Not for Nothing: Searching for a Meaningful Life
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The early twenty-first century doesn’t feel like a promising time for an optimistic book when we are faced with the challenges of climate change, the rise of fascism and the emptiness at the heart of our consumer society. But now looking back at his life and inspired by the struggle of so many women and men for a better world, Peter cannot believe that it has all been for nothing. There may be no way of knowing for certain that the world has some ultimate meaning and purpose, but finding reasons to believe changes everything. Peter identifies as a Christian agnostic. “I don’t know there is God but I believe in God.” In Not for Nothing Peter reveals an exultation in the meaningfulness of life, a trusting belief in the mystery behind the world to which we can give the different names of God, a celebration of the wonder of life in art and music, a trust that everything we love is not lost in death, a commitment to moral and political action, a sense of community in church worship stripped of stifling dogma, and the mysterious vocation for each of us to become sons and daughters of God. If that’s what it means to be a Christian agnostic, it’s certainly not for nothing. It means everything.
Peter William Armstrong
Trained in philosophy and theology at Oxford, Peter Armstrong worked for 20 years in BBC religious television and 30 years as an independent filmmaker. Awards include a BAFTA Lifetime Achievement Award. He was a co-author of Who was Jesus? with Don Cupitt. Today Peter is co-founder of EmpathyMedia.org with his wife Anuradha, combining the power of empathy and the power of media to help bring about a fairer, greener world. He lives in Chinnor, Oxfordshire, UK.
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Not for Nothing - Peter William Armstrong
2019
Well, Are You a Christian or Aren’t You?
In the Universe there are things that are known and things that are unknown, and in between there are doors.¹
Anon.
The stupidest thing that that very wise man Carl Jung said, when asked if he believed in God, was: ‘I do not need to believe, I know.’²
If that’s the test, then I am certainly not a Christian. I don’t know there is a God. I don’t know there is life after death – or any of the rest of the big Christian metaphysical superstructure. Perfect knowledge implies certainty, resting on some logical proof. Even the claim to everyday knowing requires at least some evidence that cannot be gainsaid. It is clear to me, as to more and more people, that neither philosophical proof nor empirical evidence for the existence of God is available. I cannot claim to know the truth of any of the traditional, metaphysical claims of Christianity.
‘So, you are an agnostic?’
Yes, but a Christian agnostic. I don’t know there is God, but I believe in God. The exact opposite of Jung’s affirmation.
Belief is going to be a central idea in this book, and I will be taking it in two very different senses.
In the first sense, I believe a proposition to be true if I think it is true even though I do not know for certain that it is true. ‘I believe Arsenal will win on Saturday.’ I may have some reason for my belief, but I have no certainty.
The second sense of the word is much deeper, leaning on the meaning of the Greek word used for ‘I believe’ in the New Testament: πιστεύω. This is belief in the sense of believing in, or trusting. ‘I believe in you, I have faith in you.’ ‘I believe in Arsenal in spite of recent results.’ In many societies, religious people are called ‘believers’.
I’ll be focusing on this sense of believing in God – trusting God, having faith in God – later in the book, but I’ll begin with the simpler of idea of believing that something is the case. So my claim as a Christian agnostic is that I don’t know that God exists but I believe that God exists.
We are not starting on very firm ground with this kind of religious belief. Since we no longer live with heresy trials and do not yet have thought police, believing things can be relatively cost free. I could, for a Puckish example, believe in fairies without having to show any evidence for their existence. You can challenge the rationality of my belief but you cannot demonstrate that I do not believe it. Or I can decide today that I believe in fairies and tomorrow decide that I no longer do. Such beliefs carry little cost beyond mild ridicule. And even that ridicule can be avoided if I don’t tell anyone I believe in fairies.
So, just because there is little cost, I’ve got to be careful to be true to myself and not just claim to believe this or that for no reason. I will hope to show that I have reasons for my beliefs – although as Blaise Pascal, one of my philosophical heroes, put it, my reasons are not reasons of the head but reasons of the heart. I will hope to show that a belief can be reasonable, even when not based on empirical evidence. It’s quite possible to believe more than you know. I can quote a distinguished philosopher on this point. Anthony Kenny, one of my Oxford tutors, put it like this: ‘It is possible to have good reasons for believing in a proposition quite separate from reasons that provide evidence for its truth.’³ Why you would do that is another question that we will come to later.
The second snare that awaits me is to set up belief (in this first sense of believing that particular religious doctrines are true) as the criterion for whether I am a Christian or not. In traditional forms of Christianity this orthodoxy check is the very test for salvation, for avoiding eternal damnation. The central creed, recited in many churches every Sunday, is so called because it begins ‘Credo – I believe.’ And the Athanasian form of the creed ends with the words: ‘This is the Catholic Faith; unless anyone believes this faithfully and firmly, he cannot be saved.’
I can’t accept that I have to subscribe to any formula or list of beliefs (like the creeds or the 39 Articles of the Church of England) in order to justify my claim to be a Christian. My beliefs are no more than my personal way of looking at and understanding the world, using the language and images of the particular religious culture with which I have been imbued. Moreover, I need to feel free to adjust, expand or abandon some beliefs as my experience of life changes and deepens. I can’t join any club that insists on fixed creeds and belief systems. That would be to surrender my essential freedom as an autonomous individual: to be forced into an institutional mould. Nor should you be forced into my mould. For me, my particular beliefs help make sense of life but they may not do so for you.
This approach to believing is not the same as ‘taking it on faith’. In ordinary usage what people mean by this is something like: ‘Ok, you think I’m crazy to believe that God exists, but you have to take it on faith.’ And that in turn means: ‘Because that’s what the Church teaches or God has revealed in the Bible.’ But that is hardly convincing. There’s a contradiction built into the argument. If God doesn’t exist, then the Bible can’t be relied upon as the word of God to prove that He does exist. To quote Anthony Kenny, again: ‘Accepting something as a matter of faith is taking God’s word for its truth: but one cannot take God’s word for it that He exists.’⁴
So being clear that I can’t claim to know all the things that I believe to be true helps me understand something I used to have a problem with: why so many people describe themselves as ‘seekers’ when it comes to religion. That used to sound like a cop-out: ‘I’m not really Christian or Muslim, but I am a seeker.’ But now I see that being a seeker, a life-pilgrim, means seeing that the final answers to the religious questions are never found, the destination is never reached. For Christians at the fundamentalist end of the spectrum, certainty is exactly what they crave, and what they most value about religious belief. By contrast, as a Christian agnostic, I am forever seeing through a glass darkly, forever guessing God, aware that my guess is only a guess. As to knowing God, perhaps I can only hope, like St Paul, that in some world to come ‘I shall know even as I am known.’⁵
I remember my father asking himself the same question I am wrestling with here: Are you a Christian or aren’t you? He had come from a strict Salvation Army upbringing, through atheism at Oxford, to arrive at his own idiosyncratic form of belief. He put the issue like this:
I would dearly love the leaders of the Church to say clearly and unequivocally how much of the traditional story and inherited doctrine they believe, how much they interpret away, how much they have mental reservations about, and how much they simply reject. I have tried to do this for myself and have arrived at a set of propositions that seem to me both to satisfy my intellect and to preserve my faith in Christ – but I do not have the faintest idea whether there is any Church on earth that would accept me as a Christian. It would be nice to know: but I do not think I should presume to ask for it. I am content – almost content – to leave that to the Holy Spirit… I have scattered seeds that I believe to be good, but I cannot be sure: I can only leave them to your judgement as I offer them to the greater glory of God.⁶
So to characterize my position as a Christian agnostic I go back to the quotation at the head of the chapter. ‘There are things that are known.’ Yes, that’s the world of science and everyday life. ‘And things that are unknown.’ Yes, and some of the unknowns that are crucial to the meaning of our lives may be true. We can’t know that they are true, but we can believe that they are true. ‘And in between there are doors.’ Yes, these are the doors I want to encounter and walk through: to have the faith and trust in the goodness of existence to believe that, if I try those doors, they will open onto a world of meaning and the fullness of joy.
A footnote on Carl Jung. To be fair to him, he wasn’t really being as simplistic as I was suggesting earlier. He explained later that he was speaking of God as an inner experience. In his Red Book, where he explored his ‘confrontation with the unconscious’, he put it like this:
I believe that we have the choice: I preferred the living wonders of the God. I daily weigh up my whole life and I continue to fiery brilliance of the God as a higher and fuller life than the ashes of rationality. The ashes are suicide to me. I could perhaps put out the fire but I cannot deny to myself the experience of the God. Nor can I cut myself off from this experience.