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Everything was quiet except for the thoughts that rushed through Felix's head disrupting his sleep as he twisted and turned in his bed desperately trying to get milo to wake up. Felix shook his brother's corpse cradling his body in his arms, but he failed Milo again as felt tears falling down his face, he woke with a start.
Slamming his hand over his mouth trying to quiet his sobs Felix tried to calm his heart but to no avail he felt felts stomach turn and his throat burn Felix stumbled out of his bed and pushed the bathroom door open and collapsed to knees in front of the toilet and emptied the contents of his stomach he scrubbed at his cheeks feeling his shoulders shake as he sobbed.
Felix scratched at his chest in these moments he wished he could just rip his heart out and no longer feel the overwhelming amount of anxiety that he felt Everday he no longer only felt the sting of tears in his throat but the sting of bile.
Toa's eyes opened feeling the light from the bathroom shine through his eyelids he looks around dazed and confused and his eyes landed on the empty spot in Felix's bed and in that moment, he heard a noise come from the bathroom he stood up to go check on who he assumed to be Felix.
At least he hoped it was Felix and not hector man crab no it couldn't be hector man crab Felix alarm would've went off he pushed open the bathroom door bracing for the worst but instead he saw the crumpled up form of his best friend Toa rushed forward placing a hand on Felix's back he turned to look at Toa and let out a Broken apology about waking him up but Toa just felt his face fall into a frown he wrapped his arms around Felix pulling him into his chest pushing his face into Felix hair Felix felt himself break all over again in Toa's arms.
After some time Toa pushed Felix forward and cupped his face in his hand and dipped his head forward pressing it against Felix's trying to get Felix's breathing to slow he scrubbed at his cheeks getting up with the help of toa and as they were leaving the bath room toa stopped turning his face to look at the sink Felix instead some snapped his fingers and gave a very slight smile casting Prestidigitation on his mouth together they curled up in Toa's bed Felix felt a kiss press against the corner of his lips feeling peace as he and Toa drifted off to sleep.