AIB boys with s/o who has amnesia that they forgot about them
Author’s note: Since I had motivation issues with the rest of the fanfics I’m writing about, the only thing I could do is head canons.
This work includes/warning: grammars ahead (and hadn’t proof read it), all images aren’t mine, this is entirely angst and a slight of fluff.
You were in a major accident, as you were in a hospital and that your boyfriend was sleeping, laying his head on the bed while he was sitting on his chair, waiting for you to wake up. As you were waking up the only thing you could see was your hands, you start talking and said, “Where am I?”
Arisu slowly get up and looked at you with a smile, but you don’t recognized him at all while he was too focus on his worries. He was glad you’re alive, just him caressing your face. But you felt disgusted at him, you then move his hand away your face.
He was confused until: “Who… are you?”
Arisu keep shaking his head and look at you in upset, “No… no… Y/N… I-It’s me! Arisu, Ryohei Arisu.”
You were confused on how that guy knows your name (your boyfriend), you looked at him without interest and said, “I’m sorry… but I don’t know you…”
After all, Arisu could do was stay away from you as he tried not to hurt you even more. This poor boy couldn’t stop looking at you, feeling like a stranger as you were not looking back at him. When you were just acting so normal, but not remembering a thing of him.
But when he approach to you, you just stopped there and not look at him in the eyes. Arisu just re-introduced himself like the first time he met you, then you start to feel something that there’s something missing.
You and Arisu became friends as if he was trying to connect you, and when you were at his house. Confused, that you saw yourself and Arisu together on that photo, you asked him, “Since when did you and I had taken this picture before?” as you were smiling and joking around, but never remember that photo at all.
Arisu looked down and said, “That was ten years ago, we were dating for a long time… after we were friends…”
Suddenly you realized while he continue explaining, “The other photos you look at… was our anniversary and even… our date at the arcade…”
You seem to feel something… you slowly look at him as you said, “Arisu… is that you?”
He quickly looked at you as his eyes swell through tears, “Arisu?” you immediately start to cry as you approached to him. You had finally look at him in the eyes, “Y/N, do you remember me?”
You quickly nodded as you touch his face, wiping his tears off and that you felt bad for not remembering him so sooner. “Y/N!” as he was shaky from his voice, that he hugged you and felt so afraid that he’s gonna lose you so much. “You scared me! I thought… you’re not gonna remember me anymore,” he complains, Arisu couldn’t stop crying.
“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry,” you said while tears are running down, “you must’ve been thinking I was…”
Arisu kissed you and then he looked at you, “It doesn’t matter,” he said. “I love you…”
You slowly smile and replied back to him, “I love you too.”
After the accident, Karube would be devastated resulting of you walking away and act like a stranger, the only thing that’s bugging him is the way you couldn’t remember him. Just as you lost touch in him a long time ago, the only thing he does seas thinking about you.
After a little while, he would be worried about you so much, just as he was cleaning the bar table while he frowned. Karube saw you showed up at his bar just as you were asking, “Hey… are you that guy who save me after that accident?”
Yet, the was only thing you remember except for him. Karube just nodded and said, “Yes… I am…”
“Uhh… I just came here to thank you,” you said, “I know act so selfish in not noticing you or thanking you, I know I don’t remember you, but you were nice.”
Then he looked at you as the only thing he could give you, is a fresh water than alcohol beverages since it grab his concerns that your head is still injured badly enough. “Usually, this place seems familiar…”
Karube takes a deep breath and told you, “Well, this is my bar… this is the place where I first met you, and you were crying because you were lost.”
You were blinking and drank some fresh water as the silence went a little too loud, Karube could sense something in you as he continue, “After you find your own way, you came back to the bar and thank me,” he sighs and look at you. “Same thing, you said to me now, ‘I just came here to thank you.’”
You were shakily breathing and closed your eyes, then your memories return as you were crying. Karube quickly reacted as he came beside you, comforting you as you look at him with glossy eyes. “Karube…” you finally said his name, and that his surprise went to a devastating shrill of agony in tears, that he must’ve been holding it for so long.
“Y-Y/N… y-you remember me?”
“Did I took too long to forget you…?”
“Not at all, sweetheart,” he said, gently hugging you while you guys were crying. “I’m so glad, you’re okay.”
Cries after a little while, and stopped as he sighs while standing in so much pain.
Frankly, you were the only one he love and now you forgot about him instantly, Chota just gonna watch after you while you’re not looking, then he proceed to walk away as he continue his job at the company.
Yet it was hard, just to look at you during the morning, you laughing normally while you felt indifferent. He tried to take it slow just as he offered you, your favourite coffee just as you saw and questioned, “How do you know my coffee order?”
“Well… like I always do…” he said, trying not to break a tear. “I just think you’re pretty and you be might wanting hot beverages, besides working on full shift,” then he walked away.
You start to feel deja vu and you look at the coffee he order, as there’s a note hinting something from the past, you once met each other before.
You start to call him, “Chota?”
But he didn’t listen to you as he was walking at a fast pace, that you run up to him as fast as possible and you shouted with tears on your eyes, “Chota! CHOTA!”
He stand there and slowly turn his head to look at you, then you hugged him as you cry. You keep repeating his name over and over again, just as you beg him not to leave and that you felt sorry over and over again.
Chota hugged you back as he let out a tear, just misses you so much it hurts that it felt stinging on his eyes for too long.
You were at the hospital with such severe head injury, your boyfriend came by removing his mask. Chishiya came to check up on you, knowing you were amnesiac and that he is aware, that you would forget about him.
He was as this patient aren’t you and just as you asked him, “Where am I and who are you?”
Chishiya would just smile weakly and pretend that he only just met you, “You’re at the hospital, love,” as he sat down at the side of the nursery bed, “and I’m your doctor as you can tell.”
You look at his name tag, “Dr. Chishiya?” as you called, then he chuckled at how adorable you are that you couldn’t remember him at all.
“Yes, it’s me, Dr. Chishiya, Shuntaro Chishiya,” he said, “I prefer to be called as just Chishiya.”
“Chishiya,” you said as you tried to remember your boyfriend’s name. When you were out of your room, your boyfriend was a little worried of you little head, “Y/N, you should’ve stay rested.”
He sighs and didn’t want to get close to you from that moment, you just wanna open your arms for a hug but he was aware because he’s a doctor.
So Chishiya quickly hug you and stand back a little, “No more long hugs?”
He would be sighing and look at you, “Darling, I would, but not in public plus I’m busy at the moment, you should be heading back to your room.”
You seem to recognize the pattern, every single time that your memories seemed to be a little fuzzy, but you start to remember a little.
As he showed up and sat down at the chair, looking at you dearly despite playing as the doctor that you only knew way oftenly, Chishiya just smiles at you.
You begin to suspect of him slowly, “I’m gonna ask…”
He nodded at your question.
“What do you do after work?”
“Hmm…” he would slowly grin, “I don’t know… perhaps, still working at home, making meal for someone, or maybe call my friend maybe.”
You glance at him just as he caught your expression, “Are you suspecting of me of someone?” he asked you.
“A matter fact, you seem very familiar,” you said. “Also who’s this someone you’re talking of and giving them the meal?”
“Well, what do you think I was talking about?”
You felt jealous in not knowing it was you all along, Chishiya was just waiting for the right moment when you asked, “Are you seeing someone by any chance?”
“Yes, I am seeing someone… but at the same time, I don’t think the person I’m seeing someone would remember me.”
He laughed and smiled at you.
“The person who I’m seeing someone is you, Y/N.”
“Hard to say, it is you,” he says, playing with you, “I hope?”
You were blinking in confused and said furiously, “What do you mean, I hope? You—”
Suddenly you stopped and looked at him in the eyes, then you finally recognized his mischievous smile as he was resting his chin on his palm.
“Ch-Chishiya?” as you finally remember him right then.
“Took you long enough to remember me,” he said. “God, what a pain, I’ve been pretending like I didn’t know you for a day.”
You pointed at him in furious, just playing with your “I don’t know you” state. Mostly, it was fun playing like he had met you twice, he would be laughing at you honestly.
“God, I can’t stay mad at you,” you said, while he was holding your hand. “How much I missed your stupid face.”
“Well, I’m pleased that you still remember how annoying I was.”
He would kissed you on the forehead in the end.
Yep, would be furious that you would forget about him, not as much that he would process things.
He would rather move on a little as he didn’t want to get into you too much, in fact you were his assistant. Kuzuryu wouldn’t be complaining about you, he would rather just ask you and never start a conversation at the moment.
But as you were just looking down in upset that you leave, he would feel bad and tried to maintain balance between his personal life and work life. Kuzuryu does love you but he doesn’t want to interfere you, and just take your time being yourself without him honestly.
Right then, he would stopped ignoring the problem of you can’t remember him, it’s mostly it meant like he did hurt you on purpose.
Just as he call you into his office, you said, “Mr. Kuzuryu, do you wanna see me?”
Then he would come by and hugged you, you were confused and get this weird feeling from him, but a little comfortable. “Am I hurting you… if so… I apologize for being selfish.”
You start to reminisce the sight of him and his presence as your eyes turned teary, that you start to cry and said, “Kuzuryu?”
Kuzuryu would slowly looked at you and wipe your tears off as he continue hugging you, you kept crying into his arms as it fled. Now you remember of how he wasn’t quite the type towards affection, but so suddenly you still love him.
“I miss you,” he said, and hadn’t thought about you in weeks.
He would still look at you, awfully, enough that he can’t believe his dearest lover would forget about him. Until this day you were just there, his little darling, coming into his hat shop.
Hatter would try to entertain you like he usually does, when you first met him. He would try to smile and to make you laugh.
It’s hard when he tries to put up a smile but his eyes already shows what he’s feeling. When you were trying out hats, Hatter just found something quite familiar about this hat, that was so memorable to you.
“Y/N, come try this hat,” he said, then you came as he puts it on to you. “It really suits you.”
When you look at yourself in the mirror and that you chuckle, “This looks familiar… I used to remember when… I used to like that hat and…”
You slowly looked at him as you remove the hat and look at it, his hands were on to yours while holding the hat. Hatter slowly smiles, “I used to remember you used to like the feeling of it, it just fits for the happiest, brightest person I met right at my hat shop.”
He nervously laughed and tiredly smiled, “I do adore and cherish that feeling… makes me go madly crazy about that thought…”
You tried to connect the dots and then you finally see him, “Takeru?”
Hatter finally smiled as little tears had went down, compared to yours who fully dropped down quickly to your face.
“Heya darling, nice to see you again,” he said, with a smile. “Oh, don’t cry, it’s not your fault, I’m fine.”
He would start wiping your tears and smile.
He would be upset if you can’t remember anything of him. He cares about you deeply, as Aguni would be standing there as you walk past at him, he heavily sigh and resist swelling a tear in his eyes.
Aguni drinking his coffee alone at home, looking down at the mug while you were there separately at home. He couldn’t stop thinking about you even just a little, another day he might be walking by and you were there walking at the same direction.
“Morning,” he simply said while you guys keep walking.
“Good morning, I didn’t notice you the other day,” you said, smiling. Aguni sighs and nodded. “You’ve been waking all day,” you asked.
“It’s a great warm up after waking up early.”
“Hmm…” you nodded as if it felt familiar. It seems to you that you only know Aguni for two days, and yet you didn’t know that this was your boyfriend. For quite some time, you start talking to him as if you end up at the start, where you guys used to be as acquaintances.
He start to think that your memories would slowly return and that he was no longer staring down at the mug. You on the other hand, he would listen to everything what you say which it him reminds of the time, you ever spoke to him.
This feels like a do over about your guys’ relationship and what I know of, besides he still love you still. During at night when you’re alone, some guy tried to attack you but Aguni was in front of you, saving the day. The guy got slammed in the nose from Aguni’s muscular arm, and that he was dropped on the ground while he groans.
Aguni was calling the cops as he was grabbing you away, while protecting to you as you look at him. You felt the most strangest feeling about him, “Are you okay? Did that man hurt you?”
“I’m glad, I came there early or else he would’ve injure you more.”
Then things felt familiar that he softly caressed your face, then Aguni move his hand away as he walked away as he forget, that you still forget about him already.
“Aguni!” you shouted and that he looked at you. You suddenly cried for him as you remember, his eyes left one tear falling down on his face as he came back to you. “I’m scared…”
He hugged you, “I’m here…” and after all he knows that you start remembering him.
Would stay away from you but is upset about you, I mean every time you go just as you seem to wave at him. But he ignores you, leaving you confused but you couldn’t recognize him.
As much as he flee away or ignore you, you’re also very upset and that you would cry into your room, leaving that your still confused on why he’ll never face at you.
Last Boss would feel bad, I mean he doesn’t want to interfere with you. He thought it would be better, if only you think about yourself and not him because you no longer remember him anymore.
Just as he tried to say something, he would grab a note and write it down underneath your door. You saw the note: “Sorry, I thought it would be better if you don’t come near me.”
Then you respond back to him the note: “Why?”
Each of you two take turns writing down the note. “Because you had a severe injury and I don’t wanna inflict that wound any further.”
“I just wanna talk to you and wave at you.”
He would sigh at your respond, “I didn’t know when to talk to you, you were still happy anyways. I just didn’t think you want to act friendly.”
“Because you seem like a normal guy,” you wrote back. “I may not remember you but it’s just you seem nice and familiar.”
But then he didn’t replied to you back as you only get was a blank reply, then you open the door just as he walked away out if your sight.
You tried to find him anywhere, but it’s impossible that you barely know him when your memories were fuzzy.
Instantly, you would cry again just as you give up, it really hurts you so much and that this is the time you would try to recognize.
In fact, he was hiding there through the walls while he sees crying on the floor, Last Boss really made it worse for you. He showed up again just as you were crying as he sat down beside you in silence, then this how you see him.
Your eyes widened as you wipe your tears. He said, “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to leave you be like this…”
“Why? Do you not like me at all?”
He looked at you in guilt.
“No, that’s not what I meant I just—”
He heavily sigh and continue, “I really do but I can’t honestly help you of what I can do for you…”
Honestly, it’s hard for you to remember that weird man, the way he just acts around and barely talks to you. You suddenly tried to think and afterwards you—
He slowly turned to you as you continue crying, then he starts to know that you knew him immediately, you were then crying and begging him to never leave you.
“Takatora, please don’t… leave me…”
He comes around then he hugged you, he realized that he hurt you too much and apologize again.
Would rather joke about it and thinks that you’re messing with him. But for real, you didn’t joke around instead you walked away from him, totally now he would do something about it.
“Y/N, it’s me… Niragi, Niragi Suguru…”
You would be laughing and shake your head, “Sorry, I don’t even know you, you haven’t even met me then you know my name?” you said, laughing so happily as if it makes any better for him. “It’s nice meeting you, Niragi,” as you walked away unbothered.
But he grabbed your wrist and pulled you back and glare at you, he was acting serious right now with you, “It’s not funny, Y/N.”
You glare back at him in confused while he was gripping you tight by the wrist, “Niragi, can you please let go of me.”
“Are you trying to make me look bad, huh?” he was furious at you, even though you didn’t do anything. “Stop pretending like you don’t know me, Y/N!”
You shake your head rapidly but he kept trying to make you remember, “I know you, you should’ve had remember me, goddamn it!”
But you pushed him away and get out of the grip when you said, “I said let go off me, you asshole!”
You stand back a bit but Niragi struggles to make you understand, as if coming forward would make any better as you stand back. “Y/N—”
“Enough!” you finally snapped as your head hurts a little. You look at him like a stranger and just grabbing your resentment on him. “I don’t wanna hear anything from you at all,” you said, “I don’t even know if that person had ever love you, I don’t think they’ll ever like you because you’re such an asshole, Niragi.”
“You know what… I’m happy that the person forgets you anyways, or I’m just glad I don’t even remember you,” you said, makes him look like the weakest asshole he is. “Because I wouldn’t remember a single, useless shit you act towards me, if I remember, I would’ve end you right there at the bottom.”
He was shaking his head after hearing you being harsh. In fact, Niragi love you but now you hated him, “I wish I shouldn’t met you, if I straight up remember how stupid to even fell for someone like an average asshole.”
As you continue walking away, leaving him frustrated and cry while watching you walking away.
Another week, he would notice you sitting down on the bench, reading a book. You were wearing your reading glasses, just as you notice and that you walk away but he stopped you for a moment.
“Y/N… I… I wanna apologize alright,” he just begged you stay.
Then you heavily sigh as you sat back, “What for?”
“For reacting poorly around you,” he said, very responsible for lashing out on you. “I should’ve let my guard down.”
You sigh and look at your boyfriend who you forgotten about, “Niragi, it’s been one week.”
“Hey! Hey! I know, I know, I know,” he said. “Is because I didn’t see you after one week.”
“Niragi, always has his reasons and excuses,” you sarcastically said, rolling your eyes. Niragi sighs, “Look, the point is I’m sorry… I’m not that of a guy who had a very thorough apology to say that I mean it.”
You laughed while you were still wearing your reading glasses on, “Wow, so sincere.”
“Yeah, yeah, keep laughing, little miss bookworm.”
Then you stopped laughing as you remember what he called you, Niragi just tilted his head in confused as he take your reading glasses.
“Let me try it,” he said, putting on immediately just as you stopped. You start to look at him weirdly as if seeing him, makes you look back at that time since high school.
You remember how he used to be bullied, just by looking at him with your reading glasses on. Then when he removed your reading glasses, you already now see him the way he is when you first reunite with him. He already change his attitude as the person you first met, no longer that one bullied kid since high school.
In fact, the worst part is you now remember how it is, now it makes you go back to where you were now. Slowly crying when you remember what you said to him one week ago, “Niragi…”
He saw you crying and came to you, “Hey, hey! Stop crying.”
Niragi was confused and wasn’t so sure if you do or not remember him at all.
“I’m so sorry… did I really mean to say those words to you, that I would’ve been happy forgetting about you?”
His eyes widened like you finally remember him, then he slowly hugged you while you crying as you keep on mumbling, saying that you are sorry.
“God, woman, do you really had to be this dramatic?” he said, trying to lighten up the mood. “I’m a o-kay, I never expected of you to say those words to me, it doesn’t affect me anything, jeez.”
“But I just said it fully.”
“Stop crying, you crybaby,” he said. “It doesn’t look good on you, babe.”
Very much that this man would be distant away from you, he just doesn’t want to interfere how happy you are. Rather, he just wants to act like you are without him, he would feel a little ashamed that you no longer remember anything of him.
He’s very much of a gentleman and that he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable, just being there with you. Yaba does respect you but you just wanna why he kept distance away from you?
In fact now, he gives you reason is that he doesn’t want to damage your memory, if he really was this desperate in wanting you to remember, then he would feel more uncaring to your needs. So, it’s best if he were to stay away from you for a little while, just to refresh your mind and not go too quickly on you. Yaba knows, he would hurt you if he were to attempt in making something to remember about him.
But he wasn’t too cruel to do that, Yaba love you and wouldn’t try to do anything, but him standing there just to wait for you to heal.
And you were with him in the streets as when that driver almost hit you, you just cling on to his arm as he looked at you coldly. You just smile as if he thinks you remember him, but you were just acting friendly anyways.
Yaba would move your arm away as he continue walking away, but that’s when you know after when you barely knew him. He was distant and cold as if the way he acts around you, felt familiar.
He turns back to you before the traffic light would turn green, “You coming?” as he let his hand out to you.
You ran to him as you take his hand and as you guys were walking, you stopped while you were still holding his hand. You start to murmur as he turned to look at you, “Y/N? Something wrong?”
You were met with his face and that your voice start to feel shaky, “Yaba?”
His eyes slowly widened and see your tears falling down, Yaba heavily sigh and wipe your tears. You were crying too much that Yaba couldn’t bare to see you cry, he hugged you for a moment as he waited you to stop crying, while he would gently shushing you and telling that you’re okay.
Clearly, this man would rather use his tactics and instantly manipulate you into thinking, that he was the only person who protects you from everyone.
He was just trying to make you remember by making you feel like it’s just you and him and nothing else. Like Chishiya, he would love playing around with you for a little while, and that Banda loves your confused look and even when you don’t know him.
Well, Banda does love you in his twisted way, he would just laugh and clearly he’s not going to hide how obsessive he was to you. I mean look at you, he would do anything for your amnesiac mind to think that he is something more than just Banda himself.
A good liar but little humanity because he does care about you. When you were at home together, while you still can’t remember anything of him for only three weeks, it’s insane that you hadn’t remember him at all.
This usually tells that he is trying to keep your amnesiac state, living on. I mean, he is a psycho and he is as bad as never before. He would just observe your ways of your new self, but then you would realized something about him, and that you stay silent as if you thought things would be happy for you guys.
But you stand there and look at him, then he was confused and asked, “What’s the matter, pipsqueak, looks like you already died twice?”
“What are you trying to do with me?”
“Oh… you’re scared of me…?”
Your eyes gloss as you look at him, you start to realized those old tactics and manipulation had already gotten to your head unless… you remember something about him, that really makes you pissed off or even because Banda was going to make you remember. But he was too obsessed about that state you were having, makes him feel like he had already own you completely.
“Banda… why… why do you have to do me like that?” you were sobbing. “You know I love you, w-why are you doing to me, just don’t…”
Finally, he stopped acting when in fact he had emotionally damaged, surprisingly he knows he went too far to overcome your memories. He comes around, hugging you as he lay his chin on your head, thus he caressed the back of your hair while proceed to cry. “I just missed you… I just want you to remember, but I was too caught up on the act. I apologize, don’t cry.”
Would try to hide his pain from you, he is a lead vocalist in the band. So, he had to keep his fake image intact whiles you went back in the past, where you first met and that you were there in the crowd.
In fact, you went back to being that fan who he used to adore, he’ll try to re-image as possible and that he would try to smile as you came by cheering for him. Then after the performance, he would be having a hard time getting out with a crowd of fans as he tried to reach to you. But too late you were already gone.
Few days later, he drastically would make songs about you and how you forget him, and eventually would show up at your piano performance. He would be cheering for you just like what you did for him, but when the crowd went empty as he com around on stage. You saw him as he was removing his mask and you were surprise, “Oh my god, Kyuma!” oh, he would wish it was you seeing him when you remember, but it’s just classic you being a fan of him. Not the you who had a relationship with him for years.
“Hi, would you mind if I—”
“Sure,” you said as he would proceed to sat down beside you. “I heard so much about you, I’m such a big fan.”
He would laugh at that as well as he remember how you first met him, being a fan in the crowd and even autographs.
“Have you listen to my new song?”
“Oh, yeah,” you said, without knowing it was all about you.
“You know… that song is all about you actually…”
“What?!” as you were surprise. “But you sound very sad about me from what I heard from your new song?”
He nervously laughs and begin to tap one of the piano keys, then you stopped as he was playing the piano. Kyuma would start singing to that old music, when you first met him at one of his concert as he was singing.
You also sing and play the piano as that song felt familiar, Kyuma would simply shred a tear while he continue to play that song as long as he wanted you to remember.
You stare at him and took you a moment to remember after you sang and play, you just stopped and even when he lastly play ending piano keys of the song. You start to know him through music, then he looked at you as one tear starts to fall from your face.
Kyuma wipe off your tears and hugged you while he smiles through tears, showing his real image that he is now in pain. You slowly hugged him back and cried, “Kyuma…”
Truly, it was a pain but he embraces you with the love you got from him. “It’s okay… it’s okay… you know, I still love you, right?”
You would slowly smile at him and replied back, “I love you too,” then you guys went back to hugging one another, as you guys look back from the past. And that you both had a moment while you guys were still hugging.