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Killua doesn't know how to start or where to start. He's in so much despair right now that he's starting to believe that the deities above are pure sadist because he's so sure that their currently laughing at his misery (please he's so dramatic)
What happened, you may ask?
Well...
"Mommy! Mommy! Can we go meet Uncle Gon again?!" His five year old son eagerly asked with shining eyes.
Ah...yes..Akihito Zoldyck, had taken a liking towards his "Uncle Gon" after their meeting at the park. In which the two boys spent their time together with a very anxious Killua boring holes at Gon's back.
Akihito and Gon surely felt a connection when they first met. And even though he hated it, he couldn't deny it was an endearing sight. It was a sight he once dreamed of having. It was a sight he once hoped of having. But he pushed the feeling to the back of his head. He can't..he couldn't..
He sighed and crouched down at his son. "Baby..we aren't sure if..Uncle Gon is free right now..he's..a very busy man..we wouldn't wanna bother him, would we?"
Akihito looked down in disappointment and it left a bitter feeling on his chest but...it's for the better..right..?
Right..?
he tried to ignore the whispers in the back of his head. The whispers that were telling him what his son deserves to have and what his ex-husband deserves to know but..he can't shake the anxiety off, he can't just shake the fear bubbling in his chest whenever his faced with something that reminds him of the life he had before.
But...Gon deserves to know..right?
He took a deep breath to settle his thoughts.
"I'll..try to talk to Uncle Gon, will that be okay with you, Aki?" He asked with a faint smile.
Akihito's eyes shone under his snow hair and hugged his mother.
"YES PLEASE MOMMA!"
Killua smiled and hugged back. He knew that the stars would need to fall first, and the nine circles of hell would have to freeze over before he could forgive Gon from his mistakes but..Maybe he deserves a chance for redemption.
Besides he would do everything and anything for Akihito.