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Gauze
04:57
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Follow.
You're learning from the contact
who tore it from its blue seams.
You're asking for me.
Last week
with the girl you met in high school
who smells just like the old nights
you spent at the house.
Do you remember
how we used to be?
Cologne in the bathroom
where we used to read.
I lost you in the storm.
Holy
like the things you said in college.
You promised in the summer
you'd mention my name.
Cooler
was the peril of the weekend
when you wanted all the bad lights
to color the same.
& I like that you were the only one
pulling offers for all the shit I'd done,
but you were not like them.
I lost it on you the other day
cause I'm scared that these things'll never stay.
You only remind them.
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2. |
Heater
03:07
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You left the car all alone by the light ones.
You're relatable now that we're older & all I saw.
You pushed my feet to the bone to remind me.
I just left it all out in the basement & couldn't speak.
& while I was kissing you were spinning daydreams.
Cause it's not like I don't see
or rely on you baby,
but I don't wanna go there.
I feel so useless when I'm around you.
You collect it all up, but I'm barely another friend.
On the way to the back you remind me
that I'm not what "you said". I'm not "in love".
& I left for hours effortlessly waiting.
Like I don't wanna go there.
You just work me up.
Put a staple in the counter.
I'll be late again.
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3. |
Fall Out
04:50
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Tired eyes.
Feels like we're falling
so far away from where we sank when I was swimming.
You fall out of touch,
talk in voices turned to whispers.
Your pictures of love,
not enough to keep me sober.
I've seen what you've done,
but the call is much too heavy.
You took away the fun
telling me I was mistaken.
Slow your hands.
Feels like I'm losing
the clearer eyes I felt when nothing here was moving.
Caught between my lover's heat & your offers.
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4. |
Lily
03:25
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You're all I saw
on the night you came over.
You're pushing awful like I said.
You're pushing awful.
You called my house
on the night that your parents
were crawling over all you said.
They're crawling over.
But I'm not without my failures.
You left your wife behind my stable eye.
You can't even call me a liar.
You can't even call it a stable ground.
You can't even call me a liar
when I wasn't there that night.
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5. |
Cool Back
02:47
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Carry out my mind.
You will suffer like
you lonely eyes.
Push around my baby.
We're hoping for newer property.
But you lay on your cool back.
You never even laugh around me.
You call me like
you're cheating heartburn.
I'm sick of sleeping alone,
but I don't wanna go out.
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6. |
Champ
04:41
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Hot like the afternoons
when you kiss her on the mouth.
Locked on the common ground
you won't say you love me now.
Cooled by the waterside
I'll just wait till you find out.
Pressed up against my door
you'll just say "he's different now."
He dissolved like the blood
that you had called for on my afternoons.
You were right all that time
to feel like nothing you said made a difference.
Hot like the summer night
when your brother went to state.
Framed in the parking lot
you left all the things you hate.
Laid down across my lap
you said "do I still calm you down?"
Promised a later day
that just spilled out of my mouth.
& I lost my phone in that summer water
the night your brother left town,
& I could feel your hands move through that river
across my chest for the last time.
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7. |
Trade Up
02:17
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Your older brother
was pushing like he should.
He left the water.
What'd you push him out for?
Do you ever wonder
what it looks like from down here?
I could call you mother,
but it's such a mouthful.
Trade up for life without.
Stretch your college form.
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8. |
Dragging
04:15
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It pulls me down
when you're not around.
Around the lower
Ari doesn't recognize me anymore.
You pulled me out
into the street to shout,
"you found a girlfriend, but god,
she doesn't care about you anyways."
You look just like I said you would.
We sat that night
under the fading light.
You said a lot of things,
"I hate the way I spend my time in summer now."
I lost my ends
in front of all your friends.
I spend a lot of time
thinking of the way I let my parents down.
We sat that night
under the fading light.
I spent a lot of time
thinking of the way I let my parents down.
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9. |
Long Hair
04:38
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You sit under.
You see it like you want it to be seen.
It was like you said I stayed up for months.
Will this damn headache open up for once?
Like I loved you in the first place.
You left me in the car there
to think about the long hair
I held when I was sober.
Like the pace of it all when you tear me out,
like the cut in the sheet or the way you shout.
You're the last one I thought of.
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