You were her safe, secret sissy boyfriend. You were her pet. Her adoring slave.

Then your bully started fucking both of you.

But how can you tell her @duvluvv ?

How can you tell you are so far down the snowbunny rabbit hole of sissification and big black cock worship that you couldn't come back now even if you wanted to?

How can you tell her the diapers, the small penis humiliation, the caging of your cocklette, the pegging... they aren't occasional kinks or one-off bedroom experiments for you now, they're a way of life?

How can you tell her you think about your big black Daddy using you like a whore when you're grinding your semi-erect nub on her?

You can't.

It would break her heart. She would be disgusted. She would feel used. You're rightly terrified of what she'd say to other people, cos hoo-wee has she got the goods on you.

So you limp on. Lying. Making her miserable, even as you simp and fawn over her to compensate for your flaccid dicklette. Wanting her to stay and be happy, but also hoping she leaves of her own volition because you're not man enough to do the right thing and admit to her you're not a real man anymore.

Weak, selfish, indecisive, afraid, duplicitous, shameful, trapped, desperate.

Delicious.