect, appeared immune.
Someone brushed against him. Lucius briefly glanced to see Bellatrix standing there, looking stunning in her gown. She was a vision, to be sure, but a deadly one.
Her eyes were fixed on Evans as well, but unlike him, there was an unhealthy hunger lingering in those grey depths.
“Bellatrix.” He warned.
“Lucy.” She purred.
He bit back a scoff, finding her intensity as disturbing as always. “We are not to approach him, merely observe. Don’t antagonise him.”
She laughed, a soft, breathy thing that sent his skin crawling. “I plan to observe him. From much closer.” She took a step forward in Evans’ direction.
Lucius grabbed her arm, stopping her with a courage he did not feel. It was not often he had to reign the woman in, and every time the task fell to him, Lucius felt like he was trying to contain fiendfyre with his bare hands.
“You would go against our Lord’s orders just to play one of your games?” He hissed.
Her dark eyes swung to him, large and glinting. Her lips peeled back into a bloody smile. “I am doing exactly as our Lord instructed, Lucy. If you had paid more attention, you would have seen him discuss it with me moments ago. Now, I suggest you release me, before I have to explain to ‘Cissa why her husband’s lost an arm.” Her teeth glinted like knives.
The threat – and the knowledge that she would absolutely carry through with it, setting and witnesses be damned – forced him to loosen his grip.
Like a wraith, the woman slipped through the crowd, heedless of the way people scrambled to get out of her way.
OoO
Hadrian stared at the blank countryside before him as he toyed with the simple black fabric in his gloved hands. His eyes scanned fruitlessly for any signs of the barrier he knew was before him. But Riddle’s work was flawless. Other than the potent magic, there was no other indication of the wards.
He bit his lip for a moment before letting it free slowly.
The moon was already high, the streams of pale light illuminating the ground in patches, blocked only by the wisps of black clouds. He took a deep breath of the crisp night air and tugged the fabric down over his head, straightening it so that the mask covered his face properly.
The tips of his fingers sparked with magic as he applied the sticking charm.
It was almost ridiculous, how far he was going to conceal his identity. Riddle would know immediately who had broken in that there was hardly any point to the cloak and dagger approach.
And if it were only Riddle involved, Hadrian would not even both with the mask or dark clothes or stealth charms. But the fact was, he had no idea who or what he was going to encounter inside the wards.
While he was sure that Riddle would keep his actions out of the public – the man could not expose him without raising some questions about why a French citizen was breaking into his home – it was better to be safe than sorry.
His hands dropped, one to his side and the other to fiddle with the pin in his collar. He had not originally wanted to use the charmed gift that was left by his mysterious stalker, uneasy with the idea of relying on both the blade and the pin.
But faced with the challenge of somehow overcoming Riddle’s wards, Hadrian needed all the help he could get, dubious source or not. Besides, the diagnosis he had cast on the pin showed nothing more than a serious amount of anti-detection spells working. It was clearly a powerful and meticulously crafted piece. Which just made its presence in his life all the more curious.
He closed his eyes and took a fortifying breath, briefly glancing over his shoulder at the small village down the hill.
Little Hangleton, considering what it concealed, was surprisingly easy to find.
It had taken him less than an hour to find a picture of the village in a library book and apparate here. It was another hour wandering around the clearly muggle settlement, asking whatever questions he could get away with, before he finally registered the thick taste of magic in the air and followed it to the edge of what had to be Riddle’s house.
It had to be here. Such a heavily protected magical spot, just outside what had to be the most mundane muggle village in existence? A muggle village that Dumbledore said Riddle’s father used to live in?
This was definitely the place. Whether his mother was actually inside was another matter entirely.
Hadrian pulled the lector blade out of the sheath he had conjured and held it in his hands. He stared down at the golden blade, tilting it slightly to watch the moonlight reflect off the surface.
The Malfoy’s ball had started hours ago, and if he had timed everything correctly, Riddle should be there by now. But there was no telling how quickly the man would discover something was wrong. He had to be fast but cautious.
Hadrian stepped up to the wards and raised the lector blade. This close, even with the barrier invisible, the hairs all over his body stood on ends.
He knew, theoretically, how this was supposed to work, but this was going to be the first time he used the blade with magic as intense as Riddle’s.
He had no way of knowing if Riddle would sense a disruption to his wards. The lector blade should merely provide a small opening, not actually cut through and damage the barrier spell.
It should just take the magic it absorbed and project it back into the ward, leaving no trace of activity.
But just in case that did not work, he had a distraction in place too.
Hadrian held his breath, then without another moment, plunged the dagger forward. A shimmer appeared in front of him, a distorted white that rippled out from where the blade pierced the wards. His arms itched as a wave of heat ran through him, the blade scorching the palms of his hands through the gloves as it sucked in the magic and redirected it.
The power was intoxicating and he gasped.
Slowly, bearing his weight down on it, he dragged the dagger down, and the barrier parted like mist.
Hadrian stepped through the cut, first one foot, then the other. He looked back at the opening and watched as the two sides mended together like nothing had happened, the faint glow of the wards disappearing from view.
He stood in place, chest hardly daring to move as he waited for some sign of discovery. His fingers shook around the handle of the lector blade.
A minute passed. Then two. Then five.
Hadrian let out a long sigh, body trembling with adrenaline.
He had never done anything like this before.
Not even participating in the tournament had left him this tense and energised.
Then again, in his mind infiltrating the home of a Dark Lord was far more dangerous than fighting an unbeatable magical creature.
Hadrian swallowed, turning his attention back to his task. He looked up at the hill and stared at the house perched there like a slumbering beast.
It was smaller than he had been expecting, somehow. Only three storeys in height and nowhere close to as wide as he would have thought. It was easily the grandest house in the area, and there was a magnetic sort of beauty to it that most wizarding manors had, but – Hadrian was tempted to call the house modest in its stature compared to other estates.
It, oddly enough, did not reflect its owner at all.
Hadrian studied the building more intently, taking in the lack of lit windows and the general air of stillness that encompassed it. One might claim the building was abandoned, if not for how meticulously it was kept. The ivory creeping along the walls were trimmed and neat, and even from this distance, he could make out the impressive garden spanning the area around the manor.
He bent low and started to make his way to the outer fringes of the garden, caught somewhere between a sprint and an odd-shuffle.
His feet glossed over the grass soundlessly, not even leaving a faint imprint as he crossed the space.
He came to a stop just by the hedges, keeping his eyes roaming over the manor obsessively, looking for any signs of life.
Satisfied, though still plagued by suspicion, he pressed forward, slipping between the hedges and ghosting his way up to the front steps. His hands hovered before the thick English oak door as he probed it with his magic. There were a number of protective charms in place, and Hadrian grimaced at the feel of some of them.
He stepped back, mind whirling to find a solution, when something made him freeze. A light had appeared in the window to his right, sending golden beams stretching out over the darkened garden. He could see a shadow streak passed, heading towards the front door.
Hadrian pressed himself to the side, cursing silently. He knew it could not be that easy. He must have tripped an alarm when he reached the garden.
Despite the fear that hammered into him, Hadrian had to bit back a vicious smile. He supposed he would have been disappointed if Riddle had not had anything else set up.
He waited with baited breath as the seconds crawled by, trying to guess where the person was and how close to the door they were. He tensed when he heard the lock click, and his eyes were pinned to the knob as it began to turn.
It opened without a sound, moving far too smoothly for something of that size. Hadrian shrunk further into the shadows, straining against his instincts as someone shuffled into view.
Their silhouette was indistinctive, and the moment they were mostly out in the open, he struck.
His hand shot out and grasped their closest arm, yanking them away from the door and throwing them off balance. As they stumbled, an aborted shout on their tongue, Hadrian kicked at their knee, sending them sprawling.
The person – a man, plump and short, with weedy blond hair – tried to scurry away, his body contorting strangely. Hadrian flung his hand out and stunned the man, watching his body drop to the stone floor with a meaty slap.
He stood there, looming over the other for a heartbeat, just staring. The door was wide open, and the heat was alluring, chasing away the chill of the night. He swallowed thickly.
This was it. No turning back now.
He reached down and grasped the man by his shoulder, heaving him over onto his back and looking at the face curiously. Two watery blue eyes looked back at him, wide and terrified.
Hadrian barely held back a sneer. He grasped the man’s arm and roughly tugged down the sleeve. The mark stood out against his pale skin like the brand it was. The colour so dark it writhed.
A Death Eater. And not just any Death Eater but someone marked. He was not just any random follower. He had to be of some value to the Dark Lord if the man left him to guard his manor while he was away. Hadrian pushed himself upright and levitated the stunned figure back inside first before closing the door softly behind him.
No one had come running yet, not even with the quickly silenced shout the Death Eater had let out. He knew not to assume, but surely if there were more, someone would have come to check by now.
Hadrian lowered his prisoner to the polished wooden floor, propped up so that he could see his face
The man made a pained noise, something closer to a whimper than a word. Hadrian summoned ropes and tied them harshly around the man until he was secure. He then reached over and tore a piece of the curtain away and stuffed it into the unresisting mouth, far enough in that it could not be spat out, but not enough to choke the man.
He crowded close to the man, lowering his voice to a whisper so that it was unrecognisable. “Is there anyone else here that I need to worry about? And don’t bother lying unless you want to lose a hand.” He released the stunner.
Immediately, the man started trembling, his head shaking from side to side frantically. Even gagged, the noises he made were clearly meant to convey the same idea. Hadrian scowled.
“You expect me to believe that Voldemort has one person watching his house? One easily defeated guard, I might add. Don’t lie.”
The man grunted, thrashing in place at the hint of a growl in Hadrian’s voice.
Hadrian gritted his teeth, reaching out and grabbing a fistful of that thin hair and shoving the man’s head back into the wall. Momentarily stunned, Hadrian wasted no time in pulling his wand free and pointing it at the man. He had never done this before, but he had to know. He had to be sure.
“Legilimens.”
Images and noise moved around him, chaotic and deafening. Hadrian struggled to catch snippets of what he could see as it flashed by.
Red eyes. A mocking smile.
“Only a night, surely even you can manage that.”
“O-of course, my Lord.”
“Good. And don’t forget to feed –”
Another hit him from the side.
Three young boys smiling at him, faces bright. Their Hogwarts uniforms ruffled as they ran.
One of them –
A howl, piercing in its force. Glinting grey eyes. Messy black hair.
One of them looked like –
“Come on Peter, you’re the best choice. Sirius is too obvious, and Remus…you’re the only one we can trust.”
Hadrian broke free with a grunt, hitting the floor and blinking stupidly as the voices and colours faded from his senses.
His eyes locked onto the figure across from him, slumped and moaning as he recovered from Hadrian’s graceless withdrawal from his mind.
That was…He’s…
“Pettigrew?” He asked, voice sounding so small in the arching expanse of the foyer.
Pettigrew – Wormtail, Peter – shuffled himself upright and glared at him. His eyes were burning with more than tears, but Hadrian could process nothing more than the sudden blankness settling over his mind.
He sat there, in front of the man who had single-handedly ruined his life, waiting for the rush of rage that should be coming, for it to crash into him and consume him…
But there was nothing.
Hadrian stared into those eyes and felt nothing.
He did not know what possessed him to do it. What small sliver of his mind thought that it would be a good idea.
His hand came up and gripped the black fabric covering his face, the sticking charms cancelling under his touch as he pulled it away.
His hair fell into his face and Hadrian did not even try to brush it away. He sat there with James Potter’s hair and Lily Evans’ eyes and watched as Peter Pettigrew saw him for the first time since he had betrayed them.
“Hey, Uncle Peter.”
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Chapter 36: Chapter Thirty Six
Notes:
Hey hey, I'm back guys - thanks for being so patient, I've gotten a lot of messages lately asking me where I'd been and honestly it was just uni. The penultimate week has come, and the lead up to it was torturous. But hopefully things will start winding down soon!
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Chapter Text
Hadrian scaled the front steps gracefully. He gave a polite nod to the doorman as he handed over his invitation, waiting for it to be verified.
His eyes trailed over the expansive gardens, stopping momentarily on the resting flock of white peacocks clustered to the north.
He almost snorted at the pretentiousness of it, barely resisting the temptation.
“Here, sir. Please enjoy your evening.” The doorman handed the invitation back, the shimmering gold family shield flashed once, before turning a soft silver in acknowledgment.
Hadrian tucked the parchment back into his upper breast pocket and went inside, slipping through the domineering entry.
He followed the cleanly marked path until the space opened up into an exquisite hall, filled with all manner of sharply dressed figures.
While not the most extravagant party he had ever been to - he had found little could compare to the sheer beauty of Beauxbatons’ halls - it was still an absolutely stunning gathering. The elegance was understated, and the decorations were few enough to not clutter the area, but still provide the needed embellishments all high-society functions demanded.
He scanned the hall swiftly, taking in the atmosphere, and recognising who he could. Names and positions flashed through his mind. There were less people than he had anticipated, but given who the majority of those in attendance were, Hadrian supposed that made sense.
His gaze made another lap, searching for one person in particular.
A slight part in the crowd revealed his target to him, and Hadrian felt his gut stir at the sight of the man.
It had been so long since he had dealt with Riddle like this, he had almost forgotten how otherworldly the man’s guise as the Dark Lord truly was.
The bone-white pallor of his skin was almost ethereal in the brightly lit space, the twirling lights catching on whatever slip of pale skin it could and illuminating it. The serpentine features of his face were off putting, and while Hadrian knew that was the intention, he could not help but admit there was something fascinating about that face.
Or maybe it was because, for all the differences, he could still see Riddle beneath it, in the sharp cut of his cheekbones and the burning red of his eyes.
Eyes that were currently pinned to him.
Hadrian blinked slowly, before turning his head away as neutrally as he could. He spotted Hermione and Draco approaching, and went to meet them, ignoring the hook in his chest that tugged him in the opposite direction.
“Hadrian!” Hermione called, embracing him carefully. He kissed her on her cheeks in greeting, hardly noticing the flush that appeared at the sudden gesture. “I’m so glad you could make it. We were getting worried.”
He smiled at her, squeezing one of her hands. “I’m so sorry, I was preoccupied with something and time got away from me.”
“Well you’re here now.” She said, patting his upper chest in approval. “And you do scrub up nice. Is that a new suit? It’s not the one you wore to the Yule Ball.”
Hadrian spread his arms a little in presentation. “This occasion called for something different.” He said with a grin. “I feel like a brand new me.”
In all honesty, the suit was the one he had worn to the Yule Ball, but Hadrian knew a few tricks when it came to tailoring magic. His mother had had to learn a whole different range of spells in their first few years on the run to make ends meet.
As a result, he had learned to appreciate the usefulness of such spells and charms as well.
Draco snorted in amusement, “Well, now that you’re finally here, we can proceed to our actual plans for tonight.” He snapped his fingers, and immediately a house elf appeared with a tray of drinks. Draco plucked two glasses off and handed one to Hadrian, the other to Hermione, then grabbed his own.
Hadrian sent a kind smile the house elf’s way, but refrained from thanking her as he wanted to. Gratitude could be seen as offensive to house elves in certain households, and he did not want to cause any waves just yet. At best, the poor thing would likely drop her tray in embarrassment.
It had taken Hadrian years to get the Beauxbatons’ house elves accustomed to his manners. The first time he had thanked one, he had made him cry, then outright scream when he had apologised right after.
But he had worn them down after almost a decade. Now, they treated him with a mix of fond exasperation and stubborn determination to earn his praise. He was easily one of their favourites.
The elf stared up at him with wide green eyes before she ducked back behind her tray and disappeared with a twist.
He took a sip from his glass, trying to enjoy the drink even as it slid down his throat tastelessly. It was an odd sensation.
“So,” he began simply, swirling the golden liquid in his glass until it dangerously approached the lip. “I figured out my clue for the next task.”
Relief crept into Draco’s eyes. “Thank Merlin,” he sighed. “I’ve been waiting for you to do it for weeks. So you have the map too?”
Hadrian nodded, “Of the Forbidden Forest.” He darted a glance between the two of them. “Is there anything in particular I should worry about?” He asked.
It was Hermione who answered, concern layered in her tone. “There are a number of dangerous creatures that live in the forest, but most of them have agreed to leave the three of you alone for the test.” Her eyes slipped to the floor before meeting theirs again. “At least, that’s what I heard Lucius discussing with Narcissa as we were getting ready.”
Draco cocked an eyebrow in intrigue, “Father finally managed to convince the centaurs?”
Hermione hummed lightly, her eyes drifting around them for something. “That’s what I heard. Of course, there’s still a number of dangers in there, but the centaurs will be, well, overseeing things for the most part. To make sure you don’t stray too far from the path, or stumble into areas you don’t have permission to go into.”
She wrung her hands together, only stopping when Draco reached out and brushed his fingers against hers. Their hands fell away from each other. Hadrian pointedly did not comment.
“Excellent then.” Hadrian said after taking another sip. “So long as we have centaurs watching us we should be fine. If they promised to keep an eye on us, then they will do it. A centaur always keeps their word.”
“And you’re willing to trust them?” Draco asked, a not-quite grimace sneaking onto his face.
Hadrian nodded. “Of course. Centaurs are absolutely vicious when they need to be. So long as we’re somewhat under their protection we shouldn’t encounter anything too dangerous.”
Hermione smiled at him, a little pained. “You stabbed a manticore in the eye, Hadrian. I don’t think your idea of dangerous correlates with ours.”
He tipped his glass in her direction in a mock salute, before downing half of it in one go. “I only technically stabbed it in the eye.” He corrected. “Things like accountability always become blurred when doppelgängers are involved.”
“It was a good move,” Draco said, a small amount of grudging admiration in his tone. “Though I’m surprised you knew how to do it. It’s not typically something taught in schools.”
There was a question lurking in his words, but before Hadrian could answer he was distracted.
A whirling mass of magic condensed around him. It was thick, like honey, but felt bitter and burnt as it brushed against his own, trying to draw him into a battle of sorts.
He felt his magic shift impatiently, but it remained placid and refused to rise to the challenge. It had more important things to be doing right now then picking fights.
He let his eye flit between Draco and Hermione, not acknowledging the figure prowling towards him, and ignoring every instinct in him to turn and face the threat.
Both of them appeared concerned for the briefest of moments, their lips pursed, and the skin around their eyes tightened as they stared at whoever it was coming up behind him, before smoothing over.
“Aunt Bella.” Draco greeted warmly, doing a marvellous job of sounding pleased to see her.
Hadrian blinked and looked down into his mostly empty glass, staring at the sliver of champagne still lingering at the bottom. This was not the follower he had been expecting to approach him, but it was not necessarily a surprise either.
“Draco, so nice to see you again.” Hadrian tilted his head enough to catch a glimpse of the woman behind him, distantly noting the lack of greeting for Hermione.
Her smile was the first thing he registered - a wide, wild, dangerous stretch of her lips that was just a touch off for all that it was alluring. It sat just below a pair of dark eyes that glinted sharply at him, and Hadrian found his body rotating to face her almost automatically. No longer able to pretend she was not a threat.
Because that was exactly what this woman was.
Bellatrix Lestrange. A nightmare given human form. A maelstrom of magical force. A known psychopath and sycophant of the Dark Lord.
He tried to keep his expression polite.
She was watching him feverously, with a keen type of interest that did not bode well for him. “And just who are you?” The woman prompted, stepping closer, crowding into his space like she had the right.
Hadrian held his glass between them as a barrier, not backing away from the challenge she presented, but not engaging. People like her were worse when encouraged.
He forced his lips into a smile, holding out a hand in greeting. “Hadrian Evans, Madame Lestrange. I’ve heard many tales of your prowess in battle. It’s an honour.”
And in some twisted way, Hadrian supposed it was. Bellatrix Lestrange was one of the best duellists alive, for all that she was a monster. He could, at the very least, admire the skills she possessed, even if he hated how she used them.
Her eyes lit up with ruthless glee at his compliment, amusement darting along the edges of her blood red lips. She placed her hand in his, and even allowed him to raise it to his lips for a perfunctory kiss on her knuckles.
She did not, surprisingly, smell like blood - though Hadrian was still tempted to wipe at his lips as he released her.
“Evans?” She asked, a curious little tilt to her head. “Halfblood.”
A light frown pulled at his eyebrows, but Hadrian refused to let it form. That had not been a question. She sounded confident in her answer.
The unease in his gut rose a notch.
“Muggleborn.” He corrected, just to see her reaction. It was no secret what her opinions were, but for some unfathomable reason, Hadrian wanted to push.
He searched for any sign of revulsion, any flicker of disgust that might cross her lovely features.
There was nothing.
Hadrian’s feet spread wider, planting himself more firmly as his body prepared for an attack.
“I’m glad to see you’ve returned, Aunt Bella.” Draco said suddenly, moving forward to stand with them. It was a protective move, and Hadrian was more bemused then anything when the blond slightly angled his body to cover him. “Mother would have been disappointed if you had missed this.”
Bellatrix barely glanced at him, her expression a mix of condescending humour, and annoyance at his interruption. It was all too obvious that she was fixated on Hadrian.
“My husband was unfortunately unable to attend tonight,” she told him abruptly, completely disregarding Draco’s attempt at diversion. She leaned towards him as if to share a secret, and Hadrian squashed the urge to flinch away. “I wonder if you would be willing to entertain me in his stead.”
And that was a loaded statement if he had ever heard one. Bellatrix’s idea of ‘entertainment’ could range from a nice conversation to a round of torture. He rolled the stem of his glass between his fingers as he thought it through.
Any time spent in Bellatrix’s company would be dangerous. The woman was renowned for her brutality, and she was intelligent - far more intelligent than people would assume from looking at her. She simply hid it beneath the writhing mass of madness that lurked in her eyes, letting others underestimate her. She wore her femininity like a weapon as well, but not in the way most purebloods did.
Bellatrix was beautiful, and she knew it. She took care in her appearance, her makeup and hair done impeccably with the latest styles.
But Hadrian knew she would let a curse maim her if it got her closer to victory - that she would gladly slice through her hair if it got in her way. She was the type of person who would claw her way over the bodies of her allies if it was necessary.
Bellatrix was a survivor - she was someone willing to do anything to win.
And he knew all this because he too, would do those things. It was uncomfortable - it was disturbing, - and as much as he wanted to shy away from the similarities between the two of them, he could not.
He had a job to do, and if spending a few hours with this woman was what he had to do to succeed, then he would. He would just have to put up with it.
It was not like she could actually hurt him anyway.
So he smiled, and handed his empty glass over to Draco, who took it with a tight frown. “But of course, Madame. I would be delighted to accompany you.”
He accepted her outstretched hand and let her lead him pointedly towards the dancefloor. Despite who his current partner was, Hadrian felt himself begin to relax at the fact that they were only dancing.
He hesitated for only a moment when she turned to face him, before reaching out, placing his palm on her upper back and taking her hand in his other.
There was a silent moment as they waited for the music to start. Hadrian darted his eyes over Bellatrix’s shoulder quickly, taking in both Draco and Hermione staring at him.
The first few notes trilled through the air, and Hadrian moved into a simple waltz. Someone with Bellatrix’s upbringing would definitely know the moves.
She followed his lead without any posturing, which was mildly surprising. He looked at her from the corner of his eyes, trying to understand her game.
“May I ask why your husband was unable to attend?” He inquired, bothered by the quiet between them. It felt suffocating, and anticipatory. He did not like it.
Bellatrix hummed, and Hadrian skin prickled at how close she was to his neck. “Rodolphus doesn’t care for these tiresome things. He finds them boring and drab.”
“And you don’t?” He questioned, guiding her around another pair smoothly.
“They have their moments.” She told him, tilting her head enough to catch his eyes. Her smile widened a touch. “Like tonight, for instance.”
Hadrian returned the smile, though it felt too stiff to be natural. “I’m flattered.”
“You should be.” They stepped through another sequence, and Hadrian bit back his instinctive response to her arrogance. He had spent so long pretending to be a muggleborn that sometimes he forgot he was not.
Let it roll off your back, he told himself firmly.
Her hand flexed around his fingers digging into his flesh, and it snapped his attention back to the point of contact between them. “You’re cold.” She observed, an odd tone creeping through her voice.
Shit, he thought. “Bad circulation.” He explained, mouth moving before he even had time to consider his excuse.
Of course he was cold. He redirected a trickle of his magic into his hands for a mild warming charm.
Bellatrix’s eyes were fastened on their joined hands, before they slowly trailed up his arm, to his face. She looked curious, staring at him blatantly now as they entered the final section of the song.
She matched him step for step, never hesitating as her body twisted with his, fluid and instinctive in each movement. It was exhilarating, and horrible in equal measure - how synchronised they were with each other.
They came to a stop, but neither made to pull away. Hadrian met her gaze fully, trying to place the emotion in her eyes.
She leaned forward, changing into a new starting position. Hadrian automatically followed form. Her lips brushed against his ear, and he wanted to shiver at the soft puffs of air that were running along his neck.
“Has anyone ever told you how much you look like your daddy?”
The next song started.
She pressed forward, and Hadrian had no choice but to step back, his legs suddenly unsteady as he let her take control.
“Surprised?” She asked slyly, and the hand she had on his shoulder began to tighten. “I admit that I was to discover who you were. Did you know I was once in charge of hunting you down?”
His jaw clenched as he let her spin out, then back in. He did not know what to say.
“I was upset when the search was called off. I wanted to be the one to find your mudblood mother and bring her in screaming.” She curled into him, their chests pressing together as they twirled.
He bit back the snarl that begged to be released. She was trying to get a rise out of him, and while her methods were not particularly subtle, the bluntness served her well. She had picked out his weakness for his mother too quickly for it to be a guess.
Riddle had clearly told her more than his true name.
He let his hand slip lower, getting a firmer grip on her back as he leaned her down into a dip. She curved her spine easily, following the movement with all the grace of a lioness. He let her hang there for a beat, and smiled with his teeth.
“And I bet your failure stung.” He spat quietly, pulling her upright faster than necessary, their faces inches apart. “I bet your Lord was disappointed that one of his favourites couldn’t even find a mother and her baby.”
Her face twisted, rage storming over her features as she tried to keep herself under control. “How does it feel, Madame, to know that you got bested by a mudblood?” He hissed in her ear.
“Careful little boy.” She warned, and the anger in her voice was delicious. “You’re protected for now, but one day that will change, and I will be the one to rip those pretty eyes right out of your skull. I’ll even present them to my Lord as a gift. He loves green.”
Her hand on his shoulder came up suddenly, the nail of her thumb skimming along the soft skin underneath his eye in time with her threat.
The music came to an end once again, the last few notes echoing beautifully in the open hall.
Hadrian reached up and took her hand, bringing it to his lips for another polite kiss as he bowed to her. He cast a vicious smile up at her. “I doubt I’ll lose it any time soon. He rather enjoys me alive.” He confessed, enjoying the flash of shock and outrage he spotted.
“Thank you for the dance, Madame Lestrange. I hope you have a pleasant evening.”
He left her behind on the floor, steps light and mouth twisted in grim amusement.
It was only a matter of time until he was approached again, and Hadrian was looking forward to the inevitable confrontation. There was a heady sort of confidence to him, knowing how untouchable he was right now. That there was nothing they could do that could hurt him.
OoO
It was funny, in an abstract way, how Peter’s expression changed.
Hadrian watched with a distant sort of satisfaction as the man’s face went slack with shock, before morphing swiftly into something close to agony.
A muffled, ragged noise tore itself free from Peter’s throat, and a line of drool was tracing its way down his chin as the curtain fragment was slowly saturated with his saliva.
Hadrian pulled himself up properly, one of his legs curling to his chest while the other rested languidly on the floor. He wrapped an arm around his knee and just stared.
He took in the lacklustre wizard, took in his new, fitted, embroidered robes. How well fed he looked, how clean he was - and something in him began to spark.
He could feel it growing, burning through his chest, horrible and violent as it rushed through him. The edges of his vision began to darken until all he could see was the line of neat, high-quality stitches along Peter’s collar.
That he was here, clearly wanting for nothing, while Hadrian and his mother had spent years practically penniless because of his actions, was too much.
In a flash Hadrian had moved, crossing the space between them with a lurch. His fist slammed into Peter’s cheek with enough force to drive the man to the ground.
“You bastard.” He spat, scrambling over the man and hitting him again and again. “You utter bastard. They trusted you.”
He felt Peter’s nose give under his hits, and it was the sharp crack that stopped him cold.
Hadrian half-collapsed on top of the man, his arms trembling as he struggled to find his strength. He kept his head ducked down, unwilling to even look at the traitor. The words kept spilling out of him though, and Hadrian, to his own horror, felt his eyes begin to sting.
“You sold us out. They trusted you and you betrayed us. And for what, Uncle Peter? New robes? A fancy house?” His gloved fingers curled into fists, the material squeaking from how tight he squeezed. “You - how long did you wait before you went running to your fucking master? An hour? Two?” His shoulders heaved, and Hadrian kept his face carefully pressed against those bloody robes, hiding the tears that were beginning to escape.
This man did not deserve to see him break.
“Did you hate them that much?” He asked quietly. “Did you really despise them enough to let them die? Did you hate me that much?” He pushed himself up, cheeks damp and mouth twisted into a sneer. “Answer me!” He ripped the curtain out of his mouth, tossing it to the side where it landed with an audible splat.
Peter watched him silently, his face covered in blood, bruises already springing to life across his sickly face. He was crying, making an absolute mess of himself, and Hadrian viciously thought that he did not have the right to be upset.
“H-Harry-”
“Shut up.” Hadrian barked, and his magic surged in response. Below him, Peter choked, a disgusting, wet sound, and his body twitched as he struggled to breathe.
Hadrian stared, and a cruel, black part of him enjoyed watching this rat suffer. The sorrow, acute and sharp like a dagger, gave way to an icy rush of calm.
“You took everything from me,” he said, leaning closer so Peter could hear over his own pathetic wheezing. “I lost my home, my life, my father - because of you. It’s your fault we had to run. It’s your fault we spent years being hunted like animals. And now I almost lost my mother as well.”
His magic receded, dragging itself away from Peter’s throat but permeating the air, refusing to retreat completely.
The man spluttered helplessly, and when Hadrian looked into his beady eyes again, all he could see was fear.
Good.
“But that’s not going to happen this time.” He told him with a smile broaching manic. “You’re going to help me get to her, and if you’re lucky, I’ll even let you live, Uncle.”
He stood swiftly, heaving the other onto his feet, keeping a brutal hold of his arm. “Where is she?” He demanded. He rubbed at his cheeks, erasing the damning evidence of his weakness.
Peter shook his head. “I don’t know,” he whispered, voice cracked and rough. His eyes darted between the floor and Hadrian frantically. “I didn’t even know it was - that it was Li - her.”
Hadrian’s temper flared once more and he slammed Peter into the wall, hand digging into the lapel of his coat and shoving his wand into the soft flesh of his throat. “Not good enough.” Was all he said. “You’re telling me that you have no idea - not the faintest, vaguest notion of where he put her? I’m not an idiot, Wormtail.”
Peter flinched at the nickname, shrivelling under Hadrian’s glare. He shook the man firmly. “Where. Is. My. Mother.” He said slowly, emphasising each word with the steadily tightening twist of his collar; until the fabric was catching under the man’s neck, threatening to choke him again.
“I - she’d be in the office,” Peter stuttered, “or...or in his room.”
Some unnamed emotion crept through his chest at those words, but he shook it off impatiently. “Which one?”
“I don’t know!” Peter hissed, irritation sparking in his eyes before it was washed away. “He doesn’t keep prisoners here. This is his private estate.”
No. Hadrian refused to believe that his mother was not here. She had to be.
“We’ll go to both then.” He decided, hauling the man in front of him and shoving. Peter stumbled, his bound arms providing no help as he tried to regain his balance. “Lead the way.”
But Peter was already backing away frantically, head whipping from side to side. “No! No, you don’t understand. We can’t.”
“You owe me.” Hadrian said, prowling closer. “You owe her, after everything that you did. Now show me where to go before I start opening every door in this place. And don’t even think of transforming. You might make a tiny target, but I have very good aim.”
He gestured widely to the foyer, over the grand staircase and the two openings on either side of them. Peter stared at him, his eyes shifty, before he slowly began to trudge towards the staircase.
They walked in silence. Hadrian kept one eye on Peter as they came into the second floor of the darkly lit house.
His attention flittered uncertainly from his prisoner to the house itself, his curiosity bubbling just underneath the layer of precarious calm.
This was Riddle’s house, he knew, but the fact was still sinking in. He wondered how often the man was even here. It looked remarkably lived in, considering that he would probably spend most of the year at Hogwarts.
“Harry.”
“Don’t.” He snapped, “You don’t get to call me that, my name is Hadrian. And unless you have something useful to say, I don’t want to hear your voice, either.”
Peter, either with a sudden stroke of bravery, or idiocy, continued anyway. “How are you even here?”
Hadrian breathed deeply through his nose, gathering all the scraps of his patience and employing them. “I used my brain. It wasn’t that hard to find this place. I mean, really? It’s called Riddle Manor - just because the muggles can’t or don’t remember it doesn’t mean it was wiped from the books. He should have been more thorough.” He muttered to himself.
Peter’s steps faltered, his head swivelling, expression twisted with what looked like incredulity. “You know?” He asked, some strange mixed of horrified and angry.
“Obviously.” Hadrian jabbed his wand into Peter’s back to prompt the man to start walking again. “It was hard to avoid, seeing as he broke into my mind and put his greedy hands all over my memories.”
“Oh, my god.” Peter moaned in despair, low in his throat. “How are you still alive? He’s - he’s been after you for years. You should be dead.”
The bitter wave that hit him was expected, and Hadrian let it roll over him as harmlessly as he could. Now was not the time to let his control slip. He still needed Peter to get his mother. There were bound to be protections in this house, and hopefully, with the man accompanying him, they would remain dormant.
And if that failed, and they were still attacked by Riddle’s wards, well - Hadrian was not above using a human shield.
“I’m alive,” he answered, unable to resist commenting, “because Riddle - your precious little Lord - likes me.” He told Peter, tongue curling around the words purposefully and revelling in the way the man stumbled in disbelief. “That’s right, Uncle Peter. Quite ironic, isn’t it? The man that’s been baying for my blood for so long, the one you sold us out to, wants nothing more than to pin me to the closest surface and have his way with me.”
Peter stopped walking, half-turning to face Hadrian, and the look on his waxy face screamed of his discomfort. Hadrian smiled wickedly, stepping closer, wanting to pick at that emotion until it bled. “You should have seen the way I made him tremble,” he whispered sweetly, “how all I had to do was kneel and he was basically putty in my hands. The proudest ones are always the most fun, I find.”
“Stop.” Peter snapped, shoulders drawing tight and nose scrunching up. “I don’t want to hear this. He’s - you -”
“I’m?”
“You’re seventeen.” Peter hissed, and for some reason that completely threw him off. Hadrian blinked, taken aback by the sheer vehemence in the man’s tone. Of all the things he could have said, Peter brought up his age?
“So what?” Hadrian challenged, “I was one when you practically sentenced me to die.”
Whatever spark of fire Peter had immediately withered with the reminder. He shrank away, and fine tremors snaked through him once again. “That’s different.” He insisted, tripping over his own tongue. “That’s - I had no -”
“If you say you had no choice, I swear to whatever god is listening that you won’t see the light of day.” Hadrian threatened, and his magic thrashed in agreement. “You had a choice, and you chose wrong. You chose to go to Voldemort, you chose to tell him where we were, and you chose to let us die.”
“You don’t know what it was like back then!” Peter wailed, pushing back and squirming away all at once, only managing to plant himself against the wall more firmly, unable to escape Hadrian’s presence. “We were losing. We were dying left and right, and nothing we did, none of our plans were working. Dumbledore, the Order…it was only a matter of time!” There was a wild light in Peter’s eyes as he continued to ramble, edging along the wall steadying. Hadrian matched him step for step.
“I saw where it was going, I knew what would happen to us. He – he just wanted you. He wanted you and said it would be over after - after you were gone.” Peter swallowed heavily, keeping up his inching progress. “What’s one life? One life to stop a war? I had to. You don’t understand.”
“I understand that you’re an idiot if you thought for one second it would have ended with me. He played you like a fiddle, and you fell right into his trap.” Hadrian scoffed, shaking his head. “You honestly believ-”
A click sounded, and Hadrian could only stare as the space behind Peter opened up with a bang. The man hurled himself to the side, bound limbs and all. Hadrian barely had a chance to process that before something shot at him from the opening.
He caught a glint of white teeth and scales before he threw himself backwards, dropping to the ground in a messy dodge. He avoided the deadly strike by inches, and rolled away hastily to get out of harm’s way.
He sprang to his feet, wand already aimed at the massive coiled form across from him. Behind the snake, Hadrian made out the ruffle form of Peter dashing around the corner and out of sight.
“Coward.” He spat, his focus already shifting to the threat in front of him.
The snake was ginormous, and though Hadrian had already encountered her once, the sheer size of her was something to be marvelled at. Especially now, shadowed as she was in the darkened hallway. There was an eerie sort of beauty to her.
And her eyes. They glinted at him, tracking him unnervingly, her black tongue tasting the air every few moments.
He swallowed, rolling his wand slowly in his palm as his mind whirled.
He should have known that Nagini would be here. She was the Dark Lord’s after all, and if she came to Hogwarts with him, then of course she would come home with the man for the holidays.
Even Peter’s memories had hinted at her presence, but Hadrian had been reeling from the revelation, swallowed by his fears and the ever-present worry over his mother, that it had completely slipped his mind.
You absolute idiot, he berated himself.
“Nagini.” He said, then stopped, because there was no way she would respond to him anyway. She was beyond intelligent – he could see it, the cold calculation that was cycling through her eyes as she watched him – and she would only take orders from Riddle.
He was no parselmouth either, and while he could fight, he was hesitant to actually hurt her.
Riddle was – fond of him. He knew that. It had been a rather nice security blanket for some time, even though Hadrian did not like acknowledging it too often.
He knew it well enough to bet breaking into the man’s own damn house.
But harming his pet? There had to be a line somewhere, and Hadrian did not want to know what Riddle’s reaction would be when he inevitably crossed it.
Then again, a voice in his head murmured viciously, he crossed it first.
His feet shifted, and like a summons, Nagini lunged for him once more. Her mouth stretched wide, but strangely her teeth remained retracted. Hadrian fell back, feet rapidly eating up the carpet to create more space between them.
He danced backwards again when she started after him, her body twining like water, moving without a sound. His gaze darted around the hallway a little desperately. A list of spells and charms flew through his mind, each discarded carelessly, until finally he had one that could work.
He waited with baited breath, silently begging her to strike again. He just needed her in the right position, and he was running out of room to move fast.
Luckily, she did.
The moment she moved, her head aiming straight for him, Hadrian’s wand cut up between them. “Ualidum.” He said, stepping to the side and twisting his wrist in a tight circle.
The silver bubble engulfed the snake, and Hadrian watched, fascinated, as Nagini slammed into the barrier, her body crumpling against it gracelessly.
She slid to the bottom of the barrier, the silver shimmer following her movements, keeping her suspended in the air a few feet from the ground.
He stepped closer, studying her and the containment critically. “Sorry,” He said simply, even as his heart continued to pound against his ribcage, “you were in my way.”
She hissed at him, the sound hair-raising and sinister as she stared at him from behind the thin barrier separating them.
He wisely stepped away from her, turning back to face the hallway Peter had rushed down. Just the thought of that traitor made his chest burn with a fresh burst of anger, but now was not the time.
If Peter was as cowardly as he thought, the man would not risk facing Hadrian again. Which meant he would run. Which also meant that he could expect Riddle here within minutes. He had to find his mother quickly and get out of here.
Because once Riddle discovered his duplicity, he would come running to protect his leverage.
Hadrian bolted down the hall, no longer caring for any form of stealth. He threw doors open as he came upon them, the sting of disappointment growing with each empty room. It was only once he had past a second staircase - undoubtedly the one Peter had used to get away - that he stumbled across it.
The wall before him was blank, utterly devoid of anything resembling a door, but Hadrian knew, with a bone-deep conviction, that something was there.
He could feel the faint threads of magic weaving through the air before him, just hanging docile in front of him.
He raised his wand and set to tearing his way through the wards. It was impressive magic to be sure, and if he had the capacity, Hadrian might even enjoy the challenge they posed.
As it was, he just wanted his mother back.
He shredded through the wards senselessly, likely sending all manner of signals to Riddle.
The wall before him rippled, the image seeming to almost melt away, revealing a simple door in its place. He opened it before it had even fully formed.
His eyes shot around the room, and his legs almost collapsed beneath him in relief when he caught sight of those long, red strands of hair.
“Maman!” He shouted, racing forward and dropping to his knees, skidding to a stop beside her.
She lay unconscious on one of the lounges, body slumped and face relaxed. She looked like she was sleeping.
He reached out and brushed his fingers over her cheek tenderly. “Maman?” He whispered, pressing more firmly into the soft skin to try and rouse her. “Wake up, we need to get out of here. Maman?”
His hand slipped to her shoulder, shaking her gently, the knot in his gut tightening with each second her eyes remained shut. “What the hell did he do to you?” He asked, shifting her upright and hating how limp she was. Her pulse was strong, and she was not injured as far as he could tell.
She just would not wake up.
Notes:
So many of you were asking for a dance between Riddle and Hadrian since the Yule Ball, and while we didn't get that, I hope you still enjoyed Bella.
And can someone please tell Hadrian to stop antagonising all the woman in Voldemort's life? Boy's gonna get stabbed one day if he keeps this up XD
As always, come scream at me on tumblr if you want~
Chapter 37: Chapter Thirty Seven
Chapter Text
Hadrian’s back was straight as he walked away, leaving Bella deserted on the dancefloor, unconcerned at how it could be perceived as insulting. There was a strange buoyancy to his steps as he went, the same one the boy had had all night.
Voldemort tracked Hadrian’s progress, eyes pinned to the base of the other’s neck. He watched, bemused as Hadrian seamlessly re-joined the company of young Draco and his peers. The boy integrated himself into their conversation smoothly, steadily ignoring the stares he was attracting from around the room.
He had known that Hadrian would not make this easy by any means. He had expected nothing less from the boy, after all. The calm front, the confidence, the arrogance – all of it was a mere mask, a finely made coat that Hadrian donned as protection.
He had expected all of it to be on show tonight. What he had not expected, was that it might not be a ruse.
His eyes narrowed sharply as he took in the loose way Hadrian held himself. The way his throat arched as he laughed at something someone said.
There was no sign of his fiery anger. No hint of the worry and fear that should be eating him alive. Other than the small flashes of unease and frustration that Bella had managed to coax out during their dance, Hadrian seemed to be unaffected by everything that had happened.
Doubt began to prickle under his skin and he briefly wondered if he had miscalculated something along the line.
But no. He had been sure. Hadrian had been reacting as he had predicted so far, and while the boy was skilled, he was not yet good enough to outmanoeuvre him.
The tension in his shoulders released as his assurance grew. He was certain that underneath that veneer of composure was a tempestuous sea of rage.
From where she still stood on the dance floor, Bella’s head rotated towards him, her large eyes filled with a single question. He nodded slightly, and a pleased smile curled at the edges of her mouth. She moved into the crowd, on the hunt for Lucius.
Voldemort took a breath and closed his eyes as he reigned in the delight that seared through him. In just a few short hours he would finally have exactly what he wanted. The knowledge of his impending success was as rich as wine.
“Am I boring you, Lord Voldemort?” His current companion asked coyly, clearly done with being ignored. He reluctantly shifted his attention back to Simone Lécuyer.
“Of course not, Minister.” He said smoothly. “Forgive my inattention.”
She smiled at him, amused and knowing in a way that irritated him. Her flute glass tipped in his direction. “There is nothing to forgive,” she said. “I find these talks dull as well, especially when there are more enjoyable things to be doing, yes?”
Her eyes darted off to the side pointedly, acting as a prompt. Voldemort followed her gaze to where Hadrian stood, speaking animatedly with Lucius’ ward.
He looked back to Lécuyer and cocked an eyebrow, suspicion and intrigue blooming in his mind. Her smile widened the longer he refused to raise to her bait. Finally, she huffed a laugh. “Let us put aside the subtleties for a moment.” She said, shifting into a more casual stance, her weight to one side and her arms folded in front of her stomach. The light caught on her earring as she tilted her head at him.
“You have a particular interest in my champion.” She began, brazen and unapologetic in her approach. “I would like to know why.”
His hands, carefully held behind his back, clenched momentarily. Normally, he enjoyed the occasional burst of boldness in his interactions. The spark was always so fun to play with before he inevitably smothered it. But this was one instance where he would have preferred otherwise. Annoyance rippled in his chest.
“Mr. Evans is an accomplished wizard.” He answered.
Lécuyer dipped her head. “He is. And you have a habit of, shall we say, ‘collecting’ talented people.” Her smile turned sheepish. “Am I in danger of losing him?” It was said in jest, but there was a thread of warning in her tone; and Voldemort begrudgingly acknowledged that she knew how to play this game well.
He matched her smile with one of his own. “I think he would miss France too much.” And was that not a bitter truth, that there would always be one part of Hadrian that was forever hanging just out of reach. His love of France was a powerful thing, despite the very real fact that Britain was his true home.
It burned in many ways, that come the end of the tournament, the boy would flock back to France with the rest of his classmates.
There was nothing he could do to stop that, he knew – short of locking Hadrian in a room – but there were other means of ensuring he remain connected to the child.
He artfully dodged Lécuyer’s searching gaze, focussing back on the subject of their conversation. As he watched, Lucius approached the boy, greeting the group of children pleasantly before focussing on Hadrian.
It was time to move.
“If you’ll excuse me, Minister. I have other matters to attend to.”
Lécuyer studied him for a beat before nodding politely. Her intense scrutiny fell away, and a more respectful light overtook her face. “Of course, Lord Voldemort. I am afraid I must depart anyway.”
Surprise flickered in him. It was barely midnight. “Such an early evening, Minister?” He asked, half-turned back towards her.
A shadow appeared in her eyes, for all that her expression was good-humoured. “I am not as young as I once was. I leave the late-night celebrations to the ones that can appreciate them. I do hope you have a good night.” She bobbed her head in a bow before walking off.
Voldemort stared after her, resolving to have someone look into Lécuyer’s affairs once again. There was something more going on with the woman, and it never hurt to know what, exactly, his allies were up to.
But for now, he had something far more important to do.
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The boy followed him quietly. So much so, that more than once Lucius was compelled to look over his shoulder just to see if he was there at all.
But without fail, each glance revealed Evans – Potter – trailing after him obediently. There was a troubling sort of ease to his movements, and only bland curiosity in his eyes as he scanned the hallways they walked down.
Everything about the boy was unsettling to say the least.
When Bellatrix had informed him that their Lord wished to finally confront Evans, he had gone for the boy immediately, eager to get this entire situation over with. He had had the utmost assurance that his Lord would be able to achieve his goal; that he would be able to entrap Evans.
But now, the stirrings of unease in his gut pitched sharper with each step he took. Because for someone who was being led into a trap – someone who had to know they were being led into a trap – Evans seemed remarkably unconcerned.
Lucius looked again, this time managing to catch Evans’ eyes. A tiny smirk slipped onto the boy’s face, tweaking the edges of his lips up in a way that was distinctly predatory. He faced forward again, a scowl tugging at his brows at how easily the boy could disturb him.
A faint noise began to echo from behind him, soft and lilting as it reached his ears. He realised with a grimace that Evans was humming.
The sound sent chills running down his back.
No one playing against the Dark Lord should be this comfortable. This damned confident.
As they approached the correct door, Lucius briefly wondered if perhaps Evans was more unhinged then any of them suspected.
Surely the boy’s life had not been easy. His formative years spent on the run, his entire existence overshadowed by the threat the Dark Lord posed to him. The pressure he must have been under…
Lucius would not be surprised if it had fractured him in more ways than one.
His hand curled around the doorknob, his other fist rapping against the wood in a polite knock. Lucius pushed the door open and stepped in and off to the side. The heat from the fireplace licked at his cheeks as he moved to the far side of the office, not ashamed at the distance he pointedly put between himself and Evans.
Evans entered after him silently, even taking the time to close the door and flick the lock himself. Lucius felt the privacy wards snap into place and had to swallow at how stifling the room was now that the main exit was blocked.
Evans walked further into the room, his green eyes scanning the space slowly, drifting over Bellatrix, then the bookshelves and desk, over to Lucius himself, before finally coming to rest on the Dark Lord.
His Lord had not once looked away since the boy had stepped through the door, and Lucius found himself inexplicably glad that he did not have to endure the level of focus Evans was currently receiving.
The boy waited patiently as he was studied, though that damning smirk was starting to make an appearance again. It was like Evans could not help himself, and Lucius’ discomfort grew at the glint of haughty amusement he could see in those eyes.
“Something funny, Hadrian?” His Lord asked, eyes narrowed over his clasped hands. Clearly, he too had noticed it.
“Anything can be funny, depending on how you look at it.” Evans replied easily, hands slipping into his pockets as his posture relaxed. “It’s all about perspective, sir.” He continued, his eyes fluttering coltishly at the Dark Lord.
A small smile flashed across the Dark Lord’s face, there and gone in a moment. There was honest a spark of genuine delight on the man’s face as well before it vanished, and Lucius felt wrong-footed all over again.
“We’re not in the classroom right now, Hadrian. No need to call me ‘sir’.”
Hadrian’s head tilted back as he let out a soft sound of agreement. “Too true. We are on much more equal ground here. But I was under the impression you liked it when I addressed you like that?” The boy’s smile was vicious. “Sir.” He took a step forward. “Professor.” Another step. “My Lord.”
The sheer – gall of the boy. Lucius found it hard to stop his eyes widening incredulously. There was nothing innocent about Evans’ tone.
His Lord did not reply verbally, but the air around him was charged as his gaze dropped to the boy’s feet and dragged upwards with a weight that was downright physical.
Evans only seemed to preen under the attention.
“As funny as I find this,” his Lord said, “this is not why I wished to speak to you tonight.”
Evans nodded, “Yes. I imagine this has something to do with your appropriation of my mother. Rude of you, by the way. Didn’t anyone ever tell you stealing is wrong?”
A flicker of something fiery lit in his Lord’s eyes at the faint rebuttal, and Lucius felt the man’s magic darken considerably as he pushed himself to his feet and moved around the desk with deliberate steps.
Evans spun slowly to keep him in his sights, that twist to his lips now mocking. “Your darling mother brought it on herself. She approached me. It’s hardly my fault she ended up where she did.” The words made it clear where his Lord was truly laying the blame for Lily Potter’s situation.
But Evans merely smiled, hands coming out of his pockets to brace against the surface of the desk and slouching insolently.
Lucius knew, then, that something was very wrong. Evans had not been reacting as they had predicted. Not once had he shown the anger they had been warned about, not once had he seemed unsure or uncomfortable.
Even the mention of his mother had garnered nothing.
There was something more going on with Evans then they knew. Something the boy had done that gave him this air of superiority – like he was untouchable even in the heart of the enemy’s territory.
“It doesn’t matter anyway,” Evans said simply, “it doesn’t matter who’s fault it was. Mine. Yours. Hers. What matters,” the boy stressed, the first signs of seriousness creeping into his voice, “is that you took her. After you said you would leave her alone, you took her.”
Evans’ jaw clenched briefly before the heat in his gaze withered away, leaving only the same condescending smile he had had all night.
“I suppose that was on me, though. For thinking I could trust anything you said.” He ducked his head, blinking rapidly before looking back to them. “But it doesn’t matter.” He repeated. “Because I’m taking her back now.”
“What have you done?” His Lord asked suddenly, marching forward several steps. There was anger on his face even though none of it reached his words. “You’ve done something.”
Evans hummed noncommittally. “I have, and I haven’t.” He said with a shrug. “He is the one doing ‘something’. I’m just doing as I was told.”
His Lord’s magic lashed out, making it difficult to breathe because of how dense it was. “Answer me.” He demanded.
“Make me.” Evans dared.
Bellatrix surged forward, her wand slipping into her palm and aiming at Evans. “That can be arranged, little boy.” She hissed.
Evans cocked an eyebrow, staring at her.
He laughed all of a sudden, the noise crackling in the back of his throat as he stared at her. He leaned against the desk more firmly, legs falling open and head tilted invitingly. The smile on his face was feral.
“I don’t think that would work.” He said simply, in a tone that implied he was dangling a secret right before them.
Lucius sucked in a breath as the realisation hit him. The implications of his words, the recklessness the boy had displayed, the confident, dangerous way he had been playing with them all evening. “You’re a doppelgänger.” He guessed, almost entirely sure in his assumption.
Evans winked at him, “Give the man a prize.”
“There’s two of you?” Bellatrix asked with a wrinkle to her delicate nose. The very idea appeared to disgust her.
Evans bobbed his head, one of his hands hovering over the desk, the tips of his fingers brushing over the silver letter opener. He plucked it off the desk and tapped the flat of the blade against the palm of his hand. He stared at all three of them blankly.
Lucius marvelled at the body before them. It was a perfect recreation, down to the speech and mannerisms and ability to express emotions; and while he already knew Evans was capable of creating one, this still caught him by surprise.
“Indeed there are,” Evans answered Bellatrix tauntingly, “just imagine all the trouble two of me could get into. Or don’t.” He added with a wicked look at the Dark Lord. His mouth pursed with faux-pity. “I don’t think you could handle two of me.”
His Lord stood stonily across from the doppelgänger, red eyes darting over the other as if searching. The utter lack of anything on the man’s face was somehow more terrifying than his anger could ever be.
But it was only for a moment, before a bitter smile crept into existence. “Impressive. I imagine your creator has already succeeded in his goal.”
The doppelgänger nodded slowly. “He has.”
“Mental communication?”
“Of a sort.” The doppelgänger confirmed, finally pushing away from the desk and stepping closer. He stopped a few feet from the Dark Lord and stared up at him. “My task was to distract you for the night, to stop you from noticing what was happening, or from heading him off. But now that they are both safe, my purpose is fulfilled.”
He raised the letter opener. “Unfortunately, I still have too much magic to just wither away, and I don’t fancy staying to see what creative things you have in store for me for tricking you.” His eyes flicked to Lucius and Bellatrix, before returning to the Dark Lord.
“Don’t touch her again.”
And then, without hesitating, the doppelgänger flicked its wrist and stabbed itself in the chest.
The bloom of red appeared immediately, and the body crumpled to the ground without a sound, like a puppet with its strings cut.
Lucius swayed backwards slightly in shock, blinking a few times as he processed what he had just witnessed.
He stared down at the body, watching as it rippled, then began to disintegrate, leaving nothing but the letter opener sitting innocently on the carpet. The next few moments seemed to stretch on forever, but Lucius forced his eyes to move to the still form of his Lord.
“My Lord?” Bellatrix murmured, a touch of trepidation in her tone. Lucius understood the fear well.
His Lord stared at the space the doppelgänger had once occupied, expression frighteningly void of anything. Lucius noticed how the man’s hands were clenched, and he winced at how that potent magic rolled over his skin like fire.
His Lord hissed out a breath, his hands relaxing. “What a clever, clever boy.” He whispered. The man’s eyes rolled from the letter opener to the window. “Leave me.” He ordered softly, and when they failed to move immediately, that power wrapped around their throats in a crushing grip.
“Leave.”
The two of them stumbled to the door and out into the hall, the door snapping shut on their heels, sealing them from the room but not before Lucius heard the quiet laughter falling from his Lord’s lips.
He shivered and hoped to the gods that he was not present when his Lord inevitably found himself in a room with Hadrian Evans for real.
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His feet hit the earth with a slap, the crack of his arrival reverberating through the night air. He straightened out of his protective crouch, arms still wrapped securely around his precious cargo.
Hadrian took a moment to readjust his hold on his mother, checking that she was still peaceful, although he prayed she would be awake.
But her eyes remained closed.
The sting of disappointment slipped between his ribs like a knife and he had to swallow thickly to rid himself of the ache.
He started off towards the Order’s headquarters, acutely aware of the woman in his arms and each step he took. A levitation charm would be best. Practical and less likely to jostle her too much.
But some part of him needed to touch her. To feel her weight and the way her chest brushed against his with each fluttering inhale.
He made his way up to the front of the mansion, unsurprised when the door swung open well before he reached it, casting a beam of light over the darkened grounds.
There was a silhouette in the doorway, thin and short, with choppy locks of hair sticking in every direction. It was only when he walked up the steps that he could make out Tonks’ face.
She blocked his path with her body and forced him to a stop. He took in her clenched jaw and the very real anger in her eyes. Her features were shifting, seemingly unable to control her abilities.
Neither of them spoke for a long moment. Her eyes dropped to his mother, seeing how tightly he held her to his chest, before she shuffled to the side.
Hadrian ducked his head in thanks and ignored the heat being aimed at him as he entered. The hall was deserted, mercifully. He did not think he could handle being confronted just yet.
Tonks slammed the door closed and moved in front of him, her shoulders drawn tight. He followed her without comment.
She led him to room on the second floor, a simple bedroom with a single bed and a depressing décor.
Hadrian lowered his mother gently onto the surface, brushing her hair free of her face. “Where is everyone?” He asked quietly, glancing over to where Tonks was leaning against the doorframe.
“Relocated. After you disappeared, we didn’t know what would happen.” Her expression twisted into something vicious. “All we knew was that you’d attacked Sirius,” here, her eyes narrowed, “and gone running to the Dark Lord. We had no way of knowing what you were going to do.”
Hadrian let out a harsh sigh. “You thought I would reveal you to get her back.”
Tonks’ chin rose. “Would you?” She challenged.
He did not bother replying, not when she already knew the answer. His fingers brushed against his mother’s cold, pale cheek. “I didn’t, if that is what you’re worried about.”
And that was true. His doppelgänger’s memories showed that much, and, Hadrian thought with a grimace, far more. He massaged at his forehead to get rid of the lingering headache that the memory transference was causing.
“Why are you still here then, if everyone else has moved?”
Her arms crossed over her chest. “I’m here to hold down the fort until Sirius and Dumbledore get back.” A self-deprecating smile came to her face. “Black Blood, and all that.”
He nodded slowly, looking down at his gloved hands, before staring at his mother. He leaned down and pressed a firm kiss to her temple before standing and moving to stand before Tonks.
“For what it’s worth,” he said, “I’m sorry for what I did to Sirius. But he was in my way, and she’s my mother, and I could not leave her like that.”
The anger that had been burning in her eyes flickered brighter. “I’m not the one you should apologise to. You didn’t see Sirius when he came bursting in here. He was frantic. Absolutely beside himself, just ranting about how he’d lost you again.”
One of her small hand came up and shoved into his chest, forcing him back a step. “He thought that you had died once before, and it’s been hanging over him for years. And now that he finally got you back, you pull this?”
Hadrian scowled at her. “You seem to be under the impression that I owe you something.” He snapped. “I don’t. I don’t know you people, I don’t trust you. I barely even care about you. You want to know what you are to me? You’re faces and names and facts. You’re not my friends, and you are certainly not family. I am here solely because of my mother, not because of any investment with the Order.”
Tonks reared back in shock, her hair falling limp around her face at his words. “But the prophecy –”
“Oh, fuck your prophecy.” Hadrian hissed, the thought slipping from his mind to his mouth before he could check it.
The silence between them was thick, and Hadrian leaned back from where he had started to crowd Tonks. She stared up at him, almost as if she were frozen.
They stood there for over minute, Hadrian carefully avoiding the eyes drilling into the side of his face, until the sound of a door opening and closing echoed through the ancient house.
Tonks wavered, her body half-turned automatically to the staircase.
“Dora?” Sirius’ voice floated up to them and Hadrian’s gut twisted. He stepped back into the room quickly, hating how much it felt like he was hiding.
“Up here Sirius.” She called, never letting her gaze leave him.
The rapid footsteps rushing up the stairs was like a drum in his ears, and when Sirius’ face popped into view the way his expression changed from worn and frustrated to dumbfounded would have been amusing except for the very real way that it was not.
“Hadrian.” He said.
“Sirius.” Hadrian’s hands twitched.
The man stood at the top of the stairs, one of his hands still curled around the mahogany bannister. Hadrian shifted, and like an unspoken signal, Sirius stalked towards him.
He brushed by Tonks without a word and when he was close enough, Sirius’ hand came up and wrapped around the back of Hadrian’s neck.
He tugged him in sharply, and bewildered, Hadrian could do nothing more than trip into the hug. His face was pressed into the man’s chest, his eyes wide and confusion gnawing at his mind as Sirius wrapped his other arm around his back and gripped tight.
Uncertain and uncomfortable, Hadrian stood there and let himself be hugged, his arms held loosely out to the sides as he waited to be released.
Sirius’ hand ran through his hair once, tugging on the wild strands, before he pulled back and held the side of Hadrian’s neck to keep him from looking away.
“Never,” he said, voice terribly angry and filled with such harsh, brittle sadness, “do that again. Do you understand?” The man’s thumb traced over his cheek fleetingly. “You don’t get to just run off like that. Not again. You hear me?”
Hadrian frowned, uncertain and perplexed and with something not unlike inadequacy blooming in his chest. He had meant what he said to Tonks. He did not regret what he did to Sirius, could not bring himself to, when it meant his mother was safe.
But he had not expected this kind of reaction. He had expected anger. Disappointment. Harsh words and cutting remarks. Not – this.
He took a step back, a small, shuffling thing, and something pained slithered over Sirius’ face before it was wiped away. The man dropped the hold he had on Hadrian and moved back enough so that he could breath.
Movement from the stairs caught his eye, and Hadrian gladly let himself be distracted by the arrival of Dumbledore.
The elderly wizard halted just at the top of the stairs, watching them with sad blue eyes that made Hadrian’s skin itch whenever they landed on him.
“Harry, my boy. I’m glad to see you and your mother back with us. I take it that Lily is unharmed?”
“I – yes.” Hadrian answered stiffly. “She’s unconscious, I cannot wake her.” His gaze darted to the floor. “R – Voldemort has done something to her. A spell, or a curse. I can’t tell. But she won’t wake up.” He looked back to the leader of the Order.
“Perhaps I could help deduce what Tom has done?” He offered, and the familiarity with which he said Riddle’s name startled Hadrian even though it should not.
A part of him chafed at the very idea of letting this man near his defenceless mother, while the other pointed out rather sternly that if there was even a chance Dumbledore could fix her…
He stepped aside and let them enter. He watched the old wizard like a hawk as he approached his mother and carefully laid one hand on her forehead as the other picked up her limp wrist. “She was like this when you found her?”
“Yes. I didn’t have a chance to look around and see if I could treat her. I was running out of time, and Peter had escaped –”
“Peter?” Sirius cut in, head swivelling to him. “You actually saw him?”
Hadrian nodded. “He was guarding the manor for the night. He…led me to where she was being kept. For the most part.”
Sirius cursed darkly, rubbing over his budding beard with a rough hand. “Are you okay? Did he say anything to you? He didn’t hurt you, did he?”
“Calm down parrain. He did not touch me. Of the two of us, he was the one who walked away bloodied.”
A frankly dangerous amount of satisfaction erupted in Sirius’ eyes at his words. The man exhaled shortly. “Good. That’s good. The bastard deserves that and more.”
“And Tom?” Dumbledore asked, taking a moment to glance at Hadrian before returning to his appraisal of his mother. “I find it difficult to believe he let you leave his home unscathed.”
Hadrian inclined his head. “Riddle wasn’t there. He was preoccupied with the Malfoy’s Ball. Only Peter and his snake, Nagini, were there when I broke in.”
It was Tonks who hissed at that, “That snake is one seriously nasty thing. How did you get past her?” Whatever anger she had been fostering seemed to be gone for now.
“I put her in a bubble. She was still there when I was leaving.”
“You didn’t kill it?” Sirius asked, sounding surprised.
Hadrian gave him a look. “Why would I kill her? I had already broken into his home and reclaimed my mother, unravelling whatever plan he had. I was not going to risk pissing him off more by harming his snake.”
“Surely Tom felt you cross his wards.” Dumbledore interrupted.
Hadrian crossed his arms, uncaring how it might be seen as defensive. “He did not. But even if he had, I had something in place to keep him distracted long enough to get away.”
“And that was?”
“Myself.” Hadrian admitted, straightening his back against whatever judgement they cast his way.
“You used a doppelgänger.” Dumbledore said with a spark of disapproval. He stared at Hadrian with a severe frown. “That is very dark magic, Harry.”
“It’s really not.”
“It is blood magic. It requires a sacrifice of some kind to work. You took an unnecessary risk, used a dangerous type of magic that could have easily backfired on you.”
The insinuation that he was nothing more than an irresponsible child grated at him. He gritted his teeth, “I knew what I was doing. I knew exactly what I was doing, and I don’t need or want your opinion on the matter.”
Tonks and Sirius both sucked in loudly at that.
Dumbledore shifted so he was no longer stooped over Hadrian’s mother and met his gaze head-on. Immediately he felt the briefest of brushes against his mind, and his shields slammed into place, locking down and shoving the faint presence from his mind with vengeance.
The old man hardly reacted to the expulsion other than to tilt his head slightly to the side.
They stood across from each other, Hadrian trembling from his rage. The sheer audacity of the man knocking him unsteady.
“I knew a boy much like you, once.” Dumbledore murmured. “Intelligent, and powerful, and confident in his abilities. Never wanting to listen to others, to pace himself. He thought he knew everything too.”
Hadrian’s gut hollowed at the comparison even though his mask never faltered. “And let me guess, he grew up to be a Dark Lord, one that conquered an entire nation and revolutionised it in a way many believed impossible. He has a whole army of sycophants who would die for him if he ever asked and is one of the most recognisable figures in the world – so powerful that only fools look to challenge him.”
The former headmaster stared hard at him, not appreciating Hadrian’s theft of his story. “You sound as if you admire him.”
“He has accomplished a lot.” Hadrian hedged. “I can respect someone and still disagree with them.” He resisted the urge to list this situation as an example.
“Respect is an easy thing to manipulate.” Dumbledore said calmly.
“Why don’t you just come out and say what we all know you’re thinking,” Hadrian finally snapped, “and lay your accusations at my feet. I know you want to, I can practically see them swimming in your mind.”
“Very well.” The older wizard conceded easily. His wrinkled hands joined in a loose hold before him. “I am concerned with the relationship between you and Tom. Your mother implied that you and he are close at Hogwarts. That he has invested a personal amount of attention into you. You speak of him like one would a minor inconvenience, rather than a threat to your life, like you know yourself to be safe from his wrath.”
“And that proves what, exactly? That I liked Riddle when I thought he was just my professor? That he was engaging and helpful and I enjoyed speaking with him? How scandalous.” He sneered even as his heart lurched painfully in his chest.
“I have seen people smarter and more powerful than you succumb to Tom’s charms before. He has had decades to perfect his approach, to master this skill. He is an expert at drawing those he finds interesting in and sinking his claws into them. Most of the time people aren’t even aware it’s happening.”
Hadrian bared his teeth in a mockery of a smile. “And you think he has turned his sights on me? To what end? To lower my guard? To kill me? I hate to break your theory, but he has had dozens of chances to kill me by now, and never once has he tried.”
“There are other ways to negate a threat, then to kill them.” Dumbledore said, eyes alight with a strange sadness.
“You think he wants to fuck me, is that it?” Hadrian asked abruptly, trying to inject as much scepticism into his voice as he could, ignoring the phantom feeling of Riddle’s hands in his hair.
The other two gave him incredulous, bordering on disgusted, looks, but it was the glint in Dumbledore’s eyes that held his attention. “Not entirely, though how curious that that is where your thoughts jumped to. Perhaps it is not as far from the realm of possibility as you implied.”
Hadrian’s mouth clinked shut as disbelief rose in him. He had walked right into that, had all but handed the trap over to the man.
“Hadrian?” Sirius asked hesitantly. He refused to look at the man, keeping his eyes fixed on Dumbledore.
“Even if he did view me in such a way, what possible reason would I have for bedding the man who murdered my father and kidnapped my mother?” He asked after a pause, trying to regain the ground he had suddenly lost. “That makes no sense.”
Dumbledore nodded sagely. “In different circumstances, you would be right. But you are hardly a normal boy, Harry. You’re upbringing alone is atypical. The fear you would have grown up knowing, the desire it bred, to know all you could about your enemies…that kind of fascination is an open door to someone like Tom.”
Hadrian shook his head lightly, clenching his jaw and planting his eyes on the wall behind Dumbledore’s shoulder. He had nothing more to say to this man.
Let him spin whatever delusions he wanted. He knew nothing about him and Riddle. Nothing about their interactions or the strange, mangled mess that was their relationship.
His lack of response stretched the silence, neither Sirius nor Tonks finding a way to break the tension flooding the room.
Finally, Dumbledore sighed softly, accepting the end to the conversation. “Your mother has been placed under a spell, likely cast by Tom himself. It appears to be a simple sleeping one, but the nature of the magic involved leads me to believe it is parselmagic.”
He dragged his gaze back to the old man, reluctantly acknowledging the information.
“Unfortunately, only a parselmouth is capable of doing and undoing spells in this particular branch of magic.”
“There’s no other way?” Tonks piped up gently. “No other way we can break it without – you know?”
Dumbledore smiled at her, looking his age for once. “Not to my knowledge, dear girl. Of course, that does not mean there is no hope. I shall have to consult my books. There is every chance the spell could dissipate over time. I doubt Tom intended to keep Lily under indefinitely.”
Those knowing blue eyes drifted back to Hadrian. “Something tells me he intended her stay to be temporary.”
Hadrian’s expression was like ice. He steadfastly ignored Dumbledore as the man circled the bed and made his way to the door.
“Come, we should leave Hadrian to rest. He has had an eventful night. We will continue this in the morning.”
Tonks followed eagerly, her entire body radiating her discomfort at the conversation that had taken place. It was Sirius who lingered, mouth opening and closing but never speaking.
Eventually, he too left the room, pulling the door shut behind him with a faint click.
Hadrian made his way to the bed, sitting gingerly down on the edge and reaching out to hold one of his mother’s hands tightly.
Dumbledore’s words rang through his head, an endless loop of torment and sickening guilt.
He traced his thumb over his mother’s knuckles.
Parselmagic, he thought dully. Only a parselmouth could undo it. If I asked –
He discarded the thought at once, not willing to let it take root in his mind. There was no way Riddle would even consider releasing his mother from this spell, not when it was still leverage.
He sighed through his nose, frustrated over the knowledge that he might have his mother back, but that Riddle was still two steps ahead of him.
If I could just get him to let her go.
Hadrian hunched over and stared blankly at the patterned dark carpet.
“An open door.” He muttered to himself. “Doors are a two-way thing.”
An idea began to unfurl.
Notes:
As always, come scream at me on tumblr if you want~
Chapter 38: Chapter Thirty Eight
Chapter Text
Smoke wafted from the merrily bubbling cauldron in front of him, filling the air with sour fumes.
His keen eyes watched as the liquid’s shade darkened from a pastel pink, into a blood red. His hand stirred it with precision borne from years of experience, maintaining the perfect speed as it began to thicken.
He reached for the dried newts’ tails and carefully dropped three into the brew. Instantly, the potion turned a gentle yellow, and its scent changed to resemble caramel.
Severus sighed a quiet breath and cast a stasis charm over the cauldron, preserving his efforts and ensuring the bone-mending potion would still be viable when he returned.
He peeled off his gloves and rubbed at his eyes, trying to get rid of the faint burning sensation there from his lack of sleep.
He glanced at the clock on the opposite wall and grimaced at how late the hour was.
He had missed Lucius’ ball it seemed, and while he was pleased to not have to spend the evening surrounded by drunken buffoons, he dreaded his next encounter with the blonde and his tenacious wife.
He did not doubt that Narcissa was already plotting ways to get him to attend her next soirée.
Her obsession with making him socialise was almost amusing, if it did not so sharply contradict with Severus’ desire to be left alone. He rather enjoyed his self-imposed isolation, and rarely ventured outside his home these days. Exempting the few times his Lord called for him, Severus preferred to remain amongst his texts and potions.
It was better that way. Less chance of him being reminded of her.
He pushed himself out of his brewing room, escaping the thought of her before it led him down an unsavoury road once again.
The rest of his house was shockingly silent, each room holding an unnatural stillness, one that grew stronger as the years trickled by.
He passed the opening to the lounge room, only to freeze on the threshold. Slowly, he turned to stare into the room, at the man standing there casually perusing through a book from one of the shelves.
He swallowed back the instinctual curse that had sprung to his lips, recognising the man’s profile even without the oppressive force of his magic permeating the space. He carefully stepped into the room, the walls around his mind solidifying with but a thought. “My Lord.”
Voldemort turned in place, a soft smile on his face, so at odds with the harsh way he snapped the book closed. “Severus. It has been far too long. How have you been?”
Severus tilted his head slightly, wondering. “I’ve been well, my Lord.” His eyes flickered over the man, taking in the impeccable suit. “I apologise for my absence tonight.” He began, only to stop when the man waved his hand flippantly.
“Unnecessary, my friend. We both know you find the frivolity distasteful. And your time is too valuable to waste it on such things.”
Severus accepted the excuse and compliment with a small, respectful bow of his head. “May I ask what brings you here, my Lord? I have not yet finished the potions you requested.”
Voldemort merely hummed, his red eyes fixed on the mantle. There was no judgement in the man’s expression over Severus less than majestic living arrangements. They had long reached an understanding on such matters.
“I am not here for an update. I require something else.”
Severus blinked, but waited for the man to continue. The Dark Lord was not someone to be harried into speaking. He would reveal what he wanted in his own time, and nothing Severus said would change that.
“You still keep a stock of your numbing cream, yes?” He carried on before Severus could say anything. “I would like a container.”
Severus kept his face blank, for all that he wanted to frown. It was an unusual request, to be sure, but hardly the strangest the man had asked of him over the years. “Of course, my Lord.”
He turned to walk further down the hall, entering one of his stores and pulling a locked box from one of the higher shelves. He returned to the lounge room and wordlessly opened the box to show the neat collection of thick glass containers, each filled with a soft green paste.
Voldemort took one out and pocketed it with a satisfied gleam in his eyes. “My thanks, Severus. You’ve once again helped me immensely.”
The bitter sting in his chest at those words never showed in his eyes, and Severus bowed politely. “Thank you, my Lord.”
The man smiled at him crookedly, holding out the book he had been reading and letting Severus take it. “It’s good.” He said calmly, “Pippin always had a unique outlook.”
“That he did, my Lord.” Severus agreed.
“I confess I was disappointed to not find a newspaper laying around.” Voldemort looked at Severus with a raised eyebrow.
“I try to stay out of the current political affairs, my Lord. It’s not of interest.”
“Still,” Voldemort said with an indulgent lilt to his tone, “I was wondering if you had seen anything from the tournament at all.”
Severus shook his head gently. “I’m afraid not. I find the foolishness of today’s youth is at its peak when notions of glory and eternal fame are involved.” It was a bold thing to say, considering whose idea the tournament was, but Voldemort merely smirked in amusement.
“Too true. Though surely you know young Draco is Hogwarts’ champion. I hardly imagine Narcissa let that slip by you.”
Severus busied himself by replacing the book and sending the box wandlessly back to its spot in his store room. “Narcissa has kept me updated on Draco’s progress.” He turned back to face the other. “Is that why you require the cream?” He asked blandly. “Is Draco accepting your mark?”
“Draco?” Both Voldemort’s eyebrows rose. “No. We both know the boy is not suited to be one of my trusted, Severus. He lacks the stomach for it, for all that he pretends otherwise. I doubt I will be marking him any time in the future. I am not needlessly cruel.”
The knot of tension in Severus’ chest loosened at the confirmation. He had known for a long time that Draco did not have what it took to be a full initiate, but to have it said plainly by the Dark Lord was a relief. The man did not mark just anyone, and it was a heavy burden to bear. He would have to write Narcissa and make sure she was aware, seeing as the idea had been plaguing her for years.
His eyes slid back to the Dark Lord’s pocket, and he tried to remember who else the man could be intending to mark. The cream was created for the express purpose of lessening the pain of the Dark Mark, though it worked on pretty much all wounds.
“You’re still curious.” Voldemort noted, sounding remarkably pleased at the observation. “You may ask, Severus.”
He looked into the other’s eyes, mental shields firmly in place. “Who do you intend to mark, if not Draco, my Lord?”
For some reason, anger crossed the other’s face for a moment, followed swiftly by biting amusement and a dangerous amount of respect. The man hissed out a short breath. “There is someone I have desired to have for months at this point, and I’ve finally grown tired of letting the boy run around unclaimed. He’s too valuable and unpredictable to leave unattended. So, I am putting an end to our little game.”
The ominous little quirk to his lips did nothing to lessen Severus’ unease.
Voldemort looked back to Severus and nodded once more. “I’ve left you something on your table. I suggest you…have a read. You’ll find it quite interesting, I’m sure. Have a good night, Severus.”
And with that, the man left through the front door.
Severus waited until he was positive the man had departed – making a note to re-evaluate his wards again – before heading towards the large table currently pushed against the far wall of his living room. The surface was littered with vials and half-written scraps of paper.
But a space had been carefully cleared, and a clipping was sitting innocently on the dark wood.
Severus plucked the newspaper from the table and held it up to the light so he could make out the title and the picture below.
‘France’s Charming Champion!’ was emblazoned along the top of the clipping, and just underneath –
Severus’ fingers tightened, crumpling the edges of the paper in his grip and contorting the image there.
His eyes scoured over that face. Taking in the cheekbones and the slope of his eyebrows. The cut of his jaw and the shape of his eyes.
Eyes that were, he knew, an intense green.
The uneasy feeling in his gut exploded as his mind connected the dots. His Lord’s visit, the cream, his words –
No.
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“It appears that Harry has left once again.” Dumbledore declared gravely.
Sirius, his head in his hands and slumped over the cluttered kitchen table, barely kept back his acidic snarl of you think?
It was well into midday at this point, and they had found no sign of Hadrian in the decaying manor. Merlin, it had taken them more than half the morning to realise they even had to look for him.
Sirius had wanted to give him as much time as he needed to calm down from last night, but as the morning slowly dragged on, he had finally gone up to see the other. Only, when he had entered, the room was empty except for Lily’s quietly slumbering body.
The shock of Hadrian’s disappearance had rattled him, leaving him wallowing in bitter disappointment for the second time in as many days. He had thought last night had changed things, he had thought, beneath the flash of open vulnerability on Hadrian’s face when they had hugged, that the kid had understood what Sirius was trying to convey.
But maybe he had not understood a thing.
Dumbledore and Dora seemed to find Hadrian vanishing again a cause for concern. But for Sirius, it was more a failure than anything.
There was no doubt in his mind that Hadrian could take care of himself – the kid had more than proven that by now in a multitude of ways – and Sirius trusted Hadrian to stay out of danger. But it was the fact that, once again, Hadrian would rather face the enemy alone then ask for their help.
He dug his nails into his scalp and gritted his teeth.
His thoughts had been a chaotic mess of fear and anxiety and guilt since yesterday, and it was driving him to the point of insanity.
And the worse thing was, Sirius could not even find it in himself to blame Hadrian for his actions. He had known from the beginning that Hadrian was wary of them – that he tolerated their presence simply for Lily’s sake. He had known that nothing good would come from pushing the kid, and yet he had done nothing but push since they had brought him in.
Was it any surprise that Hadrian rejected them?
“What are we going to do, Dumbledore?” Dora asked quietly from her place across from Sirius. “Hadrian…where could he had gone?”
Sirius dragged his head upwards at the question, shaking himself loose from his damning thoughts. His gut clenched at the stony expression on his old headmaster’s face. He had a feeling he knew what the man was about to say, and he did not like it one bit.
“I cannot say for certain, dear girl.” The man started, hesitating just long enough to make Sirius’ heart squeeze. “However, because of his devotion to his mother, I would wager young Harry has gone in search of a way to free her from this curse.”
Sirius closed his eyes.
“But I thought you said only a Parsel – oh.” The dejected way she cut herself off, and the horrible realisation dawning in her eyes stung. “He’s gone to him, hasn’t he?”
“Given that Tom is the only known Parselmouth in Great Britain, and possibly the world, I would assume so.”
“But…but doesn’t he know how dangerous that is! He just broke into the man’s house and attacked his follower and his familiar; and now he’s gone to – what? Threaten him to fix his mum?”
“No.” Sirius muttered, rubbing a hand over his face tiredly and drawing their attention to him. “No. Hadrian won’t threaten him.” He said with a sigh. He recalled the burning determination on Hadrian’s face when he had sent his patronus to Voldemort the day before.
“Sirius?”
He blinked, eyes focussing on Dora’s worried face. He looked away from her searching gaze.
Dumbledore spoke, after a beat. “Whatever Harry has decided to do, it is clear that this location is no longer safe. We must prepare to move immediately.”
Anger, hot and painful, burned through Sirius’ chest. “You honestly think he’d sell us out?” He spat, disrespectful in a way he rarely was with the older wizard.
Dumbledore stared back at him steadily. “I think it is wise not to underestimate how much that boy is willing to sacrifice for Lily. Or do you believe he would give up perhaps his only chance to save her, for us?” There was too much condemnation in the man’s tone, and Sirius swallowed the wave of nausea that crawled its way up his throat.
He knew. He knew exactly what Hadrian would do if that was an option. It hurt to acknowledge but was foolish to ignore. If Voldemort offered Lily’s release in return for the Order, Sirius knew Hadrian would throw them under the bus.
He might regret it. He might even hesitate for a moment. But he would do it. Because in Hadrian’s eyes, they just were not important enough.
Sirius turned away to face the wall, bracing one hand against the chipped paint and trying to control his breathing. The pain in his chest grew with each inhale.
“Fine.” He bit out, voice close to a growl. “Fine, we’ll relocate. I’ll go up and get Lily. Dora, make sure everything is ready to go.” He left them sitting there, unable to meet their eyes as he hurried up the steps.
He opened the bedroom door without pause and walked inside, moving swiftly to the bed.
Lily still lay where they had left her last night, looking completely at ease as she breathed softly. Sirius slowed his approach as he drew nearer, taking a moment to just stare at his old friend.
She looked…peaceful.
Comfortable.
He hated it, because he knew it was simply a by-product of this curse. He wanted Lily to finally relax under her own free will. He wanted her to see things become good again, to see her finally smile without the weight of her paranoia hanging from her neck.
He stooped down to pick her up, one hand slipping under her head and raising it as gently as he could.
But as he did, he felt the strangest sensation prickle along his skin. Sirius froze, and then winced as his eyes popped with the wave of magic that rushed through the room.
He blinked the stars from his eyes and watched in amazement as Lily’s brows pulled into a slight frown.
His next breath stuttered as he saw her eyes flutter open, slits of green peeking up at him.
“Sirius?” She murmured, his name falling from her lips in a whisper.
“Lily?” He asked, voice cracking in relief. She hummed lightly, pushing herself up and rubbing her eyes with slow, careful movements.
“What happened?” She asked, voice hoarse from lack of use. “Where am I? Where’s Harry?”
At that, the joy in his heart shrivelled as panic set in. If Lily was awake, and the only person who could do that was the Dark Lord, then –
What the hell did Hadrian do?
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The large doors loomed before him, and Hadrian would have been intimidated by their sheer size if he had not already been inside.
He reached out and knocked the metal ring against the door politely, stepping back to wait.
The wards surrounding the manor were as impeccable as they had been last night, no sign that the lector blade had even cut through them, and while a part of him had been tempted to merely slip in like he had before, he did not want to tempt fate by further aggravating the man.
So, he had declared himself at the edge of the wards like a civilised person and waited for admittance.
It had been a gamble, but when the wards had rippled and parted for him, he had to admit that some of his anxiety abated.
He slipped his hands behind his back and stood with an air of nonchalance, taking the time to study the outside of the manor now that it was daylight.
It was, admittedly, a rather nice place without the shadows clinging to it.
After several minutes, the large doors creaked open and a small figure peeked their head through the gap.
Hadrian smiled kindly at the house-elf, tilting his head forward enough to gaze at them without seeming to look down his nose.
“Hello.” He greeted pleasantly.
The house-elf blinked their large, watery eyes up at him. “G-good day, sir.” There was confusion in the elf’s tone, and no small amount of awe. Likely at being shown even this small level of respect.
“I’m sorry to have disturbed you,” he started, “but I was wondering if I could have an audience with the Dark Lord?”
The fear in the elf’s eyes grew stronger as they hunched their bony shoulders. “O-of course, sir. The m-master saying you would be coming.” The door opened wider, and Hadrian stepped inside with a confidence he did not fully feel.
“Thank you.” He said kindly, pointedly ignoring the small squeak the elf let out. He followed behind the elf as she – and it was a female, he could see now – led him passed the staircase, away from the second floor where he had first found his mother.
His unease grew as they headed into a part of the house that he had not had time to explore. The elf came to a stop in front of a simple door, her thin hand gesturing for him to go through without her.
Hadrian took a steadying breath, then without giving himself time to reconsider, he pushed his way inside.
He ignored how upon seeing Riddle properly, in person and with his own eyes, his stomach clenched with anticipation, rather than fear.
Hadrian closed the door behind him, taking a moment to just recline against the smooth wood and watch the man sitting behind the desk.
Riddle did not glance up at his arrival. He continued writing smoothly over whatever it was that required his attention. Hadrian scanned him quickly for any signs of anger, but there was nothing.
Not that that meant anything, of course. But the fact that he had not been cursed immediately was a positive sign.
Unless he wants to play with his food first, he thought privately.
Unlike other times, Riddle’s deliberate lack of acknowledgement did not bother him. Hadrian knew his actions here could very well spell out his mother’s future, and he was not willing to put her in jeopardy again. He had underestimated Riddle once before, and it had cost him greatly.
He waited silently against the door, letting the stillness build between them, even as the time seemed to drag on.
“What do you know about Flaviu Lupei?”
The question caught him by surprise, for all that he was waiting for the man to speak. Hadrian frowned lightly at the completely unexpected topic. “The Romanian Minister?” He asked.
Riddle hummed absently, dipping his quill into the inkwell before writing once more. Hadrian considered the man closely as he answered.
“He is in his early sixties, I believe, and a renowned astronomer.”
Those red eyes flicked towards him for a brief second before returning to the page before him. Hadrian’s heart throbbed as he tried to recall whatever snippets he could about the mysterious Romanian.
“He’s a widower and has six children. His family line is ancient, and they are famous for their intermingling with werewolves. He’s rather outspoken on the topic, if my memory serves, and has introduced a number of policies to improve their livelihoods.”
“Anything else?”
There was a probing sort of lilt to the other’s voice, but Hadrian refused to feel frustrated at whatever game this was. “I don’t know too much about the man, I’m afraid.”
Riddle finished whatever he was writing with a flourish, then placed his quill neatly to the side. For the first time, his eyes fully latched onto Hadrian.
“That’s understandable. He tends to stay within his own borders. Rarely plays with other countries.” Riddle plucked the parchment from the desk and blew on it slowly. He folded it and put it atop a pile to his right.
“Was there a point to asking me?” Hadrian asked after a pause, mind rushing to try and make a connection.
Riddle blinked at him. “Not particularly. Merely some Romanian vampires causing a ruckus last week for our aurors.” The man smiled sharply. “Diplomacy demands I include him in such matters.”
The man leaned back in his chair, one of his hands remained in sight, his fingers drumming along the surface. The other slipped below the lip of the desk, and Hadrian zeroed in on it with suspicion. “But you’re not here to talk about international incidents, are you?”
“No.” Hadrian agreed, slipping a little closer, leaving the relatively safety of his place by the door.
“You’ve come to ask me to release your mother.” There was a small grin on Riddle’s face.
“Yes.” He had no reason to deny it. They both knew already knew the truth.
Riddle watched him approach with satisfaction. “And given that you would know I’d never agree to that without getting something in return, I can only assume you’re here to bargain.”
Hadrian came to a stop at the side of the desk. This close, he could almost taste Riddle’s magic as it began to wrap around him.
“Though I am curious as to what you have to offer.” The man continued idly. “I wonder what you’d be willing to give in exchange for her.”
Anything.
“What do you want, Riddle?” He asked instead. It was dangerous, so unbelievably dangerous, to give that choice to the man. To come here without a proper offer, to place all the power in the other’s hands. But he needed Riddle to feel in control here. He needed him to get overconfident.
Hadrian leaned his hip against the desk, hands curling around the edge of it as he studied the man. He knew how to do this. He had done it before. He knew Riddle wanted him, all he had to do was get him to take the bait.
“I want a great many things, Hadrian. The real question is what you can give me.” Riddle pushed his chair back and stood, circling enough to face Hadrian and all but pin him to the desk without so much as touching him.
Closer.
“Whatever you want.” He said, letting his voice turn soft.
Riddle raised an eyebrow and closed the last few inches between them. He leaned down, his hands bracing close to Hadrian’s own, trapping him completely as their chests brushed together.
He held his breath, staring into the man’s eyes and silently willing him even closer as his hand started to creep towards his back.
“A tempting offer.” Riddle murmured with something burning in his gaze. Hadrian hardly blinked when those eyes dropped to his mouth in clear consideration.
Any other time, the attention would be flattering, but Hadrian’s mind was already shooting five steps ahead. The detachment served him well in this instance, because he knew he would not be immune to this. The proximity. The heat.
And he would hate himself for that.
His hand crawled under the back of his shirt and wrapped around something leather. His other slowly moved to rest on Riddle’s shoulder, before giving into the desire to move up to touch the ends of his dark hair.
Hadrian opened his mouth to say something – provoke him, get him closer, unbalance him – when Riddle simply swayed forward and pressed their lips together.
He froze.
It was barely more than a brush against his lips, but even that simple touch somehow sent his heart pounding. His next breath stuttered, and he felt Riddle’s mouth quirk up in a small smirk.
He had come here intending for this to happen. Had planned to use himself as leverage, to take the spark of attraction that had been slowly building between them and use it as a weapon. But now that it is happening, now that he can feel the weight of Riddle against him and the heat of his body and the soft press of his lips –
His curiosity had always been his biggest flaw.
Hadrian pushed forward without thought, his fingers slipping higher and digging into the man’s hair. His other dropped back from under his shirt and latched onto Riddle’s upper arm for balance as he drew himself closer.
Riddle took the invitation, his hand coming up and cupping Hadrian around the side of his neck. The touch was unexpected – delicate – and it had him gasping softly as Riddle deepened the kiss.
The man pushed into his space, forceful and controlling, and Hadrian went willingly. His back curved, submitting easily to the pressure and jolting at the first taste of Riddle’s tongue against his. He almost toppled backwards, and his right hand dropped to the desk frantically, knocking a stack of papers over and sending something clattering to the ground.
The fingers around his throat flexed, in warning or pleasure he did not know, but Hadrian could feel every inch of the man plastered against him, and the desire that torn through him was visceral and left him raw. Riddle’s tongue flicked over the roof of his mouth and Hadrian rocked up instantly, a moan rumbling deep in his chest.
He scrapped his nails over Riddle’s scalp and bit at the other’s lip in revenge.
Riddle’s other hand settled on his thigh, and Hadrian could do nothing more than grunt as he was hefted up onto the desk and pinned there. Riddle pulled back far enough to catch his eye, and his gut burned with want.
The man’s mouth opened, but Hadrian did not understand the sibilant whispers. The sound of it was like icy water though, and his mind cracked as he remembered what he was doing.
He yanked Riddle down by the back of his neck, meeting him with teeth and carefully pulling the lector blade from where he had hidden it. His knees squeezed at Riddle’s hips, dragging him in as he raised the blade and placed it under the man’s jaw.
Riddle stilled.
Hadrian pulled back with aching care, his teeth loosening their grip with one last nip, unable to help himself. “Release her.” He said with steel in his voice and a knife at the Dark Lord’s throat.
This close, he could see the emotions flaring to life in the other’s eyes, and the intensity of Riddle’s fury was enough to make his hands tremble. He tightened his grip and swallowed.
The man spat out a breath, staring down at him but making no move to act on his anger. Hadrian crushed the part of him that purred at the glint in Riddle’s eyes. “Release my mother. Now.”
“If you were hoping to catch me in a charitable mood,” Riddle said, his grip on Hadrian’s thigh tightening painfully, “you should have asked me after.”
“And risk you saying no after getting what you wanted? I don’t think so.” He sneered.
Riddle cocked his head, and Hadrian’s gaze zeroed in on the way his flesh creased but did not break around the edge of the blade. “Are you sure you wish to do this?” He asked, red eyes roaming over Hadrian, some of his earlier arousal returning. “I’m a merciful man, Hadrian. I’m willing to let this go.”
He did not know whether to laugh or cry at that. “We both know that is not true.” Riddle would never let him get away with such a move, but if Hadrian was going to die, he was going to do it knowing his mother was safe. “Let her go, and I will drop the knife.”
Amusement, brittle and burnt, crawled over Riddle’s face. His lips curled mockingly. “And if I say no? You think you have what it takes to kill me, boy? You don’t even know what you’re talking about.”
“Really?” Hadrian asked, his eyes narrowing in offence. “I’ve been raised my whole life preparing for this moment. You think that when the time actually comes, I wouldn’t be able to do it?”
Riddle’s smile widened, and Hadrian could feel the balance shifting. “I think you’ve been preparing for a duel. Something like this,” the man pressed into the blade, and Hadrian could only watch as the thin skin of his throat parted and blood bloomed along the edge of the dagger, “is beyond you. There is a difference between a spell and a knife, Hadrian.”
He twitched as one of the man’s hands reached up and grabbed his wrist. He did nothing more than hold it as his thumb trailed over the tendons there, pushing the sleeve of his shirt back to access more skin.
“And you’re operating under the assumption that I would still accept this trade.”
Doubt began to spread in his gut. “What?”
Riddle hummed, his thumb resting over his pulse point and feeling the fluttering beat of his heart. “I had something else in mind for the release of your mother; enjoyable though your offer is.”
“And what exactly, is that?” He snapped.
Riddle’s eyes slid away from his, down his shoulder, along his arm, to finally rest on his covered forearm. Hadrian instinctively tried to pull away, but Riddle’s grip was like iron.
“No.”
“Why not?” The man asked curiously, twisting Hadrian’s wrist and standing upright, effectively pulling Hadrian with him. Hadrian hardly noticed when the lector blade separated from Riddle’s throat, his mind too busy reeling from the suggestion. “You were willing to give me your body just moments ago.”
The words broke through the shock. “That’s different.” He insisted, trying to wrench himself away again. “Sex is sex. You want to mark me. You want to own me.”
“Yes.”
Hadrian stopped struggling at the confession, stunned.
“Of course I want to own you, Hadrian.” Riddle continued ruthlessly. “I want to claim you as mine, and all that that entails. I want your loyalty. I want your skills, and your mind, and your connections. I want you working for my cause – to use you to your fullest potential, not squander it fighting for a dying ideal.”
Hadrian felt disbelief fill him, eyes widening and mouth opening.
“That is my offer, Hadrian, and the only one I will accept. Your mother, for you.”
No, a small part of him whispered, denial slamming into him hard enough to hurt. No, I can’t, I won’t –
But I have to.
Panic set in at the choice laid before him. He had sworn to do whatever it took to save her, but this. This was something he knew he could not.
This was more than a pledge. This was more than an oath. The Dark Mark was eternal. There was no way to remove it, not a brand that powerful.
It would be on him forever, until the day he died, he would be a slave to a monster.
This was his whole life –
And it was his mother.
Hadrian’s throat ached and his eyes burned as the noose around his neck tightened.
He would do anything for his mother. He had been willing to let Riddle take him on the condition he let her free from the curse he had placed.
He hated this. Hated Riddle, for giving him the choice. Hated his mother, for putting herself in danger in the first place. Hated himself, for everything that had happened since he had set foot on Hogwarts’ grounds.
He lowered his head, shaking as he realised there was no way out of this.
His mother, for him.
“You swear you will let her go?”
He glanced up just to catch Riddle’s nod and see the self-satisfaction bleeding into existence.
Hadrian glared up at him. “No. I want you to swear. I need to know that you won’t –” He cut himself off, unable to get the words out. “Please.” He whispered.
Riddle gazed down at him in contemplation, before he spoke. “I swear, should you accept this mark, I will release you mother from the curse I placed on her, and endeavour to keep her out of our business, without harm.”
Hadrian closed his eyes, feeling the shift in the air as the vow solidified between them. That was more than he had asked for, and he was aware how precious a gift Riddle had given him by adding those conditions. He should be furious, but all he could feel was a numb sort of relief. His shoulders loosened a fraction.
He sighed quietly, tilting his head enough to stare at the space above Riddle’s shoulder. The lector blade in his hand vanished as he reversed-summoned it back to his hotel room. “When…?” He could not finish the question.
“Right now.” Riddle declared, holding his hand out for his wand as it shot towards him. Without pause, he cut through the flimsy fabric of Hadrian’s sleeve with a slice of his wand, exposing the bare flesh.
Hadrian jerked when the wand tip touched his skin, watching it with detached curiosity. He had always wondered how the Dark Mark was applied, but he had never thought he would find out personally.
“Relax.” Riddle murmured as he shuffled closer, running the tip of his wand along Hadrian’s arm in preparation.
Riddle smiled.
“Integrum nexum.”
Hadrian screamed.
OoO
He looked down at Hadrian’s unconscious form, a part of him buzzing at how completely the boy was slumped against him.
He could feel the connection between them sizzling in his mind, a string that weaved between them, humming with raw, unfettered power. He had always known Hadrian’s magic was strong but being able to sense it on such a level – being able to almost see it now – left him feeling vindicated in a strange way.
Voldemort reached out and moved Hadrian’s head so that it was resting more comfortably against his chest.
The boy’s forehead was still slick with sweat, and he knew without looking that the mark freshly applied to his forearm was a blazing red. His brows were furrowed in pain, but his breathing was even, and his eyes were firmly shut.
He would not wake for a while, not until his magical core had had a chance to recover from the shock.
He brushed some of the damp strands of hair out of the way to stare at the other’s face unobstructed. His opinions about them regardless, there was no denying that Lily and James Potter had created a gorgeous being, one with all the classic features of his father’s line, and the delicate beauty of his mother.
Voldemort huffed quietly, settling the boy more firmly and twisting sharply on his heel. He appeared in an upper room and made his way to the untouched bed. He deposited Hadrian there, stepping back and watching as the boy instantly curled onto his side, his marked arm tucked close to his chest in subconscious protection.
He clicked his tongue at that and reached out to gently bring the arm into the light. “Polly.” He barked. The little creature appeared behind him with a crack, its thin form shaking, and large, bulbous eyes pinned to the floor. “Bring me some clean bandages, a bowl of water and a cloth.”
The elf disappeared at once, and by the time Voldemort had turned to face Hadrian again, the things he had requested sat on the bedside table.
He took the cloth and dipped it into the water, then ran it carefully over the mark. Hadrian, so deeply ignorant of the world, did not even stir at the touch.
Voldemort washed the section thoroughly, noting that already the redness was fading. He pulled out the numbing cream he had gotten from Severus and waited as the lid unscrewed itself with his silent command.
Smearing the cream over the mark generously, he finished with a slight wave of his hand. The bandages rose from the bedside table and wrapped securely around Hadrian’s forearm, keeping the aggravated area covered. The moment he released the boy’s wrist, it slid back to his chest.
He cleaned his hands and dried them, his eyes flicking absently back to Hadrian multiple times.
The boy had handled it better than he had thought. Anyone would scream at receiving a mark like that, would beg and cry and lose consciousness at having their magical core branded in such a way.
But even with the unbearable amount of pain he endured, no tears had escaped Hadrian. Not a single plea, or curse had passed his lips. It was admirable, that level of restraint, of control.
And now he’s mine.
The thought filled him with a gleeful sort of contentment. As did the knowledge of what he had marked Hadrian with.
He could not wait to see the boy’s reaction. It would surely be interesting.
For now, though, he closed his eyes and focussed on the sliver of magic connecting him to Lily Potter, severing it as neatly as he could and feeling the curse surrounding her shrivel into nothing.
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Chapter 39: Chapter Thirty Nine
Notes:
A little later than I intended, but I consider it a late self-gifted birthday present to myself! Hope you guys enjoy this one!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hadrian woke gradually.
The warm haze he had sunk into clung to him even as his awareness returned in waves.
He grimaced slightly, head burrowing into the soft pillow for a second to avoid the streaks of sunlight. He shifted his body, stretching as far as he could and groaning aloud when his spine cracked pleasantly.
Hadrian rolled onto his back and peeled his eyes open, blinking languidly at the ceiling as he waited for his thoughts to organise themselves. He slowly pushed himself up onto an elbow and swallowed to get rid of the cotton-like feeling in his mouth.
The cool morning air hit his bare skin and Hadrian looked down to see that he was shirtless. He frowned in confusion, because he rarely slept without a shirt, especially not in the dead of winter.
He shook his head and looked around, trying to place where he was.
The room was unfamiliar to him and was far grander than even his room on the school carriage. A floor-to-ceiling window dominated the right wall, the heavy curtains thrown back to let the rising sun lighten the entire space.
Hadrian smoothed one of his hands over the thick duvet, noting the rich texture of the material, as well as the high-quality heating charms embedded in it.
He moved so that he was sitting up fully, rubbing at his face in an attempt to chase away the lingering grasp of sleep. He felt oddly exhausted – drained and unsteady. Hollow.
The duvet bunched around his waist and he took a moment to enjoy the way his skin prickled in the cold. His hand came to rest on his lap, and he caught sight of the bandages wrapped around his pale flesh.
He made a face, puzzled, mind tripping over itself as he tried to remember what had happened. The memories were like smoke, slipping through his fingers. He could have sworn he had gone to confront –
Oh.
Hadrian’s stomach dropped.
He reached over and clasped his forearm with his opposite hand, curling over the white bandages as he waited for the panic sitting at the back of his throat to die.
He was marked.
Hadrian’s eyes closed tightly as disgust rose within him. His nails dug into the thick coverings.
He was such a damned fool to think he could outmanoeuvre Riddle. To think that he could possibly get his mother released with such a weak plan.
He had been desperate – so very desperate – to have her back. To set her free, to save her, to finally escape the guilt that was so thick it felt like he was drowning in it. And he had let that desperation rule his actions.
But that was hardly an excuse.
He should have known that Riddle would never go for it. He should have been prepared, and though his failure stung bitterly, like acid in his chest, it was nothing compared to the crushing sense of loss seeping through him.
His independence. His future. His whole life.
Gone.
Bartered away like a cheap trinket. Handed to a man that would never give it back – and some cracked, brittle part of him wondered if this was even worth it. If his mother’s freedom was worth sacrificing his own.
Bile rose in his throat, his hand instinctively rising to cover his mouth. He stared blankly down at his covered legs, grappling for a sense of control he knew he would not find.
A gentle knock echoed through the room.
Hadrian’s head shot up at the sound, terrified for one paralysing second at the thought of facing Riddle again after their last encounter.
But the man who opened the door was not the Dark Lord.
Hadrian’s gaze darted over the new face.
He was relatively young, close to his mother’s age, but he stood with a tangible weight around his shoulders that aged him drastically. His pallid complexion was offset by the dark shade of his hair, long and unkempt and greasy as it was. His nose was hooked like a bird’s beak, and his cheeks were sunken. Hadrian knew, even hunched as he was, that this man would tower over him.
But it was his eyes that drew Hadrian’s attention the most. The twin pools of black that pierced him from across the room, picking him apart and measuring him against some unknown metric.
Hadrian hated him on sight, because whatever the man saw when he looked at him, it was clear from his expression that he found Hadrian lacking.
There was something about that look that was far too familiar for him.
“Who are you?” He spat, voice rasping and pathetic.
The man blinked, closing the door behind him and stepping forward. There was still a large distance between him and the bed, but Hadrian felt like a cornered rat in his presence.
“I am here to look at your arm.” Was all the other offered, tone perfectly level.
The rejection jumped to his lips without thought, but he caught it at the last second. His arm was not something he wanted to think about right now, but he knew it needed to be checked. Marks like his could have any number of side effects if they were not applied correctly.
Not that he thought Riddle would make a mistake, the man had built an empire on branding his followers.
And a small sliver of him knew that the man would not risk marking him if he was not sure it would work. Considering what Riddle had told Hadrian – confessed, a voice murmured in the back of his mind – about his value, he knew the mark would be perfect.
But it was better to be sure.
The man approached his swiftly, reading Hadrian’s lack of response easily. He carried a satchel bag with him, which he deposited on the bedside table carefully.
Hadrian watched the other, his natural distrust of the man growing sharper with every flick of those eyes.
He shifted enough so that he was not bent over his legs and cursed briefly at the fact that he was without a shirt. The vulnerability its absence created was strong.
The man held out one hand, and Hadrian reluctantly placed his forearm on his palm.
The bandages were removed with care, and before it fully left his skin Hadrian turned away, unwilling to look at what he knew would be there, branded on him for the world to see.
The last layer was pulled away, and the man paused.
Hadrian tilted his head an inch before he caught himself, directing his gaze to the other’s face, rather than his arm.
The man was staring at his forearm intently, the unwrapped bandages hanging loosely in his other hand. There was a small furrow between his brows, and Hadrian recognised it as uncertainty.
Against his wishes, his eyes flicked down to his forearm as well, morbidly curious despite everything. He locked onto the mark and his mind fell quiet.
Because that was not the Dark Mark.
His eyes roamed over the symbol, understanding its purpose with crystal clear clarity.
Three interconnected loops marred his arm in thick black lines, with a simple circle running through them, linking the whole images together. It was set in the middle of his forearm and was barely ten centimetres across.
A triquetra.
Absurdly, a rush of relief burned through him at the knowledge that he was not carrying something as perverse and twisted as the Dark Mark. He was not a Death Eater. He was not another toy soldier for Riddle to control.
But the relief was short-lived, because if this was not the Dark Mark, then he had no idea what Riddle had done to him.
“Fils de pute.” Hadrian snarled, ripping his arm free from the man’s hold and staring down at the symbol. His mind threw information at him, meanings and implications and intentions all weaving before his eyes as he tried to understand what Riddle meant for this particular mark to bind.
He ignored the way the man grabbed at him, flinging the blanket off and jumping from the bed. He moved for the door.
“Po – Evans!” The man barked, but Hadrian was already out of the room. He recognised the hallway immediately and set off for the staircase that would take him to the first floor.
He heard the hurried steps behind him, but for some reason the man made no real effort to stop him. He merely followed with a thunderous expression.
Hadrian stopped on the first floor, looking left and right. He heard the clinking of glass and followed it to the dining room. The door was already partially opened, so Hadrian had no compunctions about shoving his way inside.
Riddle sat at the head of the table reading a newspaper. The man was completely at ease as he took a sip from his teacup, and all of Hadrian’s anxiety at seeing the other vanished beneath his anger.
He marched forward, and Riddle’s eyes drew up to watch his approach, unconcealed amusement on his face.
Hadrian slammed his hands against the table, leaning forward with his teeth bared. “What the fuck did you put on me?” He demanded, and the man that had followed him here seemed to freeze where he now stood off to the side.
“Good morning to you too,” Riddle greeted with a delighted smile, “I see someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed.”
“The wrong –” He cut himself off. Riddle took another sip of his tea. Hadrian stood up straight, jaw aching from how tightly he was clenching it. “This isn’t what we agreed on.” He finally managed to strangle out, holding his branded arm out like a weapon.
Riddle’s eyes caught on the symbol and the satisfaction in them deepened.
“You said –”
“What I said,” Riddle interrupted, “was that I would do as you asked, if you accepted a mark from me. I never specified what kind. It’s hardly my fault you didn’t listen to what you were agreeing to.”
The indignation that burst inside him was followed quickly by a healthy dose of sheer, unfathomable rage. But it was not solely aimed at Riddle, because as much as Hadrian hated it, the man was right. Hadrian had assumed Riddle wanted him slapped with the Dark Mark, and that assumption had left him unprepared, yet again.
“You’re a goddamn bastard.” He hissed anyway, pride wounded.
“Not true.” Riddle corrected with a little smirk. “My parents were married.”
Hadrian’s hands retreated from the table to wrap around the back of the closest chair, clenching the wooden frame hard enough to imprint the carved designs into his palm.
They stared at each other from across the table.
Riddle looked away first, but it was more a dismissal than an admission of defeat. “How is he?” He asked the silent figure looming off to the side.
“I did not get the opportunity to look properly, my Lord.” The man supplied with a slight nod. “The boy ran off before I could.”
“Yes, he does tend to do that.” Riddle agreed with a glint in his eyes. “The recklessness of youth at its finest.”
Hadrian wanted to take the fork on the table and stab Riddle in the face with it. The silver utensil twitched in its place, as if preparing to leap upwards, when Riddle’s hand dropped down on it.
“Now, now, Hadrian, that’s hardly polite.”
He did not even try to act innocent. “And of course, you would know all about politeness.” He snipped.
“Enough to know that attacking your host is generally frowned upon. And after I let you sleep in one of my beds again, too.”
Hadrian refused to flush at the remark, even as the phantom brush of Riddle’s mouth against his seared through his memories. He crossed his arms and ignored the way Riddle was clearly taking in his bare chest. “What does it do?” He asked pointedly.
A plate appeared before Hadrian, two pieces of buttered toast and a glass of juice sitting quaintly in place.
“Eat.” Riddle commanded with an indulgent wave of his hand. “The bond took a lot out of you, you need to recover your strength.”
Hadrian did not sit, and he did not touch the offerings. Riddle rolled his eyes at his stubborn defiance. “Eat and I will answer your questions.”
He waited a moment, letting his displeasure simmer, before stiffly pulling the chair out and sitting. Riddle tipped a smile at him as one hand raised and gestured for the other man to join them.
It was by far the strangest breakfast he had endured, Hadrian thought as he took a bite of his toast. He watched the second man take a seat by Riddle’s side, and almost raised an eyebrow at the attentive way Riddle looked at the other.
He had to be a Death Eater – but how close was he to the Dark Lord, that he was invited to his home and allowed to sit at his right hand?
He chewed slowly, studying the unknown man curiously. He made no effort to conceal his attention, but the man seemed to be ignoring him with some determination.
Hadrian swallowed, then dropped the piece of toast on his plate and returned his focus to Riddle. “Answer my question.”
Riddle leaned back in his chair with a lazy slouch, while the man beside him remained poised to spring to his feet at any moment. “What do you think it does?” Riddle asked instead.
Hadrian scowled in annoyance before letting his expression smooth over. “It’s a triquetra, obviously. They are used to symbolise a multilayered bond, or connection of some sort, but are centred around three key components. The components vary depending on the intent of the caster, and what they want the bond to encompass.” He paused, trying to gauge Riddle’s reaction, but there was nothing more than passive interest on the man’s face.
He continued, thumb tracing over the mark subconsciously, and his lips twisted downwards. “It’s unbreakable.” He stated evenly, though his blood was boiling. “The circle. It links the whole thing together, making it impossible to unravel.” He stopped touching the mark and planted his hands firmly on his lap.
“What are the components?” He demanded.
Riddle hummed to himself, looking thoughtful. “Unimportant.”
“What do you mean ‘unimportant’?” Hadrian snapped, incredulous. “You owe me an explanation. I need to know what you bound.”
“Why?” Riddle asked. “So you can start plotting some ridiculous way to circumvent it? It won’t work, Hadrian. You said it yourself, the bond is permanent.”
“Which is why I need to know.” He said vehemently. “If this thing is going to be on me for the rest of my life, don’t I deserve to know what it’s binding?”
Riddle drummed his fingers along the table’s surface in contemplation. “The bond is not nearly as restrictive as you’re making it seem.” He said eventually. “It operates much like the Dark Mark, in most capacities. It is a bond between two individuals, solidified through our magic. Perfectly reasonable.”
“Except that it gives you unmitigated control over certain aspects of my life. What is it? My magic? My mind? How much control have you taken?”
“You mean, how much control did you give me?” Riddle asked, a small grin creeping into existence. Hadrian snarled in response.
Riddle clicked his tongue. “Relax, boy. The mark is merely a tool to keep track of you. It allows me no more control over you than I already have.”
“You don’t control me.” Hadrian said.
“Of course not,” Riddle replied, and it was the most patronising thing Hadrian had ever heard. “Certainly not as much as your mother does, at least.”
The teacup in Riddle’s hand shattered as Hadrian’s magic finally reached out and squeezed. The bastard did not even twitch, merely glanced down at the mess and the shards of porcelain.
“I hadn’t finished that.” He said, banishing the remains with a negligent flick of his wrist.
“Don’t talk about my mother.” Hadrian warned.
“Very well,” Riddle agreed easily, “she served her purpose anyway. I have no further interest in her.” Another teacup appeared by the man’s hand, and he wasted no time in drinking.
Hadrian sat there, watching, battling with the brewing storm in his head. His hands shook where they sat in his lap, and small spasms were beginning to rock through him. That burst of wandless magic had winded him more than it should have. His core was still recovering, and pushing it right now was stupid.
He hated losing control in any form, but against Riddle it was so much worse. It woke an untouched part of him, made a level of anger he had not thought he could possess build, only tenuously held back by the last of his restraint.
He stewed in silence, staring quietly down at the buttered slice of toast and choking back the urge to scream.
OoO
Looking at the boy was like reliving all of his worst mistakes.
Severus resolutely kept his gaze on the far wall, listening with half-fear, half-disbelief as Lily’s son hissed and spat at the Dark Lord, all the while trembling like a wet kitten due the magical exhaustion.
The foolish child could barely stand, and Severus mentally calculated that he needed at least another full day of rest before he would even be close to recovery.
Not that the boy would live that long, if he kept acting so thoughtlessly.
Severus tried to ignore the indecision clawing at his chest; the battle between his desire to protect her son, and the knowledge that he would likely doom them both if he dared interfere.
The only thing giving him a faint glimmer of hope was that, for some reason, the Dark Lord seemed to find the boy endlessly entertaining, and evidently enjoyed the strange little verbal spar going on between them.
The fact that the man was letting Evans get away with such disrespect, that he simply brushed off what could have been considered an attack with only a flippant comment – it proved to Severus that against all odds, the boy was seemingly in no immediate danger.
His disbelief was equal only to his confusion, though he was careful to ensure that not a drop of it breached the calm mask he wore.
Evans might have the Dark Lord’s favour right now, but Severus was still unsure as to why he had been invited here. True, the mark on the boy needed to be looked at, but Voldemort was more than capable of doing the task himself. In fact, as the caster, the Dark Lord would be the best one to do it.
A kernel of doubt nestled in his chest. Was it possible that the man was aware of what he had done? Did he know of the lies Severus had been keeping for years?
But why would he allow Severus near the boy at all if that were the case – why not simply kill him? Was it a punishment of some kind, shoving the boy and everything he represented in his face one final time before ending it?
He would not put such a thing passed the man.
“You never answered my question.” The boy finally spoke, and for a moment Severus believed him to be talking to Voldemort again. Only, no, those blazing green eyes were pinned on him. The rage that had been burning in them was but a mere flicker now, replaced by biting curiosity. “You’re name?”
Severus’ lips thinned at the question.
He did not want to answer, did not want to risk potentially triggering anything; but the choice was taken from him. “This is Severus,” Voldemort introduced, “he is my potions master.”
“Severus?” The boy asked, recognition sliding over his face. “Severus Snape?”
Those damned eyes scanned him, careless of the damage they were doing.
“Do you know Severus, Hadrian?” The Dark Lord inquired, and Severus barely refrained from stiffening at the soft venom lingering in those words.
The boy frowned, gaze drifting to the Dark Lord. “Of course.” He said, cocking his head to the side and returning his attention back to Severus, completely missing the displeasure that appeared in Voldemort’s eyes.
He felt a brief snatch of concern, but then –
“He is the youngest potions master in centuries. He revolutionised a number of potions.” Something too close to respect began to bud on the boy’s face, and it made him seem years younger than he was.
“I’ve read all of your articles.” Evans continued, heedless of the tension he was creating, his appreciation displayed without an ounce of shame. “Your work on wolfsbane has always been of particular interest to me. Not many could replicate a potion of that complexity, and you managed to alter some key aspects of it so that it was more affordable.”
What looked like a smile appeared on the boy’s face. Severus did not know how to process the faint gratitude begin aimed at him, it was such a stark difference from the angry, shaking child he had followed here. The fact that Evans had already moved on from the violation of his autonomy that was his mark, was disturbing. Severus wondered just how used to this sort of oppression the boy was, that he so quickly moved on.
Or, another part of him realised with sickening dread, how used to the Dark Lord’s particular brand of attention was he, that it no longer bothered him.
The moment of silence between the three of them grew thicker, making Severus’ skin itch in discomfort. It was only broken when Voldemort spoke.
“It appears you have a fan, my friend.” Severus had never heard such an innocuous statement sound so much like a threat before. “How interesting, don’t you think?” The man’s red eyes moved to Severus for a beat, taking him in, before shooting back to the boy.
A smirk pulled at his lips. Severus knew he would not like what was coming.
“Did you not attend Hogwarts with Hadrian’s parents, Severus? The very same year, if my memory serves.”
And just like that, the small glow of warmth in Evans’ eyes frosted over. It was the strangest sensation, but the loss of that spark hurt more than he anticipated.
It reminded him too strongly of another pair of green eyes, glacial as they stared at him after he had cast that horrid word out like a weapon.
The boy’s mouth twisted before falling into a flat line. Any sign of his thoughts was swept away, leaving Severus distantly impressed at how much control the boy exhibited when he wanted.
Suddenly, Evans pushed himself upright, and even as weak as he was, he did not waver. “I’m leaving.” He declared.
“I’ve not dismissed you.” The Dark Lord countered, for the first time sounding annoyed.
Evans glared at the man, the very fount of wisdom in all his actions, apparently. “I don’t care. I have had enough of you for one day. I want to see my mother, I want to make sure she is safe.”
“You doubt my oath?” There was a trace of offence in his tone, one Evans either did not notice, or actively disregarded.
“I think you are a manipulative prick,” the boy said, one eyebrow raised, “and why do you care if I leave? It’s not like I can get away from you. Not anymore.”
It was a more underhanded move than he would have expected from Evans, who up until now had been hot-headed and impulsive. But the boy’s remark had a noticeable effect, as the Dark Lord actually backed down at the reminder of his latest conquest.
“Very well, then.” The man said with a slight nod. “Run along.”
Evans’ eyes darted to the ceiling in an aborted roll. His lips pursed. “I’m taking one of your shirts, too.” He said as he made his way to the door. “Seeing as mine seems to have vanished.”
“The door to the left.” The Dark Lord called to his retreating back. Evans flapped a hand over his shoulder, leaving without a backwards glance.
The door slammed behind him, rattling the two paintings on either side of it.
Voldemort took another sip from his cup, looking gleeful. “Isn’t he just delightful in the morning?”
No, Severus thought, unsettled at the conversation he had just witnessed. He had never seen the Dark Lord act in such a manner before, or treat anyone with this amount of fondness – because he was fond of Evans, there was no denying that now.
Whatever was going on between the two, it was something he wanted no part of.
OoO
Hadrian leaned against the door of his hotel suite, closing his eyes as the exhaustion dug into his bones. He sighed heavily, pinching the bridge of his nose to relieve some of the pressure building there.
The apparation to Diagon Alley had almost knocked him flat, and he knew he was running on fumes at this point. He had stretched his core too much, emptying his magic dangerously. Not enough to be a serious threat, but enough to know he needed a bed, and he needed one now.
His fingers absently tugged at the sleeve of his borrowed shirt. It was a blood red colour, not his favourite by any means, but it was the smallest he could find in Riddle’s closet. It was still a little long, and loose in some areas, but for the most part it fit him well.
He wished the colour was less eye-catching though. Too many people had watched him as he had walked to the hotel, and the feeling of their eyes on him had made him uncomfortable. It had been like they knew, even though there was no way they could.
Hadrian sighed again.
In all honesty, he had hoped his mother would have been here.
He had not gone to the Order’s headquarters, partly due to the mark he now bore, and partly because he already knew they would not be there. It was only logical, after his disappearance. They must have known where he went, and they would have reacted accordingly. The manor would be empty by now, the Order in the wind.
Which meant his mother would be with them. The Order – Sirius – would keep her with them, keep her safe. That was all he needed to know right now. They had survived almost two decades underground, he was sure they could stay out of sight for a little longer.
His mother would come back to him eventually. He simply had to wait.
Hadrian peeled himself away from the door, heading for his bedroom. His head felt like it was stuffed full of wool and the tips of his fingers were beginning to grow numb.
He collapsed onto his bed with a grunt, his eyes already drifting shut as he squirmed into the most comfortable position possible.
It felt like only a moment had passed before he was blinking his eyes open again.
Hadrian groaned tiredly, head lifting from its spot as he squinted at the room. The suite was quiet, and the sky had darkened considerably when he worked up the strength to look to the window. It was late afternoon already. He must have been out for hours.
He grunted as he rolled onto his side, a yawn tearing itself free from his mouth. He dug his arm into the mattress, intending to do nothing but get back to sleep, when something slid towards his elbow.
Hadrian looked down with bleary eyes as his hand automatically wrapped around the familiar handle of his lector blade. The leather was cool against his skin.
It was a miracle that he had not cut himself if it had been in bed with him the whole time. But, he realised with a frown, there was a small line of dried blood running along the edge of it –
He almost dropped it in surprise.
It was not his blood.
It was Riddle’s.
Hadrian stared down at the crusted brown streak and felt a wave of something indescribable crash into him.
He had Riddle’s blood.
This was – he had the Dark Lord’s blood.
Hadrian bit his lip to stop the grin from bursting across his face. He had forgotten that he had cut Riddle in the wake of everything else. He forgotten that he had sent his dagger back to his room when he had agreed to be marked.
This was invaluable. He could do anything with even this tiny sliver of blood. Curses and potions and all manner of rituals.
His fingers tightened around the handle as he breathed deeply to control the sudden vindictive giddiness that rose in him. He lifted his other arm up into the light, the sleeve slipping back to reveal the triquetra mocking him.
Riddle thought he had gotten him. He thought he had finally managed to get Hadrian right where he wanted him, branding him with something that he could never break. Some unfettered access to Hadrian that only he could control.
Jokes on you, you bastard, he thought. “I don’t need to break it,” Hadrian whispered, clutching the lector blade to his chest and laying back down, holding the mark above his face. “I just need to tweak it.”
He had sworn to let Riddle mark him in exchange for his mother’s freedom. He had never sworn to not try and manipulate it afterwards.
Riddle might have won their last battle, but their little war was far from over.
Hadrian settled back into his pillow with a smile. He would need some help, that was true, if he wanted to do it correctly. Someone with excellent control and precision with their magic, and at least one more to keep the ritual stable.
Luckily, he knew two such people. He just had to ask them first.
He wrapped the lector blade a tissue from the box beside his bed and tucked it safely in his waistband. There was no way he could go to sleep now. He had to find a way back to Hogwarts immediately –
The sound of the front door closing reached him. Hadrian was on his feet in an instant, crossing the distance to his door and flinging it open.
He rushed out into the main sitting area and wanted to cry at seeing his mother standing on the opposite side, Sirius next to her. “Maman,” He breathed, almost delirious from his relief.
They both swung to face him, his mother’s expression twisted into some mangled emotion. “Hadrian.”
He started towards her, hugging her tightly the moment she was within reach. He burrowed his head in her neck, not even caring how he had to stoop to do it.
“I’m so glad you’re okay.” He murmured into her hair.
She was like stone in his arms.
He pulled away slowly, eyes taking in the rigid way she held herself. “Maman?” He asked, hand drifting to her face. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
“Hadrian.” She repeated, but there was something wrong with the way she said it. “What the hell did you do?”
His hand dropped. “What?” He asked, stunned.
Some ugly clawed its way into his mother’s eyes. “What the hell did you do? What did you give him? Information? Names? Locations?”
Hadrian stepped back in surprise, his eyes drifting uncertainly to Sirius.
“Look at me.” His mother snapped, and Hadrian’s eyes flew back to her helplessly.
“Lily,” Sirius whispered, “calm down.”
“What did you give him, Hadrian?” She demanded like the man had not even spoken.
“I –” Hadrian hesitated, frowning, “I didn’t tell him anything.”
“Bullshit.”
He started at her curse, having never heard her speak in such a way before. He swallowed thickly, shoulders hunching as his confusion grew. “I swear, I didn’t tell him anything. Not about the Order, or you, or anything like that.”
“But you gave him something.” She said, latching onto what he was not saying. “He never would have let me go if he didn’t get something in return. So, what was it? What did you give him? What did you promise him?”
She was tearing through his words before he could even form them. Her eyes searched his, frantic and feral. She must have found something, because shock bled over her expression. “Oh, you stupid, stupid boy.”
He froze.
“What is wrong with you?” She asked, head shaking in horror. “What the fuck is wrong with you? Why do you always do this? Are you incapable of thinking? For once in your life, can’t you do the right thing?”
Hadrian’s eyes widened, and his eyes chest felt tight.
Sirius’ hand clamped onto Lily’s, but she threw him off roughly, wand snapping up to point at the man in a silent warning to not touch her again. Her eyes never left Hadrian’s, and they were filled with such sharp disappointment that he could not breath.
“What is it about that monster that makes you lose all semblance of self-control?” She spat, her shoulders beginning to tremble. “What is it about him that has you running in his direction the second I take my eyes off of you? Well?”
Hadrian’s hands clenched at his sides as he struggled to speak. His ears were buzzing loudly, but he could still hear every word she threw at his feet, absolutely fixated on her wrath.
“Do you even care that the man you spend so much time with murdered your father? Do you even miss him?”
“How can I miss someone I never even knew?”
Hadrian knew he had made a mistake the second the words left his mouth. His teeth clicked together from how fast he closed his jaw.
His mother reared back, her eyes wide and startled, before her expression darkened. “How dare you.” She hissed. “He died for us. For you. And you’d spit on his memory like that?”
Hadrian’s shoulders rose, and like a broken dam, the words he had never known he held back came crashing forth. “You’ve never seen me.” He claimed. “My whole life, all you’ve ever seen was him – James. You always look at me and you see him, and do you know what that’s like? To have your own mother look through you every single day?” His eyes burned, and his throat began to ache, but he could not bring himself to stop.
“Well guess what, I’m not him. I will never be him. No matter how much you hate it, he’s gone. He’s dead and buried, and you need to finally see that.”
Hadrian scoffed, one hand swiping at his face in frustration at his own weakness, but nothing seemed to work. The tears still fell. “Sometimes it’s like you don’t even see me as your son!”
“Well you’re not my son!” Lily shouted, arms flung wide.
Hadrian stopped, his breath stuttering out of him. “What?” He asked.
Lily’s face was a ripple of agony and anger. “You’re not my son. Not when you’re like this. My son is Harry, and he is nothing like you. He’s kind, and gentle, and he would never do anything to hurt me. You’re nothing but a fucking mask. A fake, protecting the original, but I don’t think you’re working anymore. You’re broken, you’ve ruined everything with your actions.”
Hadrian’s hands rose, hovering in front of him like they could somehow protect him from her venom. He curled one in the fabric of his shirt and wondered if the pain in his chest was something he could fix.
“Are you insane?” He whispered, voice cracking. “I’m me, mum.”
Her upper lip twisted in a faint sneer, and the knife she had steadily been driving into him was gone. Instead, something black and angry rose in its place, filling him up and hurting it was so cold.
He stalked forward.
“You know what,” he spat, getting in her face, “no. You’re a selfish bitch. You say I’m not your son, well you’re not my mother. Mothers love their children. They don’t belittle them. They don’t manipulate them. They don’t do what you did to me. You turned me into this. You made me this way. You don’t get to shift the blame just because you don’t like the way I ended up. If you really loved me, you never would have pushed me like you did. But you never loved me, did you? I was just a substitute for you dead husband –”
Her palm cracked against his cheek.
Hadrian’s head snapped to the side, and even after everything, it was this that made his heart shatter.
She…She had never laid a hand on him before.
Sirius leapt between them, voice thundering as he shoved Lily away from him, one hand stretching out towards Hadrian.
He flinched away. Sirius wrenched his hand back in horror.
Hadrian ducked his head, and the skin of his cheek burned.
He turned around and went to his bedroom, his vision blurring too much for him to see properly and his throat was dry as a sob built in his chest.
His hands moved swiftly, gathering items at random, stuffing them into his bag as fast as he could. He grabbed his clothes, his books, his inkwell and quills, and the map for the second task, shoving them inside.
He hunched over his bag, shoulders heaving with silence gasps, one hand pressed to his mouth to quiet the sounds. He closed his eyes, forcing the sorrow back and picking his bag up.
Hadrian left the room, making his way for the front door of the suite.
Sirius looked up from where he was sitting with Lily, his eyes popping wide when he saw what Hadrian was carrying.
“Wait, Hadrian, wait!”
Hadrian ignored him, he made it to the door, pushing it open and slamming it closed before Sirius could catch up. He darted for the stairs, the need to escape writhing under his skin.
He needed. He needed to just –
He did not know what he needed, and for the first time in his life, he had no one to tell him either.
The moment his feet hit the pavement outside, he was gone.
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Chapter 40: Chapter Forty
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Broken.
Broken.
Broken. Broken. Broken.
Hadrian stared down at the bag between his feet. The bench he had collapsed on was cold, and it seeped through his clothes, burrowing deep into his skin.
It had rained earlier. The ground was still damp, and the air smelt crisp in the way it only ever did after a storm.
His hands hung limply over his knees, dangling down as he curved over himself.
His ears were still ringing with her words.
She had called him broken. Like he was a thing. An object. A tool that did not work anymore. Like he was not even a person.
“You’re not my son.”
He squeezed his eyes shut, and his throat ached as he struggled to control himself. He let his head drop low, hiding from the world.
Was he really so awful? Was he such a disappointment that even his own mother had pushed him away?
Hadrian’s shoulders trembled.
He had known that he had made some mistakes, that he had screwed up and let things get out of hand – but he had never really believed that she would cast him away like this.
His hand came up to rest against his mouth, his blunt nails digging into the skin.
A mask.
That was what she had called him.
Was he? Was that all he was? If Hadrian Evans was a fake, then everything he had ever done in his life – did it even mean anything?
He pressed his nails in harder and dragged them across his face. The flare of pain barely registered as he brought his hand down for inspection.
Blood sunk under his nails, more dripping down onto his palm from how deep the scratched were.
“Not a mask.” He whispered, relief coursing through him. “I’m not a mask. She’s wrong.”
But the doubt ate at him. His mother knew him better than anyone, and if she said he was not real, that he was just a curtain draped over her true son –
“No.” Hadrian snarled, rejecting the thought immediately. “No, I’m me. I’ve always been me. She’s wrong.”
She had to be.
He would know. If he was some conjuration, or a shade of another person, he would know it. Spells like that were not sustainable. There would have been signs over the years. Breaks in his mental holds, cracked where the other one would have peeked through. He would know.
Hadrian clenched his hands, feeling the way his muscles bunched and his knuckles curled.
There was no possible way she was telling the truth. He was himself. He had always been this way. She had raised him like this, had told him to study and apply himself and make allies. She had trained him, had sharpened his mind and his skills, and pushed and pushed and pushed –
He was Hadrian. He was Harry. He was both but he felt like neither.
“Maybe she didn’t mean it.” He muttered to himself, staring blankly out at the park. He licked his lips. “She was just mad. She didn’t mean it. She just wanted to…”
To what – control him? Punish him? Make him so angry he finally snapped?
He buried his face in his hands. He wanted to cry. He laughed instead.
“Gods,” he said, “what the fuck is wrong with me?”
Nothing, a voice like Riddle’s hissed.
Everything, his mother’s spat.
Maybe he was broken. Maybe he had been splintering from the day he was born. Maybe he had finally reached the precipice he had never known he was approaching and had toppled over head first.
He tried to think back, to see any sign of his mother’s abhorrence for him, to look and find the point where it had all gone wrong between them.
But he could not.
And that frightened him.
He could not see a moment when everything had shifted. Could not remember when she started to look at him and see something other than her son.
How long, he thought hysterically, how long has she hated the very sight of me? How long has she been pretending to love me? How did I miss it? Why couldn’t I see?
His hands tangled in his loose hair, and he closed his eyes.
He could not go back there. He knew it in his bones. Hadrian would not survive it if he returned. Something precious in his chest had already been dashed across the floor of that suite, laid bare at his mother’s feet and pierced by her frigid rage. He could not do that again.
He felt his eyes sting again and swallowed thickly to try and curb the tears before they came. He pressed the heels of his palms into his eyes until it hurt.
A thought lapped at the edges of his mind like a gentle wave.
He looked up, breathing out steadily. He grabbed his bag and stood.
He needed someone to help him. He needed someone who would listen and not judge. Someone who would never look at him and declare him unwanted.
He hoped.
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He sighed lightly, shifting so he was leaning more firmly against the large oak tree, obscured safely from view by the thick bushes in front of him. He pulled out a small lolly from his pocket, unwrapping it and popping it into his mouth smoothly. The taste burst over his tongue, soothing the dull ache at the back of his throat.
It had certainly been an odd night so far. More than he had been expecting, at least.
Seeing Evans run from his hotel in such a harried state had piqued his interest; the bag slung over his shoulder and the faint mark on his cheek snaring him entirely. Of course, he had to follow, to see and discover what had caused the young wizard to propel himself away from his temporary home like the hounds of hell were on his heels.
The picture he had swiftly built was both concerning and fascinating. Because this was what he had been waiting for, the push that severed the boy from his mother’s suffocating control, but it was also happening much sooner than he had anticipated.
He found the derailing of his plans less upsetting than he should.
Evans was something of a special case, he supposed. A little burst of fresh air in the monotony of life. The embodiment of human recklessness caged by a rigid sense of logic that could be difficult to decipher. The hunter and the prey. Weak, yet so very strong at the same time. A walking ball of contradictions masquerading as a young man.
His lips twitched into a small grin at his thoughts. His tongue curled over the lolly, teeth chipping away at it with an absent type of hunger.
He was, against his better judgement, having fun. Watching the little wizard stumble around the chessboard, completely unaware of half the game, was amusing and sad in equal measures.
He would like to see what the boy would be capable of, if he had a little more time.
Unfortunately, that was impossible. Borrowed time had to be paid back, after all. And no matter how interesting he found the boy, at the end of the day, he was but a small, fleeting spark. One day soon, he would be snuffed out, and the world would spin on, unrepentant and merciless.
He cracked the lolly between his teeth, shattering it under the force of his bite.
His Lady would be pleased, he knew, that little Hadrian Evans was finally leaving the nest. Though, he also knew, she would not be pleased with the mark the boy now sported. He could smell the taint of it from across the park and fit its existence into the puzzle in his mind.
Riddle had evidently lost his patience, and if he were of the mind, he might have applauded the Dark Lord for his tactic. No doubt the boy’s mother had been a successful bargaining chip.
He listened with half-an-ear at the whispered gasps Evans let out, the confusion and anguish so potent in the air he could taste it. Humans. Honestly. Always getting so worked up over nothing. Always running themselves into the ground for things that, ultimately, did not matter.
He wondered if he had ever been like that, then laughed quietly to himself.
Probably not.
He returned his attention to the boy, blinking languidly as Evans seemed to rally himself under his own thoughts, scraping together whatever courage he still had. Evans stood, bag in hand.
“Well,” he murmured, straightening leisurely and clicking his tongue, “where will you go now, little boy?”
He watched as Evans apparated from the park, the subtle crack of his departure echoing over the space between them.
He swallowed, the last of the lolly dissolving in his mouth.
OoO
Sirius’ hands were braced against his mouth as he stared at the door, an abysmal sort of understanding ricocheting through him as his own memories played in front of his eyes.
Slowly – so slowly he almost did not realise he was moving at first – he turned to face Lily.
She was sitting on the lounge, her shoulder slumped with one hand covering her face. Her long hair was tumbling over her shoulders like a river of blood. As he watched, her head raised so that her palm cupped over her mouth and chin.
Her green eyes were wet with tears, but he could not find a single trace of regret in them.
And that was it.
“What is wrong with you?” He demanded, striding over to stand above her. His hands shook and his throat felt too tight to breathe.
Lily glanced up at him as if only just remembering he was there, before she looked away dismissively. “I may have miscalculated.” She said blandly.
“Miscalculated?” Sirius repeated, incensed. “Miscalculated? Is that what you’re calling it? Lily, it was a fucking misfire!” He racked his hands through his hair, sending the curls flying. “I knew things were bad between you – but this? Lily, you hit him.”
“I know. I know. I shouldn’t have done that.”
“You shouldn’t have done any of it. Gods, what were you thinking? He’s your son.”
She opened her mouth, a dangerous spark in her eyes, and he recalled what she had said to Hadrian – the way the kid’s eyes had shattered in the face of her words – and he cut her off. “No. He’s your son, Lily. I don’t give a shit about whatever insane idea you’ve concocted. He’s your kid. And what you just did was wrong. You have to know that.”
Frustration burst across her face. “Well, what would you have done? He’s – he’s spending time with the fucking Dark Lord. Willingly! He’s irresponsible, and behaving stupidly, and he’s jeopardising everything because of this sick fascination he has. So, tell me Sirius, what would you have done?”
“I don’t know!” He shouted. “I don’t know! But I wouldn’t have bloody hit him and basically disowned him!”
“I didn’t disown him!” She spat; arms folded across her chest. “I just wanted him to –”
“Do whatever you want? To never do anything stupid? To be some perfect little doll that jumps when you say?” The disgust in him bubbled forth uncontrollably. “He’s seventeen, Lily. You can’t expect him to be infallible. Gods, you’re just like Walburga.”
She reeled back, struck, and for one minute she looked so much like Hadrian had that Sirius almost felt bad for what he had said.
Almost.
But the image of her hand connecting with her son’s face was burnt into the backs of his eyes, and he could never forget it now.
“I’m not –” She started, only for the words to fail her.
Sirius shook his head lightly, staring her down. “Aren’t you?” He asked, feeling like he was standing on a tightrope that was about to snap. “Aren’t you? Because from where I’m standing, all I’m seeing is an echo of the woman I’ve spent my life running from.”
She winced, head ducking down, But Sirius refused to let the prick of guilt in his gut become anything more. “I ignored it.” He admitted, and he felt wretched just acknowledging the fact. If he had said something sooner, if he had maybe stood between them even once, perhaps he could have stopped it.
But he had not.
And now Hadrian was gone. Just like Sirius all those years ago.
“I ignored all the signs. Every time I saw you put him down. Every time he looked to you only to be pushed to the side. Every time he tried something, only to be met with your disapproval.”
His hands clenched at his own failings. “I won’t pretend to know what you two went through. But Lily?” Her eyes peeled away from the floor to meet his. “You’re going to lose him.” He whispered, and finally, finally, something in her eyes shifted and broke.
“You pushed, and he’s gone, and he won’t come back.”
“He will.” She said, soft yet firm, sinking under her own delusions. “You don’t know him. He always comes back.”
And there was something incredibly heartbreaking at that. How even in the tattered remains of her son’s love, she still thought he would drag himself back to her. Sirius wondered if his mother had ever been like this, in the days and weeks after he had left, expecting him to reappear on her doorstep and beg to be taken back in.
He wondered if she considered doing it, at all, even once. Then he closed his eyes and purged those thoughts from his mind.
Sirius stepped towards her, reclaiming her attention. “He won’t, Lily. Because I didn’t, either. I left. And I never saw my mother again. I found a new family. I found people who looked at me and valued me more than she ever did. And that’s what he’ll do, Lily. He’ll find someone else to be what he wants, and when he does, he’ll realise how little he ever needed you.”
It might be cruel of him to say such things, but Sirius needed her to understand what she was losing. He needed her to know that if she did not do something immediately, then she would lose the only thing in her life that seemed to matter to her anymore.
Lily shakily sat down on the lounge; her pale skin bordering on white. Her breathing was unsteady. “He’ll go to Voldemort.” She said, horror creeping into her expression. “He’ll run right back to him. It’s just like he said.” Her hands came up to frame her face, eyes wide. “He said this would happen. Said he’d be there, waiting. He knew we would fight. Knew Hadrian would snap and be ripe for the taking. He planned for all of it.”
Sirius frowned but refrained from commenting. Lily was finally starting to think about the consequences, he did not really care what conclusion she was drawing to protect herself right now. So long as it got her to stop seeing her son as the enemy.
“You think he’ll go to Voldemort?” He prompted, hating the very idea. He had known that Hadrian had a peculiar relationship with the Dark Lord, but to think that it would stretch to the point where Hadrian would seek emotional comfort from the man was unnerving.
“Who else would he go to?” Lily asked, head lifting slightly. “This whole time, ever since the beginning – Gods, I saw it, but I never really thought it through. He’s been grooming him. He’s been poking and prodding and twisting Hadrian around, all the while playing the role of a mentor. Hadrian never would have done any of this if Voldemort hadn’t gotten in his head.”
Sirius breathed out carefully, trying to smother the voice in the corner of his mind that whispered that maybe Voldemort’s presence had been a good thing, if it helped Hadrian break through what his mother had done to him. He never thought the day would come where he believed the Dark Lord would be better from someone then their own family.
“We need to find him.” She said, some fire returning to her tone.
“We will,” Sirius reassured, glad that they were at least getting somewhere. “But first we need to go to Dumbledore. He needs to know what happened. All of it.”
Lily’s expression soured, but she did not protest.
OoO
“Mademoiselle?”
Raina looked up from the book she was reading, her thumb idly flipping to the next page as she finished the last sentence. “Yes?”
Anny stood anxiously beside her seat, gazing up at her with bulbous blue eyes. The house-elf’s long, pale fingers were twisting themselves in her shirt. “A young man is here for you.” Anny informed her, voice tumbling into incredulous, and Raina could hardly blame her. It was almost midnight, well after the acceptable time for guests.
“Did you get a name?” She asked, closing her book and picking herself up, her curiosity budding. The holidays had been dreadfully boring so far, and her father’s English manor was far from stimulating. She missed the chaos of the carriage, but she had joined her father for the small break regardless.
Anny dipped her head. “A Hadrian Evans, Mademoiselle.”
Raina’s eyebrows rose in genuine surprise. Of all the possible late-night visitors, she had not really considered Hadrian. He was supposed to be spending the time with his mother.
“Yes.” She said, realising that Anny was still waiting for her answer. “I will see him. It must be important if he is bothering me so late. Anny, please prepare something light for us?”
Raina ignored the thinly veiled disappointment being levelled at her as she stood and tightened the sash of her evening gown. “Mademoiselle, this is not proper.” She spluttered.
“Oh hush, Anny.” Raina sighed, walking to the door. “Hadrian is a close friend. We can break social conventions for friends.” She smiled down at the small elf, winking as well just to get that familiar frown aimed at her.
“I’ll go get him. Is he in the foyer?” She asked, already opening the door and slipping out, completely indifferent to the scandalised noises Anny let out behind her.
Raina bit her lip lightly in consideration as she made her way to where Hadrian was waiting, wondering what the boy could possibly want with her at this hour. She had only offhandedly mentioned the manor’s address to him before they had parted ways at the beginning of the holidays, and she had not expected him to show up, unannounced and in the dead of the night.
Unease began to rise in her. Hadrian, for all his quirks, was not one to just drop in like this. Something had to be wrong, and if it was serious enough that he was forced to come to her for help…Raina’s trepidation only grew.
She opened the door to the foyer, the wards falling away at her touch, and spotted him standing in the middle of the room. Her greeting died on her lips, however, when he turned to face her.
Raina stopped, eyes widening as she took him in.
He –
He looked like he had been crying. The rims of his eyes were a hot red, and he looked ragged, like he had been in a fight and lost.
“Gods,” she breathed out, rushing forward, “Hadrian, what on earth happened?”
Her hands fluttered to his face, not daring to touch him when she caught the slightest of flinches he gave. It was then that she noticed the red mark on his cheek, and the thin cuts crusted with dried blood on the other. Raina’s apprehension took a backseat to her concern.
“Hadrian?” She asked, hesitant, and her chest hurt when he blinked, like he was coming out of a daze.
“Raina.” He said after a delay, and he sounded lost. “I – sorry. I didn’t. I know it’s late.”
“Never mind that,” she said moving closer, “are you okay? What happened to you?”
He blinked again, harder this time, and cleared his throat. He rubbed at his face wearily, and Raina’s eyes narrowed when he did not even seem to notice the way the scratches on his cheek started to bead with fresh blood. “I don’t know. I just…I needed to get away, and this – you were the only one I knew was safe.”
Normally that admission would make her brighten, but as she glanced down, she spotted the bag that rested at his feet. It was not even shut properly, and she could see the clothes and other miscellaneous objects stuffed inside.
Her mind started to string the clues together, but she refrained from jumping to conclusions. “Hadrian, can I touch you?” She asked gently.
He looked down at her, but she got the impression that he was not fully present. He nodded stiffly, and though he tensed when her hands gripped his arms, he did not resist when she carefully brought him over to her. When they were chest to chest, she looked up at him, searching his face for any hint of a change.
There was nothing, so she pulled him into a hug.
After a moment, he melted against her.
Raina felt her own eyes fill the tears, though she did not know why.
Hadrian did not return the hug, but gradually she felt more of the tension leak out of his body, until she was supporting most of him. She started to hum – some half-forgotten song her mother once sang to her – and ran her hand up and down his back to soothe the tremors that were beginning to rock through him.
They stayed like that for a number of minutes before Raina’s body began to struggle under his weight.
“Hadrian, come.” She slipped loose, but still kept a hold of him. He stared at her blankly, walking after her when she led them back the way she had come. She bypassed the sitting room she had been in, instead taking him up the stairs to her bedroom.
Hadrian was silent as she guided him to the bed and pushed him down so that he was slumped on the edge. She sat down next to him, her grip shifting to his hand, squeezing it comfortingly.
“I need you to tell me what happened, Hadrian. I need to know how to help you.”
He shuddered, eyelashes fluttering as his mouth opened and closed wordlessly.
Raina’s face creased in despair and helplessness. She did not know what to do. She had never seen Hadrian like this before, had never seen him so rattled and scared. Not in any of the duels she had witness him partake in, not when his name had been called from the goblet. Not even when he had faced down the manticore.
It reminded her starkly of the evening of the Yule Ball, but so much worse. Hadrian had been confused and angry that night. Here, he looked like he had been ripped open in front of her, and all she could see was the bloody, pulsating wound someone had carved into him.
She saw it, and she hated it.
It would not stand.
“Hadrian.” She firmed her voice, and finally saw him react. “Who hurt you?”
She did not mean the marks on his face, though those were certainly worrying. She meant the one who had shattered the glimmer in his eyes so thoroughly that she could not even see the shards.
His head dropped lower; eyes unseeing as he stared at the carpet. “My mother.” He said, toneless.
Raina clenched her jaw. Her suspicions had prepared her, but the blow was still hard to accept. “Why?”
He let out a noise, half a sigh, half a gasp. “I fucked up.” He said, shaking his head a little. “I fucked up really badly. And she found out, and, I don’t know. Everything just got out of hand so fast.” His hand wiped through his hair and the way he held himself took on an aggressive air.
Raina leaned away slightly, wary but not afraid. Hadrian would never hurt her, she knew, but the room was buzzing with his agitated magic, and the force of it made her teeth sting.
“What else happened?”
He jerked his shoulders in an aborted shrug. “She said some things about me and I’m – it made me angry, so I said some things to her and, well, she didn’t like that, so she hit me.” He swallowed, tilting his face away from her, but all it did was throw the faint red mark on his skin into sharp relief.
“What did she say?” Raina kept a hold of the derisive tone that longed to taint her words. It was incorrigible to her that any parent would be so cruel to their child. But that it was Hadrian – he adored his mother to the point madness. He was an attentive son, he loved his mother, wholly and unreservedly.
To think that the woman – who Raina had never truly interacted with, but always found intimidating – who could incite such devotion would turn around and strike him…
“Did she do this too?” Raina’s fingers reached over and grazed the scratches on his other cheek. Hadrian started at the touch, and his gaze grew uncomfortable.
“No. No. I did.”
She wanted to ask why; but the dulled gleam in his eyes warned her away.
Raina bit her lip as she let the silence grow between them. She reached forward, letting his words slip away at least for now. Her magic hummed in her fingertips, and she carefully mended the skin on his face. She was not as proficient as Claire with healing, and lacked Hadrian’s natural skill with wandless magic, but she could do this small thing.
Hadrian sat before her, eyes lowered as if with shame, and Raina had never hated anyone as much as she hated Hadrian’s mother in this moment.
The glow of her magic eventually faded, and Raina tilted his chin enough so that she could now see the unmarked skin of his cheek. Hadrian’s hand rose and he gently twined their fingers together. He stared at her for a long time, gaze dissecting and unnatural in its intensity, before he covered it with a kiss to the palm of her hand.
“Thank you, Raina.” He murmured.
“Anytime.” She said in reply, and meant it.
Hadrian quirked a grin at her, small and infinitely sad. But it rotted away within seconds, replaced by the same lost expression. His eyes drifted to the side. “She said I was broken.” He whispered it like a confession.
“What?” This time, there was nothing stopping the brutal anger in her voice.
Hadrian’s lip twisted, like he wanted to smile but he had forgotten how to. “Broken.” He repeated evenly, and she hated that too. The almost accepting lilt to his tone now. “She said she hated me. That I wasn’t her son anymore.”
And that knocked her anger askew. Raina sucked in deeply in shock.
Disowned.
Maybe not officially, but the words – the implication behind them – was clear.
It would have been kinder to kill him.
Raina longed to reach out to him, but there was a growing hardness to his eyes that prevented her. Hadrian did not want to be held. He did not want to be coddled and calmed like a child. But he had come to her for a reason, and Raina refused to let such disgusting and untrue notions linger in his head for a moment more.
“She’s wrong.”
Hadrian glanced at her.
Raina continued, teeth bared and burning in her ferocity. “She’s wrong about you, Hadrian. She is so far from the truth. You are not broken. You are perfect just the way you are. And if she can’t see that, then she does not deserve you as a son. She doesn’t. You are so much more than what she thinks.”
He was staring at her, attentive yet hesitant.
“You have always been incredible, Hadrian.” She told him, hands clenching in her robe, desperate for him to believe her. “Always so much more than the rest of us. I look at you and I see someone who can touch the stars. You have no idea how special you are. To all of us. To me. You are my best friend, and there is nothing you or anyone else could ever do to change that.”
Something painful crossed his face for a beat, a small flash of vulnerability that seared itself into her memory.
It was not fair, she thought spitefully, that he was going through this. The tournament should have been enough. The tournament was already enough. Why was it always Hadrian that seemed to suffer? It was like ever since they had come to this blasted country, all he had done was be beaten down and stomped on.
Raina was not blind. She knew Hadrian had changed over the last few months. She had had a front row seat to the slow, incremental slide he had been on. How each day there seemed to be an added weight on his shoulders, dragging him steadily down.
It, quite frankly, made her want to scream. To scurry him away from Britain and everything horrible in this place. He deserved so much more than what he was getting, and she feared what would happen the day he finally lost his grip and fell. She wished she could protect him somehow, to keep him safe and happy in a place where he could never get hurt by the world again.
But life was not fair, and it was not just, and either you learned to swim, or you drowned.
Hadrian’s breath rattled out of him. “You wouldn’t say those things if you knew what I had done.”
“I say those things because they are the truth.” She snapped.
But Hadrian shook his head stubbornly, hand clasped over his forearm harshly. “You don’t know what I did.”
Raina wanted to snarl. To shake him and demand he accept her words. “Then tell me.”
His jaw was clenched, and when he eventually turned to face her every muscle in his body was wound tight. He looked on the edge of breaking.
He held his arm out to her, and Raina glanced down in confusion as Hadrian tugged his sleeve up in a swift, determined move. Like a dare. A challenge.
Her lips parted.
Her fingers reached out, tracing the thick black lines marring the flesh of his bared forearm with dawning horror. “What…?” She mumbled, the pieces solidifying before her eyes. “You’re marked?”
She looked up at him suddenly, but he would not meet her eyes. “Hadrian. Did…Who?”
“You already know the answer to that,” he said softly, “please don’t make me say it.”
The symbol was different, but she knew in her gut exactly who was responsible. It was hard to breathe. “The Dark Lord.”
He nodded stiffly.
Raina leaned back, hands still hovering uncertainly between them.
Hadrian. Marked.
She turned away from him, cupping her mouth and staring at the far wall as she waited for the buzzing in her ears to settle. She swallowed, tilting her head enough to see him. “Why?”
It was not a simple question, yet Hadrian seemed to understand what she was really asking.
He pushed his sleeve back down so that the damning ink was covered completely. “I had no choice. He had my mother.”
Raina’s eyes fluttered closed. “Why did he have your mother?”
Hadrian paused only for a moment before answering. “Because he wanted me, and he knew I would do anything for her. That’s why –” he bit his lip, glancing down uneasily, his earlier stubbornness wavering. “He made the offer when I went to him. Her freedom, for mine. I couldn’t let her stay like that. I had to, Raina.”
And Raina believed him. Because it sounded exactly like all the stories she had always heard, of Dark Lords and Ladies and their insatiable desire to win and claim and own.
And Hadrian – what a prize he must be. The best of Beauxbatons. The pinnacle of France’s youth. Skilled, powerful and intelligent. Who would not want him? She understood the appeal, better than most, but that someone would go so far to have him…
Her heart hurt. She could not even begin to imagine how terrible that moment had to have been for him. To be forced into such a decision, to sacrifice his future and loyalty to such a man, only to have his mother turn around and spur him for the choice.
Hadrian had been crying before he had come to her, and she understood why.
She sighed, flattening her hair back as her resolve hardened. This did not matter, she decided. Hadrian had come to her in his time of need. He had trusted her with this, had let her see the cracks in him and told her of the chains he had willingly donned. She would not take that trust and break it over something as small as a brand.
Raina took his hands in hers again and gripped tight. “I do not care.” She declared. “This changes nothing, Hadrian. Nothing. You were in an impossible situation and you did what you had to to save your mother and yourself. I would have done the same thing. Anyone would have. This does not mean anything. You will always be Hadrian Evans to me.”
Hadrian’s eyes were red once again, his mouth pinched oddly, and Raina felt her own eyes sting at the look of sheer relief that overtook his features. She clasped at his shoulder, seeking to impart even some of her own strength on him.
He smiled at her, but he pulled away slowly as he wiped at his face. He laughed, the sound warbled and edged in something harsh. “You do not know what you are talking about, Raina. You don’t know who I am. You don’t understand half of this.” His gaze was soft when he looked at her. “And yet you are so kind and loving. I do not deserve you, and I do not know what I did to be lucky enough to have you as a friend.”
He reached out and stroked at her cheek, touch tender and light. “You wouldn’t say such things if I told you everything about me.”
Raina frowned. “There is nothing about you that could change this, Hadrian. Nothing you say could push me away. I meant what I said, you are my best friend.”
His answering smile was thin and made the pit in her stomach grow. “I appreciate that, Raina, and you are one of the only people I can trust these days. But I have not been completely honest with you. I think the whole truth would ruin everything.”
“It won’t.” She said firmly. “Hadrian you just told me that the Dark Lord kidnapped your mother and marked you. What could possibly make me push you away, if that couldn’t?”
She could see the cold calculations running behind his eyes as he watched her, hand still cradling her cheek. She could see how the scales in his mind were being balanced as he considered her words.
She held her breath.
Eventually, Hadrian spoke, and it was as if some great weight had been lifted from him. “Fine. I don’t know why I have kept it a secret for so long anyway. The one person I did not want to find out discovered it months ago and I’m still alive. What different would it make if I told you, too?”
He peeled his hand away, shifting so there was more space between them. He was so clearly trying to distance himself, his words dull, almost bored, but she could see the very real fear in him at whatever he was about to say.
She steeled herself, determined to prove him wrong no matter what.
Hadrian sighed, shoulders slumping. “My name is not Hadrian Evans.” He began, apropos of nothing, and continued before she could even register. “It’s Harry. Harry Potter.”
Notes:
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Chapter 41: Chapter Forty One
Notes:
Thank you to everyone that commented on the previous chapter - and to all the people who have stuck with CS for so long. It means the world to me to have so many of you read my story!
This chapter is more of a filler than you'll probably be used to, but I figured poor Hadrian deserves a bit of a break for once, and I really want to start getting back into the thick of things with the tournament, so I figured we'd better move along. That being said, I still hope it's enjoyable!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Hadrian fell silent.
He watched Raina from the corner of his eye, stiff and uncomfortable as he waited. He pressed his hands together, letting them hang from between his knees, his forearms braced on his thighs.
A part of him was almost delirious from relief. He had not known how much the truth had weighed on him until now. He had not realised how much he was drowning under his secrets until he had finally forced them out into the open. The shards in his chest were, for once, blissfully dull.
He could feel the oppressive noose around his neck start to slacken, and the next breath he took was glorious.
But for all the exhilaration thrumming through him, another part of him began to stir with panic.
Because he had told her everything.
He had told her his name, and all that it entailed. He had told her about his mother, and the plan they had been cultivating for years. He told her about the prophecy, and the Order of the Phoenix.
He told her about Riddle. About Voldemort. The mark, and the fiery wreck that was their relationship.
Everything.
It was as if once he had started, he could not bring himself to stop. It all came tumbling forth, faster and faster as he pulled back the veil and bared all his secrets at her feet.
And now he was awaiting her judgement.
He knew what he wished her reaction to be. He knew how he longed for her acceptance – or at the very least, not her rejection, because Gods had he not be rejected enough today?
But there was a chance, he knew, and he was already steeling himself for it. Rebuilding his walls brick by brick as she continued to sit there without a word.
He was a liar. He had been lying to Raina’s face from the beginning. To all of them. Raina was kind, and her professions of support and love had almost overwhelmed him, but he did not know if they could survive this.
And if she did not accept him – if she pushed him away in hurt and disgust – Hadrian did not know what he would do.
Finally, after the quiet between them had stretched and warped into something thick and pointed, she shifted.
Raina’s shoulders slumped, and the sigh she released was long and weary. She reached up and brushed a strand of hair back behind her ear. Her gaze was focussed on the far wall, and for that Hadrian was grateful. He did not want to see her thoughts solidify in her eyes. He kept his magic bundled tight in his chest, resisting the urge to reach out and feel her emotions.
Raina sighed again and slowly pushed herself to her feet. She walked towards the desk across from them and plucked a glass bottle of amber liquid from its place. She poured a generous amount into a tumbler and downed it in one go.
She gasped lightly at the burn, then immediately refilled her glass. “I don’t know what you want me to say.” She said, back still turned.
Hadrian hesitated for a moment. “You do not have to say anything, if you don’t want to.”
Raina scoffed harshly, taking a sip. “You just told me that everything I know about you is a lie.” She said the words carelessly, but Hadrian still flinched at the faint accusation lingering in her tone. “You…this is insane, you do realise that, yes? You have lied about everything.” She repeated, shaking her head.
He looked away from her, “Not everything.” He told her softly, beseechingly. He could feel the fragile thing between them begin to crack.
Raina turned to face him, and the traces of anger leaked from her features, replaced by something far more sad. “I do not even know what to call you.” She admitted, just as soft. “Hadrian? Harry? I don’t know anymore.”
He sucked in sharply at hearing his birth name fall from her lips. “I –” His gaze darted away as his voice failed him. He buried his face in his hands, throat aching.
They were quiet for a long time, before there was a trickle, and then something cold nudged against his shoulder. “Here.”
He dragged his head upwards, taking the offered glass with a murmured thanks. He swallowed a mouthful, closing his eyes and savouring the strong flavour. He heaved a sigh, hunching over.
Raina collapsed on the bed beside him, slouching as she stared at him. “What do you want me to call you?” She asked after another alien lull.
Hadrian paused, looking down into the glass as if it had the answers he sought. “I don’t know.” He confessed. “I have been Hadrian Evans for so long – it has always felt more real to me than Harry Potter ever has. It’s what everyone calls me. It’s what I have built my life around.” He paused, squinting with a pained sort of thoughtfulness.
“Sometimes I forget that I am not even a muggleborn. That I have an entire legacy just sitting in this blasted country that I can’t touch.” He drained his glass.
“I wish I had never come to this place.” He whispered. “I was so sure of myself, back home. I had never faltered. I always knew what I wanted, where I would end up, what my goals were. I was going to be the Minister. I was going to avenge my father. I was going to be a hero, the man who killed the Dark Lord.” Hadrian chuckled; the noise torn from his throat, full of scorn. “Now look at me. How the fuck could I have ever beaten him? He has been playing me from the beginning and I have walked right into every trap he has set. Gods, I was so stupid.”
He rolled the tumbler between his hands. “Maybe she was right, my mother.”
Raina’s hands dropped over his, stilling the restless movements of the glass. Hadrian glanced at her, catching her eyes in an instant. She studied him, something fierce running along the edges of her mouth. “You have not answered my question.” Was all she said.
He stared at her, then exhaled softly. He took in the stubborn press of her mouth, the furrow of her brows, the red rims of her eyes.
And he felt a warmth bloom in his chest.
“Hadrian.” He breathed. “I want you to call me Hadrian.”
Raina smiled at him, small and a little distant, but there and unspeakably kind. “Then Hadrian you will be.”
She finished her own drink, then placed their glasses on the bedside table. She returned to him, retaking his hands in hers, and squeezed.
“I can’t promise that this will be something I can get over easily.” Her face twisted with uncertainty. “This is…it is huge, Hadrian. And I do not know what to do with half of what you have told me. Prophecies? Secret Orders? The Dark Lord?” She bit her lip, head shaking incredulously. “We are barely adults. We haven’t even graduated yet. All of this is far beyond my scope.”
“I understand.” Hadrian hurried to reassure, gripping her back tightly. “I do not expect anything from you, Raina. I don’t want you to do anything you are not comfortable with. That was not why I told you. I just – I needed someone.”
She reached up and cupped his face, rubbing her thumb across his cheek. “I do not know how you have dealt with all of this for so long without saying anything. I would not have been able to cope.”
Hadrian frowned, leaning into her touch. “You would have. You are one of the strongest people I know.”
She flushed at his words, head ducking in embarrassment. “High praise indeed.” She murmured, before she tilted her head to the side. “It’s late. We should rest. Tomorrow we can discuss things further.”
“Of course.” Hadrian shifted, and the exhaustion that slammed into him had him blinking rapidly. He moved to stand, to leave, but was tugged back by Raina’s hold on his hand.
“Stay.” She ordered, voice tender but no less strong.
It was Hadrian’s turn to flush. “That’s not exactly – it’s not proper.” They had joked around before, and Hadrian knew that Raina had fancied him, but he had hurt her before with his carelessness, and he refused to make a similar mistake in her own house.
Raina’s hands tightened. “I don’t care what is proper. You are my friend, and I do not think you should be alone right now. Either of us. Please, Hadrian?”
He wavered, the idea tempting. How long had to been since he had just slept next to someone? Just felt the heat of another’s body curl around him?
He could not remember.
He sat back down, placing his weight onto the bed fully. Raina smiled at him again, this time in thanks.
He removed his shoes, rolling so he was on the opposite side to Raina. He heard her summon her house-elf and speak in low tones, something about holding off on her previous order, but his mind was being pulled under the fog of sleep.
Hadrian pressed his face into the soft pillow, sighing roughly. He lifted himself up when he felt the covers move, letting Raina pull them down and back over them.
He turned his head so he could watch her settle beside him. The lights dimmed.
In the dark, Raina’s arm slid over the top of the cover, hand splayed invitingly. Hadrian looped their fingers together.
He was asleep within minutes.
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She woke to light streaming over her face.
Raina frowned, grumbling a protest as she burrowed away from the offending sunlight. She shuffled in her place, limbs pulling close, only to stop when her hand caught on something.
Her eyes opened, and the breath she released was inaudible for all that it ruined her lungs.
Hadrian was asleep beside her, body half-curled towards her, hair mused and wild, hand still linked with hers. Raina’s fingers twitched, feeling the smooth skin of his palm.
It was a testament to how exhausted they had been that they had not moved enough in their sleep to lose their hold on each other.
Raina took the chance to just study the boy, her gaze running over his slack features with a gentle type of reverence. He looked so much younger like this.
There was no brittleness to him, no traces of caustic fury clinging to his face.
She had forgotten what he looked like when he was relaxed. It felt like it had been an age since she had seen him without a tangible weight clawing at his shoulders.
The thought left a sour taste in her mouth, and she felt an acute prick in her heart as her rage turned inwards. Anger at her own ignorance. At her wilful negligence in regards to her friend.
How long had he suffered in silence? How long had he struggled, fighting a war she had not even known was waging? How long had he been alone, unwilling – unable – to ask for help?
Her eyes burned.
Last night had not been what she expected. There was still so much information she had yet to sort through. So many years of history she had to understand, so many lies to untangle.
But Raina knew that that would have to wait. Because while she was desperate to learn and know all the secrets he had kept, her first and primary concern was, always, Hadrian himself.
She was not a fool, after all. She was now one of the few people to have been told Hadrian’s real name. She was one of the few people alive that knew him, truly knew him.
It was the greatest show of trust anyone had ever given her, and Raina would not squander this.
Hadrian trusted her.
He had come to her in need, when everything had been falling to pieces around him. He had come to her.
She knew, in that moment, that she would do whatever she had to, to keep this boy safe. She would guard his secrets as jealously as she did her own. She would give him everything, anything, he needed because out of everyone he knew, Hadrian had picked her.
She would see him safely through this, and when the tournament finally ended, she would ensure that Hadrian was the first one on the carriage home.
She refused to let him break. And she did not care who she had to face – his mother, this mysterious Order, or even the damned Dark Lord himself – to make it happen.
Next to her, Hadrian inhaled deeply, shifting slightly, eyes peeling open. He blinked, clearly groggy, and he squinted at her when his eyes landed on her.
“Raina?” He asked, voice hoarse and low.
“Good morning,” she whispered back, smile blooming in the face of his gradual awakening. It was inexplicably charming, how completely open Hadrian was in these precious minutes; literally watching as awareness returned to him.
She would have thought him an early riser, someone who switched on far too quickly. To see it was the opposite was as unexpected as it was delightful.
He hummed vaguely in reply, rubbing at his face with his other hand, and Raina smothered a giggle at the state of his hair when he propped himself up on his elbow. Never had she seen it so messy.
Utterly atrocious, really.
“How are you feeling?” She asked, moving so she was sitting up as well. She slipped her hand free from his.
Hadrian snorted, “Like shit, to be honest. You?” It was remarkably causal, but she still caught the hints of apprehension lurking in his question. As if he were afraid her opinion of him had changed throughout the night.
“Hungry,” she replied with a wry grin, “what would you like for breakfast?”
Whatever tension that had built in his body disappeared at her words. He smiled back. “Something unspeakably unhealthy.”
She laughed, rising from the bed and gesturing for him to follow. “I’m sure we can manage that.”
Hadrian trailed after her obediently, looking around the manor’s halls as she guided them to the dining hall. Anny would have likely already sensed they were awake, and would have begun preparing breakfast in anticipation.
“I don’t think I have ever been over to your house before,” Hadrian mused from behind her, “is it much like this one?”
Raina shook her head, “No, my home is much bigger, and is absolutely filled with portraits of my father’s family members. I am so glad none of them are here though. Gods know they would all have something to say about this,” she waved her hand between them, “insufferable old bastards, the lot of them.”
Hadrian chuckled. “Why? Because taking young boys to your bed when you’re unmarried is frowned upon?” He teased gently.
Raina rolled her eyes, though her chest began to lighten at the small glimpse of Hadrian’s humour emerging. “No, because they are all pissed that the heir to their family is a girl. They think the Séverin name will die out once I marry, and they’re not afraid to tell me their opinions about the matter of my future husband.”
She did not have to turn around to know that Hadrian had raised an eyebrow. “Well, I’m almost glad I don’t have to worry about that sort of stuff. Pushy ancestors, outdated notions and whatnot.” There was no judgment in his voice, no disdain or bitterness, but Raina instantly cursed herself for her thoughtless words.
Hadrian could have had all that, if his life had not been derailed so early. She wondered if the Potter family had any remaining properties under their name, and if so, would Hadrian ever want them. There were bound to be ancestral portraits of his family somewhere, perhaps even in Gringotts – and then she purged the thoughts from her mind.
Hadrian was not - did not want to be - Harry Potter, and until he gave any inclination otherwise, she would not think on it in any depth.
They came to the dining room, and as they took their seats across from each other, it suddenly hit Raina how surreal this entire encounter was.
Across from her, Hadrian was sitting comfortably, slouching back against the wooden chair, legs splayed, and arms crossed loosely over his stomach. He still looked tired, but there was a lightness to his eyes that she had not seen before. It was, she knew, Hadrian, purely as he was, no masks, no barriers. Her first true glimpse of him.
She leaned forward, bracing her chin on her hands, basking in his unexpected gift.
“What would you like to do today?” She asked as their plates were filled, delicious food appearing out of nowhere.
Hadrian took a sip of his coffee, eyes carefully fixed on his breakfast. “What would you like to do?” He spun the question around easily, before taking a bite.
Raina shook her head, fondly amused and terribly sad. “We have two days until we’re due back at Hogwarts. You’ve had a rather…unpleasant holiday so far. I want you to enjoy yourself, for what little of the break remains. Whatever you want to do, we’ll do it.” She could see the unease on his face, and it hurt her that she now knew why he found something as small as this hard to answer.
“I mean it,” Raina continued calmly, “if you want to visit someplace in Britain, or want to go shopping, or send the days in the library, or even if you want to sleep. You can do whatever you want, Hadrian.”
He swallowed his mouthful, watching her thoughtfully. “You want me to stay here?” He asked instead, artfully side-stepping her attempts to give him a choice.
Raina allowed it with only a slight frown. “Well, of course. Gods know I don’t want anything worse happening to you, and I think you need to relax in some way. You can stay here for as long as you want.” She paused, then, before she could reconsider, she spoke. “And when we go back home, if you want, I’d be happy to open up a wing in the manor for you.”
Hadrian’s head snapped up at that, surprise plainly visible at the offer. Raina bit her lip but did not back down. “I know you still live with your mother, but with how things are between you right now, I do not want you to think that you have to go back to her, if you do not want to. You have options, and I would be delighted to have you.”
He was silent for a long moment, and Raina busied herself by eating, letting Hadrian absorb and digest her words.
“I do not think your father would like that.” He eventually said, amusement licking at the edges of his tone. “He hates me.”
Raina huffed a laugh. “He does not. We’ve been over this. He would be fine housing you, goodness knows we have the room, and you have proven yourself enough in the first task already that he respects you.”
Hadrian tipped a smile in her direction, but there was a troubled crease between his eyebrows. “I…appreciate it. Please don’t think I don’t. But I…I would have to think about it. My mother –” he cut off with a sigh. “I need to think.” Was what he settled on.
Raina nodded easily. “Of course. The offer will always be open. Whatever you decide, I’ll support.”
Hadrian’s features softened. “I do not know what I did to deserve you, darling.”
The return of that endearment, one Hadrian had not used for some time – first as a joke, then a reluctant pet-name, then falling away in place of her actual name – had her smiling unexpectedly.
They ate the rest of their breakfast in companionable silence.
As Anny cleared their plates, Raina turned back to Hadrian, waiting to see if he had finally decided on something for the day. “Well?” She prompted, when he did nothing but stare back at her.
He frowned, and his hand absently reached up to clasp at his forearm, directly over where his new mark sat. The unconscious gesture had her good mood shrivelling.
“I wanted to look at my mark a little.” Hadrian admitted, apologetically, and she hated that too. “I think – I know – I can alter it, if I have enough time to study it. I might not be able to remove it, but I can change it.”
Raina, disappointed but understanding, replied, “It’s a triquetra.” She said, rather unnecessarily. “How can you alter it? Do you even know what it’s binding?”
Hadrian sighed, shoulders dropping just an inch. “No. He didn’t tell me the components. But that does not mean I can’t find out.” His green eyes darted up to her, a familiar gleam in them. “And I can alter it, because I have Riddle’s blood.”
Raina’s eyes widened. “What?” She hissed, jerking forward. “What do you mean? How?”
Hadrian shrugged, but she could see he was pleased with himself. “I may have held a knife to his throat.” He said, casual as anything, and Raina wondered if this was what having a heart attack felt like.
She stared at him, disbelief and horror rattling through her. “You must be one of the only people alive that has threatened a Dark Lord and lived.”
Hadrian laughed.
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They barricaded themselves in the library for the rest of the day, researching and lobbing ideas and theories back and forth.
And it was strange, working with someone for once. Hadrian had gotten so used to having to solve his own problems. Of having to rely on himself whenever these sorts of matters reared their heads.
But it was somehow exciting at the same time. To finally have someone on his side. Someone willing to sit and listen and walk through his thoughts with. Someone that did not judge him, someone who acknowledged him and what he wanted.
It was addicting in a shameful way. Hadrian was torn between disgust and appreciation, because if his mother had not treated him as she had, maybe he would have grown up knowing what this felt like. But then again, if he had always known this feeling, he wondered if he would have known to appreciate it in the first place?
Thinking of his mother left his chest feeling tight and a black taste invading in his mouth.
“It won’t work,” Raina said, rubbing at her forehead, “there is not enough blood to wrestle control from him. It’s tied between your magical cores. At most we could add some sort of block between the feedback he’s getting from it.”
Hadrian groaned, throwing himself into his seat and trying to get rid of the strain on his eyes. They had been reading through all manner of books and scrolls for hours. Loose pieces of parchment were strewn about them, scribbles and half-formed ideas etched down.
“This is a nightmare.” He said, low and angry. “I almost wish he had given me the Dark Mark now. At least then I would know what it did.”
Raina smacked him with the book she held, and Hadrian cursed. “What was that for?”
She sniffed, “Do not be stupid. The Dark Mark is one step up from a slavery brand. At least there is some freedom in yours.”
He scowled. “We still don’t even know what it’s binding.”
“Well, we can now.” She turned the book she was holding so that he could read the text. Hadrian shifted closer, frowning thoughtfully.
“The Veritas Spell?” He raised his eyebrows. “I have never heard of it before.”
Raina smiled, fingers stroking the edges of her book. “That is because it was invented by a member of my family, a few generations back. I had never heard of it before either, but its purpose is to show the truth about things, according to his notes. Like veritaserum, in a way.”
“A little on the nose, naming it that.” Hadrian said, “Things like magical marks?”
Raina shrugged, easily reading his doubts, “Well, it cannot hurt to try, right?”
She had him there, Hadrian had to admit. “What the hell, why not?” He muttered, rolling up his sleeve. “Do I need to cast it, or would it be better if you did it?”
Raina looked back down at the text, reading the passage about the spell. “It doesn’t say. I can do it though, just to be sure.”
Hadrian wordlessly held his arm out to her, and it was only when Raina’s wand was already going through the motions and the incantation was falling from her lips, that he realised how much he trusted her.
The last person he had bared his arm to had been the one to brand him. And now here he was, a day later, doing the exact same thing.
He held his breath, stunned a little at his own recklessness.
Raina finished, and as they watched, mist began to form above Hadrian’s skin. As the seconds rolled on, the small cloud of mist rose towards Raina, idle in its movements as it circled her head.
Hadrian studied it with critical eyes, taking in the way Raina’s gaze grew unfocussed as she breathed in the mist. He sat quietly, letting the spell run its course, curious and nervous and more than a little unsettled at how dazed she had become.
After what felt like minutes, Raina blinked heavily, her hand fluttering up to her temple in confusion, like she could not decide if she was hurt or not. “That was…not what I was expecting.” She said slowly, frowning to herself.
“Well? Did it work?” Hadrian asked, not unkindly.
Raina nodded, paused, then did it again more firmly. “Yes. Yes, I think it did.” She visibly collected herself. “The mark is monitoring your magic as a component, but we already suspected that. He will be able to tell if you are ever in danger of magical strain, or if your core is under any kind of malicious attack.”
Hadrian pursed his lips, annoyed at the confirmation but knowing it could have been far worse. Monitoring, he could learn to deal with. Riddle could have made it so he had access to Hadrian’s core, a direct way to tap into his reserves and mess with them as he pleased.
The restraint was a conscious thing, Hadrian knew, and he did not know what to do with the knowledge that Riddle could have violated his personage in such a way – had even wanted to, if his words that night were to be believed – but had not; likely because he knew it would have severed whatever small connection Hadrian felt with him.
He swallowed, shoving the thought and the uncomfortable feelings it invoked from his mind. “And the other two components?”
Raina sighed, biting her lip in a way that did not instil much confidence in him. “From what I saw? Your physical being, and your nonphysical one. He will be able to tell where you are, or if you are injured, and can…” she hesitated, clearly struggling to find the words to describe what the spell had imparted on her, “sense your emotions. Or perhaps it merely gives him an impression? It is hard to describe. It watches for changes in your physical well-being, as well as your incorporeal one.”
Hadrian forced himself to breathe through his nose, to keep his next few breaths steady.
Fucking hell.
It was more than he had been expecting. So much so that the audacity of the mark rendered him speechless.
This was different, so very, very different to what he thought.
This was not a simple binding spell. It was not even a tracking spell.
It was something that tied in three of the most important aspects of a witch or wizards’ existence. Their magic. Their body. Their soul. The three core aspects to any of their kind.
And Riddle had just laid claim to all of them.
Hadrian leaned back, internally reeling at the information that had been given to him. At the implications it held.
Riddle would always know where Hadrian was. He would know if he was hurt or killed. He would know everything Hadrian felt, if he so wanted to.
The indignation of it all rose in him swiftly. Whatever small flecks of gratitude he had felt over Riddle’s previous restraint were obliterated.
“I’m going to kill him.” Hadrian breathed out, and he almost hoped Riddle could feel the insidious anger writhing under his skin.
Raina’s hand found his, and the whirlwind of his emotions stumbled to a halt. He looked at her, eyes still sparking with something dangerous and feral.
She met his gaze calmly.
“I think we can do one better. But it will have to wait until we get back to Hogwarts.”
He heard the unasked questions in her words.
Can you wait that long?
Can you handle this for that long?
Can you trust me to help with this?
Hadrian squeezed back, leeching some of her stoicism. He nodded.
“What did you have in mind?”
Raina’s smile was cruel.
“He is trying to control you. He thinks he has a right to all that you are. I say we take the blood he so foolishly let you draw, and we make him regret ever thinking you are something to be conquered. I say we give him a taste of his own medicine.”
I love her, Hadrian realised with gentle clarity. The revelation clicked into place. He would kill for Raina, if she asked, and looking at the viciousness in her eyes, he knew she would do the same for him.
The only other person he had ever felt like this for was his mother, but even than it was not the same. Raina had somehow slipped into the slot Hadrian reserved only for family, but gods did she fit there.
He was not in love with her, but in another life, in another time, Hadrian could see how easy it would be.
“Darling,” he said, almost a purr, “you are a gem.”
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It was easier, after that day, to let some of the anxiety fall away.
He knew what the mark was, and he had someone firmly on his side, someone he did not feel the need to hide from or lie to.
For the first time in forever, Hadrian began to feel a little like himself.
They spent the last day of the holidays lounging around the manor, talking about simple, inconsequential things that neither of them really cared for. Silly conversations that lacked any depth.
It was refreshing, not having to look for hidden meanings or subtle clues. To just sit and take things at face-value. To laugh and tease and smile and get to act his age.
They read the paper together, remarking on the stories and mocking the politicians they despised.
They walked around the grounds, kicking through the snow, jostling playfully and chasing each other, screeching like children.
They reviewed their homework, editing each other’s essays and practising their spellwork with amusement.
It was after dinner, as they sat together in the study, Hadrian’s head pillowed on Raina’s lap as she read a book and ran her fingers through his hair. Hadrian’s eyes were half-lidded with pleasure, enjoying the rhythmic drag of her nails along his scalp as he conjured coloured bubbles over their heads and made them dance.
“Are you ready for tomorrow?” She eventually asked, late into the evening. Her voice was barely louder than a murmur.
Hadrian made the bubbles ripple. “As much as I can be, I suppose. Are you?”
She chuckled, flattening his hair with an indulgent sweep of her hand. “I am looking forward to seeing everyone again. It’s been dreadfully boring for the most part. I miss the noise.”
Hadrian made a noise of agreement, eyes falling shut. “The second task will be soon.” He said, hands folding atop his stomach.
“Do you think you will be okay?”
His lips twitched, “Raina, please, that was just insulting. I will be perfectly fine. I’m me.”
She flicked him on the forehead with an admonishing click of her tongue. “You know what I mean. Hogwarts’ forest has a bit of a reputation. I’ve heard a pack of werewolves live in it.”
“And a herd of unicorns.” Hadrian added, voice sardonic, “And a nest of pixies, and did you know they have sprites and nymphs and leprechauns?”
She flicked him again, harder this time and prompted him to open his eyes. “The Forbidden Forest is a nexus of wild magic,” she told him sternly, though the smile tugging at her lips lessened the effect, “you should not poke fun at such a place.”
Hadrian wriggled in his place until he was balanced on his elbow, facing her. His green eyes were filled with mischief. “Want to make a bet?” He asked, eager.
Raina snorted, turning her attention back to her book. “No, definitely not. I’ve known you long enough to know you have the most unfair amount of luck.”
“Come on,” he needled, nudging her imploringly, “I bet I can get through the second task without getting a scratch on me.”
“I am not taking that bet.”
He gasped, pretending to be offended. “You doubt my skills?”
“No, I am just very well acquainted with your complete and utter lack of self-preservation. You would be the first champion to do something reckless.”
“Lies and slander.” Hadrian proclaimed, rolling comfortably back into his previous position. Raina’s hand immediately fell into his hair again.
She played with his fringe, looking up at the bubbles. “You know you are a good person, right?” She asked suddenly, startling him slightly.
Hadrian craned his head to stare at her, attention caught on the topic. “You know there is nothing wrong with you? That you aren’t broken or wrong?”
Raina’s eyes dropped to him, and her fingers ran down to trace the line of his jaw. “You know that?”
Hadrian caught her hand in his, thumb caressing her knuckles. He smiled, tiny and sad yet infinitely thankful. “I’m starting to.” He told her, pressing a kiss to her hand.
The tension in her released, and she let him move her hand to his chest, where he covered it with his own.
“Thank you, Raina.” He whispered.
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“Will you stop that?” Claire hissed, finally giving into her irritation and hitting Jacob. The force of the blow had him stumbling. “They will be here soon.”
Jacob huffed, crossing his arms. He did not bother replying, but the faint melancholy clinging to him soften Claire’s annoyance. She moved closer to him, touching his arm carefully.
“I know you are nervous –”
“I’m not nervous.” Jacob denied, stepping out of reach.
“Of course you are.” Claire said, hands finding her hips. “You two did not exactly have a clean break, and goodness knows he has plenty of reasons to be pissed at you. I know I still am.”
The boy withered at the reminder. Claire sighed, shaking her head. “Things will never get better between you if you refuse to face him.”
Jacob bit his lip. “You didn’t see it, Claire. I know at the Yule Ball it looked like we were getting along, but Hadrian…” His jaw clenched, his fingers digging into his coat. “He’s not a forgiving person.”
“He isn’t.” Claire agreed hesitantly. “And you did hurt him, Jacob, but he is not unnecessarily cruel, either. He just needs time, and if he can see you making an effort, then perhaps…?”
Jacob smiled sadly at his boots. “Perhaps.” He mumbled. “But I think it would take a miracle for that to happen.”
“For what to happen?”
The question broke through the air like a warm wave, and Jacob’s head snapped upright.
Hadrian and Raina were walking towards them, luggage held in their hands. The other boy had a slight smile on his face, and when they came close enough, he dropped his bag and scooped Claire into a hug.
She laughed, delighted, as he picked her up and twirled her once. “You’re looking a radiant as ever,” Hadrian greeted with a kiss to the crown of her head, “how was your break?”
“Oh, it was just what I needed,” Claire gushed, gesturing excitedly, “Jacob, Sophia, Albert and I spent the last week in Alicante.”
Hadrian made a noise in the back of his throat, his arm settling around Claire’s shoulders with obvious familiarity. “Was it cold? Alicante is down south, isn’t it?”
“It is, and the weather was perfect. I really wish the two of you had come.”
Raina nodded, “We will have to go after we graduate. It will be nice to get away from everything for a while.”
She and Hadrian shared an odd look.
“Well, what about you two? How was your break?”
Again, the two locked eyes, before Hadrian turned their way with a grin. “Oh, rather uneventful.” He said airily, flapping a hand. “I went to the Malfoy’s ball though. That was a chore and a half, let me tell you.”
“You and your mother spent the holiday together, didn’t you?” Claire asked as Hadrian reclaimed his bag and the four of them began the trek up to Hogwarts.
“Most of it,” Hadrian said, “though I was with Raina for the last little bit. It was fun.”
Raina’s lips curled up in a pleased smile at the light praise, and Jacob looked between them with interest.
There had always been something between the two of them, even back when they had been at each other’s throats. But now there was an almost tender companionship hovering over them.
It was a relief in many ways, that Raina and Hadrian had smoothed out their issues. But still, the way they walked, arms brushing, steps synced – utterly aware of the other’s every move – had his gut clenching.
He had no right to be jealous, he knew. He had no right to have that closeness with Hadrian, but it still hurt in a dull way, to see someone else have what he used to.
The lingering sense of loss ate at him.
They approached the open field that housed Beauxbatons’ carriage. Many of their classmates were already gathered outside, and a chorus of voices rang out in greeting as they came within sight.
Hadrian raised a hand in response, smiling wide as a few people began to jog towards them.
Despite everything that sat unspoken between them, Jacob had to admit that it felt good to be back.
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Chapter 42: Chapter Forty Two
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Chapter Text
Like this, surrounded by his classmates, listening dimly to their excited chattering as they all recounted their trips and swapped stories of their Yule holiday, Hadrian had never felt more disconnected from them.
The relief had been there, initially. Excitement. Contentment at being able to see and speak with his friends after such a long, eventful break. But now it all felt wrong.
There had always been a gap of sorts between his peers and him, a gap that he had purposefully maintained with his secrets and unwillingness to let them get too close. But it had never been this wide before, like a cavernous hole stretching black between them.
Even with Raina beside him, a firm and comforting presence – because she knew and she did not hate him for who and what he was – the slowly encroaching sense of consternation leaking into his chest was too strong to ignore.
He felt...older, somehow. And he did not know how to make that feeling go away.
He just wanted to retreat to his room and sleep for the rest of the day.
His time with Raina had done wonders in improving his health, giving his body and mind much needed rest, both from the branding and everything that had come after. But Hadrian craved a different kind of rest now.
He wanted solitude. He wanted quiet.
As much as he loved Raina – adored her, thanked the gods everyday for her and her gentle hands – he had been in her company for almost two whole days, and he was sure she would appreciate a reprieve from him and his problems as well.
So he stood, waved away Raina’s concerned looks and Claire’s inquiries, made a show of laughing off the comments thrown his way by his more boisterous classmates, then moved to his room without looking back.
He closed the door behind him and let his forehead knock against the cool wood for a moment. He breathed in, turning leisurely and taking in the room, marvelling and reacquainting himself with it.
It had barely been two weeks since he had been here, and yet it felt like he had been gone for years.
Inexplicably, his eyes watered.
Hadrian closed them tightly, willing the burn to subside. He had shed far too many tears over the last few days – some necessary, some long overdue, others most certainly not – and he rather missed having some sense of emotional stability. The fluctuations of his feelings were bordering on chaotic, and if he did not know better, he would have accused Riddle of somehow tampering with him.
But no. Hadrian knew he had no one to blame for this but himself. He had always been an emotional child, and though he had learned to control his outer reactions, those emotions had never gone away. He had simply buried them deep inside and ignored them.
“And now look at me.” He muttered to himself, bitterly amused. “I’m a mess.”
He stepped properly into the room, only to stop and double back when someone knocked on the door.
Hadrian huffed, opening it. “Raina, I –”
It was not Raina.
Hadrian blinked at Jacob, genuinely surprised to see him.
“Jacob.” His eyes darted behind the boy, scanning quickly to see if anyone else had accompanied the other. “What are you doing here?” He asked when he realised they were alone.
“Can I come in?”
Hadrian’s hand curled around the door handle for a beat, a sharp do you have to? balanced on the tip of his tongue; before he moved aside in silent permission. Jacob ducked his head in thanks, stepping inside cautiously, like a frightened animal.
And why would he not be anxious? The last time the two of them had been in this room, Hadrian had taken a knife to their bruised friendship and severed it completely.
He and Jacob did not have a good record for being alone. Not anymore.
“What do you want?” Hadrian asked, walking towards his desk, purposefully leaving Jacob free access to the closed door. He riffled through some of his papers, fingers skimming over the little book Éric had gifted him months ago.
The thought of Jacob’s father brought with it other memories – memories he absolutely did not want to revisit.
“I wanted to ask if you were alright.” Jacob started, hands deliberately hanging by his sides. Hadrian glanced up at the other, taking in the way he was holding himself so carefully.
“Of course I am.” Hadrian said smoothly, propping himself against the desk, weight bearing down on his hands.
Jacob nodded, not looking very convinced, but not bothering to call Hadrian out on his lie. “And...are you prepared for the next task?”
Hadrian tilted his head, eyeing the other with a touch more curiosity than before. “The tournament? Really? That’s the topic you’re going with?” His tone was bland, but his words were pointed enough that Jacob winced at his misstep.
He sighed lightly, “Yes. I am preparing for the next task. The clue was solved, now all I have to do is a bit of research and I will be right as rain.”
Jacob’s hands unclenched at Hadrian’s easy revelation. Some of the tension in him dropping away. “I – that’s good.”
“Thank you.” Hadrian replied with enough sarcasm to cut someone. “Look, why don’t we skip the pleasantries, and you can tell me why you are really here.”
Jacob frowned, his back straightening. “I just wanted to know if you were alright. You looked – you looked stressed just before.”
“Yes, I wonder what reason I could have to be stressed?” Hadrian snapped, his anger rising up into his throat like fire.
The other boy stepped back at his reply, mouth puckered and eyes tight with discomfort.
They fell into silence for a long moment, broken only when Hadrian rubbed at his face in irritation. “Why do you have to push me, Jacob?” He asked, tired. “I thought we already settled this,” he gestured between them, “I thought we established where we stood now. I’m not ready to forgive and forget, and I probably won’t be for a long while.”
“I know.” Jacob murmured, looking away to the wall with glazed eyes. “I don’t know what I was thinking. I just – I don’t know.” His gaze dropped to his feet. “You’re right. I should not have come here. I’m sorry. I am not trying to...to push. I swear. I’m sorry.”
Hadrian studied the other, hackles still raised, but the anger that he had come to associate with Jacob was a spluttering, dying mess.
He, quite frankly, no longer cared about Jacob’s betrayal. Not in any measurable capacity, at least. Too much had happened between then and now, too many mistakes had been made, too many lies told and promises broken. Too much pain had been dealt.
With everything Hadrian had suffered recently – Jacob just did not compare.
Looking at him now just made Hadrian feel sad and empty. The wound of Jacob’s actions had healed, the scar on his heart turned thick and white, now old and small in the face of all the new, fresh, deeper marks carved around it.
“Jacob. I don’t owe you forgiveness.” Hadrian said quietly, repeating what he had told the other so many weeks ago. “You hurt me. You might be sorry, you might feel guilty, but I still don’t owe it to you.”
“I know.” Jacob repeated, voice little more than a whisper.
Another lull built between them, heavy and suffocating in so many ways.
Hadrian forced himself to look at Jacob. “Was there anything else?”
Jacob glances up at him, brown eyes filled with something he did not care to name. “No. No, that was all.”
Hadrian nodded to the door, “I wanted to get some sleep.” He said leadingly, and Jacob nodded, moving backwards.
“Right. I’ll leave you.”
The other paused just before he closed the door, biting his lip. “If you ever need me, you know I’ll help, right?”
“I know, Jacob.” Hadrian said softly, back turned.
“I will see you tomorrow.” Jacob said, and then Hadrian was alone once more.
He closed his eyes, slowly seating himself on the edge of his bed and dragging his hands through his hair.
He had forgotten in the wake of everything – his mother, Riddle, the Ball, his mother, the brand, his mother – that for many of his classmates, the tournament was still so important. They were still abuzz with the idea of his victory, still retold his fight with the manticore like it had only happened yesterday.
Because for them, it pretty much had.
Hadrian felt the absurd need to laugh, if only to rid himself of the horrid band constricting his chest.
Now, on top of everything else, he had to somehow pretend to care about the next task, when it was the furthest thing from his mind.
Gods, he wished he had never come to this fucking country.
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Slipping back into the routine of school was less trouble than he had expected. Hadrian had thought that there might be some difficulty, an issue, something that stopped him from melding back into the part he had been playing for so long. Like he had outgrown the shell he had once held so close.
But it was as simple as breathing to sit in his classes and take notes and answer questions. To go to lunch with his friends and laugh and joke. To stay up late into the night in the common area of the carriage, completing homework and talking low with the others.
Hadrian wondered what that said about him, what it meant that he could so easily don that mask again – that the role of diligent, popular student worked so well for him. That he could pretend that nothing was wrong so convincingly that no one but Raina seemed to know the truth.
When had he become such a competent liar? When had he mastered that skill so efficiently?
He remembered a time when he used to find it amusing, being able to fool the people around him so completely that they never suspected a thing.
Now he just felt sick at how well he could manipulate them. How a well-placed word or smile got him whatever he wanted. That a friendly shove or a brush of his fingers had them melting in his hands.
Hadrian stared at himself in the mirror and wondered when everything he had once prided himself on had begun to disgust him.
Which traits were even his, and not just the ones he had crafted to please his mother? Did they count as his if he had cultivated them purely for someone else? Did it even matter?
He did not know anymore, every thought he had seemed to get tangled in the web his mind had become, turning in on itself until he did not know which way was up – but that seemed to be his life these days. Caught between two identities, two ideals, two paths.
Raina had helped – gods, had she helped – and her words of wisdom had been an absolution for him in many ways. The fact that she had even bothered to ask what name he wanted had meant the world to him. And her hands in his, warm and solid and real as she accepted him, often occupied his thoughts.
But Hadrian’s issues were deeper than that, he knew. There was only so much Raina could do. She was akin to an outsider, a mere witness to a lifetime of problems he had not even realised had been stacking up. And it was not fair of him to rely so heavily on her, to drag her headfirst into the flaming mess that was his life.
He had to take responsibility for it. He had to stand up and fix his own problems, because there was no one else who possibly could.
He would have to face Riddle. He would have to deal with the mark. He would have to complete the tournament.
And he would have to confront his mother.
There was no other way he could move past it – he had to see her eventually, to at least talk to her, even if only to put a proper end to them.
But not for a while. The hurt was still a raw, aching thing in his chest, and if he tried now, Hadrian knew it would just spiral into another horrid fight.
He needed time to collect himself. Time to gather his thoughts and sort through his feelings.
Just. Time.
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“We were so worried.” Hermione said to him at breakfast the next day, books hitting the table with an audible crack as she slid in beside him. “When you just disappeared that night, we thought something had happened to you.”
Hadrian looked up from his mug of coffee, blinking swiftly as he rushed to understand what she was talking about. “Oh. Yes. The Ball.” He took a sip to give himself a moment to recover, eyes darting up to Draco before dropping back to Hermione.
“My apologies, I got called away. Something had come up with my mother and I didn’t have to time to excuse myself properly.”
Perfectly vague enough to avoid suspicion, with just enough detail to be credible.
Under the table, Raina’s foot nudged his in comfort.
Draco watched him with narrowed eyes, even as Hermione sighed deeply in relief. “We were worried,” she repeated, as if Hadrian needed it said again to sink in, “and asking Lucius what happened was pointless. All he said was that you ‘left’, but he wouldn’t tell us why or where you had gone. I honestly thought that...” She trailed off, and Hadrian felt himself smile at her.
“That I’d been murdered horribly, or imprisoned somewhere?” He asked, injecting the right amount of cheekiness into the question to coax a returning smile. “You needn’t worry, Hermione. They can’t afford to kill me, Minster Lécuyer would have a conniption if something happened to me outside of the tasks.”
“It’s true.” Raina piqued up, buttering her bread and sending an unreadable look to the table at the front of the room. “Hadrian is her favourite. She would declare war if someone were to harm him.”
There was a tense silence, and Hadrian followed her gaze to see Riddle staring back at them. Hadrian reached across the table and touched Raina’s hand, instantly pulling her attention back to him. He gave her a warning look, and she settled with only a thin frown on her face.
“I doubt she would declare war.” Hadrian carried on smoothly, knowing that the other two had seen the exchange, but giving them no time to comment on it. “A strongly worded reprimand, maybe. A few tariffs, withdrawal from a few treaties, that sort of thing. But only an idiot would outright oppose the Dark Lord right now.”
Raina stared at him, mouth pulling down at the corners, but she did not say anything in response. Hadrian’s shoulders loosened at her silent concession.
“Can I talk to you?” Draco asked suddenly, and Hadrian raised an eyebrow at the other boy. Draco tilted his head to the door of the Great Hall, and after a moment, Hadrian rose to follow. Raina and Hermione let them go with only curious glances cast after them.
“What’s wrong?” Hadrian asked the moment they were out of the hall. His skin prickled when a privacy ward wrapped around them, and he frowned at the agitated way Draco was holding himself.
“Look, I know there’s more going on with you then what you tell us, and I understand that.” Draco started, arms crossed and expression drawn tight.
“What are – ”
The blond cut him off, “No. Shut up. I know there’s something about you that has everyone up in a frenzy. I’m not going to bother asking, because you’re too smart to trip up like that, but you need to be careful.”
Hadrian’s frown deepened. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Of course you don’t,” Draco rolled his eyes, “I’m telling you now, I don’t really care what it is, but I do need to know that you understand the amount of shit you are in right now. I’m not blind, and I’m not ignorant. You think the attention you get is normal? The Dark Lord doesn’t go after people individually. He doesn’t send my father – my aunt – after people unless there’s something serious going on. And I’ve seen you interact with both. Do you understand how dangerous that is?”
Hadrian sighed, even if a part of him warmed at the knowledge that Draco was so concerned about him that he saw fit to try and warn him.
“Draco, I appreciate this, but I know what I’m doing,” mostly, “and I can handle it.”
But Draco was shaking his head. “That’s not – ” he groaned, pinching at his nose, and Hadrian’s amusement faded at the obvious frustration. “Look. I have lived around these people my entire life – I’ve seen the kind of things they do to stay in power. Do you know how many of his followers would kill for even an iota of the attention he gives you? Do you think that just because you’re France’s champion that some of them wouldn’t try something to…dissuade you from getting closer to him?”
Hadrian licked his bottom lip in contemplation. “You mean that they might attack me because they’re jealous? That’s – ”
Ridiculous. Insane. Exactly what I should have expected from his followers.
Draco nodded, seeing the thoughts flicker across Hadrian’s face. “You’re smart, Evans. And frankly one of the youngest, strongest wizards I’ve met. But you’re not invincible, and you are signed up for a death tournament. Accidents happen, and you’ve already had one brush with catastrophe. Just...watch your back. If I’ve noticed, I guarantee you that others have too.”
Draco stepped closer and placed a hand on Hadrian’s shoulder, fingers digging in. “And maybe try not to be seen around him if you can. His identity is a secret, mostly, but the clues are there if one’s determined enough to look for them.”
With that, Draco walked off, leaving Hadrian staring after him, wondering if he should not have brushed the tournament off as quickly as he had.
And perhaps that he had underestimated the Malfoy heir as well.
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Hadrian waited for Raina to split from her friends, having already commandeered a table lodged into the corner of this area of the library. Piles of books surrounded him, only a handful actually relevant to his transfiguration assignment – the rest focused on his more illegal pursuits.
He spent the time twirling his fountain pen between his fingers, rolling it over his thumb idly as he watched her laugh and wave the group of Beauxbatons and Hogwarts students away with her normal subtle grace.
After they were out of sight, Raina turned and headed right for him. Two metres from the table, she was within the silencing charms. “How much progress have you made?” She asked without any preamble. “We only have a few hours until curfew.”
“Hello to you too,” Hadrian said, closing his book and tossing it to the side without a care, pulling another out and opening it to the page he had marked. “I think I’ve found something. Take a look.” He held it out.
Raina took it and began to read. Hadrian resumed playing with his pen while he waited, excited and anxious and needing some reassurance that he had not made a mistake.
Raina’s mouth parted in a soundless breath of interest. “This is...this could work.” She said after a moment, glancing up at him with the beginnings of a smile. “The ingredients might take a few weeks to gather, and the brewing will need to be done in secrecy, but it could work.”
Hadrian slouched in relief. “Thank the gods, I had hoped, but I didn’t want to get ahead of myself. It said we needed some physical matter from the target, and I didn’t know if the blood would be enough. It only mentions hair or bone, and blood magic is always unstable.”
Raina hummed, “That is true, but it’s also one of the most potent forms of physical matter. Even the amount you collected should be more than enough for this.”
She drummed her fingers on the book, biting her lip thoughtfully. “Though, we may need to include a third participant.” She said hesitantly.
Hadrian sighed, brushing his fringe out of his eyes. He had stopped bothering to style it back, not seeing the point anymore. “I was thinking that as well. I know you and I would probably be able to do the ritual ourselves, but…”
Raina nodded, “But having another as a stabilising agent would be best. I’m flattered at your confidence in us, but the less room for error, the better. I don’t want anything to back-fire and accidentally kill you.”
“Or him.” Hadrian added pointedly, amused at the way Raina looked away in disinterest. She was so adorably vicious lately, ever since he had told her about Riddle.
“Yes, what a pity that would be.”
Hadrian huffed a laugh, “I think we’re a bit too young to be plotting to topple a whole country just yet.”
Raina chuckled slightly, but her reply was heavy. “You were, before.”
Hadrian’s smile flattened. “I was doing a lot of things, before.” He said softly.
Raina reached for him, seeking to comfort, and Hadrian leaned into her hand when it cupped his cheek. He accepted the silent apology, closing his eyes briefly. “I was thinking about Claire.”
“As a third?”
He nodded. “She’d be the perfect candidate. Her precision with magic is unparalleled, and there’s no one else I would want to help us. She would be able to monitor the ritual while you and I enact it, to make sure that nothing goes awry.”
Raina made an agreeable noise in her throat. “You are right. But what do you want to tell her? Just about the mark, or – all the other stuff?”
Hadrian’s gaze drifted to the buttons on Raina’s uniform as he thought.
He had known Claire since they were eight years old – first years in the junior academy – and had been her friend almost as long. He believed in her in a way he rarely allowed himself, and she had been a pillar of unwavering support for him. Even when he had hurt her with his negligent actions, she had still been there for him.
He adored her, regarded her warmly, and her opinion of him meant quite a lot to him.
But could he bring himself to drag yet another person into this? How much was he willing to tell her? How much could he trust her with?
The answer was startlingly obvious.
Everything.
Hadrian released a breath, swaying forward until his forehead was braced against Raina’s stomach. Her hand automatically fell into his hair, brushing through it with familiarity and fondness.
“If we bring her in, she deserves to know everything.” He murmured, the decision already crystalising in his mind. “I won’t put her in the middle of my problems with only half the pieces. That would leave her vulnerable, and it would be unfair. If she’s going to help, she needs to know what she is stepping into.”
He felt Raina’s next breath, “Very well.” She whispered, “Would you like me there when you tell her? Or would you prefer to do it alone?”
And that small question was why he would never regret opening up to Raina. She was always so conscious of him, of giving him choices, no matter how small they seemed. She accepted his decisions easily, with a faith Hadrian hardly felt he deserved sometimes.
“Would you be there?” He asked, arms encircling her waist and pulling her closer so his neck was not stretched uncomfortably. “I think it will be better if you’re there to smooth things over. If she has someone who has already gone through it.”
Raina’s nails gently scratched at his scalp. “Of course, Hadrian. Whatever you want. When would you like to tell her.”
“Not yet,” he said, eyes opening slightly, “not until we have the ingredients ready. It might have to wait for a while with the second task being so close. But after, definitely.”
“Alright. And are you ready for the second task?” She asked, fingers moving to massage the base of his neck.
“As much as I can be,” he said with a low groan, “I’ve studied the map as much as I can, and from the whispers, I know it’s supposed to be some sort of race through the forest." He paused for a second, before continuing "The catalogue of known creatures that live in it is more extensive than I thought, though.”
“What do you mean?”
Hadrian twisted enough to look up at her, giving a sharp and unsettling smile. “There might be a nest of Acromantulas somewhere in there.”
Raina’s eyes widened and the thoughtless movements of her hand froze. “You’re joking.”
“I wish.” Hadrian said, far more relaxed then he should be. “No one really knows where the nest is, so that will be fun, I guess.”
“What is wrong with Hogwarts?” Raina hissed out, scandalised. “This is a school – and they just have creatures like that roaming around the grounds?”
“It’s called ‘Forbidden’ for a reason I suppose.” Hadrian mused lightly. “And don’t worry, Hermione said that Malfoy somehow managed to wrangle an agreement from the centaurs. They will be overseeing the task inside the forest, keeping us from getting into too much trouble.”
He felt Raina’s body loosen at his assurances. “Thank the gods,” she mumbled, “now I just need you to promise not to do anything stupid.”
Hadrian laughed, “Let’s try and keep things within the realm of possibility. I’m not a miracle worker.”
Raina slapped him.
“Don’t die, you idiot. Is that too much to ask?”
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Hadrian fiddled with the strap of his wand holster, ensuring it was tight enough, before he slipped his wand into place.
The tent the three of them had been shoved into was reminiscent of the one from the first task, and Hadrian was glad that there was plenty of room between him and Kaiser.
The Durmstrang champion had clearly not gotten over Hadrian’s existence, nor his apparent insolence at daring to be the Beauxbatons' champion, and the glare she fixed him with whenever they were in the same room had long grown tiring.
He had forgotten a lot of things in the sheer chaos of his holidays, and Kaiser was so low on his list of concerns, that her bristling and anger had almost succeeded in catching him off-guard.
He wondered what it would take for her to just let it go, to just move on and let him compete in relative peace.
Draco insisted on making it worse with his commentary. “She really hates you, doesn’t she?”
Hadrian rolled his eyes heavenwards, praying for patience once again. “She’s a bigotted, angry woman that needs to learn to play with others.”
“I think the only type of ‘play’ she would enjoy with you is the type my aunt endorses.” The blond remarked dryly. “Does it bother you?”
Hadrian pulled on his vest, zipping it up fully even if the heat of the charms made him uncomfortable. It was midday right now, but the task would likely go into the night, and the forest would be quite cold. “I have been dealing with her kind all my life, Malfoy, I can handle one more. One of the perks of having ‘dirty blood’ is thick skin.”
He finished adjusting his clothes, leaning against the tent pole and sighing. “Is your mother coming?” He asked, more for something to fill the silence then out of any real interest.
Draco shook his head, “No, she saw me earlier. She’s currently waiting with father and Hermione. I’ll see them when the task is done. What about you?”
As always, the mention of his mother had Hadrian’s mood souring. “No. I haven’t seen her.”
Raina had offered to waylay his mother if she saw her here, for which Hadrian was grateful. He did not know how successful Raina would be – did not even know if his mother would attend the tasks – but the fact that she even offered was sweet.
He could see the question on the other’s face, but fortunately a group entered the tent before the boy could question him further.
Unfortunately, that group included Riddle, disguised as Voldemort.
Hadrian wanted to scowl.
At the head of the group was Yaxley, and the man ushered them close, the same way he had in the previous task. “Good day, champions. As you have no doubt figured out by now, this second task will be held inside the Forbidden Forest. At the end of the last task, each of you were presented with a clue, a map of the forest. It was expected that you would study it, learn it – because I ask that you hand them over now.”
Hadrian tugged his map free and held it out, pinned between two fingers. Draco and Kaiser followed his example, and the three of them watched as their biggest aid was taken from them.
“Thank you.” Yaxley murmured, handing the paper off to one of his assistants. “Your objective for this task is to reach the finish point first. Each of you will be transported to a certain area of the forest, and from there you are to navigate your way towards the end. You will be met with a number of challenges along the way, and the creatures that dwell within are not to be trifled with.”
The man’s steely eyes cut to each of them.
“Your presence has been announced to the creatures there, and a number of them will be overseeing your progress – but you are not safe, and you must remember that fact. You will each be given a charmed necklace that will act as a portkey. If you wish to forfeit at any point, you must break the charm and you will be taken back here.”
As he spoke, another man stepped forward, holding out the necklaces for each of them. Hadrian took his and placed it in his pocket, while both Draco and Kaiser looped theirs around their necks. Draco shot him an inquiring look, but Hadrian shook his head.
He would not risk having his portkey in such a vulnerable spot. Anything could accidentally snag on it and break it if it was flying around his neck as he ran. In his pocket, protected by his charms, the chances of that happening were far smaller.
“There will be officials waiting at the end for each of you, and to allow the spectators to watch your performances, each of you will be followed by one of these.”
At his words, three shimmering balls floated towards them, reminding Hadrian of large snitches. He reached out and poked one experimentally, watching as the surface rippled but did not break. His curiosity bubbled forth.
“These orbs will be transmitting your surroundings to the crowds, and are keyed into each of your magical signatures. They are strong, and will avoid danger, but not indestructible, so try not to break them.” Yaxley’s head swivelled to the side, nodding. “Now, Lord Voldemort will remove your bracelets for the task.”
Hadrian held his breath as Voldemort moved between them, hissing softly and collecting each bracelet as it unwound from their wrists.
He had so far taken Draco’s advice to heart and avoided Riddle at every opportunity, keeping his head down in the man’s class and dodging his gaze whenever they were in the same room, and for the most part it had worked.
Hadrian knew it was only allowed because Riddle seemed content to leave him alone in return, but he had not realised how used he was to the man’s company that the sudden separation was like a looming shadow over his life.
Which was why, when Voldemort stepped up to take off his bracelet, Hadrian could not help but meet his eyes.
The intensity there left his breathless, and Hadrian was left blinking stupidly when the weight on his wrist vanished and Voldemort moved away without a word.
A strange prick of something grew in his chest at the slight, but he shoved it to the side. He rubbed the skin of his wrist to distract himself.
“Alright, now, if you will follow me.” Yaxley gestured for them to follow, and exited the tent.
The three of them walked in line, Hadrian at the back, and the roar of the crowd as they emerged into the open field was deafening. He could make out the Beauxbatons’ section easily enough with the overwhelming blue, and raised his hand with a smile at his classmates.
He did not bother listening to Yaxley’s speech, instead casting his eyes around to see if he could spot any of his friends amongst the sea of faces. It was difficult with the distance, but he swore he could almost make out Claire and Raina somewhere towards the back.
It was a comfort, in a way, to know that they would be here watching, able to keep track of him and know he was alright.
In other ways, it left him feeling uncomfortable and concerned, because if something happened to him – if he died – then they would see it all. He did not want their last memories of him to be a bloody corpse on the forest floor.
The cheers rose once again, and Yaxley stepped away from the podium, turning to face them. Three men came forward then, each holding out their hands. Hadrian took a steadying breath and clasped the man’s hand firmly.
The world dematerialised for a moment, before his feet hit the solid ground and he was in a dimly lit grove. There was another crack, and when he turned, he found himself alone except for the orb floating listlessly around him.
Hadrian pulled his wand free, twirling it between his fingers as he scanned the area for any hint of where he was. “Wingardium leviosa.” He said, tapping his wand against his head. His feet lifted off the ground and he was gently carried upwards.
He broke through the top of the canopy and stopped, hovering in place as he looked around.
He could make out Hogwarts far into the distance, and marvelled at just how expansive the forest truly was. He had always known it in a distant way, but seeing it from this angle showed him just how small he was.
Hadrian lowered himself back to the forest floor, making sure he was still facing the direction of Hogwarts, and then waved his wand in a small circle. “Orbis.”
A glittering compass appeared before him, the needle slowly twisting until he had North.
Hadrian nodded to himself, absently reaching up to swat at the orb when it drifted too close to him.
The gloom of the forest was already thick, with fog curling around his ankles and calves, and Hadrian knew it would only get darker as the day came to an end. And he did not want to be walking through this place at night.
So, with his compass glowing next to him and the memory of the map in his mind, he started off in the direction he knew would take him to the end of the task.
Notes:
Hope this wasn't too fast-paced for you guys, but I really want to get to the second task, and nothing really happened in the elapsed time. There's only so many ways I could write Hadrian researching things interestingly. But we've set a lot of groundwork for future events in this chapter, which is always exciting.
Let me know your thoughts and as always, my tumblr is open. Thanks guys!
Chapter 43: Chapter Forty Three
Notes:
Thank you everyone for being so patient with me while I finished up with uni, and got my life a bit more organised. All of your lovely comments and the support helped me get out of my little rut, so I truly hope you enjoy this chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hadrian came to a stop, his hand rising to rest on the trunk of the sprawling tree beside him. The bark was coarse, and the thick leather of his vest scraped against it softly as he leaned on it. His chest heaved lightly and there was a thin layer of sweat cresting his brow. The rush of blood in his ears was deafening, but as he rested it started to slow.
He had been steadily moving for over two hours now, regularly casting a tempus to keep an eye on the time. But the floor of the forest was neither flat nor gentle to travel over; it was filled with hidden dips and hills, with loose patches of earth, and roots and rocks that threatened to trip him at any moment. Hadrian was fit, but even he was beginning to feel the strain in his muscles and the ache in his feet.
It certainly did not help that the canopy above him was thick, offering no glimpses of the sky. It was only mid-afternoon right now, yet it looked and felt like night with how dark the shadows were. It was hard to see through the gloom, and he could already feel the prickle of cold air even under his charms.
If this was what the forest was like when the sun was still in the sky, Hadrian was not looking forward to actual nightfall.
Though it was not so much the promise of night that had him uneasy – Hadrian had long lost his fear of the dark, knowing since he was a boy that the worst things in the world did not lurk in the shadows. It was more the sounds, or lack of them, that had the hairs rising along the back of his neck.
There was a physical presence that enveloped this forest. A pulsating force that seemed to muffle all signs of life.
Hadrian had been to magical forests before – the Amazon Rainforest and the Réunion National Forest in Madagascar – for school excursions, and he knew that the Daintree Rainforest in Australia was one of the oldest sources of natural magic left in the world. Each of those forests were teeming with all kinds of animals, magical and not. One could not take a step in them without finding something.
But here was nothing like that. This forest felt malicious in a way he had never encountered before. There were no birds, no hum of insects, no distant sounds of foraging. Even his own footsteps seemed to be swallowed by the oppressive silence, trapping Hadrian in a nebulous bubble.
Natural magic was supposed to be raw. It was not Light or Dark. It did not have allegiances or wants. It merely existed as a palpable cloud that any could sense and manipulate. The magic here felt twisted and sick; like something in its roots had been knocked loose long ago and never restored.
Rituals, he suspected with a disdainful curl of his lips. Dark rituals, sacrifices, murder – all things that altered the very essence of a place if they were not properly managed. Hadrian did not doubt that the Forbidden Forest had a long and bloody history, one that stretched back to before Hogwarts was even established. This kind of taint took centuries to manifest and he knew nothing could cleanse it now. The rot was too deep.
He rubbed his hands together, trying to beat back the numbness in his fingertips. He raised his hands and blew on them, letting his eyes roam the surrounding grove for any signs of movement.
He did not like anything about this task, but he especially hated how uneventful it had been. Yaxley had told them that they would face challenges, and implied that they would have to fight to survive.
Hadrian had been expecting some sort of confrontation for hours now, and the longer he went without anything happening the worse his nerves got. He did not want to tempt fate, but he was beginning to feel bored. Which did not make any sense at all, considering how horrible his last task had gone. A dull trip through the woods was better than he could have hoped for.
Shaking his head, Hadrian pushed himself off the tree and began his trek again. His compass glowed faintly before him, pointing the way west, leading him deeper into the forest and further away from Hogwarts. He had yet to come across the river that cut through half the map, so he still had a while to go.
He wondered how Draco and Kaiser were doing, if the two of them had come across anything yet, or if like him, they were simply walking through the eerie woods. The idea that one or both of them could be fighting for their lives right this moment made him uncomfortable. The lack of information about their movements and wellbeing was more frustrating than he had anticipated.
Draco, he could allow himself to worry about. They were friends, or at least not enemies; and Hadrian did not want the other boy dead. Draco had tried to protect Hadrian from his family, in his own way, and had warned him about many things regarding Riddle and the game between them. Really, the blond had done more for Hadrian in the few months they had known each other than some of his friends had in years.
Kaiser, on the other hand, was more of a non-entity to him. Her antagonistic behaviour towards him hardly endeared her, and she would be more pleasant if she dropped the constant snarl; but she was still a seventeen year old girl, and Hadrian liked to think he was human enough to be a little upset if something happened to her during the competition.
Not that she’d shed a tear over me, he mused without a lick of anger. He was too used to the prejudice of his supposed blood status to care what a stranger said about him. Not when he had far more pressing issues demanding his attention.
He paused at the top of an outcrop of rocks and tucked his wand into his holster so he could drop down carefully. His boots hit the ground with a wet noise.
The fog was denser down here, winding its way around his legs and obscuring his feet completely. Hadrian waved his wand to expel it, but the way was barely clear for a second before the fog swelled and returned. He hesitated about using something else, before lowering his wand. If the fog was strong enough to resist that charm then it likely was not natural, and he did not want to draw the focus of any surrounding creatures by disturbing the area more.
He would just have to move more carefully to avoid injuring himself. It would be downright embarrassing if he tripped and did something stupid like twist his ankle or sprain his wrist. Easy fixes, sure, but the humiliation would linger like a bad smell.
Especially since it would be viewed by hundreds.
Hadrian cast the orb bobbing alongside him a baleful glare but refrained from saying anything. If the orb transmitted audio as well as visuals, the last thing he wanted was to look insane by insulting a non-sentient object.
The temptation was still great, though.
He started to walk again, trying to ignore the disgusting squelch of his boots in the growing patches of mud. It was even colder in this area, and the faintest odour of something foul hung in the air. Hadrian’s face creased briefly, and he started to breathe through his mouth, keeping his inhalations shallow.
There was a new sensation creeping down his spine now, the feeling of eyes on him, skittering over his body with a physical weight. It made him nervous in a primal way, some ancient instinct rumbling forth in warning.
He was, he realised quietly, being hunted. The sudden awareness of this fact bloomed at the back of his mind, sharpening his thoughts, smoothing his mind into something dangerous.
Whatever was watching him was close, that much he could tell. He could almost taste the electric anticipation as he rolled his wand in his palm.
His tongue swiped over his bottom lip as he slowed to a stop. The fog was up to his thighs now, and Hadrian knew he had strayed too far to turn back now. Retreating would all but invite an attack on him, and he would rather face this foe now.
He lifted his wand, just debating the benefits of casting a lumos, when something cracked frighteningly close to him. He heard the patter of feet rapidly approaching and leapt forward into a roll.
He sprung to his feet, the fog rippling around him from his fast movements, and Hadrian wiped at his face to get rid of the mud clinging to his cheek. He glanced at his hand, then immediately snapped his gaze back down when he registered the colour.
There was an obvious tinge to the thick mud, and as he absently rubbed his thumb through the mess, he saw the way red oozed from it, cutting a vivid line down his hand.
He snapped his wand up, intending to banish the blasted fog, but a sharp burst of pain through his leg almost brought him to his knees. Hadrian cursed as he folded under the hit, his shin aching fiercely. Something else slammed across his shoulders, missing his head by inches. He saw a small shadow sink below the cover of the fog.
“Fils de pute.” He snarled, shoving himself to his feet and jumping away from where he had been attacked. He could hear more noises now, the whole valley was filled with scuttling and low, harsh hisses. Whatever was here, it was not alone.
He looked around suspiciously, searching for any movement, as he gingerly tested his weight with his injured leg. There would be a vicious bruise, but at least nothing felt broken.
An object whistled through the air, and Hadrian lurched backwards to avoid being hit by whatever they had thrown at him. In the same breath, his hand brushed against something soft and wet, and his wand was torn from his hand.
“Oh no you don’t, you little bastards.” He spat, holding his hand out. His wand ripped free of the thing that had taken it and smacked into his palm. Hadrian wasted no more time. He swung his wand upwards, overloading his charm with magic, and a strong gust of wind stripped the fog from the area, giving him his first glimpse of what he was facing.
Dozens of burning red eyes gleamed up at him from the muddy ground, their misshaped faces turned towards him. He saw the rows of razor-like fangs and the long sticks their clawed hands brandished – only they were not sticks, but bones. Femurs and humeri held like bats. Strings of what had to be teeth strung around their necks. Patches of skin not their own pulled taunt over their bodies in a parody of clothes.
And spread along the forest floor, half-submerged in mud and blood, was a damn graveyard of toys. By his foot, a tattered bear sagged.
Redcaps.
Hadrian wanted to be sick.
He twirled his wand between his fingers, and his disgust gave way shockingly quick to boiling anger.
The tiny creatures hissed at him, the noise hair-raising and feral, and as the fog began to seep back around them, they moved.
Hadrian pointed his wand at the ground below him, “Titulus ortum.”
He was rose into the air, a perfect pillar of rock and dirt propelling him metres above the hungry redcaps. He stared down at the horde, watching as they scrambled and snarled at each other, shoving and biting and clawing as they tried to climb up to where he knelt.
He had not even considered that redcaps might live in the Forbidden Forest, but he was not altogether surprised. The amount of blood spilt in the forest over the centuries would have drawn them in – but for them to still be here…
The ground was freshly soaked, the evidence still marred his face and clothes, and none of them looked particularly starved.
Surely this far away from civilisation, they were not luring muggles in. The only groups of humans in this area were Hogwarts and Hogsmeade, neither of which he suspected would provide a steady stream of food. Any magical could easily counter these creatures, and though children were easy prey, the toys that littered the ground were far from recent.
His stomach turned as a new thought rolled to the forefront of his mind. Surely no one was feeding them? Redcaps preferred children, true, but they would attack and eat anyone that stumbled into their path. The very idea that someone was supplying them with fresh victims, leaving them with no means to defend themselves as they were bludgeoned and picked apart for days and weeks –
Hadrian shook his head. No, he was speculating. There was another reason that he was not considering, something he had missed in his spiral of revulsion and anger. He cast the thought from his mind, and slowly stood.
“Alright, you little vermin.” He murmured, no mercy in his heart as he aimed his wand down at them. “Let’s see you have a taste of this.”
The tip of his wand crackled, then sparked.
OoO
“Dear gods.” Raina heard Claire whisper, her hand reflexively rising to hover near her throat. “Did you see how many bones there were?”
Raina could only nod, her face ashen and her mouth flat. On Claire’s other side, Jacob sat with a twisted expression.
Raina swallowed, watching silently as the projection of Hadrian decimating the horde of redcaps played before them, the tongues of fire engulfing them before they even had time to scream. Her eyes skipped over the carnage, focussing instead on Hadrian’s face as he stood above the flames, guiding them like a conductor.
The smear of blood and mud still stained the whole length of his face, and it was that more than anything that had her gut rolling. He looked angry, though she found it hard to blame him for his reaction.
Redcaps were universally despised by the magical world for their barbaric ways, and Raina knew that no one would fault Hadrian for his actions. There were so many cases of children getting lost, only for their remains to be discovered later in a redcap nest.
But to see this ruthlessness was still unsettling.
It had always been there; she knew that now. Hadrian was capable of a multitude of things, both good and bad. He had been raised with the understanding that he would one day have to kill someone – an idea that no child should have hovering over them – and his blatant ability to shut off his empathy concerned her.
Not for the first time, she cursed his mother for what she had twisted her son into.
Raina looked away from the careful blankness on Hadrian’s face as he vanished the flames and returned to the ground. She did not look at the charred remains of the redcaps. Nor did she look at the scattered remains of their victims, the fog dispersing now that the horde was no longer alive to sustain it.
Instead, she turned her attention to the other person occupying her thoughts lately.
The Dark Lord was seated amongst the ministers and other politicians, separated from the students and journalists watching.
He looked ghastly with his pale skin and gleaming red eyes, inhuman enough to make her skin prickle. It was impossible for her to see anything of the professor in him like this. She had wondered how Hadrian was able to so easily differentiate between the two aspects of the man, but she could understand now. This was Voldemort. Hadrian primarily spent time with the man when he acted and looked like Riddle, and Raina suspected that was a conscious decision on the Dark Lord’s part.
Because while Hadrian hated Voldemort, he was fascinated by Tom Riddle.
She had heard it clear as day when he had revealed everything to her. Had heard how his speech shifted when talking about the different roles the man had forged for himself. How mentions of Voldemort were filled with derision and spite, but how Riddle was spoken of with exasperation and fondness. The difference was jarring, and it bothered her how efficiently Voldemort had caused that division in Hadrian’s mind.
Bothered her that even she was susceptible to it.
She bit her lip, staring at the man now.
He appeared only marginally interested in the champions’ trials, slouched back in his seat, relaxed and indulgent. But even with the distance between them, she could see how his body was angled in the direction of Hadrian’s projection. How the man’s chin was tilted that way, his gaze rivetted on her friend.
Knowing the full extent of their connection terrified her.
“We…almost kissed.”
She remembered that night, and how utterly distraught Hadrian had been during their conversation.
“I just wanted him out of my head so badly –”
Oh Hadrian, she thought in despair, returning her gaze to her friend, I don’t think that’s possible anymore.
OoO
Galiana stared down at the slick flesh of the plant that had tried to kill her.
The dark tentacles were writhing on the forest floor, weakly trying to burrow themselves back under the soil, desperate to avoid their fate.
She let her disdain show in a faint sneer. There would be no respite for it, no escape, and after a few more seconds, it ceased its twitching entirely.
She had been caught off-guard when it had erupted from the ground, sending dirt and twigs and other things flying as it tried to grab her. It had been fast, almost succeeding in touching her ankles – but she was faster.
She turned away from it, her interest falling away now that it no longer posed a threat.
Galiana had more important things on her mind, after all.
She held up her wand and cast the spell again. Her wand spun in her palm, leisurely, before coming to a gradual stop, its tip pointing off to her left. Without hesitation, she made her way in that direction, a slight smile coming to her lips at the knowledge of what lay at the end of her path.
It was disappointing, really. She had not expected it to be so easy to track him down during the task. She had thought that he would have taken measures to shield himself from something as basic as a locator spell. And yet here she was, heading right to him. The eager anticipation brewing in her stomach would not allow for anything else to take root in her, however.
She was looking forward to winning this task, to seeing the look on everyone’s faces when she crossed the finish line first and proved herself in the eyes of her peers and the world.
She had been selected for a reason. The goblet had seen something in her that no one else had, and her desire to live up to the expectations placed on her was a visceral thing.
And finally, finally, she would be able to put that mudblood in his place, once and for all. Galiana had done her and her academy a disservice by allowing Evans to beat her in the first task, and her need for retribution was bone deep.
She would not fail again.
From the moment she had realised what the second task was, she knew that the opportunity she had been waiting for had come.
She had been preparing for weeks, with a single-minded determination burning through her. She had planned, and she had studied, and she had realised quite a few things in her quest for information. Not just about the task itself, but about her competition as well.
Draco Malfoy was both smart and magically powerful, and was surprisingly wily from what she had seen from him. He did not actively seek the spotlight, as one might assume the minister’s son would, but rather hovered in the background; only stepping forward when it suited him. But that just made the boy all the more treacherous. He was content to be overlooked, his behaviour tailored specifically to the goal of having others dismiss him – and that was when he tended to strike.
Really, the only mark against him was his obvious affection for the mudblood his family housed, but Galiana supposed no one was perfect. Regardless, Malfoy was a worthy opponent, one she would not underestimate, but he was also not a danger.
No. The undisputed threat of this entire tournament was Evans. As much as it pained her to admit it, he was more than she had been anticipating.
Galiana had been watching him from the very first day they had crossed paths, had watched how the boy swanned around the hallways like he was a gift to the world. She had watched how he behaved in classes, answering questions with an easy kind of arrogance and preforming feats of magic absently; like he did not even consider himself lucky enough to have it in the first place. She had studied how he spoke to his peers, had sneered as even the children of high-ranking, pure families bent to his whims without an ounce of shame or guilt.
She had watched, seething and upset, how he had danced with Bellatrix Lestrange, one of the Dark Lord’s favourites, and had scorned the woman by walking away from her. She had watched as Lucius Malfoy, the damned minister, had taken the boy aside and led him down the same hall the Dark Lord had gone down just minutes earlier.
Galiana could see the pieces falling into place, could already make out the bigger picture slowly forming before her – but she was just so confused.
Why him? Why was it Evans that had drawn the attention of the strongest wizard alive? Galiana suspected that the Dark Lord was looking to expand into Europe, and her father had told her how advantageous it would be for them to gain the man’s favour early with her performance here.
She had thought that being champion would have warranted her some interest, but all the Dark Lord appeared to care about was fucking Hadrian Evans.
It just did not make any sense to her. Evans was talented for a mudblood, she could admit, and he was not exactly ugly – but he also had nothing noteworthy to his name. There was no wealth to him, no connections or political power. There was no conceivable reason for the Dark Lord to be so invested in him.
She did not understand, but she also knew that it no longer mattered. She would show them all, here and now, that Evans was nothing but a worm when compared to someone of proper breeding.
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Draco froze when the faint rustling reached his ears.
He turned his head slowly in the direction it was coming from, holding his breath in trepidation. The skin on the back of his neck crawled.
He silently cancelled the lumos emitting from the tip of his wand, and the oppressive darkness swallowed him immediately. It took a few moments for his vision to adjust – and his pulse pounded in his temples for every one of those horrid, unseeing seconds – but by the time it had, the noise had grown distant, too far for him to accurately trace.
He released his breath, absently rubbing at his arms as the chill of the air grew a little stronger.
He had only escaped the nest of pixies he had stumbled into a few minutes ago. The paper-thin scratches on his face and hands were a stinging testament to their territorial nature.
He dabbed at his bleeding cheek lightly, glancing around quickly. He sincerely hoped that the others were still alive. It would be awful if he got to the end only to discover his two opponents had died tragically.
Draco wiped his hand on his pants and sighed.
The orb bobbed around him obnoxiously.
I hate this stupid tournament, he lamented.
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Hadrian clambered across the fallen tree, walking steadily, but cautiously.
Below him, the roar of the river was thunderous. Above him, in the brief split of the canopy, the sky was darkening. It was almost night.
He had gotten a glimpse of a centaur not too long ago, but the creature had darted off before he could do more than blink. It gave him some hope that he was not in a particularly dangerous section, since surely the centaurs would have warned him off. Hermione had said that they would keep the three of them vaguely on the correct path for the duration of the task.
Coming to the end of the log, he jumped off and wiped at his forehead. The mess from the redcaps was gone – one of the first things he had done was banish the filth away – but he still felt unclean. The incident had troubled him, more than he would have thought, and his lack of control when dealing with the horde frightened him. He had not felt anger like that in a long time. Even his fight with his mother had not pushed him like that.
He sighed, filing the encounter away for when he actually had time to untangle his emotions. Right now, he had to just get out of this damn forest.
Hadrian pressed on. He did not dare use a lumos now, preferring to let his eyes adjust to the stark darkness. Any unnatural light would only call other creatures to him, and it was bad enough with the orb. He did not want to add to it.
He rounded a tree, hand trailing along it.
He took two steps, then dropped to the ground.
A curse shot over him, cracking against the tree, directly where his head had been. He rolled, spinning so that the tree was between him and the direction he had been attacked from.
He had barely dragged his legs to safety when a vivid purple spell slammed into the ground beside him, exploding the ground and almost throwing him back from the force.
“Running, Evans?” A voice taunted, and Hadrian knocked his head back against the tree, eyes rolling upwards.
“Seriously, Kaiser?” He snapped back, his magic spreading out around him, searching for her own. He had not seen her in his hurry to get out of sight, but if he could pinpoint her location then he could attack. “This is getting ridiculous.”
“No,” she said, voice ringing around him, “what’s ridiculous is someone like you thinking you can measure against someone like me.”
Hadrian lifted into a crouch. She was using an amplifying charm, and the way her words bounced through the trees gave them an eerie, unearthly quality. He shook his head, pulling his wand free. She was likely muffling her movements with her voice, trying to flank him.
His magic washed outwards, brushing against someone to his left. He rolled again, wand curving in time to form a shield. Sparks of yellow burst over him as his shield broke, but it had stopped the curse. He gripped his wand, eyes focussed on the grove of trees across from him, and with a crack he was gone.
Hadrian gasped, landing on the rough ground. He had to move before she found him, before she used the fucking orb to track him. Already he could see its soft glow as it headed for him.
He had not been prepared for a duel in the middle of the Forbidden Forest. He had thought the other two would be just as eager to get out of here as he was. He should have known that Kaiser would have used this chance to come after him. She had been gunning for him since the beginning.
Hadrian aimed his wand at the orb, summoning it to him. It zipped through the air, and he caught it in his hand before sending it flying in another direction with a tap of his wand. That would only keep it away for a short time, but it should be enough to fool Kaiser.
Hadrian moved in the opposite direction, pressing against a tree and waiting.
He could feel Kaiser’s magic inching closer, and when she stepped passed his spot he reached out and grabbed her. She twisted like a cat, but Hadrian had a tight enough grip that he could wrestle her to the ground.
“Let go of me!” She spat, bucking.
“Look, you bitch,” Hadrian hissed, pinning her wand hand down and trying to stop her other one from clawing at his face, “I don’t have time for your stupid superiority complex.” She tried to punch him in the jaw, but Hadrian locked his knees and swayed away from it. The forearm she tried to jam into his throat was a little harder to dodge.
“It’s not a complex if I am better.” Kaiser snapped back, gripping his forearm and bridging hard enough to flip him over her head.
He ended up on his back, scrambling to avoid her as she launched herself at him. He jabbed his knee into her stomach and pushed her back, stumbling to his feet as she did the same. “For someone so opposed to all things muggle, you sure know how to brawl like one.” He taunted, running and ducking behind the next tree just as she sent another spell at him.
“And you seem to know nothing but how to run like a coward.” She shot back, biting and frustrated in equal measure.
“I prefer to think of it as strategic retreat.” He called, darting between another lot of bushes. He spun around, flicked his wand, and listened as she fell to the ground – the roots he had pulled up wrapping around her legs.
He stopped, watching with satisfaction as she kicked and ripped her way free. She stared up at him with burning eyes. “You’re a coward, Evans, and by the time I’m done with you, not even your own mother will want you.”
Hadrian’s breath caught, and he could not help the slight step back he took at her words.
It meant nothing. Kaiser did not know – could not know – but in her blind rage she had somehow struck him where it hurt most.
And the toothy smile she gave him told him she had seen the flash of weakness. Any restraint he had was crushed, but before he could speak, Kaiser’s hand lowered. Hadrian’s eyes widened as her wand tip tapped against the ground.
He stepped back again as a mound formed, then raced towards him. He could do nothing but cover his face as the ground underneath him erupted outwards, flinging him into the air. He grunted as he came down hard and at an angle, rolling down a ridge, hitting stones and uplifted roots as he went.
He came to a rough stop, coughing and groaning as he tried to push himself up on limbs that did not want to work. The ground felt oddly soft under his fingers, like velvet, and there was a sickly-sweet scent surrounding him.
Hadrian carefully propped himself up, squinting around at the shallow valley he had dropped into. The whole area was covered in thick patches of white, and as he tentatively ran a hand over them, he finally registered just what he had landed in.
Webs.
Hadrian shot to his feet, then froze, hardly daring to make any more movements. All around his feet were long strands of silky white, stretching up into the trees and through the dark, far beyond his line of sight. He bit his lip.
His tumble down here had probably already alerted them to his presence, the vibrations travelling for miles from all the interconnected pieces. He had to think fast, because acromantulas were not something he wanted to face. One injection of venom was enough to paralyse several grown men, and if it was left untreated, it could even freeze the heart.
There was rustling from above him, and he looked up to see Kaiser gazing down at him. The girl’s face was blank, before she suddenly smirked. Hadrian scowled.
“I don’t suppose you would be willing to lend a hand?” He asked quietly, already knowing the answer.
Kaiser actually laughed, the sound sharp and too loud. “No, I think this is a good punishment for you, Evans.” In a manner reminiscent of a gleeful child, she lifted her hand and showed him what was pinned between her forefinger and thumb. Gently, she wagged his wand back and forth.
Panic hit him hard and fast at the sight of his wand in her possession. “You fucking –”
“I think I’ll keep this.” She cut him off, “As a trophy. Perhaps I might give it to your friends so that they have something to remember you by. After all,” her eyes scanned the area around him, “I don’t think there will be much left by the time the spiders are done with you.”
Hadrian glanced behind him, able to hear the soft chitters building up. “Kaiser, I swear to whatever god you pray to, when I get out of here, I am going to bury you.”
She bared her teeth at him. “Promises, promises. Have a nice death, Evans.” Then she stepped back and disappeared from his view.
Hadrian cursed, long and low, feeling a wave of honest hatred well inside him at her actions. “If she does anything to my wand, I’m going to kill her.” He whispered, but the thought was driven from his head when a loud twang ricocheted along the webs and rattled through him.
He turned his head in the direction of the vibrations, chest stilling when he spotted the hulking eight-legged form that was balanced on the edge of the clearing.
It was gargantuan.
“Oh, fuck.” He breathed, because as he looked, more and more began to emerge from the shadows around him; and when he tilted his head up, he could see dozens descending from above. “If I die in the forest I am going to be so pissed.”
There was a sizzling sound close to him, and with a quick look he saw the orb struggling weakly to escape the webs it must have flown into. He narrowed his eyes at it, watching dispassionately as one acromantula crawled over it and cracked its protective shell. The faint glow ebbed, then disappeared altogether – and Hadrian imagined the audience must be losing their minds right now.
But the orb’s destruction was also a blessing, because now he did not have hundreds of people watching his every move, and that meant he did not have to worry too much about revealing all his tricks.
He raised his hands, quickly calculating how many spiders were within his range. A soft, blue-white light began to emit from his palms.
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He squinted up at the sky, watching as the moon began to crest the tips of the trees.
“Hello, old friend.” He whispered, smiling lightly.
Behind him, the cage rattled violently, snarls echoing around him.
“Oh, do be quiet, you mutt.” He snapped, pushing away from the trees and smacking a stick along the bars. Instantly, the beast cowered away from him, the anger morphing to pitiful whines. “You’ll get your time, don’t worry.”
He pulled a watch out of his pocket, smile returning. He pulled out another object from his pocket and shook it free. He dropped the shirt into the cage, and the beast was upon it in moments, sniffing and tearing. Froth began to form along its lips.
There was no trace of humanity in its eyes, nothing beneath the roiling animal hunger.
He reached out to the lock, “You know what to do,” he said.
He pulled the door open, then sprinted out of the way and up the closest tree. The beast tore out of the cage, staring up at him for one long second, before it vanished into the thicket.
After a minute, he dropped back down, crouching to absorb the impact. He brushed his hands together, wiping away the pieces of bark there and staring after the creature.
“Poor bastard.” He mused, shaking his head. His Lady was certainly not one for half-measures; but unleashing something like this on an unsuspecting boy was a bit much, in his opinion. It was out of his hands now though.
Deep in the woods, a wolf howled.
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Chapter 44: Chapter Forty Four
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Warning: bit more violence and gore in this chapter.
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Claire’s heart lurched to her throat when the projection of Hadrian vanished.
There was a horrid moment of absolute stillness as everyone processed what had just happened – a moment that seemed to draw on and on and on – before it snapped.
Pandemonium erupted.
She was aware, through the thick grasp of her own shock, of Jacob leaping to his feet; and next to him, Albert was quick to follow as the cacophony of noise exploded. Hundreds of voices called out at once, demands and insults and utter chaos sparking on their tongues.
Claire gripped tighter onto Raina’s hand, which was still clutched in her own. Her eyes flicked desperately over the sudden empty space her friend once filled.
Her eyes stung.
Hadrian had been doing so well. He had been moving steadily, his path relatively uninterrupted, with his encounter with the redcaps serving to reaffirm his magical prowess in the minds of everyone. Fire was the hardest element to control, after all, and he had wielded it so proficiently.
He should have had everything under control. He was too good not to have everything under control.
But the moment the thought solidified she knew that it was not fair. In this tournament, nothing was guaranteed, and she knew that, truly, but Hadrian had such a way of competence about him that made him seem invincible.
He would have been fine, she amended, if Kaiser had not attacked him.
It was allowed, she knew that too. In such an open task, unless something was specifically prohibited, then anything the champions did could be justified.
But it was so – so unsportsmanlike. So petty and underhanded. Claire was not so naïve as to believe that blood prejudice was less prominent in her generation. She had seen and heard plenty to know that many still placed far too much importance on lineage and status. And she had known for a long time that Hadrian had endured many derisive comments and insinuations in the past as a muggleborn.
She had suspected that Kaiser harboured those outdates views as well. But she never would have thought that the girl would so openly try to murder Hadrian.
He had not even been doing anything threatening, had not even known that she was there. And yet she had still attacked him, caught him off guard and then left him to face a nest of acromantulas. Not to mention her theft of his wand.
There would be consequences. There was no way Claire would allow the other girl to get away with such conduct.
A sudden commotion drew her attention, some voices rising higher above the general rabble, and she glanced over just in time to see one of her classmates – Nathaniel – punch a Durmstrang student in the face.
The floodgates opened.
Claire was shoved forward, almost propelled right out of her seat, as the rest of her peers tried to converge on the fight – to restrain or escalate, she did not know. Their section of the crowd descended into anarchy; a blue-clad wave of Beauxbatons students crashing against Durmstrang red, and the air was charged even if no spells had been cast just yet.
Raina’s arms circled around her, keeping her bracketed as the fight continued. Over the tops of heads, Claire could see the various officials trying to quell the situation, with varying degrees of success. All she could think in this moment was that, for all his poise and discipline, Hadrian would have loved to be in the middle of this.
Before things could devolve further, there was a burst of raw magic that spread through the whole area, powerful and frigid and coiling tight around her neck in threat. Her ears popped and her skin broke out in goose bumps.
Woodenly, she turned her head in the direction that the burning cold originated and was unsurprised to see the Dark Lord standing above them.
The man cast his gaze out over them, in such a way that it felt like he was meeting each of their eyes at once. When he spoke, his voice was soft; so different from what a normal soronus sounded like.
“Enough.”
Claire released a trembling breath, her lungs aching as the effect of the man’s order ricocheted through them all. Slowly, like spooked creatures, they all shuffled to their seats, the rustling of dozens muffled under the weight of the Dark Lord’s disapproval.
As she watched, Voldemort turned to someone beside him – the British Minister – and inclined his head, before taking his seat once more. Lucius Malfoy stood, his mild voice projecting as he began to speak.
“Hadrian is fine.” Raina whispered, and Claire looked away from the politician to study her friend, snared by the certainty of her words. Raina’s eyes were fixed firmly on the Dark Lord, intense and searching, but not overtly worried. She appeared to be the only one unaffected by the overpowering, invasive touch of the man’s magic.
“How do you know?” Claire asked, fingers curling harder around her friend’s hand. Malfoy had just said something similar, before moving to address what had happened to the orb that was supposed to be projecting Hadrian’s progress – but Claire trusted her friend’s word over that of a foreign minister.
Raina tilted her head and pursed her lips. “He would look more concerned if Hadrian were hurt.” Was all she said, leaving Claire confused.
She stared at Raina, baffled by the confidence in her answer. Raina truly believed that the Dark Lord would have shown more emotion if Hadrian were in danger.
Wordlessly, she threw her gaze once more at the man himself, and she supposed he did look rather relaxed despite the ramifications of losing visual of one of the champions.
But the Dark Lord was always so unflappable. How could Raina be sure?
Jacob leaned over, asking the same question, “Are you sure?” Claire was certain that Albert was straining to listen to Raina’s answer as well. The two boys’ expressions were creased in distress.
Raina ignored Jacob, instead patting Claire’s hand absently. “Trust me. If something was happening to Hadrian, he would not be nearly as calm.” Here, her friend’s eyes turned dark and unfathomable. “Voldemort is…interested in Hadrian. He wants him alive.”
Claire blinked, sharing a glance first with Jacob, then Albert. She did not know what was more surprising. That Voldemort wanted to recruit Hadrian, who had not necessarily kept his opinion of the man a secret; or that Raina had neglected to say the man’s proper title. Raina had never been so disrespectful before.
Claire bit her bottom lip. There was something more going on here; something between Hadrian and Raina and the Dark Lord. But she did not know what, and it frustrated her to be kept so far out of the loop.
“Do not trouble yourself with this, Claire.” Raina repeated, voice turning cold, “Instead start thinking of retribution. Kaiser has declared war on Hadrian, and therefore Beauxbatons. As Hadrian’s friends, it would be remiss of us to not answer her thoughtless provocation.”
That at least succeeded in abating some of her fear.
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Lucius eased himself back into his seat, his eyes instinctively darting over Draco’s projection, desperate to reassure himself that his son was still safe. After the turmoil of losing Potter – Evans, he corrected himself – Lucius was beginning to grow more worried.
Thanks to his Lord’s intervention, the audience had settled, though they were more subdued than before. It was, however, the politicians in the pavilion with them that were still buzzing with rage.
Minister Lécuyer, in particular, looked seconds away from throwing politics out the window and launching herself at the Scandinavian Minister over his champion’s less than stellar behavior. The only thing that seemed to be retraining her was the presence of her advisors, whispering frantically in her ear. Whatever they were saying must be enough to stay her tongue, but there was something dark and vengeful swirling in her eyes that had Lucius cautiously leaning away.
Lucius glanced swiftly at his Lord, searching.
When the orb had stopped transmitting – ending on the worst possible scene of Evans surrounded by a whole nest of acromantulas – Lucius had feared his Lord’s reaction. They had known that the orbs were not indestructible, but the spike of terror at this being viewed as his own failure left Lucius breathless for a single moment.
An understandable response, considering his Lord’s strong interest in Evans. But the man had done nothing but frown lightly when the visual of Evans had vanished, before his expression smoothed over. Even now, after quelling the panic, he did not appear overly concerned that the boy was stranded, wandless, to face some of the most dangerous creatures in the forest.
It bothered him, made something close to unease creep into his chest the longer his Lord went without showing anything. There was a heavy kind of assurance about him, and suddenly Lucius was no longer afraid for Evans but of him. His Lord would not be nearly as confident if he did not think the boy could handle the situation; and that confidence told Lucius enough to know that Evans was far more dangerous than he had initially thought.
He had suspected something when he had first met the boy, back in Korin’s office so many months ago; and learning that he was the lost Potter heir had cleared some of the mystery surrounding the child. He knew the boy was formidable – but even Lucius himself would struggle facing that many acromantulas, even with his wand. Without one, death was almost guaranteed, unless one could wield –
Lucius’ eyes widened at the thought, and how preposterous it was. A seventeen year old boy using wandless magic?
With nothing to channel the flow of magic, it would be like blasting a hole in a dam, and the strain it would put on Evans’ coils was incalculable. The only person Lucius knew of that was skilled in using wandless magic was his Lord. One needed to train rigorously to be able to control their magic, and most witches and wizards could only accomplish the most basic of spells even with years of practice.
The idea that a boy barely into his majority had had that kind of training was ludicrous, and yet now that it had taken root in his mind, Lucius could not ignore it.
Did Evans know wandless magic? And if he did, just how capable with it was he?
“My Lord?” He inquired softly, trying not to sound as shaken as he was by what he might have stumbled upon.
“Everything is fine, Lucius.” The man replied evenly, his gaze aimed somewhere out in the distance, his mind obviously preoccupied. “He has it under control.”
The insinuation did nothing to dispel his new suspicions, but he settled back and firmly pushed the thought to the side to be examined later. Now was not the time to be consumed by what amounted to a rumour.
Lucius returned his focus to his son. He hoped that Narcissa was watching, and that she was as proud of Draco as he was, of the capable young man that they had raised.
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Draco tripped over a root.
He cursed, catching himself on the trunk and taking a moment to lean against it and catch his breath. He hoped his mother had not seen that.
The cuts from the pixies had grown numb some time ago, and while that might normally worry him, at this point he just wished to get out of this bloody forest.
He had to be near the end. He had crossed the river about half an hour ago, and if he remembered his map correctly, the finish point should be less than an hour away now. Draco sighed heavily, brushing some of his fringe out of his face and grimacing at how filthy he was right now. The first thing he would do when he got out of here was have a bath.
Draco pushed himself off the tree trunk and started jogging again.
He wondered if either Evans or Kaiser had reached the end yet, or if he was in the lead. He had seen no sign of them and did not know how he felt about that. Evans, he would not mind losing to. The other boy was a surprisingly good sport about the whole tournament, slicing his way passed the implied rivalry between champions with deliberate ignorance. Draco could easily see them carrying their odd friendship into the future.
Kaiser, on the other hand, he did not like. The girl was too vicious, too cruel and too assured of her own superiority. She reminded Draco far too much of his aunt, and no one should want that kind of comparison. He had seen the way she spoke to Evans, the distaste that coated her words and the dark gleam in her eyes whenever the other boy was in her sights. It had only grown worse since Evans had won the first task.
Draco could not remember a time when he had held those views, though he knew he had at one point. Back when Hermione had first been brought into their family, he had spent weeks and months scorning her and blaming her for the situation. He had not realised that she was mourning the family she had been taken from, desperate for her real mother and father to take her back from the house full of strangers.
He had been a child, young and stupid, conceited and unwilling to look beyond his own wants, and he had hurt her terribly during that first year. It had taken her being driven to tears right in front of him for him to finally notice how not right everything was, for him to rise above his own selfishness – and now he could not imagine his life without her by his side.
The idea of Kaiser turning her caustic tongue on Hermione made something in his chest burn.
He refused to lose to someone like that girl.
Draco bit his lip, moving around a large tangle of roots. The moon was high in the sky, and the air was cold enough to reach beneath his heating charms and touch his skin. He rubbed at his arms futilely, trying to ignore the way his breath fogged, when a howl pierced to air.
Draco stopped, frowned, then tensed. The orb bobbed in place next to him.
Every hair on his body seemed to quiver as the sound echoed around him. It was deep, guttural. Wild. It rattled his bones, awakening his most base instincts, causing his vision to swim as adrenaline flooded him in an instant.
He swallowed thickly, gripping his wand tighter. He glanced at the sky once more, dread rising rapidly in him when he saw the full moon shining down on him through the thinning canopy.
It is not possible, he thought, frantic and fearful. The wards, there is no way one could breech the wards.
There was another howl, louder this time, and though before this night Draco had never heard one before, he knew it to be the call of a werewolf.
He stepped back unconsciously, the thud of his heart overtaking his hearing. He bumped into a tree, flinching away from it. He tried to recall everything he knew about werewolves, but his mind stuttered, unable to form anything useful.
All he knew was that he wished Hermione was with him, because she would know.
A third howl rang clear, reverberating through the trees, and Draco came to the horrible realisation that it was so much closer than it had been moments ago. It was definitely heading in his direction. Within minutes it would be on top of him.
He slipped around the tree he had hit, backing away swiftly and hurriedly trying to come up with a plan. Running would be useless, there was no way he could out-pace a werewolf, and all it would take was one bite and he would be finished.
Draco aimed his wand at the floor, “Protego duo.” He whispered, watching as the slight green ripple stretched from the leafy ground and up over his head, creating a protective bubble. His hands trembled as he stood there, breath punching out of his chest as he strained to listen for the faint pad of footsteps rushing his way.
His eyes darted back and forth, focussing too hard to see which shadows were a threat, and so he missed the one that shot at him from the side, colliding against his shield with a spray of green sparks. Draco did not scream, his jaw clamped as tight as it was, but he reared back from the blow.
The figure had been bounced back some metres, giving him enough space to finally get his first glimpse of the creature. He had seen images in textbooks and in the papers, but he had never been faced with one before.
It was a ghastly sight. The werewolf was mishappen, thin to the point of emaciation. Its limbs were long, the skin stretched over the bones, and its face was gaunt and covered in both dried and fresh blood. There was something crusted around the edges of its eyes, and Draco had to swallow bile when he saw the tick, crisscrossing scars that ran along its hairless body.
There was no trace of humanity in its eyes, so any hope he had of talking it down was effectively lost now. He raised his hand, brandishing his wand in its direction. If he could get one hit in, with a strong enough curse, then maybe he would have a chance. He was a competent dueller, and his offensive knowledge was almost as extensive as his defensive.
Though, he had only ever fought in controlled environments, with professors and tutors ready to step in, and only against people that he knew would not really hurt him.
This was different, and Draco had never been more scared then in this moment, staring into the eyes of a ravenous predator. The depth of hunger in those dark eyes sent a primal pang of fear through him, and he took a quick step backwards. Leaves crinkled under his boot, and the werewolf lunged.
Draco hopped backwards, knowing the shield would protect him, but unable to help the instinctive urge to run when having a creature barrelling down towards him.
The werewolf hit the barrier, the same green sparks exploding between them, but unlike last time, it was not blown back. Draco retreated blindly as the werewolf continued to bare down on him, its forearms flying in wide arches, slashing at the shield with a tenacity he had not expected.
He raised his wand, intending to blast the beast backwards, when one last swipe of its claws shattered the shield.
Draco froze, the werewolf froze, the very air froze.
Then, he did something incredibly stupid.
He ran.
Draco sprinted through the trees, wand snapping over his shoulder as he unleashed several rapid spells, as well as a blasting curse that sent a tree hurtling to the ground.
Over the rush in his ears, Draco swore he could hear the harsh grunts and heavy steps of the werewolf; and whether through chance or intuition, Draco swung himself around a tree just as a large, shadowed shape dashed passed.
It swung around, everything from its speed to how quickly it locked onto him inhuman. Draco tucked and rolled; the air driven out of him as he hit the ground awkwardly. The werewolf slammed into the tree behind him, and he scrambled to his feet as it turned to face him, barely affected by its crash.
“Shit,” he whispered, “shit, shit, shit.”
The creature growled, a low rumble that filled the night and came after him again.
It was too close, no time for him to raise his wand, and Draco went down hard beneath it. They tumbled, everything blurring together. Pain burst through his leg and Draco screamed as his skin was torn into.
He slashed his wand thoughtlessly, no spell, just a concussive wave of magic that flung the beast off him.
Draco looked down at his leg, hardly able to see through his tears. All he could make out in the darkness was the oozing blood leaking from the gorges in his outer thigh. He hiccupped, choking down air as the whole area began to burn, and feebly tried to drag himself backwards, away from the werewolf.
His hand clutched at the wound, whimpering as he heard the werewolf prowling towards him. The eager huffs of its breath helped him find it in the darkness, and Draco sat petrified as it approached him.
Soft pleas fell from his mouth as he shook in place.
The werewolf lowered itself, preparing to leap once more. Draco cried out in panic as it jumped, and it was almost on top of him when a yellow light collided with it mid-air, thrusting it back into the woods, the sound of breaking branches and whines following it.
Draco dropped back to the ground, looking around urgently for his saviour.
He spotted Evans standing just a few metres away, covered in something resembling black ink. Green eyes blazed with an untold amount of rage, but none of it touched Draco when the other’s gaze drifted to him.
“Hi Draco,” Evans said drolly, so at odds with the aggressive way he held himself, hand still outstretched in the direction the creature had flown, “rough night?”
Draco’s hysterical laugh melding into sobs of relief. He watched as Evans approached him with sure steps; this time the crunch of footsteps coming towards him was soothing.
Evans stopped beside him, eyes moving from the surrounding trees to stare down at him. The other grimaced, lowering himself carefully to hover his free hand over the wound on Draco’s leg. “Otium dolor,” he said, and cold numbness spread through Draco immediately. He sagged deeper into the ground, breathing deep and slow.
“Keep pressure,” Evans told him sternly, reaching out and grasping one of Draco’s wrists to slam his hand over the gash. Draco hissed, a dull ache erupting at the harsh treatment, but he obeyed, squeezing his hand into his muscle. “I have only eased the pain. I need time to try and stop the bleeding.” Evans’ gaze traced over his injury with the same clinical interest Draco had endured from healers before.
“Can you?” He asked breathlessly, glancing up at the other. Now that he was closer, Draco could see that for all he looked like he had just rolled around in something’s guts, there were no obvious marks on Evans. If the other had not just saved his life, he might have found him terrifying.
Evans hummed, eyes shooting to the forest, roaming over the trees with an intensity not unlike that which Draco had seen in the werewolf. “Maybe,” he said idly, and there was an odd note in his tone, “depends on if our friend will let me have a chance to look at it.” He tilted his head, and Draco followed his gaze to see the werewolf slinking back into the small clearing they found themselves in.
He tried to sit up, scared, but Evans pressed him back down firmly. “No, you are lucky it did not get your artery. Stay down, and do not move.”
“What?” Draco snapped, voice pitching high, and the werewolf cocked its head. Draco twitched, but not as much when Evans leaned further over him, until he was practically crouched over Draco. “What the hell are you doing?” He whispered, incredulous and beginning to shake once more.
Evans’ hand curled lightly over Draco’s throat, and it was only the lack of pressure behind the touch that stopped him from thrashing. “Trying to save our lives, so do us a favour and stop talking.”
Draco swallowed thickly, looking up at what he could see of Evans’ face, only to notice that the other was holding the werewolf’s gaze evenly. There was a weight in the other’s eyes, a promise and threat lurking in those green depths, and Draco stopped breathing.
He was not well-versed in animal behaviour, but he had read enough to know that prolonged eye contact was not typically encouraged. It was a challenge, and challenging a werewolf did not seem the smartest decision.
“Evans,” he breathed out, even as the edges of his vision started to black out.
Evans shushed him, barely more than a whispered rasp, long and low. Draco settled, despite how his pulse thundered under Evans’ fingers. The werewolf stepped closer, but paused, its upper lip curling up and a growl rolling forward.
In response, Evans rose to his feet, the motion smooth and disturbing. The warmth their limited contact had provided evaporated, and Draco shivered hard. “Draco,” Evans called, voice low but tight with stress, “I am about to do something rather reckless, be a dear and stay quiet.”
“What are you going to do?” Draco asked, though he already knew, and his disbelief was palpable. “You’re going to fight a werewolf?”
“Something like that.” Evans muttered, “Try not to pass out before I’m done, I still need to clean your wound.” He then stepped over Draco until he planted himself squarely between the werewolf and him.
Draco stared up at Evans’ back, still terrified out of his mind, but with a small kernel of hope growing in his chest. His eyes dipped down to Evan’s hands, and it took a few moments for his vision to focus enough to realise that there was nothing there.
He opened his mouth to say something, but the beast growled again, louder and angrier this time.
Evans did not flinch. He merely lifted one of his hands and spread his fingers loosely, rocking up onto the balls of his feet. Every inch of him ready to move. Then, tauntingly, the bastard whistled.
He’s insane, Draco realised with horror.
OoO
Hadrian’s mind whirled.
He had known that there was a werewolf loose in the forest the moment he had heard the first howl. It had caught him by surprise, because Hogwarts’ wards should have kept such a creature out. By the third howl, Hadrian had realised that it was hunting.
He had been preparing to leave the area entirely, not willing to tangle with a werewolf, when he had heard the sharp crash of a tree falling and then the – very human – scream.
For all that he was still riding on the wave of anger at Kaiser, Hadrian was not cruel enough to leave someone to face such a threat alone. And when he had seen Draco lain out on the ground with the werewolf seconds away from mauling the other, he knew he had made the right choice.
Now, standing between the injured boy and the starving creature that had hurt him, Hadrian felt nothing but cold calm settle over him. His magic was still roiling beneath his skin, only a thought away, but the tips of his fingers felt blistered from overuse. He would have to be careful not to overdo things while handling this, because if he fell, then there was no hope for either of them.
It would not be easy, facing down a werewolf, but Hadrian had dealt with a manticore, and the acromantulas just before this. They were all deadly in their own right, and all the same rules applied for all of them. One hit, and it was over. Venom for the previous two, contagion for this one. If he was bitten, then that was it; he would either bleed out or turn.
Neither option was exactly preferable, though Hadrian would be able to live with the curse if it came to that.
He released his breath. So long as he avoided taking any hits, and kept those teeth away from him, then he would be fine.
The only problem was Draco’s presence. Hadrian could hold off the werewolf, could send it scurrying back to wherever it came from, but with Draco bleeding everywhere he would have to be careful not to leave him open for an attack.
The werewolf made another crackling snarl, close to a bark. It stepped forward, then back, forelegs scratching at the ground in agitation. Hadrian watched critically as it took several steps to the side, then twisted and moved back the opposite way.
It was trying to warn him off, to scare him away, and Hadrian was suddenly very glad that he had not taken the time to vanish the acromantulas’ blood yet. He was a human, so he sparked the werewolf’s instinctive need to bite and reproduce, but he was also drenched in the scent of a dangerous species. He was prey that smelled like another predator, and deep in those animal impulses he was likely triggering a whole host of confusing signals. Even after the whistle, it was hesitant to approach.
That was why it was not attacking him. That was why it was so cautious, why it had stayed back when Hadrian essentially claimed its kill. He was a threat, it just had not figured out how much of one he was.
Hadrian waited until the werewolf had turned once more, then flicked his wrist and closed his hand into a fist. A chain appeared before him and whipped across the space between them too fast to track.
The werewolf yelped when it made contact, with a meaty smack. The enchanted links wrapped around its snout and head, tightening until its jaws were clamped shut. As the werewolf whined and shook its head, Hadrian raised his other hand and spun on his heel, summoning a wall of fire to encircle he and Draco. The flames were tall, and bright enough to illuminate the entire clearing.
Hadrian paused, taking in the glimpses of the werewolf he could get through the fire. It was tearing at its face, trying to shake the chain loose, and gauging its own flesh in its efforts. Seeing weakness, Hadrian raised on hand upwards and said, “Obstrepere.”
A number of small bubbles formed above him, each popping with a sharp bang that left his ears ringing. The uproar drove the werewolf back in panic, its sharper hearing working against it.
Hadrian stared after it, only cancelling the spell some minutes after he lost sight of it in the trees. He sighed with relief, closing his eyes and taking a moment to collect himself, before the soft groans from Draco brought him back.
He quickly returned to the other boy, crouching beside him and assessing the damage now that he had enough light to see clearly. Draco was a touch paler than normal, but it was more from shock than blood loss. It was a lucky wound, far enough away from his femoral artery that Hadrian had felt comfortable leaving him while he got rid of the werewolf. So, while it was bleeding, it was hardly enough to be life-threatening.
“How are you feeling?” Hadrian asked while he used a quick spell to clean his hands, banishing the grime and acromantula blood.
“Like shit,” the other hissed, his leg spasming when Hadrian shifted the bloodied strips of fabric out of the way. The numbing spell must be wearing off. Hadrian narrowed his eyes, staring at the ripped flesh. It was a gruesome wound, the skin twisted and splayed out, the muscles underneath a deep red in the flickering firelight.
Hadrian studied it in silence for almost a minute, running through the list of spells that might help until they could get Draco some silver and dittany. He might be able to scrounge up some ingredients, but Hadrian would rather leave healing a wound of this magnitude up to the professionals.
“I – I need you to tell me something,” Draco gasped, knocking his head back against the ground as the numbing spell finally wore off and the pain flared.
“What’s that?” Hadrian asked absently, waving his hand over the centre of the gashes. “Patet vulnere,” he muttered, watching as the wound began to clear, fresh, vibrant blood soaking forward. Then, just to be sure, he added, “Patet infectio.”
“Is it a bite?”
The soft question successfully drew Hadrian’s attention from Draco’s injury to his face. Beneath the crumpled expression, Hadrian could see the very real fear bubbling in his eyes.
Hadrian turned back to Draco’s leg, looking at the way the skin was mangled, searching for puncture wounds – but it was too difficult to tell. He could clearly make out two lateral slashes, but with the shape of the werewolf’s snout, he could not determine if they were from teeth, or merely a glancing blow from claws.
He contemplated lying.
“I don’t know,” Hadrian told him quietly, honestly, his mouth twisting in apology. “I have not studied werewolf attacks in depth – I’m sorry.”
Draco stared at him silently for a long moment, his gaze unfocussed, before distress set into his features. “I can’t –” he started, squeezing the words out, “I can’t be a werewolf.” The admittance was barely audible. “I can’t, Evans. I can’t, I can’t.”
Hadrian grabbed the other’s shoulder, “Stop,” he ordered, his own voice calm despite how Draco’s fear affected him. “We do not know if it is. You need to calm down, Draco.”
But the panic had taken hold, sweeping Draco up in it and taking him beyond where Hadrian’s words could reach him. He could not treat him if the other was shaking apart at the seams. His body could reject any magic Hadrian used.
He needed Draco to snap out of it.
“Your father is watching,” Hadrian said quickly, catching sight of the orb still rotating around them, “and your mother. They are watching you right now. Hermione, too.” The name of his foster sister seemed to break through some of the hysteria, and Hadrian caught Draco’s eyes when they swung up to him. He smiled reassuringly, “Your family needs you to hold it together, Draco. Just for a little while longer. Can you do that, Draco?”
The other opened and closed his mouth, trying to find his voice, “But what if –”
“Can you?” Hadrian interrupted, voice hardening slightly.
He held Draco’s eyes, waiting until he could see the request sinking in. After a moment, Draco nodded. He still appeared out of it, but he was no longer trembling so violently.
He was sweating though, which worried Hadrian. Wordlessly, he pressed the back of his palm to the other’s forehead, feeling how heated he was. It was both good and bad. Draco’s magic was already responding to the injury, rushing to try and heal the damage, but the sharp drop in adrenaline and the shock was throwing his body out of balance.
He was not in any danger, but the sooner Hadrian got his injury bandaged, the better.
“Alright,” he said quietly, “okay, so, I’m going to wrap your leg, and then we will figure out what to do next.” Draco did not respond, but that was fine. Hadrian gently moved Draco’s hands away from his leg and cupped his over the gashes, “Ferula.”
Bandages sprung into existence around the injury, curling tight over his thigh. The accompanying magic took effect, and under his hands, Hadrian felt the tension melt out of Draco as the pain was once again subdued.
“Better?” He asked, tapping Draco on his cheek and getting those eyes to flutter open.
“Shu’ ‘p,” Draco slurred.
Hadrian huffed a laugh, “Come on, I need you awake. Can you –”
Something moved out of the corner of his vision, and Hadrian’s eyes widened when he saw a figure shoot over the top of the wall of fire. He barely had time to rise from his crouch before it collided with him.
The force of the blow knocked him into the air, and an awful snarling filled his ears as he rolled away from what had hit him. Hadrian used the momentum to get to his feet, cursing when he turned to see the werewolf before him.
It must have circled around and gained enough speed to throw itself over the flames. Hadrian had never heard of a werewolf being this determined to kill before. After sending it away, it should have left the area completely to tend to its wounds; not returned for a second round.
The creature hunkered low to the ground; long limbs spread. The chain was still around its snout, which at least meant he was still safe from being bitten, but there was a madness in its eyes that made him uneasy.
This was more than hunger. More than a territorial dispute. This was revenge, plain and simple.
“Guess there is some humanity in you right now after all,” he muttered, hands flexing at his sides.
The werewolf growled, lips curling as much as they could under the improvised muzzle.
Hadrian raised his hands. He was tired from his earlier fight with the acromantulas, and maintaining the fire circle, and the several healing spells he had used on Draco had made the sting in his fingertips spread through his whole hands. Wandless magic was draining to keep up for long periods, and Hadrian was close to his limit.
He clenched his fists to ward off the slight tremors. He had more important things to worry about – like how the werewolf was currently closer to Draco than Hadrian was. But it was him the creature decided to charge.
Hadrian jumped to the side, avoiding the deadly swipe of its claws. He ducked under the next attack, then slid back to dodge the swing at his midsection.
It was herding him closer to the flames, attempting to pin him between the heat and its flurried attacks.
Hadrian twisted one last time, pivoted on his heel, then reached out with his magic and grasped the fire. He bent it back under his control, pulling it from its passive circle and sending it in a concentrated blast at the wolf.
The creature keened, dashing away from the brutal attack. Hadrian used the brief reprieve to catch his breath. That was the third time he had used fire this night and would have to be the last. He did not have the willpower to control the volatile element again.
He waved his hand, smothering the fire and casting them back into darkness. He lost sight of the werewolf for a heart-stopping moment; but heard the pounding of its feet as it rushed him once more.
Hadrian threw himself to the side, but he landed wrong and struggled to his feet.
He tried to move, to run, but the werewolf was on him within a second.
Agony erupted along his spine as the werewolf slashed at his unprotected back.
Hadrian shrieked; the sound wrenched from his throat as the force of the blow sent him crashing to the ground. He clutched at his upper arm, tears filling his eyes as every nerve in his back began to burn.
He writhed, rocking onto his front, body curling into a ball, desperate to somehow escape the pain clawing through him. He choked on the cries building in his throat, his breath sticking in his lungs as blood filled his mouth from how hard he bit his tongue.
He pressed his knees up under himself, his mind still screaming at him to get away from the threat – when he lifted his head and caught sight of the slender frame upon Draco’s unconscious form.
No.
Like a tsunami, Hadrian’s magic rose in answer to his frenzied demands. It raced under his skin, pressing forward, too hot, too powerful, angry and hurt –
He unleashed it, a rush of pure magic exploding out of him, vicious and crackling it slammed into the werewolf and flung the creature into the air, where it hit a tree. Its body folded around the trunk with a sickening crack.
Hadrian collapsed, barely catching himself on unstable arms. His whole body felt raw, exposed and twitching from the aftereffects of his magical outburst.
The taste of blood was stronger now, and something wet slid from his nose, to the bow of his lip, then fell to ground just below him. Hadrian licked his lips, eyes fluttering as a heaviness set into his mind.
He coughed roughly, shoulders heaving, then let out a muffled cry as the fabric of his jacket tugged at the torn skin on his back.
Hadrian squeezed his eyes shut, but forced himself to his feet. He had to get to Draco. He had to call for help.
He staggered his way towards the other, passing the destroyed orb on his way, and dropped down beside him when he finally lost feeling in his legs.
Hadrian tilted his head up, squinting at the dark sky and shakily raised his hand as high as he could. “Vermillious,” he said, concentrating as hard as he could to make the spell work.
A jet of red sparks flew high into the sky.
Hadrian lowered himself to the ground beside Draco, wincing as every movement burned him from the inside. He stared up at the line of red that glowed above them. It would only be a matter of time before the officials arrived. Thanks to the orb, they would know what had happened.
Hadrian hoped no one would mind that he had effectively forfeited the both of them from the task.
There was a long silence, broken only by his uneven breaths and pulsating rush of his heartbeat, until horrible wet crunches cut through the haze.
Hadrian lifted his head, dazed, eyes fighting to focus on the limp figure barely a few metres from him. The werewolf’s body began to transform back to its human form, the bones breaking and rebreaking, melding once more to their natural state. The skin rippled grotesquely, looking on the verge of splitting open.
The chain slid from the now smaller head, coiling on the ground before vanishing.
Hadrian stared at the bloodied, naked body. He took in the perfectly human features of the woman, and everything hit him at once.
He turned his head away, chest far too tight and stomach clenching with the urgent need to be sick.
He had killed someone. Murdered someone.
Hadrian closed his eyes, trying to ignore the thick silence left in the wake of the transformation.
He had always known he would, one day. He had spent his life believing he would one day be the one to kill Voldemort. But the concept of death had always been a distant one, a vague goal he was working towards, the inevitable conclusion to his revenge. It had been a fanciful notion, his moment of triumph over his own personal devil.
The reality of it was far harsher.
Hadrian did not know how much time passed after that thought. He did not slip into unconsciousness, was not nearly so fortunate, but his mind had stopped processing things. He fell into a daze, staring blankly up at the night sky.
It was only the sound of dozens of people suddenly surrounding him that brought him back. Too many voices were talking at once, their words overlapping and incomprehensible to him.
Hands grasped him, and Hadrian blinked tiredly up at the numerous faces that swam in and out of his vision.
There was one that appeared over him, comforting though it should not be.
Voldemort loomed over him, his guise of the Dark Lord in place. The man’s eyes were bright, and endless in their rage.
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Chapter 45: Chapter Forty Five
Notes:
I wrote this frantically in two days - I'm happy with it but I'm so sorry if it comes across as rushed omg. Thank you all for your lovely comments last chapter! I hope you enjoy this one as well!
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Chapter Text
Sirius felt numb.
Next to him, Lily was silent.
They had not really spoken since that night, since they had retreated to the Order for advice and to regroup and plan their next move with Hadrian in the wind. They had not spoken to each other in the following days, either. Sirius, too hot with anger and brimming with disappointment, and Lily churning with guilt and a misguided sense of righteousness.
They had, at Dumbledore’s suggestion, come to watch the second task – not that Sirius would have missed it. Even if Lily was still coming to terms with her mistakes, Sirius did not want Hadrian to spend one more minute than necessary thinking that every adult in his life wanted something from him. With or without Lily, Sirius had fully intended to track Hadrian down after the task and try and speak to him, to see if he might do something to fix the heartbreak he had seen etched across his young face when he had run from the hotel.
Seeing the boy emerge from the tent, standing tall and looking remarkably at ease, had let him breathe a little easier. He had been so worried, after he had vanished, that Hadrian would not be in the best frame of mind. He had feared…but his fear was unfounded. Hadrian was stronger than any of them gave him credit for, and Sirius wondered when he was finally going to let that fact solidify in his mind.
Hadrian was not a child, he was not weak or broken. He was more resilient than people twice his age were, and Sirius was both so grateful and so sad that that was the case.
He had watched, proud and terrified as his godson had worked his way through the task, had almost had his hand crushed by Lily when Hadrian had been attacked by the redcaps, and had nearly crushed hers in return when the Durmstrang champion had come out of nowhere and left Hadrian abandoned without his wand.
Lily had not seemed overly concerned, and Sirius had been disturbed by her lack of anything ,when the Hogwarts champion – Malfoy’s spawn – had suddenly come face-to-face with a bloody werewolf.
He had almost risen with the crowd, watching the boy be bowled over – because while he hated the Death Eaters, that was still a kid being savaged, still Narcissa’s boy crying out in pain – and the relief was double at seeing Hadrian come to his rescue. His legs turned to lead in the following minutes, his heart in his throat and fingers growing purple from Lily’s grip, staring helplessly as Hadrian faced down a feral werewolf.
Sirius would never forget the sound of Hadrian’s scream.
It had been over an hour since then, the students had been escorted back to the castle, the Beauxbatons’ one in particular putting up an impressive fight – but they had cleared off under the sharp instructions of their headmistress.
Now, Sirius sat with Lily, a little way off from the healers’ tent, waiting for there to be word on Hadrian’s state.
Lily was stiff and pale beside him, her green eyes distracted and dull, charmed hair hanging loose around her face. Sirius watched her from the corner of his eyes, only occasionally glancing away whenever someone hurried passed them. No one seemed to be paying them any mind, and he was glad for it.
“Lily,” he tried, voice low and careful, “Lily, are you alright?”
Her head turned to him mechanically, eyes not quite focussing on his face. She did not reply, and Sirius tried to summon the energy to smile. “I’m sure he’ll be fine. He’s a tough kid, and he’s with the best healers in the country right now. He’ll bounce back.”
Lily blinked, finally seeing him, and after a long moment her expression shifted, her mask crumbling. “What if he doesn’t?” She whispered, “What if he doesn’t, and I never get to speak to him again? What if that night is his last memory of me?”
Sirius sighed, reaching out and pulling her into a loose hug. Lily slumped against him; her head buried in his neck. “It won’t be, Lils. Hadrian is strong, he’ll be back on his feet in no time. And once he is, you two can talk and start to sort out all your issues.”
Lily’s fingers curled deeper into Sirius’ shirt. “I…I need to apologise to him,” she murmured, sounding dazed. “I shouldn’t have hit him. I didn’t mean to make him run. I just wanted him to stop talking.”
Sirius closed his eyes, mouth tightening. “You need to apologise for all of it, Lily,” he told her, gentle yet firm. “He needs you to apologise for everything, all the lies and manipulation, all the pain and guilt. It’s the least he deserves.”
She went quiet, still, and Sirius braced himself for anything. An argument. Tears. Hatred.
But she only settled against him more. “I – I will.” She said, her voice heavy with shame. “I will, Sirius. I don’t want to lose him. I didn’t mean to push him away. And I don’t want him running to Voldemort, either. I want him back.”
It did not mean much, Sirius knew. Until he saw Lily actually try to uphold her words, then he would never fully believe them. And most of him still thought that this entire situation was solely her fault – could not help but think this a twisted form of justice.
This was the first time he had heard her say anything along these lines, of her considering that she was in the wrong. This past week must have been eye-opening for her. The realisation that she could very well lose her son must have shaken her, and the longer Hadrian went without returning had driven her to retreat into herself.
And now this, Hadrian laying, potentially fighting for his life, and Lily must have finally understood.
Sirius just hoped that they could still salvage this. That they had not lost Hadrian completely.
Though a part of him would not blame the boy if they had.
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Simone was on a warpath.
Her boots clipped against the stone floor as she made her way through the hallways. Her eyes were burning with rage, and everyone standing in her way threw themselves aside as she stormed passed.
Her aide, William, hurried alongside her, hovering half a pace behind her as they came towards the office the other ministers had claimed.
She had only just come from the grounds, after arguing with a healer’s assistant for twenty minutes, trying to glean any information she could on Hadrian’s wellbeing. Now, having confirmation that he was stable for the moment, she had turned her sights on her next target.
She came up to the right door, not even pausing as she used her wand to fling it open. The door cracked against the wall, the noise startling everyone in the room.
They all looked up as Simone entered, and she saw the brief flashes of discomfort in their eyes as she stood in the doorway, radiating anger.
Good, she thought viciously.
She marched forward, headed for the desk that Malfoy was sat behind. “Werewolves?” She hissed, slapping her hands down on the surface and leaning forward, thrusting her face into the British Minister’s. “Werewolves, Malfoy? What the hell kind of tournament are you holding here? It was not enough that you botched the first task with faulty equipment – now you are letting feral creatures run around your school’s grounds? What the fuck happened to your safety measures?”
Malfoy stared at her blankly, and the lack of response – positive or negative – made her snarl. She lashed out, her hand shoving a pile of books, scrolls and stationery off the desk with a clatter.
“Calm yourself, Minister Lécuyer.” Oscar Nyberg, the Scandinavian Minister, said scornfully, and Simone’s lips peeled back to show her teeth. She twisted to face the stout man.
“You do not get to speak, Nyberg,” she spat, “not after your champion’s behaviour during the task. She should consider herself fortunate that I have more important things to worry about right now then her.”
Nyberg puffed up defensively, wide mouth pursing. “Her actions in the forest were perfectly within the rules, Lécuyer. As you well know. She is part of a contest, conflict between participants is expected. Galiana is not at fault here.”
“No,” Simone agreed, her voice turning honey-sweet and fierce, and Nyberg and his assistant shifted uneasily. “Your champion’s selfish, childish actions merely led to my champion having to fight off a werewolf without his wand.” Simone stalked forward a pace, staring Nyberg down. “She went out of her way to attack Hadrian, and in doing so –”
“Galiana had no way of knowing –”
Simone cut him off with a sharp wave of her hand, not willing to give him an inch. “Do not try that with me, Nyberg. Kaiser’s actions were driven by pettiness and jealously. Your pathetic attempts to cite her lack of knowledge does not undo the fact that she directly contributed to what could have been the loss of two champions in a task where such confrontations were completely unnecessary.”
Nyberg’s face turned red with anger. “That is a ridiculous claim!” He blustered, “And it’s not like it mattered anyway. What kind of academy do you even have over there? A boy his age should not be able to harness wandless magic, not to that degree!”
Simone raised her eyebrow, her initial anger cooling rapidly into an icy front. “Are you honestly trying to argue against Hadrian’s prowess, when he successfully fought off a werewolf and managed to save not only his own life, but the life of another champion? What does it matter where or how he learned those skills? That has no bearing on this conversation. Kaiser had no way of knowing Hadrian could utilise wandless magic, yet she stole his wand and left him in a life-threatening situation out of cruelty and prejudices. If he were not as proficient without his wand, he would be dead, and so would the other boy.”
Simone paused to regain her breath.
The revelation of Hadrian’s talent had been a surprising one. Simone had known of the rumours for a while now, had read the reports and praises from the boy’s teachers – it had been the reason she had even sought Hadrian out in the first place – but she had never expected that his abilities might be at such a level already.
Wandless magic took years of training to hone. Nyberg might be a distasteful politician, but he had posed a good question, one that Simone fully intended to investigate privately. A seventeen-year-old should not have that much control over wandless magic.
But that would come later. For now, she would back her champion.
Nyberg grew flushed at her rebuttal, struggling to regain the ground she had ripped out from under him. Simone smiled thinly at his efforts, tilting her chin up. “Instead of standing there and trying to degrade my champion after his commendable, downright heroic, actions tonight, perhaps you should go and collect Hadrian’s wand from Kaiser. I am sure he would be most glad to have it back in his possession.”
The man spluttered, “She won that match fairly –”
“And yet somehow, I think the wand will feel differently.” She interjected smoothly, her tone biting and victorious. “It would not be so easily swayed. French wands tend to have standards.” She punctuated the last word with relish, enjoying his ineffective attempts to speak. “Go, Minister, I am not in the mood to pander to your fragile male ego right now. I will take the return of Hadrian’s wand as a gesture of good faith from the girl, to make up for her deplorable behaviour.”
“‘Good faith’?” Nyberg snapped, shoulders rising at the condescending words, but he stopped when Simone pierced him with a dark look.
“Go.” She ordered, and after a long, silent moment, the man fixed his attire with a huff of irritation.
He turned on his heel and went for the door. Simone flicked her gaze to William, who had been waiting patiently behind her. He was the only aide she had found in years that did not flinch when she looked at him.
“Accompany the minister,” she said, “make sure nothing happens.”
Nyberg sneered in offence, “I would not sabotage a wizard’s wand,” he snapped.
“I would never suggest it, Minister,” Simone replied, still gesturing for William to follow the man. “Merely imply. Bring the wand to me once you have it, William.”
William nodded, dashing after Nyberg and closing the door shut behind them.
The air in the office grew heavy with tension immediately. Simone took a steadying breath, then pivoted to stare at Malfoy. The man was still in his chair, looking unruffled despite everything that had happened. “Now, Malfoy,” she began, “I want you to explain to me exactly how Hadrian has, once again, landed himself in the hospital wing during your tournament. I want you to tell me how a feral werewolf managed to claw through your wards and maul my champion.”
She clenched her fists, pushing down her urge to hiss in warning. “I would like to know why he is currently under heavy sedation, because of a situation that should have never happened. And your answer had better be adequate, or you can forget about having an amicable relationship with France after this. Hadrian is my champion –”
“And Draco is my son.” Malfoy said, voice hoarse and cracking, the only show of weakness he allowed himself.
The words drew her short.
Simone stepped back, her eyes fluttering closed for a moment as she tried to gain a hold over her warring emotions. In her haste, in her anger and the dire need for retribution – for Hadrian, so small and pale and covered in blood as he was carried into the healers tent, his back a mess – she had forgotten that she was not the only one that had the right to be angry.
Hadrian was Beauxbatons’ champion, yes, and Simone had a vested interest in his survival, had plans surrounding the boy that she desperately hoped he would agree to. But Hadrian was not her son. He was not her heir. He was not her flesh and blood. She had not been there when he was born, had not raised him and carried him and soothed him over the years.
If the boys died from this, she would lose a valuable resource. Malfoy would lose a child.
Simone sighed, slow and deep and tired. Her shoulders bowed and her back curved. She opened her eyes and stared at him; gaze less heated, more exhausted.
She lowered herself into the seat beside her and pressed her palm to her forehead. “What is going on here, Lucius?” She asked finally, glancing up at him. “Why are so many things going wrong? There were always going to be complications with the tournament, but this is…First the manticore breaking free and almost killing Hadrian, and now a werewolf getting through the wards and going after your son.” Simone rubbed at her brow, feeling the familiar dry patch at the back of her throat and the growing ache in her lungs.
“What the hell is happening?”
Malfoy looked back at her, before blinking and moving his gaze to the window. The sky was still dark, but the moon was high and almost taunting with its soft glow.
“I don’t know, Simone. I honestly don’t know.”
His hands tightened over the necklace he was holding, and Simone made an inquiring noise. “What is that?”
The skin around Malfoy’s eyes creased as he stared down at the pendant. “The portkey Draco had on him. We found it almost clear across the clearing they were in. I kept wondering why he wasn’t, why he didn’t try…but he couldn’t. If your boy hadn’t stepped in…” Malfoy cleared his throat, looking away and pressing his lips into a tight line.
Simone hummed, watching the weary man. “Hadrian had his on him,” she confessed, “but not once did he go for it. Perhaps if he were alone…but he was not. Using it would mean leaving your son, and I do not believe that thought ever entered his mind.”
Malfoy’s next breath was hitched, punching out of him. He rubbed at his eyes, in that moment looking decades older than forty-four. Simone sat in silence with him, giving him the chance to regain his composure.
She could be patient, for this.
OoO
“You are a fucking moron,” Adalard hissed, watching from the porthole as the minister spoke frantically with the headmaster just on the shoreline. There was a sharpness to their movements, their hands jabbing the air around them. The only one seemingly unconcerned was the third man – the French Minister’s aide, if he remembered correctly – and his presence, with Nyberg, did not bode well.
Behind him, Galiana scoffed, though it was soft and not as abrasive as her arguments earlier. Perhaps she was finally beginning to realise just what a mess she had helped create. “It is a tournament, Adalard, we are enemies. It is hardly my fault that Evans decided to jump between a werewolf and Malfoy.”
Or perhaps not.
“Are you truly that blind?” He snarled, startling her with his volume. The others in the room were studiously ignoring them, knowing better than to draw his ire. “Do you not understand what you have done? To us? To your own reputation? You hunted down a fellow competitor purely to fight him, and then took his wand and deserted him. That alone was bad; but then he went out of his way to rescue ‘the enemy’ and got grievously injured doing it!”
He walked forward, getting into Galiana’s face and sneering. “Not only do you look like a bitch in the eyes of the world; you look like a spiteful, cowardly child compared to Evans. You have dragged Durmstrang’s standing down with you.”
Galiana flushed a deep red, “There were no rules stating I could not fight Evans.” She said, and Adalard had never felt more frustrated than in the wake of those words.
“Because it should not have been necessary to spell it out!” He shouted, throwing his arms out wide. “This tournament is supposed to be friendly, you fool! We are supposed to be making allies – not pissing off a whole fucking country! Do you think France is just going to sit back and let you get away with this? Do you think Beauxbatons will? Or what about Evans? You just put yourself at the top of his list. Did you even think any of this through?”
Galiana did not respond, her eyes fixed on the wall behind his shoulder. Her jaw was clenched stubbornly, not a hint of apology to be seen. Adalard wanted to shake her. He spun away from her in disgust, hands covering his face.
“You are just mad that your pet project is hurt.” Galiana hissed, and Adalard snapped around to face her again.
“Of course I am mad that you went after Evans,” he said slowly, holding back the urge to scream at her. “Anyone with eyes and half a brain can see that he is going to be a significant player in France in the future. Unlike you, I have actually been doing what is expected of me. I would much rather be considered an ally by him, than an enemy. If you have undone all my work to get him to like me, then you will not survive the trip home because I will kill you.”
The silence after his declaration was thick and heated. Galiana stared at him, betrayed and bitter, but Adalard was firm in this.
There was a knock at the door, before it was opened and the headmaster entered, followed closely by Minister Nyberg and the French wizard. Adalard twisted away, crossing his arms and leaving Galiana to their judgement.
“Mademoiselle Kaiser,” the French aide greeted, stepping forward calmly. It was a rather bold move, doing so without allowing the minister or headmaster to speak first, borderline rude, but neither man spoke up. There was no sign of condemnation on the French wizard’s face, but Adalard could feel the tight coil of the man’s magic that revealed his anger.
He held out his hand towards her, “I ‘ave been told to reclaim Monsieur Evans’ wand from you. If you please?” His voice was soft but steely, refusal evidently not an option.
But Galiana was too bull-headed to understand. She raised her chin defiantly, “It is mine. I won it. I will not return it.”
The headmaster took a quick step forward, but it was the French wizard’s reaction that held Adalard’s attention. He nodded agreeably.
“Of course, if you would be willing to prove it?” He asked, blinking languidly, “A simple spell using Monsieur Evans’ wand should suffice, to show the ownership ‘as transferred.”
Adalard closed his eyes in prepared embarrassment. This was going to be humiliating. There was too much confidence in the man’s request for it to be anything but a trap.
But again, Galiana ignored common sense. She tugged Evans’ wand free and aimed it at a small glass bowl on the closest table. Adalard considered them lucky that she at least had the foresight to not try and damage the wand.
“Accio,” Galiana said, confidently.
Nothing happened.
Adalard shook his head, biting down on a sigh.
“Accio,” Galiana repeated with more force behind her voice. She yelped, letting go of the wand when bright sparks erupted instead, singeing her hand in retaliation.
The French wizard held out his hand, and the wand flew into his palm eagerly. Adalard had never seen a wand with such personality before. It was like it knew it would be returned to its master if it allowed the man to take it. His lips parted in intrigue.
“Well then,” the man said idly, unbothered by how Galiana now cradled her hand in front of him. His smile was crooked and pleased, “Thank you for your cooperation, I will ensure the wand it returned to its rightful owner. ‘ave a pleasant evening, children. Minister, Headmaster,” with a polite nod of his head, the man turned and exited.
Adalard released his sigh, looking away when Nyberg requested to speak to Galiana privately.
He hoped she learned her lesson and stayed out of Evans’ way once he was back on his feet. There was no doubt in Adalard’s mind that he would be out for blood. And something told him that a vengeful Evans was more dangerous than they could handle.
OoO
Narcissa carefully folded Draco’s hand in her own. It was far too pale, and the skin felt hot and feverish. She reached over and gently dapped a cloth at the sweat beading on his forehead.
Even deep under the potion’s effects, Draco’s face was creased in pain. Her heart ached for her little boy.
She swallowed thickly, blinking twice to banish the dryness of her eyes, and cast her gaze across the tent to where the second boy – Hadrian Evans – lay limp and alone. Unlike Draco, he was positioned on his front, leaving his heavily bandaged back face up and well within sight. Underneath those white layers, Narcissa knew were deep gashes from the werewolf’s claws, now thankfully covered with silver and dittany to encourage healing.
He would scar, horribly so, but Narcissa had listened to the healers’ diagnosis, and knew that they believed he would suffer no lingering impairment. Evans was out of danger for now, only his magical exhaustion posing a threat to his recovery.
It was Draco they were unsure of. The wound to his leg – also wrapped and covered in solution – was too disfigured to be able to discern whether it was a bite or a scratch, and the uncertainty tore at her. She would love her son regardless, but the idea that he might forever be cursed to change under the moon’s cycle terrified her.
She and Lucius would stand by him, and Narcissa knew Hermione too would still support Draco despite the danger. He would not be alone.
She stared down at the ring on her finger, wishing her husband could be here beside her, though knowing it was better to have him hunting down the individuals that were responsible for this attack. He was more useful out there, then sitting next to her worrying.
Narcissa sighed, the sound loud in between the soft breathing of the two boys. It must be close to dawn now. The healers had left only minutes ago, and Narcissa felt weary in a way she rarely ever experienced.
The tent doors parted, the whisper of fabric catching her attention. She looked up to see her Lord enter, his aged guise in place, and Narcissa began to stand.
Her Lord stopped her with a raised hand, his expression kinder than she had ever seen it. “At ease, Narcissa. That is not needed, not now.” She slumped back in her chair in gratitude, clutching Draco’s hand. “How is he?” Her Lord asked, approaching.
“Sleeping, the wound is taken care of, but his magical systems are still in shock. He is unconscious for now, to give his body a chance to heal.”
Voldemort nodded once, “And do they know yet?”
Narcissa looked back to her son, throat tight. “No. They took some blood to test it, but they will not know for a few more hours.”
Her Lord stepped up behind her, his warm hand settling on her shoulder in a surprising display of comfort. “Your son is strong, Narcissa. He will recover, and should other measures be needed, young Draco will have my full support.” Her head snapped up in shock. His eyes were burning red, but the fire in them was more simmering than boiling right now. “You and Lucius have always been loyal, dedicated followers, Narcissa.” He said, almost chiding, “Of course I will ensure your son is cared for, should it become relevant.”
She bowed her head, breath trembling. “Thank you, my Lord.” She whispered. With the backing of the Dark Lord, no one – not even his most zealous – would dare treat Draco as lesser.
Voldemort hummed, looking over his shoulder, and it was then that Narcissa realised that someone had accompanied him into the tent.
“Severus,” she said, relief coursing through her at the sight of her old friend. “Thank you for coming.”
The potion’s master inclined his head in greeting, his gaze darting from her to the prone form of Evans on the second bed.
“I saw fit to bring Severus along,” Voldemort informed her, “to see if he might be able to provide either boy with some…extra care.”
“You are too kind, my Lord,” she said, eyes lowered respectfully.
At Voldemort’s gesture, Severus stepped forward to Draco, casting one last lingering glance at Evans. He placed his bag on the table, leaning over Draco’s flushed form and studying him critically. Narcissa silently rose to allow him more room to complete his examination.
“What can we expect, Severus?” Her Lord asked, his voice distant. Narcissa looked over to see him seated next to Evans. It was the only other available chair in the tent, but the sight of him there was odd. It made Narcissa wonder just where Evans’ family was. She had only caught a glimpse of the boy’s mother before, but why was she not here now?
Severus waved his wand over Draco’s head and chest, a thin purple mist forming above him. Her old friend stared at it with narrowed eyes, apparently seeing something in the swirls and movement of the particles.
He cancelled the spell after a long minute of observation. “We will have to wait for the test to be sure, but I believe he should be fine.” Severus said, meeting Narcissa’s eyes. “I can detect no foreign invasion in his magical system. It has been over an hour since the initial attack?”
Narcissa nodded, breath held.
Severus stood back, “There should have already been signs of lycanthropy if he were infected. That’s not to say he is fully cleared; there could merely be a delay in symptoms. But I do believe he won’t turn, Narcissa.”
She had to lock her knees to stop herself from crumbling in relief. “And what of his fever?” Narcissa asked, hand resting at the base of her throat.
Severus shook his head, “It is a common reaction to a werewolf attack, bite or scratch, it doesn’t matter. He will be fine by morning.”
She pressed one hand over her mouth to hide the quivering of her lips and closed her eyes. “Thank you, Severus.”
He did not smile, but the area around his eyes softened, and she knew he felt her relief.
“And what of him?” She inquired then, turning to look at Evans in concern. “His wound is arguably worse than Draco’s, yet his fever is mild in comparison. Draco is restless, yet he has not moved in all the time I have been here.”
Severus looked uncomfortable, but he obligingly moved to hover over the other boy. He waved his wand, frowning intently at whatever information he was finding in his spells.
“The boy has severe magical exhaustion. The healers likely gave him stronger potions to help repair whatever damage he did to his coils in the attack. As a result, his fever has only just begun to set in. It will probably be worse than Draco’s in a short while. He will need watching to make sure it remains manageable.”
The Dark Lord hummed, neither approving nor disapproving, and Narcissa watched him watch Evans with hooded eyes.
“Will there be side effects?” Narcissa asked, returning her attention to Severus. “I know werewolf wounds scar, but I’ve heard stories…”
Severus shrugged, “Nothing too serious. Perhaps a craving for rare meat, some agitation around the full moon, but beyond that, I doubt it.”
Narcissa released a light sigh.
“I’m sure you are pleased to hear that, Lady Potter.” The Dark Lord said, and Narcissa turned in surprise.
There was a woman standing in the entry of the tent, her hair and eyes marking her instantly as Evans’ mother. The man beside her looked tense and grim, but it was the fury on the woman’s face that drew her back in before she could pay him much attention.
“Get the hell away from my son, Voldemort,” the woman snapped, fists shaking at her sides.
Voldemort laughed, soft and challenging, “Why? It’s not like you were here to support him in this trying time. I’m sure he will be honoured to know that his warden stopped by to check on him though.”
Narcissa blinked at the absolute savagery in his tone, and the scorn in his eyes when he looked at the petite woman.
And that was when she registered what he had called her. Lady Potter.
Narcissa sucked in sharply, eyes falling on Evans’ face, scanning the features there – too pointed to belong to the son of an almost-squib, too regal, too familiar. In an instant she was transported back to her Hogwarts years, to seeing James Potter in the short time their education had overlapped, and it was like gazing directly into her memories.
How had she missed it? How had she overlooked the similarities?
She stared with wide eyes at the boy on the bed, her fingers curling around her necklace.
This was the child her Lord had been hunting for almost two decades now, the one that had escaped his grasp. The one who’s father had sacrificed himself, giving him and his mother precious seconds to run and disappear.
Narcissa turned back to the woman – Amelia Evans, Lily Potter – and tried to calm her raging thoughts.
“And who are you?” Her Lord continued smoothly, his eyes now pinning the unknown man in place. “Arnold Abernathy is a lie, so which one of Dumbledore’s pets are you?” He was still reclining in his chair, utterly at ease if not for the intensity on his face.
The man drew himself up, mouth pinched in denial.
Her Lord waved a hand, smile mocking. “You have nothing to fear from me or mine, I have no interest in thinning out the herd. Besides,” he continued, showing his teeth, “I already have what I want.” Here, he laid a hand on Evans’ bed, and Lily Potter let out a noise not unlike a growl.
‘Abernathy’ glared hard at the Dark Lord, jaw grinding, before he opened his mouth.
“Don’t.” Potter snapped, but ‘Abernathy’ ignored her.
“No point lying about it now, Lils. He knows pretty much everything anyway. Might as well come clean before he decides to get difficult.”
As she watched, Narcissa saw the plain features ripple and distort, becoming terribly familiar to her, once again taking her back years. “Sirius,” she whispered, staring at her cousin in shock.
He quirked a tight grin at her, and even that looked the same even after all this time, “Hey Cissy,” he said, “long time no see.” She swallowed, overwhelmed.
Sirius, despite being on the run for so long, hunted like an animal, looked good. He looked solid, settled, where before he had always seemed restless and seconds from clawing out of his own skin.
“Black,” her Lord greeted, oddly calm in comparison to how he spoke to Potter. “I should have known you would eventually crawl out of the woodworks.”
“Your Lordship,” Sirius replied, grin sharpening, “mind taking your hand off my godson’s bed before I remove it for you?”
“Sirius!” Narcissa reprimanded, swinging to glare at him.
He glared back, just as obstinate as he was as a boy. “And you, Snivellus, if you don’t step back too, I’ll blast you into the floor.”
“Good to see you are still an idiot, Black,” Severus sneered, though his face was pale, and his eyes were periodically moving to stare at Potter. “If you used that lump between your ears before you spoke, you would see I am helping the boy.”
“Oh, go back to your hovel, you overgrown goblin.” Sirius spat, striding forward.
Narcissa wanted to throw something at them.
“Sirius, get back here.” Potter called, grabbing his arm and holding him in place. “Severus, shut up. Why are you even here?”
Narcissa’s shoulders rose in offence. “Do not speak to him that way. Severus has as much right to be here as Sirius, he is Draco’s godfather.”
Her cousin laughed, loud and obnoxious. Around Potter’s small frame, he jabbed a finger at Severus. “Someone made you a kid’s godparent?”
“I did.” Narcissa bit out.
Severus stepped forward then, scowl in place and lips curled. “Out of the two of us, Black, who would you say actually met their duties?” His dark eyes flashed up and down Sirius’ derisively, “It certainly wasn’t you.”
“You son of a –”
“That’s uncalled for –”
“If you’re all quite done?” The Dark Lord interjected, and all of them fell silent.
Narcissa met those red eyes, saw the disappointment and anger there, and flushed at her own childishness. The sudden, long nurtured but rusty instinct to blame Sirius was strong, but she bit down on her tongue.
“How wonderful to see you can all act your age,” Voldemort remarked, pushing himself to his feet. He was taller than all of them, and Narcissa was pleased to see both Potter and Sirius step back when his gaze slid to them.
“Narcissa, Severus, keep watch over Hadrian and Draco. Black, I suggest you put your glamour back on if you want to avoid a trip to Azkaban. Lady Potter,” here Voldemort’s mouth flattened in disgust, “doubtful though it may occur, if your son wakes up before I return, try not to break him again. Surely you can manage that?”
Voldemort stepped through them, ignoring Sirius and Potter’s protests, heading for the entry.
“My Lord?” Narcissa called after him, confused at the sudden departure.
“Keep an eye on them,” he replied, clear enough that they all heard, “if they attempt anything, detain them. I promised Hadrian I wouldn’t harm his mother, and I suppose I can include Black just this once in that deal. I will be back.”
“And where are you going?” Potter demanded.
The Dark Lord glanced over his shoulder and cocked an eyebrow, “I thought the boy’s peers might be pleased to hear he will make a recovery. The last thing we need is a bunch of students attempting to smuggle their way into the tent.” He looked over them once more.
“Behave.”
And then he slipped into the cool night air.
OoO
The chatter in the common room dropped into complete silence as the headmistress slipped inside, clicking the door closed behind her.
Albert and the others looked up immediately, all of them filled with palpable nervousness as they waited for her to speak.
Madame Maxime looked out over them and smiled lightly. “He is resting,” she told them, “the healers are sure he will make a full recovery within the week.”
There was an audible gasp of relief from around the room.
Albert sat back in his chair and rubbed at his face, closing his eyes and releasing some of the tension that had been building since Hadrian had first disappeared from their sight.
Next to him, Claire and Raina were leaning against each other, the former’s eyes wet with tears.
“I expect all of you to be there for Hadrian in the coming weeks, to ensure he is well looked after, that he is not straining himself, or experiencing discomfort. Can I count on you?”
There was a murmur of agreement, and Madame Maxime nodded in approval. “Very well. There is nothing more we can do tonight. Make sure you all go to bed shortly.”
Their headmistress walked carefully down the hallway towards her own quarters.
Albert watched her go, waiting until her door closed, then turned to his friends. “What are we going to do about Kaiser?” He asked, voice low but venomous.
Jacob looked up from where he had been studying the carpet, his face pale and drawn. “What can we do? She will be protected by the tournament rules. Technically, she was within her rights to attack Hadrian.” From his tone, the fact made Jacob bitter. That was the only reason Albert did not snap at him for his words.
“Regardless, she needs to pay.” That was Claire, her voice frigid in her rage. Raina patted her friend’s hand lightly.
“She will,” Raina assured the other, “even if we cannot outright confront her, we can still make her regret every choice she has made since she was born.”
Albert smiled at the dark glint in the girl’s eyes.
“But we will wait for Hadrian, before we go through with anything,” Raina continued, raising her voice enough to carry across the room. Instantly, she was the centre of attention. Raina continued to smile calmly, ignoring the rush of protests from her peers.
They had clearly not been the only ones planning retaliation.
Raina held up a hand, and eventually the noise subsided. “We will wait for Hadrian,” she repeated, “because anything we come up with will never measure up to his own plans. If we strike out without his permission, it could negatively reflect on him. For now, we will be a united front, and when Hadrian is back with us, then we may take what is owed.”
Albert glanced over the numerous faces looking back at them, and wondered absently if Hadrian knew just how much they all loved him.
OoO
The grass was soft beneath him, lush and green and sweet-smelling. Hadrian ran his hands over it, quietly enjoying the sight of the Eiffel Tower from his place under one of the sprawling trees of the Parc du Champ-de-Mars.
It felt like years since he had been here, and Hadrian closed his eyes, leaning back against the tree and listening to the faint bustle of people – muggle and magical alike.
He had always adored this place, of the subtle blend between his two worlds. He sighed.
There was the quiet crunch of footsteps approaching, and Hadrian felt as someone settled down next to him.
He cracked his eyes open and glanced to his right, blinking in shock at the man seated beside him.
“Père?” He gaped, sitting upright and staring in amazement.
The man smiled, eyes crinkling, and Hadrian noticed they were a blazing green instead of the soft grey of the photo his mother carried. “Not quite,” the man said gently.
Hadrian’s mouth felt parched, and he shifted backwards, wrong-footed and uncomfortable. “You’re…me?” He asked, more than stated.
This strange version of himself smiled wider, tilting his head curiously. “I’m whoever you want me to be.” He replied evenly, watching Hadrian with a steady gaze that was frightening because it seemed to reach right into his soul.
He swallowed, legs curling up defensively. The man wearing his face saw the movement and laughed, finally turning his gaze out across the field. “You’ve got a long way to go.” He commented lightly, mouth twitching.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Hadrian demanded, digging his hands into the soft earth.
“Nothing,” his double answered, “just that you still have a lot of things ahead of you. You know that.”
Hadrian shuffled in place, frowning, staring hard at the man as if he could peel all his layers away. “I don’t understand,” he started, “who – what are you? What’s going on?”
The man hummed, sounding pensive. “Depends on your perspective. You’re unconscious, for one.”
“I know that,” Hadrian snapped, “I can tell when I am in a dream.”
His double inclined his head in acknowledgement, but he continued as if the interruption had not happened. “You are at a crossroad; I think would be the easiest way to put it. Your last few months have been hard. This is…a reprieve, of sorts. A defence mechanism. Your magic is exhausted, this is your minds way of coping with the shock to your systems as you burn through the fever.” He gestured to the world around them.
That made sense. “And you?”
The man smiled again, “What do you think I am?” He asked instead.
Hadrian narrowed his eyes, but he took a moment to consider the possibilities. “A figment of my imagination?” He asked, tone dry, though after he said it, he realised how right it sounded. “A projection of my mind?”
The projection gave him a crooked grin, “It is not often your own subconscious plays a part in your intervention,” he said teasingly, swaying close enough to knock their shoulders together.
He felt damningly real.
“‘Intervention’?” Hadrian asked, curious.
His projection nodded, “You have gone through a lot recently, haven’t you? I suppose I am here to help you come to some conclusions.”
Hadrian looked away from those piercing eyes, back out to the grassy field. He watched the people – blurred and misshapen now that he focussed on them – meander back and forth.
“I don’t know what you mean,” he said, throat tight.
“Liar,” his projection murmured, but there was no bite to the accusation. “What do you need to decide, Hadrian?”
He hunched slightly, jaw clenching. “I don’t –”
“What are you going to do about Lily?” His double cut him off, voice suddenly turning serious. Hadrian whipped back to look at him, eyes wide.
His projection’s face was intense, almost pleading. “What are you going to do about your mother, Hadrian? About Riddle? You need to make a choice.”
Hadrian stood, stepping away and glaring up towards the tower. He stayed silent.
His projection sighed, after a moment, and Hadrian listened as the other stood as well, the grass underneath him rustling as he moved.
“I am not trying to pressure you, Hadrian. But you know you need to confront this. You can’t keep going on –”
“Just shut up.” Hadrian snarled, jerking away, arms curled around himself. The only upside to this was that there was no one real around to see his weakness. “I know, okay. I know. But what can I do? There’s – there is so much going on, all the time, and I feel like I can barely breathe most days, and it’s only gotten worse since my mother –”
He choked off on the word, closing his eyes and shaking. “I’m just tired,” he whispered, looking up at his projection desperately. “I’m so tired of all of it. I just want things to go back to the way they were, before any of this started.”
His double watched him kindly, then asked, “Do you really?”
Hadrian looked at his shoes, but slowly shook his head. “No,” he admitted sullenly, “I just miss when it was all clear, when I knew who I was.”
“You know who you are,” his projection said, stepping closer and placing a hand on his shoulder. There was weight and warmth in the simple hold. “I think this is the first time in your life you have had the chance to know yourself.”
They stood in silence once more, Hadrian quietly contemplating everything that had brought him to this place.
It hurt, remembering how he used to live. The driving need for his mother’s approval, the quiet shattering of his heart whenever he failed. The easy detachment from his friends, the divisions and roles they all played. Even his goal had been obvious to him.
But now, he felt lost. His mother despised him, her touch on his life had been toxic and destructive, her every word a manipulation – and he wanted to hate her for what she had made him into.
“Is it wrong,” he asked, “that I still love her?”
“No,” his projection said softly, “I think you will always love her, to some degree. She did raise you, and in her own way she loves you. But is that what you want, to go back to her, knowing that she will always see you as a weapon first?”
Hadrian shook his head mutely.
“Then you need to decide. What do you even want, Hadrian?”
He took a shuddering breath, “I just want to be me. I want to not have to forever worry about others’ opinions. I want to just be able to live.”
There were tears in his eyes now, and Hadrian folded easily when his projection pulled him in for a hug.
“There you go,” his double murmured, holding him close. “So, what are you going to do to make that happen?”
He knew the answer, it filled the air around them, but his projection pulled back and caught his eyes. “Say it.”
“I’m going to leave her,” he said, the words so, so freeing. “I’m going to tell her that I don’t want her in my life anymore. That I don’t want to kill Riddle. That I’m sick of being her puppet – being anyone’s puppet.”
“Good,” his projection said, smiling once more.
The other reached out and brushed some of his fringe away from his eyes. “Don’t let either of them – Lily or Riddle – hold your ropes anymore, Hadrian. If they want you, they can prove it, but don’t ever feel lesser because you refuse to dance to their tune.”
It was getting lighter, Hadrian noticed. He blinked, glancing around. He could not see the tower anymore, their surroundings beginning to morph and disappear.
“You’re waking up,” his projection told him, still grasping his shoulders. The man looked down at him, expression strange. “You need to be careful, Hadrian,” the projection said, hands tightening as the light grew stronger. “Look out for your friends, treasure them, they will be your greatest allies. Say you will.”
Hadrian stared up into those green eyes, startled. He thought of Raina and Claire, of Albert and Jacob, Draco and even Hermione.
“I will, of course I will.”
His projection faded in the next moment, and he squinted as the light seemed to explode around him.
Hadrian opened his eyes.
Notes:
There's nothing quite like having your subconscious make you confront your glaring psychological issues and help you make tough decisions. I hope everyone enjoyed! I know this was a rapid update - compared to my normal rate, but I wanted to try before I get swept up in work in the coming weeks. This probably won't happen again so savour it my darlings!
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Chapter 46: Chapter Forty Six
Notes:
This chapter is purely self-indulgence at this point. Warnings are at the bottom.
Hope everyone enjoys!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hadrian stared at the pale stone wall for a long moment, his eyes skimming over the grooves and cracks as he took the chance to simply lay there on his stomach and breathe.
Unlike usual, there was no gradual awakening for him. No thoughts straining to be coherent passed the fog in his mind. No lingering heaviness. It was a seamless transition into consciousness, and Hadrian swore he could still feel the gentle, warm weight of the projection’s hand on his shoulder.
He blinked languidly, curling his fingers and toes curiously.
There was, surprisingly, no pain – physical or otherwise.
Hadrian marvelled at that, then at how quiet everything was. He felt settled, in a way he could not describe. He could not even recall the last time he had experienced such an overwhelming sense of calm.
For so long it was as if he had been caught in a whirlwind of extremes, pulled in every direction and desperate to just hold himself together.
Peace was a foreign notion.
But not an unwelcome one.
Hadrian closed his eyes as he turned his face to nestle into the pillow.
For the first time in months, he actually felt like he knew what he had to do. And strangely, the idea of confronting his mother – of telling her what he had decided – did not fill him with unease and self-hatred.
“I’m going to leave her,” he murmured to himself, voice muffled, pulse thundering in his ears. But just like in his dream, it was as if a weight had been lifted from his chest. “I am going to leave her.”
Hadrian breathed deeply, his chest expanding under the tight coil of bandages wrapped around it.
He felt reforged, somehow.
The idea of moving forward without his mother, without her constant presence shadowing his every move, was a daunting one. But Gods if he did not want.
He was tired of being someone’s puppet, of dancing on their string.
Hadrian raised his head.
There was no one around him, the room silent and the air stagnant, and so he felt no need to hide how he struggled as he attempted to sit up.
Hadrian grimaced, more from the pressure around his chest than the wounds on his back, as he gradually pulled his arms up from where they lay limp by his sides. He clenched his hands experimentally a few times to make sure there was no numbness.
Satisfied, he then slid his knees in and began to push himself upright. His arms trembled with the effort, weak after who knew how long without moving; but the ache in his chest eased as he carefully sat upright. Hadrian sighed in relief now that he no longer felt like he was being crushed.
He cast his gaze around the room he had been moved to, recognising the Hogwarts’ hospital wing from his last unpleasant stay in it.
The sky was still dark, leaving the room swathed in shadows – but the promise of daybreak was strong. Hadrian squinted at the window and wondered just how long he had been unconscious.
It had been night when he and Draco had been rescued, but there was no sign of the other boy here with him. Either Draco had been taken somewhere else due to the severity of his injuries, or more time had passed than Hadrian suspected, and the other had healed enough to leave already.
Neither option was particularly comforting.
Hadrian shifted, slipping his legs off the side of the bed, and brushed a hand through his hair to smooth out the tangles.
The thoughtless move tugged at the skin of his back. Hadrian hissed as a dull burn flared up in response, and he dropped his hand immediately.
The spark of pain had not been as intense as he would have thought from such a wound, which meant he was on some very good potions, or it had definitely been some time since the second task – long enough for his magic to replenish and boost his healing.
He leaned forward with care, cradling his head in his hands and mentally counting to thirty, measuring his breaths as he went.
The thought of his wounds brought the uncomfortable memories to the forefront of his mind. His eyes fluttered, and between one beat and the next, he heard the reverberating crack of those bones ring in his ears.
He bowed his head lower.
Hadrian had never killed a human before.
He had killed – animals for potions ingredients, the spiders, the redcaps – but he had never taken the life of another human. As much as it bothered him, as dirty as it made him feel, there was something profoundly different about killing creatures, and killing a human.
Maybe it was because they were the same species. Maybe it was because for all he was wary of werewolves, he had always been fascinated by them.
Maybe it was just having seen her shift to her human form, the sight of her, bloodied and bruised by Hadrian’s hand as she lay crumpled at the base of the tree, that got to him.
He closed his eyes.
A part of him did not know how to feel about it, despite the cool logic already seeping into his thoughts. The knowledge that if he had not attacked as he had, both he and Draco would have been killed, was a small comfort.
Another whisper told him that this was what he had been preparing for his whole life. He had always known that he would be a killer, that he had been raised for the sole purpose of facing Voldemort one day and striking him down.
But the reality of having blood on his hands was far more perturbing than he was prepared for.
Hadrian cupped his mouth in one hand, his other hanging between his knees.
He had had no choice, Hadrian assured himself, wrapping the thought around the prickling cluster of guilt in his gut and letting it begin to dissipate.
He stayed in place for some time, watching with detached interest as the hospital wing steadily began to lighten. He only looked up when he heard the murmur of voices reach him through the thick doors.
“–interest. But his wounds are severe, and the potions would not allow it. There’s no way the boy is awake.” One of the doors creaked open, a willowy woman entering with her head turned back to whoever she was talking to. There was a faint frown on her plain face, her brown hair mussed, and clothes dishevelled in a manner that spoke of hurried dressing.
Her soft green eyes moved to him and she came to a sudden stop in the entry. Surprise overtook her features, and Hadrian cautiously sat up from his hunched position. His eyes flicked behind her when a second figure appeared in the doorway, and he could not quite help the way his heart thudded at the sight of Riddle – glamoured in his Dark Lord persona.
Hadrian glanced back to the woman when she all but lunged at him, her wand flying up and casting a diagnostic charm at him before she even reached his bedside. The purple light washed over him but Hadrian barely twitched. His gaze had already latched back onto Riddle, watching as the man slid inside and gently closed the door behind him.
His face was so still, no hint of his true thoughts breeching his impeccable control – and not even his magic revealed what he was feeling.
Hadrian wanted to –
“When the bloody hell did you get up?” The woman asked, levelling her wand at his forehead. There was some tension around her eyes and mouth that could have either been from displeasure at his unexpected awakening, or the presence of the Dark Lord looming nearby. It was difficult to tell.
“I do not know,” Hadrian told her honestly, “sometime before sunrise.”
Her mouth twisted further as she half-turned to look behind her. “I…apologise for my doubt, my Lord. You were right.”
Riddle did not respond beyond a slight nod, his eyes still fixed on Hadrian, eerily placid.
The woman faced him, her unease folding neatly behind her professionalism. “You’ve been unconscious for two days,” she told him readily, seeing the question before he could voice it. “Predicted to be out for another, but I suppose you have a habit of exceeding people’s expectations, Mr. Evans.”
Despite the situation, despite the weight of Riddle’s attention, a wane smile crept onto his lips at her tone.
He looked to the side, considering what she had said. Two days was both surprising and not. He had been down longer from his match with the manticore, but it still felt like hardly any time had passed in his dreamscape.
“Seeing as you’re awake, we can have a proper examination of your back at least,” the woman said, twirling a finger to indicate she wanted him to move. “I’m Gracie Jones, by the way,” she added as an afterthought.
Hadrian nodded back as he shifted and raised his arm to give her access to the bandages. “A pleasure,” he replied drolly. He ignored the eyes drilling into him, glad that for the moment he was facing away from the man.
“I won’t sugar-coat this,” Jones warned as she started to peel the bandages back, “the wounds were deep, and the scarring will be extensive – there was nothing we could do about that. You and Mr. Malfoy are lucky, all things considered; you both got off lightly.”
Draco was in recovery, then.
“I know,” Hadrian replied. Werewolf wounds always scarred. “Will there be any side-effects?”
Jones’ shoulders were tight, but something in her was soothed the longer she worked. Her green eyes jumped to his briefly, before dropping back to what she was doing. “We won’t know until the next full moon, but if I had to hazard a guess, I’d say increased aggression, or at least fluctuating energy following the lunar cycle. Maybe a hankering for rare meat. The usual symptoms of a scratch.”
“No overpowering urge to howl?” He asked, somewhat dry, staring intently as the last few layers were unravelled.
Jones’ lips twitched, “No more than usual.”
Hadrian gave a small, relieved smile. It was good to know that there would be no earth-shattering consequences. He could handle the side-effects – it was the placement of the scars that concerned him more.
He could feel them even now, under the buffering presence of the potions. How the skin and muscles felt tender, how taunt it was to move. The fact that there was no damage to his spine was nothing short of miraculous.
The last of the bandages were removed, and Hadrian took his first unconstricted breath in days.
“Ah,” the healer muttered, sounding uncertain.
“What’s wrong?” He asked immediately, tilting his head to look over his shoulder. He caught Riddle’s eye for a second, before the man’s gaze lowered to stare at Hadrian’s back.
Jones hesitated for a moment, but when she finally did speak, her voice was tinged with shock. “Nothing. It’s just…the wounds are…healing nicely.” She paused, “They are further along than I was expecting.”
Hadrian looked at her, frowning at the odd expression on her face. “That can only be good, right?”
She cleared her throat, “Well, yes. It’s just unusual. I was thinking you might need about two months of treatment to get back to your previous level of manoeuvrability. But now…it might be closer to a month.” She studied him with curious eyes, “You must have an extraordinary amount of magic for your age, if it’s already begun targeting and reversing the damage like this.”
Hadrian did not respond to that.
She shook her head, “Regardless of that, I still need to tend to the wounds, which means you need this.” She waved her wand and a trolley came to a stop beside her. She picked something up, then held out it out to him. It looked like a band of leather.
Hadrian took it, casting a dubious glance back at her.
Jones bared her teeth playfully, almost completely at ease now. “Bite. I need to spread a salve over the scars, then rebandage them. It will hurt.”
“Why not just give me a potion to numb me?” He asked, twisting his wrist so that the band flopped around.
Jones snorted, “With all the potions we’ve been pumping into you? I’m not risking an overdose. You weren’t supposed to be awake for this, so now you have to deal with it.”
Hadrian switched his glare to her, but after a moment, he obediently placed the strip in his mouth and lightly sunk his teeth into it, testing the give. It was very soft, but thick enough that he would not grind straight through.
There was a whisper of noise off to the side while Jones was gathering her supplies, and Hadrian curiously glanced over.
He met Riddle’s eyes again, saw a glimmer of something hot in that red gaze and, inexplicably, he blushed.
It was awful, the rush of heat that burned through him, and from the way Riddle’s eyes dropped from his face to trace down his bare chest, Hadrian knew the redness had spread far lower than he was comfortable with.
He twisted away, half-mortified, half-intrigued, and quietly gnawed at the strip to dislodge the effects of Riddle’s attention on his bare skin.
Jones finally turned back to him, a large jar of soft blue paste in one hand, and a glove on the other. She scanned him critically, then nodded sharply. “Excellent. If you need a break just tap your thigh or the bed and we can stop.”
Hadrian breathed through his nose, eyes fixating on the trolley as Jones moved around behind him. He listened as she quietly pulled the stopper off the jar. “Get ready,” was all she said before something cold was being pressed into his back.
Hadrian twitched, then scrunched his nose as the cold swiftly turned scalding. His entire back lit up with pain as the salve was applied, the nerves there – already raw from the injuries themselves – were all but shrieking at him now.
Hadrian’s jaw snapped shut, teeth burying into the leather with a vengeance. He clenched his hands in the bedsheet, blinking through the gathering tears, trying to centre himself.
It was an eternity before she finished, her nimble fingers securing the fresh bandages with tape. Jones placed a comforting hand on his shoulder, her skin hot in comparison to his. He felt cold and feverish.
“There’s not much else to do,” she told him, sounding genuinely apologetic as she watched him tremble. “The salve will promote healing, and the potions should keep the pain down for now, but other than that we have to let things run their course.”
Hadrian nodded stiffly. He had known the second he had been struck that he would not just be walking it off. It had been a risk, jumping in between Draco and the werewolf, but he would not regret it.
Scars were proof of survival. They showed the world that he had survived, that he was strong. And his wounds meant something too – that he had saved someone, a friend. Though the marks would undoubtedly be thick, ugly things, winding from his shoulder to his opposite hip, Hadrian would carry them with pride.
Jones patted him on the shoulder once, likely sensing he was beginning to flag. “You should get some rest now. If the pain flares up, give me a shout, okay?”
He nodded.
Jones straightened, tugging off her used glove. She looked towards Riddle, expression creasing with indecision. “My Lord –”
Riddle raised a hand, and Jones cut herself off. The man did not bother to look her way as he gestured pointedly towards the hospital wing door.
Hadrian watched with hooded eyes as Jones’ shoulders dropped in defeat. She obeyed the command silently.
The door closed shut behind her with a sense of finality.
Hadrian debated the benefits of trying to put this conversation off, exhausted from the salve as he was; but quickly decided against it. Whatever Riddle had to say, it would be better to get it over and done with.
He moved, mindful of his back, and faced Riddle.
The man had discarded his glamour, his true, youthful features bleeding into existence. When Hadrian’s eyes landed on him, he stepped forward.
Each stride carried a predator’s weight, but even with the rising tide of the man’s volatile magic – bristling, boiling, there was the anger he had anticipated – Hadrian felt no fear.
Not when Riddle’s hand reached out to catch his jaw. Not even when those fingers tightened enough to leave bruises as they wrenched his head up.
Hadrian groaned as the skin on his back pulled at the rough handling, but he did not resist.
Riddle would not hurt him, not more than he already was. He was by no means a gentle man, but he would gain nothing from aggravating Hadrian’s injuries.
“You foolish, reckless, stupid little boy,” Riddle said, mild for all the way his hissing power choked the air. “I should have you skinned for your insolence.”
Hadrian did not baulk at the threat, and some distant part of him wondered just when he had grown used to Riddle’s particular brand of protectiveness. When had he started to feel safe under that burning gaze?
Riddle leaned closer to him, his other hand hovering over the bandaged shoulder like he wanted to reach out and rip.
“Are you incapable of keeping out of harm’s way?” The man whispered, words ghosting over Hadrian’s cheek. “Must you test my patience by hurling yourself headlong into danger? Is returning to me undamaged so completely outside your abilities?”
Riddle’s hand dropped down onto his shoulder and Hadrian jerked as pain bloomed under the forced effects of the potions. He reached up to grasp Riddle’s arms, squeezing in protect. The hold on his shoulder tightened in answer, long fingers digging in, and the strip in Hadrian’s mouth muffled the whine building in his throat.
He was shoved backwards.
The breath rushed out of him in a sharp huff, and Hadrian’s back thrummed with muted agony.
He glared up at Riddle.
Riddle glared back.
One of the man’s hands dropped onto his chest, applying just enough pressure to keep him still. Hadrian’s watched those fingers trace the edges of his bandages.
Enough of this, he thought.
Hadrian reached up to remove the leather strip, but before he could, Riddle caught his wrist and pinned it to the mattress. “I think that can stay where it is for now,” the man said lightly, “I rather like this look on you.”
Hadrian snarled, eyeing the slow growing amusement on Riddle’s face with irritation. The man’s earlier anger seemed to have all but vanished now that Hadrian was at his mercy.
Riddle watched him silently, then, without any warning, he was shifting closer.
Hadrian held still as Riddle braced a knee next to his thigh and threaded a hand through his hair. This was not what he had thought would happen.
“Look at you,” the Dark Lord said, hovering over him, eyes dark. “I came here prepared to punish you for endangering yourself. The moment I felt you awaken,” his hand slid down to clasp around Hadrian’s bare forearm – the mark there covered by a glamour, one that tasted too much like Riddle’s magic to have been cast by anyone else. “I wanted to carve out your throat. I wanted to tear those infuriating eyes from your skull for doing what you did.”
Riddle’s nails raked over Hadrian’s scalp in a way that made him want to quake. “And yet, seeing you here now…” The man sighed suddenly, lowering himself and brushing his lips along the underside of Hadrian’s jaw.
Hadrian’s breath hitched.
“I delight in you,” Riddle whispered against his skin, “you are the single most maddening thing in existence, and yet –” His lips skimmed over the rapidly beating pulse in Hadrian’s throat. “Watching you is like seeing music given form.”
Riddle tugged at his hair, easily pulling Hadrian’s head back and baring his neck more. Hadrian swallowed thickly, mind grappling, trying to pick apart what the man was saying.
Teeth scrapped down his neck, pausing to nip sharp enough to make Hadrian jerk, before trailing down to his collarbone. Riddle bit him again, like he wanted to draw blood, and a moan slipped out of Hadrian’s mouth before he could strangle it back. It sounded obscene in the relative silence of the hospital wing.
Riddle pulled the thin skin there in between his teeth, sucking lightly, and Hadrian knew there would be a mark left behind. Riddle released it, laving his tongue over the spot, then pulled away. His eyes roamed Hadrian’s flushed face, searching for something, before the leather was torn from his mouth, and he was being kissed.
Fuck it was better than he remembered.
Hadrian’s free hand flew up and buried itself in that dark hair, gripping frantically as he greedily chased Riddle’s tongue. A hand brushed down his side, gripping at his hip hard enough to hurt. Hadrian broke away to hiss, “Careful, you prick.”
Riddle smiled at him, his hand curling around the side of Hadrian’s neck, and he hooked his thumb into his mouth and pushed down. Hadrian barely had a second to contemplate biting before Riddle’s leg slid between his and ground down harshly.
Hadrian choked, unable to hold back the sharp gasp as he helplessly rocked his hips up into the movement. “You,” he said breathlessly, tongue dragging against the pad of Riddle’s thumb, “are such a bastard.”
Hadrian writhed in place, hating how hard he was from just this. It had been so long since he had done anything like this, since anyone had touched him. Too long, evidently, from how quickly he was being undone.
Hadrian did not know if it was simply the feel of someone pressing against him, or if it solely the fact that it was Riddle doing it that was driving him mad. But to himself, he could admit it.
He had wanted this for weeks.
It was what they had been building to, all this time. This little game they played – so many boundaries crossed already – each move adding more to the blazing fire between them. It had only been a matter of time, Hadrian knew. That kiss they had shared had haunted him, no matter how he tried to ignore it.
“You were glorious out there,” Riddle was murmuring, perched above him and watching with rapture as Hadrian shook beneath him. “Beautiful and fierce and demanding their attention. I couldn’t take my eyes off you.”
His gaze was bright, and Hadrian had to look away from the intensity there, unable to process what he saw deep in those eyes.
He gripped at Riddle’s shoulders, and the heat in his gut was only matched by the growing pain in his back. He tried to speak, but Riddle’s hand chose that moment to slip from his mouth and down between them, and Hadrian could not quieten the bone deep groan he let out when those clever fingers pressed against him through his pants.
Riddle’s soft laughter reached him, his chiding voice following a moment later, “Ah, ah, ah, Hadrian. Be a good boy now, we wouldn’t want to draw any attention, would we? It’s still early, but you never know who might be listening – Beauxbatons’ champion fraternising with the Dark Lord?” Riddle clicked his tongue, mocking as he almost flattened Hadrian under him. His hand never stopped moving against his cock. “Just imagine the scandal.”
The words sunk into his mind, igniting something inside him, and Hadrian snarled at the pure arrogance dripping from that mouth.
He surged upwards, but Riddle pinned him again and palmed Hadrian harder, movements more focussed now, like he could sense it. The man’s mouth found his once more, tongue slipping between Hadrian’s teeth and ran along the roof of his mouth.
Hadrian shuddered, gasped into Riddle’s mouth, then came.
He slumped back, and Riddle bit his lips one last time before pulling back, practically oozing satisfaction.
Hadrian stared at the ceiling, panting. “Oh my gods,” he mumbled, “what the fuck just happened?”
Riddle sat up, entirely unruffled, and Hadrian would be offended if not for the budding horror entrenching his mind. The man waved his hand, the mess cleaning itself.
“Do you truly want me to answer that?” He asked, sounding curious.
“No, I don’t want you to answer it!” Hadrian snapped, embarrassed. He sat up and flushed at the appreciative glance Riddle gave him. “What is wrong with you?”
“Many things, I’m sure people say,” Riddle replied, his lips curving into a smirk.
“I’m injured.” Hadrian hissed, “You can’t just –” He stopped himself, unable to actually say it. But he flapped his hand to try and emphasis his point.
Riddle cocked his head, intrigued. “Is that truly your only objection? That you are injured?”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes at the tone, “I have many objections to what just happened, Voldemort.” He spat, incensed.
A look of utter delight flashed across Riddle’s face. “Oh, Hadrian,” he breathed out, horribly amused in a way that only spelled danger, “did you forget already?”
He stepped back into Hadrian’s space like he belonged there, his hands on either side of him, faces inches apart. “I can feel your emotions.”
Hadrian scowled at the reminder, fixing Riddle with a brutal look. The man merely smiled.
“You can glare all you want. We both know you’re not nearly as upset as you’re pretending. I could feel your want, Hadrian. If you had, for even a moment, felt anything other than desire, do you honestly think I would have continued?” He did not wait for an answer, did not seem to care much for it.
“But you know what’s even better?” Riddle asked, leaning right in, his lips against the shell of his ear. Hadrian’s eyes almost slipped closed. “It’s that I can still feel it.”
“Get out,” Hadrian said, unable to deny his words and loathing it.
Riddle pressed a feather-light kiss to his cheek before standing, no doubt pleased at his victory. “Get well soon, Hadrian.”
The man walked towards the door, his disguise melting back into place as he went.
Hadrian watched him leave, something dark and vicious snarling in his chest.
“I’m going to break you.” He swore.
OoO
There was something bothering Hadrian.
Raina watched him closely from the corner of her eyes as he spoke to the healer one last time. He was dressed in his uniform, sans jacket, which she had looped over her arms.
It could be any number of things, goodness knew he had enough problems to pick from. But while others might suspect it to be related to the second task, or even his stay in the hospital wing – Raina was not convinced.
Hadrian was agitated, but he also looked pensive in a way that made her skin prickle with warning. There was a restlessness to him that she had not seen before, a sharpness to his eyes that was borderline feral.
Lingering effects from the scratches, she might be tempted to suspect, if she did not know him so well.
Whatever it was that was preoccupying him, she prayed it came to a quick resolution.
Hadrian nodded to the healer, the woman barely able to look at him for longer than a second, before he was heading towards her.
Raina held out his jacket, helping Hadrian put it on so that he did not put any pressure on his injuries. She placed a hand on his arm and gave him a small smile. “It is good to see you,” she told him warmly, “everyone was worried.”
Hadrian made a vague noise, distracted.
Raina frowned lightly, following as Hadrian made for the doors and out into the hallway. “Are we heading back to the carriage?” She asked, watching him. “Everyone is eager to see you again, and there’s some matters to discuss. About the tournament.”
“What about it?” He asked, strolling down the staircase. It was the afternoon, classes for the day already finished, but the halls were still filled with students and everyone they passed stared at Hadrian in bewilderment or fear. Seeing as no one had been allowed to visit him since he had been taken into the hospital wing, it was not surprising. Even after he had woken, only the healer had been permitted inside to speak to him.
He did not seem to notice the reactions.
Raina hesitated, wondering how to voice her answers. She chose the lightest topic. “There is your placing, for one.”
Hadrian glanced at her; eyebrows raised in query.
She cleared her throat, mindful to keep her voice lowered. “Well, everyone is up in arms about what happened, and the judges were trying to figure out how to rank the three of you, seeing as both you and Malfoy dropped out. But Kaiser,” here, Raina grimaced in distaste, “her actions were seen as contentious, and counter to the spirit of the tournament.”
Hadrian snorted, “It is a death grudge match between children,” he said with a grim little smile, “I would say she embodied the spirit of the tournament quite well.”
Despite the black humour, Raina felt some of her tension slip away. There was no overwhelming rage in Hadrian, no fiery wrath waiting to spring loose. He seemed more amused by Kaiser’s attempts to kill him then anything.
“Regardless,” Raina continued, “she angered a lot of people, including her own country. There was talk of taking her points away from her because of it.”
“And I take it by your wording that that did not happen?”
Raina sighed, still upset by the decision. “No. Since she technically did not break any rules, she was allowed to keep them. She’s currently in the lead. It is Malfoy and yourself that are causing the most division.”
Hadrian reached out and opened the door for her, the one that took them into the grand staircase. The Ravenclaw boy on the other side flinched back when he caught sight of Hadrian, practically hurling himself to the side as Raina stepped through. Hadrian absently reached out and grabbed the boy’s sleeve to steady him, stopping him from tumbling off the platform.
Raina hid her smile in her hand.
“How so?” Hadrian asked, and she could tell from his tone that he was finally paying their conversation his full attention. Whatever had been on his mind previously had been put aside for now.
“They cannot come to an agreement on which of you is in second place. Where you were laying when they came to collect you, from what I understand, Malfoy was closer to the end point – some are arguing that that means he should be in second.”
The noise Hadrian made was noncommittal, and nothing on his face gave away what he thought of that. They headed down to the ground floor, and Raina was glad that her classmates had decided to stay within the carriage while she collected Hadrian. Crowding him while he was fresh out of the hospital wing would not have been a good idea.
“However, there are several people opposing that decision – Malfoy, chiefly among them.”
Hadrian actually stopped, his surprise plainly visible. “What?”
Raina smiled, “Malfoy is denying their attempts. He’s refused second place. You are six points behind Kaiser, he is two and a half points behind you.”
Hadrian frowned. “Draco refused?”
Raina hummed in agreement, enjoying the genuine shock. “He was quite adamant, I heard he even got into an argument with his father about it. But it’s done. Now all you need to do is beat Kaiser in the third task.”
Hadrian grimaced, “I will deal with her later,” he said dismissively. “I have more important things to handle right now.”
They continued walking, bursting out into the sunlight. Raina hurried after him, “What do you mean?”
Hadrian expression darkened for a moment, “For one, I need to punch Riddle in the throat.”
Raina’s eyes popped wide at the venomous words. She reached out and grabbed Hadrian, pulling him around to face her. “What happened?” She demanded, concern heavy in her heart.
He shook his head, firm but not outright rejecting her. “Not now, I will tell you later. We might need to hurry our preparations for that ritual you had in mind though.” Hadrian’s eyes were sparking with untold amounts of violence now. He leaned closer and whispered, “I want to make him bleed.”
Raina struggled not to stutter in the face of his anger. Riddle must have done something remarkably bad if it was pushing Hadrian to speed up the ritual. Something caught her eye, she glanced down at where Hadrian’s collar had shifted. The vivid mark stood out on his pale skin, and Raina very carefully did not react at the implication of it.
She looked at Hadrian instead, at the anger – no humiliation, no desire to claw out of his skin, no hint of violation in his eyes – and told herself to not push. He would tell her when he was ready.
She flattened her hand against his chest, taking a breath as she considered his words.
The idea of going up against the Dark Lord did not make her nervous. She would, she knew, quite happily kill for Hadrian. Waging a war with him against the greatest Dark magic user in recorded history was more exhilarating than terrifying.
“When?”
Hadrian paused, thinking. “Sunday,” he said, “we can do it Sunday. There is something I need to do tonight, and tomorrow we can tell Claire everything. But the day after…Will you be ready by then?”
“Of course,” Raina said, already mentally shifting her schedule around. She had most of the ingredients at hand and had already scoped out a perfectly serviceable area to preform it. They would need to give Claire time to process as well, but hopefully with Raina already there and aware, it would be easier for her to come to terms with everything.
Claire loved Hadrian as a brother. She had been his friend longer than any of them. She would be hurt, but she would accept him, of that Raina was certain.
They came up to the carriage and Raina, thoughts still swirling, almost missed sudden clamour as Hadrian entered the common room. She looked up in time to see Claire carefully sinking into Hadrian’s chest, holding onto his arms rather than risking touching his back or shoulders.
The rest of their classmates surged forward, voices overlapping as the relief and excitement permeated the air. Hadrian accepted their cheer and gentle touches with grace and a soft smile, letting himself be swept into the merriment.
Raina stayed back, watching him be passed around with good humour, Claire, Albert and Jacob forming a loose circle to protect him from being jostled too much in the chaos.
She loosely wrapped her arms around herself, chest full of warmth at the scene they all made.
Truly, Hadrian was so easy to love. He was one of the rare few who just drew people in, effortlessly, like the moon did the sea.
The chatter tapered off when Madame Maxime entered the common area, her towering figure commanding their attention as always. Behind her, Raina spotted the minister, who was looking exceptionally pleased.
“Hadrian,” she called, moving forward to greet him. “I am glad to see you well. And I cannot commend you enough for your actions in the second task. You showed your exemplary nature, and are a credit to your school, and to France.”
Hadrian bowed as low as his injuries allowed, and anyone could see that he was honoured by Lécuyer’s words.
“Thank you, Minister.” He said as he straightened.
Lécuyer smiled, pulling something from her robes. “And this, I believe, belongs to you. Try not to lose it next time, yes?”
Hadrian’s eyes lit up when they landed on his wand, and he took it back with a reverence that should be embarrassing to witness but was somehow merely charming. “You got it back,” he murmured.
“Of course,” Lécuyer said lightly, “it is yours.” She smoothed out the creases in her overcoat, “Now, I am afraid I must return to France, but I shall be back next week. I would like to speak to you then, if that is acceptable.”
Hadrian ducked into another bow, “Just set the time, Minister.”
Lécuyer nodded back, “Olympe, would you mind escorting me to the castle?”
The headmistress brushed passed them, stopping briefly to card an affectionate hand through Hadrian’s hair – such a familiar touch, Raina had never seen her tactile – before following the minister outside.
Hadrian watched them leave with a smile.
OoO
It was late, the sun just beginning to dip below the horizon, when Hadrian spoke for the first time in over an hour.
“Darling,” he said quietly.
Raina immediately gave him her full attention. She shut the book in her hands and met his eyes curiously. “Walk with me?”
He held out a hand, and though she raised an eyebrow, Raina took his offer and allowed him to help her to her feet. Hadrian tucked her hand into his elbow and escorted her towards the door of the carriage.
Like they had since he had first come back from the hospital wing, numerous eyes locked on and followed his steps. No one asked where they were going, and Hadrian could not even summon exasperation at his classmates’ obsessive need to check on him.
After he had returned, after the buzz had died down and they had all returned to their homework and study, he had retreated to the corner to think, just basking in the presence of his friends. But now he had something to do.
He and Raina left, and Hadrian led them towards where the unused quidditch pitch sat, still and reticent in the distance.
They walked in silence for a long while, and Hadrian appreciated her patience. The quiet between them was peaceful, kind, and he would forever be grateful for this girl being in his life.
Finally, once they were a good distance away, he turned to her. “I was wondering if your offer was still open,” he began, choosing his words carefully. Raina’s eyes flicked to him. Hadrian clarified, “To stay at your home.”
He looked away so he did not have to watch the realisation steal across her face. It was difficult enough to feel how her hand flexed around his arm.
“Have you told her?”
He shook his head. “No. I wanted to check with you first, to make sure I had a plan in place before I did anything.”
Raina’s hand moved to grasp his, squeezing. “You will always have the option, Hadrian. For however long you wish, my home is open to you.”
He closed his eyes and pressed a kiss to her forehead, “Thank you.”
She swayed into him, “When will you tell her?”
Hadrian sighed, “I did say that I had something to do tonight. I want to get it over with. I…I just want it done.”
“Alright,” she agreed, “would you like company?”
He wrapped an arm around her shoulders and felt his heart bubble with love for her. “I would never ask that of you. I do not want to drag you into this more than you already are.”
Raina laughed softly, stepping back and grinning at him. She cupped his cheek. “You are not asking, I am offering. I want to be there, just in case.”
Hadrian’s eyes crinkled as he returned her smile. “Okay,” he whispered.
OoO
Sirius looked up when there was a knock at the door.
He frowned, glancing warily at Lily. She was still staring at the wall, the same confused furrow between her brows as had been there all day – ever since she had been turned away from the hospital wing after Hadrian had woken up.
She did not seem to hear the noise.
He stood up from the seat opposite her and headed to the door, checking to make sure his disguise was in place. Even though Voldemort and some of his followers were aware of his identity, Sirius was not going to take any chances. He still had a bounty on his head, after all, and was lucky enough that the Dark Lord did not seem interested in collecting it at the moment.
He pulled the door open and stopped short at the sight of Hadrian standing before him. Sirius blinked rapidly, joy burning through him at seeing the boy up and walking already. “Hadrian,” he breathed out.
“Parrain,” Hadrian greeted politely, “may we come in?”
It was then that he noticed the girl beside him. She was the same height as Hadrian, maybe a little taller, with dark hair and eyes and a firm set to her mouth. She was beautiful, dressed in her Beauxbatons uniform, but Sirius could not recall her name. He had seen her around Hadrian many times, but beyond that he knew next to nothing.
Which made her presence here all the more suspicious. Especially if Hadrian was openly declaring their connection in front of her.
Sirius’ stomach twisted uneasily.
He stepped aside numbly, watching the two students enter. He closed the door behind them and stared at the wood for a long moment.
This was not going to end well.
“Hadrian?”
Sirius clamped his eyes closed at Lily’s voice. He spun around just in time to see Hadrian purposefully, painfully, refuse Lily’s hug. The boy stepped back, and the girl beside him had an expression of steel as she stared down Hadrian’s mother.
“We need to talk,” Hadrian said calmly, and in that moment, he looked so much like James that Sirius felt sick. “I need to talk, and I need you to listen.”
Lily faltered, hearing the threat in his words. “We can talk privately,” she said, gesturing at the girl pointedly.
“Raina stays,” Hadrian told them, squaring his shoulders. “Nothing I say here will be a surprise to her.”
Comprehension flew through Lily’s eyes, and she frowned in disappointment.
Don’t, Sirius thought with a wince, don’t do it.
“Hadrian, tell me you didn’t.”
He lifted his chin, “I did. I needed someone I could trust, seeing as you no longer made the cut.”
It was biting, and Lily flinched back from the attack. Sirius could feel the storm brewing in the air and he desperately wished to be somewhere – anywhere – else then in this room, about to watch Hadrian break his mother’s heart.
She broke his first, a voice murmured along the edges of his mind, hauntingly familiar. An eye for an eye, and all that.
“I –”
“Stop.” Hadrian cut her off, no softness in his countenance. “For once in your life listen to me.”
Lily fell silent.
Hadrian took a breath, and Sirius caught how the girl – Raina – curled her hand comfortingly around Hadrian’s. The silent support bolstered the boy. When he spoke, it was steady.
“All my life you pushed me to do better, to be better, to climb and lie and do whatever I had to just to succeed. And I was fine with that, because I thought that was – not normal, but our normal. We had enemies, we were being hunted, it made sense. You did that to protect us, and I am grateful for that. For the things you sacrificed to keep me safe. But that was not all you did.”
Hadrian’s eyes were fixed on his mother, cold as winter. “You manipulated me. You hurt me. You twisted me up to suit your interests, and whenever I faltered, whenever I made mistakes, you condemned me for it – treated me like I was worthless. You tore me down in so many different ways, and I never questioned it because you are my mother, and I love you.”
Here, Hadrian paused, swallowing, his mask beginning to crack.
“Love isn’t everything though,” he continued, voice wavering, “especially when the person you love doesn’t love you back.”
Lily broke. She took a frantic step forward, hands reaching, but once more Hadrian backed away. “I do love you; I do. I swear I do. Harry, please –”
“My name is Hadrian.”
It was said quietly, barely audible, but it swept Lily’s legs out from under her. She froze.
Hadrian stared at her, bitterness starting to peek through. “Love isn’t everything,” he repeated, “not when it is like ours. We are not good for each other; I don’t think we ever were. I was always a weapon in your eyes. Your golden ticket to getting revenge. I don’t know when you stopped caring about me, if you ever did.”
“Hadrian, please,” Lily begged, learning, but it was too late. “I know I made mistakes, I know I treated you terribly. I never should have done it, any of it, but it was a mistake.”
He tilted his head, considering. “So your mistakes should be forgiven, but mine are stains against my soul?”
Anger finally burst free of Lily, and Sirius closed his eyes. “You’re fucking the man who murdered your father!” She almost screamed, tears spilling down her face.
Hadrian ignored her accusation, ruthlessly cutting right to the bone. “I don’t have a father.”
Sirius forced himself to look at him. He and Raina no longer registered in Hadrian’s mind. His own torrential temper ripped loose, suffocating the room. “I don’t know James Potter, I don’t remember him, and I certainly don’t love him. He is a ghost to me, a name and a face from a faded picture that you never even let me touch. How can he possibly be my father?”
“He loved you!” Lily hissed, her arms closing around herself as she trembled.
“He is dead,” Hadrian snapped, “anything he felt ceased to matter the second his body hit the ground.”
Lily’s eyes widened, her face turning ashen. “Shut up,” she croaked.
“No. This is the first honest, equal conversation we have ever had. You have never seen me, you never listened to me, so you will now. I am done.” He swept a hand through the air, drawing a line between them. “We are through. I am never going back with you. After this tournament is finished, I am leaving. I am tired of your games, tired of your manipulations and tired of your incessant need to grind me into the ground. From this point on I will do things the way I want to do them and be who I want to be. Your ‘war’?” His tone was derisive and mocking. “I want no part in it anymore. Fight your own fucking battles.”
In the thick silence, Raina stepped forward. She had been silent up until now, content to merely watch. Now, she placed her hand on his forearm. “Hadrian,” she murmured, gentle and yet fiercely proud.
He released a breath, eyes fluttering closed. He collected himself, pulling all the jagged pieces back together. When he opened his eyes, the icy calm was back. “Let’s go,” he muttered, staring blankly at his mother. Her quiet tears did not move him.
Together, Hadrian and Raina turned away and headed for the door. He stopped briefly next to Sirius, casting him an assessing look. There was no guilt or shame in him, and Sirius, with memories of his own arguments with his mother dancing at the forefront of his mind, could only give the boy a short nod.
There would be no opposition from him, not in this.
They were fools for ever thinking they had the right to drag Hadrian into this mess.
He waited until the two left, then cautiously approached Lily. She had crumpled to her knees, sobbing uncontrollably as she tried to hold herself together.
He knelt next to her, gently enfolding his arms around her and drawing her into his chest.
It was the worst thing, he thought bleakly, to be caught between two people you loved.
Notes:
Warnings: Minor sexual content, not dub-con or anything, but Riddle probably could have picked a better time. Hadrian and Lily break off from each other.
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Chapter 47: Chapter Forty Seven
Notes:
Lololol long weekend has been productive for me! Thanks for all the comments/kudos guys - I appreciate it!
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Chapter Text
Raina watched Hadrian on Saturday morning over breakfast.
Her cup of coffee was warm in her hands, and the lingering taste of bacon sat heavy on her tongue as she idly listened to their classmates’ chatter.
Hadrian had been receiving intense looks all morning, his recovery the most interesting piece of gossip the masses had to gnaw at lately, and he had appeared utterly unruffled by the whispers and pointed stares as he had eaten his toast.
But Raina cared little for that. Hadrian was used to being a source of hearsay, and though his feats had only grown more extravagant since coming to Britain, he had developed a thick skin to the opinions of others. What concerned her was the distance in him, the faint dark lines under his eyes that spoke of poor sleep.
Hadrian had been quiet when they had left his mother last night, and though Raina had offered, he had declined to speak about the confrontation. She had not pushed him at the time, but now she wondered if she should have. It had not been an easy conversation to have, and while Raina knew that the level of emotional trauma that he had endured would take time to overcome – that the hooks his mother had sunk into him would bleed long after they had been removed – the part of her that was used to viewing Hadrian as indestructible was disquieted.
It was selfish of her to have those expectation. Hadrian was as human as she was, and just as entitled to his moments of weakness. More so, really, considering what he was going through.
She looked at him with a concerned frown, eyes catching the absent rubbing he was doing to his covered forearm. He did that more often lately, she noticed. An unconscious habit slowly being ingrained into his life. It made her insides crawl with the knowledge that someone had looked at her friend and thought to lay claim to him in such a way. That that person was the Dark Lord only infuriated her more.
Voldemort – Tom Riddle, whatever he wanted to be called – took far too many liberties in Raina’s opinion. She would look forward to showing the man that Hadrian was not some prize to be won, nor was he someone to be underestimated.
She recalled the words he had whispered to her last night before slipping into his room.
“I will not exchange one kind of servitude for another.”
It gave her hope.
She drained the last of her coffee and placed her cup on the table, next to her empty plate. Her eyes rose, meeting Hadrian’s. She nodded.
“Claire,” Raina turned to her blonde friend, “I was wondering if you could lend me a hand with something today. It’s rather important.”
Claire blinked at her, head tilting just slightly in concern. “Of course, Raina. When?”
“Now, if that is alright?” Raina pushed to her feet, looking down at the other patiently. Claire swiftly stood, hands smoothing the wrinkles out from her black skirt. She wrapped her brilliant red scarf around her next, bracing for the day’s chill as they left the relative warmth of the Great Hall.
As they reached the door, Raina glanced back over her shoulder to see Hadrian slowly wiping his hands on his napkin, preparing to follow them at a more sedate pace. They had decided earlier where it would be best to confide in Claire, and he would meet them in the chosen location.
The carriage was far too public, with their peers walking freely in and out, and the chances of being interrupted were too high at this time of day. Claire would need quiet to process the truth, and fortunately Hogwarts had an abundance of empty hallways and rooms that were easily warded for privacy.
Raina led the way, keeping her composure despite how her gut squirmed with nerves. Was this how Hadrian had felt when he had revealed the truth to her? This same intense paranoia?
It was ridiculous, she knew. Claire was hardly going to reject Hadrian because of his secrets – but Raina could not help the small prickle of unease that ate at her. She would be upset, certainly, but after she had had time to think and understand, she would accept Hadrian.
And if she does not, Raina thought, there is always oblivate.
It was not something she considered lightly. Claire was her dearest friend, and she loved her. The idea of taking her memories, of tampering with her mind in any way, was revolting. But Hadrian was more, and Raina had sworn to protect him. They could find another way to complete the ritual if Claire would not – could not – help.
Raina prayed it would not come to that.
She opened the door to the abandoned room, gesturing for her friend to enter. Claire, trusting and kind, did so without question. Raina felt despicable, even though nothing had happened yet.
“So,” Claire asked, trailing on of her hands along the dusty surface of a desk, “when is Hadrian joining us?”
Raina startled, and her friend smiled in fond amusement. “You two are not as mysterious as you think you are. I’ve known there was something going on for a while now. I imagine this is your attempt to bring me into whatever secrets you have been keeping?”
A wry smile pulled at her lips. Too often people forgot just how perceptive Claire could be, and Raina felt like a fool for being counted among them. “Yes,” she said, folding her hands in front of her, “there is a lot we must discuss with you.”
There was a knock at the door then, and Hadrian slipped inside. He locked the door, then distractedly waved his wand over it and the wall. A shimmer appeared, the privacy charms settling into place, and Raina admired the display of casual mastery. He truly was an amazing wizard.
Hadrian put his wand away, his green eyes darting between the two of them in silent askance.
“She knows we have something to tell her,” Raina informed him promptly, “we are not particularly sneaky, apparently.”
Hadrian tipped his head back in thought, made a noncommittal noise in the back of his throat, before shrugging. “If anyone would clue onto it, it would be Claire.” Was all he said.
The other girl watched their interaction with curious eyes, “Are you two together, then?” She asked bluntly.
Raina’s eyes widened slightly and by the door, Hadrian raised his eyebrows. “What?” They said in unison, two vastly different tones.
Claire waved a finger between them, “Are you courting? You have been awfully close since Yule.”
“No!” Raina exclaimed, flustered at the suggestion.
Hadrian turned his gaze to her, almost offended at her vehemence. “No, Claire. Raina and I aren’t together.”
Oddly, their friend seemed disappointed. “Well, what is it then?”
The levity Raina had not even realised was in the air, abruptly vanished. Hadrian grew solemn, shoulders tensing in preparation. Claire reacted to the change subtly, her eyes becoming cool and stern as she faced Hadrian.
After a moment, Hadrian released a harsh sigh. “There is no easy way to go about this, so I will just come out and say it. My name is not actually Hadrian Evans, I was born Harry Potter, halfblood son to James and Lily Potter. My parents were part of an organisation known as the Order of the Phoenix, under the command of Albus Dumbledore, and they directly opposed Voldemort before he came into power. When I was born, we went into hiding, but were betrayed. Our location was given to Voldemort, and on Samhain night he came to our house and killed my father. My mother fled with me to France, where we took on new identities and have been living ever since.”
He paused; gaze fixed just off to the right of Claire.
“My mother and I planned for me to become the French Minister and come after Voldemort with the backing of a whole country – but then the tournament was announced, and so much started to go wrong. I was named champion because of Jacob, then after the first task Voldemort entered my mind and discovered the truth of who I was. But instead of killing me as we both feared, he grew interested in me. During the Yule holidays he abducted my mother and cursed her, using that as leverage to mark me.” Here, Hadrian pulled up the sleeve of his shirt, the glamour removed so that the dark lines were visible on his pale skin.
“I had a fight with my mother and went to Raina for help, and told her the truth of everything. We discovered what the mark is meant to do, and now Raina and I plan to use a ritual tomorrow night to alter my mark to allow me more influence.” He stopped, swallowing, eyes moving listlessly, unable to meet either of their eyes. “That is pretty much everything.”
It very much was not. He had clearly practiced that delivery, for it was far more regimented and shorter than when he had revealed things to Raina. She held her tongue though, turning to watch Claire.
The other’s eyes had been wide throughout Hadrian’s story, but now her reaction was firmly under control. It was difficult to read her, and beyond the slightly pale wash to her skin, she appeared unaffected by the confession.
“I see.” Claire said, voice even, if a little high. She was staring at Hadrian, far more intently than she ever had before. Raina’s hands clenched, resisting the urge to bite into her lip as she watched Claire clear her throat. “I – may I have a moment?” She asked, one hand curling defensively in front of her stomach.
Hadrian nodded, looking almost grateful for the chance to leave. He closed the door behind him, the wards still in place.
“I meant alone,” Claire mumbled, head turned away.
“I know,” Raina said, just as softly, “but as someone who recently went through this, I thought you might want to talk.” Her friend remained silent, so Raina continued. “It is a lot to take in – a lot to come to terms with.”
Still nothing.
“Is it the lies –”
“I have always known that Hadrian was a liar, Raina.” Claire cut her off, “He was always secretive. I am not surprised to find out he was hiding something, merely the depth of it all.” She reached up and brushed some of her hair behind her ear. “Suddenly so much about him makes sense. The way he always kept us at arm’s length, for all he liked us. His mother, the way she acted whenever I saw her. His drive – always working, pushing himself to be the best.”
She looked at Raina, eyes clear. “I always knew he was lying – but it still hurts. Isn’t that funny? Knowing something, and knowing it are two very different things.”
Claire leaned backwards, pressing her weight against one of the desks and staring at the ground. “Why did the Dark Lord go after his family?”
“There was a prophecy,” Raina said, “that said Hadrian could vanquish Voldemort one day.”
“Prophecies are subjective,” Claire replied absentmindedly.
“They are,” Raina said, watching closely. “You are upset.”
The laugh Claire let out was edging towards hysterical. “Upset? I don’t even know what to feel. I am hurt, I am mad, furious – that he did not trust me earlier, that he has told me at all. I want to punch him.”
Raina stepped up to her, standing directly before her and waiting until her friend looked up at her. It was not fair, Raina knew, for them to drag Claire into this. She had not asked for any of this, was not involved in this mess. If Raina were a better person, perhaps she would have objected more.
But she never claimed to be anything but what she was.
She reached out and framed Claire’s face with her hands. Meeting her eyes.
“You can be mad. You can be hurt. You can rage and scream and cry if you want. But you cannot hate him, Claire. Not more than he hates himself.”
Distress set in, carving deep lines onto Claire’s gentle face. Tears beaded the corners of her eyes. “Why did he tell me?” She asked, small and miserable.
“Because he trusts you,” Raina told her, “because he needs our help, and he is sick of lying to the people he cares about. Because he is in the middle of a game with a very powerful man, and he is losing.”
Claire sniffled, curling into Raina’s hands. “What does the Dark Lord even want with him?”
Raina pulled her into a hug, running a hand through her hair comfortingly. “I don’t know. I thought I did, but whatever is happening between them is not simple or easily defined. I don’t think they even know what they want.”
Her friend slumped into her, sighing. “That sounds like Hadrian,” she mused tiredly. “Dammit all, I am going to regret this, aren’t I?”
Raina smiled, pleased. “Have you ever regretted Hadrian, Claire?”
“No,” she answered, rueful, “no I don’t think I have.”
They pulled away and shared a commiserating look. “He’s probably wearing a hole in the floor out there,” Raina said, “let’s get him back in, you can call him an idiot, and then we can tell you how we plan to pull a fast one on the most dangerous man alive.”
“Oh joy,” Claire deadpanned, her eyes bright, “at least it won’t be boring.”
OoO
The next night, Hadrian opened the door to his room and ushered the two girls inside. Raina moved right passed him, arms laden with items. Claire took a moment to pat him on the arm, giving him a tiny smile.
Whatever Raina had said to her yesterday had done wonders. While Claire had made it clear that she was still upset with him, her acceptance had otherwise been wholehearted. The relief Hadrian felt when she had wrapped him in a hug had nearly driven him to tears.
Having the two of them here, now, helping him with something of this magnitude left him in perpetual awe. He did not know what he had done to earn such loyalty, but he knew he would spend the rest of his life trying to be worthy of it.
Once they were both in, Hadrian locked the door and raised the most powerful wards he could, pushing his magic into the walls and until he could feel them snap into place. They would need every one of them tonight if this ritual was as strong as he suspected.
Task complete, Hadrian turned to see Claire and Raina already getting prepared.
He had cleared the area earlier, furniture shoved to the sides or shrunk, and the plush carpet pulled back to reveal the polished wood floor beneath. Now that they were all here, they could begin.
Hadrian held out his hand and a piece of chalk sipped across the room into his palm. He waved Raina and Claire away from the empty space and set to drawing the runic circle on the floor. Each stroke left a thick white line behind; bold and confident. His mind settled into a warm haze as he drew symbol after symbol from memory. Already he could feel the magic building in the air.
As he worked, Claire went about placing the candles in the correct spots, unlit for now.
Raina stood by the desk, her back to them and book open before her as she carefully poured the purified water into the ceremonial bowl. She picked up a vial, tapping three star anises into her palm, before grinding them with a mortar and pestle. The quiet scraps were the only sound in the room. Once done, she sprinkled the fine powder into the water and stirred it several times. Finally, she dropped a single bay leaf into the bowl.
Hadrian sat back on his haunches, dusting his hands on his pants as he ran his eyes critically over the large white circle. He looked up when Raina came to a stop beside him, bowl held in her hands and book hovering placidly next to her. Her eyes were glinting with excitement, and Hadrian knew that she too could sense the brewing magic in the air. This ritual was a Dark one, calling on natural magic as they were, and he and Raina would feel its aftereffects for a good while. Claire, Light-inclined as she was, would likely feel it worse, working against her natural alignment.
He looked between the two of them, checking one last time that they were willing. Raina smiled, her hair curling around her face, dark and loose and wild; Claire met his eyes for a long moment, her hair appeared more frazzled, pieces sticking up with static – but she nodded firmly.
They all knew their parts.
Assured, Hadrian stood and summoned his lector blade. It had been under a stasis spell this entire time, keeping the blood relatively fresh.
Hadrian stared at it, mind flowing back to the moment he had split Riddle’s skin, remembering the heady sensation that had rocked through him at the sight of that bared and bleeding throat.
He took a steadying breath, then held the blade out to Raina. With a hushed sigh, she moved the bowl underneath it.
“Ad liquidum,” Hadrian murmured, and as they watched, the dried red flakes began to glisten as it returned to its original state. Hadrian shuddered, eyes caught on the three drops of blood that fell into the bowl, turning the concoction a brutal red. He wondered if Riddle could feel it.
He handed the blade off to Claire, who placed it reverently on his desk. Hadrian stepped into the circle. The ring of candles lit, the flames blue.
Instantly, his skin broke out into goose bumps.
He sat down in the centre, legs crossing comfortably, and took the bowl from Raina as she offered it. She held his gaze for a minute, shadows dancing over her sharp features, then turned to the book.
This was it.
“Dirigo.” Raina said, voice a whisper. The flames flickered in response.
“Libra.” Claire said with a slight tremor. The air grew heavy.
“Volo non fugia.” Hadrian brought the bowl to his lips, closed his eyes, and drank.
His last coherent thought was that it tasted like liquorice.
The bowl slipped from his fingers, clattering to the floor as he slumped over.
Raina began to chant.
The world around him grew dark, and for one endless moment, Hadrian was lost in the swell of magic. It was all around him, teasing along his own – playful and ferocious and wanting. It was everything and nothing, all-consuming and bereft, cold and blistering. Before he could drown under the weight of it, something warm enveloped him. It reminded him of bells, bright and innocent and reminiscent of days spent lounging on the grass with the sun high above him.
Claire.
Hadrian breathed, letting her presence act as a buffer between him and the enticing force of the natural magic. Claire would protect him. Claire would not let anything happen to him.
With her gentle guidance, Hadrian turned his attention inwards, focussing on his own magic – and on the splinter that did not belong.
He flowed around it, this fissure of darkness staining his magic and the thin line branching off from it. Leading, he knew, to Riddle. The thought of the man had the splinter shivering in delight, a faint glow pulsating around it.
Hadrian drew closer.
He had thought he would be disgusted by the proof of Riddle’s claim on him, that he would be angry or disturbed by how deep it had burrowed already. But instead, he was oddly amused at the sight. Amused and eager to take this bound and twist it.
Without hesitation, Hadrian swarmed the splinter, seizing it. He felt the thrum of power it emitted burning hot against his own, painful in the best way. He followed the stream of it out of his magic, all the way back to the tsunami it originated from.
The connection vibrated in his hold, humming with curiosity. When he began to push his will into it, it fought, rebelling the changes he sought to bring – but Hadrian was stronger. He took the link between them, not breaking it but weaving it into a different pattern. Coaxing a new purpose, making the channel two-ways; something that answered to him, as well as Riddle.
The link trembled, before suddenly surrendering. The moment the new connection settled into place, Hadrian felt vicious satisfaction surge through him. He had done it, and –
Emotions slammed into him, bright and overpowering and everywhere.
Hadrian reared back, and through the vortex tearing into him, he felt his back hit the cold floor. He could hear and feel Claire calling for him, but he could not answer.
Riddle.
He could feel him.
Pride and power and passion scorched through him, a thousand needles piercing his skin, ashes and dust on his tongue, and something else, something more found a home in his chest. A scream clawed its way into his throat.
It was too much – he was too much. Hadrian, he could not, he –
Everything went quiet.
When he blinked back into awareness, it was to see Claire kneeling over him, her face troubled. The room was dark, and the faint scent of iron hung in the air.
He groaned, shifting on the ground. His head felt stuffed with cotton.
“Hadrian!” Claire gasped, reaching for him, fingers smoothing back his sweat-damp hair. “Oh, Gods. Hadrian, you’re okay. Just stay still.”
“What happened?” He asked, eyes desperately trying to come into focus.
Raina came into view, standing high above him. Her lips were pinched and she looked tired. Directing such a ritual would knock anyone flat, and that she was even still standing was a testament to her own strength. “You had a seizure,” she told him, her concern evident. “Everything was going fine, but something must have happened when the bond snapped back into place. The rebound was far stronger than we had accounted for. It took Claire almost an hour to bring you back.”
“An hour?” Hadrian pushed himself up onto his elbows, head swimming at the change. His face felt sticky, and when he touched his nose his fingers came away red. “It did not feel like an hour.”
“You were so far gone,” Claire whispered, her hands grasping him, both to steady him and reassure herself. “I almost lost you.”
Hadrian shook his head slowly, “You wouldn’t have, I knew you would bring me back.”
Tears were still clinging to her lashes as she raised her wand and began to clean away the blood still trickling from his nose. “Come, you need to rest. Up you get.”
Raina stepped forward and helped drag him to his feet. Hadrian slumped between them, his mind going distant, exhaustion making his limbs heavy.
“I can feel him,” Hadrian murmured into Raina’s neck, “I can feel him. He’s so strong.”
“Rest, Hadrian.” Raina said, lowering him into his bed. She and Claire went about rearranging his blankets. He listened as they spoke above him.
“– will tell her he is sick.”
“Of course. Will you stay with him tonight?”
“Someone needs to watch him.”
“Was it supposed to be like that?”
Someone settled in next to him, a hand running through his hair. Hadrian turned into the touch.
“No, but I doubt anyone has done that ritual on a Dark Lord before. I should have been more prepared.”
“Did it work, at least?”
Raina hummed, “Yes, I could feel the bond change. Hadrian can control it now.” She paused, then, “Go to bed, Claire. We will talk in the morning. I will watch him.”
The door opened and closed, then there was silence. Hadrian peeled his eyes open to blink up at Raina. With care, he reached up and tugged on one of the long strands of her dark hair. “S’pretty like this,” he told her.
Raina smiled down at him, sad and fond. “Go to sleep, Hadrian.”
So he did.
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The library was too quiet.
Draco scowled at his parchment, running his fingers obsessively over the feather of his quill again and again.
Hermione sighed, looking up from her textbook with an expression like thunder. “Honestly, Draco. You need to stop. He will be around.”
He glared mulishly at her, but flinched when she smacked him with a bundle of paper. “He got out of the hospital several days ago,” he said, folding his arms over his chest. “He is avoiding me, I’m telling you.”
“You’re being obtuse,” Hermione snapped back, “did you stop to think that maybe he wanted to spend some time with his friends? He was mauled, for goodness sake, give him a break.”
“I was too,” he muttered, mutinous, but one sharp glance from her quelled him.
“You were up and walking within a day. Hadrian was bedridden. Stop acting entitled – he will come when he is ready.”
Draco stared at her, incredulous at the display of casual cruelty. “I would have thought you would care more, I am your family.”
Hermione sniffed delicately, turning her attention back to her assignment. “Exactly, I have had to deal with you for extended periods of time, listening to you complain. Hadrian wins by default.”
Draco sulked more, the beginnings of a pout forming. “It’s not fair,” he said, very carefully not whining.
“What’s not fair?” An unexpected voice asked.
Draco jolted, twisting in his seat to see Evans standing just behind him, dressed in his usual uniform, blazer and all. “You.”
Evans raised an eyebrow, “Me.” He replied, then switched his gaze to Hermione and smiled charmingly. “Hermione, you are looking as radiant as ever. I apologise for the wait.”
“That’s fine,” Hermione said, packing up her equipment smoothly, ignoring Draco’s confusion. “Thank you for coming, I wasn’t sure you got my note.”
Evans pulled a slip of parchment from his pocket. “A nice bit of magic,” he complimented warmly, “found it on my desk this morning.”
Hermione ducked her head, pleasantly flushed, “Thank you.” She said again. “Seeing that you’re here now, I will take my leave.” She turned to Draco, frowned severely as she leaned over to grab her bag. “Behave.” She hissed in his ear, before straightening and leaving the two of them alone.
“What a terrifying girl,” Evans said, sounding delighted.
Draco stared up at him, and the other graciously handed him the note from Hermione.
Hadrian, I hope you are well. When possible, could you please come find Draco and I. He wishes to speak with you. – Hermione
Draco bit down on a groan. Meddlesome woman.
Evans sat down in the spot Hermione had vacated, setting his bag down on the table and leaning forward on his elbows. Looking at him now, Draco could easily see the exhaustion clinging stubbornly to him. His eyes were duller than normal, muted somehow, and there was a gracelessness to how he was holding himself.
He felt like an arse, now. Clearly Evans was still feeling the effects from the second task.
Draco hesitated, uncomfortable all of a sudden. Speaking with Evans had never felt intimidating before, but the knowledge of just how powerful the other was, was not something he could wilfully disregard anymore.
“What did you want?” Evans finally asked when Draco failed to speak.
He stared at the other, wondering if the choice of want, rather than need was deliberate. It was so hard to tell sometimes with Evans.
“I wanted to thank you, for what you did during the task.” There was a formal way to go about this, but Draco could not bring himself to care, and he could tell Evans was not in the mood for ceremony either. “You saved my life, and for that I owe you.”
Evans, unlike some, did not deny it, nor did he try to downplay his actions. He had interfered where he did not have to, and as a result of his choices he had saved Draco from being savaged – at great cost to himself. They both knew it, and despite the imbalance currently between them, Draco found himself relaxing.
He was not dealing with an incompetent here. Evans was someone who knew exactly what they were discussing, and he would treat it with the seriousness it deserved.
“I want you to know that I did not save you with the intention of incurring a Life Debt.”
Draco had known, but the confirmation was nice either way. He nodded, “But you’re also not stupid enough not to leverage it.”
Evans shrugged, a languid roll of his shoulders, and looked to the side. “It is a hefty thing, especially given your status. I would be a fool not to.”
Draco stared at the other boy, “Is there anything you would have me do now to absolve it?” He dared to ask.
The other boy’s gaze slid over to him, assessing. “No,” he answered, tilting his head in thought, “though I imagine something will come up in the future.”
The possibility of having such a debt hanging over him for years was not appealing, and Draco was not quick enough to hide his grimace.
Evans gave him a smile, the expression tentative. “Regardless, I would like to think that whatever I call you in for, you would have come anyway.”
Oh.
Draco blinked, momentarily perplexed, before the realisation that Evans truly considered him a friend rammed into him. It was – bewildering. They had always had a good rapport, and Draco could admit to himself that he liked Evans. But to have that regard so openly returned was nice.
He cleared his throat, awkward at the turn the conversation had taken. “I – yes.” He said, avoiding those amused green eyes, “Yes, I would like to think so too.”
Evans smiled, a handsome expression even with his tired eyes. The other boy stood, slinging his bag over his shoulder and nodding politely. “Have a good day, Draco.”
“You too, Hadrian.”
He watched the other walk out of sight, slipping between the bookshelves like a phantom.
Draco rubbed at the back of his neck, and could not help but think that there were worse people to be indebted to.
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Sirius sat towards the edge of the room, listening with half an ear as the others’ argument once again circled back around. He stared blindly at the drab wallpaper, and wondered how they had come to this.
The news that Hadrian had split himself from Lily had not been met well by their members – tempers flaring, accusations of selfishness and blame were cast about with reckless abandon.
He could not help but find it disgraceful.
Calling Hadrian selfish.
How dare they.
How dare they stand there and scorn someone for stepping back from a fight they wanted no part in. How dare they think to demand so much of a young man who for so long had been beaten down and controlled by the one person he should have been able to trust.
When had they become the type of people that relied on children to wage their wars?
And what a war it is, Sirius mused darkly, a derisive chuckle trapped in his chest. Scratching a living off rocks, hiding in the shadows, all the while the world moves on. He could not remember the last time they had actually made a move against Voldemort’s forces, nor the last time they had won a fight.
They had been losing for over a decade, it was just that none of them wanted to realise it.
Sirius looked down at his clasped hands.
He had thought, for so long, that he was doing the right thing. That opposing Voldemort, the man who had taken his brother – both of them – from him, was what he was meant to. A noble, just cause for the black sheep of the Black family.
But now he did not know what to think.
What was noble about this? Standing around and squabbling, expecting a boy to come in a fix the mess they had made of their own society. Where was the justice in that?
When had Sirius stopped thinking?
When had they all grown so blind to what was happening?
There was no war. Britain was stable. Children went to school, free from the fear that had plagued Sirius’ own childhood. Jobs were still available, the economy still booming. Laws were still being passed, the system still as corrupt and bigoted as it had been when Sirius had been an auror.
Narcissa was raising a muggleborn girl, had spoken of her only briefly when in that tent together – but there had been fondness in her voice. Draco adores her, she had told him quietly, Lucius is proud.
Did that make it right? Sirius remembered being sick when he had first heard of the stealing of muggleborns from their families. It was despicable, and anyone who condoned such actions were no better than dirt in his eyes.
But he could recall the tears in Lily’s eyes when she came back to Hogwarts after spending summer with her family, telling him of all the horrid things her sister had done to her – the names she had called her, the disgust in Petunia’s eyes.
How many other muggleborns had suffered similar fates? How many of them were scorned by their families for something they could not control? Would they have been happier raised in the wizarding world?
The questions made his head hurt.
Sirius stood up, moving to the door. He needed to – to think without the incessant shouting and righteous attitudes clouding his judgement.
He needed –
He had to get out of this place.
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Chapter 48: Chapter Forty Eight
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Chapter Text
Hadrian could admit, if only to himself, that the faint hum underneath his skin was purely due to his excitement.
“Are you sure this is the best option?” Claire asked him from the corner of her mouth. They had just returned from Medical Studies, and Hadrian was in a fine mood, all things considered.
He smiled at her but did not answer.
She made a distressed noise, “Hadrian, I do not know what you are planning, but please be careful. He is not someone to be trifled with.” Claire had at first been horrified to hear the truth about Riddle, but she had adapted swiftly, as she always did. Hadrian knew that she would never be at ease in the man’s presence, however.
“I am always careful,” he replied evenly.
“You are the single most reckless person on this planet,” Raina interjected, her tone resigned. “Your idea of a good time is purposefully antagonising the strongest Dark Lord in history.”
Hadrian tipped his head coyly. “He antagonised me first. An eye for an eye, and all that. Besides,” he continued brightly, “he deserves it.”
Claire shared a despairing look with Raina, but the other girl had had longer to grow accustomed to Hadrian’s complete lack of restraint when it came to Voldemort.
She shrugged in response.
Claire sighed heavily, wrapping a hand around his arm tentatively. “Just try and act somewhat normal, then. I have already had several people ask me if you are alright.”
Hadrian snorted, “What – is me being happy so suspicious?”
Raina nodded, “With everything that has happened to you lately? Yes. Everyone either thinks you have been taking alihotsy or that you have finally snapped and killed someone and are still riding the high.”
“So morbid,” he remarked dryly. “I feel like I should be offended but somehow the fact that no one would turn me in for murder is sweet.”
Raina laughed, their shoulders knocking together as they walked towards the Defence classroom. “I think it is because we are all secretly hoping you will. One particular person, of course.”
“Of course,” Hadrian agreed, lips twitching in amusement. They turned a corner, but a sudden voice behind them prompted them to stop.
Hadrian turned, his humour cooling when he recognised who had called out to him.
Forst jogged up to them, slowing only when he was within a few metres. His expression was polite, but Hadrian could read the uncertainty in every line of his body. “Forst,” he greeted pleasantly, aware of how Claire and Raina had become statues beside him.
“Evans,” the other boy returned, dipping his head to the two girls without taking his eyes from Hadrian.
This was going to be interesting.
“May I speak to you – privately?”
“I don’t think so,” Raina snapped, stepping forward with the beginnings of a snarl on her lips. “You think we would let you be alone with him? After what she did?”
Forst grimaced, but his magic was shining with so much earnestness that Hadrian could not help but be intrigued. He reached out and cupped his hand over Raina’s shoulder, gently tugging her back.
She studied him, disapproval bludgeoning its way onto her pretty face. “Hadrian, no. You do not owe him anything.”
“True,” he conceded, flashing her a quick grin, “but I am feeling particularly gracious today. Forst won’t hurt me.”
That, at least, he knew. If the subtle wince Forst gave was any indication, he knew that as well.
“I will meet you two in class.”
Claire and Raina were clearly annoyed, but with another quiet assurance from him, they both went. Hadrian watched their backs as they left, then turned to Forst and smiled with his teeth. He switched to German to give them another small measure of privacy.
“You have three minutes. I suggest you spit out whatever you have to say.”
Forst took a breath.
“I wished to…apologise for Galiana’s actions.”
Hadrian rocked back on his heels, not surprised, but unimpressed. He held up a hand, “I am going to stop you there, Forst. An apology from you means nothing seeing as you did not wrong me; and it is, frankly, a little insulting. If you are here to make sure I won’t be trying to kill your champion in her sleep, you have nothing to fear. Outside of the tasks, Kaiser’s ranking on my list is so low she barely makes the page. You can rest easy.”
Forst shook his head, his mouth pinched into a thin line. “I could care less whether you seek retribution from her. That is your business, and regardless of what you decide, neither myself nor the others will interfere.”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes, waiting.
Forst sighed, “I merely wished to tell you that her actions and views have no impact on my own – and that I hope what she did does not damage our friendship.”
“Are we friends, Forst?” Hadrian asked, genuinely interested to hear the other’s response.
The Durmstrang boy paused, the glint in his eyes sharpening. “I would rather be friends than enemies,” he eventually admitted.
Hadrian let out a laugh, looking out the window to his right. The Black Lake stretched out beneath them, the afternoon sun shining over the smooth surface.
After a moment, he turned back to the other, wanting to push. “And Kaiser? I can’t imagine she is too pleased with this.”
Forst shrugged, still tense, but calmer in a way. “Galiana made her bed,” he told Hadrian, something close to disgust seeping into his tone. “Now she can lie in it.”
Hadrian made a soft noise in the back of his throat and stepped closer until they were toe-to-toe. He stared for a beat, then began to circle the other.
“I will be going after her in the third task,” he said idly. “Whatever it is, I will not hesitate to target her. She went out of her way to attack me, and I have a habit of getting even. Are you sure you want to – and pardon my pun – throw her to the wolves like this?”
He came to a stop behind the boy, leaning in and smiling lightly as he allowed a thread of his magic to leak into the air around them. “She took my wand. She left me for dead in that forest,” he murmured, breath ghosting over the back of Forst’s neck. “I’ll take a pound of flesh out of her for that.”
Forst shivered, though Hadrian knew he was not necessarily scared. Something told him it would take more than a little threat to rattle this one.
“Like I said,” Forst answered, looking over his shoulder to meet Hadrian’s heavy gaze. “She made her bed. Whether you take revenge or not is not my business.”
Hadrian hummed, giving the other more space. He reeled his magic back in, “Okay then.”
Forst blinked, “What?”
“This was a nice chat, but I will be late for Defence if I do not leave now.” Hadrian slipped around him and started walking.
Forst was silent, his confusion palpable. “That’s it?”
Hadrian spun, still walking backwards. He winked, “I’ll see you around, friend.”
He left Forst there, quickening his steps as he let his thoughts mull over that exchange.
It had been more than he was expecting from the Durmstrang boy, if he was honest. He and Forst had only had a handful of conversations between them, and while Hadrian had found him likeable and engaging, he had not thought that Forst valued his favour enough to outright stand against his school’s champion.
It was curious, and a part of Hadrian could not help but smirk at the knowledge that Kaiser had infuriated her own schoolmates to this level. Perhaps it was petty of him, but Hadrian was not a saint, and he believed he was entitled to a sliver of bitterness.
He had meant what he said as well. While he had no plans to go after Kaiser right now, the moment the third task started he would be looking to repay her for what she did in the forest.
He was not a forgiving person, after all.
“There you are.”
Hadrian looked up to see Raina and Claire waiting outside the classroom. A few Hogwarts students were just entering as he joined them.
“How was it?” Raina asked as they ducked inside the room.
“Enlightening,” he muttered, leading her over to the desk they had claimed at the beginning of the year. “I will tell you later.”
She nodded, taking her seat, and pulling out her books. Raina cast a searching look around the room, and when she noticed that Riddle was not in yet, she leaned over. “What are you going to do about,” she gestured vaguely to his marked forearm.
“Don’t worry about it,” he told her, “I will talk to him after class. He is a surprisingly capable teacher; it would be a shame to embarrass him in front of his students.”
Raina’s expression clearly showed her thoughts on the topic, but whatever scathing comment she had was cut off when Riddle entered the classroom.
The man’s eyes met Hadrian’s for a long moment; smoothly moving on before the attention could become obvious.
Hadrian told himself that the small hitch in his breathing was also because of his excitement at outmanoeuvring Riddle. Not because the last time they had spoken to each other the man had had a hand on his cock.
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She entered the small café, her red lips pursing in faint dismay at being in such a subpar locale.
The space was well-maintained, but there were signs of wear all around her – peeling wallpaper, discolouration, mismatched furniture, stains. It was, suffice to say, not a place she would typically frequent.
It was the kind of place Narcissa would never think to look at twice, a place she would not be caught dead in.
And yet, here she was.
All because of a single letter that she really should have burned, rather than read.
Lucius would have a heart attack if he learned of this. But secrets were Narcissa’s lifeblood, and really, what was one more in the grand scheme of things?
Steeling herself, she stepped fully inside and let the door close behind her. The server, a pretty little thing, greeted her cheerily from his spot by the counter; though Narcissa barely acknowledged him, content that her disguise was enough to not have her recognised.
Her eyes were pinned to the only solitary figure in the dining area.
Even under the glamour, she knew it was him. It was obvious in the way he looked at her, the controlled storm in those unfamiliar eyes, and the set to his jaw.
Sirius.
She would know that stubbornness anywhere.
Cautiously, Narcissa approached her cousin, her senses cast out for any sign of deception. She had taken a risk accepting his request, and she was uncomfortably aware of how easily she could be killed.
She was a capable witch, with a not inconsiderable amount of magic at her disposal. Narcissa would even dare to call herself an accomplished duellist – she had been able to keep up with Bella in their youth, and though it had been years since she had sparred with her sister, she knew her skills had not diminished in the least.
But the prodigy in their family had always been Sirius. Not even Bella had been able to beat him, in the rare occasions Aunt Walburga had set her sons against Narcissa and her sister.
Sirius was a masterful fighter, all grace and determination, and when he allowed himself to be, he was honestly frightening.
He could kill her here, she knew. All it would take was one second, one moment of weakness on her part, and Sirius could crush her. The British Minister’s wife murdered in a quaint little café in some poor side alley – it would be amusing if the notion were not so unnerving.
Narcissa came to a stop beside the table, staring into his strange features. She inclined her head carefully, wrought with tension.
Her cousin studied her, then gestured slowly to the seat across from him. He watched her with a predator’s eyes as she sat, and under the fear a part of her quivered with delight, growing stronger by the second.
Sirius was wasted with Dumbledore.
The wizened old fool wielded her cousin like he was a blunt tool, when in reality he was the sharpest blade in his collection. He had stifled Sirius, chaining and collaring him until he was nothing more than a glorified guard dog.
It was nothing short of a crime, yet another to add to the old headmaster’s long list of them – but Narcissa had a tentative hope cradled in her heart now. Sirius’ letter had given her hope.
“Cousin,” she greeted, placing her gloved hands on the table in plain view.
Sirius’ mouth twitched, a smile or a sneer trying to form, but he did not return her greeting until he put a small silver coin between them. Narcissa felt the privacy wards settle around their table, strong enough to make her skin tingle. The noise from the outside world grew muffled, though still audible enough that they should notice if something unexpected occurred. Narcissa knew that to the rest of the patrons their conversation would be indiscernible.
“Cissy,” Sirius finally said, his voice surprisingly neutral given their positions.
He sat back in his chair, the line of his shoulders easing. His eyes skimmed over her with polite interest and when his lips twisted again, she knew that this time it was him suppressing a smile. “Does that getup actually work?” He asked, cocking his head.
She narrowed her eyes. The scarf covering her rather notable hair was a soft blue, matching the coat she was wearing, and was long enough that it concealed her face from everyone she was not looking at directly. The notice-me-not charm woven into the silk merely encouraged most people to forget her features; only those with significant magical strength being able to see past it.
“It does its job,” she replied, cool.
His biting amusement faded, and the ensuing silence between them was rife with years of unspoken things.
Narcissa’s fingers pressed hard around each other, struggling to keep her composure.
She had not spoken to Sirius since the night of the second task, and even then, there had been few words exchanged that were not used as weapons. Snippets of her life, nothing from him; and when he and Lily Potter had eventually been allowed to leave at her Lord’s behest, Sirius had left without comment.
The idea of having a conversation with him, of truly speaking to Sirius for the first time in decades made her chest ache. They were family, but they had never been close, not even the illusion of affection existing between them. Narcissa had always been closer to Regu–
She cut that thought off, tried not to think of other little cousins, of a young boy – too young – tearing himself apart to appease everyone around him. Did not think of how he had vanished without a trace, nor the anger that had sat heavy in her gut for months afterwards.
Narcissa blinked, forcing her thoughts to calm. Her breathing remained steady, the turmoil never coming close to breaking her tight leash of control.
She waited for Sirius to speak, but as another minute stretched on without any attempt to shatter the silence that gripped them, Narcissa’s patience began to fray. Disappointment rose in her, swift and rapid enough to make her lightheaded.
This had been a mistake.
She went to stand, only for Sirius to shoot forward, hand raised and protest on the tip of his tongue. Narcissa jerked back from the touch, heart hammering in her chest at the perceived threat before her.
They both froze, startled at the intensity of her reaction.
Something complicated and bitter dashed across his face before he pointedly lowered his hand back to the table. “I –” he stopped, looking down in frustration. “Sorry. Please don’t go – not yet.”
Narcissa almost slumped, her head bowing under the weight of her stinging fury. “Why did you call me here, Sirius?” She asked. “You know – you know the danger this puts us both in. You are a fugitive, a criminal, and if anyone found out we were meeting we would both suffer the consequences. So, why did you call me?”
His hesitation was obvious as he dodged her probing gaze, focussing instead on the table topper. When he spoke, there was a thread of vulnerability there that she had never heard from him before.
“Why did you come?”
She clenched her fists, jaw tightening. “Because family has always meant more to me than it did to you, and despite everything, you are my cousin.”
He blinked in surprise, before scorn burned hot in his eyes. “Family? Family is important to you? Then where were you whenever my mother used to curse and torture me? Where were you when she’d make me bleed and scream and writhe on the floor because my stance wasn’t perfect?” He leaned forward, voice dropping to a whisper. “Where’s Regulus then, cousin? If family is so damn important to you, where is my brother?”
Her own temper flared high, her back straightening. “I’m surprised you even remember his name,” she spat, because just as Sirius knew her weaknesses, she knew his. She knew where to dig her nails in and rip. “You never seemed to care in the past – running off to the Potters, abandoning him. You didn’t even spare him a thought, did you? Don’t you dare question me, Sirius, because at least I stayed. At least I cared enough about him to notice when he vanished. How long did it take you to figure it out – months? Years?”
Tears threatened to come, but she pushed them back. “I was a child, you fool. We all were. Children playing at war and we all picked a side. I know now that what our parents did to us – what Aunt Walburga did to you – was wrong, because I look at my son and could never dream of harming him.” Narcissa stopped, recovered, then continued softly, “I came because we are still family, and I hoped that perhaps you thought so too.”
Sirius was silent. Narcissa could not look at him.
Her sins were many, her hands stained red with blood – both directly and indirectly – and she rarely regretted what it had taken to get to this state, a world where her son could grow strong and safe.
But this…this she regretted.
She was not a soft woman by any means but raising her children – seeing the traces of Sirius in her son’s features, seeing Regulus in his gentle nature and inquisitive eyes – made a long-ignored part of her heart tremble.
Neither of them spoke for a long while.
In the lull, two teacups flew to their table, settling neatly before them. Narcissa stared down at her hands as the tea was poured, a sweet-smelling mustard-yellow liquid that brought with it too many memories. “Chamomile?” She asked, looping her fingers through the delicate handle.
Sirius wrapped his hands around his own, making a show of drinking some. “Yeah,” he said, subdued. “I remember that you used to drink it by the bucket-load. Do you…”
“Yes,” she murmured, raising her own cup to inhale the soothing scent. She could detect nothing strange about it. “I still have a cup before bed every night.”
He nodded, studiously avoiding looking at her. Her harsh words had clearly landed true if he had retreated. Sirius was much like his mother in that regard, though she would never tell him that. Neither of them had ever backed down from an argument unless their opponent gutted them.
Narcissa placed the cup down and sighed. “Why am I here, Sirius?”
He swallowed, and it was then that she saw the exhaustion clinging to him, how worn and brutalised he looked, even under the glamour.
“I’ve…been thinking,” he started, and though he was finally answering her questions, Narcissa could not help but scoff.
“That’s a first,” she snipped.
To her astonishment, Sirius laughed, rough and dark, but genuine. “Yeah,” he agreed, his smile warped. “Yeah. I’ve been thinking, Cissy. I feel like for the first time in years I’ve opened my eyes to what’s happening around me. And I don’t like the things I’m seeing.”
She held her breath. That horrid hope pressing against her ribs once more.
“Oh?”
He slouched, that same hesitance returning. He licked his lips, grappling for the words, and when he opened his mouth she nearly froze in shock.
“I don’t…I don’t agree with him. I don’t support him. He – he probably killed my brother; he did kill James. He took a lot of people I cared about from me. But –”
“But?” She prompted, heart racing.
Sirius closed his eyes, “But I’ve spent the last sixteen years of my life waiting for someone to come and challenge Voldemort, to kill him and for things to go back to the way they were before. And he did, he did come – but he doesn’t want to help us. Wants nothing to do with our war, and instead of accepting it, instead of thinking that maybe hinging all our plans on a seventeen-year-old kid wasn’t a good idea, they’re calling him selfish and a traitor.”
He looked at her, desperation creeping in. “That’s not right, Cissy. He’s a kid, he should be worried about school and exams and having a girlfriend or boyfriend, not dragged into a fight that was going on since before he was born. And, and hearing you talk about your kids, about Hermione…she’s a muggleborn, but you love her.”
“I do,” Narcissa whispered, and Sirius nodded.
“She’s your daughter. I don’t agree with kidnapping children, and some of the policies he’s implemented are awful. But I…I can’t side with people who are happy pushing my godson into the line of fire. I can’t, I won’t let them use him like that, not when he doesn’t want to fight. I can’t.”
Narcissa carefully schooled her features.
She understood completely. Sirius was a Black, after all, and a Black loved recklessly and violently. Their loyalty to those they considered theirs was hard to match, and it appeared Sirius had been pushed one degree too far.
His godson or his precious Order.
Anyone with sense would know what he would choose.
She bit her lip lightly. “While this is all very interesting, I cannot help but wonder why you are telling me.”
Sirius huffed, meeting her eyes. “I want to keep him safe,” he told her, “I want Hadrian to be able to make his own choices, and if he decides not to fight, then I stand with him. But I can’t protect him like this.”
She glared at him, “No, you cannot. You were an idiot, Sirius. You are the current Lord of one of the most ancient and influential Houses in Britain, fugitive or not. Your seats are untouched, your fortune and properties and assets collecting dust – if you had been smart, you would have used them. You cannot fight him on the battlefield, Sirius, but you could have fought him in the political sphere.”
“I would have been assassinated within a week,” Sirius told her flatly.
That was true, but Narcissa waved the fact away. “And now you wouldn’t be, not if you capitalise on your unique position.”
His expression darkened, “I might not agree with them, but I won’t sell out the Order, Narcissa.”
She actually rolled her eyes at him, “I am not talking about betraying their secrets, though that would certainly help you. You need a pardon, and he does not hand those out lightly. You need something more than information, and fortunately, I think you have an opportunity. There is a reason he allowed you to live that night, Sirius.”
He frowned, confused.
“He said he promised Hadrian Evans that he would not harm his mother,” she said, trying to convey the magnitude of it all. “He promised the boy that, and the Dark Lord does not make promises lightly. But he included you when he did not need to – why?”
Her cousin’s expression twisted with realisation, but he did not say it.
Narcissa did it for him. “He cares for the boy, only a blind fool would miss it. Just watching them interact shows that there are some…emotions involved.” She said delicately, because she did not have all the facts to make a more accurate claim, but she knew that much. “The Dark Lord extended his protection to you because he, at least, believes that Hadrian would be displeased if you were hurt. Do you understand how significant that is?”
Sirius shook his head, not in ignorance, but in denial. “Hadrian – he doesn’t love me like that.” The admittance seemed to physically pain him. “He barely knows me.”
“So make him care,” she snapped. “Make him care, and when the time comes, perhaps your godson can improve your chances of being pardoned.”
Sirius’ hackles went up, “I’m not going to use Hadrian like that,” he hissed. “I would never put him in that spot.”
“You cannot help him if you have to live in the shadows,” Narcissa reminded him mercilessly. “You need your status behind you to make a difference, and you cannot get those without the Dark Lord’s approval. Taking advantage of your godson’s connections would benefit you both.”
She rose then, knowing that there was no more she could do. Sirius did not attempt to stop her, his expression still marred with anger and revulsion.
Narcissa hovered, hands clasped in front of her. Words – too many, not enough – bubbled in her throat, all threatening to spill out at once.
In the end, she said nothing.
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Hadrian took his time packing up his equipment, keeping one eye on Riddle at the front of the room as the man fielded a few last-minute questions from his students.
Raina gathered her books and stood just beside him. She did not say anything, just pressed her hand to his back in silent support, then turned to collect the other Beauxbatons students that might try and waylay him.
Hadrian hid a smile at her insight. He leaned against the desk, crossing his arms, and prepared to wait. Despite the hot rush of eagerness flowing through him, he felt remarkably patient today.
From the subtle glances Riddle had been throwing his way the entire lesson, Hadrian suspected that the man had clued into his delight.
He had been suspicious when Riddle had made no effort to approach him after the ritual. He had thought the other would have felt something when the bond was being altered – it had certainly felt like Riddle was aware – but the silence in the past days made him wonder if that was the case.
The thought that Riddle had no idea what was coming made him want to grin.
A few more minutes passed by before the lingering students finally began to file out. Hadrian waved to the ones that called out to him, watching them with half-lidded eyes until the thick door was closing behind them.
A locking charm flew just by his head, smacking into the door and separating them totally from the outside world.
Hadrian twisted leisurely to face the man, nearly vibrating with the force of his anticipation.
“Hadrian,” Riddle said, standing before his desk. His eyes were cautious, no doubt a result of Hadrian’s bursting glee, but he was curious as well.
“Tom,” Hadrian replied, purring the name out. It was the first time he had dared use it, and from the way Riddle jolted, Hadrian knew he had caught him off-guard. “How was your weekend?” He asked, approaching steadily, relishing at how those eyes tracked him.
“Pleasant,” Riddle answered, his wariness racketing up when Hadrian stopped just in front of him. “And yours?”
“Oh,” Hadrian swayed back and forth innocently, “quite freeing, actually.”
“You were sick yesterday,” the man pointed out, though his tone implied his disbelief at the rumour.
“An unfortunate side effect,” Hadrian told him solemnly, lowering his head so that his smile was not so obvious.
Riddle tensed, arms uncrossing to fall at his sides, his eyes narrowing. “Side effects?” He echoed, a warning there.
Hadrian looked up at him, hands tucked behind his back. “Hmm,” he mused, “rituals can be so draining, especially ones that deal in bonds.”
Riddle surged forward, a hand closing loosely around Hadrian’s neck. Hardly a threat, more a reminder. “What did you do?”
“What do you think I did?” He countered, pulse flying beneath Riddle’s palm.
The man paused, eyes scouring his face for any clues. “You could not have broken the bond,” he said, though Hadrian was pleased at the thin note of scepticism in Riddle’s tone. It was gratifying.
“The bond is still there,” he assured him, “it’s just a little different now.”
And with that, Hadrian tore down the barrier he had meticulously built between them.
The feedback loop was a vortex, their emotions bouncing between them too rapidly to tell which belonged to who. Hadrian only remained standing because he was prepared for it. His eyes watered and after a small eternity, he entwined the bond with his magic and pushed.
The influence left him, but Riddle was forced down, and Hadrian’s breath punched out of him at the sight of the Dark Lord on his knees before him.
He kept the connection open for a minute more, aware of the time, then gradually reigned the sensations back in. He could have ripped it all away at once, but Hadrian was trying to prove a point, not break the man’s mind.
The only noise in the room was the harsh rasp of Riddle’s panting. His face was flushed, his glamour gone, red eyes glazed and body trembling.
Desire stabbed through him.
“This is a nice view,” Hadrian said hoarsely, reaching out and running his fingers along the man’s jaw. He moved closer, enraptured. “The bond is a two-way connection now,” he whispered, knowing the man was listening despite his state. “You can monitor me, my health, my magic – but I can channel the emotions between us, and that was only a hint of what I can do with it.”
Hadrian pressed his thumb against Riddle’s mouth, his own lips parting absently. “Consider us even, my Lord.”
Riddle glared at him, some of his control returning now that the onslaught was over with. Hands fisted in his blazer, and Hadrian let himself be yanked forward into a bruising kiss.
This was why he had wanted to be alone for this.
His hands moved to sink into Riddle’s dark hair, pulling hard enough to make the man groan. He used his position to force Riddle’s head back, and slid his tongue past the man’s lips, taking everything as he pleased. Dragging the noises from him and devouring them.
Riddle tried to bite him, and Hadrian pulled back with a chuckle, knowing they would have to cut this short anyway with Riddle’s schedule. He ran his tongue over his bottom lip, chasing the taste of the man.
“I am going to make you scream for me one day,” Riddle hissed.
Hadrian frowned, “What?”
Riddle pushed himself to his feet, one hand winding around the back of Hadrian’s neck while the other slithered down around his waist. “Never mind,” he said, the sibilant trill to his words missing. “You are playing with fire, Hadrian.”
He was pulled in for another kiss, just as brutal as the first, the air stolen from his lungs.
Riddle spun him around, walking him back into the desk. His hands were everywhere, jerking Hadrian’s shirt out from where it was tucked and greedily pressing his burning palm against the base of his spine and pressing their hips together.
“Merde,” Hadrian spat. “Dieux, you have a class.”
Riddle’s hand trailed from his back to his front, nails scrapping against his stomach and then crawling higher until he threatened to tear through the material.
Hadrian separated their lips, scowling up at the man. “Enough, you bastard. You have first years coming in soon.”
Riddle stopped, but his expression was thunderous. His fingers flexed against Hadrian’s chest, on the verge of snapping.
“We are not having sex in your classroom,” Hadrian said, because he liked to think he was adventurous, but he was not willing to risk being seen by children. “We won’t be having sex at all,” he amended hurriedly when he realised what he had said, smacking the man’s hand when he was too slow removing it from under his clothes.
“Fuck.” Riddle snarled, and again the sound of it was wrong.
Hadrian pushed the man back and hopped away from the desk, lest Riddle decided to hell with it and tried to pin him again. He stared at the man, puzzled, as he began to fix his uniform. There was little he could do about his mouth, unfortunately, but running a hand through his hair a few times at least made it look deliberately messy.
“What was that?” He asked, confused.
Riddle waved a dismissive hand at him, glaring at the far wall. “I suggest you leave if you don’t intend to finish matters. There are only so many times I will allow you to run, Hadrian. Next time I will just chain you to my bed.”
Hadrian paused in collecting his bag, a cold shiver running down his back. “What did you say?” He asked once more, half-turned towards the other.
The look Riddle gave him was irritated. “Leave,” he bit out.
Hadrian stared at the man with wide eyes, pulling his bag over his shoulder. He hesitated, a suspicion creeping into the back of his mind.
He cleared his throat, suddenly queasy. “Right,” he gasped, “right. Bye.” He spun and fled for the door, thoughts reeling as he weighed the possibility.
There is no way, he thought hysterically, there is no way that was Parseltongue.
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“He has recovered?” She asked, fingers twirling the chain of her necklace around her fingers.
“From what I have seen, he has, my Lady.”
She sighed, eyes falling shut in relief. “That was too close, Erebus. If he had been killed…I do not have the time to find a replacement. You understand that, do you not?”
Those blood red eyes watched her, “Of course I do, my Lady. But I had no way of knowing the boy would leap between Malfoy’s spawn and a werewolf.” Unseen, his lips curled into an amused smirk. “He was far enough away that the mutt should have finished with the other before they had ever crossed paths. I was on my way to collect it when he stumbled across them and interfered.”
“It should not have gotten to that point. You should have stepped in.” Her anger was tangible, but the creature behind her did not react.
“The projection orbs made it difficult to get close.” He reasoned, voice remaining flat.
“Like that has ever stopped you before,” she snapped, spinning to skewer him with a glare. “This would have been easier if Malfoy’s boy had died – but I need Hadrian, Erebus. You know why.”
“I do.”
“Good. Then ensure that no more harm comes to him.”
Erebus paused. Tilted his head. “The third task is out of my control,” he told her.
The woman laughed, shaking her head. “He will be fine in the third task. A dueller of his abilities? They will not be able to touch him. You just make sure he remains in perfect health before and after the task.”
He bowed low, lips pursing lightly. “As you wish.”
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Chapter 49: Chapter Forty Nine
Notes:
Firstly, I want to thank everyone for their comments for the last chapter. Seeing so many enjoy this story has been such a high point for me, and I'm really grateful for the continued support. Secondly, I want to say thanks for being so patient with me. These last few months have been really difficult writing-wise. I just haven't been motivated to update anything, so the fact that everyone has been so cool about the lengthy update period has really meant a lot.
I hope everyone enjoys this chapter. There's not any Riddle/Hadrian action, but we do set up quite a few interesting elements here that I can't wait to flesh out!
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Chapter Text
Hadrian made his way back to the carriage alone and in a daze.
He let habit guide his movements as he slipped into the common area and down the hallway to his room.
He dropped his bag on his bed and devested himself of his blazer, draping it over the back of his chair before sinking down into it.
His mind was still far away, consumed by the implications of what had happened in Riddle’s classroom, and he only became aware of the passage of time when there was a knock at his door.
The ache in his back made itself known, but he ignored it as he straightened. “Come in,” he called absently, hand rising to comb through his messy hair. His nails scraped his scalp and he shivered lightly as he remembered the sight of Riddle on his knees before him.
“Here you are,” Albert said, walking inside and leaving the door partially opened. Hadrian looked over at him, taking in the dirtied but comfortable athletic clothes he wore. “I saw you come in, but when you did not come back out to join us, I figured that you had chosen to skip the obstacle course.”
His friend’s dark eyes scanned him swiftly, and the amusement in his expression flipped to concern when Hadrian did not respond. Albert knelt next to him, tilting his head to stare at Hadrian’s face. He frowned when he saw the tight lines of consternation there, carefully reaching out to lay a warm hand on Hadrian’s knee.
“Are you alright?”
Hadrian closed his eyes, sighing as he opened them again. “I am fine,” he assured, leaning back, and wincing as his spine cracked. “Just…processing something.”
Albert very kindly did not call him out as a liar; the other boy merely hummed, watching him intently. “I am happy to lend an ear. Would you like to talk to me about it?” He asked, no expectation in his voice.
Hadrian shook his head.
Without offence Albert continued. “Would you like me to find Raina?”
Hadrian let out a biting laugh, unable to help himself. “Knowing her, she is already on her way. She can probably smell the emotional instability.”
Albert’s smile was more natural, a decadent curl of his mouth. The skin around his eyes creased with suppressed humour. “She does have a knack for knowing when you need to vent.”
He patted Hadrian’s leg. “I will stay here until she comes,” he stated, lowering himself fully so that he was seated on the ground, his back against the desk.
“You don’t need to do that,” Hadrian murmured, though he was touched at the concern. Albert’s friendship was an understated thing, but no less appreciated.
“Need and want are two different things,” the other replied, smiling softly at him. “Besides, if our dear Raina and Claire found out that I had left you alone while you were upset, they would gut me without pause.”
“Not true,” Hadrian countered, relaxing at the easy banter. “Claire would definitely hesitate.”
Albert made a noise of agreement, tipping his head in acknowledgement. “Fair point. But Raina would still murder me.”
Hadrian snorted, shaking his head in amusement. He looked off to the side, eyes tracing over some loose pieces of parchment littering his desk – assignments and homework that he still needed to complete.
It was surprisingly mundane, considering the chaos of his life. He could not recall the last time he had given serious thought to his actual schooling. Everything had become eclipsed by the tournament, by Riddle, by his mother and his dealings with the Order.
He had trouble remembering sometimes that he was a student, for all that his days were spent in a classroom.
He sighed.
“Hadrian?” The call of his name brought his attention back to Albert. He raised his eyebrows at the other boy in silent prompting.
Albert had an odd expression on his handsome face, a mix of frustration and intrigue, all barely covering a river of boiling anger. It was plainly felt in his magic, and Hadrian was surprised enough that he pulled his own back into himself.
“What are you going to do about Kaiser?”
Hadrian blinked, wondering where the question had come from.
Kaiser was a problem, certainly, but like with many things, she was comparatively low on his list of priorities. Hadrian had not even spared the vicious girl more than a few thoughts since he had woken in the hospital wing.
But Albert’s interest made sense, he supposed. To those unaware of the games he was playing with Riddle, the tournament would be the most logical thing that he should be thinking about. Albert, like most of Hadrian’s classmates, would still be infuriated at Kaiser’s actions.
He crossed his arms and pursed his lips as he thought. “It depends,” he answered honestly, shrugging.
“I will not concern myself with her until the third task, anyway.”
“She attacked you,” Albert pointed out, still with that burning anger.
“I hadn’t noticed,” Hadrian replied dryly, rocking back in his chair.
His friend gave him a droll look as he spoke, “She should be punished. It is bad enough that they did not penalise her in the second task. If you let it go unchallenged, she will think she can do it again.”
Hadrian smiled, though it was a mean one. “I underestimated her once, Albert. I will not do that again. No matter what the third task involves, I will show Kaiser precisely why antagonising someone like me is a foolish idea. Until then,” he said, injecting some false cheer into his tone, “let her stew in uncertainty.”
Kaiser knew he would be looking for revenge. She would spend the next few weeks leading up to the third task constantly looking over her shoulder, suspicious of everything and on the lookout for any subtle attempts at sabotage.
Hadrian was hardly stupid enough to chance it, given that if anything actually happened to the girl, he would automatically be a prime suspect – and not to mention the protection afforded by Riddle’s bracelet.
He was content to let her squirm for now.
Though, a part of him could not help but muse, I wonder if Riddle would deactivate her bracelet if I asked?
It was an amusing thought to entertain, at least until he was reminded starkly of the man in question gasping before him, face flushed, and eyes glazed with too many emotions to name.
Hadrian shifted in his seat, clearing his throat quietly and waving away Albert’s inquiring look.
“Kaiser is not a problem,” he reassured once more, trying to distract himself.
Albert settled reluctantly at his words, though his mulish expression quickly changed when the door opened suddenly.
Raina and Claire stepped into Hadrian’s room, their eyes snapping to the two of them with unnerving intensity. The frown on Raina’s face eased as she took him in before her eyes dipped to where Albert was seated.
A silent conversation seemed to happen between them, one Hadrian was not privy to, but that had Albert hopping to his feet gracefully. The other boy clapped him on the shoulder, shaking him lightly. “My offer is still open,” he said quietly, and Hadrian gave him a thankful smile.
“I might just take you up on that one day,” he murmured back, and enjoyed the flash of pleasant surprise that darted through the other’s eyes. Albert was a good friend, and he had proven himself reliable and adept at keeping his silence.
Perhaps he might be another Hadrian could entrust his secrets to.
Albert smiled at him, then nodded to Claire and Raina as he walked past them to the door. It closed behind him with a soft click, leaving the three of them alone now.
Hadrian looked at the two of them, taking in their twin expressions of determination and worry, and felt a wave of fondness bloom in his heart.
“What happened?” Raina demanded, her hands finding a perch on her hips. She had lost her blazer at some point, and the tailored cut of her blouse accentuated her shape nicely as she stared at him boldly, as if daring him to try and avoid her question.
Hadrian raised his eyebrows and leaned back in his seat. He heaved a sigh and gestured at his bed invitingly. “Sit,” he said, and some of his confusion and anxiety must have been noticeable, because they both did as he asked without complaint.
He watched them, his thoughts already turning back to earlier today, and with it came the suspicion.
He desperately wanted to dismiss it all as a trick, a mistake that he had made in the heat of his triumph over Riddle, of scoring a blow against a worthy opponent. But he could not.
The fact of the matter was, he had understood what Riddle had been saying – though it had admittedly taken him time to pick out the subtle sibilant rasp to the man’s words and realise it was not English.
Hadrian honestly did not know what to do with this. He did not know if this was just a temporary side-effect of the ritual, or something far more permanent. Knowledge of Parseltongue was limited since it was typically a jealously guarded trait by all who spoke it; and the few texts that tried to explain the mysterious ability were filled with little more than speculation.
It had been frustrating back when he had been studying Voldemort, hunting through as many obscure scrolls as he could get his hands on, trying to find anything that might qualify as a weakness. In the end, he had had to let that avenue of research die, the lack of credible sources making it a useless pursuit.
He might need to revisit it now, though.
“What happened with Riddle?” Raina asked once more, expression drawn tight.
Hadrian sighed again, rubbing at the back of his neck. “Nothing much,” he replied, blasé in a way he knew rang false.
“Really?” Raina asked, drawing the word out, unimpressed. “You expect me to believe that the two of you calmly discussed the alterations to the brand?”
“You know, you have the remarkable gift to sound like you’re scolding me without actually doing it,” Hadrian commented flatly, fixing his gaze on the far wall.
“Hadrian,” Claire said, soft and pleading. “Tell us.”
He closed his eyes, jaw clenching. “I might have used the bond against him,” he said finally, “and he might have reacted…strongly.”
Raina’s eyes narrowed at that.
Hadrian continued, his leg beginning to bounce in agitation. “We might have kissed.”
Claire’s delicate face scrunched in discomfort, either from imagining Hadrian kissing Riddle, or from Hadrian kissing Riddle.
Raina’s attention remained sharp on him, unwavering and compelling. “That is a lot of ‘might have’s,” she said pointedly.
“It gets better,” Hadrian replied dryly. “I think I can understand Parseltongue now.”
There was a moment where the whole room seemed suspended in time, as if all the oxygen had been sucked out, and then all at once it broke.
“What?” Raina’s voice was like ice.
“Parseltongue,” Hadrian said, keeping a tight leash on his own re-emerging panic. “I think I can understand it.”
“How?” Claire asked, leaning forward with wide eyes. Her hands gripped her knees, “Did he say something to you in it?”
Hadrian clicked his tongue, frowning. “He always uses it around me,” he told her, scrubbing at his face. “I thought I was just hearing things at first, but there was this odd undertone to his voice, and while it sounded like English it wasn’t at the same time.” He spread his hands, looking at them both.
Raina leaned forward, bracing her elbows on her knees, and pressing her palms together firmly. She closed her eyes, brows knitted together in concentration. Hadrian watched her, watched the play of emotions and thoughts across her face as she came to the same conclusion that he had.
“The ritual, the blood. Dammit,” she hissed, “why didn’t I think of this? I should have taken it into account. Dammit.”
“Hey,” Hadrian said, moving swiftly to kneel before her and grasp her wrists. “It’s fine, Raina. It’s alright. I did not consider it either, and out of the two of us, I am the one who has more exposure to Parseltongue. This is on me, not you.”
She looked at him searchingly, a trace of misery in her eyes at her perceived failure, but it slowly faded when Hadrian reached out and tapped her chin affectionately.
“What are you going to do?” Claire asked, shifting enough so that her shoulder brushed against Raina’s in silent comfort. “If you truly do have Parseltongue – will you…tell him?”
Hadrian stared at where his hand gently curled around Raina’s wrist as he thought.
He likely should tell Riddle, he knew. The man was the only openly known Parselmouth in the world currently, and if there was one person who could teach him how to use the snake language, then it was the descendant of Slytherin himself.
But Hadrian was not entirely sure he wanted to.
Parseltongue was something sacred to Riddle’s lineage, a trait only those related to him should have.
Hadrian, for all his insight to Riddle’s mind and temperament, could not say what the man’s reaction would be if he found out that Hadrian now possessed his family’s most revered talent.
Would he be pleased at yet another thing to tie them together, or would he be furious at what essentially amounted to bloodline theft. Just the idea of Riddle thinking of him in such a way made something in his chest ache.
This whole mess was completely unintentional – but would Riddle see that? Could Hadrian take the chance that the man would not react poorly?
“No,” Hadrian eventually said, biting his lip. “No, I won’t tell him. I don't even know if I can speak it. Or if it will even last. It could just be a lingering effect from me using the bond against him. Perhaps there was a bit more than emotions being transferred between us. Until I know the limits of this, I can’t risk him finding out.”
Raina sighed, swaying forward to press a soft kiss to his forehead. “Alright,” she said, “but that means we will need to find out just how this works. We will need to do tests. Safely.” She stressed, fixing Hadrian with a warning glare.
He snorted, hardly offended at her insinuation. “What? It’s not like I was planning to walk up to every snake I see and talk at it. Give me some credit.”
She hummed, unconvinced. “Regardless, we will try something tomorrow, after classes. We do not have Defence tomorrow, so that removes the risk of you accidentally revealing anything to Riddle.”
“Again, your faith in me is overwhelming.”
The girls laughed at him, and Hadrian felt his own smile grow at their amusement.
Claire curled towards him, her eyes sparkling. “So, what did he say to you in Parseltongue?”
Hadrian flushed.
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In the safety of her room, Lily sat with her head in her hands.
Her eyes were closed, her brows puckered in distress. With nothing but her own thoughts to torment her, the silence was incredibly loud. The cutting memory of her last conversation with her son was impossible to ignore, and his venomous words festered like a wound in her heart.
She could still see Harry – Hadrian – and the hard glint in his eyes when he had stood across from her, the distance yawning between them like a chasm. She could still see the crushing weight of anger in the set of his shoulders and the hurt in the curl of his mouth.
She could still hear the waver in his voice when he told her that love was not enough. That their love was not enough.
Lily’s face creased as her grief pitched higher. Her eyes burned with unshed tears until she had to grit her teeth with the effort to hold them back. Her throat ached, thirst and sorrow a painful combination.
She hated the emptiness inside her, this suffocating sense of loss that had bloomed when Hadrian had walked away from her; and it had only grown since Sirius had quietly ushered her back to the Order’s new headquarters.
She wished, desperately, that he had just left her a Hogwarts – that he had left her to wallow in the broken remains of her family. It was the least she deserved.
Her next breath was erratic, rattling in her lungs.
“You manipulated me.”
She shook her head, pressing the heels of her palms into her skull and biting her bottom lip hard enough to taste iron.
“You hurt me. You twisted me up to suit your interests.”
Lily shot to her feet, hands sliding up to grasp her red hair in brutal fists. She began to pace the length of the room, green eyes roaming sightlessly over the spartan space as she tried to ignore the haunting echoes of Hadrian’s words.
Nothing could drown it out, however. They taunted her relentlessly, each a dagger twisting and twisting in her gut. All she could see was the pain in her son’s eyes, the clench of his jaw, the tremor to his hands.
All things she had caused.
“You hurt me.”
Remembering was not even the worst of it. No, the worst thing was that nothing that Hadrian had said had been a lie.
Lily choked back a dry sob. She covered her mouth swiftly, muffling the sounds that slipped out as her shoulders began to tremble. She came to a stop in the centre of the room, hunching from the force of her regret.
She felt splintered right down the middle, carved in two, exposed and raw.
A memory came to her then, of Harry – Hadrian – young, too young, staring up at her as she told him that the truth was always more devastating. It had been an offhand remark, a single drop in the ocean of advice she had given him over the years – but she was beginning to realise just what an attentive listener her son was.
And how many of her lessons he had embraced.
It was sick. She was sick. Because even underneath her own shame and devastation, she could feel the dark fissure of pride sizzling in her gut at how strong he had become.
“How does it feel to know that you raised your boy into precisely what I desire?”
“Shut up,” Lily whispered, twisting on her heel to face the bed. She moved closer until she could latch onto the metal footboard, gripping so tightly that her knuckles turned white.
Voldemort’s smug, satisfied voice wound through her mind, insidious and unwelcome.
She bowed her head, almost panting as she struggled to maintain her composure. Her chest felt heavy, each inhale sending a wave of agony through her.
“I was always a weapon in your eyes.”
Bile rose, and she only just managed to keep it down. Truth, she thought in despair.
After – after losing James, some part of her had always looked at her son and only measured him by his usefulness. She had become so consumed with the idea of defeating Voldemort, with finally claiming revenge for her husband’s murder, that she had forgotten that her son was her son.
Somewhere along the way she had lost sight of herself, and in doing so, she had lost him. The fact that Lily could not even pinpoint the moment when this started horrified her.
Everything was wrong and she did not know what to do. She did not even know if she could do anything.
Hadrian had made his stance clear, and Lily was far too hesitant to try and cross him now.
A tear finally escaped her, sliding damningly down her cheek. She gasped when there was a sudden knock at the door, and hastily wiped at her face. She squeezed her eyes shut, grappling for some control, before clearing her throat.
“Come in.”
The aged hinges creaked as the door swung open, and some of the tension in Lily’s back eased when magic – familiar and warm – unfurled through the room. She looked up as Dumbledore entered, his face concerned, eyes kind.
“My dear,” he greeted, closing the door gently and folding his hands in front of him. “How are you feeling?”
Lily looked away from his probing gaze, an almost hysterical laugh bubbling in her chest, desperate to escape. “Like shit,” she answered honestly, one hand absently moving up to cup the side of her neck.
The old wizard let out a soft noise of understanding and started to approach with precise steps. “You look tired,” he commented, one hand gesturing towards the bed. “Come, let us sit, it will be more comfortable, I think.”
The last thing she wanted to do was sit down, but at his urging she realised how unsteady she truly was.
Lily sank down onto the mattress, her arms folding across her knees as she leaned forward to stare at her socked feet.
Dumbledore settled next to her, arranging his robes carefully before he seemed to slump in place. For a long moment they sat quietly, each lost in their own thoughts; but before Lily could think to speak, Dumbledore broke the stillness that surrounded them.
“I heard of your disagreement with young Harry,” he said, a thread of frustration entwining with the obvious compassion. “I am sorry, my dear.”
Lily almost snorted. “A ‘disagreement’, Albus? That implies it is something that might be fixed.” She swallowed, fingers digging into the flesh of her arms as she held herself. “I don’t think we can come back from this. Harry…Hadrian. He – he wants nothing to do with me anymore.”
The old headmaster reached over to grip her hand, and Lily could not help but cling to that thin connection. “He was,” her eyes fluttered, “he was so angry, Albus. So angry. And I deserved it. I deserved it all. I…I have made so many mistakes with him, and now I don’t see how I can ever get him back.”
She sniffled, hovering on the edge of crying. Her voice grew thick and wet, “Sirius was right. I’ve lost him.”
“No, Lily,” Dumbledore murmured, his arm slipping around her to pull her tenderly into his side. “You have not. Harry is your son. He loves you, of that I have no doubt.”
She shook her head, burrowing into his shoulder. “Love isn’t everything though,” she heard Hadrian say, “especially when the person you love doesn’t love you back.”
“I only wanted to keep us safe,” she gritted out, struggling to say the words around the sharp spike of anger she felt, aimed entirely at herself. “I was so obsessed with keeping us alive, with getting things ready, that I forgot he was my baby. What kind of mother does that?”
Albus’ hand moved to cradle her head, the simple weight more grounding than anything. “You were so young, Lily,” he told her, “so very young. And with youth comes mistakes. It is how we learn – how we grow.”
Lily let out a rasping laugh, eyes shut tight. “I grew wrong.”
“You did the best you could with the situation you were in,” Albus said firmly. “You have lost and sacrificed much, Lily. You and Harry both.”
They had, and Lily used to think it would all be worth it. That the things they had given up would balance out once they had killed Voldemort.
But Lily had never imagined an outcome where her son would not remain by her side. It was inconceivable even just a few short months ago but faced with the reality now made her want to scream at the heavens.
She hated how unmoored their lives had become, hated how adrift she felt without the certainty of Hadrian’s support – and then she hated herself for being the one that put them in this position.
“This is all my fault,” she mumbled, numb with the knowledge. “I did this to us. To him.”
Fingers caught the edge of her jaw, pulling her face to him. Albus stared at her, his eyes more steel than blue. “You played a part, Lily, yes. But do not forget who the blame truly lies with. The one responsible for this in the first place.”
Her face twisted at the reminder, and she pulled away from him, her skin prickling like livewire.
“Voldemort.” Just saying the name made her gut churn in fear and rage. She would bet anything that the Dark Lord would be ecstatic to see how far she and Hadrian had unravelled.
“Hadrian doesn’t…he doesn’t see the war the way we do,” she confessed. “He has no concept of it because even with all the stories I have told him, even with all of the death and pain and destruction – he hasn’t seen it. He didn’t live it.”
She shuddered, her mouth pinching. “He came here thinking he would see a monster, and instead he met a charming man that practically made it his mission to sweep him off his feet.”
Lily looked down at her hands, clenching them into fists.
Admitting to the strange, unhealthy fixation between her son and Voldemort hurt. She felt like a failure for allowing Hadrian to get so close, and for not realising the extent of their interest in each other until it was too late.
“Tom has always been skilled at attracting powerful, intelligent people to him,” Dumbledore said, and for a moment he sounded wistful. “He has a habit of collecting those he finds curious, and not letting go until he has wrung every secret from them. Until he knows their hearts better than they themselves do.”
The man looked off to the side, his gaze fixed on the distant past. Lily observed him quietly, wondering just what he was remembering. What must it be like to have memories of such a dangerous, toxic person from before they had come into their own?
“I don’t want him to know Hadrian’s heart,” she said in defeat. The very idea was abhorrent to her, though a large part of her worried that they were long past that point.
“Then we must see if we cannot do something about this,” Dumbledore told her, with a spark of something fiery in his tone. “Harry is so incredibly important, Lily. To the war. To our cause. To myself and to you. We need him if we want any hope of putting a stop to Tom’s reign.”
“He won’t,” she breathed, eyes fluttering closed. “He won’t fight. He told me that day that he wants no part in any of this anymore.”
“But perhaps –”
“Perhaps nothing,” Lily snapped, smacking her palms against her legs in agitation. She stood then, glaring down at the man with an ire she never would have dared to show in the past. “Hadrian has made his choice, and my son isn’t one to just change course so easily. Riddle might have led him to the precipice, but Hadrian jumped of his own accord. He left us. He left me.”
Dumbledore stood with her, aged hands coming to rest on her shoulders. Somehow, Lily found the restraint to not throw him off her.
“He made his choice,” she repeated miserably, “and it wasn’t us. There is nothing that will make him change his mind now.”
The old man stared at her for a long moment, his eyes piercing, searching for something in her.
“What if there was?” He asked, quiet but no less intense.
Lily blinked at him, confused.
“What if there was a way to bring Harry back to us? A way to secure his assistance with eliminating Tom?”
“What are you talking about?” She asked, unable to describe the sudden chill that swept through her at his words.
Dumbledore leaned towards her, still watchful and cautious. “I am old, my dear, and I have learnt much in my life. I spent my youth…regrettably,” a worn kind of grief darted across his features before melding away. “But in my studies, I discovered many ways to…persuade people. Magically or otherwise.”
“Albus – what…what are you suggesting?” Lily’s hands rose uncertainly from her side to hover before her chest.
The old headmaster was silent and eerily still, and Lily had never once truly feared him – but in this room, seeing the strange glint in his eyes, she was suddenly overwhelmed with a sense of danger.
Dumbledore released a whistling sigh and patted her on her shoulder. “It is merely a thought, dear girl. I will discuss it with you another time; once you have had a chance to rest properly. It was quite rude of me to interrupt you while you were in such a state.”
He slipped back from her, a kindly smile on his face. Lily reeled from the shift in attitude.
“Get some sleep, Lily. Think on what I have said, and once you have had a chance to consider what you would like to do, we might touch on this again.”
“Albus –” Lily turned as he moved back to the door, but the man did nothing but grace her with another smile as he left the room. Leaving her feeling more unbalanced than she had been before.
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After dinner that night, they retreated to the common room, carrying the sense of contentment from the Great Hall with them.
Hadrian sat slumped in one of the comforters, reading from a tome that Albert had lent him while the others chatted around him in low tones. The heat from the fireplace warmed the whole room, chasing away the night’s chill and causing his eyes to droop in contentment.
“‘adrian.”
He looked up at the call, green eyes falling on the towering figure of his headmistress who was watching him from the hallway that led to her office. Hadrian straightened in his seat, snapping his book closed and giving her his full attention.
Madame Maxime held out a beckoning hand, her smile softening the sharp cut of her features.
“Come, it has been too long since we last spoke.”
Hadrian put his book down and stood obligingly. He smoothed out the wrinkles in his pants and nodded in thanks when Raina and Jacob shifted out of the way so that he could pass. He approached the woman, tucking his hands behind his back and accepting the brief press of her fingers against his shoulder as he came to her side.
He followed her quietly into her office, though he stopped just a few steps inside to blink at the woman standing near the cabinet on the far side.
“Minister Lécuyer,” he greeted, bowing lightly in respect to cover his confusion. He cast a quick glance around the room before returning his attention to the minister. “I did not know that you had come back to Britain.”
Lécuyer smiled at him, the rush of sweet amusement on her face almost enough to distract from the exhaustion in her eyes. “Good evening, Hadrian,” she said. “I managed to finish my business earlier than expected, so I thought I would pop over to see how my champion was faring. I apologise that it is so late.”
“It’s fine,” Hadrian replied with an easy tone. He was still in his uniform, and it would be a few hours yet before he would even consider retiring. “It’s good to see you.”
Lécuyer chuckled as she turned to face the cabinet, her gaze roaming over the bottles there. “You as well,” she said, reaching out to pluck a glass from the platter and holding it enticingly. “Drink?”
Hadrian tilted his head in question, then looked at his headmistress. While he was of age and had joined his fair share of Beauxbatons parties, drinking so openly in front of Madame Maxime without her express permission would feel almost criminal.
With a quirk of a smile, she waved her hand in invitation, clearly unbothered.
“Thank you,” Hadrian said, stepping forward to take the offered glass, now half-filled with clear liquid.
Lécuyer’s smile grew mischievous, and she winked at him. “Normally I would not allow this, but it has been a long day for me, and I always feel sad drinking alone.”
Hadrian hid his own smile by taking a sip. He made a curious sound and pulled back to study the glass with interest. “Gin?” He guessed, tongue chasing the taste on his lips.
The minister tapped a finger to her nose as she moved over to one of the plush seats arranged on the right of the office. As she passed Madame Maxime, she held out another glass, which the older woman took with a regal nod of gratitude. Lécuyer sat down and crossed her legs, one hand idly tugging on the edge of her coat. “Don’t tell anyone, but I much prefer muggle alcohol over our own.”
She drank, then closed her eyes and hummed deeply in appreciation. “It tastes simpler. Purer.”
Hadrian came closer to the small circle of chairs, though he waited patiently until Maxime had folded herself elegantly into her seat before taking his own. He sank into the soft cushion, holding his glass loosely between his fingers as he observed the two women across from him.
He was still mildly confused as to what had prompted this meeting, but he did remember the minister mentioning wanting to speak with him after she had returned his wand to him.
The relative silence that enveloped them broke when Lécuyer sighed. She adjusted herself in her seat, and when she looked at him, she lacked the earlier levity. “Tell me, how are you?”
“Good,” he said, mustering a small smile. His free hand rose to clasp at his shoulder, “My wounds are coming along nicely according to the healer. I was told that there would be no lasting damage.”
Madame Maxime’s breath of relief was audible, the tension in her large frame easing at his words. She would have seen Hadrian over the last week, but this was the first time he had had the chance to speak with her since the second task. Having him confirm what she already knew must be a weight off her.
Lécuyer nodded, similarly pleased. “That is good news,” she murmured, her eyes sharp as they met his. Hadrian could not help the way he automatically straightened under her assessing gaze. “You did a commendable thing, helping Draco Malfoy against that werewolf. Your actions spoke highly of who you are as a person.”
She leaned forward, “I know that you already know this, but it bears repeating. Beauxbatons, myself, and indeed all of France, are honoured to be represented by you in this tournament.”
Hadrian swallowed around the sudden lump in his throat. He knew the opinions of his classmates, considering their support and bolstering encouragements were a constant force in his life. And he knew that his country was proud of his performance so far – but to have it stated so plainly by his minister, by someone he admired greatly, was especially heady.
He dipped his head respectfully, and when he caught Madame Maxime’s eyes, large and dark and sparkling with pride, he had to look away in embarrassment.
Lécuyer sat back, her chin coming to rest on her delicately curled fist. “How have you been otherwise. Are you experiencing any difficulties with your schoolwork? Or is there anything else that is bothering you?”
Beyond everything, Hadrian thought wryly. “No, Minister. I have kept on top of my assignments, and when I do need help, Raina and Claire have been able to provide.”
“It is good that you can rely on your peers,” Maxime said, and she did sound happy to hear it. As someone who had dedicated her life to her school, it must be rewarding to see her students embody the same traits she had worked hard to implement.
Her expression quickly grew solemn though, almost contrite. “I feel the need to apologise for not being more available to you,” she began, one hand flattening over her thigh. “It was never my intention to have such little contact with you during the tournament. I am sorry.”
“There is nothing to forgive,” Hadrian assured her swiftly, and he believed that wholeheartedly. Madame Maxime was strained enough just managing the other twenty-nine Beauxbatons students – organising their lessons, fielding questions, marking assessment pieces – all the while having to run the academy from a great distance and also act as a political asset in Britain. Hadrian was capable of getting through the tournament without her assistance; just the knowledge that he could lean on his headmistress was enough for him, really.
Besides, Hadrian would not delude himself into thinking he could go to the woman for everything. He knew that Maxime would have some issues with his more recent actions if she knew about them, so he knew it would be best to maintain his silence.
Lécuyer tossed back the rest of her drink and pursed her lips. She placed her glass on the table and turned her gaze to Hadrian. “I am glad that you are doing well. I must admit that I was quite worried…seeing that werewolf attack you as it had was – confronting.” She shook her head, eyes shadowed with a muted kind of anger.
Hadrian grimaced, and the wounds on his back pulsed with the memory of agony. He looked away, feeling the familiar acidic burn of guilt in his gut. He could still hear the crack of the werewolf’s spine folding around the tree trunk.
“Is there any news on that? Do they know how she got through the wards?” He asked.
“Not yet,” Lécuyer answered, her words clipped with frustration, “though they have launched an investigation. I somehow doubt they will draw any satisfactory conclusions. This tournament is rife with misfortunate oversights, it seems.”
Hadrian watched her curiously as he took a drink, making note of the leading, accusatory undertone in her voice. He chose not to comment on that. If someone were trying to sabotage the tournament, he would hardly be surprised. It was historically notorious for causing discourse.
He would have to be extra cautious in the final task just in case.
Madame Maxime shifted in her place, drawing their attention. She levelled a pointed look at the minister. “Perhaps it is time we discuss the purpose of this meeting?”
“Of course, Olympe,” Lécuyer said, bowing her head in concession. “I forgot myself for a moment.” She uncrossed her legs and laced her fingers together. “As Olympe said, there is something I wished to speak to you about, Hadrian.”
“Minister?” He raised his eyebrows, attentive but apprehensive.
The woman’s gaze was unwavering, her eyes alight with an inner fire. “Tell me, what are your plans for after you graduate from Beauxbatons?”
The question had him blinking. “After?”
Lécuyer nodded, and she seemed delighted to have caught him off guard. “Yes, after. Olympe said that you had not marked anything down on your fifth-year forms and claimed that in all of your interviews you seemed unconcerned with your indecision.”
Hadrian darted a look at Madame Maxime, who remained quiet and serious by the minister’s side.
He frowned lightly, trying to understand what was happening. “I wasn’t aware that the minister had access to our academy files,” he said slowly.
Lécuyer smiled, just a hint of her teeth showing. “Technically I don’t. As the minister I have no rights to your files, not without an official request through the courts, of course.” The easy way she replied to that told him that she was testing him for something, though what he did not –
“Ah,” Hadrian uttered, running the tip of his tongue over the roof of his mouth as the answer suddenly came to him. “You meant as a recruiter.”
This time the minister’s approval was star-bright when she nodded.
“As a recruiter you can request access to see if a student is interested in your field; and can have interviews with staff to better understand their temperament and skills.” Hadrian breathed out softly, then gave the smirking woman a rueful look. “You could have opened with that.”
“I like watching you think,” she answered with a negligent shrug that was anything but.
“While I am flattered, Minister, I have to ask – why me?”
He expected a half-answer, something inane wrapped up in pretty words; and perhaps Lécuyer knew that because her response was nothing he could have prepared for.
“Because when I look at you, I see France. Not as it is, but as it could be. I see a young muggleborn that is a force of nature trapped behind a nice façade. A young man that is surrounded and supported by the heirs of some of the most prominent European wizarding families. I see someone magically and mentally strong, someone quick and intelligent, but restrained when needed. Someone that has the unique qualities it takes to be the leader of a country.”
Hadrian stopped breathing, his eyes widening at the declaration.
Lécuyer stared back, intense and fierce and challenging, as if daring him to refute what she had said. “I could tell from the moment I met you that you were a talented young man, Hadrian. But having had the chance to observe you properly, to speak to your peers and teachers who have watched you grow over the years – it has only solidified my opinion of you.”
“You want me to, what, be minister?” Hadrian asked, his voice cracking over the title with a mangled combination of hysterical amusement and despair.
A part of him longed to laugh, to bury his face in his hands and choke on the irony of the situation. He had just broken off from his mother, had just come to terms with paving his own path and not following their lifelong plan for him. And yet here was the Minister of France herself implying that he might make a good successor.
Dear gods, his mother would be so fucking proud.
That thought alone made him feel sick.
Some of it must have shown on his face because Madame Maxime rose and gripped his shoulders in concern.
“Not just yet,” Lécuyer said after a pause, clearly worried at his reaction. “That was what I wanted to discuss with you. An opportunity to get into the political sphere.”
“Simone,” Maxime hissed, harsh disapproval settling over her face.
“It’s fine, Madame,” Hadrian said, shaking off his shock and focussing on the minister. “I…would like to hear this.”
Maxime clicked her tongue but kindly returned to her seat. She shot a warning looked at Lécuyer though, and if Hadrian were not dealing with the rush of bitterness at crossing off another step in his mother’s dream for him, he might have found the protectiveness amusing.
Lécuyer took the warning for what it was because her approach was noticeably gentler as she continued. “As you know, a vast majority of the council in France consists of members from the oldest wizarding families. They have substantial power and influence in how France is governed. You might also know that getting into the upper echelon can be difficult.”
Here, she looked at him with raised eyebrows. Hadrian nodded; his mouth pressed tight to convey his annoyance over the fact. Blood purity was not necessarily a major issue in France, but some in the older generations still clung to outdated ideals, and most muggleborns found it intimidating to try and step into their ring when they lacked significant power or wealth.
Lécuyer nodded in agreement. “While I think that you would do very well holding your own against anyone that tried to come at you – I do think that it would be beneficial if you had some more accomplishments to your name before taking a step into this world.”
“Winning the Triwizard Tournament wouldn’t count?” Hadrian asked blandly, and Lécuyer’s lips twitched at his cheek.
“Unfortunately, no. While that would certainly help, something extra would definitely give you some more credibility.” From her pocket, she pulled out a folded slip of paper. Hadrian took it and opened it, eyes skimming over it.
In the topmost corner, the crest of the French Ministry sat, the words ‘Incanté, Envouté, Conjuré’ printed underneath it.
And just below that – Bureau de la Justice Magique.
“Our auror department has recently announced an eighteen-month internship program,” Lécuyer explained. “During that time, you would be assigned to a pair of aurors while they go through their daily routines. You would assist with paperwork, gain a comprehensive understanding of how the department functions, and help with cases. You would be working within the Ministry, so it would provide a unique opportunity to make connections.”
Hadrian traced a finger over the seal at the bottom of the page, the official mark of the bureau, and his thoughts whirled. He had never even considered being an auror, any notions of his future always being focussed on becoming minister.
But now, holding the flyer in his hands, he could not help imagining.
“For you, I feel that this would be a wonderful chance to grow a bit more before moving on to other projects. After the internship ends there is a placement should you accept. I think someone like you might do very well in the department for a few years.”
Hadrian did not look up from the paper as he asked, “‘Someone like me’?”
“Driven. Smart. Powerful.” Lécuyer’s eyes narrowed, “Able to use wandless magic.”
That did make him raise his head. The minister did not look displeased, but there was something close to suspicion burning in her eyes. Hadrian just hoped she did not outright ask him how a seventeen-year-old managed to cultivate that particular skill. He was not in the mood to lie.
His refusal to address that left them sitting in a heavy pause, but thankfully Lécuyer did not push. She sighed once more, looking down at the carpet. “I do not want to pressure you in this matter, Hadrian. The choice is purely yours. I simply wanted to let you know that you had plenty of options available to you, regardless of what you inevitably pick.”
Hadrian took another moment to study the paper, then folded it carefully and slipped it into his pocket. He looked up and met Lécuyer’s gaze squarely. “Thank you. I will definitely take it into consideration, Minister.”
Some of the tension around her eyes and mouth ebbed, leaving her once again looking tired. “That is all I ask. You may go now, Hadrian.”
He left his glass on the table, then stood and bowed to both women. As he left the office, he could swear his pocket was filled with rocks.
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Chapter 50: Chapter Fifty
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Chapter Text
Albert trailed his fingers along the edge of the tome he had lent Hadrian; absently dragging his nail across the embossed designs.
The common room had emptied in the time since their champion had been summoned away by the headmistress – the last few of their peers trickling back to their bedrooms with mumbled farewells and tired waves.
It was just the four of them that remained now.
Albert shifted in his seat, twisting until he could throw a leg over one arm of his chair and lean his head back against the other. He slouched with a low sigh, half-lidded eyes coming to rest on the huddled forms of Jacob and Claire. They were whispering to themselves, leaning against one another on the floor. Shy, soft smiles lingered on their faces.
Adorable, he thought privately.
The gentle growth of their relationship had been strangely enjoyable to witness, and though there was still some tension due to Jacob’s presence, Albert could ignore it if it meant that Claire could continue to smile like that.
Of course, that decision was helped by the fact that Hadrian seemed content to let things with Jacob lie. Albert respected the other boy enough to follow his lead on this; though he did not know if he could ever be that merciful to one that wronged him in such a way.
Albert turned his gaze to the lavishly decorated roof, and once again considered his friend’s strength. If he had been in Hadrian’s position, betrayed by someone he trusted, he would have burned with the need for revenge.
Jacob would not have survived crossing Albert. Socially, and perhaps even literally, Albert would have destroyed him.
Hadrian was a better man than him, and though Albert had already known that fact, he could admit that the other’s self-discipline was both awe-inspiring and frustrating.
Tolerance and restraint could be abused, after all, and despite his confidence and skills, Hadrian could sometimes be too trusting in himself.
But that was fine, Albert mused. It just meant that they would have to help protect Hadrian, to cover his blind spots while he focussed on more important matters.
And there were important matters going on, things that extended far beyond the tournament.
Albert was hardly obtuse. He had seen the dramatic shifts in Hadrian over the course of the year. He had seen how, more often than not, Hadrian’s attention was drifting further and further away from their confined world of school and silly rivalries. He saw how those green eyes would grow distant, fixed on things that were outside of Albert’s scope of vision.
He knew that Raina and Claire were privy to what was happening, or that they at least knew more than Albert did. But whatever their thoughts were, they were well guarded.
Albert did not mind the clandestineness of it all, nor could he fault Hadrian for so blatantly excluding him from things. They all had a right to secrets, and something told him that Hadrian’s were the particularly dangerous kind.
Until he was ready to share, Albert could content himself with simply being in a support role.
Releasing another sigh, Albert let a small smile slip onto his face. He drummed his fingers on the tome’s cover, listening to the low murmur of voices and the crackling of the fire in the hearth.
Their bubble of peace remained undisturbed for another few minutes before a familiar figure quietly exited the hallway.
Albert turned to look, and to his right Raina straightened. “Hadrian,” she said, relief colouring her tone. She held out a beckoning hand.
Hadrian blinked rapidly, the pensive expression on his face falling away when he noticed them. “Hey,” he greeted, making his way back to them, “what are you still doing up?”
He took her hand without seeming to realise what he was doing, and Albert quirked an eyebrow.
“We were waiting for you,” he answered, watching curiously as the other boy took a seat beside Raina. “Is everything alright?”
Hadrian tilted his head, and Albert could see the thoughts flitting through his eyes. Debating whether to lie, he wondered, amused at the possibility.
“Everything is fine,” Hadrian eventually said, “it was just…an unexpected meeting.”
“Was it about the tournament?” Claire asked, one hand bracing on the ground to balance herself. Her blue eyes were concerned. Beside her, Jacob grimaced.
Hadrian shook his head. “No, not really. They asked me how I was recovering.”
“They?” Raina prompted, and Hadrian caught her eye.
“Minister Lécuyer was there,” he said, and it was odd how easily he was telling them this. Getting information from Hadrian was usually akin to pulling teeth – having him surrender it without a fight was both gratifying and suspicious. “She wanted to check in with me.”
“And what else?” Jacob asked, leaning back on his palms. They all knew that while their minister was a respectable person and cared for Hadrian in her own way, she was too deeply embedded in the political landscape to seek someone out without an ulterior motive.
Instead of replying, Hadrian pulled out a single sheet of paper from his pocket and held it out to Raina. The girl took it and opened it, her dark eyes scanning it swiftly. Her lips pressed together, and her brows furrowed in thought. She did not appear to be upset, however, merely calculative.
“The auror internship program?” She read aloud, lowering the page to stare at Hadrian. “She wants you to be an auror?”
“She wants me to be minister,” Hadrian corrected, and he paused to study them closely. When none of them reacted with anything resembling surprise, he huffed and shook his head ruefully. “Not that any of you seem shocked by that.”
“She has been interested in you for a while, Hadrian,” Raina said with a shrug. “It’s not so unbelievable that she would want to push you further. You have many qualities suited to being a politician.”
Hadrian did not protest. They all knew what she had said was true.
Albert watched as the other boy slumped back in his chair, noticing the weariness winding through his body. It was very late, and his conversation with the minister and the headmistress had obviously worn him down.
He almost suggested that they retire, giving Hadrian a way out from the light interrogation, but the other continued before he could.
“She wants me to consider applying. It’s eighteen months, but she believes it would give me a good base to work from.”
“It would,” Jacob agreed, scratching at his chin. “The auror department is highly competitive, but their reputation is solid. Impress the right people and you would be guaranteed a position at the end of the program.”
“That would be easy enough,” Claire interrupted lightly, arms wrapping around her knees, “our Hadrian is very impressive, after all.”
She winked at him, and Hadrian snorted. Jacob chuckled, tipping his head to the side as he continued, “Spending a year or two as a junior, then working your way to a more senior rank would give you a good understanding of the internal structure of the ministry, and you would meet and work with a lot of different departments. It’s a good opportunity to get your name out there and build up a strong profile in peoples’ minds.”
Albert bit his lip in thought, his eyes sliding to the paper still held in Raina’s long fingers.
He could acknowledge the quiet genius behind the minister’s offer. As a muggleborn, Hadrian would naturally be at a disadvantage if he tried to enter the political arena in France fresh from Beauxbatons. Prejudices still ran deep in some circles, despite their country’s attempts to pretend otherwise. But getting a foot in the door through the auror department was a more subtle and stable path.
Even eighteen months would be enough for someone as smart as Hadrian to make connections, and with his clout as a Triwizard Tournament champion, he would have quite a few people wanting to meet him.
Albert looked back at his friend and tried to imagine Hadrian three, five, ten years from now. It was remarkably easy to do so.
Minister Evans.
Albert smiled.
“Will you do it?” He asked, cutting through the silent match Hadrian and Claire had fallen into, pulling ridiculous faces at each other. He felt momentarily guilty when the light-hearted glint in Hadrian’s eyes faded, but he pushed it to the side.
“I’m not sure,” Hadrian admitted, spreading his hands. “I always…knew I would go into politics one day. But lately…” he stopped, looking troubled.
Albert did not miss the concerned glance Claire and Raina shared.
“I guess I had begun thinking of other professions I could go into.”
“Like what?” Claire asked, voice as kind as ever.
Hadrian shrugged, a weak grin making its way onto his face. “Teaching? I think I would enjoy that.”
They all fell silent at that, drawn to the faint longing in Hadrian’s voice. He sounded sad, and Albert did not like hearing such melancholy in his friend’s tone.
“I think you would be a splendid teacher,” Raina told him after a long pause. Her face was soft with affection, and Hadrian’s smile grew more solid at her comment.
“You’d be better than Professor Lavigne at any rate,” Jacob remarked, joke tentative but filled with good humour.
Claire giggled, her hand flying to cover her mouth. The rest of them followed, breaking out into laughter as they thought back to their outrageous old Charms professor. The man had left before their third year, but his ridiculous teaching methods had left quite the impression on them.
“A ringing endorsement,” Hadrian said dryly, though the smile he directed at Jacob was genuine and warm. “But still, I would need five years of experience in my chosen field before being eligible to be a professor, and I haven’t really considered what area I would even want to go into. It was just a thought.” He waved his hand dismissively as if to banish the idea completely.
“Well, regardless, you have plenty of time to think it over,” Raina said, handing the letter back to Hadrian. She smoothed her hands over the cushion she had sitting in her lap. “There’s no need to rush into anything.”
“No, I suppose not,” Hadrian agreed, tucking the paper back into his pocket. He ran a hand down his face and sighed once more.
“It’s late,” Albert said, sitting up and swinging his legs around. “We should turn in for the night.”
The others slowly pulled themselves to their feet, taking the time to clean up the pillows and straighten the furniture as they moved.
Hadrian stretched his arms above his head, groaning lightly. “I’ll see you all in the morning, then. Night.”
Albert nodded in reply, and Raina and Hadrian split off, heading into the opposite hallway towards their rooms. Jacob and Claire followed, sharing a quick kiss as they went.
Albert picked up his tome, tapping it against his palm twice. He would give it back to Hadrian in the morning, he told himself. He waved his wand at the hearth, killing the fire and plunging the room into darkness.
A soft noise caught his attention, and he looked over his shoulder.
Minister Lécuyer stood just in the threshold of the other hallway; the one leading towards Madame Maxime’s rooms and office.
Albert did not know how long she had been there – if she had heard their entire discussion or merely the tail end of it. Her expression was pleasant but ultimately unreadable in the shadows.
“Albert,” the woman said, lips curling. “Always nice to see you.”
“Minister,” he returned quietly, dipping his head in a shallow bow. “Likewise.”
Lécuyer stepped further into the room, her gaze darting briefly in the direction his friends had gone. Her smile deepened as she looked back to him. “Have a good night,” she told him.
“You as well,” he replied, watching from under his lashes as she walked to the main door of the carriage, slipping out into the night.
He sighed, closing his eyes.
OoO
Claire clicked her tongue in irritation, kicking a stray branch out of her way as they waited for Raina to join them. She wrapped her arms around herself to ward off the chill. “This is an awful place – it feels wrong.”
Hadrian hummed in agreement, his eyes surveying the clearing they had chosen for their experiment.
It was early afternoon, their classes having finished for the day, and there was still plenty of light. The trees here were not as densely packed, allowing the sun to break through the foliage easily – but there was a certain weight to the air. A subtle warning that sat around his shoulders and caused the hairs on the back of his neck to stand.
Inside the pockets of his blazer his hands curled into fists.
Hadrian could admit that he was uncomfortable in this place. They were only a few minutes’ walk from the edge of the Forbidden Forest, not even technically out of bounds, but already Hadrian could feel his heartbeat increasing and his breaths coming faster.
The last time he had been in these woods he had almost been killed.
He swallowed around the stone in his throat. The scars on his back throbbed in time with the memories now dancing in the peripheral of his vision.
A hand gripped his bicep – not squeezing, just resting there lightly – and it was enough to reclaim his attention.
Claire stared at him in unabashed concern, her thumb rubbing soothingly over his arm. “You’re okay,” she whispered, and while a part of Hadrian wanted to flush at his obvious lapse, a larger part was simply glad that she was here.
“I’m okay,” he echoed, and wondered that if he repeated that enough times, it would become true.
Claire’s expression was tumultuous, her eyes shadowed and upset on his behalf. Hadrian brushed some of her hair behind her ear and made the effort to smile. “It will fade,” he told her, “the memories, the scars – I survived, Claire. That is all that matters. It will get easier.”
“Nearly losing you will never get easier, Hadrian,” she replied. “Every time you get hurt, I worry that it will finally stick. That you will slip away from us forever. You are brilliant, Hadrian, and so very powerful. But I am terrified for you.”
She reached up and cupped his cheek with her palm. His eyes fluttered at the gentle stroke of her thumb.
“I used to believe you were indestructible,” Claire admitted, “you were always so far ahead of us all. So smart and dedicated. So untouchable and steady. I think realising that you are as mortal as the rest of us scared me more than anything ever has.”
Hadrian frowned, taking hold of her wrist. “The tournament will not kill me, Claire,” he said, dropping a hand on her shoulder to try and banish the grief that had made a home on her face. “I’ll admit that I haven’t had the smoothest run, but I’m much too stubborn to die. You know that.”
The sad smile she gave him told him enough.
“And you had better continue to be stubborn,” a voice called from behind them. They turned to see Raina approaching with brisk steps. “If you die in the third task, I will resurrect you just to kill you again myself.”
Hadrian chuckled, stepping back from Claire. “Ah, darling, you say the sweetest things,” he teased.
Raina narrowed her eyes as she came to a stop beside them. “I mean it – do not make me become a necromancer, Evans,” she warned, brandishing her wand in his face.
He held his hands up placatingly, smile threatening to overtake him. “Dying is expressly off the table. Understood.”
“Good,” Raina said, her hands coming to her hips. “Now, shall we begin our little test?”
Hadrian grimaced. “Is it bad that I hope this won’t work?” He asked, running a hand through his hair.
“I don’t think so,” Claire said, her earlier sorrow replaced with a contemplative tone. “I obviously do not know the man as well as you – but the idea of sharing anything with the Dark Lord, especially something so integral to his identity, is an unpleasant one.”
Hadrian stared down at his boots, digging a small groove into the dirt. He doubted that Riddle would kill him if he did develop Parseltongue, but he knew that it would change something fundamental in their relationship.
And to be perfectly honest, Hadrian did not really want things to change. He liked where the two of them were; even now he could feel the gentle thrum of their bond in the back of his mind, and the thought of inadvertently losing that connection made him ache in a way he did not want to name.
“We can deal with the ramifications of this once we actually know what Hadrian can do,” Raina said kindly. “It might have just been a lingering aftereffect of the ritual. It could have faded.”
“Or perhaps not,” Claire countered.
“All the more reason to test this. I need to know what I can and can’t do,” Hadrian sighed, rubbing at the back of his neck. “Let’s just get this over with.”
He waved his hand in invitation, and after a quick assessing look, Raina twirled her wand in her hand.
“I had to look this spell up, but I’m confident that it will work. Once the snake is here, we can figure out what to do next.” Hadrian and Claire nodded, and Raina aimed at the ground a few metres away from them. “Serpensortia.”
A white light flashed, and there was the faintest crack as a snake appeared before them. Raina and Claire instantly backed away, startled by its size. Hadrian, who was unfortunately acquainted with Nagini, did not move.
He was not well-versed in snake breeds, muggle or otherwise, but he could concede that he had always held a fascination with them. This one, though far smaller than Nagini, was still stunning. Its scales were a soft green and the length of its body gleamed in the afternoon sun.
Hadrian took a cautious step forward, studying the creature carefully as it orientated itself. He cast a look at his friends, then returned his attention to the animal.
“Right,” he muttered, pulling his wand out just in case. He cleared his throat, “Hello?”
The snake reared around, its mouth dropping open in warning. A low hiss escaped it, and Hadrian stilled, respecting the implicit demand.
He had not heard anything other than the hiss, no words hidden beneath the noise, but that did not necessarily mean much. Most animals could vocalise without really saying anything. Even humans could hiss.
“Hello?” He tried again, and when he glanced back at Raina and Claire questioningly, they shook their heads.
Not Parseltongue, then.
Hadrian focussed back on the snake, noting that its attention was fully on him now. “Can you understand me?” He asked again, lowering himself into a crouch with great care.
The snake blinked at him, its black tongue flickering out to taste the air.
“Still English,” Claire told him helpfully.
Hadrian frowned in confusion. He tried to think of how Riddle sounded while speaking the snake language, but he had only heard it a handful of times. While he had always had an ear for languages, Parseltongue was unnatural and awkward and too inhuman for him to wrap his tongue around.
He stared at the snake, meeting its yellow gaze. Its tongue shot out again, and Hadrian got the impression that the thing was mocking him.
“Look, you stupid legless lizard,” he snapped, his frustration getting the better of him, “I don’t have time to mess around with you, so if you could just tell me if you can understand me or not that would be brilliant.”
The snake’s upper body snapped up off the ground, its mouth opening wide – and Hadrian would say it almost looked surprised.
“You speak?” A voice, soft and rasping and undeniably coming from the snake, rang out in the clearing.
Hadrian’s stomach dropped even as his heart soared. A cold flush erupted on the back of his neck, rolling down his shoulders and making him shiver.
“You understand me?”
The snake shook its head, eyes closing. “You speak strangely, human. Broken.”
“But I am speaking?”
The snake dropped back to the ground, slithering closer. “You smell like a speaker,” it told him, not answering his question as it circled around his ankle and up his calf.
Hadrian, thoughts moving fast, barely noticed.
“But also not,” the snake continued, head cresting his thigh, and slipping around his hip. “You smell like a halfling.”
“Halfling?” Hadrian murmured, his hand hovering uncertainly as the animal slid around his back and under his blazer. He shivered at the drag of it against his shirt, feeling the powerful muscles contracting around him. It was not squeezing him, but he realised quite belatedly that he was letting a potentially poisonous creature coil around him.
The snake poked out from his lapel, and Hadrian recklessly reached out to press his hand against the flat of its head. He did not know why, but he always thought that snakes should feel wet. This one was dry and smooth, its scales gently rubbing against his palm as it climbed higher.
He blinked, shaking his head lightly to focus himself again. He forced his mind to still and the words to flow.
This experience was hard for him to understand. It was not anything like speaking English or French. He could hardly tell the difference in his cadence, but if he concentrated –
“What – what do you mean ‘halfling’?””
The tongue flickered against the bare skin of his neck, and Hadrian twitched. “Not a full speaker. You smell old but new. Strange. A baby.” It let out a long, drawn out and vibrating hiss. Laughter, Hadrian realised with discomfort.
“Where are your parents, little human?”
Hadrian bit his lip, holding himself still as the snake wound itself over his shoulder now. It curled around to his front; head raised away from his body enough to catch his eye.
It was hypnotic in a way. Hadrian felt some of his anxiety bleed away the longer he stared into that vibrant gaze.
“Gone,” he said quietly. “My parents are gone.”
“Pity,” the snake commented, “but you are strong. You will grow without them.”
“Hadrian?” Someone whispered, voice tight with apprehension.
He turned his head to see Claire and Raina staring at him. Their faces were pale and their bodies were fraught with tension. Claire looked distressed, one hand gripping Raina’s sleeve while the other held her wand at the ready. Raina, despite her evident anxiety, seemed more fascinated than outright afraid.
“Well,” she began, a light tremor in her voice, “I think it’s safe to say that you can speak Parseltongue.”
“I can understand it well enough,” he corrected, “but speaking...apparently I need some work in that department.” He peered down at the snake again, clearing his mind and focussing on those reptilian eyes. “Off. Off.”
The second command did the trick. The snake’s tongue shot out one final time, before it began to unwind. Hadrian held out his arm, allowing the creature to slither down his limb and drop onto the forest floor.
“My friend will send you back now. Bye,” Hadrian said, rather sillily in his mind, then gestured for Raina.
The snake let out another hissing laugh. “Goodbye, little human.”
It got another metre, and Raina promptly banished it back to wherever she had pulled it from.
Hadrian leaned back, and it was only when he went to stand that he became aware of the fine trembling of his body.
Adrenaline, he identified distantly, and swallowed the sudden pool of saliva in his mouth. He sat himself down carefully, not trusting his legs at the moment. In an instant, Claire was beside him. She waved her wand over him, casting a diagnostic spell.
“I’m fine,” he assured her, eyes helplessly drawn to where the snake had been.
“I shall be the judge of that,” she said sternly, keeping a hand on his shoulder, both in comfort and to steady him. “Are you dizzy? Experiencing any nausea?”
“No,” he answered, “I’m not in shock. I just – I guess it just hit me. Shit. What am I supposed to do with this?”
Raina settled on the other side of him, her dark eyes brimming with academic interest – tampered though it was with concern. “What was it like?”
He scrubbed his face.
“It sounds exactly like English to me. Maybe because that’s technically my first language? I don’t know. There is a subtle undertone to it though. It’s not enough to distract but...it’s distinct. Speaking though –” he winced. “It took more effort than I thought. It doesn’t fit in my mouth right. The words aren’t meant to be said by a human, so it feels weird.”
He looked at them curiously, arms linked loosely around his knees. “What did I sound like?”
Raina and Claire shared a heavy glance.
“Like a snake. You went in and out in the beginning, but when you did speak it was…” Claire hesitated, lowering her wand and gesturing vaguely.
“You sounded beautiful,” Raina cut in. “It was musical in a way. Low and crooning.”
Hadrian’s eyes fell to his hands in contemplation.
He had never thought of Parseltongue in that way before, but now that Raina had said it, he could not help but draw the comparison himself.
Riddle speaking Parseltongue had always sounded so nice, even as it had registered as a threat in his mind.
He paused, then snorted at the thought.
If there was ever a description that suited the man, it was that. Beautiful, but ultimately deadly.
“So,” Claire said, rubbing her arms to ward off the chill. “You can hear it and mostly speak it. Do we know why?”
Raina tapped the tip of her wand against her chin. “It could be anything, really. Depending on what actually caused the transfer – it could be the blood, or it could be the soul bond between you.” She hummed, eyes lowering in thought. “Perhaps the amount of blood we used was not enough to transfer the full ability? Or maybe it’s because the bond is still so new, and things haven’t settled yet? Maybe with time the ability will manifest fully and you’ll be able to speak it more easily?”
“It’s normally genetic, isn’t it? Maybe there is something particular about the Dark Lord’s vocal cords or mouth that allows him to speak it?” Claire suggested, brows furrowed.
“He doesn’t have a forked tongue, if that’s what you’re asking,” Hadrian told her dryly.
“You would know,” Raina muttered from the corner of her mouth. Hadrian felt no remorse when he jabbed her in the side with his elbow and nudged her to the ground.
She laughed, sprawled beside him and completely unrepentant.
Hadrian shook his head at her, and then at Claire when he saw the humour shining in her blue eyes.
They enjoyed the lull for a while, before eventually Hadrian tipped his head back and released a long breath. “We might have to try again,” he said.
Raina made a noise of agreement, playing with a fallen leaf.
“Whether it is once or a hundred times more, we will be right here with you, Hadrian.” Claire said.
Hadrian smiled, and swooped forward to press an affectionate kiss to her cheek.
“Thank you,” he said sincerely.
OoO
Sirius knocked lightly on the door of Lily’s bedroom before he slipped inside.
It had been over a day since she had holed herself up in her rooms, and though Albus had assured them that she was merely resting, Sirius could not help but be concerned.
Lily did not do well on her own.
The room was dim, the thick curtains pulled across the windows, allowing the shadows to thicken. Sirius hesitated for a second, unease simmering low in his gut at the gloomy sight. He took a breath to steel himself and closed the door behind him, cutting off the light from the hallway.
“Lily? Lils, you okay in here?”
There was a rustle, and he squinted as his eyes adjusted. He could make out the shape of someone on the bed as they sat up.
“Sirius?” Lily asked, her voice hoarse.
“Yeah,” he said, stepping closer and lowering himself onto the mattress beside her. She shifted, tucking her legs under herself and leaning against his shoulder. “Are you alright? We hadn’t seen you in a while, I got worried.”
Lily licked her lips and opened her mouth, only to close it a few seconds later. Defeat was written in every line of her body, and some part of Sirius mourned for the brilliant, sharp young woman he used to know. He reached out and took one of her hands in his, holding it tenderly and running his thumb over her knuckles.
“Am I a bad mother, Sirius?” She whispered, fingers curling over his.
Sirius paused, considering his words carefully. “I don’t think I’m the one you should be asking, Lils.”
Her expression crumpled at his gentle rejection, but she still nodded in acceptance. Thoughts, dark and troubled, swirled in her eyes.
He frowned, leaning forward until she dragged her gaze to his.
“What happened, Lily?” He asked, shaking his head in confusion. “I know that your fight with Hadrian upset you – but there’s something else bothering you, isn’t there?”
Tellingly, she glanced away.
“Hey,” he coaxed, nudging her lightly. “Lily, talk to me. What’s going on in that big brain of yours?”
Lily looked as if she tried to smile at the old joke, but it fell flat. “It’s something Albus said to me,” she started, still refusing to meet his eyes. “I guess…I’m just trying to understand what he meant – what it would mean. He was…vague.”
“That’s his speciality,” Sirius commented. He settled more comfortably and gestured for her to continue. “Tell me what he said. Maybe I know something that can help.”
She took a shuddering breath, then nodded sluggishly. “We were talking about Har – about Hadrian, and his decision to…to stay out of things from now on. And I was saying that I didn’t think there was anything we could do to change his mind. He’s always been a stubborn boy.”
Lily stared at the wall for a long moment, clearly caught in her memories, before she blinked rapidly.
“I told Albus there was nothing we could do – but he said ‘what if there was?’ and I don’t know what he meant. He wouldn’t tell me what he was talking about, and I’m – I’m scared, Sirius.”
Lily turned to look at him, green eyes glassy and distraught.
Sirius sat back, breathing in deeply to try and grapple with the sudden swell of rage that overtook him. His hands grabbed the blanket, twisting the thick cover in his fists.
“That’s what he said?” He asked, hearing himself distantly, like he was speaking underwater. His mind automatically rushed to the worst possible scenarios. “Hadrian said no, though. He thinks he can – what? Make him do it? That sounds like – that sounds like compulsions, Lily. Like he’s going to force Hadrian to fight.”
She bowed her head, “That’s what I was thinking too. I told him that Hadrian wouldn’t, I said we’d lost him…but he seemed so sure.”
Sirius released the blanket, but his hands were racked with tremors. “You said no, right?”
She did not reply.
“Lily,” he snapped, “tell me you said no.”
“I didn’t know!” She cried, shooting to her feet, and turning her back to him. She wrapped her arms around herself as if to hide from his judgement.
“I – he wouldn’t tell me what he was talking about, and I didn’t know! I’m so confused, Sirius! I didn’t want to say anything because I didn’t know what I’d be agreeing to – or what I’d be rejecting!”
She ran her hand through her hair, spinning back to stare at him with desperation. “I’m so scared,” she repeated, “because a part of me wants to know so badly, and another wants nothing to do with it.”
“Of course you shouldn’t want anything to do with it!” Sirius snarled, standing as well. He flung his arms out in agitation, “Lily, compulsions are wrong. Even the weakest ones are considered illegal in some countries!”
“We don’t know if that’s what he meant,” she tried, though her voice wavered with doubt.
“It doesn’t matter what he meant,” Sirius insisted, his anger cooling but not diminishing. “It doesn’t matter what he wants to use – compulsions, blackmail, whatever. Hadrian doesn’t want this. Do you really think he’ll accept being used by Dumbledore? Do you really think he’ll take any attempt to control him with grace?”
Sirius let out a bruising laugh. “That kid would tear himself apart before he let that happen. Is that what you want?”
Lily shuddered before him.
“Is it?”
“No,” she croaked.
“Then you need to stop whatever he’s got in mind before he can get it off the ground,” Sirius said firmly.
“We’re jumping to conclusions,” Lily murmured, sounding so incredibly worn. She rubbed at her forehead. “Dumbledore wouldn’t…”
“You haven’t been here,” Sirius interrupted, voice becoming hard. “You don’t know half of the things Dumbledore would do now. What he has done to keep the Order running these years. Whatever he wants to use to get Hadrian on board – it isn’t good.”
Lily slowly shook her head, “What are you…?”
“You need to listen to me,” Sirius said lowly. “If Dumbledore is planning to use a compulsion of some sort on Hadrian, he wouldn’t be able to just shake that off – and even if it’s not a compulsion spell there are still plenty of ways to control people without their knowledge. You think Dumbledore wouldn’t use something Dark on Hadrian?”
Sirius laughed again, and Lily’s face paled sharply. “If he thought it would give him an advantage, he’d do it in a heartbeat.”
Lily hunched over, eyes slamming shut. “I just want my son back,” she said quietly. “What would you have me do?”
“How about not stripping his choice away from him? How about not invalidating his decisions?”
Shame, hot and ugly, spilled across Lily’s face. She dropped back onto the bed and covered her face with her hands. “I never –”
Someone rapped on the door. Sirius and Lily stiffened.
“Potter?” Mad-Eye’s gruff voice called through to them. “Black? You two in there?”
Sirius frowned, straightening as Lily cleared her throat and called out. “We’re here, Alastor.”
They shared a confused look as the door swung open, and Mad-Eye’s scarred face appeared in the gap. His one good eye darted between them suspiciously, while the magical one rolled erratically in its metal socket.
Sirius’ hands flexed, some unnamed instinct in the back of his head prickling in warning. And that feeling was justified when Mad-Eye opened his mouth. “Dumbledore’s called a meeting. He wants you downstairs.”
Anxiety immediately flooded him, a persistent buzzing under his skin. They did not have a meeting scheduled for another two weeks. “What’s it about?”
Mad-Eye shrugged, the gnarled flesh around his lips twitching with frustration. “He didn’t say. Now, hurry it up. We haven’t got all day.”
Sirius had known Mad-Eye for two decades now, had met him almost from the day he had graduated Hogwarts and been inducted into the auror department, and he knew what the man looked like when he lied.
His stomach dropped.
Lily stood, her arms nervously fluttering close to her chest before dropping to her sides. “Of course, Alastor,” she agreed, though her eyes flashed with the same confused unease that was plaguing Sirius. She attempted to smile and gestured for Sirius to move towards the door.
He frowned but did as he was bid. The three of them left the room in silence, broken only by the deep thump of Mad-Eye’s wooden leg hitting the floor in uneven steps. As they started down the staircase, Sirius turned to catch Lily’s eye, trying to convey his doubts to her quietly.
Lily’s expression was grim and unsettled.
Neither of them believed it was a coincidence that Dumbledore had summoned them just now.
Shit, Sirius thought venomously as they reached the first floor and made for the large dinning room. He paused for only a second on the threshold, grey eyes scanning the scarcely occupied room. He easily spotted Dumbledore at the head of the table, with Emmeline sitting beside him sporting a stern frown. Dedalus was a little further down from them, his hands twisting nervously atop the table.
Tonks and Cedric were also in attendance, Sirius noted with apprehension. His cousin perked up when he entered, her eyes – big and golden today – stared at him. He tilted his head in question as he approached the far end of the table, and she shook her head slightly.
Sirius’ frown deepened.
Clearly, Dumbledore had not shared his reasons to the others yet.
“Ah, Sirius and Lily,” the older wizard greeted, smiling at them kindly. “It is good to see you both. Come, take a seat. We have much to discuss.”
Tentatively, they both did. Mad-Eye lumbered up further, foregoing a seat and standing behind Dumbledore’s right shoulder as a silent sentinel.
Sirius studied the others critically, his right hand lightly tracing the handle of his wand under the table. The sense of wrongness persisted, festering in his mind the more he saw.
“Where is everyone else? Remus? Kingsley? Molly and Arthur?” Lily asked, casting her gaze around pointedly at the range of empty chairs.
“They do not need to be here for this meeting,” Dumbledore told her simply, folding his hands in front of him. “I thought it best not to pull their attention away from their assignments, or families, in Molly, Arthur and young William’s case. I’ve no doubt that we can settle things between us.”
“Settle what, sir?” Cedric asked, leaning forward, his head tilted quizzically.
“How we can bring an end to Voldemort and his reign, my boy.”
Silence met that declaration. Cedric sat back in stunned confusion, and beside him Tonks looks equally uncertain.
Sirius traded a loaded look with Lily, and saw his fears mirrored there.
“I thought it was only Harry – sorry, Hadrian that could kill him?” Tonks said, splaying her hands in question. “I mean, the prophecy –”
“Is still in effect,” Dumbledore assured calmly. “Young Harry is the only one capable of killing him, that has not changed.”
“But…” Tonks’ expression twisted, “didn’t he say he wanted out? Did he change his mind? Shouldn’t he be here for this then? I mean, I guess school is still on, but if we have a way to take Voldemort out, then shouldn’t he know about it? So he can…you know…do it?”
Dumbledore dipped his head, acknowledging her point. “Harry has not reconsidered his current stance. He is still unwilling to do his duty.”
Underneath the table, Lily’s hand crept to grasp Sirius’. Her thin fingers curled around his tightly, griding his bones. Sirius hardly noticed, too preoccupied trying to control his breathing. He did not like this one bit.
“I’m confused,” Cedric admitted, gaze darting between Dumbledore and Lily. There was a sharpness lurking in those soft grey eyes, thoughts spinning and connections being drawn. “Hadrian is supposed to kill Voldemort, and he doesn’t want to, but you’re saying we have a plan…?” He trailed off, turning back to Dumbledore in invitation.
“The purpose of this meeting,” Dumbledore began, “is to propose an idea that might help…persuade Harry to do as the prophecy foretold. If his emotions are blinding him, if they are stopping him from doing what is right, then we must provide him the motivation to look past it. We must help him see the truth and complete his destiny.”
Sirius unstuck his tongue. “And how do you want to do that?” He asked harshly, a throaty growl coating his words. Tonks and Cedric both looked at him in concern.
Dumbledore’s blue eyes pierced Sirius from across the table, and he wondered when they had grown so difficult to read.
“As I mentioned to Lily,” the man said with a nod in her direction, “in my youth I studied many fields, and learned many spells and rituals. Persuasion was a topic I investigated…thoroughly. And I believe there is a ritual that might help Harry to overcome whatever emotional obstacles are holding him back.”
Hearing it from Lily had left him burning with rage, but hearing it firsthand from the man himself…Sirius had never felt this cold before.
“What ritual?” Lily asked, her voice small in the large room.
In response, Dumbledore pulled a small glass vial from his sleeve. The liquid inside it was red.
“This contains some of young Harry’s blood. Before Voldemort attacked you that night, I had taken a few samples. Do you remember, my dear?”
Lily nodded dumbly. “You said it was for protection. That we could use it for wards or – or charms to keep Harry safe.”
“Yes,” Dumbledore appeared pleased that she recalled. “We used a small amount in an attempt to prevent Harry from entering his name in the goblet – but as we all know, someone else saw fit to nominate him instead. An oversight on my part, I will admit.” The man’s mouth curled down in guilt. “But this remaining blood should prove enough for what we intend.”
Sirius was shaking his head, the movement slight and barely noticeable. Horror began to crawl through his veins. Something close to betrayal clogged his throat.
“The ritual I mentioned was rather common in more ancient times. It was typically used by old wizarding families to manage their more unruly children – to temper their rebelliousness and make them more amenable to their parents’ wishes.” Dumbledore smiled at the disturbed expressions on Cedric and Tonks’ faces. “Fret not. It fell out of practice many centuries ago, but it is not as controlling as it sounds. The ritual merely plants an idea in the recipient’s mind that they then carry out. Back then, it was only used when children did things that threatened their own safety or the reputation of the family. It doesn’t hurt, and the recipient wouldn’t even notice the suggestion.”
“It still sounds awful,” Tonks said, and her hair turned black with her mood. “I don’t think – I mean, it sounds like Dark magic, sir. I’m not sure…”
“It’s compulsion,” Sirius cut in, disgusted. “You can wrap it up in as many pretty words as you want – it’s still compulsion. You’re still stripping his will away from him –”
“I am not,” Dumbledore denied evenly. “The ritual will not suppress Harry’s will or autonomy. It merely functions as a seed that will prompt a certain behaviour. Harry will still have full control over how he interprets the suggestion, and how he decides to act on it.”
“You’re still forcing him to do something he doesn’t want to do.” Sirius snapped, and it was only Lily’s death-grip on his hand that stopped him from lurching to his feet. “He’s said he doesn’t want to be involved. And here you are talking about spitting on his one request and wanting to burrow into his mind to turn him into some unknowing puppet?”
“Harry is the only one that can stop Voldemort,” Dumbledore told him, tone hardening just a touch. Sirius immediately noted the way Emmeline, Alastor and Dedalus tensed. “His decision to step away from this has put the fate of this entire country in jeopardy. His…affection for Tom is clouding his judgement, and I cannot in good conscience allow Harry to fall further into Tom’s orbit than he already has.”
“You’re missing the point, Albus,” Sirius snarled, his anger a roaring thing in his chest now. “Hadrian is seventeen. You want to force a boy to take on a man you yourself can’t even beat? He’s not strong enough. He’s still in school for Merlin’s sake! There’s decades of difference between them!”
“Harry is an intelligent young man,” Dumbledore countered, tucking the vial of blood back into his pocket. “I have no doubt that he would be able to get Tom alone and to lower his guard. They are close, and if what we have observed is true, Harry’s affections are not one-sided.”
“Wait,” Cedric said, genuine shock on his face, “Voldemort likes Hadrian? What?”
His question went unanswered.
“So,” the derision on Sirius’ tongue burned. “Instead of pitting them against each other in a duel, you’re expecting Hadrian to – what? Poison him? Get into his bed and stick a knife in him while he’s distracted?”
Lily flinched, but Sirius was too riled up to pay her much mind.
“I expect Harry to go about it in whatever way he deems most appropriate. He knows Tom best, and Tom is too invested and too arrogant to suspect Harry as a threat now that he thinks he has severed himself from us. He will want to savour his perceived victory, and Harry will use that to his advantage.”
“It won’t work,” Sirius snapped, slamming a fist on the table. His eyes briefly caught the sharp jerk of Alastor’s arm. “And I won’t stand for it anyway.”
“The choice isn’t yours,” Dumbledore told him sternly, staring at Sirius in disapproval. “The only one of us that can initiate the ritual is a blood relative. A parent. Only Lily’s decision matters here.”
Instantly, they all turned to her.
Lily stared back at them, her green eyes huge and her pale skin chalk-white with dread. Sirius could read the conflict openly playing on her face, and his stomach churned in fear.
“Lily,” he started, tightening his hold on her hand.
She tugged free of him, hands coming up to cover her face as she began to tremble. Her breathing was coming too fast, her shoulders curving up as she struggled to contain herself. “I – I can’t,” she whispered, shaking her head rapidly. She looked up at Dumbledore, tears spilling down her cheeks.
“I’m sorry, Albus. I can’t. I can’t approve of this. Not to my baby. I can’t do it.”
“My dear girl,” Dumbledore said softly, standing up slowly. Sirius grabbed Lily’s shoulder protectively, eyes trained on the older man – and fuck the relief he felt at Lily’s words was crushing, but it was strangled by the pounding worry building in his heart.
He could not recall a time when he had ever looked at his old headmaster and thought danger.
It was all he could think now though. He could almost hear his mother’s voice echoing in his ears.
“You can’t trust anyone, Sirius. Especially those above you.”
Dumbledore held his hands aloft, but from someone who could do wandless magic, all Sirius could see was a threat.
“Lily, please. You must reconsider. We need Harry to defeat Voldemort. Look at what Tom has already managed to do to him in such a short time. He has taken your devoted son and broken your relationship into pieces. He turned him against you in a matter of months. Do you truly believe he will stop at this? Do you want to leave your son in the hands of a monster?”
She shook her head and rose to her feet as well. Sirius stood beside her, watching his long-time friends rally around Dumbledore. Only Tonks and Cedric remained separated, though the war was evident on their young faces.
“I broke us,” Lily said, her voice cracking. “Voldemort might have been the chisel, but I was the hammer. I pushed Hadrian away. I made those mistakes. I want my son back more than anything – but I…I can’t do this. I can’t risk it. If I did this, I’d lose him for good. He’d never forgive me.”
“Lily –”
“She’s said no,” Sirius hissed, stepping in front of her defensively. “This isn’t up for discussion! I can’t believe you’d even bring this up in the first place! It’s Dark magic and you just want to –”
“Like you have a right to complain, traitor,” Alastor suddenly spoke, derailing Sirius at once. His shoulders dropped.
“What did you just call me?” He asked, stepping back, almost ramming into Lily.
Alastor sneered, the expression turning his face fierce. “You heard me, boy. You must have thought you were so clever, slipping away that day – but I saw you. Not much this eye of mine can’t see through.”
Sirius’ eyes widened as he realised.
“I saw you sitting in that little café with your pretty cousin. Talking like old friends – like she isn’t one of the highest-ranking Death Eaters, like she wasn’t married to her slimy politician of a husband. The fucking Minister’s wife.”
“Narcissa isn’t a marked Death Eater,” Sirius retorted without thinking, and winced when Tonks gasped.
“You really went to see Aunt Narcissa?” She demanded, swinging around to pin him with her eyes. There was desperation and hurt swimming in those golden depths. “Why, Sirius?”
Alastor snorted, “Because he’s a turncoat. Finally showing his roots. Selling us out to get himself a sweet deal. Huh, Black?”
“Shut the fuck up, Mad-Eye, you don’t know shit!” Sirius barked, though his anger was merely a mask for the terrifying ocean of panic swallowing him. “Why were you even following me?”
“I asked Alastor to,” Dumbledore admitted, and though his stance was apologetic, his eyes were hard. “I was growing concerned with your changing behaviour. When you left so suddenly without informing anyone, I sent him after you. And it seemed we were right to be worried. Though I did intend to broach the topic with you privately.” Here, he gave Mad-Eye a warning glance.
“Now that it is out in the open,” Emmeline said, also rising to her feet in a smooth motion, “perhaps Sirius can explain his duplicitous actions. Death Eater or not, Narcissa Malfoy is considered to be in Voldemort’s inner circle. What could you possible have to say to her – what could possibly prompt you to arrange a meeting with her?”
Her face remained placid, her hands clasped in front of her, but Sirius still felt like the walls were closing in around him. With Dumbledore, Alastor and now Emmeline standing untied in front of him, he knew the time for talking was at an end.
He did not reach for his wand, but he loosened his shoulders, prepared to move the moment things broke down. Lily’s fingers tapped him on his back, out of view of the others. Some of the tightness eased at her silent support.
“Fine, you want to know why? It’s because of this,” he jerked his chin at them. “It’s because I look around at us, and all I see are people willing to hide behind a child. I see a group that for years now have done nothing but twiddle their thumbs and wait for someone else to come in and fix things. When’s the last time we did something, huh? When’s the last time we made a difference?”
He laughed, coarse and crackling. Tonks and Cedric stepped back, but Sirius could not bring himself to look at his little cousin and see the potential condemnation on her face.
“Life, society, people – they’ve all moved on,” he told Dumbledore. “Britain isn’t burning down around our ears. Most of the things you were warning us about haven’t even happened, for Merlin’s sake! Muggle hunts? Light families being executed? If you actually walked the bloody streets, you’d see what I see.”
He gestured towards Cedric, “Light children are still allowed in Hogwarts. The curriculum has barely changed. Hell, from what I’ve heard, it’s not that different from what they’re teaching overseas!”
“And what about the muggleborn initiative?” Emmeline snapped back at him, her earlier patience fraying. “Kidnapping children? Oblivating their families? You’d abide by those kind of ideals?”
“Fuck no,” Sirius spat, “but hiding in the shadows and throwing a kid at a Dark Lord doesn’t sit right with me either! Do you even hear yourselves? Hadrian said no, so your solution is to have Lily plant the suggestion in his mind and make him do it? What the hell have we even become if that’s seen as our first option?”
He stared at Dumbledore, searching desperately for even a hint of shame. Something, anything that could show Sirius that things were not lost. That he could still consider these people his friends.
But Dumbledore was like ice.
Sirius could feel his heart cracking. The ground beneath him was unsteady, and he knew he was seconds from falling into the blackness below.
“You’re not the man I thought you were,” he whispered, shifting his weight. He felt Lily move back a step with him. “If this is what the Order stands for then I can’t be party to it. Not if it means sacrificing Hadrian.”
The tension within the room was smothering, and Sirius – through the pain and betrayal and anger – readied himself.
Dumbledore blew out a long sigh, eyes fluttering. “That is a shame, Sirius. You had always been so firm in your support. To see it come to this hurts me.” Those blue eyes bored into his, and Sirius swallowed at the absence of any kindness in that old gaze.
“Alastor.”
Sirius reached for his wand, but he was not fast enough to block the stunner that slammed into his chest.
He heard Lily cry out once before everything went dark.
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Chapter 51: Chapter Fifty One
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Chapter Text
On the morning of the first Saturday of February, Hadrian stood in front of the mirror in his bathroom. He held his shirt loosely in his left hand and turned to show his back to the smooth surface of the glass.
He tilted his head enough that he could study the deep scars that stretched across his pale skin, from the blade of his shoulder to the ridge of his opposite hip. There were four in total, all prominent, thick, knotted lines – but only two of them still shone pink.
The index and middle finger, the mediwitch had told him. The longest claws on a werewolf’s hand.
Experimentally, Hadrian rolled his shoulders, watching how the muscles pulled and bunched under the simple movements. The light reflected off the two deepest slashes, making the skin appear glossy and new.
He had been assured that he was healed – that it was only a matter of time until the marks faded – and he had finally been cleared for exercise, which was a welcome relief.
“Ouch,” his reflection commented with an exaggerated grimace.
“Shut up,” Hadrian told it absently, already turning away. He carefully flipped his shirt around and pulled it on, one arm at a time. He left the bathroom, buttoning it up and ignoring the sour grumblings coming from the mirror that fell silent as he disappeared from its view.
Without the bandages acting as a buffer, the fabric rubbed against his back. He expected some discomfort, but other than a faint tingling there was nothing. No pain. No itching.
Hadrian smoothed his hand down his front, tucking the end of his shirt into his trousers and fastening his belt, then plucked his wool jacket from the back of his chair. The carriage was warm, the charms keeping the heat contained, but he knew that once he stepped outside the wind would cut right through him without the added layer.
He shrugged his jacket on and grabbed his scarf, eyes darting around as he did. His gaze stopped when he spotted the tome that Albert had returned to him a few days ago, the morning after their late-night chat in the common room. It had been a good read – nothing revolutionary, of course, but it had offered interesting perspectives on animagus transformations. Hadrian had stayed up last night finishing it.
He looped the scarf around his neck and picked the tome up on his way to the door.
As he stepped out of his room and into the hall, he hooked his heel on the edge of the door and tugged hard enough that it swung into place. Hadrian tapped the spine of the tome against his palm, frowning lightly as he made plans to find Albert at breakfast and give it back.
He entered the common area, only to halt in surprise.
Raina was leaning against the back of one of the lounges, dressed casually in a grey knitted sweater, a simple black skirt, and thick stockings. Her hair was down, spilling over her shoulders in soft dark waves and her eyes were fixed unseeingly on the wall.
“Raina?” he called, walking towards her.
His voice broke her reverie. She blinked a few times, attention refocussing, and smiled as she greeted him, “Hadrian. Good morning.”
“Is everything okay?” he asked, coming to a stop beside her.
“Oh yes,” she assured him, waving a hand through the air. “I just wanted to speak to you about something. I thought the walk up to the Great Hall would give us some privacy.”
“Alright,” he said, offering his arm.
Raina’s smile widened, and she slipped her arm into the crook of his elbow. Together, they left the warm protection of the carriage and braved the cold morning air.
“What did you want to talk about?” Hadrian asked, burying his nose in his scarf.
Raina’s hand gripped his arm, her body shifting closer as a particularly strong gust of wind hit them. “My father has finished with his trip to the Middle East – Oman, to be exact.”
“Is he heading back to France?” he asked, watching her closely. Raina, though she loved her father dearly, rarely spoke of the man.
She nodded, “He said he should be back home by the end of the week.” Her eyes met his, then darted away as she continued, “He might even come here for the third task.”
“Ah,” Hadrian said, for lack of anything else. “That’s exciting. It would be nice for you to see him again.”
“I think he would like to meet with you as well,” Raina told him with a huff.
Hadrian blanched.
“Dear gods – why? He already hates me, I don’t think another meeting will change anything on that front.”
Raina sighed, rolling her eyes skyward at his dramatics. “For the last time, he does not hate you. And he wanted to meet you to discuss some things – such as you moving to our manor.”
She coaxed him to a stop just as they reached the courtyard, turning to face him. “I reached out to him after we spoke and he’s agreed to house you for as long as you need. But he said that he wanted to speak with you about it.” Her dark eyes scanned him carefully, though Hadrian made sure to keep his face impassive.
“I only told him the bare minimum – that you had a difficult relationship with your mother and that things had come to a head recently. But he read between the lines, and he knows I have left out a lot of information. He wants to know why.”
Hadrian looked away from her earnest gaze, staring at one of the snow-covered gargoyles. “How much should I tell him?” he asked her quietly.
“You do not need to tell him anything more than you are comfortable with,” Raina said firmly. “He’s already agreed to the arrangement, and he trusts me enough that he would not push. You can elaborate as much as you want, and if that means you say nothing at all, he will respect that.”
Hadrian’s mouth twisted into something that wanted to be a smile. “You don’t want me to tell him about Riddle? About…his interest in me? It might be dangerous if he doesn’t know.”
“It would be equally dangerous if he did know,” Raina countered, her voice calm. “My father is a smart man – he knows that sometimes ignorance is bliss. With this,” she reached out to curl a hand around his forearm, where the brand was hidden beneath a glamour, “I think it’s best he didn’t know.”
Hadrian released a heavy breath, tipping his head in agreement. “Thank you, darling,” he told her, leaning forward to press a chaste kiss to her temple. “Thank you for looking out for me.”
Raina’s cheeks flushed, her expression softening with affection. “Always.”
They leaned against each other for a moment before Raina shivered. She tugged at him impatiently, “Alright, now let’s get inside. This cold is ridiculous.”
Hadrian chuckled, allowing himself to be pulled along. The heat from the Great Hall was definitely an improvement, and as they made their way towards where their friends sat, mingled amongst some Hogwarts students, Hadrian’s hand skimmed down to squeeze Raina’s in gratitude before they parted.
Albert was the first to notice their arrival, looking up from the books and rolls of parchment around him. “Morning,” he greeted, the smile on his face wide enough to show his dimples.
Hadrian held out the tome to him with flourish.
“Finished it already?” the other asked, taking it and slotting it into the bag beside his hip. “Did you enjoy it?”
“It was good,” Hadrian said, dropping into the seat across from him. Jacob gave him a quick smile, already being drawn back into his conversation with Hermione. Hadrian gestured at the stacks of books set in between his breakfast, “Studying today?”
Albert sighed, twirling his quill. His lips tightened in muted frustration, “Of course. Exams might be a few months away still, but it never hurts to start revising early, and with all of these assignments piling up, I want time to get myself in order. Not all of us are lucky enough to be exempt from the tests.”
Hadrian snorted, reaching out to fill a glass with juice. “Let’s not forget why I’m exempt,” he said drily. “I think I have the short end of the stick here.”
Albert tilted his head in acknowledgement, though his smile was amused. “Better you than me.”
“Is it strange that I’m actually sad I won’t have to take any exams?” Hadrian asked, swirling his glass and pursing his lips.
His friend scrunched his nose at him, and Claire brought her hand up to hide her chuckle. “You’ve been institutionalised,” Albert declared in dismay.
“I like exams,” Hadrian defended.
“No, you like getting your results back,” Raina teased, leaning her chin on her hands. “Those of us that don’t top our classes find exams tedious and annoying.”
“Thank you, Raina,” Albert said graciously.
“Well, I won’t be topping them this year, will I? If I’m not taking any exams, I’m not really in the running, am I?” Hadrian said, taking a sip of his juice and running his tongue over his teeth at the sudden rush of flavour.
Claire leaned forward, “We all know where you rank in our year, Hadrian. Winning without you in the competition is like winning by default or forfeit. It would hardly be satisfying.”
Hadrian snickered.
The sudden rattle of a fist meeting the table interrupted them. They all turned, drawn by the noise, and found a small cluster of students a little way down from their own group. Charles and William were in the mass too – and outnumbered. Hadrian clicked his tongue.
“Beauxbatons continually produces internationally ranked players,” William argued, voice carrying, though thankfully it was even toned.
“That doesn’t sound good,” Albert murmured.
“What’s happening?” Raina asked, and Draco, who had apparently been enjoying the debate until now, answered.
“They are arguing over which quidditch team is better – Hogwarts or Beauxbatons,” he said with a bright spark of humour in his eyes.
“I thought Hogwarts didn’t have an official school team. Isn’t it only House teams?” Claire asked, puzzled. “You don’t compete externally.”
Draco nodded, crossing his arms and sitting forward. “True, but that hasn’t stopped them,” he jerked his chin towards the other group.
“I bet that any of our players could trump any of yours with their eyes closed,” one Hogwarts boy crowed, oozing an obnoxious amount of smugness.
Charles seemed very close to snarling, and Hadrian made the mistake of meeting his eyes.
“Shit,” he whispered.
The other boy lit up, turning back to his challenger with a fierce grin. “I’ll take that bet. What do you say to a little mock-match? A team of your choosing against ours – we can put this nasty business to rest definitively.”
“Uh oh,” Raina sang under her breath, looking at Hadrian with wicked excitement. “I do hope you didn’t have any solid plans for the day.”
Hadrian sighed, putting his half-empty glass down. “It’s the weekend. I woke up an hour ago,” he groused.
“Hadrian!” Charles called out, moving towards him now that the gauntlet had been thrown. He sidled up behind Hadrian and carefully put his hands on his shoulders, dropping his chin on his head lightly. “I have something to ask –”
“Charles,” Hadrian started, closing his eyes and ignoring the rising amusement of his friends. “I really don’t think –”
“You have to!” the other protested. “I have staked Beauxbatons’ honour on this! We need our best members to show these upstarts how real quidditch is played.”
“Half our team is back in France,” Hadrian pointed out, though he could feel the resignation settling in.
“So?” Charles scoffed, weaselling his way to sit between Raina and Hadrian. The girl shifted, clearly enjoying the scene they were making. “We have enough talent to fill the missing spots – Claire can take a chaser position, and I can be a beater.” He slid closer, “And we have you, our legendary seeker. There is no way Hogwarts can beat us with you in the air.”
“Contrary to popular opinions,” Hadrian said, giving the other boy an admonishing glance, “the seeker isn’t the most important position. I’m not the be-all and end-all of the team.”
“But you have the power to end the match,” Charles said, pointing at him. “Just let things go on long enough for us to trounce them, and then catch the snitch.”
Hadrian shook his head, keeping his smile firmly in check. “You recall that I was grievously injured just a little while ago, yes?”
“You were saying just last night that you are cleared for exercise!” Charles exclaimed, laying his hand flat on the table.
“Exercise, Charles. Not a grudge match in a game renowned for its high injury rates.”
The other leaned back, mouth pressed into a thin line. His eyes sharpened as he rushed to think of a new plan.
“I will owe you a favour,” he declared gravely.
Hadrian smirked and said tauntingly, “My, my, how highly you think of yourself, Charles.”
Charles glared at him, then reached forward to flick him on the hand. “You’re being mean,” he said, but his tone betrayed his humour.
“Oh, let’s play,” Claire said, her blue eyes dancing. “It will be fun – and it’s been a long time since you got to fly, Hadrian.”
He squinted at her, “Aren’t you supposed to be on my side? What if I get hurt?”
“Then I will heal you,” Claire said, utterly unbothered.
Hadrian huffed, then rolled his eyes. “Alright, fine. If you can find some brooms – when and where?”
Charles tapped his hands on the table in victory, jumping to his feet. “In two hours, down by the lake. I’ll find some brooms and get the others ready. Thank you!” He dashed off, William on his heels, their voices brimming with excitement.
Hadrian watched them go, shaking his head.
“Why are they not using the quidditch pitch?” Raina asked, drawing his attention back to their group.
Hermione hummed, “They would need permission to use the pitch – though I think it is off-limits at the moment anyway. It’s easier to just have a mock-game out in the open.”
“And the professors won’t mind?” Jacob asked, taking a bite of his apple afterwards.
“So long as we don’t play too roughly,” Draco said, a goading smile on his face.
“‘We’?” Hadrian echoed, raising an eyebrow. “Are you thinking of joining in, Malfoy?”
Those grey eyes were practically gleaming. “Worried you can’t keep up, Evans?”
“Hardly,” Hadrian replied, picking up a grape from the closest bowl and flicking it at the other. Draco swatted it from the air. “It’s not my performance you need to worry about.”
“Boys,” Hermione sighed, brushing the grape off the table and into her hand. She dropped it on her plate and sent them both a scolding look. It quickly melted into concern though as she turned to Hadrian.
“Are you sure you’ll be fine to play?”
Hadrian smiled at her, “Don’t fret, Hermione. I’ll be careful.”
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Raina used her hand to block the sun from her eyes as she stared up at the weaving figures flying above them.
She could make out Hadrian, circling lazily far higher than the rest of the players, slouching comfortably on his broom. She was glad he was out of the way, because the match was becoming quite vicious as the Hogwarts team scored another two goals. Claire, on the other hand, was a streak of gold and blue, ducking around the thick of the chaos with grace and a bubbling laugh.
“She is more into it than I was expecting,” Hermione commented from where she was seated beside Raina.
Raina looked at the other girl. “Who – Claire? I suppose she does not look it, but quidditch is in her blood.”
Hermione nodded slowly, her frown pensive. “Her grandmother, correct? You mentioned it once,” she clarified when Raina looked surprised.
“Yes. Claire’s grandmother was one of Beauxbatons’ best quidditch players. Though she doesn’t play it often herself, Claire is a natural on a broom.”
Off to the side, Raina heard Jacob calling out in support. She almost rolled her eyes.
Hermione wrapped her arms tighter around her knees, sitting on a rock they had charmed to be warm. “It’s nice to see them having fun,” she observed, smiling slightly. Her eyes were fixed on her foster brother, filled with nothing but gentle affection.
Raina considered the other girl. Though they had spoken many times, they were not particularly close, which was a shame. Hermione was an intelligent girl, and Hadrian certainly seemed to enjoy her company ever since they had stumbled into each other.
“It is,” Raina agreed, taking a seat next to the other. “I know Hadrian has been stressed about the tournament.”
Hermione blew out a breath, dipping her head in agreement, “Draco too. Though given how the last task went, I can’t blame either of them for being stressed. Hadrian especially. Accidents just seem to pile up around him, don’t they?”
Raina’s smile was thin and tight. She had her own thoughts on those ‘accidents’, after all.
“I’m worried what will happen in the next task,” Hermione confessed, pressing her cheek against her knee. “I knew the tournament would be dangerous – the previous death rates weren’t exactly encouraging – but I guess I was expecting a little more stability. Lucius told us that there would be more security measures put in, but somehow that didn’t make me feel any better.” A healthy dose of sarcasm coated the girl’s words, and it almost startled a laugh out of Raina.
They sat in silence for a few moments, watching the match continue above them. Raina eyed the group of Durmstrang students on the other side of the unofficial field from them, but she was pleased to see Kaiser was not amongst them. The Durmstrang champion had been conspicuously absent except for classes over the last few weeks.
“Can I ask you something?”
Raina blinked, turning back to Hermione attentively.
The girl bit her lip, clearly struggling to voice what was on her mind, before she eventually burst. “Have you ever been to muggle France?”
“Of course,” Raina said, confused. “A lot of our most famous landmarks are in muggle-dense areas, and I like to visit them when I have holidays. I find it refreshing in a lot of ways. My family is well known in our society, so the anonymity of walking down the streets, no one recognising me or my name, is fun.”
Hermione was staring at the ground, her expression somehow both distressed and thoughtful at the same time. “I can barely remember the muggle world,” she confessed, digging one of her boots into the snow.
Oh.
Raina smothered her wince, looking away so that Hermione would not see the pity that shot across her face. She had…forgotten the situation in Britain for a moment.
“Don’t get me wrong,” Hermione rushed to explain, as if worried how Raina would react, “I’m grateful to the Malfoys for taking me in. Lucius is strict but he has always been kind to me. Narcissa has been a wonderful mother, and Draco is –” she cut off, shoulders hunching. “I guess meeting you all, meeting Hadrian…it’s just made me wonder how things would be if I had…if things were different.”
Cautiously, Raina reached out to grip Hermione’s hand. She did not know what to say. Could she even say anything? The society, the culture, the attitude in Britain towards muggleborns was so strange to her. She could not imagine being taken from her father and given to another family at an age where she could barely remember his face.
“If you wanted,” Raina began, uncomfortable and uncertain how this would be received, “perhaps one day you could visit us in France? I would be happy to take you out – muggle Paris is beautiful, and is usually so busy. No one would notice two more faces in the crowd.”
Hermione stilled, her expression blank for a long minute. Finally, something heartbreakingly young shone through, though it was quickly lost to trepidation. “I’m not sure I would be allowed,” she murmured. “Not alone.”
But the thought had burrowed into Raina’s brain now. “Bring Draco with you then,” she suggested, tightening her hold on Hermione’s hand. “Bring him for a visit, and while you’re there, we can go to muggle Paris together.”
Hermione’s eyes widened. “I don’t think –”
“Would Draco try and stop you?” Raina asked.
“No!” Hermione exclaimed. “No, if anything he would…”
“He would what?”
Hermione looked like she wanted desperately to squirm. “He would want me to.”
“Then what are you concerned about? You can bring Draco, and I’ll bring Hadrian. He knows more about the muggle world than I do, he can be our guide.” Raina studied her critically.
Hermione had tears in her eyes, but there was a stubbornness in the set of her jaw, a silent refusal to let them fall. She looked overwhelmed, she looked afraid, and that was never Raina’s intention.
She leaned back, giving the other some space.
“If you ever want to,” Raina told her softly, “just owl me. Okay?”
Hermione sniffed, nodding stiffly, and the bruising hold Raina’s anger had had on her heart eased just a little.
A rousing cheer went up, and they both looked to see Hadrian hovering in the middle of the ‘field’, his hand raised victoriously. The snitch struggled weakly in his grasp.
Pride seared through Raina, only barely dampened by her disappointment at not seeing his win. She clapped gamely with the rest of the crowd though, happy for her friends.
Slowly, the players began to descend, and though the Hogwarts team was obviously displeased at their loss, there did not seem to be any real animosity.
Hadrian touched down on the ground, and his green eyes found Raina. A radiant grin erupted over his face, and he wiggled the snitch at her playfully.
“You know,” Hermione said, her tone subdued from their conversation, “I have been wondering for a while now if you and he were together.”
Raina jerked, twisting to look at the other. She coughed, shocked, and held her hands up in defence. “Oh, no,” she said with a stilted laugh. “Hadrian is just my very good friend.”
Hermione stared at her for a second, brown eyes searching, before she looked back to the approaching crowd. Though the voices were rising around them, Raina still heard her response easily.
“Draco is my very good friend too.”
Then, without another word, the girl walked forward to meet her foster brother.
“Everything alright?” Hadrian asked, cutting through Raina’s stupor as he came to a stop by her side.
She blinked rapidly. “Of course,” she smiled, wrapping her arms around herself. “Congratulations on your win, by the way.”
He ducked his head, visibly pleased, and Raina laughed as Claire came up to them, Jacob at her heels. Her blonde hair was loose from its ponytail, her face flushed from the stinging winds and the exertion. “We destroyed them,” she declared, almost buzzing with excitement.
“You were glorious,” Jacob pronounced, voice thick with pride. He slid an arm around her waist and kissed her temple.
Raina shook her head, glancing over in time to catch the soft smile Hadrian had on his face.
Like Claire, his cheeks were red from the match and his hair was windswept, falling into wild black waves around his face. There was a smudge of dirt along the bridge of his nose, and for some reason it made him look more like a boy than a young man.
“Something on my face?” he asked, once again pulling her from her thoughts. His expression was amused, his eyebrows raised inquiringly. Instead of being embarrassed by the gentle tease in his voice, Raina sniffed and looked away.
“You stink,” she told him plainly. “Now that you have finished establishing your dominance, perhaps a shower is in order?”
“Your cruelty knows no bounds, darling,” Hadrian told her, pressing a hand to his chest. Someone, a Hogwarts student, walked past to collect their brooms, and Hadrian handed his off without looking away from Raina. “I’m wounded.”
“I am sure you will survive,” Raina drawled. The crowd had begun to disperse now, students breaking off in clumps, still chattering excitedly about the match. Jacob and Claire had also started back, and Raina turned to follow them.
She should have known better.
A snowball smacked into the back of her head, exploding into a fluffy white cloud around her.
Raina stopped abruptly, her shoulders shooting up around her ears as her eyes clenched shut. Her jaw tightened when she heard a snicker.
Slowly, she relaxed, her fists uncurling at her sides, and pivoted to level her most unimpressed stare at Hadrian.
“You’re dead,” she declared flatly.
He smiled at her, downright sparkling with the force of his amusement.
“Promises, promises,” he sang, bouncing on his toes.
Raina tugged her wand out, and Hadrian bolted, his laugh ringing out behind him.
OoO
Voldemort finished the last page of the report, then gently flicked it closed. He dropped the folder onto his desk, enjoying Lucius’ subtle flinch at the sharp slap it made when it connected with the wooden surface.
He sat back, tapping a finger against his lips, and stared at the man.
“So, you have nothing.”
Lucius did not grimace, but it was a close thing. He straightened, taking a breath before replying, “Unfortunately, my Lord. While we were able to trace the wolf’s path through the forest there was no evidence that told of how it managed to get through the wards. Either the woman stumbled through before she transformed –”
“Or someone brought her in,” Voldemort finished, displeasure marring his tone. He sighed through his nose, eyes narrowing as he thought. “And what do we know of her? There was nothing indicating where she came from? Was she registered in our system?” he asked, gesturing at the report.
Lucius’ mouth tightened. “Our findings were limited, my Lord. No pack has come forward to claim her. There is the possibility that she wasn’t even a British national.”
Unless she had managed to sneak through the borders without declaring her status, Voldemort doubted it. More likely, no pack wanted to draw his wrath by being associated with her. It was a smart, if irritating, choice on their part.
“What else?”
“Greyback mentioned that she smelled feral when we brought him in to examine her,” Lucius said promptly, his frown deepening. “He suspected that she had been without a pack for some time. Her mind would have deteriorated without the support other wolves would have provided.”
He paused for a moment, collecting his thoughts, then continued, “The healers did say that she was severely underweight, and that she had lingering signs of physical torture – though they admitted it was hard to tell the extent of it due to…the wounds inflicted on her during the task.”
Voldemort’s lips ticked upwards in amusement at the slight hesitation in Lucius’ words.
While recalling the mess the second task had devolved into never failed to ignite his anger, a part of him could not help but thrum with delight. Hadrian had been magnificent that night, and despite his severe injuries, his victory over such a dangerous foe was commendable.
Not many wizards would fight a werewolf, fewer still would dare to do it without a wand. That Hadrian had done so, that he had killed it –
It just reaffirmed all of Voldemort’s faith in him.
“My Lord?”
Voldemort focussed back on the other man, smoothing his warm pleasure away. “I want to know how she got through the wards, Lucius, and where she came from. She is the most concrete lead we have at the moment – find out what happened to her. Keep pushing until you get answers, reach out to the goblins if you have to.”
Lucius folded into a low bow, “Of course, my Lord. I shall oversee things personally.”
“Good,” Voldemort murmured, reaching out for another stack of paper. “Now, how is the security for the third task coming along?”
“We have tripled the number of guards,” Lucius said, pulling out his small leather-bound pocketbook, silver eyes darting over notes there. “Given the last two tasks, we thought it was best to increase the patrols and add in two new routes. As well as that, we will be including another set of wards around the duelling grounds. It means the three of them will be separated from the crowd by two different shields. It might slow reaction time if we need to interfere for whatever reason, but it also makes it impossible for an outsider to attack any of them before our guards can locate and subdue them.”
Voldemort nodded, satisfied with the extra precautions. “Excellent. I want security to do daily checks on the quidditch pitch in the week running up to the task. We are not giving anyone a chance to sabotage this.”
Lucius nodded, jotting down the orders silently.
Voldemort stood, moving to the cabinet by the window to pour himself a drink. As he did, his eyes drifted to the side, staring out at the white landscape.
No matter how often he was blessed with it, the sight of Hogwarts in the winter never failed to steal his breath. There was just something particularly stunning about the snow-covered castle, white stretching out for as far as he could see, and it eased a restless part of him.
Students were out and about as well, appreciating the freedom of the weekend, and being able to witness their simple joy was soothing in a way.
They had accomplished so much in the last decade, transforming their country from the fragility of post-war into something lasting. Those children below were the future of their society. Under the system he had created and refined they would grow so much stronger.
They were his legacy, and pride was too meek a word to describe what he felt when he looked at them.
He took a measured sip of his drink, and his attention was drawn to a rather large group of students making their way back towards the castle from the lower grounds. Some of them looked to be carrying broomsticks, and he almost smirked. He had never understood the obsession with quidditch, not even during his own years at Hogwarts, but he had always found the dedication and tenacity the players displayed for the sport to be beguiling in its own way.
He observed the group curiously, recognising most of their faces, even at this distance.
Draco Malfoy and his foster sister stood out the most, along with some of their year mates. A few he knew to be Beauxbatons’ students, including Claire Daniau and Jacob Korin.
Which meant –
His gaze moved somewhat eagerly over the rest of the group, hunting; until he spotted a figure running up behind the others, movements slowed by the heavy layer of snow.
Hadrian twisted as he crested the hill, looking at something behind him, and caught a wave of snow to the face as a result. The boy was lifted clean off his feet and tossed back from the force of the spell. His fall would have been hard if not for the cushion provided by the thick white blanket covering the ground.
Amusingly, Hadrian sunk into it until not even his dark hair could be seen.
Barely a second passed before the boy was sitting up, shaking his head rigorously, and he looked ridiculous with clumps of snow clinging to his clothes and hair. With the strange new block between their bond, he could not feel Hadrian’s emotions, and he found himself rather disappointed at that when the boy broke into laughter.
Moments later, Raina Séverin came into view, stalking towards Hadrian intently. She too had snow in her hair.
The girl came to a stop next to where Hadrian was sitting, her wand held in one hand while she gestured sharply with the other – a tirade if he had ever seen one. But her aggression was clearly a mask, poorly held together to hide her amusement, and the fondness between them was evident as Hadrian smiled up at her.
Voldemort’s fingers tightened around his glass.
Hadrian finally sprang to his feet, patting himself down, before walking with his friend back towards the castle. He watched them until they left his line of sight, then abruptly turned away to instead stare at the fireplace.
If he dared to close his eyes, he could still see the way the boy had pressed up against him that day. Could remember the flush of his cheeks and still taste Hadrian on his lips.
The past weeks had been the sweetest kind of torment for him. Having the boy so close to him and yet completely out of his reach was an enticing dance, made even more charming by Hadrian’s avoidance.
Ever since their kiss in the classroom, the boy had been remarkably elusive – seemingly vanishing into thin air between classes and meals, and he used his friends liberally to escape any attempts at getting him alone. For the most part, Voldemort had been content to allow the distance, knowing it would only be a matter of time before Hadrian came back to him.
But…perhaps it would not hurt to cast a net.
They had so much to discuss after all.
He smiled, a plan already forming in his mind.
“Lucius,” he said, glancing at the man. “You may leave – I trust that you can handle things from here.”
Looking rather grateful at the dismissal, Lucius bowed and bid a hasty retreat.
Voldemort let out a deep breath once the door closed. He considered the calendar on his desk, eyes skipping to a particular date, and his smile widened.
Hadrian seemed the type to appreciate a little effort. Voldemort was more than happy to oblige.
OoO
“Come on, come on,” Sirius muttered, eyes squeezed shut and sweat beading his forehead.
His magic moved sluggishly, quivering under the strangling restraints of the wards, trying desperately to follow his commands. It took so much effort to even focus this small amount, but it finally billowed out, brushing against the intricate net that was cast over his room – and instantly snapped back into him. The backlash made him cry out, falling onto his back at what felt like a hammer slamming into his head.
He lay there panting heavily and squinting up at the stone ceiling.
“No luck, I take it?”
Sirius groaned, slowly rolling onto his side and closing his eyes as the vertigo hit him. “What do you think?” he grumbled, dragging himself to the wall so he could prop himself against it. He let his head fall back, still winded from the smackdown from the wards.
In the cell across the hall from him, Lily sat sullenly. Her hair was the only spot of colour in their dreary surroundings, but after a few days even its vibrant shade was beginning to look worn.
Pulling a leg up, Sirius draped his arm around his knee and clenched his jaw hard enough to ache.
They had woken up in this place almost a week ago – if the spacing between their meals meant anything – and his rage had yet to wane. It clawed at his insides, threatening to rip him open, growing more dangerous every minute that trickled by.
He felt like a tempest contained by paper walls, and he knew it was only a matter of time until he burst.
The only thing holding him together right now was Lily. Her voice grounded him, distracting him from his darkening thoughts, but even her calming presence could only do so much.
Sirius had to force his jaw to relax, curling his hands into fists instead.
He had not felt this helpless since he was fifteen.
“We have to get out of here,” he whispered.
“We can’t,” Lily replied bitterly, her shoes scuffing against the floor as she shifted.
“We have to,” Sirius snapped, head twisting to glare at her. “We have to warn Hadrian – we can’t just sit here on our arses. We’re running out of time. You know what they’re planning.”
“Yes,” Lily hissed, “I do – but I also know that they can’t do whatever they’re planning without me. That buys us time to think and plan rather than try to bludgeon our way out of here.”
Sirius scoffed, shaking his head, “It doesn’t buy us jack shit, Lils. What’s to stop Dumbledore from walking down here and making you do the ritual? What are we going to do then?”
Though he could tell the idea bothered her, Lily remained firm. “Brute force won’t get you through the wards, Sirius. We have to do this carefully. If we rip through them, or trigger any secondary defences, we’ll lose what little chance we have of getting out and stopping this. We’re lucky they even put us down here together.”
Sirius breathed harshly through his nose but made an effort to reign in his temper. They would never get free if they fought between themselves.
He pushed his hair back from his face and took a few moments. “Okay, okay. Do you have any ideas?”
Sirius moved so he was properly facing her, and Lily mirrored him. If he ignored the bars and the dimly lit space, he could almost pretend they were somewhere else about to discuss one of their assignments, like they had done years ago.
“Okay,” Lily echoed, her elbows resting on her knees and leaning forward with her hands touching her chin. “How have you been attacking the wards so far?” she asked, green eyes glowing keenly.
OoO
The sun had long since set when they left the Great Hall after dinner.
Claire and Raina walked close to him as they made their way down the long hallway, their classmates chattering around them. The conversation washed over him, and a small smile played at the corners of his mouth as he half-listened to the debate Jacob was having with Nathaniel.
“Evans!” a voice called out, and Hadrian came to a stop and turned, Raina and Claire half a step behind him.
He watched as a Hogwarts student ran towards him, her blond hair flapping around her face. He waited until she reached him, her breath punching out of her, and when she opened her mouth Hadrian held up his hand.
“Breathe first,” he told her, amused. The flush on her cheeks darkened, more from embarrassment than exertion now.
“Sorry,” she mumbled, holding out a slip of paper to him. “Professor Riddle asked me to give this to you.”
Already intrigued, the name shot through Hadrian like a bolt of lightning. He took the folded note from her, apprehension and eagerness brewing in his gut, and thanked her absently. The girl – likely a first year from how tiny she was – nodded happily and ducked away to rejoin her friends.
Hadrian opened the note, staring at the blank parchment. He did not even have time to frown as ink rose to the surface, forming six simple words.
Friday. 7 o’clock, my office. Dinner.
“Arrogant bastard,” Hadrian muttered, even as warmth spread through his chest.
“What does he want?” Raina asked, shifting her weight. Her question was packed with disapproval.
Hadrian closed the note and tucked it into his pocket self-consciously. He cleared his throat, “He asked to have dinner with me on Friday. Though ‘asked’ is a relative term. Demanded, more like.”
He peeked at her and received an incredibly judgemental raised eyebrow. “Dinner?” she asked flatly.
“Not like that,” Hadrian said, waving his hand. “He probably wants to talk about –” he tapped his forearm meaningfully. “I’ve been dodging him since our last…meeting. I doubt he’s happy about that.”
Raina’s eyebrow rose higher.
“Stop that,” Hadrian told her, stuffing his hands in his pockets defensively.
“A request for dinner,” Claire mused, tipping her head to the side. “He formally asked you to dine with him. That is…significant.”
Hadrian grimaced, “No, it’s not.”
“He sent you an official invitation,” Raina pointed out, crossing her arms. “His wording might have been lacklustre, but it still counts. He wants to eat with you, privately, and given his previous interactions with you, that carries some implications, Hadrian.”
“He’s not courting me,” Hadrian sighed, rolling his eyes, even as his cheeks began to feel hot.
“He’s doing something,” Raina replied archly.
Claire hummed, leaning into Raina’s side, and asked with innocence practically dripping from her mouth, “Isn’t Friday the day before Valentine’s Day?”
Hadrian twitched, frantically counting the days – and winced.
“You mean the day dedicated to expressing love and admiration towards others?” Raina continued, because she had never let an opportunity to torment Hadrian slip her by.
“Or maybe he enjoys the more traditional celebration,” Claire said, pretty lips pursed in thought. “Do they celebrate Lupercalia in Britain?”
Raina smiled, her teeth showing, and a smarter man might have run. Hadrian, unfortunately, was far too stubborn to listen to his self-preservation instincts.
Her voice was downright decadent when she spoke. “The holiday of violence, fertility and sex,” she bit the last word out with relish. “I can see the appeal.”
“Gods, shush,” Hadrian hissed, stepping closer to them, because they were still out in the open. His glare was rather undone however by the red staining his cheeks. “He isn’t – it isn’t like that.”
Raina and Claire shared a loaded look. “Right,” Raina drawled, “he is just planning a dinner for the two of you on the eve of one of the most, hmm, romantic days of the year. And it means nothing.”
Hadrian opened his mouth, closed it, then cut his losses. He turned around and quickly started walking away, the back of his neck burning at their insinuations and his stomach fluttering.
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Chapter 52: Chapter Fifty Two
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Chapter Text
For Hadrian, the following week elapsed quickly. Days blurred together under the mounting anticipation that haunted his every step, and his classes barely managed to pierce through the bubble of intrigue and excitement that surrounded him.
From the way Riddle’s gaze seared through him whenever they crossed paths, Hadrian knew the man felt it too.
It was maddening. It was intoxicating. Even the uncertainty of not knowing exactly what awaited him – of what Riddle wanted from him – made his gut clench.
Raina had despaired at his inattention, rolling her eyes whenever she caught Hadrian drifting too far into his own mind. Though given that it was her words that continued to swirl damningly in his mind, Hadrian thought it only fitting that she be the one to deal with his distracted state.
He knew she could not be too mad at him anyway, seeing as she never failed to reel him back to the present.
By the time Friday afternoon was upon him, Hadrian felt as if his entire body was thrumming with energy, primed to explode at the slightest touch. If anyone asked, he would not have been able to recall a single thing he had done that day; and it was only after they had returned to the carriage after classes ended that his mind began to clear.
He bowed out of the planned study session with his friends, grateful for Raina and Claire’s subtle assistance, and set off to get ready for whatever the evening would hold for him.
Hadrian showered, washing his hair, and enjoying the fierce sting of the water that bombarded him. It cascaded down his body, erasing the tension that had been rooted in his shoulder ever since he had received Riddle’s note.
Once done, he dried himself briskly and pulled on his underwear, then rubbed a towel over his head roughly until his hair stuck up in a fluffy mess. His scalp prickled at the harsh treatment, but as he tossed his towel into the basket, he could feel it already beginning to droop, falling into its natural unruly waves.
Hadrian left the bathroom, heading directly for his bed where his clothes were laid out neatly for him. He ran his fingers over the soft, cool fabric of his white shirt and smiled.
Raina might have reservations about this whole situation but that in no way impacted her good taste. The outfit she had picked was perfect.
He started getting dressed, the pleasant buzzing in his chest growing stronger with each item he slipped on.
Smoothing his hands over his grey slacks, Hadrian then tucked his shirt in and buckled his belt. Next, he picked up his tie and held it for a moment, admiring it. Against his pale skin the red looked closer to garnet than anything and Hadrian remembered quite suddenly the knowing look Raina had given him when she had first shown it to him.
“Minx,” he muttered fondly, popping his collar, and winding the silk tie around his neck. Whatever fear or apprehension Raina felt towards the Dark Lord was evidently not strong enough to stop her from taunting the man. He flattened the tie against his chest and finally pulled on his matching vest, deftly doing up the buttons.
Pressing his palm against his stomach, Hadrian tipped his head back and blew out a breath, then turned to face the full-length mirror set up in the corner of his room. His eyes scanned over himself critically, hands reaching up to fix minor things – flicking bits of his hair, adjusting his collar, running a hand over the seams of his vest – until he was satisfied.
“Not bad,” he commented, stepping back with one last cursory glance. He held up his hand and said, “Tempus.”
Humming thoughtfully, he cancelled the spell. If he headed out now, he should be able to get to Riddle’s office with time to spare.
Hadrian summoned his wand and holster from where he had put them on his bedside table and looped it through his belt as he made his way to the door.
Poking his head out, Hadrian listened closely for any voices or signs of movement. It was well after six, which meant that everyone should be at the Great Hall for dinner, but he did not want to take any chances.
Not tonight. Not with this.
He stepped into the hallway and closed the door behind him, then swiftly cast a disillusionment charm and, after a moment of deliberation, a muffling charm. Together those spells would hopefully be enough to get him past any wayward students that might be lingering in the corridors.
Hadrian took a moment to collect himself, then left the carriage.
The sky was already dark, and the night air was cold enough that he regretted not bringing a jacket. He stuffed his hands into his pockets and wandlessly cast a warming charm to ward off the chill.
He thankfully encountered no one on his way up to the castle, though once he was embraced by the orange glow of Hogwarts’ halls things became more crowded. Students hurried around him, some out of uniform, most not, but all of them swarming towards the inviting doors of the Great Hall, drawn by the promise of food.
Hadrian stuck close to the wall, moving along the fringes to avoid being jostled, and eventually managed to make his way to the staircases. He waited off to the side for a few minutes, tucked beside a suit of armour, and let the waves of students pass him as patiently as he could. Once the route cleared, he hopped onto the first lot of stairs and began the steady journey to the correct floor.
The higher he rose, the quieter things became, and Hadrian dropped his charms once he was well out of view.
By the time he was making his way down the hallway that led to Riddle’s office he could no longer hear anything beyond the muted click of his shoes on the stone. This, coupled with the way the torches flared to life as he walked, then died off behind him as he left their ranges, created an eerie atmosphere.
Slipping into the defence classroom was a blessing in many ways, if only because his sudden spike in excited nerves banished any unease he might have been feeling.
Hadrian stood just inside of the classroom, his hands flexing at his sides. The moonlight streamed through the wall of windows to the left and drew his attention to the desk that sat at the very front of the room.
The last time he had been in this room outside of class he had ended up pinned against it, breathless and bruised from Riddle’s kiss.
Even now the memory of it had Hadrian’s lips tingling.
“Stop being ridiculous,” he whispered, shaking his head, “you’re acting like a child.”
He would not have kissed a child like that, a voice that sounded suspiciously like Raina’s mocked him.
Be quiet, Hadrian snapped back at it, flustered by the implications.
He pushed his tongue against the wall of his cheek until his jaw ached, then forced himself to walk to the back of the classroom and climb the stairs, hand gliding over the railing to ground himself. When he reached the platform, Hadrian merely stared at the dark wood of the door, his stomach twisting itself into knots.
He remembered all too well what had happened the few times he had been inside this office.
Still, not even that small pinch of embarrassment could stop him from knocking.
The door opened barely a moment later and whatever Hadrian had been planning to say died in his suddenly dry mouth.
Riddle stood before him, dressed impeccably and looking like every bad idea Hadrian had ever had. His dark pants were moulded to his legs, clinging to his hips in a way that was indecent, and his black shirt made his pale skin glow in the low light. The man had forgone a tie and the first two buttons of his shirt were undone in what could only be a calculated attack, leaving the hollow of his throat on display and giving Hadrian a glimpse of his collarbones.
Fuck.
He was not prepared.
Riddle braced one hand on the jamb while the other innocently opened the door wider. The move stretched his chest out, his shirt pulling tight around his shoulders, and for a few crucial seconds it was all Hadrian could focus on.
“Good evening, Hadrian,” Riddle greeted, voice low and warm. It skipped along his spine, and Hadrian snapped his gaze up. He shivered at the sound of his name being said like that – like a dessert being savoured.
Being wanted was not an uncommon occurrence for Hadrian. He had had his fair share of trysts over the years, and he knew very well that he was considered attractive, whether by his looks, his abilities, or his growing influence.
But there was something about being wanted by this man that set his insides aflame.
Riddle smirked at him, oozing satisfaction at Hadrian’s blatant staring, but any annoyance he might have felt at that smug arrogance failed to form. It was overridden by the knowledge that Riddle had dressed like this for him. He had dressed like this because he wanted Hadrian to look.
And that fact was all Hadrian needed to regain his balance.
“You’re early,” Riddle stated, fingers drumming on the wooden panel.
“Your note said 7 o’clock, but I figured you wouldn’t mind if I came a bit sooner,” Hadrian told him calmly.
Riddle hummed, his eyes taking their time scanning him. “I certainly don’t,” he said when their gazes met again. The man moved aside and gestured for him to enter, tipping forward into a shallow, welcoming bow.
Hadrian snorted at the mocking motion as he stepped through the doorway, willingly submitting himself to Riddle’s game, and received a sharp little smile in return.
When the door swung shut and the lock snapped into place Hadrian felt more at ease than he had all week.
It felt good to be here, to know that in this room there were no pretences.
A hand slid around him to rest on his lower back, guiding him further inside. Amused, Hadrian allowed himself to be corralled towards the table that was to the right side of the room.
His eyes jumped around the office, noting the subtle differences in layout, and something else.
“Where’s your familiar?” he asked curiously.
Riddle glanced at him, coming to a stop beside the table. His fingers flexed against Hadrian’s waist once before retreating. “Nagini? She’s staying at my manor tonight. She didn’t want to be here.”
Hadrian raised his eyebrows, a little incredulous, “She’s…not still mad about Yule, is she?”
“You mean the night you broke into my home, assaulted my follower and trapped her in a bubble?” Riddle shot back.
“You mean the night I rescued my kidnapped mother, hit the man that sold us out, and didn’t kill your snake?” Hadrian replied snippily.
Riddle stared at him for a beat, eyes narrowed, before his expression shifted, and he conceded with a slight nod. “She wanted to give us privacy tonight,” he said.
Hadrian tilted his head to the side at that, fighting a smile. “And why on earth would we need privacy?” he asked coyly.
The man looked at him, expression blank but for the amusement lurking in his eyes. Then, without warning, Riddle reached up and traced his thumb over the arch of Hadrian’s cheek, his fingers curling loosely under his jawline before falling away.
The touch was fleeting, barely enough to register, but it froze him in place.
“Come sit,” Riddle beckoned, stepping back. Hadrian automatically followed, eyes skimming over the table absently as he resisted the urge to press his hand to where Riddle had touched him.
It was a remarkably restrained in design, no elaborate centrepiece between the dinner sets or ostentatious decorations. He brushed a finger over one of the silver forks as Riddle pulled his chair out for him.
Hadrian squinted and was met with another glimmering smile. Riddle nodded down to the seat pointedly, watching him closely with an air of eagerness. After a moment of consideration Hadrian moved to sit, because if Riddle wanted to play the chivalrous host, then he was hardly going to stop him.
“Wine?” the man asked, gliding around Hadrian to take his glass. With his other hand, Riddle pulled a dark bottle from the ice bucket that hovered beside the table.
“Please,” he nodded, smothering his bemusement. Being personally served by the Dark Lord was not exactly what he had been expecting when he had first read the note. A house-elf, or everything already in place when he arrived would have made more sense than this.
But it was…nice in a bewildering way.
Riddle poured a generous amount out and handed it to him, using the opportunity to ghost their fingers together. Hadrian, steadfastly ignoring that, took the glass and tilted it, watching the deep red liquid twirl along the sides; then raised it to his nose to smell. Despite its popularity, he did not typically drink wine.
“What type is this?” he asked, pulling it away to study.
“Pinot Noir,” Riddle answered, pouring his own drink, and then taking the other seat. “It seemed appropriate,” he added, swirling his glass twice before setting it on the table. After that, he leaned forward, resting his elbows comfortably next to his plate and steepling his fingers together to perch his chin on his knuckles.
It should have been awkward. It should have been painfully uncomfortable. But staring into Riddle’s true face, pinned beneath those red eyes and watching the firelight dance over his skin, all Hadrian could think was he was beautiful.
Like this, it was easy to see how this man had conquered a country.
There was a shroud of danger that hung around him, an innate warning that was subtle enough to be enticing rather than off-putting. The steady weight of his gaze spoke of hard-won confidence, as if he knew that there was nothing he could not accomplish once he put his mind to it, and you could not help but believe it too.
And out of all the people in the world this man could dine with, he had chosen Hadrian.
“How have you been, Hadrian?” Riddle asked. “I heard that your wounds have healed nicely.”
Hadrian fiddled with his knife. “Yes, I was cleared last week. I’ve been assured that the scars will fade with time. There should be no lasting damage.”
“Excellent. It would be a shame if it effected your…performance. In the next task, of course.”
“Of course,” Hadrian agreed, lips twitching, more than a little delighted at the playful remark.
Riddle hid his own smile behind his hands. “Speaking of – have you any thoughts about the third task?”
Hadrian shrugged, glancing away. “Not particularly. It’s a three-way duel, isn’t it?” he asked, waiting for the man to nod before continuing. “I’ll be fine.”
“Confident,” Riddle observed, and Hadrian gave him a droll look.
“As you are likely aware, I am the current undefeated duelling champion at Beauxbatons. I’m sure I can survive – so long as nothing goes spectacularly wrong with this one,” he tacked on acerbically.
Old anger flared quickly in Riddle’s eyes at the comment. “We have increased security for the task, and it will be held in the quidditch pitch. The structure and placement mean it is easily guarded and monitored,” he assured.
“The same could be said for the first task,” Hadrian pointed out. “I still got smacked into a wall after I finished my match.”
“A result of faulty equipment, a mistake that will not be repeated,” the man promised darkly. “Things will be different. For one, you won’t be facing a dangerous creature.”
“I don’t know,” Hadrian said dryly, running his fingers up and down the stem of his glass, “an argument could be made for Kaiser.”
“Oh?” Riddle purred, his agitation disappearing swiftly. “Are you worried?”
Hadrian laughed, “If anyone should be worried it’s her.”
“Holding a grudge?”
His smile was biting as he replied, “She tried to kill me. She took my wand. She tried to keep it. Would you let such a slight stand?”
Riddle’s look was answer enough. Kaiser would not have walked out of that forest alive if he had been in Hadrian’s place.
“One might take your lack of aggression towards her in the past weeks as a show of disinterest. Or caution,” the man probed slyly.
“You of all people should know the importance of lulling your enemies into a false sense of security, my Lord,” Hadrian drawled, graciously overlooking the way Riddle’s attention seemed to sharpen at the address. “When I go after Kaiser it will be in the arena. There’s no point in wasting my time and effort on her before then. Besides, I kind of like the idea of her knowing what is coming and being unable to do anything about it.”
“You are a petty boy, aren’t you?” Riddle asked, though his tone was fond.
Would you want me any other way?
Hadrian bit his tongue to stop that question from leaping out, and instead saluted the man with his glass and took a drink. The rich flavour drowned the words with vengeance.
“It’s an open secret at this point what it will be – but I know that everyone is looking forward to the third task. They are anticipating something extraordinary given what you revealed in the second task.” Riddle stared at him, eyes roaming over the parts of Hadrian he could see. “Wandless magic of that level is quite rare. Not many ever learn to utilise it to the extent that you have.”
The man’s admiration crashed over Hadrian like a tidal wave, though the rush of pleasure he got from it cooled when Riddle continued.
“You’ve shown an impressive amount of skill so far. I doubt there was a single person in the audience that wasn’t struck by how well you handled yourself in the forest. That fight was…exceptional.”
Hadrian looked down to the table, frowning lightly at the praise. He swallowed, trying not to recall the sound the werewolf’s spine had made when it had collided with that tree.
Riddle, seeing far too much, caught his discomfort immediately. “There’s nothing to be ashamed of,” he said softly. “You did what you had to to survive, and you saved another life in the process. Most would commend you on your actions.”
“I’m not ashamed,” Hadrian said back, voice steady with the truth.
Too keen to miss what he was not saying, Riddle cocked his head, resembling a bird more than the serpents he favoured in that moment. “Is that what worries you, then? That you don’t feel remorse?”
Hadrian focussed on the bookshelf over the man’s shoulder so that he would not have to meet his eyes. “I suppose it just felt different than I thought it would. I’ve grown up knowing that I would be a killer one day, but the actual act was not…” he waved his hand as if to explain.
“Up to your expectations?” Riddle supplied.
Hadrian huffed, shaking his head. “You do realise it was you that I was planning to kill one day, right?”
“Naturally,” Riddle replied, his teeth flashing as his smile widened, “and while your use of past tense comforts me, I can admit that I would have welcomed the attempt regardless. Something tells me that it would have been the best fight of my life.”
“You’re just full of compliments tonight, aren’t you?” Hadrian muttered, though the shadow that had been creeping into his thoughts was burnt away by the burst of giddiness Riddle’s words evoked.
He paused then, a question slipping to the forefront of his mind. Hadrian rolled his tongue over his teeth as he debated whether he should voice it or not, but eventually he could not help himself.
“How old were you when you first killed someone?”
“Directly or indirectly?” the man asked, and it was such a morbid specification that it nearly made Hadrian laugh in disbelief. He swallowed the sound back, belatedly thinking of how inappropriate most would find this.
“Does it really change the answer that much?”
Riddle nodded, his smile now a tempered thing. He did not appear bothered at the turn their conversation had taken – but then again, why would he? What did he have to fear? This man had built his career on war and blood. He had no need to watch his answers or to lie about these things, because who would ever look to punish him?
“Both,” Hadrian said after a second of consideration, an energising jolt racing through him.
Riddle dipped his head in something close to approval, and Hadrian was helpless to resist the urge to lean forward.
The man took a long drink from his glass, then began to speak. “The first man I indirectly killed was one of the priests that often visited the orphanage that I grew up in,” he said, voice lyrical and entrancing, so much so that it took a few moments for Hadrian to process what he had just heard.
Riddle graced him with a mesmerising smile, seemingly amused by the open shock on Hadrian’s face. The lightness faded however when he continued, “I exhibited magic at a very young age and though I was quite skilled at controlling it by the time I was six, there had been enough incidents over the years to build up a certain…reputation.”
By the remnants of bitterness in the man’s voice, Hadrian could guess what that reputation was.
“To the very religious matron I was, at best, being possessed by the devil. At worst, I was a demon myself, come to torment her and the other children and drag their souls to the depths of hell for all eternity. Either way something had to be done. In her desperation to ‘fix’ me she reached out to Father Joshua, who agreed that I had ‘unholy’ powers.”
Riddle’s posture was lazy and almost bored as he told his story, but his eyes were becoming grim and filled with scorn. His magic twined through the air, stifling and thick, and Hadrian was transfixed. He could guess where this tale led, and while a part of him hated the very idea of it, another part was ravenous to hear its end.
Red eyes peered at him, piercing.
“Tell me, Hadrian. Do you know much about exorcisms? Have you ever seen one performed?”
His arms prickled, his breathing quickening softly at the question. He could almost see the memories playing out in the man’s eyes.
“…No,” he answered quietly.
Riddle glanced away to the fireplace, staring into the flames with pursed lips. “I must say, neither do I. My memories of that day are not the clearest – from the stress, I imagine. I do remember the ropes they used to tie me down, and Father Joshua’s pale face, but beyond that the event is lost to me. I only recall coming to in the aftermath. The room was in chaos, people were strewn about, all unconscious. And the good Father was dead on the floor beside me.”
The mask of placidity broke then, something viciously pleased slipping onto Riddle’s face. “I think the cause was deemed a heart-attack. More likely, he was standing too close to me when my magic reacted in defence, and he paid the price.”
Hadrian released a shuddering breath. “What happened after that?” he asked.
Riddle looked at him, blinking slowly as if to dispel the daze he had entered. “I woke up. The restraints had burnt away, so I made my way back to the orphanage alone. I don’t believe anyone in that room remembered why they were there or what happened. A side-effect from my magical outburst, probably, seeing as no one ever brought it up with me again.”
Running his finger around the rim of his glass, Riddle smiled. “We attended his funeral. It was a very sombre event.”
Hadrian held the man’s stare, his mind whirling with what Riddle had revealed to him. It was almost hard to believe, but Hadrian knew all too well that stories like Riddle’s were not uncommon.
Magical children hurt people all the time if they were scared or in pain, and they could even kill if they felt threatened enough. He had heard many tales over the years, particularly from his muggleborn classmates.
It was normal. It was expected, for all that it was a terrible occurrence.
He supposed it was just that he never would have thought Riddle would be one of those unlucky cases.
Hadrian frowned, trying to imagine what that experience must have been like – to be young and terrified and confused, restrained and surrounded by adults. He imagined raised voices and holy water being thrown on a small, thrashing body.
Ropes chaffing delicate skin. Crying out for help that no one would provide.
It sounded like a nightmare, if he was honest, but Hadrian still had trouble reconciling it with what he knew of the man across from him.
Fear was not something he would have thought Lord Voldemort could feel, foolish as the notion was.
The lull in their conversation stretched on for another handful of seconds. Riddle seemed content to let Hadrian absorb the story, nursing his wine and watching the emotions play across his face.
He only spoke when their eyes met again, deliberately insensitive. “Anyway, the first person I directly killed was Myrtle Warren. I was fifteen. She was in the year below me. Her ghost is still haunting the second-floor girls’ bathroom, if I recall.”
“Wait – what?” Hadrian asked, startled by the abrupt shift in topic, then quickly growing appalled when the words registered. “You killed someone at Hogwarts? While you were a student? Why did you kill her? How on earth did you get away with that?”
“Not easily,” Riddle groused, leaning back in his chair. He looked annoyed, as if the entire thing had been an inconvenience. “I wasn’t aware that she was there at the time, but she witnessed something I couldn’t have getting out, so I had to kill her. I ended up framing someone else for it to make sure Hogwarts didn’t close. Only one of my professors suspected me, and I even got an award for special service, so it all worked out rather well in the end, I suppose.”
Hadrian remembered reading the old article when he had first researched Riddle.
“Dear gods, you are an arsehole,” he breathed out, awed by the man’s sheer gall. “Have you never heard of memory charms? Did you have to kill her?”
“Ordinarily I would have just wiped her memory, yes, but there were mitigating circumstances at the time. Besides,” Riddle waved a negligent hand, “I had need of a dead body, and I am an opportunist.”
“Why would you need a – you know what, I don’t think I want to know,” Hadrian cut himself off, disturbed at the possibilities.
There were countless rituals he could think of off the top of his head that required a fresh corpse, but he actually wanted to keep his appetite. It was bad enough knowing that the poor girl’s ghost was still trapped in the school her murderer now worked in.
Had Riddle ever encountered her? Had he spoken to her at all? Did she remember it was him responsible for her death? What would it even be like to know that someone you had killed still lingered?
“Are you sure?” Riddle goaded, cradling his chin in his palm. “I would tell you the truth if you asked.”
“I’ll pass,” Hadrian said firmly, and for some reason his refusal had Riddle smothering a chuckle. “Why were you in the girls’ bathroom anyway? Seems an odd place to be doing illegal activities.”
“Perhaps I will show you one day,” Riddle offered, smiling secretly. “But that is a conversation for another time. We should eat.”
At his words, their meals appeared on their plates with a quiet rattle. The delicious aroma filled the room, though Hadrian still found himself somewhat unsettled by their previous topic.
“You are sixty years too late to concern yourself with those events, Hadrian,” Riddle said.
When Hadrian looked up at him, his expression was firm.
“I have never been a good man. You have always known that. Does hearing such things really change your opinion of me?”
It did not, but Hadrian felt like it should.
Riddle had undoubtedly done unspeakable things throughout his life to accomplish what he had. He had conquered a country and set up a system that stole children from their families. He had hurt so many people and killed countless more.
He had killed Hadrian’s father. Kidnapped his mother. He had even hurt Hadrian in the past.
He was an awful person. He was the Dark Lord.
Hadrian had known and accepted all those facts long ago – but having it lain so plainly before him made him feel…culpable.
Doubt ate at him.
Gods, what was he doing here? What did it say about him that he knew what Riddle was capable of, and he was here anyway, talking and acting like none of it mattered?
What would his mother say if she knew?
No.
Hadrian closed his eyes, clenching his jaw. He would not let his thoughts stray down that path. He was sick of letting others dictate his actions. He had sworn to not bow to his mother’s demands anymore.
For one night he wanted to be free from guilt. He wanted to enjoy just this one thing without worrying how it would be perceived.
He wanted to be selfish.
Hadrian lifted his head, sighing and loosening his tense muscles. “It doesn’t,” he declared.
Riddle, if he was satisfied with that answer, kept it to himself. Instead, he rolled an inviting hand at their dinner. Hadrian took up his cutlery and put his worries to the side, focussing on his meal with determination.
He poked at the leg on his plate with his knife, raising it enough to see the vegetables underneath. “Duck?” he guessed, surprised. He had not had this since coming to Britain.
His eyes jumped up to find Riddle pulling his own fork free from his mouth, clearly relishing the flavour. “It is a special night,” was all the man said.
Hadrian stared at him, then down at his dinner, then at the glass of wine beside him.
He smiled to himself and began to eat.
OoO
Tonks sat sequestered off to the side, half-hidden by the railing of the staircase. Her eyes were fixed on one of the old, empty, and dust-covered portraits that was pinned to the foyer wall.
The night air was fraught with tension; the ruinous kind that settled in around your bones and ached when you least expected it. Her nails dug into her knees as she listened distantly to the argument ensuing in the next room - Remus’ voice filled with confusion and frustration as he demanded to know, again, what had happened to Lily and Sirius.
Tonks had stopped paying attention to the answers he received, her own thoughts too chaotic to leave space for whatever Dumbledore and the others were saying.
Remus’ voice rose again, anger weaving into it now. Tonks had never heard him sound so aggressive before.
She wished she could tell him. She wished she knew anything that could help ease the pain in his eyes.
It had been over two weeks now since that disastrous meeting. Two weeks since her world had crumbled, since Sirius had been called a traitor and detained somewhere, and she was still not sure how she was supposed to feel about that.
She wanted to be furious.
She wanted to feel hurt.
She wanted to find and shake Sirius and force the answers from him – but she did not even know what her questions were.
The things that Moody and Dumbledore had accused him of…it was still so hard to believe.
Sirius had always been their most stalwart member. The most loyal in the Order. He was the one who routinely put himself in danger for information and resources, and the loudest advocate that they fight against Voldemort’s reign.
He was Tonks’ big cousin. Her protector and guardian, the one person she had always been able to rely on.
The idea that he could betray them made no sense to her. Sirius would never do something like that. He would never have sold them out to Narcissa Malfoy of all people, not when he hated her and Bellatrix both, his voice always falling into a growl whenever he mentioned Tonks’ aunts.
Moody would not lie about such things though, and Sirius had all but admitted it with his harsh words.
Tonks squeezed her eyes shut, feeling the warning prickle of oncoming tears. Her hands rose to grip her hair, desperate for something to hold her together.
Footsteps creaked above her and Tonks gritted her teeth, forcing the stone in her throat down as she felt Cedric slip into place beside her.
Above the rush of her pulse in her ears she could make out Dumbledore’s familiar timbre – but it just made her gut lurch uncomfortably.
“The ritual merely plants an idea in the recipient’s mind that they then carry out.”
Merlin, just remembering those words had a chill rushing through her. She bit into her bottom lip, and the back of her neck erupted in a cold flush.
“It doesn’t hurt, and the recipient wouldn’t even notice the suggestion.”
A warm hand gently wrapped around her wrist and tugged her hand from her hair. Tonks wasted no time in rotating her hand to clutch at Cedric’s. She did not even have to look to know that he was just as bothered by what had happened as she was.
Tonks thought of Hadrian, of how fierce he was. She did not know him well, but even in their short acquaintanceship, she knew that she liked him. He had a spark in him that she could appreciate; a hint of mischief that made her want to smile.
She imagined his bright eyes dull and lifeless. His lively countenance turned serene and subdued under the influence of a compulsion – and shivered at how wrong it was.
“All I see are people willing to hide behind a child.”
Sirius’ words rand in her head, and Tonks hunched over at the burst of shame that grow in her heart.
Hadrian was seventeen. He was still in school, for Merlin’s sake.
Tonks had not even been allowed to join the Order until she was well over her majority. Neither had Cedric, or any of Arthur and Molly’s children.
Why had it seemed alright when it was Hadrian?
“What are we going to do?” Cedric asked, barely audible.
He sounded more uncertain than she had ever heard before.
Tonks squeezed his fingers and shook her head. When she answered, her lips scarcely moved.
“I don’t know.”
OoO
Voldemort watched as Hadrian finished off the last of his wine and enjoyed the simple glow of pleasure that lit those green eyes.
The boy put his glass down, his tongue darting out to chase the lingering taste; and as their plates were cleared away, he leaned forward in a comfortable slouch.
Hadrian’s hand rose, fingers absently playing with his bottom lip, gently pinching the soft pink flesh, tugging, then releasing it.
It was delightfully distracting.
Everything about him was, really. Voldemort had never met anyone that had so wholly ensnared him like this boy had.
Watching how he had relaxed over the course of their dinner had been gratifying, their previous conversation thankfully not dampening things beyond repair. Hadrian’s edges, while still present, had begun to soften; his entire countenance warming gradually as the night had progressed.
This was a side he had only caught stolen glimpses of in the past, and he revelled in being able to now look his fill.
“So, I had a question,” Hadrian said, breaking the tentative silence that had fallen between them. His fingers settled at the corner of his mouth, seeming to not notice where Voldemort’s gaze was fixed.
He hummed in encouragement.
“You…mentioned that you grew up in an orphanage,” the boy prompted, head dipping down and glancing at him through his tousled fringe. Caution danced in his eyes.
He should have known that that would catch and consume Hadrian’s attention.
Voldemort sat back in his chair, holding his half-filled glass close as he responded, “I did.”
He waited, intrigued to see where this would go. Despite his own aversion to the topic, he was impressed that Hadrian was daring enough to broach it.
“Could you tell me about it?” the boy asked, brightening with curiosity.
Voldemort raised his eyebrows. “My early childhood is hardly the most interesting thing about me,” he teased.
Hadrian’s open expression shifted to something vaguely exasperated – an emotion he could not recall having ever had directed at him before. How novel.
Voldemort considered Hadrian closely for a moment.
Not many would have cared enough about his past to ask, and even less would be brave enough to after the titbits he had already revealed. They would have been warned away either by the grim subject or because of some misguided sense of propriety.
“Why do you want to know?” he asked.
“Because I know you,” Hadrian answered. “I know you – but I don’t actually know much about you.” The boy smiled at him, soft and challenging. “Maybe I want to know how you became the man in front of me.”
Voldemort controlled his instinctive reaction to that proclamation, but the sudden heat that enveloped him was blinding in its intensity.
I know you.
What an arrogant statement.
What a terrifying, dizzying concept.
Hadrian’s gaze was steady and calm across the table. Unyielding and eviscerating in equal measure.
No one had ever claimed such familiarity with him before, but if anyone could do it, if anyone could see him, it would be Hadrian.
That thought was as unwelcome as it was exhilarating.
He was speaking in the next second, some part of him whispering yes.
“I was born and raised in Wool’s Orphanage in London. My mother was a weak woman, both magically and physically. She lived only long enough to name me before she died, and I entered the care of the matron and her assistants.”
“What was your mother’s name?” Hadrian asked, sharp-eyed and intent.
“Merope Gaunt,” Voldemort answered shortly, moving on before the boy could inquire more. “I don’t remember much from those first few years, but I did know from a young age that I was different than the other children. I could move objects with just a thought. I could command animals. I could hurt people without touching them.”
His fingers traced the intricate patterns that were delicately carved into the stem of his glass. Memories he had long locked away slipped to the forefront of his mind.
“I was an emotional child, but I admit that I found it difficult to empathise with those around me. Violence came easily to me, as did lying. Growing up in a post-war economy was hard, our resources limited, and that environment encouraged a, hmm, shall we say ‘cutthroat’ attitude in many of us.”
It was difficult to explain to one who had not lived through such an experience. The gnawing hunger. The constant, persistent cold. The humiliation and indignity of being pitied.
Voldemort had made sure he would never endure such conditions ever again, and he found the idea of telling Hadrian the truth in this matter utterly unappealing.
The boy was far too compassionate, for all that he was capable of great cruelty. Even now he could see the worried frown beginning to form on his face.
“Once I had fully grasped the extent of how different I was, things became simpler for me. I honed my powers in between chores and lessons; and after the failed exorcism I learned to cover my tracks better.”
Sympathy fluttered through Hadrian’s eyes at the mention, though it was quickly replaced by an almost callous sense of humour. “I bet that came in handy,” he mused.
“Indeed,” Voldemort agreed, smirking.
He took a sip of his drink, then continued, “For the most part the other children left me alone. Those that irritated me tended to suffer the consequences, and as such, very few had the courage to confront me. By the time my Hogwarts letter arrived I had most of the orphanage well in hand. Still, having a name for my abilities, learning that I wasn’t alone? It was a relief in many ways.”
“I can imagine,” Hadrian said, idly twisting his fingers together as he studied Voldemort, rivetted.
Though the attention was pleasing, Voldemort pounced on the unwitting opening. “And what of your childhood, Hadrian?”
The boy blinked, broken from his assessment. His unease was swiftly covered with a cocked eyebrow. “Am I to believe that you didn’t run a background check on me? You likely know more about my childhood than I can remember.”
A good attempt at a diversion. It was a shame he was not an easily distracted man.
Voldemort clicked his tongue in admonishment. “I have an entire folder detailing your life, Hadrian,” he admitted, purely to see the ripple of indignation that fact caused. “But reading about something and hearing it first-hand are two different things. I want to know what your childhood was like for you.”
Hadrian’s expression flicked through a rapid series of emotions, all too quick to be properly identified. He looked to the side, biting his lip, eyes narrowed in contemplation.
Nearly a minute stretched out before Hadrian finally moved.
The boy stood, arms fluttering nervously by his side as he made his way towards the closest bookshelf.
Voldemort watched him go with hooded eyes, allowing the distance for the moment.
Hadrian dragged a finger along the polished wood of one of the shelves, back to the room. Unable to see his face, Voldemort instead studied the careful way his shoulders moved. Every breath perfectly even.
“Looking back, I know that my childhood was…unorthodox. I was trained more than I was raised. But that lifestyle, it was all I knew, so it wasn’t strange to me.”
Hadrian sighed, turning back to Voldemort. He crossed his arms over his chest and leaned carefully against the bookshelf, apprehension plain on his face.
“My mother and I were having political debates by the time I was seven. Every conversation we had was a test of some kind. She would purposefully mislead me, back me into verbal corners, teach me to find hidden meanings and agendas. She taught me to be suspicious of everyone, to keep them all at arm’s length, to trust only her.”
Hadrian’s mouth twisted up into a bitter smile, his gaze growing distant and rueful. “I was…a very attentive student to her lessons,” he said quietly.
“Gods,” he huffed, shaking his head, “I must have seemed so strange when I started at Beauxbatons. I was eight, and so utterly convinced that my mother was the smartest woman in the world. Every week I would write to her – entire essays about my classes and my professors and my classmates. Who was from which family, what their parents did, if they were useful.”
Rubbing a hand over his face, Hadrian slumped heavily, pressing more into the shelf as his gaze skittered around the room. Guilt, of all things, was beginning to surface in his eyes.
“She had me writing reports,” he said. “Every Saturday without fail, for years. And I never questioned it. I went through the junior academy like a little machine, doing whatever she told me. I was terrified of upsetting her, couldn’t stomach the thought of it. I wasn’t even a person. I was just…her obedient weapon.”
Voldemort thought of the sounds Lily Potter had made while choking on her own blood, and wished suddenly that he had done worse.
Hadrian tipped his head back to stare at the ceiling. “It was only when I became a senior that I started to become myself. I can’t pinpoint when it happened, it was as if one day I went from being Harry Potter pretending to be Hadrian Evans to just…being Hadrian.”
The boy’s true name was like a splash of cold water. It had been so long since Voldemort had thought of him as Harry Potter that it felt wrong to hear it now.
This was not the child he had hunted obsessively for years. This was not Albus Dumbledore’s golden ticket, nor Lily Potter’s tool. This was not his prophesised enemy in front of him.
Whatever Hadrian was now, it was not – would never be – that.
“The line between the two got so blurred over the years, and somewhere along the way it became the reverse.”
“Hadrian Evans pretending to be Harry Potter,” Voldemort concluded.
Hadrian nodded slowly, staring pensively down at his own boots. “It’s funny, isn’t it?” he joked blandly. “My mask was so good it became the real thing even to me.”
“It’s not funny at all,” Voldemort corrected, standing and placing his glass on the table. “What your mother did to you was horrendous and the fact that she thought you could maintain such a façade without ramifications was downright stupid.”
Hadrian watched him from the corner of his eye as he approached, but to his credit he remained where he was.
“You were a child forced into a situation outside of your control, carrying expectations that were, frankly, absurd.” Voldemort said, stopping just shy of crowding the other against the bookshelf.
Hadrian snorted softly, tilting his head back and looking at him with a defiant glint in his eyes. “Let’s not forget who was ultimately responsible for all of it,” he replied, chin raised and mouth pinched.
Unintentional though it was, a spark of possessive pride rushed through him at the comment.
Hadrian was like this because of him. Everything the boy was, everything he had become, was because ofVoldemort.
He released a long breath, almost drunk off the knowledge.
Hadrian stared at him, his own eyes darkening with untold things. “I spent so much of my life preparing to defeat you,” he confessed, reaching out to splay a hand over Voldemort’s chest.
He burned at the touch.
“You, thinking about you, it was one of the only things that made me feel anything. I was so afraid of you, but some part of me was hopelessly drawn to the very idea of you. Knowing that you were out there, that one day we would meet…” he trailed off, dragging his hand up until two of his fingers slipped under the opening of Voldemort’s shirt.
“You’re not what I thought you would be like,” Hadrian whispered. “None of this is what I thought it would be.”
“What did you expect our meeting would be like?” Voldemort asked, inching forward incrementally, captivated by what Hadrian was saying.
Hadrian blinked, eyes crawling up from where their skin connected to Voldemort’s own. He smiled crookedly, his earlier melancholy fleeing, “Well, I certainly hadn’t imagined we would one day sit down and have dinner together.”
Voldemort’s hand rose to hover near Hadrian’s cheek, the pads of his fingers barely skimming the warm skin. Dark lashes fluttered, those infuriating green eyes hidden for a heartbeat.
He was beautiful.
“I hadn’t expected you to be quite so willing to challenge me as you have. You’re playing with fire, you know?”
Hadrian’s smile became impish as he used his thumb to widen the gap in Voldemort’s shirt, baring more of his throat. “You are beginning to sound like Raina,” he told him.
Voldemort’s demeanour cooled at the mention of Hadrian’s pretty friend, his own smile dropping away. “High praise coming from you,” he replied, somewhat sourly.
“It really is,” Hadrian agreed, amused eyes glinting knowingly up at him.
Something acidic was building in his chest. “And where do your friends think you are right now?” he demanded lightly, one hand clutching the edge of the shelf close to Hadrian’s hip while the other curled around the edge of his jaw.
Do they know where you are? Do they know that you are with me?
Voldemort wanted to rip out the affection in Hadrian’s eyes. He wanted to erase everyone that had ever touched him and smother those memories until he was the only one Hadrian could think of. He wanted to bury himself so deep under his skin that nothing would ever remove him from Hadrian’s heart and mind.
Hadrian lounged before him, unflinching in the face of the violent desires blazing in his eyes. “Raina and Claire know exactly where I am,” he said, his hand retreating until just his fingertips rested against Voldemort’s sternum. “They think you’re trying to seduce me.”
His ire vanished in an instant, replaced with smug assurance. “And what do you think?”
Emboldened by the subtle hitch in Hadrian’s breathing, Voldemort took the final step, pressing them flush against each other. He swayed close, lips caressing the corner of other’s mouth as he murmured, “Would you let me seduce you, Hadrian?”
Fire would not have blistered him as much as the raw need that consumed him did.
“Yes,” Hadrian breathed, gripping his shirt harshly and looping a hand around the back of his neck.
Voldemort grinned viciously when Hadrian kissed him. Surging up into him like a spring tide.
He tasted divine.
He tasted like victory.
OoO
The door shut behind Alastor and Remus, cutting the simmering tension like a knife and leaving them suspended in a gaping void of unspoken words and misunderstandings.
The embers of her anger spluttered without the source right in front of her, and Emmeline let out an aggrieved sigh. She closed her eyes, rubbing her forehead to starve off the burgeoning headache that was weaving inside her skull like thorny vines.
She listened as Albus, the only other person remaining besides her, lowered himself into one of the chairs, his robes rustling loudly in the sudden quiet of the lounge room.
Adjusting her shawl, Emmeline turned and began to approach her mentor. She stood to his right for a long minute, studying him in silence.
Albus was looking more worn each day. The lines in his face had deepened in the past months, and there were dark shadows lurking in his eyes that concerned her.
The years had not been kind, but Emmeline suspected that he felt the weight of their losses more keenly than any of them ever could.
He was diminishing before her eyes, a little more of him scraped away every time she saw him.
They were losing, and badly. They had been on the backfoot in this war for more than a decade, forced into a corner and scrambling to regain their strength. Emmeline could hardly remember a time when they were not underground.
It rankled to know how far they had fallen.
With another sigh, she dropped into the seat next to Albus, learning forward to rest her face into her hands. The stress from the last week was finally catching up with her, and she was running on fumes at this point.
First Sirius and Lily refused to cooperate, and now Remus was beginning to stir trouble. On top of that, from what she had observed, neither Nymphadora nor Cedric were entirely comfortable with what had happened.
They were fracturing right down the middle.
She closed her eyes to relieve the dryness, pressing her palms against them.
“We’re going to need to watch Remus,” she said tiredly. “He’s too emotional, he might do something reckless. Dora and Cedric too – we can’t risk any of them letting slip what we’re planning.”
Albus did not reply, but she could feel his agreement.
“If word somehow gets out…if they twist things – you know Arthur and Molly will refuse. And gods forbid if Harry hears of it.”
Emmeline had only spoken to Harry the once, but she had heard plenty from the others. She had followed his progress in the tournament with interest, and she had a good idea of what he was capable of. She did not want to imagine what the boy would do if he caught wind of their intentions.
With a heavy heart, she looked at him beseechingly. “Are we doing the right thing, Albus?”
His eyes rose to meet hers. There was an aching kind of regret in those blue depths, but it was faint compared to the blazing determination.
“It must be Harry,” Albus said, sidestepping her question completely.
“Because of the prophecy?” Emmeline asked, jaded and with a tremor in her voice.
She respected divination, truly. It was an intricate and terrible power that only few were able to wield. She respected it, but she did not like it. Not when she had lost dozens of friends while waiting for the call to be answered.
She knew that others in the Order held the prophecy close, that they believed in it with all their hearts, and she knew Albus had propagated the idea for years.
She knew he thought Harry would be the one to defeat Voldemort, which was why she was shocked when Albus spoke.
“No.”
Emmeline straightened immediately, staring at her mentor with wide, puzzled eyes.
“‘No’?” she echoed, hands twisting in her shawl. “I thought you believed –”
“My own belief in the prophecy is irrelevant,” Albus gently interrupted. “Prophecies are, in their nature, self-fulfilling. Harry was set on this path a long time ago by his mother. He has trained all his life to complete this task. He has been pushed and moulded for this singular purpose, and as such, he is the best candidate to do it. It is because of the actions of those around him that Harry is even in a position to meet the requirements.”
Emmeline frowned, her gaze drifting down to her knees. She felt shaken.
“But even if Harry was not the one the prophecy was intended for, he would still be the most suitable to fulfil it,” Albus continued, looking off to the side, eyes hazy with thought.
“What do you mean, Albus?” she asked when he fell quiet.
He turned back to her, smiling resignedly. “Tom has so few weaknesses,” he began, confusing her until she remembered that was Voldemort’s true name.
“But for someone so convinced of his own superiority, he has always been a remarkably emotional boy. Driven by his own desires and controlled by his obsessions. He sees Harry as something desirable, something he wants to possess – the lengths he has gone to to drive a wedge between Lily and her son shows that. His need to mark and claim…it reveals more than he realises.”
Albus folded his hands on his lap. “Harry holds some importance to Tom now, and we can use that. Tom would hesitate to kill Harry purely because it would mean he would lose the chance to keep him.”
His mouth curved into a deprecating smile, “Tom has always taken good care of things he views as his. Destroying Harry, killing him, it would be akin to admitting defeat. It would mean that Tom was not good enough to find another solution, and that would be unacceptable in his eyes.”
Emmeline ran her hands up and down her arms, feeling chilled at the remark.
Albus blinked, his focus returning to her. “Harry is the best person to fulfil the prophecy because he has the one thing no one else does. Access. He is the only one Tom has let close in years. He is the only one that could hurt Tom. The only one Tom would be reluctant to strike down.”
“You make it sounds like he loves Harry,” Emmeline said. “I didn’t think he had enough of a heart to love someone else.”
He chuckled, head bowing, “You mistake me, my dear. Tom values him, certainly, and on some level cares for him, but only in terms of what Harry can do for him.”
Albus stared out the dark window.
“If there is one thing Tom cannot do, it is love someone.”
Notes:
Dumbledore: tom cant love anyone
Tom: lmao let me makeout with my boyfriend
Anyway, we'll get the next half of Riddle and Hadrian's night together in the next chapter! I would love to hear your thoughts so far!
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Chapter 53: Chapter Fifty Three
Notes:
Thanks for everyone who commented on the last chapter! This is the one a lot of people have been waiting for - and, admittedly, one I am very anxious about 😅
Be gentle with me, my lovelies. I'm a novice when it comes to writing smut.
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Chapter Text
Riddle tasted like wine and temptation, and Hadrian wanted to drown in it.
He pressed himself closer, lips parting and tongue darting out to run along the seam of Riddle’s mouth. He rubbed his thumb against the base of the man’s skull, kneading into the soft flesh there and revelling in the startled grunt that prompted.
Hands gripped his hips, shoving him harder into the bookshelf and rattling it against the wall.
Hadrian slid his hand up, nails dragging on Riddle’s scalp until he took a fistful of that thick hair. He changed the angle and opened his mouth further in invitation.
Riddle took it, deepening the kiss immediately. He slipped an arm around the small of Hadrian’s back and forced him up onto the tips of his toes with a smile. Hadrian felt the silent rumble of laughter through the man’s chest and scowled at the blatant taunt.
He bit Riddle’s lip hard enough in retaliation that he could taste blood.
They separated – Riddle with a curse and Hadrian with a grin. His eyes dropped, suddenly enraptured by the beading cut on Riddle’s bottom lip. It was shallow and red, shining in the firelight, and Hadrian’s own mouth ached in response.
He felt euphoric.
Riddle stared at him, pupils blown wide, and with a healthy flush spread over his pale cheeks.
They stood there for a long moment, gazing at each other, before a hand came up to cup Hadrian’s face. He followed the silent request, tilting his head back until he could feel the spines of the book shifting behind him.
Leaning down, Riddle skimmed his lips up the column of Hadrian’s throat, stopping to nip at his jawline. His eyes fluttered closed, breaths coming faster; then, without warning, Riddle pinched the delicate skin between his teeth and sucked on it until Hadrian gasped from the sweet rush of pain.
He yanked the man’s head back, scowling at the sting.
Riddle smiled at him, languid and mocking, as he started to play with Hadrian’s tie. He twisted the red silk around his finger smoothly, climbing higher and higher towards the knot at the hollow of his throat.
“Have I told you that you look delectable tonight?” he asked, tugging lightly. “I like you in this colour.”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes, reading the greedy delight on the other’s face. Bastard, he thought, even as he smiled sharply and tipped his head to the side.
“Oh? I’ll be sure to pass your compliments along,” he said coyly, digging his fingers into Riddle’s shirt. “Raina picked it out for me,” he admitted, throwing the words out like a weapon, and relishing the wave of green anger that crashed over the man at the mention of his friend.
The heavy cloud of magic that had been dancing around them turned sour and Hadrian let out a soft, exhilarated laugh.
He had noticed the hints of it throughout the night, spikes of sudden agitation and possessive rage – but gods, the confirmation was something else altogether.
For some ludicrous reason Riddle was actually jealous of Raina.
It was hilarious in a way that a man of Riddle’s standing – someone who was quite literally the most powerful man in Britain – would look at a young woman barely into her majority and feel something as petty as envy.
It was a joke. It made Hadrian want to dig his claws in and pull.
Continuously parading his closeness with Raina before Riddle was undoubtedly foolish, but it was too tantalising a target to let go unacknowledged.
He arched into Riddle, one arm hooking over the man’s shoulder so he could tug them closer together. “She’s always had good taste,” he murmured, pressing the ghost of a kiss to his cheek, “so I knew I would be in good hands. She hasn’t steered me wrong yet.”
Hadrian smiled, then teasingly licked the lobe of Riddle’s ear. The hand gripping his tie tightened and he was pushed back roughly. He chuckled, alight with triumph at getting that ironclad control to slip.
Riddle slid his leg between his, pinning Hadrian in place. He twisted his tie, pulling it up high until Hadrian’s collar was pressing uncomfortably against his throat, mimicking a noose.
The strain on his breathing coupled with the hard presence of Riddle’s knee had Hadrian biting back a moan. He met those red eyes confidently though, watching how they burned with fury, and waited.
“I suggest,” Riddle said, gritting the words out, “that you refrain from mentioning Miss Séverin again.”
“Or what?” Hadrian asked, stretching his head back to relieve the pressure so that he was not gasping pathetically.
“Or you might find that something unfortunate befalls her.”
Normally, Hadrian knew, such a threat against his best friend would invoke a fierce defence from him – even now there were traces of that protective rage stirring in his gut – but it was all smothered beneath the force of his amusement.
He bared his teeth at the man.
“You wouldn’t. You won’t touch any of them and we both know it. Because if you did, I’d never let you touch me again, let alone do something like this,” at that, he rolled his hips pointedly. The muscles in Riddle’s jaw jumped at the feel of Hadrian’s cock rubbing against his leg, and he savoured it.
“So arrogant,” Riddle hissed, pulling the tie taut while his other hand flattened against Hadrian’s thigh. The heat of his palm was devastating enough it was a wonder his skin did not blister. “Do you think that is enough of a deterrent?”
Hadrian’s next breath was thin, but he did not back down.
“Oh please,” he rasped, offended at how poor that attempt was, “you’re not even trying. If a single fuck was all you wanted from me, you wouldn’t have bothered with the pageantry.”
“True,” the man conceded, hardly fazed at being called out. He eased up on the tie as his other hand crept higher, curling around the back of Hadrian’s thigh and squeezing. “I want all kinds of things from you. But my point stands, Hadrian. I don’t want to hear her name on your lips when you are with me.”
Hadrian scowled even though the demand made his insides twist. “Raina,” he stressed, “is my friend. If I want to talk about her, I will.”
His disobedience incensed Riddle. It engulfed his features in an instant and his grip turned bruising, but Hadrian did not flinch. They were balancing on a knife’s edge, teetering between two extremes, and the rapid beat of his heart was no longer due to excitement.
Carefully, Hadrian softened. He moved his hands down to hold the man’s biceps. “There’s nothing but friendship there,” he said quietly, an assurance and warning in one.
The tension in Riddle refused to fade, so Hadrian pulled him in, kissing him deeply and working to erase it. He felt his tie be released, landing limp over his shoulder, and leaned back slowly to stare up at Riddle.
He was studied in turn, and Hadrian wondered what the man was thinking in that moment. The expression on his face was pensive, his gaze both intent and distant at the same time, as if he was trying to peer right through Hadrian and into his soul.
When Riddle spoke, his voice was low and contemplative. “If I had found you even a year ago, I would have tried to kill you.”
The confession only made Hadrian smile. It was reminiscent of their earlier conversation, and it brought forth a wave of gentle anticipation; the kind that simmered in his blood.
His fingers rose, idly tracing along Riddle’s chin. “If you had found me even a year ago,” he whispered, “I would have tried to kill you too.”
He would have died in the attempt too, but strangely the thought of that did not scare him as it once would have.
Riddle dropped his leg, easing back so that Hadrian was firmly on the ground once more. Long fingers caressed the side of his neck and he shivered at the seeking touch.
His hands came to grip the man’s wrists as a thumb swept over his lip, and he sighed shakily.
Hadrian met Riddle’s eyes and said nothing. He did not need to.
Riddle moved back, steps precise and coaxing, giving plenty of opportunity for him to pull away or resist. Hadrian followed silently, grip tightening and gaze unwavering.
This was, he knew full well, a mistake. Riddle was not a good choice, and he would never be safe – the lingering strain in his throat was evidence enough. Every second Hadrian spent in his company was borrowed, and he would probably end up regretting everything come morning.
But he also knew that he would regret backing out more.
Riddle guided them to the back wall of his office, behind his desk, through the door there and into the attached bedroom.
Hadrian had been in it before, had even slept in that bed and under those sheets – but that was a lifetime ago, feeling more like something from a fever dream, hazy and hard to recall. Standing here now, months later and completely changed, Hadrian felt like he was in uncharted territory.
It was invigorating.
Just the thought of what was about to happen made his skin flush and his stomach clench hotly.
Hadrian looked back to Riddle and found him watching him critically, still searching for hesitation or doubt. “I guess it’s a good thing your snake isn’t here,” he quipped, both to rid them of the stifling silence and the strange reticence in Riddle’s expression.
Riddle’s features became flat, anything resembling concern being immediately wiped away by a wave of exasperation. That only lasted for a moment before the man was pulling himself free of Hadrian’s grip.
He put a hand on his chest and shoved him towards the bed. Hadrian let himself tumble down onto it, landing with a bounce and an unrepentant grin. He lounged back, spreading his legs boldly as Riddle stalked up to him.
“This brings back memories,” he said cheekily, shifting comfortably on the mattress. Riddle’s eyes scanned him leisurely and the appreciation in his gaze was one of the best compliments Hadrian had ever received.
“I didn’t expect you to be quite so…chatty,” Riddle drawled, reaching up to undo his shirt’s buttons. Hadrian’s eyes dropped to follow the reveal of that pale chest and he hummed in approval.
“Do you want me quiet?” he asked curiously.
“No,” Riddle answered shortly.
“Good,” Hadrian said, “because you might have to gag me to get that.”
And oh, that was a look.
Hadrian’s grin widened and he leaned back smugly. He went to remove his tie only for his hands to be seized by invisible bonds, forcing him down and pinning them beside his head. Hadrian turned, staring at his immobile right hand in bewilderment before looking up at Riddle for an explanation.
“I want you to stay like that,” Riddle told him simply, rolling his shoulders as he finished taking off his shirt.
And that was –
Hadrian swallowed, shuddering lightly at the feel of Riddle’s magic cocooning him, running along his skin playfully. He watched as the man casually folded his shirt and draped it over one of the plush seats in the corner of the room, letting his gaze roam and drink in the planes of bare skin on display.
His arms flexed under the invisible bonds, the wish to touch impossible to ignore.
Riddle glanced at him, sly smirk twisting onto his mouth, and finally returned to him. There was no haste or tension to him now; he was completely at ease, confidence dripping from every pore as he climbed onto the bed. His knees settled on either side of Hadrian, and with deliberate slowness he started to work at the knot of his tie.
Hadrian’s lashes flickered as the fabric dragged along the back of his neck and then was tossed aside.
Riddle splayed a hand across his chest, a steady and warm weight, and just stared at him. There was something sharp and dark in his eyes, a gleam that should have made Hadrian afraid.
But fear was the farthest thing from his mind right now.
“Aren’t you a sight,” Riddle cooed. “I can’t say how often I’ve thought of you just like this. Spread out under me.” His hand moved up to loosely cup his throat, fingers pressing into his pulse point. “Willing. Wanting. Behaving.”
“Well, if you don’t want that to change,” Hadrian snapped, irked at the man’s tone, “you’ll get a move on.”
“Oh no,” Riddle purred, leaning down until their lips were brushing. “We won’t be rushing this, Hadrian. I intend to take my time with you tonight. I’m going to pick you apart piece by piece until the only thought in your brilliant little mind is me. I think we have both earned the right to enjoy ourselves, don’t you?”
Fingers stroked over his cheek, a different type of brand but one no less intimate than the mark on his forearm. Hadrian’s heart began to pound in his chest at the vicious promises in the other’s smile.
He wet his lips and nodded once, hardly caring what he was agreeing to.
“Good boy,” Riddle murmured, and Hadrian had to strangle back a groan at those words.
The man sat back then, resting his weight on Hadrian’s legs, and smiled down at him. He started on his vest, then began unbuttoning his shirt. Taking his time, making a show of it.
Hadrian jolted every time Riddle’s fingertips scraped over his bare chest, each touch fleeting but always enticing the heat under his skin to flare a little hotter.
The heavy presence keeping his arms restrained vanished then and Hadrian shot up, almost tearing himself free of his shirt in his hurry to undress. His sleeve caught on the damned bracelet and Riddle grabbed his left arm before he could rip the fabric.
The man clicked his tongue, giving him a scolding look as he began to manipulate Hadrian’s wrist out of the cuff. He did it efficiently and Hadrian sat docilely, oddly fascinated at watching Riddle manoeuvre his limb and then trace a thumb over the intricate metal, admiring his own craftsmanship. After a moment the man released him, and Hadrian drew his hand to his chest.
He looked down at the bracelet, and just below that the tiny string of runes that cancelled the listening charms. He had grown so used to its weight that he barely remembered it half the time.
Distracted, he twitched when Riddle’s hand wrapped around his other wrist, encircling the thin appendage, and bringing it up to his mouth. Catching his eye, Riddle pressed his lips against the skin right over his pulse.
Hadrian’s fingers curled, and desire sparked through him.
With aching care, Riddle twisted his arm around to reveal the smooth underside. With a flare of his magic, the glamour Hadrian wore there shattered and the black triquetra bled into view.
They both stared at the mark, and Riddle stroked the outer circle with something close to reverence.
“The most interesting thing about you, Hadrian,” Riddle said softly, “is your consistent ability to rise above my expectations and tip the scales back in your favour.” His palm covered the mark completely as he continued, “I want to know how you did it.”
Hadrian wondered how many people had ever outsmarted Riddle, and then wondered how long the few that must have lived afterwards.
It was a daunting thought, but Hadrian did not feel particularly threatened. He felt acknowledged under Riddle’s inquisitive stare. Appreciated. Respected.
He pushed aside the rush that gave him. “Perhaps I’ll tell you one day,” he echoed, aiming for brazen and missing due to how unsteady his voice was.
The breath Riddle let out was inaudible, but Hadrian could feel the delighted swirl of his magic. “I suppose I will have to live with my curiosity for a little while longer then,” he accepted, lips quirking slightly. “But on the topic, I want you to do something for me, Hadrian.”
He raised his eyebrows, intrigued. “And that is?”
Riddle ran his fingers down his arm, leaving trails of fire behind. “I want you to drop the barrier between us,” he said.
Hadrian froze at the very idea.
The last time he had dropped the wall he had almost been crushed beneath the weight of the bond. The loop of their emotions feeding off each other had been overwhelming – and that had been without the hunger already ricocheting between them.
“I don’t –” he started to say, only for Riddle to grip the back of his neck and reel him in for a devouring kiss. Hadrian moaned, eyes slipping shut as the man plundered his mouth, laying claim to every inch of him until he was light-headed and desperate.
“Let me feel you, Hadrian,” Riddle whispered against his lips when he pulled back. “Please.”
And gods if that was not one of the most alluring things he had ever heard.
“Okay,” he murmured, dry-mouthed at the flicker of victory in the other’s eyes.
“Lay down,” Riddle breathed, and Hadrian obeyed without question.
Riddle followed him, rewarding him with another kiss, light and approving, before he swooped right down to cover Hadrian’s nipple with his mouth and sucked.
“Fuck!” Hadrian groaned, jerking at the scrape of teeth. He grabbed Riddle’s hair but made no move to stop him as he started to leave a web of marks across his chest. The edge of pain made him writhe, and he could feel himself growing harder at each new bruise.
“Drop the barrier, Hadrian,” Riddle ordered, voice thick and brimming with unspoken things.
Hadrian tipped his head back and let the wall crumble.
OoO
The reaction was immediate and consuming.
Pleasure flooded through him, a wave of heat so intense it scorched his veins. The force of it had him shaking atop Hadrian, nails cutting into his palms from how tightly he was clenching his fists. He buried his face into the other’s neck, teeth finding and latching onto the muscles there – and the shot of pain that danced down their bond had him groaning low in his throat.
He could taste the very essence of Hadrian on the back of his tongue. It was like honey and sunlight, sweet and so very vibrant, and a part of him marvelled at how someone so sharp and capable of such violence could be so pure and bright.
Voldemort wanted to burrow inside and surround himself in that intoxicating presence forever.
He pressed down into Hadrian’s pliant body, eyes fluttering as the connection in his mind once again sparked with electricity.
This must be what addiction felt like.
Hadrian’s hands were gripping his shoulders, rocking up into him with blind need, chasing the sensations that were coursing through them both.
But eventually the aftershocks began to fade, and awareness crawled back to him. Voldemort found the control to push himself up, still feeling unsteady and raw and filled with a hunger so acute it ached.
Hadrian was recovering from the onslaught too, though more slowly. The green of his eyes was nearly lost by the black of his pupils, his chest heaving with each breath, and Voldemort was enthralled by the image he made.
The unwitting submission would not last long, however. Already he could see that cloud receding.
Driven by the sudden, searing want, Voldemort claimed that mouth once more, drawing more delicious sounds out from the body under him.
He was so responsive.
Voldemort listened to the whining gasps and bitten off moans Hadrian released. Every touch, every press of his lips and brush of his fingers – Hadrian responded so earnestly. Unapologetic and unreserved.
He came alive under Voldemort’s hands, an entire symphony of noise just for him. And all the while, his emotions sang in the back of his mind.
He shifted, his hands dragging down to remove the rest of Hadrian’s clothes from him. He bit at those lips once more and then sat up, charmed by the way Hadrian tried to follow.
A touch of magic had their shoes off, then Hadrian’s belt, and Voldemort, unhindered, finally slid the last vestiges of modesty down Hadrian’s legs and dropped them to the floor.
He sighed, eyes drinking in the sight.
Hadrian’s cock was fully hard, already beading with precum, and flushed red. It was as beautiful as the rest of him, and Voldemort wasted no time in wrapping his hand around it, stroking it once.
The noise Hadrian let out was more a growl than anything, guttural and bordering on feral. Voldemort glanced up, taking in the closed eyes and hands fisted in the sheets, and teasingly rolled his thumb over the tip.
A curse tumbled from Hadrian’s lips, his head snapping back for a moment before two green slits appeared and the boy skewered him with a glare.
“Patience,” he chuckled, raising his hand to his mouth to taste.
“Fuck that,” Hadrian hissed, his magic rising like a tsunami.
Voldemort tensed, an unconscious response to the sudden spike, and his belt tore itself from his hips, shooting across the room and clinking against the stone floor. He looked down, then scowled at Hadrian.
The boy grinned, wide and daring, and his hands tugged at his pants. “Turnabout is fair play,” he said with a smirk, contrasting with his almost violent attempts to remove the last barrier between them. “Strip, Tom.”
Maddening creature.
But how could he resist the tempting promises on that lovely face?
He sat up, dutifully shedding his pants, and enjoying the darkening glint in Hadrian’s eyes as he bared himself to him. Lust raced along his spine, and the sheer depth of the boy’s emotions knocked the breath from his lungs.
Voldemort held up a hand, summoning a small bottle from one of the drawers and took his place once again. He unstoppered it, anticipation filling him, but was stopped when Hadrian reached up and grabbed his arm.
The boy’s eyebrows were raised, his expression almost affronted. “Jumping a little ahead of yourself there,” he said, and his meaning was clear from his tone.
Voldemort cocked his head, incredulous. “Surely you didn’t think you would be…”
The mere suggestion was preposterous, and yet Hadrian did not falter.
He breathed out sharply, eyes narrowing as the air around them grew tense.
Then, Hadrian snickered, “You should see your face.” He dropped Voldemort’s wrist and leaned back on his elbows. “It’s fine. I know you would never be able to let go enough to give me that much control. Luckily, I’m not nearly as inflexible.”
Impudent brat.
“I don’t like being played with, Hadrian,” he warned, planting his free hand beside the other so that he could crowd in on him.
“Liar,” Hadrian drawled, an indolent smile bleeding onto his face.
Voldemort hissed wordlessly. “You shouldn’t annoy me,” he told him, tipping the bottle, and spreading some of the oil onto his palm.
Hadrian shrugged. “I would know if I actually annoyed you – two-way street, remember?” he said, though his voice was notably distracted, gaze fixed on his hands.
Voldemort did not bother replying to that, instead nudging Hadrian pointedly. “Roll over,” he ordered, and was half-surprised when Hadrian did so without complaint. He moved easily, unhurried and unashamed, and Voldemort took a moment to contemplate how simple this all was.
Never in any of his previous affairs had he felt this relaxed. There had always been an undercurrent of wariness – an unwanted tension that could never quite be wiped away. He had always been shrouded in lies, regardless of who his partner for an evening was, always masking one side of himself and never able to truly let his guard down.
And yet there was no quiet sense of alarm in him tonight.
Ironic, considering the roles fate had tried to hand them.
Hadrian glanced at him from over his shoulder, reclaiming his attention in an instant. Voldemort pressed his hand flat against his lower back, then skimmed it up along the pale length of Hadrian’s spine.
His fingers dragged over the knotted skin, a strange emotion stirring inside him as he carefully mapped out the scars. He felt Hadrian tense, the muscles in his back twitching as Voldemort followed the largest scar from his hip to his opposite shoulder.
It was a testament to his resilience that he had survived the blow.
Voldemort moved closer until his hips were pressing in against the curve of Hadrian’s arse. His arm slipped around to his front, taking Hadrian’s cock in hand as he pressed his lips to the shell of his ear. “Beautiful,” he murmured.
A shudder racked through Hadrian at his whispered remark, and again when he slid a finger along Hadrian’s arse, finding his hole and circling it. He could not see the other’s expression from this angle, but the soft hitch in his breathing was golden.
He cast a charm that had Hadrian jolting, but he offered no protests at its use, only inhaling loudly when Voldemort gently slid his finger inside.
He hummed, chest covering Hadrian’s back completely, and began to work his finger back and forth.
“You know there are spells for this, right?” Hadrian asked, voice hoarse.
“Of course,” Voldemort answered as he gave another feather-light stroke to his cock and heard the audible swallow. “But I said that I would take my time with you tonight and rushing through this would mean rushing through the main event. I want this to last.”
He mouthed lazily at the back of Hadrian’s neck.
Hadrian tipped his head to the side, his eyes half-lidded. “What – don’t tell me you can only go one round?” he taunted, tongue darting out to wet his lips.
Voldemort stopped, smiling when he caught Hadrian’s hips moving shallowly back into him.
“Worry about yourself, Hadrian,” was all he said.
He pulled out, pouring more oil into his hand, and came back with two fingers. Hadrian’s face creased a little at the strain, his head dropping down as he breathed, but Voldemort was diligent. He stretched him thoroughly, easing back in and this time determined to find what he was looking for.
He knew immediately when he hit it, because Hadrian gasped, rocking back onto his fingers and their connection vibrated like a tuning fork.
“There we go,” he said, homing in on that spot. Hadrian’s legs splayed open more, encouraging moans spilling out of him.
Voldemort kept him there for more than a minute, appreciating the sight of Hadrian fucking himself on his fingers before he added a third.
“You’re doing so well,” he praised, and fisted his cock more firmly, giving him the friction he so dearly wanted.
“Oh, fuck you so much, you patronising prick,” Hadrian whimpered, arching into it.
Voldemort’s lips twitched, loving how all that previous arrogance evaporated; something wild taking its place. He continued his ruthless assault, hooking his chin over Hadrian’s shoulder to better see his face, and watched him come apart under his hands.
“You look phenomenal like this,” he said, keeping a tenuous hold on his own want to shove the boy down and fuck him open right now. “So eager and sweet.”
Hadrian groaned, clenching around him. His hair was growing damp, falling into his face as he tucked his head down once more, but that was fine because while he might not be able to see it, he could feel the approaching crest.
He set his teeth to the underside of Hadrian’s jaw and closed his eyes as Hadrian toppled over the edge with a soft keen.
“Perfect boy,” he said hotly against Hadrian’s skin, “but we’re not done just yet.”
He pulled his fingers free and gently flipped Hadrian onto his back. The boy flopped down and stared up at the ceiling with hazy eyes, looking sated and loose.
Content that he was not about to go anywhere, Voldemort used the remaining oil and took himself in hand. Even those perfunctory touches felt heavenly, but he stopped before he could satisfy himself.
He spread Hadrian’s legs, dipping two fingers back in just to test, then reached down to guide himself in. He watched his face this time, watched as those green eyes widened and his mouth gaped open slightly with a silent cry – and could not contain his own sound as he sank into Hadrian slowly.
It was too much, and yet not enough at the same time.
Voldemort breathed out deliberately, restraint fraying at the way Hadrian bucked against him, legs curling up to brace on either side of them.
Words, too soft to make out, escaped Hadrian, but when their hips finally pressed together his voice rose tremulously. “Gods, you feel so good,” he said roughly, hands coming up to grip his hair and his back as he pulled out.
Hadrian’s eyes slipped shut, and Voldemort surged forward brutally, forcing them back open. “Eyes on me, Hadrian,” he growled, “I want you to look at me as I fuck you.”
“Possessive,” Hadrian huffed, but he did as he was ordered; eyes meeting Voldemort’s with the same fearlessness that had always entertained him in the past. Now it just set his nerves on fire.
“Well,” he panted, “you are mine.”
Hadrian’s nails clawed into his back, carving red lines as he drew them down his spine. “Not yet I’m not,” he breathed, and he really was too cognisant for someone who was being fucked senseless.
Voldemort tugged Hadrian’s leg up, changing the angle, and was rewarded when his eyes rolled up in bliss.
“You feel so good around me,” he said, settling into a deep, toe-curling pace. “I knew you would – but you’re taking me so well, aren’t you?”
Hadrian’s hips met his, falling into the rhythm.
Voldemort felt him growing harder again and slid a hand between them, gripping Hadrian’s cock once more.
“Fuck – no,” Hadrian gasped out, eyes watering from the stimulation.
“Yes,” Voldemort hissed, unrelenting. He drove in harder, and Hadrian choked out another token protest – but he was swaying into his hand, his hole clenching deliciously. His magic bloomed with desire, and the bond was blazing with the intensity of his pleasure.
How he wanted to ruin him.
“Riddle,” Hadrian uttered, shaking, “Tom.”
Hadrian tugged him down, lips clashing furiously before he found his way to Voldemort’s throat. He bit down mercilessly, and that was all it took for Hadrian to come. His body seized and the vice-like grip, combined with the white lightning shooting through their bond, dragged Voldemort over the edge with him.
Hadrian slumped onto the bed, limbs turned to liquid and heartbeat erratic, and Voldemort carefully eased himself out of him. He stared for a moment at the mess between Hadrian’s legs, a base part of him purring at the proof that he had so thoroughly claimed the other.
He waved his hand and a cloth appeared. With a thread of magic, it grew damp, and Voldemort began to clean his hands, then moved to wipe away the cum staining Hadrian’s abdomen.
The muscles there jumped at the cool touch and his eyes flickered open, peering dizzily up at him. Voldemort caught his eyes and was bestowed with a slightly lopsided, drunken smile.
He stopped his gentle movements, reaching out to brush some of that dark, unkempt hair out of Hadrian’s face. The boy was teetering on the edge of unconsciousness, each time his eyes closed taking longer to open again.
“I wish I could keep you here,” he said, and Hadrian’s brows furrowed at the use of Parseltongue, endearingly fighting the grip of sleep. “I wish you would stay in Britain.”
Oh, how he wanted that. To have Hadrian remain here after the tournament ended. To have Hadrian stay by his side, to reclaim his waiting title and assets if he wished, and to hand that fragile but breathtakingly fierce loyalty over to him.
But he knew it was an impossibility.
Hadrian would never submit to him in the way he wanted. He would resent any attempts to restrain him, to encroach on his newfound and hard-earned freedom.
Voldemort sighed heavily, leaning down to press another kiss to Hadrian’s lips, his jaw, his shoulder, and then carefully moved them to lay on the bed properly.
OoO
Nights were exceptionally long when one did not need to sleep.
It was perhaps one of the few things he envied mortals for – capricious, amusing things that they were. They took all the sound and entertainment with them when they fell asleep, leaving those like him in a grey-washed, boring world.
He rolled his tongue over the blood pop absently, staring out the apartment window and over the dark web of streets that was Knockturn Alley.
The serenity was broken by a whisper of movement – tiny bare feet hitting the wooden floor.
Erebus turned, his enhanced vision cutting through the dark of the predawn easily and landing on the small, cringing figure in the centre of his room.
He smiled, teeth crackling against the lolly in his mouth.
“Good morning,” he greeted kindly.
“G-good morning, sir,” the house-elf returned, bulbous eyes unfocussed.
Erebus approached the little creature, folding himself down into a crouch and tilting his head. “Tell me what you found,” he said.
The house-elf twitched, her long ears drooping. Erebus felt his influence over her waver for a moment, and he gently took her chin in his hand, coaxing her eyes to his.
“It’s okay,” he crooned, “everything is okay. You can tell me anything, remember? Whatever you saw…you won’t get in trouble. I’m a friend, isn’t that right?”
Resistant to many magics house-elves might be, but there were not many who could resist a vampire’s compulsion, and certainly not one as old as him.
He overrode whatever doubts she felt.
“Misky…Misky helped Mr. Riddle with dinner,” she told him, hushed and afraid, but not of him. She leaned into his touch, seeking comfort, and Erebus happily provided it for the information.
“He asked for a special dinner…for him and a guest. Misky volunteered.”
“Very well done,” he praised. “Do you know who his guest was?”
She nodded, eyes somehow growing wider.
“It was Mr. Evans,” she whispered.
“Hadrian Evans?” he asked, just to be sure. Misky nodded vigorously, her thin shoulders hunching as if expecting punishment for revealing the fact.
Interesting.
“Did you see anything else – did you hear what they spoke about?”
Misky shook her head miserably. “No, sir. I couldn’t. Mr. Riddle knows sometimes when we are around.”
Erebus nodded in acceptance. Someone as powerful as Riddle and who was long accustomed to Hogwarts would be able to sense the house-elves as they moved around.
He sighed, sucking lightly on his treat. What he would not give to be a fly on the wall for that conversation.
“Was there anything else?” he asked, filing away the pitiful amount he had learned.
At his question, Misky’s pasty cheeks flared horribly. Erebus felt his mind sharpen, and his fingers flexed on her delicate chin.
“Misky returned twice, once to clear away dinner and then…” she ducked away from his gaze, looking embarrassed. “Misky had to go into the bedroom…she knew there were things to clean there, and she saw –”
She could not finish the sentence, but she did not need to.
Erebus’ eyebrows shot up in genuine shock.
“They slept together?”
Misky nodded, almost squirming from the strength of her mortification.
Erebus let out a disbelieving laugh, his hand flying to his mouth to smother the noise. “What the fuck, Riddle? Cradle robber much?” he chuckled.
“Sir?”
He waved her concern away, still struggling to squash his amusement. “Thank you very much, Misky. Why don’t you head back to Hogwarts, oh,” he caught her eyes again, “and you can forget this entire conversation, my dear. You’ve been most helpful.”
Misky’s eyes dulled, and she nodded sluggishly. Erebus let her go and watched as she vanished.
He waited for a second, then hopped to his feet.
“Well,” he said to himself, lips curling, “at least my next report will be more fun.”
He pulled the blood pop from his mouth and threw it into the bin on the other side of the room. He collected his coat, and then made for the door.
His Lady would absolutely rage when he told her what had happened, and the thought of it brought a spring to his step.
He had always thought it hilarious that such powerful figures were so obsessed with one boy, and how angry they both became at the thought of someone touching what they deemed theirs – though granted, Riddle was not necessarily aware of whose toes he was treading on.
Erebus shook his head as he stepped into the cold night air, taking a deep breath. His red eyes brightened as he caught the scent of some prey, turning in that direction.
Things would certainly be more entertaining now, though he wondered, as he set off into the shadows, if Hadrian had noticed that his mother was missing yet.
Notes:
So. Part Two of the Date has concluded. And things happened. Hadrian's praise kink was peeking through a few times lmao.
Again, show me mercy pls. I don't know if the scene is particularly good, but I hope you all at least enjoyed it? 😂😂
Anyway, for those that are interested: my tumblr is open if you want to come along to discover theories, scream at me, discuss new snippets or get some behind the scenes commentary!
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Chapter 54: Chapter Fifty Four
Notes:
Bless you all for being so kind last chapter! My first proper step into smut wasn't as disastrous as I feared lmao 😂
Thank you for all the comments / kudos / love guys, it really means a lot! So, enjoy the new chapter!
(P.S. This is for you, Ro ⚔)
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Chapter Text
Hadrian woke up incrementally, consciousness creeping back to him as the sun crested the horizon and the room began to lighten.
He groaned softly, face pressing into the pillow as he began to shift, dragged from his slumber by the ache in his muscles. It was dull and hardly painful, but it was present enough to propel him into awareness.
He rolled his head to the side and his eyes fluttered open. Hadrian blinked groggily as he looked around, trying to process his surroundings through blurry vision.
Furniture slowly took shape, and Hadrian realised where he was.
Riddle’s room.
Memories of last night stirred pleasantly in his mind, warming him deep in his bones, and the next breath Hadrian released was loud in the quiet of the morning air.
Carefully, he braced his hands against the mattress and pushed himself up. He jammed an elbow beneath him for support and raked a hand through his tangled hair, grimacing at the taste in his mouth.
Hadrian squinted, straining to see in the dim light, and then looked to his other side.
Riddle was asleep next to him.
The fog that was clouding his mind lifted instantly, driven away by a rush of anticipation, and Hadrian tilted his head, arrested by the strangely innocuous sight.
Riddle was laying on his back, one hand resting comfortably on his stomach while his other was partially stretched out towards Hadrian, long fingers curled loosely into his palm. His face was turned away, dark hair obscuring some of his features, but his lips were parted, and his breathing was steady and relaxed. At some point in the night the blanket had been dragged down, exposing the long, smooth lines of Riddle’s upper body for Hadrian’s perusal.
He traced the smattering of marks he had left on the man’s skin, gaze sliding from one to the next, remembering each one with a quiet simmering heat in his gut.
His eyes finally returned to what he could see of Riddle’s face, and the burgeoning hunger petered out, replaced by something else.
Like this, Riddle looked utterly vulnerable. Sleep stripped away the intensity he wore like a fine coat, leaving him simply a man, open and unguarded.
Hadrian could not believe that Riddle had fallen asleep with him in the room.
The unspoken trust in that choice made him feel warm – a pale echo of the desire that had consumed him last night, maybe, but one that still had his stomach fluttering. His fingers itched with the urge to touch, to reach out and lay another claim against Riddle’s flesh, but Hadrian resisted at the last moment, unwilling to break the tentative peace that gripped the room.
Instead, he turned his attention to himself.
He looked down at his chest, taking in the purple bruises that littered him like obnoxious brands, and clicked his tongue in irritation. He brushed his thumb over one of the more prominent ones, close to his nipple, and in the poor light the skin looked black. He could make out the indents of teeth as well, and as his nail scraped over those his breath hitched.
His hand trailed down, catching on the edge of the blanket, and pushing it down further to reveal the faint bruises on his hips. He regarded them curiously, legs moving slightly as he pressed his own fingers to the marks. He was still able to feel the phantom sensation of being stretched out, and though his body was sore, there was the deep-rooted satisfaction that came from spending a good night with someone.
Hadrian’s hand danced over his hip, mouth pursing.
He waited then for the shame to hit him, to twine through his ribs like barbed wire and slice him from within – but there was nothing.
No shame. No guilt. No disgust.
Hadrian sat up fully, glancing periodically at Riddle to check, but the man did not stir. Their bond was quiet in the back of his mind as well, a gentle hum that was so very different from the overwhelming barrage it had been previously.
He rubbed at his shoulder idly, massaging away the building ache, then stared down at the sheet with a light frown.
He…did not know what to do now.
For so long he and Riddle had been caught in this strange dance, making up new steps as they went and trying to wrestle the lead away from the other at each turn. Now that they had reached this point, now that they had crossed this line, where did that leave them?
He knew that Riddle had wanted him since at least Yule, and that the man had gone to great lengths to forge an unbreakable connection between them. He knew that there were a million and one smaller instances built up between them, and he knew what they all implied.
But a part of him was now rife with uncertainty as these thoughts began to plague him.
Riddle was a possessive soul, but now that he had taken what he wanted, what were his expectations? What did he want from Hadrian?
“I wish I could keep you here.”
He remembered the whispered words and closed his eyes, gripping the blanket tightly.
“I wish you would stay in Britain.”
Suddenly, it was hard to breathe. His throat felt unspeakably dry, and a painful pressure coiled around his ribcage, compressing his lungs.
He had to leave. He needed to…he needed space. The whiplash between his trains of thought were too disorientating, and the longer he remained the more likely it was that Riddle would wake.
And Hadrian did not want to face the sheer enormity of that yet.
As quickly as he could without disturbing Riddle, Hadrian shuffled to the edge of the bed and started gathering his clothes, pulling them on quietly and collecting his shoes. He could not find his belt or his tie, but Hadrian deemed them necessary sacrifices.
He hurried to the bedroom door and opened it, turning one last time to stare at Riddle before silently closing it.
OoO
Raina woke without warning, blinking up at the dark ceiling.
She stared up at the shadows for a moment in confusion before she looked over to see Claire on the other bed, buried under her blankets with only her blonde hair peeking out.
Slowly, Raina sat up, frowning as she tried to understand what had disturbed her. She huffed quietly, shoving her hair back in agitation, only to snap her gaze to the door when she heard the faint sounds of footsteps moving down the hallway.
She waited, listening carefully to the barely audible noise, and when she heard it move past her door towards the end of the hall, she knew who it was.
Raina tossed her blankets off and grabbed her short robe from where it hung over the back of her desk chair. She tied it hastily, flicking her hair out from where it was trapped in the collar, and rushed to the door.
She stuck her head out into the hallway and immediately her eyes fell on a familiar silhouette standing in front of the door just down from her.
“Hadrian?”
Even in the early morning light she could see the way he froze.
She slipped out and closed the door behind her, concern growing the longer Hadrian remained silent.
“Are you just getting in?” she whispered, blinking heavily as she fought off the lingering hold of sleep. It was a silly question, she knew, but it succeeded in getting him to at least look at her.
“Hey Raina,” he said quietly, shifting more so he was facing her. She caught the way his hand flexed around the handle of his door, the tense set of his shoulders, the strange expression on his face, and scanned him swiftly. Hadrian winced, but Raina barely noticed, too preoccupied with how slovenly he looked.
His tie was missing, she noted with distant annoyance.
“Are you okay?” she asked, stepping closer. The cold was just beginning to hit her, dressed as she was in her simple black slip and thin robe. She crossed her arms to ward off the chill, leaning in so she could catch his eyes properly.
“I’m fine,” he told her, but the way he cleared his throat and avoided her gaze did little to reassure her.
Raina bit her lip.
When Hadrian had failed to return before midnight she had retired, accepting what his night had likely devolved into. While she still had her misgivings about the relationship, on some level she could admit that she had been glad Hadrian was – probably – enjoying himself a great deal. Gods knew that if anyone deserved a break it was him.
But finding him so obviously out of sorts and upset made her question why she had ever thought the Dark Lord was a suitable choice to leave alone with her friend.
“Hadrian, sweetheart,” she said softly, reaching out to lay her hand on his arm, “what happened? You know you can tell me anything.”
She watched him struggle for a few seconds, his expression creasing with confusion and frustration before he sighed heavily in defeat. “Come on,” he murmured, “let’s not talk about it out here.”
He opened his bedroom door and ushered her inside. Raina followed easily, making her way towards his bed as Hadrian locked the door behind them. She hovered in place, eyes tracking him as he flittered back and forth between his cupboards, gathering fresh clothes.
Hadrian paused, facing her awkwardly. “I was going to have a shower…is that okay?” he asked, holding his clothes up.
Raina gave him a smile. “I’ll wait for you out here,” she assured him. “Take your time.”
His own mouth twitched in a weak imitation of hers, and then he slipped away into his bathroom. He left the door partially open, and Raina listened absently to the sounds of him undressing. She drifted over to his desk as she heard the shower start, looking down at some of the loose sheets of class notes he had left out.
She carefully moved some of them, skimming his class notes and assignment outlines, and stopped when she found the internship sheet the minister had given him. She pursed her lips, picking it up to read through it once more before she placed it back on the desk. Her fingers drummed on the wooden surface, thoughts drifting.
She was torn on the prospect of Hadrian joining the auror department. A part of her could acknowledge the benefits, and she knew Hadrian would flourish in a competitive but largely team-based environment. It would give him an excellent network to start with if he did decide to go into politics, and she could see him donning the title of ‘minister’ very easily.
But another part of her was uncomfortable with the idea.
Politics was what his mother wanted him to go into, and Raina did not want him to feel like it was his only option because it came from the minister. If he truly wanted to pursue the path, then fine, she would happily stand by him; but if he was forced into this, she would rage.
The shower shut off, and Raina stepped away from his desk, moving back towards the bed. She waited almost a minute before the door opened and Hadrian emerged.
Raina’s eyebrows shot up.
Hadrian was still damp, the ends of his hair curling around his face and neck – but it was his chest that stole her attention. He had foregone a shirt, leaving the spread of vivid marks on display. They were mottled and dark, and just looking at them made her want to hiss in sympathy.
“Gods, were you mauled by a nundu?” she asked.
Hadrian stopped, frowning in momentary confusion before he looked down and his expression cleared. “Ah. Sorry, I’ll put on a shirt.”
“It’s fine,” Raina said, though she still stared at one particularly large bruise near his neck with worry. “You should let Claire heal some of those – they look painful.”
He snorted, coming to sit on the bed. “No,” he sighed, “they don’t hurt, not like that at least.”
She made a disbelieving sound in the back of her throat.
Hadrian chuckled, rubbing his palm lightly over his neck. “I know, I know, they look brutal. But it’s…a nice ache, I promise.”
Raina rolled her eyes, though she let go of the protective anger she felt at seeing him so bruised. She climbed onto the bed next to him, grabbing one of his pillows and hugging it loosely.
The shower had clearly done him good. The hunted air he had been carrying from earlier had diminished, replaced with something rueful and irritated. It was a relief to see him more settled, so she felt no hesitance in asking, “…How was it?”
Hadrian looked at her drolly, “Are we really going to discuss this?”
Raina swatted at him, mouth pinching. “Something clearly rattled you. I want to make sure you’re alright. If he did something to you –”
“He did not do anything that I didn’t invite and encourage,” Hadrian told her, quiet but firm. “You can put away your claws.”
She looked into his eyes, judging his truthfulness, and sat back in satisfaction. “Okay,” she accepted. “So, you enjoyed yourself?”
Hadrian’s face turned pensive as he looked down at his hands. “I guess I did,” he said, slotting his fingers together and stretching his palms out. “We spoke a lot over dinner. It was…it was actually really great. He told me a lot about himself, about his past and where he grew up, and some of the things he has done.”
His expression went complicated, and Raina could only imagine what those things were.
“I told him things about my childhood too. About my mother and how she raised me…things I haven’t spoken about with anyone but you and Claire.” A grim little smile played on his lips, “I don’t think he likes her very much.”
“Something we can agree on, then,” Raina said quietly.
Hadrian glanced at her, amused and sad in equal measure. His mother was still a difficult topic for him, and likely would be for years to come – but Raina would help him every step of the way. She reached out to cup his knee, squeezing it in comfort.
He stared down at her hand consideringly, then gave her a subdued smirk.
“We spoke about you as well.”
“Me?” she blinked, surprised.
Hadrian hummed, “He does not appreciate our closeness apparently. I do believe the Dark Lord is a bit jealous of you, darling.”
Raina grimaced with distaste as Hadrian let out a breathy laugh.
“Jealous,” she repeated flatly.
“Oh yeah,” he said lightly, “to the point of throwing around threats. I mentioned you and he might have made vague insinuations that he didn’t want me talking about you around him.”
“What?” she snapped, sitting up straight in offence. “Excuse him – what right does he have to demand that? I’m your friend, I’ve known you for years. We kissed before you two did,” she added aggressively, and Hadrian snorted again. “He can’t just –”
“He tried,” Hadrian interrupted, smiling at her.
Raina squinted at him. “You’re laughing at me,” she accused.
“I wouldn’t dream of it,” he denied, “though your ardent defence of our friendship is appreciated.”
“Oh, shut up,” she muttered, crushing the pillow to her chest mulishly. “So, considering I’ve not had a Dark Lord flying down here seeking my head, I imagine you’ve handled his presumptuous request?”
“I told him that if he ever wanted to touch me again, he would get over himself.”
“Bold,” she remarked with a lick of pride. “And he just let you get away with that?”
“He let’s me get away with a lot of things,” Hadrian said, tipping his head back, some melancholy creeping onto his features.
“So, I don’t need to worry about him pushing me off the Astronomy Tower if I hug you in public?” she asked teasingly.
Hadrian’s eyes fluttered closed. “I would kill him if he hurt you, Raina. Any of you.”
The frank declaration warmed her to her core, and she tucked her head down to hide her smile. The idea of having the Dark Lord angry with her was a daunting one – terrifying, if she were honest – but the knowledge that Hadrian would put the safety of her and their friends before whatever budding relationship he was forming with the man was…nice.
The fact that Riddle took that warning at face value was also interesting. At the very least, it meant that he cared enough about Hadrian to respect his limits, which was the minimum people deserved from their partners. Hadrian, more than most, needed to have his boundaries abided by.
“What else happened?” she asked after a brief pause. “You had dinner and spoke and…?”
He sighed, his tension returning. “We slept together,” he admitted. “And it was…it was really good, Raina. It felt so natural and fun, and I really liked it.”
His troubled tone contradicted his words. Raina took his hand in hers and waited patiently.
“He said something after, as I was falling asleep.” Hadrian’s jaw clenched, his eyes narrowing.
“What did he say?”
He swallowed thickly, refusing to look at her. “He said that he wanted me to stay in Britain. That he…wished I would stay.”
Ah.
Raina breathed in deeply, unable to name the emotion that suddenly pierced her chest at that revelation. She dug one hand into the plush material of the pillow.
Hadrian looked at her, a disparaging glint in his eyes. “When I woke up and remembered that I just couldn’t handle it. I bolted before he could wake and ran back here.”
He let out a sour laugh and sat up, leaning forward to cup his face in his hands. “How sad is that? Someone asks me to stay with them, someone wants me enough to want me to stay – and I run away? I’m a fucking coward.”
Oh, Hadrian, she thought sadly.
“You’re not,” she started, but he cut her off.
“I am! I ran off, and I’m a dick on top of it because he’ll wake up and I won’t be there. Only assholes do that.”
His words were muffled by his palms, and though it was not funny, Raina found herself fondly exasperated that that was what bothered Hadrian the most.
“Enough,” she said, tugging him out from his hands and pinning him with a glare. “Firstly, out of the two of you, I can guarantee that he has done worse than leave someone to wake up alone. He’s a dictator and a Dark Lord – if he’s offended, he can grow up. Secondly,” she softened her voice, “you are not a coward, Hadrian. Asking someone something like that is huge. I can’t blame you for panicking. I would have freaked out if someone asked that of me.”
He kept his head lowered, but Raina knew he was listening. She grabbed his shoulder, mindful of the scars, and shook him lightly. “Understand?”
He nodded stiffly. She sighed, leaning back.
“He actually asked you to your face?” she asked, bewildered.
Hadrian looked at her, expression shifty. “Well, not exactly,” he said. “He might have spoken in Parseltongue. I couldn’t really tell – I was exhausted and sometimes it is hard to tell the difference when he speaks. But,” he frowned, shrugging, “I’m pretty sure it was Parseltongue.”
Raina pressed her hand to her forehead. “So, he didn’t actually ask you to stay? He doesn’t know you can understand him, so in his eyes, it was said in private – but you can understand him, so you do know…ugh, this is a mess.”
“Right,” Hadrian agreed, spreading his hands. “Now I don’t know what to do. I can’t bring it up without letting him know I can understand Parseltongue, but I don’t want to tell him that. And I can’t look at him and pretend I didn’t hear what he said.”
He groaned loudly, pressing the heels of his palms into his eyes. “And what happens if he did say it in English and then he brings it up? What if he asks me to stay? What then?”
Raina folded her hands atop the pillow, watching the distress play over Hadrian’s face. She could see how this ate at him, the dilemma and the uncertainty; just as she could see the kindling of hope in his eyes when he looked at her.
Raina let her head fall forward, her chin brushing against her chest.
“What do you want, Hadrian?” she asked, cutting through his storming thoughts. She lifted her head and held his gaze. “Do you want to stay in Britain?”
“I don’t kn –”
“Yes or no,” she said. “First instinct – do you want to stay in Britain?”
He shook his head, “I can’t answer that. I don’t…How can I answer that?”
The honest misery in his voice stopped her from asking again. Raina tossed the pillow aside and crawled forward, pulling him into a hug. Hadrian folded into her embrace easily, pressing his face into her without complaint.
Raina gently rested her chin on his head, rubbing soothingly along his upper back. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, “I shouldn’t have pushed. But this is something you need to think about.”
She leaned back, cupping his face, and angling it up to hers. “You have a life waiting for you in France,” she said. “You have friends and a career and a future just waiting for you to claim it.”
Raina brushed some of his hair behind his ear, her thumb stroking across his cheek. “But if you think remaining here is best for you, do so. Don’t think about what your mother would want. Don’t think about what I, or Claire, or Riddle want. Think about what you want. Regardless of your choice, I will support you.”
Hadrian stared at her, wide-eyed and looking younger than his seventeen years.
“Okay?” she asked.
“Okay,” Hadrian repeated, a small smile appearing.
Raina smiled back at him. The thought of parting with Hadrian hurt, but she vowed silently that she would keep her word. He had been let down by too many people in the past, and she had no desire to join those ranks.
Swaying forward, Raina pressed a chaste kiss to his forehead. “Get some rest,” she said. “It’s the weekend, so sleep in as long as you want. I’ll run interference for you if need be.”
Hadrian hugged her, gratitude rolling off him. “Thank you,” he whispered.
“Anytime,” she said, carding her hand through his hair one more time before moving off the bed. “Rest. Tomorrow we can talk more and figure out what to do with you and Riddle.”
Hadrian nodded, tired and resigned, and Raina gave him another smile as she went to the door and let herself out.
She closed the door and blew out an explosive breath. She turned to go back to her room and came to an abrupt stop.
William was half out of his room, his increasingly wide eyes darting between her and Hadrian’s door. He opened his mouth and Raina pointed at him viciously. “Not. One. Word.”
He raised his hands defensively. “I saw nothing.”
“You’re damn right you saw nothing,” she hissed. “If I catch even a hint of a rumour, you won’t be seeing anything ever again because I will scoop your eyes from your skull with a rusty spoon and feed them to you.”
“Um,” he tried, a good dose of fear in his voice.
“Nothing,” she reiterated firmly.
William nodded quickly.
Raina glared at him for a second more, making sure the threat stuck, then marched back to her room.
OoO
Disappointment was not an emotion he was accustomed to feeling, however it was the only thing that registered when he woke that morning to find Hadrian gone.
Voldemort rolled over in his bed, taking in the rumbled sheets and the faint impression still in the pillow, and tried to ignore the prickle of frustration that itched inside him. He smoothed a hand over that section of the bed, noting how the mattress was bereft of any lingering traces of heat. Clearly it had been some time since Hadrian had seen himself out.
The fact that he had not even stirred as the boy had left was equal parts discomforting and telling. Yet another example of how far Hadrian had slipped under his guard.
Voldemort looked up, judging it to be well passed first light, and sighed. He sat up and stretched, grunting as something cracked, then wrapped an arm loosely around his bent knee.
He considered the room critically, eyes skimming over his clothes from last night, still littered about – his belt clear across the space, strewn just beside the opposite wall – before he caught sight of a slip of red buried amongst the sheets.
Hadrian’s tie.
Voldemort reached out and plucked the slip of fabric up, winding it around his hand. He tilted his head, rubbing his thumb along the soft cloth, before bringing it to his mouth as his lips twitched.
What a fine mess he had gotten himself into.
His night with Hadrian had been delightful, everything going better than he had dared to hope, even if waking up alone was a bittersweet ending. He had wanted to be the first awake, if only to see what Hadrian would do when he could not slink off.
He would have expected a fight. He would have accounted for the potential awkwardness now that the intimate atmosphere of their evening had worn off. He would even have anticipated a continuation of their activities, small though the chances would have been.
Hadrian was combative, unable to resist the urge to dig his teeth in to whoever his opponent was. So, it was surprising that he had decided to simply…leave. To so quietly dress and then remove himself from the situation as if to deny he had ever been there.
Disappointing.
“You do realise it was you that I was planning to kill one day, right?
And yet understandable.
“If you had found me even a year ago, I would have tried to kill you too.”
He could not expect things to fall into place so easily. Not with this boy, oh no.
Hadrian required a far more patient approach to reel in. One pleasant night together would hardly be sufficient enough to secure his affection and loyalty, not when his entire life up until this year had been spent viewing Voldemort as his enemy.
Two steps forward, one step back.
Voldemort stood, tightening his grip of the tie as he made his way from his bedroom to his bathroom to get ready for the day.
He would give Hadrian his space for now, let the boy come to his own conclusions and work through whatever tangled emotions were knotting up inside him. He would let him make the next move, give back some semblance of control and confidence, and then take things from there.
Either way, the net had been cast.
OoO
Hadrian spent the rest of the weekend holed up inside the academy’s carriage, only venturing out from the safety of its walls for meals, and studiously ignoring the concerned questions from his friends. But as Monday came bearing down on him without mercy, he found himself unable to avoid the castle – and Riddle – any longer.
The thought of seeing the man after he had left him that morning made him want to pitch himself out the closest window, but it was the embarrassment Hadrian felt at acting so childish that made the whole thing worse. Not even Raina’s pragmatic advice or Claire’s quiet reassurances could quell his anxiety.
By the time he was following his friends to the defence classroom that morning his feet were reluctantly dragging against the stone floors. Fortunately, if anyone noticed his sullen mood, they were kind enough to not comment on it. Only Raina spared him a second glance, her presence helping to ease some of the tension that was clinging to him.
Before they entered, she pulled him off to the side, hand grasping his wrist loosely. “Alright?” she asked, tilting her head. The rest of the class began filing in and Hadrian took a breath.
“Yes,” he said, “sorry.”
“No need to apologise,” Raina said, waving her other hand dismissively. She watched him with steady, calm eyes, “We can go in if you’re ready?”
“Yeah,” he sighed, gathering his composure. “Yeah, let’s go.”
They quickly slipped inside and took their seats, setting up their books and quills for the lesson. As Riddle swept into the room, Raina’s hand jumped down to pat his thigh in comfort.
Hadrian bit his lip, observing the man closely, a strange feeling creeping through his chest as Riddle took his place at the front of the room and began taking down their attendance.
He was completely in his element here, not a hint of his thoughts slipping through, and even the bond between them was still and muted. Hadrian briefly let the connection flow over him, not having quite built up the nerve to close it off just yet – but he found himself somewhat chagrined when there was not a blip from Riddle’s end when the man read out his name.
He did not look up as Hadrian answered, and that, admittedly, burned.
The lesson continued in much the same way, and each time those eyes skipped over him without any sign of interest Hadrian’s mood plummeted further. Riddle was not so obvious as to outright ignore him, still calling on him the same as he did all his students, but that was the problem.
Even before they had known each other, before all their secrets had been uncovered, Riddle had treated him with some degree of preference. He had targeted Hadrian, never failing to draw him into a debate or pick at his brain throughout the lesson.
Compared to before his demeanour was downright frosty.
The sudden switch in treatment threw Hadrian off, and he left the classroom at the end of the hour unsettled and unhappy.
And the rest of the week was much the same.
“Seriously,” Raina said one afternoon in the carriage lounge, watching him shuffle through some of her flash cards. “Just talk to the man if it bothers you that much.”
“And say what?” he asked, blindly picking a card, and holding it out to her. “I think he’s made his opinion pretty clear. He has not spoken to me outside of classes once since that night. He barely even looks at me. He treats me like…”
“Like a student?” she interjected dryly, before continuing with, “Nebulus.”
“What?” Hadrian frowned, jerked from his thoughts before he glanced down at the card. “Oh, yeah, good job. He treats me like I am a stranger. Like he hasn’t had his tongue down my throat.”
Raina’s nose wrinkled delicately as she brushed back some of her hair. She reached out and pushed his hand down, eyeing him with some mixture of caustic amusement and bubbling frustration.
“You do realise that the two of you have broken a lot of rules, right? Student-teacher relationships are not exactly accepted in polite society. Arguably, he’s treating you exactly as he always should have.”
Hadrian shifted in his seat, scowling at her logic. “I know that. But still…I expected him to be mad, not – whatever this is.”
Raina sighed heavily, and Hadrian felt like a jerk for bothering her with this when she had asked him for help studying.
“This is why you should talk to him,” she told him, crossing her arms and leaning against the table. “You are worrying yourself needlessly. Perhaps he is simply letting you decide? Perhaps he took your hasty exit as a sign that you don’t know what you want? Maybe he took it as regret?”
“But I don’t regret it,” Hadrian said.
“Yes, but have you told him that?” she replied, still infuriatingly rational. “It might be a novel concept for you, but sometimes you need to actually talk to people to solve problems. I don’t care what bullshit emotional bond you two share now – you need to tell him what you want. You need to make things clear for the both of you, otherwise this little song and dance will continue.”
“But I don’t know what I want,” he said, frowning severely.
“Then figure it out,” she said bluntly. “Until you make a decision and let him know you won’t see any change. He’s not avoiding you; he’s just not going out of his way to engage with you anymore. That tells me that he’s waiting for your move. You know where he is if you want to seek him out.”
She patted his hand. “Honestly, I am surprised at his patience. If watching you sulk wasn’t so sad I would be impressed that you managed to collar a Dark Lord.”
“I’m not sulking,” Hadrian protested, pulling up another card and pointedly letting the rest of her comment slide.
“Of course not, dear,” Raina replied blandly. “You are very maturely dodging your problems like an adult. Ventus.”
“I don’t like you when you’re mean,” Hadrian muttered, swapping the card out for a new one.
“Who is being mean?” Claire asked as she came up to them, arms laden with books and Jacob and Albert at her side.
“Raina,” Hadrian answered, smiling sweetly at her annoyed glare.
“Studying hard?” Jacob asked, taking a seat with the others.
“Naturally,” Raina said, her gaze sliding over Jacob like he was not even there.
“Well, don’t expect the rest of us to just let you keep him to yourself,” Albert said, pulling out two separate scrolls. “I need his brain to help with this stupid Charms essay. I swear the Hogwarts professor is biased.”
Claire leaned forward as well. “And I would like to run through some of the assessment for our medial exams, if you have time?”
Hadrian snorted, shaking his head. “I feel like I should set up a study schedule just to fit you all in. Ironic, right?”
“Don’t be selfish, Hadrian,” Albert chided, pushing one of his scrolls insistently towards him. “You are the best study partner, and since you aren’t being tested with us, we can absolutely capitalise on it.”
Hadrian raised his eyebrows, “Wow, thanks. I see where my value lies.”
Albert grinned at him. “Don’t act like you don’t love being the smartest boy in the world.”
He nudged Hadrian’s arm with the scroll enticingly. Hadrian pursed his lips, then snatched it away before Albert could put an indent in his arm. “Fine – but I am going to be extra critical,” he warned.
“Why do you think I came to you?” Albert retorted. “Have at it.”
“I am afraid I must interrupt,” a voice said, instantly ensnaring their attention.
“Madame Maxime,” Claire greeted, sitting up properly. “Good afternoon.”
Their headmistress smiled pleasantly down at them. “Good afternoon,” she returned with a regal tip of her head. When her dark eyes slid to him, Hadrian straightened. “May I borrow you?” she asked softly.
“Of course,” he said, hopping to his feet. “Is everything alright?”
“Everything is fine,” she assured him, “but we shall move to my office. Come.”
“I’ll catch up with you guys later,” Hadrian said, handing the scroll back to Albert with a regretful look. His friend waved him off, unbothered, and he hurried after his headmistress.
She led him back down the hallway and Hadrian was reminded strongly of the last time he had been summoned. “Minister Lécuyer isn’t here, is she?” he asked, only half-joking.
Maxime gave him an enigmatic smile, opening the door and ushering him inside. A single sweep of his eyes showed that the minister was not present, nor was anyone else. Hadrian’s shoulders loosened, and he gladly took a seat across from the woman as she moved behind her desk.
“Are you well?” she asked, ruffling through some sheets, and clearing them away.
“Fine,” he answered. “And you?”
Her smile widened, true fondness shining through. “I am well, thank you. I see that your peers have already begun their exam preparations.”
He huffed in amusement, but his own smile faded when Maxime’s expression grew complicated.
“Are you sure everything is alright?” he asked, trepidation curling along his spine.
Maxime sighed, folding her hands atop her desk. She looked at him seriously, mouth pinched. “Something has recently come to my attention, something I felt we needed to discuss.”
Oh shit.
Hadrian kept his face relaxed while internally his thoughts began to whirl with all the possible things that she could be talking about. None of them were particularly good.
“Tell me, what do you know about the previous tournaments?”
“Pardon?” Hadrian blinked, puzzled.
She cocked her head, gaze searching. “The previous tournaments. Do you know much about the…rule regarding Beauxbatons champions?”
Hadrian frowned, mind moving rapidly, trying to understand what she was implying – but he knew nothing. “What rule?”
Maxime closed her eyes at his question and heaved another, heavier sigh. “I suspected not, especially given that I had only just been told about it myself. But I needed to check.” She rubbed at her forehead, and the genuine exhaustion that stole across her face worried him.
“What rule, Madame?” he asked again.
She looked at him tiredly, then began to speak.
“In the past, back when the tournament was a more regular event, France was in a state of severe political strife – as you would know.” She waited for him to nod before continuing, “Due to the…intense and violent time, there was added pressure for students to excel. On an international level, France was seen as unstable, and our reputation was declining. As such, Beauxbatons saw fit to implement their own internal rule for their champions.”
Hadrian did not like this at all.
“This provision was put in place to encourage our champions to win. To perform to their highest capabilities and bring honour to our country.”
His hands clenched, “What was the provision?”
Maxime’s mouth twisted grimly. “Win, or don’t graduate.”
Disbelief crashed through him, and Hadrian’s shoulders tightened. “Excuse me?”
She steepled her fingers, her discomfort at their conversation obvious – but Hadrian could care less about that right now. “I was told that I was exempt from the exams, that being in the tournament meant that I would automatically graduate. All that was expected of my was to survive.”
“I understand that this is upsetting –”
“I’m not upset,” Hadrian interrupted, something he had never dared to do. “I’m angry. This rule is still in place?”
She nodded stiffly; thoughts carefully tucked away behind a blank mask. “Because the champion would not be sitting their final year exams, they were required to win to be eligible to graduate. It was…incentive. The tournament was cancelled in 1792, in the middle of the revolution, and as such the rule was never revised or revoked. It has been two hundred years since it was relevant, so no one realised until now.”
“That’s ridiculous,” Hadrian bit out. “I’m already risking my life in these stupid tasks – now you are saying I can’t graduate unless I win?” He sat back, running a hand through his hair. “How did this even come to light? Why is it only just coming to light?”
Maxime’s dark eyes flashed without something he could not catch. “A review of our previous records was ordered when the tournament began. The provision was discovered, but I was only recently informed.”
“Who ordered the review?” he demanded.
His headmistress hesitated only for a moment. “I believe it was Minister Lécuyer.”
His anger fizzled out, replaced with a cold wave. He was not sure what to make of this all. “So, I need to win, or I can’t graduate?”
“That,” Maxime said quietly, “is not entirely true.”
Hadrian looked at her, confused and impatient.
She stared at him, drumming her fingers on her desk for a moment. “A bylaw – a clause was added to the provision that states the champion could petition to have a panel of professionals assess them during the tasks. They take the average of your grades from last year and use that to establish a base.”
His eyes widened, but before he could speak, Maxime carried on.
“Of course, there are risks with this option. If you competed and won, you would automatically receive a passing grade in all of your classes. But only a passing grade. If you were assessed by the panel, you had the opportunity to pass with higher grades.”
Hadrian understood what she was saying.
A passing grade would put him on the lower end of his graduating class, meaning he would drop drastically in class rankings. As someone without a wealthy family or web of connections to cushion him, he could not afford that kind of blow. Not if he wanted a ministerial job, and not if he wanted to specialise in a field of study.
“The panel would let me keep my ranking,” he said slowly, watching her.
Maxime inclined her head. “It would, however, if you fail to perform in a manner they deem befitting of a Beauxbatons student there is the chance your score might drop as well. If the panel decides to mark you lower than a passing grade, then it will not matter if you win the tournament – you will not graduate.”
It was a gamble.
He could either trust in his own abilities and try to win, securing a definite pass; or he could take a chance with the panel, maintain his higher grades, and that way it would not matter if he beat Kaiser or Draco in the final task.
It was also, he realised with a jolt, an out.
Hadrian cast his headmistress a shrewd glance. “If I took the Minister’s internship offer it would not matter what grades I received,” he said idly.
“Indeed,” Maxime agreed, voice equally level. She was giving away nothing.
“Do you know how long Minister Lécuyer has known about this provision?” he asked, taking a short breath.
“No,” she murmured, “but I wanted to give you the option.”
Hadrian looked down at his hands, nodding slowly. “Can I have some time to think about this?”
Maxime softened completely. “I will need your answer by next week, so that I will have time to organise the panel before the third task, if you wish. But yes, take that time to consider your options, and let me know once you decide.”
He nodded, then stood. “Thank you, Headmistress.”
She smiled at him, a little subdued, and dismissed him.
Notes:
Hadrian, waking up: ahh, this was nice, what a good night
Hadrian, immediately remembering Riddle asking him to stay: oh no, i suddenly cant process emotions, evacuate immediately
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Hadrian, talking to Raina: 'indecisive' is my middle name
Raina: please just communicate with him
Hadrian: no
Anyway - hope you all enjoyed this one! I know some of you might be as disappointed as Riddle that Hadrian scurried off, but do remember our boy has a bit of self-destruction left in him. He can't really help sabotaging himself.
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Chapter 55: Chapter Fifty Five
Notes:
Thank you for all the support so far guys. We're so close to the end, and I can't wait to see CS come to a close!
Please enjoy the chapter! (And Happy belated Birthday Ro!)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Her fingers brushed against the cool, smooth surface of the full-length mirror.
“Duo modo nexu,” she said, collecting her magic in her fingertips and spreading it out across the glass, covering it in a thin layer. The mirror rippled like water, the shape of the room’s reflection darkening and twisting as another form replaced her own.
Bright red eyes shone back at her.
“My Lady,” Erebus greeted, his head tipping forward politely, “good evening.” His voice was distorted, a faint and unnatural hum coating his words thanks to the distance between the two mirrors.
“Good evening,” she returned, eager to get past the pleasantries. “Your letter said that you have important news to share?”
It had been almost two months since she had sent Erebus to Britain permanently to act as her official eyes and ears, instead of having him run between the two countries like a harried courier. His communiques had dropped in frequency as a result, coming in dribs and drabs rather than any scheduled format – and she had eventually conceded to let him reach out to her when he had something to report.
Erebus’ hands hung loosely clasped in front of him as he nodded. “I do, and I apologise for not providing more details. I believed that this would be something best discussed in person, so to speak.”
She nodded, “And what did you wish for me to know?”
An emotion flashed across his face too fast for her to properly catch, but she suspected it was humour. She was immediately on her guard as Erebus allowed the pause to drag on. If there was one thing she had learned about the vampire lord during their time together it was that he had an unfortunate penchant for mischief.
And that what they considered amusing rarely coincided.
Just as she knew it would, the next words out of his smirking lips shattered her composure. “I’m afraid that Riddle and little Hadrian have...consummated their relationship.”
She inhaled sharply, her nails sinking into the soft flesh of her palms.
“What do you mean ‘consummated’?” she demanded; her revulsion thick enough to choke on.
Erebus tilted his head, seeming to find her reaction curious. One of his eyebrows rose a fraction and his tone became low and crooning when he answered her. “Riddle apparently wooed your boy successfully. They spent a night together, and thoroughly enjoyed each other according to my source.”
Her rage crashed against the walls of her constraint, and she only just managed to target it rather than unleash an uncontrollable wave. The window behind her cracked ominously, then exploded. Shards flew everywhere, their tiny glimmering edges peppering against the shield she automatically raised around herself.
“When?” she asked softly, her hands shaking as she uncurled her fists. “When did this happen?”
Erebus’ carefully controlled delight faded, locked down under his usual bland mask. “The thirteenth,” he told her.
She gritted her teeth, a part of her disgusted at the implications of the timing. “That was weeks ago,” she said tightly, “and I only received your letter three days ago. Why are you only just reporting this?”
Infuriatingly, he did not cower at her fury, nor did he appear concerned at his own failure. “I wanted more time to observe the aftermath before bringing it to your attention,” he said calmly.
She scoffed, turning away from the mirror to direct her glare at the broken window. Fine tremors continued to run through her as her magic rolled with agitation.
Riddle, she thought with contempt. The man had wanted to sink his claws into Hadrian since they had met and now he had resorted to acting like a romantic fool to slip further past the other’s walls.
How smug he must have felt, how accomplished, after he had taken the boy into his bed.
Her lips curled into a sneer.
And Hadrian. What a stupid, reckless child; allowing himself to be seduced and tainted by such a man. She had thought that he had the sense to avoid such an obvious trick.
Her gaze flicked back to the mirror, finding Erebus’ steady eyes staring at her. He took the prompt. “To my knowledge they have not had any significant contact outside of classes since that night.”
That did little to soothe her ire, even if she did get a bite of caustic satisfaction at hearing it. Evidently, Riddle had not yet laid any lasting claim on Hadrian – nothing that had brought the boy running back to him at least.
“Very well,” she said, swallowing her anger as she allowed herself to think. “We can still work with this. If there is any indication of it happening again, I want to know immediately,” she ordered.
Erebus cocked his head, his expression curious. “Am I to dissuade the boy from seeking Riddle out?”
She stopped, considering the option for a scant second before discarding it. “No. No, I do not want to risk tipping our hand too soon. If Riddle uncovers our movements now, we will lose too much ground.” It was a bitter admission, but one she was not naive enough to deny. “The tournament is almost done, and Hadrian will return to France where he belongs.”
“And if he doesn’t?”
She looked at Erebus, mouth pinching. “If he does not then we will drive a wedge so deep between them that Hadrian would never want to be in the same country as the man, let alone share a bed.”
Erebus stared at her for a long moment, gauging her sincerity, before he bowed his head. “As you wish, my Lady. I will keep you apprised of the situation.”
“See that you do.”
She brushed some of her hair back over her shoulder and smoothed a hand down the front of her dress. After she visibly collected herself, she continued, “Now, what else do you have?”
“Nothing concrete, unfortunately. Lily Potter is still within Dumbledore’s grasp. I have seen no sign of her returning to Hogwarts, nor to her hotel – though the payments have not stopped.” Erebus paused, his eyes drifting off to the side, “I can only speculate what they are planning.”
She frowned, face creasing with distaste at the mention of Albus Dumbledore. Decades had clearly not impaired the old man’s ability to throw things into chaos. While the growing divide between Hadrian and his mother was a welcome change, knowing that someone as troublesome and dangerous as Lily Potter was under Dumbledore’s thumb was unpleasant.
Her fingers caught on the sharp lines of her pendant, and she began to spin it slowly.
The lack of information on Dumbledore and his elusive group of sycophants made her nervous.
“Do you have any orders?”
She blinked, attention returning to the present. She studied his placid expression, hunting for any sign of his true thoughts, but he gave her nothing.
“Until we know what they intend to do, we shall merely observe,” she said, folding her arms stiffly across her stomach. “Dumbledore is a clever man, and while his role in this is quickly growing stale, I expect him to have one last card up his sleeve. No doubt he will try something around the third task. If he makes a move against Riddle, leave it – maybe he can finally do something useful and take the bastard out.”
“And if Hadrian is dragged into things?” Erebus asked, rocking on his heels slightly.
Her mind worked quickly. “If Hadrian is involved...let things play out. I only expect you to interfere if his wellbeing or station is jeopardised. I do not care if Dumbledore and Riddle kill each other, but Hadrian must remain intact.”
Erebus nodded, waiting to see if she had more to add, then when she did not he spoke, “Very well. I shall keep you informed, Mia.”
She tensed, eyes narrowing. “That is not my name,” she warned.
“Of course,” Erebus corrected with a sharp little smile. He offered no apologies.
She reached forward and roughly dragged her fingers against the mirror, pulling her magic back and letting the image of the vampire ripple and fade.
OoO
“Accio stick,” Hadrian hissed.
The stick, barely two metres away, did not so much as twitch. The snake coiled at his feet let out a rasping laugh.
Hadrian glared at it, resisting the urge to nudge it with his boot. It was only a small one, likely an adolescent, and no matter how angry he was, Hadrian liked to think he would never lash out at a creature.
Regardless of how annoying it was.
Its little tongue flickered out teasingly as it stared up at him. “You are bad at this,” it told him.
“Shut up,” he snapped back, fingers tightening around his wand.
“You need to stay calm if you want it to work, Hadrian,” Claire called, hearing his anger even in the snake tongue.
He spun around to stare at her and Raina, gesturing at the reptile aggressively. “Easy for you to say, you don’t have to put up with the running commentary!” he exclaimed.
Raina glanced over, twirling her quill. “We could try summoning a different snake?” she said thoughtfully.
They had been out here most of the morning. Claire and Raina had been working quietly on their assignments, talking amongst themselves as Hadrian tried his hand at Parselmagic – though one of them was doing better than the other.
Hadrian rubbed at his face, sighing heavily.
His frustration ate at him, a constant niggling thorn burrowing deeper under his skin with each failed attempt to cast such a simple spell. He knew his mood was foul, and that his tone was growing more waspish with every hour that passed.
It was just...he had never struggled like this before. Rarely had he come up against a block as prominent as this, and when he did he would normally have made some measurable progress even within the first few hours.
But with this there was nothing.
It rankled.
“Maybe you should take a break?” Claire suggested when he did not respond to Raina’s remark. “Come sit with us, cool down for a bit, then try again.”
Hadrian sighed again, “Yeah, alright.” He looked down at the snake and concentrated, “Don’t go far. I still need you around.”
The snake eyed him baldly, then slowly began to slither towards one of the flat stones in the clearing to bask.
At least it spared me its opinion this time, Hadrian thought. He shook his head and walked over to where his friends sat, collapsing next to them. He laid back on the ground and squinted up at the foliage.
It was still cold, even with winter coming to an end, and Hadrian shivered as his sweat began to cool. He was glad that they had cleared out the sludge leftover from the night’s snowfall.
A water bottle was tapped against his arm, and Hadrian took it with a grateful nod to Raina. She watched him for a moment, picking him apart easily, before she looked back to the parchment before her. The makeshift desk she had laid across her knees was absolutely covered in loose sheets and textbooks.
“What are your theories?” Raina asked.
Hadrian carefully placed the water bottle down, keeping it away from anything it might ruin if it spilled, and dropped back down with a huff. “I don’t know. It’s hard to explain. I can feel the magic there, and I can feel as it begins to channel through my wand – but it’s like I hit a wall before the spell can manifest. I can picture what I want clearly, but it just won’t...flow right.” He flapped his hand vaguely in the air then let it drop to his chest.
“Is the block magical or mental?” Claire asked, putting her books to the side and wrapping her arms around her knees. She watched him keenly, eyes occasionally jumping back to the snake.
“I don’t know,” he repeated. “It’s getting easier to switch between the languages and I can definitely tell the difference now, so I’m guessing magical?”
“You do still need a snake present though,” Raina interjected distantly, her focus more on her work than the conversation.
Hadrian made a soft noise. “It smooths the process for me,” he explained. “I look at a snake and something in my mind ticks over. Without the visual there it can be hard.”
“It’s fascinating,” Claire said, tone musing. “Do you suppose that’s because you weren’t born with the ability? Having to rely on a physical trigger like a snake is strange.” Her blue eyes sparkled with intrigue as she looked down at him. “Do you think it needs to be a live snake? Would a drawing work too?”
Hadrian’s expression scrunched in thought. “We can test that another time,” he said, making a note of that idea.
Claire absently drew a shape in the dirt. She let out a light chuckle, “This was not how I expected the trip to Britain to go. You learning Parseltongue...it's so odd.”
Hadrian shrugged, “Everything about this situation is odd, let’s not pretend otherwise.”
She snorted, her foot sliding across the ground to nudge his thigh, waiting until she had his undivided attention before saying, “You’ll get there, Hadrian. It might take some time, but you’ll get there.”
He gave her a tired smile.
Raina shut her inkwell, the latch clicking into place, and put her quill down. “Yes, yes, we all know that Hadrian will figure this out. He’s too stubborn not to.”
The look she sent him was equal parts exasperated and fond. “What I’m more interested in is what you’re going to do with the third task. Have you made a decision yet?”
Hadrian groaned, rolling onto his side with one hand cushioning his head while the other began pulling out handfuls of cold grass. “Gods, I can’t wait until this stupid tournament is done. It’s more trouble than it’s worth.”
Raina’s eyes bored into the side of his head, and he blew out a breath. “I think I’m going to go with the panel,” he admitted, glancing over to them.
Claire’s expression was pensive, but Raina’s was edged with displeasure.
“What – you don’t think I should?” Hadrian asked, tipping his head towards her.
“It’s not that,” Raina said, folding her hands on her lap and twisting her fingers together. “I just find it suspicious that the minister didn’t even let you know that it was an option. I...I don’t like that she kept it from you when it could have had a severe impact on your graduation score. I thought she wanted you to succeed, to be the best, not lock you into a career path of her choosing.”
She scowled down at her hands, “It reeks of manipulation.”
Hadrian’s lips twitched in a weak imitation of a smile. “She’s a politician, I would have been more surprised if she didn’t try and manipulate me into doing something.”
Raina’s frown deepened and Hadrian was charmed. She always took moves against him so personally, and he kind of loved her for it. He reached out to skim his knuckles down her calf, the fabric of her stockings soft against his skin.
“Hey,” he said gently, “we’ve known that she wanted me under her wing for a while now. In her eyes, she’s just doing what she has to.”
Her expression soured more. “Given how many people have tried to dictate your actions in the past, one would think that you would be a little more upset about this.”
He hummed, eyes growing distant as he considered her words, knowing that she was right in a way.
His mother had utterly ruined him, and Riddle’s attempts to shackle him had only grown more subtle and clever over time. Even Jacob had tried, nominating him in the tournament as he had. His entire life had been spent pinned under someone else’s thumb, controlled and collared, dancing to their tune.
But there was one thing that all those people, unfortunately, shared.
“I think it would bother me more if I were closer to her,” he said slowly, selecting his words carefully. “I don’t really have a relationship with Lécuyer – nothing personal at least. It’s hard to be upset when it’s not someone I particularly care about trying to manipulate me.”
Raina grimaced at his answer, and even Claire appeared unsettled by it. “I think most people would be upset at anyone trying to force them to do something,” the blonde murmured.
Hadrian grinned at them. “Maybe,” he agreed. Raina held his eyes for a moment before she snorted and looked away, lips curling into a slight smile.
“Well,” Claire began, rubbing her hands together, “I’m glad you are going with the panel. It gives you the best chance at graduating with full marks, and this way it won’t matter if Kaiser or Malfoy manage to beat you.”
Hadrian wrinkled his nose, splaying a hand on his chest in offence. “Claire Daniau, are you doubting my capabilities? Me? The undefeated duelling champion of Beauxbatons Academy? Kaiser and Draco couldn’t beat me if I had both hands tied behind my back.”
She giggled at his dramatics. “Stranger things have happened,” she sang. “And besides, you are undefeated in one-on-one duels. Have you ever faced two opponents simultaneously?”
He bared his teeth at her in a wicked grin, “You think I can’t handle a threesome?”
Claire made a disgusted noise and smacked him hard enough to topple him onto his back. “I’m being serious, you idiot. If the unthinkable happens and you don’t beat them, it will be good to have the panel. Even if you fall a few rankings, you will still be in the top ten at least.”
Hadrian looked at her warmly.
“So, you’re decided then?” Raina cut in, watching them both with a soft smile. “Panel?”
“Panel,” he echoed, laying back fully and bracing his hands behind his head. “I’ll tell Madame Maxime tomorrow. She will get everything sorted in time.” He frowned fleetingly, “When is the next task again?”
Raina scolded him with a look, “The first of May. Are you ever going to look at your calendar?”
He ignored her ridiculous question. “So, about two months away. That’s plenty of time to get a panel organised – and plenty of time for me to make some headway with this stupid branch of magic.” He picked his head up, casting an eye around for his snake, spotting the brown and black animal coiled up comfortably on the same stone as earlier.
Content, Hadrian dropped back down. They sat in silence for a few minutes, the girls returning to their work while Hadrian gazed quizzically up at the trees.
“I was thinking about something,” he said after another beat.
“Dangerous,” Raina quipped, rolling her now dried parchment up and tucking it into her bag.
“Funny,” he replied with a scoff. “Anyway – I wanted to get your opinions on this before I did anything.” Raina and Claire shared a look, catching the change in his tone.
They both shifted to face him properly.
Hadrian took a breath, released it, closed his eyes, then asked, “Should I tell Albert and Jacob the truth? The whole truth?”
“Oh,” Claire uttered, subdued and uncertain. Hadrian opened his eyes to look at her. She was biting her lip, sucking on it lightly as she thought. “Well…I suppose it’s up to you. Do you want them to know?”
He looked back up to the sky, frowning. “I feel like I should,” he said hesitantly. “I mean, the whole reason we kept it a secret in the first place was to avoid being found out by Voldemort, and that was blown months ago,” he finished somewhat ruefully, before his face evened out. “It’s just – I was hiding it for a reason, but now that that reason is gone…I guess I’m just sick of lying all the time.”
His friends were silent beside him, digesting his words at their own pace. He kept his gaze fixed upwards, giving them some degree of privacy as they thought it through.
“Would you be announcing it publicly?” Claire asked.
Some of the tension in his shoulder loosened. “No,” Hadrian told her, “I don’t think it would go over well if this became widely known. I just wanted those closest to me to know.”
Raina spoke next, “It would make discussing your more clandestine activities easier. We could stop sneaking around and coming up with excuses to get away.” She twirled a lock of her hair around her finger. “I know Albert is getting suspicious. He won’t say anything, and he won’t push, but he knows that there is more going on with you than the tournament. He watches you a lot, though he respects you enough to not dig.”
She stopped for a second, then said, “I don’t think Jacob deserves to know.”
Hadrian, who had been nodding along with her, snorted. He tilted his head and gave her a thin smile, “You know I’ve essentially moved on from what he did, right?”
She sniffed delicately, firmly refusing to acknowledge that. Hadrian rolled his eyes and looked to Claire for her input.
“If you believe you can trust them, then I say tell them,” she said simply. “I can’t say how they will react, but they should be able to understand why you kept it hidden from them for as long as you have.” She reached over and patted his leg. “I think it would be good for you to share it – Raina and I will always be here for you, but I don’t want you to feel like we are your only options all the time. You used to be so close with Jacob, and I know that you’ve always liked Albert, even if you weren’t exactly friends before this. I think you would do well with having more of us fully on your side.”
She leaned back, still smiling. “And if either of them do react badly, well, memory charms exist for a reason.”
Hadrian blinked, surprised at her rather harsh statement. “You know,” he said warily, “I would have expected that more from Raina than you.”
“Raina does not have the monopoly on being protective of you,” Claire replied sweetly. “I doubt you will have much of an issue with Albert – he hardly seems the type to hold something like this against you. But if Jacob tries to betray you again, I will not hesitate. The Dark Lord might not care about your identity, but I will not have him potentially ruin your reputation and standing in society just because you took a chance on him.”
Hadrian sat up, twisting around until he was facing them. He held out a hand and gripped Claire’s tightly when she placed hers in his. “Thank you,” he said, “but I would never ask you to do that to Jacob. Our friendship is not more important than your relationship with him. If he doesn’t take it well, I have other ways of keeping him quiet.”
“A broken jaw works just as well,” Raina muttered under her breath.
“I was thinking less bodily harm and more blackmail,” Hadrian said wryly, giving her an admonishing look. “You have a lot of anger there, darling.”
She masked her amusement behind a dainty shrug. “So, when will you tell them?” she asked instead. “Surely not before the third task?”
Hadrian hesitated, “I’m not sure. Maybe I should? Just get it out of the way?”
Claire squeezed his hand, claiming his attention. “Do you want the distraction though? You already have so much on your plate, what with…” she trailed off meaningfully, raising her eyebrows.
“Riddle,” Raina supplied, as if there was any question. “Have you approached him yet, by the way?”
Hadrian looked away from her smirk.
“Plus, there’s your mother,” Claire added, “wherever she has scurried off to. Have you seen her recently?”
Hadrian frowned, licking his bottom lip. “No, I haven’t – though she’s probably with the Order, lamenting about what an awful, thankless child I am.”
His tactless joke had Raina glaring and Claire watching him with sympathy. His shoulders hunched a little, “It doesn’t matter. I’m rather glad for the distance. She’ll show up for the third task or she won’t, I don’t care either way.”
That was a lie, and Raina’s expression told him that he was not nearly convincing enough.
“My point was that you have many things you need to deal with,” Claire said patiently. “Adding in this before the tournament comes to an end might just lead to more problems. Finish what you are already working on before digging up new issues, alright?”
Hadrian let out a long breath, then brought Claire’s hand up to his mouth to press a firm kiss to the back of her palm. “You are wise beyond your years, my dear.”
Claire grinned at him, cheekily snatching her hand back. “Nonsense,” she laughed, “I’m merely wiser than you. Now, perhaps you should go find your scaly assistant.”
Hadrian turned, finding the snake had vanished.
“Dammit,” he whispered.
OoO
Lily sat cross-legged on the floor, brows furrowed and magic spreading thinly through the air around her.
The oppressive weight of the wards around her cell shone star-bright in her mind, a glimmering wall of gold that kept her trapped and incapable of casting anything more powerful than a cleaning charm. If they were not being used against her, she might have taken the time to admire how complex the network of wards was.
On the edge of her hearing, she could make out Sirius’ slow breaths as he worked at weakening the wards on his end. They had been making steady progress since they had first begun this venture, but Lily could feel the deadline creeping up on them like thunder clouds on the horizon.
It was impossible to accurately track the passage of time down here, they were largely left alone, with food appearing in their cells at irregular intervals, and the uncertainty of it all made her gut clench in noxious fear.
She could only guess how much longer they had until the third task, and she needed to have escaped before then. She needed to stop Albus from carrying out his plan, to remove herself from the board entirely so he could not use her as another one of his pawns.
She needed to find her son and get him the hell away from Britain.
The thought of Hadrian was almost enough to break her concentration, but it was the heavy racket that echoed through the makeshift prison a moment later that pulled her back to awareness.
Lily gasped quietly, swiftly but carefully detangling her magic from the wards as she heard the metal lock down the corridor slide out of place.
“Sirius,” she hissed frantically, scrambling onto her knees, and clutching at the bars desperately. “Sirius, someone’s coming.” He jolted at her warning, blinking rapidly, dazed as he came back to himself.
His eyes found hers and he froze in realisation.
Lily could not sense his magic like this, but she could see the way he grimaced sharply – a sure sign that he had pulled his magic back too quickly. She bit her lip, hoping that he had not left any obvious marks of tampering in his haste, though there was no time to ask as a familiar figure came into view.
Pushing herself to her feet, Lily felt her fear turning to anger. “Albus,” she greeted tersely.
He had the gall to smile at her.
“Lily, Sirius,” he said, dipping his head to where Sirius was prowling in his cell like an agitated tiger. His gaze never strayed from her though, and Lily tensed at the scrutiny.
“What do you want?” she demanded, crossing her arms over her chest defensively.
It was rare for Albus to be the one to visit them.
If anyone came, it was typically Alastor; a gruff watchdog that would transfigure them a simple bath to wash themselves in or provide them with fresh clothes. Occasionally it was Dedalus; and Emmeline had only done so once, which was not a surprise given that Lily had punched the other woman when she had been stupid enough to enter her cell.
They had not seen Remus, nor Arthur or Molly, or any of the younger Order members – and Lily worried about what that said. If it meant that the others agreed with their treatment and wanted nothing to do with her and Sirius; or if it meant that they were being kept in the dark and had no idea what had happened to them since that night.
She tried to tell herself that it did not matter, that either option did nothing to change their situation, but she still felt the subtle stab of hurt at the idea of being abandoned by her friends.
Her teeth sunk into the soft flesh of her cheek. Regardless, she could not count on any of them for aid in this. It was down to her and Sirius.
Albus folded his hands in front of him, his expression creasing with just the right amount of distress. Lily watched him the way one would a dangerous beast, body tensed to run even though there was nowhere she could go.
Never in a million years would she have thought she would be scared of Albus Dumbledore.
“My dear,” he began, sounding so quietly aggrieved at her hostility that Lily had to sneer.
“I’m not your dear anything,” she snapped, stepping back in offence. “I’m your prisoner, Albus. Don’t stand there and try to pretend otherwise.”
He weathered her accusations calmly, hardly blinking at her interruption. Whatever entreaty he had been intending on giving was wiped away, replaced with something more calculative.
“Lily,” he conceded. “I wished to ask you, both of you, once more to reconsider.”
“Reconsider what?” Sirius asked, arms looping through the bars of his cell, slouching in place, and oozing a unique kind of confidence despite everything. His grey eyes were sharp, and his grin was bitter as he continued, “You turning Hadrian into a mindless little puppet and sending him off to fight a battle he said he wanted no part in?”
Albus half-turned towards Sirius. Lily had just the right angle to make out the sadness on the old wizard’s face. “My boy, you are severely misinterpreting things,” he chided.
Sirius leaned forward, plastering himself against the bars, and bared his teeth. “You heard her, Albus. We’re not your anything.”
Silence met that declaration, the kind that had the hairs on the back of her neck standing on end. Storm’s coming, she thought distantly.
Albus sighed then, and damn him but some part of Lily that was still a young, wide-eyed girl felt ashamed at disappointing him. She wanted to rip that long-nurtured sliver of respect from her chest and strangle it, hating that it was still there even now.
“I understand why you both feel so strongly about this,” the man said softly, a light coat of respect covering the words. “You both love Harry in your own ways, you are protective of him, and that is admirable.” His gaze switched back to Lily, a razor edge of intent beneath the watery blue.
“Lily, you kept Harry safe for so many years. You sacrificed so much to prepare him for this eventuality. Over a decade of training, and now that the time has finally come, now that we are so close to putting an end to Voldemort’s reign…” he trailed off, shaking his head. “I know you are uncertain, perhaps even scared, but we cannot falter now. I don’t think you understand how brilliantly Harry has managed to place himself. He is the only one that could get close enough to Tom. He’s the only one Tom would let get that close.”
Her gut squirmed at the reminder, and she hunched her shoulders, ducking away from that penetrative stare.
Sympathy gentled Albus’ voice when he continued, “I know their relationship disturbs you. I know you’re worried for Harry – and you should be. Tom is not a kind man. He is not gentle or remorseful. He is possessive and dangerous, and the longer Harry remains in his sphere the less chance we have of getting him away without damage.”
Albus stepped closer to the bars of her cell, holding out a hand. Lily despised how tempting it was.
“Already Tom has started to twist Harry, turning him into something you don’t recognise. He’s torn a hole through your bond with your son, taking yet another of your family from you. But it’s not too late, Lily. We can still stop Voldemort. We can still save Harry.”
It was an echo of everything he had already said to her, yet Lily still felt her eyes begin to sting, a tangled knot choking her throat to the point of pain as she tried to swallow. Sirius was a silent spectator in the background, but she could feel his ire and judgement ballooning out with each passing second. “Albus, I –”
“Please, Lily,” Albus asked, half a step away from begging. “We can work together. I know you want this just as much as we do.” His eyes darted between hers, beseeching and so very kind. “Aren’t you tired, Lily? Don’t you want to finally move on? Do you not want to come home?”
Lily slammed her eyes closed, her tears spilling hotly down her chilled skin.
She did.
She had dreamed of the time when she could return to Britain as herself, without having to hide behind a glamour and a false name. She had ached for the chance to share Hadrian’s heritage with him, to be able to walk the streets of London with him, to show him Godric’s Hollow and the Potter manor. To show him the ministry and Gringotts and all the places Lily had marvelled at as a girl.
She had wanted him to go to Hogwarts.
There were so many things she had been desperate for, and for a tantalising moment, she let herself waver.
Albus was not lying. Hadrian was the only person not loyal to him that Voldemort allowed so close.
The man’s sick fascination with Hadrian was a double-edged sword though, because while Voldemort knew and acknowledged and seemed to revel in her son’s power, he was blind to the danger Hadrian posed.
It would be so easy to leverage that. Hadrian was fast enough, strong enough, clever enough to do it.
She would have her revenge.
Lily pressed her hands to her face, shaking.
She would get everything she wanted, but she would lose the one thing she knew she needed. Because Hadrian, in spite of everything, was enthralled by Voldemort in return.
And he would never forgive her if she used him to kill someone he cared for. Even if that person was the one who ruined their lives.
Her hands dragged over her forehead, shoving her long hair back from her wet cheeks. “I can’t,” she whispered, but the words bounced hollowly on the stone walls. “I…I can’t. I hate Voldemort. I hate him so much – but I can’t do this to Hadrian. I can’t…hurt him like that.”
Lily stared passed Albus to find Sirius watching her closely. His knuckles, stretched thin and stark white from how tightly he was clutching the metal bars, slowly regained their colour as he loosened his grip. The snarl on his face ebbed, and Lily seized the approval she saw in his eyes as a lifeline.
Albus was quiet, and this time there was nothing remotely amiable about it. Lily forced herself to meet the old man’s eyes, clenching her jaw and refusing to back down.
“I had hoped you would have reconsidered,” Albus eventually said, once the pause had gained a physical weight. “You were always so remarkably pragmatic, Lily. It pains me that we can’t find a compromise on this.”
“‘Compromise’?” Sirius snorted. “You don’t want compromise, Dumbledore. You want compliance.” He shook his head, and Lily caught the briefest glimmer of honest hurt on his face before it was drowned by his anger. “How can you not see that this is wrong?”
Albus turned to Sirius fully for the first time. There was a new tension to him, something sharper and more dangerous bubbling forth as he said, “Right and wrong are subjective, Sirius. You know that better than anyone.”
His tone was mild, but Albus struck true. Sirius flinched, a ripple of discomfort stealing across his features.
“Albus,” Lily called, stepping forward to reclaim the man’s focus. “There has to be another way. I want to help you, I do, but not like this. Hadrian…he doesn’t deserve this. He didn’t deserve any of the things I put him through.” She looked down in shame, thinking of all the mistakes she had made with her son.
Thinking of how he must hate her.
She took a tremulous breath and forged on. “We can come up with another plan, something that doesn’t involve Hadrian. We can kill Voldemort and restore order to Britain. I’ll do anything. Just – just not at the expense of my son. Please.”
Lily bit lightly down on her tongue, holding back the flood of words that wanted to spill out of her. She waited with bated breath, hoping and praying that something might manage to slip through the cracks and change his mind.
Please, she thought quietly, please, I’ll do anything. Just not Hadrian. Not Hadrian.
Albus shifted back a step, the scuff of his boots loud in her ears. She heard his breath, heavy and aggrieved, and then his voice –
“I’m sorry, Lily.”
He almost sounded like he meant it.
She hung her head, unable to look at him as he began to walk away. She listened as the door scrapped open.
“I expected better from you,” Albus called back, and Lily froze.
The door shut quietly behind him.
Lily sank to her knees, pressing her forehead into the harsh metal bars and trying to control the sudden uneven punch of her breath. “We need to get out of here,” she croaked.
“No shit,” Sirius muttered.
OoO
Hadrian sat back in his desk chair as he finished the last line of his homework, then dropped his quill and curved his upper back over the top rail until his spine cracked. He slumped, stretching his legs out and sighing loudly.
He stared at the drying parchment with tired eyes, reading over the ending paragraphs without actually taking the words in. His thoughts were already turning away from his schoolwork, drifting to more important things.
Riddle.
It had been weeks now since their night together, since he had fallen into the man’s bed, submitted to his whims, and basked in the pleasure that came from his possessive, reverent touch.
Since he had escaped early in the morning without a word or note or sign that he did not regret the encounter.
Hadrian knew he did not though, because even if the night had been a mistake, it still did not feel like one. The only thing he regretted was this strange limbo between them now.
He had needed time to come to terms with what had happened between them, to process all the things that Riddle so effortlessly evoked in him; but each day that had passed without a resolution was an added weight around his neck because Hadrian had not been able to say what he wanted.
The question itself had haunted him, tormented him, hounded him day and night. It invaded his dreams, demanding with increasing force a response he could not give. He had not even known where to begin, how to take the mess of emotions and tangled desires inside him and put them into words.
Figure it out, Raina had told him, blunt and brutal. Tell him what you want.
But it had not been an easy thing.
Hadrian had always considered himself a decisive person, but in this he had floundered. He had spent so much time shying away from the answer, stupidly afraid and unwilling to acknowledge what it might mean. But he was done running from this, and he was done denying himself.
He wanted Riddle, and he wanted to stay in Britain.
The first time he had come to the realisation he had been overwhelmed with the sheer magnitude of it – but now it merely made him feel warm. Content in a way he could not describe.
Hadrian’s lips quirked up in a small, giddy grin. I’ve figured it out, he thought, now I just need to…
He looked up, staring out the window of his room. It was late afternoon, classes long since over and dinner not due for another hour at least.
He could do it. He had time.
Driven with the sudden surge of excitement, Hadrian quickly packed up his homework and cleaned his desk. He hurried to the door, only just remembering to close it behind him as he jogged down the hallway and into the common room. His friends called out to him, but Hadrian barely paused to offer a half-hearted excuse before he was out of the carriage.
He gently tugged on the bond, letting the reverberations guide him to Riddle’s location; only momentarily surprised when instead of pointing him towards the castle, he was drawn to the Black Lake.
Hadrian took the path down, glad that for all the chill remained, they had not seen snow for a good few weeks. He cast a simple warming charm as he walked along the tree line, the lush forest and grass eventually giving way to rocky mounds and white sand.
The surface of the water rippled with waves, and the wind that tore through his thin shirt would have been numbing if not for the charm acting as a buffer. Still, Hadrian shivered as his hair began to whip around his face. He brushed it back uselessly, turning with the invisible tug, and started to walk.
He followed the edge of the water, keeping just out of reach as he rounded the various bends. The air was clean and sharp out here, refreshing after an entire day spent in stuffy classrooms and the confines of the dorm rooms; but the peace of the moment faded away when he stepped around a large outcrop of dark stones and spotted the lone figure standing on the shoreline.
Hadrian stopped, because even though he had been looking for the man, he was still taken off guard.
Riddle looked shockingly mundane here, wearing a simple black sweater, and grey slacks. His eyes were closed, his hair was windswept and curling slightly, and his cheeks were pink from the sting of the wind. He was barefoot too, and Hadrian inanely thought that this was, somehow, the most unkempt he had ever seen the man.
He swallowed, his gut heating unexpectedly.
Riddle wore suits like a second skin, the dark fabrics he favoured always melding to his form in all the right places, but he looked good dressed down like this. He looked less like an untouchable, revered figure and more like a young man Hadrian would have been happy to bring home.
That was a dangerous thought though, so Hadrian had to clear his throat to refocus himself.
He took a breath, nodded once, then moved forward. He came up to Riddle’s side, facing the lake and tucking his hands behind his back. There was no way the man did not know he was here, but Riddle remained silent, not acknowledging him, yet not outright rejecting him either.
He’s waiting for your move, Raina had said, and Hadrian really needed to buy her something nice because once again she was proving herself invaluable.
Hadrian wet his lips, stared out across the black water, and contemplated what he wanted to say.
“I’m sorry,” he began unsteadily, speaking loud enough to be heard over the beating wind. “I know I didn’t react the way you probably wanted, and I’m sorry for how it might have come across, but I also want to thank you for giving me a chance to think.”
He peeked up at the other, both relieved and annoyed to see no response.
“I – the last few weeks have been…” he bit his lip, squinting against a spray of water vapour. “I was confused, and scared I guess,” he admitted. “I didn’t know how to handle what happened – I panicked. It’s just, you’re so…”
Hadrian squeezed his eyes shut. Why was this so hard?
“I didn’t know what I wanted,” he said, hands clenching. “You came in and upended my life, and now suddenly I have more options than I know what to do with. I’m dealing with this fucking tournament, and my mother, and everyone wants something from me – and then there’s you.”
Hadrian turned to Riddle, crossing his arms over his chest, and looking at the side of the man’s face. They were less than a foot apart, and every breath brushed his folded arms against Riddle’s elbow.
“You want things from me, same as all the others,” Hadrian paused as Riddle’s eyes finally flickered open and slid down to meet his own. His breathing stuttered, because for the first time in more than a month he felt seen.
He pushed through the heady rush that always came from being the sole recipient of Riddle’s attention and dropped his arms, baring himself. “You toe the line with me, but you have never actually crossed it. Even when you took my mother, even when you marked me…you could have done worse. You could always do worse.”
“What are you trying to say, Hadrian?” Riddle interjected softly; his words almost snatched away by a gust of wind.
“I’m trying to say that compared to a lot of people in my life, you’re one of the few I know that won’t push me too far.” He ran his tongue over his teeth, then shook his head and smiled a little wryly. What did it matter if he was the first to actually say it? What did it matter if he had felt it for a long time, unspoken though it was? Riddle had already offered him this, implicitly, the night they slept together.
“I’m trying to say that I trust you.”
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Oh, what an audacious boy.
Voldemort wanted to laugh at the very notion being presented to him.
Hadrian had no idea the mistake he was making, of the weapon he had so brazenly just handed over to someone he should consider an enemy. Or perhaps he did, going by the stubborn glint in his eyes and the self-deprecating grin on his lips.
Contrary little thing, he thought fondly.
He turned, reaching out to brush some of that wild hair back. He dug his fingers in, coaxing the boy closer with a tug. “You trust me, Hadrian?” he asked, drawling it out to cover the burst of wonder the concept brought forth. He leaned down until their mouths were centimetres apart.
“Well, when you use that tone, it makes me not want to,” he replied teasingly.
Voldemort bit back a chuckle.
He could admit, if only to himself, that the past weeks had been a laborious endeavour. He had sworn to give Hadrian the time he needed, had taken the steps to carefully extract himself from any interactions they might have had – in between classes, in the halls, during meals – yet as more and more days slipped by, he had begun to doubt.
That Hadrian had made no effort to approach him in that time, and whenever they did happen to see each other, the boy was reserved and avoidant, had made it all that much harder. It had been a test of his restraint to act so indifferent, to pretend that he did not want to seize the boy by his shirt and make him come to a decision.
Being able to feel the utter emotional chaos on Hadrian’s side of their bond had been the only thing that stayed his hand.
But now his control was finally being rewarded.
Trust. Offered knowingly and without regret.
Could he ever ask for a better gift?
He traced his thumb over one of Hadrian’s cheekbones, marvelling at how it made his eyelashes flutter. He raised his other hand, holding the boy’s face firmly and allowing himself to properly look at him.
Strangely, his scrutiny brought a tiny smile to the other, a delicate curl to his lips that stoked the low burning fire in Voldemort’s chest. “You maddening creature,” he murmured, pulling Hadrian in to kiss the smile off his mouth.
It was like the first touch of water after days in the desert.
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Chapter 56: Chapter Fifty Six
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The weeks leading up to the third task were some of the calmest of the year for Hadrian.
As March slowly gave way to April and his peers began to sink deeper into the pre-exam preparations, he was both glad and upset that he was not swept up in the frenzy also.
He missed the rush, and the determination to prove himself. The upcoming exams were, arguably, the most important tests in their schooling lives; and before the tournament had derailed everything, Hadrian had been planning for finals since his fifth year. It was the last chance for students to improve their final rankings, and for Hadrian it would have been his last chance to defend his future.
So, he understood the fervour of his classmates. They were all of them in the top percentiles of their year – it was the entire reason they had been chosen to represent Beauxbatons, after all – but that just meant that the competition between them was all the more intense.
Hadrian, though he was exempt from the exams themselves, still found himself roped into study sessions; his classmates capitalising on his relatively free plate with zeal. It was fun to watch them squabble over him, and he had developed a new appreciation for such mindless entertainment in the wake of everything he had endured so far.
He felt, for the first time in months, like he could relax.
But he would be lying if he said that his brighter mood had nothing to do with Riddle.
The kiss that they had shared on the shore of the Black Lake had been a stronger balm than he had anticipated, soothing the lingering unease that their distance had caused. It had felt like a promise, something unspoken but secure, and while their schedules had not allowed for anything more significant to happen between them, it was enough to know that they were on the same page.
On most things, at least.
Hadrian bit his bottom lip, allowing his thoughts to drift as he waited for Madame Maxime to join him.
He had taken to dropping by Riddle’s office a few times a week, citing needing a place to study without his peers, even though they both knew it was a weak excuse. He mostly just wanted to spend time with the man without the usual sizzling tension clouding their minds, and to his delight, he did discover that they could just sit and exist without it devolving into a fight or something physical.
He found a strange sense of peace there – him working quietly on schoolwork while Riddle attended to his own tasks. It was good. Simple. Enjoyable.
But there was an ever-present thread of disappointment that soured the contentment because Riddle had still not asked him to stay, and Hadrian was not sure how to broach the topic. He had spent days and weeks picking at how he might bring it up in a way that did not reveal his Parseltongue, but it was difficult.
He knew the easiest way would be to just ask. To tell the man he wanted to stay in Britain, but…
Hadrian wanted Riddle to be the one to ask. He wanted to be offered the choice, rather than be the one offering. He wanted that acknowledgement from the man, the vulnerability such a request would show.
And if he were brutally honest with himself, the desire for such a demonstration was likely born from his relationship with his mother and the desperate need for approval that she had drilled into him. Hadrian was self-aware enough to admit his own insecurities, but knowing the origin of something did not mean it was any less powerful.
If the offer came from Riddle, he rationalised, then it would be irrefutable proof he needed that this thing between them was more than a passing fancy or some twisted power-grab. More than anything, more than the bond – which was comparable to a collar – it would show Hadrian that Riddle wanted him beyond what wealth, influence, or magical strength he might hold, now or in the future.
He crossed his arms and gently dug his fingers into the thick fabric of his blazer, eyes growing distant.
Is it so wrong, he thought, to want him to ask?
He sighed, tipping his head back against the rough stone wall.
It would be nice, he mused.
“‘adrian, are you ready?”
He straightened immediately, shaking his head to clear his mind. His headmistress’ shrewd gaze darted over him, the sharpness there softened by her concern. Hadrian glanced at the door behind her for a moment, the one that led to the classroom she had claimed for her lessons, then met her eyes and nodded.
“Forgive me,” he said, walking to her side. “I’m ready.”
Maxime hesitated, assessing him, weighing the truth of his words. “Very well,” she murmured, gesturing for him to follow her as she set off down the corridor. Hadrian trotted dutifully at her heels, momentarily distracted by the way her sky-blue robes sparkled in the midday sun.
“Did Minister Malfoy tell you what the meeting was about?” he asked, watching in amusement as a group of Hogwarts students scattered out of their way. A few of them gawked, and really, it had been months; one would think they would be accustomed to her towering presence by now.
“No, but I imagine it is the upcoming task,” she answered briskly, the frustration marring her voice aimed at the situation rather than at him. They had both been pulled away from class to attend this meeting, and while Hadrian could afford to skip, Maxime was needed to teach. It was more of a hassle for her.
“There is less secrecy this time,” she continued, her heels clicking on the stone floor. “I suppose they want to make sure you all know the specifics.”
Hadrian hummed.
The rumours about the third task had been circulating for a while now, and one would have to be blind and deaf to have somehow missed the construction going on around the quidditch pitch.
Outside of assignments, the third task was all anyone could talk about these days. Just yesterday he had caught Jacob reading an article by that dreadful woman, Skeeter, that had taken an in-depth look into the duelling experience of Hadrian and the other competitors – outlining everything from the classes they took to the competitions they might have won to their tutors.
It had been surprisingly accurate as far as Hadrian could tell, and if it had been about anyone else, he might have enjoyed some of the insightful, if flamboyant, comments. As it was, all he had been able to muster was annoyance. Having a breakdown of his skills plastered across the Daily Prophet for everyone and their dog to read had only caused problems.
The speculations on his ability to use wandless magic had died down somewhat since the second task, but the article had whipped people back up into a flurry. Bets were already flying on who the winner would be, and the competitive atmosphere was charged by the very real anger that festered between him and Kaiser.
The scrutiny made Hadrian itch, and the increased attention from the Durmstrang students left him feeling off-centre. Given his relationship with their champion he had expected some of that antagonism to translate to the others from the institute. And while there hints of it, Hadrian found that most of the stares were more contemplative than malicious.
Some of them, with Forst leading the charge, even dared to be friendly.
“Come along now,” Madame Maxime called, snatching Hadrian from his thoughts.
He had slowed down without noticing. She was standing in front of a closed door, turned back to face him with a gentle frown on her face. Hadrian hurried to her with an apologetic wince and opened the door, stepping to the side to let her through first.
The room was filled with quiet chatter and a cursory glance as he closed the door showed that they were the last to arrive. Hadrian half-expected to find Riddle in his Dark Lord guise, lurking sinisterly as he was wont to do, and was mildly disappointed when the man nowhere to be seen.
Yaxley, Draco and his father were the only ones that acknowledged their presence, with Kaiser and her headmaster sequestered off to the side. They pointedly kept their faces turned away, which suited Hadrian just fine. He walked over to stand next to Draco, nodding in greeting as Maxime came to a stop behind him.
“We’re all here, excellent,” Lucius Malfoy began. “Good morning,” he said, tipping his head in their direction. His quicksilver eyes, amusingly, skittered right over Hadrian, as if he were uncomfortable.
It made him wonder just how much the man knew.
“We’ll keep this short,” he continued, stepping back to take a more neutral position in front of all three groups. “As I’m sure you are all aware, the third task will be a three-way duel between the champions.”
None of them reacted to the announcement, so Malfoy carried on without pausing. “It will take place on the 1st of May – a Friday. You must be assembled by 8 o’clock sharp that morning in the pavilion. The event will officially start at 9 o’clock and will be held on the quidditch pitch.” He waved a gloved hand behind him, vaguely in the direction of the pitch. Through the windows Hadrian could see the edge of the coloured stands before the curve of the castle hid the rest from view.
“We have made the necessary changes to the stadium to accommodate the crowds, and for visibility reasons a raised platform has been constructed. The three of you will duel on that, suspended fifty metres above the ground.”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes. A drop from that height would be fatal if they were not careful.
Maxime evidently thought the same. “Are there measures in place to prevent falls?” she asked, her hand coming to rest on Hadrian’s shoulder.
Malfoy smiled politely. “Of course. A field will be cast beneath the platform that will slow the descent of anyone that might fall into it, and they will be safely brought down. There will also be a layered shield around the platform to stop any wayward spells from colliding with the spectators.”
How generous, Hadrian thought with morbid amusement. Even with all the pomp and assurances about avoiding needless risks, he would have assumed they would just let them hit the ground.
Maxime nodded at the answer, and Hadrian opened his mouth in the brief lull Malfoy allowed. “Minister?” he called, partly to satiate his own curiosity and partly to make the man have to look at him.
Malfoy masked his discomfort smoothly. “Yes, Mr. Evans?”
“I was just wondering what the actual rules of the duel would be. Different countries have different traditions and regulations.”
He only had a passing knowledge of British duelling rules, but almost none on how other European countries functioned. In France, outside of formal competitions and events, duels were rare, typically reserved for grievous insults. There were a multitude of steps around issuing one, how it could be accepted, and then the actual duel itself.
Hadrian rather hoped they did not have to follow those rules – he did not particularly want to backhand Draco or Kaiser across the mouth to kick things off, even if he might have cause with the Durmstrang girl to challenge her like that.
“Excellent question,” Malfoy said, running one hand down his cane. “As you said, due to the cultural differences, it has been decided that we will not be following any specific traditional duelling etiquette. You three will be escorted onto the platform and once the signal is given you will be allowed to cast.”
“Anything is allowed?” Kaiser asked then, uncrossing her arms in her eagerness.
Hadrian glanced at her warily from around Draco.
Malfoy nodded slowly. “The only banned spells are the Unforgiveables,” he said. “You will be automatically disqualified if you use one.”
Kaiser grinned and boldly met Hadrian’s eyes. They all knew that that rule was a paltry thing, a formality and play at civility, nothing more. Hadrian could name dozens of spells off the top of his head that could kill everyone in this room; and judging by the frown of Draco’s face and the glint in Kaiser’s eyes, he knew they could as well.
“You should remember that winning the duel does not translate to winning the tournament,” Malfoy went on, ignoring the tension now permeating the air. “First place will be awarded thirty points. Twenty to second place. Ten to third. Wherever you place, the points will be added onto your score from the previous two tasks.”
The man pointed his cane at Kaiser, “You are currently leading on sixty-five.”
Then to Hadrian, “You are in second place at fifty-nine.”
And finally, to Draco, “And you are in third with fifty-six and a half. Whoever scores the highest overall will be declared the victor.”
Hadrian quickly did the calculations and felt a thrill zip through him. It would be close, but realistically any of them could win.
“And how can we be eliminated?” Draco asked.
His father’s gaze lingered just a touch too long before Malfoy gathered himself. “There are three ways to eliminate your opponents. You can knock them off the platform, force them to submit, or kill them.”
Maxime’s fingers tightened on Hadrian’s shoulder.
“And if one of them is killed?” Karkaroff demanded, nearly growling the words out around his accent.
Malfoy shot the man a look packed with a curious amount of disdain, though his tone was mild when he replied. “Due to the nature of the task, there will be no ramifications if one champion kills another.” He looked to the three of them, “You all understood the risks when you entered your names. The third task was always going to be the most dangerous.”
It was at times like this that Hadrian regretted not punching Jacob. Just once.
Karkaroff and Kaiser both seemed pleased, and Hadrian had to stop himself from rolling his eyes. They were not even trying to be subtle.
Malfoy paused again to see if there were more questions before continuing. “Finally, I must tell you that the platform will be charmed for added complexity. It will not be stationary and will act as your opponent just as much as the other champions. That is all I can say about it at this time but be sure to keep it in mind.”
That piqued Hadrian’s interest.
Charmed, he wondered. ‘Not stationary’ could mean so many things and the possibilities had his thoughts swirling. The spell work needed to manipulate large-scale environments could be incredibly complex depending on what you were trying to do, and he was positively salivating at the idea at seeing what they came up with.
“Now, after the duel has finished and any injuries have been seen to, barring any significant issues, we will be holding the ceremony back on the pitch. The winner will be awarded the Triwizard Cup and the monetary prize. Food will be served on the grounds for all the special guests and a handful of the press, and the three of you will be expected to attend for a short time. Afterwards, you will be taken back to your school areas where you may celebrate with your peers.” Malfoy stared at them.
“Are there any more questions?” he asked.
“Yes, actually,” Hadrian said, holding up his wrist. The sleeve of his blazer slipped down enough that the silver bracelet was visible. “I know these will be taken off for the task, but I wanted to check that that would be the last time we wore them?”
Malfoy tilted his head, expression not quite suspicious. “That was our intention, however given the circumstances surrounding the previous tasks, it was decided that you would wear them until after the celebrations ended. Just in case.”
“Yes,” Maxime cut in softly, “tell me, Minister, ‘ow are the investigations coming along?”
Hadrian glanced up at her questioningly, but her steely eyes were fixed on the man in front of them. He frowned, confused for only a second before he realised that she was talking about the werewolf.
He had not given the investigation regarding the attack much thought since his conversation with Lécuyer, though he did remember she had not sounded hopeful about the results. The sudden reminder of that night made him uncomfortable, his neck prickling as he heard the faint crack echo in his ears. His eyes dropped to the stone floor as he forced himself to breathe evenly.
There was nothing to be ashamed of, Hadrian told himself.
His hands, which had curled into fists, relaxed.
Malfoy gave them a thin smile. “Ongoing,” he answered shortly, “but rest assured that Britain is cooperating fully, and that the other ministers are being kept apprised of the situation. I’m sure you can understand that this is not something I can talk about candidly, Headmistress.”
The man’s eyes darted to Hadrian before sliding right over to the rest of the assembled group. “Now, if there are no other questions, I think we can all return to what we were doing. Thank you for your time.”
With one last look at his son, Malfoy swept from the room. Hadrian saw the sour expression on his headmistress’ face and had to smother his amusement.
He leaned close to Draco, raising his eyebrows. “That was a quick exit.”
Draco gave him a half-hearted glare, then sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “They haven’t made much progress with figuring out what happened,” he admitted quietly.
“Not surprising,” he murmured to himself. Fingers brushed against his outer arm then, claiming his attention.
“I am returning to class,” Maxime informed him. She glanced over at Draco, then continued, “Be on time for your next lesson.”
“I will,” Hadrian agreed, grateful for the unspoken permission. She smiled at him, squeezing his arm once before she made her way to the door. Karkaroff and Kaiser were quick to follow, neither of them intending on sticking around.
“Mr. Evans,” Yaxley said after the two had disappeared through the doorway.
Hadrian blinked at being addressed by the man, momentarily startled. Yaxley had been so quiet during the meeting that he had forgotten he was there. For the headmaster of such a prestigious school the man could be shockingly underwhelming.
“Sir?”
Yaxley watched him, head tilted in thought. He was difficult to read but at least there was nothing overly hostile in his regard. “I’m glad to see you’ve recovered,” he said after a pause, “and I look forward to seeing how you do in the upcoming task. I have a feeling the three of you will put on an…interesting display for us all.”
Hadrian wondered if that was a compliment or not. The tone certainly left room for doubt.
He debated on how to respond but fortunately Yaxley appeared uninterested in continuing the conversation further. The man turned neatly to Draco and nodded in farewell, then headed for the door as well, leaving Draco and Hadrian alone.
“That was odd,” he remarked, crossing his arms, and frowning slightly.
Draco met his curious look with a shrug. “Yaxley has always been strange,” he said, unconcerned.
Hadrian pursed his lips but put the strange interaction to the side. “So, what else have you heard about the investigation?” he asked.
“Nothing concrete,” Draco said. “They still have no idea how it got through the wards – if someone helped it or if it was just a freak accident. I think father is getting pressured for answers. Your minister is apparently quite tenacious.”
Hadrian smiled at the descriptor. “That she is,” he agreed.
Draco snorted, rolling his eyes as they both began to walk to the door. “Anyway, what’s this about an assessment panel for you?”
“Ah. Heard about that, did you?”
“Obviously,” Draco said dryly, closing the door behind them as they stepped into the hallway. “They had to tell my father so he could make arrangements. Why do you need a panel?”
Hadrian flapped a hand. “It’s nothing, just some hoops I need to jump through to formalise my graduation. They’ll assess my performance at the duel and grade me based on that.”
Draco made a noise in the back of his throat, thinking it over. They came to a split in the hall and Hadrian drifted towards the left passage. The next round of classes would be starting soon, and he had a long way to walk before he reached it. Albert had agreed to bring his things to their next lesson if he had not finished his meeting in time to come back, so he should just head to the next room.
“I’ve got to get to class,” he said, clapping the other boy on the shoulder. “I’ll see you around?”
Draco smiled lightly, nodding. “I’ve got lunch next, but we can sit together at dinner?”
“I’ll look for you,” Hadrian agreed happily.
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The crowds were beginning to thin out as the first lunch rush died down, and Draco leaned his head back against the wall. Idly, he studied one of the closest paintings.
“Draco!”
He looked down at the call to see Hermione hurrying towards him. She was flushed, probably having run the whole way here, and her sheepish expression told him that she had forgotten the time.
More amused than annoyed, Draco stayed slouched until she reached him. It was always hard to compete for Hermione’s attention when exams rolled around, but for years they had always tried to meet up for meals no matter how busy their days were.
Hermione stopped next to him, her hands quickly patting down her skirt as she gave him an apologetic grin. “Sorry,” she said.
He shook his head, his smile breaking through. “It’s fine. Now, come on,” he said, herding her inside.
They claimed an empty stretch of the Ravenclaw table to themselves and Hermione dropped into the seat beside him, huffing and trying without success to get her hair out of her face. Strands were falling out of her ponytail, and he had to crush the itch in his fingers to brush them back; instead perching his chin in his palm. He watched her struggle and took a sip from his fresh glass of water.
She caught him staring and instantly skewered him with a glare. “Don’t,” she warned.
“I didn’t say anything.”
“I can see you thinking, and I don’t want to hear it.”
Draco snorted, and wisely changed the topic. “How’s your Arithmancy revision going?”
Hermione groaned, cupping her hands over her face – which said everything, really. Draco patted her on the shoulder and started plating them up some food.
“I feel like I’m dreaming in numbers now,” she complained, kneading her palms into her eyes. “I love the subject, I do, but I swear the course work is disproportionate to every other class. I can’t spend two weeks just reviewing Arithmancy when I still have Defence and Potions and Ancient Runes to do as well.”
“You have my sympathy,” he said, taking a bite from his chicken. “But you’re worrying too much. You still have plenty of time to revise everything.”
Hermione whacked him softly on the arm. “That’s not the point,” she grumbled, looking miserable as she picked up a few grapes and popped them into her mouth. She chewed mulishly, though her frustration fizzled out gradually, and as she turned to study him a strange emotion spread over her face.
She opened her mouth, then closed it, pressing her lips tightly together as she always did when she had something to say but was not sure how it would be received.
“What?” he asked, wiping his hands on his napkin.
“Nothing,” she said quietly. “I guess I’m just worried about you. The next task is so close, and I know you’re a brilliant dueller, I know. I’m just…” She bit her lip and looked away, unable to finish the thought.
Draco softened and knocked his knee against hers under the table. “I’ll be fine,” he promised.
Hermione frowned, her concern blazing bright in her eyes, and reached out to grasp his hand in both of hers. She traced her thumb over his knuckles, staring down at the point of contact. “I know you will be,” she murmured. “And I know it’s selfish of me, but I wish you weren’t a champion. Seeing you in constant danger scares me. I know you’re talented and strong, but so is Kaiser, and Hadrian has been winning duelling competitions for years if what his classmates are saying is true. Anything can happen and…I just worry.”
Draco squeezed her hand back, sighing even though he was touched by her words. “I’ll admit that it will be a hard match. Kaiser is definitely a wildcard, but her weird obsession with fighting Evans will work in my favour. And Evans is powerful, but we can count on him to at least not murder me during the duel.”
His joke fell flat, only drawing a dim smile from Hermione.
“I suppose that’s true,” she agreed, slowly releasing his hand, and sitting back. “Hadrian isn’t the type. Kaiser though, she strikes me as someone who gets a little too –”
“Bloodthirsty?” Draco offered, crossing his arms, leaning his elbows on the table as Hermione ate a few pieces of chicken. “Honestly, I think I will be in the clear for most of it. Things have been brewing between those two since Evans won the first task, and I know he’s still smarting over what happened in the forest.”
Hermione hummed, scowling at the memory. “She was awful. You think they’ll definitely go at each other during the duel?” she asked.
Draco shrugged, casting his eyes across the hall swiftly to make sure no one was close enough to overhear them. “It’s inevitable. Kaiser crossed a line, and Evans can hold a grudge. If I can keep them focussed on each other until someone is taken out, then I’ll have a better chance. Merlin, maybe I’ll get lucky, and they will take each other out completely?” He chuckled at the idea.
Hermione smiled as well, more subdued, but lighter than before. “Maybe. Who would you rather duel if only one of them gets eliminated?”
“Kaiser,” Draco answered immediately. “She’d be brutal, no doubt, but Evans seems to think more abstractly. I would rather face someone powerful and relatively straightforward than someone powerful and creative.”
He lowered his voice as a group of Hufflepuffs walked past. “Either way, it won’t be a pleasant match. Father and the council have greenlit everything but the Unforgiveables. There won’t be any consequences if someone is killed, and judging by the meeting we just had, Evans and Kaiser are both ready and able to bring every curse and spell they know to the table.”
Hermione’s face was grave. She looked down at her plate, her lashes hiding her eyes from view. Draco watched her cautiously, prepared for any reaction, only for her to tip her head back and let out another deep sigh.
“Just…promise me again that you will stay safe.”
“I will,” Draco told her. “I’ll do everything I can to get through it.”
Hermione swallowed, nodding rapidly, and nibbled at an apple slice. After a few seconds she peeked at him from the corner of her eye.
“I’ll help you practice next week,” she said. “We can have some mock duels and practice some spells, alright?”
Draco breathed quietly in relief. He knew she did not enjoy using curses and the fact that she offered made him feel flushed. “Thank you,” he said.
She snorted softly, swaying towards him so she could nudge him with her elbow. “You’re welcome.”
OoO
It was remarkable how unexpected life’s twists and turns could be. Unexpected, and utterly thrilling.
Voldemort reached over to dip the nib of his quill into the inkwell, using the chance to glance at his current company.
Hadrian was sitting on the ground on the other side of the room, slumped against the wall comfortably. The boy had resolutely rejected his offer of transfiguring a proper desk for him to use, as he had every time he visited his office; preferring to balance a simple lap-desk precariously on his bent leg. His other leg was stretched out flat on the carpet, and a textbook sat open by his hip.
The awkward posture hardly seemed to bother Hadrian, his own quill gliding smoothly over his parchment as he finished whatever piece of homework he was absorbed with.
The whole scene was reminiscent of his own time at school – of days where he would find an alcove or window seat to do his schoolwork away from prying eyes.
He had never sought out a teacher’s office, though.
When Hadrian had first come to him after their encounter at the lake and asked if he could study here, Voldemort had been more bemused than anything. He had agreed to it, of course, because he was endlessly charmed by Hadrian’s brazen nature and because he had understood the meaning behind the request – and had revelled in it.
Trust. Companionship.
Different and understated when compared to the boy’s rather lovely declaration on the shore, but just as strong. Just as significant. Another priceless piece of himself offered up willingly.
Voldemort’s eyes grew hooded, his thoughts straying back to that night over a month ago now. To the dinner and conversation they had shared. To the taste of Hadrian’s mouth and the marks they had left on each other.
To the tie he still had carefully folded in his drawer.
Hadrian had been so warm and pliant beneath his hands, arching into his touch without shame or restraint. He had been so delightful like that, and Voldemort felt a brief stab of impatient desire.
Sometimes he regretted not pushing for more. These past weeks had laid out countless opportunities where he could have effortlessly pressed his advantage, chances where he could have reeled Hadrian in and led them through the door to his quarters for a repeat of their night together.
Hadrian would let him, he knew. The boy was full of coy glances and leading comments, teasing and more playful than usual once the office door was closed.
It would be all too easy, and yet every time Voldemort refrained.
“You’re staring,” Hadrian said distractedly, reading over what he had just written with a dubious squint. He picked the parchment up and clicked his tongue in self-recrimination. “That doesn’t make any sense,” he muttered, scratching out a full line.
“Am I not permitted to?” Voldemort asked, giving up the pretence of doing his own work.
Hadrian’s green eyes cut to him for a second. “I’ll allow it,” the boy said with a smirk. “Though I know I must look a mess,” he continued, running a hand through his hair pointedly.
He looked beautiful just as he was – hair tousled, blazer discarded, tie loose and shirt rumpled. Hadrian was dishevelled in the most enticing way.
“You do look awful,” Voldemort said breezily, putting the assignment he was marking off to the side. “I was wondering when your shoulders would finally protest your terrible posture.”
Hadrian snickered as he straightened so he was no longer curled over his makeshift desk. “Better?” he asked, dry as a desert. “You know, I never would have taken you for such a stickler. Not over something like my posture,” he dragged the last word out with an exaggerated amount of pomp.
“I am a teacher at my core, Hadrian,” Voldemort replied. “And a teacher should be concerned about things that can negatively impact a student’s performance – up to and including their posture.”
“Uh huh, sure,” the boy said, rolling his eyes, irreverent down to his bones. He cleared his lap and hopped to his feet, the thin stack of papers he had been writing on crinkling in his hand as he made his way towards Voldemort. There was no hesitation in Hadrian as he approached, no hint of trepidation, and he had to marvel at that.
Voldemort enjoyed the fear and respect from all that met him. He basked in the worship, the devotion, and savoured the divinity so many ascribed to him. Being seen as a step above everyone around him was a heady thing, but there was something endearing about how Hadrian treated him.
The fact that if this were anyone else, he would have them beaten and bloodied, would have had their tongues ripped out for the disrespect, only made the distinction more obvious.
Hadrian circled around and perched himself on the edge of his desk, one foot planted firmly on the ground while the other dangled in the air. His eyes held a spark of amusement in them, faint and goading, though neither of them commented on it.
The silence grew, not tense but heavy all the same, then Hadrian thrust his handful of papers right under Voldemort’s nose. “Can you check over these for me?”
Voldemort stared at him stonily.
“What?” Hadrian asked, barely suppressing a cheeky grin. “It’s not for your class, so it’s not like I’m cheating.”
He looked down at the parchment, eyes skimming only a few sentences to recognise the subject, before returning to what was far more interesting to him. He did not take the papers. “Why would I mark your Charms essay?”
“Why wouldn’t you?” Hadrian replied swiftly, gently shaking the papers as if to coax him. “I’m not asking you to mark it, I just want you to look at it and tell me if the argument is sound. It will take you five minutes, if that.”
“My time is precious,” Voldemort said, if only because he knew it would amuse the other.
As predicted, a small smile crept onto Hadrian’s lips. The boy leaned down, temptation seeping into every line of his body, and cocked his head. “Please?” he asked.
“You have grown far too comfortable around me,” Voldemort told him, reaching out to take the papers and dropping them on top of the next fifth-year assignment he was supposed to be grading.
Hadrian smiled, kicking his leg back and forth idly. “You like it,” he said, just shy of smug.
Voldemort did not dignify that with a response. It did not matter though, because he could feel the warmth bubbling along their bond, fresh and sweet, bursting with happiness. It was addictive, as was the knowledge that he was the cause of such a pure emotion.
He wondered, again, how Lily Potter could ever be so foolish as to jeopardise her son’s affection for her. She had had an undisputed grip on Hadrian’s loyalty for years, and yet she had made mistake after mistake with him, slowly wearing away at the strings she had so cleverly entrapped her son with.
“If you had found me even a year ago,” he remembered Hadrian whispering, “I would have tried to kill you too.”
They had both changed so much in so little time. It was truly a miracle that they had even reached this point.
If even one thing had been different between them, if they had not been precisely who they were when the truth was revealed to them, if Hadrian had not been so intriguing, or had not been as quietly desperate for his independence as he was, then they might not have ended up here at all.
And that would have been a tragedy.
But thoughts like that were dangerous, so Voldemort distracted himself by focussing on the essay in front of him.
Sitting with Hadrian beside him, the other’s thigh close enough to feel the heat of him, was strangely peaceful. The boy hummed a song Voldemort did not recognise under his breath – nothing particularly impressive, and it was all too easy to sink into the flow of Hadrian’s written word with that as a backdrop.
His status as the best student Beauxbatons had to offer had been made abundantly clear over the course of the year, and though Hadrian shone predominantly in practical tasks, his essays were nothing to scoff at. Voldemort made a few comments as he went – word suggestions, potential sources to lend more credibility to his points, small grammatical corrections – and felt the same flicker of pride he always did when he came across a student that so obviously cared.
Students that poured so much effort into what they produced and that actively sought to improve themselves were always his favourites. Hadrian was naturally talented in most of his subjects, but he was by no means complacent with his education. He worked hard for his grades, and it showed in every sentence he put to paper.
Voldemort finished making one last remark when he registered the sudden lack of noise. He glanced up to see Hadrian’s attention elsewhere, his eyes pinned on Nagini. She was coiled up on the sun-warmed stones near the window and had not moved in the hours they had been here.
There was a peculiar emotion in Hadrian’s eyes; fascination marred by frustration, but clinical in a way he could not describe. Voldemort opened his mouth to ask, but Hadrian beat him to it.
“What is it like for you? Speaking Parseltongue?”
He put his quill down and leaned back, hand coming up to lightly rest against his chin. Hadrian was absently chewing on his bottom lip, still fixated on Nagini as Voldemort considered his response.
“Why do you wish to know?” he asked.
Hadrian stiffened at the question, blinking rapidly as if he just realised what he had asked.
Suspicion prickled along the back of Voldemort’s neck, and he took care to hide it from their bond. This was hardly the first time someone had been curious about his ability, yet Hadrian’s reaction spoke of something more than academic interest.
He looked at his familiar while he waited for Hadrian’s reply. Her eyes flicked open at his attention, her dark tongue tasting the air twice before she began to move. Her large body dragged against the floor, scales scraping softly as she came towards him.
“Master,” she greeted, and Hadrian’s leg stopped swinging. He was smart enough to know that she was speaking even if he could not understand it.
Nagini lifted her head up to brush against his outstretched hand, accepting his caress as she angled her head at Hadrian. Her tongue flickered out once more. “Your boy smells funny,” she informed him promptly, sounding confused. “He smells like you.”
From the corner of his eye, Voldemort noted how rigid Hadrian had become.
To see him this tense was odd – he had never shown any discomfort around Parseltongue before, had even seemed to enjoy it the few times Voldemort had spoken to him in it. He turned back to Nagini, keeping his attention on Hadrian. “I would hope he does, my dear,” he said calmly, scratching her lightly.
This time there was no obvious reaction from the boy. Whatever had startled him when Nagini first spoke, he had regained his composure.
“Parseltongue is a magical language,” he began to explain, his own curiosity ignited now. Hadrian met his eyes, attentive and facinated. “Speaking it is as natural as breathing – like English and French might be for you. While others hear nothing but hisses, I can instinctively understand what is being said.”
“Does…it sound like English to you?” Hadrian asked, crossing his arms loosely over his stomach.
Voldemort tipped his head to the side, considering the question.
“…Yes,” he answered after a beat, even if that was not entirely true. Hadrian accepted it easily enough though, nodding as his gaze shifted back down to Nagini, his expression now thoughtful.
“Why did you ask?” he repeated.
The boy shrugged, his leg gently beginning to swing once more. “Curiosity,” he admitted, but there was something brewing on his side of the bond that made Voldemort’s eyes narrow.
That had not been a lie, but it was not the whole truth.
He tapped his fingers against the desk. Each click on his nails made Hadrian’s expression more furtive before he managed to smooth it over.
“Is something bothering you, Hadrian?” he asked, deliberately casual.
A jumble of feelings trickled through to him almost instantly – wariness, anticipation, a touch of panic – and Voldemort raised an eyebrow. Hadrian had always had commendable control over himself though it was only now that he had direct access to the boy’s emotions that he could appreciate the mask fully. Not a hint of his turmoil touched his face.
“You’ve been coming by more often this week,” he continued. “And you look anxious.”
For a second, he thought Hadrian might retreat, that he might hide away whatever secret he was holding tight to his chest, but instead the boy closed his eyes and sighed.
“Raina’s father is coming to Hogwarts in a few days,” Hadrian told him bluntly, and it was so far removed from anything Voldemort had been expecting, that he was completely thrown. “He’s part of the aristocracy, an old family, though he took a step back from politics after his wife died. He’s coming to watch the third task, and Raina wants me to meet him. To…talk to him. I guess I’m just worried about it.”
The annoyance he had felt at the mention of Hadrian’s friend quickly exploded into a raging firestorm, the intensity of it making even Hadrian wince.
“Meeting the in-law?” Voldemort asked snidely.
Hadrian frowned, no guilt or embarrassment to be seen. “You know it’s not like that,” he said firmly.
“Of course,” he agreed, the words scraping out of his mouth. Beneath the desk he curled one hand into a fist.
Anger ricocheted between them. The only visible sign of it was the way Hadrian’s jaw clenched.
“When I go back to France I will probably be living with Raina and her father,” Hadrian announced then, throwing the words out like a challenge – a careless barb with unerring accuracy that had Voldemort biting down on the side of his cheek.
When I go back…
Never, he wanted the snarl. You think I will just let you go? Never.
Hadrian watched him, eyes dark and sharp, mouth pressed into a tight line. Every inch of him was expectant, daring him to speak.
Voldemort saw the challenge there, and slowly, he relaxed his jaw. He flattened his hand on the wooden surface, and breathed.
Don’t push, don’t smother, don’t pressure, he reminded himself.
He would lose all the ground he had gained if he tried to force Hadrian like that. If he wanted to keep this delicate balance between them, he could not afford to draw even the faintest of parallels between himself and Lily Potter’s controlling ways.
Even if it meant letting the Séverin family take Hadrian in.
“I’m sure you will enjoy your time with them.”
Silence.
A minute slipped by, then two, and the tension between them grew fraught. Hadrian’s eyes darted across his face, hunting for something unknown with an edge of desperation to him that confused Voldemort.
Finally, the boy scowled and slid off the desk. He reached over and grabbed his essay, crumpling it blindly in his hand. “Thank you for your time, Professor,” he said stiffly, and the use of his title was more jarring than the detached tone it was said in.
Hadrian walked back to where his things were littered and began to collect them, and then he was out the door without another word.
Voldemort watched him go, bewildered at the abrupt exit.
He felt, for some reason, as if he had failed a test.
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“Are you sure you’re okay to do this? He won’t mind if we reschedule.”
Hadrian looked at Raina, his frown vanishing as he raised his eyebrows.
She stopped walking, their linked arms forcing him to stop as well. “You have been troubled these last few days,” she said carefully. “I didn’t want to push you to talk about it, I figured you would mention it if it was something you needed help with. But if you’re worried about Father…you don’t have to meet him today if you don’t want to. He won’t mind, and I don’t want to pressure you.”
Hadrian ducked his head and grinned ruefully. “It’s nothing to do with this, and it’s nothing you need to worry about,” he told her, covering her hand with his. “I would love to meet your father, so long as he’s still willing.”
Raina studied him, her expression a little too knowing. He had not told her of his desire to stay in Britain yet, nor of his most recent meeting with Riddle, but that did not seem to matter – she could read him like a book most days.
“He’s willing. I told you, this is just a formality. The offer is there for whenever you need it. If you ever do,” she added pointedly but gently.
Hadrian took a deep breath, smiling at her softly. “Thank you. Now, I suppose we should get this over with.”
Raina patted him fondly on the cheek twice, a bit of humour working its way onto her face. “That’s the spirit,” she chuckled. “Come, he has been looking forward to this meeting for months.”
“That’s not making me feel better,” he told her wryly as they started down the hallway again. This part of the castle had been sectioned off for the visiting dignitaries, giving them secure lodgings for their stay and keeping them separated from the students. In the last week, thanks to the final task, many of the rooms had found occupants.
His mother had her rooms on this floor, but Hadrian had not stopped by since their fight. He had no idea if she had even returned to the school, and he was not quite willing to check.
Eventually they came to the correct door, distinguishable from all the others only by the golden number that was newly painted on the dark wood. Raina turned to him once more, tilting her head in question, and Hadrian nodded, not giving himself time to think on it.
She knocked, loud and firm, three times.
Moments passed before the door swung open, and then Hadrian was confronted with the stern face of Olivier Séverin.
He had seen pictures of the man before, both in newspapers and in the frames that Raina kept in her room, but there was something downright spinous about Olivier that did not translate through a simple photo.
He looked rougher than the other lords and ladies that made up France’s elite circles. His skin was tanned and weathered from weeks spent in harsh environments with few luxuries; and he seemed to favour simpler clothes – things he could move in unobstructed. There was an air of practicality hovering around Olivier, and even the way he held himself spoke plainly of all manners of experience. This was by no means a soft man.
But it was his eyes, Hadrian decided, that were Olivier’s most defining feature.
Big and dark, they commanded the attention of whoever they fell on. Brimming with knowledge and secrets and other untold things, they flayed Hadrian alive as they met and held his gaze in a vice-like grip.
If he were not intimately familiar with what it felt like, Hadrian would have suspected the man to be a Legilimens.
“Raina, darling, it is wonderful to see you,” Olivier greeted, releasing Hadrian to embrace his daughter warmly instead.
Hadrian took the chance to shake off the lingering sensation of being stripped bare.
“Father,” Raina replied, leaning into his arms, and pressing a kiss to his cheek with a dazzling smile. The two of them were as different as day and night when they stood next to each other, sharing only a passing resemblance. There was such tender affection between them though that Hadrian would never doubt their relation.
He swallowed, his eyes dipping away from their reunion, trying to ignore the pang of longing in his chest.
“Hadrian, this is my father, Olivier Séverin,” Raina introduced, turning so she was facing both of them. “And Father, this is my dear friend, Hadrian Evans.”
“Hadrian Evans,” Olivier echoed, his rich voice wrapping around Hadrian’s name. “A pleasure to finally meet you.” It was hard to pick what the man felt about his presence, his tone was so perfectly neutral.
Still, when Olivier held out his hand Hadrian gripped it firmly, shaking only briefly before letting his hand drop back to his side. “Lord Séverin,” he returned with a respectful dip of his head. “It is an honour.”
The man hummed, opening the door wider and gesturing for them to enter. “We’ll see,” he said ominously. “Come in, we have much to discuss.”
Raina gave Hadrian a helpless shrug, and then squeezed him encouragingly on his arm as she slipped inside the suite. Her father homed in on the touch, though he remained frustratingly placid.
His inability to read the man made Hadrian’s chest feel tight, unease rising up to clog his throat, but with Olivier watching him so closely he could not afford to show any weakness.
Hadrian followed Raina inside, down into the open sitting room. He tensed, shoulders locking instinctively, when Olivier brushed past him and folded himself down onto one of the seats smoothly. The man waved a hand, causing a silver tray with three cups and a pot of what had to be coffee to float towards them and settle down on the low table between them.
Raina sat down, looking completely at ease if not for the slight press of her lips together. She busied herself with preparing their drinks, already knowing how each of them took it, while Hadrian claimed the last seat for himself. He could not help how stiffly he sat, and he hated how clearly uncomfortable he must seem.
He did not understand – he had never had any issues speaking to Éric. Why did Olivier make him feel so flat-footed?
Raina passed him one of the crisp white mugs and Hadrian thanked her quietly. The coffee smelt delicious, and the heat of it seeped into his fingers where he held the handle. He was grateful for it as it gave him something to focus on while he collected himself.
He clenched his jaw and tried to ignore the way Olivier stared at him.
Off to a strong start, he thought somewhat bitterly. He had barely exchanged ten words with the man, and he was already on the verge panicking. Pathetic.
“How was your trip, Father?” Raina asked, destroying the encroaching silence, and gracefully pushing through the awkwardness surrounding them. She blew on her drink and took a sip, turning her body towards her father politely.
“Well enough, though dreadfully boring,” Olivier said, “Getting to Britain is a chore with all of their restrictions, but once the requests were approved it was a smooth process.”
“And your work?” Raina prompted, her eyes darting to Hadrian almost too swiftly to notice. “I know you finished up weeks ago, but did anything interesting happen?”
Olivier paused long enough to have a mouthful of coffee, then smiled at his daughter. “We uncovered some interesting runes at one of the sites, but until they are decoded there is nothing more for me to do. I will likely return once the team sends word. Until then I will be cleaning up our analysis of the temple we were working on.”
Hadrian stared down at his own drink, eyes distant as he listened to them speak more about Olivier’s exploits in Oman. It was fascinating, really, but he struggled to make sense of their words. His normally sharp mind was distracted, instead focussing on how calm and relaxed the two were with each other.
It was a foreign concept to him, and Hadrian could not help but compare them to his own relationship with his mother.
There had always been a tension of some kind between Hadrian and Lily – a festering wound of all the things that they both could not resist picking at. It had almost felt like a game, most days, like they had been caught in a competition to see which of them could hurt the other the most.
Both of them were a mess of sharp edges and cutting remarks, scratching up against each other and drawing blood in as many ways as they could; then Hadrian would relent, and it would begin again.
The two of them together were volatile, nothing at all like the soft affection he could so plainly see between Olivier and Raina.
Hadrian’s hands tightened around his mug as he grappled with the sudden feeling of being cheated.
“– appreciate the interest in my work, darling, I believe we have stalled long enough.”
He blinked, jarred from his depressing thoughts at those words. Hadrian looked up and found himself once again pinned beneath the weight of Olivier’s attention. There was judgement in those dark eyes, and he automatically straightened, shoulders drawing tight as his stomach clenched nervously.
“Father –” Raina started to say, leaning forward as if prepared to stand between them. Olivier held up a gently quelling hand though, and Raina stopped short, shooting Hadrian an apologetic, wary glance.
Hadrian met her eyes, and perhaps she found some assurance in his steady gaze, for she sat back fully. An unhappy frown tugged at her lips, but she nodded at him, accepting his unspoken request without complaint.
“Evans,” Olivier said, his tone leached of all warmth. Hadrian returned his focus to the man. “My daughter has generously asked me to extend to you an invitation into our house. While I have agreed, I wish to know the reason behind this.” He paused, placing his cup on its saucer so he could brace his elbows on his chair arms and steeple his fingers together. Olivier’s eyes were merciless, drilling under Hadrian’s skin like he might uncover all his secrets if only he peeled back enough layers. “Tell me about your mother.”
Hadrian was surprised, though he tried his best not to show it.
He had not expected Olivier to outright ask him, far too used to the dancing nature of most polite conversations. It was more than a little rude as well, definitely not something Olivier would normally be able to demand if they were in public, and he could see the mortification flash across Raina’s face.
They were not in public though, and Hadrian could understand why Olivier had chosen this approach. He appreciated the bluntness, even if discussing this topic with a stranger made his insides squirm.
Hadrian set his jaw and took a single, fortifying breath. “My mother and I have a difficult relationship,” he began, thinking carefully how much he should reveal. Raina had mentioned that she had told her father the bare minimum – that Hadrian and his mother had had a fight, and that living together was no longer tenable.
He considered Olivier closely, then continued, “The way she raised me was, I have been reliably informed, unusual. A lot of issues have been brewing between us as a result of that and they’ve recently come to a head. We had a falling out, and I made the choice to take a step back from her because I no longer feel…” he swallowed, looking away, “safe returning to France to live with her.”
Olivier’s expression remained unchanged, though his eyes had hardened. “So, you had an argument with your mother and got upset enough that running away was a more desirable option than trying to fix things?” He tilted his head, lips pursing, “You know, in my day we respected our elders.”
“Father!” Raina snapped, swinging around to stare at him, aghast.
Hadrian gritted his teeth, crushing down the instinctive wave of anger and pain that crashed through him.
He could see the way Olivier was watching him, seemingly ignoring the horrified and betrayed look from his daughter, and it was that scrutiny that allowed Hadrian to push through the chill growing in his chest.
The question hurt, but it was meant to. This was a test.
“I do respect my mother,” he said, and his voice was taut with his frustration. “I just can’t trust her.”
“And why is that?” Olivier asked, pouncing on the opening immediately.
“Because she doesn’t have my best interests at heart,” Hadrian replied stiffly. “Because she tried to force me to do things I don’t want to do.”
The man’s lips curled. “What things?”
Hadrian narrowed his eyes, knuckles whitening from how he gripped his mug. “Nothing that concerns you.”
Olivier hummed, a thousand and one thoughts zipping through his eyes. “Tell me, Evans,” he said softly, “why should I let you into my home? Why should I allow you around my daughter? I can see all the lies you keep – why shouldn’t I rescind my offer right now? You could be more trouble than you are worth.”
“Enough!” Raina hissed, slamming her mug down on the table, the coffee sloshing over the rim and splattering on the polished wood. She glared at her father, her eyes downright poisonous. “I told you not to push him. You promised me that you would respect his boundaries. You told me you wouldn’t do this!”
There were tears blurring her eyes, and Hadrian tucked his chin low to his chest.
He could not stand to see her cry.
Hadrian bit on his bottom lip hard enough to taste blood.
“I can’t believe you,” Raina was saying, her words tangled up in anger. “You’re being cruel for no reason –”
“I am looking after my family,” Olivier interjected, utterly calm. Unruffled in the face of his daughter’s rage. “I know nothing of this boy. I know he carries too many secrets to be safe.” His voice softened as he said, “I know you are blinded by your friendship, Raina, and I do not wish to invite danger into our home without knowing the face it wears.”
“That’s not –”
“It’s okay,” Hadrian said, barely above a murmur, yet it was enough to stop Raina instantly. He cleared his throat awkwardly, looking up at her and giving a brief, if empty and unenthusiastic, smile. “I can’t blame him for being suspicious, Raina. If it were my child I would be just as aggressive. More so, actually.”
He turned his eyes to Olivier, his respect for the man rising as he acknowledged his reasonings for the harsh reception. He could not hold it against someone that just wanted to protect Raina, especially not when Olivier was right in his assessment.
Hadrian was dangerous, just not in the ways most people suspected. He was embroiled in a web of lies, a walking scandal just waiting to happen, and anyone connected to him was at risk due to the very large shadow the Dark Lord cast over him.
Olivier had every right to want to know just who he was bringing into his house. And Hadrian, strangely enough, found himself willing to share.
“You want the truth?” he asked, putting his mug on the table and sitting back, crossing his legs and laying his hands in his lap comfortably. “Fine.”
“Hadrian,” Raina said, reaching out to him. “You don’t have to.”
“No,” he said, tipping his head towards her. “I do. It’s fine, Raina. It wouldn’t be fair of me to ask for anything without providing some peace of mind for your father.”
For the first time, Olivier actually looked uncertain, and Hadrian gave him a brittle smile. He could not say he was pleased to see the crack in the man’s mask, but it was relieving in a way to catch a glimpse of something more human beneath the cold front.
He decided to start at the beginning.
“My name isn’t Hadrian Evans,” he said, voice bland and flat. “I was born Harry James Potter, son of James and Lily Potter, right here in Britain. My parents were members of Albus Dumbledore’s personal force – the Order of the Phoenix, and when I was fifteen months old, we were attacked by Voldemort.”
Olivier’s eyes widened, though whether it was from the sudden revelation or his easy use of the Dark Lord’s name, Hadrian could not be bothered to tell.
“My father sacrificed himself to give my mother and I a chance to escape. She decided to flee to another country – some place close enough to keep an eye on Voldemort’s movements while far enough away to provide some measure of protection. She chose France, both because of its location and because of the general political climate. Now, obviously I don’t quite remember those first few years, but I did grow up fearing that at any moment Death Eaters were going to come break down our door and murder my mother and I.”
Raina’s hand hovered in the air between their chairs, an offer for support should he need it, but Hadrian kept his attention on Olivier, watching the curious play of emotions on the man’s face.
“My mother raised me strictly. I learned to fight as soon as I could hold a wand, and failure wasn’t something I was allowed to experience. It was all under the guise of preparing me in case the worst came to pass, but in reality, my mother was training me to one day kill Voldemort. To get revenge for my father’s death.”
There was the flicker of indignation Raina usually exhibited at this part of the story, and it was strange to see it mirrored on her father’s face.
“Of course, I wasn’t expected to face him alone. My mother wanted me to become minister and use France to crush him instead. I was expected to be perfect – perfect grades, perfect reputation, perfect allies. Everything to make my ascension to the position as smooth as possible. As you can imagine, things didn’t go according to plan. The tournament happened, and against my wishes I was named champion, forcing me to participate in this stupid farce.”
Hadrian waved a hand in the air, glossing over the details. It had been so long ago at this point that he hardly remembered what those first few days after the announcement had been like. “After I was injured in the first task, Voldemort used the chance to enter my mind because he’s nosy and incapable of minding his own business.”
Raina’s lips twitched at that, though Olivier’s face creased at Hadrian’s glib remark.
“He uncovered my identity, and I expected him to kill me, given that I’ve had a hit out on me since I was a baby. But fortunately, he had grown to like me in our short acquaintanceship. Rather than brutally murder me for existing, he’s preferred to try and recruit me.”
He paused just long enough to wet his lips before ploughing on, because he was barely holding on to his unaffected act and he desperately wanted this meeting to be over. “Against my better judgement, I had begun to enjoy Voldemort’s company too. I no longer wanted to kill him. My mother took exception to that, and we had a fight that ended in her essentially disowning me because I refused to be her pawn anymore.”
Hadrian turned to Raina then, “Raina was the first person I told all of this to, and her support has been invaluable to me. She was kind enough to suggest this arrangement, but I can understand if you find me too much trouble, Lord Séverin.”
Clinging to the last vestiges of his calm, Hadrian reached for his mug once more and took a long drink. It gave him a few precious moments to pretend he had not just revealed all of that to a man that could ruin him with one word.
The silence quickly grew stifling once more. Raina was biting her bottom lip, her eyes shooting between Hadrian and her father with concern, but she tellingly did not speak.
They both stared at Olivier, tensely awaiting his reaction. The man’s gaze was fixated on the table, his brows furrowed harshly as he digested what he had heard. His hands were braced against each other, the tips of his fingers trembling from how hard the pads were being pressed together.
He looked troubled, and if Hadrian had the energy to feel vindictive, he might have enjoyed the genuine discomfort he could see forming on Olivier’s face.
But all he felt was tired. Discussing who he was, bringing all those years of secrecy into the light was always exhausting, no matter how many times he did it, or how little he actually revealed.
He put his empty mug back down, and finally lifted his hand out towards Raina’s. She wordlessly grasped it, entwining their fingers, and squeezed his gently, before letting their joined hands just hang limply between them.
“I –” Olivier began, only to cut himself off and shake his head. Hadrian observed the man cautiously, preparing himself for anything.
“This was not what I expected. I am sorry, Hadrian,” Olivier murmured. He looked up then, and Hadrian was startled to see such obvious distress on the man’s face. “I…your mother. Did she ever…?” he struggled to find the words.
Hadrian tilted his head, frowning, trying to guess what he was attempting to ask. “She had never been physical if that’s what you’re asking. She’s only hit me once.”
Olivier shook his head, closing his eyes and pressing his lips together. “This training you mentioned – what did it entail?”
Confused, he glanced at Raina, only to see her nodding in encouragement. He turned back to Olivier and shrugged, “It was…training. Casting spells, improving my reaction time, studying curses and counter-curses.”
“Dark magic?” Olivier asked, his expression grim.
Hadrian nodded, still thrown.
“Do you remember when she first had you use Dark magic?” he asked, his tone far softer than it had been.
Hadrian tried to think back. Most of his early childhood was a blur to him, the days blending together into a mess of faint impressions, so it was hard to pinpoint an exact age. “I suppose…I started around ten or eleven? Mother never – she didn’t push me to learn it, she’s a Light witch, so she could only teach me so much. I mostly had to learn on my own – researching in the Beauxbatons library during the holidays. It…it made sense. She wanted me to fight a Dark Lord, so I thought if I could use Dark magic as well…” he trailed off, grimacing when he realised he was defending her.
Olivier rubbed at his mouth, sighing heavily. “She had you actively using Dark magic at such a young age? She was encouraging you to learn it without a proper teacher to guide you?”
His displeasure was clear, though Hadrian was thankful that the irritation in his voice was not aimed at him. He shifted in his seat, embarrassed at the sorrow in Olivier’s eyes when the man looked at him again. “She made you into a soldier.”
Hadrian’s throat tightened, and Raina’s fingers flexed around his.
“It wasn’t –”
“You were a child,” Olivier said, his voice firm but not harsh.
And Hadrian knew that. He knew it. He had said many times to himself and others that the way he was raised had not been right.
He knew that.
But having someone else say it – someone that was not his friend, or Riddle, or anyone with any emotional ties to him – made a cold flush work down his neck and into his chest. His breathing hitched and he had to look away, overwhelmed.
“Hadrian?” Raina called softly, shifting in her seat as if she were fully prepared to leap up and hug him.
“I’m fine,” he replied, keeping his gaze pointed at his knees. His cheeks flared at his reaction.
“You are not,” Olivier remarked, “and I apologise for how I acted towards you. I did not know the details regarding your mother and you, but I should have trusted my daughter and respected her warnings.”
Hadrian frowned at the deliberate pause, his eyes flicking up to meet Olivier’s, which was apparently what the man had been waiting for.
“I am sorry, Hadrian,” he said once more.
“You were just looking out for your family,” Hadrian said, swallowing. “You had no reason to trust me. I understand, Lord Séverin.”
“Olivier,” he offered swiftly. “And regardless, I should have been kinder.”
Olivier stared at him a moment longer, then gave a small smile, “Allow me to make it up to you when you come to our manor.”
“Father?” Raina asked, looking back at him with wide, hopeful eyes.
Olivier tilted his head, shrugging easily even if some tension still clung to the edges of his expression. “I can hardly turn the boy away, Raina. I can be harsh, but I am not cruel.”
Hadrian sucked in quickly, relief cascading through him. “You mean…” he started to say, blinking rapidly.
Olivier’s smile widened, still tinged with sadness. “You may stay with us. For as long as you need.”
Notes:
So, no one be mean to Olivier - from his point of view, his suspicion was warranted. Hadrian can definitely come across as sus to an outsider.
Anyway, let me know your thoughts! I know we're speeding things up a bit, but next chapter we'll be getting to the third task, which I'm very excited for, and I hope you all are too!
As always, my tumblr is open if you want to come along to discover theories, scream at me, discuss new snippets or get some behind the scenes commentary! Thanks guys!
Chapter 57: Chapter Fifty Seven
Notes:
Sorry for the wait, lovelies! Real life and work have been really draining this year, so it took a while to get this one done!
This chapter is double the length of normal chapters and a lot happens in it, so hopefully that makes up for the delay :)
(I've also bumped the chapter count up a little just to cover my base. '63' probably won't be the final, final count, but it gives an idea at least.)
Enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The moment, when it came, caught him entirely by surprise.
He was exhausted, running on nothing but sheer will and desperation, and fuelled only by the knowledge that their deadline must be days away now. Pouring magic into the wards for weeks on end had strained his reserves beyond reason – so, when he felt the shift, as if a weight in the air was suddenly lifted enough for him to breathe, Sirius almost collapsed.
It was a small change, infinitesimal, but after so long of beating his magic uselessly against the invisible cage around him this tiny sign of progress had hope flooding through him like the sweetest ambrosia.
He stared down at his hands for a bewildered moment, shoulders heaving from the exertion, then came alive all at once. He scrambled to the front of his cell, latching onto the bars, and rattling them. “Lily!” he hissed, biting victory coating his voice. “Lily – I’ve done it!”
She was across from him in an instant, her thin hands gripping the bars of her own cell anxiously. “You broke the wards?” she asked.
Sirius shook his head. “Not yet,” he corrected, “just weakened them, but I think I can…” he trailed off, frowning in concentration. His magic thrummed, pulsating like an angry open wound as he coaxed it to obey; but Sirius ignored his burgeoning headache.
He had a target now, something to aim his waning strength towards, and he pierced the miniscule crack he had made in the wards with unerring accuracy.
It was inelegant, like trying to pry a hole through a sheet of glass; and the backlash made him feel as if he was being flayed.
But it worked.
Sirius choked out a gasp as the wards, glittering gold in his mind, abruptly shattered.
He listed forward, almost smacking his face into the bars before righting himself. “Son of a bitch,” he mumbled, “that hurt.” He licked his lip, the tip of his tongue catching the thin line of blood that slipped from his nose.
“Sirius?” Lily asked worriedly.
“Gimme a minute,” he groaned, closing his eyes, and trying to wait out the nausea. Breaking wards with brute force was never a gentle process, and the tremors racking through him hurt just as much as the initial rebound.
“We might not have a minute,” Lily said grimly, and her face, when he made himself look, was pale and grave. “Albus would have put a failsafe in to alert him if they began to break. He’ll be here soon.”
“Shit,” Sirius spat, shoving his sweaty hair out of his face, and sitting back on his haunches. He ran his eyes over the inside of his cell frantically, mind rushing to find a solution.
He might be able to cast spells without the wards, but he could not shake off the aftereffects so quickly.
He was so weak right now he doubted that he could throw out a bombarda; and even if he could manage the spell, without his wand he was just as likely to blast his limbs off instead of the bars.
They needed something else. Something easier that could help him break through. Something –
Sirius’ eyes widened.
He turned around and grabbed one of the middle bars, yanking on it as hard as he could. It gave a muffled screech, and he gritted his teeth, planting his feet more firmly.
“What are you doing?” Lily asked, her eyes nervously darting back down towards the entrance of the cellar. “Sirius, even if you got one out, you can’t fit through!”
“I don’t need to, I just need it loose enough,” he grunted out, savagely tugging at the bar, determination growing as it began to move with each twist. “Then I can change.”
“What do you mean ‘change’?” she demanded, smacking her palm against the dirty stone floor.
Sirius heaved one last time, stumbling back when the bar finally gave out with a piercing metallic shriek. He stepped away; gaze fixed on his task as he reached for his depleted pool of magic.
With ease borne of years of experience, he transformed.
Dark fur sprang forth as he dropped to all fours. His thoughts instantly muddled as his senses sharpened, but the desire to escape burned bright in his mind. Sirius backed up as much as he could, then rushed forward.
With all the speed and force he could muster; he threw himself against the damaged section.
The bar he aimed for went flying, knocked completely from its place, and landed with a deafening clatter on the floor between their two cells.
Sirius shifted back, shaking his head to try and clear the fresh wave of pain, then started to shove himself through the narrow gap he had made. It was a tight squeeze, but his reckless body slam had loosened the two bars on either side of him, giving him extra room to twist his way out of his prison.
“How on earth…” he heard Lily murmur as he wriggled free and hurried over to her. He reached through the cell door to grab her face and grinned shakily. Lily absently pressed her cheek into his hold, her hand gripping his wrist, and Sirius basked in the first kind touch he had received in weeks.
“Padfoot isn’t your average dog,” he told her, trembling from the adrenaline still coursing through him. The rush of freedom made his temples pound and his head throb. “He’s a lot stronger than he looks, and he can take a hell of a lot more damage than I can normally. Cause more damage, too,” he added, tone too unsteady to be wry.
Sirius had gotten out of more than his share of tough spots over the years thanks to his animagus form.
Lily let out a bubbling, disbelieving laugh. Her eyes grew wet, and her breathing hitched as she said, “You crazy bastard. You did it. I can’t believe you did it.”
He leaned forward, pressing his face against the bars, and tugging her forward so their foreheads almost rested on each other. “I did it – now come on, we need to get you out of here.”
The jubilation on her face died.
“No!” she exclaimed, shoving them apart. “You need to go! Albus is probably here already, and I’m nowhere close to breaking through my wards. You need to leave! Go, find Hadrian, protect him from this insanity.”
“I can’t just leave you here!” Sirius snapped, his nails digging into the flesh of his palms. “We can still –”
“Sirius!” Lily barked, shaking her cell door loudly enough to shock him into silence. “Listen to me. You can’t get me out in time. You need to go. You’re the only one that can warn him. Find him. Keep him safe.”
Her anger broke then, despair taking its place. “Please. Do whatever you have to.”
Footsteps sounded above them, rapid and coming closer. Lily glanced up, her panic palpable, but Sirius could not bring himself to look away from her.
Not again, he thought. Not again.
“Lily…”
“Sirius, I swear to God – either go or kill me.”
He recoiled, mouth dropping open in horror at the suggestion. She cut off his protests with a teary glare.
“We need to stop Albus, so go and warn Hadrian, and rescue me later. Or kill me right now so he can’t use me.”
“I – ” Sirius stared at her, his own cheeks damp.
Lily’s expression crumpled. “Please, Sirius. Go. You can’t fight them off like this. I need to know you got out.”
The door at the end of the hallway jolted loudly. He could hear voices, familiar but muffled, shouting through to them but it would have taken nothing short of the end of the world to steal his attention from the woman before him.
“Go,” Lily begged.
“I’ll come back for you,” he swore hoarsely.
“I know,” she whispered. “Now get out of here.”
With no more time, Sirius turned and sprinted towards the door.
His body shifted once more just as it was thrown open, and with a guttural snarl he slammed into the first figure that tried to run through. He drove them to the ground, keen hearing picking up the snap of bone, and launched himself up the stairs.
Cries of surprise and pain erupted around him as he barrelled past the first lot of bodies, but he slipped between the grasping hands like smoke and dodged the spells they sent after him. His nose burned from the scent of magic.
He reached the ground floor in seconds and with barely a thought he exploded out of the first window he saw and landed on the crisp grass.
The tree line was bare metres from him.
His ears pricked at the sounds of pursuit, but as he dashed into the shadows of the trees, he knew they would not be able to catch him.
OoO
Lily pressed herself against the bars, eyes clamped shut as she strained her hearing.
She listened to the shouting and animal growls, to the buzz of spells and the shattering of glass, and then the slow and uneasy descent of silence as Sirius escaped.
Escaped.
She bowed her head, knees suddenly weak with relief. She felt heavy and light at the same time; as if the world had, just for this moment, stopped turning.
The soft flesh of her palms dragged down the rough metal of the bars as she lowered herself to kneel, slumped, on the floor. Her legs bent awkwardly, though she hardly noticed the building ache in her joints or the way her feet grew cold from the restricted blood flow.
Sirius had gotten away. He was free, and he would find Hadrian and keep him safe, and everything was going to be okay.
She closed her eyes against the rush of tears even as her lips pulled up into a tumultuous smile.
Sirius would protect her son where she could not. Her precious, bright boy.
Lily sat there, almost delirious with the knowledge, for what seemed like hours but must have been minutes, until the scrape of boots on the stairs pulled her back to the present.
Her eyes fluttered open, struggling to adjust to the dim light, before abruptly landing on the man walking towards her. She stared up at him, fingers curling tight around the bars, and read the frustration he was trying to hide as he stopped directly in front of her.
She smirked at him, a tiny, mocking quirk of her lips.
“He got away, didn’t he?” she asked.
Albus’ expression creased, another slip that she savoured. “Sirius will not get far,” he told her calmly, folding his hands together. “He is too weak to apparate, and even in his animagus form he would not be able to reach Hogwarts in time. He is still a wanted fugitive after all; liable to be arrested or killed by anyone he might go to.”
He peered at her from over the rim of his glasses. “He won’t be able to stop us, Lily.”
She gritted her teeth, shoulders rising with the spitting anger inside her. “He will,” she said harshly. “He’ll find Hadrian and tell him the truth. They’ll figure out a way to keep him safe. You won’t be able to use him.”
Albus tilted his head in consideration, and then said something that drove a spike of ice through her. “The third task is less than two days away, my dear. Do you truly think he can make a difference?”
Two days.
Two days.
Lily’s gaze drifted past Albus, unfocussed and afraid.
Had they really been trapped for that long? Had no one noticed they were missing? Had Hadrian?
Why would he? an insidious voice laughed in her ear. You cast him out, you pushed him away. Why would he care what happens to you?
She swallowed, looking down at her lap.
“Lily, this really needn’t be so difficult.” Albus took a step closer, his tone softening into something painfully familiar. “You were so sure of things when you returned to us. You knew what we needed to do. I know that you fear for your son – but this is the best chance we have. Don’t you see? Once Voldemort is gone, Harry will come back to you. Tom will no longer be whispering in his ear and poisoning him against you. This is the only way to save Harry.”
Lily remained silent, wishing herself deaf to his words.
“Harry is the only one that can strike against Voldemort. Their connection, this relationship between them…it will be Tom’s undoing. He has shown, time and again, that he will make concessions for Harry. He’s tipped his hand. Harry is the only one who Tom might hesitate against.”
Might.
Her teeth sunk into her bottom lip. Once upon a time that small chance would have been enough, but not anymore.
When it became obvious that she would not speak, Albus sighed again. “I can see we will not agree on this matter. It hurts me that it’s come to this, but I want you to know that I will do my best by you and Harry. Everything will work out in the end. I promise.”
Someone else hurried down the stairs, and Lily glanced up through the veil of her hair to see Emmeline slink into view. The older witch did not even spare her a look as she came to Albus’ side.
“Sirius got through the outer wards,” she reported briskly, not hesitating in delivering the news. Lily quietly fumed at how they clearly did not see her as a threat. “Alastor and Dedalus are after him right now with a tracking spell, and I’ve called in a few of our reserve members to assist. We can’t trust Remus or Dora to be impartial, so I’ve left them out of the loop for now.”
Albus nodded approvingly. “Excellent. Thank you, Emmeline.” He turned to stare at Lily, and continued blandly, “And our other preparations?”
Emmeline stood taller. “Everything is ready to go. Except…” she stopped herself deliberately.
“What?” Lily asked, shoving herself to her feet. Emmeline shot her a glare full of annoyance, but it was Albus’ pity that had her shifting defensively.
“I will handle it,” Albus said, tilting his head towards the older witch. “Just make sure everything is in place. After the task is finished, we must move quickly.”
Emmeline nodded, cast one last look at Lily, then turned on her heels and left. Lily stared after her, lungs pinching uncomfortably in her chest.
“Albus,” she implored, stepping back from the bars. “Albus, please. Don’t do this. It won’t work. Voldemort will know something is wrong. He’ll…he’ll hurt Hadrian.”
Albus shook his head. “You know the truth, Lily. Your son is our last chance. We cannot pass up such an opportunity.”
“But what if he dies?” Lily cried, throwing her arms wide. “What if Voldemort kills him? You said it yourself – he isn’t kind! He might hesitate, fine, but he’s a selfish bastard and he’ll kill Hadrian if he thinks he has to! And then where will you be with your stupid prophecy?” she spat.
Albus listened to her solemnly and Lily wanted to claw his eyes from his face when she saw how he looked at her. Nothing she said would sway him, she knew.
“I am sorry, Lily,” he murmured eventually. “You think me cruel, and perhaps you’re right. The years have been long and hard, and we have lost many friends. We’ve all had to change, to adapt, just as you did. As Harry had to. I wish so many things could be different.”
He paused then, looking away from her and down to his wrinkled hands. When he spoke again, he was quiet and wistful, “I hope that in the new world we create there is no place for a man like me.”
Lily wound her arms around her stomach, her eyes wide and scared.
Albus rallied himself, straightening his shoulders, every inch the general he had made himself into. “I’ll be back for you tomorrow, Lily,” he told her softly, kindly, as he made his way back towards the stairwell.
With his absence, she felt the wards lock back into place, wiping away any progress she had made in the past months.
Lily sank to the ground, shuffling until she was sitting at the base of the wall, and pulled her legs up to her chest. She tipped her head back, closed her eyes and prayed that Sirius would make it in time.
OoO
The morning of the third task was filled with a gentle sense of anticipation.
Hadrian had woken early, feeling energised, and eaten the breakfast that had been sent to his room in blessed solitude before he showered. Once he dried himself off, he walked to where his new uniform had been laid out yesterday and started to get dressed.
He pulled on the thick black pants, his socks, and dark dragon-hide boots; then slipped the reinforced shin guards on. They reminded him starkly of the ones he wore for quidditch, those these were of a much higher quality, paid for by Beauxbatons. He could feel the strength of their protection charms as he ran his hands over them appreciatively.
Next, Hadrian put on the long-sleeved, black undershirt. He spent a few minutes adjusting it correctly, making sure that the built-in padding on his elbows and shoulders were sitting where they were supposed to, and twisted experimentally when he was done. The fabric was fitted but breathable, flexing with him well enough so that while he felt contained it never limited his movements.
Hadrian drummed his fingers on the padding that covered his sides and the one sitting flat across his chest. He could feel the one on his back press securely into the curve of his spine, all the way down to his tailbone, and had to marvel at the care that had gone into the body armour’s design.
He quickly donned his black and blue fingerless gloves, and then picked up the last piece of his outfit.
The blue and silver short-sleeved shirt was soft to touch. The Beauxbatons crest sat proudly on the right breast, and when he turned it over, he saw his last name was stitched carefully onto the back, right above thirteen little silver stars.
It would be, perhaps, the finest article of clothing he ever wore.
Hadrian eagerly pulled it on and bit his lip to quell the grin that wanted to break free when he turned to look in the mirror.
He looked so good.
Satisfied beyond all reason, Hadrian indulged in one spin before he stopped and propped his hands on his hips. He took a moment to just stare at his reflection.
It was hard to believe things were almost at an end.
The entire year had been building to this day, and yet now that it was here, he found himself strangely at peace. He was not nervous about the upcoming duel, of facing Kaiser and Draco, nor of the panel that would be assessing him.
Instead, he felt confident, settled, and completely comfortable in his own skin. It was liberating.
“It’s going to be a good day,” Hadrian told himself, letting his smile bloom. Regardless of the outcome of the tournament, he just knew that everything would be fine.
After one last glance, Hadrian grabbed his wand and holster, and left his room. No one else seemed to be awake just yet, so he headed to the common room and sat in one of the chairs close to the fireplace. Triggered by his proximity, the logs immediately lit themselves and heat began to chase the chill from the air.
Hadrian leaned back and summoned a book from the shelf on the far side of the room. He skimmed the cover before cracking it open and starting to read, content to enjoy the quiet while it lasted.
The sun inched higher as the minutes trickled by, lighting the carriage’s interior; and eventually Hadrian’s schoolmates began to stir and venture out from their rooms, dressed for the day but still looking disgruntled. Some of them carried signs, and he saw Sophia and Michelle both with their school colours painted on their cheeks.
Hadrian greeted each of them as they came into the lounge area, but for the most part no one seemed interested in breaking the peaceful lull.
The buzz of conversation picked up as more people joined them, and though Hadrian could feel the darting stares directed his way, no one approached him.
Until someone did, dropping down in the chair beside him.
“Morning,” Albert groaned, rubbing a hand over his face. He tried to smother a jaw-cracking yawn into his palm.
“Good morning,” Hadrian replied, finishing the paragraph he was on, then glancing up. “You look like shit.”
Albert hummed, blinking at the ceiling with bleary eyes. “I feel like shit,” he said. “I’m surprised I even dressed myself correctly this morning. What about you?” he asked, head lolling towards Hadrian. “Ready for your big day?”
“Yep,” Hadrian answered.
Albert nodded sagely and waved a hand at him. “The uniform looks nice, by the way. So chic.”
Hadrian did not preen, but he very much wanted to. “The seamstress outdid herself,” was all he said, though Albert’s twitching lips let him know the other was not fooled.
“That she did,” Claire agreed as she came up from behind them. Hadrian tipped his head back to see her, Raina and Jacob approaching.
“You look wonderful,” Claire continued, standing beside him and bending down to give him a warm hug. “Very handsome.”
He wrapped an arm around her in return, hooking his chin over her shoulder and snorting softly at her words. “Stop, you’ll make me blush.”
“When do you need to head to the pitch?” Raina asked, leaning against the back of Albert’s chair.
Hadrian pulled away from Claire and looked at the clock on the wall. “Soon. Madame Maxime is walking with me, so whenever she’s ready. We need to be there by 8 o’clock.”
She nodded, one hand absently dropping down to play with Albert’s hair. The boy leaned into her touch, eyes drifting shut as she lightly scratched his scalp. “We were going to wait with you,” she started to say, but Hadrian cut her off with a gesture.
“No, no, you should head up to have breakfast while you have time. I’ve already eaten, so you don’t need to worry about me.”
Raina frowned, her lips pursing with displeasure. “Will we have a chance to see you before the task begins?”
At that, the other three looked at him with various degrees of concern, as if the idea of not being able to wish him luck closer to the duel troubled them.
Hadrian shrugged, flipping his book shut. “I’m not sure. The match doesn’t start until nine, but most of the time beforehand will probably be taken up with the official preparations.” He looked between his friends and gave them a smile. “It’s fine. Even if I don’t have time, I know you’ll be in the crowd. We can see each other after.”
“But what if you get hurt?” Claire asked, her hands coming together anxiously. “What if you’re killed and we didn’t get to say a proper goodbye?”
Hadrian’s eyebrows shot up at that, and he could not stop the incredulous laugh that slipped out. “It’s just a duel, Claire. I’ll be fine.”
“‘Just a duel’, he says,” Albert scoffed. “Anything can happen in a duel. Can you blame us for being worried, especially considering who you’re up against?”
“It’s not like this is my first duel,” Hadrian said, rolling his eyes. “I’ve been in and out of competitions since fourth year. I’ve rarely lost a fight.”
“But those had rules,” Jacob interjected, biting his bottom lip uncertainly when Hadrian turned to him. “There were regulations and guidelines and judges to step in if things went wrong. You don’t have that this time.”
Hadrian sighed and sat up properly. He put the book on the nearby table and splayed his hands. “Yes, sure, but you’re forgetting that the lack of restrictions applies to all of us. I’m not exactly going in at a disadvantage. If Kaiser or Draco escalate things, I’m perfectly capable of matching them.”
“But would you?” Albert pressed.
“Yes,” Hadrian said, exasperated. “I’m not going to just stand there and let them hurt me.”
“And if one of them uses Dark magic?” Jacob asked next, his words filled with challenge.
Hadrian gave him a hard look. “As I said, I’ll match them.”
“You’d publicly use Dark magic?” Raina piped up, sounding impressed, and he knew why. Hadrian had always been cautious when it came to using Dark magic in the past. Most knew, or at least suspected from his use of certain spells that straddled the line, that he was proficient in it, but he had taken great care to leave the rumours largely unsubstantiated.
That he was willing to discard that would be surprising.
Aware that their conversation was drawing attention, Hadrian kept his voice calm. “If I have to,” he assured her. “Nothing extreme, of course – but I’m not some fumbling, inexperienced child. I’ll be fine.”
Raina nodded, her expression rather pleased. Claire and Albert both followed suit, as did Jacob after a long moment. While he seemed unhappy, he was willing to let the matter drop.
“Well then, on that note, I think we should head up to breakfast now,” Raina announced, straightening up. “But if we don’t get a chance to see you before the match…” she motioned for him to stand as she rounded the couch and pulled him in for a firm hug. “Good luck, Hadrian.”
He pulled her close, shutting his eyes to bask in the weight of her against him. “Thank you,” he whispered.
She stepped back, her fingers coming up to catch his chin, and she planted a kiss on his cheek. “You will stay safe,” she ordered.
“I’ll certainly try,” he promised. He took her hand in his and gave it a squeeze.
Claire moved forward then, her hands settling on his shoulder and tugging him down so she could kiss his other cheek. “We’ll be cheering for you the entire time,” she told him with a luminous smile.
Hadrian grinned back at her, his eyes crinkling as he reached up to playfully pull on one of her curls.
“Oh, what the hell,” Albert said, hopping to his feet. He sauntered over to Hadrian and grabbed his face, and with as much pageantry as he could muster, he smacked two obnoxiously loud kisses on his cheeks. “Make us proud out there.”
Hadrian shoved the other boy away with a spluttering laugh, rubbing the back of his gloved hand over his face to try and get rid of the lingering sensation, and turned to face Jacob.
His smile dimmed as they both paused, staring awkwardly at each other, before Hadrian tentatively raised his arms. Jacob brightened at the invitation and stepped forward instantly. Hadrian let out a deep breath, ducking his face into the side of Jacob’s neck. He could admit, if only in the privacy of his own mind, that he had missed this.
Beneath all the bitterness and anger and genuine hurt, he had missed just being close to Jacob.
Slowly, he pulled back, his arms almost unconsciously dropping to skim the other’s hips before falling completely to his sides. Jacob released him with an audible exhale, but his hands rose to grasp Hadrian’s shoulders, just shy of resting their full weight there – still wary of rejection.
“I –” Jacob tried to say, his mouth opening and closing, before he looked away with a grimace.
“I know,” Hadrian said, his lips twisting up sadly.
Jacob avoided his eyes as he nodded, the now familiar strain in his expression still present. “Kick their arses,” he finally said with a weak grin.
Hadrian rocked on his heels and dipped his head, the move cocksure and glib. “You know I will,” he drawled.
With an amused huff, Jacob stepped back to Claire’s side, sliding his arm around her waist. Claire looked between them fondly and tapped Jacob on the chest to guide him towards the door. “Come on, we’d best hurry up and eat if we want to get good seats.”
Hadrian watched them go with a smile and shared one last nod with Albert as he moved to join them.
Raina was the last of their group to depart.
She took one of his hands in hers and just held it loosely. She did not say anything, and she did not have to because he could read the silent confidence in her eyes easily.
He flexed his fingers around hers for a second, lifting her hand to his mouth so he could kiss her knuckles, then let her go. She smiled at him, as radiant as ever, and followed their friends.
Hadrian sat back down after all four of them had exited the carriage but found himself uninterested in resuming his book. He let his eyes settle on the flickering tongues of the fire as more of his peers began to rush out to get breakfast. Most of them called out to him, wishing him luck as they left, and Hadrian waved his thanks.
Alone, sitting forward and enraptured by the fire was how Madame Maxime found him.
He blinked rapidly when he registered her approach, his eyes stinging and dry from the heat, and rose to his feet. He tucked his hands in front of him and cleared his throat. “Good morning,” he greeted.
“Good morning,” she returned. He fixed his posture when she appraised him, standing tall under her scrutiny. “Are you prepared?” she asked.
Hadrian nodded, and it spoke volumes that she simply took his word for it.
“Very well. We shall make our way there, then.” She turned, and Hadrian followed at her heels as they left the protective warmth of the carriage. He breathed in the crisp morning air as they made their way across the green fields towards the redesigned quidditch pitch.
They kept the conversation between them light, speaking of his classes and of the festival Beauxbatons had held last week to celebrate the academy’s anniversary.
“It’s a shame we missed it,” Hadrian said wistfully as they were ushered through the first lot of security.
The area they stepped into was far busier – event organisers and officials bustled around while guards carefully patrolled the perimeters. Hadrian eyed them, recognising the robes as those typically worn by Death Eaters.
“I would have liked to go, especially since it’s my last one,” he continued.
“I expect most of your peers feel similarly,” Maxime commented, her hand dropping to his shoulder to keep track of him as a particularly harried crowd moved past them. “You can always return for it next year. No one would deny you that.”
Hadrian smiled at the offer. “And I suppose I’d be expected to make a speech of some kind?” he asked cheekily.
“But of course,” she said, subtly teasing. “Our first Triwizard champion in centuries? We cannot let you off without a speech.”
Hadrian snickered, but he knew even if there was a speech, he would take her up on the offer. The annual festival was always exorbitant, ridiculously expensive, and filled with enough school pride to choke on – and everyone loved it.
There were games and tables overflowing with delicious food and drinks. Students performed dances and songs, duelling contests were held, magical creatures were allowed to roam the grounds, and each professor hosted an activity showcasing their subject. Hadrian had not yet met someone that did not delight in the festival, affectionately named ‘M.A.D.D’ day by most students.
Magic, arts, duels and dragons. Everything that made Beauxbatons the best school in Europe.
“Mr. Evans! Headmistress Maxime!”
A frazzled looking witch came scurrying up to them. Her hair, a lovely shade of green that matched well with her dark skin tone, was coming undone from her elaborate updo and flying around her head. When she reached them, she paused, one hand braced against her heaving chest as she tried to catch her breath.
“Yes?” Hadrian asked after giving her a moment to collect herself.
She cast him a thankful smile, though she still sounded breathless when she said, “I’m here to escort you to the champion’s pavilion.” She gestured off towards their right, and Hadrian shared a look with Maxime before following obediently.
They were led to a large tent similar to the one from the first task that sat flush against the quidditch pitch’s towering stands. The way the morning sunlight danced on its white canvas walls made him squint, so much so that it was a relief when he ducked under the flap and stepped inside.
Hadrian flicked his gaze over the other occupants curiously. He spotted Draco immediately standing to one side. There was an unfamiliar man with him speaking in a low voice, but the blond looked to be barely paying attention.
Draco’s eyes met his and they traded a friendly nod.
The man also glanced over, noticing Draco’s distraction the second it happened, and when Hadrian’s focus automatically shifted to him, he was treated to a strangely invigorated yet calculative grin. There was a spark of recognition in those blue eyes that was a little too knowing, a little too smug, and it instantly set him on edge.
He narrowed his eyes, watching that smile slide right into pleasure, but was forced to look away when the official started speaking to him. “Now, Mr. Evans, we still have some time before we’re set to begin. Soon, you’ll have about ten minutes to see any family members, and then we’ll kick things off.”
She stopped then, staring at him inquisitively. “Do you know when your parents are coming?”
Hadrian grimaced, unable to curb the reaction. “It’s just my mother,” he said, “and…no. I…I don’t know when she’ll arrive.”
If she’ll arrive, he thought.
They had not seen each other in such a long time, and other than the select few who knew the whole truth of his situation, no one had mentioned her to him. He had not even thought of her with any real depth lately, and he wondered if he should feel guilty about that.
Hadrian’s jaw twitched, and he studiously ignored the probing weight of Maxime’s eyes.
With everything that had happened between them, he could not say if his mother would come. A small part of him hoped she would, if only because he was morbidly curious to see if their last meeting had had any impact on her at all.
The far larger, angrier part of him wanted her to stay wherever she had hidden herself away.
“Oh,” the green haired woman said slowly, clearly off-balance at the unexpected response. “Um, well, there’s still plenty of time,” she rushed to reassure. “You’ll have a private area to wait in regardless, and if – I mean, when your mother arrives someone will direct her there.”
Hadrian dipped his head in thanks, though he could have done without the gawky smile she tried to give him.
“Headmistress,” she said, turning quickly to Maxime. “I also had a few things to speak to you about regarding the panellists you had organised. There’re just a few things we wanted your opinion on if that’s alright?”
Maxime was too dignified to sigh, but Hadrian suspected she very much wanted to at that moment. “Of course,” she said with a shallow smile, her accent thick as she answered in English. With a fleeting nod to him, she moved off to follow the other woman, exiting through the second opening on the other side of the tent.
His solitude was short-lived, however.
Draco came up beside him, stepping close enough to brush against Hadrian’s arm. “Where’s she going?” he asked curiously.
“Panel stuff,” Hadrian said, shrugging. He scanned the other boy, then back where Draco had been standing. “Who was that man with you earlier?”
The way he wrinkled his nose in distaste was an answer in and of itself. “He’s a family…” he stopped almost immediately, frowning.
“Friend?” Hadrian offered.
“Acquaintance,” Draco corrected firmly. “Definitely not a friend. The only thing predictable about him is his unpredictability.”
“Sounds lovely,” he remarked dryly. Hadrian hesitated, then admitted, “I got the impression that he knew me.”
Draco scoffed. “I wouldn’t be surprised. I told you before, most of them are at least a little interested in you.” With a covert look around them, he continued, “Best avoid that one in particular, though. He’s a bit zealous.”
Hadrian sighed, “Aren’t they all zealots?”
“Yes, well, not all of them can say they were an apprentice of the Dark Lord.”
Hadrian’s head snapped around, staring at Draco with wide eyes. “What do you mean –”
“Ah, no,” Draco cut him off, shaking his head rapidly. “I don’t know what’s going on between you and…him, and I really don’t want to. I’m not talking about this with you.”
Hadrian opened his mouth, counterargument leaping to the tip of his tongue, but Draco blithely spoke right over him. “Is your mother coming? I’m still waiting for mine to arrive.”
For a mutinous second, Hadrian debated asking his questions anyway, but the stubborn jut to Draco’s jaw told him that he would not get any satisfaction there – and he did not want to upset the other boy before getting into a duel with him.
“I don’t know if she will,” Hadrian said slowly. “I guess I’ll find out when the time comes. Is your father here, at least?”
Draco relaxed when Hadrian did not push. “Yes, he’s been in and out since we got here. I think my mother might end up being late – we had a situation at the manor apparently.”
Hadrian saw the disappointment in Draco’s eyes and nudged their shoulders together. “She’ll be here. But even if she’s a bit late, you’ll be able to see her after. She wouldn’t miss you duelling for the world.”
That got him a soft, grateful smile.
“And anyway, I’m sure Hermione will see you off,” Hadrian said.
That got him a slight flush.
Hadrian smirked, and Draco scowled at him, shoving him lightly. “Shut up,” the blond muttered, crossing his arms. His mask of annoyance disappeared, replaced by intrigue when he saw something over Hadrian’s shoulder.
He twisted enough to try and see what had caught the other’s attention, just in time to watch Rita Skeeter suddenly veer away from them.
“Well, that was odd,” Draco commented, sounding mildly perplexed.
Hadrian hummed, staring after her gold-clad figure with amusement. “Probably my fault. I did blackmail her into leaving me alone.” He turned back to Draco and grinned.
Draco, to his credit, did not ask what Hadrian had used against the viperous woman, and just laughed. “You’ll have to have an interview with her eventually.”
“True, but I can put it off for as long as possible.”
They spent the next half hour together, talking idly and watching the rotating cast of people coming in and out of the pavilion. The noise from outside grew as more spectators arrived and were let into the stadium. Kaiser had been brought in, followed by her headmaster and one of her ministry officials; and Hadrian bore the scornful looks the girl sent his way while subtly rolling his eyes. Madame Maxime had yet to return, and he suspected he would not see her until just before the task began.
It was as the clock finally reached half past eight that Hadrian and Draco bid each other goodbye, and they were ushered to their private tents.
Hadrian entered the small, enclosed space, and the tangled ball of disappointment and relief in his chest pulled tight when he saw it was empty.
He let out a quiet, sour chuckle, closing his eyes. He willed away the sting, convincing himself this was a good thing, and moved to sit on one of the available chairs.
It was just ten minutes. It would pass in the blink of an eye, and then he could focus on the task.
Hadrian leaned back, one hand resting on the table, and without realising it his finger started to tap impatiently. He kept his eyes trained on the post just left of the door, listening to the muffled ebb and flow of the crowds outside.
Less than two minutes had dragged by when someone stepped inside.
Hadrian’s eyes snapped over and he raised his eyebrows, waiting until the flap had dropped back down behind them before saying, “Well, this is a bit presumptuous, even for you.”
“How so?” Riddle asked, and as he spoke his features began to change, the glamour sliding off like water. He ruffled his dark hair, flicking the strands of his fringe into place, and watched Hadrian in return.
“This time is reserved for family,” Hadrian told him dryly, settling back in his chair and crossing his legs. He flattened his hand against the table, taking a measured breath to smother the burst of giddiness in his gut. He was not some lovesick schoolboy fluttering at the sight of his crush – and he refused to act like it. “Last I checked, we’re not family.”
Riddle, thankfully, did not take the easy shot that his mother’s absence created. “Well, technically we do come from the same line,” he remarked instead, looking pensively at the tent ceiling for a second before his eyes found Hadrian’s again.
Amusement was plain to see on his face, growing deeper when Hadrian wrinkled his nose.
“Ugh, please tell me we’re not cousins or something?”
His stomach squirmed at the thought.
“Nonsense,” Riddle dismissed, batting the words away with a wave of his hand. “Our last common ancestor was some twenty generations back.”
Hadrian let his shoulders slump in relief, though he straightened as the implications of that sunk in. “Have my family tree memorised, do you?” he asked with a touch of sarcasm.
Riddle hummed, a haughty smile on his lips. “Not just yours.”
He cocked an eyebrow at the coy tone. “Every wizarding family in Britain?” he guessed, leaning his elbow on the table and resting his cheek on his fist.
“Why Hadrian, I’m honoured you think me capable of such a feat,” Riddle said with a tip of his head and a hand splayed over his chest.
Prick, Hadrian thought, and rolled his eyes to cover the delighted smile that wanted to break free.
“But no, I only memorise the important lines,” Riddle continued.
“So, the predominantly pureblood ones?”
A shrug was his answer, the move a lazy roll of broad shoulders that was far too entrancing. Riddle walked closer; his approach so smooth he seemed to appear right next to Hadrian between blinks.
“I’m often asked to oversee potential matches,” the man explained, staring down at him. Looming but not stifling. “It helps to know how closely candidates are related. Since I’ve come into power, I’ve successfully limited many marriages to at least fourth cousins.”
“Really?” Hadrian asked.
“So surprised?” Riddle teased, hands tucked behind him as he gently swayed back and forth. There was a small smile on his face, and Hadrian’s gaze zeroed in on it, helplessly drawn. “We’ve spoken about it before, remember? It’s why I place muggleborns with pureblood families. The bloodlines are sorely in need of diversification.”
Hadrian clicked his tongue, annoyed at the mention of the topic and not wanting to restart what would surely drop into an argument. “I remember – I’m just surprised at how involved you are with the…process.”
Maybe his tone held a trace of his displeasure because Riddle did not respond. In an instant the air around them changed, becoming wrought with tension and an uncomfortable kind of awkwardness. While they had seen each other regularly over the weeks, this was the first time they had been alone since that afternoon in Riddle’s office, and Hadrian found himself regretting his rashness.
He dropped his eyes but could not avoid the familiar weight of Riddle’s attention. He did not know why this was so hard, why every step they seemed to take forward was immediately followed by two steps back, or why he was just unable to voice what he wanted without getting caught by his own spiralling thoughts.
Hadrian was a mess. This entire year had been a mess since Jacob had first told him of the tournament.
He sighed, letting his arm fall, and sitting straight. Enough of this, he thought.
When Hadrian looked up once more, Riddle had stepped even closer, erasing the illusion of propriety. If anyone walked in right now there would be no justification or excuse they could spin, and it was that thrill of mutually assured destruction that had Hadrian standing and taking that last step to put himself firmly in Riddle’s space.
They did not speak, but when Riddle’s hand rose to hover next to Hadrian’s face – a soundless request that was equal parts amusing and charming – he smiled in welcome.
Fingers lightly traced his skin, skimming along the arch of his cheek. The touch trailed down, thumb resting briefly on the corner of his mouth as the rest curled under his jaw, before moving to cup his neck. The hold was possessive and warm and grounding, and Riddle’s expression was rapacious.
The look sent a bolt of heat through Hadrian, drying his mouth and making him swallow. With his hand spread directly over his throat there was no way to hide the reaction, and satisfaction marred Riddle’s face.
But as the silence between them stretched another moment that intensity softened – not cooling, just sliding back to make room for whatever new emotion Riddle was feeling as he stared into Hadrian’s eyes.
Whatever it was, Hadrian could not read it and he found, for the first time, that he did not want to.
It felt too big to name.
Too dangerous to be spoken, even at a whisper.
“I do not know what I did to upset you that day,” Riddle admitted, and even now there was lingering frustration in him that Hadrian could practically taste. “But regardless of that, I want you to know that I have full faith in you to succeed today.”
He had been told similar things all week by almost everyone who flitted in and out of his presence; yet hearing it from Riddle, a man so much more in terms of strength and knowledge than Hadrian could hope to reach as he was now, meant more than he could describe. The simple conviction in his words, as if it were impossible that Hadrian would not win, chased away whatever persisting disappointment he felt at his mother not coming.
And it was that belief that had Hadrian reaching up and grabbing Riddle’s wrist, pulling the hand gently away from his throat so that he could hold it firmly in his own.
“Thank you,” he said, running his thumb over the man’s knuckles. “And…after the task, after all the pomp and ceremony is done, we should talk. A proper conversation – just you and me, and,” he hesitated, licking over his bottom lip. “And we’ll figure out what all…this means, alright?”
Riddle dipped his head to the side, considering.
“After,” he agreed.
Hadrian huffed lightly, ducking his head to focus on their clasped hands. Riddle was leaning towards him enough that his breath stirred his hair, and Hadrian peeked up coquettishly.
“You know, anyone could walk in and see this,” he mused, tugging playfully.
Riddle smirked, a roguish tilt to his mouth. “I have someone standing watch. Which is why I know I can do this.” Brazen as anything, the man reached out and wrapped a hand around the back of Hadrian’s neck, reeling him in and stealing a blistering kiss.
Hadrian fell into it eagerly, overwhelmed, sinking his own hands into the man’s hair to keep him where he wanted him. It had been so long that he had forgotten how dizzying Riddle’s presence could be.
Hands gripped his hips, locking him in, and each touch made the delicious growing wave between them rise higher.
Teeth nipped at his lip, the spike of pain enough to make Hadrian hiss and pull back slightly, narrowing his eyes. There was a swell of smug amusement that definitely was not his, and Hadrian realised he had lowered the shield on their bond accidentally.
“I’ll have to watch that,” he muttered, leaning in once to give Riddle a much more chaste kiss.
“Watch what?” Riddle asked, slyly slipping an arm around Hadrian’s waist. The other toyed with the ends of his hair, occasionally stopping to wind some around his fingers and pull.
“The bond, your side of things, I’ll have to block it,” Hadrian said with a chuckle. “You’ll distract me otherwise.”
“And we can’t have that,” Riddle murmured, swooping down to mouth at Hadrian’s jawline.
“No marks,” Hadrian ordered even as he tilted his head back, sighing softly at the nice, though surprisingly tame, sensation. “I’m not walking out of this tent with bruises. It’d be a media frenzy.”
“Pity,” Riddle said into his skin.
“I’ll say.”
The new voice dropped between them like a stone into water, and Hadrian stiffened. Riddle tightened his hold, stopping Hadrian’s instinctive retreat before it could begin, then slowly leaned back enough to toss a reproachful look at the man who had entered without them noticing.
Hadrian shifted his weight as apprehension hit low in his gut. He peeked around Riddle’s broad shoulder, not quite stepping out from the protective shadow the man cast over him; and realised that he recognised the newcomer.
It was the man that Draco had been speaking to earlier – the one who carried himself with a lethargic kind of confidence that had Hadrian’s hackles automatically rising in response.
“Barty,” Riddle greeted, fond exasperation coating his voice. “I trust there’s a reason for the interruption?”
Hadrian’s mind cycled through the list of names he had long since memorised and landed on the only possible answer.
Barty Crouch Jr.
His caution twisted right around into alarm, though he made sure to keep his face free of any sign of it. Hadrian let his eyes dart quickly to Riddle, checking for some direction on how to approach this, before snapping his focus back. Crouch returned his attention, posture bordering on sloven, though completely at odds with the cutting intelligence in his blue eyes.
Hadrian’s mouth pinched.
He did not know a lot about Crouch. The man, when compared to the likes of Bellatrix Lestrange, Lucius Malfoy and even Severus Snape, was more a rumour than flesh and blood most days. Information about him was scarce, as if he did not exist in peoples’ minds unless he was standing in front of them; and yet the few that did speak of him did so with whispery fear.
He was a member of Voldemort’s inner circle, was young and talented, and had seemingly done very little to earn his terrifying reputation – which was the biggest red flag about him.
Unknown quantities were always a threat, and now that he had seen Crouch in person, Hadrian could confidently say that this man was one of the most unsettling people he had ever come across. He was all jagged lines and sharp edges hidden beneath a smile and slick charm – the distracting gleam of a ring before the punch landed, or the dazzling flash of lightning before the deafening crack of thunder.
He was dangerous, and Hadrian really needed to have a word with Draco because his warning was a fucking understatement.
Whatever Crouch saw in Hadrian must have satisfied him because he turned back to his Lord without making a remark. “Time’s almost up,” Crouch said, one hand hooked on his hip while the other tapped an erratic pattern on his thigh. “People are coming ‘round soon,” he continued, jerking his head towards the entrance, “figured you’d want to skedaddle before too many notice.”
Hadrian made a soft noise low in his throat at the phrasing, amused despite himself.
Unfortunately, it drew Crouch’s attention right back to him, and the man cocked an eyebrow. “Problem, pretty boy?” he asked, a mirroring fissure of humour present beneath the biting drawl that was apparently his standard tone.
“Not at all,” Hadrian replied with an insincere smile. He stepped back from Riddle, smoothing a hand down the man’s chest as he went. Crouch’s eyes scanned the two of them, probing and shrewd, but before their gazes could meet again Hadrian turned to Riddle, summarily dismissing the other man.
“I suppose you should skedaddle,” he said pointedly. “Wouldn’t want to give people a reason to talk.”
Crouch, obviously not deterred by Hadrian’s snub, interjected, “Oh, but the rags would love to get the inside scoop to this little tea party.” He gestured between them with a waggling finger and a smirk that was downright filthy.
Hadrian sneered, his shoulders tensing. Even though he knew Crouch was just trying to get under his skin, any remaining enjoyment he had gotten from Riddle’s visit vanished. He had not met anyone that irritated him so immediately before. “Go suck a cock, Crouch,” he snapped, unable to help the childish comment.
“That an offer, sweetheart?” Crouch asked, fluttering his eyelashes, and pitching his voice to sound breathy and eager. His smile was enigmatic, a slow pull of his mouth that showed his dimples and made him almost boyish in his mischief.
“No,” Riddle said suddenly, nudging Hadrian away and stepping forward. It was less in response to Crouch’s words and more a shutdown of their entire interaction.
Crouch eased back instantly. Laughter was still openly shining in his eyes, but the wild, taunting energy was contained once more.
“Barty, outside.”
“Righto,” Crouch said with a two-fingered salute. He turned on his heels and sauntered off, waving over his shoulder in farewell. “Knock ‘em dead out there, kiddo,” he called.
Riddle sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. He glanced over at Hadrian, who crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows defensively.
The air felt stilted between them again, Crouch having effortlessly obliterated the mood, and Hadrian looked down at his boots. Riddle stared at him, eyes roaming carefully, before releasing a soft sigh that was filled with a dozen unsaid things.
“Good luck, Hadrian,” he said quietly. “I will see you shortly.”
“Right,” Hadrian replied, his arms dropping down until they were loosely hugging his stomach. “See you soon.”
He looked up only after he heard the tent door flutter, closing his eyes, and letting out a deep breath.
OoO
Tonks lowered her wand as the last of the defensive spells fizzled away. She let out an unsteady breath and glanced up at Remus when she felt him squeeze her shoulder in silent praise.
His eyes were bright, simmering with frenzied anticipation, and her own teeth ached from how firmly he was clenching his jaw. Remus had been walking a razor’s edge ever since he had been told what happened to Sirius and Lily. It was in the tension he carried, the way he stood poised on the balls of his feet, constantly prepared to spring into action.
This was the closest she had ever seen him to losing control. Not even the days leading up to a full moon were able to match the sheer energy that radiated from him now.
And there was an anger in him lately. Something borne from years of waging an unwinnable war, of being beaten down by an enemy they could never hope to match – and it had grown exponentially since Dumbledore had made his move. Since they had been shuffled off to the side in the Order, kept unaware to flounder in the dark.
Nonthreatening, Tonks thought bitterly, before shaking her head to recentre herself.
The grip on her shoulder tightened slightly, so she reached up and touched his hand. Her fingertips lightly traced over the edge of his knuckles and his eyes dropped to hers in an instant. The thread of amber was an ever-present reminder, though some of the harshness there faded the longer they stared at each other.
Remus was, at his core, a kind man, Tonks knew that; but she also knew now that he was not a particularly gentle one. Remus’ anger scratched whoever brushed up against it – yet when faced with it directly she found herself unable to turn away from him. Even if at times that seemed to be what he wanted most.
Honestly, she doubted anything could push her away at this point. She had loved him for years, her admiration and fascination evolving into something deeper and more settled as she had left her childhood behind. Even if he never fully returned her feelings, even if they never progressed past soft looks and shy touches, Tonks was content with her choice.
Remus took a breath, aggrieved and heavy, and then another and another until he calmed.
Tonks tipped her head in relief and flicked her gaze to the only other person with them.
Cedric stood behind them, scanning the woods tersely. His hands flexed at his sides, an anxious flutter of movement that told her all she needed to know.
She had almost asked him to stay behind, stupidly wanting to keep him away from this mess, but she knew that Cedric needed to do this.
Like her, he had something to prove. Amends to make.
Because the two of them had stood to the side and done nothing while Lily and Sirius were subdued and taken. Not a word spoken in their defence, or a move made to help, and they had spent every day since stewing in their guilt as a result. Too afraid to push for answers, falling into the background like good little soldiers, scared and far too aware of how precarious things were.
Keeping their heads down because they knew –
Tonks gritted her teeth.
They knew that if Albus could turn on Sirius – Sirius, one of their best, their most loyal, the one who had steadfastly supported him all these years – then he could turn on any of them.
Biting her lip hard enough to taste iron, Tonks forced herself to focus and faced the clearing. The simple log cabin that sat squat in the centre rippled as the wards finished dissolving, and what had once looked recently abandoned now appeared derelict.
The ground around the structure was burnt and torn, deep gorges slicing into the earth. The remains of spells leaving their mark. The wood of the cabin was discoloured and had begun to warp, and one of the side windows was blown out completely. Glass shards littered the area, some thrown far as if something big had blasted out of it.
It was the front door that drew her attention though. Half-open, the room beyond it was shadowed and uninviting.
Tonks swallowed, gripping her wand for comfort.
“Come on,” Remus muttered, some trepidation in his tone as he began to creep forward. Tonks followed, her steps light and sure despite how exposed crossing from the safety of the tree line to the cabin left her feeling.
She heard Cedric behind her, his boots clacking on the wooden porch, and the fine hair on her arms prickled in warning.
Remus nudged the door fully open and stepped inside, keeping his wand raised. His stance was more aggressive than defensive as he stood just in the entryway and surveyed the room.
Tonks’ eyes darted around as she slipped in after him and a pit opened up in her gut when she saw how barren it was. There was a stillness in the air, a sensation that made her shift uncomfortably – and the instinctive, whispery realisation hit her.
They would not find what they were looking for here.
“Remus?” Cedric asked, voice soft but carrying in the silence. He evidently felt what she did because his tone was dubious.
Remus exhaled, the air hissing out between his teeth. She could not see his face from this angle, but Tonks knew it was not good. “Spread out,” he said, shifting his weight as he prepared to follow his own order. “We…we need to be sure.”
Tonks glanced over at Cedric, reading the bleakness on him when he met her gaze. His mouth was a tight white line, disappointment playing out across his face. Still, he moved when she jerked her head.
The three of them fanned out and cleared the rooms systematically, and each minute that went by without any sign of Sirius or Lily was one that had Tonks’ mood plummeting. It had been a long shot, they had all known that, but she had been so sure this was where they were being held. She had been tracking Dedalus for weeks, slowly ruling out locations, until she had settled on this one – and now to know she was wrong…
Tonks had to stop and take a moment to breathe.
This had been their last chance. The third task was taking place right now, and Dumbledore would be making his move today.
Failure burned in her chest.
She should have been faster. She should have said something when Sirius and Lily were taken. She should have been smarter, braver – tried to reach out to Hadrian, regardless of how dangerous it would have been.
Should have, should have, should have.
“I’ve got something!”
Tonks spun around at Cedric’s call, running out of the room she had been searching and back into the main area. She almost rammed into Remus, only just managing to slide to a stop before they could collide. He steadied her, waiting for only a moment to make sure she was alright, then rushed to where Cedric stood in front of a hole in the wall.
“How the hell did we miss this?” Tonks asked, incredulous. She leaned forward, staring down the stone staircase with a grimace.
“False wall,” Cedric told her, his hands on his hips. “It was askew – that was the only reason I noticed it. I popped it open and, well,” he waved a hand at the doorway.
“Good work,” Remus said, taking the chance to clap the younger wizard on the shoulder. Cedric blinked, startled, and then smiled at the man.
“This is it,” Remus continued, muttering to himself. He licked his bottom lip, brightening as he took the first step down. Tonks and Cedric shared another look, neither particularly hopeful.
“I’ll go with you,” Tonks offered, not wanting Remus to confront whatever was down there alone. “Cedric, you stay up here just in case.”
“…Of course,” Cedric said softly, reaching out to squeeze her bicep as she walked past him.
Tonks gave him a grim smile and hurried down to follow Remus to the next level. With one hand touching lightly along the wall, she lifted her wand with the other and created a lumos to chase some of the dark away. There were more traces of spell fire here as well, scorch marks and missing chunks of stone that dropped small chips when her fingertips brushed over them.
Tonks frowned, dragging her hand through some of the black, soot-like residue. Maybe, she thought, rubbing her fingers together.
Something had gone wrong. The evidence in here, coupled with the chaos outside – there had obviously been a fight of some kind. But was it Sirius and Lily against the Order? Or had someone else interfered?
“Sirius? Lily? Are you here?” Remus’ voice echoed back to her.
Tonks shook her head, smacking her hand against her pants to clean it, and darted down the last few steps. She breezed through the heavy door at the bottom of the staircase and entered a basement that was, simply put, filled with cells.
Her lumos glowed brighter, the white light bouncing off the walls and showing Remus standing before one cell, holding a long bar in his hands. His shoulders were rounded, despair emanating from him in tangible waves.
“Remus?” she asked carefully. “Remus, what is it? Are you okay?”
He looked up, eyes wet, and showed her the banged-up metal pole. She saw the cell door behind him and the large, irregular gap between two other bars.
“They were here,” Remus whispered, his knuckles whitening as he tightened his grip on the pole. “Sirius and Lily. I can smell them. I…I don’t know what happened?”
“Maybe they escaped?” Tonks said, and though it lacked conviction she still desperately wanted to erase the pain on his face. She pointed at the broken cell, “One of them must have got out, and with all the signs up there of a duel…”
Remus kept his head lowered, and his thoughts seemed to be a long way from the dim basement they stood in.
“We were too slow,” he mumbled, and loosened his grip. The pole clattered against the stone floor sharply and rolled towards her. “We were too slow. He said they wouldn’t move until midday. He lied. Albus…he lied.”
Tonks sunk her teeth into her bottom lip, heart aching at how lost he sounded.
Remus had been a part of the Order since the beginning, far longer than most members. It was all he had had for almost two decades – and he had been clinging so badly to the idea that they could stop this.
She blinked back the tears that welled so suddenly in her eyes.
“I’m sorry, Remus,” she whispered, voice hoarse. There was nothing else she could think to say. “I’m so sorry.”
His hands twisted in the hem of his shirt. “What are we supposed to do now?” he asked.
Tonks did not have an answer for him.
Dumbledore had lied to them, slipped them false information, and by now he could be anywhere with Sirius and Lily. There was no way they could reach Hogwarts in time to raise the alarm, and even if they could they risked being arrested or killed on sight. The Weasleys were still out of reach, and Albus had spent weeks coordinating with their reserve members, sowing the seeds for today.
They had nothing and no one.
“Dora?”
Tonks looked at him helplessly, shaking her head lightly.
“I don’t know.”
OoO
His wrist felt oddly bereft without the familiar weight of the protection bracelet.
Hadrian stood at the end of the line, his fellow champions in front, and stared blankly at the back of Kaiser’s head. He rubbed at the skin between the cuff of his shirt and the edge of his glove, thoughts far away as people swirled around the three of them like a tornado. Faces blurred and voices muddled together as so many conversations took place at once, all to prepare them to enter the stadium. It was such concentrated chaos and the tension in the air snapped higher as the time drew near.
Their respective ministers had already stopped by to see them and though Hadrian was still put off by Lécuyer’s deception about the panel, he knew it would not do to publicly be at odds with her. He had accepted her well-wishes graciously and acknowledged the silent regret in her eyes when she had left.
Whatever her reasons for trying to push him into the auror department, Hadrian would much rather hear them later, in private.
The only one of Beauxbatons’ retinue that remained now was Madame Maxime. She stood to his left, tall and proud, watching the officials run around with detached interest. She had not said a lot to him since she had returned but her calmness told him that things with the panel members must have gone well.
It was a relief, especially as Karkaroff and Yaxley hovered near their own students, whispering quietly amongst themselves.
Hadrian paid them little attention, distracted as he was. His fingers traced over his pulse point, chasing the memory of Riddle’s touch. The man, donning his Dark Lord guise, had not done more than gently press his thumb there while removing the bracelet; but the brief stroke had felt more indecent than the kiss they had shared not five minutes beforehand.
How silly, he thought with a shake of his head, and let his hands fall to his sides.
Riddle – Voldemort – had left along with the ministers after collecting the bracelets, sparing them nothing more than a few words of praise. With so many potential eyes on them Hadrian had not dared to watch him leave, and despite their awkward parting earlier, he found himself remarkably at ease at the moment.
Perhaps it was the promise they had made, to meet after the duel and be honest with each other. Or perhaps…
“I have full faith in you to succeed today.”
Hadrian’s mouth twitched, his chest warm at the memory.
“Alright!” Yaxley called, clapping his hands. The noise in the tent tapered off. “It’s time. If you’d all follow me,” he said, sweeping his hand at the champions and two other school heads.
The Hogwarts Headmaster stepped towards the front of their little procession and started down the tunnel that would lead them out onto the pitch. Hadrian cast a final look at Maxime and received a simple, encouraging nod; then the two of them followed the rest into the dimly lit passage.
Jets of sunlight cut through the tunnel at random intervals, falling through the wooden beams above them and blinding Hadrian whenever they crossed over his face. It was a short walk, barely taking a minute until they reached the end and stood before the large wall of wooden panelling that separated them from the pitch. The full roar of the crowd rose and fell like waves, making it difficult to hear Yaxley as the man turned to speak to them one last time.
“There is a platform waiting just beyond here,” he explained loudly. “You’ll walk out and step onto it. We’ll be lifted up to do one circuit of the pitch so the audience can see you, and then we’ll be moved to the duelling stage. The champions will be left there while myself and the other heads will be moved away.” He fixed the three of them with a stern glare. “You will wait until the signal to begin is given. Anyone that attempts to start before that will be disqualified. Understood?”
After trading suspicious looks, Hadrian and the others murmured an agreement.
Yaxley waited a second longer, his warning lingering, then spun on his heels and raised his hand. The wall in front of them opened, and the rush of heat and light was an assault to the senses. Hadrian squinted, marching forward with Draco and Kaiser to the rising screams of the audience. Their group stepped onto the small platform, just as Yaxley had ordered, and Hadrian gripped the railing to steady himself as they smoothly began to ascend.
The stadium towered above them, transformed from the usual oval shape into a rectangle. Alternative stands had been constructed, cutting off the two curved ends of the pitch to allow for better viewing, and the traditional colours of the four Hogwarts houses had been changed. The decorations reflected the three distinct factions.
Gold with smatterings of silver and green for Hogwarts.
Red, grey and black for Durmstrang.
Blue and silver for Beauxbatons.
It was a jarring clash of colours, made even more disorientating by the movement of the people, but when they flew past a section of his peers, Hadrian was filled with a fierce thrill. He waved, smiling at the answering cry of support, before diverting his attention to the stage.
Just as Malfoy had described, it was huge. Floating fifty metres in the centre of the stadium, the off-white of the stone shone like a beacon against the backdrop of school pride. The three of them, in their bright uniforms, would be easily distinguishable against it regardless of how far away an audience member was.
As they completed their circuit and drew closer, Hadrian was able to make out the proverbial net ready to catch anyone who fell – a faint blue shimmer that expanded out from below the stage.
Seeing it loosened a small knot of worry, and as their platform came to a stop above the middle of the arena and lowered enough to allow the three of them to hop off, Hadrian felt the return of his earlier confidence. Maybe it was arrogant of him, but duelling was one of his favourite things to do and he was good at it. It was different from every other aspect of academics – one of the truest forms of expression a witch or wizard could have, and Hadrian genuinely loved it.
The adrenaline. The clash of spells. The speed and cunning required.
Gods, he could already feel the flush of excitement.
Yaxley cast sonorus, his voice booming out across the open space. Hadrian ignored the prepared speech, instead taking the time to try and pinpoint where people would be sitting. He would not be able to find his friends, lost as they would be under the paraphernalia, but he could see where the guests of honour were placed. Riddle and his entourage, the ministers and other government officials and, of course, the panel that would be evaluating him would all be there.
Hadrian tilted his head, narrowing his eyes against the glare of the sun as Yaxley went into the rules of the match. It was nothing he had not heard before, though the reality of a no holds barred duel had his stomach fluttering in nervous joy.
So long as he avoided anything too Dark, Hadrian knew he would come out of this with strong marks.
“Good luck, Champions!”
The platform holding the three school heads began to lift away, and through unspoken agreement, the three of them started to put some distance between them. Gold, glowing marks appeared above them, sparking as they slowly turned in the air.
Hadrian watched the numbers tick down, then dropped his eyes to Draco and Kaiser. They faced inwards, at least ten metres between them, tensed in preparation for the signal. Hadrian slowly pulled his wand out of its holster, darting his gaze between his two opponents.
There were so many ways this could go, but he had a hunch on what their first moves would be.
He smirked, shifting to the tips of his toes.
3.
2.
1.
The numbers popped into a spray of gold dust, and Hadrian snapped his wand up, blocking the simultaneous attacks from Draco and Kaiser.
His shield glimmered in front of him, and Hadrian’s smirk bloomed into a wide grin.
This was going to be so much fun.
OoO
Clasping the glass vial securely, Albus tucked his hands behind his back as he quietly watched the sun continue its trek across the sky.
Breathing in deeply, all he could smell was the clean scent of the woodsmoke. It wafted gently from the nine small fire pits placed evenly around the white ritual circle painted on the ground. Ambient magic warmed the air pleasantly, the touch of it as soft as a lullaby.
For just a moment he let his eyes slide shut.
There were potentially hours still to come, depending on how the third task progressed, so he guiltily savoured this last allowance of peace.
Today was the day.
After decades of failure, of loss and senseless pain, today things would finally be put to right. All their work would come to fruition. His only regret was that it had come to such extremes – that the safest route for his people required such a high price.
Albus sighed, his watery blue eyes opening to gaze at the horizon.
He ached for Harry. For what they were about to do to him, for the betrayal and heartbreak the boy would surely feel if he survived.
This choice was a cruel one, he knew. One made necessary only by Albus’ countless mistakes. But the time where he might have been able to confront and defeat Tom had long since passed.
Harry really was the only option they had left.
The only person that Tom might hesitate at harming.
The only person that Tom wanted enough to contemplate staying his hand.
Albus twisted the vial in his palm, rotating it carefully as the heaviness in his chest grew stronger. Wherever he was now, Gellert was undoubtedly laughing at him.
“In a kinder life,” he said to himself, “Harry would never have even heard the name Tom Riddle.”
He glanced over his shoulder, looking at the only other person with him.
Lily stood just to the side of the ritual circle, swaying slightly with a dazed yet content expression. She was humming to herself, green eyes dull as she blinked lazily, her normally sharp mind calm under his spell.
They were waiting for Emmeline’s message. Once the task was finished and Harry no longer endangered by the tournament, they could begin.
Albus knew that Lily would understand in the end.
“Your son is going to save us all, my dear.”
Notes:
So Sirius got loose, Lily's still stuck with the Order, Hadrian's had a full morning with a couple of emotional chats, Remus, Tonks and Cedric tried and failed to make a difference, the task has only just begun, and Albus is waiting in the wings to ruin everything! :D
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Chapter 58: Chapter Fifty Eight
Notes:
Sorry it's so late but I hope ya'll are ready for the third task! This took so long because it's basically back to back fight scenes and I had to pretend I know how to write action lmao.
But anyway! Thanks as always for your patience - and I hope you enjoy!
Warnings are at the bottom of the chapter!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
This was ridiculous.
Narcissa flew through signing the last handful of documents, pressing the nib of her quill hard into the parchment in a manner that would have had her childhood tutor cracking a ruler over her knuckles. She could care less what some long-dead biddy would have thought though because, and her eyes darted to the small clock on her desk, she was now late to the tournament.
With an angry flourish she finished the final one and leaned back, dropping her quill into the inkwell, and rotating her wrist to ease out the growing cramp.
The workers in charge of the upcoming manor renovations had best pray that she did not miss more than the opening speeches due to their delays, otherwise she would single-handedly see to the ruination of their business.
One would think that being the wife of the minister would give her some leeway to ignore such last-minute scheduling issues, especially on the day of the tournament’s third task, but no.
Narcissa sighed, barely resisting the urge to pinch the bridge of her nose as she once again glanced at the clock. She clicked her tongue, standing and hurriedly gathering the paperwork into a loose bundle. “Dobby!” she called sharply, turning to her right as the house-elf appeared. “Here,” Narcissa thrust the paper at him, “get those to Abas Reid.”
His thin, scarred hand took the paperwork with a full-bodied quiver. “Yes, Mistress,” he said with a whimper, and disappeared in a blur of pale colours.
Smoothing her hair back, Narcissa then fixed the wrinkles in her dress. It would not do to appear as if she was rushed – even late, she had an image to uphold.
“Now,” she muttered, folding her hands in front of her stomach. She took a step towards the study door, prepared to head directly to the floo in the main hall, only to freeze when a tingling sensation ran down her spine. She cocked her head, a delicate frown coming to her face as she made her way to the large window facing the front grounds, pulled in that direction due to the anomaly the wards had registered.
It hardly took a moment to spot the cause of it.
Against the lush green grass, the black form that was sprinting towards the manor stood out like a smear of ink. Narcissa blinked in surprise. “An animal?” she said quietly, her nose wrinkling with distaste. The only animals that typically entered the boundaries of their land were their peacocks; most others were discouraged by the sheer amount of magic that saturated the earth.
This one was moving fast, and it was big – far bigger than any fox or wildcat that might have found its way this far into Wiltshire, and it was completely the wrong shape to be a deer.
Narcissa’s hand rose to rest on her chest, her thumb stroking the exposed skin of her collarbone, and she watched in bewildered silence as the animal loped closer.
At its current speed it would reach the manor in a handful of minutes.
Driven by some innate sense of curiosity, Narcissa started walking to the ground floor, picking her dress up so that she could move faster. She bypassed the staircase that would take her to the main hall and instead took the one that would lead her to the foyer. There was a weight in her gut, the beginnings of unease, of suspicion, and by the time she was throwing open the mahogany doors of the manor entrance her magic was sparking defensively.
Lingering in the doorway, holding the door edge with one hand, Narcissa’s other gripped her wand firmly. Her eyes tried to track the animal, but with the thick hedges in the way, she could not see anything. She could feel it though and realised that she had not reset the wards after the workers had left as the animal burst through the illusionary gate at the end of the avenue.
She braced herself, mind flicking down the list of spells she might call on, when the animal finally got close enough for her to identify.
And Narcissa almost dropped her wand because it was a Grim.
“Draco,” she whispered, lips trembling and heart pounding in terror. Unable to move, she just watched as the creature approached.
Its gait slowed, a limp becoming more pronounced, and Narcissa dimly noted how ragged it was. Matted black fur and dried patches that could only be blood, dirt and foliage sticking out from its thick coat, and white, foamy saliva dripping from its open mouth.
The Grim trotted right up to the bottom of the marble stairs, its heavy pants echoing in her ears; though fear had no time to take root, because as it finally came to a stop its whole form shifted.
Leaving her staring at her cousin’s filthy face.
“Sirius?” she exclaimed, taking a startled step backwards and lowering her wand from where she had instinctively raised it.
“Hey Cissy,” Sirius rasped, hands on his knees and chest heaving.
She had not seen him since their surreptitious meeting in Diagon Alley months ago. He had been stressed that day, bitter and angry and wary – they both had been, sitting with a decade worth of loss and betrayal between them – but now he looked near mad with panic. The whites of his eyes were stark as he stared up at her, his skin an ashy grey pallor that made the cuts and bruises stand out horribly.
“What are you doing here?” she hissed, fisting the thick fabric of her dress as her eyes darted around. It was an instinctive check, one that made her feel instantly foolish because she knew they were alone here; but Sirius was still a wanted fugitive, and some habits were hard to break. “And since when are you an animagus?”
“We need to get inside,” Sirius said, bustling forward. Narcissa retreated, letting him in partly out of confusion and partly because he was disgusting, and she did not want him touching her in this state.
He herded her fully inside and rushed to shut the doors behind them.
“Sirius, what is going on –”
“Lock down the manor,” he ordered, slipping around her and marching further into the foyer. Narcissa’s eyebrow twitched at his audacity. “They’ve been on my heels since I escaped.”
“‘Escaped’?” she repeated, some of her ire vanishing at the remark. She hurried after him, boots clicking on the stone floor as she avoided the muddy footsteps he left in his wake. She caught him near the stairs that led to the second floor. “What do you mean ‘escaped’? Who is after you?”
Surely it can’t be…
Despite the circumstances hope, incredulous and so very fragile, bloomed in her heart.
The last time they had spoken, hearing of his disenchantment with the Order and their methods, she had felt much like this.
“We don’t have time! Can you just lock down the wards?” he demanded, ignoring her own questions, and spinning around to pin her with a narrow-eyed glower. Daring to speak to her that way in her own home.
Narcissa sneered, any miniscule excitement at the implications of his earlier words crushed beneath her rising temper. She met him glare for glare, stepping into his space and baring her teeth, “If you would speak plainly, I would be able to properly help you, you twat.”
It was a frustrating thing to acknowledge, but the sincerity rang out in her words regardless of the anger coating them – that she would always help if any of her family came to her in need. It was a weakness rooted deep in her bones and Narcissa had wished, many times over the years, that she could turn her back on Sirius, but the truth sat around her throat like a too-tight necklace.
She would burn the world down for her loved ones, and her baby cousin was, unfortunately, no exception to that rule.
Perhaps he could see it, or perhaps his exhaustion won out over his own inner fire, because he allowed his shoulders to slump. “Bring up the wards and I’ll tell you everything,” Sirius promised with an edge of urgency. His grey eyes darted over her head to the door behind them, shadowed in thought.
Narcissa’s mouth pinched, but she obligingly raised her hand. The ring Lucius had gifted her a week after their wedding gleamed briefly as the wards flicked into place around the manor. The ancient magic reverberated in her chest, a warm hum of protection that she cradled close before she turned her attention back to her cousin.
“Tell me,” she said.
Sirius, with his usual level of decorum, dropped down on the steps with a rumbling sigh. He swallowed twice, wetting his mouth as best he could with his obvious thirst, and wasted no time plunging into his explanation. That, more than anything, told her how little she would like this.
It was never a good sign when the irreverent turned grave.
“The Order’s fucked, Cissy,” he said, brushing some of his sweaty hair back. It loosened some twigs and leaves, making them flutter to the polished floor. “It’s worse than I thought. Dumbledore’s got some stupid plan cooked up to kill Voldemort, and he’s going to use Hadrian to do it.”
She stiffened but did not interrupt.
“It’s a ritual. He wants to use Lily and some of Hadrian’s blood to lay a compulsion on him and force him to fight. It would completely override Hadrian’s own wants and make killing Voldemort his driving force.”
Good gods, Narcissa thought with growing horror.
She did not need him to explain the reasoning behind such a decision, she knew all too well how much sway Evans had over her Lord. She had been the one to encourage Sirius to use that affection to help his own situation, after all.
Dark Lords were possessive, greedy things, and they protected what they considered theirs with an animalistic viciousness. To be one of Lord Voldemort’s was to be barricaded by a ring of fire. Nothing could reach you through the flames, but you would burn so easily if you stepped out of line. It was heady and treacherous and largely went unsaid, and Narcissa had enjoyed the benefits of that protection for years.
But she knew, both from her own limited observations and Lucius’ ruminations, that Evans was different to the rest of them. More than wanted by her Lord, he was coveted. A favourite amongst favourites, granted privileges he hardly seemed to understand the gravity of, and as such was unabashed in his abuse of them.
A year ago, such a plan concocted by their enemies would be laughable, but Narcissa’s stomach clenched with noxious fear. Because nowadays, if there was anyone Lord Voldemort’s wand might waver before, it was Hadrian Evans.
“And his mother agreed?” she asked, straightening her back.
“No!” Sirius snapped, looking up at her with a snarl. “Lily and I both refused to take part, and we were shoved into fucking cells to keep us from interfering. I’ve been a prisoner for weeks, Cissy. My friends, people I thought I could trust – they locked me up and treated me like a misbehaving child, all because I didn’t think stripping my godson of his freewill and pitting him against Voldemort was a good idea!”
It was a very good idea, Narcissa wanted to say but such an opinion would only agitate Sirius further. As it was, she turned her thoughts to gathering more information.
“I need details if we want a chance at stopping this,” she said, tilting her head. “You said they need Potter for the ritual to take effect?”
He nodded, jaw practically grinding his teeth to powder. “Yeah, the ritual requires a blood relative. A parent, Dumbledore said. They’ll use the blood and her connection to Hadrian as his mother to plant a seed in his head.” Grief stormed across his face then, rivalled only by the guilt dominating his eyes.
“I left her there,” he confessed, looking down at his hands. “I couldn’t get her out in time. If I’d stayed, I might have –”
“Enough,” Narcissa cut in harshly. “I need you in the here and now, Sirius, not bogged down by ‘what-ifs’. Now, they need Potter’s cooperation. Whether they get it through coercion or not doesn’t matter, we need to treat her as a potential enemy.”
“Lily’s not our enemy,” Sirius protested, that unfortunate loyalty of his springing forward like a rabid beast. “She doesn’t want them to use her!”
You should have killed her so they couldn’t, Narcissa thought grimly. “She is a key component to this, they cannot use the ritual if they don’t have her,” she threw back. “At the very least she’s an obstacle we need to overcome. But regardless, are they the only ones needed? Her and her son?”
“To my knowledge,” he said, seething. It was not the assurance she would like, but she doubted Dumbledore would have discussed the minutiae of this ritual with him once Sirius rejected the plot.
“So, we know who they need and what it does,” she murmured, eyes growing distant. “That might be enough to get some research started. All we need is when and where. Do you know anything about that?”
Sirius scowled, though it was more pensive than aggressive this time. He was thinking – good.
“I’ve no clue where, but they were aiming for just after the third task finished.”
“We’re low on time then,” Narcissa said, closing her eyes as her frustration mounted. “The task is happening right now; I was just on my way when you breached the wards.”
“Shit,” he breathed out.
She shook her head and looked at Sirius with a dark expression. “If we cannot get to Lily Potter, we need to concentrate on subduing the boy. Even if the compulsion takes root, we can keep him contained before he can do anything. We can keep things under control as we find a way to counteract it, but we need to go to Hogwarts and tell the Dark Lord.”
“Then let’s go,” he said, surprising her at the lack of resistance. He must have read it on her face because he sent her a small, twisted smile. “Why do you think I came here, Cissy? I can’t just waltz into Hogwarts without getting arrested, but if I had the minister’s wife vouching for me…” he trailed off. When he continued, he raised his eyebrows, “Voldemort might be a manipulative prick that I hate with a fiery passion, but he’s not the one planning to turn Hadrian into a puppet. If he’s even half as invested in keeping Hadrian safe as I am, then I’m willing to back him for this.”
It was frankly blasphemous to hear such a thing from her cousin, given how long he had spent running from his heritage and his violent opposition to everything the Dark Lord stood for, but to Narcissa it made perfect sense.
She inclined her head slightly. “Very well,” she said, “we can enter through Yaxley’s office to avoid the crowds. Once there I will glamour you, and then we’ll make our way to the field. Come,” she gestured towards the hallway that would take them to the main hall.
Sirius tipped a callous smirk her way and pushed himself to his feet. He swayed, clearly still affected by his mad dash over who knew how much land, but his stubborn determination kept him upright.
However, before she could take a step, she felt the whisper of a ripple go through the wards again. Narcissa stopped, her frown deepening.
“What’s wrong?” Sirius asked, his hand hovering near her shoulder. “Cissy?”
“Something is –”
The wards rumbled.
Narcissa’s hand flew to her head, more out of surprise than pain, and she felt a cold creep into her cheeks when several presences registered in her mind just before she lost all contact with the wards that surrounded the manor. “I can’t feel the wards anymore,” she said, the words rushing out of her.
“What?”
“I can’t feel the wards anymore,” she repeated, tone hardening. Her eyes darted towards the entrance hall, burning into the door fiercely. “A number of intruders were registered just before I lost the connection. We’re about to be under attack.”
Sirius hissed out a breath, and from the corner of her eyes, Narcissa saw his stance firm up. Readying for battle.
The first volley of spells slammed into the door; the bright sparks visible through the large windows on either side. The sound was concussive, and they both flinched as another barrage hit.
“Are you locked out of the wards, or were they taken down completely?” he asked, looping a hand gently around her elbow and beginning to guide her away from the door.
“I can’t tell,” she answered stiffly. “It might just be the outer wards that are penetrated. The ones within the manor walls are likely still working.”
The downward set to his mouth asked how much longer? Narcissa hated that she did not have an answer.
“Well, so long as the floo network is still working we can duck out before they get through,” he muttered as he let her take over and lead. “Last I checked it was Moody on my tail, so I wouldn’t be surprised if they crack through. But I’m pretty sure I smelt Bill, which means we’re definitely on the clock here.”
“Bill?” Narcissa asked, unfamiliar with the name. She opened the door to the main hall, eyes brightening with victory when she saw the large fireplace.
“William Weasley,” Sirius offered absently, closing the door behind them, and bracing his hand against the white-painted wood. “He’s a prodigy, and the closest thing to a curse-breaker the Order has on hand. Could’ve been one officially if you lot weren’t in charge – I’ve never seen someone make wards dance the way he does.”
Narcissa came to a dead stop, something very close to offence building inside her. “Are you telling me a Weasley broke through the outer wards within minutes of first encountering them?”
Sirius gave her a tired grin, “Not bad for a blood traitor, huh?”
She hissed at him but put his inappropriate amusement to the side. She could still hear the spells colliding with the wards, and if this Weasley was as talented as she was beginning to suspect, she knew they were likely down to minutes before their attackers would be through.
Or seconds, she amended when something beyond the door exploded.
“Get to the fireplace,” Sirius barked, pushing her in its direction. Narcissa did not hesitate, bundling her dress in her hands and sprinting across the hall to reach it. With her wand she activated the floo network, but just as her hand sunk into the deep bowl of powder and gathered her means of escape, the tiny flames at the base of the firebox extinguished itself.
“What?” she breathed, stunned. Her heart was pounding, damn near about to break through her ribcage, and she turned to look up at Sirius with wide, confused eyes.
“Oh shit,” her cousin grimaced, staring down at the smoking remains. “That’d be Bill too.”
“He’s able to shut down the floo?”
“Yeah,” Sirius said, rubbing a hand over his mouth. “I bet he’s wrangled control of the wards, rather than shattered them completely. I doubt we can apparate either.”
It was said so mildly, as if it was an obvious conclusion in Sirius’ eyes. Narcissa’s lips parted in disbelief, and no small amount of panic.
Just how skilled was this man?
To reverse the ownership of wards as old as those on the Malfoy’s property, to steal it away from the ones keyed in by blood, all within a handful of minutes…it was unheard of. And yet she could not dismiss the frankness in Sirius’ tone.
She took a tremulous breath, swallowing the alarm that choked her, and rose to her full height. “Do you have a wand?” she asked, listening intently to the growing noises that signified their attackers were coming closer.
“Nope,” Sirius replied, popping the word with false cheer. “But I can turn into a giant dog and I’m in the mood to bite some people.”
And despite it all, Narcissa felt her mouth twitch as she exhaled a soft chuckle.
She steeled herself almost immediately, levelling her wand at the door. “We will fight,” she declared, “and the moment we have the chance, we run. Get beyond the wards and I’ll apparate us.”
“Sounds like a plan,” Sirius said. “But if you can, aim for Bill – if we can knock him out, he’ll lose his hold on the wards and we can just use the floo.”
Narcissa very much intended to do more than knock them out, but she nodded in agreement. Sirius seamlessly shifted beside her, his body smoothly dropping to all fours and dark fur burst forth. His animagus form truly was enormous, easily coming up to her hips, and something about the deep rumble of his growls soothed Narcissa as the door across the hall burst open with a hail of spells.
OoO
Hadrian withstood their attacks for a few moments that seemed to stretch on forever before Draco suddenly broke off and sent a stunner towards Kaiser. It whipped through the air, forcing her to halt her assault, and that was when Hadrian struck.
He dropped his shield and lashed out. “Ventus,” he called, sending a powerful gust of wind from the tip of his wand and slashing it across the arena towards both his opponents. Hadrian heard Draco swear, the blond barely managing to conjure a rocky wall to defend himself, and he snickered. Kaiser was not as quick, being smacked with the full force of the spell, but she was saved from being lifted clear off the platform by Draco’s retaliation.
Hadrian cancelled his spell, dropping into a roll to avoid the golden curse that jetted over his head. It collided against the boundary behind him, dissipating into a violent spray of sparks. But he did not have time to wonder what it would have done to him before Kaiser descended on him.
Knocking away her first hex, Hadrian comfortably fell back on the defensive. He retreated calmly, keeping one eye on how far from the edge he was, as his shield endured her vicious onslaught without strain.
His visible ease seemed to infuriate her though, and Hadrian would never miss an opportunity to taunt someone so easily riled.
“Having trouble?” he asked, loud enough to be heard over the rain of spells clashing into his shield.
Kaiser snarled.
“I suppose I should be flattered you see me as such a threat,” he continued, intentionally jovial.
“Or perhaps I merely tire of looking at you!” she snapped, sending out another curse. Backed by her anger, it actually managed to crack his shield. Hadrian planted his feet, even as he scoffed derisively.
“Uh, said no one ever,” he replied. “But if you’re so offended by my face, you should look at something else.”
“Like what?” she jeered.
Hadrian let his shield fizzle away and smiled meanly. “Like your other opponent.”
Draco’s spell hit her in the side, driving her away from Hadrian as she hastily tried to counter the creeping paralysis now infecting her.
“Thanks,” Hadrian said with a nod to the other wizard.
Draco, close to ten metres away, shrugged. “I was feeling left out,” he said, holding his wand ready in front of him.
“Oh, so sorry,” Hadrian said snidely, “allow me to remedy that.” He aimed his wand at Draco and sent a blast of blue fire at him, revelling at how it made the other’s eyes pop wide, and then followed it up with a bombarda that shattered the stone beneath his feet and knocked him flat.
Hadrian pressed his advantage, rushing towards Draco. “Incarcerous vinculum,” he muttered, and the same heavy chains he had used in the first task formed around him. He launched them at the other boy.
Draco let out a yelp, twisting out of the way so the chains landed where he had been rather than wrapping around him, and hopped to his feet. “Are you out of your mind!” the blond shouted. “That spell’s for magical creatures!”
Hadrian’s retort was cut off by something coiling around him, trapping his arms against his side, and flinging him off his feet.
Shit, he thought, hitting the ground, and rolling over and over. The world was a disorientating mix of off-white stone and blinding blue sky; and eventually he came to a skidding stop. He groaned, his ribs aching from the bruising hold of whatever spell Kaiser had used against him, and he scrambled into a crouch. His wand snapped up, redirecting her follow-up attack into the air through a hasty defence charm.
Mercifully, Draco came to his rescue – though whether that was intentional or not was up for debate. Hadrian placed his hand on his chest, watching closely as the other two went at each other, and spared a moment to just observe their fighting styles.
Draco, unsurprisingly, had a textbook perfect duelling stance. His movements were fluid, offence flowing neatly into defence and back again as he danced between Kaiser’s strikes; and he seemed particularly adept at nonverbal casting. His accuracy was also impressive, and the few hits he managed to sneak past Kaiser’s own shield always landed.
But where Draco was like water, Kaiser was fire. There was a ferocity behind every action, a weight to every spell and curse she unleashed that made her intimidatingly formidable. Her spells leaned more into the Dark Arts than not, just skirting the line of acceptable, and her tenacity and sheer force of will to dominate might have been admirable if Hadrian was in a complimentary mood.
She also took curses with barely a flinch, so evidently her uniform had charms not dissimilar to his own. Hadrian scanned her with narrowed eyes as another one of Draco’s hexes seemed to dissolve as it connected with her shoulder.
He twirled his wand slowly between his fingers.
Distantly, he registered the approving roar of the crowd, and above that, the voice of a commentator narrating the events. So many people came for a spectacle. He would hate to disappoint them.
Hadrian pointed his wand at some of the chunks his earlier blasting charm had created. “Wingardium leviosa,” he said, directing several pieces of stone to hover a few feet off the ground. And then, “Acuere.”
The stones reshaped themselves, elongating into large needle-like forms. It was an elegant display of transfiguration, one he would have been proud to showcase in his exams, and he hoped the panel members enjoyed it too.
Hadrian flicked his wrist and the projectiles slashed through the air, their speed producing an audible whistle. Kaiser barely leapt out of the way in time, but Draco was not as fortunate. One of the stones tore at his thigh, slicing through his trousers and cutting into the skin.
He collapsed with a cry of pain, and the crowd screamed in excitement.
Hadrian wanted to wince. While it was hardly a life-threatening injury, a part of him still felt marginally bad for spilling the other boy’s blood. He would have to apologise afterwards.
For now, Hadrian turned his sights on Kaiser.
“Amnis fulgar!” she shouted.
Hadrian conjured a new shield, only to swear when the stream of lightning Kaiser set on him shattered it completely. The force of his shield’s destruction flung him onto his back and saved him from a faceful of lightning as the curse sailed inches above his fallen form.
“Avis,” he whispered, channelling more magic than he normally would into the spell; and with a loud pop and blue light, from the tip of his wand exploded a flock of birds. He had only ever conjured small species with this spell in the past – wagtails and finches mainly – but this time the creatures were larger. Their wingspan was nearly double what he had expected, with patterns that resembled goshawks, though with the increased size was a smaller number than usual.
Hadrian stared at them for a brief moment, surprised, before he pushed it aside. “Oppugno,” he cast, and watched with a small grin as the birds threw themselves at Kaiser with piercing shrieks.
As they set about harassing her, Hadrian picked himself up properly and began to heal some of his bruises. He ran his wand over his arm and chest, easing the aches, and followed Kaiser’s erratic attempts to destroy his birds with interest.
Two were already gone, but the three that remained were making up for their fallen brothers. Hadrian tilted his head, then pointed his wand at the ground near her feet. “Conversus ad glaciem.”
A thin sheet of ice appeared under her boots, and Kaiser went down with a startled grunt. One of the goshawks dived at her, its talons scratching at her face before she managed to punch it with a blind swing of her arm. The bird vanished in a puff of blue smoke, but Hadrian saw the thin red lines that now marred Kaiser’s pretty face.
“You son of a bitch!” she spat, and summoned a blast of fire that claimed the last two birds.
“Be glad it didn’t go for your eyes,” Hadrian called back, watching as she clambered up. From the corner of his eyes, he could see Draco also finding his feet – a strip of white bandages covering where he had been injured. “Your aim’s bad enough without depth perception problems added to the mix,” he taunted.
Kaiser’s face flushed red with pure rage, and Hadrian subtly rocked onto his toes. He had a feeling she was about to get serious.
“You alright, Draco?” he asked, turning his head towards the other boy even though his gaze remained pinned on her.
“I’ve been better,” Draco replied, his tone equal parts dry and humorous. “I’ll have to get you back for my leg.”
Hadrian huffed lightly, his smile quick but genuine. “Good luck with that.”
The three of them fell silent then, only their harsh panting to be heard. Hadrian could feel the sweat accumulating along his hairline, and with the unspoken reprieve he became aware of just how fast his heart was beating. His hands were shaking from the adrenaline, and the wind that brushed over him made his skin prickle.
He would have to get moving again soon to stop the inevitable crash.
Kaiser clearly had the same idea. Quicker than a blink, her wand was raised. “Spiritus secare,” she hissed, and a jet of soft purple light slammed into Hadrian’s chest before he could do more than take a step back.
He dropped to his knees, his hands flying to his throat as he coughed. Fuck, he thought, his mouth opening uselessly as he desperately tried to breathe. It was like there was a block in his throat, making it impossible for him to inhale, and Hadrian groped blindly for his wand as he choked and gagged on nothing.
His fingers circled around the familiar shape and with an upwards slash of his arm, the stone around him rushed to form a half-domed barrier between him and the others. He could hear the clash of spells, could hear their voices ringing out but their words were lost to him.
Holding his wand tip to his throat Hadrian cast Finite, packing the spell with his magic to try and undo whatever Kaiser had done to him. When that did not work, he moved it to his chest – where her curse had struck him – and overloaded a Finite Incantatem at his lungs.
Instantly, sweet, blessed air flooded into him. Hadrian stayed hunched over, wheezing painfully, and trembling so badly he was afraid to try standing.
“That…bitch…” he croaked, knocking his fist into the ground. It had been a good hit, and a brutally effective way to take him out, even if it was only for a minute – but any appreciation Hadrian might have felt at Kaiser’s attack was soured by her using it against him.
I’m going to swat her like a bug, he thought angrily.
OoO
“Oh dear, he looks upset,” Claire murmured, her fingers resting against her mouth.
She watched as Hadrian shoved himself to his feet, and with a scowl, sent a spell at his makeshift shelter. The stone structure exploded outwards, pieces of it flying in all directions and clipping both Malfoy and Kaiser.
Her other hand clutched at Jacob’s, her fright at seeing their friend drop to the ground and struggle to breathe still coursing through her.
Jacob squeezed her back just as tightly, his eyes trained on the black-and-blue clad figure that ran to reengage his opponents with an aggression that had been previously missing. Malfoy and Kaiser had closed the distance between each other and were unprepared for Hadrian landing between them like an enraged Nundu.
Even more so when, rather than using a spell, he kicked Draco’s legs out from under him and landed a solid punch on Kaiser’s solar plexus. Claire winced even as her peers screamed their support. She had been on the receiving end of similar hits in the past in their hand-to-hand combat lessons, though not at the force Hadrian had delivered that one, so she had some idea of the state Kaiser would be in.
Winded, abdominal pain, nausea – and the good rush of panic that usually came with restricted airflow. To Claire it was obvious retribution to the curse Kaiser had just used on Hadrian. Less serious, perhaps, given she could still breathe, but certainly longer lasting.
A well-deserved punishment in her eyes. Kaiser had been pushing Hadrian since the beginning – it was only fair that she finally got a taste of his ire in return.
Everyone had known going into this that it would be a grudge match between the two of them, and Claire would go as far as to say that some of the crowd today had come purely to watch Hadrian Evans clash with Galiana Kaiser. The animosity had been evident in the second task, and more than one article over the following months had speculated just what would happen when the two were allowed to face off against each other again.
Hadrian had not come out of their last encounter victorious, but Claire knew that this time things would be different because Hadrian was different. He had more to lose in this task than just a few points. For the first time in his life, Claire knew that Hadrian was thinking of what he wanted his future to look like, and that was what would give him an edge over his opponents.
Claire darted a glance at her partner, taking in the tension around Jacob’s mouth and the way he leaned forward, as if poised to jump to his feet at any moment. She sighed quietly, and swayed closer to him, brushing their shoulders together.
Jacob did not seem to register her touch, but the tightness in his muscles began to ease.
A flash out of the corner of her eye drew her focus back to the match.
Below them, Malfoy created some kind of web made of yellow, crackling light. The strands spread out across the platform, catching both Hadrian and Kaiser, and attempting to ensnare them. Claire bit her lip, but her worry was unnecessary.
Hadrian twisted on his heels, apparating a short distance away from the web and snapping the strands that had managed to grip him. There was smoke coming from the pieces of his uniform that had been touched, revealing the true threat of that curse.
“I didn’t know they could apparate,” Jacob said, his own frown lightening now that Hadrian was out of imminent danger.
“I suppose they can, so long as it’s within the bounds,” Claire suggested, and she hoped that was something Hadrian had known beforehand, because if she found out he risked splinching himself she would smack him.
But before her annoyance could even settle, Kaiser summoned a cloud of thick smoke and Claire, and the audience, lost sight of what was happening.
OoO
Hadrian came to an abrupt stop, his arms rising protectively as the billowing cloud of smoke exploded outwards. It rushed around him with an audible whisper, bringing an unnatural chill, though it was the sudden loss of vision that had his skin breaking out in shivers. His eyes darted around uselessly, straining to the point where he swore that he could feel the frantic dilation of his pupils – but all he could see were aimless hazy swirls.
Squinting like a fool, Hadrian pushed through the distant reminder of his early childhood and how atrocious his eyesight had been and started to move to his left.
He could freely admit this was an impressive spell. The amount of magic Kaiser had packed into it saturated the air, making the tips of his fingers tingle and dragging a new layer of tension to his shoulders. It was an unnerving, unwelcome and yet frustratingly effective move that stopped them in their tracks.
Hadrian wondered briefly if, as the caster, Kaiser was even affected by the spell; and then swiftly decided that he would rather not find out.
Already he could hear the rising murmurs from the crowd, an obvious sign that they did not appreciate losing sight of the match, and Hadrian allowed himself a small smirk.
After all, every single one of those gleeful eyes wanted to see them rip into each other, and who was he to deny them?
Hadrian did not know the specific counter to this spell, but he had already proven that he outclassed Kaiser in terms of raw magic. It was a simple thing to call his magic forth, channelling the rush of power not through his wand but instead letting it burst out around his body in one great wave. It eagerly shredded the spell, smothering Kaiser’s lingering magic as it spread through the smoke, clearing the platform as effectively as a strong gust of wind might.
Hadrian looked around, clocking Kaiser’s position not a moment too soon. She had crossed a good distance from where he had last seen her and was already casting another curse towards him.
He threw himself to the side, tucking into a neat roll to avoid the blast of dark green that scorched the ground where he had been standing. He did not have time to get to his feet though before pain lanced through his side, whatever spell that hit him powerful enough to cut through his protection charms and bite into his skin.
“Fuck,” he hissed, forced to move again as Draco came after him. The blond was relentless, hounding Hadrian around the platform, never letting up for a second. He could feel the blood slowly seeping out of his wound, staining his outer shirt in patches, and each rapid step he took had the muscles in his side screaming.
But with Draco so intent on attacking he could not spare the cut a glance.
“Getting tired, Evans?” Draco called, another of his spells whizzing by Hadrian’s ear.
Despite his bubbling frustration, Hadrian had to grin at the other’s taunt. He danced around another attack, and finally retaliated, his wand snapping up and letting loose a stream of orange light. The spell lashed out, morphing as it rushed at Draco, taking the form of something vaguely octopus-like and slamming into the blond’s hastily erected shield. Its multiple arms looped around the shield, squeezing with a single-minded determination.
With Draco sufficiently distracted; Hadrian turned his focus back to Kaiser. The girl had kept herself away from his and Draco’s brief chase, and she was crafty enough that he did not want to give her more of an opportunity to plan.
She had not moved from where he had first spotted her though she was now on her knees, her wand aimed at the ground and her mouth moving quickly.
Just as he sent a simple jinx her way, the stone right in front of her erupted upwards, taking the hit and promptly expanding – and then it surged towards him.
Hadrian stood his ground and waited until the wave of stone was close before slashing his wand down through the air. A jet of pale-yellow light cut through the middle of the moving structure, causing it to crumble just as it reached him.
For a single, uninterrupted moment their eyes met across the platform, both of them heaving from exertion.
Wizarding duels were not typically long affairs, even ones with multiple participants, and Hadrian, with years of duelling experience under his belt, could hardly remember another match that had taken this long or pushed him quite like this. Physical stamina so rarely was the deciding factor in who won. It almost always came down to magical strength, reflexes, or creative thinking.
At this rate, the fatigue would get them before they got each other.
Behind him, he could feel the spell that was attacking Draco fade away, having used all its strength to break through the other’s shield.
Hadrian tightened his grip on his wand, quelling the faint tremors from exhaustion. It was time to end this.
Which, naturally, was the moment the entire platform began to move.
All three of them stumbled, their arms flapping about to regain their balance, and it would have been comical if it was not so nauseating. Hadrian crouched, one hand bracing against the cold ground, and watched with disbelief as one side of the platform started to rise into the air before sinking back down smoothly.
Like a giant seesaw.
“Oh, this is absurd,” he muttered, trying to get used to the constant motion.
Charmed for added complexity, Malfoy had said. Hadrian had known it would move, but this was a step up from anything he had anticipated. Evidently, he had been thinking too narrowly, and he sourly thought that Riddle was probably having a grand time watching the three of them wobbling like uncoordinated infants.
The rocking intensified, growing slightly faster, and someone spat out a curse behind him. Hadrian chanced a look, watching with a grimace as Draco’s injured leg collapsed under him and sent him rolling towards the descending side. He had been too close to the edge.
Hadrian waited; a tense breath held between his teeth as half of Draco’s body disappeared off the platform. The noise from the crowd spiked, Draco’s upper body the only thing now keeping him in the game, his hands desperately clawing at the stone to keep himself from plunging down.
OoO
Lucius’ fists clenched, his nails digging into the flesh of his palms as Draco’s legs slipped over the edge. His entire world was suspended in those terrible seconds – and then he let out a sharp sigh of relief when his boy managed to swing himself back up and scramble to safety when the platform stabilised.
He had known the arena was set to begin its next phase soon but actually seeing it move, like a great big lumbering beast, still startled him. The platform was a feat of magical engineering – a collaboration from some of the brightest minds in Britain – and if it were anyone else but his son down there, Lucius might have been able to truly bask in the brilliance of it.
As it was his son though, he could not quite release the tension that made a home deep in the muscles of his back.
Briefly, Lucius allowed his eyes to stray, darting away from the intense match playing out below him to rest on the empty seat to his right. Narcissa had yet to appear, and his worry was compounding.
They had known she would be late to the event, what with having to tidy up some last-minute matters at the manor, but he had been so sure that she would be here to watch Draco’s performance.
He debated calling someone over and getting them to retrieve his wife, damn whatever required her attention at their home, however just as he was about to raise his hand and gain the attention of one of his assistants, movement from his peripheral snared his focus.
The Dark Lord had sat up, his body swaying forward an inch, eyes riveted on the three champions. Lucius swiftly turned back to the duel, scanning frantically for Draco, and grimaced when he realised the arena had shifted into its next state.
Individual tiles of the platform began to fall away, others rising up in an indiscernible pattern.
The gasps from the crowd rang out around the stadium, and Lucius saw what had captured his Lord’s interest.
Evans had been pitched into the air on one of the tiles, the boy crouched awkwardly in the centre of it, likely driven to his knees by the sudden thrust upwards. He floated dangerously high above his opponents, relatively shielded from their view thanks to the new height – and then the tile dropped out from under him.
OoO
Narcissa sent the ornate tea table flying across the vast room.
She did not wait to see if it hit, throwing herself behind one of the marble pillars just as another stream of spells collided where she had been standing with a loud boom.
Animal snarls tore through the air, jarring to hear in a place she associated with the elegance of high society, and yet blending in seamlessly with the distinct buzz of magic in her ears. Narcissa dared to peek around the pillar, glimpsing the dark shadow that was Sirius racing around the room, slick as oil as he dodged attacks. He drew the focus of most of their assailants, a nuisance no matter his form, but one unfortunately familiar face remained turned in her direction.
Her lips parted; the tip of her tongue pinched between her teeth. Narcissa conjured her shield as Alastor Moody’s curse whipped towards her, and the spray of blue sparks as it broke apart mere inches from her face was blinding. She blinked frantically to clear the spots in her eyes, ducking low just in case there was a follow-up attack, and began to search the room for a hint of red hair.
If she could find Bill Weasley, she could put an end to this all before it could escalate.
Another spell slammed into her protego, powerful enough to have her wincing from the backlash.
“Give it up you two!” a voice called out, gruff and thick with anger. “You’re outnumbered!”
“Fuck you, you dickhead!” Sirius shouted back, and Narcissa wanted to roll her eyes because if her cousin had transformed purely to yell abuse at their enemies, she would strangle him.
“Sirius, please,” someone else cried, far more earnest than his companion had been. “Stop this – it’s not worth it!”
Narcissa leaned over enough to track the voice, and it took her a handful of seconds to recognise Arthur Weasley.
It had been over a decade since she had laid eyes on the man, as she was largely kept out of the hunt for the remaining Order members, and the differences were stark. From her memories, he had always been somewhat plump in his youth, his cheeks rounded and flush with vigour; but now he was as thin as he was tall, the years stripping away any signs of a comfortable life.
“We don’t want to have to hurt you,” Weasley continued, and his plaintive tone grated sharply on her nerves.
She stepped out from her shelter quickly, avoiding a strike from Moody and sending an overpowered blasting curse towards the third man she could see lurking on the edges of the fight. He was older, white-haired and wrinkled, and from this distance she could not place his face. He was spry though, slipping around her attack with an ease that spoke of extensive experience.
“You break into my home,” she said, her voice high and firm with the force of her irritation, “you ruin my wards, you attack my cousin and I – and you expect us to just roll over for you?”
She cast another spell, fire to reflect the rage coursing through her veins, and smiled savagely when she heard more than one of them shout in alarm. They rushed to take cover, even Moody retreating from the flames. The sight of that man running from her was a balm to her wounded pride.
“You and your ilk are a blight on this country, Malfoy!”
Narcissa gave that comment the response it deserved; her sneer impressive enough to curdle milk. She took the chance to move closer to where she saw Sirius, crouched behind one of the heavy lounges.
He looked back at her as she dropped down next to him, offering a bleak smile.
There was a cut on his forehead, leaking a thin strip of blood down the arch of his eyebrow. “Have you seen Bill?” she asked briskly.
“Nah,” Sirius replied, stealing a look over the top of the lounge. “He’s probably hanging back. They wouldn’t want to risk him getting taken down.”
Narcissa huffed quietly, staring at the polished wooden floor. “Any way we can draw him out?” she asked, flicking a glance at him.
Sirius' face darkened, his mouth twisting down at the corners, but when he answered he was sincere. “Arthur – if we injured him enough…” It was clear how distasteful he found the idea, and Narcissa reminded herself to be patient with him. Up until very recently, these had been Sirius’ friends. It would take more time to undo almost twenty years of hard-won trust.
Fortunately, she suspected that that went both ways. “Do you think they know?” she asked, briefly taking the time to haul herself up and fling another curse at their enemies to keep them occupied.
“What do you mean?” Sirius asked, eyes narrowing, and though she could see him putting it together, she answered him anyway.
“Do they know what Dumbledore is planning? Do they know why you ran?”
Sirius’ jaw flexed. “One way to find out,” he muttered. His hand came to rest on her shoulder lightly, and Narcissa readied herself for whatever he had planned next.
“Arthur!” Sirius bellowed, loud enough to carry to the other side of the hall. “You’ve got to let me explain, man! What Albus is planning – it isn’t right!”
“What are you talking about? You betrayed us! You’ve been working with Voldemort for months!” Weasley called, though his accusations were marred with confusion. And that was all Narcissa needed to know the truth.
Sirius met her eyes and nodded. Carefully, they started to crawl along the edge of the lounge, heading in the direction of the cabinets and teapoys – their contents somehow having survived the chaos up until now.
“They’re lying to you, Arthur. I didn’t agree with their plan, and they locked me up for it,” Sirius replied, voice tight with anger and betrayal. Narcissa watched the play of emotions over her cousin’s face, and suspected the hurt went even deeper than he showed. “Did they even tell you what they want to do? Did they tell you what they’re going to do to my godson?”
Whatever Weasley said was drowned out by Moody’s harsh bark. “You can’t twist your way out of this, Black. You turned your back on the Order and finally showed your true colours. You’ve been meeting with Death Eaters and cutting deals! You couldn’t even deny it when we confronted you about it!”
“I did meet with Cissy,” Sirius admitted, his frankness surprising her, “but only because the Order was becoming something I couldn’t recognise anymore. Since when do we make kids fight our battles, huh? Since when was that acceptable, Arthur? Hadrian’s the same age as Ron – would you make your son fight?”
“Enough, Black!” Moody snapped, sounding much closer. “You’re a traitor.”
Narcissa tensed, her wand rising in preparation. Sirius put on a burst of speed and scrambled out from behind the lounge, sliding so he was behind one of the cabinets. The trinkets on top rattled from the force of him knocking into it.
“That’s rich coming from you, Alastor!” Sirius shot back, picking himself up so he was crouched. His hands crept over the lip of the cabinet and groped around. “You’re the fucking traitor! Compulsion charms? Overriding Hadrian’s will and making him fight your battle? Forcing him to be a murderer? If you think that’s okay, you’re no better than the wizards you used to put down!”
A wordless snarl was his answer, and Narcissa wondered if any of Sirius’ remarks had landed. He had always been good at burrowing under peoples’ skin.
Sirius’ hand closed around a blue-patterned vase, gripping it firmly as his intention became clear.
“Don’t you dare,” Narcissa hissed, absolutely venomous. Sirius froze in response, much like he always had when he was a boy, and he sent her an incredulous look. “Use the one on it’s right,” she ordered quietly but firmly. “Lucius’ mother gave me that one, it won’t be missed.”
“Your priorities are so fucked up,” Sirius whispered, but he obediently shuffled along to grab the garnish yellow crystal vase and dragged it off the top so he could test its heft.
He raised his voice once more once he was satisfied, “They’re going to turn Hadrian into a puppet, Arthur! They’re going to throw him at Voldemort and hope for the best! He doesn’t want to fight and they’re taking that choice away from him! I didn’t spend decades fighting just so we could do something like this – did you?”
There was no response from Weasley, only a new flurry of spells colliding against their cover. Narcissa sunk lower, counting her breaths, and waited. Her eyes scanned the area near them, landing on the cabinet beyond Sirius, nestled against the far wall. Her vision tunnelled, adrenaline spiking as she spied a plain black box through the glass doors, and a new plan bloomed in her mind.
She snapped her attention back to Sirius, waving to gain his attention. With more faith than she ever would have expected, she tossed her wand over to him. “Cover me,” she mouthed.
Her cousin plucked her wand up without question, knowing what the simple act meant even if he did not outwardly show it, and lifted the vase in silent agreement.
They jumped to their feet, Narcissa sprinting past him as Sirius lobed the vase in the air and sent a blasting curse at it as it reached the top of its arch.
Shards exploded everywhere, though with Sirius guarding her back, none so much as touched her. Narcissa skidded to a stop before the cabinet, tearing its doors open and snatching the velvet black box up.
Kneeling down to make herself a smaller target, she distantly heard the sound of a fight picking back up as Sirius unleashed the full might of his repertoire against his attackers. She opened the box up and pulled the silver-chained necklace out. Its pendant swung heavily, the green stone glowing with the reflection of the spells clashing behind her.
With trembling fingers, she closed her fist around the pendant and crushed it.
OoO
The sensation of weightlessness had Hadrian’s gut lurching.
Panic, instinctive and so very human, struck his heart when the tile vanished beneath his feet. He was suspended for an endless second, the entire world disappearing to his senses, before gravity jealously reclaimed him and he dropped like a stone.
“Shit, fuck, shit,” he cursed, his limbs pinwheeling as the wind howled around him. His wand was torn from his hand abruptly and Hadrian twisted in the air, avoiding another tile that zoomed past him by sheer dumb luck. He flung his arm out. “Get back here,” he hissed. “Accio!”
His magic reached, curling possessively around his spiralling wand and yanking it back into his palm. He was casting immediately, not giving himself time to think, “Arresto momentum!”
Hadrian jerked to a stop only metres from the surface of the platform. He gasped, pulse thundering in his ears and sweat stinging his eyes as it dripped down from his hairline.
His magic sunk back, and he fell the last little bit. Landing in a shaky crouch, Hadrian hunched forward, his heart doing its very best to wrench itself from his chest.
He was trembling, one hand white-knuckled around his wand.
He had not had a fall like that in years.
Slowly, Hadrian planted his free hand flat on the stone and pushed himself upright. His hearing was still shot, the buzz of the crowd lost under his rabid heartbeat, but the flashes and sparks from the corner of his eye told him that Draco and Kaiser were engaged in another fierce bout on the other side of the platform.
He swallowed, a stone stuck in his throat, and waited until some of the adrenaline had drained away and his tremors calmed. He could not afford to lose focus again, not when the ground was liable to drop out from under him with no warning.
Or fling me into the air, he thought, still tinged with disbelief that that had even happened.
Far to his left another tile fell away, leaving a gaping hole behind, while two others shot up into the air at different heights.
It was a mess of uncoordinated movements, and soon his two opponents were forced to disengage when the ground they were standing on started to shift as well. Kaiser avoided falling through a gap while Draco nearly got launched up, and Hadrian had to dash to safety when the tile beside him dropped without warning.
Nevermind the exhaustion – this stupid arena would take them out first.
Hadrian hopped to his feet, keeping half an eye on the other two while also trying to track the rapidly changing landscape. His gaze flitted about, watching, calculating, as more and more tiles began to move and turn the platform into a multi-layered nightmare. Some sections remained where they first moved to, becoming static in their new position, while others continued to shift erratically, never pausing for longer than a few moments before they were on the move again.
Only –
Hadrian tilted his head, his attention now wholly absorbed on the mobile tiles, mind tick-tick-ticking away. His mouth moved, a silent beat, “One, two, three…”
It was not as random as it first appeared. There was a pattern there. Buried under the illusion of mayhem maybe, but it was there.
A cadence, logical and repetitive.
Rotations.
The tiles moved at different times, in different directions, at different speeds, and on the surface it might be disorientating to track – but regardless of the other factors there was a single commonality.
They would move, stop, hold in place for six seconds, and then shift back to their original placement. An endless loop hidden amongst the stationary tiles, relying on the inherent disorder to remain unnoticed.
Clever, Hadrian thought, but really annoying.
He glanced back to where the others were tearing into each other, narrowing his eyes as he watched Kaiser steadily pushing Draco closer and closer to the edge. He would be knocked off soon enough. Even from this distance Hadrian could see the fatigue weighing the other boy down, making his wand movements sloppier and his attacks less precise.
Kaiser, too, was wearing herself down, though she was also less injured than Draco.
“Sorry Draco,” Hadrian whispered. His magical reserves were getting a bit too low, and prolonging things even more was not an option.
Hadrian used this chance to study the tiles once more, and subtly began sending small spells to mark the ones that were stationary, building the map out in his head.
Carefully, he stepped onto a tile just as it began to lift itself into the air, and as it continued to rise, he leapt down onto a motionless one. He was only a few metres up – hardly the highest the tiles went – but it gave him an excellent vantage point. He turned around, settling in to observe, and in less than a minute, Draco finally slipped up.
Kaiser’s spell lifted him clean off his feet, shooting him over the edge of the platform to wild applause from the audience. He disappeared down, and Hadrian dearly hoped Malfoy had not been lying about the field underneath the platform.
A puff of sparks sprinkled over the arena, and there were no horrified screams at Draco being knocked out, so Hadrian took that as a sign.
Content with that knowledge, his eyes slid from where Draco had vanished back to Kaiser, sharpening with a predator’s anticipation.
And then there were two.
Tongue running over his teeth, Hadrian contemplated the girl below him.
She was undeniably tired, her chest heaving and mouth hanging open with beads of sweat collecting along the bow. Her tight braid had loosened, and her cheeks were flushed red even as the rest of her skin was dangerously pale.
Her eyes were scanning wildly, and Hadrian knew it would only be a moment longer before she spotted him.
He stood straight and flicked his wand in her direction. “Expulso,” he said. The burst of blue light snaked through the air towards her with a quiet, threatening hiss, and it was only Kaiser’s remarkable reflexes that left her able to throw herself out of the way in time.
The piece she had been standing on was obliterated, and beneath the roar of the crowd Hadrian heard the grunt she let out at her awkward landing. He did not give her time to retaliate, flinging another curse her way before she had regained her feet, and a small part of him glowed with warm satisfaction at seeing her so desperately scuttling away from him.
He kept up the barrage, not letting her breathe, until she finally managed to break his line of sight by ducking between some of the moving tiles.
Hadrian paused, pursing his lips as he tried to guess where she would attack from. He casually stepped onto another tile as it slid by, letting it carry him to another vantage point.
And it was a good choice given that Kaiser unleashed a blast of golden fire right then. The tongue of flames looped around, coiling in on itself, before slamming into where he had been and scorched the stone black. Hadrian raised a hand to shield his face from the sweltering heat, one eye closing as all the moisture around them evaporated.
It looked like she had stopped playing around too.
Hadrian dropped onto another tile, this one lifting him higher, and then jumped onto one that was fixed in place. He tapped his fingers against his thigh, spinning a few ideas in his mind, weighing up the odds, before settling on one.
“Flectere lucem,” he said, the point of his wand slashing through the air. Up, right, down, and then diagonally back up.
Next to him, two perfect copies of himself shimmered into existence. The two illusions started back down towards the ground, weaving through the moving tiles seemingly without direction. Hadrian tapped his wand against the top of his head, casting a disillusionment charm, and faded from view.
The distraction would not last long.
Nimbly, he made his way lower, tracking the glimpses of Kaiser he could catch. She was chasing one of his illusions, apparently too absorbed in her bloodlust to notice the way some of her lucky shots cut right through its body.
He circled around, getting at her back just as his second illusion burst onto the scene. Kaiser faltered for a split second, her head whipping back and forth between the copies before she snarled and released another burst of fire.
It ripped over the arena, and both illusions were swallowed by it.
Hadrian rushed forward and kicked her knee out from under her, grabbing a fistful of her hair and wrenching her head to the side. His wand tip dug into the flesh of her neck.
“Yield,” he ordered.
“Get fucked, you piece of shit,” Kaiser spat, driving her elbow into his gut, and knocking his wand arm wide. She twisted out of his hold like a viper, her legs curling around his and sending him crashing to the ground.
Then she was on him.
It was the second task all over again.
Hadrian smacked away the hands she tried to wrap around his throat, bucking his hips and dislodging her before she could get him pinned.
Kaiser flipped further away from him, unwilling to have a repeat of their past grapple. Instead, she sent a whip of glowing indigo at him that sliced at his upper thigh, biting into him with teeth.
Blood spurted from the wound, and Hadrian forewent his wand completely, flinging a palm out and batting Kaiser away.
Her spell disappeared as she went flying, and Hadrian crumpled. He stretched his bad leg out awkwardly while he balanced on his other knee, and he pressed a hand against the hot swell of blood.
She had gotten the outer meat of his leg, missing the artery thankfully. Hadrian gritted his teeth and made a decision that would definitely get him on any medic’s – not to mention Claire’s – shit list. His hands glowed a bright white, the burst of light near blinding for a single second as heat seared through his leg.
Flash healing was always a bitch, he thought with a grim smile, pulling his hands away from the now repaired flesh. The bright pink of the fresh scar was visible through the tear in his uniform.
Hadrian pushed himself up, testing his leg carefully, and grimaced at how the muscles in his thigh spasmed. It would do for now, but he would be downing a numbing potion the moment this bloody match was over with.
And then he had no more time to think because Kaiser was sending yet another wave of fire at him.
He conjured a wall of water to counter it, pumping more and more magic into it until eventually her attack petered out. Hadrian stood, wand readied and panting, his mouth pulled into the approximation of a grin.
“Don’t you have any other moves?” he called out. “You’re getting a little stale, darling!”
It was hard to see through all the steam the clash of spells had produced, but Kaiser’s voice was easy enough to follow when she snapped back.
“Do you ever shut up?” Irritation dripped from her tone, and it cheered Hadrian somewhat to know he could needle her like this.
“Not if I can help it,” he told her, and he could finally see her moving roughly along the edge of the platform. He matched her in the opposite direction, keeping the distance.
Tiles were still moving, flying between them, occasionally obscuring their line of sight – and then in an instant Hadrian lost Kaiser completely.
“Damn,” he mumbled, and made for the first tile near him that was rising. There was no way Kaiser was not going to use the changing landscape against him, and unlike him she was not handicapped by an injured leg.
A streak of sickly yellow light whistled by his arm, followed immediately by a shimmering net of black that Hadrian had to flattened himself down to avoid. He winced as pain flared through his leg, even as he automatically traced the curses back to Kaiser’s location.
She was metres below him, practically running atop the tiles to draw closer, kicking off from one to another and back again, using her momentum to throw herself higher.
The fact that she still had the energy to do that was more than a little intimidating. If she were not so obsessed with killing him, Hadrian might have even found her strength attractive – though he knew even that was not a deal breaker for him.
There is something very wrong with my libido, he mused, getting to his knees and sending a simple stupefy at her.
Kaiser responded with a jolt of lightning that smacked into Hadrian’s shoulder and tossed him from his perch. He choked on a scream, his nerves burning as the curse worked its way through him.
He hit a tile, slipped over it, and fell onto another. The fragile bones in his wrists jarred painfully when his weight fell on them, though it was drowned out by the residual effects of Kaiser’s hit. The faint taste of iron flooded his mouth and Hadrian spat out a glob of pink saliva. His tongue throbbed where his teeth had pinched it, and his grip on his wand was weak.
Like this, he would not be able to hit the side of a house, let alone a slick-moving opponent.
“I must admit, I was expecting more of a fight from you,” Kaiser commented, swinging down from her tile until she was only one level above where he was slumped, twitching. “I was looking forward to dragging this out – demolishing you on this stage in front of the world. In front of all your little friends.”
Dear gods, Hadrian thought, shaking and trying to resist the urge to roll his eyes.
“Spare me your practised monologue, Kaiser,” he grunted, shoving his elbow under his chest and leveraging himself up. “I’m sure it was impressive in front of your mirror but no one here wants to listen to your ramblings.”
She smiled at him, close-mouthed and smug. “Always something to say,” she snipped, aiming her wand at him as she prowled closer.
Hadrian watched her approach blankly.
“Tell me, Evans, is your mother up there somewhere? Is she watching her son be ground into the dirt?” Kaiser clicked her tongue in a soft reprimand. “How disappointed she must be in you.”
Don’t, he told himself, fruitlessly squashing down the seething rage that her words called forth. Do not think about that empty tent, or the fact that the one who showed up was Riddle, not his mother.
Kaiser cocked her head, eyes gleaming with interest. “No?” she cooed. “I thought for sure that would get you again – you reacted so strongly last time. But perhaps it is your friend whose disappointment would hurt the most. The pretty one with dark hair?” She hit him with another bout of lightning, and Hadrian dropped back, writhing as it licked greedily over his skin before dispersing.
“They all look at you like you hung the moon and all the stars in the sky,” she continued blithely, “but that one is the worst. I wonder – is she in love with you?”
Hadrian would scratch this bitch’s eyes out.
How dare she bring Raina into this? How dare she?
His eyes locked on Kaiser, his heart filling with indignation and a fury unmatched by even fiendfyre.
“Or maybe,” Kaiser said, stepping right up to him and dropping her voice low, marinating in her own superiority, “it’s the Dark Lord whose disappointment would cut the deepest?”
Hadrian did not react, but Kaiser’s smile grew an inch.
He had not even realised she knew.
“There it is,” she whispered to herself. “That is what would crush you, isn’t it? Losing his attention? Well, I think this would do it,” she gestured at him dismissively. “Seeing you beaten down at my feet would show him, show them all, just how unworthy and pathetic you really are.”
His mind, normally a storm of thoughts, quietened. His hands steadied.
Kaiser aimed her wand at him, the tip tracing a star in the air. “Pity. Ferventi sanguine.”
Hadrian rolled out of the way; the red light dissolved into the ground harmlessly. His wand snapped up and without pausing to consider, he snarled out, “Peredo.”
His own curse hit her empty hand, and instantly the skin began to rot. Blackening and shredding, peeling and falling away in wet clumps.
Kaiser shrieked.
Her wand clattered to the ground as her other hand flew to clutch at the growing horror. The bones of her fingers became visible, and then those too began to fall as the ligaments and muscles were eaten by the corrosive magic. She screamed again, the pitch of her terror ringing high and clear as she broke into hysterical sobs, trying to catch the pieces of her body as they dropped.
Hadrian clambered to his feet, the sight nearly making him sick. His eyes grew wet, but he pushed the pressure in his chest down.
“Yield,” he hissed out, taking a step towards her. “Yield, dammit!”
“I – I yield!” Kaiser cried, her voice breaking halfway through. Sparks burst around them, but neither of them acknowledged it.
Hadrian moved.
His knees cracked from how hard he hit the ground next to her. He smacked away her right hand, grabbing her left at the forearm, shoving the crumpling sleeve of her uniform out of the way.
The curse had spread, already past her wrist, and Hadrian did not allow himself to hesitate at how gruesome it was. He brought his wand to the unblemished skin just centimetres above the rot. “Diffindo,” he said, and with a single slice of his magic, the infected half of her limb fell between them with a squelch.
Kaiser collapsed into him; her face pressed into his neck as she cried. Hadrian ignored the rapid puffs of her breath against his skin and focussed on the bloody stump of her arm.
He began applying healing magic as the arena began to reassemble, the scrape of stone slotting itself back together.
He kept at it even as mediwitches and officials swarmed over to them and hands tugged at them, pulling them to their feet and ushering them onto the secondary platform to be taken away.
Hadrian continued healing even as they got to the tent, pouring more and more of his magic into the girl, trying to right his wrong.
And all the while Kaiser clung to his overshirt, her sobs dying down into pained whimpers.
He did not even hear them declare him the winner.
OoO
The ring began to glow a soft white light and the air began to warm, until it made the skin of his fingers itch.
Albus stared down at the symbols they had so carefully painted onto the ground. The seconds dragged by as he closed his eyes and released a heavy sigh.
It was time.
Emmeline had activated her ring only minutes ago, a sure sign that the task was complete, and that Harry was in good health. Albus had directed Lily into the centre of the ritual circle and left her standing there with a small porcelain bowl in one hand and the vial of Harry’s blood in the other.
“Remember what we need Harry to do, Lily,” he called gently.
Lily hummed, her thumb popping the cork on the vial under his direction. With a mild expression on her face, she upended the vial and tipped the small amount of blood into the bowl, then dropped it so the glass landed near silently on the grass.
Her hands cradled the bowl close, and she closed her eyes, breathing sedately.
“Harry,” she murmured, crooning at her son’s blood, “you must kill Voldemort.”
And clear across the country, Hadrian Evans jolted.
Notes:
Warnings: there's violence and some graphic bodily mutilation in this chapter, as well as amputation of a limb.
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So half of these scenes got rewritten 20 times and the other half were one-and-done 😂 hope it's not too messy. There are bits and pieces I'm still not totally satisfied with, but if I didn't finish this chapter night I never would have.
Hope nothing is too wonky and that it flows okay! The third task is officially done, and as promised to those craving Kaiser's blood: Hadrian literally got his pound of flesh from her. I had this planned out from way back in the first task, so it's kinda strange to finally get to that scene.
Now we just have to get through the next lot of bullshit Dumbledore's kicked up 😂
As always, thank you for reading! This has been a massive ride so far, and I hope you'll all stick it out with me these next few chapters!
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Chapter 59: Chapter Fifty Nine
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Gorgeous. Utterly gorgeous.
Voldemort sat back in his seat and released a long, measured breath. His teeth skimmed along his bottom lip, a weakness he allowed only because there was no one around him that did not already know.
He felt…satiated. Brimming with the satisfaction of a thirsty man finally quenched; a sinner given that first addicting sip of ambrosia and who now craved the whole cup. His blood was alight with the intensity of his need, and Voldemort had always been gluttonous when feeding his own desires. More was the philosophy he subscribed to, and this would be no different.
Hadrian would be no different.
Just as he had predicted, the boy had performed exceptionally, demonstrating such exquisite magical potential, and reaffirming everything Voldemort had already known. True, he had made mistakes, taken hits he should have avoided, and that would be discussed at length between them – but he had won.
And what a victory it was.
Brutal and absolute, Hadrian had ended the match in a single move that proved, undoubtedly, that he had only been playing with his opponents until that moment. Kaiser had been giving it her all from the beginning of the task and yet Hadrian had crushed her, crippled her, so easily. Even better, it had been done in a moment of agitation. One crack in his control, and Hadrian had shown her how utterly outclassed she was.
That he could have killed her at any point if he had so wished.
It would be another devastating blow to the girl’s pride, once she was no longer hysterical from the pain.
That slip in restraint had revealed Hadrian at his rawest, all of his power and intelligence and drive declared to the world. It had been honesty in its most violent form, and if any of those fools on the panel thought to subtract points from Hadrian for finishing the duel so resolutely – for taking his pound of flesh from someone that had been asking for it all year – than Voldemort would have to intervene.
Hadrian deserved praise and accolades for his actions, not punishment, and Voldemort would give it to him. He would enjoy the ceremony immensely, would enjoy standing before their champion, placing the Triwizard Cup in his worthy hands, and getting to watch those eyes blaze with the fire he so delighted in burning himself on.
And after –
After, he would be sure to give a more personal congratulations.
Red eyes gleamed as he watched Hadrian and Kaiser be escorted from the arena, leaving behind a puddle of blood and bones and clumps of rotten flesh. The audience was still cheering, the noise from the Beauxbatons stands being particularly loud, and it seemed the horror that had seized them in the wake of Hadrian’s decisive attack was fast disappearing. This would be a polarising moment in history, he was sure, but in a tournament rife with champion deaths, a little mutilation barely counted on the list of terrible things that could have happened.
Gently, Voldemort reached out and caressed the bond that glowed warm and lovely, in his mind. He did not try to push through the block that Hadrian had erected between them, instead just basking in the muted way it hummed.
He would have to speak to him soon – before the ceremony took place but after he had been seen by one of the healers. Time would be scarce, but what was the point of being Dark Lord if he could not even push a schedule back? There would be –
Lucius straightened in his seat, shoulders jumping as he inhaled sharply.
Voldemort’s attention snapped to him instantly, sensing how Lucius’ magic writhed in distress.
“Narcissa,” Lucius whispered, his fingers clawing at the arms of his ornate chair. The man stilled abruptly, and then raised one of his hands to stare at his family ring intently. His cheeks lost what little colour they typically held.
“What is it?” Voldemort asked, sharpening at this abnormal behaviour. His mind was already spinning, coming to conclusion from the breathless murmur of Narcissa’s name. Conclusions he did not like.
“My Lord,” Lucius began, a stutter in his voice as his eyes darted from the ring to Voldemort and back again. “It is Narcissa…Malfoy Manor. She activated an emergency beacon, and I – I cannot connect to the wards. Something is blocking me. If she used the necklace –” he broke off, shaking his head as if emerging from a daze. Anger had his lips tightening, and the next words were bitten out, “My home, my wife, is under attack.”
That was all he needed to hear.
Voldemort stood. His magic bloomed, catching onto the threads of connection that existed, web-like, around him and pulled. Within seconds, five pillars of black smoke shot up from different sections of the tournament grounds and sped towards his spectator box. Their appearance caused a commotion through the crowd, drawing attention from the end of the match to where he sat, but he had little time to waste catering to the general public’s sensibilities.
His summoned Death Eaters entered through the large opening that had given him an unobstructed view of the platform, landing before him and kneeling.
“My Lord,” Bellatrix greeted for all of them, smoothly rising to her feet.
“Malfoy Manor is under attack,” he started, skipping the pleasantries. He spoke quickly but quietly, all too aware of how exposed they were here. Though the box was locked to anyone not loyal to him, he was taking no chances until this matter was resolved. “You are to go there immediately and assess the situation. Finding Narcissa and evacuating her to the castle is your main objective.”
“Do we know who the assailants are?” Augustus Rookwood asked, his silver mask forming over his face in creeping tendrils.
“No,” Voldemort answered with a subtle shake of his head. “But I would assume it is Dumbledore and his Order.”
At that, all of them, even Lucius, tensed. Voldemort could feel the bloodlust seeping into the air, and he understood. It had been years since the Order had operated openly, and almost a decade since they had dared to launch such a brazen assault. Many of his inner circle still held grudges from the war leading up to their conquest, so getting the opportunity to fight their oldest enemies once again would be a treat.
Voldemort might have even shared in their burgeoning excitement if it were not for the small prickle of suspicion that was gnawing at his gut.
Just what are you up to, old man?
“I want this handled, quick and clean,” he ordered, brushing aside his unease at this uncharacteristically aggressive move from Dumbledore. “And I want as many of the attackers captured as possible. Subdue them and bring them to me. I want to know their motivations.”
Bellatrix’s lips had twisted up into a snarl, her eyes sparking with fury at the thought of her sister in danger, but the promise of slow and painful retribution kept her composed. She nodded swiftly, almost a bow, and led her fellows away with a flick of her hand.
Voldemort did not watch them leave, already waving another Death Eater forward. “Go to the ministry and send a squad of aurors to Malfoy Manor,” he instructed. “Tell whoever they send that my forces are in charge. I expect them to report to Bellatrix.”
The woman nodded, rushing off the moment Voldemort dismissed her.
Voldemort tugged on the connection to Yaxley, though he suspected the man was already on his way. His thoughts continued to whirl, a list of priorities falling into place – people he would need to contact, measures that must be taken, and what he would need to do to contain the situation.
“My Lord –”
“No,” he cut Lucius off, looking over to the man. “Let the others handle this. You are needed here.”
“She is my wife,” Lucius said heatedly, and it was the closest to disrespectful that Voldemort could recall him being. “I knew something was wrong. I knew that she would never miss Draco’s duel. And now someone has invaded my home, they might have hurt my wife. I need to –”
“You need to control the situation here, Lucius.”
The other’s expression darkened, and normally Voldemort would have had him on his knees just for that. As it was, he merely walked towards him, each step slow and deliberate, staring him down until Lucius realised his error and dropped his chin in deference.
Voldemort waited, letting the pause drag on for nearly a minute before he finally spoke. “We have the eyes of the world on us right now,” he said softly, his words a cold warning, giving just a hint of his own anger. “We cannot afford to be perceived as weak. If the minister runs off before the tournament has officially concluded, then you will drag the attention of every single person here with you.” With one finger, Voldemort traced the outline of the crowd below them, emphasising the sheer number of spectators. “The media. Our international guests. Everyone. It will be impossible to contain, and your family will suffer for it.”
Lucius’ shoulders dropped, the wind ripped right from his sails. Voldemort clasped the man on his shoulder, a shackle and support in one, and tugged him an inch closer. “Let Bella and the others protect Narcissa. You and I must protect our country. Can I count on you, Lucius? To do what is needed?”
With a clenched jaw, Lucius nodded.
“Good man,” Voldemort said, hiding his own seething rage behind a gilded smile. “Now, until we have more information, we must put on a show.”
“Yes, my Lord.”
The door to their box opened, and they both turned to Yaxley as he stepped inside.
Voldemort’s smile grew teeth at the sight of the headmaster.
“Perfect timing,” he remarked. “We have a problem.”
OoO
He heard the commotion before he saw them.
Draco managed to leverage himself up on his cot just as the opening of the tent was thrown wide, admitting a whole hoard of healers at once. They were all speaking over each other, creating a cacophony as some demanded supplies to be readied and others tried to coordinate the group’s movements towards one of the stations.
And at the centre of the chaos were two figures.
Evans, looking like he had stumbled right off the frontlines of a war, a little singed around the edges, covered in blood and grime. And leaning heavily against him was Kaiser.
“Fucking hell,” Draco whispered, almost falling back down at the sight of Kaiser’s arm. The calm blue light emitting from Evans’ wand illuminated the horrific wound, dancing over the stump where her hand should have been.
His stomach lurched.
The girl was carried over to one of the beds, and it was only once she was situated that Evans stepped back, the healing spell he had been maintaining spluttering out weakly as the professionals took over. The other boy backed away, extracting himself from the madness smoothly and letting his hands drop to his sides limply. He stood in the background, blinking sluggishly. Patches of Kaiser’s blood – for it could only be hers – had soaked through his uniform, turning the pale Beauxbatons-blue of his overshirt a filthy brown and making it cling to every crease and crevice.
Evans’ skin was worryingly bleached of colour but for two high spots of red on his cheeks, and there were faint tremors running down his arms and legs that told Draco he was seconds away from either crumpling to the ground or throwing up.
He looked between his two fellow champions. It did not take a genius to understand what had happened after he had been knocked out of the match, but how had things escalated to this?
“Evans,” Draco called, more hesitant than he would normally be. After a concerning delay, the other turned to him, his face eerily blank. “Are…you alright?”
It was a bit of a stupid question, but one he still felt compelled to ask – and Evans seemed to be seriously considering his answer at least, green eyes drifting down to his gloved hands, one of which came to rest on the largest bloodstain near his middle.
“Fine,” Evans said after another fraught pause, the word thick in his mouth. “I’m fine.”
Draco glanced over at where Kaiser was being treated, then away just as quickly when he caught another glimpse of her limb in between the moving wall of healers surrounding her. He had already seen Evans’ ribs during the first task, he did not want to add Kaiser’s grisly wound to his dreams.
Knowing that Evans had been the one to do that was a difficult thing to swallow. He had always gotten the impression that Evans was more comfortable with violence than most their age, and Draco knew that the other boy was well-versed in Dark magic too, both the theory and with using it. He had seen the viciousness that lived inside Evans; knew that he could and had killed.
But this felt different.
“Are you sure?” he probed gently.
“I said I’m fine,” Evans snapped, so suddenly and with enough aggression in his voice that Draco jerked back, startled at the excessive reaction.
Evans looked away, biting his lip, but he did not apologise for his outburst.
An awkward silence settled over them and Draco, absurdly, felt as if something between them was bruised. He frowned at Evans, annoyed and hurt, and turned his face to the side when the other stubbornly refused to say anything.
The stalemate was only broken when a healer approached. She was young, though had a determined set to her face that spoke of experience, and guided Evans to the station next to where Draco lay. “Let’s get you cleaned up,” she said kindly, grabbing a cloth and wetting it in the bowl beside her. Carefully, she began to wash away the blood that was splattered on Evans’ face.
She could have used a spell for it, but something about the repetitive touch must have been soothing, because the tension seemed to drip out of Evans the longer she went about it. Eventually, the other boy just slumped in place, his exhaustion now plainly on display, and he looked so pathetically tired that some of Draco’s ire ebbed.
The healer clicked her tongue as she continued her ministrations, handling Evans as a mother might. Once done, she wrung the cloth out and left it draped over the edge of the bowl. “Can you tell me where you are injured, Hadrian?” she asked even as she ran her own assessing eyes over him, cataloguing what she believed needed treating.
“My leg,” Evans answered quietly. He gestured to the injury, drawing Draco’s attention to the shiny patch of pink skin there. “I had to flash heal it,” he explained at her narrow-eyed glance. She picked at the edges of the cut in his trousers to get a better look at it, causing him to wince. A tiny frown marred her face as she examined it, but she did not admonish Evans for his use of the technique.
While she was occupied, Evans’ gaze drifted over her bent back to where Kaiser was. He stared at the bustling group of healers with a strange expression on his face, seeming more resigned than guilty or regretful. Draco had to wonder what was going through his head when he looked at her.
Did he truly feel no remorse over what he had done, or was he simply too shocked, too keyed up on adrenaline, to have properly processed it yet?
“Where else?” the healer asked, doing an admirable job of trying to distract her patient from what was happening across from them.
“Weren’t you watching?” Evans asked, that earlier bite returning to his tone. The healer straightened, raising an imperious eyebrow to hide the clear surprise she felt. A silent battle of wills occurred until Evans rolled his tongue into his cheek and figuratively backed down. “My wrist is jarred, and I was electrocuted a few times,” he reported, now sounding clinical and detached. “I don’t think there is any nerve damage.”
He lifted his hands and flexed them to prove his point.
“Well, that’s good news,” the healer said, mirroring Evans’ tone exactly. The loss of warmth in her voice made Draco grimace, especially when it was coupled with her propping her hands on her hips. “I’ll still need to do a full –”
She was interrupted by the loud arrival of a new group of people storming into the tent.
Three of them, guards by the look of their uniforms, were attempting to hold back the other two but were utterly useless when the man – tall and burly, with thick, intricately braided blond hair – tore himself away from the grasping hands and ran towards Kaiser. He spoke in fast, choppy English that was bogged down by a heavy accent.
“My daughter! My daughter! Let me see her!” he cried out, shoving his way through the healers in his desperation.
“Sir!” one of them called out, barely getting out of the way in time. “Sir, please! You need to let us –”
“Galiana!”
The second figure, a woman, escaped the guards and followed behind her husband, her face wet with tears. She knelt next to the cot, uncaring for how it made her pristine robes rumple, and reached for her unconscious daughter with a wrecked sob. “Oh, my girl, my sweet girl!”
Ah.
Draco looked away from Kaiser’s parents, very much feeling like an intruder in the face of that stark grief. It was impossible to ignore the unfurling scene though, subjecting all of them to what should have been a private moment – and it was made worse when some of the healers tried again to pull the two back. They were too engrossed in their daughter to hear the orders, and Kaiser’s mother was near wailing at the sight of her child’s missing limb, clutching at the sheets with shaking hands.
Each hitching breath the woman released was overflowing with pain, as if her heart was breaking in her chest; but it was Kaiser’s father that captured Draco’s attention. The man’s face was twisting, his flushed cheeks darkening to a ruddy purple, and when his icy gaze began to hunt around the tent, Draco’s gut clenched in warning.
This was not going to go well.
Blue eyes latched onto green. Mr. Kaiser’s whole being blazed with protective fury, and no small amount of hate.
It was as if all the noise dropped away, the air crackling with a brewing storm – and there was a moment, just a single second, where Draco thought the man would turn away. That he would focus back on his daughter and put whatever dangerous thoughts were stirring to the side.
But they were not that lucky.
Mr. Kaiser burst into motion, rushing towards them, so blinded by his goal that he bowled over the two guards that leapt to intercept him.
“Oh shit – someone stop him!” a voice barked out, but they were a fraction too slow.
Evans was not.
Faster than Draco would have thought possible given his state, Evans hopped to his feet and clasped his healer on her elbow. He dragged her to the side, pulling her out of Mr. Kaiser’s warpath and putting himself directly in it. Kaiser was speaking loudly, rapid words – German, Draco thought – falling from his snarling lips as he planted himself in Evans’ space. It was too quick for Draco to translate, but the man’s voice was packed with so much raw disgust that it hurt to hear.
Whatever Kaiser said had Evans’ back up, bristling defensively, though to his credit he did not retreat from the vitriol being spat right in his face. With his hands fisted at his sides, Evans swallowed back what was probably his first and second instinctive response. When he did reply, his voice was low and clipped, and surprisingly also in German.
Kaiser sneered at him.
“Sir, you really must leave –” Evans’ healer started to say, even trying to wriggle around her patient, only to be promptly ignored when Kaiser jabbed a finger at Evans.
“Look at what you have done to her!” the man shouted in English, sweeping a hand back to where his daughter lay. “My little girl! You took this too far!”
That was what seemed to crack Evans’ fixed civility, and his next words were colder than arctic wind. “We both know I could have taken it much further,” he bit out, stepping into Kaiser and forcing the man back from whatever was lurking in his eyes. “You should be glad that I ended it where I did. I didn’t have to stop it, and I certainly didn’t have to heal her.” A mean look overtook Evans’ face. “Your daughter has been waging some petty war on me for months. Don’t be pissed at me because I finally put her in her place.”
Kaiser’s distress grew, his expression curdling. “You have ruined her!” he thundered.
“I could have killed her,” Evans hissed, his lack of volume, in contrast, was more terrifying than Kaiser’s shouting could ever be. “Maybe I should have. Then you would actually have something to cry about.”
“Hadrian!” the healer exclaimed, grabbing him by his shoulder and jostling him.
Kaiser’s hand rose, pulled back, his rings gleaming in the light – and Draco inhaled hard enough to choke. He lurched up in his bed as if he could somehow stop what was about to happen.
Evans flinched back from the incoming blow, shoulders jumping up in a practised brace, but it was not needed. A stupefy flew through the air and struck Kaiser in the side before he could even touch Evans. The man toppled over, unconscious, and his wife shot to her feet with one hand cupping her mouth as she called out anxiously for her husband.
There was a temporary halt, the noise dropping away completely as everyone, even the healers attending to the girl, stopped to watch. As one, every head turned to the entrance of the tent.
Draco collapsed back on his bed. He had never been so glad to see Barty Crouch before.
“The fuck is going on?” Barty asked, surveying them all with irritation. He did not wait for an answer, shaking his head and turning to the useless guards that were standing to the side. “Get this twat out of here,” he ordered, waving his arm at the body on the ground. “And you,” he pointed at Mrs. Kaiser, scorn painted plain across his face, “fuck off outside unless you want to join your husband for his involuntary nap so the healers can do their fucking jobs.”
The tight feeling in Draco’s chest ebbed now that the situation was under control, which was honestly a miracle given Barty’s natural tendency to push things beyond salvaging. He looked over at Evans, expecting to see a similar level of relief, but the other boy was stony. Green eyes stared down at Kaiser glassily, remaining fixated on that point even after the man was hauled up and dragged out of the tent.
That red flush on his cheeks, a lingering trace of his temper, was blistering but fading fast.
“Hadrian?” the healer asked quietly, slipping in front of him to draw his attention. Evans jolted, and it took a moment for him to pull his gaze up from the ground to meet her eyes properly. “Perhaps we should step to another station,” she suggested, indicating at a section near the back of the tent.
Draco watched, unsettled, as Evans was led away with a hand on his lower back.
OoO
What a fucking mess.
Barty scratched at his stubble, the rasp of his nails against the short hair briefly drowning out the voices of the healers and the soft crying of Mrs. Kaiser as she was escorted from the tent along with her stunned husband. Barty eyed her as she walked, waiting until she was gone from his sight and hearing before turning his attention to the woman’s daughter.
Kaiser-the-younger had made for a ghastly picture when she had been carried from the arena and she looked arguably worse now on the cot, covered in her own blood and face damp with sweat and tears. It was a good thing she was unconscious, otherwise Barty knew she would be screaming bloody murder from the pain.
It would be a rough recovery for her, losing a hand as she had, but she would bounce back sooner rather than later. She was young and Barty’s impression of her was that she was far too tenacious to let such an injury set her back for long.
And, less charitably, he kind of thought she deserved it.
He had heard plenty about the girl’s one-sided rivalry with Evans over the last few weeks, enough to build an idea of what their fight would be like when they were tossed together. Every inch of her had been that of someone whose ego had been trampled, and it had been obvious that unlike Evans, she had been gunning for the kill most of the match. Her last attack alone was proof of her intent.
People who bit off more than they could chew deserved to be smacked around a little, in his humble opinion.
Barty caught the eye of one of the healers and tilted his head in question. The woman gave a short nod, which was enough for Barty.
Satisfied that they were not going to lose a champion, he looked to where Lucius’ brat was laid out. Draco gaze darted around nervously, barely meeting Barty’s before dancing elsewhere. Over and over the boy glanced at him only to duck away.
Cute, Barty thought with a huff. Like a little ferret.
He ran an assessing eye over the boy just in case, assuring himself that he was in no danger either. Maybe he was a little paler than normal, and he was clearly disturbed by what had just happened, but he would be on his feet in no time. Barty had always thought that Narcissa coddled her son too much anyway, so a bit of trauma would be good for Draco.
Flicking his tongue out along his bottom lip, Barty finally gave into the temptation he had had since he had arrived and focussed in on Hadrian Evans.
The boy had been led over to the far corner of the tent and was currently enduring the examination from his assigned healer with quiet yet agitated compliance. He was seated on a cot, large swaths of his chest, arms and thighs stained with blood; looking very much like he had tussled with an angry Wampus. He was not missing any body parts though and was the only one of them actually capable of being upright, so he was doing better than the others.
Kaiser-the-elder had not managed to touch him either, which was just as well. Fuck knew what his Lord would do if Barty had not intervened in time. Mr. Kaiser might have ended up matching his daughter, and their family was low on limbs already.
He watched as Evans obediently did what the healer requested of him, lifting his arms and pulling his school overshirt off to reveal the tight-fitting black under-suit. Those green eyes were scanning the interior of the tent, lingering on the girl he had maimed with a torrent of emotions in his eyes – though no regret, he was amused to note – before abruptly shifting his attention to Barty.
Tension seized the boy, a subtle locking of his muscles, and there was a flicker of wariness on that dreadfully pretty face. It was only visible for a moment, but it was gratifying, not to mention intriguing. Barty had caught on to Evans’ dislike of him from their first meeting, but beyond vague annoyance, he had still gotten the impression that the kid was not particularly upset by him.
Even when he had knocked Kaiser out, Evans had not seemed averse to his presence when he had first looked over.
Strange. Barty would have thought that saving him from getting slapped across the face would have endeared him to the brat at least a little.
Evans’ gaze moved away, refocussing on the healer that fluttered around him. Barty continued to stare at him unabashedly, frowning slightly.
He had been in the crowd during the duel, having snuck away from his assigned seat in one of the towers to get a spot nearer to the platform. He had wanted to see things up close and personal, to really get a feel for the match, and he could freely admit that he was impressed – with all of them, but with Evans specifically. The kid had a long way to go, naturally, but he had some great foundations to build on.
With a few more years and some more fights where he stood to lose more than his pride, and Barty would say that Evans would probably give him a run for his money.
Evans’ use of such a Dark curse boded well for him too and seeing him cast it without hesitation or remorse had wiped away some of Barty’s lingering doubts over his Lord’s choice. Anyone who could use something like peredo to the effect that Evans had carried promise, and his Lord was so very good at drawing out peoples’ potential.
Barty smiled to himself, tapping his hand idly against his leg until Evans’ eyes inevitably found his again. He waited a beat, then gave the other an acknowledging nod. He saw the meaning land, and after a short pause, was treated to Evans returning the gesture.
Another point in his favour.
Barty took his leave from the tent, preparing to handle whatever nonsense awaited him outside, when the mark of his arm began to burn with urgency.
OoO
His pulse sang as he dipped under an oncoming curse, close enough to feel its heat against the side of his head. Sirius used his momentum, twisting on his heel to avoid another shot, and lashed out with his own spell.
A pillar exploded, sending chunks of wood and plaster ricocheting everywhere. Dedalus flew back from the blast, falling out of Sirius’ immediate line of sight, so he swung his focus back to his other opponent – Moody. His shield snapped into place just in time to catch several rapid attacks. The mental pressure from the onslaught had him gritting his teeth and sweat beading along his forehead; it built and built and built, threatening to overwhelm him.
This was the hardest fight he had endured in years.
Moody was a deceptively active duellist, able to duck around the curses and spells that filled the air with a warrior’s grace, unhindered by his leg or extensive scarring. He rarely stayed in one place, always moving around the battlefield, breaking from the usual trapping most witches or wizards fell into when fighting; and it made him difficult to track in the chaos. All that experience as an auror – and, though it was not widely known, as the former instructor for the Hit Wizards division – meant the man was a monster to face and had a repertoire of spells that was terrifying to be on the receiving end of.
Sirius’ arms were trembling by the time Moody cut off his assault. The respite lasted a beat, only long enough for him to draw in a breath before Sirius had to throw himself to the side to narrowly avoid a blasting curse. He slid behind a piece of roof that had fallen when one of his own spells had been redirected upwards, staying hunched low with one hand perched on the chipped and burnt wood. Narcissa had given him the stink-eye when it had happened, and he knew that if they got out of this alive that she would absolutely bitch at him about it.
He glanced around for his cousin, trying to see her through the mess they had made of her manor, but his vision was clouded by thick smoke from the fires that someone – probably Bill, he had always leaned more towards fire than any other element, the little pyromaniac – had caused. Sirius had not seen her since they had originally split, and he hoped she had the sense to stay out of the way until he could return her wand to her.
He dared to peek over the top of his cover, eyes darting to and fro, searching for even a hint of movement. If he could just –
There.
Sirius struck without thinking. The pink curse he cast jetted across the space, slicing through the plumes of smoke, and slammed into Moody’s shoulder. He saw the spray of blood, heard the guttural shout and the clatter of a heavy body hitting the ground, and did not allow himself to feel guilt.
Moody was down, missing what looked like a good portion of his bicep.
“Sirius!”
He snapped around, wand raised defensively, but it was only Narcissa. She hurried over, half scrambling, and dropped down to her knees beside him. Curls of black and blonde hair curtained her face, and her pretty dress was crumpled and covered in dust. It was an instinct, long buried, to reach out and touch her arm, to shift closer and use his frame to protectively bracket her against the roof section.
“Did you do it?” he asked, scanning their surroundings. With Moody hit there was a chance that the others would retreat, on the back foot now that their best fighter was out of the picture, but he could not count on it. He knew that Dedalus, at least, would continue on.
“I sent the signal,” she said, brushing some clinging bits of rubble from his shoulder. “It’s been ten minutes. With the floo down and the wards against them, any reinforcements would have to apparate to the edge of the manor’s wards and approach on foot. Even if Lucius sent someone immediately, we would still have some minutes before they arrive.”
“Wonderful,” Sirius grunted, popping up briefly to assess their odds before dropping back down. “I managed to get Moody, so that’s something.” Seeing her curious look, he elaborated stiffly, “I took a chunk out of his wand arm. If he doesn’t get treated soon, he could bleed out.”
The slow blossoming approval in her eyes made him uncomfortable. It had been a long time since someone had looked at him like that, and to have it be because of all this…
He shoved those thoughts aside.
“Here,” Sirius said gruffly, holding her wand out to her.
“Are you sure?” Narcissa asked even as she plucked it from him, her expression easing with relief at having it back in her possession. “We both know you are the better duellist.”
He shook his head, not to disagree with her statement, rather denying the plan she was suggesting. “We’ll be more effective if we’re both in the game. With Moody out we’ve got a real shot at beating them back. We’ll divide and conquer.”
Her answering smile was sharp and mean, just as it was in his memories. “Very well, little cousin.”
“Enough of that shit, I’m taller than you,” Sirius grumbled, leaning back so that he had space to transform.
“I’m older,” Narcissa shot back, always determined to have the last word. He huffed, and Sirius would go to his grave insisting that there was not a grin on his face at the ribbing.
He closed his eyes, inhaling deeply. The slide from man to beast was as smooth as it had ever been, a seamless transition, though there was a building ache in Sirius’ muscles from the days – weeks, months, fucking years – of stress and exhaustion. His thoughts quietened, his whole sense of self becoming looser, and when he opened his eyes next it was with a rumbling growl.
The miasma of the battlefield flooded his senses, near overpowering in its intensity as he trotted out from behind the wood and plaster barricade they had been huddled against. Conflicting scents burned through his sensitive nose, blood the most prominent one – but it was his hearing that led him to his prey. He lost himself under the rush of his animal nature as he stalked forward like a shadow, silent, ears flattened and close to the ground.
It was only when he was within striking distance that he surged up, dashing forward and clamping his powerful jaws around the leg of a man. He jerked, toppling the human to the ground, and let out a chest-rattling snarl that was strong enough to vibrate up the trapped limb and through the shrieking man’s body. He yanked backwards once, twice, dragging his quarry as fresh blood wet his mouth and spurted down his throat.
The man thrashed in blind panic, causing his teeth to sink deeper into the delicate flesh and rip. Satisfaction coursed through him, the thrill of that fighting spark igniting low in his gut.
He was forced to relinquish his grip, yipping in pain when a blast of something hot slammed into his flank and sent him skittering along the ground. Dark eyes looked up into the face of a young man, at the wand that was aimed at him, and he let out a choked whimper. His attacker jerked in surprise, weapon lowering without thought –
And the entire building shook.
He hobbled to his feet, using the distraction to limp back away, following the faint scent of tea-lavender-sweat-family. He staggered, claws scraping the floor as he rounded the blockage, and headed straight for the woman crouched there. She turned to him, and he pressed his bloody maw into her face and chuffed.
“I know,” she murmured, voice thick with triumph. A soft hand unhesitatingly smoothed back his matted fur.
“They’ve come.”
OoO
Her sister’s arrival was heralded by glass shattering and black streaks of smoke filling the air. Spells erupted around them, blinding in their intensity, and Narcissa felt Sirius hunker down low and press into her with a silent whine. She draped her arm over his back, careful to avoid the bloody wound on his side as she curled her body around his – not totally out of fear or comfort but to whisper urgently to him.
“You need to stay in this form,” she hissed, desperately hoping for the words to sink through the animal haze that would be clouding his thoughts. “If they see you as a human before I can explain, they will attack you. Sirius, do you understand? You need to stay like this.”
He blew out sharply, hot breath stirring some of her loose hair, before dropping his massive head into her lap and refusing to move again.
Narcissa could only hope that meant he agreed as a spiral of black smoke landed next to them and condensed into a blessedly familiar face. She felt the shudder that ran through Sirius’ hulking body and automatically rubbed a soothing hand down his back, praying it would keep him calm.
“Cissy,” Bellatrix greeted, her large, gleaming eyes taking them both in. There was a wildness to the other woman that brought an instant wave of comfort to Narcissa, some distant part of her whispering that everything would be okay now that her older sister was here.
“Bella,” she returned, not bothering to hide the hitch in her voice. Her sister gave her a thin-lipped smile that did little to diminish the rage so plainly flowing through her. “I’m alright,” Narcissa said, answering the unasked question lurking in Bellatrix’s perusal of her dirtied form. She reached out and her hand was immediately clasped in Bellatrix’s own, the grip tight and grounding. The simple touch chasing away the last of Narcissa’s nerves.
A long moment passed, until eventually Bellatrix’s shoulders loosened.
“You’ve had a busy day,” her sister said, a more genuine smile appearing now that she had ascertained Narcissa’s health for herself. The blasé tone had her letting out a startled chuckle.
“The busiest,” Narcissa echoed.
With the numbers firmly in their favour, the sound of fighting had died down behind them. Narcissa felt strangely warmed by the swift actions of her colleagues, at such immediate support from her husband and her Lord. It was bolstering.
Bellatrix stood, using her hold on Narcissa to help her to her feet. Sirius shifted off of her when she moved, though the way he remained on the ground told her that his wounds might be more severe than she had anticipated. His eyes stared up at her mournfully, looking far too endearing for a behemoth of a dog covered in blood.
There was nothing she could do for him right now, but Narcissa swore to get things cleared soon so he could be treated. Just a little longer, she tried to convey to him with her eyes, before turning to survey the damage done.
After such a violent battle, the quiet that had descended over the manor was thunderous, with only the footsteps of the other Death Eaters and the crackling of the fires that were yet to be extinguished daring to break the silence. Narcissa felt a heaviness grow around her bones, a piercing jolt of sorrow sliding between her ribs at seeing her home reduced to such a state.
It would be years, she knew, until she would be able to walk this room again without reimagining the destruction.
She spotted Rookwood prowling around the edges of the hall, and off to the side was Rodolphus standing above an unconscious, bound and blood-splattered Alastor Moody. Another member, one she did not recognise on sight, was busy kicking Dedalus Diggle onto his front to secure his arms. The pool of blood underneath the man, leaking out from his savaged calf, would have been concerning if she cared about his wellbeing. He would struggle to walk again from how deeply the muscles were torn; that was if he lived long enough for recovery to be a factor.
It took a moment for the realisation to hit her, for the adrenaline to fade enough to allow it to sink in – that both of these formidable men, who had been causing headaches for them for years, had finally been captured.
That they had been taken down by her cousin.
Sirius had always been a fierce man, quick to temper and with a cruel streak a mile wide despite his attempts to pretend otherwise. Seeing the devastation he caused, in part in defence of her, made her light-headed.
Narcissa was overcome by tremors, the exertion and fear that had been keeping her upright for over an hour began to seep away and leave her unsteady. She glanced down at where Sirius lay, wonderous and awed. His ears flicked forward once before drooping down in a sullen slump.
“Two of them got away,” a voice interrupted, startling her. Narcissa turned around, meeting Rabastan’s eyes. He scanned her quickly, his mouth pressing into a displeased line when he caught the thin red cut on her forehead, picking it out from the general disarray she was in, but he focussed on Bellatrix instead of commenting. “We’ve got Moody and Diggle. Rookwood has the aurors patrolling and two of ours trying to track the ones that escaped.” His grey eyes flicked between them as he continued, “For now we’re in the clear.”
Bellatrix hummed, dark pleasure lighting her narrowed eyes at the news. Rabastan’s gaze dropped to the ground.
“What’s with the mutt?”
Narcissa and Bellatrix both looked down. At the collective weight of their attention Sirius’ upper lip curled back, and he released a soft snarl.
“He’s a friend,” Narcissa said, clasping her hands in front of her abdomen. She raised her chin, meeting her sister’s probing look without faltering.
“A friend?” Rabastan repeated, brows raised in doubt.
“An animagus,” Bellatrix guessed, studying Sirius with a slight curl to her lips. Narcissa did not shift guiltily. It was times like this that she found Bellatrix’s intuition the most frustrating. That ability to leap and make connections or guesses with unerring accuracy truly did make her sister one of the most dangerous witches alive.
It also made keeping secrets a veritable nightmare.
“He is with me,” she said firmly, putting as much force as she could behind the words and halting whatever thoughts Bellatrix was entertaining. “He came to me in good faith with important information and protected me during the attack. He is not a threat.”
Not right now, she added in the privacy of her mind.
Bellatrix straightened, head cocking to the side. Her silence was as good as a withdrawal.
Narcissa swallowed, terribly thirsty, though she pushed through the discomfort. This was too important to waste anymore time. “We need to get back to Hogwarts and see Lord Voldemort,” she said, watching the way both Bellatrix and Rabastan tensed at her tone.
“Things are more dire than we’re prepared to handle.”
OoO
“Impressive,” William murmured, standing by her elbow.
Simone hummed. Her gaze remained pinned on the tall, unnatural figure of Lord Voldemort, staring as the man wove his lies, and then slid to Lucius Malfoy. She catalogued the anxious flutter of his hands, the pale cast to his cheeks, how he never strayed far from his master’s controlling orbit, and her lips pinched.
Something had happened, and whatever it was had rattled the British Minister, cracking apart his smooth assurance and leaving him scrambling to gather the pieces together.
She wanted to know what it was.
“William,” she said, and that was all she needed to do.
Her aide glanced at her, reading her intention easily. “At once, Minister,” he replied, before running his eyes over the hall once more. “And you?” he asked softly.
“Oh, I’ll make a suitable nuisance of myself,” she said quietly, a sliver of a smile working its way onto her face.
William dipped his head, his lips twitching, and then he retreated to find a secluded corner.
Simone did not watch him go, confident that he would get her what she needed.
OoO
The quiet was steadily becoming unbearable.
Kaiser had been transferred to another tent after the mess with her parents had been resolved, and once Evans’ check-up had concluded the rest of the healers had departed, rushing off after telling them both to rest until they were called upon. It left Draco and Evans alone with this brewing thing between them and absolutely nothing to distract him from it.
It dragged on and on, each minute more torturous than the last; and unlike Draco, who was sitting upright and wound tighter than a screw, Evans was laying flat on his cot with his hands folded on his chest and his legs stretched out fully. His eyes were closed, his face relaxed, breathing slow and deep – so much so that Draco first thought the other had taken the healer’s suggestions a little too literally and actually fallen asleep.
It was only because Draco could see the patient, methodical, deliberate tapping of Evans’ index finger that he knew otherwise.
And it was that tiny repetitive move that told him the other boy felt none of the tension hanging over them.
It was confusing. After the encounter with Kaiser’s father, after almost being assaulted, Evans had looked close to snapping. His frustration had been a potent, tangible force thrumming around him, and it had continued to coat the air all through his examination. It had, more than anything, contributed to the decision to remove Kaiser from the tent; though whether the healers were nervous about another charged confrontation or because they were genuinely worried that Evans would make good on his threat, Draco could not say for sure.
The fact remained – Evans’ anger, that had been real and present and dangerous, was nowhere to be seen now. Whereas Draco felt like he could crawl out of his skin, Evans was utterly calm.
Unbothered by the duel, the argument, or his injuries.
It was bewildering and off-putting, and it was what finally pushed Draco to break the one-sided contest. “Evans?” he asked, shuffling over so he was facing him.
The other boy opened his eyes, staring at the ceiling for a handful of seconds before his gaze slid over to Draco.
“I didn’t say it to you before, but congratulations on your win.” It was not quite what he had been intending to go with, but ‘why are you being weird?’ was a bit too pointed to begin a conversation with.
Those vibrant green eyes pinned him in place, framed by dark lashes that fluttered in a quick blink. It took a moment for him to respond, and when he did it was to simple say, “Thank you.”
Draco waited, a small furrow forming between his brows. Evans watched him in return, but when Draco made no move to say anything else, he merely looked back up at the roof, fixing his attention on the bland white canvas, then letting his eyes close once more. He made no other remarks, no returning compliment on Draco’s performance – as he had been expecting, given their previous friendly exchanges – and no mention of Kaiser.
There was no sign of his earlier conflict regarding the injury he had caused her either.
Draco’s frown deepened and his eyes dropped to his lap. His fingers picked at his trousers, and he gnawed gently on the inside of his bottom lip as he wished, somewhat futilely, that someone would come in and rescue him.
There was no one coming though, and no one to scratch the curious, worried itch growing in his mind but him.
“Are you…sure you’re alright?” he asked, swinging his legs off the side of the cot so he could lean forward and brace his arms on his thighs. The question was soft, almost subdued. “You seem…” he hesitated, running his eyes over Evans as he reached for the appropriate word, and settled on, “different.”
In all the time he had known him, Evans had never struck him as a particularly reticent person. He had his moments, naturally, but for the most part he had always been animated and engaging to be around. This withdrawal into himself just felt wrong.
Evans sat up then, fluid and easy. His knees bent, arms looping around them casually as he tilted his head to observe Draco.
Being subjected to that razor-like focus had Draco tensing, a reaction he could not even write off as foolish when it felt like he was being peeled apart. The scrutiny stretched on for an uncomfortably long time, enough that Draco was quashing the urge to squirm. He had no idea what was going through Evans’ head and the sudden inability to read his expression knocked him off-kilter.
He felt like he was standing on the precipice of something, as if he was about to plunge right into the icy ocean with no means to protect himself from the vicious might of the waves –
And then the moment was over.
“I’ve never felt better,” Evans told him with complete sincerity, so at odds with how aggressively he had shut down the same question earlier in the day.
“That’s…good,” Draco said stiltedly. “And your injuries?”
“I’m right as rain,” Evans drawled, his fist propping his chin up. A strange smile slithered onto his face. “I feel like I could take on anyone right now.”
Draco lost some of the tension that had been creeping through his back at the return of the teasing tone he had come to expect from the other. “Anyone?” he challenged, tipping a smirk his way. “Bold claim.”
“I’m a bold boy,” Evans said.
Snorting at the arrogance that was more charming than it really should be, Draco shook his head and leaned back. Perhaps it was just the stress of the day that was getting to the both of them, the lingering pressure they had been under and the abrupt release of it that had them both so out of sorts.
This time, the pause that flowed over them was easy, and he had just started to relax back on his cot when he saw Evans straightened up, his green eyes unexpectedly darting over Draco’s shoulder.
He twisted around, frowning lightly when the tent flaps were pushed back, but it melted into a helpless smile when he realised it was Hermione who had damn near thrown herself inside. Though his bubble of excitement died when he saw the panic etched onto her face.
“Hermione – what’s wrong?”
She looked at him, face crumpling as tears welled in her eyes. Draco shot to his feet, ignoring the dull tug of pain from his leg, and let his arms fall open. She collapsed into his chest, snaking her arms around his waist, and pressing her face into his neck. Draco rubbed along her back, his worry growing when he heard the unsteady breath she let out.
His world narrowed down to her oldest friend, and he cradled her close when the tremors grew stronger.
“Hermione?” he whispered, cupping the back of her head carefully. He tried to slow his mind, to not jump to conclusions – but gods if he was not on the verge of murdering whoever caused her state.
She pulled back from him, her watery brown eyes moving briefly to where Evans still sat, and either she did not care for privacy, or she was not thinking clearly because she did not ask him to leave.
“Something has happened to your mother,” she told him, and the floor dropped out from under him.
Hermione squeezed him tightly, not letting him pull back when he tried, merely using her hold to lower them both to sit on the edge of the cot. She continued, rushing the next part, “Lucius told me to tell you. The manor was attacked. We don’t know by whom yet, but the Dark Lord has sent people to investigate and bring Narcissa here.”
“What?” Draco rasped, blinking rapidly. His mouth opened and closed uselessly as he tried to reconcile what he was hearing with the childish belief that his mother was invincible. “Is she – is she alright? What do you mean ‘attacked’?”
“I don’t know,” Hermione repeated, shaking her head and biting her lip. “I don’t know, Draco. Lucius couldn’t, or wouldn’t, tell me anything when I asked. I know they’re trying to keep things quiet until they have more information, and that the ceremony is on hold for now.” She glanced over at Evans again, including him in the conversation as she explained, “They’re using Kaiser’s injury as an excuse to delay things, but they’re not sure how long that will give them. I saw Crouch and Lucius and the Dark Lord speaking with some of the other officials, and there’s a soft lock-down in place around the school. Most of the crowd has been escorted back to the castle. Durmstrang and their affiliates are heading to their ship, and I think your classmates and the French guests are moving to the carriage.”
Hermione grimaced, frustrated at her own lack of news. “Until Narcissa is brought back, we won’t know what’s happened or what will happen.”
Draco wrapped his arm around her again, pulling her into his side as his mind whirled. He had been young by the time the war had come to an end, only a toddler when things had stabilised, and he could not remember a moment when his mother had never not been safe. The thought that right now she could be injured, that she could be dead, filled him with dread.
He did not know what to do, but the warm weight of Hermione against him helped focus himself, drawing him away from his spiralling fear and forcing him to be present.
“It’ll be okay,” he murmured, pressing his face into her hair. “Father wouldn’t let anything happen to her. They’ve sent reinforcements, they’ll bring her here safely. She’ll be fine. We’ll be okay.”
“You don’t know that,” Hermione said, her voice small and tired.
“I do,” he insisted. “Mother will be fine. They’ll catch whoever did this. We’ll all be fine.”
There was a whisper of noise, dragging Draco’s attention from Hermione. Evans had stood up and approached without him realising, the other boy coming to a stop a few metres from the tent door.
At Draco’s look, Evans half-turned and tilted his head at the exit, a silent offer to give them space.
Gratitude coloured his face when he nodded and returned his attention to the one who needed it, completely missing the blank look Evans levelled at them as he left.
OoO
Word came to him on the lips of one of his followers.
He had been wrangling the dignitaries for nearly half an hour at this point – batting away their concerns and thinly veiled interrogations, dancing between their questions with a plastic smile that hid a rapidly developing migraine – when he caught a glimpse of a black-clad figure cutting through the mass of bodies that flocked around him, still squawking like a flock of agitated birds. Driven forward by a cultivated, single-minded determination that was impossible to waylay, the masked man came to a stop at Voldemort’s side, his hands tucked behind his back.
Voldemort erected a thin but impenetrable barrier around the two of them. It was an undeniably rude gesture, one that would only serve to further frustrate the politicians, but it was unavoidable.
Shrouded from prying ears, the Death Eater leaned in to share his news. Voldemort listened closely, expressionless but for the small downward turn of his lips.
Malfoy Manor, ransacked but fixable. Two long-time enemies subdued. And Narcissa, shaken but largely unharmed, now safely sequestered in the hospital wing and urgently awaiting him.
It could have been worse, far worse, a battle he could have lost without even realising it was being fought; but he was hesitant to claim this a victory. He was missing something – should have predicted, should have suspected, should have known – and the glaring gap in his knowledge was a stabbing jolt of failure that he would not tolerate.
Once his man fell silent, Voldemort dismissed him and dropped the barrier so he could address the gathered pack of jackals. “Forgive me,” he said, smile bland and tone brokering no discussion, “but I have another matter I must attend to. Barty will assist you.”
At the mention of his name Barty swanned forward, his posture relaxed and easy, all the slick charm of a showman on display as he began corralling. Without giving any of them a chance to recover or argue, Voldemort stalked off. A simple flick of his fingers called Lucius to join him.
Noise erupted behind him, multiple voices climbing high with indignation – Lécuyer and Nyberg chief amongst them – in what was an impressively brazen show. Voldemort ignored them, trusting that Barty would handle the delicate egos with aplomb and successfully herd the self-important elite back to their areas.
“My Lord,” Lucius asked, voice hushed as he followed, “what did Killen say?”
His desperation was bleeding through, perforating his mask and saturating his words. Lucius had been slowly unravelling as the minutes had rolled on, his distress barely held back, and everyone had seen it. It had been a mistake to bring the man with him to speak with their international guests, despite needing the political capital Lucius offered merely by standing near him. He should have packed him off to be with his son and ward from the beginning, even if it would have meant the three of them feeding on each other’s fear.
Voldemort did not answer him immediately, continuing on his brisk march away from the populated area of the tournament grounds. Lucius was discontented, his magic bubbling over, but he had enough restraint to not ask again.
The moment they cleared the general crowds, Voldemort wasted no time in grabbing Lucius by his arm and bending the wards of Hogwarts to his whim. He did not do so often, the strain of controlling such an ancient force difficult even for him, but the instinct whispering hurry in the back of his mind pushed him to cut this particular corner.
In a display that would have terrified those unaware of his true power and connection to this hallowed land, the magic of the castle shuddered at his command, groaning like a slumbering beast as it obeyed. With a twist, they vanished from the field and appeared directly in the corridor that led to the hospital wing.
Lucius stumbled at the sudden relocation, his face creasing sickly. Passing through Hogwarts’ wards was a far more intense experience than an ordinary sidelong apparation, though he rallied himself admirably.
“They have her,” Voldemort told him, already moving towards the large double doors. “She’s undergoing a health check at the moment, but I’ve been reassured that Narcissa is fine.”
The breath Lucius released was tremulous and hopeful.
The four guards that stood before the hospital entrance straightened as he approached, bowing their heads. The doors swung open, and Lucius shot around him, almost clipping him, in his haste to reach his wife.
The whole room looked up at their arrival, heads from all corners swivelling towards them and more than one wand twitched up to attack – only for the defensiveness to evaporate instantly. Voldemort overlooked their actions, finding it more than appropriate after such a close and brash attack on one of their own. He focussed instead on Narcissa.
Her husband was wrapped around her, his arms finding their place around her waist as her own rose to encircle him, her small hands clutching at Lucius’ back possessively. Lucius leaned into her, head dipping to press his forehead into her hair – an open display of affection he normally took great pains to avoid when in public – and though Narcissa welcomed it, her tired eyes met Voldemort’s over her husband’s shoulder.
She was grim. Angry.
It sparked out of her gaze, on the verge of becoming a wildfire, and the sheer intensity of her emotions was surprising. Narcissa, unlike her husband and son, had always held an ironclad composure.
“My Lord,” she said, pulling back from Lucius but not removing herself entirely from his careful hold. “We need the room.”
“Leave us,” Voldemort demanded, sweeping his eyes over the milling bodies of the healers and lower-level Death Eaters so there was no doubt as to who he meant. There was a pause, a hush falling as if they were repeating the order to themselves before they swiftly dropped what they were doing and made their way to the exit. The last woman dragged the doors closed behind her, shutting them with a heavy rumble, and then they were alone.
He looked back to Narcissa, expecting her to begin, only to see the woman studying Bellatrix and Rookwood with a sharp, cautious glint in her eyes. Considering them, he realised with a frown.
“Narcissa.”
Her expression cleared at his call, turning to face him with a raised chin. “My Lord, I thank you for sending support, and I shall not waste any more time.” Her jaw clenched, her throat bobbing as she swallowed, and took a fortifying breath. “You must allow us to explain before you react,” she pleaded, and she was looking at Voldemort, but her words were evidently meant for the others.
Voldemort waved his hand in silent agreement, his impatience spiking. She winced and looked down and to her left.
He tracked her line of sight and came to rest on the pile of midnight black fur that he had earlier disregarded. The animal, some breed of canine, was already staring back at him with bared teeth from where it was half-squashed under the hospital bed. It was unkempt, with blood matted around its mouth and what he could see of its side; and looked one step away from feral – but there was a keenness in its dark eyes that belayed its current form.
A piece clicked into place.
When he raised his eyes, Narcissa was watching him, her knuckles fisted in her ruined dress and bottom lip bitten. He gave her a nod, a more concrete promise behind the move that had relief creeping across her face.
“You can transform,” she said, stepping away from Lucius with a raised hand to halt the way he automatically tried to follow. The dog let out a deep noise, not quite hostile, and dragged itself out from under the bed.
Large, was his first thought, only mildly tinged with surprise. Standing, the animal easily reached waist-height, and it was carrying considerable muscle underneath the filthy layer of fur.
Injured, was his second thought, taking in the way it gingerly held itself beside Narcissa.
Of course, was his third, far more annoyed thought, when the dog transformed into Sirius Black.
Rookwood let out a hissed curse, Lucius jerked back before reaching forward as if to rip his wife away from her cousin, and Bellatrix took a single step forward, a soft giggle escaping her.
“Well if it isn’t little Siri?” she cooed, rolling her wand in her palm.
Black shot her a snarling, bloody smile. “Bitch,” he greeted, before dismissing her completely and looking to Voldemort.
“Sirius,” Narcissa warned, shooting him a lethal glare that was dampened by the way she allowed him to lean some of his weight against her.
“Narcissa,” Lucius began, the name trailing off with a healthy dose of confusion. His eyes had hardened though, glancing between the two cousins and the arm Black had wrapped around Narcissa’s shoulders with a displeased glower.
“Lucy,” Black shot back, packing the demeaning nickname with an inspiring amount of pettiness. For someone who seemed a stiff breeze away from collapsing, Black held himself well. Surrounded by enemies, in what might just be the heart of their empire, Black met their animosity with icy resolve and a steeliness in his spine that Voldemort could respect, if only because he recognised it as something he himself possessed.
He stayed silent, allowing his thoughts to swirl.
Sirius Black, the prodigious, disgraced son of his family, here before his sworn enemies with a grimace of distaste and not aggression.
Sirius Black, notoriously loyal pet of Albus Dumbledore, standing beside Narcissa Malfoy. Injured from fighting in her defence – because Narcissa was skilled, but four opponents? Even her sister would struggle when pitted against the likes of Alastor Moody – and away from his supposed friends.
Sirius Black, who had already shown himself to be fiercely protective of those he loved.
Sirius Black, Hadrian’s godfather…
“Enough,” he said, the word stealing the heat from the brewing fight. All eyes rested on him, mouths clicking shut like unruly children, but where his followers stiffened under the reproach, Black swelled. “I trust you have an explanation, Narcissa?”
“I – yes, yes,” Narcissa said, stumbling over her words. She shifted her grip on her cousin, a calculated move to buy her time, and wet her lips as she gathered her thoughts. There was an uncomfortable crease around the corners of her mouth and a subtle squint to her eyes that spoke of something not too far removed from embarrassment.
“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” Black muttered when she hesitated a beat too long for his tastes. “Dumbledore’s planning to lay a compulsion on Hadrian to get him to kill you.”
And that.
That was –
“What.”
Unlike the others, Black did not cower away from the inhuman hiss lurking underneath his tone, nor from the depth of rage that spread, jagged and vicious and cold, across the room. It flooded the air, tendrils with shattered edges twisting around them, sinking under skin and curling around necks, burning and directionless –
“Dumbledore’s going to force Lily to use a ritual,” Black spat out, the tremors in his hands the only sign he was affected by the weight of Voldemort’s magic. “It’ll completely override his will and make him want to kill you. The ritual needs a relation, preferably a parent, to work, and they’ve got a vial of his blood. It’ll plant the seed but leave the actual details up to him – so we don’t know if he’ll just say ‘fuck it’ and gun for you, or if he’s going to plan out the most elaborate assassination of all time! We don’t know where they are or when they’ll activate it, but it’ll be soon because they had to wait for the tournament to be over. Lily and I protested, and we got locked up for weeks. The Order have been on my arse since I escaped, and I only just managed to get to Narcissa when the pricks attacked us. Now Cissy said that you would help, so help, you bastard!”
It was a deluge of information, all of it important, all of it relevant, and some distant part of his mind was already at work to categorise and plan his next seven steps. Narcissa was speaking now, attempting to balance her cousin’s vitriol with calm rationale, but the words merely flowed around him, incapable of piercing the haze that had descended.
Because how dare they? How dare they attempt to touch and take and violate one of his own.
How dare they violate Hadrian. How dare they drip poison into his ear, reach inside of him and pervert his emotions like this.
How dare Dumbledore try to taint the fragile, beautiful thing that had been built between the two of them.
His fury had been unleashed the moment Black had started talking, and it condensed now in his throat, painting his tongue red when he finally spoke. “And these are the people you have aligned yourself to for so long.”
It crashed through the rapid-fire argument occurring in front of him; sent Black’s shoulders back in defence and brought forth a snarl from the man that was downright beastly. “Watch your fucking mouth,” Black whispered, insolent and boorish, going quiet where he should have gone loud. “I got taken prisoner because I said no to this bullshit. I’ve hurt my friends because I love Hadrian too much to let them do this.”
“Love,” Voldemort echoed, his smile mean and mocking in an almost childish way.
“Yeah,” Black snapped, eyes flashing as he took a daring step forward. “I love him, and so does Lily –”
“Hmm, yes, I’ve seen firsthand the impact of her love on her son.”
“You don’t know what you’re talking about!” Black burst out, flinging an arm out to the side.
“I do,” Voldemort assured him, gazing down at the man with contempt. “You’ve met him, what? A handful of times since he’s returned to Britain? Not exactly enough time to build a reliable image of someone. I would wager I know Hadrian better and more intimately than you ever could.”
His lips curled into a sneer, leaning forward, blind to their audience because the rush of blood and adrenaline was overpowering. All he could feel was the blistering heat of his own anger, and where before it was aimless, now he had a target. “I know exactly what Lily Potter’s love has cost Hadrian. Her thirst for revenge ruined him long before he stumbled his way to me, and now she will finish what she started.”
“Lily didn’t agree to this,” Black hissed, shaking from the force of his own anger. “She said no. She’s trying to change, to be better, and she wouldn’t do this.”
Voldemort opened his mouth, another cutting remark on the tip of his tongue – but it was, unfortunately, interrupted by Narcissa shoving her way between them. Her hands braced on Black’s shoulders and nudged him back with a hushed reprimand.
“This isn’t helping,” she said, gritting the words out. Black did not fold, though he smartly stopped talking so Narcissa could continue. “My Lord, we need to find and subdue Hadrian immediately. Even if the compulsion has yet to be activated, we need him contained somewhere we can watch him. For his own safety as well as yours.”
She was right. She was right.
Voldemort swallowed the bitter realisation, and pulled his magic back in. More than one person let out a soft gasp of relief as the air became lighter. He could not afford to lose control of himself like that again.
Not with what was on the line.
“Augustus, Bella, head back to the grounds and find Hadrian. I want him unconscious and unharmed and brought to my office. Signal me once it’s done.”
“Of course, my Lord,” Bella said, bowing low. She and Rookwood swept from the room, walking fast. The doors had hardly closed before he was turning away and reaching again for the bond, searching for the warm glow then following the string back to Hadrian –
Only to smack into the block once more.
“Shit,” he whispered, ignoring the way Narcissa, Lucius and Black watched him.
It felt…different than it had earlier. Firmer. A solid wall of brick and mortar instead of a glass pane.
It made no sense, the tournament was long finished, so surely Hadrian would have dropped the block completely, not reinforced it. Like this, he could not even pick up a hint of Hadrian’s location or wellbeing.
A drop of worry trickled down his spine.
How had he not felt the change? Had he truly been so distracted that he had not even sensed Hadrian cutting him off?
“What is it?” Black asked, the only one brave – or reckless – enough to speak up without permission. It was quickly becoming a trait Voldemort despised.
On Hadrian, the defiance was charming. On his godfather, it was as irritating as a rash.
“I cannot feel Hadrian through our bond,” he admitted stiffly, jaw clenching with worry.
Black’s nose scrunched in disgust, yet there was no surprise at the mention of the bond. Narcissa and Lucius were the ones to startle, though they were wise enough not to comment.
“Is that something to worry about?” Black asked, crossing his arms. His fire seemed to have lessened, a shrewd and cold mask slipping into place.
“Potentially,” Voldemort bit out, his hands curling into fists.
“Fuck, alright,” Black sighed, rubbing at his face. The exhaustion he was feeling seemed to hit him all at once, making his head tip down and his back hunch slightly.
“Sirius, you should rest,” Narcissa said, placing a hand on her cousin’s arm.
“No can do, Cissy. I’m not going anywhere until I know my godson is safe, sane and secure.” He shrugged her touch off and faced Voldemort with a stubborn expression that, for a moment, made him look exactly like Orion.
“I don’t care what you say, I’m helping,” Black told him. “I only came here because I knew that if anyone in this fucking country wanted to stop this, if anyone else could stop this, it was you.” Black marched forward, stepping fearlessly into striking distance. Voldemort waved off Lucius, watching the man in front of him with a budding sense of curiosity.
“Maybe I don’t know all the details of what’s been happening between you and Hadrian, and maybe I don’t have the right to know either, but you must have done something to convince him to give up the one thing he was raised thinking he had to do.” Black’s eyes darted between his, hunting for an answer to a question he was not voicing. “So, I’m speaking to the tiny speck of you that must not be completely drenched in darkness. I don’t trust you worth a damn, but Hadrian is a good kid, he’s a smart kid, and if he saw something in you that was worth getting to know, then I’ll trust that.”
Voldemort considered Black, easily hearing the meaning hiding under all the posturing.
“Very well,” he murmured. “But know that if you do anything to jeopardise this, I can and will skin you alive.”
Black, conversely, let out an unpleasant chuckle. “Yeah, I know that curse too, asshole.”
“Oh, you misunderstand me,” Voldemort replied, brushing past the insult. “I won’t use a curse. I’ll use a knife.”
Without turning away from this vexing man, his magic rose up and yanked the doors of the hospital wing open. The small crowd lingering there jolted, but Voldemort gave them little time to react to the scene now exposed to them. “One of you get some potions for Black. I need him healed and ready to go.”
There was a bubble of confusion, likely at seeing an infamous and dangerous criminal standing freely in the middle of Hogwarts, but eventually one healer broke off to do as ordered. The young man handed over a few bottles, and to Black’s credit, he only paused for a second before downing the potions. The effects were immediate, bruises and cuts fading away, and a simple cleaning charm vanished the grime and blood.
Narcissa cast another to repair the rips and tears to her cousin’s clothes.
Even dressed in such common garbs, Sirius Black made for a commanding presence. Perhaps it was his reputation at work, or simply his pedigree, but there was a subtle shift in the way people were studying him – less outright fear and more intrigue.
Voldemort made a note of that, even as he began demanding more information from Black. The four of them stood apart from the rest, running through what they knew and what they did not.
It was a frustrating difference.
“I can begin to research what this ritual is,” Narcissa said. “We have Hogwarts’ library, as well as access to the personal collections of some of the oldest Dark families in Britain. Someone should have a record of it, and how to stop it. We will need the information if we cannot find Dumbledore.”
“Take as many Death Eaters as you need,” Voldemort said. “When he returns, we will have Augustus collaborate with the other Unspeakables.”
“Make sure to check Light family records as well,” Black piped up from where he was leaning against the wall. “I mean, it’s probably Dark, but we can’t be sure. Dumbledore said it was ancient. He said it was used by ‘old wizarding families’, and Light families had some fucked-up traditions back then too. Given how he described it, that it doesn’t hurt whoever it’s used on, that it’s supposed to be subtle and…and gentle or whatever, that makes it sound more Light than Dark to me.”
“Magic was also less divided back then,” Lucius added. “‘Light’ and ‘Dark’ are modern terms.”
“I’ll widen the search,” Narcissa agreed readily.
Black glanced over at him, and the expression on his face was sharp. “I’ll need a wand too,” he said. “I’ll be more effective if I can fight as more than my animagus form.”
“I can organise for one, my Lord?” Lucius offered.
“Do so,” he nodded.
“Dragon heartstring core, if you can,” Black answered before Lucius could ask. The blond nodded, stepping away to catch another Death Eater and make arrangements.
Voldemort took a moment to appreciate how seamlessly these three came together. They were all of them fighters, born for war and grown strong by feasting on the chaos of battle. No matter their allegiance, a soldier was a soldier, and with their current alignment, even steadfast men like Lucius and Black fell into line.
A brief ripple alerted him to Rookwood’s approach, and he was glancing over before the man even appeared in the doorway.
One look at his face told Voldemort everything.
OoO
The area around the tournament grounds was still teeming with people, dozens of eyes following their procession as they pushed through the crowd. Concern and curiosity pressed in on them from all sides.
They made for a bewildering sight – the Dark Lord marching through the tents and stalls, at his side a dishevelled-looking British Minister and his wife, several of the more well-known inner circle members surrounding them, and a great beast of a dog edging out in front.
Whispers broke out around them, rising and falling in their wake like a storm as more and more attention was drawn to them. Voldemort, in the back of his mind, acknowledged that the rumours this would stir up would be difficult to stamp out.
He acknowledged it. He just lacked the capacity to care. The only thought that beat through him was Hadrian.
Hadrian, Hadrian, Hadrian.
It was a siren call hooked deep in his gut, looped tight around his spine, and it beckoned him forward.
Their bond continued to lay cold and unresponsive in his mind, and no matter how he tried to communicate through it – whether it was a beseeching brush or a jaw-shattering punch – Hadrian remained closed off to him.
Being unable to feel the other was disturbing, and with this new plot now revealed to him, the silence tasted sinister.
This complete freeze-out should have been impossible. Should have been, but he supposed Hadrian had done the impossible before. It would have been impressive if it did not make his heart clench with unease.
Voldemort knew that he had to be able to feel each attempt at contact, that he must know, and yet there was nothing.
No response, no retaliation, no wisp of anything.
Almost as if –
But no. No, he would know that at least. The bond was there, it was just…still.
He forced himself to walk faster.
Black loped further out the front of their group, using his size to clear the path. The resemblance to a grim was an unexpected boon, as it sent more than one person scurrying away in horrified shock, and with their reluctant ally at their point it took no time at all to reach the tent that should have held the champions.
Bellatrix stood guard outside and her dark eyes shone like wet stones when she stepped aside to allow them entry.
Voldemort wrenched the tent flaps open. Black let out a low whine that was coloured in disappointment as he nosed at one of the beds; and although he knew it was pointless, Voldemort could not help but scour every inch of the interior.
The confirmation of what Rookwood had told him struck him hard in the chest.
Hadrian was gone.
“Where is he?” he asked, the tangible threat in the question had even his most loyal stepping back.
Bellatrix, her expression uncharacteristically flat, nodded her head to the side. Voldemort turned, his red eyes skewering Draco Malfoy in place. The boy flinched back, his cheeks going grey with fear. Beside him, his foster sister clutched at his hand with white knuckles.
“My Lord,” Draco greeted him timidly, but Voldemort had no patience for it.
“Hadrian,” he said brusquely. “Where did he go?”
Draco blinked rapidly, his red-rimmed eyes darting briefly to his parents for guidance, lingering on his mother with a childlike desperation.
Voldemort’s thin restraint evaporated. He stepped forward, claiming the boy’s attention again, and only came to a stop when he was all but looming over their seated forms. “He should be here,” he said, soft and enraged as he gestured to their surroundings to indicate what it was missing. “Where is he? I won’t ask again, boy.”
“I –” Draco stared up at him with wide, frightened eyes. “He left.”
Black returned to his proper form, moving around Voldemort until they stood shoulder-to-shoulder, utterly bereft of respect in a way that would have been infuriating if they were not running out of time. “When?” the man demanded, seeming seconds away from shaking the boy.
Draco and Granger both stiffened, their faces taking on a mix of quiet terror and bewilderment, gazes shooting between the Dark Lord and the fugitive as if unable to decide which of them they were less afraid of.
“About forty, fifty minutes ago,” Granger said quickly.
“Are you asking or telling?” Black barked.
“We didn’t exactly check the clock!” Draco snapped back, some of that well-bred Malfoy pride rearing its head. “Hermione came in to tell me about…about mother, and he left a few minutes after that to give us privacy.”
Sensing her offspring’s dwindling safety, Narcissa pushed forward to claim the open spot beside her son, settling a comforting hand on his leg and brushing some hair back from Granger’s face. Lucius put himself bodily between his family and Black, the attack obviously having left its mark on his nerves. “It would be closer to an hour that he left, based on when I sent Hermione here,” he told them.
“Darlings,” Narcissa said, gazing at her children, “we need to know where Hadrian has gone. Is there anything more you can tell us? Anything that he said or did that struck you as strange? Even the direction you saw him walk in?”
Voldemort stepped back, calling Bellatrix close. “Lock down the school and set up a perimeter,” he ordered. “Start a search and ask if anyone saw Hadrian outside. We need to keep this as quiet as possible, but I want him found.”
Bellatrix nodded, already spinning on her heels to slip out of the tent. Voldemort focussed back on the children.
“I didn’t see which way he went,” Draco started, finally seeming to understand that something was incredibly wrong. He spoke firmly but quickly, sitting up straight as if delivering a report. “But he was acting oddly. I thought it was just the aftermath of what he did to Kaiser that had him out of sorts, or the fight with her parents –”
A point Voldemort made a note to return to.
“– because he was…curter than normal. Tense. He looked stressed, detached, but when I asked him what was wrong it was like he switched back, started joking around again. He left after Hermione came in to give us space, but he didn’t come back.” Draco bit his lip, sharing a look with his foster sister, before saying, “He was calmer when he left. More…settled.”
Fuck.
Black looked over, meeting his eyes with a vicious cast to his expression. They both knew what that meant.
The compulsion had taken.
Rage came, swift and brutal.
He would burn them from this earth. He would find them, every single one of them that was involved, that had helped facilitate, and he would purge them. Not even ash or bone would be left by the time he was done with them.
Voldemort closed his eyes as anger – both at Dumbledore and for Hadrian – choked him. It cloyed, thick and bitter, in his chest; but even that was a drop compared to the fury he felt at himself.
Because who else had allowed the Order to run amok for so long? Who had given them clemency by not devoting himself entirely to their destruction years ago? Who had gotten so distracted by Hadrian, so enraptured, that he had now lost him to the mechanisms of an old, decrepit man that refused to bow out?
Voldemort turned around, stopping only to tell Lucius to find out everything from his son before he strode out into the midday sun. He halted a few metres from the tent, glad to see Bellatrix’s efficiency at work with how deserted the area was.
Especially when there was the crunch of footsteps behind him.
Voldemort’s hands were curling and uncurling to try and release some of the restless energy that was building inside him as Black came to stand beside him, the man unbothered by the potential for being seen or recognised. He certainly had a one-track mind when it came to his godson, and Voldemort fully intended to use that fervent devotion to his advantage.
“What next?” Black asked gruffly, hands on his hips and an expectant air around him. Awaiting orders.
Voldemort felt an irrational spike of annoyance.
It was a disgrace that this man had been Dumbledore’s for decades. The things he could have accomplished if Sirius Black had been one of his. His brother too, both resources he had been cheated out of, and a part of him would never forgive Walburga and Orion for their mishandling of their children.
“I cannot use the bond to track him,” Voldemort said, the words hanging sourly between them. Black cocked an eyebrow but managed to keep his tongue in check. “We will have to divide our attention,” he continued, scanning the grounds. The only signs of life were the guards patrolling. “One group to locate Dumbledore, one to control the situation here, and one to focus on Hadrian.”
“I’ll take Hadrian,” Black offered, as Voldemort knew he would.
“No,” he denied, and held up a hand to stop the coming argument. Surprisingly, the man actually shut up. “I need you on Dumbledore. You have inside information, you know these people and how they operate. If anyone can figure out where they are and lead an assault on them successfully, it’s you.”
It was a mirror of what Black had said to Voldemort in the hospital wing.
“I need to help Hadrian,” Black said, his upper lip peeling back as if he were about to lunge for Voldemort’s throat.
“And you will be,” he shot back. “Hadrian is under a compulsion and there are two universal ways to stop something like that, depending on what type of ritual they used. Either you interrupt the ritual, or you –”
“Kill the conduit,” Black finished bleakly. “I know.”
Voldemort watched him from the corner of his eye. “Lily Potter will be the conduit.”
“I know,” Black snapped, his stance now defensive. Guilt saturated the air, practically leaking off the other.
“If I just send my people, they will kill everyone there without hesitation,” Voldemort said bluntly, thinking Black would appreciate the directness. “If they go without someone there to restrain them, someone who would take the time to minimise the fallout, then there will be no surviving this for her.”
“Why do you even care?” Black asked, narrow-eyed, and suspicious. His fists were clenched so tightly they were shaking.
“I don’t,” he answered, “but Hadrian will. Split from each other or not, he does care for his mother, and I would prefer to lessen the emotional trauma he has to endure.” He pressed his lips together, a glimmer of vulnerability that he detested showing. “His free will has already been trampled over. This will not be something he recovers from easily or quickly. Losing his mother on top of everything is a blow I would see him spared from if I can.”
Voldemort peered down at Black, waiting until he was sure that the man could read his honesty. “If I can,” he repeated. “I would still cut her down myself if it ensured his survival.”
“He’d hate you,” Black said instantly, leaning back slightly in consideration.
“He’s hated me before,” Voldemort told him. “I killed his father and still won him over.”
Black sneered but refrained from throwing the punch he so clearly wished to.
“Hadrian didn’t know James,” Black said, and that seemed to cost the man something to admit that. “Lily raised him. She fucked up, definitely, but he’s had a whole life with her, and he loves her. You take that away from him, even to save him, and he’d never forgive you.”
“He would,” Voldemort declared, expertly masking his own doubt. “But even if he didn’t, at least he would be alive, and hating me would be of his own choice.”
Black had nothing to say to that, and with eyes so similar to his mother’s he observed Voldemort critically. It was irksome, but he endured the indignity of being judged by the other because he knew he needed Black on side for this. He could do it without him, but things would certainly go much smoother with his cooperation.
A minute passed, and begrudging acceptance crawled over Black’s face. “Fine,” the man said. “I’ll lead the hunt for Dumbledore, but you best tell your fucking lackeys that I’m in charge. I’ll kill anyone who disobeys me.”
He would have made a marvellous Death Eater.
Voldemort nodded.
Black’s shoulders dropped back, the bravado done with for now. “And what about you? Will you be keeping things here under control?”
“Of course not,” he scoffed. “Barty and Bellatrix will handle it. I will be going after Hadrian.”
Black squinted. “Alone?”
“It will be easier,” Voldemort said. “We have no idea what this compulsion will have altered in his demeanour, but we know what his goal is. I can better control the situation if it’s only me confronting him.”
Black mulled over that, turning the idea around in his head, before nodding. The glance he gave Voldemort was packed with warning as he said, “You won’t kill him.”
He crushed his offence at that audacious remark, allowing only a sliver of it to seep into his tone. “I think, Mr. Black, that I have already demonstrated the lengths I will go to for Hadrian.”
“Even if he tries to kill you?” Black persisted, heedless of the danger he courted. “Even if he’s about to succeed?”
“Hadrian won’t kill me,” Voldemort replied harshly, tired of this topic. “Not because he isn’t skilled or dedicated enough to but because it won’t work.”
Surprise fluttered through those grey eyes. “Well shit,” he said eloquently, “you really are immortal, aren’t you?”
Voldemort started walking, not deeming that worthy of a response. He reached through the network of his marks, finding Barty’s unique signature, and sent a probing brush of magic. Black hurried along after him.
Some of the guards they passed gave them startled looks, though no one said anything about his companion as they made their way towards where Barty was. There was silence for a few minutes, a respite Voldemort used to regain his composure.
“You got something wrong before, you know?” Black said, keeping his voice soft.
“And what was that?”
“It won’t be you going after Hadrian. It’ll be Hadrian going after you.”
He did not stop, even as the reminder had a chill prickling along his scalp. “I am aware that I’m his target.”
Black trotted next to him, and slowly shook his head, believing his meaning to have been missed.
“Just something to think about,” he murmured.
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Albert worried his bottom lip between his teeth, frowning down at the tournament grounds from where he stood on the grassy field that their carriage was parked on. The air was laden with the kind of pressure that only came from fear of the unknown, and behind him he could hear the murmur of many voices.
They had been escorted here after the match had concluded. There had been no explanation, only some vague announcement that the ceremony where Hadrian would be awarded the trophy and winnings had been postponed. It had undercut the revelry most of his peers had been gearing up for, and it left them flooded with energy and nowhere to channel it.
More than a few of them, he had heard saying on the walk up, had been gleeful at Kaiser’s sound defeat. It was perhaps savage of them to get such enjoyment out of such a horrific thing, but Albert could understand where they were coming from. For almost an entire year they had had to watch Hadrian be subjected to the Durmstrang girl’s immature cruelty. From her snide comments and general arrogance to the superior smirks and elitist views, to her actions in the second task that had very nearly resulted in their own champion’s death not once but twice…
They were angry, and bitter, and were admittedly a vicious, petty bunch. Finally seeing Hadrian take his payment from her in blood had been beautiful. Even Albert felt a small spark of pleasure just thinking about it – but unlike the vast majority of his classmates, he had the awareness to know that Hadrian would not share in their merriment.
No, if anything their friend would inevitably feel awful for inflicting such a wound on someone, no matter how deserved it might be or how initially satisfying he found it. That knowledge made it hard to hold onto his own delight at seeing Kaiser brought so low.
Albert sighed, crossing his arms to ward off the gust of wind that battered him.
Movement from the tournament grounds distracted him from his morose thoughts, and he watched as a handful of darkly dressed figures broke off from the assortment of tents. They walked a short distance, just far enough to be clear of the surrounding structures, and then their forms exploded into black streaks of smoke. They shot up into the air and took off overhead towards the castle.
The spectacle caught the attention of the others behind him, exclamations sounding out as necks craned up to watch. Albert twisted around to follow their path and as his gaze lowered, he spotted someone approaching him.
Raina barely spared a glance up at the Death Eaters, all of her focus pinned on him. Albert straightened, eager to hear what she had gathered.
She wasted no time on pleasantries.
“Madame Maxime is gone,” she reported bluntly, “as is Minister Lécuyer and her aide. A few officials have been left in charge, and the dignitaries are expected to remain here as well until told otherwise. The whole school has been put on lockdown.”
“Shit,” Albert said, rolling his tongue into his cheek. His mind whirled. “Any word on Hadrian?”
She shook her head, burrowing her hands in her jacket pockets to escape the cold. The look on her face was cynical and echoed his own thoughts perfectly.
Something was wrong.
“What do you think is happening?” he asked.
“My best guesses?” Raina cocked an eyebrow. “Either Kaiser died from her wounds and throwing a celebration would be seen as gauche, there’s been a suspected attack similar to the werewolf mess from the last task, or…”
“Or?” Albert prompted, causing Raina to purse her lips.
“You don’t have the context, I can’t exactly tell you,” she said apologetically.
“Is it related to Hadrian’s big secret?” he asked calmly, tilting his head. “The thing that’s been slowly wearing him down all year and that makes him fall silent at the oddest times and that has you two and Claire sneaking off for hours on end sometimes?”
“Yes,” Raina answered, watching him carefully.
“Alright then,” he said, shrugging.
“You won’t ask for more than that?”
“Why would I?” Albert asked, blinking. “If he wanted me to know, he would tell me himself.”
“He probably will,” she admitted with a sad quirk to her mouth. “He told me he wanted to after the tournament was done.”
“Then that’s all I need – wait, does Jacob know?”
Raina snorted, looking to the side as she smothered her amusement. “No, but Hadrian also thinks he should tell him.”
“Okay, well, so long as I’m not the last to know, I can wait.”
They shared a smile, before the seriousness of the situation returned.
“I don’t think it’s Kaiser,” Albert said, glancing back at the tournament grounds. “Hadrian was healing her before they even got off the arena, and with all the other medical staff around, a wound like that wouldn’t be fatal.”
“There would be more noise if there had been an attack,” Raina said, poking another hole in her theories. “And while there is a lot of movement, there isn’t enough…”
“Panic?” he suggested, and she nodded in agreement. “So, it’s related to Hadrian’s secret?”
Raina sighed deeply, stepping up beside him. “I really, really hope not,” she whispered.
Notes:
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Chapter 60: Chapter Sixty
Notes:
Lmao hope no one has a heart attack! I haven't updated this quickly in years hahahaha
Anyway! This chapter is a weird one - lots and lots of dialogue, lots of things happening, lots of characters. It might seem a bit fast-paced, but I'm a big fan of characters, when being faced with a crisis, actually doing shit about it. So we get to enjoy competent people making and actioning plans in this one.
Hope you all have as much reading this one as I had writing it!
Trigger warnings at the bottom.
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Chapter Text
Sirius wondered as he walked up the deserted stairwell, Augustus Rookwood in front and Rabastan fucking Lestrange behind, if his mother was watching him from her cold grave and laughing. She had tried so very hard to get him exactly here. Years of abuse and manipulation and punishments were spent attempting to twist him into some perfect little follower for her old school mate, attempts that he had been so proud to have resisted – and yet here he was.
Working with Death Eaters, with Voldemort, against Dumbledore. Going to interrogate people he considered his friends, prepared to use whatever he had to, to get the information he needed.
Gods, he hoped her bones choked on the fucking stone that packed her into the ground.
The walk was silent, thankfully. Rookwood was not a man that invited conversation when he was focussed, and Lestrange was more interested in drilling a hole in the back of Sirius’ skull to bother opening his mouth.
Sirius ignored the stare and kept his shoulders tense just in case the asshole tried anything. Rabastan had always been a creepy fucker and his obsession with Sirius’ family, with Sirius’ little brother, was hardly a secret in the circles they had both run in decades ago. Even now, just thinking of the way Rabastan had lingered around Regulus, looking at him the way no twenty-three-year-old man had the right to look at a fourteen-year-old boy, had Sirius’ hands curling into fists.
That old discomfort and anger was followed, as ever, by the sour taste of guilt sitting heavy on his tongue.
Sirius hated himself for a lot of things, the list growing longer each year that trudged by, but remembering how a younger him had just been glad that he was seen as a blood traitor and therefore was an undesirable option to Rabastan, made him want to be sick.
He had left Regulus to deal with that and more when he had run, and no matter what James or Remus or Tonks had tried to tell him – he knew he was, in part, responsible for Regulus’ disappearance. His soft little brother had never had the temperament to be one of these people, but Sirius’ actions had helped push him into it regardless.
Ahead of him, Rookwood slowed, pulling out the key that would open the door to the topmost floor of the Dark Tower. Sirius glanced over his shoulder, meeting Rabastan’s unblinking, reptilian stare for a second, before turning back to the front. Rookwood swung the door open and ushered them out onto the open level, and Sirius had to brace against the icy gusts of wind this far up.
The tiny cell to one side would offer little protection from the weather up here, and he had a moment to puzzle out just how they were supposed to hear anything above the gale when Rookwood strode over to the stone parapet and brushed his hand against an engraved runic circle. A bubble snapped into place around them, shimmering blue just once before fading. The sudden drop in noise made Sirius’ ears ring.
Rookwood turned to look at him then, his dark eyes purposefully blank. “He is inside,” he said, tipping his head towards the barred door.
Sirius grimaced, nodding rigidly.
The first step he took was the hardest, a tacit agreement to do this, and before he consciously registered it, he was staring through the thick bars down at the slumped body of Moody. The man was a mess, his injuries healed only enough to keep him alive, giving Sirius plenty of time to see the damage he had wrought. He ignored the speculative look Rookwood tossed his way when the man opened the cell.
The last thing he wanted to know was what a man like Rookwood thought of him.
Sirius clenched his fists when the way was finally cleared for him. He closed his eyes and counted to five, then released a heavy breath and stepped inside. Rookwood and Lestrange followed, crowding around the unconscious form of their prisoner.
Lestrange had his head cocked, and the way he was eyeing Moody made it seem like he was about to kick him. To stop the man, Sirius tugged out the clear vial that Voldemort had handed over to him before they had left for the tower and dropped down to his knee. He rolled Moody over, careful of the chains around his arms and legs, and tucked a hand under his neck, tilting him enough so he could get his mouth open and pour the liquid in.
A murmured spell had Moody reflexively swallowing, and Sirius stepped back. “Alright,” he said, sliding the empty vial back into his pocket. “Wake him up.”
“Rennervate,” Rookwood muttered.
Moody jolted awake when the charm hit him, letting out a wet grumble as the pain flared up from his movements. His one good eye squinted up at them, beady and fever-bright, but when his gaze settled on Sirius a snarl overtook his scarred face. “You fucking turncoat,” the man hissed, the insult landing hard even if Sirius refused to show it.
“Where’s Dumbledore?” Sirius asked.
“I don’t know,” Moody spat, then blanched – which at least told Sirius that the serum did as described. Instinctive, involuntary answers brought on by a potion so strong that even an occlumens of Moody’s calibre would be unable to fight it. Terrifying to know their enemies had had something like this on hand for years, but incredibly useful now that he was standing on this side of the fence.
He could see the confusion on Moody’s face, then the rippling realisation. There was no betrayal in his eye when he looked up at Sirius, but the way his gaze stabbed into him still felt like a condemnation. His expression went steely, and Lestrange shot forward like a dog let off the leash.
His fist collided with Moody’s face hard enough to knock a tooth loose, sending the man careening back into the floor. “Oh, I fucking dare you to, you old goat,” Lestrange laughed. “Anything you bite off I can regrow. We’re getting answers one way or another, and I’ve been getting bored without anyone to play with lately. See how cooperative you are when you’re missing the first two layers of your skin.”
Torture, Sirius thought with a distasteful sneer. Another reason Rabastan Lestrange, in particular, was an awful human being. He felt dirty just breathing the same air as him, but for his godson, Sirius would plunge right into the filth until not a speck of him was clean.
He shot a look at Rookwood, silently telling the man to get his colleague in line. Rookwood pursed his lips, though obediently flicked his wand at Moody and cast something that caused a soft glow around the other’s lower face. Moody’s jaw slackened, lips parting and already a thin pool of saliva was building on his bottom lip.
“He won’t be able to close his jaw now, stops them biting,” Rookwood explained softly, tucking his wand away. “Might slur a bit, but he’ll be understandable.”
Good enough, Sirius thought. He moved closer to Moody, outright shoving Lestrange back with a well-placed elbow to his side, and knelt down beside his old mentor. He kept himself out of lunging range and met that violent gaze with calm.
“Where is Dumbledore conducting the compulsion ritual?”
Moody grunted, a trail of drool leaking out, and finally garbled, “I don’t know.”
Sirius frowned, sharing a glance with Rookwood. Are you sure this is working? he tried to convey with a raised eyebrow.
“What is the name of the ritual you were planning to use on Hadrian Evans?” Rookwood asked, cadence smooth and warm considering what they were doing.
Moody sent him a bitter, vicious glare. “Radix obedientiae,” he gritted out.
“‘The root of obedience’,” Rookwood translated, his tone thoughtful. “Aptly named.”
“Why don’t you know where the ritual is taking place?” Sirius asked, ignoring the huff of amusement Lestrange let out at Rookwood’s comment. They had a name to pass on to Narcissa, but what he needed was the location. Already, a dreadful suspicion was stirring at the back of his mind, and he could only pray he was wrong.
“Albus didn’t tell us,” Moody said, and a mangled, spiteful smile crawled onto his lips. “And he’s hidden it so you’ll never be able to find it.”
“Son of a bitch,” Sirius snapped, jumping to his feet and heading for the door. “Let’s go, this is useless.”
“What – Black?” Rookwood made to follow him, stopping just before he stepped out of the cell completely. “What do you mean? There’s still information we can get.”
“Not anything we really need,” he replied, turning on his heels. “Dumbledore’s used the fidelius charm. He,” Sirius gestured back to the cell, to Moody who was watching him with palpable anger, “can’t give us more information on where they are. This is a bust.”
Rookwood stared hard at him, clever eyes darting over Sirius’ face in search of answers. Whatever he found had him spinning around to stare at Lestrange. “Get whatever information you can out of him about the Order, Dumbledore and what they’re planning. We don’t want any more surprises cropping up. I’ll report to Lord Voldemort with Black.”
Lestrange’s little smile was disturbed as he crossed his arms and glanced eagerly down at Moody. Sirius started to protest but Rookwood was already marching past him, so when Lestrange wiggled his fingers in a mocking farewell, Sirius found he could do nothing but snarl and whirl away.
“Tell me about this charm,” Rookwood demanded as they began to descend, their steps hurried.
“It’s old, powerful, and a bitch to perform. I’ve only known Dumbledore to be strong enough to do it. It’s used to hide things – places, people, whatever – by locking a secret inside someone’s soul. They’re called the secret keeper, and only they can divulge it. That means that even if they tell someone else, that person still can’t share it. It can’t be coerced, it can’t be forced, it can’t be taken. The keeper has to willingly give up the secret. It’s the only way.”
Rookwood made a noise to let him know he was listening.
“If Dumbledore’s hidden the ritual site under the fidelius charm than the location is invisible, intangible, unplottable and fucking soundproof. It’s essentially wiped from people’s memories, from maps – like it never existed. Even if he had told Moody where he was taking Lily, he never would have been able to tell us.”
“Fascinating,” Rookwood murmured as they hit the bottom floor. Sirius instantly threw up a simple glamour, changing his obvious features into something a bit more nondescript as they left the safety of the tower and stepped out into the midday sun. It felt wrong to have such cheerful weather when everything around them was falling into chaos.
They cut across the grounds, making their way back to the headmaster’s office, which Voldemort had commandeered while they worked to fix this mess.
“Is that why we were never able to locate your bases?”
“Yeah, we used it for most of them,” Sirius hummed.
“And there’s no way to break this charm?”
“Not that I know of.”
“Well,” Rookwood said dryly. “Shit.”
“Yep,” Sirius echoed.
They made the rest of the way in silence.
Voldemort, when he had them standing in front of him and heard what they had learned, was equally frustrated.
“The fidelius charm,” he said, leaning back against his borrowed desk. Sirius nodded, trying not to show how disconcerting he found the man’s true features to be. Rookwood did not seem surprised, so Sirius assumed it was common knowledge amongst at least the most loyal Death Eaters that their lord spent his time moonlighting as either a hairless snake-man or a wrinkled professor while truly looking like a spring chicken.
“It hides –”
“Yes, thank you, I’m familiar with it,” Voldemort interrupted sharply.
Sirius glared, crossing his arms.
“So, Dumbledore has made himself the secret keeper,” the Dark Lord continued, tapping his fingers against the desk absent-mindedly.
“Which means that so long as he stays inside the location, no one’s going to find them,” Sirius agreed. “And we’re back at square one.”
“Is there any other way we might be able to locate him? Or Lily Potter?” Rookwood asked. “I know this charm is powerful, but every spell has a weakness. There must be something we can exploit.”
“I don’t know what to tell you,” Sirius sighed, pressing his finger against his brow. “Unless Dumbledore himself waltzed in here and told you to your face what the secret was, then we’re shit out of lu –”
“The wording.”
Sirius looked up, his anger easing when he saw the hard, calculating expression on Voldemort’s face.
“My Lord?” Rookwood prompted tentatively.
“When Peter revealed the location of the Potter’s home to me that night,” Sirius tensed, a current of lightning crackling through him as Voldemort continued to speak, “he had to use very specific wording.” Those red eyes dispassionately flicked over to catch Sirius’.
“‘James, Lily and Harry Potter live at Number 7, Keeldon Road, in Godric’s Hollow’. That was what he had to say to me to reveal the secret. That wording exactly.”
“Yes?” Sirius said, raising his eyebrows obnoxiously to hide the way he wanted to put his fist through the bastard’s face. “I know the wording, I was there when it was decided.”
“Precisely,” Voldemort returned, his mouth curling into a biting smile. “When it was decided. As in, when someone sat down and deliberately selected each word of it. I should not have to tell you that the wording of the secret is paramount to the charm working properly.”
“If the parameters of the secret could be changed…” Rookwood mumbled, picking up on the train of thought.
Voldemort nodded, pushing himself upright and circling around the desk. “The secret guarding their home was broken the moment I killed James Potter, because James no longer lived at the address, and therefore the parameters of the secret were no longer fulfilled.”
“This is great and all,” Sirius bit out, agitated and a hair’s breadth away from doing something regrettable, “good brainstorming session – one flaw though. We can’t know what will change the parameters of the secret because we don’t know what the secret is.”
“Are you absolutely sure there’s no way we could still find the location without the secret being shared?” Rookwood asked, smoothly interjecting, and likely saving Sirius from having his intestines expelled or something equally death-inducing judging by the glint in Voldemort’s eyes.
Sirius looked up at the ceiling, staring at the intricate designs sculpted there, and bit his lip. “There’s nothing,” he muttered. “Dumbledore’s the only one that knows the secret. He’s the only one that can share it. So long as he and Lily are under the charm, nothing we do will find them.”
“There is a reason it is considered one of, if not the most powerful piece of defensive magic in the world,” Voldemort added quietly. “Still, I prefer to keep my options open. Augustus, I want you to cast a locator spell for Lily Potter and keep it running for now. On the off chance she leaves the charm’s boundaries, I want us to be right there to reclaim her.”
“I’ll need something of hers, preferably hair or blood to make the connection stronger.”
“We can use her brush,” Sirius proposed, staring at the bookshelf as he rolled their next steps around in his mind. “She had a room here at Hogwarts and one at her hotel. It’s been a few weeks so it might not be anything recent, but you’ll be able to get what you need from there.”
Rookwood nodded his thanks, then darted a questioning look at Voldemort. The man waved him off, and Rookwood bowed low before he moved for the exit.
“See if you can get something of Hadrian’s,” Sirius called out as the other was leaving. “Might as well cast a locator for him too.”
“He won’t be so easy to find,” Voldemort told him as Rookwood acknowledged Sirius’ words just as he closed the door behind him and trapped the two of them together once more.
Sirius gave the man a flat look. “Obviously. The kid’s too clever to not have some kind of concealment charm on him, but if we’re keeping our options open…”
Voldemort clicked his tongue, obviously displeased at having his own words parroted back to him. He tellingly did not say anything else on the matter though, so Sirius took his continued ability to breathe as the win it was.
“Any luck on your front?” he asked, falling into one of the available seats. Voldemort eyed him with irritation and let the silence stretch – an answer in and of itself.
“He hasn’t dropped down from the rafters and tried to stab me, if that’s what you are asking,” he eventually said, dragging his attention away from Sirius and back down to the desk. His eyes were not moving though, so Sirius knew he was not reading any of the documents that had been left out in the open.
There was, he was shocked to realise, legitimate concern on Voldemort’s face. He knew the other was not unaffected by all of this, but he had not thought he would allow it to spill out of his impressive control and be visible to someone who was, until a few hours ago, considered an enemy.
Sirius sat forward, trying not to think of Lily or Hadrian or Remus or Tonks or fucking Moody, and studied the man with interest. He took in that calm but intent expression, the blistering level of focus in his eyes, and the way that, in certain lights, he looked so utterly and unmistakably human. For a man who claimed to be otherwise, who implied he was immortal, he did not seem very godlike.
So long as one ignored the insane presence of his magic, of course.
“We’ll find him,” Sirius felt compelled to say, even if he immediately knew he sounded like a fool.
“Obviously,” Voldemort answered. Conviction was heavy in his tone, every inch of him oozing the simple belief that he would succeed, and yes, when he spoke like this Sirius could see what had drawn so many people to the man’s side years ago. That amount of self-assurance was addictive. It was the kind of trait that people were desperate to experience for themselves, even if it meant hitching their wagon to someone as treacherous as a Dark Lord.
Still.
Arrogant prick, Sirius thought.
“What’s the status of the tournament?” he asked, instead of giving into temptation.
Voldemort sighed, leaning back in his seat. He opened his mouth to say something, only to cut off abruptly. Those red eyes shot behind Sirius’ shoulder, and he straightened, arranging himself into a carefully constructed pose.
Sirius turned to the door, his hand falling automatically to his temporary wand. He prepared himself for anything, but even he was taken aback when Lucius cautiously entered the office with Yaxley at his heels. What was shocking, however, was the presence of the Beauxbatons’ Headmistress, the French Minister of Magic and an unfamiliar but well-dressed young man accompanying them.
Sirius realised a second too late that he was not wearing his glamour anymore. Lucius, safely in front of the three foreigners, attempted to burn him with his eyes alone as he came to a stop in front of them.
“My Lord,” he greeted, and when Sirius glanced over, he saw that unlike him, Voldemort had already reapplied his own guise. Bone-white skin and no nose. “Forgive me for the interruption, but Minister Lécuyer was adamant that she speaks with you.”
“I was quite clear with my instructions, Lucius,” Voldemort said, and even his voice had changed, becoming higher and colder.
Lucius winced, the censure a humiliating hit. “I understand that, my Lord, but the minister –”
“I hardly gave him a choice, Lord Voldemort,” Lécuyer said, stepping forward with a boldness that Sirius liked. The woman looked at him, a sharp, assessing scan of her eyes that made Sirius uncomfortably aware of his own skin, before dismissing him entirely as irrelevant.
It would have been offensive if he were not absurdly grateful to be regulated to the background for this. It was a nice reminder as well that just because his face was infamous in Britain did not mean he was known across the world. Sometimes being a small fish was a good thing.
“I want to know what is going on,” Lécuyer demanded, standing tall with her chin raised. “You might have successfully kept the details hidden but we all see that something has occurred, and I believe I have the right to know it.”
“The right?” Voldemort repeated, slowly rising to his feet. His fingers remained resting lightly on the desk, but the implicit threat radiated out from him. “There is nothing happening here that concerns you, Minister, so I –”
“Harry Potter,” Lécuyer said loudly, and all the air in the office was sucked away in an instant. “Or Hadrian, as he prefers.”
Sirius leapt to his feet, his wand in his hand even if he did not raise it. Lucius had stiffened across from them, his face whitening – and Yaxley gripped at his forearm with a pained grunt.
Magic slammed down on the room.
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Mistake.
The thought bleated through Simone’s mind as that frightening, impossible, all-consuming power wrapped around her throat and squeezed.
Mistake, mistake, this was a mistake.
Across the room Voldemort’s eyes gleamed, flickering like twin pools of blood reflecting a flame, and though his face remained impassive she knew he was savouring the primal fear that sunk, ruinous, into her bones.
His magic dwarfed them all, coiling around the edges of the office like one of the serpents he had built himself after. It crackled in her senses, the fine hair along her limbs standing on end as the force crushed in around her, reducing her to little more than a hapless mouse. Small and insignificant.
William’s hands flew to his throat as his legs buckled, and at the edges of Simone’s vision, Olympe clutched at one of the pillars, her face ashen as she fought to stay upright. Even the man’s own allies bowed under the weight of his power. Malfoy and Yaxley were both hunched in long-practiced deference, and the other one – Sirius Black, William had told her – had crumpled back down into the seat he had just stood from.
And Simone…Simone cowered.
She hated herself for it. Hated how he made her feel, how her lips trembled, and her chest shuddered with each rattling breath – but she remained standing. Her own magic, meagre in comparison, thrashed desperately to beat back the influence of the Dark Lord. The expression on Voldemort’s face would have been indulgent if not for how coldly furious he was. He allowed her pitiful attempts to continue, observing her with clinical interest before what seemed like all his power condensed around her.
Simone’s knees cracked from how hard she hit the ground. The pained gasp she let out was the last snatch of breath she was permitted because the muscles in her throat seized.
He left her like that, scrambling at her own neck and choking, until Simone was positive that she was going to die. It was only as the darkness crept in on her that the phantom presence of a hand around her throat lifted and she was able to suck in a startled, painful breath.
The fresh air burned its way down into her lungs, too much and far too little at the same time. She stayed on her knees, coughing roughly, and grasping at the bottom step that led up to the landing where the desk sat.
Magic hung in the air, inert but so very present, a tangible sign of his lack of patience – and for the second time since William had come to her and revealed what he had overheard, Simone felt unmoored.
She had miscalculated. Grievously.
Slowly, skittishly, she dragged her eyes up from her hands to meet Voldemort’s.
He stood above them all, listening to their wrecked breathing with a slight tilt to his head. Not a hint of his true thoughts touched his face, and it was that, the utter control over his expression while his magic all but screamed his displeasure into the cosmos, that scared her out of her wits.
Violence was the main language of men like Voldemort. It was expected, anticipated, accounted for. But this ironclad composure was something else entirely, and the disconnect between what she was seeing and what her magic could sense made her head spin.
“I do not tolerate ambushes, Minister,” Voldemort told her softly. A fool might have even assumed it was gentle. “Nor do I appreciate spies.”
Off to the side, Black unsteadily rose to his feet once more. The man was pale, a grimace painted across his narrow face, and he watched Voldemort the way one would a wild beast. An emotion glowed like a beacon in the grey depths of his eyes.
Genuine fear.
It was a cold comfort that she was not the only one awfully afraid.
“Now,” Voldemort said, retaking his seat. He crossed his legs casually and perched his chin on his fist so he could stare down at her. “You will tell me how you came to possess that information, because it’s not common knowledge, and what you plan to do with it.” The way he looked at her, as if she were less than nothing, was so at odds with the vicious note in his voice.
Simone massaged the abused muscles in her throat as she considered the man before her.
He was a study of contradictions. His body playing at being calm and loose with all the confidence of a king in his court, while his words carried an undertone of steely protectiveness, and yet his eyes were void of anything human.
Voldemort was a layered mirage, each aspect offering a different angle, each hiding a different threat, and Simone felt besieged by the shifting perceptions.
The most dominating indicator though was, by far, the veritable storm of magic in the air – and it was from his magic that she realised the chilling truth.
He would not hesitate to kill her.
Mere hours ago, on the walk here, she would have thought it an absurd notion, for not even Lord Voldemort could get away with killing the French Minister of Magic. She had been assured that her position would keep her relatively safe, that the political ramifications would be too great even for him to risk it.
Staring into those hellish eyes, at the innocuous, mocking press of his lips, she understood things with a clarity that horrified her.
Ludicrous, she thought in a daze, suddenly glad she was already on the ground for her legs would not have been able to hold her up at this revelation. A distant part of her was curious how this had all come to be, but the larger part of her was near hysterical to realise that this, that whatever was going on between Hadrian and Voldemort, it was real.
Deeper than she had suspected. Stronger than she had suspected. So strong, in fact, that the Dark Lord would willingly plunge both their countries into a war if he deemed her a danger to the boy.
It was madness. To go to such lengths, to be so prepared to drive the fate of two nations into the ground just for one person…
Simone, staring up at Voldemort but not really seeing him, stumbled to her feet with William’s assistance. She inhaled shakily, gripping his slim hand hard as she waited for the tremors to work their way through her limbs.
Voldemort raised an eyebrow, waiting.
She wet her bottom lip. “My assistant,” she began hoarsely, “he overheard your conversation in the hospital wing.”
“How?” Voldemort shifted his attention to the young man at her side. Simone regretted bringing him with her.
“I am an animagus,” William answered, his gaze dropping automatically to avoid the man’s. There was a subtle hitch in his voice as he rushed to continue, “A sphinx moth. I attached myself to Minister Malfoy before you left the gathering.”
The look Voldemort slanted his way had Malfoy cringing back. Simone felt no sympathy for him. William had always been so clever – it was one of his best qualities. She would not apologise for their actions, not when what they had discovered was tantamount to a conspiracy.
“So,” the Dark Lord said, returning his focus to William, “you intentionally followed the leader of another country to a private discussion, purely with the goal of learning confidential information – an act of espionage, if you were unaware – and scurried back to your minister to tell her everything.”
William had grown progressively paler through that, and Simone could not blame him for the small step he took backwards. She felt much the same when Voldemort turned to her.
“Then you, in your infinite wisdom, decided to read in your esteemed headmistress, further expanding this criminal web. And then you dared to storm into this office and demand answers from me. Please, stop me if I missed something?”
No one spoke.
Voldemort’s smile grew teeth.
“You are very fortunate, Minister Lécuyer, that I have bigger things to worry about than you and this breach of trust, or else I would take great pleasure in showing you all the ways I earned my title.” He cast his eyes over her derisively, picking her apart like a vulture did a carcass. “As it is, you still need to tell me what you intend to use your ill-acquired knowledge for, so I’ll refrain for now.”
Simone blew out a short breath, watching him warily. The gazes of the room darted between them, some more frightened than others, but she never let her eyes stray from the predator masquerading as a man.
“I have no wish to harm Hadrian,” she said with careful deliberation. “I wanted to know how you planned to resolve this matter. He is in this mess because of you.”
“He is in this mess because of who he is to other people,” Voldemort corrected instantly, a harsh sneer sliding into place. “He is in this mess, as you put it, because long ago a miserable old man heard a prophecy that he thought was the key to fixing his own mistakes and has since sought to force its fulfilment by any means necessary.”
“Prophecy?” Olympe asked, less hesitant than Simone would have expected given the circumstances. Her tone was low and respectful, and perhaps that was why Voldemort bothered to look at her when he answered.
“It’s unimportant,” he said with a careless wave of his hand.
“I would argue otherwise, given you place the blame for all of this on its existence,” Simone shot back, even as she tucked that away to investigate at a later time, once she was far away from this man and preferably with Hadrian on hand to provide answers. Prophecies were nebulous things after all, and the fact that someone she had a vested interest in was the subject of one made her incredibly uneasy – hell, the sheer number of things she did not know about this situation made her want to break something.
Every stone she overturned so far had revealed a deep, cavernous well of secrets.
Voldemort’s ire flared in time with his magic, making her wince. “I couldn’t care less what arguments you have. The contents of the prophecy are irrelevant. It is Albus’ belief in it that has caused this – making this a British matter. Your input is not needed, nor is it wanted.”
Simone’s teeth cracked from how hard she clenched her jaw. “Hadrian is a French citizen,” she bit out, her anger at his presumptive words igniting her fire once more.
“Is he?” Voldemort asked lightly, an undercurrent of dark amusement twining through his voice. “Technically, legally, he is Harry Potter – a British national. ‘Hadrian Evans’ is a false identity in the eyes of the law.” He leaned forward then, expression mean and savagely pleased as he whispered, “He’s not yours.”
The fucking audacity –
Her irritation fizzled out almost immediately though, replaced by a barbed rush of satisfaction. “Did you know, Lord Voldemort,” she said, coating his title in as much scornful laudation as she could, “that when you first established control of this country there was an influx of migrants across France’s borders?”
His face stilled, eyes narrowing slightly.
“Some were French nationals that were eager to return home before they became trapped in your warzone, but others were seeking…refuge. And we provided it.”
“Your point?” Voldemort asked, one hand curling around the arm of his chair.
“My point,” she stressed, “is that we had many British witches and wizards apply for citizenship rights in France, and that many of those people applied for a change of identity at the same time. So long as they complied with the requirements on our paperwork, they could shed their old identity and forge a new one as an official French citizen.” Her smile was a sharp little thing. “A council vote took place after we realised the extent of the situation, and the decision was made to seal the documents pertaining to any such identity changes that occurred between 1978 and 1983. Not even I, as the minister, have the authority to view those documents without going through the proper procedures – so I doubt your own spies would have been able to get their hands on them.”
Simone lifted her chin, meeting that blistering gaze with a sense of courage that was only half-projection. “So you see, if his mother completed the documentation – which she must have, to have her son enrol in Beauxbatons without any issues being flagged – then Hadrian, legally, very much is one of my people.” Her expression hardened, her faux amusement vanishing in an instant.
“Which means that I have as much right as anyone to be in this room when discussing what essentially amounts to Hadrian’s kidnapping and the violation of his freewill by a British extremist.”
The words were thrown down like a gauntlet, clattering between them and ringing loudly in the ensuing silence.
Simone breathed heavily, her pulse thundering in her ears as she waited for retaliation. It was then that she realised William was gripping her arm, his fingers curled firmly around her; though whether it was to restrain or provide some form of support, she could not say.
The seconds ticked by, the tension ballooning out until she felt like she was about to snap.
Voldemort moved, and the collective flinch that went through all of them was followed by a thrum of hot embarrassment when all the man did was reach out and pluck one of Yaxley’s quills from the golden pen holder. He twirled it in his fingers, red eyes watching the decorative feather rapidly spin.
It was a power-play, cheap on anyone else but somehow sinister with him. Everything Voldemort did held that sliver of warning to it. Every move, every gesture, every word – it all crafted the image of a man so far above everyone else. As untouchable as the sun, and just as blinding to look at.
Simone swallowed thickly, shifting her weight in preparation.
Finally, Voldemort’s gaze rose to settle on her. Whatever thoughts he had been ruminating on were a mystery to her, and the lack of indication on what he would do next had her tensing.
“I want you to swear,” he said, quiet but ringing with force, “that you will not use Hadrian’s true name or any of the information that you learn here today against him. You will not use it to blackmail him, you will not use it to manipulate him, and you will not share this information with anyone, through any means, without his explicit permission.”
“Or what?” Olympe asked, saving Simone from having to. The interruption gave her a moment to smother her instinctive rejection, because swearing to anything, pledging a vow of any kind, to a man like Voldemort was a supremely stupid idea.
Simone’s eyes darted to the headmistress, finding her face surprisingly difficult to read.
“Or you leave this room without any recollection of the past six hours,” Voldemort told her flatly.
Olympe raised a thin eyebrow and folded her hands in front of her, the feathered sleeves of her gown hiding them from view. “That would not be very subtle,” she replied, far too serene for someone who was being threatened.
Voldemort’s smile held no warmth. “I don’t need to be subtle, Headmistress, when dealing with security breaches. I will not have any of you endanger Hadrian’s future.”
There it was again, that protectiveness. Just what had Hadrian done to secure such valiant, vehement defence from a man that was widely believed to be heartless?
This was more than possessiveness, more than friendship, however ridiculous it was to use that word in association with the Dark Lord.
Simone studied Voldemort from under her lashes. Several threads twisted through her mind, theories being woven as she began to piece together the signs and hints that had littered their conversation.
None of the theories she came up with were particularly reassuring.
She was broken from her reverie when Olympe took a single, pointed step forward.
“Very well,” she said with a shallow dip of her head. “I hereby swear that I shall not divulge any information relating to Hadrian Evans that I learn here today, be that his true identity or the circumstances surrounding his current disappearance, through any means to anyone not already aware, without his permission.”
The vow ended with a surge of magic, and though it was not an unbreakable contract, the fact that she had done it at all had Simone’s lips parting in shock.
She was not the only one, for William was outright gaping and the Dark Lord’s allies were staring in obvious surprise. Even Voldemort himself appeared taken off guard by the easy compliance, his eyes sharp with suspicion.
Olympe looked around placidly and scoffed. “Hadrian is one of my students,” she said. “I care not for his past or whatever other names he is known by. While he is a student of Beauxbatons, his safety is my primary concern. This man that has bewitched him is a common enemy, yes?”
She flapped a hand, frowning when she looked at Simone and caught the disbelief that she was not quick enough to mask.
“Hadrian requires our assistance, Simone,” she said sternly.
As if it was as simple as that.
Voldemort nodded at the woman. Approval, there and gone again, sparked across his face before he slid his eyes over to Simone and William.
Unease struck her hard in the chest, along with shame.
Her caution was warranted, she knew that, but the oath Voldemort demanded of her was hardly terrible. Was, in fact, purely driven by the need to stop them from jeopardising the situation further.
She had not walked into this room planning to use what William had told her for anything nefarious. Swearing a vow would only solidify the actions she was always intending to carry out.
Through this all, Voldemort watched her closely, still twirling the damn quill loosely in his long fingers. The fact that he did not push her to make her decision faster, that he seemed content to wait, spoke of his confidence.
A fraught minute passed, until Simone finally agreed with a grim pinch to her lips.
She swore the same oath that Olympe did, William echoing her quietly, and they both breathed in deeply when their magic sealed their words.
With their cooperation settled, Voldemort withdrew his magic from the air completely. The abrupt absence had her blinking rapidly, light-headed without that weight pressing down around her.
“We cannot hold off the closing ceremony for much longer without outright cancelling it,” the Dark Lord said, the sudden shift in topic another jarring change for his audience to follow.
Voldemort turned to Black, dismissing the rest of them for the moment. “Ms. Kaiser is stable and woke up a short time ago, so we no longer have her as an excuse to delay. Revealing that Hadrian is missing would only incite more questions and bring too much attention. We need to deal with this before we can tackle anything else.”
Black frowned, his gaze roaming the room in search of something, lingering on Simone before his attention fell back on Voldemort. The man’s expression cleared, though he sounded unsure when he suggested with a half-shrug, “Polyjuice?”
“Have someone pretend to be Evans during the ceremony?” Malfoy asked, sounding intrigued as he spoke up for the first time since she had flattened his attempts to explain her presence to his Lord.
“We have plenty of potion in stock, and we can likely find some hair in the boy’s room,” Yaxley said next. The headmaster of Hogwarts was a calm and efficient man, and he spoke with the authority of someone long used to being heard.
The solution was logical, Simone thought, and one that was relatively easy to put into effect. It was disappointing that Hadrian would not get to experience the ceremony for himself, but if they wished to protect both him and his reputation, then it was a necessary sacrifice.
She said as much, breaking back into the discussion. Malfoy inclined his head at her in agreement, though he was quick to look back to the one holding his leash.
Voldemort appeared displeased, a soft frown marring his otherwise smooth skin. He had sat back in his chair, his hand now braced against his mouth to cover the snarl she could see beginning to unfurl there.
As they all stared, Black leaned in and whispered something to Voldemort, moving into the man’s space with a recklessness that made Simone question his sanity. She could not hear what he said, but it was enough to pull Voldemort from his troubling thoughts.
“No,” Voldemort replied to whatever Black had asked. He refocussed on the rest of them.
Simone took that as her opportunity to speak. “If we go ahead with this, it must be someone who knows Hadrian well enough to mimic his behaviour and mannerisms. Preferably someone who knows about this,” she motioned vaguely around them. “But we can settle for someone who will not ask questions.”
William turned to her, an expectant look on his face. Simone shook her head, denying the unasked question. While William was skilled at subterfuge, he had not been around Hadrian enough to get a clear read on the boy’s personality. While he might be able to handle the official ceremony, the following celebrations would pose a problem.
Olympe cleared her throat, smoothing one hand down the front of her shimmering dress. “I believe Ms. Séverin would be the best option,” she said. It was only luck that Simone was angled right so she was able to spot Voldemort’s reflexive scowl. “She and Hadrian are quite close, and she cares for him a great deal. She would help.”
“Raina?” Simone asked, raising her eyebrows high. The thought was an appealing one, however. Raina was close with Hadrian, and while her absence from the celebration might cause some interest, it would be far easier to explain away than the winning champion missing his own party.
“Raina – is she the one with dark hair? Super pretty?” Black asked, straightening like a bloodhound. When Olympe made an acknowledging noise, as if that were enough of a descriptor to identify someone with, Black clicked his fingers and smiled. “She definitely knows some of the details. Hadrian brought her with him to, uh, speak with Lily one time. She didn’t seem surprised to hear anything they discussed. She’s perfect.”
Simone also stored that away in the back of her mind. Along with the increasingly sour expression Voldemort was sporting.
“We can send for her immediately,” Simone said, gesturing at William while Olympe pulled a slip of blue paper from her pocket. The headmistress’ dark eyes found Voldemort’s, a calculated move, and she only made to write a quick summons when he gave a short nod.
Simone absently rubbed at her throat, wondering if it would bruise, and watched as her assistant took the folded piece of parchment and left.
OoO
“Mademoiselle Séverin.”
Raina turned at the call of her name, her hand loosening from where she had wound it around Albert’s arm. She expected one of her father’s acquaintances, someone who sought to use her as a springboard to get closer to him, or even one of the few, bolder wizards that thought a match with Olivier Séverin’s heir would be beneficial for them.
She did not expect to see William Fortin standing a short distance away from her. “Yes?” she asked, sharing a quick glance with Albert.
Fortin’s smile was kind but fixed, and he appeared slightly dishevelled. No one had seen him or the minister for almost two hours at this point, so his sudden appearance was drawing a significant amount of attention. Fortin paid the crowd no mind though, merely stepped closer so he could address Raina properly.
“May I speak with you privately? There is a matter that requires your assistance.”
Hadrian, she thought, and normally it would have been silly to just assume that this related to her friend, but if she had learned anything this year it was that Hadrian was inevitably at the centre of many things.
“Of course,” she said softly. “Albert, could you…?”
He held her gaze for a moment, silently asking after her, and Raina forced herself to smile. “I will be fine. Go.”
Albert hummed, darting another look at Fortin, before he lifted her hand to his mouth and pressed a kiss there. Raina’s smile faded into something more genuine as her friend turned to slip into the milling bodies around them.
“What can I help you with?” she asked, folding her arms together now that Albert was not there to provide a buffer from the cold.
Fortin gestured off to the side, where the crowd was less, and Raina followed him obediently. She caught her father’s eye from the other side of the field, his gaze a welcome weight, but he did not move to interfere. The trust he had for her to handle herself warmed her chest.
Far enough away from any curious ears, Fortin handed over a slip of paper to her. The blue colour told her who it was from instantly. Madame Maxime always favoured their school colour when it came to paper – a quirk of hers that many of her students found delightful.
Raina stared at Fortin for a long moment before plucking the message from his hand and reading it. It was a simple summons, asking her to follow Fortin to the castle with haste.
“What is going on?” she asked warily, a frown worming its way onto her face.
“That is best discussed back at the office,” Fortin told her, offering his arm to escort her. Raina pursed her lips at the non-answer, but she willingly dropped her hand in place and allowed herself to be led away.
They did not talk, their pace once they entered the castle a little too fast to facilitate easy conversation. The silence just allowed Raina’s mind to churn unhappily, especially once she realised that they were headed for the headmaster’s office.
On the staircase leading up to the office door, Fortin gently tugged her to a stop. Raina looked up at him, seeing the worry swimming in his eyes.
“I will warn you,” he murmured, “that the Dark Lord is inside. Something has happened to Hadrian Evans, something serious. Ministers Lécuyer and Malfoy are here, as well as your headmistress and Yaxley. I tell you this only so you are not completely blindsided and that you can prepare to hear what they have to say.”
Raina’s stomach swooped and she had to close her eyes to battle the wave of bitter frustration that crashed through her.
Fortin let her have a few seconds to collect herself, to swallow down the tide of her emotions, before guiding her to the door and opening it. Raina stepped inside, her head held high and back straight. Her gaze skipped right over everyone, landing on the only person in the room that truly mattered.
And in the next breath she was angry.
She ignored her minister and headmistress, ignored the Death Eaters, ignored Sirius Black, and stared fiercely at the Dark Lord. She hated the conclusions she was already drawing.
“What happened?” she demanded.
“Raina –” Lécuyer hissed, but Raina stepped around her outstretched hand and continued to glare up at Voldemort.
“Tell me,” she ordered, and it might have come across as crazy to these people, but they did not know what she did. They did not know that he would never harm her. That he would not dare so long as Hadrian’s regard hovered around her in a protective coat.
“Ms. Séverin,” Voldemort greeted her coolly, and she was sure she was the only one who heard the resentment he said her name with. “Hadrian has gone missing. The Order have used a ritual that has laid a compulsion on him.”
The news rocked through her, stealing the air from her lungs.
Hadrian was missing? How could he be missing? He was one of the most watched people in the school – it was not like he could just waltz off the grounds. Then the rest of what he had said slammed into her.
“To do what?” she asked, fisting her skirt in her hands to stop their trembling. The whole room was watching her, only Sirius Black and Voldemort seeming unsurprised.
“To kill me.”
Raina could not help the snort she let out. She turned her head away from them, pinning her gaze on a random painting of a field that was hanging on the wall.
Of course, she thought, of course they did. They could not handle their puppet refusing to play along in their delusions.
Spiteful eyes flashed back to Voldemort, and she consciously bit down on all the accusations she wanted to hurl in his face. “And?” she said aggressively. “What are you going to do about it?”
This time, Raina allowed a hand to settle on her shoulder. Madame Maxime’s presence at her side did nothing to soothe her anger, but she was a solid reminder that losing her head would help no one.
Minister Lécuyer was the one to answer her when Voldemort obstinately did not. “Before we can focus on Hadrian, we must deal with the tournament,” she said calmly.
Raina’s eyes snapped to her, blazing. “The tournament?” she echoed harshly. “You think the tournament is more important than finding Hadrian and putting a stop to this madness?”
“Be reasonable,” Lécuyer replied, tone firm. “We are trying to protect Hadrian and his reputation by doing this. If the people found out he was missing, if they found out why, it would have far-reaching ramifications. It would be an international scandal. Hadrian would not want that.”
“Hadrian did not even want to be in the stupid tournament,” Raina snarled, taking a step towards the leader of her country, catching the glint of confusion in the woman’s eyes. “He was tricked into it and has spent the entire year being batted around by the tasks, and Kaiser, and you. He would not care about the closing ceremony, not when us focussing on it meant he had to spend another minute under the control of someone else.”
She looked at Voldemort somewhat desperately. If anyone would understand what this would end up doing to Hadrian, it would be him.
But instead of helping, Voldemort remained grim and silent. Raina hated him.
“This is bigger than that,” Lucius Malfoy said, stepping away from the wall he had been all but plastered against. “Think, girl. If the truth of Mr. Evans’ situation was revealed, he would be the one to suffer the consequences –”
Raina’s mocking laughter cut him off. “There would be a cacophony of media attention, I do not doubt that, Minister. But beyond the initial noise who do you think would bear the brunt of the scrutiny and scorn? The young, charming, talented boy who was forced to flee his country and assume a new identity to protect himself and his mother; or the evil Dark Lord that murdered the boy’s father and has spent the year haunting his every step? The very same Dark Lord who allowed his enemies to attack and use the boy, forcing him to fight against his will?”
Her attention fell back to Voldemort, gleefully taking in the clench of his jaw at the jab at his own failings. That’s right, squirm, you utter bastard, she thought. “Hadrian would hate the media attention, I know that well enough, but he would not be the one painted as the villain. He would be seen as the victim. An innocent young man subjected to the whims of others.”
Lips peeling back into a mean smile, Raina stepped forward, slipping out of her headmistress’ orbit, and putting herself right in Voldemort’s line of sight. “Do not stand there and pretend you are interested in protecting anyone’s reputation but your own. Hadrian would eventually benefit from the revelation of his identity. He is the lost heir to one of your most ancient families. His tragic backstory would endear him to the public. He is well-loved in France due to his performance in the tournament, and he is a popular, respected figure despite his age. He would be fine.”
You wouldn’t be, hung on the tip of her tongue, but she forced it back.
The silence that descended on the office was grating. Raina held the man’s stare, meeting the simmering rage she saw there with her own. She would not be intimidated by him.
“I know you care for him,” she said, quieter. Voldemort’s expression pinched, though whether it was from the words themselves or because she had said such a thing in front of an audience, she could not say. “Why are you prioritising a ceremony above his wellbeing? You know how he feels about these things.”
Being controlled. Being manipulated. Being used. He had endured Hadrian’s anger before by doing those very things.
Raina just needed to understand why the man Hadrian was so enamoured with would rank him second.
Voldemort’s face was blank, his eyes staring straight through her, and for a moment Raina believed that she had crossed the threshold of what he would tolerate, regardless of Hadrian’s goodwill. But then his eyes fluttered shut, and when he opened them the red in them glittered.
“Because revealing it should be his choice.”
The simple statement was a blast of cold water over the embers of her fury.
Raina looked down at her boots, her eyes stinging. He was right.
“Shit,” she breathed out. “Shit. Okay.”
Raina raised her head and flicked her hair out of her face. She inhaled deeply, putting her own impending breakdown to the side for now, then gave Voldemort a sharp nod. “What do you need me to do?”
Black moved forward then, his steps cautious. Raina refused to feel self-conscious about her reaction, or the tears she could feel welling in her eyes. Hadrian was her best friend, she would burn the world down for him in a heartbeat. She would stand before the Dark Lord and gnash her teeth at him for her friend.
“We’re going to hold the ceremony soon, and when we do, we need someone to pretend to be Hadrian – during the ceremony and the celebrations after. That will let things go smoothly and give us time to start looking for Hadrian without the whole world going mad.”
Raina bit her lip, turning the idea around in her head. “You want me to be him,” she guessed, glancing over at her headmistress. Madame Maxime met her gaze evenly, fully believing that Raina could do this. “Fine, but our friends will notice if I’m not there. They’ll be suspicious.”
“Do any of them know the truth too?” Fortin asked from his place at Lécuyer’s side.
“Only Claire,” she said, crossing her arms. “But Albert knows there is something we’re not telling him, and Jacob might be obtuse, but he is not an idiot. Those three are the most likely to notice.”
“Can we trust them to hold their tongues?”
Raina looked over to Yaxley, frowning. “They will not confront him – me – during the celebrations. They are much too clever for that, but once this is all resolved, we will need to explain some of this to them.”
Yaxley’s eyes drifted over Raina’s shoulder to where Voldemort sat. She did not turn to see what was on the man’s face.
“I will organise to get you five vials of Polyjuice with some of Mr. Evans hair,” he said eventually. “You will change into him and maintain his form for several hours, and then you will ‘retire’ for the night. Given the delay in the ceremony, it’s close to afternoon now. You can excuse yourself and claim you need to recover from the match. That should be enough to assuage any curious onlookers.”
“We will organise a uniform for you as well,” Maxime cut in. “Something worthy of a victor.”
Raina gave the woman a weak, grateful smile. It should be Hadrian doing this, but in his absence, Raina would do her very best to defend him in the only way she currently could. No doubt many reporters and officials would want to speak to the tournament winner – she would guard Hadrian’s interests while others acted to save his life.
In short order, the adults began bustling around, organising what they needed to pull off their ruse. Raina stood to the side, holding herself tight.
Her thoughts were storming, distracting her from her surroundings, so it was only when something brushed against her elbow that she realised she had been approached.
Raina looked up, her mouth pulling down when she saw that Voldemort now stood next to her. With obvious exaggeration, she took a step to the side to widen the space between them.
“You care for him a great deal,” the man murmured, barely moving his lips. He avoided looking at her, keeping his attention on the preparations instead.
“I love him,” she corrected because it was the truth, and she would not let anyone misunderstand precisely what Hadrian meant to her. She loved him as a friend, a brother, perhaps something more. It did not need an exact label. All that mattered was that it was there and that she would do anything to keep that bond alive.
Voldemort’s distaste for her was obvious, she could feel it in the way his magic brushed against her, but Raina was not bothered by it. She disliked him too.
Their only common thread was Hadrian, and it was for Hadrian that they could work together.
Still, Raina could not help but push her luck. “Do you?” she asked.
“Do I what?” Voldemort evaded.
“Love him?”
Finally, those red eyes dropped down to her, peeling her back a layer at a time. Raina lifted her chin, letting him look.
“That,” Voldemort said, “is none of your business. I shall see you on the field, Ms. Séverin.”
He stalked off without waiting for a reply.
OoO
The streets of Diagon Alley were remarkably quiet for what should have been the afternoon rush. Most of the stores were closed, which was an inconvenience but not so terrible that he had trouble getting what he needed. The alchemist stall he had managed to find was particularly helpful. He patted his bag with satisfaction.
Unfortunately, the lack of people did increase the chances of his glamoured face being remembered, which could be a problem. They had to know he was gone by now, and he would not put it passed Voldemort to send scouts out to this district, if only to cross the Alleys off the list of potential hideouts.
That was fine, though. He was done here.
Humming under his breath, he made for the entrance to Knockturn Alley. On his chest, the pin he had dug up from his drawer shone coyly, and the blade on his belt possessed a hint of warmth that seeped through the fabric of his uniform. Both were tempting targets, and he had to dance around the sly hands of a familiar looking hag that tried to brush by him as he strolled into the murky, shadowed street. A suspicious, rather dry-looking siren sneered at him with pointed teeth as he walked past her, hissing lowly when he sent her a wink.
Down in the bowels of this Alley, the crowds were even less, but he still kept a hand on his bag, his carefree stride contrasting the promise of violence in his eyes. The few that did cross his path quickly ducked away.
He made it to the apparation point without any issues, stepping into the designated area and brandishing his wand. Imagining his destination, he twirled his wand with a flourish and let the magic sweep him away.
Boots hit the grassy hill, disturbing the uncut growth. His eyes surveyed his surroundings with a spark of excitement, running his fingers up and down the leather strap over his shoulder. To his left, a homely little village sat. To his right, a net of powerful wards glowed in his senses, only identifiable because his magic had encountered it before.
If he had time, he would have visited the rustic tavern, enjoyed some of the locals’ hostilities while trying a meal. As it was…
He turned right.
The sun was only just beginning its descent now, the afternoon heat burning through his back as he approached the thick cover of trees that ringed the seemingly empty field beyond. The shade was a relief, and he removed his glamour with a flick of his wrist so he could fully savour the breeze on his skin.
Some birds chirped above him, hidden behind the leaves but eager to announce their existence to the world. He tipped a distracted smile upwards and continued on his way.
The woods opened up quite suddenly, only a minute or so into his walk, and revealed the large grass-covered plain. He came to a stop less than a foot away from the buzzing, snapping invisible wall that guarded this place.
This time, he was much more confident in pulling his blade free and stabbing it into the wards. He aimed high, slicing through the protective layers until the white, shimmering cut was large enough for him to hop through. The blade grew hot in his palm, devouring the magic, and the transference of sensations had him clicking his tongue.
“Greedy little thing,” he murmured fondly, sliding it back into its sheath. He sniffed, scratching lightly at his chin, and looked up the hill.
The manor looked the same as he remembered. Three storeys, ivory winding up the walls, neat garden – and most importantly, lacking the caustic, nuclear magic of its owner.
With a nod, he set off up the hill. Unlike last time, he did not have the cover of dark to shield his movements; but unlike last time he also knew that the chances of him being spotted by anyone inside were low.
The garden was pretty, he thought, looking even better in the daylight, and a small part of him mourned it already.
Such a shame.
He climbed the steps and moved right up to the door, rolling his wand in his palm. With his opposite hand, he knocked loudly, activating the protective charms that laced the wood.
He waited patiently, rocking back on his heels as he appreciated the architecture.
Only a minute later, he heard the lock unlatch. The door opened slowly, and a pudgy, balding head peeked out. Watery blue eyes found his, blew wide, and the man stepped back in fright.
He kicked the door open before the other could react and marched inside, crowding him back.
“Hello again, Peter,” Harry greeted brightly, jabbing his wand into the startled man’s face. “Imperio.”
OoO
The breeze from the lake was a welcome relief, one that chased away the uncomfortable heat from the still-burning fires.
Albus stood to the side of the ritual circle, hands tucked behind his back and wand held securely in his palm. His eyes drifted from the blue sky down to the crumbling structure of the priory that was nestled in amongst the trees. When he had cleared this small area of the dense forest that covered the island for space, he had not intended to have such a clear view of the monument – but it was a beautiful, and welcome, sight to behold.
If he had not been so dedicated to his task, he might have even taken a short walk through the centuries-old building to bask in its rich history.
Perhaps later, he mused.
Albus turned his attention to Lily, observing her with a hint of worry. She had been standing in place for hours now, maintaining the connection between herself and Harry. He knew that she was incapable of feeling it right now, but the strain in her muscles – particularly her arms, having held the bowl as she had for so long – would need to be eased once all was said and done.
It would have been better if the blood he had used had been fresh. Sixteen years was a long time for a stasis charm to hold, after all, and the amount in the vial had lost a lot of its potency. If he had had a more recent sample from Harry, they would have not had to resort to Lily sustaining the ritual like this. They could have planted the seed within minutes and then he could have released her.
His eyes went to the bowl she had cupped between her hands and the small white flame that burned bright inside it, fuelled by the thin pool of blood that rested at the base.
It was a disappointing limitation of this ritual, something he had had to improvise for, but he had faith in Harry.
And, he supposed, faith in Tom’s own nature.
The boy he had known so long ago had grown into a man almost unrecognisable, but his inability to let go of things he thought he owned had remained. That covetous, callous way Tom viewed the world – the way he viewed people, always categorising, always collecting, and assigning value based on what they could give him – was one of his greatest flaws. His desire to claim what he felt he needed, whether it be knowledge or power or a person, and keep it…
That had been there from the beginning.
And it would be there for the end.
Albus closed his eyes, breathing deeply through his nose as the weight of all his mistakes rained down on him.
“It won’t be long now,” he said, gazing back up at the setting sun. Come morning, things would be settled – one way or another.
OoO
The roar from the crowd was thunderous.
Out in the very centre of the field, under the eyes of the world, Voldemort stood beside a simple raised podium. Atop it sat the Triwizard Cup, emanating a beautiful, otherworldly blue glow. The words and symbols engraved on it glinted as the entrancing blue-white swirls drifted over the glass surface.
A handful of metres away, Yaxley waited with his counterparts for the noise to die down, and just behind them were the three ministers. Lucius, Lécuyer and Nyberg standing shoulder to shoulder, the ultimate picture of international cooperation – a sentiment he was sure none of them actually believed in right now.
Voldemort watched them, taking in the stiff manner they held themselves in, the contempt that was quietly brewing on Nyberg’s face and the stress that clung to both Lucius and Lécuyer – and was nearly overwhelmed by frustration because this was such a waste of time.
Behind his back, his hands clenched together hard enough to bruise.
“Why are you prioritising a ceremony above his wellbeing?”
Damn Raina Séverin. Damn her accusing eyes and vicious tongue. Damn her for spearing right through to the heart of his own doubts and dredging them into the light.
He had known that the girl was aware, dangerously so, of what was occurring between Hadrian and himself; but to have her so brazenly throw that knowledge in his face? To have her question him on what was best for the situation? And learning that Hadrian had taken her to a confrontation with his mother, that he had trusted her enough to be a pillar during what was one of the most difficult conversations of his short life?
Annoyance was too generous a term for the emotion that scraped against his ribs.
Voldemort straightened as Yaxley, using sonorus, finally quietened the crowds and began to deliver his closing speech. He put on an attentive face as he tuned the words out. Having drafted the damn thing, he did not have to listen the call for unity, nor the hopeful mentions of the future, or even the praise bestowed on the champions for their performances.
The one he had written it for was not around to hear it anyway.
Instead, he cast his eyes over the packed stands. It had taken time to usher everyone back to their seats – valuable time, wasted again – but complaining about the rapid changes in schedule seemed to be the last thing on peoples’ minds. Which made sense, given that this was the moment they had all been waiting for. Pity that their victor was not able to appreciate it too.
His jaw flexed, stamping down on his impatience. He knew this was for the best, even though the thought of having someone else take what Hadrian had rightfully earned – having an imposter stand there in his place, wearing his face and speaking with his voice – was distasteful.
He had meant what he said in the office, though. Revealing his identity to the world should be something Hadrian chose to do, not something he was forced to go through with because of Voldemort’s mishandling of the Order and Albus Dumbledore.
Another thing that he refused to take from the boy, he thought, chagrined.
It should rankle him, how utterly ruled he was by Hadrian. That one boy could hold so much influence over him should have scratched at his pride, should have ignited his rage at the mere presumption that he could ever be swayed by a pretty face or clever mind. One, two, six, ten years ago, he would have killed anyone who tried to order him around as shamelessly as Hadrian did.
The very thought of capitulating to anyone should have disgusted him.
And yet here he was, again and again, making concessions for the same person.
“Dumbledore thinks Hadrian is the only one you’d hesitate against,” Black had told him in the hospital wing before they had rushed off to try and find Hadrian. “He thinks you’d rather take a hit from Hadrian than land one on him. That’s why he did this.” The irritating man had stared at him after dropping that piece on his lap, not quite having the gall to ask the question he so dearly had wished to.
A new chorus of cheers went up then, and Voldemort looked over to see three new figures emerge from the bottom of one of the stadium towers, each draped in different colours.
Black and green, red and brown, blue and silver.
His gaze hooked on the last, an immediate heat stirring in his gut before he remembered that it was not the one he wanted walking towards him.
“Do you?” Séverin’s voice echoed in his ear, hostile yet curious. “Love him?”
For the first time in his life, Voldemort found himself afraid to answer a question.
Séverin moved comfortably in Hadrian’s skin, the gait matching his perfectly, and the mimicry spoke of observation. Years of familiarity, years of looking, and it was another irritating reminder that there was a whole past to Hadrian that he was not privy to.
The three champions came to a stop beside their respective minister.
Kaiser appeared pale and withdrawn, her amputated hand wrapped tightly and held in a sling that hid most of the damage from the audience. That she was even on her feet was evidence of the girl’s stubborn nature and boded well for her recovery.
Young Draco was as tense as his father, his eyes wide with confusion as he darted several quick looks at where Séverin stood calmly beside Lécuyer. Lucius had informed his children of this part of the plan, if only to stop them from saying something incriminating, but it was clear Draco was unnerved by how well Séverin was playing her role.
And it was unnerving.
The way she stood, the way she scanned the crowd, even the impish grin she shot towards the Beauxbatons’ portion of the stands that prompted a wild cry of excitement…it was so painfully Hadrian.
And Voldemort hated it. Hated her.
He had wanted this moment to be between them, had wanted the chance to look into Hadrian’s eyes and see his own desire mirrored back right under everyone’s noses.
He had wanted this to be special.
Yaxley announced each champion, allowing time for their supporters to cheer before moving on to the next – and then the moment came. A hush fell, just a single beat, before Yaxley’s voice boomed out.
“And finally, your victor – the champion of Beauxbatons Academy, Hadrian Evans!”
The applause that erupted were the loudest of them all.
Séverin stepped forward, raising an arm as if to welcome the adulation, smile blooming into existence. She moved forward, confident and with a slight swagger to her steps, until she was directly in front of Voldemort.
Green eyes peered up at him, none of the warmth and humour he had come to anticipate in them.
“Lord Voldemort,” Séverin murmured, tilting her head into the expected bow. Hearing Hadrian’s voice use his title had his skin prickling.
Wrong, his mind whispered, this is all wrong.
“Mr. Evans,” he returned, a close-lipped smile slashing across his face. He reached out to take the cup from its podium, and without any pomp, held it out to her.
Séverin’s eyes lit with a hint of awe as she accepted the cup, hands wrapping around the handles with great care. The way the blue reflected in the borrowed green of her eyes had Voldemort’s chest tightening.
It should be him, he thought. It was supposed to be him.
Séverin faced her school’s section, turning her back almost completely to Voldemort, and held the cup high with a laugh. The Beauxbatons’ students screamed in response, banners waving and what had to be smuggled fireworks being released, exploding in the sky in a spray of blue and silver and yellow.
As the procession departed, heading towards the tented area that would host the private celebration for their more esteemed guests, Voldemort stayed where he was. He was numb to it all, nothing but cold rage and biting disappointment left.
Before they were completely out of view, Yaxley made sure to catch his eye.
Voldemort gave him a single nod, then slipped away.
The tournament might be finished, but there was still work to be done.
OoO
Peter ambled along behind Harry as they walked down the vestibule of Riddle Manor and into the grand hall. Harry looked around, taking the time to study the artwork and collection of rare and fascinating items that lined the walls or were arranged, oh so carefully, around the large room.
Last time he was here he had been so focussed on his mother that he had not taken the time to enjoy the sights, so he stopped in front of a handful of pieces that caught his interest, leaning in to better appreciate them. He did not touch anything, but a small smile crept onto his face with each new one he looked at.
“Are there any other Death Eaters here?” he asked absently, tilting his head when he paused before a strangely shaped vase.
“No,” Peter answered, his voice tranquil thanks to the iron grip Harry had on his mind.
“House-elf?” he tried next.
“No.”
Harry hummed, turning away from the vase, and setting his eyes on his quasi-uncle. “Anyone expected to pop by for a visit in the next few hours?”
“No,” Peter repeated.
Harry blinked, then shrugged his bag off his shoulder. “Well, alright then. That makes things easier.” He flipped the bag open and started rummaging through it. “I want you to tell me if you feel anyone else approaching – particularly if it’s Voldemort, got it?”
“Yes.”
“Excellent!” Harry beamed. “Now, I need you to take me to the northmost point of this floor, please. We’ve got a lot of work to do.”
It took barely any magic to pluck at Peter’s strings, and soon the man was turning and leading Harry out of the grand hall. They walked past the large staircase that would take them to the next floor, looping around its side and through one of the archways. It opened up into a conservatory, filled with various potted plants and marble statues – some depicting magical creatures, others purely muggle in design.
Harry huffed, shaking his head at Voldemort’s hypocrisy. For a man that despised non-magical things, he certainly had no issues filling his home with their art.
Peter weaved through the plants with ease, ignoring the ones that stirred at their presence, and took Harry right to the back where the glass wall allowed the sunlight to spill into the room. The back garden of the manor was even more impressive than the front, with fountains and hedge walls that had gorgeous blooming flowers sprinkled throughout.
He pulled his eyes away from the stunning sight.
“This is it?” Harry asked, gesturing to where a lounge was pushed right up against the glass. The wood was dark and polished to a shine, and the cushions were, naturally, green.
Peter nodded, and accepted the bag when Harry thrust it at him. Without a care for the man, he started pulling out the items he needed – a bottle of clear liquid, a rag, a leather-bound book, and a thick stick of chalk – then waved his hands in a silent order for Peter to step back.
Harry levitated the lounge out of the way, dropping it somewhere off to the side, and poured some of the bottled solution on the rag until it was damp enough. Putting those down, he dropped to his knees and began meticulously wiping over the area of the floor that he needed, cleaning away any dust or dirt that might have collected there.
Once that was done, he whipped the cloth over his shoulder and grabbed his chalk and book. He flicked to the right page, eyes drinking in the picture, then placed the book next to his knee.
“You know,” he said as he drew the small, topmost circle of the array. “I always liked rune work. People don’t appreciate how powerful they really are. They hear ‘runes’ and think ‘wards’, and then not much else.” Another circle, and another, each ringed with two more, and then the symbols inside.
The chalk made a faint grinding sound against the floor.
“They never seem to give much thought to all the things runes are capable of. Which is so strange, right?” Three straight lines linking the circles, forming the first layer. “Magic is so wonderful, we’re able to do so many incredible things, and yet people are so content to just…learn the basics and not much more? I never understood it, really. We can change the natural world with a few words and the wave of a stick, we can heal injuries that should kill us, we can see into the future – though that one is a bit hit-or-miss, I’ll admit. It just seems silly to me that people aren’t more curious.”
Harry started on the inner array, circles and triangles all intersecting with each other, the image coming to life under his steady hands.
“It’s funny as well,” he breathed out a chuckle, glancing up briefly to smile at Peter. “I studied this one last year.” He nodded at the half-finished array. “It gave me so much trouble. I kept forgetting the order I needed to draw the layers in – nearly set my desk on fire several times.”
The next laugh he let out was louder, a tinge of good humour entering his voice. “My professor was beside himself, he just couldn’t understand why this one was giving me so many issues when I had never really had any problems in his class in the past. I think it was for the best though,” he continued idly, now moving on to the final layer. The outer rings encircled the whole thing and created a thick border, about five inches wide – just big enough for the symbols he needed to write all around it.
“If I hadn’t struggled so much with this one, I wouldn’t have remembered it for this. It wouldn’t have stuck out in my memory so strongly.”
Harry finished scratching the last symbol in the outer ring and sat back on his haunches, running a critical eye over the whole design. “My mother always said that practice makes perfect,” he mused. “Of course, she also thought I should always be the best at everything immediately. Bit contradictory, huh?”
Peter did not answer. Harry did not mind.
“I think it’s the secret to success, though. Being the best or strongest doesn’t really mean much – but being the most consistent? That’s worth the drop in power. Consistency is bred from hard work, and hard work is where the real success lies.”
Harry leaned over the array, his chalk meeting the blank space in the very middle circle. He drew the mark for ‘earth’ there and then pressed two fingers to it. With a single jolt of his magic, the array sparked, burning itself into the floor and becoming black.
“One down,” he muttered, “four to go.”
Harry pushed himself to his feet, pocketing his chalk for now and smacking his hands together to get rid of the worst of the powder. “Alright,” he said, bending to gather his bottle and book. “To the eastmost point please, Peter.”
And on they went.
Harry made sure to hit each of the cardinal points over the following hours. The conservatory was the north, and then it was the banqueting hall to the east, the ball room to the west, and the vestibule to the south.
Earth, air, water, fire.
Earth to ground the spell to the building. Air to fuel it. Water to lower the humidity.
And fire for, well, fire.
As they came to the final point, smack in the middle of the grand hall, Harry chattered away to Peter. “There’s an order to these things,” he explained, flipping the large, patterned rug up so that he could get to the floor. “Each of the elements are important, of course, and have a meaning specific to the whole arrangement, but this is the important part.”
The array he drew here was, compared to the others, relatively simple. Just a single circle with two symbols inside. Harry studied it carefully, making sure it was correct, and then nodded. He looked up at Peter from where he was squatting.
“This is the ignition point,” he said, burning the mark into the floor. He could feel the wave of magic that locked into place, signalling its completion. “Want to know the best thing about this whole design?” he asked, pushing himself to his feet and kicking the rug back into place, so the array was hidden from view.
The smile he gave Peter was unpleasant. “It cancels out any magic not used by the rune. All Voldemort needs to do is walk across this,” he waved at the now-covered spot, “and the array activates. No apparating. No shielding. No defence of any kind. Pretty neat, right?”
Harry looked back down at the floor, feeling quite happy with himself. Even someone as powerful as Voldemort would not be able to wriggle his way out of this.
All Harry had to do now was set the scene, find something to get Voldemort to cross the array, then sit back and watch the –
There was a dull thunk from above them.
Harry froze. His eyes rolled up, his head slowly following, and his hands slid from where they were perched on his hips.
“I thought you said no one else was here,” he snapped.
Peter jerked, feeling the ricochet from Harry’s magic. “We’re the only ones here,” the man said, sounding confused.
“Then what was that?” Harry pointed to the ceiling. Peter looked up as well, then back to Harry.
“Nagini,” the man said simply.
Harry, for the second time in as many minutes, stopped. His gaze flicked to the staircase, then to the ceiling, then down to the rug.
“…And she didn’t come say hello,” he murmured.
A horrible, wicked idea bubbled up inside him.
He pulled his wand from its holster and started towards the stairs. Peter stayed behind, a silent command keeping the man in place.
Harry ascended to the second floor, eyes scouring the hallways rapidly, trying to locate where the noise had originated from. He went down the left hallway, stepping with caution, until he perked up at the sound of something heavy dragging along the floor.
He rounded the corner, pausing when he spotted the behemoth snake slithering towards him. She stopped as well, tongue flicking out curiously. There was no animosity in her just yet, the familiarity of his scent staying any attack, though he could practically taste her confusion at finding him here.
“Master’s boy,” she said to herself, Parseltongue crooning out of her as the back half of her body coiled.
Harry grimaced at the term. “Hello Nagini,” he said back to her gently, causing her to rear up in shock. “For what it’s worth, I am sorry about this.”
Animal she may be, but the way he raised his wand to her could only be seen as a threat.
The hiss she let out was hair-raising, but she was too big of a target and the distance was too large for her to get him in a lunge. There was nothing she could do to dodge the bright jet of light that shot from Harry’s wand.
The hallway glowed green, blinding him, and when Harry blinked the spots from his eyes, Nagini lay crumpled on the wooden floor.
That.
That was…
His hands did not shake when he lowered his wand, but there was a small ache in his chest at the sight of her majestic body limp and lifeless.
Harry pressed his palm over his heart, feeling the frantic beat of it, and swallowed thickly.
He had never used the killing curse before. It was quicker than he had expected. The rush of power was unwelcome, making him feel somewhat sick – and for a second there was a part of him that…quivered.
What have you done? it whispered, tiny and so so sad.
But Harry shook his head and pushed the voice down. He had a job to do. He had wasted enough time this year, messing around and being reckless when he should have just finished things months ago.
“Wingardium leviosa,” he said, lifting her body off the ground. He turned on his heels and began the trek back to the grand hall. The house was silent but the walls themselves seemed to condemn him. Harry kept his head up, biting the inside of his bottom lip until he could taste blood.
When they arrived at the first floor, Peter did not react to his presence. Harry had locked down on his mind completely, uninterested in playing pretend now.
He dropped Nagini carefully onto the ground, a metre or so behind where he had drawn the array and took a breath. “Okay,” he said, “alright, here’s what will happen.”
He turned to Peter, conjuring a plain, sharp knife. “Once I give you the signal, you will summon your Lord. He should appear here,” he gestured just before the rug’s edge. “When you feel him coming, I want you to start stabbing her. Do not cross the array unless Voldemort somehow avoids it. Do you understand?”
Peter, glazed eyes and blank-faced, nodded. Harry handed over the knife, glad to be rid of the thing. His hand felt dirty.
He spent a few minutes gathering his things, then paused next to the man, eyes darting over his face. “I won’t apologise to you,” he said quietly. “Maybe he would have found us another way eventually, but in this life, it was because of you – so I don’t owe you anything.”
Harry clenched his eyes shut, strangling the speck of guilt he felt.
“Goodbye, Peter.”
He did not look back as he left the manor the same way he had entered.
OoO
Erebus settled into the crook of a tree less than fifty metres from the ward boundary line, tucking his limbs in close and burying himself in the protective shade. A delicate frown creased his brows as he rubbed his fingers over his mouth and stared out over the conspicuously blank grassy hill that stretched from the forest edge.
It was late afternoon, and night would soon encroach on this little pocket of the world, bathing Little Hangleton in deep shadows. A chill had begun to set in too, and if Erebus were human, he likely would have needed a thick coat to brave the outside. As it was, with a stomach full of blood generously donated by one of the locals in the tiny town, he hardly felt the drop in temperature.
Whatever task had brought Hadrian this far from Hogwarts, it was a lengthy one.
The past two hours had crept by without incident, nothing disturbing the air since Hadrian had first cut his way through the powerful barrier that masked what had to be Riddle’s home. He had not been able to follow the boy, but a part of Erebus had preened at knowing that Hadrian had used the gifts he had given him to slip through the defences.
Truthfully, when one of his children had found him in Hogsmeade just as the closing ceremony had ended and told him that she had scented Hadrian Evans on the streets of Diagon Alley not even an hour ago, he had been confused. Especially given the boy’s very obvious presence during the celebrations, being handed the tournament cup in front of thousands of witnesses.
Being in two places at once was not outside of Hadrian’s skillset but creating an effective doppelgänger took time and power – and there had been nothing in the past few days to suggest that the boy was making one. Or even a reason for why he might need one.
His child had been adamant that it was Hadrian though, and blood did not lie. If Iris said she had smelt Hadrian, then he believed her, but it begged the question of just what the young wizard was up to and why someone else had been on the stage pretending to be him.
Something else had clearly been going on, and Erebus had a suspicion he knew precisely what, or rather who, was behind Hadrian’s strange actions.
His Lady had warned him that Dumbledore would make his move soon, though Erebus had foolishly assumed it would take place during the task. It was an oversight on his part, one that he was sure would earn him some form of punishment from his benefactress, but at least he had found the boy now.
The charm they had woven into the lector blade – an older, more passive variant of avensegium that had long been discarded by magicals after one witch had ‘improved’ upon it centuries ago – had allowed him to track Hadrian to this place. The pin he was sure the boy was also wearing had done little to interfere with the charm, a flaw that had been deliberately included in its creation, though Erebus knew it would obfuscate Hadrian’s whereabouts for anyone else looking to find him.
Until he exited the wards however, Erebus had no way of establishing the boy’s wellbeing or his purpose for visiting his beau’s home without said man in attendance.
It was as the last snatches of orange in the sky faded into a bruising purple that Erebus got at least one of his answers.
The wards a little way down from where he sat rippled, and a white smooth line appeared in midair. As he stared, it grew and then parted with a soft glow. Hadrian stepped through the hole he had made, the lector blade held comfortably in his hand, and surveyed his surroundings with narrowed eyes.
He looked fine, those nasty injuries from the duel healed, and the cuts to his battle suit had been mended. Curiously, Erebus noted that he was not wearing the Beauxbatons’ overshirt that whoever had been playing him during the ceremony had been. The lack of pastel blue left Hadrian wrapped head to toe only in tight black clothing; and the reinforced padding along his chest and legs was reminiscent of old leather armouring.
Seeing Hadrian dressed in such attire brought back fond memories of Erebus’ youth. It suited him.
Red eyes flicked back to the tear in the wards, watching for a moment as the cut melded back together and left the air empty of any signs of tampering. Once closed, Hadrian shifted, walking a few metres into the forest so that he was completely awash by inky darkness.
Erebus cocked his head, easily able to study the boy as he leaned against a tree despite the distance and thick foliage between them.
Hadrian lifted his wand, clearly casting a spell of some kind, before letting it fall casually to his side.
“Just what are you up to?” Erebus whispered, leaning forward in his perch. His body moved easily, the change in position hardly a threat to his impeccable balance.
His second answer came not ten minutes later, along with the abrupt destruction of the wards and a concussive explosion that lit the night with red flames and heat.
Notes:
Warning for animal death and minor character death.
So much is happening!! I'm so excited to get this one out tbh! A lot of events in previous chapters becomes relevant here - and it was a treat to finally tie those things into this final arc!
We got to see Sirius planting his flag in the sand. We got Voldemort experiencing Emotions. We got secrets being revealed and people forcing themselves into the situation. We got a little Voldemort vs Raina action where Raina is absolutely abusing her status as Hadrian's friend and therefore being 'off-limits' and asking Voldemort UnCoMfOrTaBlE questions - as she should. We even got some Erebus.
And best of all - we got compulsion!Hadrian (Harry) making his appearance and absolutely excelling in his assassination attempts. 10/10 execution for our boy.
Would love to hear what you think!
And as always, thank you for reading! For interest, my tumblr is open if you want to come along to discover theories, scream at me, discuss new snippets or get some behind the scenes commentary! Thanks guys!