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Will you let me bask in your warmth on this cold day, just for once?

Summary:

Komaru knocks on the door of Kanon's home for a sleepover that they were planning on for a week now, and Kanon will have to find a way to ignore her feelings for the girl from bubbling up against her chest. Did she succeed? Absolutely not.

Or... Kanon knew she has already lost to her feelings when she saw Komaru's huge warm, contagious smile greeting her at the door. She also found herself captivated by her lovely green eyes.

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Kanon Nakajima, set some extra pillows on the couch with an extra comforter for a certain girl that will soon be arriving to her house. She also put down all the snacks for the movies they'll be watching soon on the table, as she lit up some scented candles. She also went to fluffed the pillows on her bed and tidies it, as she have told Komaru. that they will be sharing a bed.

Kanon find herself already flustered at the thought. Komaru and her will be sleeping on the same bed together.. and it won't be unusual if one of them, ended up holding on to the other. The thought of Komaru holding her in a warm embrace, as Kanon leans on her chest, as they slept on this cold day have already caused a warm feeling fluttering to her chest. She found herself looking forward to the idea, although once she was fully aware on what she's thinking, she quickly shook her head. 

'Girl, calm down a bit, would you? Komaru probably didn't even see you that way... and what about Big bro Leon!? I have always made up my mind on marrying him.. ever since I was young and was set that I wouldn't fall in love with anyone other than Leon! Now apparently I feel my heart flutters everytime I think about the sister of Leon's friend!? Wack!! Super wack!! Get over this already!' Kanon thought in frustation.

Hell, she only even knew Komaru, when Leon and his friend, Makoto Naegi introduced them to each other at a school event, where they're allowed in as guests. They hang out all day, as Komaru talked to her all about her favourite mangas, songs and foods. Kanon still remembers that day, as her heart flutters as she remembers they way Komaru spoke and how she slowly grasp her hand and pulled her to see some of the events, despite only knowing each other for a few hours. Yes, she still remembered all of it.

...

She even remembered when Komaru complimented her, calling her beautiful with such a bright smile on her face while they were watching the sunset before leaving.

 

"You know.. Nakajima-kun.. You're really beautiful, you're just the type of girl I admire! You remind me a lot of the heroine of a manga I'm reading, you know?" Komaru stated casually.

"R-really...?"

"Yep! You said you're a team's manager aren't you? I bet guys will be really pumped to win if you're their manager. I know I would!"

 

She said that so casually.. so bluntly..

 

After that, Komaru and her exchange numbers as they grew to be friends and texted each other everyday. They even made some plans together, like watching a movie, shopping, eating at a cafe and so on...

 

How strange... she slowly started to feeling her heart flutters more at the thought of the girl.. perhaps she have move on from her feelings for Leon..?

...

No.

No, definitely not.

Her true love has always been her beloved Leon. Right... she's just confused right now, Komaru is her first friend and all, and now they'll be doing things like sleepovers and movie nights and makeups-

Ding dong

Kanon snap out of her thoughts to the sound of a doorbell. Komaru is here. Kanon can't help but feel quite nervous yet excited at Komaru's arrival, along with a fluttering feeling blooming to her chest, she shook her head again, trying to ignore the feeling as she got up from the bed, leaves her room and make her way to the front door.

Hesitantly Kanon let her hand linger on the door handle, feeling the cold steel on her fingers, as her heartbeat quickens. She slowly hold the door handle, unlocking it, and opened the door, revealing Komaru in a beige coat, with a scarf drapping on her neck and shoulders, her smile still warm and contagious as ever despite the cold weather. She looks at her in they eyes, as Kanon felt herself entranced by Komaru's green eyes greeting her in a lovely captivating embrace.

"Hey Nakajima-chan! Sorry I'm a bit late... I completely lost track of time, hehe..." Komaru smiled sheepishly as she lock eyes once again with her.

Well she can't expect her to stay mad at her with a face like that, how cunning. She's capturing her in a trance! Kanon should quickly run and escape before Komaru decided to take her in a trance again with the spell she's currently casting on her. That's right! A spell! That vile girl must have casted a wacky spell on her, for Kanon to feel like this! For her to recklessly feeling affections for someone other than her beloved Leon!

'No... don't be ridiculous. A spell? Totally wack.' Kanon shook her head, and sighed forcing herself to lock eyes again with Komaru, who's still standing there with her bag on her shoulder with a sweet smile.

"Well come in then. It's freezing outside. You'll catch a cold if you stay there any longer,"  The Gyaru stated as she backs away a bit, making space for Komaru to enter. 

Komaru slowly make her way in, as she took of her shoes, placing them neatly on the shelf, then she walks inside the house as she looks around, tonight they will have the house all for themselves as her parents is currently on a business trip.

"Wow... what a fancy house," Komaru exclaimed in awe.

"Thanks." She muttered. Her father is the director of the TAT Television after all. The director of largest television conglomerate in the world... It wouldn't be unusual for their house to be super fancy. Kanon looks at the time, it's now 6:30 p.m. "You can change in the bathroom, by the way. It's right on the left of the hall."

"Oh alright, thanks."

Kanon leads Komaru to her room and told her to just place her bag near the bed, Komaru looks around the huge bedroom, it was simple, there was a shelf full of light novels, a bed, a closet full of fashionable clothes and a venue filled with various of makeups. 

Komaru puts down her beg by the bed and took out a set piece of soft silk pajamas. She then made her way to the bathroom and closes the door

While Komaru was in the bathroom, Kanon can't help but spot the mangas in her bag, did she bring them here so they can read it together? Komaru have been meaning to tell her all about the new manga she's reading. She also noticed a disc of the famous idol group, you know.. the one that includes Sayaka Maizono, the girl Big Bro Leon won't shut up about, and everytime Leon spoke about her, a surge of jealousy brews inside of her. Komaru have mentioned being a fan of her several times, claiming she was a 'Sayaker' or whatever. Komaru won't shut up about how pretty Sayaka is and how good her songs are and all.. She always have a slight pink tinge on her face as she talks about Sayaka or any women she found pretty, it gives Kanon a pretty nice feeling on her chest everytime she saw her soft expression, yet at the same time, she can't help but feel a horrible pit gnawing at her in her stomach, as she envied the woman that managed to make Komaru have such a nice expression on her face and managed to get her to spoke about them in such affections...-

'Stop it. What will Leon think? How will Leon feel once he found out I replaced him for Komaru!?'

For the third time, Kanon shook her head and decided to wait in the living room as she set up the movie, and waited for Komaru to come in the living room, and sit next to her.

Soon, Kanon heard the door to the bathroom opens as Komaru steps out of it with her pajamas. It's pretty simple actually, but it looks super cute on her. The colour pink suits her a lot..

"Nakajima-chan?"

Crap. She probably shouldn't stare for to long.

"Oh... uh yeah. Come on take a seat."

"Ah, don't you want some hot chocoa?"

"Hm?"

"I usually prefer tea, you know! But hot chocolate is great for a cold day like this? Do you have some chocolate we can use?"

"Yeah it's in the kitchen cabinet." Kanon stood up as she make her way to the kitchen, and gesturing for Komaru to follow her. "I also have some marshmallows and whipped cream, do you want them?"

"Yeah sure! I love marshmallows."

"Slammin'! Me too! Come on, let's make some!"

 

 

A saucepan filled with milk was heated over medium low heat, as some cocoa powder was whisk in, along with some sugar and vannila extract. Soon a nice sweet aroma fill the kitchen as Komaru carefully pour it to two different cups, as Kanon topped it with some whipped cream and marshmallows. They both slowly holds the warm cup into their hands as Komaru was the first one to try it, Kanon can't help but watch as Komaru's eyes shines at the taste as her fingers holds the cup more carefully, seeing her lips upturn into another bright smile as Kanon took a sip of her own drink. Soon they make their way to the movie.

"Mhmmmm! I can feel the marshmallow melt at my tongue.. it's a fitting beverage for a weather like this."

"...yeah..."

Komaru placed the cup down, as she stare at her.  Kanon took the remote, and turned on the TV.

"... so... what are watching?"

"It's called... 'I give my first love to you.' I heard it's a super sad movie and all, tho I doubt it's honestly THAT sad. I'm pretty sure the media is just exaggerating it like usual."

 

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Kanon's felt her eyes damp, as she realized she was crying. The movie ended with the woman having a 'wedding' with the urn containing her lover's ashes, fulfilling their promise when they were young as the screen changes to a flashback when they first met. She hastily wiped her tears away, as she looks at Komaru who was down right sobbing.

"....hmph wimp."

"You're crying too!"

"Not important."

Komaru threw a pillow at her as Kanon merely catches it with a laugh.

 

Kanon slowly tidies up the table as Komaru helped threw away the trash and wash some of the dishes they use, then they made their way to the bedroom and slowly made themselves comfortable, Komaru showed her all her mangas and rambled about them for an hour, as she lends some of them while the Sayaka's songs plays in the disc player on the background. Suddenly she jolts up in excitement to a particular song.

 

"It's 'Wish assemble !"

"Wish... assemble..?"

"Yeah! It's my fav song from their album! It's super good!"

As the song fills the room along with Komaru's occasional singing and laughs, Kanon find herself actually enjoying the song despite it being sung by the girl she's jealous of.

 

"So... how's the song???"

Komaru smiles made her heart go crazy, as she smiles brightly as it seem have taken an affect to her as well, Kanon felt her own lips turning slightly upwards as she scoffed

"Ehhhh... so-so."

"So-so?? You DID not just refer to Sayaka Maizono as a 'So-so!''  Komaru gasped, looking offended.

" Heh I just did. What are you going to do about it?" Kanon smirked, raising an eyebrow.

"Hmmmm..."

 

Suddenly Kanon felt herself hit with a pillow, several times in fact.

"Hey hey stop!!"

"Hahahahaha!" Instead of stopping, Komaru's bubbly laugh filled the room in a daze.

"I said stop it!"

"Make me!" Komaru yelled mischievously, as she smirked facing Kanon. Kanon puffs looking annoyed, until she spots Komaru's leg as she found out a way to turn this situation to her advantage. "...Kanon?"

Suddenly, Kanon grab her by the leg and flipped her upside and tackled her down. 

"Gah!!"

Kanon have Komaru pinned to bed as she smirked at the girl under her, relishing in her 'victory'.

"Now who's in an advantage now?"

A pink tinge made its way to Komaru's face, as her face is flushed. Kanon find herself captivated at her flushed face, she really is cute. Komaru have always been pretty but looking up close.. she's beautiful. It was until Komaru make an awkward laugh that snap her out of her trance and realizes the situation right now.

"I-I think you can let me go now.."

"Ah.. sorry. Did I take it to far?"  Kanon quickly gets off her, and distance herself a bit.

"No no no! I'm just surprised that's all!" Komaru exclaimed hurriedly, not wanting Kanon to feel guilty or anything. "It's actually... pretty nice on how you hold me there just now..."

"A-ah! Really..?"

Komaru nodded her face still flushed as she took a breath.

"I-I'm getting pretty tired right now... how about you?"

"Ah.. me too.. let's.. just go to sleep." Kanon sighed, part if her hoping the moment wasn't cut too short.

 

Kanon shuts the lights and made her way under the covers, as she pats the empty spot next to her, as Komaru slowly climbs in. Kanon felt her eyes slowly getting heavier and heavier as her surroudings slowly get darker... as she fell to a lull.

 

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Kanon eyes slowly flutter open, she had quite sweet dreams tonight, she checks her phone and saw it's still 4: 45 a.m. She then felt a comfortable weight on her shoulder, somehow it felt much more warmer and comforting then the blankets covering her. She looks down to see Komaru asleep on her chest as she snores a bit.

 

Kanon widens her eyes as she blushed. What is she supposed to do in this situation? Why is her heart beating like crazy!? Her true love will always be Leon isn't it? She never felt affections like this to anyone but Leon before! What's wrong with her!? Her mind was in a frenzy.

 

Although for the third time, her thoughts were cut off as Komaru snuggled her head further to her chest, as Kanon's mind slowly fell to a calm state, as she watch Komaru's peaceful expression along with how her chest went up and down through her soft breathing. The way the warm embrace felt right, and welcoming, as Kanon longed to feel the embrace much longer. She wanted more of this warmth, the way her heart flutters by everytime she laughs as her eyes shines brighter than the sun, she longed more for this despite how much it terrified her and how much she want to deny wanting this or even accepting it existed in the first place.

 

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Although the warmth in her chest told her, she'll still have a long time to figure this out. To figure out her love for her beloved Leon, and these new profound feelings as well. For now.. Kanon Nakajima lets herself be bask in Komaru Naegi's warmth on this cold day, just for once.

Notes:

This is my first fanfic btw!! Criticism is welcomed, just please don't be too rude. English isn't my first language so sorry if this is bad.
Btw the link to Sayaka's song in the fanfic: https://youtu.be/SjemAIE2yrQ?si=krx6euDForPXSSba