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Grian sat by the fireplace, on the floor, back against the couch, reading a book. He had a blanket draped over his lap and sitting on that blanket was Jellie, who Grian pet idly. It was a cold day, below zero outside, with a huge snowstorm. But of course Scar was being Scar, he was outside doing who knows what. Grian decided not to worry about his wandering boyfriend for now and just sat reading. His wings were puffed up behind him from the cold, the macaw patterned wings were a good tell of Grian's emotions. Grian had always been a good liar, his wings however...quite the opposite.
They puffed up when he was flustered or cold, pressed tight into his back when he was sad or scared, fluttered when he was happy or excited, fully extended when he was surprised and so on and so forth. Currently they were puffed up because he was cold, even though the heat in the house had been turned up all the way. Grian didn't know how long had passed before Scar finally walked through the door, covered in snow.
He shucked off his coat and hat and hung them up, of course he forgot gloves. He took off his boots and put them by the door, his cheeks and nose were tinted a little red from the cold and he was shivering despite being inside.
"Finally back?" Grian asked, not looking up from his book.
"Yeah, gosh it is so cold!" He exclaimed.
Grian hummed in response and continued reading. Scar smiled at him and Grian could feel it. He looked up a little to see Scar giving him the soft smile he always gave Grian, it was a smile reserved for Grian and Grian only. It was a lopsided smile that was just too sweet and soft for his brain to comprehend sometimes. Grian's face turned red and he quickly looked back down at his book, wings puffing up more. Scar just laughed and moved to sit on the couch behind Grian, his legs on either side of Grian, running his hands through the smaller's hair. Grian didn't say anything just let Scar essentially pet his hair, the two sat in silence, perfectly content.
"Whatcha read'in?" Scar asked after a while. Grian kept his thumb in the book as he closed it, showing Scar the cover, "'I did it all for you'? Sounds touching," Scar says sarcastically.
"It's a murder mystery," Grian shrugged and opened it again.
"Seems more like a toxic-dependent-possessive love story, to me," Scar said.
Grian snorted, "Right," He rolled his eyes playfully, continuing to read.
"It does," He said.
"You'd like that wouldn't you?" Grian teased.
Scar's hands froze in his hair and his body tensed up, "What?" Grian laughed, he didn't even mean it sexually, but it seemed, that's how Scar had taken it.
Grian put a bookmark in the book and set the now closed book on the floor, "I said, you'd like that..." He twisted to face Scar, "Wouldn't you?" He raised a brow at Scar, a smirk coming over his face.
Jellie decided the moment Grian had moved she was needed elsewhere and jumped off Grian's lap, running off somewhere in the house.
"The toxic, dependent, or possessive part?" Scar joked.
"You can get pretty possessive, Scar," Grian sing-songed the word 'pretty'.
Scar put a finger under Grian's chin and lifted his head up, "You have to be, when you have a boyfriend this pretty," He smirked right back, matching the confident energy Grian had.
Despite the fact that it seemed Scar was at Grian's will it was actually the complete opposite. Grian could tease him all he liked but he knew that eventually it would be flipped on him, and Scar, would take full control of the situation.
"I think you just get off on the idea that I'm yours and nobody else can have me. Which I would say is pretty toxic, Scar," Grian teased.
"Well, you are mine," He responded, the comment had sent shivers down Grian's spine, heat pooling in his gut.
"I never said I wasn't," Scar seemed to have enough because Grian was pulled up by his chin into a kiss.
It wasn't a particularly heated kiss surprisingly, it was soft and slow, like it usually was. The reasoning for this was one Grian could definitely identify, they'd never made out nor had sex before. Obviously neither of them were virgins, but they had never had sex with each other before. After a little while Scar lifted Grian fully into his lap. Grian was straddling the vex, knees on either side of Scar's legs, he draped his arms over Scar's shoulders and connected his hands. Scar had a tight grip on Grian's waist, he pulled Grian closer to him causing him to have to look up to kiss the blonde in his lap. Scar pulled away and starting mouthing at Grian's neck, causing him to start panting slightly.
"Scar...." Grian whispered, breathlessly.
Scar only laughed and continued kissing Grian's neck, he was going torturously slow, teasing the avian. Grian tilted his head back to give Scar better access, Scar retaliated by biting down just above Grian's collar bone, leaving a hickey in it's place. Grian gasped at this action and Scar laughed a little, Grian felt air against his skin from the laugh. The longer Scar kept at it, the more heat and anticipation that settled in his gut.
In the back of Grian's mind, a little fear began to build up, but it wasn't enough to have Scar stop. In fact, Grian never wanted him to stop. He'd be perfectly content if Scar had just kept doing this forever. It made Grian feel loved and wanted, two things that Grian hadn't felt very often in his 25 years of existence.
Scar slowly began to trail kisses up Grian's neck to his lips once more, Grian instantly caught Scar's lips in his own, the kiss heating up little by little. Scar slid his hands up under Grian's sweater a little resting them on the dips that defined his hips, his hands fit there perfectly and Grian wondered for a moment if they were made for Scar specifically. Grian thread his hands through Scar's hair pulling him closer and angling his head to the side slightly to deepen the kiss. Scar slid his tongue over the blondes bottom lip, asking for consent. Which of course Grian gave, opening his mouth slightly and allowing Scar's tongue to slip in.
A chirp bubbled its way up Grian's throat, making the avian blush in embarrassment at the noise.
The vex smirked, "That's cute," he muttered against Grian's lips.
Grian didn't respond but his wings did, puffing up and curling around the two like a protective shield from the outside world.
"Scar... Please..." Grian whispered, he didn't know if he was pleading for Scar to go faster or for him to go further.
"Please what birdie~?" Scar teased, pulling back from the kiss and rubbing slow circles into Grian's hips.
"I- please touch me," He said.
"I am touching you," Scar responded.
"Scaaar!" Grian drawled.
"Alright, alright," Scar put his hands up in defense and laughed, "Not here though," And with that Scar put his hands under Grian's thighs lifting him up off the couch and begining to move.
Grian wrapped his legs around Scar's waist and his arms around his neck. They got to their bedroom relatively quickly and Scar dropped Grian onto the bed, climbing on top of him. He pushed Grian's legs apart and positioned himself between his thighs, leaning down for another kiss. Grian was rested on his elbows as he leaned up to kiss Scar again, the kiss regained the heat from before as their lips moved seamlessly against each other.
Scar's hands quickly found the edge of Grian's sweater and he tugged it lightly, waiting for permission to take it off. Which, if Grian was being honest, make him more turned on. He nodded and Scar pulled Grian's sweater off, throwing it somewhere randomly in the room, being careful of his wings as he did. Scar continued to kiss Grian in a way Grian was sure his lips were gonna be swollen and red. Grian began to unbutton his undershirt and Scar helped, not once breaking the kiss.
It was then, and only then, the fear from before broke through, being at the front of his mind. He had never told Scar he was trans. Grian broke the kiss and looked down at Scar's hand still undoing the shirt.
"Are you ok?" Scar asked, seemingly taking a pause.
"Yeah, I just-" Grian heaved out, panting heavily from the lack of air, "Um, Scar," He looked down at the binder he wore that was now exposed to Scar, it was white so it would blend in with his undershirt and it had a zip in the front.
Scar followed his gaze down and if he was disgusted he didn't show it, "Oh," Was all he said, "Do you want to keep it on?" He asked, tilting his head to the side like a confused puppy.
"I-..... You don't mind?" Grian asked.
"About you keeping the binder on or about you being trans?" Scar asked, he sounded so innocent even though a few minutes ago he was halfway down Grian's throat.
"Second one," Grian responded, turning away as if he was waiting for a bomb to drop.
That bomb never came, instead Scar just gave him the soft smile he always did and shook his head, "Of course not! I don't mind at all, is there anything I can do to make you feel more comfortable or are you okay?"
"I'm ok if you are," He smiled at Scar and unzipped the binder, shucking it off along with the button up and throwing them somewhere in the room. Scar smiled and pulled Grian into another kiss, this one was soft and sweet as opposed to all of the other times they'd kissed that night.
"I love you," Scar said when he pulled back.
"I love you too," Grian responded.
Scar pulled off his shirt and Grian couldn't help but stare, he'd seen Scar with his shirt off before, but for some reason, Grian liked this point of view better. Something about being under him and being so close was exhilarating and it shot a bolt of want right through his body.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked, pulling Grian from his thoughts, Grian nodded but Scar tutted, "Uh uh, use your words Sunshine~" He smirked and Grian just about melted.
"Yes- Scar please-" He pushed out.
Scar took his time unbuttoning Grian's jeans and taking them off, Grian shivered a little from the cold air that hit his body. Scar's eyes trailed down Grian's body making Grian squirm under his gaze. His eyes filled with admiration and love with a hint of lust behind them, he placed two fingers over his clothed crotch and slowly slid them upwards, Grian's breath hitched as Scar gathered a small amount of slick on his fingers from just how wet Grian was.
Scar hooked a finger under Grian's waistband before looking up at Grian for permission. Grian gave a slight nod and that was enough for Scar, he pulled off Grian's boxers and threw them to the side. He stared for a few moments which made Grian want to crawl into his own skin, but eventually Scar said something.
"Can I eat you out?" He asked innocently, like he had just asked to do the laundry.
The comment made Grian's heart jump out of his chest, it was just how casually Scar said it that made Grian jolt.
"I mean...yeah. If you want too.." Grian responded.
Apparently, this was the correct answer, because Scar slid down the bed so his head was in between Grian's thighs and he didn't waist any time before licking along his folds causing Grian to gasp with surprise. He tensed up at the sudden amount of pleasure he gained from the action. He could feel Scar smirk against his skin before doing it again, this time, with more intent behind it. Grian let out a shaky breath as Scar repeated the motions before begining to focus solely on Grian's clit. He began to suck the sensitive nub making Grian moan softly, this seemed to spur Scar on because he began to suck harder.
Grian's hands shot to Scar's hair, strings of soft moans spilling from his mouth. Scar eventually stopped abusing Grian's clit and moved on, tongue circling Grian's entrance instead. His tongue dipped inside licking up the slick pouring from it, before lapping at it making Grian moan a little louder. Scar continued to lick into his entrance, properly eating him out now. He brought his hand up to Grian's clit begining to toy with it.
"Scar.....~" Grian moaned out.
Scar continued at a very slow pace, seemingly milking this for as long as possible. It wasn't long before Grian felt himself getting close.
"S-Scar... I'm close..." He warned, this caused Scar to go faster, increasingly faster.
The sudden change in pace made Grian moan louder, his back arching from the feeling. Scar's fingers on Grian's clit sped up too, massaging it quickly.
Grian felt his orgasm crash over him in a matter of seconds, "Fuck~!" He cursed as he felt a wave of intense pleasure wash over his body.
Scar helped him though it, licking up all the cum that spilled out of Grian before pulling back and licking his lips.
"I've never heard you swear before," Scar mused, Grian's chest was heaving and his body was shaking slightly as Scar grabbed his hand, intertwining their fingers.
"Y-yeah... I was just-... Where did you learn how to do that?" Grian asked, he seriously didn't understand how Scar could be so good at this.
Scar only shrugged and said, "Don't know, I've never done that before," If Grian's mind wasn't a complete pile of mush at that very moment, he would have questioned Scar about that but rather unfortunately his brain was a pile of mush.
Grian just rolled his eyes and pulled Scar up into a bruising kiss, Scar kissed back instantly. After a few moments Scar pulled back for air, Grian looked up at him happily, he loved Scar so much. The fact that we was ok with Grian being trans, the way he was so soft in what he did, the way he asked before he did anything. It made Grian love the brunette even more, if that was possible.
"Scar.." Grian said, panting.
"Ready?" Scar asked, Grian nodded. Scar put two fingers under Grian's chin holding his head in place, "Words... Songbird~" He drawled with a smirk, Grian took a shaky breath before his reply.
"Yes." It would always be a 'yes' for Scar, no matter what. Grian would jump off a cliff if Scar asked him too.
Scar smiled and reached over Grian to open up the night stand to grab a bottle. He shut the nightstand and handed it to Grian so he could take off his pants, after shucking off his jeans Grian noticed that Scar look painfully hard. After pulling the last piece of clothing off and throwing it somewhere in the room Grian's eyes widened. He expected Scar to be big but he didn't expect him to be this big.
Grian gulped, "That is not going to fit....." He said.
Scar only smirked and said, "Oh don't worry, it will." Which only made Grian more antsy.
Scar took the bottle back from Grian and squeezed some of the lube onto his hand, covering three fingers with it and pushing two into Grian making him moan softly. He was very slow with his ministrations and after a while began scissoring his fingers making Grian roll his hips against Scar's fingers. Scar looked up at him with a raised eyebrow and added a third finger, quickly scissoring and stretching Grian out. After a few minutes of this Grian was squirming a lot, all he wanted was for Scar to be inside him. Scar seemed to notice this because he pulled his fingers out and opened the bottle of lube up once more. He poured a generous amount into his hand and began to spread it over his length.
Grian watched in anticipation as Scar lubed himself up, once he felt as though it was enough he pulled his slicked up hand back and used the clean one to hold onto Grian's hip.
"I'm gonna go slow at first, ok?" Scar said, Grian nodded and when Scar didn't move he rolled his eyes, realizing Scar wasn't going to do anything without a verbal conformation from Grian.
"That's fine," Grian said, nodding once more.
"He's learning," Scar teased, leaning down to give Grian a peck on the lips.
Grian was sure that he downright melted if he hadn't already, he was brought back when the feeling of Scar slowly entering him made him focus. Grian gripped onto the sheets below himself and Scar's hands remained on Grian's waist. When Scar bottomed out he froze, waiting. Grian felt pain shoot through his body, he was tensed up so hard he could feel his fingernails digging into his skin through the sheets.
Scar grabbed Grian's hands and held them smiling softly at him, after a few moments the pain he felt turned into pleasure and he let out a sigh basically melting into the bed, his wings puffing up from behind him. Scar continued to smile at the avian.
"You can move.." Grian said and Scar did just that.
He went slowly at first which made Grian squirm, he began to move at a steady pace after a while and Grian couldn't keep himself from moaning. Scar smirked at him, somehow keeping his composure. Grian didn't really get it, how was Scar not dying inside while Grian sounded like a pornstar?
"S-scar~... I'm not glass y-you can go faster~" He moaned out.
Scar chuckled, "Yeah?" He teased.
Grian glared at him but when Scar sped up Grian's glare turned into bliss. His back was arching slightly as Scar begin to thrust at a brutal pace. Grian's moans got higher and louder as he got closer, he didn't have to say anything, Scar knew. Scar reached down and began to play with Grian's clit as he continued. Grian moaned loudly and Scar just continued to smirk. After a little while Grian came with a long and high-pitched moan. Scar pulled his hand away from the avian's clit and continued at the same pace making Grian squirm and whine in over-stimulation after his orgasm wore off.
"Shhh, shhh, it's ok," Scar said as softly as he could, rubbing his thumb over Grian's waist comfortingly.
Grian squeezed his eyes shut and after a couple of seconds Scar came with a low moan. He stilled his movement and the two were both left panting. Scar had a goofy smile on his face that made Grian laugh croakily, his voice completely spent. Scar slowly pulled out causing them both to make a noise and Scar collapsed beside his boyfriend. Scar wrapped his arms around the avian, pulling him close and holding him against his chest. Grian's face went red and his wings puffed up instantly, Scar reached a hand out and pet one causing Grian to shiver.
"Don't rile me up again.. I can't go another round Scar," Grian groaned.
Scar laughed and nodded, "Ok ok, I won't," Pulling his hands back in defense caused Grian to laugh as well.
"I love you G," Scar said, wrapping his arms around Grian's waist.
"I love you too Scar,"
The two fell asleep like that and if in the morning they both groaned at how disgusting they were because they didn't clean up, that didn't matter. That was a future Grian and Scar problem. Right now they just held each other carefully and closely.