3.01 - The Gatekeepers
3.01 - The Gatekeepers
3.01 - The Gatekeepers
I would like to say something about how this New Era feels inside. I do not so m
uch want to consider the external symptoms but the inner signs. There is a big t
ransformation going on in your emotional body. The emotional body is very sensit
ive to fear, to anger and aggression and to all strong sentiments which easily p
ull you out of your center. You are all working on the refinement of your emotio
nal body. You are doing this by a process of internalization: taking responsibil
ity for the emotions you feel, examining them and following them back to their s
ource(s). In this process of internalization you do not search for the cause(s)
of your problems in the outside world anymore but you look for them within yours
elf. Thus you take responsibility for your own energy and that is a big step for
ward. As soon as you take responsibility for everything that exists inside you,
you can become aware of blocked emotions and transform them. This is the very th
ing you are working on at this time.
In the New Era the emotional body will settle down. You will live in a much more
intuitive way than you are used to. Your environment will also comply with this
intuitive way of living. There will be peace and quiet in your heart. Do you fe
el how much you are longing for this? I feel and see how you are yearning for a
state of awareness in which the energy between you and others can run freely, in
which you can openly show your love, in which you can rely on the safety of the
world and the people around you. You long for that state of awareness in which
you know that all is well and you can be just who you are.
It is a sense of freedom and safety that you long for. And I tell you once again
that this energy is completely available to you. But you are the ones who must
open the gate to accept that divine energy into your soul. I and many others in
the beyond are right next to you to help and support you. I ask you here and now
to feel my energy, to feel that my energy is available to all of you. You are r
eally working on a new birth. Feel the silence in your heart, feel the inner spa
ce that allows you to release the old energies and make way for the new. The fre
edom which you are all craving is near.
Just before the new arrives there is always a difficult stage: the death struggl
e of the old. Right before dawn is the darkest hour when all the old fears come
to the surface, all the grief and anger which you have accumulated during your l
ife and the many lives before when there was darkness on earth. All this comes t
o the surface in order to be integrated. Do not let yourself be deceived by appe
arances. It is a good sign, a sign of progress, when all this negative energy en
ters your consciousness. It means that you are strong enough to pass the test.
You are all working on the completion of a cycle of lives that has been dominate
d by an inner struggle between light and dark, between self-awareness and the il
lusions of power, fear and ignorance. An appeal is made to all of you to look in
to the depths of your soul and to rediscover the light, the flame of divine ligh
t in there.
Now I would like to point out three pitfalls which you may encounter in releasin
g the old. They all have to do with the emotional body and they also are deeply
connected to the fact that you are a lightworker.
1. Spiritual anger
The first obstacle is anger. Here I am talking about a type of anger that is act
ually motivated by a longing for harmony and justice. It is what you might call
spiritual anger. I will explain the origin of it.
When you started your cycle of lives on earth you all had an inspiration. This i
though this may not be noticeable. After all you seem to simply want the best for
someone else or for society. But surely there is anger inside you when you feel
inclined to force somebody no matter how subtly to change their behavior or thei
r emotions. Often you do not notice that the time is not yet ripe for it.
Each time when you feel an intense indignation or an enormous passion to change
things or when you have feelings of powerlessness and anger towards things as th
ey are, you are in the pitfall of spiritual anger. You want too much at once. Yo
u are heedless of reality as it is for you are seized by an emotion, the emotion
of anger. I ask you to be aware of this and to let it go, for this kind of insp
iration that is charged with anger takes you away from your center. It will not
offer you the true inspiration, the peace and quiet in your emotional body that
help you embody your light on earth.
You achieve the state of truly embodying your light on earth by being entirely c
entered in your own being, in a pure and calm state of mind. In this state you c
an feel that you are in the world but not of it. Being of the world means that y
ou attach value to everything you observe with your senses: violence, war, illne
ss, destruction. If you regard these with your physical senses only you can easi
ly get angry. Therefore we ask you to take a step backwards and to feel inwardly
what spiritual dynamics are taking place in the things that upset you.
There is a secret meaning in suffering. Each soul, each living being on earth is
here to unfold itself, to express itself and to learn more about what it is to
be human and spirit at the same time. Each soul proceeds according to its own pa
th of development. And you are asked to respect this, to take a step backwards a
nd to concentrate entirely on yourself, on your own light. The energy, the truth
, the vibration that you radiate as a result invites people or animals or plants
to come into your energy field and experience a healing vibration. This is the
work you came for. There is no need for you to stand on the barricades. There is
no need for you to fight for this.
Your real spiritual work is not a doing but a being. When your spiritual energy
is in balance, the healing energy you send forth to others flows easily and effo
rtlessly, without physical or mental exertion. It feels light and smooth, not ex
hausting to you. Things and people show up spontaneously on your path and turn t
o you for healing.
Each time you lock yourself in indignation and anger, even if it concerns injust
ice or suffering that you find unbearable to watch, I ask you to step backwards
and move into the center of yourself. Enter the silence and accept that things a
re as they are. Accept that everything completes its own cycle and has its own d
evelopment, including the people who are dearest to you. Set them free too. It i
s enough to be there for them, nothing more and nothing less.
2. Spiritual depression
A second pitfall I would like to address is depression or melancholy. I have jus
t described in broad outline a history in which you all as lightworkers have fal
len prey to resistance, persecution and violence. This has left scars on your so
ul. It may have hurt you so deeply that you have lost the courage to let your li
ght shine once more into this world. You may frequently feel depressed and life
may seem meaningless to you. You may feel that you are unwelcome in this world,
that you do not fit in with your kind of energy. You feel that you are different
.
Feelings of depression or gloominess result from a lack of self confidence. On t
he one hand you may know very well that you carry a spiritual light within, that
you are a sensitive, compassionate and wise person. But on the other hand there
is a wounded child inside you who wants recognition and appreciation from the o
utside world. There is a part of you that craves external attention and safety.
But you never seem to get enough of this or you cannot find the sort of recognit
ion you really seek because you are different. Often your environment does not r
ecognize the real you and therefore cannot acknowledge and nourish you.
Your wounded, inner child will never be healed by something from the outside but
only by yourself, your own power and wisdom. It is in taking care of your own p
ain and sorrow and in having faith in yourself at times when no one else has it
that you really achieve self confidence. Once you have opened up this source of
power you will attract a physical and social environment which supports you and
your deepest aspirations.
Everyone who suffers from spiritual melancholy or depression experiences a stron
g desire to transcend earthly reality and return to a realm of harmony and light
, in which peace and safety prevail. To all of you I ask, I pray to your souls t
o trust and stand firm in your inner light again. The light that provides love a
nd security is available to you here and now. It is burning in your own heart an
d it is only asking you to focus your attention upon it again. We in the beyond
are eager to lighten your burden but no one can help you as long as you do not b
elieve in your own light and kindle it yourself.
It is extremely important not to let yourself be bogged down by feelings of desp
ondency or depression. This is a dangerous pitfall in which you could lose your
way completely because you lose touch with who you really are: the angel, the cr
eature of light who dwells within you. During moments of depression or nostalgia
, it can be helpful to be quiet and merely breathe. Be aware of the movement of
breathing throughout your body and with each inhalation and exhalation you can s
ay out loud or softly within: I am who I am. I am good as I am.
I surround you with my light. Once you have slightly opened the gate to more sel
f confidence, to a feeling of self respect that really stems entirely from your
inner self, the light will shine inside: the light of our own Greater Self, the
light of the Christ energy and the light of all the helpers, guides and angels w
ho support and love you from the realms around the earth.
The time of transformation has arrived. Right now when the time is difficult I a
sk you to continue with heads held high and to focus on the horizon of the New E
ra. A reality of harmony and love is waiting for you; it is your inheritance and
many of you will taste this even in this lifetime. The key is to have faith in
yourself and to trust that you will be given all that you need. Do not fear the
dark, for the light inside you is stronger. Your light will never be defeated. T
he reality of light is waiting in love and patience until you extend your hand a
nd open the gate.
ituation. The intellect and the emotions need the intuition, the heart as a foun
dation. Only then can they serve you in a useful way.
If you leave out the heart, the intellect will work overtime and the emotions wi
ll not have a moments peace. Then fear may get a grip on you and manifest itself
in all kinds of situations. You may doubt your ability to do the things you are
normally capable of doing. You may start to question the self-evident and make a
problem out of everything. There is a kind of nervousness inside you which make
s it impossible to be with yourself in a quiet and peaceful way.
The key here is to set yourself free from all the worrying and to go back to you
r heart, to your feelings. What do you really feel underneath all those restless
thoughts and confused emotions? In breathing calmly in your belly you are able
to go back to your foundation. Then you may feel a relief inside, a point of sil
ence which is beyond your thoughts and emotions. You may then experience the tho
ughts and emotions that you have as a cloud surrounding you, a cloud that you ca
n focus your attention on or not. You will then have recovered your sense of fre
edom, your ability to choose a certain thought or emotion.
If you believe that your thoughts are true or your emotions are true, you will b
e entirely absorbed by them and you will keep on following the track of these th
oughts and emotions. But it is possible to step backwards and say: Stop, I leave
these thoughts and emotions for what they are and I am going back. I am going mo
re deeply into myself and I will feel what is really going on, why I am harborin
g these thoughts and emotions now. As soon as you take that step backwards you wi
ll rediscover your own strength. Your self confidence will again flow freely. Th
e dark clouds will dissolve and peace and clarity will return. This step must be
repeated frequently since the intuitive nature, the living from the heart has n
ot yet become self-evident to you. Therefore you experience a lot of fear.
You are releasing old certainties. No more do you rely unconditionally on what y
our father and mother told you, on what your teachers taught or on the rules you
r superiors prescribe to you. You do not blindly trust the results of the intell
ect or of science anymore. And you also know how unstable your emotions can be a
nd that they are not a measure of truth either. Because you have released all th
ese certainties and that is a sign of strength fears may turn up and you may fee
l like youre drifting around by yourself on a rough ocean. However it is exactly
this situation that really forces you to go inside and to feel from deep within,
from your own unique foundation: Who am I? What is my position in this world? I
do not let myself be guided by the external world but only by my own inner compa
ss. It is this very compass through which you will enter the New Earth.
Every time you make contact with this inner center and take a step backwards you
will find a renewed clarity within your soul. From there you can watch your emo
tions without being absorbed by them. You can watch your anger and send it love.
You can observe your depression and lend yourself a helping hand. You can look
at your fear and send it the energy of deliverance.
You are your own Messiah.
There is no Messiah outside of you. There are thousands of Messiahs willing to r
each out to you, but only you can open the gate of your heart and accept the lig
ht. This is basically what the coming of the New Era is about: you opening up yo
ur hearts. You are the ones who actually live on earth, we are the helpers. You
are the ones who take the action and for that we can only show the deepest respe
ct. We are always available to you to let you share in our love and our light.
You are brave, you are courageous. You are the warriors of the New Era. I ask yo
u to believe in yourself and your mission. And every time when you feel overwhel
med by heavy emotions or by dark thoughts, take a moments rest and connect to you
r inner self, the center of silence within. That is the anchor of the New Era. T
he anchor has been dropped already. Peace already exists in your heart. The only
thing you need to do now is to return to it, time after time, to keep anchoring
yourself once more to that focus of peace and clarity.
Do not get stuck in drama and commotion. Emotional turmoil is not a friend of tr
uth. But do rely on the quiet, peaceful and clear voice of your heart and be awa
re that you are not alone. We stay next to you with every single step you take o
n this path. I love you and I ask you to accept my energies of love among you. I
t is my ardent wish to serve you at this historical moment and to support you on
your sometimes laborious way to the light.
Accept my love.