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Maria Gamez- September 3, 2019

Educational Autobiography

When I think of school I always think back to when I was a little girl. Specifically when I

was in elementary. Sure high school and college are also schools, but I feel that elementary has

the title “school” for me. I think of teachers, when I think of school. School has agenda, and has

the curriculum set up for the day. School has students that come to school ready to learn. Some

might be prepared and some other might not. But school will always be a place to learn.

The earliest memories I have of myself in school is when I was in preschool, in 2003.

I’ve had some sort of schooling prior to preschool, but I remember walking in and seeing a girl

who was my neighbor. I’ve never had talked to her, and she never had talked to be. Although we

always had stared at each from a distance. I recognized her, walked up to her, and started to talk

to her. My mom had told me that I had walked out of her site as soon as I walked into the

classroom, and was sad to see that I wasn’t sad to see her go. She knew that I was going to be

okay. I also have this memory of me counting to 100 in kindergarten, and my teacher giving me

a gold star-shaped paper. She told me to put my name on it. Then she stapled it on top of the

roof. I wasn’t the first one to count to 100, but I still felt proud that I was able to count to the

only numbers I thought existed.

I attend school here in Chandler, AZ. I went to Galveston Elementary all my elementary

career. Then, for middle school I attended one quarter at Willis Jr. High, and the finished middle
school at Andersen Jr. High. Then, finally I graduated high school from Chandler High School in

2017.

School for me was like a roller coaster. When I was in preschool through second grade, I

absolutely loved it. I would go to school, and I was excited to learn. I would feel so proud when I

would finish the homework packets before they were even due. I would love to write stories. I

remember when I was in first grade, we used to get this paper with a square and lines in the

bottom. The square portion was for us to draw, which was my favorite part and found out I was

pretty great at. And the lines were for us to write a story about what the picture was about. So

that was what I would look forward to. Then 3rd and 5th grade came, and it just went all down

hill. I began to be bully. My grades when down, I fake sickness and never went to school. I hated

school, and I’ve never experienced loneliness until third grade. Then fourth-sixth grade went

well. Those were the years I have my favorite teachers, and my grades were higher than other

years. I was top in my class. So throughout my career I had good years and bad ones. I’m sure it

was like that for all.

When I walk in the building I feel a sense of home and anxiety. It’s a mixture of both. If I

understand everything and I’ve done all my studying/ homework I feel at ease. I’m nervously

excited especially on test days, because I have all this knowledge and I just want to dump it out

somewhere. If I am struggling, it’s the complete opposite. I feel anxious and I want to run away.

I don’t want to be there. Or if there is someone I don’t want to see, it also induces anxiety,

maybe even fear. It to me all situational.


Weirdly specific, but school to me smells like Glade’s Peach Lavender. Everytime I

smell that scent it always takes me back to a classroom, or school. There is something nostalgic

about it. School to be sounds like kids talking over one another. There’s footsteps, and shoes

screeching. There is also quietness.

On my late years of education I was the quiet student, who keep to herself, only spoke

when necessary. I was talkative, but only if I had a friend to be talkative with. If I made a close

friend, it was like that too. I had to feel confident in the classroom setting to get out there. If not I

didn’t even bother. When I was younger I feel like it was easier to share what I had in mind

because I was stuck in a classroom with the same people, oppose when I was changing

classrooms in later years. It became difficult to open myself to my classmates.

Everytime I think of teachers teaching, I conjure up to specific teachers. My fourth grade

teacher Ms. Sandavol, and my sixth grade teacher, Ms. Baca. I think Ms. Sandavol teaching

method where effective on me, because it didn’t even felt like I was even being taught. She

incorporated it into our lessons without it feeling like it being work. It was fun to learn with her.

She also share stories, and it felt like if she was our friend. I think she was a good teacher

because she was relatable. Ms. Baca wasn’t as young as her, and her teaching methods were a

little older. I think she was successful, because she cared about each one of her students. She got

into our life, she wanted to figure out what wasn’t working for us.

I think my educational background will influence my future as an educator, because I will

have the experience. I will have already been in the shoes of these kids. I have already

experienced what they have experience. I can take what works for me and reinforce it into the
curriculum. But to have an open mind to listen to those who it doesn’t work for them. I would

like to work with my future students to learn how to feel comfortable opening up to the

classroom. I want then to work on confidence. I want the students to take the good of education.

I want the students to know that school is a place where they shouldn’t feel judged and feel safe.

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