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The more you know, the more jokes you get.

05 Sep 2024 » Doing Gender & Other Things

Gender is a way of moving through world, and moving through the world as a woman is the way that makes sense to me.

Alexander Avila, an excellent essayist, has a video from last year on his gender stuff.

One of the points in Avila’s video is on how the story that gatekeepers expect us to tell them-“I am a ‘foo’ in a ‘bar’ body”-doesn’t fit every trans person, but we have to tell it because that’s what the gatekeepers expect from us in order for them to issue the “medically necessary care” plot coupon.

Along the way he mentions Judith Butler’s book Gender Trouble1, which comes up often when we trans folks talk about our diverse experience of gender stuff. I appreciate Butler’s description of Gender as Doing.

Femme as a way of being in the world is more natural for me than masc. And I count myself as lucky that I stumbled upon a gender therapist who understood when I said that I was exhausted with trying to deal with the world while presenting as a man. It was like trying to drive a moon rover from one’s desk.

Do my pursuits of rocketry, machining, and fabrication complicate femme? Maybe2. I’m happy to 3D print or CNC a sign for conservatives reading: “this lack of absolute truth is scaring me” that they can mount over the mantle of their extremely binary gendered homes.

  1. Philosophy Tube made a survey of Butler’s work on gender. 

  2. Complicate may not be the right word here. It’s more the willful or learned misinterpretation of femmes doing STEM. Xyla Foxlin talks about the time she was helping another rocketeer get their L3 rocket ready to fly at LDRS 40 and a community relations person from NASA insisted to her face that she had to be the ‘social media’ person, never mind she was helping prep the rocket. That lead to Spite, a 75mm, minimum diameter sky puncher that hit Mach 2.2. 

13 Jul 2024 » What Matters Still

Today's events do not change what's true.

No matter how you feel about this day’s events in Pennsylvania, these things have not changed:

03 Jun 2024 » The flat pack rocket, Updated 18 Jun 2024

A rocket kit designed in response to limits placed on STEM students, who are still expected to build and fly a high power rocket as part of coursework.

Photo of model rocket components, fins, airframe, motor mount, etc. on a inch-ruled mat for scale
Credit: Level 1 Rockets

Call it an “IKEA Rocket” or Raket.

The design responds to the limits dropped on undergrads (no epoxy in labs or dorms, etc.) expected to build and fly a high power rocket as part of their coursework.

I’ve seen plenty of enthusiastic students get less than civil push back at the Range Safety Officer’s table on the flight line. Epoxy may still be drying, fins not aligned, or motor retention not installed correctly because the student fliers didn’t have the time or the space to build a plywood three-fin-nose-cone rocket properly.

With this kit, a student (or anyone else) can build and fly a NAR/TRA level one certification-capable rocket that’ll pass range safety inspection, in an hour or so, in a dorm room or a lab, using a hex key, straight edge, ruler or calipers, and a drill.

The fins bolt into rails which are in turn bolted into two machined aluminum centering rings through a kraft paper airframe. A 38mm composite rocket motor goes into the centering rings and is held in place with a retaining screw.

I’ve ordered one and will update this post once I get it next month and have had a chance to build and fly it.

31 May 2024 » Conway's Life in 3D

An implementation of Conway's life displaying the time dimension, written in vanilla JS

Screenshot of a 3D animation of Conway's Game of Life running in a web browser. The time dimension is up. The camera is rotating around the time axis. The top surface is the current state of the automata
Credit: User foretoo on CodePen

Even though I don’t spend a lot of time messing about with Conway’s Life, it’s fun to blog about interesting versions of it.

Someone on CodePen, with the username foretoo, posted a version of Life with an added time-dimension as ‘voxels’. The current state of the automata is the top layer, and the camera rotates about the centerline as the automata runs.

It adds another spacial dimension to the one-dimensional elementary cellular automaton.

Animated GIF of a one-dimensional or elementary cellular automata implemented using Wolfram's rule 110
Mr. Heretic - Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0

All of this is using Canvas and vanilla JavaScript.

27 May 2024 » You Wanted a Hit?

Songs about making hits, one way or another.

This is the sort of playlist I think Troy Nelson at KEXP would appreciate.

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