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    Michael thought it was over, he could free the people his father had harmed. So why did he go back to meet his father, mother and Uncle Henry in the past as an older brother from the same school?

    What did Michael get out of this?

    - An unstable mental health.
    - A group of students insisted that he see a therapist.
    - A strange life in a different identity.
    - And trying to keep his father as far away from the possibilities that made him a murderer as possible.
    - And a single life.
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    Aka To celebrate Five Nights Freddy's, I decided to throw Michael back in time. The difference is that he doesn't wake up in his own body, but in another body, another life and is even older than William and Henry.

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    (originally posted on Tumblr)

    Randy was adopted by Norisu Clan eight years ago, and trained as a ninja like he always dreamed when he was a kid. However, he did not understand why he couldn't go out like the other ninja students, and why he kept dreaming about a pair of red eyes that made him dizzy. Just what are Master Nomi and First hiding from him?

    Or: Randy is Tengu. Theresa is a Carpfish Yokai. First is a dragon. Nomi isn't quite righteous when it comes to Tengu the bird demon. Sorcerer just wants power. Which side is justice? Does it matter anymore?

    (Very OOC! Don't like, don't read!)

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    (Amalgamation of Manga, Trimax, and Stampede lore — Sequel to “Book of Ruth,” won’t make much sense unless you read it first)

    After their time on Ship Three, Nicholas D. Wolfwood and Vash the Stampede find themselves with a new kind of relationship and with new goals: first, to meet up with the girls in December. After that? To track down both of their missing brothers. But when one of them is much closer than they thought, they find that to see themselves through to their tomorrows? They will have to address their yesterdays.

    Keeping secrets only works so long— sooner or later, they will understand the writing on the wall… and everything will come crashing down.

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    Maya and Mia, once inseparable twins, shared a bond that transcended words. Maya had been Mia's protector, sacrificing her dreams to pull her sister from trauma's silence, becoming her voice and anchor. But when Mia found solace in Landon, Maya's role faded. Landon became Mia's new shield, leaving Maya to grapple with the sting of her own absence.

    The cracks in Maya's life had formed over years, hidden beneath her fierce independence and sharp smiles. Nikolai failed to see her unraveling, their parents focused on Mia, and Vaughn's loyalty left him blind to Maya's descent.

    Maya's disappearance wasn’t abrupt but inevitable. She left a note: “Sometimes, the only way to protect someone is to disappear.” Her family, left with silence and regret, realized too late that Maya’s departure was less an escape and more a haunting reminder of the love and truths they had ignored.

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    Vtuber high school AU ( Alternate universe ) and a chat fic! with a bunch of troubled teenagers who have dont have anything to live for but they have each other at least... they can stuffer together as long as the one is okay :)

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    Vtuber high school AU ( Alternate universe ) and a chat fic! with a bunch of troubled teenagers who have dont have anything to live for but they have each other at least... they can stuffer together as long as the one is okay :)

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    My life has been full of bad lucks and misfortune. People around me always get what they wanted, their selfish wishes were always fully granted. But they never pay any attention to a low-living person like me, a mercenary working under the control of those self-centered people, prepared to kill anyone who interferes their goals. It was like I was invisible to their eyes, never existed until needed, ready to throw me away like a toy. I am just a slave, doing their commands like a fully-trained dog just to fulfill their selfish desires. I am sick of that life. I am sick of living in this dull, egotistical world.

    ...

    But why is he, a high-ranking scientist, show a lot of care towards a lowly peon? Was he just doing this for his selfish goals? Was he just looking a new person to toy with? I couldn't shake the feeling of doubt, but it was the first time that someone appreciated everything I did, everything that seemed invisible to others. It felt so genuine that I don't want this feeling to end.

    Do I deserve all the love and care? Do I deserve all these things?

    Do I really deserve to be happy?

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    ‼️⚠️𝓦𝓪𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰⚠️‼️
    !Read Notes!

    𝑆𝑖𝑝𝑛𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑠
    "A guy, addicted to substances and parties, meets another guy. Wanting to leave his past behind, he begins a journey to improve himself and convey his addiction. And maybe something else comes along?…"

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    After season 1 of Disventure Camp, Jake felt like he lost everything. Everything except one person and it's the one person who has always been by his side and had never given up on him, his little sister Abby. She is very protective over her brother and would do anything for him but that comes with its own challenges for the both of them.

    The first part of this story will follow the internal and external challenges Jake faced between season 1 and All-Stars. The second part will follow everything that happens after All-Stars.

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    join Ananami on her jounery be a better kunochi and person to be her confedent self again while get help from her two bestys Sakura Haruno and Tenten Ora .

    warning a Thriuple realstionship

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    Stars shine, but start to fade in the light

    Love is blind, could be wrong, or it could be right

    In a bind, telling myself it's for you

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    It turns out that after death there's a bit more that awaits the SmillingCritters, a place they can call home after they were pulled out of Critter Valley long ago to be put into those larger bodies they were surprised to find themselves back to their original homes, original bodies but with the added different that they could no longer die yet they could still feel pain, most of the critters try their best to forget the hell they’ve been through and return to a somewhat normal life, all until the last of the critters arrived at the valley after he had made a certain deal with a deity to offer him a second chance to earn their forgiveness, Will the other critters forgive him for his sins? Or will they make him wish he chose the option of eternal damnation? Only time will tell.

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    Harlow Potter has just learned she is not biologically a Potter. Now she must find her biological father, who never signed her birth certificate, and have him sign over his rights or risk losing her son, Teddy. Is this even legal?!

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    The war between Omega and Alpha reaches its climax. The Valorant Protocol slowly falls apart as the kingdom gains more control over them, while a new enemy emerges with an unknown but terrifying power.

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    “I’m difficult,” Max repeats. Sebastian strokes the back of his head, running his hand through his messy, ash-blond hair.
    “Do you think I was easy? Being a teenager is tough—you go through so many changes. It’s a hard time.”
    “But you’re such a good dad—it’s unfair.” Seb’s heart aches as he feels Max’s warm tears soaking into his shirt. He keeps stroking Max’s hair.
    “Oh but, Liebling!” He slowly rocks his son back and forth. “It’s not unfair at all! I love being a dad. I love being your dad! Sure, being a father is hard sometimes, but I’m living life for the first time too, just like you are. We’re figuring it all out together.”
    It seems like Max nods, but maybe it’s just because he’s started sobbing even harder.

     

    or, Life has been hard on Max and Charles, but now they have each other, maybe things will become better?
    or, Sebastian never realised just how much trauma his adopted son was dealing with.

     

    This fic is gonna be long and angsty, the tags will be updated as i post more chapters, content warnings will be in the notes.

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    The early morning light cuts across his face like an unwelcome slap, harsh and insistent. Jisung blinks groggily, the remnants of far too little sleep clinging to him, heavy and disorienting. Those eyes had lingered in his dreams, trailing him with a persistence that bordered on cruel, predatory. The smirk he’d glimpsed last night twisted in his mind, sharpening into a taunting snarl, daring him to close the distance, mocking his hesitation, his uncertainty. He shifts, finding himself tangled in his blanket, limbs sprawled at odd angles, his shirt damp with sweat despite the coolness of the night.

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    Jisung thought he knew who he was—until he crossed paths with Minho. Drawn into an electrifying connection that blurs the line between fascination and fear, Jisung finds himself unraveling under Minho's gaze, haunted by a magnetic pull he can’t escape. In a world of secrets and silent battles for control, Jisung must decide if he’s willing to surrender to what lies beneath the surface... or risk losing himself entirely.

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    foury has a mental breakdown aand kills himself haha /neg

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    This is a MafiaMoth based fanfic, with a scene including StaticMoth.

    It was an ordinary day for Arackniss...Until a certain moth wandered into his territory stirring up trouble. What happens when Arackniss has to teach Val a lesson?

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    Helen has been hot and cold since Darwin, leaving Dale struggling to keep up with what they are to each other.
    Are they committed? Are they on pause?

    Friday night, he doesn’t particularly want to go out drinking with the cameramen. But it beats sitting at home, waiting for Helen to call.

    At after-work drinks, Dale can tell his attempt at putting on a happy face isn’t fooling Tim. Luckily, Tim accepts Dale’s invitation for a nightcap.

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    [PLEASE READ TAGS BEFORE READING]

    Vox wasn't always sure what his boss was gonna do. But he always did try his best to play along and be his plaything. Too bad this night wasn't one of those nights. He just wanted to rest is all.

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    Swap AU. Vox and Alastor switch roles with Angel Dust and Valentino

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