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Rainbow Dash's tongue inserted itself into the other's mouth, soon feeling notes of sweet gin on the other's tongue.

She sighed, putting her hand on the woman's waist, pressing her against the wall, while throwing her head to the side, letting her tongue fully explore the other girl's mouth.

Rainbow stepped away, eyes closed, breathing in through her mouth.

That night was boring as hell.

The colorful one felt her neck being surrounded by arms that brought her closer and she opened her eyes, looking into the other's blue eyes and seeing the smile that grew on the other's face.

Her shoulders slumped, inevitably.

She would rather be looking into cyan green eyes right now.

A dejected sigh escaped her lips as she stepped back.

The woman was confused by her attitude, so Rainbow thought she should at least explain herself.

- That was enough. Until next time. - She smiled sideways at the girl, winking, trying to look flirtatious, like she usually was, but she preferred not to have to see that woman again.

In reality... She'd rather not have to see any more.

Unless...

Rainbow pulled her hands completely away from the other and turned around, without saying anything else, walking to the bar counter.

She sat sloppily on the only available chair. The bar was busy as hell that night and that only annoyed the colorful girl.

She waited for the bartender to finish serving the person on her right before placing her order.

- A glass of whiskey, please. - She asked, before getting distracted by the change of music in the open area of the place and turning to the side, to better see the people who were dancing happily.

She looked at it all, with dismay.

She tried to cheer herself up, watching some girls dancing, but none of it seemed enough.

Her eyes searched for someone specific, even though she knew she wouldn't find her there.

Rainbow heard the glass being placed on the counter and reached out, looking thoughtfully at the people, bringing the glass to her mouth.

She took a long sip, before looking at the glass strangely.

She tasted nothing but a hint of medicine on the back of her tongue.

She grimaced as she took in the taste (or lack thereof) better, realizing she was drinking vodka.

Rainbow turned to the counter to complain that they had given her the wrong drink, when she saw a glass of brownish liquid in front of her.

She blinked in confusion before looking up to her left and meeting green eyes that stared back at her in boredom.

Realizing what she had done, her lips pursed in apology and for her own stupidity.

She looked more carefully at the woman beside her, recognizing her.

- I'm sorry... Applejack? - She guessed, recognizing her from college.

The blonde sighed, shaking her head.

- It's okay. Rainbow Dash. - She said, looking at her from the corner of her eye, showing that she also recognized her.

- I'll buy you another one. - She warned, about to call the bartender again, but the blonde shrugged, grabbing the glass that was on the table.

- We're even. - She says, raising her glass, before taking a sip.

She immediately grimaced as she felt the sweet taste of caramel on her tongue, shuddering.

- I hate whiskey. - She muttered, disgusted by that artificial sweet taste.

- Great taste, preferring to drink water. - Rainbow teased, sipping the vodka in her hands, irritated.

Applejack ignored her and so the two remained silent.

They drank, even reluctantly, the entire glass and asked for another, this time not exchanged, of their drinks.

The excitement in the bar seemed like it would never go away and, mind you, it was a Friday at 9 pm, so it was obvious that people were even more euphoric at that hour.

But Rainbow and Applejack had no desire to leave the seat they were in.

The people around them would go dance or cling to someone and they would remain there, looking out of place in their surroundings.

At one point, on her third glass of whiskey, Rainbow glanced sideways at Applejack, not understanding why the blonde hadn't left yet.

Not that she was bothered.

But at the moment, she was the one in the dejected position, so having someone else in the same mood by her side was kind of depressing.

- Didn't you come to have fun? - Rainbow asked, leaning on the counter, turning to the blonde.

Applejack looked at her with a raised eyebrow, strangely.

- Is that any of your business? - She asked slowly.

Rainbow rolled her eyes, shrugging.

- I just want to understand why you're standing in a place like this. The drink isn't even good. - She says, shaking her whiskey with ice.

- I could ask you the same thing, then. - The blonde answered and the two looked at each other seriously, after all neither wanted to leave there and much less tell about their personal life to the other.

- We're not close enough for me to tell you that. - Was Rainbow's answer and Applejack had to laugh.

- My answer is the same. - She mocked, finishing the clear liquid in her glass.

And staying there.

They fell silent once more, but Rainbow could no longer focus on her own thoughts and complaints, being aware of another person just like her beside her.

And that bothered her enough that she sighed impatiently, turning to Applejack once more.

- You study agronomy at the Canterlot's University, right?

- Why are you doing this? - Applejack asked, tired. She came here to drink and be down, she didn't need anyone interfering in her plans!

- Knowing you. So you can finally tell me what's your problem. - And get out of here.

Maybe that was the purpose too.

Something that would make her leave there feeling uncomfortable.

After a long sigh that left her breathless, Applejack nodded.

- Yes. And you're studying physics. - She confirmed and saw Rainbow nod.

They already knew each other from university, but they weren't close.

The most that happened was that they would see each other in the hallways when everyone was going to the cafeteria or when they would randomly run into each other at parties.

In this regard it was funny, because even though they had never talked before, whenever they saw each other at parties, they created a mental competition for themselves: to get more girls than the other.

It was a fact at Canterlot University that Applejack and Rainbow Dash were the lesbians most loved by the girls.

They were good at catching people, they were beautiful and attractive and they knew how to easily win over wobbly legs and racing hearts in just a few minutes.

They knew about their reputation and didn't deny it, they knew it was true.

So when they saw each other at parties, they ended up having this silly competition, where neither of them tried to confirm who was the winner, but of course, it was always them in their own minds.

Rainbow raised her eyebrows, waiting for her to say more.

- We've met before. Take your frustrations out on me, come on, I can handle it. - She says, waving her hands and Applejack looks at her impassively.

- I'll tell you why I'm here, if you tell me first. - She challenged, turning to the colorful one.

Rainbow smiled at the role reversal, but accepted that she would need to speak first.

She took another sip of her whiskey, remembering why she was there.

Telling someone else was even more unnerving.

- I'm in love with a girl. And I've never been with her. - She admitted quickly, in a way that Applejack almost didn't understand.

But as soon as the words sank into her head, the blonde had to laugh at Rainbow's face.

One of the biggest players at the University was in trouble because she couldn't get a woman?

Her laughter intensified, running her hand over her face, when she realized, with irony, that her case was the same.

She slowly stopped laughing, her expression falling.

- Me too. - She replied, to Rainbow's surprise. - I'm also in love with someone I've never had.

- What's the possibility? - Rainbow murmured thoughtfully.

At that point in the party that was happening at the bar, the two would already be making out with some woman, very satisfied.

But no. They were disconsolate, completely removed from the party atmosphere.

- Who's the lucky lady? - Applejack asked, interested. - Let me guess. I know a lot of people in your circle. - And she've been with a lot of them too.

Rainbow didn't interrupt her, intending to see how far she would go.

- The leader of that academic center you participate in. What's her name...? - She tried to remember, because that academic league at the physics faculty always liked to show off, whenever they could.

- Spitfire? She's too much for me. - Rainbow denied, dismissing the idea.

- Lightning Dust?

- I've already caught her a hundred times. It's not even funny anymore. - She says, bored.

The blonde even tried the only two names she remembered from the colorful girl's college, but got it wrong anyway.

- You're going the wrong way. - Rainbow warned, grimacing. Soon her expression changed to a melancholic one, as she remembered the girl she liked. - She's much closer to you than you think. - And Rainbow couldn't feel as envious as she felt of the blonde, but it was inevitable.

Applejack thought about it.

This opened up a lot of options, but options that Rainbow had never been...

She soon looked at Rainbow Dash with pity.

- It's not me, is it? I don't like you. - She spoke with a brutal honesty that would hurt if it were her Rainbow was talking about.

Rainbow looked at her in alarm at the suggestion, shaking her head vehemently as she grimaced.

- Never! I don't even know you. - She dismissed the idea, looking her up and down. - It's Fluttershy. I like her. - She admitted, looking embarrassed to say it out loud.

Applejack was surprised by two things: seeing Rainbow like that, something she had never seen before, and by the person she liked.

- You don't deserve her. - She warned, harshly, pointing an accusing finger at her. - If you're going to play with her and break her heart like you do with other girls, I think you better get off your high horse. - She warned, frowning in irritation.

She knew Fluttershy from seeing each other every Saturday for outreach activities at a farm in town.

Fluttershy was studying veterinary medicine and Applejack was studying agronomy, so sometimes their subjects would combine as well.

They weren't friends, but Applejack had a great affection for her classmate.

And Fluttershy was far too docile for someone like the chaotic woman beside her.

Rainbow still had the nerve to look offended by this.

- Who do you think you are to say that?? - Rainbow asked, angrily.

- You think I didn't see? You were sticking your tongue in Night Glider's mouth a few minutes ago! And now you want to tell me that you're in love?? - She says, irritated.

- If that's the case, you can't say anything either! I saw you last week getting together with Sunshower at the Spring party, don't be a fucking hypocrite! - She says, before looking at the blonde in disturbed fashion. - I know I don't have the best habits. But that doesn't mean I can't fall in love with someone for real! - She defended herself, before running her hands over her face, frustrated. - Getting together with these girls at these endless parties... That doesn't satisfy me anymore, it hasn't for a while. - She mumbled, being honest with someone about it.

She was trying to go about her usual ways and have girls at every party, but something felt different.

She didn't feel anxious about it anymore.

And that's since Fluttershy came into her mind.

- I want to be different. I want that. With Fluttershy. - She admitted and Applejack looked at her empty glass, silent.

- Sorry for the judgment. I... I feel the same way, I don't know who I am to be accusing you. - She says, head down.

- And who do you like? - Rainbow asked, looking at her intrigued.

Considering that Applejack had been with many girls, for her to have never been with this woman, she had to be from a completely different field than her.

- Rarity Belle. - Bingo. Rarity was studying fashion and, well, literally and structurally, the fashion college was at the opposite extreme from the agronomy college.

Rainbow laughed in disbelief.

- You're fucked. - She warned and Applejack had to laugh, because, well, she already knew that. - You have to be brave to like a woman like her. Are you sure you can handle it? - She teased, knowing that the blonde was in a worse situation than her.

Rarity was a beauty to the entire university.

There was no way you could have never had a crush on her or a huge crush, because she was generous, sociable and fun.

She always helped with projects that needed her help and everyone loved her presence, because with her organization, competence and tidiness, in addition to her beautiful designs, they knew that everything would be perfect.

Liking her was easy. It was hard to get her to like you back.

She loved good parties and loved being around people too.

But people would always leave with their hearts broken, because she wanted nothing more.

Rarity had been staying away from parties lately, so no one else had their hearts broken, but that used to be quite frequent in the last year.

- I wish I could hold on. Forever. - Applejack admitted thoughtfully.

Whenever she saw Rarity, she didn't know how to control herself.

Her rationality was failing. Completely.

If there was anything else going on in her head, it was overshadowed by the smile Rarity gave someone and her dyed purple hair that seemed to shine under the sun, making her an angel.

An angel that Applejack would love to ask for all her prayers and kiss her in gratitude for eternity for being by her side.

Knowing exactly what Applejack was thinking, Rainbow sighed, looking down and remembering Fluttershy.

Her calm manner and sporadic smiles filled the colorful girl's entire mind.

Rainbow was never one to dwell on details, but when it came to Fluttershy, she always admired her from afar, longing for the moment when she would see the shy smile appear on her face, making her so beautifully adorable.

Her greatest wish was to be the reason for her smile.

And being able to be by her side, being a faithful spectator of all of Fluttershy's beauties.

In the end, Applejack and Rainbow Dash ended up the same way they were at the beginning.

Silent and depressed.

They wanted someone they didn't have.

And being in need of attention from someone you barely had contact with sucked.

Rainbow blinked, snapping back to reality when someone tapped her shoulder, realizing that she and Applejack were back to square one.

She sighed, seeing what she could comment on now.

She let out a mocking laugh as she realized something.

- I'm not saying I'm better, but... - She smiled provocatively and Applejack looked at her with contempt, because she knew exactly what she was going to say. - I already made out with Rarity.

She had an enviable elegance, there was no denying it.

Her kiss was intense and addictive, Rarity controlled all the senses of the person she was with, that was a fact.

Applejack smirked at her, vengefully.

- We're tied. I already hooked up with Fluttershy. - She said, pleased to see Rainbow's sour expression.

Fluttershy was like a spring breeze on a warm day, so soft and with thoughtful touches that would make anyone feel moved.

Applejack treated her gently, because that was all the woman deserved.

Be careful and pay close attention.

- Perfect! We're two idiots who can't be with the people we like. - Rainbow exclaimed, irritated, thinking about ordering a fourth glass of whiskey.

- If only we could... - Applejack began, lamenting, but didn't finish, because she had no solution for it.

- If there was a way to attract her to me... I wouldn't think twice. - Rainbow admitted, blinking slowly.

Suddenly, with the music changing to a slower one and the multicolored lights changing to red, they had an idea.

An absurd idea. Idiotic. And one that would probably go wrong.

But they were a bit desperate.

They looked at each other to demonstrate the idea they had and were able to read the idea that appeared in each other's eyes clearly.

Apparently... They had something to do.

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They stared at each other in silence, their minds still bubbling.

- Are you thinking the same thing I am? - Applejack asked, wide awake now from her own frustrations.

- I think so. I can feel it deep in my stomach. - Rainbow says, disturbed. - But that's not a good idea.

For Rainbow Dash herself to admit that something was going to suck, well, it had to suck.

- Are we thinking the same thing? - The blonde asked, suspiciously, seeing no reason to react like that.

- It's a terrible idea to try to overcome them through someone else. It will only be selfish on our part to play with other girls' hearts. And it won't work. We'll only end up heartbroken. - She warned, soon letting out a miserable sigh.

Applejack frowned at her, glad that the colorful one at least had some sense in her head, but that wasn't what she was referring to.

- I wasn't thinking about that. - She warned and Rainbow looked at her without understanding. Applejack sighed, gathering the courage to explain her idea. - Let's forge a relationship. So that their attention will turn to us and they can like us.

Rainbow stared at her, open-mouthed, the only sound between them being the electronic music that was now playing throughout the place.

She had to laugh, shaking her head.

- Your idea is worse than what I imagined. - She murmured, running her hand through her hair.

- Better than yours, who already wanted to give up, without even trying. - The blonde mocked, before looking at her with determination. - You didn't even try to win her over. What's stopping you from doing that? Why don't you approach Fluttershy?

The questions made Rainbow's heart flutter.

Well... She had many reasons.

First, she didn't think she was good enough for the veterinary student.

Because of her habits, putting herself in front of Fluttershy and trying to make her like her left her a nervous wreck.

Whenever she got nervous, she couldn't concentrate and thousands of physics formulas would enter her head, forcing her to slow down, so probably instead of being able to be attractive to attract Fluttershy, she was able to end up teaching her about the gravitational force of Mars instead.

And that was horrible!!

- You can't. I know that. - Applejack says, seeming to read her eyes. That's because she felt the same way about Rarity.

Rarity was... Practically untouchable.

Being by her side would make anyone feel inferior and Applejack couldn't feel like she was the right person for her.

And that was completely messing her up.

There was no way she could get close to Rarity like that.

- So we need a boost. Something that makes them come to us and not the other way around. - She explained, her eyes inspired.

- Who would we find who would accept a plan like that? To be used just to get at someone else? - Rainbow asked, irritated. No girl would be stupid enough to accept something like that.

Applejack sighed, finishing the vodka in her glass, exhausted by the other woman's slowness.

She turned to the colorful one once more, before waving between the two of them, obviously.

- Us two? Pretending to date? - The colorful girl repeats, incredulously.

- Yes. We are aware of our objective and we wouldn't be hurt in the end, because we already know the reason why we started all this. - She explained calmly, as if it were simple.

- How will dating someone else make them come closer to us? - She asked, restless and disturbed.

- The desire to possess and the boredom of having. Socrates already said it. - Applejack says with a proud smile.

- It was Schopenhauer who said that. And you said the wrong phrase. - Rainbow warns, frowning at her.

Applejack dismisses the idea with her hand.

- You don't know what you're talking about, this is philosophy.

- Believe me, I know. I spent a long time undecided between studying physics or philosophy, I know what I'm talking about. - She says and Applejack rolls her eyes.

- That doesn't matter. What matters is: When they see that we are committed, they will become interested in us, because while we are available, they knew they could have us at any time. But from the moment they realize that this is no longer possible, they will regret never having been with us. And this will awaken their curiosity. And that is when we come into play. - She explained with determination and a wise smile on her face.

- That might even work for Rarity, but for Fluttershy? She would never be interested in someone in a relationship. - She says, convinced, knowing the values of the person she likes.

- Rarity wouldn't do that either. But what we want here isn't for them to cheat. It's for them to look at us. For them to see us. - Applejack explained and Rainbow sat up straight in her chair, looking at her, intrigued.

That was starting to make sense now.

- If we start dating... - She stammered, thinking about the consequences of that.

- It's going to be a shock to the entire university! With the fame we have, the two of us starting to date will make everyone look at us in disbelief. - Applejack says, already imagining the scene.

- Is it so impossible to imagine us dating? - Rainbow asked strangely, looking at her with a frown.

- Of course! We're opponents, we fight for the same girls. That's what people see. But then... - She smiles and her eyes shine with the script that was going through her head. - We start dating. That will break people's routine. And everyone will focus even more on the two of us.

- And so, Fluttershy and Rarity will be interested in us. At least to understand what happened suddenly. - She followed the same line of reasoning.

- Exactly! And when we can get them to stay around, we'll end this fake relationship and keep our girls. Isn't that a great idea? - Applejack says, smiling excitedly.

- Still, that's no guarantee that they'll look at us. One thing doesn't imply the other. - Rainbow says, frustrated.

- I should be the one complaining about this, because with Rarity it will be difficult, but for you? Fluttershy and I need to go to a farm every Saturday to do extra hours for college, you could come with us.

- Me? - She says, looking at her in disbelief and bored. - What could a physics student do in the middle of the woods?

Applejack shrugged, smiling mockingly.

- Newton discovered a lot of things with an apple falling on his head. You can learn something similar. - She teased and Rainbow showed her the middle finger. - Is that why girls like you? It makes sense because I outdid you at the last party. - She teased and the colorful girl had to laugh in derision.

- I have something much more agile inside my mouth, something you probably don't understand, since you don't know how to speak without that cowgirl accent.

Applejack smiled, before licking her lips, leaning forward.

Rainbow looked at her with raised eyebrows, seeing how far she would go.

- You don't know what you're talking about. - She murmured, looking at her with arrogance. - My tongue would make you shudder with an orgasm in a minute.

Rainbow smiled sideways, also approaching the blonde.

She felt her intimacy burn at the possibility, but they were just words and she wasn't even interested in Applejack.

And the blonde couldn't do that.

- I'd pay to see it. - She says, slowly, mockingly.

- I'd show you if I felt like it. But after Rarity... - Applejack stammered with an exasperated sigh.

- I know, I know. I wouldn't want to either. - She answers, with zero excitement towards the blonde.

Not that she wasn't hot.

Applejack was pretty as hell and seemed to have a firm grip just like hers, so her mischievous mind might even be interested in that, but her heart was already tired.

She just wanted to rest. And snuggle into the arms of a certain someone...

- So what? Are you okay with us getting together or not? - Applejack asked, looking at her with confidence.

- How long would we have to do this? - Rainbow asked, not wanting to have to be stuck with the blonde for the rest of college.

- Until we have our girls. And I don't think that will take long. - She says, hopefully and Rainbow feels her heart flutter, also filling with hope.

- You know me, don't you? You can't propose an idea like that and expect me to back out at some point. Now you've got me very committed to it. - She warned and Applejack laughed, unconcerned, soon holding out her own cell phone, with her number visible.

- You can text me tomorrow so we can establish the rules of the plan. We'll put it into practice on Monday. - She promised and Rainbow pursed her lips, surprised by her courage.

She added Applejack's number to her phone, before handing it back with a sigh.

- Are our lives finally going to change? - She asked and the blonde smiled.

- Absolutely.

°°°

Applejack woke up early, as usual.

The first thing she did when she got up was go to the kitchen and put a liter of water on to boil.

After that, she opened the door to her house, smelling the fresh air of her small, yet comforting, garden.

She admired the plants and her coffee tree, with a proud smile on her face.

Her little vegetable seedlings seemed to be calling out to her for watering that Sunday morning, but she was too lazy.

And she urgently needed to have her daily coffee. She couldn't start the day without caffeine coursing through her veins.

So she closed the door, taking her cell phone out of her pocket to check the time.

The blonde opened the cupboard, hearing the noise - for her, very relaxing - of the bubbling water and smiled, excited, seeing the options.

Coffee with cinnamon? Or something milder like vanilla? Just with creamy milk? Or try a mocha? There were so many options that it made her eyes light up.

She decided on the mocha. She removed the cocoa powder and milk, then separated the coffee beans.

She ground them while humming some viral song she heard on Instagram the last few days and positioned the filter over her thermos, before pouring the coffee grounds into it.

Applejack let her smile grow as she poured the boiling water over the filter, the sharp smell of coffee gracing her nostrils and making her mouth water.

She changed her plans at the last minute and decided to drink black coffee with sugar. The traditional one was calling her with fervor.

She let the water slowly mix with the coffee, slowly dissolving, as she reached for the biggest mug in the house.

She let out a contented sigh. Sunday had started as it should: calm and satisfying.

The blonde was distracted from her passionate gaze at the liquid when her cell phone vibrated in her pocket.

There was no identification, so the blonde answered, strangely.

- Hello? - She murmured, confused by the silence.

- Hello, fake girlfriend. - The voice sang from the other end, and Applejack frowned instantly. - When are we going to decide on the details of our plan? I need to—

- Who's speaking? - The blonde interrupted, harshly.

- The hottest girl in college, simply. You know who you're talking to. - The woman scoffed on the other end of the line and Applejack hung up the call at the same time.

That could only be a prank.

She tried not to worry too much about it, quickly tidying the kitchen, before filling her mug completely with coffee and sitting down with a sigh at the dining table.

She brought the mug to her mouth, longing for the bitterness that would contaminate her mouth completely, but her cell phone vibrated once more, making her look at the object angrily.

Another call. And apparently from the same number.

Applejack set her mug down carefully on the table before answering for the second time.

- I don't have time for pranks, stop bothering me! - She exclaimed, intending to end it once and for all, but she only heard a deprecating laugh on the other side.

- Did you forget who you're talking to?

- Who the fuck am I talking to?! - She asked, annoyed and impatient.

The line was silent for a few moments.

- Don't you fucking know it's me?? It's Rainbow Dash! - She exclaimed, now looking just as angry as she was.

Applejack tried to remember where the colorful girl had gotten her number from.

Disbelief ran through her mind as she remembered two days ago.

Two days ago, she drank a lot of wine to relieve the frustration she felt and then, to become more lucid, she decided to drink something lighter, asking for vodka.

And someone stole her fucking vodka.

And then...

Applejack laughed, running a hand over her face.

- When drunk, I may seem pretty normal, but I have the worst ideas, I hope you didn't take what I said that day seriously. - She says, with an amused smile, imagining that the other was joking.

Another terrifying silence on the line.

This was starting to make Applejack nervous.

- Actually... You convinced me. Too much. And I wasn't drunk enough to agree with bad ideas. I want to go through with the plan. - She said decisively.

The blonde's eyes widened, her mouth agape, staring at her own coffee.

In reality, Rainbow always made bad decisions, so it was obvious that she didn't see any problems with that idiotic plan!

- I don't care. I'm out. I don't want to be embarrassed by something like this, especially pretending to be involved with you! This will ruin my reputation! - She exclaimed, grimacing.

- What the hell is your reputation? Where is the woman who was desperate to win over Rarity? It seems you really are a hypocrite. - Rainbow teased and Applejack's expression hardened. - I'm determined to do everything I can to make Fluttershy like me, didn't you want the same?

Applejack sighed in exasperation.

- This plan won't work, damn it! How would our relationship work?

- You gave me great reasons Friday. - The blonde held back the urge to scream at that moment.

- I'm not going to do that. Go fuck yourself. - She replied aggressively, about to hang up.

- If you're not going to cooperate, don't blame me if I spread the word to the entire university about your crush on Rarity. - Applejack was going to dismiss the idea, since anyone would fall for the purple-haired girl, but the colorful one had to finish the sentence. - Maybe I'll have to have a deep talk with her about someone's feelings. Believe me, I would know how to make you look like a stupid bitch.

Applejack swallowed, feeling one of her eyes twitch.

Holy shit, now she knew with absolute certainty why she didn't like Rainbow Dash.

- You're a motherfucker. - The blonde muttered with resentment and she saw, holy shit, she could easily visualize the expression of "fuck you" on the colorful girl's carefree face.

- And you'll come out as the fool in the story. Come on. You have nothing to lose by doing this. And if I don't do it to you, I'll do it to someone else. Have some sense of kindness and spare other girls from suffering in this situation. - She says calmly.

Applejack wanted to tell her to go fuck herself in response, but decided to think better of it.

There was no point in making her angry with her, because Rainbow Dash could be quite the idiot when she wanted to be.

And, thinking again... If it was to try....

If it worked...?

Curiosity was overwhelming her now.

Maybe not all her drunken ideas were that bad.

- Okay, you bitch. See you tomorrow. - She decided, with an irritated huff.

- But I called you to talk about-

Applejack didn't mind hanging up on her, disbelieving what she was proposing to do.

- Holy shit, I'm fucked. - She muttered, pulling the mug to her mouth, but almost spitting it out in disgust.

The coffee was already cold.

°°°

The university was in the first break of the day, in the middle of the morning, all those who had not yet eaten anything were heading to the cafeteria and those who were there just to chat and watch other people's lives were also there, so the place was quite busy.

The dining area consisted of a huge garden with marble tables and chairs made of the same material, spread out under the shade of large trees.

The line to buy snacks was full and the cash register was in the hallway to the cafeteria, making it difficult for people to enter and leave.

It was a riot. As always.

The areas that were closest to the cafeteria benefited, because they could arrive first and occupy the tables, as well as get the best snacks.

Rainbow was very pleased that the physics campus was right next to the cafeteria, so she and her friends were already at a table, while talking about the horrible class they had a few minutes ago.

It was traumatic to have to put up with something like that for two hours straight.

Even more so on a Monday.

- That son of a bitch swears we're going to learn quantum physics from him reading a fucking slide! - Fleetfoot exclaims, indignant, before taking a bite of her sandwich, completely uneasy. - The test is going to be hell. - She predicted, worried.

- He doesn't know how to explain how his damn ass works, let alone how to explain something bigger than his intelligence allows. - Spitfire says, arrogantly, adjusting her glasses on her face.

She was always very picky about teachers and if she realized that it was easier to learn on her own than with someone pretending to teach, she would be slandering him whenever she could.

- He couldn't teach us Hooke's law. I still get chills from his shitty explanation to this day. - Rainbow says, somberly.

They continued to mock the teacher until Rainbow was distracted by a phone call.

A sly smile spread across her face as she saw that she had taken her threats seriously.

- Hello, dear. - She said slowly and a clear sigh sounded from the other side.

- Are you sure you want to go through this? There's still time to give up. - She suggested, walking quickly through the halls, because to her immense luck, her campus was as far away from the cafeteria as possible.

- You don't know me. - She dismissed the idea with mockery.

- And I didn't even intend to. But apparently... Are we girlfriends then? Do we have some story? Did we fall madly in love with each other after a beautiful autumn run? - She asked, visibly mocking.

- People don't care about the reasons, they just want to see something shocking. Don't worry too much about it, just show up already. The break is almost over. - Rainbow complained impatiently. - Come find me. I'm where I always am, baby. - Rainbow joked, being flirtatious, with a husky voice.

Applejack rolls her eyes in disgust.

- Call me that one more time and suffer the consequences. - She warned and Rainbow smiled, looking around to see when she arrived.

She stood up slowly, leaning on the cafeteria table, laughing to herself, making her tablemates look at her curiously to know who she was talking to.

- Are you going to attack me in the middle of the cafeteria? - She teased, looking at the door, when she saw a blonde pass by her and look directly in her direction.

She came towards her with long strides, without looking away.

- My fist will gently meet your eye. It will be something beautiful. I promise. - She smiled at the colorful one, pushing her hair back before replacing her hat.

Rainbow pushed herself away from the table, taking a few steps forward, also heading towards her.

- That's not something girlfriends would do. - She warned, pursing her lips.

- That's definitely something girlfriends would do. - Applejack retorted with amusement, shaking her head. - So? Are we just going to show everyone like that? Out of nowhere?

- Of course. People like something dramatic. - The colorful girl stopped, as soon as the blonde stood in front of her.

Applejack sighed, tapping her earpiece to end the call.

- We'll give them something dramatic, then. - Applejack agreed, shrugging.

There was no secret: to show that they were together, nothing better than a kiss.

Therefore, they both reached out their hands towards each other's waist, but their hands bumped into each other in the process, so they both glared at each other in irritation.

Maybe making it work was going to be harder than they expected.

They were waiting for the other to give up, so they could grab the other's waist, but neither of them gave in.

Soon, people would think that this was a new form of mime sponsored by the university.

With an irritated sigh, Applejack reached a hand out to the colorful girl's face and pulled her close, bringing their mouths together.

Their lips met and it was the same boring feeling as always.

It was a kiss like any other.

There was no longer that exciting emotion, just the constant movement of lips that always sought the same thing.

They were doing that precisely because they were tired of that daily routine.

They wanted the butterflies in their stomach, which they only got when they dreamed about the person they liked.

Rainbow only felt this way whenever she imagined being able to hold Fluttershy in her arms, while she slowly cuddled her with affection, with kisses that would warm her heart with the clarity of her pure feelings for the girl.

And Applejack felt that she would only achieve a moment of satisfaction like that once she could feel Rarity's sweet strawberry lip gloss spread over her mouth and neck, transforming the two of them into a happy mess of red and sweet makeup that would make them smile for a whole moment.

That's what they were looking for.

And it was this motivation that made them put everything they had into that kiss, intertwining their tongues with determination, so that everyone in that cafeteria could see, including the one they desired.

Applejack tightened her grip on the neck she was holding, pulling Rainbow towards her and Rainbow extended her tongue as far into Applejack's mouth as she could so they could make it enough to accomplish what they wanted in the future.

Their hearts no longer raced with that kind of silly kiss, which they did with any girl on nights out, but because of the performance they wanted to get out of that moment, their hearts still increased in beats a little, beyond normal, due to the effort.

They broke apart with a snap, panting, and the blonde pulled away licking her lips, looking at the colorful one's.

Rainbow was already looking around sideways and, obviously, they got the attention they wanted.

Everyone looked without any discretion at those who had just given the biggest kiss ever seen at a university.

At least in broad daylight.

Some girls looked on with pity, seeing the best lesbians in the university together.

It would be a tough time for college lesbianism if that were a serious relationship.

In fact, two girls who were in different corners of the cafeteria looked at the scene in shock, not expecting that from the two of them.

Rainbow smiled sideways, seeing Fluttershy near a tree, looking at them with wide eyes.

- This is going to work out better than I thought it would. - She muttered, satisfied, and Applejack smiled back at her, seeing who was watching them from her table.

Rarity had lost her attention from her sewing to observe them and the blonde felt her chest swell because of it, now very happy that she hadn't let herself give up on that idea.

- I told you it was a foolproof plan.

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- Are... you... dating? - Soarin asked, astonished.

- Yes. - Rainbow agreed, feigning happiness, resting a hand on Applejack's thigh, who was sitting next to her, the two now being interrogated by the three at the table.

Fleetfoot was simply outraged.

- You can't be dating. This has to be a joke. - She said, letting out a few sincere laughs.

She at least didn't want to believe that it was real.

- What's your problem with us being together? - Rainbow asked, rolling her eyes, wondering why the hell the break wasn't over yet.

- Because... Applejack! - The one who was called was startled by the call, suddenly, and looked at Fleetfoot without understanding. - Last month we were staying at a party and making fun of Rainbow Dash because the girl she was going to stay with knocked them both to the floor because she was so drunk! We laughed our asses off at her face. - She justified herself, with conviction and the blonde made a blank face remembering the moment.

She swallowed with difficulty, so as not to laugh at the scene again.

- It's true... - She murmured, not having any way to contradict.

She soon felt the sour gaze coming from Rainbow's direction, which she successfully ignored, giving a soft smile to contain her urge to laugh.

She held the colorful one's hand, knowing that the people behind them in the cafeteria would be watching every move they made like vultures.

- Fleetfoot is right. - Spitfire spoke, aggressively and seriously. She looked deep into the eyes of both of them, before letting out an irritated sigh. - I've never even seen you two talking before.

- Of course we talked. We've known each other for a long time, we just didn't have the courage to approach each other. - Rainbow gave her justifications, shrugging her shoulders, with a relaxed smile.

- You guys barely know each other, for fuck's sake! - Fleetfoot exclaimed, disturbed. Deep down, she was just irritated that the blonde was with someone steady. She had a huge crush on her. - How can you two be dating, all of a sudden?

Rainbow shrugged.

- Of course we know each other. - She answers calmly. - She studies agronomy. I study physics. We study at the same university. We are lesbians. Isn't that enough? - She asked and saw everyone gaping at her.

Applejack slowly shuffled across her chair, approaching Rainbow with a forced smile on her mouth.

Apparently, that girl didn't know how to hide anything.

- I think you better shut up, before you ruin everything once and for all. - She advised, whispering in her ear, squeezing her hand under the table.

Some girls around almost cried, imagining that they were exchanging vows of love in each other's ears.

They felt great envy at that moment.

- Leave it to me, babe, I know what I'm doing. - Rainbow assured, next to her, with a sideways smile and Applejack was sure that anything she was going to say would be a problem.

The trio at the table looked at them silently, seeing them gossiping at each other.

- We had sex. It was love... At first fuck. - Rainbow says clearly and, at first, no one reacted.

Holy shit, Applejack really regretted agreeing to do that plan now.

Not for the plan itself, but for the person she had to share it with.

Rainbow Dash seemed to be a worse liar than her!

Above regret, there was only one thing left: her shame.

Spitfire laughed as if she couldn't believe what she had just heard and Soarin looked between the two as if they were aliens.

- Are lesbians this emotional naturally? - He asked and Spitfire pushed him out of his chair, startling him.

- For much less you're drooling over the first guy who shows up, give it a break. - She mocks, determined to defend her group.

- I understand that Applejack's tongue can be very passionate... - Fleetfoot admits, looking slightly embarrassed at the blonde, who looked away, faking a few coughs, so she wouldn't have to smile at that. - But you? Is it just you who falls in love with it, Rainbow? - She dismissed the idea.

- That's not so impossible either. - Spitfire mutters, looking sullenly at Fleetfoot.

She didn't believe in that relationship either, but she even less liked seeing Fleetfoot acting like that around Applejack.

The blonde let out an exasperated sigh, feeling very tired after having walked through the entire university to get there, even more so with those incessant questions.

So she looked over the table, saw a Coke in front of Rainbow and wasted no time in grabbing the can, craving even the slightest bit of caffeine.

She turned the can over her mouth, without touching the other's can with her lips, and took long sips of the drink, until she finished it completely.

Rainbow looked at her with a threat in her eyes, while Fleetfoot, and other girls further away, just admired the peristaltic movement of the blonde's throat and her expression of relief as she drank the cold soda.

- We fell in love after a very enlightening night. We had a very honest conversation about our feelings and decided to do something about it. - Applejack explains, for the first time at that table, and it wasn't a lie at all.

Fleetfoot looked at her with disturbance and uneasiness.

- I could even believe you... But... It's Rainbow Dash! - She exclaims, as if that was reason enough. - I'm your friend! - She accused, pointing a finger at the colorful one. - And I've known you for two years and many sleepless nights due to hellish tests to know that you don't fall in love easily.

- I didn't fall in love easily. - She replied, without getting excited. She shrugged, sighing, looking to the side, seeing out of the corner of her eye a certain girl with light pink hair. - I don't even see her every day, but... Whenever my eyes meet her, I can't rest. My heart doesn't allow me to stop beating unless it's for her. - She admits with a small smile, looking at the table.

- Wow, you should change your major. Literature is losing you. - Soarin says, emotional, for nonsense.

- Nice words. - Spitfire scoffs, mockingly, but doesn't believe it.

That feeling could even be real, but between Rainbow and Applejack? It was clear that it wasn't.

How do you date someone, just gave them a kiss in front of the entire university and then you drink your girlfriend's soda without touching the can with your mouth, as if you were strangers?

Spitfire was too attentive to detail to let this pass lightly.

But before anyone could argue further, the bell rang, signaling the end of the break and the beginning of the ten minutes everyone had to return to their campus.

- Well, the interrogation was shit. I'm really glad to get rid of you guys, see you later, suckers! - Rainbow wishes her colleagues, standing up quickly and grabbing Applejack's hand so she could follow her.

- Where are you going?? We have two more classes with Bill! - Fleetfoot exclaimed, seeing them walking away.

- I'm taking my girlfriend to her campus! - She exclaimed back, loud enough for everyone to hear the "girlfriend" and raised her joined hands.

Some girls overreacted and let out gasps of terror upon hearing that information.

Rainbow pulled them to quickly leave the cafeteria and when they were far enough away, with the hallways emptier, she let go of their hands, exclaiming in frustration.

- Holy shit, we should have prepared better. - She stated the obvious.

- You think so? - Applejack asked cynically.

- Hey, it's your fault! I called you yesterday to find out more about the plan, and you were the one who hung up on me! - She accused, pointing an angry finger at her.

- The one who was threatening me to date right away was you! - The blonde says, looking at her hard.

- You were the one who suggested that we should start today. - Rainbow says, now more quietly, as she sees someone passing by them.

Applejack took a deep breath, testing if her therapy was up to date and if she could calm down at that moment.

- I already told you I was drunk. - She muttered in disgust. - The idiot for accepting this idea is you!

- Idiot my ass, now we have to create a good story to convince my friends.

- What does it matter if you convince them? As long as Rarity and Fluttershy believe, the rest doesn't matter. - Applejack says, unconcerned, taking two candies out of her pants pocket.

- I care, because they are sons of bitches and they will tell anyone that they don't believe it. That way we will lose all our credibility. - She says, worried, watching the blonde open the two sweets and put them in her mouth.

- If I were to worry about Pinkie or Caramel believing this, I would break my head. They are your friends, of course they won't believe this. But as long as they don't find out our true intentions... - She says, thoughtfully.

She could even hide it from Pinkie Pie, but her not knowing was another story.

She found out everything.

Rainbow let her shoulders slump. It was true, she was worrying for nothing.

- What kind of candy? Is it sweet? I want it. - She says, interested, looking at the wrapper in the blonde's hand.

Applejack rolls her eyes at her, playing with the candy in her mouth.

- They're my little addiction. Coffee candies. - She explained, without giving it much importance, throwing the wrappers in the first trash can she found.

Rainbow grimaces.

- So that's what I was tasting today when we kissed. Coffee candies. - She confirmed, shaking her head. - Old people's taste.

The blonde laughed sarcastically.

- I make the girls remember me every time they go to breakfast. - She says, smiling teasingly. - And you? I smelled your mint breath.

- Of course, a good piece of gum is always in my pocket. - She says proudly. - And the girls love it. It's the classic, it always works. - She warned, winking at the blonde.

- Of course. And they remember you every time they brush their teeth. Nice moment. - She teased and Rainbow was about to argue, but a girl stood in front of them, scaring them.

The woman looked at them with attentive eyes, observing their every micro movement.

- I heard some rumors... Are you two seriously dating? - She asked, in regret.

On the way to Applejack's campus, two more people asked the same question.

- This flashy life is killing me. - Rainbow scoffed, forcing a painful smile onto her face.

- Don't lie to me. - Applejack asked, smiling in amusement and her steps were interrupted once again when another person stood in front of them. But this time it was someone they knew. - Pinkie! - The blonde exclaimed, feeling a little apprehensive.

She probably knew about her and Rainbow's "relationship" and she certainly already knew it was a lie.

But Applejack wasn't ready to deny that just yet.

However, she didn't need to say much as her friend smiled brightly, pulling the two into a hug.

Rainbow almost pushes herself back in fright, as she wasn't even intimate with her.

The most they did was some crazy stuff at random parties.

And this is something that only happens within parties.

- I'm so happy for you two! - She says, excited, before letting go of them to look at them with satisfaction. - I had never imagined you two together, but it makes perfect sense! You like to run! Your favorite meal is lunch! You're competitive! You prefer sweets to salty! You hide your insecurities with arrogance, but you're terrified of being alone forever! - She listed, raising her fingers, the last topic making her smile decrease and look thoughtful. Until she smiled once more, looking back at them. - And you hate watching very long series, out of laziness.

The fake couple looked at Pinkie in silence, as they didn't know any of that information about who they were "dating".

It was kind of chaotic, if you asked them.

Applejack knew that Pinkie knew all that information about her because they were friends, but Rainbow stared at the curly-haired girl in amazement.

- You... Really... - Applejack wanted to find an easy way to ask if she was serious believing in that relationship, but there was no way to say something like that.

- We can have couples' dates together! All week long! - She celebrated, with a big smile, clapping her hands.

This left the blonde speechless.

- Are you dating?? Since when?? - She asked, in shock.

Pinkie didn't like keeping secrets, so she could only have started dating today!

Pinkie looked at her friend, blinking slowly, her mind processing.

- This morning. Just before classes started.

- With who? - The blonde insisted, looking at her suspiciously.

- Twilight Sparkle. - With this information, the one who was shocked was Rainbow. Pinkie let out a few embarrassed laughs. - Yes, your physics senior. I've liked her for a long time. - She admitted, twirling a lock of her hair between her fingers, thinking about the other woman.

- It's hard to believe that she's dealing with anything other than Modern Physics. - The colorful one says, slowly.

She was no one to accuse anyone of lying, but Twilight Sparkle dating? It seemed unlikely.

- One more reason for us to have couples' dates! We'll have a lot in common. We're two agronomy students dating physics girls. This will be very interesting. We'll set up the first date for tomorrow, Applejack! Then you can give me Rainbow's number!! - She says, moving away because her classes didn't match Applejack's, she was one period ahead of the blonde.

- Perfect, now we have to meet every day! - Rainbow complains, frustrated.

- We would already meet every day. That's why we're dating. - The blonde says, rolling her eyes.

- Pinkie only said those things that we are the same, so as not to scare us. Because if she said what we are different from, you would see that it is impossible to stand you. - Rainbow says, looking at her angrily.

- I already know that, damn it. - She says, irritated.

And of course... The two argued the rest of the way to Applejack's class.

Meanwhile, heading to the other side of campus, on a completely different path than her classroom, Pinkie walked slowly towards the physics campus research center, thoughtful.

She wasn't worried about being reprimanded by her teachers because they knew she was committed to many academic leagues throughout the university.

She loved the collaboration between faculties. Being able to create a group to talk about two completely different things was great!

Pinkie certainly felt like a detective at the moment. Actually... Like an agent, with a noble mission to accomplish.

She knew that Rainbow and Applejack weren't really dating.

There was no way she wouldn't know something so easy.

But... Instead of admitting the truth, she decided to help them.

Pinkie had never imagined them as a couple before and she berates herself for it now, because they really were the perfect match!

So, to make them a real couple, she would get them closer, get to know each other for real.

And for that... She decided to combine business with pleasure. She would transform a fake couple into a real one through another fake couple, who would also become real!

She wasn't lying when she said she liked Twilight.

She had a thing for the quiet ones, she wasn't going to lie.

And someone who could follow her reasoning, then... It was perfection.

So, as she walked calmly to the room she knew so well, she knew that she was going to propose to Twilight that they date.

Pinkie knew she wasn't very good at asking someone out, let alone confessing her crush!

She could talk for hours on end about how organomineral fertilizer is the best for your plants and is easy to obtain, even with the overwhelming preference around the world for purely organic fertilizer.

"Cattle shit alone isn't the best option!" That was her motto to win the candidacy for academic representative two semesters ago.

And she won. For two semesters in a row.

But confessing to Twilight...

This was another fear of the future agronomist.

Twilight would probably react just as badly as she did.

It would be a disaster, and Pinkie loved a nice disaster, but she wanted to make things right with the other girl.

She had finally arrived in the room, which was exclusive to Twily, and took a deep breath, preparing herself, before knocking on the door.

- Busy. - Was the other's monotonous response, already annoyed that someone had interrupted her.

Her luck was that she knew how to think about two things at the same time, so she didn't lose count of the drops she added to her Erlenmeyer flask.

- Can't I disturb you for... Five minutes and seven seconds? - Pinkie asked with amusement, knowing it would take that exact amount of time to convince Twilight.

Pinkie's hair fluttered as the door opened quickly, and Twilight's excited smile became visible, in Twilight ' sloppy, scientistic style, which made Pinkie's heart skip a beat.

- Pinkie! You can come in, feel free. - She says, giving her space and not caring that she saw the mess.

Pinkie would constantly go there to carry out various inter-academic projects, so it was already common to see Twilight's organized mess.

The walls were covered with columns of books, some even wobbling from the wind that sometimes came through the window.

In the corner of one of the walls, there was a computer with two screens, with the screen open to five different websites and an article that was being produced, but stopped, since Twilight's focus at that moment was on the experiment she was doing, which was displayed on the counter that covered the middle of the room.

- So? Did you come to bring me the good news that you managed to prove our project to study the influence of the stars on sugar cane production? Tell me yes! - She practically begged and Pinkie laughed at her excitement.

- I'm sorry it's not that. It's still going through my professors' authorization. - She admits and hears a sad sigh escape her study partner's lips. - Actually, I came to ask a favor. - Twily looked up at the other, looking at her curiously, leaning on her experiment counter.

Pinkie took a deep breath.

- I want to date you. - She confesses and quickly feels her entire body freeze and shudder, because it is clear that she had said the wrong sentence. - A fake relationship! I need you to accept a fake relationship with me! - She says, before her body resets and she can only try again tomorrow.

Twilight looked startled by her desperate exclamations and blinked when she finished speaking.

- Fake dating? - She repeated, wary. She knew that Pinkie sometimes had some crazy ideas and, normally, when it came to something academic, she loved to accept, but this... - Pinkie, I'm too busy for that. I think it would be better if you looked for someone else. - She said slowly, sad that she couldn't help.

She could, but the thought of leaving her lab for more than an hour a day made her sick to her stomach. (And she knew, it was logic: if Pinkie needed a fake relationship, she would need to be there to show something.)

- I just need half an hour a day! - Pinkie says, looking at her with determination. - And I'll bring you back to your lab every time. And I'll study with you a little before I leave. That's a Pinkie promise. You know I wouldn't go back on it. - She says, taking a few steps forward, heading towards her.

Pinkie was giving water to someone in the middle of the desert, so whatever she asked for, seemed acceptable.

Twilight licked her lips nervously.

Even though she loved the idea, something about pretending to date Pinkie made her extremely nervous.

- I don't know, Pinkie... - She says, feeling her heart accelerate and beat strongly when the other took her hand.

- I want to help a friend. And Rainbow Dash! Your pupil! Am I wrong? You've learned a lot about the stars and have fun puzzling together. I want to help her find love! - She admitted, looking at her expectantly.

- Rainbow? But she... Isn't she dating Applejack now? - The news really gets around. For even she who lives in that laboratory to know, probably even the president of the country should know about it.

- Yes! But... I feel that even though they love each other, they still need to see each other for real. I want to help. That's why I want your help. Be part of a good deed. - She tries to convince her, smiling affectionately.

Gosh... Twilight couldn't resist that smile.

- I... Okay. Okay, I'm in. But for how long? We can't pretend forever! - She says, worried.

Pinkie laughs at her concern, admiring her.

If it were up to her, that fake relationship would be over in no time.

For she intended to start a better one than its.

- Until we see them change their attitude towards each other. Believe me, it will be very visible. In their eyes. - Pinkie assured.

And so, Twilight didn't see how she could deny it.

°°°

Applejack slowly put away her materials, still digesting that the worst teacher of the term had just decided that the test would be next week.

She sighed, standing up, waiting for Pinkie to help her study and thinking about what else she should do to pass that hellish subject.

She said goodbye to her classmates, soon looking at her own phone as she ventured out at the university's dismissal time.

She looked at her bus schedule and was focused on putting her cell phone in her pocket when she bumped into someone, the person's books falling to the floor.

The blonde quickly crouched down, grabbing the notebook and two books before looking up and feeling her chest stop completely.

Blue eyes watched her curiously and the woman soon gave Applejack a friendly smile.

Holy shit, Applejack wasn't prepared to meet Rarity.

She would have remained paralyzed if someone in a hurry hadn't tapped her on the shoulder and she almost lost her balance, but she kept her feet firmly on the ground, not allowing herself to be embarrassed in front of the people she loved.

She swallowed, standing up, holding the books out to her.

- Thank you, Applejack. - She says, accepting the books and the blonde looks at her awkwardly.

Did Rarity know her name?!?

Her heart was about to set off fireworks and she was trying with all her might not to freak out at that moment.

A happy smile inevitably appeared on her face.

- You're welcome, Rarity.

Silence would settle between them, nervousness soon contaminating the blonde's chest, because at that very moment, she couldn't think of anything to talk about with Rarity.

She had dreamed about this so many times, why wasn't the universe cooperating at that moment??

But Rarity had something to say.

- I know we're not close...- She began and Applejack wanted to interrupt her to say "while you don't want to", but she didn't want to get in the way of her beautiful words. - But I'd like to confirm directly from the source. Are you seriously dating Rainbow Dash?

The first thing that crossed Applejack's mind was "no, I'm totally available to you," but that would go against the current plan.

So she resigned herself to swallowing her frustrated sigh and saying:

- Yes! We're dating. - She says with a fake satisfaction.

Rarity lowers her head, nodding, her long bangs hiding what she felt at this information.

Applejack almost crouched down to see her again, but it didn't take long for Rarity to look up with a small smile.

- I'm happy for you. - She congratulates, impassive. She soon looks at her watch and sees the time. - Sorry, I have to go! See you later!

And she left with quick steps on her heels.

"See you later"? "See you later"??

So Rarity wanted to talk to her in the future??

A disbelieving smile was on her face as she looked up and found her "girlfriend" leaning against the wall, with the same expression.

Applejack laughed, running a hand over her face.

She felt like she could kiss Rainbow Dash again, if it would bring Rarity closer one more time.

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Applejack moved their rook, taking a bishop from the other pair.

Pinkie sighed, tired of the thoughtless movements.

Twilight quickly moved her queen forward, eating the rook Applejack had just played and the woman looked up seriously, but with visible satisfaction in her eyes.

- Checkmate. - She warned, well... The obvious.

- Holy shit, I give up. - Rainbow muttered, exasperated, soon widening her eyes in horror when she saw Pinkie arranging the board again. - Are we going to play this shit again??

- It's only the fifth round. - The curly-haired one says, confused, not seeing the problem.

- And we should still be in first round if you decided to play for real. You're making sloppy moves! That's why we're checkmated in a minute! - Twilight exclaims, glaring angrily at the other pair.

Applejack and Rainbow Dash lost for the fourth time in that span.

Rainbow and Twilight knew how to play chess well, Pinkie went with her instincts and did well, but Applejack only played what she learned from the brief explanation.

Rainbow almost matched Twilight, but...she was unrecognizable.

Perhaps because of her partner, she didn't really put any effort into the game and it seemed more like the two partners were competing with each other to see who could eat more of the opponent's pieces.

They played for small victories, instead of trying to win the game.

Applejack took the rook pieces and Rainbow took the knights and so they continued, trying to beat each other, when they should have collaborated to win together.

Twilight was outraged by the two's stupidity and began to completely understand why Pinkie wanted to help them.

The pieces were arranged on the board once more and they began another game.

This time, Applejack and Rainbow pulled off a true miracle: they didn't lose in the first 10 moves.

Still, it was insufficient and they lost quickly.

The colorful-haired one snorted, crossing her arms, as she saw Pinkie tidying up the board again.

That woman's patience was impressive.

- Look, what do you think about... I don't know, doing something that real girlfriends would do? - She suggested, already tired of that idiocy.

You see, they were there on Thursday, on Tuesday, Pinkie CURIOUSLY took them to a library, on Wednesday to talk about a future (and impossible) research group and now they were playing chess!

That was fucking unfair.

Pinkie was choosing what to do and she was choosing things that her girlfriend liked! This was the height of it!

On Tuesday, Pinkie and Twilight got together very easily to read a book on a subject that didn't involve physics or agronomy, but rather the anatomy of emperor penguins, and for some absurd reason, they seemed very entertained, as they murmured things amusingly in each other's ears.

Meanwhile, Rainbow picked up a book on serial killers and literally drooled over it, how bad her sleep was that day.

They had to wake her up, inevitably, because she was already starting to bother others with her snoring.

Even Twipie's super-real pretend couple started to get annoyed. (And Applejack had tried to talk to them several times, but had been successfully ignored.)

On Wednesday, when the two proposed Applejack and Rainbow doing a project together, there was real chaos.

Seriously! Choosing a theme that they both agreed on was the biggest sacrifice of Pinkie's life and she didn't even manage it!

The break ended with Rainbow and Applejack being absolutely certain that they couldn't bear to have to put up with each other for more than half an hour talking about something they had in common.

And now they were there.

Losing in a humiliating way.

And there was something that both of them didn't like: losing.

- What kind of girlfriend things do you want to do? - Pinkie asked curiously, looking up at her as she arranged the pieces on automatic.

- I don't know, but definitely something that involved actually dating and not practicing student acts in the only free moment of the day! - Rainbow exclaimed, opening her arms.

They were playing at a table in the cafeteria, so at least everyone could see them, but it wasn't at all attractive enough to draw attention!

Rainbow was seriously wondering whether she should kiss Applejack all of a sudden, just to cause a stir in the place, but she soon gave up on the idea.

She didn't want to have the bad taste of coffee any more than necessary.

- Something girlfriends would do? Like a date? Or a... - Applejack started to suggest, but before she could finish, Twilight's eyes widened in despair.

- We can't kiss! - She exclaimed, decisively and everyone looked at her, scared.

- You can't kiss... your girlfriend? - Applejack asks, narrowing her eyes.

- Can't you... kiss me? - Pinkie asked, lost, looking with a sad pout on her lips.

Twilight felt her heart beat in anguish in her chest at seeing her like this, but she couldn't!

- I can't! Or rather... I can't right now. I'm sorry, I promise it's temporary. - She says, reaching a hand to smooth Pinkie's cheek, who easily complies and smiles silly at her.

The blonde of the four looked at the scene with envy.

If that relationship was fake, (something Applejack was almost certain it was), even without developing physical contact, they knew how to get along very well, better than she and Rainbow.

Twilight and Pinkie might have had trouble publicly showing their "love", but they were close.

This made the interaction between them much more natural.

Meanwhile, the kiss she and Rainbow shared was just... A single shot.

It shook momentarily, but had already cooled down.

They didn't know how to keep up that pretense, because they weren't close enough to do so.

And in reality, they could barely stand each other!

Applejack sighed. Things were turning out to be harder than she expected.

- One more game. This time I swear we'll take it easy. - Pinkie says, winking at the other pair.

But when Rainbow got angry because Applejack took one of her knights because the rooks had already been removed from the board and they started arguing with each other about hogging chess pieces, Twilight groaned in annoyance, slamming her hand on the table, some of her pieces falling.

- Now I'm the one who's tired.- Twilight says, letting go of her piece, before making the move.

- Does that mean we won at least one game? - Rainbow asked, her eyes intently on the board.

- It means you can't win, because the master here gave up. - Pinkie corrected her, with an amused smile.

- So what do we do now? - Twilight asked, disconsolate. There were still fifteen minutes left to finish her daily commitment of pretending to be Pinkie's girlfriend and she didn't like to cut her tasks short.

- We can do what we were thinking about before. - Applejack suggested, leaning back in her chair, with a teasing smile at Twilight.

The one with glasses blinked, astonished.

- Kiss? Our girlfriends? - She asked, swallowing hard, but figuring it would be a sacrifice she was willing to make.

She was already thinking about the angle her neck should make to lean towards Pinkie, when Applejack answered her:

- We can trade, if you want. - She teased, winking at Twilight, who gaped.

She felt something flash in her mind, alerting her to something very wrong.

Inevitably, she pulled Pinkie by the collar of her shirt, putting her mouth close to the other's ear, still staring at Applejack.

- You were completely right. Is she really flirting with me in front of her girlfriend? In front of you?? - She whispered, desperate, not knowing how to react to something like that and even more desperate knowing that there probably wasn't a book on the subject either.

- I don't know what's going on in her head either. - Pinkie muttered slowly, looking at the blonde in irritation, before kicking her friend under the table.

Applejack couldn't control herself and had to laugh.

- I admit that seeing you like this is surprising, Twi. - Rainbow says, smiling mockingly.

She had already tried to hit on her senior, but she was very reserved and only accepted approaches from others if it was to talk about books.

So, Pinkie was a literal miracle.

Twilight glared at her and Rainbow was sure the next test she gave her class would be the hell.

- Look, it's clear that no one wants to play anymore. - Applejack says, shuffling the pieces on the table and Pinkie frowns, annoyed.

- I want to play. - She replied, haughtily.

- Neither does your girlfriend. What do you think about making her happy? - The blonde asked, smiling falsely.

- I don't know who you are to talk about me taking care of my girlfriend, you treat Rainbow worse than the pests on the farm. - Pinkie speaks in a soft but sharp voice, smiling at her friend in the same way.

- Pests need attention to disappear, as Rainbow-

- If you say anything offensive about me, rest assured that I will make you swallow your beloved rook in an instant. - The colorful one warned, looking at her out of the corner of her eye.

Twilight frowned at them.

She wasn't the best person to criticize about it, but if dating was like this lately, there was something very wrong.

Pinkie took a deep breath. Even she needed patience to put up with those two.

- I already know what we're going to do. The question game, but with a difference: if you already know the answer the other person is going to give, since it's obvious, you have to say it and the other person is forced to say something else. - She says and Twilight wasn't very interested, but Applejack and Rainbow thought it was good, at least it was something different for them. - I'll start! Favorite non-alcoholic drink!

- Mine's energy drinks. Don't say coffee. - Rainbow pointed a finger at Applejack, who rolled her eyes.

- Lemon balm tea. - She replied, after thinking for a while.

The colorful one looked at her seriously, before she couldn't hold it in anymore and burst out laughing.

- You really are an old lady! - She mocked and Applejack told her to go fuck herself.

- My favorite is lemon juice with passion fruit. - Twilight says proudly and the couple on the other side of the table grimaces, stopping making fun of each other's faces to look at her strangely.

- It's a rather... unusual combination. - Applejack says slowly.

- It's a great natural sedative. And it was Pinkie who taught me this recipe. - She says, smiling happily, bumping her own shoulder against the curly girl's. - And you! Don't say chocolate milk. Say something different. - She accused with amusement and Pinkie laughed, because she knew her so well.

Twilight knew that Pinkie would say chocolate milk, because whenever they would spend long hours studying, the pink-haired one would bring a little box of chocolate milk for both of them.

The physics student wasn't a big fan of sweets, so she didn't drink them right away, but she had a stash in her lab fridge, which she always ended up drinking when she was stressed. (Believe me, you haven't seen Twilight Sparkle really stressed out.)

- Plum milkshake. It's delicious! - Pinkie replied, her mouth even watering.

Everyone was surprised by her answer. Pinkie, as always, was unpredictable.

- My turn! Favorite animal. - Twily says.

- I like crocodiles. - Pinkie answers, knowing it would be difficult to be an obvious answer.

- I like dogs. - The blonde of the quartet says, remembering her beloved pet.

- I like...-

- Let me guess. You like reptiles. - Pinkie says, with a smug smile on her face.

- How do you know?? - Rainbow asks, in shock.

- Don't look for logic in Pinkie. You'll regret trying. - Her senior says calmly.

- Name another animal that isn't a reptile.

The colorful one thought about it.

- Butterflies. - She murmured thoughtfully.

- Butterflies? - The blonde repeated, pursing her lips.

That wasn't really the colorful type.

She seemed to be the kind of person who liked fast, swift animals that were capable of great acrobatic feats.

- Why butterflies? - Twilight asked, curious.

- They are calm animals. Beautiful. And they go to impressive places. - She justified herself, shrugging.

- Funny, it's Fluttershy's favorite animal. - Pinkie comments, looking at the colorful one.

- Ah, it all makes more sense now. - Applejack muttered, smiling sideways at the colorful girl, who locked eyes with Pinkie Pie, feeling her face heat up.

- You... Do you know Fluttershy?

- Of course. One of my biggest projects, organomineral fertilizer, was with her.

- I'm still upset that you didn't call me for this project. - Twilight says, looking downcast.

- I already explained myself! And you don't get involved with bull shit to help me! - She exclaimed quickly.

Rainbow closed her eyes tightly, trying to stop thinking about Fluttershy covered in cattle manure, but now it seemed embedded in her imagination.

- Okay, next question. Favorite alcoholic drink. - She says, changing the subject.

She and Applejack turned to each other at the same time, already knowing what the other was going to say.

- Not whiskey. - The blonde says, pointing a finger.

- Not vodka. - Rainbow also says, smiling sideways.

- I like cider. - Applejack answers, without giving it much relevance.

- Cider? What kind of cider? - Rainbow asks, surprised.

- Apple cider. There's nothing better than a refreshing cider.

- Holy shit, a miracle is happening. I'm crazy about apple cider! - She exclaimed excitedly and Applejack was startled by it.

Did the woman change her mood completely because of this?

- Cool... - She muttered, not knowing what to say.

She could even mention that she knew how to make homemade cider, but she didn't want to see Rainbow get more excited. It was just fucking weird.

- So... Favorite place? - Applejack changed the subject, looking at the other two.

Everyone, in fact, looked at Twilight inquisitively.

- Anywhere that doesn't involve your studies. - Rainbow defined, doubting that she could find such a place. - And not counting your house. I already know that there is your number two lab.

The student swallowed hard, and if her body temperature was any more volatile, she would definitely be breaking out in a cold sweat.

It really seemed like her brain was blank, only able to think about the same old thing.

That is until she caught a glimpse of Pinkie, the sweetest (literally and figuratively) person she knew, and it made her remember something.

- Raul's Ice Cream Shop! - She exclaimed with conviction, slamming her hand on the table.

- The store around the corner? - Applejack asked, remembering the place.

- That small, stuffy place? Do you like it there? - Rainbow doubted, looking at her in disbelief.

- I can confirm what she says. We went there together. - Pinkie says, shrugging.

She didn't give any more details, because she knew Twily wouldn't want to share.

It was at a time when Twilight got a zero on a test.

It's no big deal. Everyone does this at least once in college and it shouldn't be that big of a deal because she could recover, but she freaked out.

All she knew how to do was control her studies and, consequently, her grades, so losing control of the only logical thing in her life made her lose her ground.

Pinkie had arrived at her lab to study together, when she found her sitting in the corner of the room with teary eyes.

The physics student didn't want to look at anything in that room, because she no longer felt worthy of being there.

Pinkie obviously dragged her out of the room, which was torturing the other even more, and took her to the place she liked the most, which was away from anything involving college.

As soon as Pinkie sat Twilight down at the small table in the place, with walls painted in a dull yellow and background music coming from an old radio, she felt confined.

And that was good.

The airy environment of her lab was bothering her a lot and feeling uncomfortable about something else was a great distraction for the mind.

Her eyes had already stopped watering as she tried to understand the lyrics of the song that was playing and suddenly she saw a small cup being placed in front of her.

She looked up and met the most inspiring smile she had ever seen in her entire life and something sparked in her chest.

- Passion fruit ice cream. It's similar to my juice. You'll like it. - She promised, sitting down in the chair next to her with her cup of chocolate ice cream filled with even more chocolatey topping.

And of course, lots of colorful sprinkles.

It was tight because they were side by side, but it was the only seat available.

The place only had one table, in a small, narrow corridor, with no windows, only sunlight from outside, the counter and the inside of the ice cream shop, where only Raul moved around.

Twilight took a small bite of the ice cream to her mouth, wanting to grimace at the sourness it tasted, but she was satisfied.

Pinkie placed her own spoon on top of hers, spooning some of the chocolate syrup onto it.

- I should have put some for you. - She muttered as a reprimand to herself.

Yeah... Twilight was very satisfied.

The physics student cleared her throat, allowing the memories to escape her mind and allowing her to focus on the present once more.

- And you? - She asked, looking at them curiously.

- I like woods. More specifically running in woods. - Rainbow says, clicking her tongue on the roof of her mouth.

- I like the beach. Running is also a great idea. - The blonde says and Rainbow rolls her eyes.

- Why does it feel like you're imitating me? - She accused, annoyed.

- You imitated me first! I told you about the cider before. - Applejack defended herself, irritated.

- So everything I do seems less cool, just because you do it too. - She justifies herself, crossing her arms.

The blonde laughs in derision.

- I'm sorry if you feel so insecure with my presence by your side. - She mocked and Rainbow widened her eyes at her boldness.

- Insecure because of you? Do me a favor, Applejack! You dream of being my equal.

Pinkie nudged Twilight, who was looking at the two of them in dismay.

- Do you want to leave early? - She asked quietly.

- Please. - She begged, with a long sigh.

°°°

Rainbow blinked her eyes sleepily, closing the door to her house carelessly and turning the key once before putting it in her pocket.

She walked slowly to the car that was parked on the street (and someone who didn't bother to get out, just honked enough to wake up the whole neighborhood on a Saturday.)

As a reward, she opened the car door and slouched down next to the driver, slamming the door behind her.

- You know you're a jerk, don't you? - Was the first thing Rainbow said, looking ahead seriously, while putting on her seatbelt.

- You're worse. And because of you I had to leave early, because you didn't know the fucking way. - Applejack responds, accelerating the car again.

Rainbow rolls her eyes with a tired sigh.

She pulled a chocolate bar from her pants pocket and quickly opened it, taking a first bite and closing her eyes in delight as the sweet taste stinged her tongue.

It was what she needed to wake up.

- I already told you that the farm you mentioned is in the middle of nowhere and I wouldn't know how to find it alone. - She says, unconcerned, after taking another big bite of chocolate.

Applejack takes a deep breath, trying not to care about the crumbs that fall onto the floor of her car.

She picks up her thermos cup resting next to the handbrake and takes a long sip of her latte.

- Do you love this chocolate bar? - She asked suddenly, making Rainbow look at her blankly.

- Yes...?

- Apparently you don't know where the chocolate factory is, because the farm is right next to it. - She scoffed and Rainbow stretched in her chair, yawning.

In reality, she hadn't even opened the link Applejack sent her, she just wanted a free ride.

- I have no idea. - She answered slowly, taking another bite. - I thought your friend had learned that dates were no excuse to study, but apparently she didn't get it.

Pinkie on Friday took them to a study group.

What a crappy study group!!

- Oh, that was my recommendation. I needed to study. - The blonde says calmly.

- It could only be. - She murmured, resting her head on the back of the chair, looking outside, not caring about her hair fluttering in the wind.

Applejack looked twice just to confirm, but then said:

- Is this how you intend to see the love of your life? - She mocked and the colorful girl looked at her without understanding.

- What's the problem?

- Did you at least comb your hair today? - She asked, grimacing.

- The one who likes Rarity and cares about her appearance here is you, Fluttershy won't care about that. - She assured, crossing her arms, with absolute certainty.

But she inevitably pulled some of her hair behind her ear.

The blonde laughed at her words.

- If you doubt it, you didn't even wear perfume today. - She teased and Rainbow swallowed dryly.

She hadn't really gone through anything.

The colorful woman felt the wind stop messing up her hair, when the window was suddenly closed.

The blonde just waved a hand, focused on the road.

- Go ahead. We're almost there. - She warned and Rainbow quickly ran her fingers through her locks, realizing, too late, that her hair really was a nest.

She combed it as best she could, before deciding to tie it up in a high ponytail, since it would be less noticeable that way.

Just imagining Fluttershy seeing her that day made her stomach churn with nervousness.

She looked around uneasily and opened the compartment in front of her car, finding many coffee candies, headache medicine, some lost coins, among other things.

- Hey! What are you doing? - Applejack asked, irritated by the lack of privacy.

Rainbow pulled out a small spray bottle of perfume she found and sprayed it on her neck and arms.

- I swear that if Fluttershy isn't there today, I'll end this nonsense and tell everyone that I broke up with you in a humiliating way. - She warned, looking at her own reflection in the car's rearview mirror.

- Fluttershy has never missed field trips. That's impossible to happen. - She assured, turning on the flare before entering the farm next to the chocolate factory.

They got out of the car, Applejack leading the way.

- Luckily for you, today's first activity will be with the veterinary medicine class. - The blonde said, winking at her calmly.

Rainbow let a small, anxious smile settle on her face as she looked around excitedly.

Her expression didn't remain the same when she got close to the group of students and didn't see who she wanted there.

A teacher called the roll of registered students and after calling Fluttershy's name, there was absolute silence, and at the end, he asked if there were students from other areas to put in extra hours.

Rainbow licked her lips, containing the irritation in her chest, as she was the only idiot there.

She raised an arm, glaring hard at Applejack, as if it was her fault she was absent.

- Rainbow Dash. Physics undergraduate.

And now she would have to spend 4 hours in that backwater, without Fluttershy around.

Could it be worse?

Chapter Text

- This isn't what I expected for a day like today. - Rainbow muttered, holding a heavy bag of goat feed as she followed Applejack to the animal barn.

- I heard her friends talking. She traveled to Manhattan this weekend. - The blonde explains, shrugging her shoulders and Rainbow just huffs, irritated, arranging the bag in her arms.

- Do I really need to do this? Aren't you the agronomy student here? - She asks, impatient and finding it totally unfair to see Applejack holding only a shovel and a bucket.

The blonde laughed at her words, before turning back to look at her.

- That coordinator who took the roll call is watching you closely right now, to see if you came here to get in the way or actually help. - She warned and Rainbow could feel the gaze on her back at the same moment, and she even straightened her posture. - His reputation precedes him: He's a friend of the teachers and an enemy of the students. He wouldn't think twice if he had to talk to a teacher in your area and say that you made a mess where you shouldn't have. - She sighed, shrugging. - What's that? - She held out the shovel, swinging it with her hand. - Believe me, I'm doing you a favor.

The colorful girl didn't understand what she meant and didn't even care about it, because they were close enough to the barn that they could hear the goats' cries and this automatically made her slow down her steps.

- Just to know... - She began, looking suspiciously at the closed barn door. - Are these animals too... Exaggerated?

- Exaggerated? What are you talking about? - She asked with amusement, opening the door calmly.

Rainbow didn't want to be a coward, so she entered the room right after the blonde, looking around with fear.

It was a large area, with compartments on both sides and... Holy shit, there were a lot of goats.

She tried to count quickly with her eyes, but after passing fifteen she stopped, so as not to go crazy.

She swallowed hard, looking around nervously, hugging the bag between her arms, trying to comfort herself with it.

It didn't work.

- Why are there thousands of chocolate cereals on the floor? - She asked, letting out a forced laugh, trying to focus on anything other than those animals loose around the place.

Applejack looked at her seriously.

- This is their shit. I'll pick it up. You put the food in. - She warned, already dragging the shovel on the ground, gathering the little balls in one place.

Rainbow nodded, taking cautious steps to the side, hoping to go unnoticed by the goats.

But... They had fed last night, at six o'clock.

And they were very intelligent little animals to know exactly when it was time to eat and to get excited about it.

So when they heard the noise of the food bag, they instinctively looked at Rainbow, who froze in place, looking at them scared, as if she were a thief and doing something very wrong.

There were a lot of stares. Rainbow didn't mind getting attention, but those eyes...

Those hungry mouths...

The goats didn't care about her fear and some came running to her.

Rainbow jumped in place and ran away from them, trying to get away, but they followed her anyway.

The colorful girl walked without looking at the ground, looking desperately at the goats that followed her, more and more of them, anxious for their food.

- Holy shit, holy shit...- She muttered, seeing the group of animals behind her growing larger and larger.

- Is everything okay there? - Applejack asked, distracted, with a small pile of shit already gathered in a corner.

- Everything... Great! - She replied with an unstable voice, when she felt a hurried breath on her leg.

She quickened her steps, considering locking Applejack alone in there with the wolves, but she froze in place when she saw the coordinator standing in the doorway, looking at her inquisitively.

- Holy shit. - She whispered and immediately jumped in place, when something bumped into her legs, almost making her fall.

More goats surrounded her, sniffing her legs and this completely terrified her, so she soon threw the food in the air, letting out a scream that she was not proud of.

Applejack looked up in alarm, seeing all the goats surrounding Rainbow and... A shower of feed around the colorful one.

Even on top of Rainbow herself.

Most of the goats were distracted by the food on the floor, but some started licking Rainbow's pants, licking up the crumbs that fell on her and she ran away, in agony, faster than lightning and gasped in terror when she looked back and saw that they were following her.

Fucking insistent bitches, what crap!!

Rainbow had no more ideas.

She ran to Applejack, standing behind her, turning the blonde by the shoulders so the goats couldn't reach her, but she soon realized that wouldn't work.

Then she had a much better idea.

- Hold me. - She warned, breathless.

- What? - The blonde asked, turning her head back and Rainbow didn't answer, she just grabbed the blonde's neck and pushed herself up, looking desperately at the ground, when the goats arrived.

Applejack was too shocked to believe what was happening.

Was Rainbow Dash afraid of goats? That was hilarious!

The realization of this made her laugh, mocking her face without helping it.

The colorful girl barely heard her laughter, only being able to hear the accelerated beating of her heart.

- Applejack, help me, dammit! - She exclaimed, stunned, holding tighter to the blonde's neck, who choked from the force, still trying to control her laughter.

Rainbow lifted her legs, resting unsteadily on the blonde's waist, who decided to help and held her legs there, still laughing at the memory (that wouldn't leave her mind so easily) of Rainbow running to her, fleeing from 3, only 3, hungry goats.

The colorful one looked down, still tense over Applejack, trying to control her breathing as she saw that she was safe.

For now.

- You almost made me throw shit at both of us. - Applejack commented, before laughing, leaning forward, feeling her stomach hurt.

- Stop leaning, damn it! - Rainbow says, pulling her back, closing her eyes tightly.

Applejack's laughter could be heard throughout the barn as she began to shuffle out of the way, hoping to breathe easier.

Her laughter became weak and awkward as she passed the course coordinator who said nothing, but his look already explained a lot.

Once she was far enough away, Applejack looked straight ahead, forcing her lips to remain closed, but a laugh escaped again.

- You can come down now. - She warned, looking sideways at the woman who was leaning on her back and seemed lost in thought.

Rainbow blinked, looking down, seeing only fresh grass and a few bushes around.

No terrifying animals and their powerful teeth.

She sighed, letting her legs fall and slowly pulling away from Applejack's neck, not knowing how to explain the embarrassment she felt at the moment.

Holy shit, that was totally humiliating.

Applejack decided to be polite and just turned around with a tight smile.

- I'll finish the work here, you can wait for me, for now. Try to... relax. - She said, waving her hand to one of the benches that were nearby, under the shade of a tree.

Rainbow nodded, looking anywhere but at her.

Applejack walked back into the barn, letting out a few chuckles to the wind, and found the coordinator throwing the bag of feed into the trash, most of the feed already placed in the proper compartments.

- Professor... - She called, cautiously, picking up the shovel again. - Forgive me about Rainbow. I didn't imagine she was afraid, please take that into consideration. - She asked, smiling awkwardly at him, who looked at her seriously.

He let out an irritated sigh, crossing his arms.

- I know you two are dating and probably want more time together, but if she gets in the way again, I'll definitely talk to her campus coordinators. - He warned and Applejack nodded.

- I promise it won't happen again. I'll finish here and do the rest of the livestock activities alone. - She declared and he shook his head.

- Skip the livestock today, some volunteers from Ponyville University arrived late, so there are a lot of people here. Go to the plantations with Rainbow Dash. But if she messes up out of "fear" again, you already know. - He warned, looking at her hard.

- Yes, sir! - She leaned the shovel against the wall again, before leaving in a cold sweat.

She walked back to where she had left Rainbow and noticed that she still looked a little dazed.

The blonde dragged her feet on the grass, so that her presence would be noticed and the colorful girl looked at her out of the corner of her eye.

- Is it over yet? - She asked, bored.

- We've been released from here. We're going to work on the plantations now. - Apple explained, shrugging.

- Plantations?

- It's harvest season for some fruits and vegetables. Let's harvest and count them.

- You guys really do work for free around here. - Rainbow muttered sourly, looking around.

- But before we go, do you need anything? - She asked, analyzing the colorful girl's expression.

Rainbow looked at her again, not understanding.

- Like what?

- You still seem nervous. Do you need something to calm down? Pinkie usually keeps teas hidden around the farm and I'm very good at finding them. - She says, with an amused smile. - Or fruits, we can consume them too.

- Apple. I need an apple. - Rainbow says, hurriedly and Applejack nods.

- Okay... It's a bit far, but we have to get there anyway. - She stops and thinks for a moment, before making the suggestion she wanted. - What do you think about a run? It's a mile and a half to get there. That way we can see if the other one really knows how to run. - She teased, raising an eyebrow.

Rainbow laughed in disbelief.

- How would we do that? You know the way to the apple trees, I don't. We've already started unfairly there. - She says decisively, slowly forgetting what made her shiver a few minutes ago.

- You can count it. And it's easy to get there. Just go straight ahead and when you see a huge sign saying "apples", turn right. I think you can identify it. - She mocks, smiling sideways.

- Okay. - Rainbow murmurs, blinking calmly. They stand next to each other, warming themselves. - Three... Two... One sucker back! - She counted and ran away before finishing all the numbers, concluding her sentence with a mocking laugh and hearing complaints from Applejack who soon started running after her too.

- You're cheating, you son of a bitch! - Applejack yelled, slowing down as Rainbow's feet dragged harder as they reached a dirt road, dust flying into her eyes.

- That's for laughing at me, so eat dust, Applejack! - She mocked, accelerating even more and making Applejack huff in anger and go even faster.

She soon managed to stand next to Rainbow, almost reaching her, when she heard laughter and her eyes widened.

Those laughs...

They could only be from...

The blonde quickly grabbed Rainbow's hand to stop her and the other stopped her run, feeling her body being inevitably locked in place.

She looked back with a frown and pulled her arm back.

- What the fuck is it? - She asked, fixing the strands of hair that stuck to her face.

Applejack put a finger over her mouth, signaling for her to be quiet so she could hear what she was hearing.

The laughter continued, followed by some conversation.

The blonde smiled, having a brilliant idea. (Letting her think she had good ideas was the end)

- These girls we're listening to are Fluttershy's classmates. It was from them that I heard about your trip and seriously, if you want to know some gossip, just walk close to them, because they'll definitely be talking about someone. - She explained, quietly, trying to see through whatever tree they were. - Fluttershy usually groups up with them, because she doesn't know how to say no and these girls love to be with her, because they swear they'll discover the poor girl's sordid secrets one day. - She says, rolling her eyes.

- So they're idiots.- Rainbow concludes, frowning in irritation.

- Idiots who tell Fluttershy everything. So if we're in front of them...

- They'll tell Fluttershy about us later. - Rainbow managed to follow her train of thought and looked at her with determination. - What do you suggest we do?

- Make up anything. It just needs to be something that catches their attention so they come and gossip about our lives. - Applejack says, starting to walk slowly and waving her hand for Rainbow to hurry up.

The colorful one smiled sideways at the ease with which something passed through her head.

- Applejack! - She exclaimed loudly, as a reprimand, and this made the blonde look at her in fright. The laughter stopped and they could almost hear the girls' ears perking up. - We can't do this here, darling. - She continued, getting close enough to pull the blonde by the waist, who looked at her boredly, understanding what she was doing. - I know you can't stand being away from me, but there're limits to everything. - She says with a mischievous smile and Applejack forces a smile, putting her hands on Rainbow's shoulders.

- Funny you say that, because you're the one who's holding me back right now. - She answers softly, squeezing her shoulders. - But... You're right. - She exhales forcefully, almost dramatically. - I can't be without you for long. - She says and Rainbow looks at her suspiciously. The blonde gets closer to her ear, whispering right after: - I bet you've dreamed a lot about Fluttershy. Have you ever imagined her treating you with the same affection she treats animals? - She asked and their eyes met in the corner of her eye, Rainbow visibly embarrassed by having to think about it.

And because, of course, she had already thought about it before.

Imagining Fluttershy caring for her with such affection created very excited butterflies in her stomach.

And whenever she saw Fluttershy with an animal from afar, her heart would warm in a way that wasn't normal.

- Imagine her doing that to you.- Applejack finished her sentence before pulling away enough to bring her mouth to Rainbow's cheek, planting a smacking kiss there.

And then to the left side of her forehead.

And on her nose.

And in the corner of her mouth.

All over Rainbow's face, Applejack gave light kisses, while leaning on her shoulders and the colorful girl swallowed hard, because she knew exactly why the blonde was doing that.

Fluttershy had a great relationship with animals, so much so that whenever she could she would kiss them with great affection.

Applejack was trying to replicate this, and the cheek she had just kissed had gotten hot, because, fuck! Of course Rainbow had already imagined Fluttershy kissing her like that.

The blonde walked away when she thought it was enough and smiled vengefully at her, knowing that Fluttershy's classmates loved the content.

- Don't be ashamed of me, Rainbow... - She put one of her hands on her warm cheek and received a murderous look from the colorful one. - I can do that whenever you want. - She assured, before touching their noses together. - Come on, we have to work. - She pulls Rainbow's hand from her waist, making them walk away from there, heading towards the apple trees.

Once far enough away, Applejack let go of the other's hand, laughing loudly.

- You should have seen your face! - She exclaimed with amusement, not believing that she had so much Rainbow Dash comic collection saved in her memory.

- Go fuck yourself. And don't ever do that again. - She warned sourly, raising a finger.

- Why? Are you afraid of falling in love with me? Let me give you one last kiss, then. - She hunted, getting closer again and Rainbow grimaced, holding her face away, as she didn't want to be embarrassed by this anymore.

Applejack just laughed, walking away with a satisfied smile.

The sign she had mentioned before was in front of them and they followed the path to the right.

Rainbow took a deep breath, feeling the fresh air enter her lungs and looked around, seeing the trees spaced out for a long way.

Some students were deeper in, picking from the bottom to the end, but the beginning was empty, only the sound of leaves rustling in the wind.

Seeing the largest, reddest apple her eyes met, Rainbow walked over and plucked it, before laying down on the grass with a sigh and looking up at the sky through the treetops.

She took her first bite and the crunch of the crust made her close her eyes as the sugar contaminated her mouth with one of the best natural flavors she had ever known.

Applejack also grabbed an apple and did the same as her, lying down next to her.

It was nice to rest after half a run and have a few good laughs.

Rainbow remained with her eyes closed, taking another bite of the apple, focused on her own chewing and nothing else.

- Why did you need an apple? - The blonde asked with her mouth full, looking at the apple she had in her hands.

The colorful one opened her eyes, remembering that Applejack was by her side.

She finished swallowing what she had in her mouth before answering.

- It's stress-relieving to eat something crunchy. And even more so, something sweet. - She says, without giving it much importance.

Silence returned between them, each one eating their fruit, in their own thoughts.

Applejack spat the seed into her mouth when she finished the apple and licked her lips thoughtfully.

- Can I ask you a question? - She asked, throwing the core of her apple away.

Rainbow sighed, mouth full, looking up at the sky.

- You're going to do it anyway. Just ask.

The blonde rested her head to the side on the grass, looking at the other.

- Are you only afraid of goats or... Of any animal? - She asked something that made her mind curious.

When she stopped to think about it, she had never seen Rainbow with any animals and the university used to have a few, which it had adopted.

And at the biology and veterinary fairs, which always had animals, she never saw Rainbow present. (And she knows this because she always watched to see if her opponent would be present)

Rainbow took a deep breath, resting the last remaining bite of the apple on top of herself.

- This has to do with why I like Fluttershy. If I tell you, will you tell me why you like Rarity? - She challenged, pretending to be calm, but she didn't like telling that to just anyone.

- Sure, fair enough. - Applejack says, unconcerned.

- I almost had only nine fingers. - She began and fell silent, not knowing if she had started well.

Applejack stared at her silently, thinking it was a joke.

She was about to laugh, when Rainbow raised her right hand and showed her pinky finger.

There was a scar at the base of the finger, almost invisible if you didn't look closely.

The colorful one bit the last part of the apple, thoughtfully.

- When I was 9 years old, I was with my parents in a park near the beach and we were feeding the animals. I decided to give a piece of bread to a seagull and... It bit my finger and wouldn't let go. - She closes her eyes, when she feels her body contract involuntarily. - Since then, I can't help but fear an animal with a mouth big enough to bite me. I know the seagull didn't do it on purpose, I know! And I also know that no other animal would do that of its own free will, but I panic! I can't... - She stops, falling silent, frustrated.

Applejack nods, remaining looking up.

- There's nothing wrong with your fear, but... It's strange that you like a future veterinarian, if you don't like animals. - She says softly, not wanting to seem offensive.

- I like animals! - She defended herself quickly. - Small and calm animals don't scare me. I even have a turtle in my house! - She said proudly. - And I like Fluttershy because... A rescue happened.

- A rescue? - The blonde repeated, her mind immediately thinking that Rainbow was referring to something cliché and that she had saved Fluttershy from some bully at school.

- She saved me from a rabbit. - She explained and soon laughed awkwardly, running her hand over her face. - Or rather, she showed me that I was never in danger. Because she was there. She was there to defend me. - She said with a small smile on her face, as she remembered the moment. - I don't know if she knows or if she remembers, but we studied together for more than half of high school, before she changed school. And in the second year of high school, in one of the field classes, in one of my reckless moments, I went into the forest alone because of a stupid challenge and came across a rabbit, obviously getting scared. I ended up tripping on some roots and froze, falling to the ground, panicking, afraid that the rabbit would attack me. But then... She appeared. When I had the courage to open my eyes, I found her next to me, with the rabbit in her arms, looking at me worriedly. I was startled by the poor animal again and backed away, but she... She smiled so carefully at me and... She spoke such comforting words that for a moment I just wanted to lie down in her voice and relax. Fluttershy... She spent the whole afternoon with me. She showed me that that little bunny wouldn't do anything to me and I even petted it! I told her about my trauma and she was super understanding. After that afternoon and the courage and confidence I found in Fluttershy, I admired her more closely. It completely changed my way of thinking. I thought I would never see her again, after school, but then she came to our university and everything seemed to come back to me at once.

And falling in love once again.

Rainbow couldn't help but admire Fluttershy ever since she met her again.

She was always there, somehow.

And always... With what Rainbow feared most.

But Fluttershy always had a smile on her face and did such kind things for the animals, even if she was hurt, even if she was sad, she would be there, taking care of the animals.

She would be there, with such beautiful acts, that would always affect the colorful heart.

Everything Fluttershy did seemed magical: she had Rainbow's attention in a matter of moments.

The colorful girl didn't notice, but the smile on her face started to hurt, for so long it was there, so she woke up to reality.

- Come on. Your turn. Rarity saved you from a fashion disaster? - She teased, good-naturedly, because she always did when it came to Fluttershy, and patted Applejack lightly.

The blonde smiled crookedly.

- It's funny to admit that it was almost like that. - She murmured, remembering the moment she met the most charming woman of her life. - I don't know if Rarity remembers me either, but we didn't study together. It was just once. There was a parade celebrating the birth of the village where I lived, so many people were called, including me. I didn't want to wear an old, smelly dress, much less have to parade in front of strangers and everyone from my city, just thinking about it made my nerves raw. - She sighed hurriedly, expelling the feeling that wanted to return to her chest. - I never liked crowds, so performing in front of the public was a nightmare and my grandmother had insisted that I go, I didn't want to disappoint her. I... I froze. I saw people coming in to perform and then I started to get cold and my vision started to get blurry, nothing seemed stable around me anymore and... I was completely lost. Until someone stood in front of me. The only person who noticed what was happening to me. It was Rarity. - She said in a low voice, looking spellbound at the sky, which was almost as beautiful as the person she was thinking of. - She brought her hands to my face and made me look at her. Made me wake up, to focus only on her. As soon as I saw her crystal clear eyes I felt myself sinking. And it was such a beautiful sea, so deep, I was left breathless. Rarity's beauty took my breath away. And then she stroked my head slowly, rubbing her fingers in a circle, in such a relaxing way and spoke to me such sweet words, that the parade, my worries, everything, were left behind. She left me enchanted by her. And with that, she relaxed me enough so that I could introduce myself. With every step I took, I just looked at her and everything worked out in the end. - She clicked her tongue on the roof of her mouth, reflective. - After that we never saw each other again, except when I met her again at university. I don't know if she remembers me either.

She finished her story and the two let the silence settle in, both of them taking in what the other had said, they just enjoyed the constant morning wind relaxing them.

- I can help you. - Applejack says, suddenly and Rainbow looks at her, asking for an answer. The blonde also turns her head to look at her. - With animals. I can help you be less afraid of them and so you can get closer to Fluttershy.

Rainbow blinked at her in surprise, shocked by the proposal.

A smile appeared on her face, restrained.

- I'd love to. - She answers clearly and Applejack smiles back. - I'll also do my best to help you with Rarity.

The blonde lets her smile grow before extending a hand, which Rainbow quickly takes and shakes firmly.

- Let's support each other with better spirits. I think we can even be friends. - She jokes, sitting down and pulling Rainbow by the hand so she could do the same.

The colorful one laughed.

- I don't think it's impossible. But it's somewhat difficult. - Rainbow says, with amusement.

- Difficult because you can fall in love with my kisses on your face? - She asked, pouting and bringing her mouth closer to Rainbow's face, when she saw people passing by.

Rainbow laughed, pushing her away with her hands again and the blonde joined in the laughter.

- Let's make it work. If you feel the same way as me and think that this moment showed that I'm not as unbearable as you thought, we can make it work. Together. - The colorful woman assured, with a confident smile.

Applejack didn't answer at first, just stood up, but then turned to her, extending a hand to help her up.

Rainbow accepted and was lifted up with the help of the blonde, who seemed just as optimistic as she was.

- Together. Let's win over our girls. - She says and their eyes look excited about making this really work. - But now we really need to work.

Rainbow sighed dejectedly.

- Come on, partner. - The blonde says, putting an arm around the colorful girl's neck, pulling her out of there. - We have a lot of work ahead of us.

- In many ways. - The colorful one murmured back.

But she knew that with a little effort, she could achieve everything she wanted.

Chapter Text

"Empathy breeds empathy" is a phrase that says a lot.

And it really does work wonders.

Applejack and Rainbow have gone from not being able to stand each other to actually enjoying each other's presence!

What a morning with goats and harvesting couldn't do for a relationship...

Now they could be together in a way that didn't feel like their parents had forced them to be together.

Which made their fake relationship a little (just a little, nothing to exaggerate) more real.

They even turned down double dates with Twilight and Pinkie Pie, because they had... "more important things to do."

Together, oddly enough.

Pinkie was obviously pleased with this, and pretended that she needed Twilight to be her girlfriend for something else, and so the two did what they always do: study and pay absolute attention to each other.

(They needed a moment of epiphany. Somewhat urgently.)

- Are you doing it? - Rainbow asked, focused on the ball she was throwing at the wall, which was returning to her hand, without her having to move, because of the exact angle she was throwing it.

- I could, if every time I played you didn't ask me the same question. - Applejack grumbles, focused on her cell phone.

- Protect your queen, only sacrifice her when really necessary. And remember to castling. Since you love your rook. - She says, rolling her eyes, throwing the ball at the wall once more.

Applejack didn't say anything. It was already the fifth time Rainbow had given that hint.

At one point, she stands up from her desk, chair scraping against the floor with a crash, staring at her phone with wide eyes.

Rainbow looks at her quickly, losing her ball, which fell far away, to the ground.

- You...

- I won. - She muttered, in disbelief. - I won!!! - She exclaimed louder, smiling at the cell phone screen.

- That's it! Now let's get revenge. - Rainbow says, standing up and grabbing Applejack's hand so they could leave the room.

They went in a right direction.

Pinkie and Twilight could only be in the library.

Once they found the other two, Pinkie looked down at their joined hands.

- We want a rematch. - Rainbow says, smiling sideways. - Let's play chess.

Twilight laughs in disbelief.

- Do you think you can win now? - She asked sarcastically, but also surprised.

It had only been what, three days since they had come to an understanding.

Was that enough to beat Pinkie and Twilight?

For both of them, it was.

They spent the last few college breaks together, Rainbow teaching Applejack how to actually play chess and making the blonde play with the chess app's robot on easy mode.

If she could already beat a machine, she was minimally prepared to compete against Twilight.

And so the four of them played again.

And... The result was the same. Applejack and Rainbow Dash lost.

But this time... They communicated during the match.

They didn't know how to speak with their eyes, but they whispered in each other's ears what they thought should be done.

They no longer monopolized the chess pieces or threatened to poke one of the pieces in the other's eye.

Pinkie was smiling hugely and it wasn't even because she was winning the game.

She was gaining a couple! A real couple!!

Twilight was surprised and very pleased, because the other duo even managed to check them a few times, but nothing that led to the final victory.

For now.

As soon as the match ended, Rainbow stood up, slamming her hands on the table.

- We'll be back when Applejack beats the machine in the middle level. - She promised, looking with a challenging smile at Twilight, who smiled at her petulance.

- And rest assured that I won't take more than a week. - The blonde assured, also standing up confidently and the two left there muttering what they did wrong and what they should improve.

And, as soon as possible, they began the procedures to overcome Rainbow's fear.

Of course, they started with another trip to volunteer work on Saturday.

Only this time, to the general happiness of the nation (and even more so of Rainbow), Fluttershy was gone.

And the colorful one looked at her like a fool during the entire roll call.

- I swear if you make it seem like you cheated on me in this relationship, I'm going to become a very unbearable ex. - Applejack warned in a whisper in the other's ear, who controlled herself, rolling her eyes and looking away with a contained smile on her face.

That day, Applejack took Rainbow to the goats again.

This time, Rainbow with the shovel and bucket and Applejack with the feed.

- You'll see that animals only pay attention to you when you have something that interests them. - The blonde says, opening the door and Rainbow looked inside with fear, swallowing hard. - You can wait here at the door. When you feel safe, you can come in. - As soon as she realized that she didn't make any move to come in, she went to her and pulled Rainbow by the hand, leaving her close to the door, but closing it.

She walked away, going to one of the enclosures and the goats followed her happily, bleating eagerly.

Some jumped into her pants as she looked for the opening in the bag to throw them in the right place.

- Wild animals will only come to you for food. For them to want to "play" with you, you need much more intimacy and contact with them. - Applejack explained, focused on putting the food in, while Rainbow continued to watch from afar.

She threw the food in equal portions all over the bay and the goats quickly organized themselves, eating with enthusiasm.

- After they eat, they will be calmer. And they will wait for water, which will arrive soon. - She explained, closing the bag of food and leaving it next to the door, on the other side of Rainbow.

The colorful one didn't even realize she was already there, focused on her own thoughts.

- Give me the shovel. You're not going to do that today. - The blonde warned and the other shook her head.

- I didn't do anything. Your coordinator is going to kill me and I haven't faced my fear yet-

- You're going to face your fear. I haven't done what I wanted to do today yet. - Applejack warned, smiling in amusement. - Wait a little, you can wait for me sitting in that pile of hay. In the meantime, I'll clean up.

Rainbow sighed, but did as she was told and watched as Applejack gathered the chocolate balls from the ground and put them into the bucket.

Some of the goats seemed to have had enough to eat, as they were already moving around the barn again and Rainbow was lifting her legs so she wouldn't have to get close to them.

Applejack approached at one point, carrying one of the goats in her arms.

She sat down across from Rainbow on the floor, and the colorful girl frowned at her, wondering what the hell Applejack was up to.

- You're going to straighten it. - The blonde instructed and Rainbow instantly denied.

- I'm going to fuck off. Are you crazy? - She exclaimed defensively.

- She's the calmest of all here. And whenever she's full, she's the most docile. - She stroked the animal's head, which raised its head excitedly towards her hand. - We call her Betty.

- Adorable. But I'll pass. - Rainbow says, staring at the animal in Applejack's lap.

- Can you trust me for five seconds? - She asked, looking at Rainbow calmly.

The colorful girl analyzed what could be done in 5 seconds and believed that it wasn't enough time for something to happen to her.

- I can...

- Then close your eyes. - The blonde asked and Rainbow looked at her suspiciously. - For 5 seconds, only. - The blonde says, shrugging, with a small smile on her face.

The colorful girl took a deep breath and closed her eyes tightly, counting the 5 seconds in her mind.

One...

Two...

She felt Applejack grab her palm, bringing it closer to her.

Three...

Four...

As soon as she felt a breath near the back of her hand, her eyes widened, pulling her hand back towards herself, but Applejack didn't let go of her hand, keeping it in the same place.

Rainbow looked down in fright, thinking the blonde was literally putting her hand over the animal's mouth, but it wa only... It was Applejack's breath.

- You.... - She began, frowning. - You were going to bite me? - She asked with genuine concern.

Applejack blinked at her question, still holding her hand close and had to laugh at it.

- Of course not! - She exclaimed between laughs. - I was going to...

She didn't finish her sentence, leaning over her hand and placing a kiss on the back of her hand.

It was something simple, small, but the touch of lips to her hand made Rainbow tense her muscles in surprise.

Applejack pulled away, smiling, not letting go of her hand.

- I wanted to distract you. - She explains, shrugging. - My sister was very afraid of the dark and I wasn't going to spoil her forever, so I taught her to distract her fear with something else.

- What kind of thing?

- When she turned 10, I decided that I wouldn't help her go to the bathroom every time she woke up in the middle of the night. And she does it every night. - She says, her voice tired. - I told her that I wouldn't go with her anymore and she was afraid to go alone, so I decided to do something different. I asked her to call me when she wanted to go to the bathroom. I fall asleep easily, so I only needed to distract her for a few minutes and then I would return to my beautiful sleep. - She smiled to herself and the memories that came to her mind. - I told her what I was going to do about the "hauntings" that scared her. And she felt comforted by that.

Applejack laughed, remembering a certain day.

Applebloom was in the bathroom, peeing enough for someone who drank a large bottle of water before bed (unnecessarily), with Applejack on call.

- Sister... I'm scared. - She murmured, softly, so as not to disturb her grandmother who was sleeping in the next room.

- What do you think will happen? - She asked, her voice lazy, her eyes closed.

- It feels like a monster is going to appear at the window and kill me at any moment. - She says fearfully, looking at the window.

- You know what I'm going to do to him? I'm going to throw Granny's liquid soap in his eyes and then trip him up so he's going to hit his head on the shower stall and pass out. Then I'm going to throw him in the toilet and flush him until he clogs our toilet and I have to call for repairs. - Applejack answered truthfully, as if she was actually going to do that and heard Applebloom laugh on the other end of the line, which made her smile a little.

Her sister was happy with any nonsense she said.

- But I'm still on the toilet. - She justified herself, with amusement.

- Well, you better hurry up, I'm coming with the broom. - She warned and heard a louder laugh coming from her sister and then the sound of toilet paper.

- Today she doesn't need me anymore. She threatens her demons herself and tells me the bloody versions in detail when she's bored. - The blonde says, smiling at the colorful one, who looked at her with an impressed smile.

- Are you guys okay psychologically? - She had to ask, finding it funny.

- Of course. We just grew up watching too many slasher movies to get away with that kind of thinking. - She justifies herself, shrugging.

- Do you live together? - Rainbow asked, looking at her curiously.

- No. She lives with my grandmother in my hometown, while I came here to study.

- And do you miss them?

Applejack looked down thoughtfully.

- When I remember them, yes. I miss them a lot. - She answered, looking uncertain. - But I haven't remembered them much lately.

And she felt guilty about it, but her studies were driving her completely crazy and she barely had the courage to think about anything else.

- Did you notice? - Applejack asked, looking back at Rainbow.

- I noticed what?

- That you're touching Betty. - Applejack warned and Rainbow quickly looked down, just to confirm what she had said.

Her hand gently touched the animal, with Applejack still holding her hand.

Rainbow tried to pull her hand away, but Applejack just squeezed her hand in place.

- She's quiet because she doesn't know you. She's also scared of you. - She says and Rainbow looks at the goat, who was breathing shakily, curled up in Applejack's lap.

- I feel sorry for her. - She murmured, guilty.

- It's okay. She just needs a few minutes to get used to it. - And you too. She wanted to add, but remained silent.

The blonde held Rainbow's palm so that the colorful girl's fingertips touched Betty's soft fur and Rainbow blinked, impressed that she hadn't been scared until now.

Probably because she had the feeling that if the animal turned around now, it would bite Applejack first, and that was very comforting.

Or because it made her feel at ease knowing that there was someone there who would guide her along safe paths that wouldn't get her hurt.

She realized she could trust Applejack more than she already did.

Rainbow felt Applejack's warm palm touch hers as she moved her hand, causing Rainbow to gently stroke Betty's fur.

- You did it. - Applejack warned, pulling Rainbow out of her distractions, who looked up in surprise.

She was so focused on having managed to touch an animal, that she didn't realize what it meant.

She let a long smile run across her face, as she moved her fingers to better pet the animal, without letting go of Applejack's hand, because if she did, she didn't know if she would remain with that confidence.

Far away, someone had already passed the barn gate twice and seen the two interact.

The coordinator looked at the two of them gently, before opening the messaging app on his cell phone.

Cooler: Two students are dating and taking care of each other during my work hours. 🥺 And I don't have the heart to interrupt.

A few seconds passed and someone started responding back.

He was one of the chemistry professors at the university.

Billy: This will ruin your reputation. Stop them at once.

Cooler: As my boyfriend, you were supposed to say you would do the same.

Billy didn't receive any more messages and was confused by this in the teacher's lounge.

He wondered if he had done something wrong.

°°°

- As the second part of the plan, I'm going to see your house? - Rainbow asked, looking sideways at Applejack. - There's no point in seducing me, my heart already has an owner.

Applejack smirked at her answer, focused on the road ahead of her.

- You will win someone else's heart, not mine, this afternoon. - She replied, making it mysterious and that left Rainbow's stomach churning from the lunch she hadn't even eaten.

It was already Tuesday, it had been 4 days since she interacted with Betty and Applejack had told her that they were going to go out after class to ease her fear a little more.

As the blonde pulled up to the door of a walled house near the farm she worked on Saturdays, Rainbow understood Applejack's anger a little.

- You live practically next door to the farm. - She said, looking around as soon as she got out of the car.

- Yes. - She muttered, locking the car and heading for the door.

- Okay, you're forgiven for waking up my neighbors at six in the morning on a Saturday. - She says and Applejack laughs, making room for her to pass.

- But I didn't apologize.

- Now it's clear to me that you come a long way just to pick me up. Thank you for supporting my laziness. - She says gratefully, giving her two comforting pats on the shoulder and Applejack rolls her eyes.

The two walked in, Rainbow looking around.

The house itself was small. As soon as you walked in you would see that it only had one bedroom, a small bathroom, a living room with a sofa, a TV and a dining table and a medium-sized kitchen.

The outside was larger and was filled with several different plants, which, behind so much green, showed the red, orange and yellow of some vegetables and greens.

There were also some flowers and trees growing, some trees already very well formed and obviously they were from...

- Coffee. I don't know why I'm surprised by this. - She muttered, still looking around in amazement.

It was all very chaotic, but organized in a way she couldn't explain and that made everything much more beautiful.

- Don't be scared. - Applejack asked and that was enough to make Rainbow look scared.

She realized, too late, what this meant, when she heard quick footsteps running from the back of the garden, and then a brown figure ran past and sprang excitedly at Applejack, who caught it in her arms.

Rainbow's eyes widened when she saw the dog in the blonde's arms, who was now licking her everywhere, making Applejack laugh at the tickling.

- Okay, okay, Winona, this is Rainbow Dash. My fake girlfriend. - She introduced the colorful one to her dog and smiled when she saw Rainbow looking at them open-mouthed, with a frown. - Rainbow, this is Winona, my Border Collie.

- Are you sure it's a good idea to tell her this? - She asked worriedly.

- Is she going to tell everyone the truth? - The blonde mocked, before scratching the dog behind the ear, who barked excitedly.

Rainbow nearly jumped in place, feeling dizzy with worry.

- Let's go in. She won't leave my arm unless I let her. - She tried to reassure Rainbow, before opening the front door.

She sat down on the couch and motioned for Rainbow to do the same, which she did, but sitting as far away as possible.

- How do you know she won't attack me? - She asked cautiously to the animal that had barely looked at her, focusing on its owner.

- She's not good for security. I worry more about what people would do to her than what she would do to others. She'd be more likely to play with any stranger she saw on the street. - She explains, looking grimacingly at the dog on her lap. - Did you see that she didn't show her teeth at any time? She just likes to play.

Rainbow had heard that from many people throughout her life and didn't believe any of them.

That wouldn't be the first time.

- Can I kiss your hand again? - The question came suddenly and made Rainbow widen her eyes, looking at the blonde.

- Hey?

- I'm distracting you. Again. - She says, laughing and extending her hand to her.

The colorful girl swallowed hard, accepting the blonde's hand slowly.

Applejack moved a little closer, but Winona was the one who moved away this time, getting off her lap and going behind the blonde.

She muttered, confused, not understanding her pet's fear and raised an eyebrow at Rainbow.

- Have you eaten any fruit recently? A pear, perhaps?

- How do you know?

- Winona doesn't like pears. Long story. She won't come near you today. - Rainbow allowed herself to breathe, letting go of the blonde's hand.

- Fortunately.

- Did you eat pears to calm down? Like you do with apples? - She asked, looking at her sideways.

- Yes. But I eat pears when I'm anxious in a bad way. I prefer apples. And I eat apples when I want to reward myself for something. - She explains, sitting better on the couch, looking at Winona.

- So you eat more apples...?

Rainbow smiled pitifully.

- On the contrary. I eat more pears. The satisfaction of eating an apple will be greater. - She explained, proudly.

- You're weird. - The blonde muttered, before shaking her head. - And it looks like we're going to have to start with another animal.

And she already knew exactly what would be next.

°°°

- More and more I regret accepting your help. - Rainbow mutters, when the day after Winona, now she was watching Applejack fill a small bowl with fish pâté for a multicolored kitten: brown, gray and black, who was rubbing herself against Applejack's leg with great affection.

The cat yawned and Rainbow saw her sharp teeth and it made something inside her tremble.

- She's going to devour me with those teeth. - She stated the obvious.

- She's not capable of doing this, she... - The blonde sighed, waving her hand for her to crouch down beside her.

Rainbow did so, looking at the cat.

- Look at me, Rainbow Dash. - Applejack asked and the colorful girl looked at her, tired.

- I don't know if this will work. - Applejack didn't answer, just held out her hand.

Rainbow gave her hand with a sigh.

- Cats have such soft fur. It feels so good to stroke them. - She explained, stroking the cat with her free hand.

- Can you tell me any more bloody stories about you and your sister? - She asked, tormented by a different thought.

- Who needs psychological help now? - The blonde teased and Rainbow had to laugh.

- I never had any doubts that I needed it. Now just say it.

- I already promised to expose all her nightmares being dismembered in the garden at home and she laughed her ass off about it, but she was also scared of me and that made her scream in the bathroom. - She spoke quickly, looking traumatized by this story. - My grandmother obviously woke up and hit me with the broom handle until my sister thought it was enough.

- And she found enough easily? - She asked with amusement.

- Of course not. But I was also pissed off at her and didn't answer her calls for two weeks. But then she wet the bed and got a good spanking from my grandmother, so I felt sorry for her. - She says, very satisfied with this conclusion.

Rainbow smiled at Applejack, feeling goosebumps rise on her arms as she felt her fingers come into contact with the cat's fur this time and her breath came out shakily.

But she didn't take her eyes off Applejack, who also remained staring at her, the only sign that she knew Rainbow was nervous was the tighter grip she gave her hand.

- Wasn't the dismemberment a bit harsh? - She criticized, grimacing.

- Having someone say that 6 years later is very comforting. You don't know how much. - Applejack teased with a sour smile and Rainbow had to laugh.

She really hadn't helped at all.

She looked down, seeing her and Applejack's hands together and the kitten that was calmly feeding.

Rainbow licked her lips, taking a deep breath.

She slowly let go of Applejack's hand and placed two fingers on the cat's head, slowly.

She did this long enough to realize that the kitten wasn't going to do anything to her and that allowed her to place her entire hand on her head.

Applejack smiled, standing up silently.

- You're doing well. - She congratulated, happily.

Rainbow blinked, dazed with happiness in her own chest at doing this.

Rainbow ran a shaky hand over the kitten's head, who continued to eat her fish pate, but still tilted her head toward the colorful's hand when she scratched behind her ear.

The colorful girl smiled in disbelief, feeling her chest warm up because such a cute animal liked her affection.

- You were right, Applejack, I should have tried before. - She commented happily, running her fingers near the kitten's forehead, who dodged the food and purred at her. - I can't believe I did it! - She exclaimed softly so as not to scare the cat, satisfied with her progress. - Aren't you going to come and pet her anymore? Are you the one who's scared? - Rainbow teased, smiling sideways, as she didn't hear anything coming from Applejack.

The blonde crouched down in front of her, silently, gently running her fingers over the animal's body.

Rainbow looked at the hand petting the cat and raised an eyebrow, laughing.

- Did you paint your nails? - She asked, before looking up and feeling her heart fall into an abyss, making her freeze in place.

Her eyes met the aquamarine eyes of Fluttershy, who was so close, and who was smiling happily at Rainbow.

The colorful girl swallowed dryly, stunned.

She hadn't expected to see Fluttershy so soon and now... She didn't even know how to react.

- Have you lost your fear of animals, Rainbow? - The woman asked, with excited eyes, and the colorful woman knew that she was able to die in peace now, because she knew that Fluttershy spoke to her.

- Do you... remember me? - She asked, feeling breathless.

- Of course. I've never seen you around animals here at university, so I thought you were still afraid. Are you facing your fear?

For you. Rainbow responded with the anxious look she gave Fluttershy.

I'm doing this for you.

- I'm trying. Little by little... - She murmured, looking away at the kitten next to them.

- I'm happy for you. - Fluttershy says, with a small smile. - I can help you too. - The colorful one raised her head quickly, looking at her in shock. - We can go out sometime and I'll take you to meet more peaceful animals.

- I'd love to! - Rainbow says, a huge smile filling her face. - You'd be a great help.

Fluttershy smiled at her, standing up.

- Apparently, you've already left her food out today. She has weak teeth, so she needs soft food daily. I'll find another animal that needs it. - She says, shaking the sachet of pate she had brought. - See you later, Rainbow.

- See you, Fluttershy... - She whispered to herself, watching the path the other followed.

Rainbow blinked slowly, looking at the ground, before feeling too elated to stay still and stood up, taking hurried steps away.

She turned around suddenly.

- I'll come back to see you, kitten. - She promised, but the cat wasn't even paying attention to her, licking her own paw.

The colorful girl returned with long steps away from where she was, heading towards the university corridors, already certain of where she would end up.

She sighed as she saw the stetson she was looking for and let her smile stretch across her face as she hit the hat and it nearly flew off its owner's head, that is if Applejack hadn't caught it and turned to look at her in fright.

- Do you want to give me a heart attack? - She asked, putting her hand on her chest.

- You! You want to give me a heart attack! - Rainbow corrects, still with an excited smile on her face. - You knew Fluttershy was going to show up there, didn't you?? Why didn't you tell me??

Applejack smiles, knowing her plan had worked.

She crosses her arms, leaning against her locker.

- It was a big surprise, wasn't it? I can imagine how you must have felt. - She says, proud of having achieved it.

- Of course! Do you believe she wants to help me with my fear too? That's already an excuse to get closer to her.

- That's perfect! Now you can go to Saturday's practical classes and ask her for help to overcome your fear. - Applejack says with her eyes shining with the brilliant idea.

Rainbow frowns in disturbance.

- No, not yet. I need to develop this better. I don't want to look like an idiot in front of her. - The colorful girl justified herself, shaking her head.

- I can imagine what you want to avoid showing her. - She says, with amusement, remembering the scene from a week ago.

The physics student rolls her eyes, before looking at Applejack suspiciously.

- How could you have the nerve to leave me there alone? If that cat did something, I... - there would be no one around. And that was pretty desperate, if they asked her.

The blonde smiled calmly.

- I knew she wouldn't do anything to you. And I also knew Fluttershy was coming, because of the time. You would be in good hands. - She assured calmly.

- If you leave me next time, I'll make the animal bite you myself. - She warned, raising a finger in warning and Applejack laughed in contempt, hearing the bell ring.

She stretched, too lazy to go to class, but she got away from her locker, taking a few shuffling steps towards her campus and Rainbow followed her.

- I'm very scared, believe me. - She mocked, looking sideways at the colorful one.

- Hey, I have a proposal. I'm going to a practical class in the open area next door. Would you like to come with me? - She suggested, looking at the blonde expectantly and this excited Applejack, as anything would be better than having a plant pathology class.

- Practical class of what? - She asked immediately, curious.

- Actually, it's the academic league I'm part of. You must already know it: the Academic Aerodynamics League. - Rainbow says with a proud smile on her face.

- Oh, yes, I know it well. - The blonde exclaims, bored. - You are, simply, the most modest academic league at the university. - She says ironically.

The league that Rainbow was part of couldn't keep quiet, it had to interfere everywhere like an annoying support to say: "we're here, we're everywhere" and, ok, LITERALLY, they're everywhere, because whether on social media, where they always post fun videos and experiments they do, whether at parties, because the fantastic quartet that Rainbow was part of was shown a lot (Rainbow the biggest example of all), whether in academic activities, which they always found a way to interfere in, because they were the subject that "moved the world", they would be there.

Somehow, they would be there.

To give you an idea, the academic league has already checked the aerodynamics of a cow and explained this in detail (quite interesting).

Thinking about this, Applejack scratched her chin, puzzled.

- I just found a great topic for you to talk to Fluttershy about. I think she would love to know about the aerodynamics of some animal. - She commented, because she herself had been very interested when they talked about cows.

- Seriously?! I have to check several animals then. - She says excitedly.

- So, what are you going to do in the league today?

- We're going to test some rockets made from plastic bottles for a competition we're going to participate in next week. - She explains, shrugging. - It was already certain that we were going to win against those idiots from TrendFox, but they tried to sabotage us by stealing one of our rockets. - She says with resentment, containing the irritated expression on her face.

- And what are you going to do? - The blonde asked, curious.

- We'll create an even better rocket, of course. It'll fly higher than their trickery. - She mocks, smiling sideways.

- Louder than your arrogance too? - Applejack asks, raising her eyebrows, which only makes Rainbow laugh.

- It's something difficult to achieve, but for my team, nothing is impossible. - She assured, winking, with a petulant smile on her lips.

- Do I gain presence by being there? - The blonde asked, interested. If that happened, she would definitely spend the rest of the morning there.

- Of course. And you don't have to do anything, just sign the roll call. No coordinator with murderous looks will appear for you. - Rainbow assured, with a touch of provocation.

- Only crazy people go to physics leagues, so you don't need to worry. - She muttered, with a contained smile, but Rainbow hadn't heard, already waving to Soarin who was going in the same direction as them.

- Did you bring all the materials? - She asked, looking at his bag eagerly, as if that would give her some answer.

- Of course. Since someone preferred not to bring anything. - He says with a tired smile.

The bag was really heavy.

- I would forget something and you would blame me. - She defends herself, crossing her arms.

Now, if he had forgotten anything, it would be entirely his fault.

And for the failure and humiliation that would be to lose to TrendFox in the competition that only takes place every two years.

They approached the field, where Spitfire and Fleetfoot were already arguing about how to make the rockets, a very elaborate fight over how much pressure they should put inside the bottle.

- It's going to explode, are you fucking stupid? - Spitfire shouted angrily, spreading her arms.

- It didn't explode the other times, based on the calculations you pulled out of your ass, you're saying that?? - Fleetfoot mocked, already impatient with that conversation.

- Didn't we already decide that we would stay with 200 PSI? - Rainbow muttered, as she approached the others, throwing her bag on the floor, before sitting there.

Applejack sat down next to her, giving a friendly smile to the others, who continued arguing, now also with Rainbow and even Soarin, who hadn't said an "A" in the conversation yet.

- Prepare for war. - Rainbow warned, close to her ear, before leaning on her arms on the grass and looking at her friends, relaxed.

What Rainbow said was quick to happen.

After long minutes, Spitfire got pissed off because she was the only one who wanted to reduce the internal pressure in the bottle, to keep the rocket intact.

But then they moved on to another discussion.

About the appropriate size and what would be the ideal shape for the fins.

Fleetfoot wanted to go for the classic, the triangular ones were normal for any situation and ideal for that moment too.

Spitfire already preferred an elliptical shape and Rainbow told everyone to go fuck themselves, because it was much simpler to make the fins like trapezoids and with greater support on the ground too.

Soarin agreed with her on this detail and was already the one previously chosen by all of them for the previous rocket, so the discussion was more relaxed.

Now, regarding how many fins it should have...

- Damn, four is a sacred number. Is there a better base than that?? - Rainbow exclaimed, disturbed, after Soarin suggested three fins and Spitfire mocked that if it was going to be like that it would be better to only have one.

- Six fins will make it even better! And it's much prettier in flight! - Fleetfoot defended herself.

- Oh, please! You were looking for a triangular shape, where is that "prettier in flight"? - The colorful one asked, frowning indignantly.

- In the fucking house. - Spitfire says with absolute certainty.

- At her mother's house. - Soarin says, with a few weak laughs.

...

Well, Fleetfoot's mother was dead, so...

Yeah, Fleetfoot physically attacked him.

- I think I know why you guys don't have a coordinator here. - Applejack says, cringing as she sees Fleetfoot pull Soarin's hair and he lets out a high-pitched scream.

Rainbow sighed in annoyance, before standing up, pulling her own bag and grabbing something from Soarin's bag.

- Let's go. - She muttered, waving towards the forest and the blonde looked at her with confusion, but followed her anyway.

- Aren't we going to make the rockets? - She asked, looking back, but soon saw that everyone had separated, each going in a different direction.

- Sometimes we can't stand each other. And we'll need 4 rockets. The weighted average of the distance traveled by the 4 rockets added to the simple average of their speed is our final goal. We just needed to decide how it would be done, so we wouldn't blame each other in the end. - She explained, even though she knew that if something went wrong, they would blame each other anyway. - Will you help me build mine? We'll do a test today.

The blonde smiled at her.

- Only if it flies far enough to reach my campus. - She challenged and Rainbow smirked at her.

- I can get that rocket to your house, if you doubt me any longer. - She assured and Applejack raised her eyebrows in disbelief.

In the end, they sat nearby and Rainbow did most of the work herself, only asking for help to deliver the materials.

- I'm seriously thinking about putting 220 PSI. - She muttered, looking at the already structured rocket, while putting the necessary water inside.

- And what does that influence? - The blonde asked, making Rainbow wake up, as she was talking more to herself.

- The pressure applied inside the bottle will push the water out when we press the opening we made. - She explained, nodding to the place near the fins. - The greater the pressure, the greater the force that will be applied to the water for it to come out and, therefore, the reaction will be a greater speed and consequently a greater distance traveled. - She explained, looking anxiously at Applejack, who bit her lower lip trying not to show it too much, but she hadn't quite understood.

She just found it surprising that so much stuff came out of Rainbow's mouth and it wasn't just nonsense.

The colorful one sighed, opening a smile.

- The air I'm going to put inside the bottle will make the water go to hell and then the water will leave pissed off, because it can't stand being next to that suffocating air. It's like when you shake a soda and let someone open it. - She explains and Applejack now seemed to understand. - Law of action and reaction. If the water comes out quickly, the rocket will fly quickly, to the opposite side. - She concluded, before pulling the white pen from her bag and drawing something on the base of the rocket.

- Why a rainbow? - The blonde asked, coming closer.

- I would love for the rocket to get close to one.

Applejack blinked, now realizing she had never thought of it before, but...

- How high is a rainbow? - She asked, interested.

- It varies, but since it always forms at a certain layer of the Earth's atmosphere... Around 100 kilometers away. - She explains, looking at the sky.

- That's a lot. - She murmured, impressed.

- Definitely not for me. - Rainbow says, holding out the pen to her. - Do something that will bring me luck.

- Anything? - She asked, smiling in amusement.

- Think carefully about what you're going to put in. - She corrected herself, looking at her hard. - If I lose, I'll blame you too, depending on what you do.

- Okay, okay. - She took the rocket in her hand and made a quick drawing. - Take apples to space. They deserve it.

Rainbow looked with satisfaction at the drawing of three apples Applejack had made below her rainbow.

- You can be sure of that. - She replied, finally putting the pressure she wanted inside the rocket and positioning it correctly.

Before the test, she visualized that the small camera and speed checker were correctly positioned.

With everything ready, they stood up and Rainbow looked at Applejack, who smiled eagerly at her.

Rainbow pulled the rope quickly, water falling onto the grass and splashing them in the process, but they were focused on the rocket that gradually rose and quickly fled their sight.

Applejack gaped at the path the object took, entering the forest, and Rainbow quickly reached for her phone to see the path it would take.

Her smile widened, as her eyes lit up, seeing how far he had come.

- That's it! Let's put it at 220 PSI! - She exclaimed, jumping in place and Applejack celebrated with her, even without knowing what that would mean.

Far away, Soarin looked at the two with a soft smile on his face.

He already believed enough to think that they were really in a relationship.

It wasn't the same case as the other two.

Rainbow and Applejack excitedly approached Spitfire and Fleetfoot, who were saying goodbye to someone.

- I want to change everyone's pressure to 220! This shit is going to fly like hell! - She said, breathing heavily.

Spitfire looked at her skeptically, knowing they would have to argue again.

But now... She had something else to talk about.

- You don't know what we just got. - Fleetfoot says, smiling cruelly, waving the invitation in her hand.

Rainbow frowned, starting to worry.

- Would that be an invitation to the Sunset Party...? - She guessed, slowly.

But... The invitations were sent via social media.

Those who received the physical invitations were...

- Almost. Fleetfoot and I were selected to organize this year's party. - Spitfire says, with a smile that said a lot about what she would do.

Rainbow felt herself breaking out in a cold sweat.

Organizing the party was the same as saying that everyone would eat out of the palm of their hand, as they would practically be the "owners" of the party.

And from the way they were looking at her, they were going to do anything to find out if what she had with Applejack was real.

Or expose to everyone the farce they were plotting.

- Fuck up. - She muttered, in shock.

- But there are always three organizers. Who will be the third? - Applejack asked, frowning in concern.

- Pinkie Pie. - Fleetfoot replies, shrugging. - This party is going to be amazing.

Applejack blinked slowly, her mouth hanging open.

- Double fucked up. - She muttered, even more shocked.

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Applejack tried to stop laughing, but it was impossible.

- And that's why Winona's hair is short, smooth and close to her body, because it facilitates minimal friction with the air, improving her speed, which is why so many animals tend to be faster than us humans. - Rainbow explained excitedly, ignoring Applejack's cry for help, who rested her hands on her thighs, out of breath.

- You... You should work with art. - She says, before another laugh escapes through her lips, looking again at the quick drawing that Rainbow had made, which was supposed to be Winona.

Every time the blonde laid eyes on that image, she no longer had control over her own body.

Rainbow Dash was the best source of serotonin she'd ever had in her life.

- This isn't funny! This is a serious academic conversation! - She warned, handing her own pen to Applejack, glaring at her with irritation.

Winona was lying in the corner of the couch, watching Rainbow's explanation from afar, after all, it was clear that the colorful girl had eaten a pear before going there.

She was nervous, for sure, she had her reasons.

- I think that's enough aerodynamics for today. - Applejack decided, wiping the tears from the corner of her eyes with a restrained smile. - We're avoiding it as much as we can, but we have to get to the party.

- We can get there at the end. There's no way those demons can do anything to us if we get there at that time. - Rainbow suggested anxiously.

- They can keep the party going until dawn. And tomorrow is Saturday. You know the college doesn’t open tomorrow, so they could stay there until Monday morning and no one would know! - Applejack exclaimed, her voice a little louder than usual with desperation.

- Okay, let's go. - She muttered, desolate, running her hands through her hair. - But go at the minimum speed your car allows while it's running.

And for Rainbow Dash to ask her to go slow, it was because she was scared as hell of what would happen.

Her friends obviously didn't tell her anything about the organization they were doing and they really bugged her, telling her to get ready.

Rainbow had already thought of a thousand different ways to screw up and it was making her really pissed off.

They got into the car, which started to move with the lights on, as it was already past six at night.

They still managed to arrive half an hour late when they arrived at the university gates.

The guard let them in without interference.

He wasn't at all worried about his role there, nor about the abnormal number of students who were arriving at the university (who didn't even study at night).

Applejack drove slowly down the small path, before sighing.

- We'll go in through the front, right? It's safer and it should be full of people. - She says, already forming the idea in her head.

- No! Let's go in through the back. - Rainbow spoke decisively and the blonde had to stop the car to look at her strangely.

- That's a bad idea.

- Of course not! That campus has an opening that we can pass through safely and blend into the party without anyone seeing us. - She explained with determination.

"Anyone" had a name. Spitfire and Fleetfoot.

The place where the Sunset party was celebrated was an abandoned campus, which the institution gave up on finishing and so it was an abandoned building, the furthest away from all the others.

There was zero supervision, so taking advantage of this was easy, the students didn't miss the opportunity.

- But...

- Trust me, damn it. It'll work out. - Rainbow interrupted her and Applejack huffed in annoyance before turning the car around so she could park closer to campus.

A large row of cars made her stop a little way away, so the two walked the rest of the way.

- It's your fault forever. - The blonde grumbled sourly.

Before she could ask why, Rainbow saw the two party organizers standing at the campus "door", greeting someone and letting them in.

- What the fuck...? - Rainbow muttered, confused.

- The invitation said to enter through the back. - Applejack says, sulking.

- And why didn't you tell me this before, damn it?? - Rainbow exclaimed, indignant.

- Oh, please, go fuck yourself. - The blonde exclaimed, impatiently.

They got close enough to stop their argument and Rainbow smiled fakely at her friends, who did the same.

- What are you doing here? - The colorful one asked softly.

- The invitation was quite explicit, - Fleetfoot says, holding one up excitedly. - We knew you wouldn't read it.

- And would try to circumvent our rules. - Spitfire completes, smiling mockingly.

Calling them sons of bitches was already going out of style and the stress didn't allow Rainbow to think of more names to curse them with, so she remained silent.

Spitfire sighed contentedly, picking up a glass resting on the table beside her and filling it with a pink liquid that was in an unlabeled bottle.

She handed it to Rainbow, who looked at the cup seriously.

- What's in there? - She asked cautiously, accepting the glass.

- Alcohol and a few other things. - Fleetfoot says, disinterested, shrugging.

Sniffing for a few moments, Rainbow managed to identify what would be "a few more things".

- I'm not drinking that. - She declared, laughing in disbelief.

- Then you won't enter the party.

- And you'll miss a great chance for us to stop picking on you. - Fleetfoot says, smiling sweetly.

Rainbow huffs slowly, containing the anger in her chest, before tipping the glass to her mouth and the mixture of flavors leaving her with a messed up mind.

- Are you guys drugging people? - Applejack asked, even though she knew that was literally the case. - Is that a crime, I guess... In the whole world? - She looked around to see if she could find a law student popping up on the grass to defend them, but there was no one there.

Fleetfoot smiled at her.

- The effect is more intense at first. After that, you just feel light. - She explained calmly.

- I'm already very light. - Rainbow says, not feeling her own legs and not knowing whether Spitfire had become a real demon and now had two heads or if it was her blurred vision.

This made her laugh, naturally, and Applejack caught her arm as she staggered, about to fall.

- That's the only crime allowed here. We can guarantee it. - Spitfire says, holding out a glass to her, which she reluctantly accepts.

- That's comforting. - She murmured, ironically, bringing the glass closer to her mouth. But before she did, she looked up, frustrated. - Where's Pinkie Pie?

- We don't know. She helped with the decorations and organization and left to get ready, she said she would be back in time for the party. She hasn't arrived yet. - And that was already strange enough for someone like her.

She was never late for a party, especially one she had thrown.

- I thought she would perform the miracle of bringing her girlfriend to one of our parties, but apparently... It really is impossible. - Spitfire says, shrugging.

Applejack just looked sadly at the glass, knowing that her friend couldn't defend her this time (she would probably be on the side of the two offenders, anyway) before tipping it to her mouth and drinking it in one go.

The mixture of sweet, bitter, lemon and something she couldn't identify in the back of her throat made her cough, to relieve her sore throat.

Spitfire filled two glasses, handing one of them to Fleetfoot, both of them drinking the contents of the glass without hesitation.

- Let's go in! - The platinum-haired girl called, excitedly.

- You... Aren't you going to welcome the guests? - Rainbow asked, confused, looking ahead, trying to focus her vision on a single point.

- We were just waiting for you. The rest will come in through the front door. - Spitfire replied, without hesitation.

- You are despicable sons of bitches. - Rainbow muttered in disgust, feeling her head suddenly hurt.

- We're only doing this for your sake. And for our friendship. - Fleetfoot says, unconcerned. - We're just worried, that's all.

- Worried about our relationship?- Applejack asked, offended.

- On the contrary. We're worried about what kind of madness she threatened you with to do this. - Fleetfoot says, looking worriedly at the blonde.

- And what are her intentions behind this. - Spitfire says, walking backwards, staring at the colorful one, who showed her the middle finger.

- Go fuck yourself, both of you, and don't come back any time soon, please. - She said, waving her hands angrily, before sloppily grabbing Applejack's hand and pulling them towards the party itself, which was in one of the abandoned rooms.

She went in there and grabbed one of the glasses from the table, drinking it all, irritated.

- Are they out of money? This punch sucks.

- Calm down and let's act like a couple. The hours will pass quickly. - The blonde says, with her eyes closed, leaning against the wall. She patted Rainbow's shoulder lightly as a comfort. - We only need to spend a couple of hours here and then...

- And then we play a prank on the party organizers. - Rainbow suggested, her eyes shining devilishly. - What do you think? - She turned to the blonde, but she was gaping at the front door.

Rainbow turned to understand and rolled her eyes, as she should have understood Applejack's silly face the first time.

Rarity entered the hall, as always welcoming and cheerful, greeting everyone.

Her cheeks were flushed from the drink they had made her drink at the gates and so two men reached out their arms to her, so she could support herself on them, but she politely refused, walking alone on her heels that shone under the psychedelic lights placed in the room.

- Are you sure you want to leave in two hours? - Rainbow asked with amusement.

- Maybe in three... - The blonde says, lethargic, sighing dumbly, almost melting into the wall, as she looks at Rarity's smile. - And it might be a good idea-

- I don't trust your drunken ideas anymore. After I agree, you blame me. - The colorful girl soon interrupted her, leaning against the wall next to her, with a contained smile on her face.

- But it's your fault for accepting.

Rainbow placed a finger over Applejack's mouth, who frowned.

- Don't make excuses. You're a danger to society when you're drunk. - She stated calmly and Applejack obviously told her to go fuck herself.

After a certain hour, the punch was finally gone and they began to hand out the real drinks, much to Rainbow's delight.

Even as the hours passed, the party didn't seem to let up.

Some people were leaving, but new ones were arriving, because as Spitfire had said: the real party would only start when the night students arrived, desperate to distract themselves from their shitty daily lives.

And so it was done: as the place was more crowded than expected, Spitfire and Fleetfoot asked who wanted to play truth or dare to form a circle on the floor.

Many people gathered, forming a line, as Spitfire and Fleetfoot had to write it down on the phone.

Rainbow didn't question why and walked over, without saying anything, holding Applejack to go with her.

- What a miracle you didn't try to run away. - Fleetfoot teased, smiling at her cell phone as she wrote down their names.

- What are you doing? - The colorful girl waved at her cell phone, intrigued.

- We don't have bottles here. - Spitfire explained. Well... Most people in the place were holding a bottle of gin, so what she said didn't make any sense. - It's unhygienic, so the names will be drawn by an app.

Rainbow laughed, not believing what she just heard.

- So you can cheat the game and choose whoever you want?

- That's what you're saying. - The red-haired one says, smiling sideways.

- How do you trust your friends? - Applejack asked, impressed, as they sat down next to each other.

- The rule is basic: never trust them. - She replied, looking sideways at the two who continued to add more people to the game.

Around twenty people agreed to the joke. Rarity was not among them, preferring to watch from afar.

The game began when you pressed the button and a sequence of names passed on the screen, stopping at two people, the one on the left side, who would ask the question and the one on the right side who would answer.

Most of the first few rounds went smoothly, at least in Rainbow's view.

She was challenged to take two more fingers of the drink that was handed out at the front door, and Applejack was forced to drink a warm lemon gin and tonic that had been stored in Lyra's suitcase for a week. (She was an agronomy student, like the blonde.)

The blonde almost vomited, but managed to drink it all, being forced to put three coffee candies in her mouth to get the horrible taste out of her mouth.

They weren't the worst challenges.

Soarin had to give a triple kiss with Spitfire and Fleetfoot (of course it was Rainbow who proposed) for a solid minute and the three ended the experience in disgust, because Rainbow knew that the three were homosexuals and therefore the experience would be awkward and unpleasant. (Spitfire even enjoyed kissing Fleetfoot, but feeling the other's mouth close to hers completely killed the mood)

This seemed to serve as the much-needed inspiration for the next round, as coincidentally, the phone displayed the names Spitfire and Rainbow Dash.

- This is fucking unfair. - The colorful girl muttered, looking at the cell phone in mortification.

She was sure that if she could touch it, she would see that somehow, the lottery was being rigged and people were being chosen deliberately.

- What I want is something simple. - Spitfire said, smiling like the devil and made a dramatic pause, in which Rainbow didn't even hear her own heart beating. - I want you and Applejack to kiss. For real. - Spitfire defined, smiling softly and the couple could breathe.

- That's it? - Rainbow says, smiling calmly. - I thought you were going to challenge us to provide voyeurism for everyone in this place. - She mocked and many people around seemed to get excited about the idea.

If she could, Applejack would slap her forehead a thousand times.

Maybe on her own forehead, maybe on Rainbow's, for making shitty suggestions.

- But we want a real kiss. - Fleetfoot reinforced, looking at them skeptically.

- And the kiss we had before wasn't real, is that what you're saying? - The blonde asked, seriously, looking at the two on the other side of the circle.

- I mean, there didn't seem to be any passion there. To date, we don't even require love, but at least some affection involved, something passionate between you. - Spitfire speaks with authority, almost as if she were a couples psychologist, and that pissed Rainbow off.

- Go to that shitty psychology school, for fuck's sake, if you're going to interfere in other people's lives. - She exclaimed, irritated and then made a face at the psychology students. - I'm sorry if I offended you.

- You two seemed to be fighting with your tongues, rather than kissing. And I know this, because I've been with both of you and I can speak with wisdom. - Fleetfoot says, arms crossed.

In this they couldn't contest anything.

They didn't kiss people they were attracted to in that way.

And they really took out more of their frustration on each other that day.

Even they, looking back now, could say they had screwed up big time.

- Kiss passionately. And we, mere viewers, will say whether we believe you are a couple or not. - Fleetfoot says, shrugging, as if it were simple.

- Sure. No problem. - Rainbow assured, looking bored at her friend, but nervous inside.

She turned to Applejack, reaching a hand to her face, but damn, they didn't even know how to begin with that.

Should they have practiced kissing before?

It seemed like it would have been important. (More than talking about Winona's aerodynamics.)

It was even strange to think that the two women who slept with women the most hadn't hooked up, even more so pretending to be dating.

They would have to make it happen for the first time.

And in front of everyone.

- Kiss passionately. - Applejack repeated softly between them, looking at Rainbow's lips and mentally preparing herself.

- It shouldn't be difficult. We just have to think about-

Her consolation was cut short when the blonde interrupted her by placing her lips on hers.

Applejack took a deep breath, her lips on hers.

She couldn't kiss her like the last time, so she began to move her lips softly, their mouths scraping against each other with difficulty over her dry lips.

She pulled away enough to lick her own lips, pretending it had been intentional, before returning to the colorful one's lips, supporting herself on the ground to get closer.

Rainbow understood what she was doing there.

Applejack was taking it slow, so it would seem like they were in love with each other.

She followed suit, lifting her hand a little higher to tuck the blonde's hair behind her ear, and opened her mouth automatically when Applejack's tongue asked for entry.

This discouraged her a little. She was acting on autopilot, as she always did with everyone.

And why should that have discouraged her? She pushed those thoughts out of her head, also letting her tongue wander into the blonde's mouth.

It was the first time they kissed "for plesure", so it was also the first time they could understand why the other was so adored by the girls.

Applejack understood why the girls loved the colorful dexterity, as the movement of her mouth was tireless and seemed to provoke greater excitement in her movements, with an eagerness for more.

Applejack was searching for something she couldn't identify, but as soon as the colorful girl's tongue met hers, she felt the need for more.

Her hand snaked eagerly around the colorful girl's waist, bringing her closer, the distance between them feeling too great now.

Rainbow also understood why the girls liked Applejack.

The blonde was hot.

Touching her made you feel like you were slowly combusting, in a pleasurable way, as she moved her body over you.

And her mouth... It made something burn.

Rainbow thought her pulse had quickened from being in front of so many people, who were all keeping their eyes on them, when she sighed into the kiss as Applejack pulled her closer.

She pulled away enough to swallow hard and opened her eyes slowly, seeing Applejack breathing deeply, her eyes closed and her face flushed.

Was she like this because of the drink? Because of the kiss? Because of her?

Why would that be an option? Still, it made Rainbow have an unexpected reaction.

The challenge was probably already complete and whether she had convinced others she didn't know, but now she needed to convince herself of the reasons why she still wasn't satisfied.

Probably because of the hand on her waist, which remained firmly in place, as if waiting for something, as if it wasn't over yet.

That's why Rainbow didn't stop herself from returning her lips to Applejack's, who reacted at the same instant, sighing in delight and letting her other hand rise to Rainbow's face, her fingers slowly running down the colorful girl's cheek, until she reached her hair and filled her fingers with its locks and pulled her closer.

This got the colorful girl's breathing going more quickly, not that she was breathing at the moment.

She took advantage of the lack of air to separate their mouths, just long enough to inhale deeply and fit her mouth back to Applejack's, feeling, deep in her breath, the coffee candies, the damn coffee candies, mixed with the flavor of the drink.

Rainbow didn't realize what she was doing, the blood rushing too fast through her head and into her chest, but before she could stop herself, she crawled across the floor, crossing one of her legs over Applejack's body, sitting on top of her.

The gasps that were released by the audience seemed like a mere buzzing in her ear, when she felt the blonde's hand rise from her waist, making only her presence felt, as she brought her hand to her neck.

Applejack pressed her hand to the back of Rainbow's neck, leaning into her longingly.

She hadn't expected to indulge herself, but now she wanted to drown in Rainbow's mouth for the rest of the night, her lips were so addictive to taste.

So her tongue extended with intensity, exploring the other's wet cavity and wanting, pulsing for a little more.

That could only be the effect of the drink.

That unbridled excitement, something had been released in their veins, that left them uninhibited and made them venture into each other.

And what an adventure...

Rainbow pulled their mouths apart, kissing the corner of Applejack's mouth and slowly moving down to her throat, who swallowed hard, taking a breath, her eyes closed and her neck stretched out towards her.

The colorful one didn't stop herself and sucked the soft skin over the blonde's accelerated pulse, who twitched beneath her, a moan leaving her lips.

But as soon as she started to speak, Rainbow woke up, because what she was about to say could ruin everything.

Applejack had her eyes closed when she called out:

- Ra-

Rainbow acted quickly and returned her mouth to the other's mouth, holding her face between her hands so she wouldn't say anything else.

She moved her mouth quickly, to relieve the nervousness that reached the pit of her stomach, from the fear of being discovered.

Applejack pulled away, cupping the colorful girl's face, letting her lips just graze the side of Rainbow's face.

Rainbow was smelling something refreshing and sweet, which made Applejack take a deep breath, so deep, it made her dizzy from the scent that clouded her mind and left her entranced and interested for more.

She lowered her mouth, leaving it in front of Rainbow once again, who was waiting for this movement, eyes closed and mouth half open, but they were interrupted, when they heard clapping around them.

Rainbow opened her eyes to find Applejack looking just as shaken as she was.

The colorful girl blinked, taking a breath, before quickly getting off the blonde, sitting next to her, swallowing dryly.

Fleetfoot stared at them with her jaw dropped, in disbelief and a little disappointed.

Spitfire pursed her lips in resignation.

- Okay, I think you guys are a real couple. - She finally admitted and a few more people in the circle agreed.

Applejack smiled, trying to distract herself from her heart that wouldn't stop beating in her chest and let her hand fall over Rainbow's.

The colorful girl was startled by the contact, but also forced a smile to appear, licking her lips.

They were too numb to what had happened to react in any different way.

- Let's continue. - Spitfire says, smiling satisfied.

She pressed the button on her cell phone and a series of different names appeared, until it stopped at two.

Bonbon and Rarity.

Everyone turned their gaze to the one outside the circle, who, as soon as she saw the attention on her, turned around without understanding, until she looked at thhe cell phone screen.

She smiled awkwardly at everyone involved.

- I'm not taking part in the game. - She reminded, leaning against one of the incomplete walls of the place.

- I know you've been avoiding parties lately, but if you're not in the mood for a dare, just accept the truth. What do you think? - Spitfire asked, politely, as she always was when she wanted to achieve something.

And she wanted as many discoveries as possible for one night.

Rarity licked her lips, uncertain.

She sipped the drink in her hand, before letting out a small sigh.

- Okay. Go ahead, Bonbon. One question. - She decided, extending a hand.

The one sitting there looked anxiously at the one with purple hair.

- Like Spitfire said... You haven't been around much lately, even though you love parties. And we also haven't seen you hooking up with anyone else. So I'd like to ask... The reason you did this... Is it because you like someone? - She asked, looking at her with interest.

Everyone looked at Rarity, focusing on her attentively.

The woman was desired by many. Of course, those who didn't have the opportunity, or even those who had, were curious to know why she had suddenly disappeared.

And if she liked someone...

Rarity looked at the ground thoughtfully before letting a shy smile appear on her face.

- Yes. I like someone. - She confirmed, looking happy, by the way she smiled.

Rainbow remained staring in amazement at Rarity, feeling herself sinking into a slippery and suffocating quicksand, coming from the blonde at her side, who even without her needing to turn to look, she knew, or rather, she felt that Applejack was withering at that moment.

And this became the biggest shock for her.

Everyone whistled at Rarity and started asking questions about who she was referring to, but Rainbow just looked away in fear at the blonde beside her, watching her stare at the ground in silence.

The colorful girl sighed in exasperation, looking around, before standing up, tugging on Applejack's hand.

The blonde didn't react, remaining with her head down and she didn't have the energy to pretend anything else at that moment, so it was good that they left right then.

- We're leaving. - Rainbow warned, looking at Fleetfoot, who looked at them confused, but nodded.

- Rainbow Dash and Applejack being almost the first to leave a party. It's really surprising. - One of the seated students said, with some laughter.

- They're dating, they're already with the one they want the most at the moment. - Soarin replied, smiling sideways.

Rainbow let out a forced laugh, before giving one last wave of her hand and quickly pulling Applejack away.

As soon as they felt the fresh air of the cold night, the colorful one looked back, looking worriedly at the blonde.

There was no point in asking if she was okay. It was obvious that she must be feeling like shit right now.

So Rainbow continued guiding them forward, along the university street, until they reached an intersection and entered the establishment that was there.

- Now I understand why there is a bar near the university. - Rainbow muttered, looking around.

The vast majority there were university students, who hadn't participated in the party or had already gotten tired of it and came to drink some more.

Applejack pulled her hand from Rainbow's, heading over to the drinks counter.

- A vodka, please. - She asked, discouraged and as soon as it arrived, she drank the liquid as if she was dying of thirst.

She slammed her glass down on the table, taking a deep breath.

Rainbow sat beside her, looking at the liquor shelves, feeling like she needed a drink too.

It hadn't been Fluttershy who had said that, but she knew how Applejack was feeling right now.

And it made her miserable, just thinking about it.

Her eyes met something that caught her attention.

Promotion of bottles of whiskey, at half price.

And it was a good whiskey.

- You really can't stand whiskey? - It was the first thing the colorful girl asked the blonde after that.

- No. - Was Applejack's short answer, looking at Rainbow.

And that exchange of glances was enough.

- Then this is exactly what you need. - Rainbow muttered before waving to the bartender. - I'll have two bottles of that whiskey. - She pointed to the bottles and the man looked at her seriously.

- It's for consumption on site. - He warned and she raised an eyebrow.

- Who said we're taking it home here? Can you bring two bottles and another glass, please. - She spoke truthfully and he seemed incredulous, but he did as she asked.

As soon as the bottle was placed in front of her, Rainbow filled both glasses quickly, Applejack being the first to take long sips, containing the grimace on her face and blinking rapidly at the burning in her eyes.

As soon as she tasted it, Rainbow understood her reaction.

- Being close to the expiration date made the flavor more refined. - She confirmed, looking at the drink's expiration date.

- It's horrible. - The blonde complained and even so she took another long sip.

They remained silent, just drinking with no intention of finishing, focused on their own world, while listening to the loud conversations and exaggerated laughter of the people around them.

It almost felt like the day they met.

Applejack downed the rest of the whiskey in her mouth, pursing her lips at the strong flavor going down her throat all at once.

It was already the sixth glass, she was bored enough of that drink, but she didn't see herself stopping any time soon, even though she already felt dizzy enough to see everything blurry.

She swirled her tongue around in her mouth, thoughtful.

Anything that could distract her was worth it, so she thought about the kiss she had with Rainbow last time.

It had been different from the first.

She could say that with absolute certainty.

There was a feeling there that she didn't understand, probably because of the drink that made them more relaxed to enjoy each other.

Because it had been a fucking exciting kiss.

Applejack hadn't felt this way with a woman in a few months.

And it was thinking about this and remembering what Rainbow did, that she warned:

- I was going to moan your name. - Her voice came out slowly, but firmly from her lips.

Rainbow looked at her sideways, not understanding what she suddenly said.

- What? - She murmured, confused.

The blonde took a deep breath, before staring at the colorful one.

- I was going to moan your name. When we kissed today. - She explained and saw the understanding pass through Rainbow's eyes, but she remained silent, not knowing how she should react to that information. - I know I'm in love with Rarity, but I knew who I was there with. That I was with you. You two are too different for me to confuse you. - She admitted, letting out a few laughs, that even she didn't know where the funny thing was and Rainbow felt something tingle in her chest, uncomfortable, so she swallowed hard. - You really turned me on earlier today. - She admitted, running her hand over her face, with a lazy smile and Rainbow didn't know why she couldn't look away from Applejack, but she knew for sure that she regretted having interrupted her from moaning her name. Just imagining it now, it warmed something inside her. - But I appreciate the help. I know I can trust you. - She says, before letting her smile grow, looking gratefully at Rainbow and the colorful one only focused on her lips at that moment.

She looked away, sipping her whiskey, before laughing awkwardly, not knowing what to say.

She could speak with conviction that she knew it was a great help.

She could tell the blonde would need to reward her for that.

She could even say that she knew the blonde would moan her name, because she was irresistible, but she preferred to say something that worried her at the moment.

And she wanted to make that clear to Applejack.

- I wouldn't moan any other name either. It would be yours. You know how to make your presence known too. - She said, jokingly, even though she was being very serious.

Applejack's presence, through her long and all-encompassing touch, left Rainbow's feelings clouded, uncertain of how she should react.

Was it the touch on her neck? The pull of her shoulder closer? The hand that fingered her slowly, just feeling her curves?

It was too much to feel. And only Applejack remained in her thoughts.

The blonde smiled crookedly at her, before looking at the empty glass, the two returning to silence.

Little by little, Applejack felt depressed again.

It was hard to forget words that seemed to have been engraved in her mind.

She filled her glass once more, some of the drink spilling over, but she didn't care about it, putting the bottle down and looking at the full glass.

- I've had heartbreaks before. I fell in love with Rara from medical school and... I confessed to her. I actually got dumped by her directly. - She spoke quickly, laughing at her own idiocy. - But... That doesn't compare to what I'm feeling right now. It's like... I've been robbed. Of something that wasn't mine. And that's what bothers me. If I had tried before... Would there have been a chance? I'll never know.

- It's not quite like that. - Rainbow replied, looking at her with a frown. - She said she likes someone. Not that she's with someone.

- Do you think it's easy to stop liking someone? - She asked, in disbelief, looking at Rainbow skeptically. - If it were, you know you would have stopped liking Fluttershy and fallen in love with someone easier. That's not how it works.

- It doesn't matter if it takes time or not, with the right person, she will overcome these feelings. - The colorful woman speaks truthfully. - Don't you think you're the right person for her? Then you have to try! You can't give up like that.

- It's not giving up, it's... Conformity. - She muttered, depressed, before bringing the glass to her lips, frustrated when the drink fell in drops on the table and her clothes. - For Rarity to like someone, she knows that they are a good person for her.

Rainbow suppressed a frustrated sigh, before tipping the glass to her mouth, drinking the rest of the liquid.

- Drink. - She ordered impatiently and the blonde looked at her without understanding. - Drink quickly. You'll feel better in the end.

- You want to get me drunk? - Applejack had to ask, amused.

- You're already doing it on your own. I didn't force you to drink more than half a whiskey. - She replied, smiling at the blonde.

This seemed to convince Applejack, who drank what was in the cup.

Rainbow sighed, standing up.

She filled their glasses halfway before standing up and pulling Applejack by the hand.

- Where are we going? - She asked lazily, but still let herself be guided by Rainbow.

- Cheer you up. You need to restore your spirits. - She declared, before handing the blonde the glass back, when they arrived near one end of the bar, where there were many people there in the open area.

There wasn't a good sound system, just a box that played the bar owner's favorite songs (who had terrible taste), but people didn't seem to mind that, as they chatted in their distracted groups and cheered up every now and then when a song worth listening to finally came on.

- Do you want to hear a sad story to comfort yourself because you're not in enough shit yet? - Rainbow asked, toasting her glass with the blonde's, who looked at her with a raised eyebrow.

- Yet? - She grumbled, grimacing.

- Sorry for the pessimism. But my story really is unpleasant. - She justified herself, shrugging her shoulders.

- Okay, you've convinced me. Tell your story.

- I dated a girl during my high school years. We broke up in my senior year of school, because I found out that she was constantly cheating on me. - She explained the basics and that alone made Applejack look at her with pity.

- First love? - She tried to guess and Rainbow sighed, before taking a long sip of whiskey.

- Yes. She was an idiot. I only realized that too late. And I only realized that the admiration I felt for Fluttershy was something more, when I managed to get rid of Lightning Dust. - She says, pursing her lips. She shrugged, putting it out of her mind. - And you? Don't you have any horrible relationships on your resume?

Applejack blinked, looking at the contents of her cup, before shaking her head.

- I've never dated before. - She admitted. - The closest I've come was with Rara, but... It's better to leave that aside. - She says, laughing a few times.

- Is this your first time dating? - Rainbow asked in disbelief, waving between them.

With the blonde's nod, Rainbow shook her head and drank the rest of the drink in her glass.

Applejack did the same, squinting at the taste, before setting the glass down on the counter nearby.

- What if you still had a chance with Rara? Do you think you would go to her? - The colorful girl asked, leaning on the edge of the counter, while looking at the blonde.

- No. I wouldn't try again. I don't know if she would come to me. Maybe... Maybe I would try again. But I wouldn't go after her first. - She confessed, licking her lips.

Rainbow watched her, until she felt a weight on her chest.

- I'm sorry your first relationship was like this. - She asked, not knowing why she was so sorry about it. - It must be really depressing.

Applejack laughed at her words, blinking her eyes slowly.

- Don't feel that way. On the contrary, it's been a more fun experience than I expected. - She admitted, smiling calmly at Rainbow. - I don't regret being in a relationship with you. - The words escaped her mouth easily, the two of them staring at each other, not knowing how to interpret those words.

Relationship like fake girlfriends?

Like pretend colleagues?

As friends, perhaps?

Or how...

Applejack was pushed by the person sitting behind her, who suddenly stood up and ran to the middle of the room, when a song she knew played and Rainbow raised her arms, resting her hands on the blonde's waist to stop her and Applejack did the same, leaning on the colorful girl's shoulders, trying to make her mind stop spinning.

Due to their proximity, Applejack inevitably dropped her gaze to Rainbow's lips.

Rainbow noticed her gaze and did nothing, remaining as she was.

She felt the sweet breath coming from Applejack's mouth next to her and closed her eyes, reveling in the scent.

The blonde saw this as permission and leaned over the lips that were not hers, with a gentle brush.

Rainbow felt her skin crawl and they hadn't even started to really kiss.

Her hands encircled Applejack, hugging her waist, bringing her closer, as she moved her lips to the side, sating herself with whiskey-wet lips that Rainbow felt like she could get drunk on for an entire night.

Applejack raised her hands to her hair once more, trapping the strands between her fingers and instantly deepening the kiss, her chest vibrating with satisfaction at the loss of reason, as Rainbow intertwined her tongue with hers.

The question hovered between them, even without being said, every time one of their hands slowly moved down the other's neck, feeling the pulse between their fingers, or when the other's hand slowly slid along their curves, making them wish it could run over their entire body: why were they doing that?

There was no challenge. There was no one they wanted to see it.

What was the purpose?

It was the question that lit up their minds, when they sighed with contentment, when the other hand squeezed them in the right place.

They settled for thinking that it was because there were too many witnesses there.

Many college students, who could prove their relationship as true.

That was reason enough for Applejack to press Rainbow against the counter, bringing their bodies together, while holding her warm face even closer and the colorful girl hugged the blonde intensely, feeling their hips united and rubbing together, making her gasp during the kiss.

When the air seemed impossible to avoid, they separated, panting, without letting go of each other.

Applejack closed her eyes when she felt one of Rainbow's hands reach her cheek and she opened her eyes, meeting the colorful girl's determined gaze.

- We'll be able to win our girls over. - She promised, squeezing her other hand that was on the blonde's waist and Applejack felt herself shiver at her words.

Did her confidence make her weak at the knees? No. It made her hopeful beyond belief.

She didn't know if trusting Rainbow was a good idea, but she was willing to take the risk.

- We can do it. - She whispered back, looking deep into the other's eyes, who smiled excitedly at her.

And it was the most beautiful smile Applejack had ever seen.

Chapter Text

- Please!

- No.

- Just this once...

- I already said no.

- Twily! - Pinkie whimpered, looking at her in agony. - Don't you like what I do?

- I like it! - She says quickly, before sighing. - But your college parties... They're kind of... Unusual for me.

The pout that formed on Pinkie's lips would make even a puppy feel sorry for her.

- Are you saying my parties are bad? You haven't even been to a real one! - She exclaims, sitting down in disbelief.

Okay, at that particular party she had to resort to some moves she didn't usually do (often, because Pinkie Pie has done everything), but with Spitfire and Fleetfoot also being in charge, the three of them had to come to some agreement.

But Twilight never went to any of her parties!

Not even if her excuse was because of the drinks (something Pinkie already knew Twilight didn't like to drink, so she had already made a large enough reserve of low-alcohol punch to be distributed at the beginning of the party, because she knew that if the physics student went, she wouldn't stay long anyway) she would have any justifications, so the curly-haired girl only saw Twilight's disgust with what she did as an explanation.

And that made her really sad.

- I've been to one of your parties! And I loved it! - Twilight says with conviction.

Pinkie looks at her boredly.

- The surprise I gave you on your birthday last year, where I brought a cupcake and some snacks, and where only you and your pupil were present, cannot be called a party. - She answered seriously. - You're ready! What's stopping you from going with me for half an hour?

- Because you tricked me. - She accused, pointing a finger, looking hurt. - You said we were going to a book festival!

- Wouldn't that be better than a party! - Twilight let out a dramatic, indignant gasp at her words.

Soon, Twilight's spiteful gaze seemed to invade the deepest, darkest parts of Pinkie's brain.

Wow, the curly girl didn't know about this intimidating side of the other.

She wasn't going to lie, she just fell even more in love.

- Festivals are big parties, in case you didn't know. - She murmured, slowly, and Pinkie swallowed hard, not knowing whether or not to tell Twilight that there wasn't even a literary festival happening at that moment, she had just made that up to get her out of the house.

And now the two were standing at the university's door arguing, because of course Twilight would question about the festival with suspicion and Pinkie could no longer avoid saying that they were going to the Sunset party.

She just wanted to keep Twily there for 30 minutes! So she could meet one of her parties and... Okay, she had made a bet with Spitfire and Fleetfoot, so now she owed them too.

Her pocket was already crying in anticipation.

Pinkie took a deep breath, looking around, seeing only people entering the university, to go to their classes.

- So there's something else you'd like to do here? - She asked, sighing in resignation, and the one with glasses didn't seem to understand. - You don't want to go to the party I planned so carefully, so isn't there something else you've always wanted to do at university, but didn't have the courage to do during the day?

Since she couldn't make her have fun at the party, she would do her best not to ruin her partner's night.

Twilight looked at her silently, thoughtfully.

Many things seemed to be going through her mind, much to Pinkie's surprise.

- Anything? - She asked cautiously, looking closely at the other's expression.

- Anything. - Pinkie confirmed, opening a confident smile. - There are few things that are beyond my ability.

Twily licks her lips, suddenly looking very anxious.

- I want to break into Starlight Glimmer's lab. - She spoke quickly and without hesitation, making Pinkie's eyes widen and her mouth drop open.

She had said that a little too loudly, so she looked at the guard at the gate, but he didn't care about them.

- That... Is it because she publicly cursed you in that experiment competition? - The curly-haired girl asked, slowly.

- It's because she hates me! And I want to see what she thinks is so much better than me. - She justified herself with a frown.

Starlight Glimmer was a chemistry student and always looked down on Twilight.

She acted like she didn't have the ability to do experiments like she did, just because she wasn't an expert in every fucking acid known to man and she was!

She was a sample girl, that's what.

(Twilight didn't like to admit it, but she was bitter that Starlight was once asked to present a sulfuric acid exhibit to children (damn, they were children!), because she was a "dedicated and careful student of her future profession". Those words stuck with Twilight for weeks. Wasn't she also a dedicated and careful student of her future profession??)

- I want to invade that place and mess everything up! - She exclaims, her eyes shining with the revenge she would take.

The most she would allow herself to do was waste her materials.

- Okay, so let's go. - Pinkie says, taking disposable gloves out of her pocket.

She carefully put it on herself, holding out the other pair to her.

- Why do you have this in your pocket? - Twily asked, suspicious, but accepting the gloves.

- You never know when you'll need it. - She shrugs mysteriously. - Let's rob the best chemistry student's room. - She said with a determined smile looking inside the university and Twilight just looked at her sourly.

She stepped forward, stomping her feet, and Pinkie looked at her, lost.

- You're the best physics student! - She added, hurrying her steps behind her, but Twilight was already far enough away.

As they got closer to the chemistry campus, Twilight already seemed to regret her own proposal.

Her steps were getting slower and slower as she watched the occupied rooms, the two heading towards the laboratories.

Because, of course, the brilliant chemistry student had a lab all to herself too.

- I think we better go back, the door will definitely be closed. - She decided, suddenly turning around and walking with hurried steps towards the exit, but Pinkie stopped her, putting a hand in front of her.

- Don't worry about it. - She smiled, winking one of her eyes, showing the set of keys she had taken. - The guard was very kind to lend me these. - Twilight let her jaw drop to the floor, now being pushed by the curly haired girl towards the labs section.

The area had a few labs in use, but the last one, Starlight's, was closed and the lights were off.

- What are we going to do in there? - Twily asked, looking scared at the door, which Pinkie was opening at that moment.

- You're the one who had the ideas. Let's do what you imagined. - Pinkie assured, with an excited smile, before letting the other one enter.

Twilight swallowed.

If she were to do whatever her furious thoughts told her, she would likely destroy that room.

She'd better think of something lighter.

Pinkie closed the door behind them and was about to turn on the light, but Twilight stopped her, holding her hand.

- Starlight has some students who study at night. If they see us here... We'll be screwed. - She justified herself and the curly-haired girl quickly nodded.

They turned on their flashlights using their cell phones and began to observe the room, Pinkie looking for a snack and Twilight analyzing the chemistry student's study table.

She found lots of papers, elaborate formulas and post-its stuck everywhere.

One of those post-its made her freeze on the spot.

It was a poorly drawn drawing of her (and she knew it was her, because of the hair and glasses) with horns and a goofy expression.

- That woman really hates me. - She muttered, indignant.

- I think she likes you. And she has a completely strange way of showing it. - Pinkie bets, next to her, looking at the drawing seriously.

For her, it was better this way. Less competition with other people wanting Twilight.

The one with glasses laughed, in disbelief at her words, before looking at the shelves of substances in the room.

- Let's use up her materials. - She said, decisively and Pinkie laughed, anxious.

- What kind of experiment are we going to do?

Twilight ran her fingers through the materials they had there and when she found the glassware Starlight had, her eyes lit up when she saw the test tubes of varying sizes.

- Lights. Let's make lights. - She murmured, delighted, before pulling all the test tubes she could find onto the counter.

There were some that were thicker than an apple, she couldn't be more excited!

- Let's make chemical lanterns. - Twilight says and Pinkie cheers along with her.

- Perfect! I'll get the oil. - She took charge, looking for the liquid.

- I always carry effervescent acids in my bag, so I have enough for 10 experiments. - Twilight says, taking the tablet with the vitamin C pills out of her bag, smiling proudly as she places the acid on the table.

- Why do you hang out with so many? - Pinkie asked, impressed.

She thought she was the only one carrying around useless things.

- You never know when someone might need vitamin C. - Pinkie thought.

Maybe it would be better to carry effervescent acids with you than five oranges in your bag.

She approached with the container of oil, Twilight already filling the test tubes halfway with water.

- It would be good if we had dye.- The experiment wouldn't be as efficient if there wasn't a color to highlight.

- I can solve that. - Pinkie says, taking three dyes out of her pocket: one pink, one green and one orange.

Twilight looked up at her in amazement, and the smile on her lips made Pinkie shiver inside.

- You're amazing, you know that? - She praised and the curly-haired girl felt her face heat up.

- I know now, for sure. - She murmured, rocking contentedly.

Twilight poured the oil into the test tubes, Pinkie quickly helping her pour the dye into each one.

- Ready? - The one with glasses asked, looking up.

Pinkie already had five fizzy drinks in her hand, aiming at the five different test tubes, just waiting for Twilight's authorization.

- Always. - She confided and Twilight nodded so they could begin.

The chemical reaction happened gradually.

The effervescent acid fell into the water and made it bubble, releasing carbon dioxide, which mixed with the oil to form large balls of gas, resembling bright, colorful lava.

Seeing the 10 test tubes lighting up the entire room made their vision much clearer and the experience was incredible.

Pinkie quickly placed each test tube in separate corners of the room, lighting everything proportionately.

Twilight smiled happily at the test tube in front of her, which was glowing pink.

She still remembered, with nostalgia, the first time she did that experiment.

She was in elementary school and stole ingredients from her kitchen, before hiding in her room.

She cried when she couldn't get it to shine the way she imagined, but was discovered by her parents, who helped her do the experiment the right way.

The three of them in the room admiring a colorful lamp that glowed faintly is one of the best memories of her life.

She was distracted from her own thoughts, hearing a satisfied sigh from Pinkie Pie in front of her.

- To make it better, the only thing I could do is turn this lab into my favorite color. - She admitted, looking at the gas bubbles inside the test tube gently shaking.

Pinkie blinked, remembering something.

She searched through her pockets in a daze, opening the small bag that accompanied her, until she found the small container.

She raised her eyes just to be sure, before holding them out to Twilight.

The one with glasses looked up without understanding, until she saw some blue dye in the other's hands.

She was surprised as the realization dawned on her mind.

Pink with blue generated...

- Purple. Let's light up this room purple. - Pinkie says, smiling at her.

Twilight just watched as Pinkie placed the dye ribbons inside the test tube and, little by little, the pink turned into purple.

The smile that grew on her face warmed her chest.

Pinkie had just made one of her dreams come true, so easily and without even knowing it.

- I'm sure Starlight Glimmer isn't capable of being impressed by every beauty in the universe like you are. - Pinkie assured in a low voice, sure of what she was saying.

Starlight was very successful at university because of her great achievements and she was really only interested in that.

For the great experiments she could do.

That which was simple didn't impress her, unlike what happened with Twilight.

The physics student liked to redo simple experiments to carefully review their effects.

She liked to understand in minute detail every detail of a small effect and how it would affect the entire universe.

She was very easily impressed.

And there were many academic works that could seem boring due to their repetitive content, but she always found a way to interpret them in a different way, even though everything in physics is the same.

That was just one of the details that made Pinkie like her so much.

Twilight stared transfixed at Pinkie's expression, her eyes so loving and appreciative for her.

- And so do I. I love seeing the beauty in every detail of you. - She admitted easily, even though she wasn't going to say it at first.

Before she could get nervous about her own words, her chest stopped for exactly 4 seconds when Twilight leaned forward and pressed her lips to hers, under the purple light of the lamp they made.

Pinkie's body no longer obeyed her, from the moment Twilight did that, so she closed her eyes, leaning on the counter, her senses completely focused on Twilight's lips.

The one with glasses carefully raised a hand to Pinkie's cheek, moving her lips slowly, calculating each movement she should make.

Her posture straightened as she took another step closer to the curly-haired girl, letting her lips close over Pinkie's in a simple contact.

She opened her eyes in an instant.

It was difficult for her to stay without thinking for long, so her consciousness returned faster than a train, arriving back in her mind.

She pulled away, taking a long step back and placing a hand over her mouth, in disbelief at what she had done.

Her mouth opened, but she could only gasp, her eyes wide as she stared at the ground.

She was mortified enough that she couldn't look at Pinkie for a whole month.

- We can go to the party now. - Twilight suggests, looking away to the window, feeling her face hotter than a perfect combustion.

She was still in awe from kissing Pinkie Pie.

She could imagine many situations, but could she do it herself??

Several justifications ran through her mind, none of which made her heart feel at ease.

Meanwhile, Pinkie stared blankly at Twilight's face, which seemed to glow purple from the dim light formed by her chemical lamps.

She couldn't believe that the thing she wished for the most had come true: a sign. A sign that she could - or rather should - try to take a real risk with Twilight Sparkle.

She sometimes felt too cowardly for that, so much so that she did a whole juggling act to get closer to the other without it being for academic reasons, for fear that Twilight would be intimidated by her feelings and move away from her.

But then... She had kissed her!

Regardless of the reason she did it, it was a good reason!

It was a good enough reason to make Pinkie tremble all over with unbridled excitement and want to set off the fireworks she kept for an emergency in her college locker, so that everyone would know that today was her day.

She couldn't be happier.

Because now, she had a justification to go after what she wanted.

Pinkie didn't hesitate to lift a hand and rest it on Twilight's cheek, letting her smile grow as she felt the warm skin beneath her palm.

The physics student looked at her breathlessly, forgetting how to breathe, completely stunned by her own feelings.

- I don't want to go anywhere else right now, other than by your side. - She was sincere, before approaching and leaving a soft kiss on Twilight's other cheek, pulling away with satisfaction.

At first, she even regretted missing the party, but now she hoped that everything had gone well without her and that Applejack and Rainbow Dash had managed to realize that they weren't after Fluttershy and Rarity because they were the only ones capable of affecting them positively and that someone who was becoming increasingly close could afflict them better feelings than they could with someone they thought they were "in love with".

Pinkie had a lot of hopes. Many of them renewed, she daresay.

She knew the two of them had managed fine without her.

She smiled softly at Twilight, watching her anxiously.

- Can I suggest something for us to do? - She asked and Twilight quickly nodded, anything that could make them forget that kiss.

Little did she know that this would be the most memorable memory of Pinkie's life.

- I have something to let go of that's in my lockets. I feel like I need to do it now. - She admitted with a bright smile.

°°°

- That's a lie! - Applejack screamed, her eyes full of tears, because of how much she felt uncomfortable at that moment.

- It's not! Why don't you believe me? - Rainbow says, indignant and hurt by the blonde's lack of confidence in herself.

- Because you're trying to fool me with pretty words, just to play with me and rub it in my face later! - She exclaimed with conviction and taking a breath after that.

Rainbow sighed, disappointed.

- Are you doubting me, after I said I would trust what I say? - She asked, her voice low, the swirl of conflicting feelings in her chest, relentless.

- You said the moon isn't a star! - She shouted, throwing her arms wide in frustration.

- Because isn't this fucking thing a star!! - Rainbow exploded, pointing up, looking angrily at the blonde.

- But it shines! And it's just like the sun! And the stars! And... Of course the moon is a star! - Applejack defended herself, feeling dizzy.

- Holy shit, someone get this woman out of my sight. - Rainbow said, stunned.

Did Applejack seriously just compare the sun to the moon?

Holy shit, what kind of people was Rainbow hanging out with?

She needed to review this urgently.

The colorful girl sighed, her disbelief making her sit sloppily on the chair outside the bar, to think about what she was doing next to someone like Applejack.

- A star. - She repeated, looking at the moon, asking the heavens for mercy so that they would put wisdom in Applejack's head.

- And what the hell is this, then?? An alien??? - She asked, irritated.

- A satellite! A fucking satellite! - She spoke slowly, but loud enough for anyone at the university to hear from that distance.

Some people looked at them strangely, as it was already past eleven at night and two crazy women were shouting at each other, voraciously.

- You're lying! - Applejack accused, pointing a finger at her and so they returned to the previous subject. - Satellites transmit internet, connection, I don't know! But the moon.... It... Impossible! - She screamed and Rainbow practically saw a flat-earther in front of her and wanted to slap Applejack.

She took a deep breath, closing her eyes, remembering the yoga elective class she took and thinking about relaxing things so she wouldn't go after the blonde.

- The moon is a natural satellite!

- Then why does it shine??

- For the sun, damn it, because of the sun!! - She screamed, exasperated.

- But the sun isn't here, stop being so stupid!

- They're driving away my clientele, can you please send these two away?? - The bar owner asked one of the women inside, who Rainbow had spoken to earlier.

It was Clear Skies, a classmate of Rainbow's, who had just asked how they were doing.

And now she was fucking regretting it.

She wasn't close enough to Rainbow, let alone Applejack, to babysit them drunk.

But the anguished and desperate look of the man in front of her made her sigh deeply, going towards the two.

- Hey, you guys. - She called, the two of them turning to her with frowns. - Don't you think it's time to go home?

- I would love to go home, but I came here with this uncontrolled drunk and I can't go back! - Rainbow exclaimed, annoyed.

She might even be speaking normally, but her consciousness was already far away.

If anything, she was just as drunk as Applejack.

That Whiskey promotion was the end for them.

Rainbow was feeling confident because of a paid internship she was participating in and bought two more bottles, doing game shots with anyone who wanted to participate.

- You get other people drunk and then blame them, that's just like you! - Applejack says sarcastically, clapping her hands.

Clear Skies blinked, feeling sorry for herself.

She didn't know where either of them lived.

She looked back warily, seeing the bar owner staring at her intently.

- Which of the two lives closer? - Rainbow pointed to the blonde, who was looking seriously at the moon. - Applejack... Can you explain to me where you live?

- I live on a farm in Ponyville, on a street full of green and red apple trees. - She replied, closing her eyes, melancholic.

Rainbow groaned in frustration before banging her head on the wall behind her.

- Your current home, you idiot! - She exclaimed.

- And you don't know where it is? - Skies asked impatiently.

- It's near trees too. - She stammered, looking at the table. - And chocolates. Delicious chocolates.

Clear Skies gave up on everything at that moment, sitting down next to Rainbow.

Applejack was startled to see fireworks going off near the university, but it made her wake up and sit in front of them.

- I have an idea. - She spoke very clearly.

- Holy shit... Fucked up. - Rainbow muttered, looking at the blonde's seemingly sensible expression.

- Take us to a hotel. It's easier. - She suggested, looking at Clear Skies.

For a moment, no one said anything.

Until Rainbow burst out laughing and Skies' face turned completely red.

- Is everything okay? Are you going to explode? - The blonde asked, putting a hand on top of Clear Skies', but the girl just pulled away from her hand, embarrassed, as she had had a crush on Applejack before.

- What a perverted, shitty idea that is, Applejack! - Rainbow exclaimed, between laughs.

- I've slept in one once. It's super comfortable. - She explained calmly, shrugging her shoulders.

Meanwhile, Skies was already looking for the nearest motel to take them to.

Why was it that just when she was the one chosen not to drink, this happened?

- Come with me, girls. - She practically pushed the other two to stop the car, then drove quickly.

As soon as they arrived at the designated location and passed the counter (which the attendant thought the three of them were going to enter, to Clear Skies' absolute shame), the only sensible person there took them to the indicated room and only left after making sure that they had closed the room door from the inside.

She paid the price for a night there with Rainbow Dash's wallet and she couldn't even say it was her fault, Applejack herself was waving at her girlfriend's pocket when Clear Skies asked about the money.

- Finally... - Applejack mutters, leaning against the door after closing it with a relaxed sigh.

Rainbow looks away from the floor, looking up at the blonde.

- Finally what? - She asked, seeing the blonde almost asleep leaning against the door.

- We're finally alone. - She admitted, before opening her eyes, to look at Rainbow with a lazy smile.

The colorful girl tried to understand those words, without taking her eyes off the blonde.

Her pulse quickened without her permission as a very appealing idea crossed her mind.

She didn't need to look around, it was obvious they were alone in that room.

She stood up, taking slow steps towards the blonde, who watched her approach with a soft breath, a breath that ended up being released over Rainbow's face when she got close enough.

Rainbow didn't need to look down for long, as Applejack's lips seemed to be calling her and she didn't take long to answer the imminent desire in her chest and quickly join her lips with the blonde's.

There was no more suitable place to do this than a bedroom, so Rainbow didn't stop herself from guiding her hands to the blonde's curves, pressing her against the door and pressing herself onto her, Applejack's now heavy breathing evident beneath her.

Rainbow let her tongue slowly intertwine with the blonde's, savoring the last traces of alcohol that still resided in her mouth and missing something caffeinated in Applejack's mouth.

Applejack raised her hand, slowly running it up and down Rainbow Dash's body, making her shirt rise as her hand passed so lightly and making the colorful girl sigh as her hand brushed against her bust, Rainbow had to part her lips to moan, when the blonde's hand settled at the base of her neck, her short nails scratching as much as they could, pulling Rainbow to her mouth again.

The colorful girl didn't deny the movement, letting her hands rise a little higher and entering Applejack's shirt, feeling the warm skin beneath the cloths.

That sparked something in her chest. An overwhelming desire to feel Applejack's warm, bare skin all over her surged through her, so much so that she couldn't help but shiver as Applejack pulled away enough to bite her lower lip, her hands pulling Rainbow's hair closer once more.

The dizziness in her chest was incomprehensible even to her, so she indulged herself in the blonde's mouth once more, because only then would her mind be silenced, only giving her more reasons to touch the blonde in increasingly intimate places.

Rainbow couldn't resist her urge and squeezed the blonde's sides, who gasped into the kiss.

This triggered an automatic reaction in Rainbow, who pulled Applejack by the waist, guiding them to the bed.

As soon as the blonde's legs hit the mattress, Applejack didn't think twice before pulling Rainbow's legs up in an act unexpected by the colorful girl, who lost her balance, but Applejack was holding her so that she fell sitting on her lap.

They took a moment to breathe, keeping their eyes closed.

- Now yes... - Applejack murmured with satisfaction, running her hands over Rainbow's covered thighs, lifting them up to the colorful girl's ass.

Before she could get that far, Rainbow pushed her back, the blonde falling back onto the bed with a sigh.

Rainbow didn't stop herself from leaning over the blonde and returning the union of their mouths, in an intertwining that satisfied more than either of them could have hoped for.

The colorful one pressed herself against the blonde's warm body, when Applejack lifted her hands inside her shirt, making her shiver.

She pulled away from the blonde's mouth slowly, still feeling her breath mix with hers, before leaving small kisses, trailing down to Applejack's neck.

The blonde stretched her neck as much as she could, despite the contractions in her body, as she ran her hands along the curves of the colorful woman.

Rainbow kissed the warm skin, including over the blonde's racing pulse, which had become Rainbow's favorite part.

Soon after, she sucked on the spot, her lips being able to feel when the blonde gasped and her pulse pounded even faster, her twitching beneath her, as she squeezed her waist and a moan escaped her lips, so desirous and satisfied:

- Rainbow Dash... - Hearing this made Rainbow feel like her ears could melt at any moment, as they had already heard the best prayer of their lives.

The vibration in her chest was uncontrollable, due to the joy she felt at having managed to hear the blonde moan her name in such a sensual and delicious way.

The colorful girl looked up at the blonde, wanting to see the blonde's beautiful expression, which she soon found, Applejack's flushed face, her eyes closed and panting breath. She was wonderfully beautiful under her touch, which only made Rainbow want to cause even more sensations in her and then...

That's when she realized something.

She shouldn't be doing that.

It was seeing Applejack's expression that she realized they weren't sober enough to do something like that.

She herself was moved by the unbridled desire that the drink had allowed her to unleash and she knew that the blonde wasn't in her right mind either.

So she stopped what she was doing, getting up from the blonde's lap and standing up, feeling the places where her body touched Applejack's tingling with the incompleteness of her satisfaction.

- Let's go to sleep. - She muttered and Applejack mumbled something, arranging herself in bed carelessly, already sleepy.

Rainbow went to the bathroom first and washed her face, trying to forget the trail of Applejack's hands on her body, so she could finally cool down.

When she felt that was enough, she returned to the bedroom, where Applejack lay, picking at the edge of the blanket with her fingers, while humming some song, waiting for Rainbow.

The colorful girl sighed, turning off the lights, but it was still possible to see the lights outside through the open window.

She lay down on the soft bed and closed her eyes, thinking that she could finally rest.

Until she is startled when an arm wraps around her belly and brings her closer to the bed.

As soon as she felt a calm breath close to the back of her neck, she turned her head, irritated.

- Hey! I don't like being the smallest spoon! - She tried to push Applejack away, but she just pressed her arm on her belly, bringing her face closer to Rainbow's hair, ignoring her completely. - Okay, okay, but if you throw up on me, I swear I'll kick you out of this room. - She warned, after a resigned sigh and decided to relax, even though the breathing close to her neck caused her to shiver from time to time.

°°°

Rainbow breathed deeply, her throat producing sounds naturally as she relaxed into the sleepiness she felt.

She would have remained sleeping peacefully if someone hadn't started to stir behind her restlessly.

- Rainbow. - Applejack called, frowning, eyes still closed.

The colorful girl ignored her, thinking that the blonde wasn't worth waking up from her sleep.

But even if she had the ability to ignore Applejack's call, it was a completely different matter when someone started poking you insistently, so she opened her eyes and became even more irritated when she realized that the day hadn't even gotten light.

- What the fuck? - She asked, knocking Applejack's hand away.

- Coffee. Find me a coffee. - She asked, her voice strangled, and Rainbow looked back with puffy eyes, to watch the blonde.

From her voice, it sounded like she was going to die of withdrawal.

And indeed, she had a pitiful grimace as she stared at the ceiling.

- Go to the bathroom. Do you want me to call 911? - She asked, pursing her lips.

- I want a damn coffee! - She said, irritated, looking back at the colorful one.

- You're feeling sick, you should-

- I need to have coffee, so that this shitty malaise can finally pass, so could you please, since I'm like this because of you, get me some coffee? - She asked, rudely and Rainbow snorted, before getting out of bed in a rush.

Once again it was her fault, when Applejack had drunk of her own free will!!

Okay, she was the one who bought the drinks and encouraged it, but still...

- With sugar, without sugar? - She asked impatiently and heard a sigh from the blonde.

- Anything. As long as it's coffee. - She replied weakly.

Rainbow found instant coffee, milk, sugar, a thermos with hot water and plastic cups in a piece of furniture.

Applejack had her eyes closed, trying to stop her pounding head from insistently pounding, when she heard Rainbow clear her throat, to get her attention.

- I didn't know how you wanted it, so... Coffee with milk, no sugar? Or coffee with sugar, no milk? - She lifted each of the cups and Applejack sat down, slowly taking both cups, thirsty.

As soon as she had her first glass, she leaned against the headboard of the bed with a sigh.

- Thank you. I needed it. - She thanked, looking to the side, where Rainbow was already sitting, watching her.

She sipped the other coffee, letting the undissolved milk settle on her palate.

- How rude of me, you were going to drink the other coffee, weren't you? - She asked, guiltily and Rainbow finally saw that Applejack was sober once again.

Who would have thought that a cup of coffee could work miracles?

She herself was already aware of everything, because she didn't usually have bad hangovers.

She just felt very sleepy, but even that was gone now that the blonde had woken her up.

- No, no, I avoid drinking coffee. If I drink it now, I probably won't sleep all Sunday. - She explained, shrugging.

Only Applejack's curious eyes turned to her, the glass against her mouth.

- You don't like coffee?

- I like it. But it gives me a bigger energy spike than an energy drink, so I prefer not to take it. - She explained, with a small smile, remembering the night she had insomnia and decided to wake up her friends to study quantum physics, when she had been the only one to fail and needed to study for the final exam.

They told her to go fuck herself, but they reviewed the matter with her.

The blonde didn't answer, she just finished her glass and placed it on the table next to the bed.

She took a deep breath, now feeling much better.

Or almost.

Rainbow glanced at her from the corner of her eye, knowing she wouldn't be able to sleep easily now.

From the time shown on the clock in the corner of the wall, it was still two in the morning, so...

- Do you remember everything? - She asked, before she could stop herself.

She didn't know why she was so uneasy about the answer she would get, but somehow it was disconcerting to speak to Applejack clearly after...

- Of everything. - Was the blonde's melancholic answer.

Rainbow soon realized that they weren't thinking about the same thing, so she shook that strange feeling off her chest, focusing on what mattered: Rarity liking someone.

Well, she didn't know what to say that could comfort the blonde.

What she knew how to do was let people take out their frustration on drink and she had already done that.

- You... - She dragged out the word, until she saw Applejack getting up to get the remote.

- I'm going to put on a movie. I need something to get rid of what I'm feeling. - She explained, turning on the TV and putting it on the movie app.

- Are you going to put on a romantic comedy? - From Rainbow's tone of voice, it was already clear how much she loved that movie. (You can hear the sarcasm)

There was no worse movie than that.

- No. I need a bloody movie with a lot of blood. - The pleonasm was intentional. She really wanted to see a lot of blood. She explained and Rainbow wasn't going to lie, she was curious to know which movie she would put on.

She made a decision suddenly, standing up with a bang.

- To watch a movie, there's nothing better than a good ice cream. I'll see what they have downstairs. Wait for me. - She warned, before leaving in a hurry.

Applejack waited for her, swinging her legs restlessly, until Rainbow arrived with two one-quart tubs of ice cream, looking pleased.

- Thank me later. I found some cappuccino ice cream for you. - The blonde's eyes sparkled, following the ice cream's path to her and Rainbow smiled proudly at that.

- How did you... - She stopped, opening the pot and seeing the brown ice cream.

The scent that rose to her nostrils made her melt with satisfaction.

- I really don't know how to thank you for this. - She says, looking excitedly at the ice cream. - And you? What flavor did you choose?

- Chocomment. There's no point in asking, I won't give it. - She quickly clarified, throwing herself next to her on the bed. - What movie are we going to watch?

- As always, you and your toothpaste. - Applejack muttered, shaking her head at the other's ice cream, even though she was curious about the flavor. - I won't spoil the surprise, just watch the movie.

Rainbow didn't answer, focused on the TV, but soon smiled mockingly when the name of the movie appeared on the TV.

- Shut up. - Applejack warned, before taking another spoonful of ice cream and the colorful girl had to laugh, because she hadn't said anything.

The movie had barely started and Rainbow already had to make a nice comment.

- Holy shit, who is this hottie? - She asked, impressed, licking the ice cream-stained spoon.

- She's unbearable, don't pay attention to her. Look who's going to show up... Now. - The blonde almost melted when her favorite character appeared dressed in an elegant suit. She soon sat up better on the bed, just to appreciate her. - This woman is incredible.

- Hot, but I still prefer the other one. - Rainbow says, shrugging.

The film unfolded naturally and during the twenty-five minutes of the film, Rainbow was open-mouthed at the war that was happening between the two protagonists.

- Fuck... - She muttered, grimacing at the pain the character must be feeling, but still feeling that strange excitement that you only feel when you see something fictional. - She's burning her wrists. I... Can I confess that I would love to be trapped by this woman? - She said, focused on the protagonist's expression who smiled provocatively at the one who was trapped in her bondage.

In a fucking lasso.

- Well, I would do anything to get slapped by the spy who is locked up now... - Applejack says in a dreamy tone, taking another spoonful of ice cream.

- This weakling? Look at the other one's muscles! Imagine the wonders this woman would do in bed. - Rainbow disdains her tastes.

The blonde laughs mockingly.

- Weakling? Let's see who's the weakling here. - A few minutes later the one who was trapped broke free and was now repeatedly stabbing the other's thigh.

Seeing the blood dripping and the character's expression made Applejack smile.

- Who almost died there? Can you tell me? - She teased and Rainbow looked at her with annoyance.

- But she's alive and her scars just show how much she's overcome all this shit! - And they make her fucking attractive, she finished in thought.

- That's just an excuse so she doesn't have to admit that she lost that night. - The blonde waved her hand dismissively.

- Damn! Your favorite was humiliated and then got mad at the other one.

Of course they discussed it until they returned to entertaining themselves with the violence of the film.

Rainbow was enjoying the development, the mystery of who would be the traitor of the spies was interesting and when she found out who it was, she couldn't have been more surprised, due to how obvious it was.

- It was a lie, it was that wretch the whole time! - She exclaimed, frowning at the TV, when the two main spies arrived at the spy building and the villain was there. - Is it just me or do I know this woman from somewhere?

Applejack watched the woman's face, turning the rest of the melted ice cream around in her mouth thoughtfully.

- She looks like Pinkie Pie. - She said and Rainbow's eyes widened.

- It's worse than that. They're identical!

- I wouldn't doubt it if she had done theater before. She's done everything you can imagine. - The blonde says, smiling gracefully.

And at the end of the movie, Rainbow was staring at the TV, because, well...

The two protagonists wanted to kill each other the whole time, but the sexual tension between them was palpable from afar.

Rainbow thought nothing would come of it, but when, a few minutes before the end of the film, they did a flashback...

She was dumbfounded.

When, after a few lines later, the credits began to roll across the screen, Rainbow was forced to look at Applejack, who had the controller closest to her.

- Are you going to put on the sequel to the movie? - She asked, expectantly.

- There's no sequel. It's just this one. - She clarified, shrugging.

- What do you mean?? How is it possible for these two to kiss and not show them fucking?? - She asked, indignant and Applejack had to laugh.

At least she wasn't the only one who had the same thought.

- These are the sadnesses of life. - She murmured, with a slight smile, leaving the ice cream container on the floor.

She sighed, staring absently at the TV.

The two fell silent, watching the end credits roll across the screen.

Applejack thought the movie would help her or even the ice cream, in the end, it was Rainbow who distracted her the most from everything, but now that it was over, the heavy feeling remained in her chest.

Rarity's words, the damn smile on her lips, that seemed so happy to say she liked someone...

This left Applejack completely devastated.

Rainbow glanced at the blonde out of the corner of her eye.

- Look, I know this makes things much more complicated... - She commented, looking at the other with fear. - But that's no reason to give up. She didn't say she's taken. You can still win her over. I'm sure you can. - She assured, resting a hand on Applejack's thigh.

- Deep down, I'm not sad that she likes someone. - She admitted, playing with the corner of the sheet. - It's because I know she found something so good in someone that I don't know if I'm capable of achieving. If I was capable of achieving. I'm feeling jealous of a person I don't even know.

- Come on, Applejack, look at you! You're a great catch, just not better than me. - Rainbow tried (she swears she tried) to console her, but her words only made the blonde laugh.

- For a moment I thought you were actually going to compliment me. - She would definitely be ready to see this miracle happen.

- You... I understand why we always fight over the women who stay with us and to be quite honest, they like you more than me in the long run. You treat everyone with great care and that makes them fall in love with you. It's so natural, it just shows how special you are to those you like. - She explains, looking softly at the blonde.

- You... They just don't fall in love with you because you save your affection for the right person. - Rainbow wasn't always that arrogant. It was impossible to keep that mask forever. She was also careful with those she loved, Applejack could be sure of that, by the way she spoke of Tank, her pet, and how she saw the real way she treated her friends.

Of course she would be the first to curse Soarin, Spitfire and Fleetfoot for bothering her, but if they called her at any time she would be the first to go to them, to help.

The blonde smiled at Rainbow, knowing that she just didn't have an easy time showing that side of her.

- Fluttershy will be very lucky to know this side of you. - She declared gently and the colorful girl seemed disconcerted by this, but smiled awkwardly.

- You weren't supposed to be comforting me, but quite the opposite. - Rainbow says, patting her shoulder, only now realizing how close they were.

Were they like this throughout the entire movie? It was impressive how comfortable she felt around the blonde.

- Rarity will open her eyes and realize what she would be missing by leaving you aside. Whoever the person is, they can't be better than "Jack, heartbreakers". - She teased, making the other laugh at the nickname they created for her at university. - Just don't tell anyone about the moon being a star. Because the one who will lose its shine will be you.

- Hey! I still don't believe you.- The blonde defended herself, with a smile on her face.

- That doesn't make you attractive, Applejack. Stop with the stupid questions. - The colorful girl replied, grimacing, even though she was paying too much attention to the blonde's bright smile.

- Then you should tell me the answers. - She stated, simply. - So I don't look like a fool in front of her.

Rainbow blinked, feeling her mind slow down after her words.

A voice in the back of her mind replied Applejack, with satisfaction.

- That's it. Ask your stupid questions only to me. - She ended up saying, in a low voice, even without intending to.

Applejack looked at her in surprise, not knowing how to respond to that.

But Rainbow already had better plans.

She extended a hand, which at first seemed uncertain, but which settled on the blonde's cheek, who watched her with total focus.

Applejack completely lost all reason when lips placed themselves on hers, moving in exasperation, her train of thought losing its way so that she could only focus now on the sensation and the need to bring Rainbow closer.

The blonde leaned forward, feeling her chest beat in tune with her racing thoughts, completely out of control by the intoxicating sensation of feeling Rainbow so close once again.

So soft and so intense, once again.

Inevitably, she pulled away, breathing heavily through her mouth, her eyes closed.

In a way, Applejack didn't want to believe it was real.

They could still be fooled at the party and at the bar or even when they got to the motel, by the people or the drinks, but now they were sober enough to know what they were doing.

And why they were doing that.

- Rainbow, why are you...? - She began, distressed by the way her heart was beating.

She felt like she was going to have a heart attack at any moment and she wasn't even looking at Rainbow's expression, something she was imagining, for sure, and it looked so beautiful that it unsettled her, even so.

The colorful woman didn't want to give answers, much less try to understand what she felt.

So she just moved closer once more, placing herself on top of Applejack and kissing her again.

The blonde didn't deny the contact, with a relieved sigh.

Every time their mouths came together she could feel... Free, from everything that was tormenting her head.

Anything that was going through her mind turned into reasons and motives to touch Rainbow.

She lifted a hand up her arm, running her fingertips down her arm and Rainbow felt her own breathing become heavier as she felt goosebumps rise on her skin.

The blonde's hand went up her neck, circling it, bringing her closer, bringing their breasts together so that now, if they were a little more sensitive, they would feel each other's racing hearts, which beat like a reckless and unbridled mess.

Rainbow crawled over Applejack, scraping her entire body that was in contact with hers, feeling the burn in every corner she passed.

She pulled her lips away from the blonde's, as she felt the need to swallow hard.

What the fuck was she doing at that moment?

She was trying to comfort Applejack and now she was in her lap, kissing her like there was no tomorrow and... How far would she go?

She decided to answer this question for herself and also for the blonde.

She decided to be honest about what she thought was the reason for doing that.

- I think we can agree that we didn't expect this. - She began, taking a breath, still on top of the blonde. She opened her eyes, feeling her chest sink in uneasiness at the sight of the blonde watching her so closely. She licked her lips, arranging herself on her lap, clearing her throat. - I know you feel the same way I do, when it comes to not feeling anything with other girls anymore. That all of that became boring as hell and an activity that was no longer worth it, because it no longer generated any sensation that was enough. We thought we would only feel something again when it was with the person we fell in love with, but... But then we kissed yesterday and... - Rainbow looked at her expectantly, which made the blonde blink slowly, focused even on the way she was breathing at that moment. - Everything seemed to fit so well, that... It was a good surprise to have discovered that. - Rainbow lowered her eyes to Applejack's lips, before raising one of her hands to the blonde's neck, bringing her closer, her breathing becoming heavier, as Rainbow's breath approached her. - Like you said before, we're taking our feelings out on each other. - Applejack stroked her hand on Rainbow's waist, who breathed shakily under her touch. - It's been a while since we've felt this way, so finding this kind of comfort in each other is... A gift?

- I think you're giving too much importance to what we're doing. - Applejack admitted, looking at the soft movement of the colorful girl's bust.

- I didn't expect to find this anywhere else, if not in Fluttershy. It was a nice surprise to know that you also caused this feeling of relief. I just want to... Do this with you, for what you cause me. It's relieving to be able to have someone to have fun with like this, don't you think? We can be that person, each for the other, while we don't achieve our goals. - Applejack watched her with restless eyes, which observed many things - all of them in Rainbow -, while she tried to assimilate the meaning of her confused words, which made her heart sway in so many different directions, that she could be dizzy, from so many chances it had to fall.

She was understanding where Rainbow was going with that conversation.

She was missing that pleasurable feeling and due to the constant lack of it with other girls, finding it, unintentionally, in Applejack, made her want to have more.

A little more. Because, while they couldn't reach their greatest goal, they could be content with whoever they had in their arms at that moment.

Rainbow's words left her chest feeling even more dizzy than she expected, but she was getting the point.

She felt the same way.

And she also understood the implicit question there, as Rainbow remained on her lap, waiting for something.

An answer. An affirmative one. A negative one, perhaps.

About whether or not to continue doing that.

Applejack wouldn't know how to respond with words at that moment, her mind too scrambled for anything coherent to come out of her lips, but she could still express herself through actions and that's what she did, not struggling to close the small distance between her and Rainbow, once again.

Oh, but how did she understand what the colorful one had said.

Rainbow's lips were unlike any she had ever tasted before.

Rainbow's body ignited with her own with just a few movements, triggering a series of effects in her mind that left her increasingly satisfied whenever she managed to touch her more eagerly.

Rainbow felt her chest vibrate with excitement at Applejack's tacit response.

Feeling that need, that fullness, whenever she brought Applejack closer was impressive.

It was practically a miracle. And Rainbow felt very lucky to have discovered it.

Just for that reason, her excitement during the kiss only intensified, surrounding Applejack's neck with her arms and squeezing her in a hug there, such was her contentment with the blonde's acceptance.

Rainbow couldn't help but smile, breaking the kiss to look at the blonde.

- I guess we have a deal then.

- Kissing each other while we chase someone else's crush? Are you sure you're not drunk yet? - Applejack asked, looking at her with an amused smile, even though she was going to agree to that stupid proposal, because, in the end, being with Rainbow in her arms was the best feeling she had had in a while.

She couldn't miss that chance.

Her heart said the same thing.

- I'm more sober than you, rest assured. - Rainbow teased, pleased with the happiness that contaminated her chest due to the blonde's acceptance.

The soft taste of coffee in her mouth from the ice cream (which now seemed too delicious for her not to have at least tried it) left her awake enough to know that she wouldn't sleep now, but she got off the blonde's lap, slowly, feeling the hands that were touching her so firmly release her, due to the inevitable distance.

- I think we should go back to sleep. - She says, arranging the sheets over her once more.

- Can I make you a plushie again? - The blonde asked with amusement.

- I don't know if you deserve it. - She replied in a slurred voice, before throwing a pillow for the blonde to hug.

They fell silent, Applejack yawning loudly, before blinking sleepily.

- I... I know the moon isn't a star. I was too drunk to be able to confirm that, but I know it isn't. - She defended herself, her eyes closed, holding onto the pillow, until she opened them, seeing the colorful watching her. - But still... Can you explain to me why it isn't a star?

Rainbow let a smile spread across her lips. She loved explaining things to people, especially things she liked.

She quickly pulled out the remote and turned on the TV, putting it on a YouTube video.

The blonde turned to watch, but was startled when Rainbow placed her hand on her cheek, turning her towards her.

- What...?

- Focus on me. Then you can watch it to understand better. - She explained, before moving her hand away from the blonde's face. - Imagine the stars as a volcano about to erupt at night, in which the night is the universe itself. - Rainbow's calm voice sounded like the morning spring breeze in the blonde's ears and that only made her look at the colorful one with greater interest. - When the volcano explodes, it shines and heats up. And it repeats this infinitely, all the time. The same is with the stars. Their cells form a fusion that generates their natural brightness and the increase in their temperature. Having their own luminosity and heat are fundamental characteristics for a star. Natural satellites can be anything, as long as they orbit a celestial body other than the sun. They are the weird ones, so to speak. - She joked, letting out a few laughs and Applejack let a smile shine on her face, admiring the other. - While everyone is orbiting around the sun in our solar system, natural satellites orbit other celestial bodies. Anything can be a natural satellite, as long as it survives in space. Like our moon. It doesn't care about the gravitational force that the sun exerts on it. It remains around us, in our orbit. We can say that the moon is obsessed with the earth, while the earth only cares about the sun.

- I'm feeling a very sad moon right now. - Applejack muttered, even though she wasn't truly sad at the moment.

- Hey! That wasn't the point here. - She exclaimed, frowning. - I expressed myself wrong. Our moon and the earth have many connections. There's no way the earth doesn't care about the moon. But... Back to the point, the moon can't be a star because it doesn't shine or generate heat on its own. The light we see on it is the reflection of our sun.

- Do we only have our moon as a natural satellite? - Applejack asked, curious.

- Only it. She's the only one who supports us. - She joked and the blonde laughed at her words. - Now you can watch the video. I just wanted to explain it more easily first.

She played the video from the beginning again and with the sound activated, several scenes of the solar system and the universe passed on the screen.

It was very beautiful. The colors, the movements. The explanation was a little confusing for Applejack herself, but because of what Rainbow had said before she could understand it better.

But even though it was impressive to watch the video, her eyes inevitably felt heavy.

Before she knew it, Applejack was snoring into her pillow.

Rainbow watched the video with amusement, even though she had watched it thousands of times before.

When it was over, she turned around excitedly to ask Applejack what she had thought, but only found the blonde sleeping with her mouth half open.

- She must drool a lot. - Rainbow muttered, before putting her hand on the back of her neck, checking if the blonde had drooled on her hair. - I'm not going to let her hug me, not for fuck's sake. - She said, decisively, even though she was a little jealous of the pillow that was tight at that moment.

The blonde was actually quite comfortable to sleep on.

Not that it would happen often, of course.

Rainbow sighed, turning off the TV, watching the open window begin to shine into the room, due to the rising sun at that moment.

She got up and closed the curtains, leaving the room in darkness again.

She threw herself onto her bed with a tired sigh, before closing her eyes, wishing she could sleep away the rest of the morning.

Applejack shifted behind her uneasily, and Rainbow thought she would wake up again, but she just walked over and hugged Rainbow, just like the first time.

- Are you serious? - She asked, bored and the only answer she got was Applejack arranging herself through her hair and hugging her waist with greater force.

Rainbow sighed, dissatisfied with how comfortable Applejack was.

But she couldn't let herself get tickled by every breath the blonde took on her neck, so she turned around, never leaving Applejack's side.

She came face to face with someone else's bust and widened her eyes, embarrassed.

She pushed herself up a little and ended up hitting Applejack's chin who let out a murmur in her sleep.

- Sorry. - Rainbow asked, trying to laugh quietly, getting ready in bed.

She sighed as she found a comfortable position.

Applejack had her head resting on her forehead, while Rainbow was facing the blonde's neck.

She saw, even in the darkness of the room, the hickey she left there and closed her eyes, diverting her thoughts, while raising one of her arms to surround the blonde.

That was much better.

Now she could sleep peacefully.

Chapter Text

The week couldn't have started worse.

It was a Monday.

That was already reason enough for the week to start off boring and scary, but still, a couple walked through the university corridors with loud laughter, which made anyone who passed by envious.

- I need to have a lesson with this guy. - Rainbow says, decisively, looking at Applejack with an amused smile.

- You don't want to go through this hell, I swear. - The blonde assured, but also with traces of laughter on her face, as she was counting the thousands of times she had cheated with this teacher.

Plans that included communicating in Morse code with Pinkie through the earpiece. (She learned Morse code just for this)

The bell rang, to everyone's dismay, after all classes were about to start.

- Don't you want to get away from your dear teacher's class for a bit? I have to test an experiment that Twilight asked for, for some reason she said she wouldn't come early today. - Rainbow invited her and the blonde smiled sideways.

- My college is probably wondering what I'm doing so much in the physics field, but... Anything to get away from that man. Lead the way. - She waved her hand and Rainbow laughed good-naturedly.

As soon as they arrived at the physics campus and entered Twilight's lab, since it was a project of hers and Rainbow's, there was no need to do it in the common labs.

The colorful girl was surprised when she came in and saw... Several test tubes?

Since the last time she had checked there hadn't been that many.

(Twilight decided to steal them all (in her justification, Starlight was an exaggerator for having more than 20 test tubes in her room, so she decided to "help"), because of the good memories they caused her.)

Applejack was about to touch the single test tube of purple dye, when Rainbow signaled her not to touch it.

- Twilight is capable of knowing any variation. She'll know you touched it. - She warned, heading straight for the lockers, leaving her curiosity aside. - And she has a fingerprint scanner, so...

- Is this legal? - Applejack asked, impressed.

Rainbow pulled on her lab coat, before sighing, pulling her hair up to pin it on top of her head.

- She got government clearance. - She stammered, rolling her eyes, because whenever Twilight had her inferiority tantrums and started talking about Starlight, Rainbow tried (she shook her impatiently, it was the best she could do) to convince her that there was no way Starlight was better than the fucking person who had access to something that only cops were allowed.

Still, Twilight had the courage to appear in front of her with a crying face?

This completely upset Rainbow.

She reached for the oranges stored in the basket near the window, taking them to the counter.

Applejack looked curiously.

- What are you going to do? - She asked, watching Rainbow separate a thin blade and the necessary glassware.

- Extract a flammable substance found in orange peels to produce fuel. - She spoke quickly, but soon raised her head, looking disturbed by the amount of work ahead of her. - Let's try. This hasn't been possible yet. - She decided to correct herself, because even though she had a lot of confidence in her and Twilight's abilities, this was too much even for them.

At first, Applejack just watched as Rainbow did so, carefully cutting the orange peels to preserve all of the "limonene" before she mixed everything together in a weird blender.

- I wonder what kind of tragedy happened for Twilight to not be able to do this. - Rainbow muttered, distracted, looking for the funnel.

Because it was difficult for Twilight to leave an important project like that in the hands of just anyone, especially without supervision.

And for her to have asked her to do this, she really needed to resolve something important.

Oh, and of course, the oranges were about to expire, so she didn't want to miss the opportunity to do another test.

Once she felt that the mixture of shells and distilled water was sufficiently crushed, she removed it, placing the material inside a glass balloon, before placing it on a heater.

- I know I probably don't know the subject, but... - The blonde muttered, leaning against the wall. - Isn't this a chemistry subject? - She asked, still a little confused.

These fruit questions usually had a lot to do with fields like medicine, chemistry, and her own field of agronomy, but she couldn't see how physics fit into it.

- Oh... - Rainbow smiled, now focused on a microscope, in which she evaluated the conservation of the shell she had removed. - This is a chemistry subject. But... Do you know Starlight? - She asked, looking up, smiling in amusement at what she intended to tell.

- Yes, yes, I know her. She's a sweet person. - Applejack answers calmly.

- Well, I think so too, but she's a demon for Twilight. So, my tutor decided to start a project that was in her area, as a provocation. - Rainbow explained, with mischievous eyes, while Applejack looked at her in shock, because she couldn't believe that Twilight would do that. - In reality, our "fake" project is to verify the mechanical physics of the use of fuels that come from oranges, and for that... We first need to have the fuel on hand. That's our excuse. - She explained, proud of herself. She was the only crazy one to accept doing that work with Twilight, because no one in the physics area wanted to spend so much time on chemistry, but Rainbow loved a good challenge. And good jabs too. Even though she didn't hate Starlight, the woman was pissed when she found out their theme and that was fun. - So we have a research that's not in our area because of that.

- Amazing, you're the person with the most fake projects I know. - The blonde admitted, causing the scientist to laugh sincerely.

- Hey! I found it offensive. - She joked, before turning her focus back to the microscope, a contented smile on her face.

As soon as she finished what she needed there, she went to the heater, checking the mixture and seeing that it was time to increase the temperature a little more.

She turned to Applejack, who was watching what she was doing curiously.

- Do you want an orange? - She asked, quickly throwing one from the table and the blonde caught it, with a smile.

Applejack grimaced at the sour taste, but soon got used to the flavor, chewing slowly, watching Rainbow set the table.

As soon as she finished the band she had won, she clicked her tongue on the roof of her mouth.

- Can I confess something? - She asked and only got a grumble from Rainbow in response. - You look so fucking hot when you're focused on your experiments.

This diverted any attention Rainbow was having at that moment, making her look up with interest at her words.

- Really? - She asked slowly, even though an arrogant look was already on her face.

Applejack smiled at her idiocy, but she wasn't going to go back on her words.

She and Rainbow had agreed the day before that they would continue with... That weird kissing thing, so she wasn't going to stop herself.

The blonde pushed herself away from the wall, approaching the colorful girl, who watched her path with visible interest.

- That's why Twilight doesn't like leaving me with the work. - Rainbow muttered, leaning against the counter, Applejack standing in front of her.

- Why? - She asked, one of her hands gripping the edge of the counter, their breaths tangling together.

- She would never let anyone kiss inside her lab. It's sacred here. - She explained, raising one of her arms to surround Applejack by the neck, before smiling, without feeling any qualms. - But I don't mind at all. - She says, before closing the short distance between them, the first kiss of the day being better received than expected.

The feeling was the same.

Even after a night without a clear conscience, they were now kissing in a context which was unnecessary, but wanted.

So dear... So much so that the sensation in their chests could be spilled into each other, almost like a need to feel like they could fly once more.

Applejack pressed her body against Rainbow's, pressing her against the counter, feeling the fabric of the lab coat with her hands and tracing the curves beneath it, longingly.

They pulled away, just enough to breathe through their mouths, the blonde opening her eyes and being graced with the sight of the beautiful physicist in her arms.

- I confess that I also find you hot when you're plowing the land on the farm. - She admitted, with her eyes closed, remembering the rolled up sleeves of Applejack's shirt, showing off her muscles and sweaty skin.

She wouldn't lie and say she hadn't gotten thirsty seeing her like that.

Applejack let a smile spread across her face as she took a deep breath.

- I'm loving these confessions. - She admitted, smoothing her hand over Rainbow's waist.

- Me too. How about a bet? - The proposal made the blonde look into her eyes, meeting the other's defiant smile. - Whoever makes the most confessions to each other, wins.

- Good confessions. Nothing small. - The blonde added and Rainbow shrugged, agreeing. - I confess that I had been interested in you when we first met. - Rainbow widened her eyes, a disbelieving smile appearing on her face. Apparently, Applejack was about to start with something big. The blonde laughed at her reaction, shaking her head. - The first time I saw you was at a party at some biology student's house. I'm pretty sure I hooked up with her that night. - She stammered, trying to pull the memories back to her mind and Rainbow rolled her eyes, with a small smile. - You were there, having fun with Soarin, if I'm not mistaken, and I almost approached you, but I asked a classmate who you were and if you liked women. And I ended up finding out that you had managed to hook up with Rarity in the first week of college. Dude... You have no idea how fucking jealous I was of you. - She confessed in a strangled voice and Rainbow had to laugh at her words. - I ended up so outraged, that I decided I didn't want to try anymore. So I gave up trying to be with you.

The colorful girl licked her lips, thinking about what to say, even though she was already sure it would be something on the same level as the blonde's.

- I confess that I was also interested in you. I don't remember seeing you at the Berry Shine party, but I did at the university, when Pinkie was planting tree seedlings in the cafeteria, as one of her proposals to win the class presidency. - Pinkie wanted to offer free fruit to people, as well as more natural shade in the place, so she had asked her friend Applejack to find someone who could sell apple and acerola seedlings at an affordable price, since she had a lot of contacts. - It's impossible not to notice Pinkie Pie, so I ended up noticing you too. - She smiled at the blonde, remembering the moment. Applejack was amused by Pinkie's exclamations through a megaphone, for them to vote for her, while she got dirty with other agronomy students to plant the trees, with the university's permission, of course. Rainbow could still remember with surprising clarity the blonde's bright smile, with a bit of black soil on her cheek, as she looked at Pinkie. She didn't even know that she had this memory so present in her mind, but apparently it was always there.

- And why didn't you come closer? - The blonde asked, looking at her with a small, curious smile.

It was funny to see how things could have been different.

Rainbow shrugged, letting go of her distracted gaze to face her again.

- I didn't think it would work. - She replied, forming a thoughtful pout afterwards. - I tried to find out more about you later and saw how different we were, yet strangely similar. I thought it was weird and preferred not to try.

Applejack blinked, watching her.

Something was itching at the back of her throat, creating a itch behind her ear and a discomfort in her chest that she thought would only resolve itself once she had an answer.

- Do you still think we wouldn't work out? - The question sounded more apprehensive than she imagined and she didn't even know why she was so nervous about Rainbow's answer.

However, the reaction was immediate: the colorful girl smiled calmly, gently patting the blonde's shoulder.

- I think our current position already says a lot about my answer. - She mocked, waving downwards.

They were still close and very comfortable with it as they talked.

Applejack let a smile settle on her face as she rolled her eyes.

She had no intention of pulling away, but they heard footsteps outside and Rainbow tensed in her arms.

- Okay, that's great and all, but if Twilight sees me like this, she'll skin me alive and display it on the college bulletin board. - She says, feeling her heart almost escape from her chest with fright, thinking that she was the one who would open the door at that moment, so she pushed Applejack back, who let her go with a smile.

As if on cue, the small alarm Rainbow had timed sounded, warning her to turn off the heater.

She soon did so, the two falling silent again, Rainbow focused on checking the substance she had created and Applejack admiring the colorful one, which looked so mesmerizing, as she looked seriously, carefully and attentively at her work.

Was it weird that Applejack wanted her to look at her the same way?

- Another failed test. - She muttered, before taking a deep breath and letting it all out at once.

She shrugged, unconcerned.

She always knew it wouldn't be easy.

She organized the materials and Applejack made sure to ask for the rest of the oranges, expectantly, so Rainbow gave her all of them, finding it funny.

With everything ready, they left the room, Applejack busy sucking on another orange.

She happily signed her name on the list and specified how long she had been there.

She wouldn't need to go to her next class right away, because it was already close to break, so she could go later.

- There's nothing I love more than extracurricular activities. - She says, with the statement in her hands of her hours in the laboratory, as the two walked slowly through the university corridors, which were empty, while they went to the cafeteria to put away their tables.

- I have to agree with that. And spending every Saturday at the farm with you gave me several ideas for new research. - She admitted, with an eager smile.

- Aerodynamics? - Applejack asked, looking at her carefully.

- Of course! - The colorful girl answers and the two celebrate like idiots.

Applejack looks to the side, seeing the hallway that leads to the library, making her remember something.

- Back to confessions... - She said, drawing out the words, before looking at Rainbow.

- I can already tell by your face that you're going to admit to something indecent, criminal or shameful. Come on, spill it. - Rainbow says, stopping walking, encouraging the blonde with one hand.

She was looking forward to it too and had a lot of things going through her head to confess back.

- I confess that I've had sex in the library. - The blonde admitted in a low voice and Rainbow widened her eyes, ready to not believe it.

- You're lying. - She said, her voice neutral and Applejack laughed, shaking her head. - Holy shit, how did you get that?? - She exclaimed loud enough and the blonde's laughter only intensified, getting closer to Rainbow, so that she would shut up.

- I won't expose my methods. But the library is big enough and... The self-help book section is always too empty aisles to worry about. - She explained, with a mischievous smile.

- Okay, okay, I can match that. I confess that I've had sex in Twilight's lab. - That made Applejack look at her like she'd committed a crime.

Twilight would probably think the same.

- And you were scared that she might see us kissing? When have you ever done anything worse? - She said, completely surprised.

- These are secrets that must go with you to the coffin. Understand the trust I am placing in you now. - Rainbow responds, pointing a finger, her voice playful, but with a hint of seriousness.

She really would be dead if Twilight found out.

- But... Seriously? Wasn't there a less compromising place?

- It's the only place secluded enough for that on the physics campus. And I wouldn't dare do it in the library.- She teased, raising an eyebrow and Applejack smirked.

- You'd definitely do that in a library if you had the chance. - Applejack assured, because she knew the other woman was capable of it.

- Okay, who am I kidding, I'm jealous that I didn't have this idea before. - She stammered, spitefully, making the blonde laugh.

- You know what I've never done before? - Applejack says, looking sideways at the other. - Kissing in a college hallway.

Rainbow looked back at her, understanding what was implied and smiled softly, licking her lips.

- I've never done that either. - She admitted, after all, those corridors were a pain, as they were usually always full when they passed through there.

But now it was all so empty and...

The colorful one didn't allow herself to think too much, as the idea appealed to her just the same.

She pushed Applejack back, the blonde soon leaning against the lockers, when her lips were stolen by Rainbow, who took them with fervor.

Applejack raised her only free hand to cup the side of her face, guiding their movements in sync, already so used to the feel of each other's kisses.

It was easy to get used to the sensations provided, when they were always so pleasurable.

The blonde pulled Rainbow with her hand that held the oranges by her hip, while extending one of her legs between the other.

Rainbow took a deep breath, still feasting on Applejack's lips.

It was a funny mix of orange and coffee candies, but the colorful girl's chest trembled all the same when she identified the caffeine in the blonde's taste.

Kissing Applejack was... fun.

A feeling that hadn't overwhelmed her for a long time, the commotion in her veins from the desire to have someone in her arms, to feel the warm skin between her fingers, to be satisfied with the reactions it caused.

Everything created a feeling that Rainbow liked and missed feeling.

Applejack brought it all back.

That's why kissing once didn't seem enough, nor twice, nor three times, only when that feeling in her chest was satisfied.

And she didn't care where it was: whether she had to kiss Applejack in an empty hallway, a cheap hotel, or a lab, wherever she was, she wanted to be kissing her.

Her lips moved softly over the blonde's, still so focused on the sensations she was receiving.

The two separated in a rush when they heard a bag falling to the floor.

They looked in the direction the sound came from, seeing a terrified Twilight and a bag full of oranges, now scattered across the floor.

- What are you guys doing in public? - She muttered, breathless.

She was doing her best to avoid thinking about Pinkie Pie, because ever since she ran away on Saturday after setting off fireworks with the curly-haired girl, she took some time to review her own attitudes.

And... She still wasn't prepared to see Pinkie that morning, so early, so she delayed all her appointments to try to gain her rationality back, but then, as soon as she arrives she sees these two kissing!!!

This was a disaster.

- Display of affection? - Rainbow replied, in good humor, crouching down to pick up the oranges.

- Enjoying the good things in life, that's all. - Applejack says, also taking the fruits with the other.

Twilight's wide-eyed gaze and flushed face made the two of them laugh.

- I have one more confession to make. - Rainbow warned the blonde and she already had in mind what she intended to say: the time she and Twilight crossed the city in search of a substance that only existed in cow urine, but they couldn't find it anywhere.

(One of the attempts at biodegradable fuel)

And out of desperation, Rainbow suggested the first person that came to her mind: Fluttershy.

Twilight had no qualms about going to her, Rainbow abandoning her in shame halfway.

In the end, Fluttershy helped Twilight find the material and Rainbow just watched her work from afar. (It was a good thing she did, because Twilight had been messing around in cow piss for three weeks until she realized it wasn't going to get her anywhere.)

The girls helped collect the oranges before walking away from Twilight as they chatted with each other, leaving the physics student staring at them in amazement.

They seemed so... Different from everyday life.

I mean, lately they were even closer, but not so intimate.

Twilight looked away from that and headed towards her lab.

She intended to stay there for the rest of the day.

°°°

Not everything is as we wish and at lunchtime Twilight had been forced to leave her beloved laboratory to have lunch.

Who was the person who made her do this?

Well, just the most dedicated and hard-working student in the entire agronomy faculty, who had a great sense of self-confidence and puppy dog eyes that would make anyone melt at her desires and who had such a captivating personality that it made Twilight nervous whenever she watched her, as she felt an irrational urge to hide after having committed the biggest mistake of her life last Saturday.

Of course it was Pinkie Pie.

The same one who was nervously talking about how beautiful the plants were, because she was afraid to change the subject and Twilight would run away from her once again.

The thing was, the two of them and the more falsely true couple of Applejack and Rainbow had arranged to have lunch together at a restaurant nearby, just that day.

Pinkie convinced her to participate, so she had no choice but to accompany them out of the university at that moment.

Applejack and Rainbow were too distracted in their own world (and they had been since they arrived this morning) to notice the uncomfortable atmosphere between the other two.

- There are enough people here to do what I want. - Applejack said, smiling as if she was about to do something bad.

- How are you going to demonstrate our "love" to society? - Rainbow teased, looking at her with a sideways smile.

They were joking about how far they could go to look like a real sweet couple in front of people.

Rainbow had already knelt in front of her to tie her shoelaces, as revenge Applejack fed her during the break.

The colorful girl almost choked laughing at that, but it amused both of them to see some of the faces of people around them.

After that, Rainbow tried to braid the blonde's hair, which... was actually a braid. But after Applejack went on a roller coaster with several loops.

Now they were continuing with the game as they were leaving the university and Rainbow ran to hold her hand as they walked.

And now Applejack seemed to have a wonderful idea.

She wasn't drunk, so it was likely to work.

The smile on the blonde's face already said a lot and Rainbow should have predicted what she would do, when she turned to her, making them stop walking.

Twilight, who was looking at them instead of Pinkie, also stopped walking, with something on her mind.

- You said we were doing this for them, didn't you? - She asked seriously, looking back at the curly-haired girl. - That you wanted them to "really see" themselves, to see how much they loved each other.

- Yeah, I know... - Pinkie mutters, not liking the direction the conversation was going.

- Look at them. - Twilight asked. The other looked out of the corner of her eye, seeing Applejack distributing kisses all over Rainbow's face, her lips barely able to keep a pout to kiss her, with the smile that grew on her face and the colorful one that laughed, clearly embarrassed, as she tried to move away. - They are happy with each other. - She took a deep breath, licking her lips nervously. - What I mean is that I don't think we need to fake date anymore for this. It was enough. - She declared and looked up once more, meeting Pinkie's blue eyes that seemed so sad at the moment that it made her heart ache. - We continue with our projects, but I don't want... This anymore. - She waved between them, head down.

She couldn't let herself be distracted by something that wasn't even real.

What did she kiss Pinkie for?

To be embarrassed with each other?

She liked the curly girl and her friendship too much to allow that!

Rainbow held Applejack's face between her hands, finally managing to stop her from kissing her again.

- You're an idiot, you know that? - She muttered, looking at the blonde, who just let her smile grow.

- And your face is hot. Do you have a fever, Rainbow? - She asked, raising her eyebrows.

The colorful girl was about to answer her, when someone called her.

- Rainbow? - The voice made her freeze in place, her heart being pulled in the same instant to remain still.

Slowly, she looked away, hoping it was just a hallucination in her head, letting go of Applejack's face slowly, as if she were being caught red-handed.

The blonde didn't understand her reaction, looking at the university door, where a couple was standing, looking at them, intrigued.

Rainbow took two steps away from Applejack, swallowing hard.

- My... My parents. - She murmured, looking in shock at the two, who were watching them with very attentive eyes.

Oh, no, no, no, no...

Her worst nightmare was coming true.

- Daughter... I didn't expect this from you. - Bow says, approaching with Windy at her side, with a contained smile on his face, while raising his eyebrows at his daughter.

- It's not what you think! - She quickly spoke, looking from one to the other, nervous. - We're not dating. I don't... I don't... - She laughed, looking at the sky, her mind going blank, only managing to remember formulas of uniformly varied movement. - I don't even like girls. It's not what you think. - Her smile trembled, as she ran her hand over her clothes, the same hand that was caressing Applejack like... Five minutes ago? Holy shit.

Bow and Windy stared at her blankly.

They had already gone through the phase of discovering their daughter's sexuality when she was 16, so they didn't understand anything about that conversation.

Pinkie put her anguish aside when she saw what was happening a little further ahead.

- We're pretending. That's all. You don't have to worry. - Rainbow assured (even though she was the one who looked worried) and Applejack looked at her with wide eyes for saying that so openly.

Rainbow was loudly exclaiming to anyone who would listen that she had nothing to do with Applejack or any other girl.

That...

Twilight might not be the most into other people's gossip, but she wasn't naive.

She would understand at some point and see the conversation that was happening there and see everything!

Pinkie felt her heart race nervously, thinking about what she should do to distract Twilight.

- So... When are you going to introduce us to your girlfriend? - Windy asked, smiling at Applejack who continued to look worriedly at Rainbow, who looked like she would have an attack at any moment.

- She's not my girlfriend! - Rainbow exclaimed strangled and Twilight finally got distracted enough from her conversation with Pinkie to look in the direction Rainbow was explaining herself, but was interrupted when a hand cupped her cheek and pulled her close, Twily soon feeling lips on hers.

She had many reasons to be convinced that it was Pinkie Pie, among them, the angle the person was at, because Pinkie was the only one close to her, because the small shape of that hand was already engraved in her mind, because those lips had a sweet taste, of someone who had just sucked on a tutti-frutti lollipop.

Geez... Twilight didn't care for sweets, but those lips...

She closed her eyes tightly, just like on Saturday, just wanting to focus on the woman in front of her, who was slowly moving her lips over hers, while she brought her other hand and stroked the corner of her face with her thumb, in a constant caress.

Twilight wanted to stop her mind long enough to identify if there was some kind of specific sequence, a Morse code message behind that finger that was slowly stroking her left cheek, but...

It was Pinkie. Pinkie and her constant affection, which made Twilight's heart tremble at that moment.

With a sudden surge of courage, Twilight lifted her free arm, pulling Pinkie closer with a hug around the waist.

The curly-haired girl was already almost feeling in heaven for having Twilight responding to her kiss, their lips intertwining cautiously on that warm afternoon, only the sighs they released next to each other being important at that moment.

But then Twilight made them come together in a hug and everything in Pinkie's mind went out the window.

Her heart was already lost enough because of Twily. And now her mind had followed suit.

She felt the need to separate, so she could let the smile that contaminated her lips appear and made Twilight wish to meet that expression, every time they kissed, from that moment on.

- I also want to stop this relationship. - Pinkie confessed, with determination, looking deep into the other's eyes, still without letting go of her face.

Twilight blinked, apprehensive again.

She had already forgotten what she had said before, her mind already thinking it was a stupid idea, but now... Pinkie had left her completely confused, by having kissed her and said that in the next instant.

- I want to break up with you... - Pinkie confessed, taking a step closer, as she saw Twilight watching her movements carefully, her hand on her waist still holding her, weakly. The curly-haired girl removed a lock of Twilight's hair from her face, placing it behind her ear, while she observed with affection the beautiful features of the one she was in love with. - Because I want us to start something real. I'm too in love with you to allow us to be just fake girlfriends. I want to be everything to you. Everything you allow me to be. - She confessed, before giving her a soft smile, looking back into her eyes. - You accept-

Twilight didn't let her finish her sentence, leaning over her to seal their lips.

Unconsciously, she held Pinkie in her arms, feeling an immense euphoria being thrown into her chest, through confetti cannons that only Pinkie Pie could do for her.

Meanwhile, Rainbow was still blabbering the most unfounded lies of the planet to say that she didn't know Applejack, that is until Bow placed a hand on her shoulder, looking at her calmly.

- There's no point in hiding it from us. We've already seen it all. - Rainbow looked at her father with pained resignation and she could hear her mother's voice in her thoughts saying: "no secret stays hidden forever" and that made her give up, letting her tense shoulders fall, frustrated.

- I confess that I'm fucked right now. - Rainbow murmured, so that only the blonde could hear, but she just rolled her eyes at the other's exaggeration.

That didn't count as a confession.

- It can’t be that bad. - She muttered back, before smiling politely at Rainbow’s parents.

Chapter Text

The lunch/double date went down the drain.

Pinkie and Twilight had a lot to talk about, intimately, with each other and Rainbow and Applejack had other problems now.

Of course Bow and Windy wanted to have lunch with Rainbow at home AND with Applejack.

It would be a triple check.

How was the house going, how was Rainbow and now how was her relationship.

If just two things were stressful, imagine three.

Rainbow stared hard at the road, as if she was preparing for a great battle, even though she knew she would already lose the war.

- Make them hate you. - She muttered and the blonde looked at her from the corner of her eye, still focused on driving.

- What's up? - Apple asked, astonished.

- Be unbearable, don't be so... - She looked at the blonde, extending a hand to her fully, grimacing. - Nice. Be as miserable as possible.

- Is this really necessary? - She asked cautiously, looking back, seeing Rainbow’s parents’ car following them.

- Yes. Just like we forged a relationship for college, you're going to forge being a shitty girlfriend for my parents. Is that understood? - She asked, leaning in so Applejack could see the seriousness and firmness in her eyes.

- Okay, okay, I'll do my best. - She promised and felt a judging look burning her. - My worst! My worst!

As soon as they arrived home, the colorful girl's parents came over chatting animatedly, clearly wanting to make them feel more at ease.

Still, Rainbow looked as hard as stone as she walked up to the front door, and Applejack nervously considered what she should do once she got inside to make them hate her.

Like a character entering the scene, as soon as Rainbow opened the door, Applejack pushed past her, with an indifferent expression, kicking her own feet so that her boots came off her feet, the shoes falling in different corners of the room.

She took off the jacket she was wearing, tossing it carelessly on the dresser next to the TV and threw herself on the sofa with her legs spread, forcing a yawn, while resting her arms outstretched on the sofa.

As she looked at the door, Rainbow was still standing in the doorway, Rainbow's parents still watching her from outside, with curious eyes, at the spoils of being there.

She probably came to Rainbow's house a lot to act so comfortable.

(In reality, they only met at Applejack's house, never Rainbow's.)

Bow leaned closer to her daughter's ear, trying not to let a smile spread across her face.

- You have great taste just like your dad. - He said, proudly.

Applejack blinked, feeling panic rise in her chest.

Hadn't they found it disrespectful?

Rainbow was in shock at the door, at how the blonde had managed to show herself to be a hottie and not do what she had asked.

She understood what the blonde's goal was, but from the moment she took off her jacket and showed off her stretched biceps through her tight t-shirt, anything other than her beauty would have been successfully ignored.

Windy laughed, to break the mood, entering the house and Applejack quickly closed her arms, resting them on her lap.

- It looks like you two are already very close. - She commented, already looking around the house, looking for mess.

Of course she didn't find it, Rainbow made a mess outside the house, not inside.

And she wasn't at all surprised by Applejack's behavior, because her daughter could be worse sometimes.

- I'll make us a great lunch. - Bow says, smiling with satisfaction, waving one hand in the other. He waved to the blonde who was sitting down. - Can you cook?

- Nothing. I'm useless. - She answered quickly, before laughing nervously.

That clearly seemed like a lie. To any of them.

- No problem, I want someone to help me. - He says, patting the blonde on the shoulder with empathy, encouraging her to continue.

Applejack looked one last time at Rainbow who spoke silently very clearly: "Be horrible!" over and over, while her mother didn't look at her.

As soon as the two left the room, Rainbow turned to her mother, who was checking the dresser in the living room for dust.

- How long have you been dating? - Her mother asked, curious.

- That's really not a necessary question. - She sighed, holding her mother's hand so she could look at her. - Please don't pressure Applejack. We're in a... complicated phase. I think I'm going to break up with her. Don't get your hopes up. - She clarified, before her mother actually acted like her usual self and embarrassed her in front of the blonde.

Windy looked at her calmly.

- You should have told your father about this before. - She shrugged, before smiling. - Oh, and we'll sleep here tonight.

Applejack followed the man with some caution, stopping near the sink, while he hummed, opening all the drawers and cabinets he found in front of him, looking for the ingredients he wanted.

He suddenly stepped closer and she stiffened in place, looking at him in fright.

How could she make that man hate her? He seemed so cordial.

What should she say to make him angry? Tell him to go fuck himself?

He just opened the drawer next to her and took out a few items.

He left a knife on the counter, waving it at her as an encouragement.

- Cut the vegetables, okay? - He asked and she mumbled a confirmation.

Even though she was focused on the carrots and onions, she still saw him pick up a large bowl and take out a watermelon from the fruit basket.

Fruit basket that had no apples.

Apparently she would have to have a serious talk with Rainbow Dash later.

- You're Rainbow's first girlfriend we've ever met, you know? - He says, waking her from her thoughts.

She watches him separate some lemons, leaving them beside the bowl.

The first one? Seriously?

What a lucky bastard.

The colorful girl's desperation made a little more sense now.

- She dated a lot of girls... - He started. And they had to find out about the fake girlfriend?? Oh, please! - But she always hid them very well. Apparently she was careless enough with you. - He says, now taking the watermelon in his hands. - I'll be honest. And I want you to pay close attention. - He says, now seriously, and Applejack straightens her posture, restless. - My daughter may seem untouchable and tough, but don't you dare, even by thought, make her cry. - He says in a low and slow voice, squeezing the watermelon with his hands, which cracked, the more force was applied. - If I find out that you disappointed Rainbow Dash while you were dating, you can be sure... - The watermelon broke completely and fell into the bowl. Applejack's gaze followed everything, trying to appear expressionless. - I don't care if you're a woman, because messing with my daughter is the same as messing with me. Is that clear?

Applejack felt like the man was much bigger than he actually was now.

And if he could destroy a watermelon with his bare hands, she didn't even want to imagine what he could do with an apple.

She swallowed, nodding repeatedly.

He smiled again, removing the watermelon rinds from the bowl.

- I've always wanted to do this. You don't know how much I've waited for this my whole life. - He admitted, looking embarrassed and laughed at himself.

Applejack felt the need to laugh back, but it was nervous.

- We'll have a great watermelon and lemon juice, you'll love it. - He promised, changing the subject completely, licking one of his fingers with the reddish liquid.

The blonde kept one eye on him and the other on the vegetables, unconsciously forgetting to pretend to be bad at it.

The fear of what he said left her a little dazed.

When they were done, she would ask Rainbow to give a mild excuse to her parents.

She put the vegetables on to cook, absentmindedly going over to the package of pasta displayed on the counter and boiling more water to make it.

Bow looked at her from the corner of his eye as he blended the watermelon and lemon in the blender.

He smiled, satisfied. Apparently he had scared her enough.

He had put the juice in the fridge and was now preparing some meat for them to eat, while Applejack made a dessert.

With strawberries. She was truly upset that the house had no apples.

- So, Applejack, what are you majoring in? - He asked, looking curious.

- I study agronomy. - She replied, looking for cocoa powder in the cupboards.

- Oh, that's great! - He exclaimed, pleased, letting out a good laugh. - So you're the reason there's so much good fruit in this house, I guess.

The blonde smiled awkwardly, but didn't answer anything.

In a way, it was. She had accompanied Rainbow when she went to the market and given her some tips on how to choose better fruits last week.

She didn't even put in the effort to know the difference between a ripe fruit and an unripe one.

Applejack obviously taught her something about that.

The blonde was thoughtful as she looked around.

Lunch was almost ready and she hadn't done anything to make Bow hate her.

Rainbow's voice seemed to repeat in her head: Horrible. Horrible. Horrible. So she had to do something about it.

She mixed the sweet she was making in the pan once more, the smell of the chocolate powder rising from having been mixed with the condensed milk.

She knew this would be a problem, but...

She quickly took the pan off the heat, going to the sink.

She purposely forced the hot pan against Bow's arm, who reacted automatically, pushing the pan forward, before pulling away.

Applejack couldn't hold the pan handle with just one hand and grabbed the pan with her other hand before the dessert fell to the floor.

She soon regretted it when she felt her palm burn and she quickly pulled her hand away, before carelessly throwing the pan onto the counter, feigning indifference.

- You should have moved out of the way. - She says, not caring, even though inside she was dying of worry that his arm had burned too much.

She walked over to the strawberries, trying not to care about the stinging in her palm, figuring she just needed to pretend for a little longer.

But before she could reach the berries, Bow dropped the salad he was making to pull Applejack by the arm so she turned to face him.

She looked up in alarm as he pulled her right hand away and held it up in concern.

- Oh my... - He muttered, guilty, before turning on the tap and putting her hand under the water. - Does Rainbow have any ointment for you?

- You... You're not hurt? - She asked, not understanding.

- Me? No, I don't get hurt easily. I shouldn't have pushed the pan towards you, I'm sorry. - He asked, looking at her ashamed of his own actions.

Applejack was stunned.

Her mouth opened, but she didn't respond for several moments.

- Weren't you threatening me just now? I thought you... hated me and... - She mumbled, confused and he smiled affectionately.

- As long as Rainbow likes you, I will too. You're like a daughter to me now too. - He explained, making her posture fall, mortified.

As a sign of this, he hugged her tightly.

Applejack could only hope that Rainbow wouldn't dare set foot in that kitchen right now.

Because if not, the blonde would be dead.

°°°

The table was set that afternoon, very well arranged.

The older ones were sitting in front of the younger ones, everyone, at first, enjoying the food that was made.

Applejack sipped the juice made by the threats against her and found it quite tasty.

The silence was good, comforting, but as that always doesn't last long...

The interrogation had to begin.

- Rainbow told me a lot about how you two met. - Windy says, resting a hand on the table, looking interestedly at Applejack. - I'd love to hear your version of the facts.

- For God's sake, we're in a police interrogation. - Rainbow muttered, annoyed, before putting more food in her mouth.

Applejack thought about what she should answer.

Windy wanted to catch them in the act, see where the lies were, that was a fact.

But Rainbow wouldn't have told her mother anything.

That was obvious, considering how uncomfortable she was with the whole thing.

So Applejack could make up anything, so she shrugged disinterestedly.

- At some party. I was never interested in her at university, so it was a coincidence that my friend introduced me to her. Nothing really relevant. - She explains nonchalantly and the colorful girl's mother nods.

- And who asked to be girlfriends? - Bow interrupted the conversation, with very attentive eyes.

- Me. - Applejack says, before laughing disdainfully. - I was drunk and... I always have bad ideas at these times. The worst part was that she accepted. - She explained and Windy looked at her harder.

- How romantic. - She muttered sourly, looking down at her plate.

Rainbow held back a laugh. At least Applejack was doing well in one way.

- What do you think of Rainbow as a person? - Bow insisted, staring at her.

- Honestly? - She asked, looking at him. - She's prettier when she's quiet. - She admitted, before laughing and patting the colorful girl on the shoulder. - You know I'm not serious, right? - That clearly sounded fake.

Rainbow knew it was true. Applejack told her to shut up about five times a day.

And lately, she had much more appealing ways of shutting her up.

So she needed to talk more shit just because of that.

- What do you like most about her? - He asked, seeming desperate for a positive answer.

She thought about it.

They probably wanted her to say, "Her personality. Her beauty."

Nah...

- Physics. - Rainbow's parents blinked, not understanding her answer. - I like what I learned about physics from her.

It wasn't a lie.

Each explanation Rainbow gave about some random detail of where they were was very good.

Whether it was gravity, mechanics, quantum mechanics, astronomy...

Applejack found it all so interesting that she felt like she could go to college and study physics and enjoy it. (Okay, maybe not that much.)

- Even though I don't understand a lot of the time, it's funny to see her explaining these things. - She explained, shrugging.

- I have to ask. What do you like least about her? - Windy asks, with fear. If even the answers that were supposed to be good were bad, imagine a naturally bad one?

Applejack thought about it.

- I don't like her cowardice. - She admitted and Bow's reaction was automatic: he laughed in derision.

- My daughter is not a coward. - He defended himself promptly.

- She thinks she's very imposing, that's true. But for some things... - She glanced sideways at Rainbow, who was playing with her food. - She needs to trust herself more.

Applejack had insisted many times before.

Rainbow had every chance of winning Fluttershy over. Easily.

Rainbow was fun, interesting, a good person and had beautiful feelings for Fluttershy.

It wouldn't be difficult to bring her closer.

But the colorful girl insisted on denying it and avoiding the subject with jokes.

At this point, she really disliked her cowardice.

Yeah... And that's how you can ruin a lunch.

They finished eating in silence, Rainbow cheering internally as they ate the dessert Applejack had prepared.

The blonde finished her meal satisfied, believing she could go home peacefully now, but...

She didn't expect Rainbow's parents to be so insistent.

Well, she should remember that we're talking about Rainbow Dash's parents.

And she knew very well how stubborn the colorful girl could be.

- Windy and I are going out to buy some things. - Bow says, after taking a deep breath, raising an excited look. - We're going to make a wonderful dinner. I promise. This time I won't force you to do anything, Applejack. - He promised, laughing at himself and the blonde felt her blood run cold.

What would she have to do with dinner if she was supposedly no longer in that house?

If her blood ran cold, Rainbow's stopped coursing through her body completely.

The nightmare wasn't over.

- Stay with us a little longer. I know you must have more to do, but you can spend a day with your girlfriend, right? - He asked, smiling sweetly. - Let's enjoy and celebrate for a long night. - He spoke very slowly, which already gave the impression that he wanted her to sleep there.

It wouldn't be normal for you to want to leave your girlfriend's house so late.

Windy pulled her daughter to wash the dishes and only the blonde and Bow were left at the table.

He smiled at her, knowingly, as if he knew all her sins, or rather, secrets.

She wished there was still some juice left, as her throat was very dry.

- I see your effort. But I still want to get to know you better. For real, at least. - He assured calmly.

- But I'm telling the truth. - She defended herself quickly.

- To really know you, Applejack. Not your words. I won't learn about your relationship with my daughter through a few words. - He dismissed the idea, before standing up.

As soon as he and Windy walked out the front door, she took a deep breath and laid her head back against the table.

She heard Rainbow's footsteps drag across the floor and soon she did the same, with a frustrated sigh.

- Can you do me a favor and sleep here tonight? - Rainbow asked plaintively.

- Are you sure you wouldn't rather I kill a family member of mine and have to leave for the burial? - The blonde tries, murmuring back.

- I do. Worse than I do. At least I have someone by my side. And you've been doing well in hating me completely in front of them. - She admits, lifting her head lazily from the rest of the day.

- Okay then, I'll stay tonight. But be aware that your father broke a watermelon with his hand while threatening me. - She warns in a tense voice.

- He finally had reason to show it to someone. - She muttered, bored.

Her father did this every New Year.

- At least lunch was bearable. - Rainbow muttered thoughtfully, until she remembered something. - Holy shit, I forgot about her lunch! - She exclaimed as a reprimand to herself, before getting up and running to another room.

Applejack raised her head, not understanding, and out of curiosity, followed the path Rainbow had taken.

Her eyes hurt as she took in a very colorful room, the walls painted (by a layman, for sure) in rainbow colors in crooked lines.

There was a huge window in the middle of the room, which led to the garden.

This window was now opened by Rainbow, letting a gentle wind in.

Applejack looked around the room, seeing a TV, video game controllers, and a pouffe on one side, and on the other a table full of papers—tests and assignments—and a medium-sized board with a formula big enough that she didn't want to know what it was.

Clearly, it was Rainbow Dash's room, both for studying and leisure, but the most surprising thing there was the large glass structure, facing the window.

A huge aquarium, full of small plants and some funny decorations (like a mini banner saying "Home of Tank and her servant Rainbow Dash" with a picture of the turtle with a crown edited on its head), until she found the animal standing still, staring fixedly at Rainbow and her agony.

- Don't look at me like that, Tank! - She asked, distressed, going to the kitchen to prepare her lunch.

Tank slowly turned her head in the direction Rainbow had gone.

She lifted one paw, followed by the other, turning slowly towards the door.

She took a short step. And then another.

Her slowness was so great that watching her was making Applejack cross-eyed.

After four steps (still a long way from the door), Rainbow came back, opening the aquarium and leaving the food in front of the animal.

When she saw Tank's neck stretch downward, she sighed, walking over to the couch and plopping down there.

- Now I can rest a little. - She whispered, relieved.

She felt Applejack drop down beside her, the couch dipping under her weight.

Apparently the blonde also needed to rest.

They stood there, just resting their eyes, in silence.

That's what they needed, after all.

It didn't seem like much time, but it was, because they ended up taking a nap, when Applejack felt something biting her foot, so she woke up, startled.

She looked at the ground seeing Tank looking at her.

Her gaze seemed very critical.

- Whoever should like me doesn't, is that it? - She asked quietly to the turtle, who nipped her foot again with the tips of her teeth.

Applejack laughed, crouching down to hold the reptile in her hands.

It opened its mouth at her, like a threat, and she gave up.

- Okay, okay, do you want to go to your owner? - She lifted her legs and saw the animal move slowly again, now going to Rainbow's legs, who was lying carelessly on the couch, snoring.

Tank was probably guided by the noises her mouth made.

Was this how the poor turtle survived around here?

Applejack might steal it to keep Winona company.

The blonde watched Tank's path, curiously, until she finally arrived at her owner's feet.

But instead of biting, she slammed her head into the human's foot, repeatedly, almost pushing her away with her strength.

Applejack decided to help with the work.

She shook Rainbow's body by the shoulder, until she began to mumble.

When she opened her eyes and noticed the movement at her feet, she looked down, a lazy smile forming on her face.

Her hands quickly grabbed Tank's hard carcass and brought it up, shaking the animal's small head against her cheek.

- Good morning, dear. - She wished, affectionately, and Applejack watched her with a restrained smile, because Rainbow was very cute like that. Tank pushed her head against Rainbow's cheek, who grimaced. - Okay, okay, I'm sorry for delaying your lunch. I deserve it.

The colorful one sat better, leaving her little pet on her lap.

- An official introduction. Tank, this is Applejack. My fake girlfriend. - She says, waving to the blonde and Tank once again looks at her with something hazy in her eyes.

- She already doesn't like me, can't you say something nicer? - The blonde asked, frowning.

- Saying we're fake girlfriends doesn't mean we're bad colleagues. - Seeing Applejack's look, she shrugged. - She's my friend, Tank. She's the one who gave me the idea to bring you a cute friend.

If Tank could talk, she'd definitely be cursing at Applejack right now.

The blonde could feel it.

- That didn't get much better. - She muttered, looking at the animal, before smiling. - But I'm a persistent person. Can I hold her in my arms?

- Promise not to drop her on the ground? - She asked, looking at her suspiciously.

- Scout promise. - The blonde says.

And she was never a Girl Scout, but Rainbow seemed more resigned to it.

She held out the animal, which Applejack took, surprised at how heavy it was.

Tank opened her mouth at her and bit the wind in annoyance.

- She didn't like you. - Rainbow stated the obvious.

- I already figured that out the moment she bit my foot. - She shrugged, trying to hold the animal with just one hand.

- Did she bite you?? - The colorful girl's astonishment was visible for miles.

- Just a little bit. - She murmured, bringing her palm closer to Tank again.

- What are you doing? Give her to me, then! - She exclaimed, leaning towards the two, intending to pull Tank from her hand, but Applejack pulled away, laughing.

- No, I want her to trust me. - She felt the turtle bite her hand hard. - Ow!

- Applejack! Give her to me! What if she really hurts you? Don't you know how strong reptiles' teeth are?? - She asked, worried.

- It's okay, I swear! - She says, Tank still stuck to her hand.

The discomfort wasn't so much from the teeth, but from the sensitive skin caused by the burn.

Still, it was too amusing to see Rainbow worried enough to stop now.

- Tank! Stop it! - The woman tried to scold and Tank let go of Applejack's hand to look at her owner.

But soon she bit her hand again.

Rainbow's indignant exclamation made Applejack burst out laughing again.

They were so distracted by that, that they were startled when they noticed the presence of two people at the door.

They crashed, obviously.

Applejack's laughter died in her throat and Rainbow fell silent from her complaints and even Tank stopped biting the blonde's hand to look at whoever was at the door.

Rainbow's parents were there, like two fucking ghosts.

And they looked very happy.

- Is this a good time for me to throw Tank down? - Applejack asked quietly, looking at the turtle in her hands.

- If you do that I'll kill you. - Rainbow promised and Applejack sighed.

They were great at pretending for college, but apparently for Rainbow's parents, it would be impossible.

°°°

Dinner was a party.

Applejack threw everything away and stopped pretending when she realized that Bow wasn't believing anything she said and after the scene they made with Tank.

Bow and Windy made a special pizza recipe with a mysterious sauce that made Applejack's mouth water with every bite.

This time they sat on the couch and nearby, with the TV on a program that was completely ignored by the conversations that were taking place between Applejack and Rainbow's parents.

With each new laugh, Rainbow felt a little more sour.

The only good part of that night was the pizza, for sure, because the rest was just making her more upset.

Rainbow interrupted the laughter of the other three, standing up with a bang.

- We have class tomorrow. Applejack and I are going to sleep now. - She warned, before grabbing the blonde's hand and pulling her to follow her.

Applejack dropped the next slice she was going to eat in regret, as she still wasn't satisfied and wanted more of the pizza Rainbow's parents made.

But she accepted her fate and just smiled, bidding them a quick goodnight.

The colorful girl pulled them upstairs, opening the door to her room and letting them both in, before closing the place.

The blonde looked around.

It was a very curious experience to get to know Rainbow in so many ways.

She wouldn't say she didn't like it.

As you might imagine, her room had many medals and certificates from projects she participated in.

There was a bookshelf with books, trophies and photographs in one corner of the room and a messy bed in the other.

She smiled slightly at that.

- Did you completely forget what I asked? - Rainbow's harsh voice made her wake up and she looked back at the colorful one, who was looking at her with contained indignation. - I asked you to make them hate you. What the fuck were you doing now? - She waved to the floor below, disgusted.

Applejack sighed, tired before she even had to argue with her.

- You know it wouldn't work. They saw us at that time with Tank and realized we weren't that bad. - She explained and Rainbow laughed.

- It doesn't matter! The goal was to remain apathetic to them until the end! Now they won't let me off the hook about this, ever again! - She exclaimed strangled, already in agony at the thought.

Applejack rolled her eyes at her exaggeration.

- No need to make things worse. Just come up with a convincing excuse, they won't deny it. - She shrugged.

- You don't understand, they liked you! For them to give up on this now, only if I say that you killed someone.

- Rainbow, you're exaggerating. - She mocked, laughing at her.

- My parents loved you! - She exclaimed, frustrated and Applejack almost laughed at her reaction, but saw that she was really worried. - Now they'll ask me every time where you are, if we alredy have an engagement date, my mother will use you as a fucking example and if you doubt it, in a few months, my father will have already managed to release a fucking lesbian wedding in the church, because his dream is to take me to the damn altar! - She says, agonized.

Applejack looked warily at the other, who sat on the edge of the bed, still looking dazed.

She came closer, sitting beside her, silently, waiting for her to vent more.

Rainbow glanced at her from the corner of her eye, before looking at the bookshelf across the room.

- My parents are super worried about me, in a way that is not normal, but they swear they are. - She muttered with disgust. - Ever since I decided to become a teacher, or rather, since I was a teenager, they haven't taken their eyes off me. I don't know what goes on in their heads! Do they think I don't have the confidence to do things on my own? - A snort escaped her lips before she realized it. - I know I owe them everything, but that doesn't mean they should interfere in my life all the time. Even more so when I move further and further away. - She let her shoulders fall, tired. - I'm showing that I'm going to live my life alone from now on, but they... They butt in where they shouldn't and ask me questions as if I were still a teenager. They complain about me as if I were still a teenager. And that annoys the hell out of me, you don't know how. - She ran a hand through her hair, exasperated. - And now... - She looked back at the blonde. - They have enough content to judge me for another five years. - She paused for a moment, thoughtful. - I love my parents. But I hate it when they act like this.

They were silent, the blonde just absorbing her words.

- Sorry for not helping with that.- The blonde says, regretful.

She should have tried a little harder.

- It's gone. - Rainbow murmured, resigned, looking at the blonde. A small smile appeared on her face, provocative. - You're too perfect for someone not to like you, I should have known.

Her words made something blossom in the blonde's chest, who laughed to distract herself from that feeling.

- I can still do a lot of things from today to tomorrow. They can't wait. - She says, now thinking of a thousand different ideas.

Somebody stop her. Please.

- At this point, you might clog the toilet and my dad would still love you. - Rainbow jokes, soon letting out a sigh.

- Okay, okay, but is there anything I can do for you? - Applejack asked, looking at her with attention and concern.

She didn't like to see Rainbow down or discouraged.

The colorful one stared at her, at first in silence.

- Distract me. - She asked in a whisper, the words coming out easily. Her gaze drifted to the blonde's lips. - Please.

Applejack didn't need her to repeat herself.

She leaned towards her, placing her lips on hers, lifting a hand to cup Rainbow's face, eagerness contained in her every movement.

She seemed to be waiting for Rainbow to ask, because she was already ready to kiss her.

The colorful girl felt her heart flutter up and down with Applejack's movement.

When she said about getting distracted, she was expecting a passionate, lustful kiss that would completely cloud her mind.

But what she got was... Softness.

Applejack kissed her softly, bringing their mouths together in a slow, low contact.

Their mouths barely touched and it might have seemed the opposite of satisfying, but unlike kissing someone with abandon, you didn't do it with just anyone.

It felt even more intimate.

Applejack kissed her lower lip and then her upper lip, their quiet breaths mixing and it completely messed Rainbow up.

She raised one of her arms, squeezing the blonde's arm that was holding her by the face, trying to reduce the madness that was her heartbeat.

She wasn't expecting something so affectionate, much less for it to be reciprocated with the same intensity.

When Applejack walked away, Rainbow looked at her in a daze.

- What did you do? - She asked, surprised.

- An apology? - She muttered, a guilty grimace on her face.

Rainbow smiled, inevitably wanting to kiss her again.

But something distracted her.

The hand on her cheek felt so warm.

She held her hand out, pulling it away, seeing her palm.

- Why is your hand...? - She asked, seeing the skin more wrinkled than normal and very red.

- I had a few accidents while cooking today. - She admitted, her voice slurred, showing what that meant.

Rainbow smiled in disbelief.

- You tried to what? Kill my father? - She teased, looking at her in surprise.

- I don't have the capacity for that. But he sure does. - She muttered, before seeing Rainbow stand up and go to a drawer in her dresser.

She took out some ointment from it and went over to Applejack again, rubbing it on her hand.

The blonde just enjoyed the care.

The circular movements in her palm were very relaxing.

So much so that it made her yawn.

- Gosh, I really need to sleep. Or a coffee. Preferably a coffee. - She admits sleepily.

- You don't get either. You get something even better. - Rainbow says, getting up and going to her wardrobe.

She takes something huge out of there that makes the blonde's eyes widen.

- Do you have a giant stuffed turtle?? - She asked, seeing the huge green animal in the other's arms.

- Of course. It was Tank's, but she didn't like that animal looking at her all the time. - She shrugged, before throwing it to the blonde. - Consider yourself lucky, I don't share it with anyone.

- Then why are you giving it to me? - She asked, amused.

- Something tells me you deserve it. - She shrugs, glancing briefly at her hand. - You tried really hard today.

- I think you're just doing this so I don't hug you. - The blonde said, with fake hurt, making Rainbow laugh. - This stays with me too, okay? - She held the ointment thrown on the bed and the colorful one agreed with that.

They got ready for bed, Rainbow as tired as she was.

The bed was big enough for the two of them and before she could say anything, Rainbow realized that Applejack was already asleep hugging her turtle.

She smiled, pulling out a pillow.

It would be her escape from the lack of her teddy bear that night.

°°°

The next day, they went to university very early.

On the one hand, so as not to have to meet Rainbow's parents again, on the other, because Applejack wanted to carry out another one of her plans.

- Are you sure Fluttershy will be there at this time? - She asked, feeling her heart beating anxiously in her chest.

- Absolutely sure. - The blonde assured, quickening her steps so that she could keep up. - She does this every Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. She'll go back to that kitten once more.

- Okay, okay. - She muttered, looking around.

There were few students arriving at that time.

They went the other way, the blonde encouraging her to go faster.

The kitten was there.

Rainbow approached slowly, now alone.

Applejack had completely abandoned her, this time with a straight face.

It was a bitter thought for her.

Rainbow crouched down, catching the kitten's attention, who came over to pet her legs, which made her tense, but she tried to think of some macabre story that would scare Applebloom, whom she didn't know, but already knew enough about Applejack to be her friend, and what Applejack would say to comfort - or scare even more - her sister.

Thinking about this, Rainbow managed to take a deep breath and when she felt confident enough, she ran a light hand over the car's soft fur, which already made her smile.

This didn't last long, because as soon as the cat saw the presence of someone else, she moved away from Rainbow, meowing at the newcomer, already knowing what she had come to do there.

- You know what I have in my pocket, don't you, Lily? - Fluttershy's amused voice made the colorful girl's hair stand on end.

Rainbow turned her head up and Fluttershy greeted her with a smile.

- If you want her to like you more than she already does, you need to bring her some snacks. - The future veterinarian joked, crouching down next to her.

- She likes me? - Rainbow asked, incredulous and so Fluttershy looked at her curiously.

- Of course. She wouldn't ask for affection if she didn't like it. - Was her answer, looking closely at Rainbow, who felt her face heat up.

She wasn't ready to talk—or think—about cuddling with Fluttershy yet.

- You are loved by everyone. - And a beautiful, gentle smile appeared on her face. - It would be difficult to be different with animals.

Rainbow swallowed, feeling an emotion bubble in her chest.

She blinked, looking away and tried to get up, as the feeling seemed too much, but her foot lost balance towards the pinkette and so she widened her eyes, as her body involuntarily fell towards Flutter.

It was physics, after all.

The kitten was startled by the movement and ran away, and Rainbow stretched out her arms to avoid colliding with Fluttershy.

She had also lost her balance from the fright, falling to the ground and raising her arms to try to stop the colorful girl from falling.

Her open hands rested on Rainbow's shoulders, who breathed heavily, next to her, due to the sudden fall.

Seeing the position they were in, Rainbow also realized that she could only be dreaming.

A scene like that was something she had wanted for so long, that her chest trembled in her ear with each beat, all the vibrations only leading to Fluttershy.

- I've wanted a moment like this so much. - She admitted in a whisper, but from the proximity it was obvious that the other had heard.

And what she wanted, happened.

A kind of surprised, somewhat dazed tension inflamed her chest at seeing Fluttershy's embarrassed, yet interested look at her words.

Rainbow breathed through her mouth as she felt herself gasping for air and a combo of explosions erupted in her chest as Fluttershy leaned up, stealing the rest of the breath in her chest.

Rainbow closed her eyes tightly, the first and very quick thing that crossed her mind was that she had a girlfriend, but that idea slowly slipped from her mind, along with Fluttershy's slow and fearful movement over her lips.

The colorful girl raised one of her hands, running her fingers gently through her hair, and even with her eyes closed, Rainbow was sure that she was beautiful, immensely so.

And with her lips on hers? She was a thousand times more beautiful.

Rainbow dared to hold her cheek between her hands, intensifying the kiss, Fluttershy sighing at that moment, before letting herself be carried away in that embrace.

Rainbow gave her everything. Everything she wanted to give her, all her feelings overflowing in her movements, as she brought her closer, hugging her with a longing that not even she understood.

The kiss was a masterpiece. Fluttershy was, without a doubt, everything she had ever imagined and more.

But... What seemed to be missing there?

Rainbow could taste a faint hint of cherry lipstick, but other than that, there was nothing else.

There seemed to be an important flavor missing there.

Soon what made her not understand the lack of depth in the kiss came to her mind.

Lately she was always looking for the sweet traces of coffee when she kissed.

She tried harder, yearned for more, in search of that coffee.

That made her awake. Made her feel her chest quicken with caffeine, even if it was just a little.

Suddenly, thinking about this, Fluttershy's lips on hers became more delicious.

As if her thought had come true, the taste of coffee candies began to shine on her lips and it made her chest vibrate with joy, making her pull her face closer, feeling so jubilant again.

Rainbow pulled away to breathe, but still left a lingering kiss on the other's lips, only pulling away because of the smile that grew on her face.

She opened her eyes to see her and...

Her body tensed, her hand on the other's face paralyzed.

Instead of finding the deep, clear ocean of a spring morning in Fluttershy's eyes, she found herself with a dense, vibrant, living forest, which looked at her with an evident satisfaction that made Rainbow's entire body shiver.

It was... Applejack.

But... She was sure that it was Fluttershy before and...

Applejack smiled at her, affection in her eyes.

- Rainbow... - She murmured sleepily.

What?

The colorful one blinked hard to wake up and... She actually woke up.

She was still in bed.

It was still dark, Applejack slept beside her, peacefully.

And she... Talked in her sleep.

- Rainbow... - Ah, that's where she heard that from. The blonde's brow furrowed, squeezing the turtle in her arms. - Coffee... Granny's house...

Rainbow sighed heavily, her chest still feeling heaving.

It was so confusing, was she like this because she dreamed about kissing Fluttershy or because she saw Applejack's face afterwards?

She blinked, looking up at the ceiling.

She wouldn't be able to sleep now.

Meanwhile... She looked at the blonde one last time, feeling embarrassed, before getting up and heading to the kitchen.

°°°

Applejack woke up when she heard something heavy falling to the floor.

She raised her head, which was resting on the belly of the stuffed animal she was hugging, and saw, with sleepy eyes, someone sitting on the floor and in the dark, messing with a box with a garbage bag next to it.

- Rainbow? - She asked hoarsely. - What are you doing?

- Huh? - The colorful girl turned around, noticing the blonde awake and smiled. - I woke up very early. So I decided to do something.

She knew that by the end of the afternoon she would be dying, but that was a problem for the Rainbow of the future.

- Since what time? - The blonde asked, sitting down.

- 3 in the morning? - She stammered, but it had been 2.

Applejack looked at her phone. It was five in the morning.

- Can I use your mouthwash? - She asked, rubbing her eyes.

- Make yourself comfortable. - Rainbow hummed, before standing up and opening the curtains on the windows, letting the cold sun in.

As soon as the blonde returned, now a little more awake, Rainbow watched her as she folded the sheets she had used.

- Do you... suck on coffee candies before bed? - She asked, curious.

As Applejack spoke to herself, her breath reached the colorful one.

And it was... The blessed taste of coffee.

Rainbow watched her curiously, quickly putting her things back into the box.

She stood up, putting her hands in her pockets, still focused on the other.

- Only when I need to sleep in a different place. It's my comfort spot. - She smiled at the other, pulling on her hat that was resting on the side of the floor. - My Stetson has vents. I keep candies in it for times of need.

The colorful girl didn't believe it and came closer to see better, laughing when she saw that it was true.

- You're unbelievable. - She murmured, smiling impressedly at the blonde.

Applejack shrugged with a slight smile, popping another candy in her mouth as she went back to making the bed.

Rainbow could only remember her own dream.

She swallowed, looking away for a second.

- Can I prove it? - She asked at once and the blonde looked up, playing with the candy in her mouth.

- Sure. - Applejack took another one from her hat and handed it to the colorful one, who didn't react.

- I meant your mouth. - She explained better and Applejack almost swallowed the candy in her mouth at the answer.

The blonde blinked, feeling her chest being pressed by a strange feeling.

- The answer remains the same. - She clarified back, smiling sideways, lowering her hand with the candy.

Rainbow had been asking for this too much and she might even find it strange, but she would say yes, regardless of the time.

Rainbow looked at Applejack, her chest pounding anxiously.

She needed to test it. Understand it.

She closed the distance between them, pulling Applejack's face close to hers, and something in her chest snapped, spreading contentment throughout her, the taste of coffee so evident in her mouth that it made her crave more.

She was never a fan of caffeine.

Her body was shaking exacerbatedly, she couldn't focus her thoughts on anything single and insomnia was affecting her like hell.

None of the coffee pleased her.

But then Applejack comes along and...

She had to ask where they sold those coffee candies, because she was getting addicted.

Rainbow pulled away to catch her breath, tasting the sweetness in her mouth.

- You're addictive. - She admitted, still holding the blonde's face between her hands.

The colorful girl's mouth brushed against the blonde's, the coffee and mouthwash breath being a pleasant mix.

There were two of them.

- We're so fucking well-matched. - She muttered, distracted, before urgently returning to the blonde's lips.

Applejack had already been shocked by her words, feeling her heart skip a beat at this, but it seemed impossible to bear the gradual excitement in her chest at the desire in Rainbow's actions.

She pulled away for air, Rainbow kissing the side of her face.

- Rainbow...

- I need to taste you more times, until I think it's enough. - She interrupted her, lowering her hands to the blonde's back, bringing her closer. - Please.

And she returned her lips to hers once more.

Applejack already felt her heart tremble more than necessary, but she couldn't disappoint a request like that.

Rainbow's eyes closed, a weight being placed on them, nothing about reality being able to affect her anymore, except what Applejack did.

This was exactly what she needed.

And she was so pleased...

The fulfillment she felt at finally being able to feel her up close was excruciatingly intense.

She pulled away a little, licking her lips.

- Why do you-

- I fell in love with your kisses. It's the only explanation. - Rainbow admits all at once, in a single breath and Applejack looks at her paralyzed.

- What the fuck are you talking about? - She asked, scared.

Rainbow couldn't just come in, wake up, and say something like that to anyone.

- I already explained. - She says, shrugging indifferently.

But that was the opposite of indifference.

Indifference didn't mess with other people's hearts like that.

Applejack's brow furrowed in disquiet.

- I feel... - Applejack confessed, closing her eyes, because watching Rainbow made her heartbeat even more abnormal. - That we're doing what we promised not to do with other girls. Is it fair now? Just because we're doing it among ourselves?

Saying those things would affect anyone.

Rainbow couldn't let go of that and think that Applejack wouldn't be shaken.

She had feelings and...

Her mind was quite confused now.

- No one's getting hurt, right? - Rainbow murmured, raising her hand to the blonde's cheek and caressing the spot, her eyes closed. That way, it made everything less real. Her heart racing with the coffee breath wasn't in her plans. - We're just taking out our frustrations. On the right person.

"The right person." This broke the blonde's head more than she could have imagined.

The right person to pretend everything was okay?

In the right person to do anything and then leave it aside, as if nothing had happened? As if nothing had been felt?

In the right person for...

Just thinking about it left Applejack breathless.

She pulled away, swallowing hard.

- I need to... Go home. Get ready for college. - She warned, an awkward atmosphere forming between them.

Rainbow felt her heart stunned, not being able to say anything else to stop her.

She didn't even know why she should stop her.

She brushed her hair back with her hand, disoriented.

If it were up to her, she'd still be playing Applejack.

This had become a very interesting refuge from her frustrations and she imagined that it was mutual, but apparently the blonde was seeing problems with it.

- Now? Don't you want to eat first? - She asked cautiously, but Applejack had already pulled on her hat and was heading for the door.

- No. See you at the university. - She said quickly, before leaving in a hurry.

Rainbow looked around the now empty room.

An emptiness had also been left in her chest.

The coffee she made... Apparently no one would drink it.

°°°

Rainbow sat down at the table with an impatient huff.

Her parents watched her, Bow spilling some of the juice he was pouring into his glass.

- Where's Applejack? - Windy decided to ask and Rainbow spread the butter on the bread faster.

- She went home. To get ready for college. - She replied, spreading more butter instead of closing the bread, trying to understand Applejack's look before leaving.

She looked... Hurt? Disappointed?

Not knowing the answer made the colorful girl even more nervous.

She had done nothing wrong.

On the contrary, she just showed her excitement for the blonde in the best way.

- Why did you make coffee? - Bow asked, nodding to the red thermos in the center of the table.

Rainbow laughed, at her own idiocy.

She wanted the blonde to see that when they went to the table.

It would be better to just throw that away.

Her parents didn't drink coffee either.

She had only bought it for Applejack.

The same one who left without clear explanations.

- It doesn't matter, you can throw it away. - She replied, shrugging her shoulders.

They ate in silence, Bow losing the will to comment on the ointment that had mysteriously appeared at his bedroom door.

Bow and Windy noticed that their daughter wasn't in a good mood.

As soon as they finished, Rainbow was about to go get ready for college, when her mother calls her attention.

- Rainbow. - She called softly. As soon as her daughter looked up at her, she continued. - Don't lose Applejack easily.

Rainbow looked at her seriously, before letting out a tired laugh.

She stood up, without answering the older woman.

Her parents didn't know what they were talking about.

Chapter Text

Applejack looked around for the fifth time.

Her foot tapped impatiently on the floor, and when she looked back at her desk and didn't see her there, she decided to stand up with an annoyed sigh.

She headed towards the hallways, looking for colored hair or maybe a spare voice, who always liked to show off about something, but found neither, much to her frustration.

What she found was...

Pinkie and Twilight sticking post-its in the hallways?

The blonde approached with a frown, but she didn't really care what they were doing.

She had more important things on her mind.

She leaned against Twilight's side, who remained distracted by Pinkie, the two of them laughing as they wrote things with colored markers.

- Twilight? - The blonde called, making the other wake up with a jump, finally noticing her presence there.

- Hi, Jackie! - Pinkie greeted, with a huge smile, looking very happy.

- Hi, Applejack, how are you? - The physics student asked, containing her smile, focused on what she was writing on her post-it.

- I just wanted to ask if you heard about Rainbow. Was she absent today? - Was her question worried.

She wanted to talk to the colorful girl, she felt they needed to, it was already starting to bother her, but she didn't see her arriving at the entrance time and the break was already ending and nothing from her!

- Rainbow? No, no. She arrived late and I asked her to take care of the lab today. - Twilight explained, shrugging as if it were irrelevant.

Applejack's eyes widened.

Twilight Sparkle leaving leadership of her lab to someone else?

Anyone could tell that this was astonishing.

- Why did you do that? - She had to ask, it was bigger than herself.

- I have something more important to do today. - She admitted, before laughing to herself and Pinkie laughing with her, as if only they knew something.

- We're very busy, see you after lunch! - Pinkie said, before holding her girlfriend's hand and walking away, leaving the blonde behind.

°°°

- That's why I prefer it not to be stripes or very exaggerated prints. It's better if it's a polka dot outfit. - Rarity says before smiling at everyone present.

Applejack sighed, her head resting on her arm that was resting on the table.

There was no resisting her smile and it was being a beautiful distraction.

- I agree, as long as they are white dots and a main color that matches the tone of the animals' fur. - Twilight says, taking notes, irresolute.

Rarity looked at her boredly.

Well, they were actually going to meet after lunch.

A last-minute project came up that Pinkie had forgotten to tell Applejack about with the veterinary and design teams.

Of course she had forgotten to tell her because she spent the weekend crazy about the kiss she gave Twilight and after the declaration they had and then they started dating for real...

(Yes! Yes! Yes! Pinkie is very happy to be able to openly admit this to the public!

She and Twilight are dating!!!!

If she could, she would launch a confetti cannon into the home of every person reading this.)

She was too busy to think about anything else, so she ended up suddenly telling the blonde after lunch, already pulling her to go to the meeting.

She nearly lost her heart along the way when she found out it was Rarity who was planning this, but she did well enough to keep it in her chest.

And now the four of them were there, talking about it, Rarity completely soured on Twilight's participation.

What did the field of physics have to do with animal clothing?

(If you asked Applejack that, she'd say it had everything to do with aerodynamics, because even though she was focused on Rarity's beauty, she couldn't get Rainbow out of her head.)

The one with purple hair smiled at the one with glasses.

- I admit I still don't understand what you came to do in our project, Twilight. - She confesses, smiling cautiously and Applejack sighed, at the way she managed to be gentle even to expel Twilight from there.

- I'm where my girlfriend is. If you want, I'll give you 31 reasons why this is relevant to my area too. - She replied arrogantly and Pinkie rested her head on the table, unable to control the smile on her face, because of the way her girlfriend was attractive showing her intelligence.

The curly-haired girl suddenly raised her head as she remembered something.

- Where's Fluttershy? - She asked, confused, looking around.

Fluttershy was the representative of the veterinary medicine field, so she should be there.

Rarity shrugged, before looking curiously at Applejack.

- Where's Rainbow Dash? - She asked, seeming interested in her answer.

The blonde sighed, looking away, tired of thinking so much about the colorful girl and even the one that distracted her to make her think about her again.

- She's been held captive in Twilight's lab for I don't know how long. - She grumbled, looking at the one with glasses, who looked at her bored.

- 6 hours a day is an ideal schedule, okay? And she's getting paid for it. - She justified herself, rolling her eyes.

Well, whether she was receiving it or not, Rainbow was quite restless in the lab.

Everything had gone wrong that day and this just seemed like one more reason to make her impatient.

The two tests she did with the orange peels went wrong, another research was missing an ingredient and she couldn't concentrate on anything in the damn text she was reading, because all her head knew was Applejack!

And to top it off, one of her classmates said they would have a mechanics test.

The next day.

And the lab was filled with post-its with "we're dating" and happy faces that made the colorful piss off, because she opened a cabinet to get an Erlenmeyer and found a huge fucking smile and the same cheesy phrase and she could feel Pinkie exclaiming that in her ear.

Why they were so mushy all of a sudden was none of her business, but she hoped it would pass soon.

She snorted at the computer in front of her for the fifth time, only seeing random letters, while no words formed in her mind.

As soon as she heard the door open she turned around, expectant.

Rainbow stood up, taking off her lab coat with a sigh, gathering her things into her backpack.

- You're finally here, Moondancer, I need to get out of this room! - She said, desperate for some fresh air and a moment with the blonde.

According to her calculations, she would have already left her classes, but she would probably be with Pinkie and Twilight, since they usually had a snack after lunch.

She didn't hear the other's grumbles, just saying goodbye briefly before leaving the room like a jet.

She turned the corner in a hurry, but ended up bumping into someone on the way.

She looked up, ready to curse, but stopped when she saw Fluttershy there.

- Flu-fluttershy? - She asked, completely surprised.

The other looked up, pushing herself away from the wall with a smile.

- I wanted to talk to you, but I didn't want to disturb. - She admitted, smiling small.

- What's it about? - Rainbow asked slowly, dying of curiosity.

- You're overcoming your fear, right? - The colorful girl nodded. - Remember what I said that day? About helping you with that? I wanted to invite you to go out this week to a foster home nearby. It's a beautiful place and has a big garden. - She invited, her eyes looking excited.

The color would make her mouth drop to the floor if it weren't so over the top.

She pinched herself, this time just to make sure she wouldn't kiss Fluttershy by mistake and suddenly see Applejack in front of her and then everything would become a nightmare, because the blonde would leave without explaining why she was upset!

Realizing that this time it was real, she tried to calm herself down, obviously having the opposite effect.

- That... Would be amazing! - Her voice gradually escaped, the excitement in her chest was uncontrollable. - What day do you plan to go?

- Friday after class. Is that okay with you? - She asked, excited by the other's receptiveness. - We'll meet after lunch.

- Sure! It's already set. - Rainbow replied, without thinking much.

- Perfect. Will you come with me to the meeting? - She asked and the colorful girl's brow furrowed, not understanding.

- What meeting? - She asked slowly, trying to remember something, but she would certainly remember some meeting with Fluttershy.

- The meeting is with Applejack. She's there with the others. - Hearing the blonde's name, Rainbow tensed, remembering that they had to talk.

- I'll go, you can lead the way. - She warned, extending a hand for her to go forward.

At the meeting with the girls, Applejack and Pinkie witnessed a real battle between Rarity and Twilight over the ideal fabric to make the clothes.

- You need nylon, Rarity. Animals get wet constantly, this will make their lives easier and the clothes will last longer! - The physics student exclaimed, looking impatiently at the other.

Rarity gave her a cold look, which, even though it wasn't directed at her, Applejack felt her own heart freeze.

Would Twilight be alive at that moment?

- Using mesh will adapt the clothes to each animal, so it won't make the animals look clumsy with baggy clothes! You're thinking about practicality and I'm thinking about elegance. - She justified herself haughtily, without raising her tone.

Applejack didn't know how Rarity would bring elegance to pigs, chickens and goats, but she was waiting expectantly.

- And you are no one to decide. The opinions of agronomists and veterinarians are what matter here.

Twilight turned to Pinkie and Rarity to the blonde beside her.

Obviously the two agronomists were scared.

Pinkie didn't want to tell Twilight now that she was distracted by a squirrel fighting with the trash can on the other side of the cafeteria, so she didn't hear anything she said.

But something saved her, when she saw who was approaching.

- There it is! The vet will decide! - She exclaimed, laughing nervously.

Everyone looked up, the first thing Applejack noticed was that Rainbow and Fluttershy had arrived together.

This created a puzzle in her head, as she saw the colorful girl sit across from her and Fluttershy in the only empty seat next to Rarity.

Rainbow also looked curious.

She didn't expect to find Applejack and Rarity sitting like that, so close together, at this hour.

The two exchanged a look of fear mixed with questions, which they wanted to be answered as quickly as possible.

- What fabric do you choose for the animals' clothes, Fluttershy? - Pinkie asks, looking at her carefully.

- It would be cotton or nylon, right? It's summer, it needs to be something comfortable. - She says, letting out a sigh, after the walk there.

Twilight's smile could be seen outside the university.

She was hanging around Rainbow too much, as that arrogance wasn't seen often.

- Fluttershy! - Rarity exclaimed, indignant and the veterinarian was left without understanding.

- I think we've had enough meetings for today. - Pinkie commented, looking at everyone in the group.

Fluttershy looked at the list of what had already been discussed, Rarity was sulking for not having support, Twilight continued to show her teeth, organizing the calculations she made (yes, she made calculations to say why one fabric was better than the other) and Applejack and Rainbow took turns looking away and looking at each other, eager for them to finally be able to talk.

Pinkie sighed. Maybe in another universe all six of them could be close friends.

- I need to go. - Rarity says, with a tired sigh, packing her things. - Do you want a ride? - She turned to Fluttershy, who agreed.

The two said goodbye, leaving only the other two couples there.

Twilight woke up from her world of bragging, looking at her pupil beside her, who looked thoughtful.

- You have a test tomorrow, don't you? - She asked, pursing her lips, but soon smiled. - At least you have Applejack now. You can run together. - She says, laughing, remembering something from the past and happy that the colorful girl had someone more prepared to study with her.

Rainbow's eyes widened at Twi's brilliant idea.

The test had already been put aside in her mind, but in reality, it would be a great opportunity.

She looked up at the blonde, pleased that she had a reason to talk to her now.

- Applejack, would you like to run with me? And talk? And study? - She asked, a little embarrassed, which wasn't her style, much less the nervousness in her chest at the possibility of getting a negative answer from the blonde.

Applejack looked at her with confusion, but saw no reason to deny it.

Especially because she was dying to have a conversation with her.

Pinkie smiled at her girlfriend, leaning towards her and giving her a little kiss, which unbalanced the other, looking lost at the curly-haired girl.

- You're the missing cupid to finally make these two work out. - Pinkie says, shaking her own nose at her girlfriend's.

Twilight chuckled at her words, patting her hand.

- Okay. Shall we meet at the square nearby? - The blonde asked and Rainbow celebrated internally, nodding.

They all said goodbye, the fake couple to prepare better for a race and the real couple going to stick more post-its, this time on the chemistry campus, at Twilight's request.

An hour later, Rainbow was already waiting for the blonde in the square, stretching, while looking for the best way to explain herself.

Slow footsteps appeared beside her, making her look up.

It was Applejack, who was wearing leggings and a loose shirt, with her hair tied in a high ponytail and running shoes, already quite worn.

- Shall we talk first or...? - The blonde asked, looking at her for an answer.

- While we run. Let's talk while we run. - The colorful one defined, already having in mind how much time they had to talk and how much time they had to study.

Given the blonde's strange look, Rainbow tried to lighten the mood by smiling.

- You think you can't do both at the same time? - She scoffed, and Applejack's eyes seemed to twitch in defiance.

- Okay, don't pant for me later. - She teased back, standing next to her. - How far did we run?

- To the beach? There and back. - She defined and the blonde nodded. - Three, two, one, go!

They started running, without any speed concerns, at a pleasant pace, after all they still needed to talk.

Rainbow lagged behind a bit, but Applejack took it as a good sign to gather up the courage to say what she needed to.

- About this morning... - She began, restless.

- I'm sorry if I offended you. - Rainbow cut her off mid-sentence.

Offended? Something in Applejack's heart stirred and it made her run a little faster.

- I wasn't offended. I'm flattered that you think I'm someone like that... - She was having a hard time saying the word "fall in love" with her kisses, so she would avoid it altogether. - But... It's not fair that we act calmly towards something unusual. - Due to Rainbow's lack of answers, she sighed, looking both ways on the street, before crossing a lane. - We're not really dating. Pretending in front of people is one thing, another thing is pretending when we're alone. I don't think that's necessary. You confused me with those unnecessary words and...

- I know! I know! I'm sorry, I'll control myself better about this. This isn't fair to you, nor to me. - Rainbow admitted, looking regretful of what she did.

It was disconcerting to hear Applejack say that she was "pretending it" in that moment between them, because she had no need to pretend.

But she needed that kiss so much at that moment to make so many questions disappear, that the words escaped her easily.

Applejack turned around, Rainbow stopping her feet completely so as not to bump into the blonde, who was looking at her seriously at the moment.

- Then we have a deal. No more unnecessary scenes. - She said firmly, looking at her carefully, and Rainbow nodded, sure that she could keep that promise. - No unnecessary kisses and not in public. - Applejack specified better and saw Rainbow's brow furrow indignantly, because she hadn't asked "unnecessarily".

Her mouth opened to justify herself, but the other's serious expression made her rethink.

It was better to have Applejack by her side than to have nothing at all.

- I completely agree. - Rainbow says, avoiding showing the discouragement in her voice.

Just when she was so attracted to the taste of coffee in her mouth, couldn't she have more?

Yeah, it couldn't.

Because Applejack was sure that if she asked, she still wouldn't refuse.

And that was definitely a problem.

The blonde raised a hand so they could confirm what they said there and Rainbow squeezed it back, squeezing it tightly.

The colorful one was almost certain she would regret agreeing to this.

But when she saw Applejack's gaze soften, it seemed to be enough.

- Are you going to have a test tomorrow? - She asked, letting go of her hand, before running again.

Rainbow followed her, maintaining a speed that didn't allow her to overtake the blonde.

- I will. Mechanical Physics III. - She commented, absentmindedly.

- Mechanics is the part that studies movements, right? - Applejack asked, taking a brief look back. Rainbow just grunted a confirmation. - Is there a library you want to go to near the beach? Is that why you wanted to go there?

- No. I want to see the waves. - Was the other's simple answer, shrugging her shoulders.

- And when are we going to study? - The blonde asked, confused.

- I'm already doing that now. Since we started running, actually. - She joked, looking at the blonde's back, with a soft smile.

Applejack didn't stop running, but she looked back with a raised eyebrow.

- I'm studying movements. Your movements. - She explains, looking up at the blonde.

Applejack slows down a bit, so she doesn't end up tripping over something.

There was nothing wrong with those words.

Why didn't she want Rainbow to say them too? Why did it seem to affect her like the words from earlier today?

- Like what? - She asked, after taking a deep breath, and it wasn't because of the fatigue from running, and returning to focus on the road ahead.

- I'm checking the force you're applying each time you step on the ground and how much it affects your acceleration. - She commented, looking back at Applejack's feet. She soon smiled. - Your speed is varying a lot, so I can't say for sure how long it will take us to reach the beach, but I can bet you a price, worth a free drink at Theo's.

A smile inevitably appeared on the blonde's face.

- He doesn't want to see us even if we were painted gold, after that argument about the moon in front of his bar. - She teased and Rainbow laughed, dismissing the idea.

- We are consumers, he will have to accept us. - She says firmly, before returning to the subject of the test. - Every time you cross a greater distance with your feet and I see you jump slightly, I already study gravitational force too. - She says, looking at the blonde as a whole.

Various physics formulas ran through her head, all in accordance with what she could glean from Applejack's movements.

One thing that was striking to the colorful girl was the way physics affected not only the normal size of the bodies, but also their smallest details.

She could imagine the muscles Applejack would be straining to run and how much gravity acted on them, causing her to become more tired as they ran.

Physics was beautiful, in its small, microscopic details.

And seeing it through Applejack was even more beautiful too.

- Is checking my muscles so diligently really a mechanics review? - Applejack asked, jokingly, even if nervous about a Rainbow-style answer.

- It's the best world of physics. Experiments visible to the naked eye. Better than them are only the tactile ones. - She teased, before laughing at what she herself said and receiving a sideways look from Applejack. - I'm kidding! I'm always like this! - She justified herself, still laughing and the blonde had to agree.

She was always like that.

But she didn't always leave her like that.

So she quickened her steps.

- Hey! 2 meters per second variation now! - Rainbow shouted behind her, going faster to keep up with her pace.

They went like this, Rainbow explaining many terms and situations that would be on her test the next day.

When they finally made the turn that would take them to the seashore, the two sighed, now able to relax.

They started walking, looking absently at the sea and the cold sun in the late afternoon.

Rainbow was watching the sky beside her, feeling small droplets of salt water splash onto her face.

That is until she remembers to tell the blonde something important.

She turned around, eager to tell her the news, a huge smile on her face.

- Fluttershy asked me out today. - She said in a quick, anxious voice.

Applejack's eyes widened at the news.

- She... Did what? - She asked, in shock, her mind not allowing her to act happy for the colorful, before she understood that situation better.

- She said she wanted to help me with the animals. We're going to a foster home this week. - She said, almost jumping with excitement.

- When? - The blonde asked, with screaming curiosity.

It was already Tuesday, the next day she would have a test and then the week would almost be over!

- Friday, after lunch. - She says, biting her lower lip, to control what she feels.

Applejack looked away from the colorful display, staring straight ahead, impassively.

On Friday they had arranged to have ice cream at Raul's after lunch.

Apparently not anymore.

A sour taste settled in her mouth, which she tried to swallow, by force.

- It sounds like it's going to be really cool. - She muttered, trying to sound happy about it, but all she could think about was how lucky Fluttershy was to have a date with Rainbow Dash.

Deep down, she felt a certain envy.

Rainbow was doing so well at drawing Fluttershy closer, while she...

Knowing that Rainbow had a date made her heart sink.

But she knew it was well deserved.

She never doubted the colorful girl's ability to win over Fluttershy.

This made fatigue hit her even harder, discouraging her movements.

- It's going to be amazing! I'll make it so, for sure! - Rainbow assures, with a confident smile.

Applejack forces a smile, not allowing herself to say anything else.

It wouldn't ring true, whatever she said.

- Shall we take a break? - She asked, seeing some benches facing the sea.

Rainbow agreed, but before accompanying her, she bought two bottles of water for them.

The two remained silent, watching the waves crash onto the sand on the beach, that distance away from them.

Applejack took a deep breath, thoughtful.

Even though she didn't want to, she was thinking about the woman beside her.

- You... always wanted to be a teacher? - She asked, looking sideways at the other.

Rainbow didn't respond immediately, studying the waves.

It was fun to study the movement of so many beautiful things in a single day.

A faint smile appeared on her face at the question.

- No. When I was a kid I wanted something more radical, like... A skydiver or something really dangerous. - Applejack smiled at her words. That wasn't even a real job. - I always thought I wanted to fly. Be a plane driver, a flight attendant, an engineer, a pilot, go to the moon! - She laughed at herself, running her hand over her eyes. - I wanted the sky. And nothing below that. - She admitted, looking up, the few clouds that were slowly dispersing due to the lack of strong winds. - I was very snobbish. My teachers would ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up and I would say that I wanted to go to NASA. - She rolled her eyes, with a sideways smile. - But then... High school came. There was a teacher change in the second year and a new physics teacher arrived. Grinhoof. I haven't seen him since graduation. - She admitted, with a melancholic smile, looking at the sea. - I never expected much from him, I hated physics with all my strength and after I found out that it hated me with the same intensity and in the opposite direction... - She laughed at her own joke, laughing even more when she realized that Applejack hadn't understood. - He showed me physics in a way I didn't expect. Everything around me, what I admired the most, which was working with something that involved flying, everything seemed clearer. With each class he taught me, he taught me a way of seeing physics that I fell in love with completely. - She admitted, seeming delighted to be able to tell this story. - He is my biggest inspiration today. Seeing how he changed my mind, literally changed my life. I want to be someone like that for other people. Teaching a subject that is normally hated, in such an enchanting and fascinating way, so that more people see themselves immersed in this very engaging subject. I love teaching. Even more so if people love what I love too. - She concluded, before smiling at the blonde, who already admired her, for all her speech.

She wanted Rainbow to teach her everything she loved.

That she could love, everything that the colorful one loves, that she could see that admiration in her eyes being directed at her.

She swallowed, feeling something excruciating in her chest wanting to force her to say it.

But... It would be completely hypocritical of her, after what they promised.

She looked away, looking out to sea, without responding to anything.

Rainbow looked at her curiously.

- And you? Is there any reason for choosing agronomy? - She asked, leaning on the bench closer to the blonde.

- If I say it's because I came from a farm, is that a good enough answer? - She asked playfully and the colorful girl shook her head.

- You wouldn't come so far from home to learn things you already know, knowing that you would miss them so much. - It was her subtle observation, which left the blonde embarrassed.

- It's not like I know everything. - She corrected, looking down at her hands. - I came to learn about what I missed in the past. My grandmother is the only one with knowledge of country life to teach us. She's great. There are things that are no longer talked about today, that can prevent many tragedies. - She certainly does, after all, it was this revival of old agricultural techniques that she based most of her research on and how it could positively affect today. - But there are certain tragedies that arise, even if the place is managed by the best people in the world. - She stammered, remembering the time. - Where I lived there was a large community plantation, where everyone in the neighborhood helped with the seeds, fertilizer, harvesting and material to water the crops. It was on Granny Smith's land, so she managed it. She was the only one with the greatest knowledge of agriculture. We all trusted her. But... Some flies arrived. Whiteflies. They are very similar to fruit flies, which are harmless, so my grandmother didn't care, since we had apple trees and some orange trees in the orchard. These pests destroyed all the crops. - She says, remembering the miserable feeling and desperate frustration she felt at the time. She was a pre-teen when it happened. Everything she knew seemed to collapse, all because of a damn insect that took away most of the food they produced for consumption. - It was desperate. From one moment to the next we no longer had some of the food we depended on to survive. Granny did what she could. She used insecticides to kill them, but... That only contained them temporarily and the food could not be consumed anyway.

She paused, looking up at the sky.

- The people who depended on that food weren't angry with Granny, they knew there was no way she could have predicted it, but... They blamed her. I know they did. - She laughed bitterly, seeing the looks of apprehension about trusting them once again pass through her head. - I can't blame them. I would do the same. But ever since that moment, after many months and lost crops and judgmental looks everywhere, I got it into my head that I had to study. It's a small town, far from everything and everyone, and even though technology advances nowadays, there are still many people, like my grandmother, who don't trust new things. - She sighed, exasperated. - I started studying those insects. I read so many books, talked to so many people. - She closed her eyes, remembering the trips she had taken. - There were easier solutions to solve the plague. - She explained, smiling, because what she could do now was smile. - Apple seed oil. - She stammered, before laughing for real, laughing out loud. - The solution was right next to us and we didn't know it. - She said, wiping her eyes quickly. She became serious once more, looking ahead. - I do agronomy for these people. For my grandmother. She trusts what I say, so I try to learn as best I can so she can reproduce it in our home.

Rainbow listened to everything in silence and when she saw that the blonde had finished, she brought her arms to hug the blonde's neck, while squeezing her in her contact.

Applejack didn't react, listening to her heart beat slowly but loudly in her ears.

- I think I know a project we can try together. - She commented, as she walked away, giving the blonde a small smile. - I would love to help find biologically healthy ways to contain these pests, without interfering with the human consumption of those plants.

The blonde looked at her, stunned.

Her eyes became wet again as she stared at Rainbow uneasily.

- I...

I love you?

I thank you?

I want you around, telling me this more often? Being my support more often?

What should be the blonde answer?

She felt very grateful for Rainbow's consideration, so much so that she was truly happy to have found her.

Despite the circumstances, she was a... friend who affected Applejack greatly.

She hadn't felt anything like this in a long time.

- I'm sorry. - She ended up saying, pulling away from Rainbow's arms, before leaning in to kiss her "unnecessarily".

This word was already becoming meaningless in her head and not even many hours had passed yet.

She wiped her face as one of the tears fell, blinking quickly to eliminate any trace of crying.

- What are you sorry about? - The colorful girl asked, placing a hand over hers.

Applejack closed her eyes, wanting to scold her for that.

They looked like real girlfriends like that.

But friends did that too, didn't they? She was just exaggerating.

She remained without moving a muscle in her hand, so Rainbow wouldn't bother to take her away.

- You told such an exciting story. I came and ruined it all. - She says with an awkward smile.

- You have a beautiful motivation. It only makes me admire more who you will be in the future. - She assured, squeezing the hand below hers.

Applejack glanced sideways at her clasped hands, her breath shaky.

- I don't want to see you like this. - Rainbow whispered, worried. Applejack looked up, confused. - We need to do something to cheer you up.

The blonde blinked.

She might even feel distressed about what happened in the past, but it no longer affected her.

She was so distressed because she didn't understand why she was suddenly so affected by the things Rainbow did.

And a nagging concern about what would happen after Friday.

What her date with Fluttershy would be like.

What would that change...

The feeling of telling her story to Rainbow, the support she gave her afterwards, all of it stirred her chest.

She was more discouraged by this.

- I already know what you can do and exactly who can change your mood. - Rainbow assures, smiling confidently.

Applejack looked at her, that being her most likely answer.

Rainbow made her happy.

- You're on a project with Rarity, huh? - She teased, smirking, patting her shoulder. - I know you have it there.

- What? - She asked, frowning.

- Her number. Are you going to tell me you didn't take it to discuss the "project"? - Rainbow asks, looking at her maliciously.

Applejack looks away, containing the smile on her face.

- Well, I actually got her number. - She confessed, as it had been the first thing she had done, as soon as they introduced themselves better, after starting the meeting.

The colorful one laughed, bumping her shoulder against hers.

- That's why we're the best in the university. I knew you would do this. - She says proudly, before waving at her cell phone. - Send her a message. Ask her out, with the excuse of work.

- Now? - The blonde asked, her heart racing nervously.

- Right now. We'll only leave here when you get better. - She says with conviction.

Applejack looks at her in disbelief, but when she realizes she is serious, she reaches for her phone and enters the messaging app.

She swallowed, entering the number she had added that morning.

She sent a quick message asking if they could meet next week to talk about work.

To her surprise, Rarity instantly came online and began typing a reply.

Applejack stared at the phone in shock when she received an excited affirmative.

That... Changed something in her chest.

With Rainbow's support, she now had a date with Rarity and... Being able to feel that it was real this time... It was amazing!

The feeling in her chest was overwhelming.

The amount of situations that passed through her mind that could happen in the next week filled her with an excitement and hope that had never been realized before.

- She accepted. - She murmured, to the one who was waiting, expectantly.

- Seriously? - Rainbow asked, before smiling hugely, when Applejack looked at her with uncontainable excitement in her eyes. - That's it, damn it! You're going to rock this date! - She said, excited and the blonde laughed.

Rainbow let satisfaction fill her own chest.

She preferred to see Applejack happy like that.

Discouragement left her eyes dim and sorrowful.

Now... That late afternoon, with the sun intensifying in its final moments, painting Applejack's skin orange and giving a special shine to her eyes, the color could be certain.

If the universe were to have imposing and magnetic stars, they shouldn't be red or blue as they normally are.

They were supposed to be the beautiful color of Applejack's eyes.

Because it's impossible, it would be even more beautiful to see.

But Rainbow felt happy that she had the opportunity to see the blonde and her bright green eyes at that moment.

That was enough. That was enough for her.

Chapter Text

Rainbow was concentrating on a calculation she was making when something light hit her head.

She didn't care, writing harder before she lost her train of thought.

She was hit on the head again and looked up in boredom at Applejack who was standing next to her.

And she was ready to hit her hat on her head again.

She smiled when she finally had the other's attention.

- What happened? - The colorful girl asked, tired just imagining what she would have to do that day.

- Aren't you going to have lunch? - The blonde asked, pursing her lips, worried.

Rainbow had been the only one who hadn't had lunch that day, both of them still at university because of what was going to happen soon.

- I'm not hungry. - She mumbled, looking for the eraser as a distraction.

In fact, she couldn't think about eating, because she was so nervous.

Applejack didn't respond, so she went back to focusing on the calculation she was doing, trying to concentrate and not worry about the meeting she had that day.

Her calculation became impossible to perform when something red was placed on top of the paper, contrasting with the white of the paper.

She blinked in surprise, seeing an apple there.

She was big and looked so beautiful that it made her mouth water.

She looked up and the blonde was looking at her calmly.

- You deserve an apple today. It will bring you good luck. And it will be good for your anxiety. - She explained, encouraging her to eat.

Rainbow sighed, relaxing into the bench, pulling the apple closer, a smile appearing on her face.

She took the first bite and everything she felt seemed to ease.

She chewed with her eyes closed, the delicious crunch of the skin along with the sweet juice, so sweet, that it made her more than happy to be able to eat that apple at that moment.

As soon as she swallowed the first bite, she felt much more at ease with the day ahead.

She looked at the blonde, who was already watching her, satisfied.

- Okay, okay, I needed that. Thank you. - She admitted, looking gratefully at the other.

- It's nothing. I have two more apples here with me for you. But if you want to eat them you need to hurry. It's almost time. - She warned and Rainbow's eyes widened.

She wasn't paying attention at the time, trying to distract herself as much as she could, so it scared her a little.

She ate the rest of the apple quickly, organizing her papers in a hurry, some of the materials falling to the floor.

She stopped suddenly, her entire body stopping its movements, as a hand placed itself over hers.

Rainbow looked up, her mouth still full, to see the blonde looking at her calmly.

- Eat slowly. I'll pack your things. - She warned, before removing her warm hand from the colorful one, who saw her move away to pick up what had fallen on the floor.

Rainbow went back to chewing, slowly, as she watched Applejack pack her things.

She put everything in her bag, before holding the object on her shoulders.

- You won't be carrying that weight for the rest of the day. I'll give it back to you tomorrow when we go to the farm. - She says, winking.

Close to the agreed time, they walked slowly out of the university.

They were silent, due to the colorful girl's agitated mind.

- Do it like your tests. - Applejack advised and Rainbow frowned at her nonsensical speech. - I've never seen you nervous about a test, even if they're really weird. - She said, remembering the last test Rainbow had shown her. That didn't make any sense. And she got an A. - You know your studies work, so you can rest easy. - She smiled at the other, who was watching her explain herself. - Study Fluttershy. Learn the best way to make her like you more, how to bring her closer. You didn't get a A+ on the mechanics III test by chance. - She teased and the colorful girl smiled, feeling her heart warm, at the blonde's choice of words. "Best way to make her like you more." Already taking into account that she already does.

This made her happy.

- Analyze her actions. And you'll get a perfect grade once again. - She assured calmly, stopping walking when they left the university. - Here you go alone. It would be strange for me to accompany you.

Rainbow smiled, looking at her own feet, now much more confident and with a full belly, thanks to the two apples she ate.

Applejack was startled when arms wrapped around her neck, Rainbow hugging her tightly.

- Thank you, Applejack. - She said fondly, before walking away with a big smile and heading towards her date.

Applejack was frozen where she was, staring in shock ahead.

She saw Rainbow walk away, disappearing from her sight, and only then could she hear her heart beating again, this time softly, in her ears.

- Nice date, Dash. - She muttered, dejected.

°°°

Rainbow looked around with restless eyes, now wishing she had accepted the third apple Applejack offered her.

She arrived in front of the foster home, the barking from inside making her tense where she stood.

She took a deep breath.

It wouldn't be that different from what she's been doing the past few days.

- Rainbow! - She heard someone calling her and turned around, seeing Fluttershy smiling excitedly at her, as she approached, coming from inside the adoption center.

- I... I'm late? - She asked, feeling nervous all of a sudden.

This would probably make a bad impression on Fluttershy.

But the other calmly shook her head.

- I work here voluntarily. I was just waiting for you. - She explained, before encouraging Rainbow to follow her. She watched her from the side, with a smile that made the colorful girl look away so she could think rationally.

It was very difficult to think around beautiful women.

Not all of them... But at least the ones she wasn't intimate with.

Or the ones she had been madly in love with for the past six years.

It was most likely the latter option.

- Do you feel ready? - Fluttershy asked, anxiously.

- It depends on what you intend to show me today. - She joked back and the veterinarian laughed softly.

- I know it's been a while since we last spoke, but you can trust me: I won't let you panic over anything. - She promised in a soft but clear voice that made Rainbow relax her shoulders.

- Did you remember me from the beginning? - She had to ask, as her curiosity was greater than her own.

The pink-haired woman smiled gracefully as they walked across the grass, heading towards an establishment on the other side.

- Since I saw that you dyed your hair colorful and I observed you a little better. - Rainbow remained impassive, even feeling her face warm and a smile wanting to grow on her face.

Fluttershy... That woman couldn't say that, if she didn't want to see Rainbow freak out with happiness in front of her.

She had so much to tell Applejack and the date hadn't even really started.

She let a laugh escape her lips, to vent the excitement she felt.

- It's easy to find me, isn't it? - She says, looking sideways at the other.

- Of course. Your personality is too strong to not be able to identify what you would do. - She spoke with absolute certainty and Rainbow felt her cheeks hurt, but she wouldn't stop smiling any time soon.

- If I'm a strong presence, what does that make you? - She asked, looking at the veterinarian's profile. Fluttershy looked at her in surprise.

- You remembered me too? - She asked, genuinely incredulous.

Rainbow softened her gaze, watching her.

From the first moment she met the lightness and spontaneous happiness in her eyes she could know it was Fluttershy.

She saw it in the past. And she kept seeing it in the present.

And that was so passionate.

- It's hard not to remember who helped me in the past. - She says, shrugging, and Fluttershy seemed happy with her answer.

- I hope I can help you even more. - She said, opening the door and giving space for Rainbow to enter first.

The colorful one walked in, looking around.

It was just a path that would lead to the outside back.

But there was already a service area there, where there were some potential owners of the animals there and a TV showing photos of animals.

- They're all available for adoption. - Fluttershy explained, pointing to the screen. They were beautiful photos, certainly taken by professionals. - We have a lot of help from photography students with this. Good photos always attract new people.

Rainbow nodded absently, seeing the image of a brown cat licking its own paw.

She was startled when she felt a hand take hers, looking dazedly at Fluttershy, who encouraged her to follow her outside.

Rainbow found herself begging her own mind not to make her hand sweat with nervousness as she let herself be guided by the other to the other door that led them outside again.

There the grass was much more extensive, with no apparent end.

There were several paths, all full of low structures with animals on display, all under the shade of large trees.

Rainbow looked up the length of that tree.

Applejack had already told her what kind of plant it was.

The blonde found them very beautiful, and had even said that her hair was like those yellow ipes.

Rainbow obviously made fun of her face and they argued for many minutes.

A small smile appeared on her face, her eyes drifting to the animals sheltered in the shadows of the tree.

- Are there only dogs here? - She asked, searching with her eyes for what she wanted.

- Yes. Leaving the cats and birds here would be like permission for them to run away from here. - She joked, before crouching down near one of the stalls and petting the dog who was leaning out excitedly. - Don't you like dogs?

- They're beautiful, but... - Too excited. That made her a little nervous. - I prefer calmer animals. - She admitted slowly, but soon tried to correct herself. - But they should have some sense of adventure.

Fluttershy laughed at her complement.

- As you might imagine, it's difficult to meet your expectations. - She says, smiling at the other.

- Only for normal people. The extraordinary ones know how to attract me. - She joked back, winking at the other.

- I can bet you like reptiles. Turtles to be exact, because lizards tend to be very skittish. - Rainbow blinked in surprise.

- How did you.... - She began, surprised that she had guessed, but soon became suspicious. - Did Pinkie tell you something?

- She told me to go easy on you. I admit I didn't understand what she meant by that. - She says, amused, the two of them moving forward on that cool afternoon.

- I have even less of an idea. - Rainbow muttered, frowning thoughtfully.

- Aren't you friends?

- Hmm? Well, she's dating my friend, but I have trouble understanding that woman sometimes. - She confesses, with a soft smile.

But Pinkie was pretty cool.

- I see, she must be closer to Applejack, then. - Fluttershy commented and Rainbow looked at her with interest.

- Are you close to Applejack? - Outside of what she already knew, there was very little.

Fluttershy looked ahead, before looking at her awkwardly.

- Do I really need to answer this? - She asked, in a whisper.

Rainbow blinked blankly, until she understood that shame.

A hearty laugh escaped her lips, so much so that a few tears even welled up in her eyes.

- We don't care about that. If we were to worry about that, we wouldn't go to college anymore. - She teased and Fluttershy smiled sideways at her.

- She was very receptive when I started practical classes at the farm. I know I can count on her help. - She admitted and Rainbow couldn't control the curiosity in her thoughts.

Where had Applejack and Fluttershy stayed?

It wasn't at parties, because the future veterinarian didn't like those places.

And for the rumor to have spread throughout the university, Fluttershy's gossipy "friends" must have seen it somehow.

So it could only have been on the farm.

Her imagination was uncontrollable and it made her have a strange feeling.

Imagining Fluttershy and Applejack being together in the farm environment...

Damn, she was so jealous right now.

She had never done this before.

But... Whose? Whose envy were her?

She could perfectly imagine herself with both of them.

With Applejack most clearly, for obvious reasons.

She had never been with Fluttershy like this before.

Before she could get any more distracted by this, Fluttershy waved to an enclosure near them.

As soon as they entered, Rainbow could see how huge the place was inside, something that didn't seem like it just by looking at it.

But she didn't really appreciate the size of the place, her steps becoming more tense as she realized it was a hall.

Full of cats. Loose. Everywhere.

Her eyes fell on one who was playing with a plastic mouse, biting it in different places.

She swallowed hard.

She didn't expect to arrive like this to face them.

She tried to keep up with Fluttershy, who walked calmly through the middle of the place.

The colorful woman tried to calm down, recalling complex physics formulas in her head.

Suddenly she stopped, her eyes widening in horror, stepping back, when Fluttershy suddenly turned around with a mixed-race cat that she hadn't seen when the other picked it up.

- For Navier-Stokes, what are you doing?? - She asked, breathless, scared and Fluttershy brought the cat closer to her own lap, confused.

- I thought you had already lost your fear of calm animals. - She stammered, running her hand over the cat's head, who purred at her.

- I... It's a bit slower. I... I'm sorry. - She says, frustrated with herself.

Fluttershy frowned at her.

She arranged the cat in a single arm, bringing her other hand to the colorful one's arm.

- That's no reason to apologize. I'm the one who's sorry for forcing you like this. - She said and Rainbow felt goosebumps on her arm when the other's hand went down to hers, holding it gently.

Rainbow felt like her heart didn't believe what was happening, because she herself wasn't.

She let herself be guided by Fluttershy, as she pulled her out of there, arriving at yet another garden area, this time, a large empty grassy field, covered with small bushes and a few trees in the distance.

Fluttershy made her sit on one of the benches outside and sat next to her, but at a safe distance, still keeping the cat away from her.

- His name is Clovis. - Fluttershy smiled, inevitably, because the mere mention of the cat's name made her find it funny.

- Clovis? - Rainbow also found it funny, letting out a muffled laugh, while looking at the animal in the other's arms.

- He is 2 years old and lost his owners, who died in an accident. He loves classical and epic music and meows whenever he hears a violin. - She confessed, looking at the black and white kitten, which she was petting at the moment. - He had a skittish phase when he first arrived here, but then he adapted easily.

Rainbow swallowed, taking a deep breath.

- You want me to smooth it out, don’t you? - She asked, feeling goosebumps rise up at the thought and the breeze that ran down her bare arms.

- Only if you want. He wouldn't miss you if you didn't. - She made the subtle teasing, which made Rainbow look at her with narrowed eyes.

This was practically a challenge and Fluttershy knew it.

- I'll do it. Just leave me... - She held up a hand, when Fluttershy turned to face her, the cat entering her vision.

The colorful woman stopped her hand when she saw the animal watching her.

She tried to think of what kind of story Applejack would tell her now, but her mind was blank, which was making her feel embarrassed about how much of a coward she must look in front of Flutter.

Her hand trembled in the air, so she took it back, trying to remain indifferent to the shame she felt in her chest for not being able to do something so simple.

- Rainbow. - Fluttershy called, but she remained staring at the cat, upset with herself. - Look at me, please. - At her request, she found herself looking up. - You're safe. - She assured and the security in her eyes made Rainbow stop, admiring her.

She felt herself falling in love all over again.

Fluttershy, with those simple words, made her see herself in the past once again, in that forest, with that rabbit, the two of them, the animal and the infinity of the world, which seemed so small, because there was nothing that could affect her, while she was looking at Fluttershy.

She was so beautiful. She did such beautiful things.

She turned the frightened mess in Dash's chest into the greatest calm in existence, just with her smile.

That... She gathered enough courage in her chest to look down again, seeing the kitten licking its own paw and she reached out a hand, just like in that forest, and managed to overcome her fear for a few more moments.

The smile Fluttershy gave her after that would have made any consequences worth it.

After that and playing with Clovis a little more, Fluttershy left him back in the room, before the two walked through the grass, until they felt comfortable enough with the place that they stopped and sat down, in the shade of a tree.

Fluttershy showed something she hid in her bag, a jar with many different fruits.

The colorful girl's eyes shone, wondering if there was an apple there.

Unfortunately, there weren't any. There were only pears, cut into medium-sized slices, and peeled on top of that, but Rainbow didn't mind too much, seeing the colorful little forks that made Rainbow think they were cute.

They had lunch, chatting, getting to know each other a little better after all those years and what they had been doing since then.

When the afternoon began to show its signs of departure, they thought it best to say goodbye, so Fluttershy accompanied her along the same paths, to the door.

- Rainbow... - She called, looking nervous, looking at her feet as they walked. - I was wondering if... - She stopped walking and Rainbow did the same, looking at her curiously. - If you wouldn't like to go on a double date next week. - She finished quickly, her face turning red as she waited for an answer, without looking at the other.

The colorful girl's eyes gradually widened, her heart stopping abruptly in her chest.

The words were lost from her mouth, so it took her a moment before she could respond, in disbelief.

- A date... The two of us and...-

- Don't get me wrong! - Fluttershy exclaimed, mortified at how her sentence might have sounded. - You and Applejack, and I'd take a friend of mine.

Rainbow looked at her, trying to understand the need for this, then Fluttershy sighed.

- I don't want Applejack to feel bad about me asking you out all the time. - She admitted awkwardly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

The colorful girl smiles, out of empathy, but shakes her head, calmly.

- Applejack wouldn't mind that. - She assured, sure of it.

- But... Can we schedule this double date for next week? - The other insisted and, well, Rainbow saw no reason to deny.

°°°

Applejack sipped her coffee with milk, before smiling, focused on the boiling milk, feeling the smell of what she had already put in the mug making her vibrate internally, as the recipe she was making would probably work.

She felt electric that day.

She justified herself by saying that she was anxious because of the coffee (which she had already had 3 cups of since arriving), but she had been like this since before she got home, the caffeine was now a mere excuse, even more so now, as she was venturing into a new type of coffee.

She suddenly remembered the chocolate essence she would need for that mocha and went to her cupboards, looking carefully at the milk so it wouldn't boil over once it boiled.

But as soon as a notification sounded on her phone (she hated the sound of her notification, but she was expecting someone's message that early in the evening, so they were on), she dropped everything she had to look at the phone on the edge of the counter.

It was Pinkie. In the group of students, saying that she would give a test next week and that she would allow a 3x3 centimeter cheat sheet, if each one brought her a candy.

Applejack sighed, looking back at the milk.

She would give an entire box of chocolates to her friend, so there wasn't much to discuss about the size of her cheat sheet.

Once the milk was boiling, she removed it from the stove, going over the chocolate essence once more.

As she poured it into the mug, she drank the rest of her coffee.

And to finish, she slowly poured the hot milk into the jug, watching the creamy liquid brighten her eyes.

The scent of the surprise ingredient filled her nostrils, making her smile happily.

That must have been delicious. And that was what she soon realized, sipping the hot mocha and feeling stars of flavor play over her tongue, due to the phenomenal taste.

As if guessing she was thinking about her, Applejack received a call, which made her put down her mocha to answer it, quickly.

A smile spread across her face as she grew anxious.

- So...? How was the date of the year? - She asked, wanting to know all the details.

Rainbow didn't respond at first.

- I prefer to talk about this in person. - She replied, her tone neutral.

- Sure, sure. - Applejack smiled, before taking a sip of her mocha. - You like coffee, don't you? You just don't like how you feel afterwards.

The colorful one murmured a confirmation on the other side.

- I tested for the rest of the afternoon how to do something and it finally worked. You'll have to try my coffee. - She said, hoping Rainbow would like what she did.

It had a special touch, which was just like Rainbow.

- Okay. I called to let you know that I can't come tomorrow. See you on Monday, okay? - The colorful girl spoke quickly, but before the blonde could agree, she had hung up the call.

Applejack stared at her phone in confusion, trying to convince herself that Rainbow was just tired.

°°°

On Monday, as soon as Applejack arrived at the university, she already felt that something was wrong.

Was Rainbow Dash there before the bell rang?

Half an hour earlier?

That was weird.

She got out of the car, pulling the other's backpack and her own, already analyzing the other's distracted expression, who was looking at the concrete floor.

As soon as she heard footsteps approaching and saw Applejack, she smiled in greeting.

This calmed the blonde down a little more, apparently she wasn't angry.

She returned the other's bag, before the two began walking towards the interior of the university.

- And the date...? - Applejack brought the subject back, looking at her out of the corner of her eye.

Rainbow shrugged.

- It was cool. - Was her calm answer, which left the blonde thinking she had misheard.

- Cool?

- Yeah, cool.

- Just... Cool? - She tried to insist, but Rainbow looked at her, annoyed.

- What do you want me to say, anyway? - She asked, disturbed.

- Nothing, nothing. Just cool, then. - She says, rolling her eyes.

The colorful one licks her lips, looking ahead, her mind in a furious whirl much sooner than she would have liked.

- Fluttershy wants us to go on a double date.

Applejack didn't react at first.

- You and her....

- I thought the same too. - Rainbow interrupted her, letting out a tired sigh. - Me and you and her and someone else. She scheduled it for this week, is that a problem for you?

- No. - She murmured thoughtfully.

Rainbow was trying to sound natural, but she seemed to want to say something more.

- Rainbow. What do you want to talk about? - She asked at once, unable to stand that strange atmosphere any longer.

The physics student stopped walking, looking around.

She waved for Applejack to follow her as she headed to a far corner.

As she stopped, looking at the grass beneath her feet and remembering last Friday, she felt her chest tighten.

She couldn't go on like this.

- I want to end this fake relationship. - She finally said, not having the courage to look at the blonde.

Her expression at that moment would be an unknown to her and she thought it was better that way.

Applejack held her breath to better listen to the little things around her, as she took in what Rainbow had said.

- What's up? - She asked, in a low voice, in disbelief.

- I think we should end this fake relationship. - Rainbow repeats, looking up, seeing Applejack's brow furrow as she stares at her with growing indignation.

The blonde took a deep breath, looking around, before answering.

- I won't ask why, because that's pretty obvious, but what right do you think you have to do that to me? - She asked, anger growing in her chest, because the colorful girl seemed to be being very serious at that moment.

- You know the answer. Fluttershy apparently likes me. How can I evolve into something more if I'm still committed to you? - She spoke quickly, which stunned her for the entire weekend.

- I already understood that, Rainbow, I want to know why do this now? After so many moments, has this date changed you so much? - She asked, stunned, wanting an answer that would please her, that would make her think it made some sense.

Rainbow didn't answer what she wanted once again.

- Are you going to tell me that you wouldn't do the same if Rarity did the same to you? - She mocked, which made Applejack look away, breathing deeply to try to remain calm.

- This has nothing to do with Rarity. This is about me and you. And how you're changing plans to suit your own whims.

- I have a chance, Applejack! What do you expect me to do? Let her slip through my fingers?

- We had promised that we would only finish when we were both satisfied. Did that change just because you want it now? - She asked discouragedly.

- I'll help you with Rarity, I'm not saying otherwise. But the plan doesn't have to continue with us dating, that was never real anyway. - She answered with conviction and she was right, but why did the blonde's chest seem to hurt?

The relationship wasn't real, but... Everything else...

She couldn't accept that Rainbow wanted to end it.

- What do you think this will solve? Do you think Fluttershy will come running into your arms as soon as we're done with this? Don't be naive, Rainbow. - She dismissed the idea, which made the colorful girl look at her with disgust, for making her seem stupid.

- Being free is a big step towards making other people look at me differently, Applejack. It wouldn't take me long to win her over, rest assured. - She mocked and the agronomist's blood boiled at that.

- So you'd rather just end this now that we've convinced other people? What will they think this was all about?

- It doesn't matter! You said yourself at the beginning of all this that what mattered was Fluttershy and Rarity looking at us.

- Fluttershy is really looking at you? She calls everyone to go to the adoption home, she might just see you as an old friend! - She tried to create another justification, but that made Rainbow look at her hurt.

The blonde was the one who was supporting her the most, lately, and now she said this?

Completely disregarding what happened and how she felt about Fluttershy?

- You said Fluttershy was interested in me. How can I take another step the way we are? How will I have the opportunity? - She repeated, because she knew the blonde had no answer.

Applejack really didn't know how to answer that question.

She herself had said many times that Rainbow could conquer any woman she wanted, but then, bringing that into reality, which meant they had to break up, that...

It didn't fit in her chest.

She was dizzy just thinking about it.

Upset that Rainbow would even consider this as an option.

- I don't feel comfortable doing this anymore. - Rainbow admitted, frustrated.

Being like that with Applejack while trying to get closer to Fluttershy was making her so fucking confused and then she felt uncomfortable when she tried to take another step with Fluttershy and then...

It was a mess! It was already driving her crazy.

And in front of her was another reason that made everything uncomfortable: Applejack's gaze at that moment seemed to mess up her chest on purpose.

- You're not comfortable. - She repeated, before a bitter smile appeared on her face. - You're not comfortable with what you started? I told you it wasn't normal for us to kiss as if there was no one else we yearned for and now you're uncomfortable?? - She asked, indignant.

- You agreed with me. We both did this. Don't act like I'm the only one in the wrong.

- But you're the one who wants to end it now! You're the one who's chickening out!

- I'm not chickening out! It's a chance. The only chance I have to be with Fluttershy and you really want me to give that up for y... - The last word that was going to come out of her lips was quickly repressed, because she didn't agree with what she was going to say out of her mouth.

But Applejack seemed to have understood enough already.

The blonde's forced smile trembled as she looked away.

- Of course. Regardless of what happened in the last few weeks, it's clear that you'd rather be with her. She's your teenage crush. What could a friend be in comparison? - She scoffed, before looking back at her, her eyes brimming with tears. - Let's go to this last meeting and pretend we're fighting, or better, let's just show her the truth and then we'll end this shit, since that's what you want so much.

She assured, before walking away with heavy steps, leaving a dazed Rainbow behind.

°°°

The next day, at lunch, Twilight and Pinkie laughed at something the physicist had said about the adventures she had already had with Rainbow.

They stopped laughing soon after, seeing that this didn't bring any reaction from the women in front of them.

Applejack and Rainbow were there, silent, eating.

The double date was that afternoon and if they were going to pretend, they might as well pretend until the last minute.

Even though at that moment they looked nothing like other days.

- My stock of jokes is already gone.- Pinkie muttered next to her girlfriend, before letting out a forced laugh.

She didn't understand the other two's bad mood at all.

- I've tried every word that gets a reaction from Rainbow. Nothing works. - She murmured back, looking ahead worriedly.

- You don't need to worry. Fights happen all the time. - Applejack said, focused on her plate. - Tomorrow everything will go back to normal. - She assured and the couple seemed to calm down, even though Rainbow felt bitter about those words.

The meeting would be at a diner, close by, so they couldn't even pretend to arrive separately.

As soon as they finished lunch, they said goodbye to the others, heading in silence towards the cafeteria.

Rainbow couldn't stand the silence.

And it's all Applejack's fault.

- Don't make me the villain of the story. - She said at one point. - I want the best for both of us.

Applejack smirked.

- It's a nice way to show it by being selfish like that. - She snapped spitefully and Rainbow stepped harder than necessary, they still didn't stop walking.

- It's funny to talk about selfishness. Just because I'm the only one achieving development, you want to hold me to that?

- You talk like I'm forcing you to do this or like you weren't satisfied with this shit until 4 days ago. - She grumbled, irritated.

- We already knew this would end, at least I already knew, why are you being a crybaby about it?

- Because you don't keep your word! You're the one in the wrong here! - She exclaimed her frustration, seeing the diner appear in her field of vision.

- Am I wrong for not wanting to go through with a lie? Applejack, let's not stop helping each other, let's just be more truthful with ourselves and those we like! - She said at once, opening the door to the diner.

- Truthful... - She muttered ironically, but didn't continue, because Rainbow stopped walking and she was forced to do the same, looking ahead.

Her mind went blank. Any discussion she was having before was gone from her thoughts, and Rainbow could say the same.

Fluttershy smiled as she saw them enter and waved.

And who was her partner was...

Rarity?

It was with her the double date.

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The surprise at what they saw made them go silently and cautiously to the table.

They greeted the two who were sitting in front of them politely, trying to understand what they should do from now on.

Rarity being Fluttershy's friend at that date was a real surprise.

Rainbow wouldn't have guessed that the two were close and Applejack, from what little she saw of the last meeting, thought they weren't very close.

But thinking about it, they were actually quite similar.

- Rainbow, this is Rarity. You saw her for a short time on the day of the meeting. She's my friend. - Fluttershy introduced her slowly and the two smiled at each other.

- We've met before. - The colorful speech, remembering almost a year ago.

Rarity chuckles, probably thinking the same thing.

- I still have a lot to tell you, it seems. - Rarity joked, to Fluttershy, who looked nervously at the women in front of them.

- Would you like to make your wishes? Rarity and I have already made ours. - Fluttershy quickly changed the subject.

Well, that reminded Rainbow that she wasn't alone there.

This soured her mood a little, as she would like, as much as possible, to forget that discussion and never bring up the subject again.

She sank back into the upholstery of her chair, thoughtful.

She looked up, calling the waitress over.

- Good afternoon. I'd like a slice of chocolate cake, please. - She asked, unable to contain her seriousness, as she heard the blonde take a deep breath next to her.

- Good afternoon. Do you have any coffee sweets? - She asked and the waitress denied it, with an apologetic grimace. - Okay. Can I have a glass of water and a slice of chocolate cake too, please.

Rainbow wanted to laugh.

Of course she would want the same thing as her.

- Sorry, we only have one slice of chocolate cake available. The next cake will be ready in half an hour. - She warned and the four remained silent.

- Okay, I'll pass the cake. Applejack seems to need it more. - Rainbow says, shrugging, even though her hint was very clear, at least to Applejack.

The blonde frowned.

- No. I'm happy the way I am. You're the one who seems to need more to finally feel good. - The blonde scoffed, crossing her arms.

The waitress opened her mouth to say something, but Rainbow quickly responded.

- Funny how you can't let go of a mere slice of cake. That shows how greedy you are. - She criticized, looking at her harshly.

Applejack sighed, exasperated, even as she felt suffocated.

- Why would I need to let go of something that was never mine?? - She asked, frowning. - I don't care about that, I just want-

- You guys want a slice of cake, yes? - The waitress interrupted DTR, bored.

The two woke up from the argument, looking at her.

- Yes, please. - Fluttershy says, smiling politely at her.

The waitress left, as she had more to do than watch and listen to complicated couples.

The four of them remained silent, two of them somewhat embarrassed.

- Are you two okay? - Rarity asked cautiously, looking between them.

It wasn't a question that should be asked at a time like that.

The two already seemed ready to explode because of yesterday's poorly-conducted argument and now they had to endure that double date with the other by their side.

It wasn't easy to forget that sick feeling in their chest.

- Everything's great. - The blonde replied sarcastically, but gave a fake smile of happiness. - This impatience has an end date. And this too. - She says, waving between the two.

It could mean the fight, but it seemed even more like she was referring to their relationship.

Rarity and Fluttershy looked surprised at this and also seemed to tense up in their seats.

Few words and any pleasant atmosphere that might have existed was completely extinguished.

Rainbow was pissed at the blonde.

She stood up, looking at Applejack.

- We need to talk now. We'll be back in a bit. - She declared in a contained voice, before leaving the establishment, Applejack following her, because she wanted to know what the hell she was going to complain about this time.

Rainbow walked around the outside of the diner, until she reached the back, where there was only an empty lot belonging to the neighbor.

She turned irritably to the blonde, who stopped in front of her calmly and without concern.

- What the fuck do you think you were doing? - She asked in an irritated voice.

- I just told the truth. Weren't you the one who wanted Fluttershy to know right away that you're going to be free? - She mocked, smiling sideways. - It's done. You can run into her arms now.

- Can you stop being so childish? We weren't going to end up like this! In front of her, as if this were the most normal thing in the world! - She complained, stretching out her arms.

- Now everything really has to be your way, doesn't it? Fuck what I think? - Applejack retorted, irritated.

- I really don't understand why the fuck you're so intent on being an idiot here. I asked for something simple.

- Finishing an incomplete plan is not a simple thing. It's easy to settle when you have something and you won't lose anything by doing so. - Applejack defends herself truthfully.

- We won't lose anything! - Rainbow said loudly and clearly, to see if the blonde understood. - Let's be honest, we knew this was a shitty plan from the beginning. We got our hopes up for nothing, because the best way to win them over wouldn't be by pretending to date.

- You say that after we've been doing this for weeks. - The blonde muttered, exhausted, running her hand through her hair and looking to the side. - It's incredible your ability to ruin something in a few minutes.

- Applejack, please, if you're trying to affect me with those spiteful words, it won't do anything. Your envy won't change what I feel. - She assured, looking at the blonde in a daze.

She was really getting disappointed with Applejack's attitude.

There was no reason for her to act like this, other than the jealousy she was feeling, because Rainbow was able to advance in her objective and she wasn't.

- Envy? - The blonde repeated, in disbelief. She laughed, unable to contain herself. - Do you think I'm doing this out of envy? Do you even know me a little?

- I don't know anymore and that's what disappoints me. - Rainbow answers and this squeezes the agronomist's heart with rudeness.

- Since you're so eager to make accusations, you should look at what you're doing! Did you at least think a little before making that decision yesterday? What did you consider when you decided to break up? Did you think about anything other than yourself? - She questioned, looking at her uneasily.

- Of course! I thought about us and how this would be better for everyone.

- Better in what way? To ruin what we did for something uncertain? - She asked, annoyed.

Rainbow snorted, running a hand through her hair.

- Do you really think Rarity will look at you like that? With us engaged? - She asked seriously.

- Fuck this, Rainbow! I'm asking you what kind of guarantee you have that breaking up will improve the situation.

Because on her part she only saw losses.

- How can you not see that? We can try something more with them! - She exclaimed, exasperated.

- That didn't guarantee me anything before and I don't know how stupid you are to think that it would change anything now. - She spoke harshly and Rainbow felt bad for those words again.

- You've been saying that since yesterday, all this time did you really think I had a chance with Fluttershy or were you just lying to me? - She asked, hurt.

Applejack felt the words choke in her throat, unsure of which one to come out of.

- Of course not. I still think you can be with... Anyone. I just don't think breaking up will help. - She corrected, her chest tight, more gently.

- That's what you have to understand. Fluttershy's interest, wanting to have these dates out of nowhere could be a critical moment for me to do something. And she brought Rarity here. Do you see how important this is to you? - She explained, trying to generate what she felt in the blonde.

- You don't understand. - Applejack said, swallowing hard, distressed. - I haven't cared about Rarity since I arrived at this date and do you know why? Because I'm concerned about our friendship first. You've become a priority for me and it hurts me to know that you don't feel anything like that.

- When did I say that? - She exclaimed, stunned. - You're special to me now too. Did I ever let you have doubts? - Applejack's skeptical look made her frown. - Don't tell me it's because of yesterday. I wanted to try to explain myself, but you started getting upset and talking shit, leaving without even listening to me. - She scolded, so Applejack took a deep breath, looking away. - I want you around. We're friends, aren't we?

- We are. - Applejack muttered, annoyed.

What a lousy friendship, what a beautiful moment they had understood each other.

- Then I want you to understand this. I'm not going to end what we've been forming these past few weeks. - She assured with a look of affection and softness that left Applejack breathless. - It's just what we forge for other people. Everything we've done, between the two of us, for the two of us, that I will never forget and will always keep with me. I just want to have a greater opening to be with Fluttershy. And as friends, I will do my best to make Rarity like you.

That was the point: Applejack realized in that moment, as she stared at the other, feeling her heart sink little by little, that she hadn't paid any attention to Rarity at all today.

She arrived, was surprised by her presence there and that was it.

Then she just looked at Rainbow Dash.

She only cared about Rainbow Dash.

All she felt at Rainbow's explanation was sadness, when she should have been happy!

She should! Rainbow still wanted her friendship, they would help each other, the colorful one was right from the beginning, that fake relationship was not leading anywhere to conquer the other two.

But it had done something to Applejack.

Conquered Applejack.

The blonde blinked, feeling her eyes getting wet.

Holy shit, she was in love with Rainbow Dash.

- Applejack... - The colorful girl spoke, excruciating, when she didn't get an answer. - I don't want to stop having you around, you've become a friend to me, have no doubts. That's why I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to fight with you. Please. - She begged, disconsolately. Applejack looked away, licking her lips, clenching her jaw so it wouldn't tremble. - I just want to finish... This. - She spoke, weakly, but her chest tightened when she saw one of the tears falling on the blonde's face.

Was there no way to end this without hurting Applejack?

Before she could stop herself, she approached, holding the blonde's face between her hands, wiping away the single tear that had fallen, pretending it hadn't even fallen.

- I won't go far. I promise. - She reaffirmed and Applejack looked at her seriously, apathetically.

- That's not possible. - She spoke with certainty, her voice empty, however.

This left the colorful girl's chest revolted.

Of course it was possible.

She wouldn't allow it not to be.

She could guarantee, for herself, that she wouldn't push Applejack away.

As if to prove her point, she took another step closer, leaning towards the blonde.

Applejack saw her approaching and should have stopped her, but she only closed her eyes when she felt the other's mint breath approaching.

Rainbow took the other's lips with her own.

The feeling fluttered her heart, but it was the same pleasant feeling as every time, so she didn't hold back from joining the blonde in longing.

Applejack was intoxicated.

She wanted to forget everything that had been said in the last two days and just be able to enjoy having Rainbow so close, so her hands embraced the colorful one, bringing her closer.

The blonde's warm grip made Rainbow sigh into the kiss, giving her all to show the blonde how she felt.

Rainbow moved her hands down, slowly running them down the blonde's neck and gently caressing her arms, which made Applejack pull away from the kiss, as she felt that her heart couldn't take it.

Rainbow's hands pulled one of the blonde's hands, bringing it closer, holding it firmly between her hands.

Rainbow gave her lips one last peck before pulling away with a soft sigh and lowering her mouth to the blonde's hand, kissing her palm softly.

Applejack closed her eyes tightly, not understanding what was going on.

They were fighting just moments ago, what were they doing now?

- Rainbow... - She asked, but didn't finish the sentence.

The colorful girl pressed her lips more gently to the blonde's hand, feeling the natural scent of grass with hints of coffee that the blonde picked every two weeks in her garden.

It was so comforting.

The blonde inevitably squeezed the hand that held Rainbow around the waist, bringing her closer.

A shaky sigh escaped Rainbow's lips before she pulled away, slowly letting go of the blonde's hand.

It was difficult to have to control the desire she felt, even though she had such confused feelings for her.

She swallowed, looking to the side.

She had no explanation for doing what she did.

And the realization left Applejack in the purest internal despondency, her hand loosening in holding Rainbow.

Rainbow said she wanted them to continue as usual, but what they had done in the last few days was not something she seemed to want.

Even if that was what the blonde wanted.

- Let's get this over with. - Applejack spoke in a low voice, sounding tired, before walking away, returning to the diner.

Rainbow felt her chest tighten, but she took a deep breath and followed the blonde, without looking at her.

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The couples went in different directions on that double date.

As soon as the two who were outside returned, completely dejected, Rarity and Fluttershy couldn't stay still.

Rarity invited Rainbow to go get something from her car outside and Fluttershy and Applejack stayed at the table.

It was the best arrangement, after all, she was the person they were most "intimate" with.

Rainbow was so disturbed by thoughts that she accepted it, thinking it was true, but as soon as she arrived outside, Rarity looked her up and down, trying to figure out just by looking at her what had happened.

- What's the problem? - Rainbow asked, tired.

- Can you answer my question now? Applejack was a little... aggressive in her answer. - She commented, crossing her arms.

Rainbow shrugged, her mind still elsewhere.

How could she convince Applejack of what she said?

Kissing her seemed like a terrible idea now, as the blonde looked worse after that.

She was totally sorry.

- Rainbow? - Rarity made her wake up once more, so the colorful girl let out a long sigh.

- We were pissed off at each other, okay? That was it! - She said at once.

Rarity looked at her seriously.

- You didn't look angry. You looked like two hurt puppies. - She joked, but Rainbow gave her a bored look.

The designer took a deep breath, motioning for Rainbow to follow her and they sat on a bench facing the runway.

- Do you think you'll be able to work things out with Applejack? - Rarity asked, looking at her curiously.

- I hope so. - She muttered, discouraged.

- I hope so too. I don't know what happened to you, but... You're an example. - Rainbow looked at her blankly. - Can I tell you something funny?

- Do me this favor. I really need a distraction. - Rainbow asks, exasperated, looking at her as encouragement.

Rarity smiled, looking down at her lap.

- I'm dating because of you.

Rainbow widened her eyes, not understanding what those words meant.

It was already absurd that the university beauty was dating, but it was even more impossible that she had helped.

She didn't remember doing anything!

She would remember doing something of such grand proportions.

And, well, Applejack would probably kill her for helping Rarity get with someone else.

- I... - She tried to justify herself for something that even she didn't know about, so Rarity started laughing in her face.

- Is that so surprising? - She asked, gracefully.

- Very much so. Especially since I don't remember doing anything to help you and-

- You and Applejack. You guys starting to date helped me. - Rainbow's brow furrowed, at how shitty was the news.

Apparently, the plan was horrible from the start.

- When you kissed in the cafeteria that day, the students weren't only surprised, they were shocked. Terrified. Me included. It was so unpredictable and impossible to consider you together that... - She laughed to herself. - Why was it impossible? Because anyone at that university could see you with any girl, any girl who was different from you.

She licked her lips, straightening her posture.

- The truth is, we never imagined that any of you would end up with a girl who wasn't feminine. - Rarity looked carefully at Rainbow. - You know that's not an insult, yes?

- Sure, sure. - She replies, impatient with the interruption, shrugging, waiting for her to finish her story.

- People think, even if unconsciously, of a heteronormative relationship when they see people together. Regardless of whether it's a homosexual couple, people look for the rough and the delicate side of the situation. - She rolls her eyes, annoyed. - No one believed in your relationship at first, that's why. If you were supposed to date, it was supposed to be someone more feminine. - She said, before making a face. - Many have asked me why I've never been with Applejack. They say we'd be a good match. I have no doubt about that, because I'm compatible with everyone. - She assured, tossing one of her curls indifferently behind her back. - But there was a lack of opportunities. And... Since we started this semester, a few months ago, I've started a relationship with someone. - She said, now looking a little more embarrassed. - We... We were very surprised when we realized our feelings. It seemed so atypical, but still, so natural. - She commented, smiling to herself. She sighed, making a slight face. - This person didn't feel comfortable with us coming out, they were afraid of those judgments from idiotic bastards who only think about the need to have a "man" and a "woman" in the relationship. I obviously don't care about those people, but... who I like care. I didn't want them to be sad. - She said with dismay. - This person-

- She. - Rainbow corrected and Rarity looked up at her. - You said that Applejack and I are an example. So it's a woman. - She explained her logic, slowly, as her mind was seeing where she would go with that conversation, as it was a path that was now quite obvious.

She looked silently at Rarity to continue.

The designer sighed happily at the correction.

- She saw you that day and it opened a door for her. She started wanting to be inspired by you. She even... - She was interrupted, when Rainbow smiled, swallowing hard, putting a hand on her thigh.

- Just to you know... - She said, trying to sound indifferent. - Is that you and Fluttershy?

Rarity's smile was the answer she received.

The colorful girl looked at her without reaction, trying to make her body follow the same reasoning as her mind, but she was in disbelief.

- Yes. - She laughed to herself. - It was seeing you with Applejack that also gave her the courage to talk to you again. She missed you a lot. It was only a few months that you talked, but for her it was special.

Ah, Rainbow could say the same.

Or... A little more than that.

She laughed, as it was the only reaction she could have at that moment.

She was even finding the situation somewhat funny.

It was all so absurd.

- So seeing me with Applejack made Fluttershy want you to come out with your secret relationship? - Rainbow said and the other agreed. She had to laugh a little more, not knowing what to say. - It seems like you've won over amazing people. - She praised in a drawling voice. That wasn't a lie.

She felt every beat of her heart bring a new melancholy.

It was sad to lose what you swore you would achieve.

It was even sadder to believe that you were capable of achieving something that had already been achieved. By someone else.

Apparently, Applejack was right to be suspicious of Fluttershy's feelings.

Rainbow was growing more and more sad as her thoughts took her to something even more depressing, but it was frustrating not being able to show it there, now, in front of Rarity.

It wasn't her fault that she liked the wrong person.

- We conquered it. You're the first person besides my closest friends who found out, and little by little... Fluttershy and I are going to expose what we have. So I can only thank you both. - Rarity says, putting a hand on her shoulder. - From what little I can see, you and Applejack are perfect for each other. - She says fondly.

Rainbow lets out a half sigh, running her hand over her eyes as they feel wet.

She no longer knew what she was crying about.

Her mind was mixed with Applejack's sadness and Fluttershy's lack of reciprocation of feelings so she didn't know why she wanted to cry anymore.

She just knew that the problem was probably entirely her own fault.

- I'm really happy for you guys. And I'm here for whatever I can do to help you two sort things out. - She assured, looking at her with support. - I can talk to Applejack too.

- No! - Rainbow exclaimed, stunned.

It was enough that she had discovered that, Applejack also finding out from Rarity that she was dating, it would be horrible.

She preferred to be herself who'll tell the blonde about that relationship.

At least Applejack wouldn't have to pretend like her.

Rainbow licked her lips, swallowing hard.

- I'll sort it out with her. Thanks for your help, but I want to do this alone. - She explained, taking a deep breath.

- I'll be rooting for you. - Rarity says with an encouraging smile.

She was sure that whatever the problem was, it couldn't be anything serious.

Meanwhile this...

Inside the diner, as soon as Rarity and Rainbow left, the other two fell silent.

The orders arrived, but no one touched anything.

- Applejack... - Fluttershy called her, with a worried look.

- I like Rainbow. - The other interrupted her, with an impressed murmur. - I really like Rainbow. - She repeated, this time, in addition to surprise, also with regret.

The blonde laughed, resting her arm on the table, letting her head fall onto her hand.

She laughed some more, seeing how this made things awkward.

- Did you fight because you didn't think it was more reciprocal? - The vet tried to guess.

- Well, it was never reciprocal to begin with, it just became too clear now. - She explained, hurt, her mind running to places far away.

- I don't think you're thinking straight. Whenever I watch you two, it's clear how much you like each other. How much you're in love. - Fluttershy assures and Applejack hides her face with her hands, closing her eyes tightly.

She now knew the reason for so many things...

Rainbow, from the beginning, was an atypical friendship of hers.

Applejack was someone who was easy to make friends with, with anyone, so finding someone she didn't like right away was rare.

Rainbow wasn't the first, but she was certainly the only one she found herself so close to in a short time and developing an affinity that attracted her.

It attracted her so much...

Applejack used to wake up and think about what coffee she would prepare for the two meals she would have at home, now she woke up trying to predict what she would do with Rainbow Dash in the halls of the university to convince people of their relationship.

Along the way, she ended up convincing herself of something she knew was supposed to be a lie.

Pretending became real for her, because having fun with the colorful girl, making her laugh, using the challenges as an excuse to touch her...

It was so exciting to keep that secret.

Only the two of them, involved in that relationship, knew what was really happening.

They were accomplices and it was perfect to have fun with Rainbow about it.

Applejack found herself with no choice but to love the colorful girl's company, as she was a magnet that always drew her closer.

For a little more of her smile.

Some more of her nonsensical ideas.

A little more...

Now it was funny to realize, she had never liked physics!

Applejack imagined that she was really getting interested, falling in love with physics.

She even thought she could do a mini-course on the subject.

But...

She was in awe every morning of the sunrise, so much so that she would get distracted while picking her coffee, because she remembered the sunset with Rainbow, as she explained to her the gravitational pull the sun had on all of us.

She sometimes stopped to smile at her own walk, when she remembered the drunken laughter of Rainbow who laughed at realizing the law of action-reaction in each of her steps.

Her laughter came automatically.

It wasn't because of Newton, damn it! It was because of Rainbow.

Everything around her seemed more interesting, because Rainbow had taught her so many things, which were everywhere.

Physics was in everything, so everything reminded her of Rainbow and so being around her was wonderful.

Listening to her lectures was hypnotic.

Watching felt like a gift.

Applejack would never regret getting to know her better.

In reality, she felt very happy about the idiotic plan she had in the beginning of everything, because if it weren't for it, she and Rainbow would have just vented about their feelings to each other and then probably looked at each other strangely from afar.

It was even strange for her to imagine herself as a mere stranger to Rainbow.

And that was why she was so scared of Rainbow ending what they had.

Her chest was racing, nervous, because if they finished this, what would be left?

Could they call themselves friends, but only to win over the other person?

The idea completely displeased her.

She didn't remember times when she was with Rainbow just to win over Rarity or Fluttershy.

She remembered the times on the farm, their races and bets, teasing each other, the size of the animals' fur and how Rainbow listened to what she said from a great distance, so she could make a study of the aerodynamics of those animals, she remembered the day Rainbow visited her and was forced to make coffee with herself, being a fun experience, while Rainbow tried to protect herself from Winona's proximity by eating pears non-stop.

The day Rainbow didn't mind Winona.

In which Rainbow was sitting sloppily on her couch, tired after a day in the hands of her terrible owner (of course it's the tyrant Twilight) and didn't realize that she sat next to the dog.

Winona slept peacefully and Rainbow almost melted into the blonde's couch, her fingers almost touching the animal's fur.

Applejack was happy to see this.

She felt a great desire to take a photo, as she felt that the two of them could get closer as time went by and that made her immensely happy.

There were so many moments that she shared with the colorful girl, all of them that had nothing to do with that fake relationship.

She wanted it all back.

All the smiles, all the supposedly "fake" caresses, all the kisses.

Applejack worried as she tasted the other's lips for the first time.

It was never her intention to keep those caresses, even more so constant, but Rainbow could ask for the world and Applejack thought she would go after it, foolishly, because she wanted to.

So she put so much effort into those kisses.

She put so much passion, so much desire, that she never considered herself giving it to anyone else, not even someone she swore she liked.

She never felt that way with Rarity.

She hadn't had a chance to get involved with Rarity and that didn't make her bitter now, because she had felt so many pleasurable and exciting things with Rainbow, that she couldn't complain for more.

Or rather... She would like to complain for more.

For more Rainbow.

And that was what made her bitter and upset at that moment.

She couldn't ask for it anymore.

Rainbow clearly still liked Fluttershy and she wanted to break up with her.

Her feelings were like clear crystals.

Applejack's were starting to get polished now, but she couldn't do anything with them.

- I... - The blonde began, before looking up cautiously. - Rainbow has a way that wins everyone over. It's hard to see yourself with disinterest in her. - She commented, after all, she herself had been affected by that spell. - You... It's just a question, I don't want to create confusion. Have you never seen her any other way? - She asked, intrigued.

She was afraid of the answer, she couldn't lie.

Fluttershy looked at her in surprise at the question, but stopped to think.

- She was always a curve outside the line I usually follow. - She began, giving a small smile, remembering the past. - I am inspired by her, as a person. I know that sometimes I lack the courage she has. I always see her from afar and I am proud of who she is. She was a friend of mine for a very short time, but she affected me a lot. I never saw her as anything more than that, because the way I met her made me see her with a brotherly love. I wanted to protect her, just like I do with my younger brother. I wish her all the best and I hope I can be her friend again, helping her when I can. I feel that, from the heart. And I hope she sees me that way too. - She concluded, with a happy smile for the blonde.

Applejack watched her, trying not to let her distress spill over as much as she would have liked.

She had been happy to hear that, but it made her sad, because she knew Rainbow would be sad to hear that.

- You seem to be having trouble understanding what you want. - Fluttershy says, picking up the knife from the table and leaning over the table slowly. She cut the large slice of chocolate cake into two smaller slices. - But you two can enjoy the cake. It doesn't have to be just one.

- Are you suggesting I use blades to get along with Rainbow? - She had to ask, in a mocking tone.

Fluttershy looked at her scared and that was enough for a sincere laugh to escape the blonde's lips.

It was just her sad thoughts wanting some blood so she could vent her frustration.

If it had been Rainbow there, she would probably have made even more bloody suggestions and just the thought left a hint of a smile on her lips.

She took a deep breath before looking up from the cake to the vet.

- Don't worry. - She reassured, before giving her a smile. - I'll talk with her.

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Rainbow and Rarity went back inside, seeing Applejack laughing at Fluttershy's scared face.

They approached in silence and when they were close enough, Applejack stood up, looking at the two as they approached.

She opened her mouth, but only took a deep breath, losing her words, when she saw the two of them.

Rarity, who she thought she liked until half an hour ago, and Rainbow, who...

- I think we need to talk. - She finally managed to say calmly, and Rainbow looked at her gratefully.

- Sorry for ruining the date. - Rainbow said, addressing the other two, but Fluttershy and Rarity smiled calmly.

- We'll try again next time. - The stylist assured, winking, before sitting next to her girlfriend, while the other two left.

Rarity looked at the table, before smiling.

- We should have to ordered the chocolate cake. - She joked, because even before the other two arrived, they had thought about ordering it.

It would have avoided some discussions...

- Are you denying a mess? - Fluttershy asked, smiling in amusement, knowing that her girlfriend always loved having explosive news falling into her lap.

- Ah, I just didn't expect that from them, even though they seem to be quite stubborn. - She confessed in a thoughtful murmur.

Of course, she already had a thousand and one reasons why Applejack and Rainbow were fighting like that.

Fluttershy decided to help, with what she had discovered.

She straightened in her chair, turning fully to face Rarity, her eyes intent.

- It seems like they are in doubt about their own feelings. - She says and gains all of her girlfriend's attention. - Applejack seemed sure of what she felt, but from what she said, Rainbow...

Rarity frowns.

- Rainbow was crying out there! How can there be any doubt? - She exclaimed, certain that the concern in the colorful girl's eyes wasn't without value. - Wait, before you answer me... - She pulled the plate that was on the other side of the table, extending a fork to Flutter.

- Do you want to eat their cake? - Fluttershy asked, wary. - What if they come back and...

Rarity's laughter interrupted her.

- I'm sure they're thinking about everything but cake right now. - She assured, before putting a piece in her mouth and offering another piece to her girlfriend.

Of course Fluttershy was embarrassed and this made Rarity laugh and so the vet smeared her cheek with the chocolate filling.

- Hey! My foundation was expensive. - Rarity complained, with her mouth full, unable to stop herself from chuckling.

- I bought it for you. I have the right to spend it. - She replied with a satisfied smile, before helping herself to a piece of the cake as well.

And for them, it was another wonderful date.

The two who left there walked slowly along the same path they had come.

Rainbow had a lot on her mind, so she didn't know where to start or what to talk about first.

- Rainbow... - She woke up, hearing the blonde's voice. Only now had she realized that they had arrived in front of the university. - We don't need to talk today. I think the day was a little tiring for both of us. We need to think better and... Evaluate what we feel. - She confessed, turning her gaze to the other.

- I agree. - She murmured, finding it a great option. - Can we talk tomorrow, after college?

- Sure, perfect. - She says, not knowing if she should say anything else. They should say goodbye now.

- Applejack. - She called, uncertainly. - Regardless of what we talk about today, we'll still be okay with each other, okay? - At least she needed to know that, she couldn't wait until tomorrow.

She would apologize tomorrow, she would tell about the other two's relationship tomorrow, but she couldn't leave without knowing if Applejack would still be her friend.

The blonde observed her calmly.

- Always. - She answered, simply.

Rainbow looked up and saw Applejack's small, calm smile, looking like everything was going to be okay.

And that lifted a huge weight off her chest.

Applejack was surprised once again when she received a tight hug from Rainbow.

She relaxed, returning the hug.

Rainbow took a deep breath, needing that for today.

She walked away with a wan smile.

- I have a lot of news to tell you tomorrow. - She said, drawling.

- Me too. - Applejack replied quietly and then they said goodbye.

°°°

The next day, classes seemed to go by really quickly.

Probably because they were eager to talk to each other.

As soon as the bell rang for classes to end that morning, Rainbow bolted out of the room,
intending to arrive as quickly as possible in the open area of the university, that is, as far away as possible from her campus.

Applejack would probably already be waiting for her and the thought of it was making Rainbow anxious, which made her step even faster.

She was happy when her eyes finally found the green of the grass and she could step on the soft ground, while looking for the blonde.

She imagined that she would be serious and angry looking somewhere, but when she found her on a bench under a shade tree, she was distracted, rummaging through her bag.

Applejack noticed her presence before she could say anything and smiled at her, beckoning her to come closer.

- Before we talk about anything, I have something for you to prove. - She explained, quickly taking a red thermal cup out of her bag and handing it to Rainbow.

The colorful one looked at the cup in surprise.

She watched as the blonde took another thermal cup out of her bag, this time green, and opened it, drinking it right away.

Applejack glanced at her from the corner of her eye, seeing her watching her.

- Aren't you going to take it? I promise it's delicious. - She assured.

- You're really not angry and didn't put any laxatives in here as revenge? - She asked, grimacing, shaking the glass.

Applejack's eyes widened, before laughing.

- Of course not. Trust me, you'll love it. - She promised.

The physicist wouldn't doubt her words, so she opened the small lid.

- It's lukewarm. - Applejack warned, before sipping her own drink.

Rainbow brought the cup closer to her mouth, already imagining that it would be something like coffee.

It was impossible to separate Applejack from coffee and the blonde had already said before that she would make it one day, one "so delicious that you'll get addicted too".

Rainbow was skeptical about it, but she always let the blonde dream.

On the one hand, the colorful girl was afraid she wouldn't like it, but she still took the risk and drank the first sip.

As the flavors ran across her tongue and settled there, she stopped to focus more closely.

Damn... It tasted like...

- Mint? - She stammered, surprised, as she felt the refreshing notes rise to her palate.

And not only that, there was also a sweet taste of chocolate in the background.

And... The coffee... It didn't taste that much like coffee, in fact, it seemed much sweeter than normal, which was a blessing for Rainbow.

- You made decaf coffee? - Rainbow exclaimed, looking at the cup in admiration.

- I submitted to this. - Applejack says, pursing her lips.

It was a struggle for her to use less coffee than usual that time.

- It's a chocolate mint mocha, decaf and... with a hint of coffee candy.

Knowing that her beloved candies were there made her take the next sip with the purest satisfaction.

She couldn't have wished for anything else that afternoon besides that coffee.

Yes, coffee! Only Applejack can work miracles.

- I loved it. - She praised, taking a little more, feeling electric and it wasn't even because of the coffee. She looked at the blonde seriously. - Don't you want to drop out of college and open a coffee shop? I'll follow you.

Applejack laughed, unable to help it, looking at her with amusement.

- And what would you do there?

- I distract the customers. In the meantime, you extort them as much as you can. - She answers with serenity and confidence, which made the blonde laugh even more.

This made Rainbow laugh back, because it was infectious to be around Applejack like this.

The laughter gradually died away and so they fell silent.

Rainbow enjoyed her coffee until the end, thinking again about what they needed to talk about.

- I'll start. - The blonde says, leaving the glass resting next to her. - I'm sorry for making it seem like your chances with Fluttershy only existed in your head. I was very nervous and wanted any possible justification to make you change your mind. You... You can have any. - She admitted, exasperated. A small smile appeared on her face, before adding. - I... I don't think she feels the same way about you here, but I don't see that as a reason for you to be discouraged. It happens, people like us and others don't. We just move on. - She says, not having the courage to tell Rainbow about the "brotherly love" Fluttershy felt for her. - I'm here to support you with lots of mochas at random times. - She joked, looking at her carefully to see what she would think about it.

Rainbow didn't feel sad when Applejack said that, because now more than ever, she knew it was true.

Fluttershy didn't like her that way and she couldn't do anything about it.

- I'm going to charge you with this mocha story, you hear? Get ready. - She says, smiling, before sighing. - I want to apologize too. I was just focusing on what could happen and I ended up formulating our breakup badly. I should have prepared myself better and looked at you more carefully. I don't want to lose you in this mess at all. - She confessed, thoughtfully. - I... I have some news to tell you. I think it's better to say it, so as not to create expectations. - She racked her brains a bit to figure out how she was going to tell it. - We had no chance with Rarity and Fluttershy. They... They date.

Rainbow watched as Applejack's eyebrows nearly shot up into the sky as she stared at her in amazement.

- They date...? Who are they dating? - She asked in shock, not believing it was real.

Rainbow laughed. Wasn't it obvious?

- Themselves. Rarity with Fluttershy. - She answered and Applejack, at first, looked at her in silence.

An incredulous laugh escaped her lips and so, Rainbow smiled back, happy that the blonde hadn't been upset by the news.

- You're lying. - The blonde says, her laughter escaping her lips without her being able to control it.

She wasn't in disbelief about them dating, but about them dating each other.

This had never even crossed her mind as a possibility.

And the situation as a whole... It made everything much funnier.

Her laughter grew louder as she leaned forward, realizing so many coincidences.

- The one we liked... Is dating each other. - She says, looking at Rainbow with grace, who nodded, accompanying her in laughter.

- And it gets worse. - Rainbow said, with a muffled laugh. - They decided they would make it public when we started dating. - Applejack laughed, not believing it.

- It's too funny to be true. - She says, with a smile, wiping away the tears that fell.

- I thought Rarity was messing with me yesterday afternoon. - Rainbow says, with a small smile. She looks at the blonde with suspicion. - Aren't you sad about it?

Applejack opens her mouth to respond, but after briefly glancing at the colorful girl, she reconsiders her words.

- After yesterday, I realized that I haven't been thinking much about Rarity. I barely know her, to tell the truth. - She admits, a little embarrassed. - I don't think I really liked her. It's more like a crush. - She looked at Rainbow, worried. - And how was it for you to find out that?

- It sucked. - She muttered, looking ahead in disgust. - I also found it funny and I still do, but at the time, it wasn't one of the best feelings. It's just... The frustration of not achieving what you wanted for so long.

Applejack didn't answer, which made her play with the glass in her hands, wondering if she should tell what she found out.

- Actually... - She began. She would tell. She could tell Applejack anything. - When I thought about it more calmly, at home, I realized I was more upset about my bruised ego than anything else. - She admitted, embarrassed. - It made me realize that...

Everything she had felt for Fluttershy... She created.

From the moment she met her, until now, after all these years, she believed she was in love, because Fluttershy had always affected her in some way.

Her smile. Her actions. Her affections.

Everything about her always did wonders in Rainbow's chest, because the colorful girl loved to watch her.

To understand.

To admire.

The idea of reaching Fluttershy's level or getting to her side always made her nervous, because she was someone to reach, someone to influence.

It was by realizing this that she understood that the passion she felt for Fluttershy was not passion, it was admiration.

Fluttershy was the first to help with her trauma and did so in such an impactful way that Rainbow would forever keep it in her mind and also in her heart.

She was very grateful to meet Fluttershy.

The vet is such a good person, so brave, so courageous and always so receptive... That was impressive.

Rainbow would love to follow suit.

So when she realized that she was more depressed about herself than about Fluttershy, she realized that she didn't like her as much as she thought.

At least not romantically.

She explained this to the blonde, before sighing.

- And we're back to square one. - Rainbow concluded, which made Applejack laugh to herself, as they looked ahead. - Rarity said you two are a good match. - She commented, for lack of subject, shrugging, but saw no positive reaction from the blonde. - If that's still comforting... - She completed, frustrated.

- Not anymore. - Applejack replied, tapping her mocha cup.

- I can imagine. - Rainbow said with a grimace. - We have to do something to get out of this mess. I don’t want to stay feeling like this for too long.

Even though she now thinks she didn't like Fluttershy as much as she thought she did, it still hurt her pride to know that she couldn't win her over.

Now she seemed lost.

Now that she no longer liked Fluttershy in this way, she didn't know which way she should go now.

Going back to the parties seemed daunting.

A smile appeared on the blonde's face, before she stopped it.

- We can pretend to date someone, so that someone will look at us. - She proposed, trying to sound serious, but failing miserably.

Rainbow looked at her with a restrained smile.

- Be honest. What did you put in your coffee? - She was seriously wondering if there was any alcohol mixed with coffee at that moment.

Applejack laughed, shaking her head.

- You can try it if you want. - She held out the cup, with a sideways smile. - Just deal with the consequences of drinking the caffeine later.

- I wouldn't have a problem staying up all night if I was going to torment you for it. - She teased, smiling back and they stayed in that comfortable atmosphere between them.

Everything was fine.

It didn't even seem like they had lost "the loves of their lives" the previous afternoon.

Everything looked the same as always.

And... Maybe it was the coffee, but Rainbow felt her heart warm at that moment.

- I have one more thing to admit. - Applejack says, without looking away, in a low voice. She was calm, despite her heart saying completely the opposite. - I just need to get this out, so we don't have any more issues between us. - She looked away, nervous to observe the other. - You know that story that the earth is attracted to the sun? And that... What's more, the earth is attracted to the moon and vice versa, that's why one affects the other so much? You even said that the moon destabilized the earth's surface at all times because of this. Like a heart in love. - She says, swallowing dryly.

- I thought you were sleeping when I said that. - Rainbow says, surprised, because it was the night at the motel that she had talked about it.

- I wasn't. Actually, I've been paying attention to everything you've been saying these past few days. And... You talk a lot. - She joked, with a few laughs. - So I've had a lot on my mind. Everything related to you. - She murmured more quietly. The blonde looked up at the other, after taking a deep breath. - What I'm trying to say is that... I'm Earth. Rarity is my sun. And you... Are my moon. And you've been affecting me more than I'd like to admit, while I completely ignore the existence of a sun in this universe. I'm... In love with you. - Rainbow saw those words come out of the blonde's mouth in slow motion and fly through the air like butterflies, which she stared at in amazement.

She opened her mouth, but looked away, feeling like her chest had mangled all the words she could say.

Applejack was... in love for her?

It made her stomach churn and panicked more than she could have imagined.

- I didn't say that to make you say you like me too. After all, I was going to tell you, even though I knew you liked Fluttershy. - Applejack continued, taking a deep breath. - I just don't want to keep this to myself again for so long, when I could have done something sooner. I wanted to do it differently.

Rainbow shrugged, biting her lower lip.

- I can't give you an answer right now. - She stammered, feeling guilty.

She really liked Applejack. A lot!

As a person, as a friend, as a partner, but as a girlfriend?

She knew it was everything they had been pretending for the past few months.

But... For her it was for a different reason.

She liked what they did, but it was something between them, an intimacy that she never saw as romantic.

And she had just realized how she felt about Fluttershy, knowing how to identify something new after years of thinking she was in love with someone else, it was complicated.

She needed to think a little better.

She didn't want to create and destroy expectations after all.

- I can't answer you yet, but still, would you still be my friend? - She asked, because, like it or not, things could get weird.

- I'm your friend, regardless of what you think about your feelings. - She assured, with a small smile. - If you don't like me that way, I can get over you, you know? It won't be the end of the world. - She was just a little downcast now, but she wouldn't show it.

Applejack stood up, with a sigh.

- I think we've talked enough for today. See you later, Rainbow. - She greeted, before heading towards the university door, but the colorful girl held her hand, with a worried frown.

As soon as the blonde turned to look at her, Rainbow showed her concern.

- You're not going to drink, right? It's better not to do this alone. - She advised, squeezing her hand between her fingers.

Who knows what Applejack would do drunk...

Would she find another fake relationship?

Would she ask other people about the moon?

These were things that Rainbow selfishly wanted to remain just between her and Applejack.

But the blonde shrugged, shaking her head.

- I'm going to buy ice cream and watch a good movie. I swear. - She promised, preferring not to mention that she was going to buy chocolate and cappuccino ice cream.

Rainbow released her, slowly, nodding.

- All good...

But everything wasn't good.

She also wanted Applejack to do that to her.

But she didn't have the courage to stop the blonde from leaving, because of the confused feeling in her chest.

She couldn't arrest Applejack for something uncertain.

She needed to be sure, at least.

Chapter Text

The silence at that table contrasted with that at the rest of the tables in the cafeteria.

Rainbow looked up from her sandwich, looking at her friends boredly.

They were eating, looking at her warily.

- Why the silence? Why isn't anyone complaining about Mr. James's horrible class, like you always do? - She asked, trying to get rid of that suffocating silence that only reminded her of things that made her nervous.

The three seemed to swallow hard, and mind you, despite the other two, it was hard to leave Spitfire out of place.

They opened their mouths, but nothing dared come out.

Someone entered the cafeteria with long, determined steps, going to the table where the four physics students were sitting and she sat down across from Rainbow, banging her book on the table to get her attention.

- Did you break up with Applejack? - She asked and Rainbow looked up quickly.

She was surprised to see Twilight there, but soon her words made her shiver in discomfort.

- Yes? - She gave her confused answer, because she didn't even know what they were anymore.

She liked being with Applejack, but being by her side knowing that she was expecting something she didn't know if she could give made her uneasy.

- What?! - Fleetfoot shouted, her voice cracking.

- Why?? - Soarin asked, looking like someone had died.

- How do you know that? - Rainbow asked, feeling her heart race with nervousness.

Would Pinkie have said something to her? If so, would Applejack have said something to Pinkie?

- Please, it's an easy fact to say. - Twilight exclaims, opening her arms, looking disturbed. - Every break you were together up to something, laughing at the walls and walking through the hallways, talking about any nonsense that came into your heads and admiring each other like idiots! - She vented, before taking a deep breath. - What happened?

Rainbow poked at the sandwich on her plate, now without an appetite.

- A question of feelings. - She stammered, not wanting to go into too much detail.

- You don’t think she really likes you?- Fleetfoot asked with wide eyes.

- Did she cheat on you? There were some rumors that she was hooking up with someone from one of the projects she's involved in. - Spitfire says, suspiciously.

Rainbow didn't even want to remember that.

While she had distanced herself considerably from the others in the past week since she and the blonde had gotten along, Applejack had been working directly with Rarity and Fluttershy.

That could be difficult for the blonde, she realized, her chest heavy.

Seeing Rarity and knowing that she was engaged to Fluttershy and that they were always together must make Applejack sad to know that the person she liked...

Rainbow felt an involuntary shiver as she remembered that Applejack no longer liked Rarity.

Applejack liked... Her.

That was kind of hard to remember, considering how much it was messing with her head.

- I can't believe I trusted Applejack's character so much. - Soarin says, frowning, feeling deceived. - And she's already going to parties normally, as if she hadn't just finished her relationship.

- Speaking of parties, you need to shake it up a bit. There's one tonight at Berry Shine's house, don't you want to come? - Spitfire asked Rainbow directly, who was bitter because she could only think of Applejack as the hostess's name. That's where the blonde said she had become interested in her for the first time. - You can find someone to get over your shitty relationship. It'll be easy, considering who you are.

Rainbow ignored the compliment in the last sentence to frown in disturbance at what she said earlier.

- What did you say? Get over my shitty relationship? - She repeated, indignation rising in her voice.

- Of course. She doesn't deserve you and now it's clear that you weren't satisfied with that relationship. - Fleetfoot says, shrugging.

- My relationship wasn't shit. - She spoke truthfully. It could have been a fake relationship, but shitty? Never. The beginning had been a drag, but after she got along with Applejack... - I don't know if it was clear to you how satisfied I was with that.

- You said it right. "Was." In the past tense. Applejack must have been insufferable, when you two were about to break up. - Spitfire supposed, rolling her eyes in disgust.

- I've heard that she treats everyone with disdain, after being with someone with all the "affection". - Soarin says, shaking his head and with a hard expression.

- That didn't happen to me, but if you're sad for her, you should get over it quickly, she's not someone who will be missed. - Fleetfoot says and Rainbow looks at her hard.

- What the fuck are you talking about? - She asked, irritated.

- I've had better. She could be classified as... Mediocre. And she's only pretty because she's blonde. Nothing special. - She added, indifferently.

- I don't know what girls see in her, honestly. - Soarin says, rolling his eyes.

- A pretty face with the actions of a viper. She only cares about what's best for her. - Spitfire says coldly.

- Holy shit, what kind of crap are you guys talking about all of a sudden?? - Rainbow exclaims, outraged. - Have you lost your minds for once? Did your brain melt to talk about Applejack like that??

- We don't lie. - Soarin spoke wisely. - She doesn't-

- I swear that if you offend the blonde with one more word I'll hit that glass in your ass. - She says, through gritted teeth, looking at him with a threat, squeezing the empty glass between her hands. - Applejack has never done anything that deserved those words from you, especially since it's all a lie! Applejack is the most caring person I know, who wouldn't stop herself from helping anyone, so she wouldn't despise someone for having been with her! - She says with certainty, before taking a deep breath.

- And mediocre? Mediocre is your grade in quantum physics, Fleetfoot! Don't you dare open your mouth to talk bad about her, because I know you were falling for her until you realized we were dating! - She pointed out, looking hard at her friend, who turned pale. - She's one of the best in this university and you want to come tell me that you didn't like her? - She laughed contemptuously. - Then the problem must be with you.

- If she's so good, why did you break up? She must have some defect. - Spitfire accuses seriously.

- Defect? - Rainbow laughed, trying to think of something she could say, because, at first, she couldn't think of anything. - She can be really annoying when she thinks she's right about something, she whines about missing her family every time she's drunk, she snoops on everything you do and bothers you like hell until you tell her everything until she's satisfied! - She sighed, exasperated and thoughtful. - She's demanding in a way that's almost annoying. - She says, rolling her eyes, remembering when Applejack spent the whole week making her meet different animals, without fail. - She has terrible ideas, but with an incredibly convincing way of talking and I hate that about her. - She muttered, irritated. - She's pretty inflexible and bossy so that we do everything her way, but I can't judge that, since she's usually the most responsible and sane one of the group. - She let out a huff, before looking up at Spitfire. - But none of that matters, if she rewards me in such good ways. I barely worry about her defects, because how much she does me good is enough for me not to want to have her away at all! - Rainbow states truthfully. - Just pay a little more attention, Applejack will always do everything to do you good, when she has that intention. She is... Very insistent when she wants to. - A small smile appeared on her face, inevitably. - And that's why even one of her defects becomes one of her qualities.

She took a deep breath, becoming serious again.

- So stop this nonsense and don't talk about her behind her back, because I'll tear you apart along with her and I'll never help you with optical physics again! - She assured, with reprimanding eyes. - And I'll flood your chat with messages every night, until you beg for forgiveness on your knees for-

- Rainbow. - Twilight interrupted her, looking at her seriously. - What are you doing?

The colorful one let out a snort.

- I'm defending the blonde from being unfairly attacked by these brutes! - She shouted, pointing at her friends, who had different reactions: Soarin widened his eyes in astonishment, Spitfire frowned in irritation and Fleetfoot showed her the middle finger.

They were just doing it to defend their friend, not that they really thought that of Applejack, but apparently it caused the opposite reaction in the other.

- Rainbow. - The one with glasses called once more, not having received the answer she wanted. - What were you doing?

The colorful one frowned at Twilight, not understanding what she was getting at.

The only thing she was doing at that moment was explaining to her friends why Applejack shouldn't be treated that way!

And she still had so much to say, she hadn't even said half of what was stuck in her chest.

Rainbow felt that she would only be able to get out of there when she finally saw the understanding in her friends' eyes that they had no reason to hate the blonde.

- I'm explaining them. - She replied, looking confused at her tutor.

- You're teaching them, Rainbow. - Twilight gave the answer that she couldn't reach with just the colorful girl's reasoning.

Rainbow blinked, the word Twilight used making her mind stop working.

Teaching.

Well, she intended to be a teacher for a reason.

She enjoyed teaching people.

What's more, she loved teaching about what she loved.

She would spend hours explaining about astronomy, its planets, celestial bodies, moons and stars...

She would spend hours talking about the aerodynamics of animals that she barely knew, but that she had seen so much from afar when she went to the farm, that she would know why their fur was the size it was and the shape of their bodies, because she was studying, doing a lot of research, because there was always someone so interested in listening to her talk about it.

She could stay up all night explaining the difference between simple things in the study of physics, if someone —just a certain someone— asked her to tell the difference.

Rainbow loves teaching about what she loves.

And she could spend hours talking about Applejack.

The shock of only finding this out now left her paralyzed.

Twilight smiled softly, pulling the book off the table and standing up silently, her work there already done.

Rainbow didn't take long before she also stood up with a bang, turning around, but was startled to find Pinkie on the table behind hers, sucking on a lollipop, cross-legged, sunbathing.

- She's not here. - She hummed, swaying to the music playing in her head. She looked at Rainbow through her sunglasses, smiling knowingly. - But you can find her tonight, at Berry Shine's party. That's where it all should have started, don't you think? - She joked, before getting up and skipping over to Twilight, who was waiting for her, a little further away, smiling.

- We're great cupids, aren't we? - The physicist asked, before holding her girlfriend's hand.

- Perfect ones. - Pinkie says, smiling at her, squeezing her hand, before they leave.

°°°

Rainbow walked into the busy place, looking around.

She was nervous about what would happen and especially how Applejack would react.

They spoke to each other yesterday.

Everything was fine.

But the longer she avoided an answer, the more it would be implied to the blonde that she could move on.

And if...

And that was what worried the colorful girl.

In a week, would she have already forgotten about her?

She didn't know how quickly someone could stop liking someone, if she were to take her own experience with Fluttershy into consideration...

She was definitely worried.

That's why she needed to give Applejack an answer right then and there.

She looked around the room, searching for the blonde.

She stopped, feeling her mind stop as well, as she found her in a corner of the room.

Talking to someone else.

And laughing.

That wasn't the problem, the problem was that... It was Rara Coloratura.

Her chest began to heave nervously as she didn't know if she should interrupt.

But... She frowned, determined, starting to take long strides in the direction they were.

Her features furrowed even more as she saw Applejack raise a hand to the other's face, but before she could touch it, Rainbow grabbed her other hand, pulling her along.

She overdid it a bit, so Applejack turned around in surprise, the two of them coming face to face.

Even Rainbow took a step back, having invaded her personal space, but she remained looking at the blonde with discomfort.

- Can we talk now? - The physicist asked, pointing to the side.

- Of course. - The blonde replied, turning to say goodbye to Rara.

Rainbow didn't let go of her hand, meanwhile.

After that, they headed outside, guided by Rainbow, who was pulling her hand.

As soon as they arrived outside, the cold night weather greeted them.

The physicist looked at her clasped hands thoughtfully.

- Rainbow? Is everything okay? - Applejack interrupted her thoughts with her question, making her look up.

She licked her lips, nervous before she even spoke.

- I had to confess something that had been kept for a long time. - She admitted, seriously. She let out a shaky breath. - I don't want to be your moon. - She let it out at once, to avoid her own anxiety.

Applejack stared at her silently before opening her mouth to respond, but looked away before she could.

- Well... Okay. I guess-

Rainbow squeezed her hand, remaining to look at her with determination.

She wasn't finished yet.

As soon as Applejack looked at her again, confused, she explained herself better.

- It's a fact that the moon affects the earth in many ways, but lately this may be more bad than good. - She says, worried. - Every century, the moon is moving another centimeter away from the earth and this makes me anxious with your comparison, because at some point when we're no longer here, the world will end because of it. So I don't want to be your moon. - She said, determined. - That's why I came to suggest that you change your words that day. What do you think about calling me your core?

Applejack was already stunned by her first answer, but then Rainbow came and simply messed everything up in her chest and all she could do was laugh sincerely, because she didn't understand anything.

She didn't know if she was being rejected outright or just having her confession corrected, but regardless of what it was, Rainbow still managed to make her smile through it all.

- I don't know if I understand correctly.- She admitted, looking at Rainbow with interest, waiting for her explanation.

The colorful girl took a deep breath, adjusting her posture, seeing the blonde's gaze, which made her heart tremble more than necessary.

- The Earth's core is essential for the planet's functioning. We're here, being pulled down, because of the gravitational force of the core that keeps the Earth the way it is. - She says, pointing to themselves, looking softly at the blonde. - The core stirs the tides, causes earthquakes and affects the movement of the Earth too. It continues to make the Earth a mess, but it's a more than necessary mess. - She confesses, feeling her own chest shake in disproportionate ways due to Applejack's attentive gaze. - What I mean is... I want to be your core. - She took a step closer, gently stroking her thumb over the blonde's palm. - The same way I would like you to be my core too. The core for my Earth. - She added and the blonde looked at her in admiration, so much so that the words escaped her mind so she could answer. - But that's only if you want, of course. I can remain just your core. It's always been the hotter one between the two. - She joked, shrugging, even though she was nervous about the lack of response.

Had Applejack already stopped liking her in those days?

Had she arrived too late?

Before she could get any more flustered by this, Applejack burst out laughing, leaning forward and pressing their foreheads together as she tried to stop herself from laughing.

Rainbow smiled, closing her eyes, happy to have the blonde looking so good next to her once again.

- God, you're impossible. - Applejack said, laughing. She raised her other hand to Rainbow's cheek, caressing it, making the other look up at her once more. - I wanted to be your core before I even knew about it, then. - She clarified calmly and the smile on Rainbow's face grew, as she pulled Applejack closer with a squeeze on her waist.

She was going to do what she had been addicted to since the first time she had a real taste, but something clicked in her head before that.

- As your core, I would like to know what you are doing here at this party with Rara Coloratura. -She spoke, slowly, with a sharp look in her eyes and, if you paid close attention, a touch of annoyance in the background.

- She's my friend. - Rainbow's suspicious look made her smile. - I never told you that?

- No...

- She has a girlfriend. - She explained better and that made the physics relax a little more.

- Well, you have a girlfriend too. - She says, shrugging.

The blonde raises an eyebrow at her, amused.

- I have?

- We never had an official breakup. - She commented, raising her eyebrows. - Unless....

Applejack didn't let her say much more, pulling her face closer and sealing their lips together.

After a whole week of waiting, kissing her once more was a more than welcome wonder.

And that was a reaction that both of them could define.

Rainbow leaned towards the blonde, seeking her lips with greater determination, feeling enchanted by those sweet coffee lips that always drew her closer.

Applejack removed her hand from the cheek she was holding, slowly lowering it, gently running it down, holding the base of her neck with her thumb caressing her skin with desire and longing.

The blonde stepped back a small distance, their breaths still entwined and a smile adorning her face.

- We're dating. - Applejack agreed, content and fulfilled.

- In truth, now. - Rainbow completed, feeling agitated and complete, by the blonde's presence there.

The agronomist smiled at her.

- Shall we celebrate? Do you want to go for a drink? - She asked, looking at her expectantly.

Rainbow's eyes sparkled.

- Let's go to your house. You have to make me another mint mocha. - She says, pulling the blonde by the hand so they could go to the parking lot.

- Okay, okay, but only if you explain to me more about the Earth's core. I think I only understood that it is very hot. - She joked, letting herself be led by the other.

Rainbow walked backwards, so she could look at her.

She walked forward, giving the blonde a kiss on the lips, before answering her.

- I'll explain anything you want. - She promised, before walking again. A mischievous smile appeared on her face. - But only after coffee.

- Hey!

So they went home, between complaints, kisses and a some coffee.

And of course, the gravity that was always around them.

And Rainbow and Applejack would always use that as a reason to be close to each other.