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It was early in the evening when Atsushi made his way towards a nearby restaurant. Since the place was only about ten minutes away from the hotel he was staying at, he had decided to simply walk there. Atsushi would not be eating alone tonight, as he had made plans to meet up with someone, and now that Atsushi was only a few seconds away from his destination, he could already see his friend waiting for him in front of the building.

“Ah, Sakurai-san!” The younger man excitedly spoke with a smile on his face, clearly happy to see him again.

“Hello, Toshiya-kun,” Atsushi returned, smiling back at him as he gave the man a quick hug in greeting. “I hope I haven’t made you wait for long?”

“Oh no, not at all. I only arrived a few minutes ago.”

"You are looking quite fancy today,” Atsushi commented next, taking a good look at the outfit Toshiya wore.

The younger man was dressed in a white button-up shirt from which the top buttons were left open as well as a pair of tight fit black jeans with black, leather dress shoes underneath. It matched well with Atsushi’s own outfit, which consisted of a black button-up shirt, fully closed with tight, black, denim jeans and similar shoes.

“Well thank you, you look quite good yourself too.”

Both men now softly smiled at each other. It had been quite a while since they had had the chance to spend time together like this, but as both of their bands were now playing in the same city at the same time, they had once again received this opportunity.

“Shall we go in, then?” Atsushi now asked, placing his hand on Toshiya’s shoulder as he started to walk in with him, not waiting for a response.

Entering the restaurant, the two men were greeted by a waiter who asked if they had a reservation. Since they did, the reservation being on Atsushi’s name, the waiter then brought them to their table.

Before Toshiya could sit down, Atsushi decided to move the chair back for him, smiling as he did so. The younger man returned a shy smile and simply thanked him as he sat down after which Atsushi too took his seat opposite of him. Once they both sat, the waiter took their order for drinks.

“So, how have you been lately?” Atsushi now asked.

“I’ve been well, how about you?”

“Me too, just busy.”

“Same for me, it is a busy life with the work we do, huh?”

“You can say that.”

As the conversation fell silent for a moment, that same waiter brought the two men their drinks, placing two menus down for them as well. Both Atsushi and Toshiya thanked the man before they started to look through all the options.

They each made their decision in silence, waiting for the waiter to return afterwards while talking a little more in the meantime. Once the man came back and asked if they had made their choices, both Atsushi and Toshiya told him their orders before thanking him again as he took away the menus and left.

While they waited again, the two men continued their chatter, talking about recent events and personal matters. It did not take too long before their plates were brought to the table and they could begin to eat. They resumed their conversation as they slowly consumed their food, occasionally joking around a bit and overall just having a great evening. Whenever they managed to make time to meet up, they always made the best out of it.

They had also ordered another drink halfway through their dinner. Counting the ones they had as they waited for their food as well as the ones they had ordered along with their food, this made for a total of three alcoholic beverages per person. Neither could be called drunk as they did eat at the same time after all, and besides that, both were used to drinking much more than this. It was just enough alcohol to get them to talk a little more freely, however.

After they had finished their dinner, Atsushi offered to pay for them both, and despite Toshiya telling him he did not have to, Atsushi did so anyway. His excuse being that he had offered to go out for dinner together, thus meaning that he should pay. Once having paid, the two men stepped out of the building, back into the fresh air where they stretched their legs a little.

“It was a nice evening,” Atsushi commented, turning to face Toshiya.

“It was indeed, so thank you for tonight,” Toshiya returned, giving him a small bow in appreciation. “We should do this more often,” he then added before the older man could give anything more than a smile in return.

“Oh? So you would like to spend more time with me?” Atsushi now teasingly returned.

“Of course!” the younger man responded with a small laugh. “We always have fun together, don’t we?”

“Indeed we do,” Atsushi smiled back. “Sadly, we both don’t often have time.”

“That is true,” Toshiya now returned, his smile fading as both men fell silent for a second.

“Maybe we could spend a little more time together right now, then?” Atsushi eventually asked.

“What do you mean?”

“I could join you to your hotel. If you want that, of course.” Somehow Atsushi’s tone almost sounded… flirty.

“To my room?” Toshiya returned in question, receiving a confirming nod from the older man. “Wait, you are serious?”

“If you want me to join, I will join you. I could even stay the night if you’d like.” Once again did he sound somewhat suspicious, yet whether or not Toshiya realized that was unclear.

“Really?!”

Atsushi now laughed softly. “Of course, why not?”

“Well, if it isn’t a problem.”

“I have nowhere to be tomorrow, so it really is no issue.”

“Alright, then, let’s go,” Toshiya now said as he started to make his way towards his hotel, located only a few minutes away, Atsushi simply following him.

It was somewhat funny how their hotels were located so close to each other. They had almost ended up at the same hotel. Atsushi decided not to mention it, however, finding it irrelevant. Along the way they did not speak much, most had already been said during dinner, after all. They soon reached the building, entering the younger man’s room as they both removed their coats and shoes.

“Welcome, have a seat,” Toshiya then said as he and Atsushi moved further inside.

“Thank you,” the other man returned, sitting down on the sofa.

“Do you want a drink? I have a bottle of red wine.”

“That sounds good.”

Toshiya now grabbed that bottle and two wine glasses from the kitchen area, placing them down onto the saloon table before sitting down on the sofa next to Atsushi. As Toshiya had already opened the bottle before, he now simply filled both glasses before he put the bottle aside again. Picking up their glasses in sync, both men took a sip, Toshiya taking a bigger one than Atsushi.

For a while they simply sat on the sofa, drinking quietly. By now the silence had started to become a little uncomfortable, however. It seemed like neither of them knew what to say as they had already talked about so much previously.

“Should I turn on some background music, or maybe the TV?” Toshiya soon decided to ask.

“We could see if there is anything good on the TV.”

To Atsushi’s reply, Toshiya turned on the television, searching through the channels for anything good, yet after some time he came to the conclusion that there was nothing interesting to see at the moment. As Atsushi was not commenting on any of the channels either, Toshiya then turned the television back off and dumped the remote onto the table, taking the last sip of his drink before he placed his glass back down too.

“Nothing you like?” Atsushi decided to ask.

“Not really, did you find any of that interesting, then?”

“No, let’s go for some music instead.” Picking up the remote from the table, Atsushi turned the Television on again and put it on a music channel. There was soft, slow music playing, something you could expect to be played for a date. “How is this?”

“That’ll work,” Toshiya returned.

Next, Atsushi quickly finished his drink as well before placing his glass back on the table. The two men remained silent for a little while longer, just sitting there, but the older man eventually decided to wrap his arm around Toshiya’s shoulder, moving closer towards him. This action seemed to surprise Toshiya, yet he did nothing against it.

“You know, if we don’t really have anything to talk about anymore, we could also have some fun another way.” Atsushi’s voice sounded flirty yet again, and this time Toshiya surely picked up on it… yet, did he understand the intention?

“What are you getting at?” The younger man let out a short, small laugh. “Did you drink a bit too much?”

“Not at all, just enough I’d say.”

“Are you sure?” Toshiya laughed again. “You’ve gotten real close to me now.”

“I don’t really hear you complaining, though,” Atsushi simply returned, now placing his free hand on Toshiya’s thigh.

It took a second before the other man reacted. “Wait, you’re not joking, are you?”

“Did you think I was just kidding?”

“Well, I mean…” It seemed Toshiya was not sure what to say now.

“But even if I was joking… you still aren’t pushing me away,” Atsushi then commented, taking a small pause afterwards in which Toshiya did not reply. “And still, even though you now know I am serious, you still aren’t attempting to move away.”

To these words, Toshiya’s cheeks grew pink, yet he remained silent, causing a smile to appear on Atsushi’s face. “You would just let me, wouldn’t you?” The older men then added.

“I… I mean…” Toshiya was trying to speak, yet his voice was soft and he sounded nervous. He could not really get the words out, but he did not need to finish that sentence anyway.

“I knew it,” Atsushi laughed. “You know, you’ve been a little suspicious for a while already.”

“What do you mean by that?” Toshiya avoided the older man his gaze by now.

“Do you remember that time you texted me asking if I was at Venus Fort?”

Toshiya did not reply.

“You know, you were seen hiding, and since you texted me that question… Were you hiding from me?”

“What? I… of course not!”

Atsushi just smiled at that reply, he could tell Toshiya was lying. “You also never responded to me after that. You asked me if I was there and I replied, asking you why you asked, yet nothing afterwards. Are you really that shy around me?” He continued. “You can go out with me for dinner, but you cannot walk up to me at a random occurrence?”

“It’s not that! I mean… it’s just… I, well-”

Atsushi now decided to lean in, making whatever Toshiya was trying to say irrelevant as he pressed his lips against the younger man’s own. Just as Atsushi expected, Toshiya did not move away, nor did he try to stop him in any way. For a short moment, Toshiya seemed frozen, unsure of what to do, but once Atsushi decided to involve his tongue, Toshiya allowed him in, finally kissing him back.

Atsushi’s hand still lay on the younger man’s leg, now gently moving around and soon moving towards the inside of Toshiya’s thigh, getting closer and closer towards his private area. Toshiya placed his own hand against Atsushi’s chest in return, sliding past his nipple which had already grown hard underneath the fabric of his shirt.

Two of Atsushi’s fingers eventually reached between Toshiya’s legs, teasingly brushing over a still soft bulge. Atsushi did not continue his teasing for long, however. Soon he slid his hand up the younger man’s chest, briefly feeling the heat of the exposed skin at the top before he started to unbutton the remainder of his shirt.

Once opened, Atsushi then began to slide the shirt past Toshiya’s shoulders, and Toshiya simply allowed him to take it off. After tossing the shirt aside, Atsushi finally broke the kiss. Next, he took a moment to admire the other man’s body, his muscles and his clear skin. In the meantime Toshiya had started to undo Atsushi’s shirt, who also simply let him remove it afterwards.

For a moment they each slowly slid a hand across the other’s torso, feeling the texture of their skin and the softness of muscle and fat. Soon, Atsushi leaned back in, sharing another passionate kiss with the younger man. This time, Toshiya held on to Atsushi’s shoulders for a moment before wrapping his arms around the other man’s neck as Atsushi pushed him back, causing Toshiya to now lie backwards on the couch with Atsushi on top of him.

Once they broke the kiss again, Atsushi continued to hover over Toshiya, who, in return, continued to hold on to him. Toshiya’s eyes were wide, as if still in shock. Yet Atsushi just softly smiled at him.

“Shall we go to the bed, or do you have a preference for couches?” Atsushi now asked him.

“No,” Toshiya returned, “I mean… no preference for couches.” He still seemed to be a bit confused, as if he still did not understand what was happening.

Atsushi just softly smiled at him again as he moved to free himself from the younger man’s grip and stood up. He then reached out his hand, helping Toshiya back onto his feet as well. Yet, he did not let go afterwards.

“This is not my room, so lead the way,” Atsushi said, still holding on to Toshiya’s hand as he followed behind him, making their way to the bedroom.

Once there, Toshiya turned to face Atsushi, who now decided to let go of his hand. The older man still smiled while Toshiya’s expression remained filled with surprise. Toshiya then once again placed his hands against Atsushi’s chest, and in return, Atsushi grabbed him by his hips, pulling him closer. With their bodies pressed together, Atsushi lifted Toshiya, who instinctively pulled his arms and legs around him to not fall as the other man supported him.

They kissed again, letting their tongues merge for a moment while Atsushi carefully stepped closer towards the bed. Once he felt his shin hit the frame, he gently tossed Toshiya onto the mattress. As Toshiya then moved to rest his head on the pillow, Atsushi climbed on top of him, pressing his lips right back onto the younger man’s own.

While their tongues danced, Atsushi casually grinded his hips against Toshiya’s, slowly feeling their bulges growing harder against each other. They continued this act for about a minute or two, their moans mostly muffled by their kiss, only occasionally escaping into the open air. Once they broke apart, Atsushi moved down to Toshiya’s neck, kissing and licking his skin. Toshiya’s soft moans, now no longer compressed by anything, blessed Atsushi’s ears.

It did not take long before the older man moved lower, licking one of Toshiya’s nipples as his fingers played with the other. Soon after, Atsushi moved even further down, kissing his way towards the rim of Toshiya’s pants. Once there, he decided to go just a little lower, brushing his lips over the hardened bulge that had now formed below the fabric.

Sitting back up, Atsushi started to undo Toshiya’s belt and open up his pants. Once that was done, Toshiya simply lifted his hips, allowing the older man to remove that piece of clothing from his body. Atsushi simply threw it aside onto the floor before he decided to brush one of his fingers over the bulge now only contained by the thin fabric of underwear, causing Toshiya to let out another soft moan.

“You’re getting quite excited, hm?” Atsushi then teased with a smile.

“You’re not going to play games with me now, are you?”

Atsushi let out a quick laugh before slipping his fingers underneath the fabric of the younger man’s underwear, removing that too and leaving Toshiya fully nude, his erection standing free. Next he wrapped his hand around the other man’s length, starting to stroke him slowly, occasionally brushing his thumb over the head.

Within the next minute or so, Atsushi bent back down, now taking the younger man’s cock into his mouth as he started to suck on the tip, continuing to stroke the remainder. In time he slowly took in more and more, Toshiya simply watching him, moaning as Atsushi’s own moans vibrated around his shaft.

Just lying back as he let it all happen, Toshiya enjoyed a situation that he never thought would occur. For a moment he even wondered if it was all just a dream. He looked around him, looking for anything that did not make sense. Not able to find anything, he then closed his eyes, seeing if he would wake up, yet nothing happened.

Atsushi suddenly popped off, sitting back up. “Are you alright?”

“Hm?” Toshiya returned, looking over to find the older man with a concerned expression on his face. “Yeah, I’m fine, don’t worry.”

“What happened?”

“It’s nothing.”

“Did I hurt you?”

“No, no, not at all,” Toshiya returned, now sitting up himself as well.

“Are you sure? If something is wrong you’ll have to tell me, I want you to be able to enjoy th-” Atsushi was cut off by Toshiya pressing his tongue back inside of the other man’s mouth, wrapping his arms around his neck and pulling him down with him, causing Atsushi to fall on top of Toshiya’s chest yet again.

This alone was already enough to surprise Atsushi as Toshiya had been very held back this whole time, yet that seemed to change now as the younger man wrapped an arm around Atsushi’s back and rolled over to flip their positions. Breaking the kiss and looking down, Toshiya found Atsushi lying under him with his hands next to his head, as if he was used to being put in place like this.

Sitting on top of Atsushi’s lower torso, Toshiya now put his hands on Atsushi’s chest, squeezing his flesh. Atsushi let out a soft, low laugh at this, to which, in return, Toshiya pinched one of the older man’s nipples, causing his body to flinch as a moan escaped him. It was now Toshiya who laughed softly as he moved to sit between Atsushi’s legs.

Atsushi’s lower body was still dressed, but not for long as Toshiya started to work on removing all that was left. With both men now fully undressed, Toshiya took over what Atsushi had been doing previously, taking the older man’s cock in his hand as he started to stroke. Atsushi just let it happen, enjoying the fact that his body received some pleasure now.

Atsushi was not sure whether or not Toshiya had ever spent the night with a man before, yet he did not have to ask. Once Toshiya bent down, carefully taking the head of the other man’s dick into his mouth as he started to suck softly, Atsushi’s question was answered. He could tell from Toshiya’s level of skill that this was a first.

It did not take long before Toshiya popped back off, simply continuing his stroking instead. Atsushi let him go on for about a minute or so after which he got an idea. Sitting back up, he caused Toshiya to stop all he was doing, leaving him seemingly somewhat confused.

“You know, I always carry condoms and lube with me, just in case,” Atsushi suddenly started, yet as he spoke he noticed a slight flinch in the younger man’s body. “Would you be willing to try that?”

“I, uh…” Toshiya seemed to panic a little, yet he tried to hide it. “I’m not sure.”

“You don’t have to if you don’t want to, you can be honest with me.”

“Well… maybe not this time, then.”

“This time?” Atsushi repeated in question, letting out a little laugh. “Are you already planning a next time?”

Toshiya’s face now lit up like a tomato, his eyes widening as he remained silent. He did not know how to respond.

Atsushi simply laughed again as he moved to sit behind him. “Maybe there will be another time,” he then said in a low voice, a bit of a tease as he wrapped an arm around the younger man, gently pressing their bodies together and planting a soft kiss on his shoulder.

Toshiya’s body reacted with a shiver, the only sound escaping him being a small moan.

“Although, if you’re worried about pain, you could also fuck me instead,” Atsushi now softly said, breathing out his hot breath into the other man’s neck.

“Hmm… Maybe another time as well.”

“Alright, but will you bend over for me anyway?” Atsushi asked next, receiving a questioning hum from the younger man in return. “Don’t worry, I won’t enter you.”

“Why then? What are you planning?”

“You’ll notice,” Atsushi simply answered, smiling innocently once Toshiya slightly turned his body to face him. “Do you trust me?”

Toshiya took a moment to think before he replied, maintaining eye contact with the older man. “I do.”

Without any other questions or comments, Toshiya now bent forward, lifting his ass for Atsushi to do whatever he was planning to. Toshiya was feeling a little nervous as he did not know what was about to happen now, and his heart skipped a beat once he felt something pressing against his ass crack.

He immediately knew it was Atsushi’s own erection, confirmed once the older man started to thrust slowly, moving his cock up and down between Toshiya’s cheeks which his hands rested upon, squeezing them together around his own length and slapping him from time to time.

Toshiya was not really sure what to think about the thrusting. It was not like he did not enjoy it, it just felt a little strange to him. Atsushi, however, undeniably enjoyed himself as his moans now continued. The sound of that was already enough to increase Toshiya’s enjoyment as well, truly a blessing to the ears. And besides that, the other actions Atsushi was committing back there with his hands did leave Toshiya wishing for more.

Atsushi soon started to speed up, he could already feel his own climax nearing. However, he now suddenly retreated, confusing the younger man for a second.

“Turn around,” Atsushi now commanded, to which Toshiya obeyed.

Now lying down on his back with Atsushi kneeling between his legs again, Toshiya watched how the older man quickly stroked himself, moaning loudly. It did not take long before the loudest moan of the night escaped Atsushi’s lips, followed by his load being shot all over Toshiya’s torso.

Atsushi could see Toshiya’s erection twitching afterwards, silently begging for attention. Toshiya wrapped his own hand around his cock in response, planning to take care of it himself, but Atsushi removed that hand in return, having other plans.

“Allow me,” the older man spoke as he moved his head back down, taking Toshiya’s dick into his mouth as he started to suck once more.

He did not waste any time, immediately taking him in as far as he could as he quickly moved his head up and down. It was now Toshiya who moaned loudly, feeling himself getting closer and closer to the edge.

“I’m close,” the younger man soon warned, expecting Atsushi to pull off, but he did not.

To Toshiya’s surprise, Atsushi just sucked him even harder, continuing until the other man released his load inside of his mouth. Atsushi then simply swallowed it all as he now pulled off.

“You taste good,” the older man said with a smile and a wink, causing Toshiya to blush and fall silent once again. Atsushi then just laughed softly as he got off the bed, “let me clean you up.”

Toshiya simply lay back, staring at the ceiling as if he still could not believe what had just happened. Atsushi noticed he was lost in thought when he returned to him with a couple of tissues, starting to wipe his own cum off of the other man’s torso.

“Would you like to share a shower and a bath with me?” Atsushi then asked as he walked away to throw said tissues into the trash, causing the younger man to turn his head to him and nod in return.