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Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Cultivating Safety in a Therapeutic Yoga Class or Workshop through the Yamas and Niyamas

In the group setting, the first step in welcoming the participants is taking an interest, making eye contact, learning names, playing appropriate music, and having appropriate décor (i.e.g., flowers, candles, creating an altar or absence of one). The choices should feel authentic to the therapist and support the client’s feeling that they are valued. Being knowledgeable about cueing, assisting, offering many carefully considered variations in practice, and knowing when to (and when not to) touch will help create a safe environment.

In a therapeutic yoga class where people share, ask the group to come up with agreements to follow, or the yoga therapist can start with their agreements and ask the group to add to them. This creates an interactive environment and keeps people engaged. When finished, the therapist should double-check that everyone is satisfied with the agreements and ask if there are any more to add. For a longer workshop, the group can revisit the agreements at the start of each day in case something has come up that needs to be addressed with additional agreements.

The yamas and niyamas are a wonderful beginning for establishing agreements within a therapeutic setting. The first yama, ahimsa (reverence, love, compassion for all , non-violence, reducing harm ) is an important step for group safety. Everyone in the workshop must agree to treat each other with gentleness, kindness, and compassion. No putdowns or abusive language by students or teachers will be tolerated. No unsolicited fixing or counseling will be tolerated. In addition, there will be no stealing or borrowing of possessions without permission.

The therapist should have everyone introduce themselves and encourage them to try to learn each other’s names. When a person is called by their name, they feel more valued, respected, and engaged in the conversation. But, the yoga therapist should not call a student out by name in asana class to criticize or praise them. If a student is in an unsafe position, the therapist can gently go to them and, in a direct and quiet manner, offer a prop or modification or teach the whole group the issue without singling anyone out. “. . . The experience of having your name said aloud in a trauma sensitive class can be shaming.”  When modeling asanas for the students, the therapist should use the most basic version of the posture so they are not intimidated. Hands-on assists or adjustments are contra-indicated in trauma-sensitive yoga.

The second yama, satya (truthfulness, integrity ) is expressed in asana practice by respecting one’s body and not going to the point of harm. The yoga therapist who should never push an individual or class beyond their limits or require someone to do something that makes them uncomfortable. They must allow students to abstain from activities and take breaks. In group or one-on-one discussions, the students have the right to pass if they don’t want to contribute to a conversation. In addition, what people share at the class or workshop should remain confidential. Group participants should use “I” statements when sharing beliefs and agree that what is shared should only come from personal experience. When speaking, they should never speak for others or make sweeping generalizations about groups of people.

The third yama, astheya (generosity, honesty , non-stealing ) can be used to form an agreement that when a person is talking, everyone else will listen and not steal their time. The group should practice “the art of 'extreme deep listening’ . . . beyond the words . . . listening to the tones; to the inflections; to the inferences — each subtlety of the sound. It's through these subtleties that you actually connect to the root understanding — what a person truly means; where they’ve come from to speak their words; what they’re intending with these words . . . “ 

The fourth yama, bramacharya (balance and moderation of the vital life force  and appropriate use of one’s vital energy ) can be explored by agreeing to focus on dignity, decency, mutual respect, and equality for everyone. The therapist must be clear that harassment of any kind will not be tolerated. “Yoga teachers in a trauma sensitive context might want to dress conservatively to minimize any distractions and to minimize triggers.”

The fifth yama, aparigraha (awareness of abundance, fulfillment,  and non-possessiveness ) can be used to celebrate abundance and practice gratitude. The teacher should leave ample time for questions and concerns, and be open to suggestions.

When working with the first niyama, saucha (simplicity, refinement,  purity, and cleanliness ), the yoga therapist and students can both keep intentions for the workshop straightforward and pure. Intentions should be refined as the program goes on. The yoga room and personal space should be kept simple and clean. The yoga therapist should use trauma-sensitive language, “which tends to be concrete and gently brings attention to visceral experiences.”  They can focus on the language of inquiry using words like “notice,” “be curious,” “allow,” “approach with interest,” “experiment,” and “feel.” They can also use invitatory language that promotes choice and control and includes words like “if you wish to,” “when you feel ready,” and “if you like.”  When using Sanskrit for yoga poses, or Latin or Greek in anatomy, they should always include the layman’s definition; otherwise, the class may feel intimidating to the students who are not familiar with the terms.

Connection to the second niyama, santosha (contentment, being at peace with oneself and others ), can happen by enjoying the workshop but not at the expense of others. Bullying, shaming, violence, harassment, or hate speech should never be tolerated. The yoga therapist must be aware of their position in the room when teaching and rarely turn their back to the students. “A trauma-sensitive yoga teacher does not move around during the class very much, and students know where to locate her or him (no surprises!)”  The room should be kept bright; “dark or dim rooms tend to be more triggering than bright rooms.”  In addition, students should not be instructed to close their eyes during savasana or meditation. The yoga therapist should consult students when setting up or making any changes to the room and give them as much control as possible over the environment.

The third niyama, tapas (igniting the purifying flame  and practice causing change or heat ), can be accessed by staying engaged. The therapist can encourage the group to do the work of the class or workshop, challenge themselves, an encourage students to safely move out of their comfort zone, on and off the mat.

The yoga therapist can work with the fourth niyama, svadhaya (sacred study of the Divine through scripture, nature and introspection  and self-study/observation ), by encouraging everyone to do the best they can. They should think of everything encountered as an opportunity to learn, and allow time for self-reflection, journaling, and getting out in nature when possible.

The yoga therapist can work with the fifth niyama, Isvara Pranidhana (wholehearted dedication to the Divine  and devotion, surrender to a higher force ), by seeing everything as a manifestation of the Divine. They should remember what a privilege it is to practice yoga. “Yoga takes back to the beginning of our journey of becoming human; we spark the memory that we are first and always an aspect of the Divine.”

The world we live in does not provide us with a safe container inside of which we to play the game of life. The reality of life is there will always be problems, adversity, sadness, disappointment . . . . The more we experience in ,life, the more difficulties we may encounter. As Ramakrisna said, “When the flower blooms, the bees come uninvited.” And Paramahansa Yogananda taught, “If you want to be sad, no one in the world can make you happy. But if you make up your mind to be happy, no one and nothing on earth can take that happiness from you.” As yoga therapist’s we can listen, advocate, educate, invite, offer, share, nurture, challenge, trust, hold space and honor our clients but we can’t fix them. We can’t do the work for them. Building resilience and creating safety is inside job, it begins with a desire, an inner longing to rise out of the mud of whatever adverse circumstances are holding us back and blossom the lotus of our being.

Saturday, November 17, 2018

Brahma-Nirvana

brahma-nirvå√am  = the abode of pure consciousness, the place where all suffering ceases.


Verse 72 of Chapter 2 of the Bhagavad Gita concludes with "brahma-nirvanam ricchati."  Some scholars state this has a connection with the Buddhist notion of nirvana.  The phrase is a reference to the cessation of worldly existence and entry into the spiritual domain or brahman.
 

Shanti

Shanti = Absolute Tranquility, Absolute Peace of Mind

Sa Shantim Adhigacchati

"Those active in material domain of gain and loss suffer constant anxieties but a person who seeks the spiritual domain attains transcendence and tranquility."





Karma-Yogin

One who is dedicated to gaining knowledge of the atman and its identity with brahman, the ultimate reality.



"One type of person moves through the world of desire, sensual pleasure and material gain.  For the karma-yogin this is night, for he does not operate in this sphere.  He explores the domain of the spirit, seeking to achieve spiritual realization by renouncing materialistic aspirations. For one whose life is dedicated to material acquisition, this domain of spiritual pursuits is like night, for he is not active there."  Bhagavad Gita Course

Mat-parah

In verse 59 of Chapter 2 in the Gita Krishna uses the phase mat-parah meaning dedicated to me, to describe the way in which the practioner should perform buddhi-yoga.  This is the forerunner of bhakti yoga, devotion to God which is described in later chapters of the Gita.



Word Meaning Reference
mat-paraḥ toward me (Shree Krishna) BG 2.61
mat-paraḥ having me as the supreme goal BG 6.14
mat-paraḥ regarding me as the Supreme goal BG 12.6-7
mat-paraḥ having me as the supreme goal BG 18.57

Param Drishtva

I am really interested in the concept Param Drishtva - "seeing something higher."  This concept is mentioned in verse 59 of Chapter 2 of the Bhagavad Gita but I think it can be a life goal.

I am reading in my course in the BG that verse 59 "indicates that control of the senses and selfish desire is made possible by a perception of something higher than this world. This can be interpreted as some form of spiritual realization or experience or could be just the recognition of a higher goal in life."

I want to develop this Param Drishtva attitude.

Saturday, December 9, 2017

PRATYAHARA

“Pratyahara itself is termed as yoga, as it is the most important limb in yoga sadhana.” - Swami Sivananda

"Just as a tortoise withdraws its limbs, so when a man withdraws his senses from the sense objects, his wisdom becomes steady." -Bhagavad Gita


8 LIMBS OF YOGA

Yama  –   reflections of our true nature – qualities we must embrace to know Self

Niyama  – evolution toward harmony – practices that align us with our highest nature

Asana  –  comfort and steadiness in our physical being

Pranayama  –  control of life force energy (prana)

Pratyahara  –  encouraging the senses to draw within

Dharana  – focusing of consciousness inward

Dhyana  –  meditation –  the continuous inward flow of consciousness

Samadhi  –  bliss, the union with Divine consciousness

Pratyahara
The term “pratyahara” is composed of two Sanskrit words, prati and ahara. “Ahara” means “anything we take into ourselves from the outside” and “Prati” means “against” or “away.” “Pratyahara” translates to “gaining mastery over external influences.” When pratyahara is compared to a turtle withdrawing into its shell—the turtle’s shell is the mind and the turtle’s limbs are the senses.


IN CLASS - PRATYAHARA TECHNIQUES

Internalizing with Ujjayi Breathing focusing on the inhalation and the exhalation.

Shanmukhi mudra is a yogic hand gesture that represents closing the six gates of perception – the eyes, ears, nose and mouth.

Bhramari (Bee Breathing) with Shanmukhi Mudra – one most powerful internalizing pranayamas.

Yoga Nidra, a systematic 4 to 8 stage guided relaxation technique promoting a state of consciousness between waking and sleeping.

Friday, December 1, 2017

8 LIMBS OF YOGA - ASANA

What many of us call ‘yoga’ - as actually only the physical practice of yoga poses.  If we wanted to be accurate we could be instead call the physical practice of yoga ‘Asana’. Asana is how many of us have come to yoga. However, Asana is just one small aspect of a much deeper and richer practice of what is know as the Eight Limbs of Yoga.


8 LIMBS OF YOGA - with help from Nischala Joy Devi

Yama  –   reflections of our true nature – qualities we must embrace to know Self

Niyama  – evolution toward harmony – practices that align us with our highest nature

Asana  –  comfort and steadiness in our physical being

Pranayama  –  control of life force energy (prana)

Pratyahara  –  encouraging the senses to draw within

Dharana  – focusing of consciousness inward

Dhyana  –  meditation –  the continuous inward flow of consciousness

Samadhi  –  bliss, the union with Divine consciousness

MORE ON ASANA

"In yoga, an asana is a posture in which a practitioner sits. In the Yoga Sutras, Patanjali defines "asana" as "to be seated in a position that is firm, but relaxed". Patanjali mentions the ability to sit for extended periods as one of the eight limbs of his system, known as ashtanga yoga.
“Asana is steadiness and comfort. Sthira-sukham asanam. In one of three terse aphorisms on the subject, the Yoga Sutras say, Sthira-sukham asanam—asana is steadiness and comfort. Steadiness and comfort describe an inner state of being as well as the experience of the physical body in an asana pose. It is a state of being “seated” in ourselves, of the body being comfortable with the mind, and the mind being comfortable with the body. In this way, the body can support the expansive state of a beautiful, clear, calm mind.” – Sandra Anderson

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Tarjani Mudra


This is what a felt and saw during my meditation using Tarjani Mudra

Index Fingers together
Body feels like leaning forward
Index fingers are moving toward the heart 
They leave the solar plexus

Feel breathing in upper abdomen and chest
Feel some gentle raindrops
Feel the heart beat
Shoulders aren't feeling good today

Feel the color green
Feel green grass
Feel sun and wind
Feel Easter Eggs, bunnies

Feel the earth like an egg
See the cross and the fish

When I wing the elbows out my left hand tremor is activated more
Took them in - oh now it's still going

Still leaning into the future
Awareness of the back of the neck

A many pointed star

Barbell at the shoulder blades

A salty wind at the ocean

A black muscle with a beard

Footprints in the sand

deer, antelope and gazelle

Plains of Africa

A locket

Pushkar in India

The tube that was mailed to me with the art work inside

Figure drawing

Him

This is what the mudra is supposed to do according to Mudras for Healing and Transformation

Tarjani Mudra is for opening the heart.  Tarjani means index finger.  I felt that very strongly.  Most of my imagery is related to the heart chakra.

It is especially helpful for

a) Opening the subtle heart

I felt that with feelings of my old love and Easter (Jesus' resurrection).

b) Releasing constriction in the chest

I felt the constriction in my shoulders. I don't think it was released

c) expanding breath capacity

I noticed that

d) Enhancing enthusiasm which may be helpful with depression

I am unsure

I  noticed the air element as the most dominant but also water in the beginning with the gentle rain.

The mudra activates the circulatory and respiratory systems and I was aware of the breath and my heart beat.

I felt nostalgia in the meditation for the past. A little sadness.  Some disappointment.  But also hope.
I think Easter and all it symbols was the beginning of a spiritual experience.

Saturday, April 8, 2017

What is the Difference Between Yoga Nidra and Guided Imagery

According to Web MD "Guided imagery is a program of directed thoughts and suggestions that guide your imagination toward a relaxed, focused state. You can use an instructor, tapes, or scripts to help you through this process.. Guided imagery is based on the concept that your body and mind are connected. Using all of your senses, your body seems to respond as though what you are imagining is real. An example often used is to imagine an orange or a lemon in great detail

http://images.fineartamerica.com/images-medium-large/peeled-lemon-jeffrey-hayes.jpg

- the smell, the color, the texture of the peel. Continue to imagine the smell of the lemon, and then see yourself taking a bite of the lemon and feel the juice squirting into your mouth. Many people salivate when they do this. This exercise demonstrates how your body can respond to what you are imagining...You can achieve a relaxed state when you imagine all the details of a safe, comfortable place, such as a beach or a garden. This relaxed state may aid healing, learning, creativity, and performance. It may help you feel more in control of your emotions and thought processes, which may improve your attitude, health, and sense of well-being." - http://www.webmd.com/balance/stress-management/tc/guided-imagery-topic-overview


"Imagery, our inner guidance, allows us to create and experience.  It is the language of the mind.  The mind speaks in images and then translates those images into words. . . imagery relates to us in action words, or thoughts." (Nischala Joy Devi)

A counselor/therapist/guide can work with imagery with in an interactive way.  Offering an imagery theme to the client to work with.  The client will then describe all the spontaneous images that emerge. The counselor may investigate with the client the images that emerge a.nd ask questions about them or set up conversations between them.  In subsequent counseling sessions the imagery can be used as a therapeutic reference point for self-awareness and the ability to expression emotion. (Hall and Hall, Guided Imagery, p.2-3)

There is also scripted guided imagery.  A client offers imagery that an individual or group follows in silence.  The listeners are encouraged to close their eyes and they are first taken through a relaxation sequence then the faciliator guides the imagery journey.

According to my teacher Amy Weintraub, in yoga, we call an image or vision that inspires us a bhavana.


Yogis have used imagery for thousands of years to balance  mind and emotion. "Before we had language, we thought in pictures. The more primitive areas of the brain process pictures, perceptions, and feelings. If trauma and loss occurred before we had language or in our earliest attempts to talk, it makes sense that imagery, which bypasses the language areas of the brain, should be integrated into therapeutic treatment. No matter our age, if we are involved in a traumatizing event, the increased cortisol that floods our brains makes linear thinking impossible. During such an event, our memories are stored incoherently and are fraught with emotion. These are known as implicit memories and are not chronological, but rather body-based."

"We practice imagery as a means to allow the mind and body to mobilize all available resources that assist in the healing process,  In healing imagery, we place ourselves in a state that brings about positive physiological and psychological responses, such as

boosting immune function
calming brain waves
clarity of mind
decreased heart rate
lowering blood pressure
producing a feeling of well-being

Through positive mental imagery, signals are sent to the body to help repair and sustain energy." (Nischala Joy Devi)

Nischala Devi taught in Yoga for the Heart teacher training that there are different kinds of imagery. She says we usually think of imagery and visualization as the same but they are not.  "About seventy-five percent of us are visual imagers. The rest are a mixture of auditory, kinesthetic, or a feeling or sensing of the image."

Active Imagery is when we formulate an action to work directly on an area in need of healing.  Nischala gave examples of working with a plumber with heart disease where she had him visualize declogging his arteries as if they were pipes.  She also mentioned working with a painter with arthritis where they practiced healing each finger gently with healing paint.



Passive imagery "acknowledges our innate ability and wisdom to heal.  It allows the healing to happen with gentle and nonspecific guidance." Nischala Joy Devi


When introducing bhavana into a Yoga Therapy Session you might ask your client“Would you like to find an image that is soothing that you could come back to when you feel stressed?” If they can't think of any image Amy Weintraub suggests that you ask her/him "if she might be willing to simply think the word peace.

Always check in after to see if an image arose. If not, there’s another jumping off point for a deeper inquiry...When using imagery, it’s important to allow for the possibility that your client will not have access to an image. Psychiatrist Francoise Adan, medical director of the University Hospitals Connor Integrative Medicine Network in Cleveland, normalizes whatever her patient expresses in this regard. While she encourages her patient to use all her senses and asks if there’s an image or a memory that arises, Francoise normalizes the experience for someone for whom no sensory details or images arise by saying, “It’s fine if nothing comes up, but just check in.” She says that usually patients are surprised by what does arise. "Weintraub, Amy. Yoga Skills for Therapists: Effective Practices for Mood Management

Contraindications for the use of guided imagery are people who present with symptoms of dissociation, or visual or auditory hallucinations,because imagery may take them farther from reality. In such cases, other yogic practice like pranyama may be better choices.

I see many teacher trainings on the web for Yoga Nidra and Guided Imagery.  This makes sense to my because they are complementary practices.  The differences are Yoga Nidra can contain imagery in the visualization stage but it is not just imagery,  Guided Imagery does not mean Yoga Nidra and Yoga Nidra does not necessary have to have imagery.  As I was taught in the Satyananda to be a Yoga Nidra you need 4 things: An internalization, a body scan, breathwork and an externalization. A full 8 stage yoga nidra does contain a visualization component but that is not mandatory.

Here are the 4 stage Yoga Nirdra and 8 stages of Satyananda Yoga Nidra more clearly defined

4 STAGE SATYANANDA YOGA NIDRA (no Visualizations or Imagery)

1. Internalization/Settling : Awareness moves from the physical body inward.

2. Body Rotation: Rotation of consciousness/awareness through the entire body (without physical movement).  The sequence of rotation relates directly to the motor homunculus (the symbolic person embedded within the brain matter).  The sensory motor cortex is accessed during this stage of Yoga Nidra.

3.    Breath Awareness: One becomes acutely aware of the breath (often by counting backwards).  This stage promotes relaxation and concentration. The brain moves from the busy beta state to the more relaxed alpha state. Breathing changes from being a function of the brain stem to being a function of the cerebral cortex (higher brain).  During this stage the body releases endorphins (natural pain-killers).

4.     Externalization: The Yoga Nidra practice is completed gradually by bringing the mind from psychic sleep to the waking state.



8 STAGE SATYANANDA YOGA NIDRA

1. Internalization/Settling : Awareness moves from the physical body inward.

2. Sankalpa:  A carefully chosen positive intention or affirmation stated in the present or future tense. The Sankalpa does not change from practice to practice.  One keeps their Sankalpa until it becomes true.

Examples: a) I am awakening or I will awaken my spiritual potential. b) I am or I will be successful in all I undertake. c) I am healthy or I will achieve total health.

3. Body Rotation: Rotation of consciousness/awareness through the entire body (without physical movement).  The sequence of rotation relates directly to the motor homunculus (the symbolic person embedded within the brain matter).  The sensory motor cortex is accessed during this stage of Yoga Nidra.

4. Breath Awareness: One becomes acutely aware of the breath (often by counting backwards).  This stage promotes relaxation and concentration. The brain moves from the busy beta state to the more relaxed alpha state. Breathing changes from being a function of the brain stem to being a function of the cerebral cortex (higher brain).  During this stage the body releases endorphins (natural pain-killers).

5. Opposites:  Opposite emotions or sensations are explored while practicing non-attachment. This part of the practice connects to the limbic system (reptilian brain).  The opposites stage of Yoga Nidra develops will-power, emotional control, and greater equanimity.

6. Visualizations: Simple Imagery is visualized. This stage develops self-awareness and relaxes the mind by cleansing it of painful and disturbing material (samskaras).

7. Sankalpa (repeat of Stage 2):  The Sankalpa is mentally repeated with the exact wording as in stage 2.  The Sankalpa now can root deeply while the mind is relaxed and receptive.

8. Externalization: The Yoga Nidra practice is completed gradually by bringing the mind from psychic sleep to the waking state.


Integrative Yoga Therapy Presents an 11 stage Yoga Nidra where stages 8 and 9 deal with imagery. But 9 other stages are not imagery although there may be some imagery in the Initial Relaxation and Return. Some people may have imagery with their sankalpa depending if they are a visual learner.

11 STAGE INTEGRATIVE YOGA THERAPY YOGA NIDRA

1. Initial Relaxation: In this phase of yoga nidra, the relaxation response is induced.

2. Sankalpa or Affirmation:The affirmation is a key part of the yoga nidra process. The effectiveness of the sankalpa has several foundations.  At an energetic level, the material environment can be
affected by thought waves. There are several basic guidelines for creating an affirmation.

3. Rotation of Consciousness:  The rotation of consciousness deeply internalizes the awareness, creating a state of pratyahara in which the mind and senses, which are normally focused on the external environment, are drawn inward.

4. Awareness of Sense Perception: Brings into awareness the more subtle sensing mechanisms of the body including the sense perception mechanisms, both in the skin and within the body, that perceive and measure pleasure and pain, heat and cold, and compare one part of the body to another.

5. Breath Awareness:Almost any of the techniques and modalities from pranayama and pranavidya can be used during this phase of yoga nidra.

6. Working with the Chakras: Exploration of the subtle body of energy, which is the exploration of the chakras.

7. Working with the Mind and Emotions: Exploration of the manomayakosha, the psycho-emotional body.

8. Images from the Unconsious: Develops the witness ability more fully. The main technique is the
presentation of images related to the unconscious.

9. Guided Journey; A journey, which can be conceived of in a wide number of ways, is always a
journey to the ultimate meaning in life, which can be conceived of as God, nature, a particular deity, or our own true Self.

10. Return: The student makes the return journey guided slowly back to the departure point, and then
slowly returning to the present time and place. This return journey has several key points.

11. Seated Meditation: After returning to the seated position, a short meditation of one to five minutes is useful for integrating the journey

Both Yoga Nidra and Guided Imagery are power tools for healing. Deep relaxation balances the
autonomic nervous system, reduces sympathetic activity, and allows for regenerative and restorative functions to occur. Use of bhavana or images from the collective unconscious allows for very deep seated beliefs also known as samskaras, along with the tensions and pressures related to them, to be released.The guided journey used in Yoga Nidra (not in Satyananda) and often in guided imagery often takes on to  place of healing and, "at this point in the process,body, mind, and spirit, as well as conscious, subconscious, and unconscious aspects of our being, are receptive to the healing
suggestion."

I believe that the best practice is Yoga Nidra with guided imagery in the visualizations stage but that requires a lot of time.  I think at least 25 minutes.  Sometimes we don't have that kind of time and then I think it is worth making a decision, would it be best for my client to do a 4 stage yoga nidra or guided imagery. Even a 4 stage yoga nidra will take 15 minutes. A beautiful bhavana practice (imagery) could be seconds.



What is the relevance of Kriya to the processes and stages of Meditation

"Kriya Yoga, or Yoga in Action, embraces:

Tapas: igniting the purifying flame
Swadhaya, sacred study of the Divine through scripture, nature and introspection.
Iswara Pranidhana:wholehearted dedication to the Divine Light in all."

(Yoga Sutram 2:1, Translated and Interpreted by Nischala Joy Devi)


For me, before studying at Integrative Yoga Therapy if one spoke of Kriya Yoga I thought of Paramahansa Yoganada and his writings of doing Kriya Yoga in his path to being a Yogi.  I see now that it is defined in the Yoga Sutras as tapas, swadhaya, and iswara pranidhana but somehow I missed it there and only remember Yogananda.


In order to understand the relevance between Kriya Yoga and Meditation we need to define Kriya Yoga. One of my favorite books on the Yoga Sutras and yoga in general is The Secret Power of Yoga. I had the amazing opportunity to study with Nischala Devi for ten days last year.  She is an important teacher in my life.  She writes, "Kriya Yoga or Yoga in Action, seamlessly weaves the reaching of Yoga into our everyday world, becoming a template for our hands, heads and hearts to follow.  When mixed in the correct proportions, actions thought, and feelings harmonize completely allowing our inner spirit and the outer worlds to unite." (Devi, Secret Power of Yoga, p.106)



If meditation unity and "experience of our true nature which is always present, waiting to be discovered. (Joseph Le Page)" then the harmonization and unification achieved by Kriya Yoga sounds them same as meditation or at least achieves the same goals as meditation

According to the Self-Realization fellowship Kriya Yoga is "a comprehensive system (of) meditation techniques (that) enable the practitioner to achieve the highest benefits and divine goal of the ancient yoga science. . . Correct practice of Kriya Yoga enables the normal activities of the heart and lungs and nervous system to slow down naturally, producing deep inner stillness of body and mind and freeing the attention from the usual turbulence of thoughts, emotions, and sensory perceptions. In the clarity of that inner stillness, one comes to experience a deepening interior peace and attunement with one's soul and with God."
(http://www.yogananda-srf.org/Kriya_Yoga_path_of_meditation.aspx#.WOjUzNLyvIU)


These SRF Kriya Yoga Techniques techniques include

1. Energization Exercises: A series of psycho-physical exercises that prepare the body for meditation. They are an active way of eliminating stress and tension. Practicing them prior to meditation helps one become calm and centered.

2. Hong-Sau Technique of Concentration. This is inhaling Hong exhaling Sau and is very similar to So Hum meditation, It is a concentration technique that leads one to one-pointedness.

3. Aum Technique of Meditation

4. Kriya Yoga Technique which is an advanced Raja Yoga technique of pranayama

I have practiced the first two of these many times at Expanding Light but I am not sure if I have practiced the last two. If I have the weren't specifically named to me.

In the Yoga Therapy perspective taught by Integrative Yoga Therapy and Joseph Le Page Kriya Yoga is a process or unfolding of stages not a specific technique. "Healing is the life journey itself, from birth to death, and is the ongoing realization of non-separation in all aspects of our life.  The process has three stages - (1) Opening, (2) Awareness, and (3) Acceptance - leading to transformation.  This process is know as kriya yoga.  Ultimate health is synonymous with ultimate freedom, liberation and enlightenment" (Joseph and Lilian le Page)


"Through kriya yoga, that which is unconscious becomes conscious and can, therefore, be surrendered into the source or ground of reality, which is unity. When we are one with reality itself, there is no separation and, therefore, no stress." (Joseph and Lilian Le Page)

In my opinion Nischala Joy Devi, Joseph Le Page and Paramahansa Yogananda all are describing a path to Self-Realization/Samadh/Enlightenment but the roads are a little different.  Paramahansa Yogananda tells us to meditate,  Kriya for him is meditation.

"Practice! Practice! Practice! All is coming!" says Pattabhi Jois and this I believe is Yogananda attitude for Kriya Yoga. Meditate! Meditate! Meditate! All is Coming! or replace the words meditate with Do Kriya Yoga.

I think it's important to look at the stages of Kriya as defined by the Yoga Sutras to further investigate the topic.

TAPAS

Purification sometimes requires heat. Tapas is the fire that burns away the ego. When we melt down the ego we can see our true nature and understand we no more important than anyone else, in fact, we are all connected. We are all God's creatures.

"The practice of Tapas reflects Karmaa Yoga (dedicated service to all) and invites is to embrace all experiences without expecting any specific result." (Devi, Secret Power of Yoga, p.186). This quieting of the ego and attitude of service and connection quiets the mind for practice of higher conscious states and meditation.

When we are ill (physical or mentally) we often become very selfish.  The universe seems to be only about us and our problems.  With Tapas we can see the bigger picture.  Often when people come to me depressed I advise them to do some Seva.  This was taught to me by Nischala Joy Devi.  Service to others gives them a larger purpose in life and takes them out of their narcissism.

SVADHYAYA

This stage is often described as self study.  Here we look at ourselves and strengthen our vijanamayakosha, our witness consciousness.  "Through swadhyaya we feel our emotions fully, but without identifying with them as the essence and most instrinsic part of who we are." (Joseph and Lilian Le Page).  The act of witnessing with out identifying to me sounds like Mindfulness Meditation.  As we examine ourselves without judgment or identification we are already meditating.

"The real intention of meditation is to glimpse and progressively identify with our deeper Self, whose intrinsic nature is wholeness, happiness, and freedom.  This freedom, often called enlightenment, is the fulfillment of our human potential and the completion of the journey of human being. (Joseph and Lilian Le Page"


ISHVARA PRANIDHANA


"Ishvara Prandhiana is an aspect of Bhakti Yoga, the ...wholehearted dedication to the Divine Light in all. Through this practice, the intoxication of the Divine is made present at every moment and with every action." (Devi, Secret Power of Yoga, p.106).

When we practice meditation in all its forms then life itself becomes a meditation and meditation is the "nature of life."  With devotion to the divine (ishvara pranidhana) we experience an ecstatic union between ourselves, everything and the divine. We are in the highest states of meditation we are next to if not in Samadhi.

In the words of Yognanda:

"Practice Kriya Yoga, and you will surely succeed on the spiritual path. That is my own experience. The liberating power of Kriya Yoga sunders the prison bars of karma. I have never found in East or West such a great technique as this. Everyone who is a follower of Kriya and of this path of Self-Realization Fellowship will go far ahead. Meditate and see the results in yourself." .(Paramahansa Yogananda: http://www.yogananda.com.au)

So for me, it doesn't much matter if its the concrete steps of Yogananda or the vaguer and more personal steps of Nischala Devi and Joseph Le Page.  The main thing is just to get in the game, meaning to meditate no matter what the technique. for "meditation is the path that offers an ultiamte solution to all human dilemmas and challenges, including health challenges, by seeing the deeper Self whose nature is limitless, timeless, deathless freedom."

And freedom is so important. Freedom to chose who to live, how to live, what to worship.  That is Samadhi.  Being a black Jewish girl from an industrial East Coast city. Some family lives in America, some family slaves in Egypr. Some family killed in the holocaust, some family killed by brutal masters, racist police or in middle passage freedom is of ultimate importance. So meditate so you can experience the last lines of that old negro spiritual.


Free at last
Free at last
Thank God Almighty
We are Free at last!



Friday, April 7, 2017

What is meditation?

I was 18 years old, the year was 1988.  I was spending the summer in France like a nice priviledged American girl restoring a castle in France on a program called Renaissance du Chateau.  There were lots of other Americans but the person I was most interested in was Heike, a German woman from Bremen,

One night one I was walking in the fields near Vichy outside of the castle Montgilbert and I came across Heike meditating. She was chanting Nam Myo Renge Kyo. 



When we talked about it later she told me about the power of chanting Nam Myo Renge Kyo. This was before the movie "What's love got to do with it."  And any way I was a black girl from Philadelphia not a Hollywood star.  I didn't know anything about Buddhism.  I just knew that Heike was what I wanted to be, cool, calm, self-assured, quiet, but strong and self-determined,  I began chanting Nam Myo Renge Kyo with her and when I got home to Philadelphia I found the Nishiren community which didn't have a temple back then (they have big places today in Los Angeles), we just met and people's houses and worked the corners handing out pamphlets.  That was me in the late 80s.  I had become a Nichiren Buddhist in Central France and continued to be one in West Philadelphia.  Nam Myo Renge Kyo was my first introduction to meditation.

Now I know I was chanting mantra and there are a lot of mantras to chant, but I didn't know that then. I didn't like being on corners prothlytizing and I didn't like how strongly in my business the Nichiren Community of West Philadelphia was.  I liked the principles but I left meditation behind and didn't re-find it until 2012/2013.

Around 2012/2013 I had been practicing yoga asana pretty regular for 12 or more years.  I had started at Santa Monica Yoga doing Hatha and then Goda Yoga in Culver City when I moved to Baldwin Hills but in 2004 everything changed.  I had had knee surgery in 2000 and couldn't get out of pain.  In San Diego while working on Veronica Mars I started practicing Bikram Yoga.  I only did it because it was the only studio near work that had an 8pm class.  I started practicing and I didn't like it at first but my knee felt better instantly so I stuck with it and began to love it.

Somewhere between 2010 and 2012 Bikram Yoga World Headquarters moved from my neighborhood in Los Angeles and I started doing other yoga.  I did about a year of a practice called Dharma Mittra.  While doing this practice I learned a lot more about yoga.  I was introduced to alternate nostril breathing, badhas, bija mantras, the chakras and meditation.   I was so interested I began taking classes in the Yoga Philosophy Extension Program at LMU.

In 2012, while in Yoga Teacher Training at LMU a met Beth Sternlieb a mindfulness instructor at Insight LA. I also watched a documentary about football players and brain injuries.  And I decided that meditation and yoga could reverse brain trauma and I wanted to do that work. So, I decided to take classes in Mindfulness at InsightLA.  Back to my Buddhist roots.

I was all in, Inspired by a workshop for People of Color at InsightLA led by Larry Yang, I became an organizer of the People of Color Sitting Group and started a 2 year training in Buddhist Meditation called "Following the Buddhist Dharma."  But a year and a half into my activities at InsightLA  I realized again that Buddhism was not my path, I left insight LA and began studying meditation in combination with intuitively drawing and painting at Art 4 All People and did 2 different certificate programs with them in Transformative Art and Meditation.

I had also combined meditation with art practices it Ayur EcoAshram and with classes in Mindful Painting (the Painting Experience) with Stewart Copley, and Mindfulness and Drawing (Otis/LACMA).

In the beginning of 2014, I went to India for 7 weeks and studied Yoga and Meditation in Ayur Eco Ashram and Pushkam Yoga Garden.  The diversity and expansiveness of the yoga world had started to open to me.

In the Yoga Philosophy Certificate Program at LMU I had started to study with Laura Amazzone. She was a Tantric very interested in goddess meditations and mantra.  I took a lot of classes with her and even some classes at her house where we chanted and learned more about the South East Asian Goddess.  I began to understand that I was a Tantric.  I wanted to do asana, chant mantra, and make yantras.

I continue to do Bikram Yoga along with other practices and just finished studying at the school Bikram studied at in Kolkata, the Ghosh College.

I have studied Yantra making with Mavis Gerhart, Sarah Tomlinson, and Pieter Vandervelve.


I was also studied meditation at Expanding Light, Kripalu and with Nischala Joy Devi

Parrallelly, I also dabbled in Taoism and studied qi gong, yoga and meditation with Mantak Chia and Paulie Zink.  I was was certified in Satyananda Yoga Nidra in 2015 through the Yoga Academy of North America. Yin Yoga and Yoga Nidra are this most important practices to me spiritually.


So now that I have given you all this preamble about my wanderings into meditation what is meditation?

According to my teacher Joseph Le Page:
Meditation is an "experience of our true nature which is always present, waiting to be discovered....(it) is the moment-to-moment awareness of our true Selves and the experience of wholeness and integration that is inherent in that Self."

Meditation is the nature of life, it is the essence of reality.  Meditation is not escapism, it doesn't take us away from things, instead it helps us to develop objectivity in which we see ourselves and the world as one in the same.

Our conditioning is like glasses that we put on that distort and change everything.  When we meditate we take off these glasses and see the word is it really is.

The intention of meditation "is to glimpse and progressively identify with our deeper Self, whose intrinsic nature is wholeness, happiness and freedom.  This freedom, often called enlightenment, is the fulfillment of our human potential, and the completion of the journey of being human." Joseph and Lilian Le Page

And what is meditation for me and what process in within my control?


Pratyahara (for me Yoga Nidra) is a practice that I have done at some times a ton and some times not at all.  I teach it atleast twice a week but often a lot more.  I believe in it.  I think it is very powerful and it can transform lives.  I think it can be benefical in people's healing and that is why I always use it.  I like how easy it ease.  You don't have to worry about your back being straight, you don't have to worry about falling asleep.  You always get the benefit.  An amazing practice.  I don't consider it meditation.  I considered it pratyahara,  But a lot of people group it with meditation.


Dharana is something I practice a lot. I have a TM personal bija mantra.  I have other mantras bija and longer I enjoy chanting.  I practice yantras.  I candle gaze. I use mudras.  I practice much more
dharana that dhyana.  Dharana is not as difficult for me as dhyana but not as easy as Yoga Nidra.


Dhyana is something I don't do much of.  I did much more when I was using the mindfulness techniques and part of that world at Insight LA.  Right now it doesn't speak to me as much.  I think the main time I would say I use Dhyana is in Savasana after practicing Asana especially after Bikram practice.  This is I think one of the few times my mind is clear and quiet enough that it doesn't need a object of concentration to meditate.  It is within my control to do more dhyana but it is not a strong desire of mine.  For now I will leave it for Savasana.

What's the difference between Pratyahara, Dharana and Dhyana - the 5th, 6th and 7th limb of Yoga

"Yama, niyama, asana, pranayama, pratyahara, dharana, dhyana and samadhi are the steps to asthanga yoga.  They need to practice all the steps in their body and mind both need a preparation and suppleness for samadhi." (Yoga Sutra 2;29)



After we do asana practice (physical yoga) which is how most Yogis in America consider to be the be all and end all of yoga there are other practices.  The goal of Ancient yoga was to reach Samadhi/Moksha/Bliss/Union/Enlightenment/Self Realization.  This is also my goal and a few other people I know.  Don't get my wrong I love practicing asana, but it isn't the only important part of my yoga practice.

Samadhi/Self-Realization is reached step by step according to the principles of Asthanga yoga (8 limbs of yoga not the practice by Pattabhi Jois).  In these steps the first step after Asana is Pranayama or Breath work. Breathwork is super popular right now in Los Angeles. Whole Soul Breathing is one of the most popular classes at my studio the Yogi Tree so I think people may be moving a little forward on the 8 limb path by embracing step 5.  I am so jazzed about the power of pranayama that after I finish my Yoga Therapy training I am going to study much more about Pranayama.  I think it is incredible healing and therapeutic and under utilized.

Pratyahara - Limb 5



"The practice of both posture and breath control leads to a progressive desensitization that shuts out external stimuli... When consciousness is effectively sealed off from the environment, this is the state of sensory inhibition, or pratyahara." - Feuerstein, The Yoga Tradition, p.250

Pratyahara is "holding of the mind in a motionless state" Tri-Shikhi-Brahmana-Upanishads (31)

The main practice I know of for Pratyahara is Yoga Nidra.  I studied Satyananda Yoga Nidra at the Yoga College of North America.  I swear by the practice.  And I am pretty much stuck here on on limb 5 and do much more pratyahara than concentration or meditation.

Dharana - Limb 6



Dharana is the sixth limb of Asthanga Yoga.  It means to focus attention of a given locus which could about anything, a candle, a chakra, a mantra, a yantra, a deity, whatever.  Dharana's Sanskrit root is dhri which means to hold.  What we are holding is our attention. As we focus our attention we are practicing one-pointedness.

Daniel Goleman considers Concentration as a meditation technique not something different than meditation he lists, TM, Kundalini Yoga, Sufism, Bhakri, Raja, Kabbalah as concentration based Meditation practices.  But by contrast, for Pantajali it is not meditation is a step on the path toward Self-Realization, step 6.

Dhyana - Limb 7


As we graduate from Dharana because our concentration has deepened we reach Dhyana, meditation absorption.We have moved from "one-pointedness" to "one-flowingness"

"The mind is restless no doubt and difficult to curb O Arjuna! But it can be brought under control by repeated practice of meditation (dhyana) and by the exercise of dispassion O son of Kunti!"

"Meditation is a method by which a person concentrates more and more upon less and less. The aim is to empty the mind while, paradoxically, remaining alert." (Clark, Map of Mental States)

Practice of dhyana leads to self-realization because through the regular practice of Dhyana the mind becomes detached and prepared for Samadhi

Meditation practices to Daniel Golemen are mindfulness and integrated practices and they include Zen, Mindfulness, and Vipassana

Samadhi - Limb 8


And then we get there.  Or someone does.  Maybe I have been there for a fraction of a second. But there it is even for the blink of an eye, Samadhi!

Samadhi
by Paramhansa Yogananda

Vanished the veils of light and shade,
Lifted every vapor of sorrow,
Sailed away all dawns of fleeting joy,
Gone the dim sensory mirage.
Love, hate, health, disease, life, death,
Perished these false shadows on the screen of duality.
Waves of laughter, scyllas of sarcasm, melancholic whirlpools,
Melting in the vast sea of bliss.
The storm of maya stilled
By magic wand of intuition deep.
The universe, forgotten dream, subconsciously lurks,
Ready to invade my newly wakened memory divine.
I live without the cosmic shadow,
But it is not, bereft of me;
As the sea exists without the waves,
But they breathe not without the sea.
Dreams, wakings, states of deep turiya, sleep;
Present, past, future, no more for me,
But ever-present, all-flowing I, I, everywhere.
Planets, stars, stardust, earth,
Volcanic bursts of doomsday cataclysms,
Creation’s molding furnace,
Glaciers of silent x-rays, burning electron floods,
Thoughts of all men, past, present, to come,
Every blade of grass, myself, mankind,
Each particle of universal dust,
Anger, greed, good, bad, salvation, lust,
I swallowed, transmuted all
Into a vast ocean of blood of my own one Being!
Smoldering joy, oft-puffed by meditation,
Blinding my tearful eyes,
Burst into immortal flames of bliss,
Consumed my tears, my frame, my all.
Thou art I, I am Thou,
Knowing, Knower, Known, as One!
Tranquilled, unbroken thrill, eternally living, ever new peace!
Enjoyable beyond imagination of expectancy, samadhi bliss!
Not a mental chloroform
Or unconscious state without wilful return,
Samadhi but extends my conscious realm
Beyond limits of the mortal frame
To farthest boundary of eternity
Where I, the Cosmic Sea,
Watch the little ego floating in me.
The sparrow, each grain of sand, fall not without my sight.
All space like an iceberg floats within my mental sea.
Colossal Container, I, of all things made.
By deeper, longer, thirsty, guru-given meditation
Comes this celestial samadhi.
Mobile murmurs of atoms are heard,
The dark earth, mountains, vales, lo! molten liquid!
Flowing seas change into vapors of nebulae!
Aum blows upon vapors, opening wondrously their veils,
Oceans stand revealed, shining electrons,
Till, at last sound of the cosmic drum,**
Vanish the grosser lights into eternal rays
Of all-pervading bliss.
From joy I came, for joy I live, in sacred joy I melt.
Ocean of mind, I drink all Creation’s waves.
Four veils of solid, liquid, vapor, light,
Lift aright.
Myself, in everything, enters the Great Myself.
Gone forever, fitful, flickering shadows of mortal memory.
Spotless is my mental sky, below, ahead, and high above.
Eternity and I, one united ray.
A tiny bubble of laughter, I
Am become the Sea of Mirth Itself.

Thursday, April 6, 2017

YIN YOGA - KIDNEY SERIES for Enhancing the Jing

Yin Series to purify, cleanse and heal the Kidney, Urinary Bladder Meridians

The JING is  our CREATIVE ENERGY. It is one of the three treasures of Taoism which include Jing, Qi and Shen. Although there is no exact translation for Jing, Qi and Shen, they are best translated as Essence, Vitality and Spirit.

The most concentrated or densely-vibrating energy is Jing. Jing is the treasure that is most associated with the physical body. The home of Jing is the Kidney Organ System (the lower Dantien). Jing is considered to be the root of our creative vitality, the physical substance out of which our life unfolds.  When depleted Jing can be restored through diet, supplements, yoga and qigong.

BEGIN SEATED IN JALA MUDRA

LOW CROCODILE (30 sec to 1 minute)
MOVING COBRA (1 minute)
TV WATCHING POSE (2 to 5 minute)
SPHINX W/ Crossed Legs (2 to 5 minutes)
SEAL (2 to 5 minutes)
FLAPPING FISH - COUNTER POSE (1 minute each side)
SADDLE w/ Variations (2 to 5 minutes)
DRAGON and VARIATIONS - High Flying Dragon, Low Dragon, Winged Dragon (2 to 5 minutes each variation)
WINDSHIED WIPER - COUNTER POSE (2 minute each side)
SINGLE LEG BOW - (30 sec to 1 minute each side)
BRIDGE (2 to 5 minutes)
SUPPORTED SHOULDER STAND WITH A BLOCK (2 to 5 minutes)
FISH (2 to 5 minutes)
PAWANMUKTASANA - (2 to 5 minutes)
RECLINING TWIST - (2 to 5 minutes)
KAPALBHATI
JASTIASNA
NADI SHODHANA
BHRAMARI
SAVASANA
YOGA NIDRA

END SEATED IN JALA MUDRA
"With greater fluidity at all levels of my being, I move through life smoothly and easily"

Benefits of Stretching the Skeletal System through all five Koshas



Annamayakosha (Physical Body)
- Stretching helps us expand the muscles and get out of our contracted states. When muscles are constantly contracted because of stress (physical, mental/emotional), the arteries to the bones are compressed, resulting in reduced nutrient flow or starvation. This process reduces the ability of the bones to produce new blood cells.
- Stretching increases flexibility. Flexibility increases the range of motion of the joint it crosses
- Separation is seen in the lack of awareness of the physical body: posture, alignment and damaging activities at work and play
- Stretching is just as important as exercise. Stretching is a good warm up to more aggressive forms of exercise. Longer holds move out of the muscle and work into the fascia. Exercising too hard before the body is warmed up, lifting too heavy weights, fast and jerky movements, and not cooling down properly can injure the fascia,
- Proper nutrition is also important for flexibility. Health, resilience and elasticity of connective tissue is effected by nutrition, When we are stressed we secrete cortisol. Cortisol damages connective tissue

Pranamayakosha (Energy Body)
- Lack of consistent stretching and limited mobility in the physical body can lead to stiffness and pain.  Misused joints can become frozen and immovable physically and energetically.  The breath also can be diminished as a result of immobility.
- Body and outside temperature can effect flexibility and mobility.  Warming up will help flexibility and help prevent injury in yoga and other activities.
- Age and weight can diminish energy.  We should chose age appropriate physical activities and be mindful of our energy level at the present moment not what we did yesterday,
- Conscious breathing can add in flexibility.  It is important to breath consciously when stretching.
- Warming down is as important as warming up.
- Lengthening and stretching the spinal column allows for proper functioning of sushumna, ida and pingala nadis
- Stretching and lengthening the spine opens the chakras,


Manomayakosha (Psycho-Emotional Body)
- The stress hormone cortisol is detrimental to bone growth and health which may lead to poor mobility and inflexibility.
- Chronic stress can lead to hypercorisolism which contributes to osteoarthritis and inflexibility.
- People with flexibility issues may feel anger, emotional restriction and stress.  Pain may lead to negative emotions.  Negative emotions may lead to inflexibility and pain.
- Mental attitudes of those around you can effect our flexibility.
- Connective tissue is effected by out emotions and causes stagnation and armoring
- Trauma can be stored in the body as armoring or inflexibility
- A relaxed state can aid in flexibility.
- Stretching should be done slowly with as much relaxation as possible.
- Consistency in stretching can help in flexibility


Vijnamayakosha (Witness Body)
- Stretching should be done slowly without expectation of quick results.
- The stretch should be held for time to cause the muscles to be accustomed to the new length.
- Stretching the skeletal system activates the both physiological and energetic sensations. As we get more familiar with our skeletal system through stretching we learn to approach the body as it is now and not as it was or we would like it to be.  We experience the present moment as we are right here right now. We cultivate the witness
- We also learn to balance between what we want and where we are.

Anandamayakosha (Bliss Body)
- We are not this body we are not this mind.
- Stretching the skeletal systems removes the blocks that are keeping us from our true nature
- Stretching is a way to expand ourselves and remember that we are the universe and the universe is us.



BHAJO RAADHE KRISHNA
BHAJO RAADHE SHYAAMA (2X)
OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM (2X)
SOHAM, SOHAM, SOHAM SlVOHAM (2x)
I AM THAT I AM, I AM THAT I AM (2X)
I AM NEITHER BODY NOR MIND IMMORTAL SELF I AM (2X)
I AM NOT THIS BODY, THIS BODY IS NOT MINE
I AM NOT THIS MIND, THIS MIND IS NOT MINE
OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM OM (2X)
I AM NOT THIS PRAANA, THIS PRAANA IS NOT MINE
I AM NOT THESE SENSES, THESE SENSES ARE NOT MINE
I AM NOT THIS INTELLECT, THIS INTELLECT IS NOT MINE
I AM NOT THESE EMOTIONS THESE EMOTIONS ARE NOT MINE
I AM THAT I AM, I AM THAT I AM I AM THAT I AM, I AM THAT I AM
I AM WITNESS OF THREE STATES EXISTENCE ABSOLUTE
I AM WITNESS OF THREE STATES KNOWLEDGE ABSOLUTE
I AM WITNESS OF THREE STATES, BLISS ABSOLUTE I AM WITNESS OF THREE STATES, BLISS ABSOLUTE
I AM SATCHIDAANANDA, I AM SATCHIDAANANDA EXISTENCE, KNOWLEDGE, BLISS ABSOLUTE
I AM MIND OF ALL MINDS PRAANA OF ALL PRAANAS
I AM SOUL OF ALL SOULS, SELF OF ALL SELVES
SOHAM, SOHAM, SOHAM SIVOHAM (2X)
BHAJO RAADHE KRISHNA
BHAJO RAADHE SHYAAMA (2X)



My experience of Madhyama Mudra - Gesture of the Middle Finger

I am systematically working on the Hasta Mudras this week for IYT Yoga Therapy training.  Today's mudra is Madhyama Mudra.



Here were my stream of conscious throught in meditation.  I record myself and speak aloud as they came.  I don't feel it like it hurts my meditation


- Deep Ujjayi Breath
- Snow
- Hands moved above the navel and that's where they feel comfortable
- Right hand is more comfortable than the left
- Tremor is minimal
- Sensing the heart
- The heart beat feels as if it is raising or getting stronger
- The belly is activating
- Feels like dusk or dawn
- Flapping of birds wings
- Desire to deepen the breath
- Footprints
- Regular Heart beat
- Leaning Forward in the body
- Lost loves
- misopportunities
- disappointments
- things that didn't work out
- cool desert



Questions to Answer for School

Now, notice your breath. Where is the breath focused in the body and what is
the speed of the breath?

- Breath was in the belly.  It was very deep.

Which chakra is the breath being focused into and what is your experience there?

- I felt that my heart, solar plexus and sacral chakra were being focused

Which physical system seems to be most activated by the mudra?

- Respiratory, Digestive (in the belly)

Which of the five elements – earth, water, fire, air or space – seems to be
most activated?

- I felt snow so water and air for me.  There was a cool desert so maybe fire and air also.



What is occurring at the level of the mind or emotions?
- Sadness and Disappointment

Are there any spiritual experiences and how would you describe them?
- I felt separation and loneliness

Are there any images or symbols that arise as you practice this mudra?
- Snow

How does your experience compare with the description of the mudra in Mudras
for Healing and Transformation?

- In Mudras for Healing and Transformation the mudra activates the digestive system (I felt that). The element reprented by the mudra was fire (I felt more air and water),

The vayu is samana vayu (I felt the horizontal energy at the navel)

The mudra is supposed to balance giving and receiving and unfolding of all our potential.  It doesn't speak to the sadness and longing I felt in the mudra.  It says that it releases tension from the mid back.  I wasn't very aware of my back just that I was leaning forward in the position.  So some of the qualities I was able to sync up with and some I wasn't.  I had a different experience than was written in the book